/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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>>7698659
>previous: 4chan.org/lgbt/thread/7697657

>>7698452
what's wrong with not wanting to be seen as a freak

I want to get into makeup, but I'm living with non supportive family, and if I were to get my own set, I don't know how well I could hide it.

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>>7698637
idk i dont think its fun but then again i never leave my house and work with low res cameras anyway.

>>7698642
>unlikable autist
same


anyone: thoughts on blonde highlights, nose piercing, 3/4 sleeve high contrast tattoo?

too much eyeliner.

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>tfw no father growing up so never learned how to be a boy
>tfw don't know how to be a girl either

>>7698671
wait until you get clocked

>>7698677
>3/4 sleeve high contrast tattoo
plsno

Hello I am back home

How fast do you hos go through these things nowadays, goddamn

>>7698678
just b urself

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https://webmshare.com/JeKRg

does anyone else find it weird that I'm such an autistic hon fuck and yet I get awesome sex with pretty much all the people I'm most attracted to? not a boast, I just struggled to resolve the discrepancy

>>7698683
im 6'0 that's gonna happen no matter what

never forget the day that mtfg bullied best girl into suicide

if someone ever starts talking about politics again and you guy don't sperg out at them as hard as you did to poor carol i'll be very dissapointed

>>7698677
yes on piercing and tat
i want those too
no to highlights

>>7698685
did u win?

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>>7698678
I can teach u how to be a thresh main but I don't know if u can sexually identify as that.

>>7698686
>some made a thread about you
your famous now

>>7698688
maybe ur not a hon :^)

>>7698688
Autism is cute in girls. Not so much in guys.

>>7698691
No I could have still gotten 3rd but I wanted to go home ><

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>>7698674
Just tell them you're a thespian. That's what I did when I wanted to play with makeup in highschool.

;s

>>7698677
qt.

Have you ever considered doing something different with your hair in terms of cut or style? You mentioned liking immediate change. A change in hairstyle is an easy way to do that.

You have red-tier swoop.

>>7698678
just be yourself: >>7698687

>>7698691
the only reason we had a problem last thread is that this general is filled with male socialized /pol/ traps
8)

>>7698693
i used to play a lot of vidya growing up but i still sucked at it

part of me wishes i could master girl voice and get a twitch channel or something so i didnt have to work

>>7698659
Any good contouring guides when you have puffy cheeks and cheek bones aren't that well defined?

>>7698690
? whatd i miss

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>>7698671
a lot. all you're doing is desperately searching for an out and forcing yourself deeper and deeper into repression

stoo being so afraid of your family to the point where you allow their reactions to control and dictate your entire life. I mean can't you see the extreme unhealthy lengths youre already going through just to try and appease them? that is no Bueno. if someone can't love you for who you are then they never truly loved you to begin with

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>>7698659
My mom says foundation is a meme and white people are the most spoilt race. Is she right?

>>7698687
>>7698701
no

>>7698691
>if someone ever starts talking about politics again and you guy don't sperg out at them as hard as you did to poor carol i'll be very dissapointed
Prepare to be disappointed...

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>>7698706
>that gif

>>7698677
Hair stuff is temporary so whatever; nose piercings just look dumb most of the time imo; tattoos I'm generally not a fan of

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>>7698705
your own attempted suicide apparently
didn't know you could miss that sort of thing, but hey

>>7698691
It's not the same as putting it in the title.
>poor carol
I doubt you'd be saying this a few months ago when she was doing the exact same thing but with /pol/ ideologies.

>>7698706
i mean im on hrt but it just freaks me out having to like idk come clean to everyone

they have no experience with this kind of stuff

>>7698702
>anything I disagree with is masculine!!!

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> tfw no nice and likeable sadistic girl who would beat me up or even murder me
The only requirement is that she has to enjoy it.
Hell, in case of murder I'm even willing to pay her(though I don't have much money) and help her make it as untraceable as possible.

>>7698707
no she's not

>>7698704
http://www.xovain.com/how-to/how-to-contour-chubby-cheeks

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>>7698691
>and you guy don't sperg out at them as hard as you did to poor carol i'll be very dissapointed
Oh, don't worry, I'm in a bitch mood and I give enough of a fuck to get on anyone's case rn if they make the fucking OP of male to female general some off topic political bullshit

>>7698715
idk i've made a lot of threads with cute commie girls
no one called me autistic for that

so do we actually have chasers who post here regularly or is it all trantrans who drop trip to malepost

>>7698717
back to /chasergen/ with you my australian friend

>>7698714
wut
that was like
in August or something

I notice that /mtfg/ only complains about political discussion when it's left-wing.

>>7698699
honestly transitioned partially because of this

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>>7698702
>is that this general is filled with male socialized /pol/ traps
Yeah and I bet they feel real empowered when they're penetrating people.

>>7698716
everyone is afriad of coming out but it's something we all have to do. running away from it out of fear just forces you to repress and hate yourself and it'll prevent you from ever living your life fully bc you'll always be living in fear

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>>7698701
I'm literally the worst girl ever loool, I did the foundation and hard part of becoming a girl but cba to learn anything else. Would have to get other peoples' opinions on hairstyle or w/e because I have 0 knowledge of what I want/what looks good.

>>7698702
same.

>>7698703
I should make a club on league. And how do people do voice training nowadays is there like a guide or something most ppl here follow.

>>7698706
Picture in your head what u wanna be, figure out exactly how you're gonna get there, like exactly ie. any surgeries whatever, then say fuck it and work hard to get them. Hardest part for me was doing it in a timely manner ie. why i dropped out and cashed in on League. ofc ignoring repercussions of my actions but in terms of impulse and hedonism just do what u want, suffer for it until you get it (probably years), then regret it and post on mtfg.

>>7698732
>I notice
bias

>>7698685
Welcome back~

>>7698691
politics always sends the thread off the rails though

putting it in the OP is just bad show and clearly intended to have another shitty politics thread

>>7698720
That's pretty much the exact kinda thing I was looking for, thanks!

>>7698735
You're not alone friend.

>>7698730
carol, that was a joke okay

>>7698736
nah, AGP fetish types such as yourself typically prefer being penetrated

>>7698732
don't tell anyone but we've been overrun by middle aged crossdressers masquerading as beautiful young women

>>7698732
Scratch a liberal and a fascist bleeds.

>>7698739
im getting lessons from zheanna, she's a pro!

>>7698720
How much foundation should I put? All I do is cheek blush, eye stuff and lip gloss.

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>>7698747
>AGP fetish types such as yourself
Wohoho what's this?

>>7698726
>cute commie girls
I mean you see the difference between that and the last OP

>>7698739
im just doing the career plan and then save up my pay checks from that. I'm poor bc my family purposely fucked me over when I was doing okay in life and staring on an upward swing.

i have a few non trans related major things to get first but once those are out of the way I can get started on them

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>>7698753
tone down the lewd anime girls, bro(female)
i'm just voicing my own opinions on things
no need to get all defensive

>>7698678
>tfw I did have a father growing up, but he never really did anything to "teach me how to be a boy"
>tfw I used to think my trans feelings were partly due to not having enough manly influences teaching me how to be manly
>tfw I used to wish my dad was the type to abusively force me to "man up", because I thought maybe then I wouldn't have grown up to be a tranny faggot
My dad is a great person and I feel horrible for ever having thought this about him. ;~;

>>7698732
ebin white nationalist memery is considered normal in 4chan as opposed to practically everywhere else and WNs want this site to be their safe space i guess.

>>7698737
well my plan now is to wait until august when i move to new york and then come out to my mom after ive learned some shit and have gone at least part-time

im gonna be like 10-11 months on hormones around august time

>>7698732
talk to your lefty friends about muslim immigration shak :^)

>>7698759
am i agp

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>>7698759
Silence is golden sometimes, dear(bro).

>>7698767
you can't be agp if you're cute desu

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>>7698739
>I have 0 knowledge of what I want/what looks good.
dang that's annoying to me because you have a body and face that can make any styles look good. Your body is a canvas, style it as you would art you like.

Also Pinterest can help a lot of with different hair styles. Just search the length of hair you are looking for and find something that resonates, that will guide your taste in style.

>>7698750
Enough foundation to where the skin is more uniformly blended and the same tone. Foundation smooths the appearance of the skin and acts as a base canvas to paint from.

>>7698739
>voice training
Hey! I like to help with that. :)

>>7698767
AGP isn't real

>>7698760
my dad was kind of the sensitive type anyway so maybe it wouldn't have mattered

i think coming out to him might've been a lot easier than coming out to mom desu

>>7698755
You are cool and nice and a good person

>>7698770
you don't know what i look like

>>7698772
Then what is it when you get attracted to yourself, is it just narcissism?

>>7698769
yeah so stop posting dude?
the fish hooketh itself

>>7698776
yeah but you have a cute personality

>>7698750
wikihow.com/Put-on-Liquid-Foundation

>>7698771
My mom says it look fake amd is uanessacry.

>>7698772
AGP is very real. Just read ScarlettDevil's posts in the previous thread.

She is a legit autogynephile who was aware of it at a young age and still transitioned.

>>7698779
r-really

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>>7698779
>yeah so stop posting dude?
Isn't that what basically the entire thread told you when you started posting your dick all over the place, bragged about using it, and spewed an unrelenting stream of bullshit all over the place?

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>>7698755
Was directed as a tag on to what u were saying to the other person but im lazy to scroll up.

>>7698761
everyone wants a safespace in their heart, even people that shit on the idea of a safespace lol.

>>7698767
i wanna be captain of the club.

>>7698770
;;

>>7698771
Haha, I'll sell my canvas to someone else, I just wanna sleep all day and eat pasta. And I'm not concerned about voice training just curious, I spent like years on Xbox Live perfecting it, actually fucked up my vocal cords cause I was abusing them so much but have since settled in.

>>7698688
Probably because you're nice. You seem like it.

>tfw my liquid foundation looks like chocolate mousse

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>>7698784
y-yes......
you have the personality of a magical girl

>>7698786
i'm not trying to be haughty or overly analytic
but you seem somewhat mad

>>7698789
Being nice isn't enough to get laid though, there's something more going on.

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>>7698788
Scarletdevil

>>7698788
messing with people on live in girlvoice sounds like a fun time

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>>7698792
>but you seem somewhat mad
Who wouldn't be a little miffed when a child starts calling actual girls here men? Though I suppose I should just move on, filtering you is more effective.

>>7698792
a MAGICAL girl? :O

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>>7698732
I've seen the opposite at times desu.
>>7698760
>tfw have more of a bond with my stepfather than my father
>tfw sometimes I feel awful about it but then I returner that the minute I come out to my dad he'll disown me
I feel bad bc my dad went through shit as a kid he never told me about, but at the same time I really just sort of tolerate being around him and every time I visit I count the days until I can leave
I think the loosening of the bond I tried to have with my dad let me finally express myself (including transitioning) without any fear of what he'd think or say

>>7698800
yes
most of the time you're a cute little girl
but your ability is to transform into a lady

>>7698799
yeah i'm just shitposting dude
you keep doing (you)

>>7698783
I read them. None of the problems she described are unique to being AGP.

I post sometimes about being a big strong alpha male, doesn't make it true.

>>7698783
That might be proof enough for you, but not everybody takes anecdotes as fact.

What happened to the IRC? Why was it taken out of the op?

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>>7698762
so stop trying to repress yourself and think of ways to avoid being trans in the mean time. just because you look male now doesn't make you any less valid of a girl

i mean we are "male" to females not females to females. mtfg tends to forget that transition is exactly how it sounds, youre changing yourself a little at a time to become the woman you want to be, it's not going to happen suddenly over night and there will be bumps and bruises along the way. hell even cis women had to learn how to be women in their pre teen and teen years so it's crazy to think we are freaks for needing a learning process too

you're going to be okay. it's fine to be afriad but don't let the fear control your life. you have to face it and overcome and come out stronger as a person for having gone through the struggle.

remember, diamond start out as ugly lumps of coal and its only after being under massive pressure that they become diamond. don't give up just because you're still a coal, your time will come :]

>>7698808
Why is /mtfg/ discord 2901 the one in the OP and not 8391?
Someone just makes an edit and everyone passes it on until someone notices and cares enough to change it.

how do you go from hating your skin to being confident enough to take 'selfies'?

>>7698809
I apologize for calling you a hon, I didn't know who you were. I still think you're a douche though.

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>>7698782
>unnecessary
Depends on your skin. It's necessary if you want to contour and highlight properly though.

Your routine should be something around these lines:

>Apply skin moisturizer/primer
>Liquid foundation
>Base power coat, neutral tone
>Start contouring working out to darkest
>New brush, highlights

if you have no powder on above your foundation, foundation will look bad.

if you also have no blush or contour on above foundation, it will look flat and cheap.

blush gives color to the neutral foundation and contour gives depth.

>>7698788
> I just wanna sleep all day and eat pasta.
pasta is my shit too.

> just curious,
for sure. Yeah you're vocal cords shouldn't hurt if you are properly producing a female tone through formant manipulation and resonance.

There are some okay guides on Reddit you could look over and check against your technique to pick some new things up. Otherwise if you ever want feedback feel free to @ me a voice clip.

>>7698797
t'is

>>7698799
couldn't figure out who you were talking to. filter off and omg did anthony burch just call us men.

lmaO

>>7698809
><

i hope i can be a diamond someday

>>7698805
do you really not believe in the concept of being turned on by the thought of having a female body?
people on /lgbt/ talk about it all the time
I have it, and its very real
for me it feels like a sexual orientation in itself, I was unable to enjoy anything sexual without it

>>7698814
>Hating your skin
Join White Lives Matter. B proud of who u are!!

>>7698822
pls tell me that white lives matter isnt a thing

>>7698788
>most agp
did you ever consider just being a trap - guy that passes for fem?

for me, i love my femboy look and passing as full girl is interesting too

>>7698821
i like to masturbate to how the geometry of my massive, hairy ribcage contrasts against my skirt and my cute (KAWAII) stockings
am i agp???

>>7698671
>what's wrong being normie*
reeeeeeee

>>7698822
how come everybody else gets hugboxxed but I don't even get taken seriously when asking a reasonable question

>>7698788
>everyone wants a safespace in their heart
shit that's pretty deep

>>7698826
>not being a white nationalist feminist

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are we /talking politics/, comrades?

>>7698817
You're already a diamond in the rough; with work you'll be a brilliant gemstone.

OMG OMG OMG

MY UNOFFICIAL GF IS MOVING TO NORWICH IN TWO YEARS AND *BUYING* A HOUSE AND WANTS ME TO MOVE IN WITH HER

please let this work out, universe, you motherfucker

>>7698826
why? do you disagree with the statement 'white lives matter'?

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>>7698788
oh okay

>>7698772
AGP is real. im trans and unironically AGP and still have a mild form of it even after transitioning. i think it's more of a fetish than an identity thought. it's a little different for each person depending on the severity of it.

it isn't a bad thing per se but its good to recognize you have it and not try to pretend it's not there bc it can lead to some repression episodes and rash decisions

>>7698773
Yeah, at first I was way more afraid of coming out to my dad than my mom, but I think he reacted better than she did.
My dad told me it's ok, and then didn't say much of anything, but my mom kept saying stuff like "but we never saw any signs", and worrying that I'd become the victim of a hate crime or something.

>>7698801
aww :\
I'm sort of like that with my grandfather.
He's been through a lot and I admire him for it, but I also want to avoid ever being in the same room as him again, because I know for a fact that he won't be ok with me being trans.

>>7698835
>You're a diamond in the rough
You're dirty and you're damaged
All you need’s a little love
But inside there’s a sparkle
That’ll light the stars above
And you'll be there in the morning
When the going gets tough

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>>7698665
remember kids: testosterone blockers are bad for your figure

>>7698834
no
please oh god no

>>7698840
so you got like turned on seeing yourself in dresses and stuff?

that seems foreign to me

>>7698826
>>7698839
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/home-news/white-lives-matter-uk-margate-far-right-racism-a7379201.html
>>7698837
>Living in your girlfriend's house
Nobody ever got cucked this way, nope not ever.

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>>7698834
leave the politics to the men, snickerdoodle

you just worry about your body and what's for dinner

>>7698845
budd isl

>>7698837
Hey Robin

>>7698816
My sister in law said I have good skin

>>7698826
you know saying "white lives matter" doesn't mean that other lives DON'T matter, right?

>>7698835
joan that is so sweet oh my goodness <33

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>>7698827
I mean I already stated at this point I'd be okay being male and presenting as non-fem guy. Honestly I don't even wanna be on the spectrum anymore but impossible to undo everything.

>>7698833
ill buy a fedora and start making my own philosophy quote pics.

>>7698834
mercy.

I bought a nice blazer and dress shirt so I can have nice formal attire but I look like a secretary. feels bad

>>7698821
Sure, there are people who do get turned on by that. But ScarlettDevil or Nim aren't AGP. If I take ScarlettDevil's replies in the previous thread, it just reeks of someone making an excuse because transitioning didn't magically make everything better. If it was just a fetish, then she'd immediately go back to living as a guy... And my original reply was to Nim, who as someone else pointed out, is just looking for an excuse.

>>7698847
>You don't get to take pride in the achievements of your race
>but every other race does
that's a sorry state of affairs

>>7698849
;~;

fuck off politicunts
>>7698851
hi emi

>>7698816
soon ill be able to prank them into falling in love with me!

/pol/ack here and drinking
Guess what!

I WANNA BE A GIRL
I ONLY HATE ON YOU BECAUSE I WISH I WAS AS BRAVE AS YOU :((((((

IM THE MENTALLY ILL ONE

>>7698864
isl hru

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Going outside was a mistake. I feel like vomiting.

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It's over senpai. I got the guitar.

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>>7698860
It's your own fault you took it too far

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>>7698859
What did Scarlett Devil say?

>>7698875
that's a cool guitar lizzy

>>7698864
hello
>>7698847
lmao
thats pretty sad

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>>7698849
>you just worry about your body and what's for dinner
>tfw not living in a 1950s nuclear family as the housewife

>>7698870
When do you start estrogen? :3

>>7698876
I did what?
and how?

>>7698872
sleepy n just waking up
wbu
>>7698875
ayy

>>7698853
heya

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>>7698870
It's okay. You are welcome here, sis. :)

/pol/ack here
i'm going to become a girl like all you dudes
then i can masturbate to myself in a mirror and live out all my agp fantasies

>>7698877
why did you throw a roll of toilet paper down the toilet

>>7698870
So what are you afraid of?

>>7698886
bored

i dunno what to do

>>7698881
whenever i imagine myself in a nuclear family i feel intense discomfort
idk why it just sounds horrible

>>7698885
Your ancestors enslaved and killed us, therefore you did also. Where's my reparations?

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>>7698865
why yes of course!!

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>>7698879
Thanks Nimmy
>>7698886
I'm hype.

>>7698809
I guess you didn't read my last message.

>>7697303
>I liked Korra. Korra is beautiful, darkskinned and sexy. I could fap to Korra. Korra is so much more like you. Even though you are curvy and Korra isn't.

>>7698905
presumably that's because you're not AGP and attracted to living your life out as a stereotype of a woman

>>7698908
but my mom is home today so i cant practice Dx

also i have the scales stuck in my head

>>7698911
dude
don't be a creep

>>7698859
"fetish" doesn't really describe it properly, at least for me and what I've read from others (including a recent thread made by a cisgirl here who had AAP)
I'm attracted to the female form, but I never sought out sex with them because it just felt weird the role I was "supposed" to play in it and how I saw myself
having sex with guys while wearing female clothing was the most satisfying sexual experiences I ever had, even before HRT made me (much more) attracted to men

aspects of it seem more like a fetish to me, such as being turned on by wearing women's clothing. but that aspect for me is essentially gone now, with the "sexual orientation" parts still remaining

I don't think just calling it a fetish does it justice. I had a wet dream when I was like 12 where I had a vagina and was having sex with a man, I woke up being able to almost feel the vagina I had

>>7698907
just about every race, in every part of the world has participated in the slave trade
not only whites

>>7698873
HAHAHAh idk why I found this so funny, maybe cause i can relate.

>>7698859
>>7698877
it was a fetish and still remains the only way I can have any kind of sexual gratification except you can't undo surgery and I have limited sex drive at all now. i think i put the bare minimum into presenting as a girl because i just dont care anymore.

But I'm just sharing the experience anons, you do you. Take everything I say as anecdotal.

>>7698870
I'm not brave for responding to suicidal urges. I'm just a naive idiot.

>>7698902
It's against my programming
I wish I was a girl so much

>>7698884
I wish I was

>>7698898
I wish I was transitioning

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>>7698905
Only 20th century kids remember this

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>>7698875
yayyyy for new music instruments.

>>7698914
>also i have the scales stuck in my head
this is the most important... ahahaaa I'm slowly turning you into a musician.

once you get them solid you won't even need an instrument or anything to warm up. Just your mental instrument.

>>7698859
>underestimating agp
some people can literally live the fetish

>>7698880
hi carol
>>7698903
awh :c
hugg emi
>>7698909
hypehypehype

>>7698840
There was this study they did some time ago about the theories of AGP by blanchard. Using the criterias he set for AGP for mtf transgenders, about 96% of cis females were also AGP.

In other words, his "theories" are nothing but bullshit.

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>>7698893

>>7698900
It was already there

>>7698920
You need a friend to help you be a girl =]

>>7698920
>i think i put the bare minimum into presenting as a girl because i just dont care anymore.
That's called depression.

>>7698859
have you EVER been around men?

they do stupid fucking things because of their hormones
up to, and including, slicing their own dick off

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>>7698846
yep yep i sure did, but my agp was more focused on tights and legwear pre transition since those were the only parts I had that looked even remotely female. imagining being fucked by men as a sexy girl was also a big turn on and was a lot of my fantasies. lucky for me now that just the idea of having sex with my bf is enough to get me off but it's like twice as good because actually doing it is enjoyable too so in a way it's my fetish come to life.

I'd get pretty big dysphoria attacks when I looked in the mirror while dressed as a girl and all I saw was an ugly man. at the time it just made me depressed confided and angry and I would feel shame and regret after fapping bc normal men didn't do the disgusting stuff I did. I purged my girl stuff several times over the years and kept all things girls out of site and out of mind to attempt to repress. but any time I walked by a women's clothing section especially stockings and tights my agp would come back ten times as strong as before I repressed it and I would inevitably buy some and start all over again. it wasn't until after I transitioned and started looking convincingly female that I got turned on looking in the mirror while dressed up. just basic girl stuff puts me in a lewd mood, like applying makeup, putting on underwear, or trying on clothes. I guess now it's a good thing bc I can turn myself on easily if I want to. but pre hrt it was hell trying to keep it a secret and under control.

i know it's different from dysphoria because they're two district feelings that have different sources. sorry for the blog I just wanted to explain my experience. I don't think you're agp by the way. from what I read of your experiences you're just a vanilla trans and that's okay :]

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>>7698870
top kek

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>tfw never have any reason to get dressed up and wear nice things

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>>7698920
I second Oryx >>7698933
you need a bff, :3

>>7698923
>I wish I was transitioning
What's stopping you?

How old are you?

>>7698931
Yeah but when people talk about AGP here they mostly aren't talking about Blanchard's work. They are talking about the actual idea of transitioning due to autogynephillic arousal.

>>7698926
oh so your plan is to drive me crazy!

>>7698929
it okay <333

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>>7698920
Ngl, that made me feel a little better lmao
I'm glad someone can find my suffering amusing at the very least.

>>7698929
hugg uwu
>>7698940
what the hell am i reading

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>>7698842
Yeah :/
I've kept things up because my brother never really talks to my dad so if feel guilty if I stopped talking to him, but he's the polar opposite of my personality and beliefs and can't understand how people could believe this differently than he does, so it's insanely hard to just bite my tongue and go along with things, especially when some of his beliefs will mean that he'll sensually view me as a degenerate or a man in drag or that kind of shit
My stepdad on the other hand is pretty chill and just wants me to be happy in life. Even if we disagree on stuff I don't hold that same internal feeling towards him that I do towards my dad
(Shit why is it easier to talk about this stuff on mtfg than with a therapist)

>>7698931
I think you've said what I wanted to say in a much better way, it's just bullshit.

>>7698919
Only whites can be racist everyone knows this. Pay up!
>>7698940
>I purged my girl stuff several times over
Same. I always bought more :(

>>7698942
>tfw have dresses but no reason to wear them

>>7698943
I am 24

>>7698920
>it was a fetish
> and still remains the only way I can have any kind of sexual gratification
this is why to me it feels as though it goes beyond what a "fetish" typically would be, no?
its always felt more closer to a sexual orientation than a fetish to me
its not just "a thing" that turns you on, its THE thing that turns you on

>>7698940
i dunno i just feel happy when i look in the mirror and see something at least kind of feminine

i don't think it was ever a sexual thing with me, maybe if i had worn makeup and stuff when i was a teenager i wouldn't developed a fetish or something for it but i never did that

>>7698923
>I wish I was
What's stopping you Anon? If you say which country you're in, someone might be able to point you towards a professional to see! :3

>>7698923
So reprogram yourself. If you're truly redpilled you should be master of your own destiny. You want to transition, so go for it, accepting the consequences.

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>>7698957
I came out at 23 and started my transition at 24. It's never too late!

>>7698926
It's pretty hype ngl
>>7698929
The maximum hype honestly. I'm overdue for a new one.

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>>7698911
sorry anon korra is gone now. she was a really mean and aggressive bitch all the time. im star now. but all memes aside im still me I'm just making a real effort to improve myself and stop bong such an unpleasant bitch all the time. hence the new trip to reflect this change

>>7698905
maybe it's something to do with how 1950s american nuclear families evoke a time that was very anti-gommie

>>7698965
Lizzy uwu

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>>7698937
I don't feel depressed though, I just rather put my focus on other things like my job and my hobbies/future

>>7698933
>>7698943
not sure what I need, maybe I don't need anything except to accept my mistakes. becoming a girl was based on fetishism but now i don't particularly want to be a girl I just go through the motions since there is no sexual gratification from doing this stuff since i got surgery. eat spaghetti to forgetti your regretti etc. etc. whatever.

>>7698947
all good, buddy, lifes a comedy.

>>7698959
Yeah I agree, it's like a lifestyle but something unattainable as I have experienced. Basically you build the ideal prison then when you're living in it you realize it's a prison and don't enjoy anything. Maybe that's why people end it all, I just focus on things that aren't my sexuality like art and music and money.

>>7698942
do it to feel good about yourself :33

>>7698942
>>7698956
Make a reason then. Or just be fancy because you feel like being fancy.

real AGP here
I would never get the chop
or tits
or go fulltime
or change my name

>>7698966
huh, really? nice
you keep doing the self-improvement thing i guess

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>>7698972
>>7698973
It would be real depressing to get dolled up and then just sit at my computer, though

>>7698968
Heya!

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Someone just drew this for me so cute.

>tfw cant appreciate cuteness
>tfw spiraling into depression

where's zyzz when i need him.

>>7698982
How are you? ^^

>>7698970
>then when you're living in it you realize it's a prison and don't enjoy anything
if you still had a sex drive, do you think you'd still feel this way?

>>7698974
Do it. I'm sitting at my PC in white silk panties and my nipples poking out behind my top right now, this is life.

>>7698981
ill come over to your house and give you a thumbs up

>>7698963
=]

>>7698970
Surgery? Lipo?

All walls are great if the roof doesn't fall

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>>7698970
We are god's biggest practical joke. I could have been a world-class diver if not for dysphoria kicking in. Instead I get to wonder what life could have been if I wasn't a shut-in for 8 years.

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>>7698943
Yes of course. AGP is real but it hasn't been defined objectively. What I am trying to say is the only extensive study of AGP has been done by Blanchard who does nothing but bullshit.

>>7698985
wtf i wish randos would draw shit for me out of blue

>>7698931
when I mention AGP I don't mean Blanchard. i mean the thought if being and looking like a woman sexually arousing me.

being a woman and loving as one and getting to wear the clothes and makeup and stuff excited me. im pretty sure that's agp anon.

i mean that's not the only reason I do it bc it's not it also genuinely makes me happy and fulfilled and comfortable in my own skin so the agp is like icing on a cake for me

>>7698966
i disagree, you were the best girl in /mtfg/ all along.

>>7698915
i don't think I and Star need your bigoted judgement.

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>>7698981
Get dolled up and do a Skype call with me
>>7698986
Got a new guitar, so I'm doing pretty good today. How are you?

>>7698993
Yay you put your trip on so I can filter you!
And IKTF, I was actually scouted for a regional cycling team at age 16 but nope I got depressed, quit and became a fat shut-in for 8 years as well.

>>7698994
why do you need it defined?
seems like everyone who thinks they have it basically describes the same experience, or at least many similar aspects

>>7698987
Maybe maybe not. I think I wouldn't be so torn that I suicided my sex life. It's just hard to dissociate with the fact that I chose to go thru with it all when my fetish doesn't involve choice. So I can hardly relate to my body it's just there.

>>7698991
Rhinoplasty, neck lipo, stomach lipo, fat transfer, SRS, implants etc. Might go get some more so my entire body is numb. God bless nerve damage.

>>7699000
What songs can you play?

I'm pretty good, sitting backing and enjoying this general desu

>>7698988
do what?
I have no idea what you mean

>>7699011
that must've cost a lot of money

>>7699013
Transition.

>>7699011
Do you have an image of where you would like to end up? Like a celebrity or someone famous?

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>>7698985
>zyzz
lmao

>>7698994
Well of course its bullshit, it's riddled with statistical errors, sampling bias, etc, etc. But as we can observe anecdotally, autogynephile is only useful for its name (arousal from idealization of being a female). It def impacts people and its kinda insensitive to say it doesn't exist.

>>7699011
>suicided my sex life.
I second what a diff poster said in previous thread. Maybe consider adding an anti-androgen. Taking anti-androgens + being post SRS is pretty extreme. Androgens play a role in sex drive, mood stabilization, etc.

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>>7698993
Hahahhaa reminds me of me, I was state track runner level 8 gymnast and could have been one of the best league players if I didn't have to deal with this self-induced hell. Oh well though, don't get caught up in the past friendo.

>>7699014
I've made a lot of money and I still make decent cash for this purpose but it doesn't really feel like it's helping.

>>7699012
I used to be able to play most of Metallica's songs. More Gun from TF2, and some others.

>>7699021
Hi Sass

>>7699026
just through league?

i wish i had the motivation to get good at something

ive been too depressed to do anything since i was like 15

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>>7699007
Who the fuck are you and why should I care?

>>7699027
o:
das awesome :3

>tfw phone is stuck in zawaruldo filter
How do i make a bypass so i can post from turkey and pass the governmentd block

>>7699023
You mean dropping an anti-androgen, right?

>>7698985
>>7699023
>zyzz
are we thinking about the same person here?

>>7699016
I'm AGP
I thought I made that clear
are you okay?

>>7698970
>no sexual gratification from doing this stuff
>>7698970
>Basically you build the ideal prison then when you're living in it you realize it's a prison and don't enjoy anything

right now, I love presenting fem b/c I feel pretty,
but I can imagine if I fully commit to being fulltime real fem, that the feeling will wear off, and I'll lose the joy, taboo of being a trap

>>7699039
yes, sorry I changed what I wrote and didn't alter that part.

dropping anti-androgen for sure.

>>7699008
Because otherwise, anyone who would want to describe AGP vigorously (for some study or whatever) don't have any other "reliable" academic sources than blanchard's work.

>>7699021
I don't really understand what you mean.

>>7699023
Idk I'm really scared of it having adverse effect like affecting how I look or my voice I'm making peace with my situation finally I'm scared to change something.

>>7699030
When I was in LCS I was making $5000 a month from Renegades. As a sub for FQ I make $1000 a month and I made $2000 in donations streaming 2.5 hours like 2 days ago for my birthday. I think my general income from streaming is $1000 from twitch, $1000 from FQ, $1000-1500 from donations, I know big streamers are making 6 figures.

>>7699040
we're all gonna make it sis

>>7699028
Heyp Comrade :)

>>7699023
If this is the case, then all cis women are autogynophiles.

And thus AGP© is even more Trutrans than Trutrans™

>>7699046
I am in the wrong career path ;_;

>>7699046
Don't end up like Narcissa.

>>7698960
same same. that comes with being tran. you're happy your outside is staring to match how you would want to look. eventually you'll start to feel like a real girl and not a fake once you accept yourself more and get past your deeply ingrained homophobia :]

it's okay it doesn't *have* to have connections to fetishes. it'd just for some girls it does

>>7698974
I wouldn't get the chop bc i like my parts but the other stuff is what im striving for. I want to fully live as a woman with a dick

>>7698997
aww ty but im going to try and be a better person. im still me ya know it's not like I've become someone else

>>7699050
:3

>>7699046
jeez that's a lot

i think after a point you'd have to start getting bored of league tho if you're playing it so much

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>>7699048
I wanna make it so bad but I don't even know what making it means anymore

>>7698985
Zyzz betrayed me

Now I want to wear dresses and kiss boys

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>>7699056

>>7699059
things stop being fun the second you rely on them to make rent

>>7699011
it makes me really sad how much you seem to be hurting :-(
I can relate to really hating and questioning changes you've made to your body because of agp and really wanted to suicide for quite some time for thinking I basically ruined my life

I would think if you had a sex drive again you would actually be able to appreciate and enjoy your body, enjoy looking in the mirror and maybe not regret the choices you've made

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>>7699046
>Idk I'm really scared of it having adverse effect like affecting how I look or my voice I'm making peace with my situation finally I'm scared to change something.
Love, that's literally not how it will work though. Your voice wont change at all regardless of what you do will your hormones unless you started injecting T.

Our bodies are consistent in the ways they respond to chemicals and hormones. You no longer need an anti-androgen post-SRS. It's not doing anything for you except nuking a tiny amount of T created in your adrenal glands.

Having literally 0 testosterone is really not good for you. Maybe this is why you are feeling so bad?

>>7699060
iktf pretty bad
i have no fking clue what i wanna do after my master

>>7699048
>we're all gonna make it sis
make what? die, like bodybuilder zyzz? or is there some other, transsexual person here named zyzz?

>>7699063
Amy <3

>>7699068
B-but they always tell you to make a career out of what you enjoy?
>>7699072
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBiIm8R3Z0o

>>7699074
it's about the sentiment i'm sure

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>>7699074
Turning into girls would be my guess.

>>7699075
I thought I filtered your underage Welsh ass.

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>>7699075
There's no doubt in my mind now.

What with how happy and calm estrogen makes me feel

I thought has come to my mind as a chaser. I don't think it would be too difficult to introduce a girlfriend to my parents who is trans, but I would find it incredibly awkward to face her parents, especially if they're not 100% supportive of her...

>>7699083
>I thought I filtered your underage Welsh ass
she keeps changing trips
I had the same problem as you

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>>7699026
I was a junior-Olympic diver, had potential to be a professional goalkeeper, and gave up violin at 12 even though I was playing vivaldi pieces at 10 because I was being called a shemale for playing violin instead of guitar, among other things.

>>7699083
who dis?
also i change trips to see who is filtering me and who isn't
just filter the name lmao
>>7699085
:D

>>7699086
lmao cause they know right away you railin' that bp

>>7699086
most chasers don't introduce their trans gf to their parents so you sound more like a trans attracted male than a chaser.

for the record chaser is a very negative label around here

>>7699090
Wow, kids are dicks to other kids.

>>7699011
Oooh my god ... Whats it like having srs?

>>7699080
they say that so the descent into hatred takes longer

>>7699098
>>7699098
>>7698364
>Yeah it sucks major dick and gives me 1 hour session of regret every single day. I'm 22 as of a couple days ago. And I understand that forcing femininity thing, it feels like super bad to do in general lol.

>>7699057
>im still me ya know
good! please, protect me from arseholes in /mtfg/. i know K. would beat everyone if they touched me. i need protection from a pretty strong girl such as K. remain my female bodyguard in /mtfg/. ;)

>tfw everything makes me sad

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>>7699088
I am going to miss your meltdowns desu senpai. I thought you were another Kayla in the making. Turns out you were just a pussy.

>>7699088
There's always some motherfucker trying to ice skate uphill.

>>7699090
Is that some Doughnut Steel fan-fiction?

>>7699096
>trans attracted male
That's what most people mean by chaser

>>7699108
still no ket, huh?

>>7699068
>tfw passion in my field died after I did my first internship and had to pay rent in an apartment in a shitty part of town

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>>7699071
I only hurt when I think about it, like here I'm thinking about it a lot but I'm also expressing it which I haven't done in 3 years so part of me is feeling better letting people know that ending up like me isn't exactly ideal. I know a lot of people were looking up to me like I looked up to Petras and I don't want them thinking life is perfect, exact opposite maybe.

I don't wanna fuck over trutrans whatever bullshit by going mainstream with this shit even though I could probably cash in on right wing sites advocating harder medical psych evals for people like me.

>>7699072
I'll ask my PCP about it just the thought gives me anxiety idk I'm trying to find some stable ground atm.

>>7699083
I think making it is being happy, anon.

>>7699090
The eternal struggle,

I need to make a new skype or something as a way to keep in contact with people here cause I've pretty much distanced myself from trans community for 3 years and have come across as an arrogant asshole. Literally just wanna help at this point.

>>7699098
Ahh, honestly? Painful, lots of nerve damage, regaining feeling now after 1.5 years except its hyper-sensitive and painful, dilation sucks, 0 enjoyment, lots of regret. But you get to wear gay clothes and integrate into society.

shitpost

>>7699108
kinda know that feeling tonight

>>7699097
they are and in the south it's encouraged by parents because they're the ones teaching that bigoted behavior in the first place. staff largely ignores it too.

i was very tiny as a kid pre puberty and a flaming faggot that had all female mannerisms. since that was really outside the norm in the 90s i got beat up pretty often and called names and harassed daily. for like grades pre K to 6th i had no friends at all and when I finally got some they were other social outcasts and rejects like goths and emos.

the worst i ever got was I got ambushed by like 4 older guys after school and they beat me nearly to death and had to go to the icu :c

you would think they would get the blame but no. my mom told me just beess of a faggot after she got over her weepy mourning period

>>7699115
Nope
Luckily the transaction wasn't finalised yet so I got the money back
I hope the ket still arrives and I basically get it for free uwu

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>>7699097
Did you ever go to middle school?
I wanted to be homeschooled, but my parents thought I was just being a bitch. Then I was beaten up and called a faggot before I even knew what it meant to be gay.

>>7699109
I don't understand.

>>7699118
same bro

>>7699100
:(
What should I do with my life then?
>>7699116
> had to pay rent in an apartment in a shitty part of town
IKTF

>>7699046
Like what's your end game with plastic surgery. Do you have a soecific image of how you'd like to look like

>>7699128
change names frequently comrade

>>7698944
<3
>>7698948
hugg
>>7698965
hell yeah

stop bein a sadcunt bruv
do it for zyzz bruv

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>>7699131
There is no end game with plastic surgery.

>>7699141
this is not plastic surgery, this is just mutilation

>>7699136
<3

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>>7699109
>crazy.jpg
Goddess of all transwomen?

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hugg scarlett ._.

>>7699146
...through plastic surgery

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>when games get too real on u

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>>7699131
Dunno, just better figure I feel like I'm just hoping something clicks and I feel better about myself. i don't have an ideal body image male or female.

>>7699141
Jesus christ bud.
>>7699146
this. I may be fucked in the head but I value being attractive male or female above this.

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>>7699124
Just how new are you to this whole Internet thing?
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Donut%20Steel
I even spelled it correctly.

>>7699117
That ain't happening.

>>7699148
Stop trolling Whingie. As usual you are doing a piss poor job of it.

>when you're so tall and your girl is so lil you just wrap your legs around her across the bed and sit on your phone and shitpost

>>7699096

I refer to myself as a chaser because I don't know of a single positive or neutral term for someone who is attracted to trans girls. I'm bisexual, and I've dated a cis girl, and I'd date a trans girl just the same. I don't do one night stands, so yeah, if I date you, I'd probably end up introducing you to my family at some point.

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>>7699117
>the thought gives me anxiety
I understand your anxiety. It really wont change anything though. Testosterone is produced by the testes and trace amounts produced by the adrenal glands and ovaries. So even without an anti-androgen you will have lower testosterone levels than normal women.

>skype
hit me up if you ever do that, I'm always cool to add skype friends from here. I feel off board you can make good friends.

>>7699139
u mirin my captcha???

isla avenida

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>>7699151
Yes. Just don't confuse "real" plastic surgery and mutilation through surgery.

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>>7699107
I'm not physically as strong as I used to be anon but I'll protect you nonetheless ;] <3

>>7699152
i finished that game a while ago
shits lit

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>>7699163
Right on.

>>7699117
if you had kept your peen,
do you think you would have been more andro male? or just be non op trans?

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>>7699163
>mfw white people are now mutilating themselves to get my lips

>>7699130
It sucks because it's an okay town and a big tourist area so everyone's like "oh you must love living there" and internally I'm thinking "I live with a drug dealer and his loser friend and they've broken into my room before and broken my stuff before but yeah it's totally great". Plus the fire alarm would randomly go off at different times of the day (double digit number of times between 1am and 5am) and I would struggle to sleep because I got terrified of that alarm going off while I tried to sleep, plus my experience working was garbage. It wasn't a real company, it was just some woman forcing me to write god awful programs in VB.
Fuck that apartment complex, $500/month wasn't worth that trouble

>>7699157
people here are soo autistic about people who call themselves chasers
if you are willing to introduce a tranny to your family, there is no reason why calling yourself a chaser would have a bad label
its the ones who essentially are ashamed of you and treat you like a fetish object that give the rest of chasers a bad name

>>7699171
Why do people keep changing trips.
Filtered.

>>7699153
everybody says that
you're not special

>>7699171
>tfw white with big lips
:D

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>>7699117
It doesn't help that I've had shit luck with therapists lol. Apparently they help when you click with one but I haven't met any that don't either discourage being trans or encourage literally anything you want to do.
My Skype is isoteran, I honestly prefer discord tho

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>>7699157
trans attracted in generally a nautral positive label to use. chasers are universally reviled here and paint a gigantic target in yourself to be hated and ignored the second you say anything.

it's for good reason and to protect our community. chasers are asshole manipulative guys that try to emotionally abuse transgirls to keep the bound to the guy who only sees them as a fetish to be used for sex and nothing more. usually transgirls are his shameful secret and he will deny knowing them if asked and thinks they're just useless pieces of meat. so yeah you want to distance yourself form that label as much as possible (multiple chasers have admitted to thinking this way and I'm not just making it up)

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>mfw Salt & Vinegar Chips wasn't a meme and I've had an uncontrollable craving for them and other salty things since I started hormones

>>7699135
alright wanger am i doing it right

>>7699191
tfw I really didn't miss out on much starting in my 20s

maybe skull autist is right

rip shenis

also blue board, get banned asshole