mtfg

Firsties

nth for homophobic/transphobic parents

:} lauren

lauren
http://time.com/4636033/republicans-gop-endangered-species/

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>>7600395
it will be ok ;_;

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>>7600378
Finasteride 8 months, AA+estro 6 months. I think in about another year my hairline will be better than it has been in 4 years.

>>7600391
you shouldn't be, you have a better start than a lot of people

>>7600402
is it worth getting a prescription? how much is it?

>>7600399
:(

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who else /feelin good/ tonight?
>>7600395
:( hugg nim
I know my dad is pretty homophobic and transphobic, I've had to resist coming out to him several times

>>7600403
I'm not ok with this, that doesn't matter to me

>>7600402
I saw phrien say something about them being able to move it forward like 1.5-3 cm, idk how though, I think it's a procedure

>>7600409
>who else /feelin good/ tonight?
not me, but i want to, i'm trying to find ways to calm down/cheer up

>>7600410
then i don't understand what the issue is

>>7600395
>>7600396
Hello nim and maeve.

Steve harvey transgender

>>7600417
hi anon

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Why do I have to always hit the same nipple?!

>>7600386
I'm probably a total chaser, lol. Idk, I am excited to try dick more and see if I learn to like it more, but I'm not going to try as hard to go out of my way for it. Once I pass well enough to actually pursue irl relationships I might try to date a guy and see if I like it.

>>7600417
hello
>>7600420
what does this mean

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>>7600406
>is it worth getting a prescription? how much is it?
Maybe, yeah. Fin and dut are really fantastic for hair recovery.

I don't know the price because all my hormones/fin are covered on my insurance. I pay $12 every 3 months for all my meds.

I originally ordered finasteride off of ADC cause I was sick of waiting. That costed about ~$15 for a 3 month supply.

>>7600412
yeah idk, that's surgical. way out of my price range and if I have facial surgery it will be brow reduction or jaw reduction, not so worried about my hairline now. Even though a year ago I almost killed myself over it.

>>7600420
What? Source

>>7600416
I'm not ok with my body, I know it's relatively good but I'm not ok with it

>>7600409

thanks to ethyl alcohol and omega-3 linoleic acid i am /feelin good/ now

Booze and sushi is tops for bad mood bees

someone give me something better to practice quick!

https://clyp.it/zjdadehy

>>7600429
seems illogical

>>7600427
idk if it's surgical or not, you should ask her next time she is around, she said "pull it forward" I think, nothing about cutting it but idk. I don't have balding or anything but I would like to do it since it still male hairline and that makes me very sad
>brow reduction or jaw reduction
same, I care most about nose desu

>>7600437
This isn't good enough, I can't imagine how bad it is for others

>>7600427
what's ADC?

In case you didnt see it at the end of last thread...
>>7600370
You still just simply don't get it. I understand what you are saying, i really do, but to be *angry* at people because they are unable to find that change from within on their own? Don't you get how stupid that is?
I question if you've ever really had a major depressive disorder or bipolaria, if you honestly believe its as easy as "change some things to feel better" because anyone who has would know that that's a load of bullshit.
The large majority of depressed people who feel suicidal are such out of a feeling of isolation and detachment from the world around them, and that is not something that can easily be overcome internally. Some people need an external attachment to overcome those problems. Some people aren't affected by it in the same way though, and can't relate.
I'm not saying that you need to understand others on the ultimate level, but to disregard any attempt to understand the differences between the experiences of those around you is only serving to close yourself off to those people.
Again, you can say all these easy feel-good things about changing yourself and learning to love yourself, but you are not they and they are not you and to criticize them for not living the same life as you is damaging to say the least.
Your refusal to understand others to any capacity as a justification for your position is even moreso.
Why don't you try and help your friends and open your mind to the differences of other's experiences, instead of criticizing them and talking about how angry it makes you?

>>7600427
what dose of Fin are you taking?

>>7600425

I'm in a similar position. I'd love to be in a relationship for emotional reasons, but sexual reasons probably dominate. I'm pre-transition and mean to transition this year and don't think it'd be fair to drag someone else into it, plus all this dysphoria and Gender Shit going on means I don't really have time/energy to devote to a partner. Maybe in 2018 I'll work for some dick, though I have little expectations of passing or being desirable to most people because I'm a large person of color. Probably just going to be loudly trans and try to snag some bisexual boy who is on the market for an amazon and will be happy as my little spoon / emotion sponge

>>7600444
alldaychemist

>>7600442
just be happy you're not as bad off as some other people

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>>7600441
It is surgical. It's called a hairline advancement/forehead reduction. I'm cool though! My hairline is good now and only gets better daily!

>>7600444
all day chemist as anon said

>>7600446
My endo prescribed me 5mg once a day. I know you really only need like 2 mg for it to be effective but w/e. nuke that shit

>>7600455
I can't be, life is bad

>>7600431

I like to practice by singing. You form words, but also have long held notes that you can feel and adjust to really find your woman groove. Then again, I'm pre-hormones and pre-transition and why would you listen to me

I like to sing along to depressing singer-songwriters like Julien Baker. Margaret Glaspy also put out a tremendous album, Emotions and Math, that is less depressing but very wonderful and good to sing along to. "I don't want to be somebody, to anybody, no, no, no; I'm good at no-one" is probably my favorite tune on there

fyi i'm reasonably drank rn

>>7600448
Please pick me

>>7600456
im two months im not a hon yet

>>7600458
i think ill ask my doctor about getting a script

seems like something that would be over the counter though

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>>7600436
I said it wasn't easy. You do need to make changes. External attachments can help but in my experience it's the loss of them that drives me to change. I'm not refusing to understand them. I talk to my close friends and sometimes I can't say anything else to them. I can't make you change. I feel emotions and I feel angry and overwhelmed when all of my friends want to give up and leave me just like everyone else before them has.

>>7600458
oh okay

OKay I need to remember to remind myself that I'm bad

>>7600471

where u at bb and do you like steak au poivre because that's what i want to cook for a bae when i get one. Steak au poivre and some sauteed broccoli and roasted potatoes. I'll flambe the sauce for you and burn off my thick honeyebrows and the steak will be medium rare and your dick can be the sweet, sweet dessert

>>7600481
Everyone is bad sometimes
Remind yrself to appreciate the good things about you. You can do and be those things more often if you remember that you have it in you.

>>7600485
juni is never bad

>>7600485
I ruined things

>>7600487
maximum hugbox
I love you nim

>>7600481
actually you are good

>>7600490
You were doing your best. What happened?

>>7600477

juni i know this feel so well from my entire life, people I know in meatspace and also internet, well before I ever came here.

sometimes i find it hard to actually want to get people to not suicide because i want to, too, and i understand its appeal and life isn't for everybody, but i still have an urge to save others from suicide because if i can save them, i guess maybe I can save myself? Or maybe i just don't want people to suicide, especially if i vaguely know them. Or maybe I have my reasons to not suicide and i feel that if only the other person was thinking like i was they would be okay but how do you get them to do that? aye, there's the rub. it's tough. I haven't spoken to anybody yet that has actually suicided but if they did I don't know how I'd feel about it.

am i being Real or just drunk? i'm sorry.

>>7600491
how are you juni

are you on discord

How do i come out to my parents?

>>7600496
i end up getting close to people and then once they really know me they leave because i'm bad, that's the general idea and why i'm sad about it, i can't ever be myself because it's not good enough

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>tfw bf is cooking me jambalaya for dinner

:3

>>7600445

It's ok sweetheart, I accept your feelings and I hope you can find a path that allows you to heal <3

Don't worry about the judgement of others. Our experiences are all incredibly different and our lives immeasurably complex.

You focus on you. We all have the capacity to change if we can find a way that works with our individual needs. I believe in you.

You got this! <3

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>>7600496
>>7600491

Juni I love you and I feel if you lived near me we would be best friends. :\ why don't you live near me.

i'm a girl ^=^
anyone else know this feel?

>>7600487
nim is my little girl

>>7600477
So, to be frank, it sounds to me like your anger is rooted in a projection of your fears of the loss of those around you.
But you can't let that overwhelm the need to help those who are in need and who need you. I've lost more than one friend to suicide, so i know what it is like, and the ultimate takeaway when trying to understand their loss is that not everyone experiences things the same way. Two people can live nearly identical lives, but one can be driven to suicide by their demons, and one can go on to live a normal happy life. Your experiences are just that: Yours. To say that others should or will respond in the same way is really close-minded. I've been driven to the brink of suicide *because* of the loss of people around me, i was certainly not driven to change and better myself by it. That is because my experiences and my existence is different in almost every measure from yours.

Of course people need to make changes at some point, and that the only way to not fall back in to the hole is to change where you walk on your path, but not everyone has the ability, the capacity to pull themselves out of that hole, or to avoid not falling in again. For some people, it is neurological, chemically driven, or physically limited, and for others it is situational, environmental, and can be altered by tangible means. But again, that does not work for everyone, and that doesn't always help everyone. I could move a thousand miles away and i can guarantee i would be no less depressed than i always have been. I've tried it before. For some people, it isn't as easy as it has been in some cases (though not all im sure) for you. I've known people who have never climbed out of that hole, yet are still living in pain every day, and i've known some who gave up because they couldn't live through the pain.

What i'm getting at is, you need to understand that your anger and your emotions are projections and only do harm to those around you who are vulnerable.

>>7600502
say baylife and fuck it and do it

>>7600509
on the inside yes
on the outside no

lonely

lonely

>>7600509
aww burch!

>>7600517
>>7600518
lonely together

>>7600512
what does baylife mean isla

>>7600504
i actually made that for my bf tonight

>>7600517
>>7600518
>>7600521
*escorts to pillowfort*

>>7600521
hons together

>>7600523
Are you Korra's bf?

>>7600505
I don't know who you are but that was an incredibly uplifting message...

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>>7600525

>>7600522
http://solomidstore.myshopify.com/products/fk-it-baylife-1
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Bay+Life&defid=6724955

>>7600504
jfc clean up your place what is wrong with you

>>7600516
you are the inside
we girls now

>>7600519
shhhhh
my sweet little nimmer!
:3

L O N E L Y

>>7600504

Do you live in a basement? What's up with your floors?

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good evening everyone

>>7600529
is that
juniper, lauren and isla ?

Pls help /mtfg/

6mg E sublingual
200mg spiro
5mg fin

just got tested 12 hours after my last dose, measured test 36 ng/dL, estra 18.1 pg/mL

this isn't good is it? i cant tell what my average levels are because of the peaks and troughs from pills. do i need to switch to patches or injections?

>>7600542
i love you

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>>7600542
hi daddy, whatsup?

>>7600542
my dude

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>>7600548

>>7600542
good morning
what country are you in?

>>7600530
that's dum

>>7600504
>looks like a young bernie sanders

>>7600542
hi im nim do you wanna switch places

>>7600557
US
>>7600550
Hiya
>>7600549
Packing, wbu!

>>7600542
evenin repressor^^
>>7600558
wtf

>>7600542
Evening mister!

>>7600524
>>7600518
>>7600517
>>7600504
>>7600496
hugg

>>7600528

You are most welcome darling <3

I mean every word.

calm

>>7600565
double hugg ^^

>>7600574
tactical counterhugg ^^

>>7600504
>jambalaya
mad jelly

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>>7600542

you seem super cool and i wish your situation was better so you could transition in peace

Today i am drinking a vodka collins made with hopped vodka. I think it's available nationally because the distillery is in WA and I'm super not in WA, the vodka was on sale in my favorite liquor store and I bought it on a whim, it's hoppy and marvelous and I can't stop using it in mixed drinks. Pairs well with citrus because hops. It's marvelous, don't skip hopped vodkas if you see them and are curious

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>>7600499
There's polarity to every concept. Wanting to save others is a projection of saving yourself. We're all hopelessly alone but we can help eachother not feel like it for a moment. For every reason we should be lonely there is a reason to feel as one.
>>7600501
no
i am afraid of discord lol
>>7600503
I've been there. I chased my gf of 3 years away and my best friend of my whole life away in the same couple of weeks. Having time to yourself forces you to discover who you are. Your quality of life does not depend on others. There is always something that can be appreciated. Nothing does not exist. It's impossible to fully understand it and it's foolish to sympathize with it.
>>7600504
quaint
>>7600507
<3
come to seattle
>>7600510
I told shakira I was angry at her and how much it hurt me that she wants to give up and I like to think communicating that helped her feel a little bit more needed tonight. Communication and understanding are the deepest issues with trying to save people. We can't always give people what they feel like they need but we can try to help them escape through the fringe of the emotional spectrum. I'm sorry you lost people to suicide.

>>7600577
oops trip came off

>>7600581
i got locked out of my skype so i had to make a new one

i miss talking to you juni

I feel like everyone hates me as much as I hate myself

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>>7600574
Do you ever use yr skype anymore?
>>7600587
hugg
>>7600588
oh do you have a new skype??
mine is gogurts4ever if you do
I miss you too honestly

>>7600592
I don't know you so I can't hate you, right?

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>>7600581
>come to seattle
I was in seattle on my last tour. Next time I'm in Seattle, we are gonna chill for sure.

I feel we share a lot of the same philosophical trends. Do you have skype?

I'm about to teach a music lesson, chat later!

>>7600503

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlVp9W6LvTQ

i listen to this song when i feel that way

julien baker is the queen of my sad feels

>>7600580
tysm ;___;

>>7600566
Who are you...?
Do you even know who i am?

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where are they going

>>7600592
ily anon

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>>7600592
If you keep feeling like that you're going to try to convince others that they should hate you that much (if you haven't already)
>>7600594
this is a good point

Every new opportunity brings a new version of you into something else's experience. You can be better and you will.

>>7600595
gogurts4ever
>>7600600
to places no one has been

>>7600602
i want to feel love for real :(

>>7600593
yeah ill add you in a sec ^^

>>7600600
to the slaughterhouse

>skype

Why not discord?

>>7600613
no

how much spiro is a lethal dose?

>>7600581
I am glad to see you are helping her in the way that you know how, and that it is doing good. Of course, the things i've said are based only on what i saw here because i don't know you personally.
Just be aware that using your pain to help others won't always work, and that like you said, trying to communicate with them is the only way to see what you can do for them and what they need, and unfortunately sometimes who you are and what you can do isn't enough, and that is the hardest part.
I think it is for this reason that understanding someone isn't exclusively an internal task for the self, but rather one of connecting and building trust and closeness with those around you. You can not trust someone if you do not try to understand them and their experiences and their motives.
I appreciate your condolences, i hope it isn't something you ever have to know the feeling of.

>>7600617
that's not effective in the slightest

>>7600566
>>7600528


P.S. I don't trip because doing so immediately makes you a target. I can only try to help and support as anon.

Look for me, I'll be the one showing others how to empathise <3

>>7600616
yank dog ear?

>>7600623
no

>>7600627
wiggle dog nose?

>>7600598

Anytime, for reals. I make a point to never speak lies, and messages on anonymous Cantonese doodle internet boards count as speaking. I hope you can some day be the best you there ever was and stop repressing. Also good choice with the avatar images that just makes you cooler because fire emblem is champ
Somebody, anybody stop me from singing along with sad feels Julien Baker

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R13EP809jQo

i wish i was her but brown because it's not my color I resent but my maleness

>>7600617
I tried this and ended up vomiting and nothing happened. The lethal dose is higher than what you can stomach fast enough. Look for something better if you are really that intent.

>>7600628
yes

>>7600622
a target for what?

>>7600637
shave dog hair?

>>7600620
I also have a bunch of estrogen

nothing else though

>>7600642
why do you want to die :(

>>7600640
no

>>7600613
>>7600616

Lauren I'm sorry if I disturbed you with my post about dog meat last night it's been bothering me all day. I wanted to share a fun fact but I know it's a disturbing fact for many. My family has a doggo and he's a good boy and I love him and miss him since I don't live there anymore and I would only eat him if he wanted me to and I know he would if I was starving because he's such a good doggo, I need to visit my parents again so I can see him and pet him and scratch him where he like scratchies

>>7600647
why you always say no

>>7600649
i think my dog would be okay with me eating him

>>7600649
it's ok

>>7600581
I realized how important communication is when I was about to lose my best friend. we were so angry at each other because there was information missing so we just needed to talk for some time and explain it to each other. I'm better at communication now than ever but sometimes I'm scared I'll fall into manipulating others too much.

lauren

>>7600658
hi nim

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>>7600649

I swear these threads weren't this retarded a few years back. Or maybe they were just a different kind of retarded. Either way I preferred it...

>>7600661
how you been

>>7600635
I don't have anything else

>>7600644
more that I'm giving up and things don't look like they're going to improve to the point where I really want to live

I have zero friends and have never had any friends and will never have fun with other people

and I'll never be cis and can never be a mom

I'm so tired

>>7600663
durr me no know what you talking bout

>none of you will ever be women

>>7600672
8/8 troll m8

>>7600672
Good news for our repressing ftm friend I guess?

>>7600672
we are womyn

>>7600672
i'll be a woman, just a trans woman

>>7600581
>. I chased my gf of 3 years away
Don't worry now you can "chase" after some trans girls. :p

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>>7600672
poor bait

considered suicide? why not?

>>7600638

Screen caps that can be thrown in your face later. General drama. That sort of thing :3

I'm fucking lovely, but some of y'all are bitches. But it's all good, I know you girls don't mean it truly. We all have bad days and moments.

We aren't the sum of our weaknesses and faults <3

>>7600684
Too scared of death.

Chaser Anon here... I want to give Eva a hug, since she always seems so sad all the time.

>>7600684
because i still want to live a life full of fulfillment and joy

im a woman

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>>7600663
idk i was in the archive recently
you just have the golden age lightbulb shining somewhere in the past, as always
>>7600681
ugh i used to be so into dick girls but now i'm not yet I've only been with trannies since that breakup

>>7600663
i prefer new mtfg

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>>7600663

I'm sorry. I'm under the influence of alcohol. There are scientific papers written on the subject of honeybees being drunk af rn (see pic and Pubmed if you have institutional access). Fun fact, I have had cinnamon mead tonight and prefer lavender as a scent to feed my femme side, took a bath earlier with lavender bath soap when I was in full panic attack mode and it stabilized me enough to function. Otherwise I have to lie down in the dark with blankets over my head and pillows smushed into my face and ears so I can control stimuli. Am I a crazy tranny yet

>>7600684

ya because life sucks but i didn't do it because there is good in the world and any experience > nothingness. plus i can maybe improve the lives of other people while i'm here. that's good enough reason to not sudoku

>>7600684
i wanna escape, but death is frightening
i always wanted to be loved, and dying is the opposite, i will be forgotten

>>7600503

Okay, stop using your energy to find someone and use it to make yourself better. Then find someone.

>>7600690
I thought I saw a penis there for a second

I just noticed my hands look different
kinda scared at how different I'll look by the semesters end :<{

>tfw no complimentary cis girl gf

>>7600705
filthy mind

Self Medding with no Doctor, could I die?
Also 5 days on Spiro, haven't died yet.

>>7600690
desu I thought that was a penis and got really grossed out

>>7600713
pay attention to any strange allergic reactions
get your blood tested
you'll be fine

>no one outside of the hugbox will accept you the way you want to be

>>7600712
Guilty as charged.

Anywho, I'm audi. Night y'all

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>>7600705
That's why it's great
Oddish replied something about heavy trans feels in this pic
I love it lol
>>7600708
girl hands u

>>7600717
Can't do bloodtests, don't wanna risk my family finding out.

>>7600723
you'll still be fine i guess

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>>7600696

i don't even know why i like lavender for my femme. maybe because when i was early in "oh shit i'm a trans" i just grabbed the first feminine deodorant I saw in the store as I walked along the aisle and threw it in my cart, it was lavender. Same thing happened with conditioner for my hair. it is fate, lavender is my girl scent.

>>7600690
>>7600705

wait a minute are those baby feet? wtf who selfies with baby how am i supposed to masturbate now

>>7600708

when I'm drunk I find it easier to forget I'm a man. When I'm high on the marijuana I find it easier to believe I'm a woman. I guess it helps that I have long fingers despite my basketball palming hands

fuck i'll never be a woman. uh, buzzu buzzu because i clicked this pic

>>7600721
nice ferret

die trannies

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need opinions

>>7600740
feminine antenna

>>7600740

wow i forgot the link i must really be drunk. serves me right for not measuring my drinks

http://www.strawpoll.me/12143965

>>7600740
on what

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>>7600735
thanks u <3
>>7600738
will do
>>7600740
more honey

>>7600742
>>7600745
>>7600746


sorry i forgot the link bc i'm drank see >>7600744

>>7600744
>getting drunk on a wednesday night
where did it all go so wrong?

>>7600748
i can't decide a or c

>>7600748
you're a fucking attention whore yknow

>>7600748
just don't drink too much plz
don't vomit
>>7600753
this

>>7600642

ship me ur estrogen

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>>7600756
wow

>>7600738
send me something I can kill myself with then

>>7600763
Sure, just give me your address.

>>7600758
no, I'll still want it if I somehow don't do it

>>7600750
I don't see a problem with that. it's only a problem when a drink is the first thing you get when you wake up.

>>7600750

I was learning a new procedure from a man in my laboratory and had a hard time controlling my thirst for the D. then i had a panic attack over being a disguisting tranny (spelling mistake on purpose) who will never pass and decided to hate everything in the world instead of hating myself. Now i"m drunk and love everything

>>7600756

yes I know I am only here to seek validation for my trans feelings and when I'm drunk it gets worse because any inhibitions about "you're being a fucking attention whore you know" get overridden by "fuck it' I'm drunk."

>>7600757

I know my limits it's okay. Probably my last drink. The diuretic effects of alcohol are kind of feeding my trans-affirmative feelings because when I can, I urinate sitting down and it feels like I'm scoring points for myself

>>7600760

mfwhenever i eat watermelon, i hate confirming stereotypes. my dad is black and he got fried chicken right before we boarded a plane and i wanted to terror the flight so that nobody would be able to say anything about it

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My dinner smells like vagina

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hi everyone, how are you all today
ive been having one of those days where i can only see a man in my reflection, it sucks
it feels like nothing's changed and it makes me wonder when im deluding myself and whats real

>>7600774
>I am only here to seek validation for my trans feelings
So you're here to ensure that you don't change your mind. Nice.

>>7600766
why don't you like trannies?

>>7600778
is that a good smell

>>7600738
trip on edie

>>7600785
Idk it smells like oysters

>>7600766
does a PO box work

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mfw boss tells customers i'm the one who looks like a viking
>>7600774
one time my ex's family came over with a completely trashed bike they wanted me to fix and they had a bunch of fried chicken too.
>>7600780
we are in transition.
stay optimistic. You looks a million times better, happier and more natural than you used to.

>>7600778
agp

>>7600774
I never got the blacks like fried chicken meme. I mean almost everybody likes fried chicken.

>>7600782
It's like why people don't like furries. Flaunting your fetish as a "lifestyle" is pretty disgusting.

>>7600791

As someone who has eaten out a cis girl before, I can assure you, vaginas are not supposed to smell like oysters.

>>7600792
Yes

>>7600799
So, its supposed to smell like clams?

>>7600803
Raw mutton actually

>>7600780

is this what lies in my future

also, Grace, I've seen the pics you post, you're more beautiful than i can ever hope to be.

mostly bc I'm not white and white means beautiful in our society, even the people of color most revered for their beauty look pretty white

it's the patriarchy's fault tho

>>7600781

I mean, yeah

I only figured out that I'm trans a few months ago and I'm pretty good at finding some explanation for my feelings that makes sense and rolling with it for years, which is why I didn't realize I was trans until just now. Maybe this is also me rolling with an explanation that isn't quite the truth and I'll be super regretful after I hormones and all that has happened is me buying a meme

but who knows. trans makes more sense than anything else in my life to the point that i would choose it over my career dreams i've harbored since i was a wee lad. what about that, eh?

>>7600793

was your ex black

>>7600796

i know, right? why can't the meme be something more accurate, like "black people always get passed over for promotions over their less qualified white counterparts" amirite

>>7600778
>tfw no frame to know what that smells like

>>7600797
being a tranny isn't a fetish

>>7600774
>mfwhenever i eat watermelon, i hate confirming stereotypes. my dad is black and he got fried chicken right before we boarded a plane and i wanted to terror the flight so that nobody would be able to say anything about it
if it makes you feel any better, i'm white and own a dog that i let lick my face in ways that ethnic minorities find disgusting

also can't eat spicy food because it gives me massive diarrhea

>>7600663
PotC was worse... so much worse.

>>7600791
>Idk it smells like oysters
wash your vagina, you disgusting creature
vaginas are not supposed to smell like oysters

>>7600810
>nice argument
but youre wrong

>join server i sperged out on a few weeks ago
>lurk for a few hours
>can't bring myself to post even though i don't think anyone on it actually dislikes me
>think i'm just going to leave again

>>7600809

vaginas are delicious and smell/taste like everything you wish you were. i miss my girlfriend's vagina but not her because she was kind of a shitty person.

>>7600811

I let the dog lick my face and also adore spicy food. Truly, miscegenation is the way to create the master race
so, like, no more drinks for honeybee right? I have a meeting at 9:00am tomorrow and it's nearly midnight

>>7600810
liking trannies is a fetish though

>>7600806

Hi Claire, how's Smiles?

Raw mutton? Salty milk and coins!

>>7600816
oh god, PotC... I remember her. What happened to her?

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>>7600808
yes

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>>7600799
Yeah you're right
It's more like salty milk

>>7600820
Mine doesn't
I have heard they do

>>7600826
Smiles is OKish

Who are you anon?

someone post the potc beatbox video plz

>>7600829
why are you talking about your vagina

>>7600823
oh

see if you can get her to give you hers

>>7600821
a lot of people with the fetish aren't trans
you can transition while having the fetish without having the fetish be the reason for the transition

>>7600803
>>7600806

It would not say it smells like any sort of food. More like sweat and female pheromones.

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>mfw my dad and I just watched a VHS copy of Faces of Death we found in a box of crap my uncle left in my dead grandpa's house
Shit's fucked. Most of it looks fake as all hell, but supposedly there's some legit stuff mixed in. I'm not sure if I believe it, though. The box is cool, though. It's got a movie rental store sticker on it and says "BANNED IN 46 COUNTRIES" on the cover.

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>>7600832
>potc beatbox video
w-what
why

>>7600833
I am not
I am talking about oysters

>>7600836
>you can transition while having the fetish without having the fetish be the reason for the transition
lie to yourself harder. that's all purely anecdotal.

>>7600822
are you Anthony burch

>>7600843
ive never had an oyster either :thinking:

>>7600826

>salty milk and coins

no. vagina tastes like the way, the truth, and the light. if i had one I'd mush it into the face of a desperate, nerdy little man and then big-spoon him until I fell asleep and while I'd feel guilty about not making him come I'd feel even more empowered by making use of the patriarchy for such a frivolous thing as sexual pleasure.

>>7600833

no, it ended on bad terms because she was a catholic-school virgin and assumed that since we did anything, it meant forever. She gave me the purity card they made her sign in school after we fucked for the first time, and then demanded it back along with every gift we'd ever exchanged when I broke up with her for being a bad person I couldn't see a future with. It was a rough one. Maybe if I murder her and take it, but then I'd have to serial kill a bunch of ladies like her to cover my tracks and that means a lot of rubber gloves and spare tarps that I don't have the budget for, not if I'm going to keep buying lady clothes.

>>7600829
Salty maybe
I don't know bout milk though..

>>7600827
She got even weirder and stopped coming here. Then she made some video where she was beatboxing with a feminist rapper and came back here with the trip name "potsy" and stirred up shit with radfem shitposting.
>>7600832
PLEASE DO NOT DO THAT

>>7600847
i am the idol formerly known as "anthony"

>>7600852
it's like salty coins,

>>7600850
i think id get unnaturally attached to someone that took my viriginity

is that bad

>>7600848
If you've been on hormones for at least a year, just sniff your crotch when you get wet. It's a somewhat similar odor.

>>7600859
it's only been 2 months

everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay

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OK what is vagina actually supposed to smell like idk whether mine is normal

>>7600852

the milk-like taste is due to lactobaccili, a family of bacteria found in vaginas but also in milk. They acidify the vagina and make it so that naughty bacteria or yeast cannot grow there and cause problems. Microbiomes are super cool, seriously

>>7600858

Yes but it's understandable. She was unnaturally attached to me and it made the breakup super awful. She was operating under 'forever" assumptions and I was more, like... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CO6RhAMLSWU

>>7600867
*knock anon the FUCK OUT*

>>7600858
I got attached to the girl who took mine. We're engaged now.

>>7600870
everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay

>>7600868
Once upon a time it was a penis so it isn't normal anyway.

>>7600868
it smells like what could have been

>>7600869
>>7600874
that's why im picky, i dont wanna get my heart broken

>>7600861
Give it some time.
>>7600868
I can't really describe it. When I get wet, my "fluids" (I don't know the proper word?) smell kind of like my cis girlfriend's vag, but not exactly. It's slightly off and I don't know whether that's because I'm trans or because she's a vegetarian and I'm not.

>>7600857
Perfectly accurate
The newest and hottest snack for NEETs

Can someone give me money to get a bloodtest please

>>7600869

"I think you might be harboring a heartache... you and I have been a mistake, I let it linger too long" especially

>>7600878

Don't have your heart broken. Break hearts. If you're a ruthless cutthroat bitch nobody can hurt you because you rip them in half before they can do anything

>>7600808
I would not say it happens all the time but yeah there is a lot of injustice in this world especially about work. they really try hard to keep the department I'm in white. recently they send two turks away into a different building in a different city just to hire two white guys a week later.

>>7600886
i dont think i could break someone's heart on purpose

>>7600885
if i end up killing myself you can have the 170 dollars in my bank account

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>>7600877
;_________;

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>>7600868
let me smell it and i'll tell you

>>7600832
here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vndEvYAurkQ

>>7600891
I only need $70. Thank you anon.

>>7600896
thanks :3

>tfw nothing to do right now besides contemplate my loneliness
send help

>>7600809
>tfw no frame to know what that smells like
iktf

>>7600868
>OK what is vagina actually supposed to smell like idk whether mine is normal
idk but my junk is starting to smell kinda funny

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>>7600869
Oh dang is it the same for cum? I'd always thought the milk comparison was more about texture didn't know it was literally biological
Reminds me of this chick who used her vagina to make yogurt b/c it had the right bacteria

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>>7600896
what kind of god would allow this?

>>7600828
Jesus christ she has a big head.
Why are so many trannies worried about their head size? plenty of girls have massive skulls.

>>7600896
>those names

my skin feels terrible, i thought things were getting better :(

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5zkw_vWek8

she has lots of material it seems

maybe she'll be the next daniel johnston
>>7600912
her skull was actually very weird shaped. Her hair fell out before we started dating. idk how to describe it. Just weird shaped.

>>7600831

Just another Aussie ;) You are a good friend Claire, that is what Smiles needs now... Her mum sounds like a real peice of work ;_;


>>7600850

I know this, I have a cute cis girlfriend :3

>>7600896
Homegirl's singing like 8 different songs over this beatboxing/birdcalling

>>7600907

It is not the same as man cum. There is a lot of overlap between the colonizers of the penile urethra and the vaginal urethra but that's about it. Vaginal bacteria have also been used to make sourdough bread! I'd eat it because the amount of vagina juice in it is, like, holistically low. The bacteria multiply, though.

Honeybee is a professional microbiologist. keep this in mind, ladies.

>>7600894

It might actually be normal. FtM surgery vaginas can easily pick up the same bacteria as a regular vagina. From a microbiological standpoint, it is possible for it to be the same. If you want maximum potential, douche thoroughly (which I do not recommend normally, douching is actually very bad for vaginas) and then aggressively scissor with another lady whose vaginal microbiome you want to claim. it's gay but it's the only way, desu~

>>7600890

Neither could I but once I realized that it was the only recourse for me in the relationship it was remarkably easy. Always be looking out for #1 and do not be afraid to say "boy/girl bye" when it is right for you to say bye. They'll get over it. Emotional abuse is never worth it, take it from someone who has lived 100% of relationships with emotional abuse/manipulation to keep me around because I'm amazing. Just like you!

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>edie fucked sam hyde
>pizza fucked eggman
Why haven't you fucked anyone famous yet?

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That's when they smile in my face
Whole time they wanna take my place
Whole time they wanna take my place
Whole time they wanna take my plaaaaaace

>noticed arms of cis girl in my project group are ridiculously hairy
>like, hairier than my arms ever were at any point
why
>>7600896
why would you do this
please end everything
>>7600937
I don't know anyone famous and extremely desperate

>>7600937
i'm ugly and probably won't ever pass

tfw you find a picture of your mom in blackface

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I made this for a friend the other day and im feeling stupid enough right now to post it here
tell me how much of a hon im gonna be :^]
i wish i had more pictures of myself desu, i have none from last spring till october.

>>7600946
my little girl

>>7600945
nim I love you
olive, too
and grace
edie
faye
korra
kayla
you're all great

>>7600937
I fucked an obscure mtfg trip

>>7600954
trip on, elanna's roommate

>>7600945
>tfw you find a pic of your dad as a long haired hippie

>>7600900
>>7600896
So this is the video you told me about... I couldn't get past 10 seconds of the beatboxing desu its worse than i imagined

>>7600946
i think you're cute even though you like to say otherwise
you gotta at least see that you have a nice figure

>>7600937
lol

>>7600952
you have good taste anon!

except nim i hate her!

>>7600937
I want to go to the mall with Kayla. it sounds like an amusing afternoon

>>7600937
ive fucked 4 mtfg posters
and i wanna fuck someone famous but idk if he wants that

>>7600955
elanna's an attention whore, not obscure. i didn't fuck the obscure trip that i met up with

>>7600868
vag smells like gt but stronger

>>7600938
Somethin' ain't right when we talking
Somethin' ain't right when we taAalking

vaginal odor

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Who else /manly man/ here?

>>7600937

bc i was a person whose intimacy functions were broken. There are painful stories here that I regret but I'm still friends with her but if only but she's far away now but if only and she might be science famous one day and omg i might cry right now I still love her

>>7600946

why are you so skinny. Do i have to get that skinny to be attractive? Maybe I'll drink like this every night and just accept the beer gut and honnitude

>>7600945

tfw you find a pic of your mom as a blonde bombshell cheerleader and you cry yourself to sleep because you'll never be that beautiful

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>>7600780
Hey Grace. It's /uak/. You don't look like a man. I've been feeling the same way for the past few days. I know I get gendered right the vast majority of the time, though, so I can't be completely unpassable, you know? I think you are in the same boat probably, because this website kind of leads us to look at ourselves more critically as a result of the ridiculously high standard of what is "passing." Whether that is better or worse than the ridiculously low standard of passing elsewhere... I can't say. But you shouldn't worry. In terms of appearance you are a lot better off than a lot of other trans women on the internet and you shouldn't worry so much. I get what you mean about the insecurity about what's real and what's fake, though. It's hard, but I know you can make it. You definitely don't look like a man, and you have definitely changed in appearance since you started tripping here. Sorry that I'm not so good at the whole pep-talk thing. I hope you feel better soon, friend.

>>7600937

See this is why I love Edie. Defs my favourite trip ;)

>>7600946
pretty cute so far! you'll probably look really good after another 6 months

>>7600967
>the mall
Way too dysphoric for that shit

>>7600963
hi
i like that you post the shirtless one

>>7600977
sometimes i see my body and realize it'll never change, it'll never look right, and how i should just be some kind of handsome boy

>>7600973
THEY LOOK UP TO ME
I GOT FAKE PEOPLE SHOWIN FAKE LOVE TO ME
STRAIGHT UP TO MY FAACCCEEEE

<3

my sister is calling me Jamal
what does she mean by this

>>7600979
my mom looked really cool when she was in her early twenties but she's actually been a boring square all her life

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>>7600977

hi this is me, drone bee. i exist to fertilize queen and then die but why do i feel like I should be the queen myself. is this mental illness

>>7600994

she means you're a bull negro like me

>>7600930
Sourdough too?
I my dick could make tasty food..

>>7600984
Kayla! you're here!
>way too dysphoric
I know exactly what you mean
but we should go anyway!
you're very pretty, I think we would have fun

>>7600994
have you blacked someone

>>7600946
not bad so far, although you have a bad case of the autism stare

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>>7600977
Me, im a manly man.
>at bfs place btw

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>>7600951
>Little
>>7600965
>nice figure
>>7600979
>skinny
>>7600982
>cute

For some perspective, i'm 6'2 with a 37" underbust because >barrel chest
So idk i may look okay in pictures but i look hueg in person i feel like.

But i appreciate it :3
Some days i feel okay looking in the mirror, today is one of those days.

>>7600987
Hey :)
I like how it shows off my skin >~> i've come to like that about me recently

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>>7600994

>>7601009
whats autism stare?

>>7600999
but I'm white

>>7601016
>Some days i feel okay looking in the mirror
i hope those days come more often :)

>>7601016
my little girl! :3
would hug, and then we could write edgy poetry together.

this is burch, obviously, i decided to drop 'ironically associating with anthony burch'

>>7601012
how do I raise my boobs to your power level?

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>>7601019
cold, empty vacant eyes that seem to be staring at nothing

>>7601012
Would glasses make your weird alien eyes better or worse?

>>7601030
Uh, progesterone

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>>7600977
Noope. I tried to be a few times and I had no idea wtf I was doing. Naturally effeminate.

>>7601031
every tranny has that stare

>>7600945
Holy shit, that's great.

>>7600937
Internet celebs are overrated. No class. I slept with a foreign diplomat. Get on my level.

>>7600998

That's sad. My momma got disowned by her square parents for being a single mother and then marrying *gasp* /a black man/. They reconciled after they realized that relationship involved their best daughter and produced their best grandchildren but I kind of never forgive them for disowning my mom in the first place even if they took it back. Sorry, dead grandpa, we lied, not all your grandsons are 6'4" and also not all your grandsons are men. i don't know why dead grandpa is browsing 4chan but desu heaven seems boring so maybe that's why

>>7601016

>skinny

don't make me take pics of my beer gut

>>7601023

Black is an attitude not a gene

>>7601027

I thought so! You're cool, Amber. is it still okay to call you amber

>>7601017
What human you know named Jdm as a first name

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>>7601037
i haveitbad here

>>7601032
Better but i have perfect vision so i don't need them. Thanks for making me hate my face more than i already do

>>7601041
I don't think I have the attitude

>>7601034
did your butt get any bigger with that?

>>7601045
Dont even act like Im the first person to say something like that.