/mtfg/ - transwomen general

>>7590159
I can go unnoticed at a beauty salon and people think im a girl.
When I talked about trans stuff, it got shut down and shit talked.
Someone even called me a privileged cis girl at one point when i said trannies could be retarded.

first for getting jealous of your friends who start passing and never speaking to them again

>>7590161
>i'm sad edition
iktf :/

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>tfw feeling ok

>>7590169
>>7590161
hugg

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Daily reminder that 90% of you are sick fetishists.

>>7590167
we all jelly
mission accomplished

>>7590157
did you put it in your butt?

if you let yourself be sad then you wont be happy.

>>7590168
I've done this a few times now.
Feels pretty bad looking back on it now.

>>7590174
don't need a reminder, fucktard

dont be sad
dont be anxious
dont be alone

>>7590176
no, i smelled it and smelled it a lot
>>7590174
if i could be anime i would want to be a boy
or maybe a girl for Jotaro
>>7590175
I think its because im young, people see me as a girl.
Whenever at stores they auto take me to womens section so its nice to feel this way.
Sometimes its awkward explaining that I don't wanna go to the womens section at times

the best I can hope for is to be the ugliest, manliest looking woman ever

>>7590175
lol
i filtered her aaaaages ago

>>7590183
>Sometimes its awkward explaining that I don't wanna go to the womens section at times
You poor poor thing

>>7590167
>beauty salon
The point of beauty salons are to make people feel beautiful. They rely on good customer service to stay in business. Nobody is going to out even the most obvious trans woman.

>trans stuff
that depends on the company you keep.

>Someone even called me a privileged cis girl
that's tranny talk, though. Trans people have trouble telling trans people apart from cis people because their judgement is clouded by wishful thinking.

people who pass are better than people who don't.

discuss.

>>7590191
I disagree. I think they are equally mentally ill.

>>7590191
I don't know about in general, but most people are better than me.

>>7590191
some cis boys pass when crossdressing
life isn't fair

>>7590182
fuck
I'm all three
what to do now?

>>7590177
rubb
>>7590191
well, they're better at passing than people who don't, but it doesn't make sense to say that it makes you better in general

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>>7590172
t-thanks

>>7590184
>Ugliest manliest
You won't be.
You may not be attractive, but you can still be a woman.
>>7590189
>Beauty salon
That part is true, but I know I'm not obviously trans.
>Trans stuff
Talkin about in a conservative area.
They don't know I'm trans unless i tell them.
>Privileged cis girl part
It was by a cis person
Her friends agreed with me
"You or I will never know the trans struggle"
She is kinda right, I don't know the part where some people know they can't pass.
>>7590191
people who pass are better at passing than those who dont
some passers are the ugliest type inside.
>>7590200
hugg

>>7590199
Therapy?

>>7590196
This is the closest I've got to suicide.

A friend of mine threw on a dress at a party and literally fucking passed.
Like, we went out to the off licence and they didn't get stares from drunk strangers, etc.

What is the fucking point of fucking anything?
It's all fucking hopeless.

Its only hopeless once you've given up on the battle.

>>7590182
i can't not be

>>7590211
I gave up almost a decade ago.
I've been living on borrowed time since, and it's starting to get close.

>>7590202
>some passers are the ugliest type inside.
my solution to being a hon is to try and make passers feel bad
i am the ultimate ugly type

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What's the best andro hair style
I like my long hair but I need it styled into something less messy
>>7590196
>tfw friend's bf is incredibly fem
>tfw he could put on girl clothes and pass
>tfw people mistaken him for a girl pretty often
I shouldn't complain since I'm definitely better off than I used to be, no use comparing myself in that situation. But fug if it isn't frustrating

>>7590204
k.
I was already thinking of starting therapy, I just need to stop being a pussy and make a call I guess...

>>7590213
If you're determined to kill yourself, do it. Then you will realize what a mistake it is and make something of yourself. Either that or you'll go through with it.
>>7590216
The final boss of hons?

>>7590202
>but I know I'm not obviously trans
sounds like denial to me, f a m.

>conservative area.
Conservatives think all it takes to be a woman is dresses and long hair. They've never had sex ed and don't fuck with the lights on. Look at Trump. Do you think Trump looks at anything but supermodels? He probably finds most trannies to simply be ugly women because he has no idea what women actually look like without the surgeries and makeup. Conservatives cry all they want about bathrooms, but honestly they're the second worse demographics when it comes to clocking actual trans woman.

>cis person
Sounds like a very kind and good friend.

>>7590219
I'm not going to fail.
Failure would be worse than success.

>>7590219
>The final boss of hons?
not really
i hate myself 10x more than i hate everyone else

>>7590217
choppy short hair.
long hair is rarely successfully andro
>>7590220
I now realize that you are just fucking around.
>>7590222
Killing yourself is failing.
>>7590224
Your hatred gives you drive?

>>7590191
people who pass are almost as privileged as cis people and deserve to only be treated as such

discuss.

>>7590225
>Killing yourself is failing.
It's failing overall, but once you are dead neither success nor failure matter.

>>7590225
>I now realize that you are just fucking around.
More denial. Whatever helps you live with yourself, hon. I'm sure you "pass"

>>7590225
>Your hatred gives you drive?
not really
i struggle to do anything

>>7590226
Agree.
If only I could be cis tho
Then I would be a real girl.
>>7590229
Try and make me doubt my confidence.
I would wager a large amount of money that I pass.
>>7590227
Living is succeeding.
Though your success is determined based on your beliefs, not mine.
>>7590230
Drive to make passers miserable, that is.

>>7590225
>long hair is rarely successfully andro
Shit
I'm still not ready for a feminine style since I'm not full time yet but I don't want to cut my hair short again

How many hours do you spend on mtfg a day, and are you lying?

>>7590233
i almost made a trip kill herself once
but she failed
typical fucking women

>>7590238
You can have like
a hairstyle where you just let it do whatever
>>7590239
i have it open in the background all day but dont post much anymore

>>7590240
sounds fun.

>>7590239
7 probably, I just leave it on my external monitor while I do work on my laptop
I need to get out more

>>7590233
>If only I could be cis tho
you don't get that privilege
you've gotta deal with that on your own

>>7590239
i've made at least 17 posts in this thread so far
have a guess

>>7590246
I know I do~

>>7590233
>Living is succeeding.
Living isn't succeeding.
Living happily is.
If you die after living a sad, depressed, regretful mess of a life, then you've still lost.

>>7590248
For me, survival is success.
That is my personal definition.

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preevyet, /mtfg/

>>7590239
mtfg and a few other forums are always open in some tab
>>7590238
just do a feminine hairstyle desu

>>7590238

Why are you me? Also did you say something about praying in the last thread?

Best way to tell if you pass

>Go to Disney world,
>stand in a line
>talk in girl voice
>see if people react
>talk in deep male voice
>if everyone's heads snap like Mickey just called someone a faggot you pass

>>7590254
this happened but not at disney world
it was at a grocery store line on a busy day

>trans dreams

get. out. of. my. head.

>>7590258
Amy?

>>7590260
Just anon here. Still.

Stay out

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>>7590253
Yeah I posted the thing about praying in the last one
Guess I'm not the only one feeling these feels
>>7590252
But I can't ;~;
My dad will start asking why I look like a girl and I don't want to tell him until after graduation or unless I have my mother in the room
>>7590258
Dreams about passing and going full time are weird

>>7590251

Privyet koshka, whatcha been up to? :3

I just told my gf I wanted to be a boy

We agreed I'd stay on hrt and she'll decide on my gender presentation

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>>7590191
Factually correct
>>7590226
Mostly correct

>>7590251
hey, you took my advice and got a ushanka

i told you it'd make you look cute

>can't be a man
>can't be a woman

>>7590254
>>7590257
Speaking and my credit cards give me away now. I need to start carrying cash for paying for things.

>>7590271
lol Silly girl.
can you effectively bind?

>>7590274
>femboy

>>7590261
>Just anon here. Still.
Oh, ok.

>>7590268
I sometimes have dreams where people find out I'm trans, or I'm trying to do something because of my being trans.
For some reason I haven't had any about passing or going fulltime though.

>>7590269
hi ^-^
tried to sleep, but couldn't

How am i supposed to keep going with this?
I have been taking hormoens for 6 months, i dont feel i look any different.
My mother is always telling me i will always be a man, no matter what, and that i should take it slower.
And my gf is an extremly insecure tranny that only makes me feel more insecure and ugly and disgusting

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>>7590274
You can be an androgyne??

>>7590280
The best changes from hrt don't start until the 6 to 12 month period, or so I'm told.

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>>7590280
Give it a year on hrt to see changes
After that give up, yeah

>>7590283
Is that shooped?

>>7590275
With a large shirt ye

>>7590283
Mercury = caraposter confirmed

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>>7590288
Nope.
It's a candid paparazzi shot

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>>7590290
Not saying it's true.
Also not denying it either

>>7590283
>tfw this is the bodytype i could have had if i didn't decide to repress when i did

>>7590279

Mtfg is way better than sleep though :P

>>7590293

No way you don't post with the same autistic diction...

>>7590296
sleep is for the weak!

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>tfw i listen to let's plays on youtube because i'm that desperate to hear another human voice directed at me to combat the crippling depression and loneliness...

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Zheanna is nice and very helpful with voice
I'm tired
Flannel gets here tomorrow
This is a blogpost

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>>7590300

No time for sleep ;) there's work to be done!

>>7590300
does mtfg EVER sleep?

>>7590305
Nice.
I was talking to her about voice earlier, and she said she gives tutoring professionally, so maybe I'll have to try a session with her.

>>7590308
I'm just watching undercover boss on Netflix
it's fun to watch the bourgeois slave under the conditions they force upon the working man.

>>7590283
I wish I was growing up now. I'd model. I had much better lines through my waist and hip than her. They are ruined now that my rib cage is so big.

>>7590289
Even with a sports bra and loose shirt my boobs look wrong for pecs. To much volume there. With just a loose shirt it is now obvious I have boobs, not pecs. My face also looks somewhat feminine.

>>7590301
>tfw i watch let's plays on youtube because i genuinely enjoy watching them
i'm going to self-diagnose myself with autism

>>7590310
Yeah I might pay for her services later if I got the time and dosh for it. Anything other than the 'just do it' I get from everywhere else and I'm willing to try.

>>7590309
no

>>7590315
I'm not officially diagnosed, but my therapist thinks I have it and it contributed to the teasing and harassment I received when young.

>>7590280
don't listen to your mother
hopefully you and your gf can work on your insecurities together
>>7590301
i always have some stream open on twitch for that reason

>>7590317
Whoa that was a botched sentence, hope you got what I meant.

The biggest problem with voice training is that theres no clear start and path of progression.

When theres no clear way to begin i get super frustratee

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>>7590326
>tfw gay voice because my bf says it turns him on

>>7590314
>They are ruined now that my rib cage is so big.
I don't think I ever had a chance to be model tier, but iktf.
My body could actually be kinda nice if my broad ribcage and shoulders didn't ruin it.

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>>7590315
I mean, sometimes they are enjoyable, but i could never watch them often solely for entertainment, maybe once in a while or with a game i don't want to bother playing myself.

>>7590317
One time in a college psyche class, the professor asked us all to tell all the different words for money that we know and i said dosh and she called me stupid for "making things up".

>>7590320
I'd do this but i don't like most streamers :/ all they do is beg for money the whole time and it's annoying.

>>7590326
I literally just started by talking in a little bit higher pitch, step by step to progressively build up normalcy, and speak softly and with a bit of faggy in my voice. It's the closest you can get to a "starting step" before getting in to the full on voice training stuff.

>>7590312
>Corporate enterprise starts losing gave internally
>We'll all appear on a show that humanizes us because we help one amongst tens of thousands of employees
>Cry in front of camera
>Scene

It's all clearly a publicity stunt, anyone who has ever worked with a film crew (even a small one) knows that key grips and their gaggle take up a lot of real estate.

No one is so stupid that they would really believe that a middling aged man who speaks with bourgeois vernacular is the new hire... Then factor in the film crew, directors, producers, catering, assistants, etc. Clogging up the scene... No way.

The only marginally nice thing they do is help out one person. And sometimes it's the kind of help that all citizens shouldn't need to be given as they are often a result of the individuals rights being shat on by the state and their business class cronies.

But the illusion is nice, fuck those bums ;)

>>7590335
Yeah, i suppose just pitch training until i get resonance and stuff

Also glad you're back, hope you feel better <3

I wish I were cute.

>tfw you come to terms with being a guy forever

>>7590335
big streamers are definitely like that and hard to watch!!
most of the time i'm watching someone with less than a hundred viewers, so they're just doing their thing
>>7590345
don't do that
you gotta believe there's hope so you keep going

>>7590348
i'm keeping going sorta

i'll be on hrt so i can always change my mind

>>7590340
I like trash tv okay :<

>>7590340
i like you
you are smart

>>7590344
same

>>7590352
but you are cute tho

Wew never had dysphoria hit me as hard as this morning
i literally have no idea what the teacher said at all and now i have to make an exercise

>>7590348
What games do you like listening to?

I just only watch Destiny (the streamer) but he plays a lot of games

>>7590354
prove it!

>>7590356
Huggggg

>>7590358
see >>7590251

>>7590360
t-thank bby ;w;
i rly need that

send help

>>7590349
that's good i guess
>>7590357
competitive tf2 streams
the community is small and comfy

>>7590331
My shoulders aren't that bad, it's just my huge rib cage. I could stand to loose 8 to 10 inches off it. Even a 6 inch reduction would get me down to 38 which is reasonable for an adult woman.

>>7590350

It's ok I do too ;) Ever seen bad girls club? Absolute garbage, but great entertainment :3

>>7590362
Help in 2 days ;_;

I win again

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>>7590372

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>>7590367
I've heard of it
I think that kind of show would just stress me out tho with everyone fighting.

I watch stuff on TLC and MTV a lot tho

>>7590351

>Not sure if serious

T-thanks anon...

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>>7590342
i dont know how i feel or what i am anymore, but im not dead i guess. also is it really as simple as posting space pictures to know who i am?

>>7590352
same

>>7590372
thanks, more motivation to amount to nothing in life and live in the shadows :)

i wanna go home and die

>>7590378
it's serious

>>7590381
or go home and rest
can you get out of school?

>>7590376

My point is we all like trashy shit that flys in the face of our core beliefs, humans are hypocrites.

Don't even trip Snickers :3

>>7590384
You trying to get everyone to drop out?

>>7590389
rofl no
just like a personal day if your mental health is eating away at you

Im gay

>>7590372
>hmm I can't be straight
>I'll just be gay and not trans

Transphobia outsmarted

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>>7590392
Tfw gay for Chara-chan

>>7590386
that makes me feel better

>>7590384
i think i can, yeah
good idea

thank you very much

>>7590392
gay is not ok

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>>7590381

>>7590383

Thanks then :)

>>7590396

Awwwww don't be like that ;_;

At least post a pic being pouty... Keep the ushenka on ^_^!

>>7590406
>At least post a pic being pouty
this
i need more cute pictures of snick for um
research

Is there a way to hide what Facebook groups you're in from friends

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>>7590406
l-like this?

>>7590406
>>7590407
Thirding this, need more snickpics for my cute girls folder

>>7590379
Im glad you're ok at least. I understand you were in a dark place the past days.
And yes, space pictures is pretty much your thing.
Hugg

>>7590392
And that's ok

>>7590408
Wait
Ppl can see those?

>>7590415
>putting an uggu girl in your cute girls folder

Humans are disgusting.

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>>7590411

>>7590416

Why is this a surprise to everyone? It's on your profile

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Is there a word for being sexually attracted to the idea of having a stalker? Also, sexual attraction to the idea of being tortured?

>>7590411

Good girl :3

Now deep breaths and relax :) we all love you koshka <3

>>7590418
why

>>7590421
Voyeurism and masochism, I guess?

>>7590420
FUCK

>>7590418
hey, some of my best friends are humans

j/k i don't have friends ,_,

>>7590416
its been more than the past few days.
i just wish some people didnt hate me now because of it
i felt abandoned and mistreated so i responded in kind, and yet im the only one hurting and with a life fucked up.

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>>7590422
>when they call you koshka

why do I like this so much?

why do i always feel like i messed up

>>7590417
no, i put the ugly girls in the ugly girls folder

>>7590421
there was a girl who i stalked who said that she secretly liked it

why do i always feel gross

>>7590433
you're scary. you shouldn't stalk people!

>>7590435
but i like people that i like

now i usually do benevolent stalking
like i'll fix people's problems without them knowing that i even knew about them and stuff

>>7590423
they are personality wise.
Many times at least
>>7590426
hm.

>>7590427
I don't think people don't hate you for it, don't worry. They were angry at you, but they don't hate you. I understand how you feel though.

>>7590425

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>>7590424
But it's not voyeurism. It's like exhibitionism, except not quite, because it's not about me showing off. It's more like having somebody who is into me enough and fucked up enough to stalk me. And it's not quite masochism either, because it's not the idea of being in pain that turns me on. It's the idea of tortured, whether that means physically, psychologically, emotionally... It's more about the domination aspect of it all, but like really hardcore? I know these are really fucked up things, but the thought of having a stalker and being tortured really turns me on.

>>7590436
you can like people without stalking them, you know?

>>7590440
I guess it's called desperate or depraved then

>>7590438
Lol i messed up
I dont think people hate you for it*

>>7590439
:/

>>7590428
I also like milashka :3

Cute pet names fight dysphoria ^_^

>>7590441
i've tried
it's hard

>>7590437
I think it varies

>>7590446
try harder.

>>7590444

It was pretty far down those, in about

>>7590445
I like koshka

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>>7590335
Dosh is definitely a thing! If I ever see your college teacher I'll make sure to punch him in the dick for calling you stupid.

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>>7590442
>depraved
I guess that works.

Time for work :(
See you later nerdos

i'm out of money but it feels a lot better than not paying my debts, which was my first plan

guess who's staying home all week reading books and shitposting

>>7590451

Me toooooooooooo it suits you :3

>>7590459
Thanks, but it was a she... unless girls can have dicks too >->

>>7590438
i just feel so messed up over it all when i never wanted it to happen anyway and there is no going back ¯\_(シ)_/¯
i dont think i will bother tripping for awhile, ill just stay anon and friends who recognize my pics will know who i am

>>7590436
i don't stalk people, but i know that feeling when you like someone so you save all their pictures and voice clips, and keep a document on them where you list things like their real name, height, location, facebook page, things they like/dislike, etc

>Are you on any medication right now?
How do I answer? I'm self medding

>>7590468
>i know that feeling when you like someone so you save all their pictures and voice clips, and keep a document on them where you list things like their real name, height, location, facebook page, things they like/dislike, etc
I know that feeling too.
I have it for many people on here :p

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>>7590467
that general area still hurts, bobby hill school of fighting is universally effective

>>7590470
What is it for?
Its generally a good idea to tell, they cant arrest you or anything for self medding because its not a controlled substance.

>>7590470
Use your best judgment, but usually you can say you're self-medding.

>>7590473
I'm having surgery soon

>>7590466
r-really?

>>7590470
Just say yes. If they ask what you are taking, then tell them. Don't volunteer that you are self medding.

>>7590476
your hormone levels are medically relevant to surgery
just say no

>>7590481
Hormone levels are relevant for surgery?? I thought they only need to know because of blood thickness

>>7590476

Yeah tell them what you're on. You never know what will interact with anesthesia and they don't give a shit what you do in your free time they just don't want to kill you

>>7590484
I meant not lol
they give blood thinners for post-op if the surgery limits mobility

>>7590476
Same here, i just showed them what i take and they asked me where i get those. I told them im trans and get them online. They just asked me if i wanted them to adress me as miss and that i could keep taking them.

>>7590484
They arent, you're right.

>>7590467
Being anon is nice, but it's hard to find new friends that way...

>>7590477

дa кoтeнoк

>>7590487
I'm less than 2 weeks in, and surgery is within 6 weeks

how far were you at the time?

>>7590493
Ill be 3 months in when the surgery happens.

Honestly just tell them lol

>>7590493
It's not a big deal, I guess they see all kinds of not normal things every day.
Just tell them,maybe they won't even ask about it.

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>fall asleep for a few hours cause high af
>wake up
>still high af

helloh good morning

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>>7590489
yay

>>7590498

How'd that music go? Didja like it?

>>7590503

yes i LOVED that album!!! my fave song was writing on the wall tho i will say.

>ywn know the passing life
>not even passing-but-ugly
>ywn not be noticed or not stick out like a sore thumb in any crowd
>ywn know how it feels to experience progress in reward for effort
I wish I'd bought some codeine when I was in town yesterday, I need to take a tolerance break from weed but I'm super duper depressed and dysphoric

>>7590506
oh quit being a downer

>>7590506

if it makes u feel any better i pass just fine for a lady and my life still feels lame most of the time lmao

>talking to some student guy in pub
>"yeah I could tell before you talked to be honest, I don't want to be mean but you're going to have an exceedingly hard time being seen as female with that jaw"
RIP

>>7590470
just be honest and tell them
most doctors have compassion fatigue and won't give a shit anyway
of all people I'm had to come out to doctors probably have the least reaction

>>7590506
>passing-but-ugly
I'm sure you could do this. If all else fails convert to Islam.

>>7590505

Vanilla are goooooood :) glad you enjoyed it!

>>7590506
You're not ugly you look average
Strong 5, light 6 out of 10

>>7590499
>More snickers pickers

Good girl :)

>>7590510
yeah but the difference is I know it'd turn things around for me
I wasn't depressed before puberty, even though I already had other problems in my life like my dad's abuse etc.

>>7590520
I strive to be

>>7590517

thx for the rec again btw ^__^

>>7590522

idk then become a sex worker and get FFS if it really matters to you that much lol

>>7590520
that's an old snickpic though, all serious snickpic collectors already have that one

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>>7590518
>>7590514
I've never passed once to a stranger IRL and am gendered male as often as before transition

I've been gendered female once in public since starting HRT and that was recently by the same cute and hella gay femboy waiter I was talking about last night, who has known me since pretrans

Hey, /pol/-anon here, haven't posted for a couple of weeks though. How are things?

>>7590525
sex work only pays out decently if you already look good, how many girls here have paid for surgery (which they didn't pass without beforehand) through sex work?

>>7590530
I think you misunderstand
I didn't say you pass, nor did I say you look even remotely female
I'm just saying that you're not ugly.
You're a very average looking person, just like most other people.

That said, knowing what I know about you, your mannerisms, attire, and overall gender presentation probably scream "MALE!!!! IM A MAN!!!!"

Based on your face alone you probably *could* pass, and frankly most people can pass. Most people probably won't be attractive, but most can pass.


You could try moving to an area where no one knows you though.

>>7590532
глyпы фaшиcт

>>7590535
жaдинa

>>7590532
Things are still degenerated and faggy.

>>7590530
You could actually hack off parts of your face and then transition your body. People would think you were just a badly mutilated ciswoman.

(I feel like I shouldn't be posting this joke. Like it might be against a law or something? Disclaimer: never do this; also keep trying; it's mainly just your jaw, so ffs could potentially do wonders for you.)

>>7590535
something fascist

>>7590534
I wear exclusively female clothing and full makeup outside of the house

this would probably be a good example of my actual girlmode instead of slobbing-in-bed mode
https://vid.me/mLhP

>>7590536
Пpocти

>>7590533

>if you already look good
actually no lol
lots of girls who are bricky af use sex work to pay for their surgeries. they just sell the masculine angle.

>>7590535
>>7590536
pidorashkas

>>7590540
This is graphic.

>>7590540
You look feminine enough so it's probably your mannerisms and your voice

Actually I'd say you're a 6, maybe a very light 7, instead of a 5

Don't do sex work for heck's sakes. It's very bad for our political reputation.

>>7590542
вce пpoщeнo

>>7590537
Thought so! Last time I was here everyone was depressed (Christmas/New Year), but that probably hasn't changed much.

>>7590540
I think there's passing potential, maybe work on your facial expressions, like, don't stick your tongue out and on your smile

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2017 mood still
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fS9f6_i6v3Q

>>7590544
I'm English! Thank you google translate for your poor translations though.

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>>7590547
every tranny should do sex work at some point in their lives, so that they can empathise with sex workers

>>7590543
I mean I can't cum and can't even orgasm w/o concentrating for ages and ages and ages with my hitachi and being completely silent

like it wasn't hard enough with my hypotonia *before* hormones and SSRIs...

I'm hardly at the top of the list for sex appeal to the chaser audience

>>7590555

be a dominatrix lol
that's what most more masculine trans women do.
i'm js if you're gonna complain nonstop about how your life would be better if you had a ton of money for FFS do something about it

>>7590554
I don't want to empathise with sex workers. I want to pass so I can tease hons.

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>mfw a guy i went to high school with tweets my chaturbate twitter

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and then I see people like Faye who started in her fucking 30s and still looks totally passable from head to toe and it's just like what is even the point in fucking trying

at this point I have effort fatigue I'm just so demoralised from trying and failing at so many different things over and over again

>>7590557
I'm as much of a Dom as Richard McCourt

>>7590551

Edie loves that poppy :3 do you want to be her or be with her?

>>7590555
You're not post-surgery? What's the game with the hitachi - how do you stimulate with that?

>>7590562
>become dom
>rake in thousands of queenbux
>use that money to pay for FFS and electro
Name one flaw in this place.

>>7590562

faye is intersex and still kinda taller/wider than most women. but her proportions are really even so she just looks like like any other busty girl imho
i just don't see what bitching does for you since you do it nonstop and you're still just as miserable lol

>>7590563

she gets me desu. i empathise with her cause she took wears tons of makeup and loves $$$$. the lyrics to that song are completely me too lol

>>7590562
Hugg

at least I stopped another person from committing suicide last night
that means there's still reasons for me to stay alive, even if not for myself

>>7590562
>I see people like Faye who started in her fucking 30s and still looks totally passable from head to toe
Sorry but you can't judge passability of most people here. We obviously only post pictures in which we look good, unlike you. You mostly post pictures in which you look bad, with beard and bad lighting because thats what you focus on, your bad parts.

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>When I was a little girl
>I used to think I was wrong for wanting diamonds and pearls
>I never had anything no Chanel or Tiffany like all the popular girls
>They say the best things are free but I don't get what they mean
>Cause I want everything

>And money doesn't grow on trees
>You can't just plant a seed
>You gotta work it out

>Gimme some of that cold cash
>I want to stuff it in my couch
>C'mon bring me those big stacks
>I need them bricks to build my house
>Give me all of that, all of that til the ATM runs out
>If money can't buy happiness then why is it so fabulous?

how are these not the most relatable lyrics desu

>>7590562
I mean, Faye had a 1/1000 probability nasal bridge. Prior to transition she almost looked like an ftm

>>7590557
>dominatrix
Oh what? I never thought of this
Give me the tea pls

>>7590562
>Faye who started in her fucking 30s and still looks totally passable from head to toe
Lolol
Lmao
Hahahaha
Lol

>>7590572

i know a girl who is 6'4" and very bbw who just uses a strap on with her clients and doms tf out of them and makes good money desu
it's not really that hard. you just act like you hate the man and do whatever you want and take control of him. es easy af.

ngl this dom stuff sounds kinda agp

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>>7590570

>>7590579

women aren't inherently subservient u know
i love domming ppl lol

>>7590580

honestly me

>>7590580
edie in bottom left

>>7590582

i look like middle right atm desu my hair is all teal af

>>7590569
>We obviously only post pictures in which we look good, unlike you.

>what is elanna

>>7590566
I think you misunderstand, I don't think people who pass better than me etc. are worse people because of it, I'm not pre-orchi Kayla
I don't even hate them for it or anything, it just makes me feel really bad about myself is all
if anything I hope everyone else ends up passing (and being able to see it themselves) so that as few people have to feel like I do as possible
it's not bitching

>>7590564
are you just trying to bait me into saying stuff that will gross people out? 'cause I don't think the general wants to hear that. but yes, you can use a hitachi on a dick.

>>7590569
I don't have a beard anymore though?? and I don't try and post bad pics, I take neutral pics facing head on because I think the culture of tranny angles etc. on here is retarded when people are posting such photos asking for opinions. your idea of what a "bad" photo looks like is warped to include "normal, realistic photos" under that same branch imo.

>>7590571
that's kind of the point

>>7590585

no one said you dislike passable people robin
you still bitch though lmao

>>7590585
Most things I have seen of you were pictures or videos in which you look hangover af, try to strangle yourself, or put 0 effort in your appearance.

The video you posted was the first thing I saw from you in which you looked normal. As you said yourself
> a good example of my actual girlmode instead of slobbing-in-bed mode

home now
gonna try and rest a bit

thanks again maeve for the idea
and thanks anna for the hugg

>>7590581
just throwing it out there, if you're a transbian & you're keeping your dick & you're also a dom, then i may have to call agp on you

i don't want to, but you're making it hard for me

the thought keeps entering my head to google how wide Rain Dove's shoulders are but I know if I do it and it's any less than 19 inches I'm going to spend the rest of the day trying to resist sawing my own head off w/ the electric circular saw in the shed

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"Straight" man here

How do i get curtie 3.14 mtf gf aka a "trap"

What are looking for in a boyfriend if you're even looking

>>7590592
degrading sex

>>7590590

i love men so i'm just a normal faggot tranny idk. not really into women at all.

>>7590592

we're basically looking for exactly what every cis girl is

>>7590592
>What are looking for in a boyfriend if you're even looking
They all want the same things as cis girls:

>money
>stability/security
>status (tall bf/good job bf/ladies man bf)

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>>7590585
Y r u so retardation?

>>7590473
this is really comforting
thanks

Is this where I post pics to see if I have a chance on hrt?

>tfw I'll never be pretty

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>>7590588
I mean I often look hungover or in some state of disarray in general because I'm on the borderline for CFS and am generally in a lot of physical pain at any time in addition to the mental health fuckery we all deal with

>>7590566

You are a funny girl :3

>>7590599
No
>ywn be pretty
May as well just end it now, amirite?!

>>7590592

Head pats and deep dickings ^_^!

>>7590602
I fucking will m8 no memes, I've never visited this board before

>>7590597
I mean I have brain damage and am on the borderline for being "mentally deficient" for a start

my single-point IQ is 120 or something but nobody uses that anymore
on the Weschler Scales of Adult Intelligence I score really low (like, low 70s) on most foundation skills, about 7 for emotional intelligence which is literally the same as a dog, and just happen to have a couple of areas like language and conceptual thinking that are way up in the 150s and above (savant skills) which is why the single-point IQ is skewed towards the average
these numbers come from an assessment I had in 2013

good demonstration of why single-point IQ tests aren't very useful IRL, though

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the sex i had tonight tho was so good. why is sex when you're high so ridiculously good?
i came like a firehose and it lasted forever and was so hot and idek everything was perfection aND FINALLY CAUSE I HADN'T HAD SEX IN 3 MONTHS
i feel so much more ~zen~ and happy now sex is the most wonderful thing in da whole wide world

>>7590174
Yeah but my fetish is necrophilia

>>7590599
No, you do that in passgen.

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>>7590605
U gotta do
What u gotta do
>>7590609
Ok

who /bimbo/

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>>7590620
bimbos are cute

i'm just dumb

>>7590620
MMXVII is the year of the bimboi

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>>7590593
>>7590594
>>7590604
>>7590596
>money
Got 700 bucks but that's cause I don't have a job right now
>stability/security
Can do that
>status (tall bf/good job bf/ladies man bf)
5"11 no job right now, definitely a ladies man if ones persistent enough to push past my awkwardness


Now how do I find them, i matched with 2 on tinder a couple months ago but haven't messaged them (like all my tinders) cause I'm anxious as fuck

>>7590627
Fellow chaser here
>cause I'm anxious as fuck
Cut that shit out and message them, 90% of the time they're going to want to take the lead and be in a very stereotypical gender role of a dominant male.
Wear some alpha pants, if you're too shy to do that, fake it till you make it.

>>7590627
Tindr only works if you message your matches idiot
And women aren't going to message men unless you're somehow extra special or someshit

>tfw you are going to be sad so long as you don't pass
>tfw you will never put in the effort to pass
time for plan b

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>tfw no irl people I can talk to

>>7590636
>tfw too far away for Eva to ever notice you
;_;

btw I have been reading self-help books and stuff recently trying to figure shit out
there's elements of Buddhism I agree with but other parts that confuse me or don't seem rational

I'm still worried though that my brain damage or my aspergers makes it physically impossible for me to meditate properly
like I'm one of those people who can still communicate and solve maths problems just fine even on high doses of psychedelics that would turn most people into burbling messes, I can't lucid dream, hypnosis doesn't work on me etc., I can't honestly say I've ever felt relaxed, even physically, which my family and my doctor spent a lot of time trying to figure out a solution to when I was a kid

what if I'm just too un-receptive to the headspace required to cope with stuff, for reasons outside of my control?

>>7590640
sorry, I think I'm scared of men

>>7590640
that's probably for the best, eva is above noticing lowly chasers

>>7590646
Bad experiences with a few?

>>7590648
But...but I could be different!

>>7590655
>But...but I could be different!
you would only end up hurting her regardless of your intentions (which we all suspect are not quite as benign as you pretend they are)

>>7590655
bullied a lot, girls seemed kinda protective of me mostly, I just feel really uncomfortable around them

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AM I A SCARY MAN?

>>7590661
That's understandable.
It might not seem like it, but not every boy is the same, I promise you a few that are nice are out there. Just be careful.

>>7590660
No! I could never hurt Eva, I'd never let it happen.

also it's been like 7 hours since i took my last hit and i'm still ridiculously high and comfy feeling. dis is the best weed. am just wanna cuddle ; 3;

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>>7590174
Sure I am, what's your point?

>>7590662
Are you offended if I say no?

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Bf wants to go swimming today and wants me to wear my bikini, although i want to again I'm super fucking nervous about being in public in what is essentially a tiny bra and panties. Do i look ok in it?

>>7590684
no
let's see the other side

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>>7590684
Pretty good

>>7590688
>no
Well thats all i needed to know ;_;

>>7590627

Just talk to them, all relationships grow with time and communication.

Anyone who brushes you aside on first impressions is an idiot and destined to be truly lonely... regardless of how many people they fuck or friends they have. Every relationship will be hollow, or with other hollow people.

>>7590684
do you just fish for compliments with angles, and cropped pic?

>>7590693
what is: being a woman

>>7590693
I crop my pics because my head is too big for my body and makes me look stupid

>>7590645
most people can't lucid dream/hypnosis

could be though partially, but as far as meditation goes i don't think that should prevent you, mindfulness is just a difficult thing to practice and much more so with distractions

>>7590662
speaks for itself :( sorry

>>7590674
jeez i hope you check your tolerance privilege!

>>7590681
no cause I'm not to be afraid of B)

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redpill me on hanna

>>7590700
I didn't mean mindfulness per se, I don't think that's the right thing for me, I'm going to try other types
mindfulness just makes my dysphoria worse and worse in seconds

>>7590703
Are you more like a cubby cuddle guy?
>>7590700
Hey quid! you still alive?

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>>7590704
hanna is one of the few pure things left in this world

and i wish i could depurify her

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Ok mtfg, remember this is a ne day and if things are going bad we can change them if we want to.

I have a non shitpost question that I strawpolled relating to your health habits :3
http://www.strawpoll.me/12130167

Pic related:sassy breakfast salad:
Spinach-arugula-onions-bell peppers-tomatoes-avocado with olive oil salt and lime juice

>>7590684

Just think Anjali Mudra in Tadasana. Posture darling, posture!

Its all about those shoulders. You have a good body, but are clearly pulling those shoulders back. But that isn't how you are 100% of the time... If you are worried about how you look, my advice would be to focus on your posture.

Here is your mantra for today's swimming adventure:

Shoulders back, elbows down, tummy in, tittys out!

You got this <3

>>7590719
>Pic related:sassy breakfast salad:
that looks disgusting (might just be because you made it though)

>>7590722
>>Shoulders back, elbows down, tummy in, tittys out!
what is she supposed to do with her gt?

>>7590726
Yeah i guess the plating could have been better, but I was so hungry after working out i just tossed everything in and mixed it up! I'll make you a better one tommorrow bby. :3

>>7590719

>I have a non shitpost question that I strawpolled relating to your health habits :3

Jeez sass, now I feel guilty for skipping today :( lol

Also how was the ratatouille? You are a good cooooooooooooook :) Write me a cookbook so I can eat all of the yummy goodness ^_^