• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Grace grilled cheese princess
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Prev. thread>>7543159
>>7544329
TAKE THAT BACK
>>7544339
Xth for panicking
>found decent bra at reasonable piece
>have to go in store to get it
Rev up that anxiety
>tfw this gen isn't for you
please be nice to each other today :c
xth for everyone be nice to kayla and no bullying.
>>7544346
>>7544346
Thats like two weeks hrt come on
>>7544339
/mtcgg/?
>>7544361
Do I have to be nice to myself?
I can't do that at all.
>>7544364
There is something really weird about this girl's face the more i look at it
>>7544374
don't you bully her
>>7544367
yup, that's my folder
>>7544373
Is that the estrogen fairy that comes in at night and makes me a girl if I leave my balls under my pillow?
>>7544375
Well its not a woman first and foremost.
>>7544367
Why are trannies so ugly?
>>7544354
aw what're you panicking about
i don't want to "die" i just want to take a "Vacation"
if that makes sense.
>>7544319
I think sometimes the news is geared up towards the concept of fear selling more. You should take everything you get from MSM with a pinch of salt.
Perhaps you need to look at finding positive or upbeat news for the world, it is out there and nice things do happen.
>>7544375
She has heterochromia
>>7544361
thats impossible because most of this general is obsessed with wallowing in depression and dysphoria, which just
leads atleast a few people lashing out and that just perpetuates everything
>>7544373
how can trannies compete?
1 week on estrogen
That went quick. Still working on getting a driver's license
>>7544373
Lol you even put me to shame. No matter how many people tell me I have "perfect titties", I'll always halfway consider a boob job because of pics like this
>>7544383
don't tell anyone please I like to pretend I have all those pics when really I just saved your folder screenshot
>>7544226
really my lower body is p much FINE. like i'm trap material everywhere except my shoulders. you say starvation though...
>>7544395
Is this pic elanna? Fuck I want to get behind that
>>7544403
That's not me..
>>7544393
Oh yeah, I see it now. It makes sense then that she's the most attractive, since she's the protagonist of all of our lives.
>>7544401
it's quite alright
I used to be obsessed with ms cock but she's no fun any more
>>7544394
I'm going to be nice and you can't stop me ;_;
>>7544392
idk, I tend to keep up to date on it since there is always something new
>>7544390
yeah I get that
>>7544400
That isn't her, it's some tripfag stalker that spams there pics
>>7544408
Nobody is fun here anymore. Hasnt been fun since dec 2015
1st for /ak/ posting
>>7544357
Blue Diamond was a lot cuter than I expected her to be.
>>7544407
She's basically cis, she's intersex so even cornflakes doesn't compare.
>>7544395
Sheesh, how CAN I compete with that? My body is fucked.
>>7544416
/uak/ friend?
>>7544410
im not saying not to be nice
people like you are the only good thing about this general
>>7544410
that's the spirit
>>7544420
that's setting the bar a little low don't you think?
this is what chara actually looks like
>>7544395
>tfw this is basically you
>>7544406
O-oh...
>>7544428
squats
>>7544416
Im glad they finally made yellow diamond look good too
>>7544205
>a tablet of estrogen under your tongue
I want to switch to SL because 8mg oral doesn't seem to be doing shit for me but my endo told me not to and I don't want to bork my levels anymore than they already are. Siiigh :/
>>7544238
>Yeah i am
I'm at 17 months and hrt hasn't done shit for my passability. I'm not even close. I'm also not lashing out at people who happen to have it better than me because it's not their fucking fault.
>>7544246
>>7544264
Third
>>7544395
Um where are the tits? Is this what people mean by "conetits"?
wow I think I just need one more electro for under the jawline, there is almost nothing there, then I move to the lip area, which is supposed to be the worse
>tfw electrolysis on Wednesday
>tfw can't shave
I want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>7544398
Are you full time now?
>>7544421
whoa yeah that's intimidating
i mean i'd be mega panicking
but realistically i think it'll go fine, it'll be really nice to get to go as a girl
does everyone there know you by your boy name and junk? are you already out to them?
Are there any guides on how to grey-market-ly get hormones and get started on transitioning?
I can't wait around for a year of surgury and all of that, and I have the money so I just want to start buying them and do thinks legit later.
>>7544429
I mean I have posted my butt many times tho
>>7544449
shave 3-4 days beforehand, what time of day is it?
>>7544436
Ooh I've never been a meme before
>>7544410
I'm pretty bad for feeling the need to keep up on stuff. I've not even started a new book yet because I keep reading news or crap.
>>7544456
c-can you post it again
>>7544436
>>7544462
>ywn be a meme
>>7544373
WHAT THE FUCK
how did she get full on hour glass status?
>>7544440
>my endo
vdb?
>>7544455
/r/transdiy on reddit
>>7544384
Don't we all wish.
>>7544420
You can't, but also why bother? Be the best you can be, and go on from there. Half cis women are below average.
>>7544297
I think I remember you saying 41, so that means E as implant, injection, or patches for blood clotting reasons. If you are active, then you likely can ignore that for a decade. Spiro and Fin are the same as I mentioned before.
Patches, each .1mg (100mcg) patch is expected to provide 80pg/mL +/- 20pg/mL of E2 level in the blood. So from 60 to 100 pg/mL of E2 blood level. One patch is good for starting, but up to two in a few months.
I don't know injection and implant dosing. haven't used them. I wish I could afford implants. Best method, but costly to have them compounded for you and implanted by a doc.
>>7544324
KAYLA, everybody progresses at different rates. Some take 5+ years to transition, others are half there before they ever started.
movie time...
self orchiectomy, yay or nay?
I've got the balls to do it
>>7544455
/hrt/general should be able to help. Ask them there.
The bow is pretty cute, I might get a pair of theseeeeeee
>>7544460
11am wednesday. I've had 12 treatments of laser so pretty much all the dark hair is done. It's only thick transparent hair left. It's not really visible unless you're right in my face but I can feel it and it's depressing me.
>>7544367
upload to mega pls
>>7544468
its not worth it
my life is a meme
>>7544478
12??? isn't that a lot?
>>7544469
starting hrt at 12 and being intersex
optimal tranny conditions desu
Is potc the biggest meme on mtfg of all time?
Who are some memes past and present?
>>7544416
I love BD's design, the whole Stevenbomb was amazing
>>7544371
I've been in the same shop before and managed not to get any weird looks. Hopefully it'll go that way again
If I do get it then all I'll need is shoes and jeans for an actual outfit. Not that I'd even think about going out in girlmode any time soon
>>7544422
Yes, it is I. How are you, Grace? Also, happy tranniversary. My third is coming up this September! (started at 18, thank God)
>>7544439
>yellow diamond
>looking good
She and her Pearl were shit.
>>7544485
shouldn't even technically be called transgender
>>7544475
no if you fuck it up you'll bleed to death
just save money and go to a surgeon
>>7544487
CNT was an abrasive offender
>>7544454
Luckily hardly any people know me, but no one knew I was trans so hopefully I don't get recognized too much. I don't look much different as a girl though :/
>>7544462
Hold your applause.
>>7544468
>>7544484
Not for full face, no.
>>7544373
ugh that's it this will never be me
sorry guys but tonight's the night
got a handle of whiskey and 40 norcos
bye and good luck
>>7544492
irl people still bully her if they find out there is no peace for trannies
>>7544493
no surgeon would touch me without psychiatric consult
Is the IRC active?
>>7544501
I think I've done at least 8-10 electro sessions so far and I'm close to clear and needing far less frequent appointments, how longs have you been doing it?
>>7544505
Somewhat. There's still a few conversations a day.
>>7544504
Then do a psychiatric consult.
>>7544504
theres a guy in Philadelphia who does it no questions asked I think
I saw some 'eunuch' guys mention him before
>>7544491
I'm doing pretty good! Lucky you btw, jealous you started at 18. 19.5 is okay too right? ;_;
How are you doing?
>>7544508
This will be my first electro session.
>>7544451
Okay have you SEEN me? No. No I am not. I need to get to this therapist soon.
>>7544502
BYE SHAKIRA
>>7544487
What did PotC do? I started browsing mtfg around the time she left, so I don't know much about her.
>>7544516
have you been paying attention?
>>7544497
you'll probably look different enough with girl clothes
2 months hrt do i pass yet?
>>7544499
that's cool
>>7544520
I mean the laser
>>7544492
While technically true, she still gets shit like we do. I'm IS, but that didn't stop me from being subjected to conversion therapy against my will.
>>7544528
Lamar Odom is trans now? Damn that's kardashians sure drive men crazy
>>7544503
Fuck people
>>7544521
Oh, I thought you meant you were switching your gender marker on your driver's license.
>>7544526
I'm gonna try doing something cute with my hair, maybe that'll work
>>7544533
do intersex characteristics only manifest later in life, or are they visible from birth?
>>7544415
this
i dont even post here anymore. just dropping by to see what its like now
>>7544525
Not at all!
>>7544529
Since sometime first quarter 2016
>>7544528
I see your pictures around, and no, you don't pass in any of them. You're only on 2 months HRT ffs, and you'll probably need FFS anyway.
>>7544543
there are many different kinds of intersex stuff
most intersex people are not hermaphrodites if that's what you mean.
>>7544543
I'm not sure, but I'd say most manifest at or before puberty. I looked somewhat androgynous before puberty, and developed a thin feminine fat layer.
>>7544470
>vdb?
idk what that means >.>
>>7544489
>8mg is a lot are your levels normal? I mean you wouldnt be the first person I've met who had the problem but oral can be pretty garbage
They're pretty consistent and not horrible but for my dose it seems pretty low. My T is completely nuked though so at least there is that. These were my results for 2mg, 4mg, 6mg then 8mg and 8mg. I'm not impressed :/
>>7544554
FUCKING
>>7544562
all prepubescent children look androgynous
we tell their sex by their clothing and hair, usually
>>7544553
oh so your almost done then, I started electro 2-3 months ago, I'm going to need laser for body so I was wondering what it is like, how much area can they do a session. my hair type makes shaving leave mass amounts of ingrown hairs even with daily exfoliation
>>7544564
LEAF
>>7544544
It went downhill when Robin stopped being such a lolcow.
>>7544561
could I have it? I'm weirdly androgynous
>>7544581
Memes, the DNA of the soul
>>7544563
Damn, there really seem to be diminishing returns with adding more.
Idk tho, I had a hard time selling my endo on SL but just did it anyways because it couldn't hurt :/
>>7544567
Yeah me too. I've also had full legs/buttocks done 3 times. I still need more sessions but such a large area is expensive. Length of session depends on how much pain you can take/if you need a 20-30second break every now and again. Full legs/buttons took ~20-40mins. Thighs and butt were a lot more painful than face oddly enough.
>>7544587
>tfw you're XXMEME intersex
>>7544591
>>befriending potc
>lol
hons gotta stick together
>>7544595
tru tru
gelgel
>>7544594
I identify as demifiend
>>7544519
I'm doing okay. I miss my girlfriend, but I'll be living with her again soon, thankfully. It's so lonely sleeping without her. And yeah, I got lucky. It's a funny story. I was two days into my freshman year of college and living in a big apartment-type dorm thing with my own bedroom and a kitchenette. Unfortunately, it was with dudes. Second day there, we were baking chicken with a frying pan in the oven, and my dumb drunk ass wrapped my whole hand around the grip and got serious burns to my palm and fingers. Mumbled under my breath to the doctor that I deserved it for being a stupid closet tranny, and he said, "well, you're in luck, because I happen to have 25 years of experience in transsexual medicine, so I'll just pen you in for a preliminary blood test next Wednesday." Lucky me, right? It was awkward by the end of the year, though, because I was the 18 year old freshman in a student apartment thing with some older guys and they had to have noticed that something was up. I caught one of them checking out my ass one day and came out to him because he was pretty chill. Life's weird. My second year, I was living in a similar dorm with some girls on a dorm floor exclusively for LGBT people (which was kind of shitty, but it was where they put me on account of being trans so they wouldn't get complaints about me). Now I live in an apartment with my girlfriend.
>>7544534
>>7544557
n-no bully ;_________;
>>7544580
yeah its possible you could have some kind of intersex condition they're not tested for as long as you are healthy
Someone should write the history of mtfg.
bully
>>7544603
its shit.
the end
>>7544603
Here it is all in one pic
what
>>7544607
i cri evrytim
i wish ferrets grew on trees
i would make a basket with the front of my t-shirt
and take home as many of them as i could
then i'd give them to lauren
>>7544590
I'm tempted to just wing it and see what my next test looks like. March isn't that far away to have possibly fucked up levels I guess.
>>7544603
how about no
it's supposed to be a help and anonymous discussion board
it ended up being a friendship and rivalry board and now it's a popularity contest with sjw hons, autists and mentally ill doxxers
Beep ruined mtfg
>>7544612
let the ferrets be wild and freeee
>>7544612
: )
Beep enriched mtfg
Intersex = trans
>>7544611
:^)
>>7544561
Very true. I'm an XX/XY chimera. With that it can get very strange. Most known dual genital hermaphrodites are XX/XY chimeras. The rate of chimerism isn't known, but in maternal twin studies, 1 in 350 was found. Most had 5-20% of their cells related to their sibling. I'm 30% XY and 70% XX. A chimera can be XX/XX or XY/XY or any other combination like XX/XYY. Somebody who is XX/X0 likely has mosaicism from an early age instead of being a chimera.
>>7544593
thank you for the info, my local place has a deal where if I get 6 scheduled it's much cheaper. I have good endurance for pain, mostly because of how determined I am! thank you a lot for giving me a idea about it, it means a lot to me. I hope you have a easy time with electro, it can be tough at times, I recommend bringing a audio book instead of music for max distraction, also numbing cream like "lidocaine-prilocaine 2.5 %-2.5 %" helps a bit, you put it on 30-50 minutes beforehand, ask your doctor about getting it by that specific name, other stuff isn't good enough.
>"be a good person, whether you're a boy or a girl."
t-thanks mom
I love beepbeep I hope everything works out for her
>tfw you were the worst part of 2015
>>7544602
I'll see about getting tested, I kinda lack masculine features for the most part according to my therapist
>>7544626
I'll see if I can get some. Thanks.
>>7544628
(im memeing anon dont take it serously)
>>7544631
hi kira
Beep went full retard on dollface and the thread hasn't been the same since
>>7544640
story?
>>7544633
it really helps, make sure you explain how electro works to them so they know how the pain it is. it can be really bad
>>7544629
are you the poo in loo hips or a different one?
>>7544629
>don't rape trips and then hang around the board you used to lure them on
>>7544640
I only half remember that drama but from what I recall beep was in the right and dollface was being a catty bitch
>>7544640
story?
>>7544614
I mean if you do do that 8 mg is probably too much for sl, it just made me really moody and bloaty when I was on that much.
Plus there's the uncertainty about when to get your blood taken, it spikes a lot more
>>7544629
your mom is a wise woman
Reminder that Maeve's entire identity is based on a VICIOUS and HATEFUL LIE.
>>7544638
>>7544653
okay pee on me
>>7544640
story pls
>>7544653
what the fuck
peeve
>>7544640
So wait someone called dollface out and she went on for like 6 threads about it?
This has been going on for years, most bateable ego in mtfg
>>7544661
lol you were part of that cancer drama on the shithead side too dumbass
im sick of moderating my parents fights
pee does NOT belong on people
>>7544629
kill yourself garbage
-ur mom
>>7544667
Then why are they called PEEople?
I want to climb on top of elanna and pump her full of my hot seed
Not a chaser tho
am eye cute
>>7544667
What if they like golden showers? Also it can help help clean out a wound if you don't have better chemicals to use.
i want
>>7544600
Kek about that guy checking out your ass, lucky you lol
That sounds like a pretty good story though, imo being on a floor for LGBT people is probably the safest rather than living in a dorm that's a little more chancey
I'm glad to hear you'll be with your gf soon <3
>>7544655
maeve confirmed for morally corrupt degenerate
>>7544666
>666
maybe it's time to do something about your parents lauren
something drastic
>>7544664
>shithead side
I'm not on the side that did the same thing until someone killed themselves
Again, years and years of the same stuff, nothing new here
>>7544662
Mines generic relationship drama, it's not rivalry based, and there have been dozens like that as well, again it's old to anyone but newfags
>>7544688
thanks for the input hon
I'll cut my back once for every you I get
>>7544697
(You)
no you'll be sad later
>>7544488
does anyone find Greg hot?
>>7544681
I need to osmosis fashion from you somehow
am eye cute?
>>7544694
No problem generic nobody not laying down with a partner trying to fall asleep in their beach house
>>7544681
Christ, what kind of man wears pink Uggs?
>>7544666
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0
>>7544706
yes
>>7544706
Honestly you look a little stoned but that may just be because it is a small portion of your face.
>>7544681
I wish I had the lifestyle and personality that would let me wear cute outfits and stuff. I'm a country girl and tend to get down and dirty even though I go to college in the city. In addition to that, I'm a geography major with a focus on environmental studies, so it's even worse. I usually just wear a Carhartt quarter zip hoodie, a t-shirt, jeans, and hiking shoes. I pass for your typical grungy environmentalist, Subaru-driving college girl that hikes in her free time, but sometimes I wish I could be the type of girl that goes to coffee shops and wears cute outfits and all that. Instead I'm that girl that everybody knows is a bisexual geography student, you know?
One
I-i-s my ass looking okay? trip off cause I don't like ppl to collect my lewds with my identity.
>>7544706
#blazeit
>>7544724
grace
>>7544724
Yes it does and I like the flannel. You'd make a good lesbian tbqh
>>7544724
Trip on, Homura.
>>7544708
ones with bad taste
Do you girls really believe I'm a hon?
>>7544724
Yes, very cute.
>>7544734
post pics
>>7544734
HONmura Xd
Nah I dunno
>>7544681
Happy trannyversary gracey
>>7544706
>tfw you will never have cute eyes like snickerdoodle
>>7544740
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWMpnxMLZ_E
>>7544750
awful, could have been written by a 12 year old
>>7544747
no i didnt mean it dont be sad
>>7544717
I don't do drugs
>>7544712
that and this are the ones I like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXYiU_JCYtU
>>7544724
Nice butt, would fuck
bully anon is kind of pathetic lately
>>7544762
good girl
>>7544768
am i good
>>7544768
^-^
>>7544762
No, I know that you all think that I do drugs, but, I don't, actually.
>>7544724
huh for some reason i have a frontal lewd of you, not sure how i got it
>>7544762
>>7544768
huggs not druggs
>>7544779
>tfw gif breaks
>>7544779
i haven't had huggs in so long and now i'm buying druggs, life is awful
>>7544779
>>7544780
here's a new one silly
>tfw you're the ugliest faggot in all the land
at least i'm no. 1 at something
guh
can it be my turn to make a cryptic sad post
>>7544787
But that's me what are you even talking about
>>7544707
Be my girlfriend.
>>7544789
Grace cmon look at all the progress you've made in the year. Cheer up.
>>7544787
>implying you can out hon me
uhhhhhh, no.
>>7544789
Yes go ahead, but you need to provide partial answers twice before giving a full story.
>be guy who is insecure about his masculinity/appearance
>post on mtfg asking if you pass as a girl
>automatically get spammed with how male and alpha you look
works every time. great for my selfesteem thanks girls
>>7544528
you look like you pass to me. (bi male here)
>>7544798
>tfw always hugboxed
how do i into being told this?
>>7544798
At some point it must be more effort to repress than to transition.
>>7544806
it's always been mine.
t. pleb
This place is really toxic. Yeah, a lot of people don't pass. But it's better if they don't know, because quite literally our only options are to deal with it or commit suicide. So why tell them they don't pass? Of what use is it? Why call them "hons"?
And stop throwing around the word tranny. And stop implying we're just mentally ill men. Even if we are just mentally ill, the only way to solve the problem is by transitioning, so let's not linger on the topic of being mentally ill. It does us no good.
>>7544789
You do all the fucking time anyway.
>>7544785
thanks eva!
>>7544788
snickers should be PURE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeW0Sl0tNS8
>>7544788
bad influence!
>>7544788
idk what that means
>call GP
>get appointment on the same day
Neat :))
Don't waste your time on me
You're already a voice inside my head.
I miss you.
>>7544810
welcome to mtfg!
>>7544787
Girl MJ is cute
CUTE
>>7544818
Oh my gosh you're adorable lol. It means I'm trying to get her to smoke weed.
Purity is a meme tbqh, just do what you enjoy while keeping your health in mind.
>>7544810
I'M A BIG CRAZY UGLY MAN I'M A BIG CRAZY UGLY MAN I'M A BIG CRAZY UGLY MAN
>>7544528
Is this really Korra?
If it is that's quite a transformation.
>>7544824
Who?
>>7544810
It's better for some hons to commit suicide
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-Vosrjdj0Q
>>7544824
hello there
>>7544756
I'm always sad.
>>7544832
Yeah a wig and lots of makeup sure is impressive.
>>7544828
that's bad though
>>7544837
i was listening to manic street preachers today, they did a collab with nina
I don't know if this is the right place to ask this but how long does it take to get hormones legit.
>>7544810
I think there are two sides to this issue, as while saying people don't pass can be rude, I think we still need it to prevent hug boxing. And sometimes the things you need to pass can be changed, like clothes or hair. If we just tell everyone they pass, they can't evaluate themselves and try to make themselves pass better. I do agree about the hons, tranny, and mentally ill men bits though, as really those terms have never helped people and usually only lower someone's self esteem.
>>7544827
girls don't have moustache shadow and black bags under their eyes the size of jupiter
also mary jane from spiderman is a girl what arre you talking about
kristen stewert right
>>7544850
>girls don't have moustache shadow and black bags under their eyes the size of jupiter
You haven't seen many girls, my friend.
>>7544850
>black bags under eyes
Is this a tranny thing? Because i have those too
>>7544850
i mean kirsten dunst
>>7544849
bad :c
>>7544859
But its legal in MA now.
>>7544850
michael jackson
>>7544850
I think you are a lot better looking than you give yourself credit for. <3
>>7544856
No, it's a human thing.
I wish I was a millionaire. I'd buy a humble house on the west coast somewhere and live my days like a girl version of snoop dog.
>>7544866
so is drinking but that's bad
>>7544871
Fugg
>>7544872
could I visit :3
>>7544866
so is stealing from puppies
Did any of you manage to get Lupron injections over 18?
>>7544867
The comparison has been made before.
>>7544868
lol
>>7544853
I'm dating one
I'm literally surrounded by them and they're all better than me
I live with two of them and my other housemate who is a straight cis guy constantly calls me "he" and "dude" and "man," and everyone always asks why I look so tired and sad and when i'm going to get facial surgery and that they know some really good surgeons who can work miracles
it's great
I'm great right now.
>>7544877
Yeah.
>>7544882
Hugg greek girl
hugg
>>7544810
>insulting people that aren't you
i don't get it.
my boobs look weird.
>>7544887
and never will be ever, intoxication is bad
>>7544850
Actually one of the prettiest girls I know in real life (a cousin of mine) has to wax her upper lip/chin. She is literally 9/10 beautiful. She was asking me about lazer the other day cause she wants to try it.
She is also a cosmetologist and was telling me about the clients she has with facial hair. Also all the girls she works on that have BDD and literally cant look at themselves in the mirror when they are being worked on (non facial hair). etc.
Women come in a lot of varieties. Sure we are trans and have a lot more of these things usually but to pretend that all cis women are just gorgeous/flawless/feminine/comfortable with their looks is just wrooooong.
>>7544887
you are harmed instead!
>>7544892
Everything in moderation.
>>7544891
Don't they all?
>>7544896
abstinence is best
>>7544897
that could be I suppose
>>7544339
When your bf gives that look.
>>7544849
Because I feel confused
Though I have felt better since starting Spiro
>>7544904
no
i'm numb and my head aches from being sad all day
good night i hope everhthing goes well for (you)
>>7544892
I hope they don't look like lopsided slug antennae
that would be unfortunate
https://unsee.cc
/bemisosory/
>>7544909
stop cutting and stop posting here message someone that care holy fuck.
won't forget moot
>>7544904
I'd rather not smoke weed at all desu
>>7544904
Please don't push your drug agenda on people, regardless if there is something wrong with it or not, people may not just want to do it.
>tfw no Evangeline gf to sit quietly indoors with eating oats.
>>7544909
Talk to a professional, we're all idiots.
im a very sad and very ugly tranny
>>7544914
Your thing is broken.
>>7544916
i don't cut anymore those are old but still remind me of sad times
i wish there was somebody who cared
>>7544921
iktf
>tfw no olive to pal around with and eat pizza
>>7544922
snicker should stay pure too
Goodnight everyone :D
Who /cat/ here?
>>7544925
hugg
Is there a discord I can join here?
>>7544922
I'm pure
PUUURE
>>7544933
Oh ye give em to me baby
>>7544922
I will not succumb!
>>7544920
oh gosh
>>7544938
sad hugg
>>7544939
y sad
>>7544932
oooo, hi, and like i mean you aren't that bad.
you got a chance at least desu.
jelly af of that ;-;
>>7544943
>tfw not cute
>>7544951
I'm not that boring senpai
: (
No one cares about me! I need to take my feelings out on myself instead of being a burden on ofhers!
>>7544951
Do you really like oats so much? Idgi
gm
how are you
everything okay?
i hope youre well
@7544960
LIKE YOU CARE
I'm back feeling like I was when I tried to commit suicide. These feelings will never go away will they?
I wish I had someone to just chill and talk to at this time of night.
>>7544960
Does claire's dick hurt when it goes into your bum?
>>7544964
I wish I had someone to cuddle me hours everyday
>>7544964
same tbqh
>>7544963
hey anon :C
you feeling okay?
im here to talk if you want
my skype is milesthebestguy
and my discord is Smiles#5392
>>7544963
i don't know
kinda my thoughts exactly
i was feeling better but now in bed i'm back to die mode
thinking about how i'll always have these feelings and i can never escape
>>7544966
More like 24/7.
>>7544943
I will not break
>>7544943
purity is vital to being a good girl
>>7544948
>>7544958
wtf me too
>>7544955
>>7544976
>>7544977
your hips look nice
really sad
like really really sad
>>7544962
This isn't Twitter, dipshit.
>>7544982
:c you okay anon
>>7544958
Sounda reasonable honestly
>>7544980
Why so down?
>>7544981
they're lovehandles
I'm just skinnyfat
>>7544982
how come
>>7544980
>>7544986
I don't have any cuddles
>>7544964
Same here. That looks like more than talking and chilling though.
>click on /v/
>theres a bunch of tranny threads
>thought I was still on /lgbt/ for a moment
This keeps happening.
>>7544977
those bobs look pretty good actually
>>7544995
>tfw no companionship that grows more intimate and romantic
i miss shakira
>>7544997
soooo many reasons idk where to start
>>7544997
>>7545006
>>7545007
cute
birl benis :-DDD
daily reminder that weed is GOAT
I'm so confused
>>7545007
awoooooooo
Weed is alright. I could use some.
I could always use some.
>>7545012
you spelled acid wrong m8
>>7545012
weed would probably help me but i have no money
>>7544998
wowzers
idk if I like boys or girls
>>7545014
why confus?
>>7545021
both?
>>7545021
Maybe you like both?
>>7545021
could be both, really no reason to stress about it, just go with the flow
>>7545012
>>7545023
>>7545025
>>7545022
>>7545026
idk, my head just hurts
>>7544960
Hey smiles hru?
>>7545029
:(
it will be ok gelgel
>>7545029
Just go with whatever person gives you the best hugs.
>>7545029
Its best not to worry about it too much.
We're all inherently bisexual anyways.
>>7545030
im okay
mood swings have been
frequent later
hbu?
>>7545029
i hope you figure it out and get a loving gf/bf
i want you to be really happy
hugg
>>7545031
>>7545036
>>7545035
>>7545038
I feel like I don't understand myself very well
>>7544975
I'm a virgin who's never done recreational drugs, so that means I'm pure right?
Is purity supposed to feel this lonely?
>>7545040
hugg
hugg
>>7545040
The first step on the road to discovery is admitting that you don't know. You're young, nobody has that shit figured out. Look at it as an opportunity to learn and grow and not as a negative thing.
>>7545037
Same desu, mood swings
Ordered some clothes now tho so i feel better.
Whats your situation now?
I want evangeline to understand herself and be happy
What goes on a cock-lovers pizza?
>>7545048
salty milk and coins
I just want to be love but it seems impossible
>>7545052
pomf =3
is it better to repress and live just a few years but live them being accepted or come out and maybe live a long life but be rejected throughout it
>>7545054
hugg
>>7545040
No-one spells it out for you, you have to figure it out yourself. It's a little bit of trial and error, but you'll figure it out in the end, you're smart.
>>7545056
accept yourself
I bought meme socks on amazon am i true trans now
>>7545014
well at least you're sure about that
>>7545056
Just transition, dummy. Enough people will accept you if you do, and there will always exist people who will hate you regardless.
>sun coming up
sad
>>7545067
go to sleep lassy
>>7545063
what do I do?
>>7545067
no more tears
>>7545063
excuse me ma'am but i need to see your woman card
>>7545068
hugg
>>7545073
go on dates and experiment?
>>7545073
Eva, I don't know you, but from your posting you seem really scared and distraught. I understand the need to find love, but you don't need it to be happy. Evangeline should be her own person and be happy with herself before she seeks love. Love will not make you truly happy, believe me I've made this mistake.
Better?
>>7545056
You yourself seem to think that if you go the repression route then you'll be miserable for a few years and then kill yourself.
So then what's the worst that could happen if you transition?
You would be miserable for a few years and either detrans or kill yourself?
Having a chance at happiness is better than guaranteed misery.
>>7545069
I'll sleep when I'm dead.
>>7545081
What state are you from?
>>7545088
sleeping is nice you should do some while you are still alive
>>7545042
you have to find a nice pure boy
>>7545093
>tfw impure chaser
>tfw no pure trans gf
>>7545081
Pls tell me you aren't a transgirl
>>7545081
kinda guy-ish, sorry
>>7545098
Lurk more you literal faggot
>>7545081
pretty eyes tho
>>7545075
I completely forgot about him. What is CWC up to these days?
>>7545099
Oh just man up and make some friends. Everyone can do it so why can't you?
>>7545099
irl friends you'll meet through work or school or whatever, or when you move to MA you'll have Snicks.
But, again Eva, you don't want to become dependent on someone else. Its hard, but you need to get over your insecurities before you even bother with dating.
>>7545104
>>7545106
>that video
jesus christ
>>7545110
I was teasing lol
Do you have any money for recreation? I don't know you can go to a coffee shop or something. What do you like to do?
>>7545111
He's just letting his inner gurl run wild... like you.
>>7545093
How to find a nice pure boy or girl?
>>7545112
not really. I live in no where land as well.
>>7545114
okay bro
>>7545115
How do you feel about oats..?
>>7545116
What you have is access to the internet and a wealth of time at your disposal. Expand your interests and become the best Eva you can be.
CWC fucking terrifies me. I don't want to turn out like that.
tall girls
>>7545115
Idk, I've always known my pure boy
>>7545110
yes!
>>7545089
Idaho. That's all I'm saying
>>7545092
Ahhh shit forgot to clip.
>>7545098
>>7545103
>>7545105
One week on E.
>>7545096
tfw
It's ok friend, we can undo our past mistakes right? We can be pure again for the right girl, I know we can.
>>7545130
you going to adopt me?
>>7545114
>No matter how bleak things are, you will always be better than CWC
>>7545122
Don't worry, no matter how bad it gets we'll all turn out much better than that
>>7545117
No problem.
>>7545134
if anything you'd be my sister not my daughter
>>7545141
your older then me right?
>>7545122
You have to more, much more, that merely trans to end up like CWC. They were a lost cause long before any gender issues cropped up.
On the positive side, if you ever are that far gone, you'll be too insane to care.
>>7545143
only by a year
>>7545138
where did you get this picture of me
>>7545096
>tfw no impure bf to corrupt you
>>7545151
big sis snicks
>>7545131
You need not say more, for your company has but one location in that state.
>>7545138
me irl
>>7545146
>if you ever are that far gone, you'll be too insane to care.
Do you think that something similar, albeit not so extreme, happens with hons?
>>7545152
I had no idea you were Polish.
>>7545156
cute
I want a boy to cum on my tum
sad
>>7545153
wtf you just spent like an hour arguing for the virtue of purity
>>7545147
He doesn't really like me like I like him :c
marathon anon is that youuuu in this thread?
>wake up
>tfw nobody to smoke weed und listen to music now
>>7545161
That just makes corruption all the lewder
>>7545155
Don't bother doxxing me I am utterly uninteresting
i got flannel and meme socks
i am now a genuine g i r l
>>7545165
Noooooooooo...
>>7545003
me too
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUT5rEU6pqM
>>7545167
That won't be very hard
>>7545168
im sorry yui is only for pure girls
Why do you think Snicks stopped posting her :^)
>>7545168
Exactly
>>7545174
I'm still pure for now~
>>7545174
I post her all the time
>>7545125
>tfw no tall gf
>>7545063
Post a screenshot of your amazon recommendations
>>7545179
join the club #]kf\a9Um
>>7545168
Corruption...is my fetish...damn it...
>>7545186
n-n-no thats too personal
>>7545190
I genned a bunch of trips for snicks and it's a extra one
>>7545177
>tfw Grace will never make you breakfast
>>7545171
Looool. I'm sorry I didn't reply to you on skype for like 6 months, I had some not so fun stuff happen and I've been busy. Might have a career set and lined up here in a month though.
How's the active life?
>>7545190
Lewd corruption evil corruption or both at the same time?
fancy eva trip
>>7545197
yup
>>7545192
Well now everyone has access to Cindy's trip if she so chooses to use that one.
You've dangled the sweet fruit in front of her but she knows she can't take it now. Think about what you've done.
>school starts again tomorrow
>I should have been in bed two hours ago
why do I do this to myself?
>>7545193
I'll bring you cereal uwu
>>7545193
>tfw people don't just do things for your
>>7545203
I got like 8 of them desu
>>7545191
Will you do it if I post mine?
>>7545205
>she has a bedtime
what are you gay
>>7545181
i like tall girls
>>7545193
I'm offended you don't think I'd be up before you just to make you breakfast.
>>7545213
Pooserrr
>>7545212
>what are you gay
well now that you mention it...
>>7545216
Imitation is the highest form of flattery famlia.
>>7545220
Eva and I on the right
>>7545221
Oh so you like me?~
hehe
>>7545213
...and smoking...? Miniskirts?
>>7545199
Well unknown anon, since august I ran a marathon sick, I changed two jobs, I am getting ready for certification, I am climbing the corporate ladder - the usual. There's never rest for the wicked.
So who are you and how's life treatin' ya?
>>7542531
>willpower
>abandoning my life
I really don't think you know enough about me to make those assumptions
>>7542613
>pookie is maybe some sort of non binary or just lazy idk her rly
yayaya I'm nb
>>7545211
nop :(
>>7545213
>tfw you were never pure
>>7545231
hugg
>>7545227
this is not okay
>>7545235
hugg <3
>>7545237
daww why not?
>>7545237
>No
>no anon to make breakfast for
>no anon to clean for
>no anon to make lunch for
>no anon to sleep tih
'
>>7545231
oh cool thats my post lol
I think I might be nb too
>>7545250
nb's a bit of a meme but idk I think it's real .-.
have I talked to you before
>>7545249
(You)
>>7545223
uwu, I want to cook dinner everyday
>>7545215
How tall are you?
>>7545254
I can make you coffee and eggs!
Thus ends my knowledge of preparing food
>>7545215
I think it would be nice to have a gf who's a couple inches taller than me, but that will probably never happen because I'm 6'5".
>>7545228
Nice. Sounds like typical stuff for that field, however annoying it must be to change jobs though. Why would you run a marathon sick? Wouldn't that make you even sicker?
>So who are you
Well, you sent me a book on learning PowerShell 3 in a month and told me what that computer field was like. I hope that is enough of a clue...
>and how's life treatin' ya?
I got a $800 ticket and spent a good portion of time fighting it, had a police officer vouch for me and I finally got it fully removed. So pretty good mmhmm.
I'm really just excited for a job that is considering me. Pays well, excellent benefits, etc.
>>7545258
the concept of gender itself is a meme
yeah a few times we talked but only in the threads