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mtfg
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
buddi
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/ywkrX7c
didn't we agree no new thread?
>>7755617
yes I've been saying this since yesterday
Birdy is a faggot. He's fucking chasing me and I'm a guy.
I'm not even joking
>>7755628
Daddy is a woman though.
Ash is cis
Oh well! We're all here now, so how is everyone doing?!
>>7755617
i'm a contrarian
>>7755613
are they a trip?
i don't like that
why would u tell me this
>>7755624
yr not the boss of me now and yr not so big
>>7755611
Perra in spanish works the same way as bitch in english. Female dog but also slut.
>>7755637
>yr not the boss of me now and yr not so big
reeee I bet I could beat you up, kid!
>>7755632
Please take him
>>7755628
Most cis male chasers are just faggots who grow increasingly uninterested the more feminine you become.
>>7755616
Looks like a was a second too late, here's the next thread when this one is done.
>>7755637
https://youtu.be/xtrqYdvZ29E
Also that game is going to be 10 years old wtf.
>>7755628
i don't like him but hes always been open that he is bi
>>7755644
Just delete it having two threads at once is a pain in the ass
not really enjoying existing rn
Thank you for deleting your thread anon
>>7755640
anise u r so wise
i like u
>>7755641
no
i had really good reaction images for both of you but i couldn't find either and it fucking really frustrated me
MUH TISM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7755648
idk this game
looks spookee
>>7755611
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQw-hV3Ej14
>>7755673
>but I'm not attracted to men
Stop chasing femboys then. You've got a good thing going with Grace.
>>7755641
here's yr image, batch
>>7755687
oy vey can you fuck off
>>7755682
pretty
<3
>>7755687
or rather, I'm not attracted to masculinity at all
also wtf no
>tfw u keep buying housewares to fill the void in your life
A-at least I'll be able to make a nice cup of coffee now
are boobs supposed to hurt when they are growing or is it normal for them to just be really sensitive?
>>7755690
am I one of the rabbits?
>>7755700
>tfw just opened amazon
>>7755702
when they stop hurting that means they stopped growing
>>7755705
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GF6kBNLTvaU
<3
>>7755700
Eyyy derpanna.
>>7755705
Eyyy Wednesday.
>>7755702
They don't hurt in anime.
>>7755709
what if they haven't started hurting by themselves but hurt whenever I touch them/hit them somewhere/lay on my stomach?
>>7755673
Dude you were talking about raping me then I got drunk and you took advantage
I was in the supermarket and I get this smell of a man. I turn my head and there's this 6'2" muscle man who didn't skip leg day, full beard, long hair tied in a pony tail, tanned olive skin buying apples.
He gives me a nod, i smile and nod and my legs go weak and I have to catch my breath
Wtf have hormones done to my body? What's happening? Am I just a fag who to took it too far?
Plase hlp me mtfg.
>>7755700
I try to fill the void with music but some nice cups would be good. maybe I'll find something matching my coffee can.
>>7755718
thats normal
>>7755700
But think of all the food you'll be able to make! :3
>>7755718
how long have u been on the mones?
that sounds normal
just achey?
it's been coming in waves for me since like 5 months hrt but before that it was more annoying
i even discharged a little bit at work once
good feeling but it was embarrassing.
>>7755721
iktf
also <3
>>7755719
god if I was a creep I would have recorded you when you got real drunk
it was SO cute how you kept falling asleep and calling my name to make sure I was still there
>>7755713
hi.
yesterday i saw a mountain beaver in the day time for my first time and then the freddiest fred wiped out like right next to me
it was great
>>7755660
Neither am I. What's wrong on your end?
>>7755721
Happens to me frequently. There's a guy who comes into the store where I work and buys the same healthy shit for his diet every day, and he's built like a goddamn machine. Every time he comes to my register, I blush and stutter a bit. It's really embarrassing.
>>7755724
i got these so far
http://a.co/30ujiqb
http://a.co/bOJRdaL
i cant stop dressing like a femboy
>>7755731
Fuck off you fucking creep asshole
>>7755736
CUTE TSUNDERE BOY
>>7755727
bit over 3 months. yeah, hugging people too tightly and sleeping on my stomach don't go over too well now.
tight shirts make me really self-conscious as well
>>7755721
daww
sass has cooties
>>7755739
LOSE MY NUMBER
>>7755739
>birdy is flirting with boys
What are you, a girl?
>>7755724
me good. Just tired. I was putting out fires all day at work. VPN's, certificates, ASA's. Plus I spent an hour in the server room hauling up blades weighing 40 pounds.
But I have 5 days off starting right now. I am going to have so much fun sleeping.
>>7755732
Hi, hi. How are you? feeling better? You sounded pretty down yesterday I just hadn't had it in me to make fun of you.
>>7755750
He is so cute and sexy all the time
https://medium.com/@Freequincy/right-wing-dove-squad-how-trash-dove-became-the-symbol-of-the-alt-right-c7794b84a48d#.grcrxnxgq
>>7755726
Yeah I prefer to buy shit that I know I'll use
I got a nice set of dry ingredient containers the other day and I ordered a nice coffee grinder today
>>7755735
>buying clothes on amazon
>>7755722
That's some nice brewing stuff :3
What's ur fav kind of coffee?
>>7755750
Comfyyy
Also that sounds kind of fun even if exhausting, the idea of just hauling up blades of computer and sticking them in racks sounds cool
>>7755752
Literally shut the fuck up
>>7755750
>Hi, hi. How are you? feeling better? You sounded pretty down yesterday I just hadn't had it in me to make fun of you.
that's kind of you. Yes I am feeling fantastic today. I'm pretty sure I was okay yesterday too? I think you mean Saturday, I was pretty down then.
dude my fucking charger finally cameeeeeeee
i will say tho while i was forced to use my macbook pro since my gaming laptop was unusable, i realized that like
macbooks feel way better. like they're very ergonomic and all that other bullshit. not worth the money tho i guess lol rip
how is everyone's v day going?
>>7755734
idk
>>7755747
at least you had some bags to hide your soaked nipples with! that does sound like quite an experience though, were you at least in girl mode when it happened? or did you rock the wet pecs manly man look?
I'm sad and lonely :(
What should I do?
> A drone that can carry people will begin "regular operations" in Dubai from July, the head of the city's Roads and Transportation Agency has announced at the World Government Summit.
>The Chinese model eHang 184 has already had test flights, said Matt al-Tayer.
>The drone can carry one passenger weighing up to 100 kg (220 pounds) and has a 30 minute flight time.
Hey MTFG, would you ride inside of a Chinese-made flying taxi in Dubai?
>>7755761
um the second one
i haven't done girlmodo outside my apartment yet
:(
>>7755766
get sum dicc
>>7755750
how did you get into that field? just learned to code by yourself?
>>7755756
cutie
>>7755768
HELL YES THATS FUCKING COOL
shakira will be stoked
>>7755768
tranny is illegal in dubai i think
>>7755741
;-; you're not helping me
>>7755768
Can I hang myself on the eHang?
>>7755770
same here. i did dress up in front of other people for the first time last week, which was rather terrifying.
hope you get there soon, best of luck!
>>7755752
Yeah, and all trannies have a fetish for femboys. You're not helping your case
>>7755759
>dude my fucking charger finally cameeeeeeee
WOOOO
yeah I think apple products are -okay- but they are definitely not worth the price point. I like their newest iPad though, best tablet I've gotten to use. I would never buy it myself though (I took my dads lel).
>how is everyone's v day going?
Going pretty good. Have a string of lessons lined up and I'm gonna create a ton of music!
About to teach Nim. :)
>>7755781
nice and thanks anon <3
who did u dress up for?
I've only presented in front of my ex, neptune, and melly
>>7755778
oh, you're cute
I am trying so damn hard not to tease you right now
>>7755783
>all trannies have a fetish for femboys.
Uh? no. I would literally NEVER date or play with a femboy. If I wanted to date a little bitch I'd just date a girl cause they do it better. Femboys are the least attractive thing to be aside from butch dykes.
>>7755791
I like my butch dyke gf :(
>>7755755
I just buy darker costa rican coffee beans, grind them and brew it :3 I put milk and sugar in it if you meant that.
>>7755791
Chya, who would ever... be attracted... to butch dykes. That's crazy talk. Fuckin'... *clears throat*
>>7755791
hot opinions
i agree but i appreciate the last two
that is the correct power ranking tho
>>7755747
>then i realized my nipples were wet
?
how does it feel to spend valentine with mtfg?
Have you told us that you love us yet?
>>7755783
that's a complete lie
>>7755797
Meant both actually :3
I like my coffee black though desu
>>7755783
I mean as a man is it not normal for me to like feminine things?
>>7755755
Oh yeah it can be fun. Open Frame racks, HP, EMC, some NetGear, a boatload of Cisco, you trying to fit all the pieces with power tools. And not to mention cable patching, which in this case looked like something out of Lain.
>>7755758
That's great. I am glad that you have rebounded. I can now make fun of you guilt-free.
>>7755773
I actually work as a sys admin. So a lot of scripting but not so much coding.
While I do have Microsoft's and Cisco's certificates (and a few others), you basically just pick up things along the way.
Yesterday I was shutting down legacy services running on Apache inside VMWare's virtual machines, today I was messing around with Cisco VPN clients and ASA's.
>>7755753
Yeah he's pretty good looking.
i love you mtfg
>>7755801
??
>>7755802
i love you anise
>>7755800
you use the phrase hot opinions pretty often considering how rude of a thing it is to say
>>7755789
my cousin took me shopping with her girlfriend and they helped me pick and outfit to try on at the store. I was super anxious, but it felt like a huge step to have other people see me as a women, even if just clothes-wise
didn't even buy anything that day, but I did end up crying in the fitting room, which was fun
>>7755813
the good cries
>>7755774
You're a creep
>>7755811
I love you, perra
>>7755801
Lactation is a common occurrence among trannies. Something to do with particular reactions to medication. When I started my initial medication, I squeezed my nip because I thought I noticed something and some fluid came out.
>>7755802
I'm only here because I'm a suicidal attention whore, not because I have no one with whom to spend the day.
>>7755811
I hate me, so I assume I'm not part of mtfg.
>>7755809
All that gear be like "stick ur patch cord in me sempai"
>>7755804
I can't really drink it without milk at least. do you have a fave too?
>>7755815
the best cries, even had some ice cream afterwards
>>7755819
sure, be tsundere all you want.
we still love you and will be here for you.
>>7755812
guess im a batch *smirks*
>>7755813
did you post about that here?
i remember someone saying they cried in the fitting room
that sounds crazy
>>7755817
<3<3<3
>>7755819
you are a part of us and i love you, haku
porn doesn't turn me on anymore apparently
but I don't want my dick to die :(
>>7755817
>Perra
>Mfw
i had a really good day today
I'm such an unpassable hon (tall, manface, etc.), that I wear a binder to prevent my incongruous boobs from being visible.
Does anyone else do this?
I've found that if I don't bind, my boobs poke out on my skinny body which causes people to stare at me in a bad way.
This causes me some issues when I'm travelling, like going through TSA my binder (which has metal fastener) always sets off the metal detector. This causes the guy to pat me down and basically feel up my boobs. They ask, "What is this?" and I have to explain that it's a chest binder
Am I crazy for doing this? Should I be walking around with boobs with pride, despite looking like a man in every other way?
I wish I passed
>>7755784
>tfw i literally use my ipad as lighting for my shows
is the new one good enough for me to make someone else buy for me?
and omg nim is learning music?? das cuteeeeeeeeeeee
>>7755816
ᶜᵃᶫᶫ ᵐᵉ ᵃᵍᵃᶦᶰ ᵗᵒᶰᶦᵍʰᵗ ᴵ ᵐᶦˢˢ ʸᵒᵘ
>>7755821
I mostly drink dark roast, there's a local roaster that gets their stuff carried at Costco so I mostly drink that.
>>7755830
You need to go to the supermarket.
>>7755804
>I like my coffee black though desu
i'm not at all surprised that you like the worst drink in the worst possible way
>>7755832
good
u deserve it
>>7755840
I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
>>7755831
It's her name now, I didn't choose it.
And happy valentine to you too.
Please no olmedo and porcel.
>>7755830
lol same, i have to force myself to do it
>>7755835
yuuup, 'mones have made crying so much easier for me and I love it.
>>7755829
think i did post about last week. the employee taking care of the fitting rooms and some random people in the store also saw me.
I guess I was just riding on adrenaline by that point, I would have normally freaked the fuck out
quick someone tell me how stupid i am for giving the fuckboy i've been dating off and on since september another chance
>>7755854
you are a silly person
someone tell me to stop looking at cute clothes pls
>>7755852
i hope that happens to me, i find it really hard to deal with stuff, but i have been alot happier since starting
also what do you think of this hoodie? cute or gross? i need to know whether i have good or bad taste
>>7755838
I just went to a small coffee shop and asked for costa rican coffee and it turned out to be great. what's costco again? is it like a wallmart?
>>7755858
both your existence and obsession with me is disturbing
>>7755825
>>7755829
W-Well, I love you too, but I do not intend to cry today! Even if you girls wanna sweet talk me and pretend I'm worthy. I know these tricks, senpai.
>>7755830
Try written porn. Or audio. I find they work better for me these days.
>>7755833
Kinda depends. You might be undervaluing your looks, and it could be that the binder isn't necessary. I mean, I can't speak to your appearance without seeing you, obviously, but I know a lot of people in these threads tend to have a worse image of themselves than reality would demand.
old note:
Dearest l<3ve (boyname)
you and I have come so far (6+ months)! Every moment that I have been with you I cherish. Every memory we share will forever remain in my brain and when I think about those *blurred* it makes me smile <3 I never thought I would find or be found by the man that I am truley in l<3ve with, and that l<3ve's me back! you are so fun and cute and silly and charming. you have gentle tendencies with a bit of bite c; which is the perfect balance for me. I <3 you
ex's name <3
>>7755854
I mean if it's a good fuck it's better than no fuck.
But yeah this time his faults will be even more obviouw and you won't put up with as much bullshit.
>>7755868
I don't think I'm undervaluing my looks.
Objectively, my measurements and looks are like that of a man (> 6' height)
My best friend doesn't even try to hugbox me, and she's the nicest person I know.
Assuming I don't pass though, wearing a binder does seem reasonable, right?
>>7755879
The second shirt was pretty cute, Amazon can be pretty good for deals honestly o.O
>>7755875
Oh. I assumed it was a letter sent to your old name, like remembering the good times you have with boymode.
>>7755860
>but i have been alot happier since starting
That's good! That has always been the main point about transitioning for me
I have been trying to push myself to buy stuff like makeup and women's clothes in physical stores lately and, although it's still really hard, I have accomplished a lot more than I thought to be capable of.
Anyway, I'm biased since I love orange, but it looks cute! If it fits well then you should go for it.
>>7755859
that's too mellow!!
>>7755876
i mean i am asking for him to be balls deep in my guts if that's what u mean
>>7755877
is it better than no fuck tho sass?? is it?????
IDK WHY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH except for the fact that he's gorgeous and also funny and we have a lot in common
and also i like him more than he likes me and he doesn't give me what i want and that never happens
>>7755879
You're a cute beep :3
>>7755867
wanna bet on it?
if you can SOMEHOW resist calling me tonight you'll get the goods you wanted so bad, but if you cave I get more :^)
>>7755874
seems like obsession to me since you're so intent on being a bitter, self righteous cunt who's only reason for being hateful is jealousy and made up evil.
>>7755884
h-he'll turn out to be a psycho!
>>7755881
the best times of my life
i'm an asshole
>>7755876
You're very kind; I think you're worth it. This place was basically how I got through Christmas without freaking out.
>>7755878
I mean, you might not need a binder, strictly speaking. Sports bras have a similar effect without the metallic portion causing trouble at the airport. Assuming your tits aren't all that big, you could probably just do that and people would think you had pecs or something.
>>7755882
yeah i'm just happy that i'm actually making some progress for once
also i know what you men, i have a borderline fetish exclusively for orange hoodies, i already have 4
but I am waaay too scared to buy makeup, i'll probably have to order online or something (im such a coward)
>>7755880
hi kari pls add me on skype again im sorry im such a butthole :(
>>7755864
It's a wholesale club chain
I buy a few kg of beans at a time and they're so cheap :3
>>7755879
Buying clothes online is sort of hit and miss ime because you can't really try stuff on
>>7755887
Lol, funny. I've got no jealousy for someone as pathetic as you. I just think your actions speak clearly as to how you are. You're the one who can't seem to take anything in stride because you get upset when people call you out. You can keep trying to jump back to 'it's an obsession' but it doesn't change your actions for a moment.
>>7755899
Of course, don't worry, we all have rough times. What's your new Skype? I have your old one still. Mine's Kari.Nycteri
>>7755900
>Buying clothes online is sort of hit and miss ime because you can't really try stuff on
That's why you get a tape measure silly. Most of the time it's not too far off from what the labels say. I do still avoid buying pants online though I will agree.
the first valentines day i spent with someone:
>got off work at 9 pm
>picked up flowers, heart of chocolates, and pasta supplies
>went to ex's junkie trap house
>got extremely stoned and fucked for a few hours and fell asleep wrapped around my lover
>>7755900
we don't have anything like that in germany I think. mine costs like 20€ per kg which was ok because I only drank coffee on weekends but now I started to drink coffee every day.
>>7755909
I know enough to get a tape measure. Some sizing is just off. Plus you can't see how it looks on you, some shit just isn't flattering but there's no way you'd know unless you try it on
how many months into hrt did you think hmmm my butt is getting kinda big?
>>7755911
Who's your lover?
>>7755917
today
>>7755910
I got nothin else going on today, did my valentines day stuff over the weekend. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7755915
True enough, a lot you can't really go too wrong on though. Idk I love sniping deals off the clearance section on amazon I've gotten a really nice dress I use for interviews for 75% off and things like that.
>>7755903
oh ok
jealousy and obsession would be the easiest and most likely explanation for you still believing your own lies a full year and a half later and trying your miserable little heart out to manipulate and convince people you have a crush on that I'm no good despite knowing literally nothing, but whatever you say I guess :^)
>>7755910
make me
>>7755917
i've gained ten pounds since starting hrt and my butt still sucks :/
>>7755937
See, that's all that was needed, not his little bout of defensiveness. Glad you're okay anon ^^
>>7755884
Have you talked about it? I mean what you want, what you need and if he's willing or able to deliver?
Because that doesn't seem too much of a fuckboy it seems you've got emotions invested in him.
>tfw the first time she stayed the night
>the first of many nights i kept her in my room secret from my mom
>my heart when we couldn't sleep
>we just listened to music, cuddled, and talked about life
>the next morning after my mom went to work i walked her to the bus stop in my pajamas and we were so happy wtf
>>7755918
ex lover
>>7755921
:/
>>7755896
scratch that then, if you already have 4 then you might wanna hold out on this one lol
If you can, I'd recommend going with a friend at first, can help a lot at the start. If not, department stores, walmart/target or drugstores can be pretty good for this. Just figure out what you want to buy beforehand, write it down, give the paper to an employee and pay for it. They will just assume you are buying them for someone else or they just won't give a shit, both of which sound pretty good.
I started out by doing this, now I stopped caring a bit about what people will think of a random dude buying makeup. pic related
>>7755941
S Q U A T S n O A T S
>>7755914
I think Costco is a bit like Makro here in Europe
my heart feels happy!
>>7755948
ya i told him the last time i saw him like 3 weeks ago? but he still did the same shit. and he sent me msgs like this today so i caved
a fuckboy isn't a boy you use to fuck, a fuckboy is a guy who ain't about shit and who purposefully makes himself unavailable for anything but sex
>>7755960
Cause y'know, people implying you're taking advantage of them isn't a cause for alarm or anything..
tfw never gonna be an innocent virgin boy beautifully in love with an underage hooker again
>>7755941
i've lost like 45 lbs since starting rip
butt is a long time away for me.
Do you feel like your face has changed a bit? You were exactly 1 month ahead of me right?
>>7755914
That's pretty pricey but I guess if it's good coffee that's not the worst thing
I'm a massive caffeine addict so I don't think I'd be able to afford that ;_;
Just wanted to say hello to everyone from the gym! I have 25lbs to lose so wish me luck! ^^
Aw Anna is gone again :c
>>7755967
Oh, that type of fuckboy.
Well. Just see what happens. Maybe he is going through a rough oatch. But I tend to believe anything that anyone says about themselves, so I guess I'd be exactly where you are now.
>>7755975
>Do you feel like your face has changed a bit?
i was feeling like my face had softer features, but after looking in the mirror this morning it just looked like the same old gross face, so i don't know what to believe..
>You were exactly 1 month ahead of me right?
think so, i started september 26th
>>7755986
at least you have yr new guinean pocket monster blog
>>7755879
>tfw zhe doesnt think ur a cute femboy
I don't think you are a cute femboy. I think you are a beautiful woman.
>>7755834
Nim is learning fem voice!
LMAO if you can get a guy to buy that for you, def worth.
>>7755809
>That's great. I am glad that you have rebounded. I can now make fun of you guilt-free.
you are so thoughtful!!! why bully tho
>>7755794
eww :S <3
>>7755800
:P
lmao @ power ranking
>>7755979
You can do it! I need to lose 30 lbs too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCMXO9sBIcU
>tfw this is real
>>7755994
oh iktf about the first part lmao. There's days when i see changes and others im just the same old gross dude
>tfw you get triggered on facebook and now you're worried that you outed yourself
Eyyyyyy
What's up pussycats?
>>7755987
he's not very word smart tbqh lolllllll
>>7755991
idk i mean........... he kind of is going through a rough patch, and i know this, but he's still acting the way he is. so.
i'm at the point in my life where i am so ridiculously content being on my own that i don't buy people's shit easily.
so i'm sure he does mean the things he's saying to me as he says them, but that doesn't mean he'll follow through with it or that it realistically means anything yknow
BUT I'M STUPID AND I THINK I MIGHT BE A LITTLE IN LOVE WITH HIM BECAUSE HE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I CAN'T BREATHE AND WANT NOTHING BUT HIM WHEN I SEE HIM SO I FORGAVE HIM
>>7755994
look at a picture of yourself from like a year ago or from September
that's when it's the most noticeable for me anyway...I'm only 3 months and I was pretty shocked at the difference
I'm a fucking idiot and I agreed to go to a lesbian bar with my friends when I still just look like a faggy boy
>>7755997
This is true
>>7755999
P rude desu
>>7755952
but its soo cuuuute!
i have a problem...
I would go with a friend but i live in a shitty lil town filled with, lets say, less than reputable characters, i'll probably ask my older sister or something when (if) i come out
for now i'll probably do it the other way, sounds like a good plan
>>7756018
even a cishet guy can go to a lesbian bar with friends
it's no big deal
>sitting in doctors officr
>gets out endoscope
>sprays throat with aerisol
>this will make you not have a gag reflex
>shoves camera into my throat
Is this what being zhe and edie feels like, it's like a super power
>>7756019
Kantonian poffin baking forum
Well, I guess this means no more shirtless beach activities for me.
https://unsee
.cc/sumezano/
>>7756027
LMAO I MEAN YEAH BASICALLY
except your superpower was given to you by chemicals where as mine came from getting my uvula bruised by brutal facefucking episodes with one of my hung ex bf's
it's kinda like the differences in how superheroes get their powers if u rly think about it
>>7756018
i did that and then i flaked at the last second
I sometimes get worried that people are talking about me when I'm not around, but then other times I get worried that they never do. Am I a schizo?
>>7756020
I'm sorry love. I didn't mean to be mean, I even gave you a little heart. :(
>>7756027
>zhe and Edie
LMAO. Yes it's a cosmic gift. Much like Spider-Man's amazing ability after being bit and mutated by a spider.
>>7756032
Me too! She's making some awesome progress. We are just getting to the meat of it though.
>>7756031
can I save this one for later? i really like it
everybody sees the wind blow
>>7756027
Literally anyone can have no gag reflex with enough practice, dumb lesbgirl.
>>7756046
ofc m'lady
>>7756036
:'(
Tfw no man here to brutalize and bruise my uvuela on Valentine's Day and no cummies to eat.
>>7756033
did you really wait until that point to worry about them?
i want to practice deepthroating now
any tips or advice?
>make an entrance
>no one cares
Good talk team!
>>7756048
Prove it sassypants!
A deep throat is the way to a mans heart.
>>7756002
Thanks love! And yes we got this! I just wish the patches didn't make me so damn hungry n_n
>>7756057
Technically it kinda is
24 and ready to die
>>7756036
LOL
So youre black widow to my Captain America?
>>7756033
what about shirtless bedroom activities?
>>7756063
Edie it's literally my goal to give the best head possible to where the man is broken for the rest of their life and every blow job they receive is a let down and only gets them thinking about me.
I tell them this too, "you will never be able to forget me now."
>>7756063
but seriously? any advice? should i just be brutal af and shove stuff down there?
>>7756057
this is correct
>>7756056
it wasn't a good entrance, I'm sorry.
If I gave you attention after that I would end up showing how much I care for everyone and that wouldn't be good.
>>7756018
>tfw agreed to that even before hrt and backed out at the last minute
wew dodged a fucking bullet there
>>7756064
>tfw 22 and waiting for death
>>7756072
welcome to /mtfg/
>>7756050
Tfw all the losers are still posting on /mtfg/ on valentines day
>>7756050
thank you very much!
>tfw no sex drive at all
I need someone to save me.
I only desire cuddles and kisses.
send help
>>7756082
will do, thanks doll
>>7756076
>showing how much I care for everyone and that wouldn't be good.
You poor baby ;-; who hurt you like this?
shapeless textures
swarm the fixtures
Fat and hungry
I feel so ugly
Statues holding a warm embrace
Something wrong upon yr face
I don't understand
Betrayed by mothers,
so under the covers,
the bastards will deceive, conceive, and prolong the age of loveless sex
The urge to progress through this lovely mess
hold my hand, i'm disgusted
>>7756082
Maybe stop sucking so much dick and work on your keeping a relationship skills then
>>7756080
Well Faye is my Valentine sooo
>>7756088
>implying those arent one and the same
>>7756072
You know what would count as a superpower?
Having the cock in your throat and ypu feeling tge seems in your mouth are about to rip and being able to coherently say:
More
That's a superpower.
I guess bulimia works as good training as well
>>7756071
>tfw birdie is posting on valentines day
All that chasing for nothing.
>>7756082
>ye i achieved it many a moon ago so now every guy i date always comes back. but u know the downfall of that is that they always come back for the sex. but not much else lmao so rip
LMAO BITCH, that's tooooo funny.
Also it's the funnest to give straight guys head cause they only usually get head from cis-girls and cis-girls are universally GARBAGE at sucking cock.
I love knowing that while a cis girl has many qualities I do not, they sure as hell don't know how to work D.
>>7756083
I don't really mind it. at least there is less tension around. it's good to not feel so nervous anymore.
>>7756080
I'm talking to my Valentine but she's far away, which is why we're *just* talking.
>>7756094
how 2 head give
asking for a buddi o mine
>>7756092
>Desperate trannies getting together on the holiday
>>7756105
i feel bad tho for others..
Why did Anna get almost no (you)s on that pic with me wearing a collar?
I need (you)s to survive
>>7756106
>E relationships
>>7756118
Post it again
>>7756113
Maybe try getting them to stay so they don't have to come back?
They can't not come back if they never leave
There's ducks on the ceiling again!
>>7756127
get me and sophie down from there please
>>7756118
here's a (you) dude i don't want u to die
>>7756126
but see they would stay if i letttt themmm. yknow knowing what your issues are, and overcoming them are two very diff things
i used to be really good at allowing my relationship skills to shine through while suppressing the abandonment issues but not anymore idk
>>7756022
Yeah I have a really high tolerance now too it sucks
>>7756045
Not mean, just a wee bit judgy
It's fine at this point I should be used to it
>>7756080
I did my valentines day stuff over the weekend and cuddled with gf for 3 days. I have to study for my midterm for school for later this week though :<
>>7756114
I would do it sometimes if I had a gf but I'm alone. do you feel bad for your gf?
>>7756080
;_;
>>7756133
Is your GF another tranny? Are you in fact two desperate hons?
>>7756130
Wouldn't issues preventing you from keeping a relationship disqualify you from having "keeping a relationship" skills?
can someone give me a guide on how to stop being so afraid that ppl will abandon you that you never let them in or abandon them first to avoid it lolll
>>7756082
I know, right? Guys cocks are anarchist/mercenaries and pledge no allegiance or fealty to any girl's heart, mouth, ass or vag.
>>7756092
>Tfw the big boobed girls are each other's valentines.
I don't like these feels.
>>7756134
yeah i do.
I wishi could match her drive :s
>>7756144
I too would appreciate this...
It'd be nice not to feel that someone is gone forever if they don't message you for a few days.
>>7756145
If only it was real, Faye is super pretty I'd be lucky to be her irl Valentine!
>>7756142
naw i mean before the issues got rly bad i was a rly great girlfriend. boyfriends parents and family and friends and everyone loved me a lot etc
i was wonderful and really good at relationships. but now i kinda locked those skills in a closet so
>>7756138
Lots of people, what's it like to be alone and unwanted?
>>7756144
for me it was just taking a risk, I trusted my bf and it seems to have paid off, now we're a year and a half into the relationship
all you have t do is try to keep it together
but thats kinda like telling someone to not be paranoid or to calm down or something, it's generally not that simple desu
reminder to reduce, reuse, and recycle as much as you can
>>7756155
>lots of people
no, just you moap.
>>7756144
>can someone give me a guide on how to stop being so afraid that ppl will abandon you that you never let them in or abandon them first to avoid it lolll
Wait until your looks decay and you have nothing left to offer them, that way you'll be in a worse position and be more reluctant to dump boyfriends.
>>7756153
Well you're my cyber valentine
>>7756162
Who?
You never told me what it's like to be alone.
>>7756132
>Not mean, just a wee bit judgy
My bad. I didn't mean for that to sound like a definitive judgement of others. That's just my personal power ranking.
are you dating a butch? :O
>>7756159
ohai qt
>>7756165
top fucking kek if you actually think I'm stupid enough to not recognize you
>>7756159
cute collar..
why doesnt she shave her back and shoulders tho?
reeeee
>>7756171
>>7756171
I have never heard of who you're talking about, what's it like to be alone?
>>7756166
By the strictest definition I'm probably dating a gender blob, but yes, she's butch.
challenge: find the first selfie you ever posted to /lgbt/ and take an updated one rn to compare
hardmode: no fayengles
>tfw hrt changed the shape of my jaw but not actually sure it was for the better
>>7756147
sorry I can't help you with that :/ mine just vanished even without hormones Idk why. I just want to lay in bed and listen to music or watch NGE with someone.
>>7756173
no, it's perfectly understandable, especially with the previous issues and stuff, just try to find someone that seems good, preferably not a dickhead, despite how hot they are
>>7756144
Well if 20 years of therapy has given me any insight on women's relationships would be:
1. Fix/give closure with your relationship with your dad.
2. Work on communication skills with your partner.
3. Die Alone.
Rip
Rate my scent, /mtfg/
>>7756177
oh ok I'll go along with this
I dunno, can you enlighten me?
>>7756183
i'm only one month in, i dont think thats fair
>>7756144
hello shinji-kun
>>7756190
Yes you do, you're alone right now, what its like to be a loser?
>>7756183
first pic
i still look have sad man eyes
>>7756201
lol this is a pretty troll first pic, babe.
>>7756199
:thinking:
again enlighten me
>>7756184
ugh yes i totally ktf abt the last part.. idk they say sex drive comes back eventually, how long have u been on mones?
>>7756201
yeah yr hair looks pbad too, really thin and super masculine part, you need to get a haircut bad
and new shampoo
also that wing is hysterically bad lol
im not trans. but ive always been jealous of girls a bit.
>>7756201
budd juni
>>7756197
tootru, if you want a lasting and healthy relationship then you'll 'probably' have to find someone who doesnt have bad intentions, also what Sass said, communication is extremely important! it really is the best way to work through whatever issues you're having
>>7756207
Look around at your empty room and tell me what its like to have no one love you.
>>7756211
what specifically?
the way girls look, their bodies or their social role?
>>7756210
solution for thin hair?
>>7756215
buddi <3
>>7756206
:(
>>7756197
1. I'm sorry, I didn't know. ;-; . But then it would be about closure. Maybe that's where your primal fear of abandonment comes from.
2. Communication is as much listening as it is talking, but more importantly understanding.
3. Yeah, it sucks
>>7756140
Nah, just poly degenerate. While she's trans we're not hons, I'm also seeing a cis guy who's pretty nice as well after midterms again probably. Went on a date with him last week that ended with kissing and he messaged me asking about a second.
>>7756222
all of that desu. if i could become a girl right now i wouldent say no
>>7756225
>Solution for thin hair
Death
;-;
>>7756197
it was an Evangelion reference, what you described in that post is literally the crux of his character & developement
The Hedgehog's Dilemma
>>7756201
>tfw trannies dont know what mascara is
Your skin looks like shit btw, use more foundation.
can we all agree that poly is a meme deserving of death
>>7756172
I knew someone would say this
I should really look into laser my back/shoulders
>>7756184
Hedgehogs dilemma suggests that it's impossible to love anyone without hurting them right? The funny thing is they don't ever explain the actual solution, which is the hidden message of NGE. To overcome the hedgehogs dilemma, you much expose vulnerabilities. That's how hedgehogs mate in reality, and that is what we all must do to build long term relationships with someone. Share your vulnerabilities, if you aren't rejected, that relationship will be stronger, especially if the other actor reciprocates.
>>7756008
something about being your own worst critic
>>7756016
ok i put together a timeline, i think anyone can agree that the only noticeable change is my gay anime hair
>>7756208
haven't started yet because I'm not sure. it's weird because what should I do if I see myself as a girl but not really have problems with my body. I don't like my body but I didn't have problems penetrating girls for example.
>>7756183
Well, you can't deny you've come a fair ways.
I, however, have a long ways to go.
>>7756216
;_; well damn. so i prob shouldn't try to date the really gorgeous guy who i'm lowkey in love with then...........................................................
>>7756226
naw i think the abandonment issues come from my longest relationship as well as my borderline personality tendencies.
i'll rly try on the other stuff tho i guess rip idk lol
i really just wish the fuckboy i'm infatuated with would be in a relationship with me
>>7756233
oh i never actually watched evangelion but i knew who you were referring to. maybe i should watch it deshooh
>>7756242
omg you're such a little cutie!!
>meet older trans lady
>she's a pilot mommy
>go to liquor store together
>hello ladies is that it?
>hands me a receipt
>oh gosh I'm sorry this is your moms
>my feeeeel when
We got cider doh shits gonna get reckless
>people ripping on Junebug's first pic 1 year ago.
Omg, it's like these new anons lack basic reading comprehension.
>>7756201
you didn't apply eye foundation to the crease of your eye, so you have saggy panda eye bags.
>>7756217
should I wake chara up and ask her? she might be mad at me tho cause she's sick today :(
>>7756025
took a bit to answer, but yeah, having your sister to help out would be huge. I don't know how she is, but I'd imagine she could give a lot of makeup tips and maaaaaaybe give you some clothes?
anyway, good luck! hope it goes well
>>7756055
you just gotta jam it down there, hopefully its not too thick
then breathe through your nose
I have a really strong gag reflex still but I can deepthroat like a champ
>>7756247
I was more referring to personality, y'know, someone who is kind and cares about you, the prospect of which might be scary, but it's very much worth it
>>7756234
that was like pre hrt and i was only washing my face once a day with no moisturizer while biking 2 hours a day and eating red meat most meals
i am still gross though
i hate makeup
>>7756242
you just get dreamier wtf
>>7756244
wew i've never seen that first pic
>>7756251
it's not like i've improved
>>7756252
sad panda ;=;
>>7756225
thank god you got those bangs cut holy shit they looked like garbage before, if only your jaw(which is still very visible in this pic, hun) wasn't so rugged and solid. your hands are pshit too, trying growing out/painting your nails but be careful, meat sausages like those can look even worse with certain manicures.
you got a big fat belly youre hiding under that shirt, don't you?
>>7756233
edie is way too stupid to get into something like NGE
>>7756025
big sisters are the best
>>7756247
Well you know yourself best, so I'm not even going to discuss that....Maybe try holding out sex until he behaves, lol.
That's what girls do in these parts of the world and it seems to work.
>>7756229
has it gotten worse as you get older? it's probably not going to go away, and you should definitely figure out if and how you'll be able to deal with it in the future
>>7756263
you got me
>>7756250
How old is older lady?
>>7756082
>buy a huge dildo
this is the worst advice!!
that will hurt so bad!
is that really how you started edie??
I've deepthroated guys bigger than a dildo I couldn't because of how much it hurt :/
>>7756197
Fug, should I have falllen for the flowerbomb meme?
>>7756261
>i've never seen that first pic
First pic I posted here. I think I have a better comparison actually... lemme just put it on unsee
https://unsee
.cc/sozudiga/
>>7756260
;_; kind and cares about me does sound really scary desu but ok i'm gonna do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'M GONNA BE BRAVE
>>7756266
ok see but u don't understand
i'm so ridiculously attracted to him and i'm sooooooooo infatuated with him that all i wanna do when i see him is kiss him
and then he's such a good kisser and he has such big lips and then i get rly horny and want to have sex
HOW DO I RESTRAIN MYSELF SASS? HOW
>>7756264
my big sister passed away 10 years ago.
:( wish I had a big sis now.
life is fragile.
>>7756263
should i give up transitioning and try masculinity more?
>>7756242
I like this pic
>>7756257
i doubt she would give me old clothes, but she has the fucking BEST fashion sense! plus her makeup is always amazing!
seriously if she wasnt my sister i would probably hate her from sheer jealousy
>>7756266
Sex is not a weapon sass. This is really bad advice. Sure it will work short term, but just wait till it creates a festering pit of resentment that causes ongoing domestic issues years later.
Then again we're talking about Edie here. A long relationship for her is measured in hours. But that's probably the BPD.
>>7756261
I think you're cute
>>7756259
lol, good advice, mine seems to be almost completely random, like sometimes its fine and sometimes i feel like im going to throw up
>>7756275
no but it's what i do now when i'm workin and it helps my throat stay loosey goosey idk!!! i started off dating a guy who was almost 7 ft tall with a baseball bat for a dick
>>7756276
idk i'm more of a fan of like dior hypnotic poison and givenchy dahlia divin. chanel coco mademoiselle etc... it depends on the person!
>>7756255
Are you and chara actually seeing each other? What about this new femboy?
>>7756242
you look tired in the most recent pic
>>7756242
youre cute
>>7756286
>expecting sass to not give horrible advice
>>7756292
The hair near the corner of her mouth makes her look like the joker...
>>7756255
So, you'll lie for Chara? No one believes you, you moron, you're hardly the first trip to lie for her. You're both sitting in your rooms on computer screens playing pretend and its fucking pathetic. Id laugh but seeing you go along with her shit like Quid did is just pathetic, you truly are the biggest beta in thread.
Send her a text so she can hop in thread and keep playing pretend with you, you fucking loser.
>>7756280
no, love, you will be fine
>>7756242
D'AWWWWW
u turned into such a qt pashmina
>>7756286
well my longest relationship was a few years and we fucked like rabbits the whole time. like i never refrained.
we only started having issues when i lost my sex drive cause of mones and stuff! so i'm not used to NOT fucking nonstop
but idk maybe it would work ;_;
>>7756279
I volunteer to be your big sis :p
>7 months of HRT
>not losing any muscle, still pretty jacked from #repression
>get bloodwork
>well no shit, my T is 283 ng/dL
>start cypro because spiro a shit
>3 solid months on HRT with a T level of 11 ng/dL
>still not losing any muscle
wtf :'(
when will it end
is it too much to ask to be a flabby weakling?
>>7756264
my big sister is the best! she used to protect me from bullies when i was little :3
she also used to beat me at arm wrestles and steal my sausages and give me the mashed potatoes...
i hate mashed potatoes!
is there a guide or a checklist somewhere for building a wardrobe? buying men's clothes was easy since I didn't give a shit what I'd look like, but now going to a store feels really overwhelming
>>7756280
like, no
just improve yourself, its not hard, stop listening to the hons in here and start getting advice from ciswomen
maybe then you won't be sadposting on valentines day next year
>>7756242
you look hella dorky in the first pic lol
but growing out your hair (AND CHANGING THE ANGLE) makes a big difference
you're gonna make it once you learn to dress yourself.
>>7756273
She's a pilot I dunno
>>7756242
Are you still 16?
>>7756288
a guy just shoved my head down really hard once and I guess it was like sink or swim basically...and I've been able to ever since!
>>7756278
if you really want to then it's prettymuch the only way, we all have to take risks
anyway, goodluck!! i hope it goes well :D
>>7756278
>HOW DO I RESTRAIN MYSELF SASS? HOW
lol you slut ecks dee
>>7756302
not even going to try to hide it anymore, are you
>>7756242
you hair in the second pic looks a lot like mine now. planning on dying it a different color next?
>>7756325
>I may be exploring open relationships right now
d r o p p e d
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>>7756325
Whatevs you say, quid.
>>7756322
i'll have to try then
im leaving now
fuck you for hugboxing me
>>7756304
>tired of life yea
i don't mean to scare you, but it only gets worse
>>7756314
this maybe?
>>7756307
>///<
>>7756316
ikr the timeline is basically increasingly feminine angles
>>7756319
yea
>>7756330
maybe, not sure what i'd dye it
>>7756314
there's basics for stuff on like /fa/ but just google 'capsule wardrobe' and figure out a style that fits you that you can work around
>>7756318
i tried the last time i saw him!! he even said while we were holding hands and stuff that he knew it would prob be awhile till i wanted to fuck again and he was ok with it and i was like
NO I THINK UR GONNA NEED TO FUCK ME RIGHT NOW
>>7756324
ty bb ily ;-;
>>7756326
DEWD
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW GORGEOUS HE IS LOL
HE LOOKS LIKE A MIX BETWEEN JON KORTAJARENA AND ANGELINA JOLIE
HE HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL HAZEL EYES AND BIGGEST LIPS AND SHARPEST JAWLINE OF ANY MAN EVER IT MAKES ME CRY
AND EVERY TIME HE KISSES ME HE HAS THE BIGGEST GRIN ON HIS FACE AND EVERY TIME HE FUCKS ME HE CAN'T STOP TELLING ME HOW GORGEOUS I AM
DO U KNOW HOW HARD I CUM WHEN WE HAVE SEX ZHEA?? DO U??????
>>7756325
>I may be exploring open relationships right now
gross desu imo
"open relationship" is short for "I want to cheat AND have my girlfriend's permission"
any cis girl would find this to be a huge red flag lolll
>>7756341
it's not just angles - your face is clearly feminizing a bit as well. Your skin looks softer and your acne is gone.
>>7756325
>I may be exploring open relationships right now
this is why i'm team drake
>>7756307
Doubt it bub. Also I was mainly being a smart ass so don't trip, you've mentioned this long term relationship before. BPD people go well with bipolar people. I have bipolar and the only 3 real relationships I have been in were with BPD people, the current one I have been in for over 5 years. Though there are plenty of others who suggest the same thing. There's something about the mixture of the two that keeps you both grounded but also very passionate. But yes sex is not a weapon, you'll only create issues doing that shit, or he'll just get fed up and go cheat on you, or the far more likely, he'll dominate you and essentially rape you.
>>7756229
>if i could become a girl right now i wouldent say no
your trans...
>>7756325
Wake her up, lets make a show of it, we both know shell love the attention
Still dunno who that is tho
>>7756353
team drake for life <3
still amazes me how Anna is much stronger than me despite her T being severely more nuked at 6 weeks than mine at 2 weeks
>>7756346
>this wall of text
>this wall of text
>this wall of text
LMAO, okay okay. I am a sucker for the jaw too.
>EVERY TIME HE FUCKS ME HE CAN'T STOP TELLING ME HOW GORGEOUS I AM
oh my.... that sounds delightful.
>DO U KNOW HOW HARD I CUM WHEN WE HAVE SEX ZHEA?? DO U??????
lmaO, I think I'm getting it.
okay tho, is he cool aside from that? Why don't you date him? You did for awhile right?
i like this pic but its too angled
>>7756242
>tfw buddi maeve is gonna make it and you're not
>>7756353
Drake is truly the best chaser in thread, complete alpha male, has he fugged any trips yet?
>tfw my voice is 130hz and all she's promising is 220hz
Is this good? is this okay?
>>7756365
CNT? is that you?
>>7756332
WHAT NO
I'm only trying it out because the last four people I've had things with found the idea of sharing me really hot, I've been S T R I C T L Y mono my whole life
>>7756347
oh ok
>>7756356
just stop already moap, this is getting sad
do you really want attention that badly
>>7756353
team beta more like
>>7756371
Birdy=beta
Drake=dominant
>>7756354
so i should date a bipolar person then... that's what ur saying...
>>7756363
sry i just got very passionate there!!! lmao
ye i mean we have the same vidya game interests and anime stuff and a lot of the same perspectives on things and all that.
we did date but i mean he seems to have even more issues than i do lol. like all he's had is bad relationships so he's even more unwilling to be official than i am.
which just creates like the most fuckboy relationship ever established
How's your v-day so far mtfg?
Just had a good dinner and had sex with one of my gfs :)
>>7756180
Sorry I didn't answer your question.
Yes, government has some control over public schools; however, DeVos wants to get rid of the public sector and make more of a charter sector which is something government has full control of.
>>7756371
I have no idea who you're talking abut, stop trying to drag this away from you being alone in your room, there's no one else there. Tell me what its like to be alone and lying about it
>>7756386
>How's your v-day so far mtfg?
about to eat a slim jim
>>7756353
>>7756359
I mean, at least drake realizes and cares when he's upsetting people.
I don't love him, but at least he's self-aware.
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/7735970/#7735986
>>7756346
daww ty
ily2
>>7756391
come on
>>7756377
Truth
>tfw not with drake on vday
>>7756391
>i bullied you initially because it was realy funny
>but when i learned about your situation i stopped bullying you and felt bad about it
>i dont regret the situation because i didnt know any better and it was still funny
lmaoo I like how he communicates
>>7756365
I like this pic too :3
>>7756377
Both are cucks though
>>7756390
>slim jim
>>7756384
If you want to be in a long term relationship that isn't centred solely around sex. Their mania will give you confidence and you'll help with their depression just by being you.
BPD is hard to live with, and it's harder to be stuck with in a relationship. There are a handful of people who will relate, but dating site BPD will be chaos, a bit like two bipolar people dating. It's chaos.
Ying and yang right?
You still have to find the right person... But I'd see it as a big tick in the box of they had bipolar.
>>7756377
how can you be dominant when you're a skinny drug addicted whiteknight who unironically thinks dominance in general is abuse
>>7756389
bruh, you spell my name with an IE and you fly into a rage and type out walls of text when I mention chara, and not only that your speech pattern is super obvious
stop playing dumb
>>7756401
the BBQ ones are freaking delicious
>tfw
>>7756409
I wish my mom was cool
>>7756404
What it's like to pretend you're not alone? No one believes you, the facade becomes even less credible when you obsess over this other girl.
ok realtalk, is this top cute or do i have bad taste?
>>7756377
Faye = the true alpha
>>7756413
>the top makes you invisible
Harry Potter brand sweaters?
>>7756415
no that's pre-hrt if it really was me :<
>>7756424
>tfw loving mommy
it's nice until she starts smothering you
>>7756415
aww thanks
i mostly use it to hide my ugly hair but its ok i guess
and ya i agree with the timeline thing butam on mobile :/
>>7756399
eh, I take that back. He did say he'd stop.
>>7756430
ye i live 2000 miles away from my mom so that doesn't rly happen lol. whenever i visit her we just talk and talk and talk and talk. she's my hero.
>>7756418
Id say Drake would slay your pucci and make you eat those words, but I think he only chases passers.
>>7756421
god i love being the dumbest person here!
heres the pic
>>7756444
faye passes but she's not rly an alpha. don't tell her i told u tho it's a secret apparently
>>7756435
does she know what you do for a living
oh gosh i dunno if i could handle that
>>7756424
OwO
>>7756446
Ooh that's pretty!
>>7756446
buy it
>>7756452
-w-
>>7756451
ye she knows i'm a camgirl. my family in general knows.
my mom just told me to make sure to get a good accountant and my aunt told me it's really entrepreneurial and it's awesome how well i do.
my grandma wants me to go to school still but mostly cause she wants me to be happy and to be productive and to not be depressed inside like i am not :c
>>7756455
>like i am now :c
is what i meant
Where did life go so horribly wrong?
>>7756455
do you live in like a fairytale wtf
I wonder what I did in a past life that got me punished to be a tranny coward with extremely low self confidence and intelligence.
despite being grossly obese and a family history of heart problems I wont die of a heart failure, I will die when I am 90+ alone with all my siblings gone before me and none of my nieces and nephews wanting me around
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YbVsEhNuT0
>>7756463
birth.
definitely birth.
>>7756463
in utero
>>7756455
uh, is the money good?
>>7756463
That one afternoon your parents fucked
>>7756463
haha I ask myself that often too
>>7756444
I don't fuck boys that need to ask Mom to borrow the car
>>7756478
what about girls that have to ask mom to borrow the car
>>7756478
I mean, sometimes she has to use it to get to work
>>7756368
sounds good to me. I'd love that much of a pitch increase.
how do cis girls not feel self-conscious in yoga pants??
>>7756470
It's not fair
>>7756487
did something happen or just random sadness? :(
>>7756478
>mom my mercedes is getting serviced can I borrow your station wagon?
>>7756478
get fucked by*
>>7756463
I'm agp and I can pretty much definitively say that for me it was when I first decided to take hormones because it turned me on
who would have thought that would turn out to be a bad decision huh
had a bad dream about my dad
I want to confess I'm trans to another transgirl
>>7756486
they dont have penises infact its flat there because they have a vagina
>>7756489
Juust random sadness :(
>>7756495
tell me how you've been feeling
>>7756498
..I'm talking more about the everyone-can-see-your-butt part
>>7756493
at which point did you realize hormones werent for you? was it the breasts or losing your sex drive/erections?
>>7756494
post the dream friendo
>>7756499
oh
still bad
but we gotta keep going cus it might get better
hugg :3
>>7756503
woah that kind of lewd talk isnt allowed on blue boards
>>7756508
he just laughed and made fun of me when i asked why he didn't care about me
I don't talk to many people anymore Liz. I'm scared to talk to them desu
>>7756501
I want to be a girl and I can't fight it. I've wanted this since I was a kid. So much anger and malice directed at this community. When all I wanted was to join it. Regardless of the cost or humiliation.
I don't care anymore. I want to be me
>>7756487
it's okay
i guess we can always say we're better off than people that tried to live their life as a guy and then ended up giving in and trying to transition at like 50
>>7756505
feeling like I have a freakish body that I'm ashamed of and thinking about the fact I used to look like a normal guy, and that I used to be (pretty much) straight and now I like guys
I still have a sex drive but its pretty different than what it used to be
>>7756514
interesting
>>7756522
There have been lots like you that came before you. Time to get on the hormones.
>>7756464
>do you live in like a fairytale wtf
LMAO DUDE IDK MY LIFE IS VERY WEIRD COMPARED TO EVERY OTHER TRANNIES FOR SOME REASON
but my family has been through a lot, like all of us have, and we're all very open-minded and accepting of stuff so ye
>>7756472
i worked on saturday night and made 450$ in 3 hours.
>>7756532
>LMAO DUDE IDK MY LIFE IS VERY WEIRD COMPARED TO EVERY OTHER TRANNIES FOR SOME REASON
Can I have the rights to film your autobiography?
>>7756522
transition
https://youtu.be/FQRW0RM4V0k
>>7756525
I guess but like
I just know my life would have been so much different if I just hadn't been trans. Idec what gender I would have been, it just would have been better.
>>7756509
Yeah
Maybe
tfw no bf to deep throat
>>7756541
you'll make it, you're mature and can do things :3
>>7756547
What's your new skype beepy?
>>7756534
idk if anyone would want to watch a film about my life desu senpai
>>7756556
Diaries of a Basic Bitch™ :^)
>>7756556
don't a lot of people pay to do that on a pretty regular basis?
>>7756562
Id rather watch yours, it'd be like one of the Chris-Chan documentaries but less funny and more sad.
>>7756541
>I just know my life would have been so much different if I just hadn't been trans.
I know...
I'd have been an ordinary smart kid. Who knows where I'd have ended up college wise. I likely would have done something with computers. I actually went into the combination of electrical engineering and theoretical physics for computer chip design. I doubt I'd have become so great at painting or photography. I'd have had friends to play with instead of being ostracized.
>>7756562
I would not be surprised at all of that became the title of a real movie within a few years lol
>>7756571
Rip birdo, we barely knew thee.
>>7756556
There is/was the British TV show Diaries of a Call Girl.
>>7756550
I pretty consistently sabotage myself at every step of the way.
I doubt I'll ever make it
>>7756361
Weak nerd desu
I like it though, it's so easy pinning you down you don't even have to pretend :p
>>7756578
There's a movie called monster truck about a monster in a monster truck.
Rip america. This is all Trump's doing.
>>7756588
Stop sabotaging yourself baka! We're all rooting for you.
>>7756588
Girl, you've got a gf(bf[gf]) you love, a functioning vagina, a job, and a degree. You've already made it!
>tgfw the chocolates Myrthe gave me are delicious
happy Anna desu
>>7756591
me obviously
>>7756601
>birdy
>not gay
dude... it's ok to be gay
>>7756562
time is slipping away from you
>>7756588
running away is my main problem. I just need to figure out how to pin myself down and let somebody in. I think I had that figured out, but events got in the way.
>hand out with mom and sister
>both of them have slight chin clefts and wide shoulders
>sister even has peach fuzz side burns
>still manage to be buried in cock
es not fair
hmmmmmm
>Louise Mnuchin (nee Linton)
>Louise
>dat shoulder to hip ratio
>>7756624
men are waaaaaaaaaaaaaay less picky than some people might lead you to believe lemme tell ya
that's why they always marry ugly bitches
>>7756588
i don't agree
going for a postgrad right after your bsc would have been a disaster trust me lol.
you work at a grocery store but found love and now you're setting yourself up for success. You got addicted but fought that and won.
desu just sounds like someone who had a bad draw in life but still managed to try to find happiness and tackles her problems like a mature adult
>>7756601
who dat?
you never told me who the other girl was either
>>7756638
>i only like boys
that's all you needed to say birdy my man it's fine
>>7756638
Why not be a wife and raise adopted/surogate birdlets?
>>7756638
>but I wanna be a husband some day and raise little birdlets
are you sure you dont want to be a mommy
anyway im off to bed now,
nini
>>7756638
Not as much as I am.
>in train
>window is curved
>looks like I have a Habsburg chin
felt pretty bad but it was also funny as hecke
>>7756633
if it's got a hole...
>>7756638
You're gay dude
Don't deny it
>>7756647
nini :3
>>7756660
>only if they look/sound/feel/smell like boys
dude... i know. that's why ur gay
>>7756660
>yes I'm sure
tell us more about being a femboy in your teens
>>7756660
Well, we all want things we can't have.
>>7756660
Why not be the wife and support them?
>>7756532
hope you don't mind answering some stuff.
how did you get started? do you show your face or just position it so it's hidden?
how is it, in general? would you recommend it for someone who could really use the cash?
How do i combat facial hair?
>be at date with Frangi
>we finished our food and drink
>frangi says okay lets go
>starts standing up to put on her coat
>tell her we have to pay
>she gets red as fuck and says she forgot
This girl is literally the most adorable creature in the world
>>7756683
suicide
>>7756682
How can you be happy when you're sitting alone in your room on Valentines day whilst the girl you like is probably cybering like a dozen other dudes atm?
>>7756682
>I wasn't a femboy, I was an emo edgelord senpai
why did you want to be a girl when you were 14?
>>7756682
Considering the number of people whose names start with A who have said that I have my doubts.
how did/would your dad react /mtfg/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6AQ_85U7Q0
>>7756600
What good does a degree do me if it's not enough?
>>7756612
Same desu I run away from everything
>>7756634
Ugh but like I'd be getting close to done school and have a bright future but right now I don't even know if that's happening.
I'm doing what I can to recover from what amounts to stupid mistakes I'd be so much further along if I hadn't been a dumbass addict tranny.
>>7756680
i started on cam4 in like 2012. and i show my face ye.
i wouldn't recommend it to anyone if they have the ability to get another job tbqh lol. the only reason i did it was cause i was gonna be homeless otherwise.
>>7756660
>I want to be the HUSBAND and raise biological/adopted birdlets and support them and my cute housewife
Christ alive, it's the most trans thing I've read ITT for years
>>7756541
im not sure what to say
but you're definitely making the best of the situation you've been given
>>7756696
"i'll kill you"
>>7756708
I think you're projecting when it comes to obsession, because I'm genuinely none of the people who you've been guessing about, I don't trip, I just think you're a loser, like Quid, and it amuses me to see you spaghetti like this.
>i texted you because i miss you, and you were like the only good thing i had
>what i'm saying is............... i just want you.
>mfw
SHOULD I BELIEVE THIS OR ASSUME HE'S LYING
>>7756708
>cause as a horny kid I thought it would be cool
but you said that you told your girlfriend and she scoffed and blew off the suggestion
which lead you to repress because you thought everyone would act like that if you were to ever come out
>>7756718
haha same
that was actually really painful for me to watch, I posted it before really watching it
not a tremendous amount of hope for my future
>>7756696
I have literally no idea. I imagine he would never kick me out or hurt me or anything but I can't begin to imagine what he would think of me if he was still around.
>>7756728
he wants your girldicc
Omg this is so gross. A bunch of catterpillars were huddled together and walking in the same direction.
Yuck
>>7756735
one of many reasons I'm glad I don't live in your country
>>7756735
>Omg this is so gross
says the hon who posts her ugly face and her old man cock
>>7756735
kill it with fire
they're looking for a host
>>7756715
im trying
i dont know why i do though
>>7756744
because it'll ultimately make you happier
>>7756463
when I found out what transgender people are
>>7756700
isn't the money worth it vs a minimum wage job?
thanks for answering!
>>7756766
You are alone on Valentines day, desperation is to be expected.
>>7756772
you're right, I would be pretty desperate to go after someone like you :^)
>>7756773
Are we about to have the first chaser x chaser romance?
>>7756766
>what? who did I tell what now
you said that you thought you might be trans when you were a teenager and that you told your girlfriend at the time and she blew you off.
also its not normal for a teenage boy to want to be a girl
>>7756698
The bad part is I know I wasn't always like this.
>>7756647
sweet dreams!
>>7756735
they wanna be snake aw
>>7756728
It's a booty call what's to believe
>>7756807
>I didn't have a gf at that time
thats not what you said last year
why did you want to be a girl at the time?
>tfw sore throat ;)
>wake up again
>>7756838
what is your sleep schedule like?
>>7756840
it isn't really stable
i woke up at 9 am a few days ago and I woke up at 6:30pm today
>>7756837
NESSIE
>>7756848
hey anna, hows you?
>>7756468
>none of my nieces and nephews wanting me around
doubtful :(
>>7756850
Hugs Shannon
Spending the rest of my Vday covered in pussy~
>>7756852
Good! Had my first date with Frangi today and it was so much fun! Also had her wear her collar for the first time (pic in last thread) and the whole day was just really nice!
You?
>>7756866
Tfw I miss my one cat
>>7756866
that looks so comfi
>>7756867
oh cute! glad you had a good day, I prettymuch did the same, spent like 4 hours getting ready for it lol
>>7756874
It is :3 I eventually have to go to my parents though for Vday dinner, my dad is making Salmon!
>>7756873
*hugs*
Anyone here curly hair I need tips on it. I'm thinking of going part time like around family and friends to get myself comfortable but my hair is really curly. do you just straighten it everyday??? My hair is kinda like this in the shape and the way it curls.
>>7756468
>tfw nieces and nephews are between 1 and 9, and will soon discover that their "cool uncle" is actually a loser
>>7756878
Wow that's a lot of prep time!
>>7756867
uwu desu
>>7756879
All I have left is his sister
>>7756881
christmas 2015 I wore a skirt and they all laughed at me
ive been keeping track and im happy about 5% of the time, bored 65% and sad 30% of the time
I slept 15 hours today and ruined my mom's day off she was going to help me get stuff done
>>7756891
i wish you were happy 65% of the time, bored 30% of the time and sad 5% of the time instead
>>7756891
so you're just like around 50% of all people
me today t b h
as expected and just as planned
>>7756879
nutmeg is mad at me cuz i wouldn't let him lay on my stomach
>>7756891
find something to occupy and change that 65%!
>>7756882
well more like 3 hours but i spend like an hour on my hair
>>7756899
Almost a perfect day desu
If only I could have stayed over reeee
>>7756685
so cute uwu
>>7756911
I WISH!
>>7756911
anna wants to get suumm
>tfw have to stand on tippy toes to kiss bf
Not even that small. He's just tall as fuck.
>>7756921
what is this animu girl imblying
is it a bad idea to get a feminine haircut while still in guy mode?
>>7756891
i wish you were dead 100% of the time.
>>7756929
anner wunts 2 git sum poosay
(sorry i feel like teasing people)
>>7756935
Yee I wanna get some prime teen boipucci from my slave
>>7756937
but that's immoral
>>7756891
well ur here 50% of the time. do you have any hobbies?
>>7756938
you used to be such a sweet girl
>>7756924
Depends on how you want people to see you I guess
>>7756945
I want to see Anna wearing this wig and a maid uniform
>>7756958
A G P
G G
P G A
lol
ok my brains getting weird again, should probably go to sleep or something
also prev post totally fucked up
>>7756183
Shitty pic of me today and like when I started tripping.
>>7756968
annr pls
>>7756974
idk i was just trying to do something
ps imma lil bit drunk
>>7756975
smiling works really well for you
>>7756880
Just let it grow out, and learn to work with it.
>>7756975
wtf it's a girl
>>7756998
To be very honest w/you I got a brunette wig from Aliexpress. I can bring it with me next time so you can see how it looks on you c:
>>7757005
Ooo nice I only ever wore a pink wig and that looked nice on me desu
I wish I still had the pic of that :(
>>7756975
is this pleb or..?
cute either way!
>>7756975
you have a lot fewer scribbles on your face now than you did back then, pleb
>>7757011
But why ;_;
If anything Frangi should be the maid! What I need is a qt nazi lady uniform c:
uwu
>>7757013
she can wear a maid uniform too
you can pretend to be a pair of maids sneaking off to have some alone time while your nazi master is out for the day
wow i found a chocolate bar on amazon that both fits my agp-ness and my weeb-ness
im gay
mornin girls
>>7756998
w~whut?
>>7757030
And it contains nuts! That's pun-cano!
>>7757036
>Are you angry at me?
I am angry that you post your dick
>>7757030
>milk chocolate with hazelnut filling
I think I unironically want it.
>>7756975
Cute pleb cute pleb cute
should i drink y/n?
>>7757030
it's finnish
and delicious
a bit like nutella but nuttier and less sweet
>>7757052
y not!
>>7757052
why arent you and your girlfriend(boyfriend(girlfriend)) doing anything for valentines?
>>7757055
Yes please!
lol throatfuck me till i cry
>>7757062
she has work and desu we're going to get a meal out tomorrow
im too sad and tired to want to do anything today
>>7757066
https://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/product/B007L67YY6/ref=nosim/?tag=chocablog-21
go crazy, anon :3
>>7757052
just a lil bit okay
god damn I got drunk and then had to deal with drama for hours
>>7757072
what did you do
tfw went shopping and saw someone who looked exactly like elanna
>>7757072
did you scream at your boyfriend and throw things at him again?
>>7757069
Thank you!
>>7756951
<3
>>7757043
Dude, I literally posted once a pic of mine with imgur and some clever anon found my username and dumoed all my public folders has been posting my dick pics ever since.
What do you want me to do? These were for my boyfriend at the time and I never wanted them released. I won't kill myself over this.
So much hate, tho. Wow. I'm actually worried about you.
>>7757084
5 alcohols?
>>7757035
You say that a lot, trying to convince yourself of something? XP
>>7757075
I didnt do anything. was just tran community stuff, not important
>>7757080
BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENED REEEE
>>7757084
;~;
>>7757086
sass gt
cheesy inspirational quote yay
hope you all had a not terrible day
>>7757093
>BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENED REEEE
a lie repeated often enough becomes the truth
MEANchen
>>7757052
Cheers!
>>7757067
samE
>>7756463
when we lost the limbic system lottery
>>7756371
>WHAT NO
as if you care!
>>7757096
Lmao shut up!
>>7757112
Some Pinot Grigio.
What about you?
>>7757111
tell me more about the limbic system so i can feel worse about myself pls
>>7756975
Tfw I hugged pleb irl
>>7757113
sass butte :3
>>7757101
I am not even physically capable of screaming because my throat is fucked (and not in the good way)
>>7757051
tfw didn't start as a teenager :^(
>>7756468
Just remember that today you are one day closer to death :3
>>7757123
ducky hi
>>7757072
Phie, ily
<3
i wanted to give you this card for valentines day and ask you to be mein.
>>7757123
shame
>>7757123
Mine too! My crush literally told me I sound like a man.
It shouldn't hurt because it's the truth but at the same time it was dissapointing.
Dissapointed to be alive. :3
>>7757092
naw i just like to remind people :3
what's goin on i lost half my breakfast because my oatmeal boiled over when i was making coffee
grrr
>>7757118
Lambrusco. Got it as a gift and I'm getting drunk, so I like it
>>7757134
Lol I <3 your oatmeal life.
But really, wtf is wrong with oatmeal? I mean its warm and you're waiting patiently, and you turn your head and it boils over everywhere like it was a mad science experiment.
>>7757132
does that surprise you?
>>7757128
heyo!
>>7757130
:c
>>7757129
awww~ thats a great card!
>>7757133
oh, I am sorry to hear :c
more training?
>Tell myself that I dont really care about valentines day because I've never done anything on it anyway
>find myself fighting back tears a lot for some reason
>Am sitting here now with blurred vision
I dont know how much longer I can do this.
>>7757144
Yeah, definitely. I need more training. Are you happy with your voice?
>>7757151
lmao, no
but cant train away a genetic defect.
maybe surgery would help me but Idk
>>7757149
You'll do this everyday until you make it. And then you'll do it more because it wws worth it.
Fag. :p
>>7757154
I've never heard your voice, desu.
What's this genetic defect?
>Inb4 xy chromosome.
transexuality in one bedroom
>>7757159
soft palate too shirt, cant obstruct airflow properly when speaking so I always sound sick
my pitch is upwards of 230 Hz, but voice is very quiet, monotone and not a lot resonance
>>7757143
I am the oatmeal queen after all
And usually I'm able to stop it on time, it's just because it was the dregs of the bag and more like quick oats than rolled oats, so my timing was off.
x.x it's ok I'll make up for it with another bowl before bed
>>7757144
I mean a little, although come to think of it I suppose you meant online
>>7757170
ya of course online :3
discord.
>>7757162
no
world revolution or bust (b-cups at least)
>>7757176
Because I had this mental picture of you interacting with a bunch of trannies irl and it was genuinely confusing to me
>>7757183
Im meeting a trip next week. Looking forward to that.
I also might meet a bunch in summer if things work out
so I could try to graduate college
or I could starve myself until I'm pretty enough to be a prostitute
>>7757189
>Im meeting a trip next week.
are you going to scream at franzi and throw things at her again?
>>7757191
just do both girls prostituting to pay for college is (somewhat) common
>>7757198
But Id never do that to her ;_;