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TUCKING SEMINAR

• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
last one >>7654899
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None of you will ever look like this.
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Here.
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>>7655846
<3
what are you listening to?
>>7655850
>>7655849
thanks buddis
I wish I could do some darker ombre
what do you think of reverse ombres?
Like if i had a dark brown at the bottom?
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idk if i'll have to delete this or not.
to be safe i will.
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What do I do when the transition doesn't work?
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Or this.
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>>7655871
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIRAXOB68vE
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>>7655868
I haven't been able to get my balls up there since before puberty :( it hurts too much now that they're bigger
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i'll probably have to delete the image ok, but just look on le archivo
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What is the point of trying to become a girl if passing would require me to dedicate most of my time?

What sort of life is to be lived when you spend all your time trying to get to the starting line?
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I'm 6 weeks into hrt and I definitely look cuter than I used to!
still definitely like a guy but my skin is like lighter, I can't totally describe it
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>>7655872
this one's cool
>>7655864
>Be nice to yourself
that does fucking nothing
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Won't look like this either.
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>>7655868
I was never out at my old job but I explained to like 5 coworkers how to tuck properly because they were confused
>>7655876
chill
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>>7655872
just leave it and get banned
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>>7655880
same
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>>7655858
I heard the hole idea is horrible.
And that doesn't include the testicles which are the big issue.
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how do i make my bf leave me?
i keep being sad around him, but i don't want him to be around someone so sad
it's not fair on him
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>>7655848

I've managed to mostly avoid feelings about having babies but realized today that I didn't ever want to have children because I didn't want to be a FATHER and if I were a cis woman I'd definitely be open to having one bio kid, maybe two. Once I realized that, I decided that I want to freeze my sperm after all, even if I never use it. If I don't, the risk of wanting to have it later and not being able to because HRT/orchi has rendered me sterile would be too much. Better safe than sorry.

>>7655853

Rock on, girl. LSD is one of the drugs I'd 100% do if I were to acquire some. I'm very interested in psychedelics. Hm, maybe I'll make an effort to get some. I have connections.

>>7655855

It hurts the few times I've tried to tuck them up and inside. I'll experiment more with it. I'll probably have to remove the rest of my pubic hair (it's trimmed right now) to even think about taping anything, but I just wear lady jeans and underwear right now so a little bulge isn't a huge problem. As I shift more and more into andro/femme presentation in public, I definitely will consider some tape.

>>7655864

Maybe you should ask for it. What makes your bf so paranoid?

>>7655869
>>7655875
>>7655884

Why would I want to? Even if I was cis, I'd be a huge, sassy brown woman. These skinny white bitches have no power over me and my dysphoria.
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>>7655872
>>7655878
I guess these are probably good technical advice but it looks so gross :/
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iv always seen a gross fat man thing in the mirror but one time on shrooms i looked in the mirror and saw the possibility of looking like a girl thru the gross of me and was in pure bliss for like a week. but then the depression set back in and i want nothing more to kill my self again any one ever have moments like this?
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>>7655878
what the fuck
that seems a bit complicated, I just push the balls up and tuck between my buttcheeks with tight underwear to hold it in place, no tape necessary.
Have I been doing it wrong?
>>7655879
>what is the point
not feeling suicidal constantly
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Might look like this at some point, but even then you'll get a 7/10 guy tops because everyone else will be able to guess at what's in your pants. And even then you'll only look like this for 4-5 years before you become a hon and hate yourself even more than you already do.
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>therapist is a hon
>don't wanna say how i'd kill myself when/if i become a hon because that would be rude
what do i do?
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how has your night been so far, girls?
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>>7655877
lie on your back and try it.
or lie down in the bathroom and try it.

idk man, unfortunately, there isnt much too it other than "figure it out"
keep trying until you get it I guess. the first few times time its kind of awkward, but after that it's pretty easy iirc
>>7655887
ok
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>>7655893
>scared of srs because it's not real enough
>tuck/tape is so gross
tragic life of trannies
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>>7655892
>Why would I want to? Even if I was cis, I'd be a huge, sassy brown woman. These skinny white bitches have no power over me and my dysphoria.
you will never look like this
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>>7655900
awful as usual
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>>7655897
>not feeling suicidal constantly
But why would I not want to feel that?
What says that I wouldn't still feel it anyway?
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>>7655898
Hons are late transitioners. Full effect of hrt takes around 6 years. You're making yourself look very dumb, please stop.
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>>7655813
>LSD
How many ug?

I fucking loooooove LSD... it really makes sense of everything!

Have a lovely trip :3
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>>7655858
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JjZFhnFFItM

This is the only way to do it


Filthy doxer
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>>7655901
I cant do the ball thing, I just tuck my penis on top of my balls with tape or a pad
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>>7655901
No I mean, I used to (in childhood) do it all the time every day, but since puberty it hurts to much to do it and keep it that way. I can get them up but then as soon as I stand up or wander around it starts to hurt like mad. sorry that was weird phrasing. I'll play around some more though
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>>7655898
damn, I'll only be able to get a 7/10 guy and look like a girl?
detransing now
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>>7655892

You won't look like this either, not even close.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qIKPJlKHKxg
It me
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>>7655898
fembois are pretty aesthetic and are getting more popular in the mainstream
yr not good at this
yr pictures are pretty shit too
>>7655899
there's a nice hon at my therapists office but sometimes it's awkward
do you really have to say that to her?
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>>7655897
>Have I been doing it wrong?
there is more than one way to skin a cat; so
if its working, then no.
>>7655893
rip
Sass linked to a video tutorial iirc that was even better but just as graphic, so idk
>>7655892
you have to shave your testicles, yes.
you can probably get away with not shaving the rest of your pubes though.
>>7655890
>the testicles which are the big issue.
they go back into the incongrual canal or whatever its called, its as simple as that.
the balls are the most straight forward part because there's no variation and theres nowhere for them to go
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tfw didn't know balls could go up in your body as a kid
idk if something's weird with me but i always remember them being descended
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>>7655908
the great thing is that you can later use the legs to rob a bank and start saving for hrt.
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>>7655903
But I do look like that..
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>>7655907
300, it's around the sweetspot for me in my experience

thanks chelsea :)
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>>7655906
this
young and some mid transitioners get away with never becoming hons
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>>7655915
oh no
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>>7655906

Only in the context of your extremely short shelf life. Lets not mince words here, most of you are going to end up killing yourselves the moment you hit 30.

>>7655912

If you're lucky, 7/10 is the upper limit sweetheart you're more likely to end up with a 5.
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>>7655917
>do you really have to say that to her?
aren't i supposed to tell a therapist everything?
it's how i actually do feel
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>>7655858
>>7655890
My thing is so small its hard to tuck if I'm at max soft it kinda goes into it self so my balls are my main problem, so what can i do about those?
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>>7655908
>gaff
entry level faggot. get on my level senpai
>>7655911
oh
try pushing them up there while in the bath, the warm water might soothe the pain?
idk
>>7655910
that sounds dangerous
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>>7655908
That.... Never worked for me.
I'm too..... Fluffy.... Down 'there'
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>>7655927
>most of you are going to end up killing yourselves the moment you hit 30.

wait youre saying ive to wait three more years?
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>>7655905
Well fucking obviously I can't speak for you and if I have to tell you why not feeling suicidal is better than not feeling suicidal then you probably need professional help, but for me the source of my depression mostly stems from dysphoria. Looking like a girl (lol) negates my dysphoria a little and so I'm not so depressed and I don't want to kill myself as often.
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>>7655901
some times it hurts and im afraid im going to pop them or something...
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TONIGHT

MY BALLS GO INSIDE ME
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>>7655927
why are you posting here?
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>>7655918
But the people having troubles getting it done probably care more about that part than moving around their gt unless they have huge things like ufufu.
I didn't catch the other tutorials. I'm gonna assume they are great because you are great.

>>7655923
for me a hon is a very specific thing. like the pics people post.
you can totally look like a man and not be a hon.

>>7655927
A hon starts, like, at 50. And looks like a 50 y/o dude. I get that you're trying to insult people and get them rilled up but you're doing a bad job.
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>>7655933
>looking like a girl (lol) negates my dysphoria a little
that's what i mean though
i won't look like a girl, so what is the effect?
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Are there any mtfs who like using their penis here? Why is it so hard to find?
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>>7655930
>that sounds dangerous
I am convinced that pushing your balls back up is a hon myth, I cant do it
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>>7655932
no you're gonna live forever
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>>7655935
they will return to the hell from whence they came
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>>7655927
>more likely to end up with a 5
I love sucking dick and am told I'm good at it, so I think (hope) I'll at least be able to hang onto him for as long as I want
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>>7655934
AND HOW WOULD AN EMERGENCY ORCHIE BE A BAD THING.
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>>7655930
I mean I'm sorry you can't get through a 6 hour flight with tape comfortably

And the scanner
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>>7655929
cut them off lol
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>>7655896

Strive to be that woman you saw. I see her all the time and it's what keeps me going.

>>7655903

Pfft. This skinny bitch is dark skinneded as fuck and that ain't my kinda hair. Even if I get a weave, I'd go for at least some micro braids.

>>7655914

Still no. I'm way lighter than either of them and if my sister is anything to go by, with my genetics I'd be nearly 6' anyways, Y chromosome or no. Still skinny bitches. I wouldn't even want to be that skinny!

>>7655918

>shave your testicles

b-but I'm a-scared to. The skin there is so thin.

>>7655929

orchiectomy

>>7655935

Gonna try it, too. Fuck these danglies. I'll see if I can't find the way to cram them up in there.

>>7655941

chaser pls
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>>7655938
>A hon starts, like, at 50. And looks like a 50 y/o dude.
so then sheen
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>>7655906
when does late start
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>>7655926
Im Michael Cera
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>>7655932

Never hurts to be ahead of the curve, well unless you decide to drown yourself as I've heard that can be quite painful.
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>>7655927
every young person these days says they're gonna die at 30
"my retirement plan is a shotgun XD"
then they're 70 years old thinking "well i'll live another 10 years probably" and then die painfully from their ailments all while wishing they had more time
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>>7655923
whats mid transition age?
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>>7655932
you're gonna live forever in our hearts whether you want it or not.
you might as well shoot for the PhD.

>>7655941
hi there chaser.
you got your post.
now please leave.
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>>7655941
I dont have very much genital dysphoria but usually when you talk about 'likes to use their penis' you mean 'likes to assume the male position in sex' which is different and gross for most trans people even those with little genital dysphoria
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>>7655939
I don't know anon.

I guess for me it would be suicide.
I'm a weak person though.
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>>7655953
you've seen the hon pics. you can not pass and be more gracious about it.
late starts when it's late for you. some pass without hrt a long time, some look like superman at age 17.
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>>7655919
i figured that shit out at like 14 when i started crossdressing more
i was also too well read on the male g spot
jfc i remember earth shattering orgasms where I would scream into a pillow
maybe I should attempt anal again someday
>>7655928
i don't tell my therapist my deep down sex stuff but i save that for mtfg
I think you can find other ways of describing your desire to look beautiful and how it can feel devastating
Just keep it about yourself and not about her or other hons and it shouldn't be too bad
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>>7655957
anywhere from 18-25
it gets progressively worse though each year

so like 19 isn't nearly as bad as 24
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>>7655929
you have to tape or use a gaff.
i mean.........you could try just pulling your scrotum towards your taint then taping your empty scrotum back but that has its own issues.
I would buy some medical tape and experiment
>>7655934
its been a really long time and i can't remember how it used to feel.
i dont think it's PAINFUL, just uncomfortable?
idk, lets go back to 2009 and i can help u first hand
>>7655941
i have a large(11.75") peen and i like to stick it in people and things, so
there one, there ya go
>>7655943
it's so possible that mine dont come out unless i make them (100% serious)
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>>7655922
I like that amount too :3
Not too little, not too much!
I am saving mine for bicycle day <3
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>>7655944
cruel!!

>>7655958
;~;
so much effort

>>7655955
that okay, I am a masochist.
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>>7655964
it got late for me when i was like 12
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>>7655965
>Just keep it about yourself and not about her or other hons and it shouldn't be too bad
i'm semi-tempted to just not go
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>>7655960
>TFW fleshy strapon with no ability to orgasm unless I mindfuck myself & use my hands.
Domming is fun.
'S why I'm so conflicted on srs
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>>7655962
no budd
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>>7655967
>11.75"
L o n d o n
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>>7655956
oh, the Hunter Thompson way. I like it.

>>7655970
I doubt it.
I mean, in a way it was like that for all of us. But it's not late late.

>>7655969
<3
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I have girlhips ^.^

and manshoulders :(
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>>7655966
AHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM AT THE END OF MID!!!!!
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>>7655954
i loved you in that film where you were soft spoken and quirky
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>>7655966
>tfw 25
help
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>>7655977
idk i got 6'2 status at like 14
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>>7655979
>>7655981
<3
it could work for you.
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>>7655948
the last time I flew anywhere I was a teenage boy, but I've worn tape for like
24 hours on end so idk
different strokes for different folks I guess.
>>7655950
>>b-but I'm a-scared to
lol suck it up and get over it.

why would you get a weave then get micro braids?
like
thats almost defeating the purpose unless its a micro braid wig and idk if those exist
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>>7655972
omg eva likes benis
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>>7655983
north korea could destroy seattle as well
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>>7655969
but you're gonna live forever in your pond with me throwing you pieces of pizza
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>>7655978
It hurts. But I've thought of working out to make it work for me. At least then people will think there's an explanation.
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>>7655973
yeah i've done that a lot
just go when you need it or find another one
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>>7655882
A temporary body high isn't worth much, but do it if you're desperate. I suppose, to reword it, I would prefer that you didn't.

>>7655892
Bf thinks it's dirty and potentially unsafe, at least for his tongue. Took a long time to get to where we are now. He'll use his hands, with gloves. But no oral as of yet. I may still work him down. As for the other partner, we haven't had any sex yet, and we're working on that.
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>>7655983
itll take at lest a year to get a job and be stable enuff to live and do hrt......im sad now...
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>>7655991
lol i needed it for hormones
nvm though
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Is it weird that I'd want to keep my balls if I had an orchi?
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>>7655976
>L o n d o n
PLS BE IN
C A I R O
A
I
R
O
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>>7655985
it make me sad, she frowning
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>>7655982
not that much, but Iktf.
you could still pass. one or two things aren't enough to get you clocked.
It's just a girl with wide shoulders, or a big chin, or tall, or whatever. Google images if you feel bad about it. They do start to compound tho...

>>7655988
yes
there are more chances of you passing.
and no one is printing headlines with it, so don't worry too much.
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>>7655990
fully cybernetic girlbodies when
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>>7655975
well like

If someone wants to ask dark questions I'll give them dark answers my diggity dog.
There's no way for me to know anything about that anon because they haven't given us anything to work with. All they've said is
>passing is hard so why bother
>I'll never pass and I have dysphoria what's gonna happen
like come on
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>>7655937

:^)

>>7655938

Quit deluding yourself, most cis women start to have their looks fade at 35. You all have the genetic makeup and skeletal structure of men. You're going to get hit by the visual effects way before any of them.

What, you think you're going to be the one in the million that's gorgeous and can pass well into their thirties? Your self confidence is amusing but completely detached from reality.

>>7655946

Congratulations on your transition into a worthless dumpster whore. You didn't become a woman, you became an abomination whos only redeeming quality is their ability to fill their mouth with a cock.

You will never find love, you will never be happy, and when you lose whatever looks you have (which will be soon) you won't even be fuckable.

Don't forget to lay down a tarp before painting the wall with your brains, be considerate of the EMTs.

>>7655956

Except those young people didn't pump themselves full of body altering drugs/mutilate their genitals. Most will have children and families (something you will not) and they will grow old in the company of people that care about them to some extent.

You on the other hand will age alone, facing the void without company or comfort. That's right anon, we come into this world alone and we leave alone, but you in even greater solitude and misery.

>>7655969

Cool me too, lets flay ourselves together.
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almost the first month of 2017 done:
this is gonna be another wasted year
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>>7655999
idk there sometimes where im like "maybe" and sometimes where im like "oh god never"
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>>7656004
this post is weaponized autism
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mom helped me repress a few years ago
do i give her a mention in my suicide letter?
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>>7656003
i hope im still not saying stuff similar to that like a year from now
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>>7655980
O-oh, yeah, I'm glad you thought I was ok or whatever :)

>>7655997
:(

>>7656004
Do me!
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>>7656012
my mom would be mentioned in every line of my suicide note desu

i probably would've started at like 15 if it wasn't for the shit she put in my head
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>>7656003
i've posted pictures in the past, and the response i got was "restrained but negative"
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>>7656010
That's the best post. you win 4chan
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>>7656015
i can come to london
i have to warn you that.....
i'm actually ftm
so it's 11.75" but........well...........its a neo penis
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>>7655955

She's pretty.

>>7655967

>11.75"

Jesus, Mary and Joseph

>>7655978

Same. I'm trying to figure out how best to lose the muscles around my shoulders based on what I know about nutrition.

>>7655984

I don't know much about weaves, can't you get extensions that are braids rather than long straight hair? Maybe I'll just suffer through short hair for a few years until I can start applying real styles. About sack shaving, ain't there itching?

>>7655992

Clean up some and get him a bottle of mouthwash. If you haven't been eating Chipotle and rollerskating all day, it should be fine down there. A few enemas will make sure of it. As a microbiologist, I can tell you that if you don't have, like, hepatitis, he'll be fine, especially if he's worried about his tongue. The oral microbiome is extremely resilient and, with the antimicrobial peptides and constant flow in the mouth, the odds of fecal bacteria establishing themselves in the mouth are pretty much zero. They're poorly adapted to it.

>>7656004

>implying EMTs do cleanup of suicide scenes

That's on the family if they don't pay a business to do it. Make sure to scrub the ceilings after a gunshot suicide, blood gets into the weirdest places. Check the blades of the ceiling fan, too, if there is one -- both top and bottom.
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>>7656018
13 here, my dad.
Killing their son is just as effective, imo
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>>7656010

Then I fit right in here don't I? Being a tripfag is the highest form of autism.

You come to a general full of catty, drugged up men, seeking validation and confirmation of your shitty life choices from a bunch of random people equally unhappy. What does it tell you when Grace is considered one of the most attractive and sane among you? You're all lonely, desperate for attention and validation, and deep down you know you're extremely unhappy and always will be.
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>>7656004
>Cool me too, lets flay ourselves together.

perfect
where do you live?

>>7655989
dont throw it into the water pls, just directly to the duck ;-;
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>>7656018
same thing but with my dad. my dad legit thinks gay people cant feel love. let alone trans people
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>>7656004
>>7656010
it tastes like black coffee, it made me kek
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>>7656012
I'm going to.

I came out to my mother at 15. She literally laughed at me.
I threw myself into dudebro shit until about 23.
Now I'm going to kill myself and put her name at the top of the note.

Fuck her.
She deserves the pain as much as I deserve death.
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>>7656004
>Not doing 12guage ffs in a field
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>>7656028

Hey, it's you! I see your posts. How you doin'?
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>>7656015

You have good taste in anime, so no.

>>7656025

Isn't she? If only trannies were able to look like her.
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>tfw the ban expires
do i have to spam shit again?
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>>7655898
>>7655903
>>7655914
>>7655927
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>>7656033
Pffflol
>Deserve death
You haven't earned it with your quarter century of life, bucko
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>>7656002
rich people will get them
we'll be lucky if we get a replacement organ at some point.

>>7656004
you don't seem to understand how puberty and hormones work.
did you finish HS?

>>7656008
iktf!

>>7656010
truth
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>>7656028
Good evening.
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>>7656036
Awe you're no fun
The abuse of strangers online sustains me

>>7656024
Ewwww
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>>7656004
>Quit deluding yourself, most cis women start to have their looks fade at 35. You all have the genetic makeup and skeletal structure of men. You're going to get hit by the visual effects way before any of them.

I find this unlikely, I started at 15, I think I'm going to end up looking like a cute mom. Not gorgeous, but I don't need that.
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>>7656039
even /pol/ isn't that autistic, I'm thinking a bitter repressor or a angry terf
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>>7655979
>>7655981

There is no such thing as late. If you are transgendered then you need the hormones to fix your biochemical problems caused by anomalous neurology.

You may not be the most attractive, but there are a lot of dog ugly cis women out there too... Deal with it! Don't fall for the "gotta pass 10/10" jew lies.

The earliest you can ever start to transition is immediately. Don't delay because you may not pass, you are just delaying the inevitable and securing your future as a Hon.

Besides there are tgirls out there who started 25-30 and pass better than earlys like Nichole Maines who started at a retardedly young age
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>>7656047
My theory is that all trannies want to look like Bailey Jay or their bf's mom.
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>>7656036

>if only trannies were able to look like her

But they can, anon. Not me, of course. I'm an enormous hon (physically and metaphorically) and will never be so slender and dainty.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCoqjFbjxns
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>>7656048
>tfw bitter repressor
>tfw you don't deserve kindness because of who you are
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>>7656047
if i ended up looking like a mom that would be so bomb... hopefully not my mom tho.
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>>7656030

You know where I live.

>>7656032

Hot, bitter, and reviled. Yeah that sounds like me.

>>7656034

>In a field

What are you a fucking casual? Run in front of a kids puppet show and end it with a mauser.
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>>7656039
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>>7656025
a weave is hair sewn into your hair, like extensions on steroids.
if you want microbraids, you can just get extensions, ie, the braid starts with your hair and then at some point addition hair is added to the braid to create more length.
you could also wear a wig, but there are also plenty of short hair styles, so idk

i shave or wax or epilate basically my whole body and have since I was a teenager so idk man, like...i dont think there's itching?
i let my pubes grow and cut it in different shapes sometimes (triangle, landing strip, etc etc) but i keep my balls shaved always idk
>>7656033
iktf
>>7656045
):
r-rude...
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>>7656051
Maines started at 16 IIRC.
That's towards the end of early.
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>>7656058
Hey dude.
You seem troubled.
Want to talk about it?
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>>7655998
frowning cuz no benis!

>>7656015
there it is!

so dedicated to the craft, you never break character!

>>7656030
open wide ^.^

>>7656031
it was stuff like my mom getting visibly disgusted at me when i did anything feminine that psyched me out

she was usually really sweet and motherly so seeing this repulsion made me very sad
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>>7656052
I don't have a bf, my partners' moms have mostly looked like hippies.
>>
>go to Walmart with gf
>she wants wine
>say I'll buy because we never drink
>don't have ID
>okay I'll just buy what you were going to buy
>she hands me KY and vaginal wipes
>go to cashier
>h...i
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>>7656057
my mom is like 5' tall or less. super jelly.
I do look too much like her already.

>>7656059
I like the cop just swinging the batton like he's trying to shoo away some animal.
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>>7656058
>implying
post face
>>
>too weak-willed to kill yourself now
>conviction strong enough to decidedly kill yourself later
i'm sure
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>>7656067
>busy night?
>*blussh*
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>>7656071
i'm waiting until my brother is settled into school
i give it six months
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>>7656065
*frowning cuz no nim to cudd
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>>7656065
me on the left
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>>7656025
Oh, believe me, I know it's fine, and I'm squeaky clean every time, prep and everything. Buuuuut that doesn't affect his immediate reaction, which is essentially no. But again, I'm working him down and hopefully someday he'll give in to my desires.

>>7656039
>doctors and psychologists all agree I should transition and help me step by step through it
>rightists think I'm being mislead by a mass medical conspiracy trying to make me kms
>tell them I wanted to kms way more often prior to transition
>"You trannies are just mentally ill and can't get past your delusions."
Nazi logic.
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>>7656072
STOPPPPPPPP
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>>7656058
>kids puppet show
wouldn't be destroying something or a killing spree better? it would be so easy you can even buy almost ready to go molotovs in the supermarket nowadays
>>
>want to be a trip
>remember that i'd be early kayla 2.0
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>>7656077
>But again, I'm working him down and hopefully someday he'll give in to my desires.

All trannies are latent rapists.
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>>7656062

When I was 16, 18 was considered the absolute earliest. Most doctors wanted you to wait until 25 as that is when your brain stops developing :/ 18-25 was baby trans and 25-35 was normal. Things change as our understanding changes :3

But ok, sorry, I was under the impression she started at 11-12. I must have my wires crossed. Thanks for clearing that one up anon :)

Doesn't change the fact that there is literally no such thing as too late...
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>>7656061
Frankenpenis tho. FtM surgeries legit leave a lot to be desired

>>7656065
Michael Cera is actually my spirit animal tho
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>>7656066
I wouldn't mind looking like an old hippy when I reach a proper age.

>>7656076
are you gonna watch the dragon maid anime?

>>7656080
you can use a trip to keep yourself on check
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>>7656065
yeah my mom looked like she had to swallow a mouth full of caster oil and then tries to talk me out of it then says something like "im just worried about (you burning in hell)" but then at lest she tries and deal with it and drops it after her little show i know its not the worst but the look of disgusts gets to me
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>>7656074
tfw no eva to love

>>7656076
wow, good reflexes!
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>>7656080
That was my old nick name, but I still ended up transitioning before her
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>>7656043
Hello!

>>7656035
Hiya.! I'm okay, what about you
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>>7656039

>You're stating facts you must be from /pol/

What if I just took my tripcode off? :^)

>>7656042

I understand how the aging and reproductive processes work. Women have two primary biological advantages. Reproduction and physical appearance, you're already down to 50% of their benefits (assuming you can pass which is doubtful). That benefit will last MAYBE two decades if you're extremely lucky.

In other words, you've sabotaged the rest of your life for a shot at imitating something you're not for a few decades. Lets see how much male interest you retain when whatever looks you have are gone.

You're a fetish, and only chasers will seek you out. You sold your life to be someones kink.

>>7656045

RIP.

>>7656047

>Cute mom

Yeah about that mom bit...

>>7656055

Yeah how many have you actually met that do? Porn stars and camwhores aren't representative of reality. If they were their net worth would be far lower.
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>>7656082
>there is literally no such thing as too late
There is.
Íf there was no thing as too late, there would be no reason to hurry.
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>>7656086
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>>7656089
stop responding to the autist please
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>>7656084
>you can use a trip to keep yourself on check
people do identify me as anon, but that still doesn't work

>>7656087
i've probably been non-transitioning, but posting on here longer than most others
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>>7656089
>In other words, you've sabotaged the rest of your life for a shot at imitating something you're not for a few decades.
you really think trannies think like that?

> Lets see how much male interest you retain when whatever looks you have are gone.
what if you're frigid one way or another?
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>>7656093
no sad, happi
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>>7656083
okay
what if I get a penile transplant
there are some men out there with two dicks, i'll just buy one of theirs.
e z p z
so
pls find an A F F O R D A B L E T R A N S P L A N T S U R G E O N
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>>7656095
what would be a good dose if you never did lsd before?
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>>7656063

I am talking about it, please do engage in the conversation.

>>7656069

Now why would I do that when I went to all the effort of taking my code off?

>>7656079

Better idea, go to the zoo and shoot some of the animals in front of a bunch of school children beforehand.
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>>7656078
you are going to need to get used to buying vaginal wipes considering you will have a vagina next year
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>>7656095
hi
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>>7656083
you should track him down and tell him that irl

>>7656085
idk it made such an impression on me the few times that it happened that i didn't think about doing anything feminine for like 5 years
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>>7656099
it hard
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>>7656089
>you've sabotaged the rest of your life for a shot at imitating something you're not for a few decades
LOL
My repression in a nutshell.
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One of the things that hurts the most is when younger people or animals act fearful of me because I'm a man.
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>>7656086
that because you trained me well :3

>>7656084
I barely watch any anime. I am usually too sad to concentrate on shows.
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>>7656081
It's not rape if he's tied up and dead.
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>>7656106
no all you gotta do is close your eyes and think happi thoughts
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If I was never pretty enough for male attention does that mean I won't miss it?
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>>7656114
What are you talking about
I give you attention all the time
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>>7656089
>Yeah about that mom bit...

Adoption, having my partner impregnate a surrogate or be impregnated by a sperm donor, possible uterus transplant if I'm somehow rich by then, etc.
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>>7656095

Why? It's fun.

>>7656098

What you think doesn't change what you are. It's sad but to be honest we're all pretty sad. Just a few more decades and we're all going to be corpses anyway.

I'm not here to convince you or chastise you. I'm here because it's fun and to remind you that reality doesn't alter itself to accommodate our perception.
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>>7656114
You are pretty
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>>7656103
what diferentiates vaginal wipes from baby wipes?

>>7656107
yeah, it actually is a good interpretation of repressing now that you mention it.

>>7656111
limiting yourself to tumblr animated gifs isn't the best idea, it will wreck your attention span or something.

>>7656114
you don't miss what you never had.
you might yearn for it tho.
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...do you trannies wanna know something gross?

back in high school I took herbal HRT. it fucked with my circulation or something, because it caused varicose veins to form on my knees and feet. it also did something to the veins on my balls, which swelled up and formed a knot (how I first discovered the herbal crap was hurting my body). The knot of veins is so incredibly sensitive that I can't put any pressure on it for more than a minute or two...so I can't wear women's underwear or even pants. The pain it causes doesn't even feel like its coming from there; it feels like a combination of having to throw up and have diarrhea, and doesn't go away for a while after it gets irritated. I have to ""manspread"" when I'm sitting sometimes because the pain is so bad.

I seriously wanted to kill myself for a few years after this happened. I just felt so stupid and pathetic, not to mention having to live with the physical discomfort forever. for years all I wanted to do was get high and drunk. I'm pretty sure I have brain damage from whippits because I don't seem to ever feel fully "awake" anymore. once I hit legal drinking age, I was getting shitfaced every night for two years and developed an incredibly bad temper. I more or less was fired from my job because my boss caught me drinking at work. I had dropped out of school and burned through the thousands of dollars I had earned in high school on drugs (weed, ritalin, molly, acid). I've taught my brain to not want to ever be sober.

now I'm 24 and I'm taking real HRT (3 months), but the thought has really hit me tonight that I don't know if I even WANT to be on hormones, or if I just want to because if I don't then the original mistake I made would have been for absolutely nothing. I like most of the effects but I feel as though I have many 'manly' instincts and my body itself is pretty manly anyway. I also used to really want children and I'm worried that I will really regret becoming infertile someday.
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>>7656061

I got an epilator and am loving how well it works on my legs. Don't think I can epilate my sack, though, unless I want to explore deep, unknown realms of pain.

>>7656077

>hopefully someday

Hopefully. My first BF decided well before we were in a relationship that anything besides penetrative intercourse was a no go. We never kissed, he didn't lay a finger on my dick, I didn't touch his genitals with anything but my penis, and it sucked. My next relationship was a GF that I coached out of Catholic-school "sex is bad" with numerous sessions of nonreciprocal oral before she tried going down on me, and even then she was super terrible for months and would cry whenever I tried to give her pointers. I broke up with her for relationship reasons about a week after she finally got to be able to give some good oral. All that work, down the drain. Some dude will benefit from it someday, though. Some dude who's willing to put up with her crazy shit.

My point is, maybe try working him up to it by going there yourself first. ATM and then kiss him or something, I dunno. Guys are weird about sex.
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>>7656123
>what diferentiates vaginal wipes from baby wipes?
they're balanced for vaginal ph
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>>7656101
100ug
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>>7656114
you already know you're pretty pham
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>>7656105
yeah well i dont really talk to her much any more and i dont live with her now i live with an drunk father would hates gays and trans people but is to busy with self loathing and beer to give a shit i pay rent and he fucks off till he gets black out drunk or i do something to annoying
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>>7656114
Of course you're attractive enough for male attention. Like no, you're not drop dead gorgeous , but none of us are. You'e had bfs before tho.
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>>7656090
>You have stage 2 cancer
>Better not bother with any treatment it's too late
>>
My boyfriend proposed!!!!!!
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>>7656111
^.^

good duck
>>
>>7656114
Elanna I think the first clause of this sentence doesn't align with the facts.
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>>7656126
I'm a masochist so idk man
>All that work, down the drain. Some dude will benefit from it someday, though
Kanye has a whole Chris Rock song about that lmao
>>7656134
congrats!
>>7656124
S: thats tough anon
have you tried therapy at all?
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>>7656107

Repression doesn't necessitate any activity on the repressors part. Whereas you have to burn bridges and spend thousands to reach your particular level of suicide risk.

>>7656119

>If I'm somehow rich by then

What a well thought out plan, absolutely full proof.
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>>7656113
nim huggs...
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>>7656104
hi burchy
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>>7656124
damn
I had pretty good effects from herbal hrt and I took a ton but that was after high school
How old were you?
What did you take?
Also you can recondition your brain if you keep trying. Don't give up. You'll get yr balls removed soon enough.
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>>7656111
have you ever seen The Man in the High Castle?
its a TV show on amazon; its like an alternate history thing where the allies lost WW2
you might like it
>>7656119
in vitro gametogenesis

soon anons
soon
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>>7656142
y-you did it
you responded to an autist...

how are you...?
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>>7656088

I'm alright. Made it through a crisis this week about how to represent myself to potential dates (I still present as cis) by deciding that I would make no attempts towards potential dates and just focus on myself for a while even though I'm lonely as hell. I just couldn't involve someone else in what I'm going through and this period of serious, serious change. Had to frost off a nice straight girl this week so I didn't feel like a lying piece of shit by being overtly interested in her flirtations.
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>>7656145
ya we watched a few episodes, it was okay, but not that great.
so many illogical things that triggered tf out of my autism
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>>7656146
I'm tripping.
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>>7656134
Awesome!!
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>>7656132
I imagine there is actually a point where they advise against treatment.
Where the pain caused by treatment isn't overcome by the odds of success.

You don't give a terminal patient chemo.
>>
man i wish i knew transitioning was even a thing at young age my "parents" were religious and didn't let me watch tv or use the internet so i didn't know about this stuff till high school was over all i knew is that i hated being a boy and wished i could be a girl but thinking it was impossible unless a wish was granted so i wished for it every night...
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>>7656153
>You don't give a terminal patient chemo.
yeah ;---;
>>
>>7656153

Yeah, its 60-70+

And only because of the toll it can take on the vascular system.
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>>7656156
it doesn't matter
transitioning at 18-20 you have a very high chance of turning out well
it's only 25+ when things get risky
even then, the "ugly trannies" you see posted everywhere are 50+ years, and most likely not even on hormones yet
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>>7656156
=[
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>>7656103
;-; but I'm

a

boy
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>>7656156
i wished there was a machine that let you change your gender when you were little to whatever you wanted

i thought all boys had thoughts like this
>>
At what point is lewd shit between women considered sex? Assisted masturbation? Fingering? Oral?

Especially for transwomen, who may have an issue with their genitals
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>>7656149
same. after episode one I lost all interest in watching more of it.
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>>7656124

Your experience is not uncommon. It's pretty common for trans people to have a crisis a few months into HRT and want to drop the whole thing, even if it's something they've been working towards and yearning for since they were wee children and didn't know what trans was. Stick to it, anon.

>>7656137

>i'm a masochist so idk man

I am increasingly sure that I enjoy pain in a sexual manner. It's a shame I broke up with my old bf, he was ostensibly very into kink and had a collection of paddles, whips, and gags that stayed safely in his sex toolbox, never to be opened while I was around.
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>>7656166
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>>7656153
Nah.
My dad had stage 4 and they still recommended treatment until the very end, and he got to live 10 more years after that.

>>7656134
Congrats!
Did you reject him in a violent way to make it clear you're in comand?

>>7656145
>>7656149
The book was so bad.
It was clear he had no idea of imperial Japan outside of bizarre propaganda, and the nazis barely do anything. Anyone barely does anything at all.
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>>7656166
faye you're literally so cute
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>>7656140
eva cudds....

zZzZzZz
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>>7656163
>transitioning at 18-20 you have a very high chance of turning out well
>it's only 25+ when things get risky
If you transition between 20-25, you become an ocelot.
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>>7656166
<3
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>>7656178
that's obviously a genetically-modified waifu slave
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>>7656144
it was a mix of stuff with like saw palmetto, pueraria mirifica and lots of other stuff
I was 16, it did grow my boobs a bit and I remember thinking I smelled different

>>7656137
>have you tried therapy at all?
yeah and it went horribly
I felt like she thought I was exaggerating my problems and she thought I was gay not trans
it set me back at least a full year on transitioning
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>>7656163
i am 25 now was homeless for awhile after family disowned me for awhile but my super cool grand mother managed to talk my suicidal dad to take me back in. i am finally in a position to start transitioning.
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>>7656178
i don't get it.
she could be a tranny.

>>7656181
not a wolverine?
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>>7656118
>you
>male
Pls, I'm more of a man than you ever were

>>7656122
That kind of pretty tho?

>>7656129
If only I did

>>7656131
But guys will fuck anything..

>>7656136
Ok, I still get confused when guys hit on me because it has like almost never happened
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>>7656089
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>>7656189
>Pls, I'm more of a man than you ever were

lmao
I dont believe you
>>
who transitioned after 20/21 and passes well?
i need motivation pls
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>>7656169
yeah but it wasn't a one time thing wen i was left alone in the house i would go to the girls next door and play dress up all the time i mean were it could wanting to be a girl seeped in to my life and it was a secret i had to keep from my parents
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>>7656191

Won't look like this either btw.
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>>7656189
You are pretty, I pinky promise even
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>>7656189
They won't date anything though.
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>>7656191
That's the funniest thing I've seen all week, thanks.
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>>7656194
Jamie Clayton except for her voice.
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>>7656194
Won't happen senpai
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>>7656166
faye plz
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>>7656191
well meme'd my friend!
10/10
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>>7656067
awwww hehehe
>>7656114
and they say estrogen doesnt make you dumb.
huh
>>
>>7656189

>Guys will fuck anything

Partially true (not for me but for most) but guys certainly won't date anything. At best you'll get laid a few times and thrown away when you lose your looks.
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>>7656205
elanna didn't need making dumb
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>>7656169

All through my youth, if i had trouble sleeping, I'd imagine all sorts of fanciful stories based on original stuff or based on books I'd been reading or whatever. I'm realizing now that I never really put myself into the mindset of the boy characters and identified best with girl characters and imagined myself as them. When I found out at about 12 that "shemale" porn existed, I was fascinated that someone could have a penis like I did but still be a woman. I told a friend about it, like, "isn't that awesome" and they were just "those are just dudes with implants and it's super gay" and I was like "o-oh. Yeah, totally. I was just thinking, man, that's so weird and gay. Who would ever want to be like that? Crazy, man. So gay."

>>7656170

It's all sex. Intercourse is one thing. Oral, manual, mutual masturbation, frottage, it's all sex.

>>7656185

Therapists are very hit-or-miss. One has to find one that's a good match, which is very difficult and strenuous, because to do so you have to get an appointment with them and really open up for them, and then if they're shit, you're so vulnerable that it hurts. A lot. But all you can do is keep rolling the dice.
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>>7656194
Isn't the line for passing generally assumed to be 19?
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>>7656194
Ellen degeneres
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is /pol/ gonna kill me when the day of the rope comes
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why is giving hormones to a tranny not the same as giving liposuction to a person who is anorexic?
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i want to rot
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>>7656221
why is it the same
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>>7656192
Better believe it.
I wasn't a teeny tiny repressor that got cuddled by friends

>>7656199
And I am utterly baffled that they stuck with me.

>>7656197
Pinky swear?

>>7656206
Idk, there's some dumb fucking guys out there that will date for stupid reasons like easy sex. I can't say I know much about guys though
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>>7656210
this sentence makes me feel weird
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im using old bloody towels to clean up new blood
it feels bad
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Realistically i think once i start transitioning im going to look a mix of my mom, and jenny this taller then me stocky girl from high school... i also dated this girl for awhile but she dumped me cus i didn't do physical stuff with her.
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>>7656189
I'm just saying you're pretty!
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>>7656189
you get complimented all time on here
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>>7656225
strong belief that something is wrong with the body that no one else can see and is medically untrue
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>>7656218
yes
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>>7656226
Pinky swear!
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Do I have a chance or is my man face and man shoulders too strong?
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>>7656210
elanna is a science lady
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>>7656215
I don't think so.
There was a theory that someone had on here a while ago that your transition would be more successful the closer you were to 19.

They said that before 19, you wouldn't have the resources or the independence to manage a transition, but after 19, your prospects of success gradually reduce to zero.
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>>7656215
it's all genetics
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i've been a naughty girl, somebody should stab me uwu~
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>>7656230
Are you val's wife or just a random name with consequences?
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>>7656221
giving hormones to tranny isn't dangerous to their health like letting an ana starve themself is
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>dumb shitty ikea bed leg kinda falls apart because i sat on it too hard
>have to reassemble it
>get exhausted just holding up the bed frame so i can assemble it back
im such a weak loser i cant wait until estrogen destroys what little muscle mass i have left and even stray kittens can defeat me
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>>7656244
and?
knowing science is not dissimilar to knowing cars or sports
doesn't mean that my uncle is smart
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>>7656149
hey phien check this guy out
some kind of german templar guy called "Julio Sebald Leidenschaft"
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>>7656250
oops1 dint mean to have a name up...
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>>7656259
elanna knows how to make a bomb to explode you better watch your mouth buddy
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>>7656231
Well fine you're entitled to your opinion :/

>>7656236
:3

>>7656232
I'm very very bad at taking compliments.
Plus I've learned to fear the hugbox.
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>>7656250
also what did you mean with consequences? what consequences?
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>>7656267
well i mean i don't either but im way early in my transition and don't (ALLEGEDLY) post pictures as often as you do

you should be confident!
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>>7656218

Better hope you're able to pass by then, although knowing the shelf life of the average tranny you'll probably off yourself before they can.
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>>7656267
I know that feel. I basically take any compliment as done out of politeness or desire to be nice and twist it in my weird paranoid fantasies. Not saying you're remotely the same, I'm just saying I can't take a compliment either. In fact, despite being a postgrad student at a world class university I'm still convinced I'm dumb as a bricj.
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i should learn to care about myself because nobody else does
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>>7656270
I think I meant meanings. I'm sleepy and dumb, I'm sorry.
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>>7656267
iktf. I rarely get compliments so I'm kinda confused and don't really know how to react when it happens.
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>>7656273
What is this half-life myth?
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freaking finally done with all my nails @_@; liking the black aesthetic but

>tfw man hands and feet

:(
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>>7656260
I really really wanna play this game, I hope it will be pirateable in 2 weeks or so ;-;
Julio is a weird name for a German though, sounds more like, italian or something?

>>7656226
I was an alpha male that was considered hardcore (because I didnt give a shit about my health, I guess)
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>>7656265
your point being
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thanks for proving my right guys ;_;
i guess i'll see myself off
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>>7656286
I'm going to kill you
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>>7656282

Those are some legitimately terrifying man hands.
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>>7656274
Yeaaah that's strikingly similar
Whooo imposter syndrome

>>7656285
I have a very very very hard time believing you came across as alpha. It sounded like people knew you were a girl already.

>>7656281
If you're trans you must put in your time at black Mesa

>>7656279
;_;
Hugg

>>7656271
Idk, usually when I post a picture it's because I'm happy with my appearance at the time. I shy away from taking photos most of the time. ;_;
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>>7656282

My hands are hairy, I need to shave them again. Pretty nice nail polish, though. I'm building up a mental stock of things to say to people if they ask about my painted nails when I get some nail polish and start wearing it around.

>>7656274

iktf
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I'm trans, I've been full time for 5 years, hormones for 4, surgery terrifies me and I'm happy with my life.
Am I allowed here?
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>>7656281
they think that we turn back into men and become hons because they dont know that hons started at 40-50 and think thats the inevitable final form we take
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>>7656303
>It sounded like people knew you were a girl already.

maybe thats why they didnt take me seriously and tolerated my fake alpha behaviour ._.
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>>7656282
you have the excuse of being black to cover up your manly features
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>>7656285
maybe, i don't think it's out on PC yet, not sure
i dunno names! i don't think they actually said he was german, i just assumed it was
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>>7656307
>I'm happy with my life.
>Am I allowed here?
No
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>>7656307
yes, nobody cares that you're nonop but people mike joke that you're agp
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>>7656294
ya they're hueg but its not really something i can fix

>>7656306
im really meticulous about hair near my hands i make sure it's always shaved if I leave the house. black nails are gender neutral so that's a good starting point

>>7656313
im only partially black so that's a flimsy excuse :(
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Post hands
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>tfw bashing your dead with miscellaneous objects from your room
thanks, testosterone!
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>>7656294

DW we'll be seeing yours soon enough, every /pol/ster who comes here eventually starts HRT.

Just stop repressing Anon, only good girls get head pats <3
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>>7656310
Yeah probably.
On the flipside, I never had that. I was convincingly masculine.
Original point stands.
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>>7656314
his last name is german its really weird.

I think its released in 2 weeks, but Idk how long it will take for a crack to appear.
ive like no money rn, but need to pay like 350 bucks tuition next month, so buying games is not an option
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>>7656323
>dead
fuck
head
i can't get anything right
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>>7656303
Hugg
it's the same when someone tells me they love me. it's weird feel :s
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>>7656126
Damn, Bee, that's a little harsh. I mean, I hope you're in a better situation now. My bf isn't a prude by any stretch, so that isn't necessarily a problem. I'be considered something like what you suggested. I may do that, thanks for the advice.

>>7656194
Yo. Nobody clocks me; I have to make it known.

>>7656222
Why?
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>>7656330
can i kiss your head
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>>7656323
now is not the time for head bashings
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>>7656327
your points wont stand for long if I wrestle you to the ground tho!

on an unrelated note, I am deadtired, do we go to sleep?
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>>7656337
only if you punch it first
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>>7656339
but it's 7 am I just woke up two hours ago.
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>>7656340
no i want to kiss it and say everything gonna be okay sweetie i won't let anything bad happen
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>>7656333
God it's a fucked up feeling to have someone tell you that they love you, but your kneejerk response is to feel like they shouldn't.

>>7656339
I propose we both need a lot of sleep and that sleep is a good idea
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>>7656351
you shouldn't say that
it's mean to lie :(
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>>7656307

Yes but be prepared for spiteful baby trannies to hate you if you dare say anything positive about your life. Why does that happen? Why do so many trans people act like lunatic adolescents? Hormones can't be THAT powerful of an influence on behavior, there's perfectly reasonable ladies here well into HRT.

>>7656320

If you can't palm a basketball your hands ain't shit, lady.

I shaved my arms the other week but got so many ingrown hairs that it looks like I have a goddamn disease. Been wearing long sleeves and never rolling them up since then to cover up the unsightly red bumps. I'm still boymode in public so a little hair on my hands doesn't hurt anything but myself but I wear gloves most of the time in the lab so it doesn't worry me too much.

>>7656336

Is being 110% single a better situation? I think it is, but part of me disagrees for some reason. I went to get coffee earlier this week and saw my ex giving me a death stare from the line (it was an ugly breakup, she had assumed we were forever and insisted that I couldn't break up with her until I went to see a therapist and then we would get couples therapy and I'd see we were meant to be and I was just being mentally ill when feeling that I didn't love her anymore). I immediately turned around and kept on going. Damn near fell asleep all afternoon but it was worth avoiding her, her crazy shit had me in panic attacks all the time.
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>>7656328
yeah, i wouldn't know name etymologies
probably just japs trying to stay stylish without knowing where western names come from?

same, i really want to get gravity rush 2 / FFXV but i'm broke, need money for internet
and i need to start saving money to move out :/
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>>7656353
ssssssshhhhhhhh it's okay
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>>7656352
yeah I have a hard time responding to it because it seems so unreal that someone would say that.
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i wanna be good enough for somebody to care about me
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>>7656359
>>7656361
it's about them, not you.
I mean, don't be a monster I guess. But feelings come from a single side. You might have yours too, you can also play along or reject them. But those feelings are theirs, they don't even have to be based on reality as you see it.
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>>7656357
you promise?
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>>7656355
not just baby trans do that. in general if ur not well liked and u post positive things about your life then ur "blogging" "bragging" or "lying and spinning a false narrative". mtfg in general is a mostly negative self pity echo chamber. push too much against the norm and u risk putting a target on ur face. anywho how did u break out so bad? did u shave against the grain? the rule of thumb is to always shave with the grain if it's ur first time shaving something and use lots of shaving cream
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>>7656303
well it's good to be happy about your appearance at least semi-frequently right?
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>>7656359
Four simple words: "I love you too"
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>>7656369

I did shave against the grain, yeah. Never shaved my arms because I was a guy, but I did my face all the time so against the grain was second nature. Learning process, eh?
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>>7656355
Girl, I have an ex who is basically a classic narcissist. We broke up several times, and the last time, she gave me a grilling about my identity and told me I was a "mistake in God's eyes". (She knows I'm an atheist.) She abused me mentally and physically, and I wound up with a severe reaction to the smell of her brand of perfume, which is unfortunately common, and in the city it's great because it's fucking everywhere. I don't know what your history was, but I really hope it wasn't like that. I would feel really bad if I couldn't give hugs for it.
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>>7656356
oh ya, moving is really expensive, at least here :/
we technically need to move in 6-8 months, but we re DEADbroke rn.

>>7656376
>>7656352
okai :3
its almost 8am here, I was already in bed around 4ish but couldnt sleep v___v
nini
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>>7656379
and learning pains! you'll get used to it. I have to shave everything from my face all the way down to my ankles every week and it's no fun. ;~; painless but very tedious and time consuming
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>>7656379
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JY8OgBzFLJU
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>>7656389
look like lesbian
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>>7656369
Hey bby you were right, Charlottes a cunt, thanks for being understanding when I still talked to her. I was just being an idealistic fool. You're awesome, btw <3
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>>7656382
>we re DEADbroke rn.
yeah, same

there's this older girl i think i'm falling for really hard and who i'm pretty sure would reciprocate
but she's half the world away and about as fucked money-wise as me
so if that ends up happening i'll really need to get my life together ;x
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>>>/pol/109531515
come shitpost in this thread
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>>7656393
thank you
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>>7656359
>>7656367
I avoided relationships after my first one failed because of my insecurities. I'm more open to meeting new people and more chill too. I didn't knew what made me feel miserable for years so now that I know it I can accept myself more.
>>7656376
it always felt like some physical restriction to say it. like my vocal cords want to stop me from saying it.
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>>7656397
no go away
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>>7656355
>Hormones can't be THAT powerful of an influence on behavior, there's perfectly reasonable ladies here well into HRT.

Yeah, and plenty who aren't on anything who are cunts.

Have you noticed that it's only earlys and pollacks who are fully obsessed with passing?

I never got that, are people really this insecure? Do they not realise that being insecure is a massive turn off for most people? There are plenty of single hot chicks out there that never hook up casually either. I know a few of them, always bitching to me about how lonely they are... And never understand why their bfs leave them after 5 minutes of having to deal with their shit.

Abbrasive people who loath themselves are incapable of giving or receiving love. You have to be open to it first, which requires loving yourself. Loving yourself requires self acceptance and self acceptance requires getting over the standards we set for ourself that are based on the opinions of others.

Bee is a good trip.
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Today was pretty good
>>7656397
>/pol/
No thanks
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>>7656375
Yeah. It happens infrequently enough that I get excited on good days though.

>>7656382
Goodnight Sophie!
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>>7656397
thanks for using my meme but im not gonna post there
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>>7656401
>I never got that, are people really this insecure?
absolutely, yes.
>Do they not realise that being insecure is a massive turn off for most people?
i think most people dont realize that a person who does not love themselves can't love anyone else.

there's a stark difference between, like, being mildly insecure or guarded, and just outright hating yourself.
idk
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>>7656395
d'awww of course bb i said ilu and i meant it. ur one of the two ppl here that have my phone number and can text me whenever (although it's temporarily off atm ^^; ) that's how much i care about you friends stuck together though thr good AND bad times!
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>>7656408
its a good meme
I hope it catches on over there
>>
Tbh I think I'd rather have no friends..it's so stressful to have to worry about making others happy or convincing others that I am. It is ok to waste my life because I'm not the first and I'm not going to be the last. Mediocrity is the name of this universe, I think.
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>>7656406
i hope i eventually get some good days
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>>7656411
<3
Always appreciated.
You can always text me too, Im sorry Im so bad at responding in a timely manner tho... :(

I should send you my FB, thats become the best way to stay in contact with me, pathetically.

What have you been up to? Hows the bf?
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>>7656417
i relate to this alot.
do you have irl friends beep beep? what is your history with friendship like?
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>>7656368
i wouldnt lie to my special girl
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>>7656417
>>7656420
no you dont

being alone has crippled me entirely
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>>7656409
I realised this the hard way recently, I lost my best friend because my insane levels of self-loathing and self-destructiveness just made me drive our friendship off a cliff and sabotage every opportunity to repair things. At least I've come to understand this and I'm working on fixing myself, however slowly it may come.
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>>7656381

Sounds familiar. I kept my gender shit to myself, though. Shitty people are out there, I'm just glad I had some good times and then got out of there reasonably cleanly.

>>7656384

>shave all the way down to my ankles every week

Why not epilate? I mean, I kind of like the pain involved, but my legs are smoother than they ever were with shaving. I'm fixin' to epilate these frickin' arms.

>>7656401

>Bee is a good trip

get out of my house

I agree with your other points, though.
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>>7656424
you don't even know who i am tho
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>>7656429
gimme a lil honey pls
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>>7656430
well who are you sweetie
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>>7656425
>no you dont
:^) maybe i do
u dont know my life, lol hahhaaaaaaaaaaaa rip
>>7656426
being self-aware is probably the hardest thing I would think
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Ok, just gonna post this and leave so everyone can see my grievances now that it's been made public. This was originally a PM for moap, but it's gonna be here now too. I'll read replies in the morning.

Oh, since I won't be messaging you in the future, I may as well get this off my chest.
I hope you read all of this, but I don't care anymore.
1) you message me at completely random intervals at odd hours demanding my full attention
2) you'll just abruptly stop messaging me if the topic isn't about you
3) you get upset when I'm not excited about whatever you're doing
4) youve been going on and on about the same mtfg drama when I clearly stated I was done with mtfg because of the drama.
5) you just told me to kill myself because I said you were demanding an absurd amount of my time. I'm getting a chemistry degree, I really only have an hour or two during lunch and stuff some days and really need my rest
6) you still haven't gone to the Doctor about the ulcer, and your life has essentially slowed to a halt since you started smoking. I believe it's a problem at this point.
7) I want to see you get your life together, but it hurts so much to watch you flounder while I know exactly what you need to do to fix everything.
8) you remorselessly cut people off without thinking twice over minor sleights.
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>>7656417
Being alone is awful, you don't want it.
It just made all my terrible feelings when I was still repressing even worse
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>>7656426
>At least I've come to understand this and I'm working on fixing myself, however slowly it may come.

This is a pretty healthy attitude, good on you :3

Stick at it, you got this!
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>>7656424
dustin?
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>>7656433
wtf mercury don't troll me
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>>7656436
woah, moap sounds like a bitch.
and water is wet I guess.
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>>7656436
Dude delete this you're embarrassing me, no one cares.
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>>7656419
ya fb messenger is so good for me too send it on Skype? and i was just telling valq about something really important that happened this week with me and him it's in these posts:

>>7655102
>>7655301
>>7655519

he's literally the only person im vulnerable and completely open with. like when we're together i strive to be a better person bc he inspires me so much that i wanna be there to support him and make him happy as best as I can
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>>7656448
you deserve a bit of embarassment.
why wouldn't you check an ulcer? are you retarded or something? you want to crap blood and feel the worst pain a peron can feel?
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Jon Tron is woke!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyFXpXVZ8ho
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>>7656436
lol
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Omg this stuff is so good and like compared to the 1,200 calories for a regular pint
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>>7656432
a sad anon
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>>7656455
ur a girl faye
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>>7656455
that means you can eat 5 pints :D
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>>7656443
i'm not; if you want a serious answer, go see what i said to sass last night lol
also, i generally exist in a vacuum, and being alone is objectively better. I'm not saying that I'm never lonely, because I frequently am, but being alone is really superior to having to deal with people and their bullshit.
being safe with my animals is superior than being open enough for people to hurt me. Relationships are a give and take, and being selfish is nice. you dig?
>>7656436
>you still haven't gone to the Doctor about the ulcer, and your life has essentially slowed to a halt since you started smoking. I believe it's a problem at this point.
lmao what is this
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>>7656433
>>7656440
I feel horrible about everything I did during that situation and the guilt from it still consumes me and paralyses me on particularly bad days, But! I can't just live like this forever, I have so many things I want to do with my life, I have to both move on and also work on the underlying issues that caused this so a similar situation never happens again, because I don't want people who give me any measure of love to end up regretting it. I will go to therapy, psychiatrist, whatever it takes because I need to learn to love myself so that I can allow others to love me. I have too many goals to let a fucked up brain sabotage everything.
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>>7656429
i wanna at least try but I need to let my hair get long enough to use the darn thing on. I see my bf every week so i only ever have like a week's worth of growth and hrt has slowed down body hair regrowth and thinned it out so it's not much there.I also still need to buy one when I get some cash it does seem better than shaving since it lasts longer
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>>7656436
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>>7656464
right?????
i dont even understand but i love it
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>>7656420 sorry for text wall
I remember being bullied a lot in elementary school but don't really remember why. I had one close friend but his parents walked in on him molesting me sometime around 3rd grade and he moved away shortly after. I saw alone at lunch and played alone at recess. I mostly hung out with my cousins (one also molested me lmao) and my sister never liked me. In middle school I didn't have a group to sit with most of the time and sat at the loser table. Got kinda cute early puberty and started dated. The cousin that molested me stole my first girlfriend and they 3 way called me to laugh when I said yes id take her back when she fake cried and apologized. Uuum high school I lost all my friends due to a very weird relationship with a girl that's left me with something like ptsd. I played guitar alone at lunch in the band room and didn't talk to anybody so no one asked why I was absent for a week in senior year after I attempted suicide. Got a gf shortly after and we dated for 5 years but then she cheated on me while living with me..and this is where we are today I guess
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>>7656431

I'll give you all the honey you can take~

I like honey in mint tea, and a thin slice of lemon in the cup. Or sometimes, if I need a little pick me up, I'll just have a spoonful of honey since I usually don't have a mouthful of chocolate lying around. Honey syrup is good in cocktails, too.

>>7656448
>>7656450

I don't really care about drama but please check your ulcer, they can get ugly fast, I speak from personal experience

>>7656463

They'll work on, like, 0.5mm. Depending on your hair growth, a week could work.
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>>7656458
Be nice to my fragile male ego, it may break
>>7656459
It has sugar alcohol instead of sugar, so you'd probably poop yourself
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>>7656308
As horrifying as this picture is, these two probably aren't trans they are cross dressers. I remember seeing them on a blog somewhere and the blonde one was surprising the other one with a visit and the entire thing turned into this huge creepy fetish role play. It was shocking and terrible.

>>7656333
>it's the same when someone tells me they love me
>>7656352
>God it's a fucked up feeling to have someone tell you that they love you, but your kneejerk response is to feel like they shouldn't.
iktf My last relationship my ex said she loved me and I felt so confused and skeptical; like how could she love someone as gross and dysfunctional as me :/
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>>7656464
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>>7656467

why is moap always involved in the random callout dramas tho
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My posting is getting a bit too personal and I'm losing my protective shell of irony. It's probably the fact I needed to go to bed 7 hours ago. I'll sleep even if its 7 AM, many readings to do this night.
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>>7656474

lol what is this

>>7656477

gn nicotine~
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>>7656457
im a sad "anon" too
life is hard but we make it through by kissing each other
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>>7656481
I just did it.
There is an Elanna version but it plays better for your character tbdesu.
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>>7656468
dont be sorry! I mean, it was a question that warranted a long answer, so...

it sounds like you've been raked over the coals though, jeeze
like
fuck, goddamn
desu you seem really nice, and like you try to see the best in people which is really admirable, if I were you i'd be even more of a hateful bitch than I already am. people are weird though, you have to weed through the shit people to get to the good ones, so idk
>>7656476
n o c o m m e n t
>>7656477
the secret it too say enough conflicting things that no one can tell what the truth is.
I learned this particular methodology i'm utilizing here from faye. it works p. good I think.
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>>7656487

and what is my character exactly?

>>7656490

oh ok naomi
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>>7656464
ikr

>>7656461
>>7656477

You can do it!

Ni ni Nico <3
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>>7656485
but i don't get to kiss anyone
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i wish i had some kisses
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>>7656476
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>>7656477
good night my chilean friend
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>>7656491
I don't know, you. But you play around with people thinking you're too big and needed to be taken down a notch. So that pic properly depics how they see mtfg.
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>>7656494
that's why i wanna kiss kiss kiss you
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Why do people who don't pass care so much about passing but those who do don't?
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>>7656491
lmao
honestly though....
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>>7656502
okay you can then!
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>>7656506
I think it has to do with understanding that your dysphoria can be gone or very reduced even if you don't pass perfectly
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>>7656506
do rich people think about money?
passing isn't a concern when you do pass
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>>7656508
okay and we're gonna snugg snugg snuggle too
doesn't that sound nice
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>>7656498
how are you doing this morning? :3
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>>7656506
because once you start passing its not really a concern anymore and you're secure in that fact ya know?

like why would u worry about something that isn't a problem? on the other hand it's really difficult not passing yet but wanting to since it's sort of the goal of transition and a pretty good benchmark
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>>7656506
Sad people use the easiest excuse to be sad.
Being a hon is an easy excuse, but you can't use it if you aren't one.
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Magicians is back and there was a Patrick swayze monologue, in so happy
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>>7656514
I woke up a bit ago, haven't done much yet. Im still in bed?
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>>7656517
actually passing transgirls (at least from photos) complain about their looks about as much as anybody else
in some cases, more than
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>>7656492

you can have some popcorn too bb

>>7656496

because of an ugly little girl?

>>7656499

o i suppose that makes sense yes

>>7656506

cause those of us who are gendered female nonstop every day don't really think about the opposite happening honestly

>>7656507

L M A O
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>tfw you gotta tell someone you're trans cause they're starting to show interest and you dont wanna do it too late and hurt them
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>>7656513
a little maybe
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>>7656490
Also as long as I have a chance to just get this out my dad held me hostage with a steak knife and cops had to talk him out of killing me, and he used to call me sissy boy and all this other harmful stuff bc..that's what I am I guess..the last time of saw him he picked me up and left me as his friends house so they could hunt together and I watched I think 12 hours of Jimmy neutron that day
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>>7656514
Hbu?
>>7656527
Hey gracey.
What happened to the other guy?
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>>7656532
Don't be upset you were born a woman, it does okay <3
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>>7656532
I can't tell if the knife thing is worse than 12 hours of jimmy neutron or not...
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>>7656526
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>>7656449
Yeah men like to be taller, and I like a taller man. ITs just natural, just accept it. Please dont be the social justice warrior.
Im jelly that you have such a supportive bf.

>>7656470
Oh, Im fine.
Charlotte doesn't know shit about my life, every time Ive tried to talk to her about myself in the past few months her response has been, "I dont care, lets talk about me again."
Kinda the root of this all.
Like I dont even think she knows I just got a degree last year.

>>7656476
It's super embarrassing. The moral is don't be nice to people.
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>>7656522
I woke up 3 hours ago but stayed in bed. gonna have breakfast in ~15 minutes.
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>>7656527
>tfw you don't have to tell anyone because you don't pass
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>>7656542

is it a boy idgi

>>7656543

well i'm not usually nice to people so we good
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>>7656537
Hey Sertii Eirini
How are you
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>>7656543
>The moral is don't be nice to people.
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>>7656548
>is it a boy idgi
lmao
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being gay is gay
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>>7656532
whewlass
thats some shit.
i'm sorry to hear that you had to experience that.
you managed to make it out the other end though, so you're pretty powerful for that i think.

Are you still working through all that trauma do you think? or do you feel "over it"?
>>7656526
honestly this is all i can think....truely......
i dont need all this manliness in my Caucasian thread...
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>>7656526

Thanks <3 I'm trying to get skinny tho... fucking food :P

Hows you? Had any more azn grocers take a run at you? :3
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>>7656548
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>>7656544
3 hours in bed is pretty long, you should get up yeah:3
I'll do the same then.
>>7656549
Good!
My exam shit is over so im p happy to be free.
How about you? Why do you have to tell this person you're trans? You had an "almost" bf right? Or you'd rather not say?
>>7656548
Have you really never watched game of thrones?
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>>7656561
are you sad because you arent a girl again?
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bedtime

Wild bees and other insects often sleep by grasping a leaf or a twig with their mandibles.

>>7656543

>I'm fine

Cool. Be well! Ulcers are zero fun. I hope mine don't come back because I like drinking too much to be inclined to nurse an ulcer again. Guts shit is no fun at all, it'll fuck up your whole life and it's not really visible so you just look like shit all the time for no ostensible reason and people try to tell you to eat healthy and try to get more sleep.

I can understand being frustrated with people like that, though. I'd be completely mortified if somebody were to drama post about me.

Goodnight, ladies and chasers. Don't be nice to people.
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>>7656567
im not sad or a frog
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>>7656565
>My exam shit is over so im p happy to be free.
how did they go
>How about you?
complicated
>Why do you have to tell this person you're trans? You had an "almost" bf right? Or you'd rather not say?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NPBIwQyPWE
That's a story I'd rather not talk about right not but he's out of the picture.
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>>7656561
>>7656571

I did it... it took way longer than 5 mins you stupid liar! :P
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>>7656564
is that what you were doing right now?
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>>7656564
THIS IS A CHRISTIAN IMAGE BOARD
d e l e t e t h i s
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>>7656530
i wanna feel the warmth of another human body because right now i feel very cold and alone
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>>7656559
Idk I think it manifests itself it weird ways..ty for asking. Not many people care..
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>>7656567
I'm not drakeposter, but I get sad about that all the time. ;~;
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>>7656581
do you want to keep talking about it?
i'm happy to listen if you just want to vent.
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>>7656576
thank fuck
it looks okay now
im proud of you

you shouldve sent shower pics tho
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>>7656580
i know what you mean ;_;
i just want someone to hug and tell me that things are gonna be okay
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i wish i could undo today
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>>7656565
I enjoy the time alone, browsing, listening to music and watching the sun rise :3 I'm cooking coffee now and my dad will bring stuff from the bakery and the butchery while my mom cooks some eggs. I love saturday mornings
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>>7656593
omg i thought that was a leg at first lmao
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>>7656593
sunday mornings are best mornings
sunday evenings are worst evenings
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>>7656595
everything about sunday is shit desu fuck that day
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>>7656575
It went alright, it was super hard and my friend who also took it said he didnt pass it, but i think theres a 60-70% chance i did. Here's hoping.
I wont drill you abt it but sad that it didnt work out, you seemed excited about him a few days ago :/
>>7656593
Agreed, you wake up and the whole weekend lies out in front of you for you to do fun stuff in. And actually that sounds nice, i think i'll go cook some eggs too.
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>>7656599
i believe in you, i think you did!!
>I wont drill you abt it but sad that it didnt work out, you seemed excited about him a few days ago :/
Things sure can change fast, but it's for the better.
>>7656593
>I'm cooking coffee now and my dad will bring stuff from the bakery and the butchery while my mom cooks some eggs. I love saturday mornings
God that sounds so unbelievably comfy I'm jealous.
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>>7656429
I'm glad you made it out okay. *hugs* I hope you find someone cool, if you're looking. You ought to be happy after that.

>>7656436
What the hell...

>>7656527
The sooner you get it out of the way, the easier it will be. Be careful, senpai.

>>7656595
I hate Sundays almost as much as I hate Saturdays. Mondays are the shit.
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>>7656553

iDGI

>>7656559

honestly same

>>7656563

but food is delicious ;-;
um i woke up hella late today and worked and that was it lmao! so i guess not. how are you?

>>7656564

r u ok

>>7656565

not really no
i watched the first 2 seasons when they came out like.........4-5 years ago? and it got real boring so i stopped watching it
same with the walking dead
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>>7656587
>im proud of you
Yesssss, that is why I do what boys tell me, for praise!
It fills the hole that daddy left when he walked out on me as a child...

Look how bad it was drakey, I am super embarrassed :P
I honestly didn't even notice how filthy it was...

>you shouldve sent shower pics tho
lewd... (check snapchat)
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>>7656601
Yeah, sounds like it. I do remember you saying he was a /pol/ack and that was kind of weird because it felt like you deserved better, but idk if im overstepping my limits here lol.
Anyway if it was for the best then thats good, hope things work out with this new person.
>>7656604
Oh yeah the quality dropped a bit, but if you saw the first two seasons the surely you would recognise the best girl of the show!
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>>7656606
thats actually the grossest thing ever
how did you let it get this bad
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If anyone wants a pretty good deal, a birch box and this lip stick for 10$ is pretty dope
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>>7656604
>iDGI
google maisie williams

>>7656604
>r u ok
she is thirsty and trying to pretend that she isnt a straight
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>>7656051
thank you for the inspiration. really. just wish i wasnt so scared. im terrified.
>>
i fucked up my hair
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>>7656548
I'll have to start following your example.

>>7656551
How cold can I get?

>>7656570
Ridiculously embarrassing.
Ill go to the doctor about it, I mean I might be an ulcer but I doubt it, pains been getting better with time. I think it was just anxiety, and its going away as I get less anxious.
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>>7656595
>sunday evenings are worst evenings
true
>>7656599
that's a great feeling to have. see you later my dad is here now :3
>>7656601
it is super comfy I use this for my coffee.
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>Read all of these posts
>"19 or below or you are fucked!"
>23
T-this is a trick right? I just got cleared for this.
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>>7656609
Hey Drake, you're awesome, I owe you some favors, don't let me forget <3.
But immna go to bed now so nite~
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>>7656625
Did you miss the role call? You'll be fine. I mean, hurry, but you'll be fine.
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>>7656608
Well being /pol/ish helped make him interesting to me actually, talking to him about that stuff was fascinating and entertaining
I'm not getting into the details in public though, that's just unclassy and not everything needs to be public knowledge.
>>7656621
>How cold can I get?
I'm not sure your problem is being a little too warm.
>>7656623
aaaaaa
i love it
>>7656625
It's genetics, you'll be okay probably.
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>>7656621
holy shit can i make fun of charlotte now that you guys are having drama?
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>>7656608

i don't recognize shim

>>7656617

but what about her lmao
and well........................... i mean she should talk to her gf then if she's horny idk
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>>7656627
oh
but i was gonna make the first reply this time ;_;
goodnight
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>>7656625
Yeah dont worry that's kind of a meme. Genetics matter more than age.
>>7656632
Yes of course, i shouldn't have either have. Anyway i'll go make breakfast now cus i gotta take my pills lol. Laterr!
>>7656635
...dude it's Arya wtf
>>
it's ok moap i'm bleeding out of my ass too
maybe we've synchronized like shinji and moap and mtfg is our virtual twister
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>>7656638
It's okay friend, if you wanna pry in private we can get into the juicy stuffs
Have a good breakfast!!
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>>7656631
Oh I will be, most of it was for medical (as in the hormones won't fucking kill me), the psychiatrist and doctor said to start soon.
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>>7656640
Ok, i'll take you up on that but tommorow i think.
Bedtime is approaching for you anyway :3
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>>7656642
Good, there you go. It's not too late, and as long as you get going now, you can still turn out great.
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>>7656646
ugh you're the second person that's trying to get me to go to bed now
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i like this jontron stream thing anon
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>>7656632
Maybe you're right, maybe Im just a bad judge of character. I heard you stopped talking to Charlotte once you met her irl, I should have followed suit.

>>7656633
Its only drama because she had to make that stupid post, I just wanted to stop talking to her because she's selfish and always would shut me down when I tried to talk to her. I told her I was sick of trying to work it out and didnt wanna be friends anymore, she exploded.

But yeah I was wrong to defend her, so I double owe you since you still listened to me even though I was in the wrong. If we were in person Id totally blow you.

>>7656637
Night Drake, terrorize some hons for me <3
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>>7656651
im going to hug you
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>>7656620
sorry to hear that anon
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>>7656604
>but food is delicious ;-;
I hate this fact... it always turns a cheat day into a cheat week...
Work sucks, I try not to do too much of it. Just enough to stop life being boring ;)
Yeah I am ok, just about to go shopping! All this talk of food has got me super hungry... I think I am going to cook something yummy tonight, maybe a caesar!


>>7656609
I told you, menial tasks are for servants ;)

But really, it is because I am like most girls, gross as fuck and only really care about looking cute... :3
I cleaned it once, but that was when I replaced a few keys (the blue ones), that was literally years ago >w<


>>7656618
Its ok :) Just breathe, you got this! Running away from reality doesn't magically change things. Step up and take charge <3
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>>7656655
it's fine
i just feel like shit because i can't do anything right
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>>7656654
hugg
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>>7656648
That is great that I won't look like a straight up man who failed, now I have to figure out what to do now. My mind is a fucking jumbled up mess.
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>>7656652
Charlotte and I didn't stop talking, actually. We just communicate less as we're both busier with life than we were during the holidays.
I don't really know anything about what's going on, I just find your attitude quite peculiar and saying things like "don't be nice to people" makes me wonder if you had a role to play in this that you're refusing to acknowledge.
That's all, I'm not tryna white knight her or anything, just kinda drawing attention to things as I see em.
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>>7656650
:)
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>>7656638

idgi

>>7656656

why does work suck? ;-;
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>>7656617
I'm not horny
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>>7656652
ninis <3
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>>7656639
Moap was never a real person, she's just an elaborate metaphor for how the prettier /mtfg/ is on the outside, the uglier it is on the inside.
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https://www.buzzfeed.com/niralishah/the-trisha-project?utm_term=.tkyoNNXmk#.coyzww1m8

>"we look similar"
UHHHHH
????????

she looks like a bad crossdresser......
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>>7656668
sure you arent
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>>7656670
moap isn't pretty on the outside imo but ok
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>>7656663
Welcome to being a tranny. If you become pretty, you're basically any other woman. Being a basket case is normal.
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>>7656667

Because, I have to deal with shit people... But its all good, it gives me money to buy things, and isn't that what it's all about ;)

>>7656638
Books are much better than show :3
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FUt-yxJODxI
>>
everything's okay :) everything's okay :) everything's okay :)
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>>7656681
Neeeerd :p
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>>7656679
Yay?

Its like I was just thrown into the front gate of being trans and the one that threw me just said "Good luck fucker"
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>playing random videos to give me background noise while i pack my purse for a day out tomorrow
>get captivated by tornadoes instead of packing
i wanna be a storm chaser some day
>>
>>7656682
Yeah hellstorm was a fucking eye opener... so was reading David Irving. History really is written by the victors.

>>7656683
hug hug hug pat pat pat

>>7656684
Stacey ;)

>>7656686
No no no no, that is just life, trans is just a part of that for you.
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>>7656689
snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg
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>>7656686
If your parents failed to tell you this as a child, allow me to ruin you: life doesn't get easier. It's a series of difficulties that pile onto each other until you die. Whether or not you get any enjoyment out of life depends on your disposition and ability to build character.
>>
>>7656004
>You're going to get hit by the visual effects >way before any of them
Except we'll be gulping down hormones long after a cis woman would have hit menopause and had to think about hormone replacement herself.

>Don't forget to lay down a tarp before painting >the wall with your brains, be considerate of the >EMTs.

Fuck no! I'm gonna make them work for their money. They'll have to scrape every bit of brain matter off my wall. And I hope my grandparents find me beforehand so they can witness my masterpiece before the EMTs clean it up
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>>7656689
the victor was zionism
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>>7655955
That is near the bottom of my least favorite suicide methods list.
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why is this song so good i haven't been able to stop listening to it for 2 days lmao
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QslJYDX3o8s
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>>7656675
Her attractiveness is symbolic of your views towards transwomen, the prettier you see her, the more positive your outlook on mtfs as a whole.
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Uh oh... couple from across the street are drunk fighting again... must suck to be poor AND retarded.

>straya

Oy vey, better leave now before their drama spills out onto the street as per usual :/

Be back later girls, stay gorgeous!

>>7656690

roll roll roll roll roll roll uwu

>>7656696

Not entirely wrong there anon. I am no nazi or commie, or any of that other bullshit. But I know one thing I'll always be, anti-zonist.
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>>7656040
Eh? One could say that we all deserve death merely for being born. We can't choose when we die unless we take matters into our own hands.
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>>7656687
beautiful
>>7656702
;3
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>>7656694
But being born trans isn't just a "difficulty". It singlehandedly prevents you from a lot of things that I'd considered key parts of a worth living life.
Objectively suicide would be better than clinging at some utopian hope of getting over this some day.
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>>7656689
>>7656694
Oh no I know life sucks, fuck life. I will continue to say fuck life by living. I mean on where to go now in terms of transitioning.

>>7656694
>Parent(s)
THAT is the issue, what the fuck do I say? "Hey mom I want to be a woman. Weeeeeeeee" as she is fucking shocked to tears or some shit?
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>>7656025
>sack shaving
I've never had any itchiness from shaving there and I'm prone to itchiness when I shave pretty much anywhere.
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>>7656703
>roll roll roll roll roll roll uwu
tfw not a happy lil sushi roll :(
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>>7656711
I don't think it does get better, though, and that's the point. Also, I'm not anti-suicide, so that's not really a matter of contention with me. As for objectively better, no. Suicide was better for me five years ago, but atm it's worse.

>>7656713
Do you live on your own? Because it's a risk no matter what, but I was much more willing to take it when I became independent. It didn't matter what they thought. That's kind of a dive you have to be willing to take at some point.
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im gonna stop cutting myself because it just makes me feel dirty and gross now
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>>7656726
thats good!
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>>7656700
im dancing desu
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>>7656727
thanks
i wanna be good, it's hard when i don't have anyone to be good for though
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why do i really love my nose when i see it in pics people take of me or on webcam or in the mirror but the minute i take a selfie i wanna chop it off lol
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>>7656734
be good for yourself until you do!
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>>7656736
Your phone lens distorts your face differently.
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>>7656089
I'm not even considering dating in the future. If it happens it happens, but I personally find the likelihood of that happening to be close to zero especially considering how little I am interested in the prospect. Honestly, I'm transitioning far more for myself than I am for others. The validation I get looking in the mirror and being even the least bit satisfied with my level of beauty and femininity far outweighs the amount of shit I give about my chances at dating. And besides, with my luck, aging as a man would leave me bald, which would have me reaching for the shotgun with a lot more ardor than I would because I'm all alone and looking like an impressively ugly, mannish, elderly woman, and besides, my cats will still love me and that's enough for me
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>>7656736
selfies blow
i haven't taken one in weeks
>>
I think my balls have stopped working
cool
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>>7656723
No sadly I don't live on my own. Fucking paychecks going to other shit, WHEN I JUST WANT TO HAVE MY OWN PLACE, I live with my pretty accepting (about other lgbt peeps) mother but I just know she would get emotional and who knows what else would happen.

I would think about crashing at a friend's place, aka the one who talked me into seeing someone for making sure I was trans, but I know it would just be a burden to her.
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Same
I might try to find a guy to try sex with at some point but the way I am I'm probably destined to be alone my whole life, hormones or not
It'll just make it a lot easier to live like this day to day
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>>7656741

WELL I'M TIRED OF IT GRACE!!!! LMAO
when i look at myself on webcam i'm like wow i look really cute my nose is fine and same with my mirror etc but ;___;
MY SELFIE CAM!!!! WHY WOULD MY IPHONE DO THIS TO ME

>>7656744

i hate taking selfies for this reason desu
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>>7656753
>>7656742
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good night friends
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>>7656758
nini juni
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i'm literally buying a new phone rn i am tired of this big nose effect
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>>7656726
I was kind of feeling that too and I was feeling bad about all my burn and cut scars, but it didn't make me stop, and now I've long gotten over it. Now I'm back to thinking they're beautiful and basking in the glow of endorphins and alcohol.
>>
>tfw cant be a slut because too autistic
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>>7656765
do new phones not have that? I thought that was just because you cant really fit a proper camera into something as thin as a phone
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>>7656768

well some phones are better at taking selfies than others basically. like the sony xperia phones take way better selfies cause of the size of the lens and all that.
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>>7656771
You could get a moderate telephoto extender lens for your phone. The other option is to undistort it in software.
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pill is the way to go right? I know that may seem like a dumb question but I see like patches and creams and shit.
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>>7656775
>>7656771
>>7656768
>>7656765
i think this is why people like snapchat, because it undoes the distortion
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>>7656783
injections are the way to go, but you can't get them right now, and we dont know when they'll be available again
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ded thread ded community
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>>7656785
Well shit, I guess I gotta go pills for now then injections when they are available.
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>>7656787
do you ever browse /femgen/?
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fucking fuck fucker fucking ejfnfi rigidn rugkcne jfkenf fucking fuck
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>be in bed with frangi
>can't fug cause she hasn't got her bulb syringe yet
>she deliberately makes me horny
>dry hump each other
>she says her gt is leaking
>continue, go a bit faster
>frangi suddenly stops
>"my eh... It just leaked all at once"

2cute uwu
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>>7656795
holy shit stop posting your sexlife
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>>7656799
>>7656799
>>7656799
>>7656799
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>>7656802

>>7656802

>>7656802
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>>7656753
men are extremely easy to pick up if you're a girl or trans
even gays have a pretty easy time of it if you put yourself out
at worst you'll just have to settle
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>>7656801
everyone report this
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why do you all smell like men?
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