THIS IS AN EMERGENCY MTFG!!!
DIO BRANDO IS....BACK!!
WHATS THE NAME OF YOUR STAND?!
•your stand edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
First for I cried myself to sleep last night and woke up and started crying again
Name for my stand... mh... Flogging Molly.
>tfw just wanted to hang with Nico and Shakira and other trips all at the same time at a trans support group with other cool people
Ah well
>>7648639
Jequin
>>7648633
But I thought you were a shut-in autist? You post frogs.
>Southeast London is objectively the best part of London
LMFAO
Southeast London is so shit that I correctly guessed where you live when you said you were white with rich parents because Dulwich is the ONLY wealthy area in the shithole that is Southeast London.
nth for pickles
>>7648647
lmaO basically same
whys it gotta be this way
>>7648653
are you back from the states?
This is me laughing at everyone that told me I wouldn't pass.
>charley is the feminine spelling of charlie
>>7648653
you should probably fix yourself before you want to meet other people
>>7648661
Isn't this just a misspelling? Or is this an actual name?
The Huggo
>>7648661
I've always thought female versions of typically male names are cute (like toni)
too bad I'm so manly I could never pull it off
>>7648663
That's an actual spelling, it's just not as common because more boys are named Charles (Charlie) than girls are named Charlotte (Charley)
>>7648665
how was the trip? I missed most of your vacation pics.
>>7648661
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHYE0D6FjXw
why is it cold
>>7648647
why are you sad neppy :(
>tfw you will never poop on charlotte
>>7648666
The Human Huggopede
>>7648661
maybe the employee was just mentally retarded
>>7648675
cuz sophie needs cudds ^.^
>>7648675
because you're a nazi
>>7648656
I don't know but I want this to be over
I'm tired of hurting all the time and having no one here for me
>>7648675
I'm cold too :(
>>7648675
phien this winter has been so cold
normaly idc about the cold but this year it was insane how much warmth i needed
i think its because of hrt
is that something you get used to? ;_;
>>7648681
Low quality bait.
>>7648675
because you don't touch yourself at night.
I had an autum day during summer, I'm loving it even though I managed to get a bit of a cold.
>>7648687
hugg nep
i know how you feel :(
>>7648676
A lot of reasons like I always am
About myself and about others
>>7648647
it can get better, just hold in there :c
>>7648687
s a m e
but i have people here for me and it still doesn't help, i just don't believe them.
>>7648693
Douche-Hat is the feminine spelling of my name
>>7648662
You don't even know me. All you have is second hand impression from someone that has been labeled a marixst eliste, oxymoron much?, and from someone , who I havent even met yet, who needs a guiding hand and merely be social to open her eyes to the world
>>7648672
Pretty good =]
>>7648645
>You lost your job?
I'm moving on to bigger and better things. It was beneath me anyway, and I consider it to be their loss.
>>7648654
You can be an autist and still hold down a job. The trick is not to let slip your power level in public and trick everyone into thinking you're normal.
>Southeast London is so shit that I correctly guessed where you live when you said you were white with rich parents because Dulwich is the ONLY wealthy area in the shithole that is Southeast London.
We have the best cultural hubs though, such as Peckham and Brixton. It's good to have things a little rough too, because it teaches you adversity and makes you more of a well-rounded person.
>>7648683
that doesnt seem related though
>>7648682
yes pls ^:^
>>7648690
Ive tried to get used to this for years, E didnt make me more sensitive to cold though, I guess because I never had muscles or fat anyway I couldnt lose a lot,
if temperatures drop below 10°C I am dying
and now theyre like -10°C at night ;_;
>>7648695
get well soon ;-;
I have a UTI -__-
>>7648689
cudd anon ;~;
>>7648698
everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay
>>7648706
Notice me
>>7648702
No wonder you don't pass.
>>7648655
>nth for pickles
I can't believe it happened, but I'm actually sick of pickles.
>>7648675
>why is it cold
Because it's January. Moar layers!
>>7648699
You feel no remorse. There's nothing to talk about, enjoy your troll, hope you weren't lying earlier when you said she was cute.
>>7648706
>I'm moving on to bigger and better things. It was beneath me anyway, and I consider it to be their loss.
that's the spirit!
did you harass the daughter of the owner?
>>7648708
i'm a tiny bit dehydratated, but nothing to worry about.
that sucks, was it just lack of care or did you do something really nasty?
>>7648704
no, from your posts here it honestly sounds like you're schizophrenic or something. Nico meeting you and her impression of you only sealed the deal.
>>7648708
i lost like 30kg since september
Do you think that's more the issue??
>>7648726
>i lost like 30kg since september
that might mess your skin up
>>7648730
nah my skin is fine atm
>>7648726
>i lost like 30kg since september
Impressive!! I haven't managed to gain a pound
Laura is a pretty decent name
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2D6wlnLyzw
>>7648735
same. I went to my moms and eat all the time for two weeks, got back and still 59 .__.
>>7648733
I thought I wasn't going to make it through 2016, but things are starting to improve after I started really working on things. Things can get better, just do the best you can! You gotta hold in there! Try targeting specific problems one by one and attack them!
>>7648726
>Do you think that's more the issue??
yeah thats more likely I think
but Idk, ive never even been normal weight before
>>7648721
no I think it was the cold the last few days and the stress, we havent done anything for a while cause my bf has been sick for weeks.
my whole family (well the women and me) are prone to these things, and get them easily, and yesterday someone thought it was smart to keep the windows open during the lecturre, so I was essentially shaking for 2 hours, its not TOO bad yed, but I cant afford to skip uni, so Ive to pull through tomorrow as well
>>7648731
does that say allah in yellow?
>>7648720
wanna feel how remorseless I can be bby
>>7648745
Yes.
you might as well just stab me
I think I want to move to iceland
>>7648736
yeah but it's extremely stereotypical for trans women
>>7648735
eating more is the common thing to say here, but that's as hard as eating less :/
I remember when i was trying to gain weight as well, i had to resort to eating disgusting amount of sugar to actually see progress
good luck tho
>>7648733
i honestly hope you find a way to do this, but these things just sound really hard in america..
>>7648744
oh
because it's horrible, i used to give zero fucks about the cold but now i have to wear something under my jeans to not freeze ;_;
>>7648714
>Notice me
I can't help but notice you, Oryx.
>>7648721
>did you harass the daughter of the owner?
What do you take me for, Anus? It was simply too small for me and I deserved to be appreciated more than I was.
>>7648731
Camberwell and West Norwood aren't that bad as long as you don't take the buses when the schoolkids are on them. You could replace the black with green in that meme map too.
>>7648734
Are you done with studying yet? :>
>>7648752
>taking anything
I live in germany, they didnt give me antibiotics last time either so Ill not bother
>>7648758
Ive been wearing 2 pants since like october ;_;
>>7648740
>tfw still in the 122-124 lb range
>>7648757
>Are there actual like muslim neighborhoods in london?
>>7648758
I have a bag full of raw sugar, are you saying I should eat that?
Won't I get sick?
i want to escape this painful existence uwu
>>7648770
drugs
>>7648757
>Are there actual like muslim neighborhoods in london?
Yes, but you just avoid them.
>>7648769
personally i ate like
big bowl of oats in the morning
sandwhich at uni
lunch
dinner
and half a packet of pic related (basically butter with sugar lol)
to get at 3k+ calories
>>7648766
this is why its excellent trump won
what is the point of bringing people into the country that have no intentions of assimilating
>>7648757
>Are there actual like muslim neighborhoods in london?
Name a nationality or religion and you'll find neighbourhoods in London full of them
>>7648774
those are hardly stereotypical trannynames in the real world.
>aren't you supposed to take those to get better?
ya but whatchu gonna do if you live in a dystopian police state with doctors that are maximum incompetent? theyre just not gonna believe Ive a UTI again and Ill have wasted my time
>>7648777
rip
>>7648791
what? you're getting high with antibiotics?
I guess I could see them thinking you are buying them for a friend if you have a cool health provider, but you don't, right?
And they could, like check and see you need them.
Living in a third world country has its pros. If a doctor sees you need something but the provider won't pay or you're poor they'll just give you a bag of free samples. I had asthma medication for like a year that way.
>>7648773
i cant afford any because i just spent all my money on girl pills uwu
>tfw you were originally forecast as a female birth and were already named while your mum was pregnant
>tfw the first words your big sister ever said to you were "hello Amy :3" as she talked to you while you were in the womb
>>7648796
>you're getting high with antibiotics?
no I am pretty sure that isnt possible. they just hate prescribing shit to people that arent either old or at least women.
If I lived in a third world country Id just buy benzos over thee counter and be a proper zombie
>>7648803
new tranny origin theory.
talking to much to your belly.
I was so relaxed they though I would be a girl :^)
>>7648805
You would run out of pharmacies quick enough.
I'm supper nervous when I revisit one for my over the counter illegal girl pills.
First time I asked for progy I said the drug name wrong (forgot it wasn't just estrogen) and they had to check and it was horrible.
I really don't think you have a proper poker face when under pressure.
>>7648802
>what if they overtake the rest of the city?
Welcome to the BNP.
>>7648811
>You would run out of pharmacies quick enough.
oh? why? do they actually care if you buy drugs?
>>7648802
>what if they overtake the rest of the city?
considering that london's mayor is a muslim, one could say they already have
>>7648817
they are regular folks. if they think you're cool they don't care. if they suspect something they might ask questions or shut down. no one likes druggies, and they don't have an infinite stock so they usually have as much as proper clients need.
>>7648821
Hug Oryx
You could creep on me whenever you want.
>>7648822
super doubt it.
>>7648829
>isnt that the racist party?
That was the joke, yes.
>>7648759
I did north London, as you can see the "good" area is much larger and no Allah.
>>7648777
>16% white
BRITAIN YES
>>7648783
Idk SJWs did it.
>>7648802
They have
>>7648837
^__^
>>7648838
>I did north London, as you can see the "good" area is much larger and no Allah.
MEANWHILE, IN REALITY LAND
Ugh... all i have is my bf on my mind. Is this normal behavior?
>>7648829
>watch out for sharia law
He's in Labour, I think Chairman Corbyn might be a bit of a bigger concern
>>7648774
5'10" ish
>>7648850
i have my imaginary boyfriend on my mind
>>7648857
Glad mine is real now more than ever. Sometimes he feels like an imagination because he is so perfect.
>>7648849
The "muslims" in north are Turks, they're basically secular. And as for north-west, nothing to do with glorious north, different postcode.
Lol @ east.
>>7648860
does he hold you close when you fall asleep together
>>7648862
I was told you can indetify a turk because they'll let you get a free sample of any small thing they are selling.
I like turks. Not so much their politics.
>>7648843
I finally did it. My biggest fear. Telling a loved one. It feels so good to tell her to truth.
My sister has always been nice to me.
I remember when I was a kid and mean kids chased after me and my friends and made me cry. So she went out after them and shouted at them.
I have someone who I trust and love very much to support me through my transition and help me come out to my parents eventually.
>>7648870
that kind of stuff is super important.
how are you thinking to manage paper work? how long do you expect to selfmed?
>>7648757
you just got to keep at it, I've found going 100% aggressive on making changes works fairly well, getting through transition as fast and effectively as possible is the goal
>>7648865
Very close, i basically lay on him in bed and stroke his goatee and kiss him till i fall alseep
>>7648870
keep handing those pictures over!
I need them!
p-please
>>7648869
Yeah they do that, Turks are very nice, they're basically European in how they act.
>>7648875
Until November at least. That's my first gic
But. If I come out to parents. Opens up route to private.
>>7648880
Okai
>>7648862
>The "muslims" in north are Turks, they're basically secular. And as for north-west, nothing to do with glorious north, different postcode.
Can I just say that I'm really loving these mental gymnastics. I think you have potential to compete in the Olympics.
Just face it, the statistics are not on your side: southeast London is the richest, whitest, least Muslim and most culturally significant part of London. Fewer trannies here too.
>>7648886
pictures with girls plural
>>7648716
Who said I didn't?
>>7648886
it's still pretty big comming out to parents. will the be as open as your sis? at least you can ask her to back you up with that, I guess...
>>7648880
Life is Strange is nice.
>>7648894
right????
>>7648887
Hahahahahahaha enjoy your Caliphate of Croydon :^-D
>>7648893
Yeah. They will. They will just be surprised.
>>7648894
I'm gonna go visit my sister tommororow and get to try makeup for the first time
>>7648898
Sisters are the best!
i want to kill my brain
holy cow mascara for your eyesbrows works so well. THANK YOU SO MUCH
>>7648909
ayyyyyy
pic
>>7648920
i don't really have a girlmode or boymode atm, i just dress as femininely as i can without it being weird. Currently that means im andro, by the time may comes around i'm hoping i'll be girlmode
>>7648920
I would love to be the madame owning a borthel.
>>7648920
GAHAHHAHAHHAHHA
>SHAQ
>>7648930
>tfw no 7 foot tall, 325 lb black man to pound my ass
Why live?
>tfw your mom always wanted a boy and say you as her dream come true
>tfw her finding out that you're trans will crush her after she stops being angry and it settles in
I LOVE YOU
>>7648933
N-no ;_;
My birth name is Cameron and I really like it. I don't know if it's too masculine
>>7648934
Iktf ;_;
>>7648687
>having no one here for me
Neptune I'm here for you. If you ever need anything don't hesitate to message me. I will drive to Olympia at 2 am on a Tuesday if I have to.
do u want to be avengers ok here u go
http://www.projectcasting.com/casting-calls-acting-auditions/now-hiring-avengers-infinity-war-casting-call-new-stand-ins
http://www.projectcasting.com/casting-calls-acting-auditions/marvel-photo-doubles
>>7648933
yes, but this is just plain mascara
im gonna show them that the weakest hands can still make impressive fires uwu
>>7648937
you will be okay
>Last thing that happened in my dream was Snicker posting a pic on /mtfg/ getting blacked in her neovag
fuck
>>7648951
>tfw not British so no bbc access
;_;
>>7648952
but i took her son from her ;-;
>>7648959
It's mostly government-approved propaganda, you're not missing anything.
>>7648965
And gave her a daughter :3
>>7648965
your still the same person and your a daughter now
>>7648951
Not by UK law
Album for today: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4_3Kt8HP0A
>>7648983
better go out there and find some black boys, then
>>7648983
Oh yeah I forgot
pls stop lewdposting ;_;
Airport time!
>putting bag on belt
>tsa agent leans down to pick something up
>I'm sorry sir
>yes yes I got gendered correctly
>I'm a...
>OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY Ma'am
>....boy
........
>do you have anything in your pants ma'am
>;-;
>pats my pagina
>;-;
>ticket scanner scans my ticket
>switches out right after
>new girl asks guy in front of me "are you deadname"
>nope
>asks guy behind me
>raise hand
>oh you're her okay
>;-;
>>7648999
it will be okay, don't be sad ;_;
hi. i'm in need of inspiration.
can you all please post some art of trans women. anime style is nice. give me DA art too.
i want to try to get an idea of what people want to see.
i can draw basic MS Paint cartoons and i don;t want to offend any one.
>>7649002
>pagina
>>7649002
LMAO
being a tranny SUCKS
>>7648967
>tfw the guardian is switching to Murdoch sources so soon the only anti-govt media will be the independent and economist
>>7649006
mmm okei;~;
>>7649007
>can you all please post some art of trans women.
>>7649010
>Expecting domestic media to not be propaganda
Watch RT comrade.
>>7649010
>consuming anti-gov't media
why do you hate this great nation so much
>>7649009
Generally I just tuck, but I was in Texas and I'm not out yet and I figured just wear ripped up men's jeans and a hoodie would be boy mode
All it got me is a woman cupping my junk trying to figure out what I was packing coming and going
>>7648894
Spartan broke pretty easily by mtfg standards
All repressors just want people to tell them they are a girl inside.
>>7649015
Stop it.
I'm not a weeb but this chick was some of my earliest gender self insert escapism.
>>7649002
is it really that rare to have weird parents that name you with a name of the opposite gender?
>>7649035
Her body type and voice do make her seem trans yeah.
>>7649039
WM is a Welsh newspaper
It's pretty good
NHK is the Japanese news I think, English language tho
>>7649002
that sounds awful :c
what do I do when I have to go on airplane?
>>7649035
fuckk now i want to watch that for the 5th time
unironically excited for s2 as well
>>7649046
For a very short time I was in a hotel that had NHK and all they showd was some bizarre kabuki crap.
>>7649055
I'm a weeb tho so...
I really hope my ketamine arrives tomorrow desu
>>7649059
hey remember that chicken you ate when we dropped
i just ate the last piece today :3
>>7649056
I was expecting closeted trannies to play the girls but there were no female roles.
>>7649062
Yeah I saw in a screenshot your gf sent me lol
DISGUSTING
>>7649034
>>7649067
ngl it had a funny smell but whatever
>>7649074
SERTII
WHAT THE FUCK DUDE
>greek """cuisine"""
>>7649078
it's more like i didnt want to spend money today and felt sad abt wasting it
>>7649002
your life is just the WORST
>>7649083
Yeah I can imagine but why did you wait so long
That's disgusting
>>7649068
>>7649089
i was scared it would taste bad and was prolonging the point where i'd have to eat it
the taste was ok though, i threw a load of spicy stuff over it and tasted mostly that :3
>tfw no talents
Anyone know this feel?
>>7649102
career wise?
>>7649104
Both that and in general. I'm good at nothing
>>7649010
>Murdoch
Has been one of the worst things to happen to western civilization.
>>7649102
I'm pretty bad everything I try my hand at. Terrible at learning other languages, mediocre at photoshop, abysmal at socialising, have to play Age of Empires on easy otherwise I get steamrolled, etc.
>>7649111
how do you pass the days?
>>7649114
Did you ever fix your skype?
Does anyone else think "oh God this is awful I hate this please be over" when having sex with their gf?
I think I want a bf now ;~;
>>7649118
personally i just sleep and listen to music to pass the days
>>7649114
He basically owns the press here
It sucks
>tgfw gonna marathon Trainspotting 1 and 2 in cinema soon
>>7649120
I can't get wine to load Skype and Sketchup. I'm bummed. I really want to use Sketchup.
>>7649127
>tbfw gonna pirate it
>>7649132
Yes boi watch it on your small screen while I experience cinema the way it's meant to be experienced
(By that I mean my mum is paying)
>>7649139
that's the plan
>Went to career fair
>couple of companies were really interested in interviewing me
>I know people that work at these companies and one of them is trying to fill a bunch of new entry openings since they opened a new office next to campus
>new episodes of SU got announced too
I thought today was going to be garbage but it was 10/10 gr8 day
also the free shit they give away at career fairs is cool
>>7649118
listen to music, shitpost, watch youtube videos, try not to think about anything
>>7649039
I'm a man
>>7648917
hugg buddi :3
>>7649141
oops, seems the tranny order got mixed up
>>7649136
>What do we do with our lives?
Retreat to an inner fantasy world and pray that some external force will change things one day (I'm hoping for a long-lost relative to bequeath me a large sum of money).
>>7649145
>tfw no degree
can I please stop being hungover now
please
>>7649146
sure you are
tell me, do you still have your acrylics if not, are you considering getting them again?
>>7649146
why are you here
Tamara is too nice
Liquid or powder foundation?
Eating yummy food with bf
>>7649160
Liquid imo
>>7649155
No
And I wouldn't get them unless I was full time but it was nice having perfect nails for like two months, they never chip
Stop implying I'm a girl because I had French acrylics ._.
>>7649141
won't the scanner thing notice it?
>>7649165
I can see why your gf hates you
>>7649165
ur a grill :3
>>7649161
tfw not eating yummy food with hanna
>>7649175
oh, so THAT's why she always take photos at an angle
i went to the eye doctor and when the lady took me out to look at glasses after the exam she read the thing with the patients name thats outside of the room and got really confused and thought i was the wrong person. I also got womens glasses they look so cute :D
>>7649181
welcome to reddit
there are some real cuties on there though
>>7649181
>pre-hrt
>>7649175
I wonder how edited that photo is
I should kill myself.
>tfw ugly long haired boy
>>7649182
I was so happy they didn't say anything weird to me when I wanted to get very fem burgundy glasses
>>7649185
more like angled, see how she has her upper body angled so it doesn't look at wide compared to her hips
>>7649182
yay!
I need to get glasses meant for women desu
>>7649176
>tfw not eating hanna
Dysphoria not going away today. Already slept for 12 hours. Maybe if I sleep another 2 I'll wake up and feel better.
I have work to do but I just don't care or have the focus.
>>7649181
I noticed that on r/transpassing everyone is "pre-HRT". Why is this?
whos the smolest cinnamonroll in mtfg?
>>7649181
>no makeup
Uh huh...
>>7649208
how's yr painting going?
>>7649204
leeewd!
>>7649215
thats exactly what I thought
Another rare Angie
Few things are better than laying in bed with my dog and cat
>>7649224
cozy is good
>>7649211
****OFFICIAL MTFG CINNAMON ROLL POSTERS****
>Evangeline
>Snickerdoodle
>Hanna
>Maeve
>Pleb
>Gloomy
>Shy
>Sish
>>7649183
This one makes me jealous.
>>7649211
meave
>>7649222
you look like my buddis mom
>>7649209
Because babytrans are desperate to get some basic guidance but after 2 or 3 years you more or less know what you're dealing with and can relax a bit more.
>>7649231
here's a pic of someone at ONE MONTH
it's crazy how fast some people move along
>>7649217
It's not going, nothing is. I've just laid in bed all day
>>7649231
>repression beard
EVERY
TIME
>>7649230
is that good
>>7649238
Is that a good thing?
>>7649243
Literally torture. Why did I have to be born a disgusting male with shit tier genetics and a cave man brow and big shoulders and a gross butt chin and a jaw that dwarfs most mens
>>7649219
lewd is just the beginning
they haven't even invented a word to describe what's at the end of what i want to do with you, hanna
>>7649254
cats always get comfiest and nicest right before you have to go somewhere :c
>>7649254
But what does that mean?
>>7649257
Has anyone watched that Too Fat to Transition show? watching the episode with Kayla now, she has such a bad attitude, idk how people get like that to the point where literally nothing is their fault. She cant be bothered to lose weight and blames it on everyone but herself. She even stopped going to her personal trainer because he threw her bottle of soda away which she said was "distressing" or some shit
>>7649263
>Too Fat to Transition show
Wtf. Are we living in the future when trannies are normalized, what's happening?
>>7649263
The fuck this is a real show?
How can you be too fat to transition?
How to get mega milkers
>>7649245
the eternal internal battle eh?
<3
You'll get out of it
>>7649251
sure
>>7649268
be born cis and have good genetics
>>7649268
money
>>7649268
What is a cinnamon roll poster?
>>7649263
>Too Fat to Transition
WTF
>>7649263
This is so fucking dumb, of all the aspects of transitioning they focus on this????
>>7649261
>>But what does that mean?
Some posters are nice (Elanna, Neptune, Sheen). Some are mean (Penelope, Charlotte). Some are crazy (Angie, Kayla, Faye). Some are normal and boring (Alice, Lissy).
But then you have the cinnamon roll posters. They're simply too good for this world, too pure. By cruel chance, they happen to exist in the same world as the rest of us, and we should all be nice to them regardless of who we are or what we believe in.
>>7649275
>>7649260
They can sense you wanting to leave
>>7649267
I havent watched it from the start so idk what the reason was here, but there are a fair amount of surgeries where the surgeon won't operate if you are too fat because the fatter someone is the higher the risk. So they don't want to take on the fat patients because it'll reflect badly on their record if something goes wrong. Also its harder to operate on fat people in general. With top surgery for ftms as well i guess there is a question of how much to take off and whatll happen if they lose more weight after
>>7649265
It is portraying them as pretty normal desu
>>7649277
How do you mean? If its something that happens to someone, they'll make a reality show of it desu
>>7649291
Ahhh okay ><
I wanted (you)s though
>>7649263
>Too Fat to Transition
each day we stray further from god's light
>>7649290
It's real.
http://www.usmagazine.com/entertainment/news/too-fat-to-transition-recap-seven-heartbreaking-moments-w458363
>>7649287
maybe
>>7649243
>asians
>>7649278
>not mentioned anywhere
okay anon
I wanted to cry anyway tonight ;_;
>>7649279
if youre unsatisfied now its probably worth it. just make sure you go to a good surgeon and youve been on mones at least like 3-4 years.
personally I am +/- 0 on that issue and will let my bf decide if he wants me to do that when we can afford it.
>>7649285
>How to get money without motivation
growing up
>>7649278
>Neptune
>nice
You're kidding right? Great joke senpai
>>7649233
how about glasses that hide my nose C:
who else here part of the /meme shirt squad/ ???
do you have any trans kinda related clothes?
makes me sad that the male fit shirt woulda probably fit a lot better :'^(
>>7649292
Frangi told me something nice - I'm really happy for you :3
But I'll go to bed now, so Goodnight~
>>7649306
Nini~
Hugg
>>7649305
I'm tempted by some of the hrt slang ones
>>7649302
>if youre unsatisfied now its probably worth it. just make sure you go to a good surgeon and youve been on mones at least like 3-4 years.
But don't they feel kind of unnatural? My ex-gf said they felt really nice, but different (talking about someone else).
>>7649302
>I wanted to cry anyway tonight ;_;
Sorry, it's just that you've been here for so long, it's like you're just part of the furniture now ;_;
>>7649278
>me
>mean
well, okay then
Ohhhh noooo the transguy on this too fat show is a total manlet and is wearing a fedora at his own wedding. whyyyy
>>7649310
>it's like you're just part of the furniture now ;_;
LMAO THAT REFERENCE
Okay anon, youve more than redeemed yourself, I am incredibly proud of you, carry on.
>>7649309
thats a good question, I dont know anyone that has been post BA for long enough to answer that question.
Id assume theyd be different forever, but Idk, Ive never touched fake tits
what do if this is me irl https://youtu.be/6Na30aFi9iU
>>7649315
Wait what's that a reference to?
In Dutch it's just a normal thing to say
>>7649303
why does everyone act like I'm a terrible person...
>>7649321
i think youre lovely
>>7649321
>:(
friendly reminder it's only me and i just drop trip to shitpost u down
>>7649321
Maybe because you are one?
Try not being a shitty person.
>>7649338
trip on, jew nipper
>tfw too creepy for anyone to wanna come over and play with my toys together
:,(
>>7649321
i love you
>>7649321
i hate you
>>7649353
*hugg anon* i'll always love you uwu
>>7649358
b-but we're both girls, anon...
>>7649358
>loving anons
>>7649321
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/7433714/#7434425
>>7649347
D:
bad feel
<3
are you back home now?
u were in eugene oregon?
I have a cold and I feel soooooo sick
>>7649362
WE DONT LOVE THEM HOES
>>7649320
are you the anon that posted it?
>>7649366
hey love im out of bed and i feel quite a bit better.
just had to regain command of my mind.
i am not my emotions
my emotions come from within me
i must embrace who i am
that includes the things i feel are flaws
maybe someday i can change some of them
but they are a record of my past and history
a past and history which i am thankful for leading me to this point in my life and forming me as the human being I am today.
>>7649375
Nope
>>7649366
Nice. Yes I went to Eugene for a week as my brother was getting married and at least wanted to meet my sister-in-law. Shes really nice =]
Wasn't able to do much but at least I was with family. Felt really good to be with him...
>>7649364
>being mean to oryx
>being upset when called out
You were literally implying people should kill themselves don't try to act like her questioning that a month ago is a problem
You have issues if you still care about that
>>7649367
I'll make you chicken soup! uwu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvZskcqdYcE
>tfw haven't felt this level of happiness in years
GOT NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE
LEAVING IT ALL BEHIND
>>7649230
Wait sish is Frangi right?
>tgfw cinnamonroll gf
>>7649324
Anon is sweet. They treat me like I'm a monster for getting in fights with people who hurt me. People shame me for my struggles with mental illness when I have no one to help me. I'm tired of it. This is why I want to vanish again and hope people forget about me...
>>7649332
Why would you do this to me?
It really hurt me a couple days ago when you said you're still mad at me, like you feel like you need to keep reminding me that you hate me. I've apologized in every way I know how for my breakdown and I just want this to be over with so you stop hurting me
Please
>>7649338
>>7649353
I'm sorry
>>7649353
ily2 pando
>>7649364
This was over a month ago
I thought we'd made up yesterday
Why do you hate me
people have started doing that excuse me miss oh I'm so sorry I mean sir shit with me
How did no one notice this was CFH?
>shitposts whenever she's here
>made up elaborate lies about herself that she constantly contradicts
>experience with SRS was so unusual that elanna called it bullshit
>>7649394
good taste amy
>>7649380
That's right!
It's like walking through a storm
It feels cold and miserable in the moment but once you get through you will remember it as just sensations
You are titanium!
>>7649385
I have a lot of friends that go there often
I'm in washington
do you have more family in the states?
>>7649396
i was joking the joke with the "i hate you" post was that it was an obvious samefag ;_;
ily tho <3
you're sweet and cute
stay beaut
>>7649396
no shame from me i promise
i saw you had borderline personality disorder and i know it's quite a struggle
>>7649395
>Wait sish is Frangi right?
No, they're different people. Sish left us months ago and finally broke free of this place.
>>7649388
>being obtuse
Look at this shit, why would you keep messaging someone who tells you in caps that they don't want to talk to you? Why would you cap the convo and thus leak my picture on a Korean cartoon imageboard? And I'm the one with issues? Right.
>>7649396
I'm a cold and unforgiving person.
>>7649411
I miss her
>>7649396
I was just trying to make it seem like it's just me
I haven't dropped trip
>reminding me that you hate me
yr words not mine
It's in the past nep
>>7649402
Just a few cousins in New Jersey. Oh my gosh the older one is sooo big! And hes like, lifting to get into shape it felt sooooo good to hug him so I kept doing it! ._.
He was more talkative than the younger one but hes 15 so eh.
>tfw making irl yaoi with bf
>>7649400
Ive a hard time believing that, she offered to meet up a few times, and I think I remember her having a meetup with lily planned.
>>7649383
its the thing you think it is, but its also a reference to me saying I am (or want to be) furniture a lot, because I reject the idea that I could get to decide things in a relationship as a person. I am better at being property for my bf.
he treats me like a normal gf though, I havent gotten him to treating me like furniture yet, but its still how I see myself
>>7649413
You realize you're attacking a literal autist in that picture, it doesn't help your image, just block her and move the fuck on
Don't sperg out worse than a diagnosed autist ffs
still waiting for a dress, 2 sets of chokers, a coat and meme pajamas to arrive
reeeeeee hurry up delivery people
>>7649413
>I'm a cold and unforgiving person.
That's just the character you play for attention.
>>7649421
>I am better at being property for my bf.
TFW I'm not property right now.
>>7649403
We dated for a lil while
I had a mental health breakdown after I thought she was going to break up with me for a third time
I grew distant and attacked her verbally and emotionally
She left me and still hates me apparently
I still cry over her every night
>>7649404
Oh
You're sweet
>>7649407
You are sweet too
I appreciate you
>>7649411
O-oh right ;_;
>>7649413
You don't look bad in that photo
>>7649429
>still hates me apparently
>apparently
wtf is so apparent about it?
jesus
we've had this conversation recently
>>7649397
basically everyone calls me sir apart from the receptionist at the doctors who always questions my gender no matter whether i'm in boy or girl mode :/
>>7649429
And you attack her best friend ITT as well. That sure will help patch things up between you two.
>>7649437
trip on
>>7649436
I have shoulder length hair so people get confused
>>7649416
I get anxiety attacks when I see you posting because I get paranoid that it's you saying those mean things to me all the time and I'm afraid of you
But I'll believe you if you promise it's not you
Why did you have to say you're still mad at me then? It really made me upset.
when should you start wearing a bra? barely have any growth but the nipples are kinda noticeable. it probably just looks like i have gynecomastia, but it's making me self-conscious af
>>7649433
That's irrelevant, my point is that Oryx is a nutcase and my point before that is that Neptune is an ass for defending her when she was clearly stalking me.
>>7649448
i just wear baggy clothes (hoodie 24/7)
>>7649453
i guess just baggy clothes then until full-time? looks like i may have some stuff to sell then
>>7649449
Did you get that letter from your gp yet? Im gonna keep reminding you until the uni clears your debt you put yourself in
Did HRT change anyone elses personality type? I used to be INTP, but I just retook it and got pic related
>>7649447
because i am still mad at you but that's a fraction of the feelings i associate with my idea of you
I am mad at you for attacking caroline and pitying yrself so much
I followed that comment by saying that you inspire me
I look up to you in some ways but some things you've done irritate tf out of me
especially saying things like "why does everyone hate me"
jfc
>>7649435
I posted that before you said you were kidding about dropping trip
That's what I was referring to
But you always seem to have animosity towards me still
>>7649461
>Did HRT change anyone elses personality type?
aren't you like 1-2 months HRT? lmao
>>7649455
>bra wil make it look worse
My mom says wearing a bra makes it look tidy. What did your mother tell you?
>>7649461
i think it's not HRT so much as finding yourself
i went from an alt-right neckbeard "i just want to look feminine" to leftist and wanting to be an actual woman
>>7649468
Yeah, but I noticed mental changes after a couple of werks
>>7649461
in psychology class we took this test various times in the year along with other personality tests to emphasize that yr mood and other variants shape who you are in ways
boy or girl?
>>7649461
>tfw went from INTJ to INTJ
guess I am not trans after all
>>7649488
being in a better mood with more confidence and faith changes you biologically in seconds
quit shitting on people u elitist
>>7649489
Meave, always stay a cinnamon roll.
>>7649488
I did go from CNT-tier to mini Kayla-tier in a few months of HRT though.
>>7649494
oh well
>>7649488
i said it was 'finding yourself', not hrt
i've been trans for four months and it's affected how i looked at things a lot
>>7649484
What game is this
>>7649496
what if someone eats me
>>7649484
>you have to ask
trutrans play female all the time
>>7649489
yeah, hopefully not too much longer. probably a few months, think it's mostly just a confidence issue right now. will probably be fine once I have more confidence in my voice and makeup skills, fingers crossed!
>>7649411
im a spook
>>7649488
Any reason it wouldn't work that way? One would think major hormone changes would have a pretty immediate effect on brain chemistry.
>tfw your music taste passes as dykey
>>7649511
>>7649503
Final Fantasy on the Wii
>>7649509
I picked female abyways =]
IsTHE ENTIRE GAME GONNA BE THIS BIG
>>7649511
Sish? I-is it really you?
Good Morning /mtfg/ :3
I hope you're all having a lovely day! <3
ih thats cool it can change.
>tfw wanna be a boy now
>>7649437
Those were because of their actions as individuals
Their connection was only circumstantial
>>7649462
I wish you'd keep your negative feelings to yourself then because it's really upsetting to feel reminded of it all the time. Saying something nice after something hurtful doesn't change that.
Caroline did things to me that hurt me, but I've already apologized to her about the way i handled it and some of the things i said. It goes both ways.
I'm sorry if you get annoyed by things I say but it's not like your actions do anything to dissuade those fears so it's really just your problem.
I never want to leave mtfg i love you
THIS IS AN IMAGE OF PEAK MALE PERFORMANCE.
DONT FUCJING FORGET IT
>>7649534
10/10
>>7649531
we're in the belly of the beast
>>7649523
It is. Are you that one UK anon? I really can't think of anyone else who would remember me this long
and also
i'm sorry for lying to everyone for so long
but i am actually frangipane
I tried to leave at least until march, which was when my appointment at the gender clinic was. However, my dysphoria grew worse very quickly and leaving /mtfg/ isn't as easy as it sounds. I am still the same person, just a different trip as to not embarass myself for being back so quickly. I'm sorry.
>>7649519
<3
>>7649488
Wait, are you telling me that moods can CHANGE?!?!
MORE
THAN
ONCE!!?
>>7649534
you look like a tough trucker gal or something
>>7649536
Ufufu rawr Nyc Kuro kit trappy erin etc
>>7649400
W H A T
thats crazy yo
>>7649545
Wait a minute...Frangipane is sish? THIS WHOLE TIME?
What the hell?
>>7649530
I didn't want to just say how much i like you though because i don't want to be close to you again
I'm tired of being hurt too
yr not the only one
yeah i'm not exactly writhing in anger and distraught over yr posts it's just minor nuances
>>7649534
i could totally outwrestle u
>>7649542
true
/pol/ got us closer to doomsday by electing trump and we're the inversion of /pol/
/mtfg/ is true salvation
>>7649554
I'm sorry i dissapointed you ;n;
>>7649559
aah im sorry im sorry
i'll leave for tonight
i didnt mean any harm
please don't think badly of it
>>7649559
rused lmao
>>7649562
>tfw liked Frangipane
>tfw she's not real
>>7649554
Do you wanna get out of here and have a pretty passing life?
>>7649488
>Baby trans for you everyone.
we're surrounded by them ;---;
>>7649536
Sorry darling, you might have to repost it for me :) I don't think I have had the opportunity to listen yet...
Did you listen to De-loused in the Comatorium? :3
>>7649562
>>7649565
You'll pay for this deception.
By Jove, you'll both pay.
>>7649545
holyyyy canolyyyyyyyy
this place is CRAZY
how do I not be dead inside
>>7649570
ya its actually weird to think that most people here are super early in transition and weve so much more experience, while at the same time, I dont feel very experienced, accomplished or mature
honestly most of the time I am just sad that I am still alive
>>7649580
>this nigga
Back off I will PROTECT my frangi
>>7649582
Eat more pickles!! Duh silly.
Also I was dead earlier and I'm back to life. See for my strat today: >>7649380
>>7649586
do you go on any discords or alternative communities? they're filled with 1+ year trannies who got tired of this place and left
most of the people who stay here seem to either be too early to have made connections, or have nowhere else to go
>>7649586
Phie, that's because you did your transition wrong, silly! :^)
>>7649598
I can't do drugs until tomorrow :/
>>7649535
Man/10
>>7649546
It's my past.
Not some boy's
>>7649550
Destroyer of worlds
>>7649560
I'd make you into a pretzel.
And then salt you
And slather you in mustard
Then put you in my mouth...
U.m...
>>7649598
No I am Bjorgfist
Also Frangi's gf now
Sertii can confirm we are different people
>>7649554
If you're like me, /mtfg/ is the only semblance of a trans support group you have. Most other online groups are pretty inactive or have a lot of older late transitioners in them, so if you're a 20-early 30 yo person who transitioned before 30 and have no local groups, it's pretty hard to leave the only place you have.
>>7649587
How many more trips is Sish going to turn out to be, Anna? Maybe Gloomy is Sish too.
>>7649606
>Also Frangi's gf now
>Also Sishs gf now
FTFY
>>7649578
>anon is worse than babytrans tbqh
>says the babytrans
>>7649586
> I dont feel very experienced, accomplished or mature
>honestly most of the time I am just sad that I am still alive
we are the same sophie ;------------;
this place is easy to drop in and out of, and i think it's more of a habit for me. I leave periodically for several months at a time, but then I end up coming back because i have a few friends that I just wont talk to outside of this place, even though i have all their social media and cellphone numbers etc
>>7649608
>mtfg/ is the only semblance of a trans support group you have
do you(in the general sense) feel like you *need* a trans support group?
everyone??
im just wondering
what the h*ck is going on
i'm sorry everyone
;___; how did you all even know me? was i that significant?
>>7649560
You can stay distant from me without hurting me you know...
I haven't tried to hurt you since the stupid drugs argument so idk what you're worried about anyway, I've only tired to be friends with you and reconcile since then.
I've let go of all the hurt you caused me and I accept the things you said and it's not like I'm begging you to take me back anymore. Even if I'm still having trouble letting go I get that you want for it to be over for good.
>>7649614
please watch you're language missy
>>7649608
Pretty much.
The cut off age for the IRL youth groups is like 25 as well. I'm not hanging out with hons. We are in purgatory.
If trump makes it near impossible to get avocados I'll start the armed revolution myself.
>>7649613
I mean, I don't really need one to maintain my sanity, but life would be a lot worse if I didn't have anyone to talk to about trans stuff or get information about it. Hell, I would still be sitting here thinking I was cis if I never came here, and even if I did realize it and start transitioning I'd never have known about HRT, or to look for laser places, or anything like that.
>>7649624
lauren avocados have a lot of potassium
I am also sish
>>7649613
>feel like you *need* a trans support group?
everyone??
Personally I don't. I'm not here for a support group.
I'm actually sish guys.
.
>>7649622
mister*
>>7649637
me too
>>7649623
Judging hons already? Have you actually talked to any of them? Try to understand them?
>>7649629
then why are you here
you are universally hated here
if you think your little discord groups are better then why dont you go and stay in them
honestly youd belong best on plebbit
>>7649618
>;___; how did you all even know me?
None of us did, it was yours and Anna's secret. I guess the truth always wants to be found.
I knew the season producers had a couple of plot twists planned for this season, but I didn't expect this at all.
>>7649618
a-anyone? please i need to know
>tfw sish
>>7649618
it is okay, your good trip
>>7649591
>Am I experienced?
I dont think so, I mean, Ive >4 years fulltime and wouldnt consider myself experienced
>>7649596
Ive been in tons of skype/discordgroups etc over the last few years, Ive been in this community longer than /lgbt/ even existed. but it almost always boils down to misery in the end. Communities with >1+ years on average seem to be more into drugs and have as many problems with mental illnesses on average as the people here.
that being sad, on average, I perceive the early in transition spaces as less depressing than they were 4 years ago. Maybe because selfmedding got easier and people are more accepting on average, so not everything sucks I guess.
>>7649597
the sad truth is that I probably actually did this wrong
in a lot of ways. Maybe Ill tell you what exactly I mean by that one day.
>>7649613
exactly, I was here ALL THE TIME until like fall 2013, then I was only periodically here, and nearly completely gone from spring 2014 to like summer 2015, but then only periodically again until I really sort of returned early last year. but I was gone a lot this fall as well.
I mostly come back when I am sad a lot. Ive never tried to leave for good though.
Also: the worse I feel the more time I spend here. its an almost completely accurate indicator of how I am, even if I dont talk about it at all.
>>7649651
*validates sish*
>>7649643
zheanne is here on her own free will why does it concern yoh?
am i a meme now?
>tfw ur old professor doesn't remember you but is willing to write a letter
>tfw it won't be very strong
i am sish
>>7649666
I thought of that too but I only have some other Spartacus screenshots :(
>>7649643
Well I anon posted for about a year or so before I tripped. I used this as a blog that has no repercussions. It's a little harder to do that now that I have tripped but it still has that function for me.
I don't have anything against support groups but I don't think peoples support when I am hurting does anything for me. Idk I feel guilty when people try to console me while I am sad, but it's also nice being able to just yell into a vacuum away from every person that knows me IRL.
>>7649647
i'm here because there's a few people i don't know on discord
>universally hated
unfortunately for you, there are more people here than just cis men and edie
>>7649654
>1+ years on average seem to be more into drugs and have as many problems with mental illnesses
well, yeah, there's a lot of drug usage and whatnot
but they're generally much safer spaces to be in, presumably due to the inability to drop trip to shitpost
the trans only discord i'm in has had major drama maybe twice or thrice, whereas /mtfg/ has drama -every day-
>>7649650
I meant why did everyone remember who sish was? what did she do that was so significant as to not just be forgotten?
my post announcing i was leaving didn't get many (you)s iirc
>>7649620
>>7649560
Oh and I forgot to say
You saying nice things or that you like something about me won't make me think you've had a change of heart or something. Nice things should just be the norm in how people talk, like we do with anyone else here.
I give you plenty of admiration and try to help you out but that doesn't mean I'm trying to be close with you again, I do that stuff for lots of people here.
>>7649646
Gas 'em.
>>7649654
Part of me also stays for the fame of being a well-known trip. I'm a somebody here. Anyone know this feel? I know it's sad but yeah...
>>7649671
I froze my fingers off typing outside trying to cheer you up earlier. That did nothing for you? Thanks.
>>7649668
mm yeah interesting
Band name rings a bell.
>>7649678
Why do you hate me Neptune?
Why is it that when questioning people come into this thread they are supported and encouraged while people early in transition are invalidated and laughed off.
I don't get it
>>7649668
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3--OW7Vi3E
have you heard this?
this is one of my favorite evening albums
I really need to learn spanish
>>7649683
>I froze my fingers off typing outside trying to cheer you up earlier. That did nothing for you? Thanks.
it was nice but it made me feel guilty that i was dumping my problems on someone else.
>>7649663
the letter is the important thing!
I am proud you went, you did all that you could !
>>7649672
>presumably due to the inability to drop trip to shitpost
Ive never really been involved in drama here, but maybe thats because what I present here is pretty far away from how I actually am, so things said here dont really hurt me. and I just laugh about anons most of the time. I think is a self-preservation thing. since this is sort of more indirect than a direct chat, this rarely bothers me at all because Ive more time to think and take a step back inbetween. I think this isnt unsafe at all cause its farther away.
and in my experience, people never had more problems to be absolute cunts to me on discord or skype than here, difference is tho, here it doesnt bother me, while on discord or skype it can actually make me cry.
>>7649683
>Part of me also stays for the fame of being a well-known trip.
LMAO
yes Iktf very well.
its funny to go away for a few months come back, and get called newfag, and then have some other well known trip jump to your defense, these are my favourite moments here
(yes, I know I am pathetic)
>>7649687
narcissism
>>7649683
I don't
I thought I made that clear
>>7649687
Because people are assholes who see a person who looks bad because they're early in transition and laugh at them. If they're only questioning they don't have anything to laugh at yet.
>>7649687
I don't do this. People who do this should be shamed.
>>7649675
Sish was a beloved MTFG trip who we all thought moved on to greener pastures. Sort of like a Belgian version of Sheen, mixed Pleb with and a sprinkle of Gloomy thrown in for good measure.
Bravo, MTFG scriptwriters. I haven't been this surprised in a while.
>>7649710
>Sort of like a Belgian version of Sheen
wow rude frangi a qt
>>7649663
>tfw ur old professor doesn't remember you
lucky guy, i envy him
>>7649695
It's not going to be very strong, and he basically said "I'll do this because I like when my students go to grad school"
My old supervisor had already offered a letter though, and his might be a lot stronger
Gahh, my nerves are frayed. I don't belong in academia, I feel like I'm a fraud
>>7649695
depends on where you go, i guess
you don't seem to take this place as seriously as many do, so i guess it makes sense if you're more emotionally reserved?
i don't know too much about you but from what i've heard others say, you seem like you can be hard to deal with? no offense
your political views seem to make it easy to get annoyed at you? from what i've gleamed of other people saying
>>7649703
no its because you have zero self awareness
>>7649675
Because trips who announce they're leaving never leave. If you care about this place enough to announce your departure you're obviously too hooked to actually leave. The ones who actually leave are the ones who just fade away because this place isn't important to them.
>>7649712
It's more to do with personality, since no one ever knew what sish looked like.
Also, THAT's rude (to sheen)
>>7649687
i'd assume it's because chasers don't like "ugly" transwomen, but don't bother giving advice to 'men' in doubt
and attention whores like edie have no problem shitting on babytrans to put them down
>>7649631
TRASHU??
Want to continue arguing with people, but I appear to be trapped.
>>7649731
no sorry I know her trip and memed you
>>7649683
Are you ok? You just don't seem so enthused today :(
>>7649687
Projection of insecurity.
>>7649688
Oooooooooooo that tickles my insides, thanks for sharing that with me Juni.
How are you today? :3
>>7649675
Who knows lol this community is volitile at times... I try not to take it personally. When I post on another general on other board I am a popular trip who most people like... Here though, I'm on a restricted (you) diet. More often than not my posts get zero replies ^_^!
>>7649734
woah nice cat
>>7649710
Really? Wow. Hope this reveal made no one pessimistic about escaping this general.. Sorry if I did
And you even remembered she was Belgian. I'm truly impressed. First person I told was Sertii, on steam. But she never answered so I wasn't sure what she thought of it.
Well, now you know it. Frangipane is just Sish so many months later, who has finally shown her uggo manface and greasy dark blonde hair irl and who is waiting for HRT to arrive
I really hope I'll be accepted back into this community as Frangipane/Myrthe and not face any bad repercussions ;^;
I'm sorry for lying to everyone for this long
>>7649675
I remember since one of only trips to like frills
it all ok, I like frangipane name more though
Juniper I know you're not going to respond to my posts but I hope you actually read them and think about what I said
i woke up from the napnap
>>7649654
>Also: the worse I feel the more time I spend here. its an almost completely accurate indicator of how I am, even if I dont talk about it at all.
actually, i was kind of thinking that, but i didn't know how to ask you
my posting habits are kind of similar but not wholly the same.
>>7649663
iktf
>>7649714
proud of you
>>7649734
gib cate
I love sish
>>7649745
nimnap
>>7649736
i hope you burn in a fire ):
tell her i miss her
I need to go to the store now
But I'm lazy :/
a
nim
anal
>>7649755
Is she cute?
>>7649745
good morning!
>>7649737
I'm finding it hard to recommend stuff to you. You mostly like rock right? I didn't wanna bore you with straight jazz but that's mostly what I have really. So I feel bad that I can't find you tunes that you'll like.
>>7649763
nim has 3 letters
anal has 4 letters
4 - 1 = 3
coincidence?
>>7649768
>Well she blocked me on all platforms at the start of December so we're not exactly on speaking terms lmao
kek
yeah i know she comes by occasionally, thats why I thought you were her ;-;
>>7649717
yap, I ruffle a lot of feathers, and someone Ive known for 3 years told me a few weeks ago that she still doesnt know when I am memeing and when I am serious. But I guess thats the price I pay to maximize my entertainment. I think I am easy to deal with in one on one conversations, because then I am not in it for entertainment
(I may be hard to deal with if youre ufufu or elanna or edie or one of the other big names, then Ill spaghetti all over you probably)
>>7649714
youre applying to learn now bby, nobody expects you to know ALL the things already, and after a long break, youre allowed to be a bit rusty. Thats okay. the first paper I wrote after I got back (after taking a 2 years break) was the worst I ever put out.
Just remember this: If you fall on your nose, cry a bit if necessary, get back up, fix your crown, and go on. Just dont give up, put in the work, and I am sure you will succeed.
>>7649748
OH you mean you figured mine out?
youre really observant, I am impressed. not even my bf figured that out (he still thinks coming here makes me sad)
>>7649762
it's okay, I don't think it anything to worry about. besides your only other one to enjoy same type of music
I'm sish too.
>>7649773
Next time you see her tell her she should send me my pills desu
what is /mtfg/ listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZwQeZh6rP0
>>7649774
you always have best pictures
>>7649777
You are a baseball
>>7649782
Huh
Are you memeing?
>>7649739
I'll be keeping an eye on you..."Frangi"
>>7649781
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCauEnES8Eg
>>7649781
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uR3nYzuI8fc
>>7649781
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ap_BRZ6BgWo
>>7649787
the sun went to bed early ^^
Hi girls, I'm sorry I've been gone so long.
I managed to buy makeup at a physical store by myself. Nothing to exciting, just wanted to share Hope you all had a decent day!
>>7649774
>youre really observant, I am impressed.
well, i noticed that what you talk about and how much you joke around (and also the way you structure your sentences, but thats not a good indicator imo, and i'm not paying that much attention most of the time) changes when you're posting ALOT, as opposed to when you're not really around. that +some projection.
I'm actually more observant than people would give me credit for, but here i'm fucking around like 90% of the time, so I'm sure i come off like a giant idiot lol
>he still thinks coming here makes me sad)
dont you just hate it when people think that a symptom of mood is the cause?? i fucking hate that line of reasoning.
>>7649781
my thoughts @_@
>>7649780
sure i guess
>>7649801
Wrong tripcode, dummy
>>7649781
https://youtu.be/D2_Lm_gGg-o
>>7649805
She's an oldfag trip, also my ex gf
I met her on /r9k/ though not on here since I was no filthy chaser
But yeah she barely posts here anymore
Who likes anchovies on their pizza? I sure do.
>>7649748
You applied for grad school?
>>7649752
hugg nim
>>7649774
Idk, I know it's just I'm reminded so much of why I didn't think I could do it before. I'm going to try, I have one more potential referee to approach about it.
>>7649759
I'm alright ta, been up to anything exciting? I am on day 2 of a 4 day weekend so I'm still in bed at lunchtime :P
Yesterday was intense, I went to a party and got bullied into getting messed up @_@ it was fun though ;)
>>7649767
No stress please :) you don't have to keep recommending me stuff :P what else are you into? Like, aside from music :3
is anyone else kind of disgusted by stereotypical trannies? Like I just want to be a normal female not a caricature.
>>7649797
oh that sucks :<
>>7649807
Who are you?!
>>7649815
>You applied for grad school?
yes.
but also i've emailed professors for letters of recommendation (for other things) in the past, and also in high school i did that a bunch and it was always super awkward.
>>7649817
>stereotypical trannies
you mean hons?
>>7649815
hugg lan
ill probably feel similarly when i get into art school, i think it's just the nature of competitive environments like that
>>7649823
basically yeah
>>7649818
they will wake up tomorrow, don't you worry :P
>>7649817
uh yeah
>>7649805
I was in boymode lol, I guess I passed as boyfriend who is incredibly interested in his girlfriend's makeup
>>7649804
this is so interesting to me, can you walk me through your observations? I am maximum interested rn
>i fucking hate that line of reasoning.
yaaaa exactly
like, I come here cause I feel powerless and lonely and his suggestion is to not come here and to not talk to anyone on discord. I have like 2 non-tranny friends, so thered be almost literally nobody left to talk to, how would that make me LESS lonely ;_;
he was never obnoxious about it though, just like, friendly suggestions what might help me, so it wasnt a big deal, still a bit frustrating from my perspective.
>>7649815
I am crossing my fingers for you <3
>>7649781
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Az3SHeMHC6c&index=364&list=LLQosEcb6VXcvtodzuOh4RYg
>>7649787
im ok hbu
>>7649813
never had it and now i don't eat fish because fish are friends
>>7649816
that sounds pleasant
i had therapy
I think my girl voice is getting better
Was the party pretty sick? are you fulltime?
>>7649813
FISH DOESNT BELONG ON A PIZZA REEEEEEEEEEEEe
next thing you know people will start putting pineapples on pizza and that is NOT OKAY
>>7649834
You're fucking adorable.
Did you know?
>>7649278
>Angie
I'm Not crazy though :)
>>7649827
cute lil anime girl ^>^
>>7649844
>people will start putting pineapples on pizza and that is NOT OKAY
DIE
>>7649834
you had speech therapy?
what was it like?
>>7649844
You're wrong.
FYI.
>>7649851
Pineapple on pizza is shit taste
>>7649813
what the FUCK is wrong with you
>>7649853
>>7649851
PIZZA PINEAPPLERS MUST DIE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>7649278
What sort of poster am I?
>>7649846
but you have a joker tattoo across your chest that says "MORBID"
let's cut our shit with a sharp knife here, angie - that's pretty crazy
>>7649844
careful, thats an unpopular opinion here.
pizza is to remain pure and not be sullied with toppings
>>7649855
>>7649859
THE FLAMES OF HELL ARE NOT HOT ENOUGH FOR YOU
>>7649813
you just like the hot gooey and fishy and salty mess on your tongue and sliding down your throat
>>7649863
This
Just tomato sauce and cheese
Pepperoni is allowed desu
And cheesy crust
>>7649861
I'm edgy but not crazy ;)
Mac & cheese pizza with crumbled bacon on it is god-tier
>>7649872
garlic butter crust is the patrician choice
>>7649822
Did you end up going? I don't think I've ever seen you talk about your education and stuff.
I'm fucking awful at approaching authority figures like that and asking for what amounts to a favor. I've never been a standout student, I just do well.
>>7649833
Hugg sophieee <3
Also, you navigated this labyrinth to get into your masters and I'm increasingly impressed by that accomplishment. This is really intimidating ;-;
>>7649824
Well, it's not just the competitiveness, I have like a whole list of reasons why there's a little bit of imposter syndrome.
>woman in physical sciences
>tranny
>former drug user and near flunkout
Idk, I'm applying against people that have been on top of their game for years and never had the whole tranny thing.
>>7649877
ooo what japanese band did you get a cd for
>>7649845
no u
<3
>>7649844
bad girl
>>7649852
not speech therapy
I just got the confidence to use an andro voice with her but i requested a quieter room for next time and i'm gonna talk in girl voice the whole time hopefully.
>>7649872
>red meat
>>7649879
had it but it wasn't good imo
where did you get it from?
i got it at alfy's
>>7649875
>pineapple on pizza is absolutely disgusting
Fucking fight me
>>7649875
You're in your right to say you don't like it
that's fine, nobody will disagree with you, you know what you like better than anyone
but it's not right to say it is disgusting without the qualifier 'to me'
does that make sense to you?
>>7649886
>>red meat
Wait what
Red is the patrician way to eat meat
Have you never had a good steak?
>>7649839
I thought the same thing.
I think I managed to convince myself that the people there won't really give a shit about you, they just want you to buy something. Doesn't mean I wasn't terrified to be there, but it felt really good.
>>7649882
you can't let being a tranny define you or let it stop you from doing the things you want to do
you know you pass anyways, what's the big deal?
>>7649872
anna has top tier pizza taste, as expected
>>7649886
cute ^^
if neurosis could be weaponised, this board would be the most powerful collective on the face of the planet
>>7649884
planning to get the cd of which this is one of the songs, stumbled upon the song on new year's eve
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ExGrE46Zqg
>>7649882
Pizza toppings define you.
Not your gender or lack thereof
>>7649888
yeah any time I say "X is disgusting/bad/etc." I mean "to me". Some people like stuff that seems odd to me, but whatever. I'm just memeing to kill time
>mfw people arguing about whether or not to put pineapple on a pizza
>mfw in my country, banana and curry sauce is a common topping on pizza
>tfw you go to a party and there's no cheese pizza
>"come on it's fine [insert topping here] is great
>take a bite of the slice, tasting for a second the heavenly taste of pizza, only to have my tastebuds immediately assaulted by a foreign flavor
this should be illegal
>>7649844
Are you fucking nuts? Anchovies are fucking DOC
>>7649886
how did you find your therapist? having a hard time finding one that works with this
>>7649833
i mean idk its just overtime.
i generally read your posts, so when i'm around i just kind of take note of what you said and then after awhile I picked up patterns.
like idk. i like people watching alot, and i grew up pretty alone, so i just got into the habit of trying to read behavior and such. its hard to do it here obviously, but like
yeah.
i was about to say something that I observed about other people but its KINDA WEIRD DUDE lol, so yes.
but one can infer alot about someones mood from the vocabulary that use at stuff; the way they punctuate sentences, how long the posts are, etc
its not a perfect science............... not my autism power level has been revealed........
>>7649882
>Did you end up going? I don't think I've ever seen you talk about your education and stuff.
Two semesters away from graduating I got overwhelmingly depressed and tried to kill myself several times and also stopped talking for a few weeks, so i got kicked out of school for shit grades, and because of the way my student loan was structured I can't go back until I pay off all the debt, which is like 10k or something. Since then i've been floating around through life like a retard, so i haven't made it back yet. The graduate program I wanted to go to is at Cal-Arts and its expensive as fuck so I dont know that I'd even be really worth it to do it given the costs.
i'm not a standout student, my grades are usually passable, but im good at kissing ass, and some of my other personal traits generally leave me well-liked, so i'm usually able to spin that into good grades.
Life is built on favours though, i'm also bad at asking for things, it gives me alot of anxiety and i've had panic attacks over it a few times. email is nice though, it makes things easier.
>>7649813
They just taste like salt in my experience, maybe I haven't had good anchovies or something.
>>7649936
interesting
did you feel like I am going through 'phases' everytime I leave/come back?
because thats how I feel like
>>7649961
>did you feel like I am going through 'phases' everytime I leave/come back?
that i couldn't say, i know everyone has changes in mood, so I figured it was just a result of that, because i know that you do make progress in life, because you openly talk about it.
>>7649976
If feel like I alternate between friendly/advising, aggressive/hostile/elitist, apologetic/warm/soft
a LOT
theyre usually consistent over a few weeks, Idk
maybe its my imagination though
>>7650008
you're pretty mixed, yeah.
>theyre usually consistent over a few weeks, Idk
more or less, yes, I think so.
humans are weird sophie idk
>>7650018
as long as you think that okay I am happy tho :3
still blown away that you noticed.
>>7650038
i care about/pay attention to the people I like!!
>>7650075
SO NICE!!!
>>7649813
Tfw just eat anchovies whole
Valq would you like some?