/mtfg/ Transgirl General

no drugs

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>>7654899
pls give me the drugs

>>7654905
what about estradiol

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>>7654905
hrt a drug

>>7654908
that one's okay

>>7654907
no drugs

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>>7654905
What about poop selfies

>>7654907
>friend said he'd have weed for me today
>now isn't answering texts
:(

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How yuri has /mtfg/ been today?

>>7654923
too yuri every day

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>>7654911
>no drugs

W H Y
I forgot to buy beer today

>>7654921
>having friends that get you drugs

normie ree

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>>7654899
>>7654910
>give you drugs
GIVE THEM FASTER PLS IM GONNA RUN OUT

>>7654916
I'm happy for you amy : )

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>>7654882
hype yourself up mentally kinda like athletes do before a big game and use the momentum to get into it without much thought.

yeah a lot of changes. I get 10xs more catty and bitchy tight before my next shot (apologies to anyone that has to endure my already abrasive personality but cranked up to an 11) and maybe 2 weeks after switching I noticed hip, butt, thigh, and boob growth. boobs felt a lot fuller and firm and there is always an estrogen "high" immediately following a injection face wise after a little over a month in feel like I lol alot more feminine by default bit that could just be the timing on being on hrt so take that one with a grain of salt. as always though ymmv depending on age genetics health and whatnot. gl anon :3

>>7654885
oh harsh. I bet it's really hard to push it in after that. it only hurts a little for me when when needle is all the way in and hits the muscle layer :(

>>7654927
they're bad for you

>>7654923
I had a dream last night of a straight guy friend confessing to me, so not very.

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>>7654932
maybe, but theyd definitely keep me alive

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g'nite mtfg
ill post pics of the collar tommorow

>>7654937
find some other things to keep you alive

>>7654940
nini
>ill post pics of the collar tommorow
owo

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>>7654929

Please don't remind me :(
>tfw its my own stupid fault
Welp better go on the hunt for el tranno...

>>7654946
Bigger fish than you have tried..

>>7654946
omg

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>>7654898
I'm actually not sure how
Just like, surrounding yourself with kind supportive people who don't really give a shit helps seemingly.

There's little things too, like I guess I feel a lot better about myself when I wear makeup or put in a little extra effort or wear a dress or something, it's kind of shallow but it works.

>>7654945
well people whanted to see the collar

>>7654954
it sounds cute

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does this really become an issue?

>>7654923
Yuri made me trans.

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>>7654959
yaoi made me gay

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>>7654950
>surrounding yourself with people

oh, I guess I am fucked ;-;

I always wear makeup when I go out, so on average like 5/7 days, but I am not AS troubled by my looks, I just cant get over being a disgusting freak. like, the constant thinking about how I am a subhuman that should be killed violently is probably what makes the whole mental health thing so hard

>>7654958
no one here knows

>>7654964
The Bible made me cis

>>7654959
Yuri made me straight.
I just don't want to deal with so much crap :^)

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is this shit even worth it

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>>7654964
same.

>the femme gay bottom

I need to chill out.
I'm taking a Xanax

>>7654965
The dangers of red polling while you blue pill

>>7654970
Kinda

>>7654972
tfw*

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>>7654916
AMY A CUTE
A CUTE

>>7654974
I wish I had xanax

>>7654964
that pic is HOT

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>tfw Trump isn't Hitler

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>>7654975
no, I dont mean that in a political sense.

>>7654982
same

>>7654965
But the person telling you you're a disgusting freak is you. Your bf doesn't tell you that. Your family doesn't tell you that. Where does that mindset come from?

>>7654927
if we lived in the same country I'd be your friend who gets you drugs :]

>>7654923
>Tfw even if I had that I would be too nervous to enjoy it
I'm a breathing contradiction.

>>7654970
obviously not if 99% of people here are still depressed

>>7654985
he literally is hitler though

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>>7654990
I have a few ideas, dont wanna talk about that publicly though

>>7654991
OH ANON
youre so nice :3
where do you live?

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>>7654983
yaoi is indeed hot

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>>7654998
proofs

>>7654994
I really don't like it when you bring logic into these threads
please stop

>>7654975
Pls gimme workout regime.

>>7654965
are these like, intrusive thoughts? or do you have this mindset permanently?
>>7654990
I mean if you have depression (which I'm gonna assume a lot of people here have, if not everybody) its entirely possible to both recognise that your brain is irrationally screaming this at you while simultaneously being unable to stop it.

>>7655002
-trump won Time person of the year...so did hitler
-trump said he wants to make america great again..hitler said he wanted to make germany great again

there are literally too many similarities to list

>>7655012
proofs

>>7654958

Tits are kind of like dicks, all girls know that there is too big and too small, everything in between is fairly acceptable.

The issue would be when one is wearing a incorrectly sized bra, and the other one is all like "you arent even a G, you just dropped 3 sizes on the band so you can look like a cross eyed torso you fucking slut... you think they look hot but they don't, you're just spilling out everywhere"
>excerpt from an actual argument between two of my friends

So if that can happen between friends, I could imagine it happening in a relationship. Boob envy is real.

>>7655003
its my purpose here anon

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>transbian
>reddit

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>>7655002
Basically all trump supporters

>>7655019

Drakey! <3

>>7654999
Ok, but that said
You're not a disgusting freak. You don't deserve death, any more than the next person.
You have a birth defect, one that's manageable, albeit stigmatized. Stigma isn't truth though

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>>7655023

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>>7655009
its permanent

>>7655025
thanks, maybe Ill believe that one day

>>7654999
united states :(
I have very strong german roots so I've always wanted to visit, my grandma moved here when she was 19 in the late 1930s and my hometown was settled by germans with a lot of the structures built in the 1800s still around
I took 5 years of german in high school but by now I've forgotten so much of it and I could never properly understand native speakers anyway :(

>>7655022
>mtfg is unironically the best online trans support group there is
how did it end up like this?

Trump has actually been dead all along.

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>>7654981
>"you're gonna be the little sister I always wanted Amy"


>me: 2015
I'll repress forever >:(

>me: 2017
IMA BE A GIRL :3

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>>7655012
>-trump won Time person of the year...so did hitler
Trump won Time person of the year and so did Gandhi.
Trump won Time person of the year and so did the Pope.
>Trump is literally the Gandhi Pope

>>7655031
a hugg for a sophie is a hugg well-spent

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>>7655035
AMY A CUTE A CUTE CUTE CUTE

>>7655024
ily chelsea
youre my favorite rich girl

>>7655034
>she doesn't know that trump fled to argentina and is secretly living in exile

>>7655033
Some groups trend towards being nice to the point it ends up being harmful because it gets in the way of giving people advice that can actually improve their lives because it can hurt. I remember that for a while on a limited segment of Tumblr it basically became verboten to talk about passing because it could be Hurtful and Patriarchal and we had to "End Passing Culture" and yeah sure that's all really nice and maybe the political intentions are correct but it omits the fact a lot of us need to pass to fucking survive.

nim is the cutest

>>7655036
were you the one that recommended me that spanish movie

>>7655023
Faye can I live with you when the war starts?

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>>7655050
>tfw unable to think anyone is doing anything but hugboxing you

>>7654999
there are plenty of trannies here that deserve death, but i don't think you're one of them

i would probably spare you in a culling

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>>7655042
We beat him together <3

>>7655031
Ehh, I think you'll get there
It doesn't exactly happen overnight though, or when you keep reinforcing the same old stuff about being a freak or other. You have to allow yourself to be normal.

>>7655051
Yes >.>

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>>7655061
I knew we would :3

>>7655066
youre good people

>>7655057
you won't be alone too much longer, just hang in there!

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>>7655057
iktf

>want to eat chips and salsa
>want to lose 20 lbs
what do I do

>>7655009
I'd speculate that for most people it's a permanent mindset. I myself do not enjoy being happy. At least if I do it never lasts. Being a depressed monster is easier to take than being a bubbly campy loser. Either way I continue brings me great pain. I may as well get used to that.

>>7655052
I'll be drafted

>>7655036
>Trump won Time person of the year and so did the Pope.
So, Trump is literally the guy who runs the largest paedophile ring in history. Interesting!

>>7655075
Eat too much salsa

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>>7655023
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PlTVyOXoNdA

>>7655075
You put the jar away and go for a walk for 30 minutes

>>7655077
I mean you don't have to be a bubbly campy loser to not feel like shit. When I'm not having a depressive self-loathing episode it doesn't mean I'm super happy and bubbly or whatever. I don't think even when I feel positive about myself I act like that. It just gives me some space to allow myself to be normal.

>>7655079
You wont fight that fight Faye.

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>>7655080
no thats the clintons

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>>7655070
I'm glad you enjoyed it. I need to re watch it soon!

>>7655079
>Drafted
Aren't you active already.
WTF.
Furthermore, you're too old.

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>>7655087
>there are people who actually believe pizzagate is real

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>>7655033
The blend of hugbox meets tough love.
Everywhere else is one or the other (usually the former)

>>7655036
Ghandi was a notorious pedophile. Pope is pedo enabler. Trump confirmed for pedo enabling pedo.

>>7655044
hahaha that's me, fucking loaded :P

You cheeky fuck <3

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>>7655081
so this guy in dating is really sweet. i wasn't in a very good mood bc rl stuff and i ended up crying a bunch last night when we were in bed.

instead of making me feel like i was overreacting he rubbed my back and let me cry in his cheat while I explained all the stuff that had been bothering me. he reassured me lots and said he'll help as much as he can and things will get bwtt r and im not a burden to him. a few cheesy jokes better i was laughing and feeling happy and hopeful again. it was like magic! im not at all used to having such a strong emotional support and it felt so amazing to have that comfort and security just having him there! i really did luck out finding someone so caring and gentle

>>7655095
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-GZFHLAcG8A
sure senpai

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>>7655099
>that keyboard
I don't have keyboard cleanliness autism like Sertii does, but that is actually disgusting.

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>>7655095
>there are people who believe what they're told by the (((msm)))

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>>7655108

>>7655103
>>7655108
You people are literally brain dead if you actually believe this

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>>7655037
<3 <3

>>7655062
its not 'just' that I am a tranny, theres also a lot of trauma behind that somewhere, and the whole having a super unstable personality (especially shortly after stopping drugs), Idk, I am a trainwreck, lol

>>7655060
>i would probably spare you in a culling

wow, cruel D:

>>7655032
ohh thats far away :c

maybe you can try to brush up on your german?
but its probably really hard to get it fluent in general, so much grammar.

>>7655099
WHAT THE HELL CLEAN YOUR KEYBOARD

>>7655095
>ah yes, /pol/ believes it, so it must surely be a lie

anyone has gone to target/walmart and bought clothes while still presenting as male? did it go okay?

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>>7655105
>>7655113

Just love me :'(

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How to celebrate national socialism.

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>>7655118
I ended up fighting off a crowd of camo wearing fatties in motorized scooters for even glancing at the womens clothing section the last time I was at walmart.

How much water should i use for an enema? For how long? how many hours before sex?

>>7655118

Just go with one of your cis girlfriends :)

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>>7655121
Stay away from me. You're probably carrying more diseases than Red's toilet seat.

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>>7655122
eat some sketti

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>>7655118
ya. I bought tights and leggings all the time pre and early hrt presenting as a guy. the clerks never said anything except on two occasions both were ladies. one asked if I was getting more lingerie for my (assumed) gf and the other said the tights would look great on my legs.

shopping wise no one cared or even gave a second glance when I was in the women's department shopping around

>>7655126
Friends? ):

>>7655122
>that gif
just a taste of the fate of all white supre- I mean "alt right" people.

>>7655122
we must physically assault the fascists!!

>>7655125
keep using it till the water that comes out of your butt is clear. otherwise ur butt still has stuff inside that needs rinsing out

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>>7655067
Just the calmness and genuine happiness feels so good

I'm so happy I accepted it

>>7655121
itll take like 5 minutes chelsea
just clean it

>>7655103
this was not very convincing at all

>>7655122
He just wants to do a little ethnic cleansing in Europe, s-stop being mean to him ;_;

>>7655122
>a (FUCKING WHITE) man speaking calmly and logically
>REEEEE FUCK YOU I DISAGREE REEE

>>7655131
I prefer punching the Nazi

Remembering the good ole days at the punk shows.

>>7655132
That's encouraging. Considering the reactions (or lack of them) when buying makeup, I'd imagine it wouldn't be too different.
Did you try stuff on or just hoped for the best regarding the sizes?

>>7655143
He was literally talking about the stupid frog meme. Anyone would have punched him.

>>7655111
all those adjective endings!

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>>7655145
I wanna see you punch me bby

>>7655145
we must attack the fascists!
do not let the fascists speak their minds!

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>>7655111
Well yeah, but it's never just about being a tranny. I don't think there's anyone that doesn't have trauma associated with being trans, you could have the smoothest transition imaginable and still wind up traumatized just by having the wrong upbringing.

Yes, you got chewed up and spat out by your transition, and by drugs. That's not going to be there forever though, and you're never the same person you were a few years ago.

Idk, I don't want my past to forever follow me and define me, my transition fucked me up good too, but I don't want to be broken forever. Just having hope for that instead of accepting it as an inevitability has made so much difference.

>>7655153
Correct.

YOU KNOW
THE THING ABOUT
GETTNG DICKED BY TRANNIES IS THAT
THEY CAN'T NUT IN YOUR BUTT or on your face/tits/back/stomach

THATS THE BEST PART OF A DICKING

it could have been P E R F E C T
but no jizz is no fun ;--;

>>7655147
it's not a big deal at all most people don't care and the ones that do aren't go to jg to risk their jobs for a stranger. nah for legwear it was really straight forward o used the sizing chart on the packages and just wore em at home to help alleviate a bit of dysphoria

>>7655156
But I nut all the time

>>7655085
What I'm trying to get at is that 'normal' is being emotionally conservative and depressed. Nearing being aspirational and accomplishing goals makes me more girly and like i have a song in my heart, like walking on air. It is easier in my head to deal from rational and legalistic means than to go with my emotions only to find them disregarded and underinterpreted.

>>7655152
how do i stop being sad

>>7655161
what AA are you taking?
I kind of miss ejaculating :(

>>7655136
>Muh alt-right tears
Where's your "good guy with a gun" faggot?

>>7655141
Punching Nazis is an american pastime.
Are you american?
Punch the Nazi!

>>7655143
>Look a piñata filled with shit, spewing hatred and "logically" advocating for genocide
Beat on the brat
Beat on the brat
With a baseball bat.
:3

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>>7655133

Ouch... Find some friends, then go to shops with them :)

>>7655139

urgh... I hate you
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OK so its gunna need to be de-capped I think... looks like there are colonies of lifeforms under the keys, by the looks of things a few of them have reached sentience.

>>7655162
I guess in my case normal is being in a more rational state of mind that allows me to see the world somewhat objectively (IE see myself as a flawed person but not a reprehensible monster), whereas my depressive episodes are extremely intense self-loathing and irrationally believing that there's nothing positive about my person. OTOH I might have a personality disorder so your mileage may vary.

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>>7655171
>a piñata filled with shit, spewing hatred and "logically" advocating for genocide
you are so cute when you demonise people and act like the people you're accusing them of being

>>7655160
that's good to hear. thanks for the help, will go there tomorrow.

>>7655171
>Are you american?
No! Can I punch the Nazi anyway? :3

>>7655148
I never expected "dumb frogposter" to become radical left praxis but I'm glad it has.

>>7655179
Am I actually reading a nazi sympathizer trying to play the victim card?

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>>7655191
victim of society maybe

>>7655191
They kinda do this constantly and play themselves off as peaceful victims. In their attempt to defeat the specter of SJWs they have become their very idea of what they wanted to defeat.

>>7655172
thats disgusting

how did it get this bad

>>7655179
I bet you'll never say anything like this beyond the comfort of your computer screen.

>>7655171
it just seems like physically attacking people and not letting them speak because you don't like what they have to say is rather a fascist-like way to go about things, doesn't it?
and I have no idea what you're saying about the gun thing, but yes making guns illegal does not reduce violent crime

>>7655197
>nazis are acting like SJWs
>SJWs are acting like nazis
like pottery

You're not as clever as you think you are.

>>7655200
of course not, thats the point
you say anything that is slightly right of someone elses opinion and you get screamed down, there is no avenue of discourse.
you are simply labled wrong, lose friends and jobs.
so you get driven towards those who are extremely right, you get radicalised and end up unironically posting nazi memes on a bulgarian wood carvers forum

>>7655203
No. Political violence is something that's been historically employed by every single political ideology in existence and there's nothing wrong in using violence against fascists before they're allowed to gain power. To believe that all politicised violence is fascism is part of the hegemonic liberal ideology, which is ironic, as liberalism itself was established through violence.
>>7655205
You don't know the first thing about Nazism.

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>>7655207
considering i think i'm kinda dumb, this isn't good news to me

>there are ppl here that actually want to enforce their views on others
desu, if nobody, save for the person doing it, is being hurt, then it nobody should care

>>7655152
Make me frei from this life my leibe.
It hurts too much

>>7655153
>>7655203

But if we don't let them speak, how 2 know who is fascist?
You see, that's why fascists end up thinking that genocide is a viable option.
Everybody gets to speak, nazis get beat aftwrwards.

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>>7654915
Every selfie I take is a poop selfie.

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>>7655154
I am sorry, I wasnt talking about transition related stuff. I should probably have made that clear

>>7655207
I'm utter shit, i aggree

>>7655215
>there's nothing wrong in using violence against fascists before they're allowed to gain power
That's a pretty dangerous thing to advocate, even for a hardline, militant communist

>>7655198

A lifetime of letting people do menial tasks for me ^_^

Tbh I actually didn't even really notice, I touch type so I don't exactly look at my keyboard much lol O;)

I'll be back later I'm gunna get wet and nakey, then clean that KB! :3

Will post results, stay tuned ;)

>>7655228
It's actually been fairly standard thought within anarchism and communism for decades, my beliefs are not particularly out there for a gommie.

>>7655228
lol...

tfw no bf

>>7655236
>tfw no bf or gf
whats even the point of being bi

i think splitting these doses is making me more emotional than usual

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>>7655226
Oh sorry, I assumed that was what you meant by trauma given it has come up before as a source of it, given you had to do shit like RLE. I won't press though I'm probably not being helpful ;-;

I mean, I still feel though that you shouldn't let the past define you

>>7655238
To get rejected by both genders, of course.

>>7655215
>unironically believing that people should be beaten up for their political opinions

>>7655244
Living the dream

>>7655245
if they are gonna defend something with their fists at least it should be the common good.

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>>7655242
>I mean, I still feel though that you shouldn't let the past define you

youre probably right, but ive no idea how to get there.
maybe Ill figure it out at some point

is this ok that i dont react to male photos, gay porn, yaoi, only if warm and cute guy near?
also like girls and other mtfs but afraid of not being tru masculine guy which they all wish so i want to disappear from this cruel world

>>7655242
hey elanna

you're a good person
I like you

>>7655238
same rip
>>7655244
true, iktf

>>7655253
wait, you want to be a masculine guy? what are you doing here?

>>7655102
Awwwe!
That's all WONDERFUL to hear!
Is he a good shoulder for like, trans issues?

>>7655257
i agree with this post, and second it.
>>7655075
drink water until you're full.
i'm 10 pounds away from my goal and i feel great.
hungry, but great.

>>7655156
Das gross.
But
I definitely ktf.
But also
Not a deal breaker

>>7655245
>I am too logical to advocate for violence.
>I will advocate for a police state which does the dirty work for my political ideology, using violence and incarceration against dissidents and minorities
>I benefit from these structures so I will work to maintain the status quo.
Protip: that puncher's hands are more honest and less dirty than yours.

>>7655272
>hit people in unprovoked attacks
>surprised when the police send you to jail for it
i think they cut your time on the whetstone a little short, sass

when do these moodswings stop

>>7655259
crap
i mean girls i like do not like me cause i am not that brute guy

>>7655272
I doubt you've listen to richard spencer speak for 30 seconds

>>7655288
shouldn't you be looking for lesbians tho?

So, how hard is it to start getting HRT? I'm trying to find a primary care doctor who is trans friendly. I've been dressing up for everything now, I even wear fake books and all that jazz, even started using my female name as well, it's been going quite swimmingly.

>>7655294
but they r scarying me D:
and if they found out im mtf im dead

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>>7655262
yes a huge help if im feeling bad about how I look or a certain feature he'll tell me stuff like ur beautiful and don't listen to whoever is telling u bullshit about how u look <3 I remember mentioning how much I hate shaving my face daily and he told me why not get electrolysis :p

on the flip side when he is feeling bad I cheer him but by telling him all the good stuff he has going on for him so we lean on each other in hard times. it's so new to me but I don't wanna lose this ever. im gonna do my best to keep him for life

the sex is really good too but not the focus or the base of the relationship more like icing on the cake

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>>7655251
Time, hope
I don't know a solution, I still fall back into rumination and self hatred on a regular basis. As distance grows between the trauma and your current life, it gets less frequent and less severe.
It will probably always be there, but it doesn't have to define your existence.

>>7655257
I wouldn't go that far
Thank you though, I like you too olive

These faggot neo nazis have milk in their veins, at least Hitler was a hoodlum with his brownshirt gang punching and killing the police and german soldiers. Literally serving time in prison for his crimes.

This faggot ass neo nazi gets punched with a punch that barely connected and all the neo Nazis are crying in their houses and shedding their alt right tears, and playimg the victim card and demanding safe spaces from angry liberals.

God Damnit Nazis, whay happened to you? You're just a meme'd out punchline.

>>7655298
I still don't get it
you're a tranny
you have boobs
you want girls to be with you thinking you're a guy?
fayeposting?

>>7655302
lani im like freaking out and i dont know how to calm down

>>7655296
you can self med while you wait for an appropriate doctor or informed consent

>>7655306
t_t

>>7655241
Most times that I had to be on an odd dose, I was a goddamn basket case.

>>7655305
what happened?

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Reminder: everyone who likes trump is a gaslighting chaser who doesn't care about your rights because they want you stuck keeping your dick and forced to do sex work because of discrimination

i think i might be in love

>>7655302
I think you're a nice person elanna. i appreciate your genuine concern for people here.

>>7655289
Protip: you can listen for 25.5 seconds before knowing if a person is to be punched.

>>7655282
>Spewing racist bullshit and advocating for genocide
>Babbie cries when bad punch barely lands on him
I think you grew up too coddled getting a trophy and a special medal for everything you did or said.

>>7655312
Deep breaths
Calm music
Lie down

Don't try to control what you're thinking about, experience it and let it pass. It will just upset you more to try and control the feeling and have no control, it spirals.

>>7655327
I don't think my xanax is working and i dunno how well this meeting with my parents went.

>>7655323
>I think you grew up too coddled getting a trophy and a special medal for everything you did or said.
why is it always people from wealthy, upper-class families who say this

>>7655327
ive never felt like this before

i keep telling my mom to go away so i can try and calm down but she keeps banging on my door trying to get me to come out

>>7655320
Faye is 100% right even if she doesn't want to give me her workout regime

>>7655296
If you're in the US you can also see if there's an informed consent clinic.

>>7655323
yeah but I'm not sure if those few seconds will let you know if the person deserves to be punched
I guess its easier to label someone as evil and assign a bunch of beliefs to them without actually learning anything about them or listening to what they have to say

do you really think anyone on the right is afraid of people on the left??

>>7655337
You used to call me on my cell phone

Late night when you need

My

Love

>>7655331
Indeed. Why would I want to respond an ad hominem attack with an ad hominem attack?

This is most troubling for my 2 smart 4 liberal logiks

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>>7655334
iktf

>>7655331
>attacking someone from a third world country

Pls

>>7655349
This person was never a man
Elanna is lying to us

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>>7655357
sometimes I think the same of you

>>7655341
Well you tell me. What are you gonna do when anti fascism comes after you?

If you have a plan involving bunkers and guns, you sound like you're very very very very afraid.

someone who's not Elanna posting photographs of Elanna weirds me out.
am i weird for this?

>>7655329
;-;
I mean you said they're accepting

>>7655322
Idk I can be kind of an asshole though, and frequently am.

>>7655333
Fucking hell
Uhh, welcome to puberty
I don't have an easy answer, it will pass.

>>7655334
Please, anise, this is just making me uncomfortable ;-;

>>7655367
no, it's totally creepy.
but what are you gonna do?

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>>7655349
>>7655361
>I'll never look like this.

>>7655367
>irony from a doxer

>>7655370
oh, it was meant as a joke. had it been a different time it would had been Edie but you're pretty much the only steady oldfag.

>>7655370
Everybody is an asshole sometimes. Sometimes being an asshole is justified. I'm not putting you on a pedestal or anything, I just think you're nice.

>>7655372
ofc you won't. you'll look like you. ur the one up to the task of being u

>>7655380
Don't mind me I'm just such a ball of self-loathing that even if I managed to pass 100% in a year or two I'll go to my grave swearing I was hugboxed my entire life.

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am i crep

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>>7655367

>>7655383
Anyone who steals people's pics and doxed people is creepy and at least partly sociopathic

>>7655370
how long does this take to level out

it's been happening a lot lately but not like this

>>7655382
u gotta work on that m8. learn how to love yourself for who you are

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>>7655383
am i crep

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>>7655361
>>7655349
>>7655383

>>7655383
juni is red

>>7655397
I'm working on it. I have deep suspicions that besides depression I have some personality disorder and like hell, I'm not gonna let some brain nonsense defeat me, so I'm making arrangements to get assessed by a psychiatrist so I can get meds or therapy or both.

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>>7655392
that picture is red
she's in my motivation folder
i saved a few pics of other trips to make a tier list one day but realized its a ton of work
>>7655398
what the hell am i doing here
>>7655399
same
>>7655400
*the antired

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>>7655363

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>>7655383
>>7655398
>am i crep
I really want crepes now.

>>7655406
Don't make tier lists please. it's cancer.

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Your body is a board
A rusty bag of nails
Lying by the sea

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>>7655377
I'm not even an oldfag
I just post way too much lol

>>7655396
Idk, it took a month or two to settle down but that period was kind of turbulent

>>7655379
Well, thank you
Sorry for being so shit at taking compliments ;-;

>>7655383
thats a cute picture
I don't blame you for saving it

is it normal to feel some "discomfort" in balls?

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>>7655416
ok
cancer get's (you)s
>>7655418
when did you start posting
>>7655420
thanks
here's a cute grace

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>>7655407

>>7655418
Oldfag in terms of transition
I guess Faye too, but, like, now thanks.

>>7655351
I don't get why people think it's a walk in the park knowing how to tell the difference in between types of horse saddles, proper usage of silverware, knowing how to tie sailing knots and the proper names of a sailboat, and being pressured to excel at anything and everything you do.

>>7655344
Ever since I left the city you

You got a reputation for yourself now

Everybody knows and I feel left out

Girl you got me down

you got me stressed out

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>>7655425
my mom made me trans

>>7655425
well if you can get an abortion I don't really see how thats too different

>>7655417
hot

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>>7655429
same

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i used to have a pic of edie saved on my phone when i used to jack off to trannies

>>7655423
idk but I've had it too during the first few weeks of hrt

>>7655377
>elanna
>oldfag
pick one
>>7655375
i never actually doxxed anyone though (i never posted anyones pictures or information, and screenshots of a profile in a private conversation...thats not doxxing buddy).
And......i thought you were smart enough to figure it out- there's no military database; I put your name into google and combed through the results. geeze faye; I know we have a mutual distaste but i thought we could see through one another's facades...

>>7655438
ok thanks, it's like the same feel from like accidentally hitting them or something somehow

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>>7655431
abortions die is the difference tbf

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>>7655424
I started posting on mtfg September 2015.
I used to be an anon on /cd/ though, from 2009 on to about 2013

>>7655426
I guess so
6 years is awhile

>>7655406
juni are you feeling better

>>7655418
part of me thinks it's bad today because i split my dose

im gonna try it for a few more days and if it stays this bad ill go back to what i was doing before

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>>7655437
I've only jerked it to faye but that was after I transitioned

>>7655439
budd mercury

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>>7655439
faye would be an excellent mom where as you would have a fetal alcohol bastard
>>7655444
wew
>>7655446
worse actually
i had to hang out with my agrovating sjw sister
>>7655447
huh
I think about kissing transgirls at most now but sex with them has lost it's appeal

>>7655451
>I think about kissing transgirls at most now but sex with them has lost it's appeal
s a m e

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>>7655450
b u d d i
u
d
d
i

>>7655439
I said that oldfag in the transition game.
I'm not really sure about you, I confuse you with the other planet named people.

>>7655444
it's the goal in that timeline of changes pic.

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>>7655451
I would like to sex with faye

>>7655451
>tfw you remember when Kayla first showed up on /cd/
That was a hell of a thread

>>7655446
Idk it's pretty normal to split dose though, I've always don it

>>7655458
how has your day been?

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>jerking it to trips
I mean masturbation is a sin to begin with, but to to it to pictures of trips is just unsavory. It's like having a crush on your sister!

>>7655451
juni :(

let me ruffle your hair up

>>7655465
>It's like having a crush on your sister!
remember you're in 4chan

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>threw up in the shower again
>stomach feel awful now
>can't sleep
how to make it stop?

>>7655459
>I'm not really sure about you, I confuse you with the other planet named people.
you know
this hurts my feels, because i'm not named after a planet, I'm named after a singer, a sailor scout and a god
i know it seems like a miniscule difference, but its IMPORTANT

but
you know what
just for you anise
i'm going to change my tripname.
what, in your mind would allow me to be distinguishable from the people jacking my style and riding my coattails?
>>7655465
>It's like having a crush on your sister!
do you know where we are?
>>7655464
its been pretty okie dokie. how about yours, did you work on your voice today?

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>>7655461
kat and melly have told me stories like about her showing her cock after yelling at her mom to leave her alone on a video chat. so she was super repressed chaser then?
>>7655465
that's how i discovered /mtfg/ lmao
>>7655467
okie
:3

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>at Soho
>talk with black guy at G-A-Y
>rubs my back for a bit
>reaches my butt

~_~

>>7655465
ye it's a little weird

we're supposed to be a sisterhood!

>>7655469
eva what's wrong?

you should go to the doctor :(

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>>7655473
is he hot

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>tfw I feel gay as hell lately but I just want to hug and kiss and i dont really care for sex
WHAT IS THIS FEELING

>>7655461
i thought you only took it in the morning and at night?

>>7655471
no ;-;

but im probably gonna do a voice thingy with zheanna tomorrow!

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>>7655479
asexual phase
that's me like every other day

>>7655478
He reminded me of a former classmate. Eh too short

>>7655479
Hmm

>>7655477
this is pretty regular for me, I always feel sick in there so it happen sometimes, severe body dysmorpthia does it

>>7655479
it's a weird feel

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>>7655472
Nah, I don't think she was ever really chasery
She was initially an invader calling us all freaks and degenerates
Then it came out she was jealous and wanted to be a girl, to the surprise of noone.

>>7655480
4mg in morning, 2mg at night
I should clarify

>>7655479
Same

>>7655473
around blacks

>>7655482
it's weird that it's an asexual phase because i like really strongly want the kind of intimacy of hugging and kissing, its very intense, more than normal. but i just, dont much care for sex

>>7655484
but you're so tiny and coot

please don't let it affect you that much ;-;

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I swear how do these crossdressers wear such high heels???

>>7655488
i usually take 2mg in the morning and 2mg at night but i split it 1mg in the morning, 1mg in the afternoon and 2mg at night today

>>7655471
<3
Nothing, I just should pay attention.
I read Juniper as Jupiter and confuse her with Neptune all the time. I suck, I'm sorry.

>>7655495

Clearly masochists.

>>7655492
like it can cause me to go from feeling okay with self to feeling ill and crying pretty fast, idk how to fix it besides hrt, ffs, ect. I almost failed hs due to it

>>7655498
I don't feel as if that made the difference, but it's possible you've just hit the point where you start to experience that emotional rollercoaster at around the same time you decided to try it.

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>>7655501
AND THIS COUPLENIS FIGHTIG NOW XD

>>7655490
Im pretty alpha

>>7655491
I've pretty much been feeling the exact same thing these last few weeks
reeeeally want a cuddle buddy :(

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>>7655483
oh
>>7655488
that's a very reoccurring archetype it seems
>>7655491
yeah
sex for me is not that pleasant
it's hard to perform and it's weird and ugly
i don't like having peen
>>7655495
did u bring a cute toy with u?
>>7655499
i confuse mercury and rachel a lot. they're both snotty and people always reference them together

>>7655506
around blacks, I'm pretty alphak?

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>>7655491
Nico you should have come clubbing tonight ={
>>7655510
Im gona puke

>>7655510
I identify and like Rache, tho...

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is it weird that my bf doesn't really like me wearing high heels or shoes that make me significantly taller than him? he said it makes him feel inferior. i dont mind at all, just didn't know hight was a thing with guys. it was kinda cute desu

>>7655481
oh taking lessons?
thats cool! hopefully she helps you alot, that will be great i bet
>>7655518
>>7655499
lol ok

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got drunk and barfed up eyeshadow
>>7655514
stay hydrated
>>7655518
she's a bully sometimes

>>7655520
Mercury I didn't call you mean names and offensive racist words