Earliest memories of homosexuality

>>7766160
*dysphoria (why the fuck can't I spell?)

>>7766160
When I was 10 or 11 I started fooling around with another boy my age. We frequently had sleepovers. Halo 2 and dryhumping. Life was simple and good.

>>7766161
Probably "dislexia", dyslexia.

>>7766160
When I was 17 there another boy, aged 18, in a class I just entered, I used to sit next to him along with a few other people, and I remember when watching him talk I would look at his lips and think about kissing him. Somehow I didn't think much of this at the time, and carried on believing I was straight.

>>7766164
If only it could remain that way.

Summer camp in 8th grade. There was an cutie boy who was smart and funny. He looked anime as fuck. I really wanted to kiss him, but it was church camp, welp.

>>7766164
ow, unexpected feels. so beautiul

The scene in the fourth harry potter movie when he takes a bath, when I was like 10

Digimon

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>>7766160
I was 5, saw an ad for a jeans company where the guy was shirtless and popped a boner.

When I first started watching porn and realized I got turned on by penises instead of vaginas and tits.

Saw a shirtless guy on TV when I was 7 or 8, and felt weird, then got a boner.

>>7767211
Please elaborate

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Trap threads.


Earlier this year.
FUCK

the last minute of the music video for cannonball by the breeders turned me into a turbodyke

came across an adult advertising section in a magazine flyer in the Village, NYC

about 10-11, flipping through it, found the trans adult personals/escorts ads, kind of evolved from there

>age ??
Used to slap dicks with another boy, but it was innocent.

>was 12
I always thought I was straight. But I was starting to look at hentai and getting erections(I couldn't/didn't know how to fap yet) I came across this gay hentai/doujin? of king of fighters characters. The reason I got super hard is how they painted the characters. They were basically twinks. But I didn't know how to masturbate so I was just getting erections.

>Age 14
Boy in school, really dark Sicilian boy with green eyes. I think he was straight but they used to call him gay. He was actually going to become a Chad, but it's jr high so everyone is confused and figuring shit out.

Anyway I still thought I was straight, I used to fuck with him(playful bullying) and he would punch me in the arm really hard. He was frustrated with the bullying so I wasn't super intense about it. Actually I stopped and he was very nice to me. But this was the first time I had extremely gay thoughts. And I used to masturbate to him whenever I took a shower.

Now I'm more bi. I am mostly attracted to girls and certain guys. I think the right kind of guy would probably turn me gay.

>>7773297
Good taste in music.

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Umm, the first time I remembar, I was around 7 yold watching TV and there was a very cute girl, this is shameful but then I kissed the TV. Mom saw me and I tried to disguise, kek.

>>7774737
>this is shameful but then I kissed the TV

puritan detected

>>7774777
>puritan detected
Yeah... conservative family, wanting it or not I still have some of those morals deep inside. But man, kissing the TV... it's really shameful.

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>>7774811
>shamefur

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>>7766160
When I was around 5 or 6 My mom would frequently get this chick to babysit me and I loved it because she was tall and pretty and would let me snuggle into her lap at night while we watched TV. It was amazing and I honestly believe she was the reason I like tall women so much.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYxuRu5TtTg

>>7766160
watching the movie Ghost Ship with my brother and feeling this weird attraction to the young girl in it (i was about 9)

>>7766160
>15
>Watching porn one night
>One of those sites where it's all thumbnails and no matter which one you click on it directs to similar thumbnail sites
>See one thumbnail
>Big guy plowing girl in red shirt
>But I can't tell if it's really a girl
>I go crazy trying to find it
>Instead, find a video of two Latino twinks barebacking by a pool
>It's hot as hell, I cum accordingly

That was first experience with the idea of gay sex, I could tell some other stories. Unfortunately I've never actually done anything with anyone irl. I have done some weird shit, like cross-dressing and "attempting" to finger my self (didn't really), but I digress

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In 6th grade there was this one guy in my classes that i wanted to make out with

>6 years ago
>browsing /b/
>spot trap thread
>turned on
>nothing but shame

that was pretty much it. can't remember when exactly but the first time i jerked off to anything gay was a bailey jay video of her blowing and getting banged and had slut or whore written on her. i'm not even joking i was so ashamed of myself i jerked off in my closet for a year because i was afraid if someone walked on me jerking off to shemale porn.

went from
>trap threads
>putting fingers in my butt
>twink porn
>full on shemales with huge cocks
>thinking about cross-dressing and getting fucked by a bunch of guys

>>7766160
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnO3nijfYmU

Watching this music video as a kid and getting "funny feelings". Probably what started me off liking body hair as before that I'd only seen people with smooth chests.

I also remember getting these encyclopedias and I took them to my room just to look at the old greek statues with the naked men.

>>7766160
Pre-kindergartens days. I saw an older man flash his butt on a homevideo a my baby sitter was watching. Instant intense full-body tingles. I was supposed to be napping. Stayed up for 30 more minutes secretly hoping she would rewind it.

Further than that, first crush was in 1st grade on a long-haired boyo named andrew. I had a crush on just about every boy in my class at one point or another those days.

>>7767690
source?

Watching first porn ever during early puberty and thinking I wouldn't mind fucking a girl if it just meant I got to fuck somebody. My sexual focus slowly shifted from males to females. I'm bi now but mostly gay.

Long tome ago (Pre-internet). Friend had a nudist magazine when we were 12. He hid it is some bushes. We'd throw our ball into the bushes and run in to look at the magazine. He kept saying "Look at those boobs" and all I could do is stare at guys' cocks.

>>7766160
There was a guy in my neighborhood when I was ~10 years old (he would have been ~12) whom I had a crush on. I wasn't sure what it was at the time, but when I had another crush in middle school, I put two and two together. Too bad he's straight, too, because he grew up to be damn fine.

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>13 years old
>watch asterix at the olympic games (parents were strict af and wanted me to learn french)
>see this fucker
>crush hard and want to kiss him
>kill me

I was like 5, I had a crush on the spic green ranger for some reason. Even had weird sexual fantasies about him based on a really tame sex scene I saw in some movie.