MTFG - transgirl general

1st forever a hon
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>set alarm for 6
>wake up at 10 instead
It's gonna be a shit day

>>7647565
TAKE THIS VIDEO OF ME DOWN RIGHT NOW.
I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD SHARE THIS

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first for seize the means of production

>>7647561
Yo what is this? I feel like crying today.

This is my first dream I remember in a long time...I don't want to remember this tho.. she's getting married soon and I'll have no qt thicc weeabo gf

>>7647582
good manga
recommend

>>7647586
You're mean.

>>7647588
sorry
I don't remember the name

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Nth for horrible, disgusting person that everyone hates

>>7647591
trip on kayla

Jesus my boymode is shit, i tried to go pee at a McDonald's after work and some black dude flipped out in the mensroom at me

>>7647592
>>7647593

lmao

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>>7647579
preach it sister.

>>7647591
love

>>7647597
Lel

>watch videos of MtF
>their voices are still deep and husky man voices
Surely there's corrective surgery to fix the vocal cords, right? I can't imagine the horror that comes from hearing an ugly man voice anytime you talk.

always feel like such an autist when I don't know what to do with my face in class

i always look so sad or annoyed ;_;

>>7647602
Don't do that
I'm awful

>>7647608
LOVE

>>7647607
dont furrow your brow. look happy and approachable.

>>7647614
Mhm, I should try that. Thanks for the tip

>>7647605
There's VFS but it's pricy ($30k I believe). It's way cheaper just to voice train instead
>>7647591
Hugg anon

>>7647610
Birdy stop
Nobody can trick me anymore
I deserve death

>>7647617
>There's VFS but it's pricy

best vfs there is is yesson in korea and thats 9k

>>7647618
!!

this better not be who I think it is

>>7647622
Huh. Not sure who gave me the $30k price figure. That's a lot cheaper then.

>>7647622
his name will be me when i apply for it
YEEESON

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where were you when album of the year was released in january(again)?

>>7647625
>>7647626
for just 6k more you can get a neovag by suporn, not worth it imo

>>7647629
A neovag isnt 30k oO

>>7647574
Wink.

>>7647632
15k was last i heard.

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me

>>7647634
Oh I thought you meant 36k :D
Yeah, 15k is accurate.

>>7647617
>>7647623
I'm sorry :c

>>7647639
hugg

>>7647638
Are you ok?

>>7647645
Yeah, just a bit worried atm. Thanks.
That captcha isn't really related to it though

why doesnt the government just print infinite amounts of cash so that everybody is a billionaire

>>7647654
not enough paper

>>7647641
angry reluctant hugg
>>7647654
economic reasons probably

>im a boy
>look at my drivers license
>says girl
Wew lad

>>7647660
What about birth certificate? :^)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsoCe7C4Kmk

>im a girl
>look at myself
>it looks like a boy

just end it all to be quite honest

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>>7647667
same

>>7647667
You accidentally your trip.

>>7647666
meant to reply to >>7647638

>>7647667
well there goes that tripcode

has anyone been following the new Mass Effect?

>>7647675
no I stopped caring about anything bioware does after da2

>>7647664
Yep :^)

>im a girl
>look at myself
>cant even recognize myself as human

>>7647585
Not you too beep, you're too pretty to be a transbian.

Be straight for me, thnx

>>7647681
> too pretty to be a transbian.

yo what is that supposed to mean

>>7647667
>it looks like a girl
ftfy stop being SILLY
>>7647675
>bioware

>>7647675
I'm tentatively hyped for it, although I'm not impressed by those Dragon Age-tier animations. I'm expecting it to be "more of the same" and don't have any great expectations of it ever since I saw some gameplay trailers.

I'll probably still torrent it though.

>>7647681
i dont wanna date trannies tho theyre all crazy af

>>7647582
i got ya senpai
https://hachimitsu-scans.blogspot.com/search/label/Kyou%20Kara%20Yonshimai

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>>7647687
maybe MAYBE you could get away with saying "looks like a qt boy when they hide most of their face"
but pls don't hugbox me, i konw i won't pass without some serious FFS.

>>7647693
chloe im in london may 5th to 9th

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>>7647629
>tfw not very much genital dysphoria, so I can invest in fixing my face instead of get a neovag that no one's ever gonna see

>>7647667
Yeeeee iktf

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>tfw just came out to my sister

Am I dreaming. My sister is never going to let me repress again.

Telling a family member was my biggest fear.

>>7647699
uwu i'll keep a note of that, i should be free to come down to london then!
do you know if any other trips will be there??

>>7647708
Yayyyyyyy. Congrats. What did she say?

>>7647693
>serious ffs
honestly that would be a little wasteful because it's really just your nose that's a little off
>>7647708
good girl

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>>7647708
tell us! how did she react?

>>7647709
I'm meeting nicotine at least and we'll see if shakira wants to come

>>7647708
Good job. Tell us more.

>>7647708
>never going to let me repress again
like your best friend? lmao

Good job though

>>7647708
Congrats!

>>7647708
congrats! did she take the news well??

>>7647717
sounds like it will be pretty fun, i'm getting excited already desu

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>>7647711
that she will always support me and love me and that I'm going to be beautiful and that she will help me whatever way she can.

>tfw someone to help me with makeup now

>>7647725
Awwww, see! Really glad to hear that. :D

>>7647719
My best friend is more easy to make respect my wishes tho

Family means a lot tho

>>7647725
Being able to freely use makeup (even if I'm still not great at it) has been so helpful for me in these early stages of transition. I'm glad for you.

>>7647725
Aw, nice!

>tfw no sister to support me and help me learn makeup and stuff

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>>7647725
:D

see i told you it'd be nice!
genuinely happy for you now

>>7647723
yeah it'll be fun!

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help i am sad

>>7647725
Amy! that's great!!

>>7647690
Phewft, that's good.

There's hope for us then <3

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>Spartans face right now

I am done with repression for good.
My E is on the way.
The gender clinic was kind enough to reinstate my waiting list I cancelled in November so it won't reset.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCunxf-7Ay4

>when there's nowhere left to run
>run with me
>when it's all that you've become
>set it free

>>7647731
Same, I was dysphoric so I went to bed. I woke up and I'm still dysphoric.

The ride never ends. Please someone just put me in the grave.

>>7647731
Hugg
Don't be~

>>7647731
Hugg anna

>>7647730
Is evangelion even that good? Why are so many trannies on here obsessed with it?

Red bloometh the rose of conviction,
And red bloometh the rose of hate,
Yes red bloometh the rose of conquest,
Only blood will sate!

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>stubble grows back aggressively in one day
>can't shave it because my skin can't take shaving two days in a row

i wanna stop existing

>>7647753
It's pretty good albeit I'd say the first half is quite distinct from the second half. While the psychoanalytic themes are present in the first half its a lot closer to a typical mecha anime, then it starts getting really dark and surreal in its second half.

>>7647755
Same. I have to plan all my events and lessons with a one day buffer so I can get a close shave,p. Let's make a suicide pact.

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>>7647753
yes
because it's extremely good and anyone who's ever been depressed, has had anxiety or w.e can relate to the characters extremely well.

>>7647755
go get laser!

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>gay coworker makes joke about me feeling cold
>"'maybe it's because your long hair creates estrogen. woman always feel colder."
>panic for a sec and change the conversation a bit so it's not about me anymore

does he know I'm trans? I never told anybody irl and go to work in boymode.

>>7647755
Try an electric razor

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>smile at myself in the mirror
>cry because I have such an ugly smile

>>7647753
You should have watched it 15 years ago, now's way too late.

>>7647760
Plot twist: Your gay coworker is a boymode tranny too and you triggered her transdar.

>>7647760
>long hair creates estrogen
wtf?

>The PM kisses trumps ass
And so continues the cuckening of British politics

>>7647765
;~;
hugg Anna

>>7647770
Unelected Tinpot Dictator Theresa May promises economic meltdown and absolute surrender of Britain to American interests to thunderous applause from drooling sycophants.

bf bf bf bf bf bf bf bf

>>7647772
Brexit means American supremacy over Europe

>>7647767
possible. he is very flamboyant.
>>7647768
it's a stupid joke he made. he does that to everybody but usually he makes gore like jokes. also he told me again I should remove my body hair and we talked about what methodes are better. I acted like I know a bit but not too much.

>>7647777
brexit means anglo superiority over the entire world, thank you very much

you'll be more thankful when the euro crashes and the entire country of germany commits suicide

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hi /mtfg/, how are you?

>>7647780
You really are delusional.
Britain won't profit from Brexit. Trump will. Putin will. But not Britain.

Boyfriends are love boyfriends are life

Transbians can go stick their nose in a stink crease for all i care

>>7647759
but the lady told me the colours of my facial hair varied too much to get a satisfying result

thanks for the help, though

>>7647758
iktf
but nty

>>7647761
Already use a Philips Ladyshave for a first shave and then finish up with a Gillette Venus for a closer shave ;_;
thanks though

Peep Show is so much fun

>>7647784
Yeah but the closer shave irritates the skin...

>>7647782
i guess we can't really be sure until we're a couple of years down the line

things going so well since the referendum are a sign of good things to come though

>>7647786
oh sorry :(

>>7647781
kinda mixed feelings today. I cried in the bathroom at work today but all the stuff I ordered arrived today.

>>7647781
nim my darling

>>7647788
>things going so well
Britain's unis are already seeing less EU academics, the Govt tried to claim yet more power, the pound is dying and our PM is looking to sell the country to Russia.

>>7647789
Don't be, of course you would want go get rid of as much beard as possible and the shaver might leave some stubbles, but your skin needs time to heal.
Also hrt will make your skin better

>>7647795
*us not Russia
Tired x_x

>>7647798
>
thanks for the info
the fact that my skin needs to heal is so easy to forget when you get into that routine of shaving without thinking about it.

and also
>Also hrt will make your skin better
huge relief desu

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when you get bullied into camming

>>7647783
Your boyfriend literally eats butt

>>7647783
Nobody cares Kayla.
Shut your stupid mouth.
Your chaser fwb will leave you once your dick is gone.

>>7647792
awww, well at least you've got your stuff to look forward to right?

>>7647794
birdo

>>7647807
Yeah i had a bad skin condition too, but now my skin cleared up so much and feels much smoother!

>>7647795
the pound is the oldest currency still in use, which is a testament to its strength, it's not dying

look on the bright side: the economy is doing well, unemployment is down, wages are going up - we don't need any dumb gommie euroweenies in our universities anyway

>>7647811
And it feels amazing, how else would i get opened up enough for some serious cock action?

>>7647812
Lol why do u hate me now?

>>7647813
I'm at home already ^^ got a lava lamp, some cds and 32 snickers in the mail today.

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>tfw can never be transbian with Kayla

Also my screen is revered colors lmao

>>7647823
Try a bf, literary the best feeling ever being cuddled and held as if you're a real girl
Closest to feeling whole ever

>>7647822
ooo cool!

i wish i had a lava lamp still

what CDs did you get?

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>>7647821
Lying, spreading rumours, and talking shit about someone is typically not a good way to maintain good standing.
ESP when that person used the archive to stay current out of boredom.

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urrrrgh
I did like 150 whippets in a row and now I feel like my head's been up inside a rat's anus

>mfw there's a feasible chance I'm probably going to meet Zara Kane at one point or another because we move in mutual circles of party friends
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKjmZMirwC0
what a fucking rendezvous that's gonna be lmao

>>7647826
I have. I dont like british men

>>>7647831
>tfw crush on both calw and jayla

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>>7647826
so would you say you're with your bf not because you like guys, but because in your head thats the more feminine thing to do?

Interesting

>>7647831
Lel, all butt hurt i called you out. How else can you have that nice place on a mehcanics wage?

>>7647839
Nope, i love him and all i meant is it makes me feel good knowing I'm finally being treated how I should have always been treated

>>7647827
you can get a lava lamp for like 25€ on amazon. I got supertramp breakfast in america, daft punk ram, janis joplin greatest hits and the cure greatest hits. I'm listening through breakfast in america rn. I still remember these songs from my childhood but didn't know the names for years.

>>7647753
the main character is a repressed transgirl and bisexual, so there's that for relatability

in terms of the quality of the actual show, the first half of its run is basically the Japanese equivalent of Thunderbirds but then the creator went into a total nervous breakdown and it just goes off-the-fucking-wall and increasingly dark, which is where most of the crazy gifs and stuff you see come from

deffo worth a watch, just make sure you find the "directors' cut" versions of episodes 21 to 24 and the finale movie End of Evangelion if you torrent it so that the latter part of the show actually makes any sense

>>7647844
you sound super insecure about it tho

>>7647846
>the main character is a repressed transgirl

NO ROBIN THATS NOT CANON

maybe i should make a grindr and pose as a femboy with gyno
i just need a fugging, need a man to hold me, reeeeeeeeeee

>>7647840
Making 92k average in the oilfield dumbass.
Did you forget everything about me

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>>7647846
>the main character is a repressed transgirl and bisexual
You got anything to back that up with, buddy?

>>7647846
I should rewatch Evangelion now that so much is clearer to me and see if I can do a trans reading of it. Shinji as a repressor is an interesting interpretation.

>>7647813
nimmy
>>7647850
careful ˢᶫᵘᵗ you might get straight shamed

>>7647853
i mean, shinji is clearly bi, just not trans

>>7647848
Death of the author.

>>7647850
that sounds fun actually

>>7647856
>implying i'm straight
if you cant appreciate eating both a cock and pussy there's something wrong yo

>>7647844
Stop being a little shit Kayla, I used to like your silliness, but back the fuck off with Valq

does anyone else get involuntary convulsions after touching their bewbs?

>>7647859
even with that, saying that shinji is trans is a veeerryyy far fetched interpretation, especially since he could probably come back as a girl if he secretly desired to after instrumentality

>>7647858
>i mean, shinji is clearly bi
There's nothing "clear" about it. It's a pretty big stretch.

>>7647863
Like they hurt like fuck and you jump backwards like those cat and cucumber vids?

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>people mad that mei isn't obese because they're somehow incapable of realizing that she was wearing really thick clothing
lmao

>>7647867
he literally fell in love with a boy and masturbated to a girl.

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>>7647848
>>7647853
>>7647854
it's a very interesting cis male who, when presented with the chance to fashion his ideal world by an extraterrestrial diety, imagines himself with tits

source: End Of Evangelion, Third Impact scene

and that's ignoring all the meta stuff Anno's said in relation to the character's innate femininity

>>7647865
actually anno wanted that main character is a girl but another guy on the project said no a mech show needs a male main character so he changed it.

>>7647869
um...no
they kind of feel good
it's like having hiccups except without the hiccup and your brain gets dopamine or something

>>7647851
I didn't forget ur a rich fuck

>>7647862
Don't even

Help I am being bullied and I like it

>>7647872
then why didn't shinji come back as a girl after instrumentality? If he saw himself as others saw him after seeing his deepest inner psyche, surely he would have come to the realization that he wanted to be a girl

>>7647874
pretty irrelevant

>>7647867
well he jerked it to asuka in EoE
the original draft for episode 24 showed that shinji had a cruch on kaworu
kaworu x shinji is also implied in the rebuilds

shinji being bi is canon imo

>>7647871
>he literally fell in love with a boy and masturbated to a girl.
I dunno how you can say he's "clearly bisexual" when he never expresses any sexual interest in any male characters.

Kaworu (who's obviously a legit turbofag) befriended Shinji and showed a level of genuine concern for him that no one else really did (except maybe Misato), so of course he latched on to him.

It's not impossible that he's bisexual, but you have to read into it a bit.

>>7647867
senpai Anno literally hired a yaoi writer who he described himself as "an expert in homoeroticism" to help him develop Kaworu and Shinji's relationship in episode 24
he wanted to make it more clearly sexually suggestive, not just romantic, but those scenes were cut for time well before even the well-known draft script

it's canon

source: interview in JUNE magazine, 1996
he did a fucking interview about Kaworu's episode in a yaoi magazine.

>>7647880
>canon
>imo
Wait a minute, these statements don't go together...

>>7647861
well I guess something is wrong with cause I just wanna eat pucci and buttpucci

>>7647879
he'd made his peace with reality, see the "A Hole In The Dream" scene in EoE
he'd basically accepted the struggle of achieving happiness as part of the human experience, he had the power so why didn't he just come back as his ideal male self if he was cis (i.e. Kaworu)?

>tfw can't OD on ketamine

>>7647895
But you can?

>>7647896
But you need tons and I don't have enough money for that
So I can't

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>>7647881
you could argue the same way that shinji was only attracted to girls as a replacement for his mother figure

why he fell for who he did doesnt matter, fact is he was in some way attracted to both a boy and a girl.

he even got flustered when kaworu first greeted him, thats not a lot of affection.

>>7647894
>hy didn't he just come back as his ideal male self if he was cis (i.e. Kaworu)?

because he was happy just being himself, i.e a cis male

>>7647876
I earned it.
My dad is a mailman and my mom works in a call center.
You came from a 500k+ home and had shit handed to you all throughout your life up until last year.
Learn your goddamn place

>>7647896
pfffft
my body doesn't give a fuck no matter how much I take in a night for some reason
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgXw-3Ylgiw

>>7647889
wouldn't mind somebody eating my ass
but I think its too gross to eat it myself
guess im just a selfish ˢᶫᵘᵗ

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I keep saying the same thing. There's this girl that I consider the most gorgeous person I've ever met. I don't even know what I'd like to do with her, she just triggers me and makes me feel so bad about everything in my life.

>>7647901
Anno has said that Kaoru is "perfect shinji". His attraction was towards being fullfilled, not a sexuality matter.

>>7647889
>tfw no birdy to eat my butt

>>7647906
not mutually exclusive interpretations

>>7647905
Iktf

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>>7647906
shinji doesn't consciously realize this though, he just sees a really pretty boy, especially when they first meet and shinji is enchanted without knowing anything about kaworu?

does it make him not at least a bit gay to fall for him even though hes a perfect version of him?

>>7647910
I think it makes the story more interesting and deep that a sexuality angle written by someone that can barely get it up in his real life in a culture that has a huge aversion to anything out of the norm. To talk about shinji being gay you have to ignore where the story comes from and pretend someone in the west 10 years later wrote it.
While the death of the author is a thing I respect, you can't ignore context as if stories came out of thin air.

Rec me cool trippy horror movies like Beyond the Rainbow pls.

>>7647906
So, the perfect Shinji is a raging homosexual?

>>7647903
>mom works in a factory canteen
>dad was a stay at home dad, then had a resturant and now makes his own youtube cooking show

>>7647914
>>7647905
is getting eaten out actually nice? It sounds weird

anime is bad

>>7647915
He doesn't fall for Kaworu without interaction. After he complement his life and gives him peace Shinji behaves a tiny bit in love.
Holding hands naked in the bath tub isn't as gay for them as it is for us.

>>7647917
The perfect shinji hits a bit on Rei too.

>>7647920
it tickles in a good way~ very warm and lovely

>>7647917
lil lanner

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>come to mtfg to share emotional issues about women
>people only talk to me about animus from the 90's

>>7647905
It's not THAT selfish, I mean, we both get something out of it B)
>>7647908
I think this is the first time an anon has said something lewd to me in a while without asking me to post my dick

gj anon

>>7647883
Yeah, sometimes you plan things that don't make it into the final version. You have to judge the finished product, not speculate on what might have potentially been the case had they gone with the original drafts.

>you could argue the same way that shinji was only attracted to girls as a replacement for his mother figure
Shinji expressed clear sexual and romantic interest in several female characters though. He doesn't show any sexual interest in Kaworu, and there isn't really much basis for him having romantic feelings towards him either, other than him enjoying spending time with the character who cares the most about him and tries to understand him.

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>>7647925
So, then the perfect version of Shinji is bisexual
Wouldn't that mean the imperfect version is also bisexual?

>>7647927
Hai

>>7647920
It's a good feel

>>7647930
Woops, messed up the quote: >>7647901

does /nofap/ reduce testosterone

>tfw dad roasts me for forgetting stuff
>"you're intelligent so wyhy can you never do this shit right"
>tfw can't focus on anything except tranny feels but can't tell him
I am almost crying help

>>7647916
but Anno wasn't just "a japanese guy in the late 80s", he was severely depressed and introverted with only one outlet, his writing
he's said plenty of times that shinji (and to an extent the rest of the characters) are based on elements of himself he dislikes including repressed latent homosexual tendencies and femininity, read a good number of interviews with him and the topic comes up repeatedly
I'm not saying Anno is gay etc. obviously but it makes total sense that his characters who are based entirely on such aspects of himself are

>>7647933
only if you push sexuality in a sequence of events that only had hand holding as a physical act and no declaration of anything. at that point it could had been about Japan's relationship with left wing terrorist groups.

>>7647933
feeling better?

>>7647917
Hi Elanna.

>>7647937
>"why can't you fix your bike one your own? you are 19 after all."

>>7647938
The idea of wanting to be physical or anything with someone that compensates all your faults and seems to be over everything you don't get in life sounds extremely logical for me. I've been there after all.

Gimmy recs!

>>7647916
oh and as for reccs
Terry Gilliam's Brazil director's cut

The Act Of Killing director's cut & The Look Of Silence, both dir. Joshua Oppenheimer

Trance by Danny Boyle isn't a horror film but it uses the visual language of horror movies

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>>7647925
he's clearly flustered though at the start of the encounter, something that's never happened before in that way. He's clearly physically attracted and pursues further interaction.

>>7647926
:3
that sounds nice...

>>7647930
fair enough, that's a decent point

>>7647933
h-how good tho?
also i saw your posts from earlier, that was pretty cool ^^

>>7647937
THIS IS WHY im telling you to come out, you have this shit on your mind 24/7 yet noone else knows abt it!

>>7647929
show cock

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>>7647940
Yeah I'm feeling pretty super
Hbu

>>7647942
H a i

>>7647930
he does literally say that he was in love with Kaworu at the end of the episode

>>7647947
I was expeting something in the vein of Beyond the Rainbow and that biritish witch thing...

>>7647949
shinji's flustered with everything!

>>7647831
wow im famous now

>>7647949
It's better than coming out though!
It's too scary :(

>>7647944
>tfw my bike is going to shit and I don't know how to fix it

>>7647953
you can love someone without wanting to fugg them, you know, it's called a bromance

>>7647939
what's the last line in the first half of ep. 24 again?
"I love you" hurr durr lol

>>7647952
im ehh

my computer crashed so i have to phone post and im still a little worried about why my estradiol levels were so high on my test results

I'm so sleepy

>>7647952
Hi! I'm glad you're feeling better today.

>>7647955
ooooooohhhhhhhhhhh I know just the ticket

A Field In England, dir. Ben Wheatley
go in blind

>>7647959
I thought a bromance was when you gave each other handjobs

>>7647919
>at
He also does camshows for me with that webcam

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>>7647955
actually he's usually very deadpan and composed when he meets people, not here

>>7647958
you do it once and everything is better afterwards

i wish someone loved me uwu

Idk why my dysphoria is so bad today. I don't know what to do. My existence really hurts right now.

why do i have to be so bad uwu

>>7647967
thanks.
I wanted to sound smart with my movie friends but couldn't remember anthing cool to rec.

>>7647970
>shinji
>composed
thanks, you made my day

>>7647958
>bike is 40 years old
>loose chain, bad breaks, rusty etc.
>dad helped me angrily today adjusting the chain
>laughed and told me to show more strength after I said I have to go back into the house because my hands feel numb from the cold

>>7647977
>tfw your dad was a kind man who died when you were five on fathers day

>>7647951
go to h*ck
>>7647971
love
>>7647975
good

>>7647984
throw rock at bird

>straighten hair
>put on subtle eyeliner for some definition
>honey, sweetie, miss
>half the people in my life call me my pref name, the other half only know my deadname
>nobody has ever beaten me up for wearing girl's clothes in public, even though I do on a daily basis at this point
This is weird...

>>7647953
>he does literally say that he was in love with Kaworu at the end of the episode
No, he doesn't say he was in love with him, he says that he loved him.

It doesn't mean there's anything sexual about it. I love my best friend too, but it's purely platonic (real platonic, not elanna-tier "platonic")

>>7647986
you're going back in the locker, straightie

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>>7647971
Don't trust bird, he just wants to use you to his own ends.

>>7647986
<3

>>7647953
It's like how girls say "ily" to their friends.

>>7647987
>tfw almost 16 months HRT and still only been gendered female once in public, by a gay waiter who knew me pretrans
>tfw gendered male just as often as when I was pretrans and had a beard
>even though I wear makeup and female casualwear every time I leave the house even to go to the shop down the road, and don't speak unless I have to
RIP my hopes and dreams lol

>>7647993
wtf no

>>7647994
<3

>>7647994
if I recall correctly you were the one who admitted to using me :thinking:

>>7647979
I'm torn between opening fb just to find this and like it, and just chilling out because I need sleep

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>>7647961
;-;
If you took the test right after putting a pill under your tongue that would do it

>>7647965
Me too, I feel honestly really relieved rn, like there's a big weight off my chest

>>7647981
my dad is usually kind too but he doesn't like it when I'm unmanly. especially when I don't know how to do things like craftsmen stuff.

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>>7647953
I love all of my close friends, Shinji was desperate for any sort of meaningful relationship- Misato tried to rape him, he found out Rei wasn't human, and Asuka was broken in the hospital. There was nothing homosexual between Shinji and Kaworu.

Sincerly, /mtfg/s resident NGE expert.

>>7647998
DWEEB

>>7647997
>tfw guys you play league with genuinely think you're a girl, but believe it when you tell certain people that you used to be a boy
>tfw a lot of people thought I was an asian girl

when everyone is too busy arguing about chinese cartoons to give snicks attention

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>>7647999
But I loved you.

>>7648004
You can also project this analysis to explain why there's so much "homosexuality" among transgirls.

>>7647995
>>7647990
this is literally the male equivalent of 'gal pals'

I suppose you're gonna tell me Lt. Ibuki doesn't have an astronomical wide-on for Ritsuko next?

>>7648001
i took it like more than two hours after tho :(

>>7648006
no, you are in the fact the dweeb

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I come back for first time in a while and the OP is like this ;____;

I got a new secondhand bike yesterday and i always almost fall of it every time I have to get off lol

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How make bf cum faster?

>>7648009
I loved you too dumbass but that doesn't make it okay to use me as an attack dog when it suits you
>>7648013
I'm not the one being shut in a locker rn nerd
>>7648014
hello boy

>>7648011
Ibuki?

>>7648002
my dad was really shy and reserved

he did know some craftsman stuff but i don't see him being the type of person to scold me over something

according to my sister he was a very handsome off type of parent

>>7648017
yeah this is the cool kids locker that's why im in it

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>>7648014
hey whatsup

>>7648018
pic

>>7648004
>Misato tried to rape him
wait when? there's the elevator scene in EoE but I'm guessing that's not what you're referring to

i want someone to call me their special little girl uwu

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>>7648010
Without a doubt. Transgirl on transgirl romances, and hell even transmen on transmen or transmen on transgirl, are mostly born out of desperation due to an inability to interact with normal people.

That's not to say all, certainly there are genuinely transpeople who fall in love with eachother, but I think the key is if you met through an LGBT safe space or not. If you came into contact out of both being trans, you should re-evaluate your romantic feelings for eachother.

>>7648017
>attack dog
>playing the victim
>doesn't recognize he can ever be wrong
>sends sister in for damage control
>dramadramadrama me!me!me! Kyoh luck tech
Just shut the fuck up already.

>>7648018
best girl, duh?

>>7648027
I agree whole heartedly. None of them want to put in the groundwork to date cis people.

>>7648023
Isn't that fanart?>>7648029

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someone pet my hair until I fall asleep

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>>7648012
Idk then ;-;

>>7648027
>That's not to say all, certainly there are genuinely transpeople who fall in love with eachother, but I think the key is if you met through an LGBT safe space or not. If you came into contact out of both being trans, you should re-evaluate your romantic feelings for eachother.
;-;

>>7648024
After Kaiji died she pretty much offers herself to shinji.

>>7648029
Maya was my favorite for the longest time.
Then I became a christmass cake and Ritsuko felt so right.

>>7648027
Umm...
I've dated literally the entire spectrum.
And my bf ended up being a transgirl.
>Generalizations
I click with boys well enough... Their over-bearing lewdness and lack of empathy kills me every time tho

>>7648027
Hence why I'm not getting involved in any lgbt communities. They're massive echo chambers that convince people that the world is scary and all cis people hate trans people so they never leave and spiral out of control.

I may join another one just for kicks and giggles, but apparently the local lgbt community is mostly G and kinda racist

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>>7648032
fucks sake you queer-erasing dumbasses, do I have to spell everything out for you?
where do you think the english title for episode 26' comes from?

>>7648040
from a novel, duh

>>7648035
i think im gonna make an appointment with my doctor

my levels are like x3 the max of a cis girl's

>>7648040
I'm not going to be gaslit today. Bye.

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>>7648024
Rape is a strong word, because it would be statutory, but aftr Rei-II dies Misato comes into Shinji's room- Shinji says he cant cry anymore(An awesome statement, btw, really speaks to how the events of the show have finally started hardening Shinji into a man.)

The scene gives a cross shot where the back of Shinji's chair lines up as a phallic symbol with his crotch, this is promptly where Misato sits before the shot cuts to Misato placing her hand over Shinjis with the line, "This is all I can do for you now, Shinji."
What was Misato doing with the other hand? We cant be sure, but its safe to assume she was doing something when Shinjis mood turns to a disgusted rage and he pulls away from her shouting, "Just stop it! Stop it Misato!"
Misato then flees the room and has an interlude about how shes the lonely one.

The meaning is clear, Misato was trying to use her body to comfort Shinji- Due to her daddy issues thats the only way she knows to make a man feel better(make her pseudodaddy kaji feel better).

Misato's a slut and was going to try to fuck Shinji to comfort him after Rei's death. Remember NGE was originally aired in a childrens TV slot, so all sexual themes had to be hidden for the show- consider how Misato and Kaji''s sex scene was done as a reference to what I mean by them having to be subtle about it.

>>7648019
well for some reason a rough tone is usual but nobody takes it personal. sometimes people ask me why dad and his brothers have a fight but to my family it's just a normal discussion. my dad is nicer now that he stopped drinking but still is kinda distant, to himself and shy.

>>7648004
>There was nothing homosexual between Shinji and Kaworu.
That's what I've been trying to tell them, but nope, apparently Shinji is obviously a bisexual tranny.

>>7648022
more like the lame nerd's locker
>>7648025
anon is my special little girl uwu
>>7648028
oh ok you don't know what you're going on about

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i want to learn russian

Chomp chomp..getting fat is hard work

>>7648048
well, tranny is still up to interpretation.
She would totally pass tho.

>>7648051
I wanted to learn volapuk

>>7648052
truth

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>>7648051
me too :3

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>>7648029
>best girl, duh?
No, you're getting her confused with Misato, the unsung hero of NGE.

>>7648050
you're not allowed in here because dumb idiots can't come in

>>7648053
ü
looks really cool
good luck!

>>7648055
woah! that sky looks awesome :o

>>7648053
Lol I'm gonna barf all over myself. How do people eat?

>>7648047
my dad was pretty religious so he didn't drink or smoke

pretty wholesome guy

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>>7648017
I wasn't trying to use you, I needed you.

>>7648031
Starting to understand why we full time passers have a disgust for our inferiors?

>>7648035
There are exceptions to everything, if you genuinely love your GF then what Im saying is irrelevant. What Im saying is at best a generalization, at worst the spoutings of a narcissistic egomaniac.

>>7648038
It is without a doubt a generalization, thats why I say things like "Reevaluate". Im not saying all mtf x mtf relationships are like that, but I believe the majority are.
Ive only dated cisfolk, personally.

>>7648039
Correct. The /LGBT/ community turns you into a perpetual victim. People do hate trannies though, the answer is to carry self protection. I have pepper spray and a loaded firearm anywhere I go.

>>7648046
ah yeah I remember the scene now, yeah
she deffo has unhealthy interests in him from the start but I forgot her actually propositioning him in ep. 23

Is it cool to call people who identify as both genders "popurri people"?

>>7648060
it's impossible to learn, it's like russian made difficult.

>>7648061
No clue.
All I know is that I feel even worse if I don't finish my meals. So I don't make them :^)

>drink alcohol for the first time in a while
>completely black out
>send a bunch of retarded texts to people
>post a bunch of retarded things to facebook
please kill me right now

>>7648069
Wtf did you drink

>>7647654
thats a really good-

>>7647657
ohhh I guess that makes sense :/

>>7648069
What did you post

>>7648015
Just use my frangi delivery service uwu

is eating or drinking stuff with liqueur in it while on HRT okay?

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>>7648060
it looked at least 3 times better irl than on that pic. I like watching the sky alot.

>>7648075
Yes

>>7648075
Yeah I drink all the time and I'm still not dead :(

>>7648075
No

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>>7648069
Sounds like most times I drink, then again I drink a lot in one sitting lol
Try not to worry too much

>>7648039
The world is actually terrifying and inhuman though, you just have to face it and refuse to let it break you.

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wew prof let us go earlier :3

>>7648075
depends, occasionaly yes, doing that regularly is a bad idea because it is rumored to lower E effectiveness, but YMMV

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>>7648065
I do, it feels like an unfair generalization but then again we did only meet in a trans space, we grew closer outside of that space.

>>7648044
It's worth looking into

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this is literally me. why do i have to be born with a cave man brow.

>>7648084
^>^

>>7648074
uwu
back-pedal brakes are so weird but so cool lol

>>7648077
okay, thanks!

>>7648081
oh
okay
thank you for the info

>>7648079
;_; dont die anna

>>7648076
>I like watching the sky alot.
Me too
it's the best!

>>7648084
thanks for the info
i rarely drink it, like once every 2 months or something like that, but I still do it
but oh heck, if it lowers E effectiveness, I'll just quit it altogether lol

>>7648082
>>7648069
>people who can't handle their alcohol
pathetic

>>7648079
>tfw not drinking all the time

>>7648085
i will, its just a little nerve wrecking going through official channels cuz there's a bigger chance of mom finding out about stuff

>>7648088
Back pedal breaks are scary desu

>>7648059
y-yeah!!! well you're a dumb STUPID idiot
>>7648065
you needed me to call someone believed to be 16 at the time an ugly boy who would never be as attractive as you just cause they called you ugly on the internet?

I think you're just having trouble accepting and handling the fact a guy turned you down after all the desperate betas you're so used to groveling at your feet.

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>>7648084
GO TO SCH--

>wew prof let us go earlier :3
You got lucky this time...punk.

>tfw haven't drunk a drop after starting hrt and kinda want to go hard in the paint now to see the result

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>>7648089
I can handle my alcohol, I just choose to not

>>7648097
omg im crying

>>7648086
i feel that way too

>tfw being a dedicated alcoholic is too expensive

>>7648086
that's not you though, ive seen pictures of you and your brow isn't that bad

I don't know how to fix my life. I am sick of being a literally mentally ill (cluster A personality disorder) freak. I am a shut in and I find great difficulty interacting with people. If you could squeeze my brain out like paint, it would be over saturated with grays and blacks to supress the vivid rainbows. Either way, it's chaos.