/mtfg/ - male to female general

>>7497911
tfw no informed consent providers near me

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Cool joined

Just joined the discord server and the people are really nice!

Thanks for the quick links to other sites!

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>>7497921
yeah nice discord server lol

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>>7497931
See a therapist

>>7497915

Do you live in the middle of nowhere?

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PASTEL GIRLS TIME
I need my cherry blossom shoes and my bright pastel blue and pink nail polish

>>7501574
omg why only blue and pink?
everyone knows blurple is the best combination

>>7501574
should you really have considered becoming a girl when your shoulders go upward

>>7501574
>cherry blossom shoes
they make that?

who? my eye muscles been twitching nonstop for like 3 days and i was crying all day after being yelled at by 2 different groups of people in just 30 seconds, then someone asked if i was a prostitute. then i went grocery shopping before coming home and this mom sent her two kids to run by me and when they got back to her i heard them say 'i think its a boy!' ive been really stressed and feeling alone and wanted to drove my car off the road on the way home and i think im gonna check myself in

>>7497911
Junebug? Is this your thread? How r u?

>>7501574
wow you've only been there for like 1 day and already the hotel is starting to look like your room

>>7501574
nice tuck

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>>7501599
Mhm! I have a pair of these at home

>>7501600
You are great.
Just try to get comfy and give yourself some you time
>>7501602
not my thread
i'm good
i'm eating spicy chips
how r u sass?
<3
<3
<3
<3

>>7501600
why are people so mean to you...

don't do anything bad or hurt yourself beep I think you are a pretty and nice girl

>>7501608
I'm better, I had the hangover from hell today! I'm happy to see you. :3

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>>7501602
>tfw sass says you'd be a good mommy

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>>7501611
:3
ditto u

>>7501600
twitching is just a sympton of stress
itll go away when your life calms down

you ought to put a warm rag over your head and eyes and relax for a bit

>tfw staring at a penis flopping around beside you

>>7501607
that's pretty neat

>>7501618
interesting

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I also got some other stuffs at Target with Charlotte

>>7501603
ROFL

>>7501613
Which face? The blonde or the bride?

No matter, I still think you would be a good mommy.

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>>7501623

>>7501618
flobbi benis

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I fed Charlotte some 'go 'za

>>7501627
clothes shopping seems fun
that and having clothes you like

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grace is a cute hip teeny bopper
<3

want to le die lol

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>>7501629
I love me some 'go 'za

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>>7501603
Sorry.

>>7501607
I need new sneakers. Remind me to look for some nice shoes that match my mostly grey and maroon wardrobe later.

>>7501633
get over it u

>>7501632
why she wear shoulder pads tho

>>7501600
You know what normally causes that

Either caffeine or low potassium/magnesium which would be odd in your case, but those like little kids fruit purée in the foil packs you can sort of drink are instant cure for that for me

>>7501640
how

>>7501623
>>7501627
Cute boots.

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>have a bf now at the start of my transition who's not a chaser and supports me getting srs and will treat me like a girl
>made me feel like a girl on the phone
>made me feel cute and adorable, melted with happiness
>will be able to see every weekend while I'm at uni for the next 4 years

Did I do this in reverse or something?

>>7501628
:DDDDD

>>7501637
it was just a friendly teasing

My bf texted me he is sorry and sad about dumping me. Could this be a way back together or should I not get involved again? I miss him like crazy.

>>7501637
You probably want black but grey is neutral enough you can get some leeway with colors

>>7501646
how

>>7501653
>my bf
He's your ex now

>>7501626
The bride, I did save it to show how parents would react to me tho >.<

>>7501653
don't do it

we can be wgotw together

>>7501657
Jesus.... i don't want an ex

>>7501653
you're gonna miss him but you have a chance to move on with your life without really messing things up

>>7501653
>my bf

>>7501644
keep moving your body and your soul will follow
keep busy
just do something
focus on your problems but not on their dead ends for too long
>>7501653
why did he dump you?

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>>7501649
There's not much friendly teasing going on in this thread, and I'm genuinelg sorry that you feel this way about my shitty cleaning habits. Most of that is mine.

>>7501653
>>7501653
ur bf is only with you if ur dating
hes not ur bf
hes ur ex
and hes a chaser so he doesn't ant commitment most likely
hes just trying not to hurt you

>>7501646
it just means you are cute and girly prehrt even with muscles and short hair.
have you reordered hrt and some rainbow thigh highs and gotten some biotin?

>>7501668
i don't know what to focus on though
nothing makes me happy anymore
I'm sorry juni

>>7501641
>>7501666
I don't come here often, so I don't know all the personalities here. Are you a bitter transgirl or just someone who comes here and trolls the thread?

>>7501658
:3

I love it. Be a mommy Faye!

>>7501653
Never go back

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>>7501663
Too fucking bad
You have an ex now. Don't fall into that trap of thinking you can get back together

>>7501655
Cewl
I might get some all-stars, although I'm not sure how I feel about meme shoes.

>>7501674
gay guy who comes here to troll and post cp

>>7501678
this

>>7501658
you want to be a girl married to a boy?
gaaaaaay

>>7501678
elanna im glad you're here

id be sad if you left

i
really
fucking
want
a
bf

>>7501629
>tfw you'll never have Chicago style pizza

Ok, peace out girls! I'm going to bed

>>7501674
im a jew

>>7501678
elanna can you rec me some yuri

>>7501673
what used to make you happy?
When you find something you appreciate try moving in closer to it

>>7501690
(((You)))

>>7501668
>why did he dump you?
I was too clingy and emotional according to him.

>>7501670
>most likely hes just trying not to hurt you

Oh.. i wish we could fix it and get back with eachother

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>>7501656
I don't know. I was expecting you to tell me.

Must be leftover Spartan cheat codes

>>7501671
Yes I plan to reorder today. And all that stuff too.

>tfw he has seen my face and says he can't wait to meet the girl I'll become


Sill expecting to wake up any second now.

>>7501687
>Chicago style quiche
Fix'd

>>7501678
this, go get your hair done and find someone better
he just wants to use you for sex

>>7501694
give me more daddy

I'm getting a makeover tomorrow and I'm really worried I'll look like a hon

>>7501692
i don't know if anything really did but video games and 4chan used to kind of distract me

>>7501691
Hibike! Euphonium isn't Yuri, but it's cute af.

>>7501696
dont try to get back together though
he was your first bf so beign clingy isnt surprised
you will find another eventually
just try not to obsess over one chaser

>>7501678
;_; but he made me feel special and i just don't wanna be alone

>>7501701
this is why i do my makeup myself. just ask for "subtle smokey eye, natural lip color"

>>7501698
Sass, do you know what quiche is?

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>>7501691
I have trash taste
Citrus is aight
I really liked Girlfriends
I cba to do a lot of reading these days tho ;~;

>>7501685
;~;
That's really sweet anon thank you

>>7501706
Find someone who isn't going to pump and dump you
You can do better

>>7501699
Makeover tiem

>>7501709
How do you into smoky eyes without fucking it up?

>>7501696
why not just ask the dragon to see donkey every now and then

>>7501705
isla how do i get a bf

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>>7501688
good night princess!!!
>>7501690
an exceptionally great leftist social engineer from nazareth
>>7501702
distract you from what, the emptiness? When is the last time you smiled sincerely? Do you have anyone to hug irl?

>>7501710
its just a meme that chicago isn't pizza see >>7501636

>>7501686
me too

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I can't sleep

Heck this nonsense

>>7501715
youtube videos and practice. honestly, just sit in front of a mirror with hella makeup wipes and keep trying over and over again until you get something you're sort of satisfied with. the dysphoria will suck but just work through it because this is how you get good at makeup when you haven't been socialized as a girl since birth

>>7501719
You're right, Chicago is not pizza

It's a city.

>>7501712
I don't know if I could date again after all this.

>>7501705
He's not a chaser actually

>>7501715
wow youre still alive?

>>7501726
>>7501719

casserole

>>7501723
go to sleep bish

did that work?

>>7501729
no u

>>7501725
>honestly, just sit in front of a mirror with hella makeup wipes and keep trying over and over again until you get something you're sort of satisfied
But im almost out of makeup wipes :/

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>>7501678
Thats really hard when a certain ex makes you feel a funny kind of way that nobody else does, no matter how much it hurts sometimes.
>>7501645
Thanks!

>>7501727
I didn't think I could date again after my ex.
It's the hardest thing to accept that it's over.

>>7501718
Yeah emptiness
can't remember
no

>>7501646
FUCKING EASYMODE

>>7501737
drive to CVS and buy more, sheesh

also, buy eyemakeup remover.

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>>7501727
Kayla, I don't mean to be rude in saying this, but you were together for like a month.
Yes, it sucks now, but seriously, grow a pair. You will get over him.

There's a lot more people out there that will probably mean a lot more to you

>>7501739
He was her first
Nobody forgets their first, but usually they're not the deepest relationship you'll have

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>>7501739
I really don't know what you see in her.
I wonder if she still finds me boring lol.

>>7501740
I don't want it to be over but everyone is right.

>>7501748
hugg

>>7501717
grow a pair of tits figuratively and talk to people outside
>>7501727
eh
he always acted like one
wasnt he looking for a trans gf in the first place?

>>7501735
Not quite. I am a little upset you called some a bish though.

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>pretend to be a transgirl for sympathy and roleplaying
>get really into it
>learn a lot about being trans and hormones
>want to get on HRT to become a cute transbian for real

>>7501746
It was 2 months actually and every time we met it was super special. I bet all this is because i did boymode with him and he didn't like it.

>>7501701
You look like a girl.
Like, that makeup shoop in the pic with your cleavage, that makes me want die because we're the same age and I'm a joke

>>7501755
just a phase kiddo
dad wants a strong boy
dont disappoint him

>>7501755
>pretend
yeah sure buddy

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>tfw ugly and disgusting and don't look like a girl and would probably look even worse if i lost weight

:p

>>7501754
sorry

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>>7501759
ill be a strong boy for daddy ill be anything he wants me to be

>>7501762
trip on sheen

>>7501763
I'm actually not upset, sorry, I'm just bored so I'm lying :/

>>7501762
you have to remember your competition, majority of american women are not nice on the eyes

>>7501766
sheen is better than me

Thoughts on Carth? Should I let him fuck me?

>>7501772
No

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>>7501764
go take my advice i told you earlier

>>7501770
true

>>7501747
Its hard to explain.

i dont know how to dress girly without looking stupid or tranny

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>>7501756
You should probably take what he says about why he broke things off as a starting point for what went wrong. I assume you want to grow from this, and the first step in doing that isn't to start throwing blame on minor details like that. If there was a personality problem then it needs to be brought into check.

Also, there is the very real possibility that he just wanted you for a quick pump and dump, he was a chaser after all. 2 months is the amount of time that a lot of high school flings last. Imagine how it must feel to be with someone for years and to have it end.

>>7501755
>>pretend

>>7501772
no he's an jerk

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>>7501743
Know that you deserve better. Do you have the opportunity to see a therapist?
>>7501748
You'll always have the memories
Be glad it ended swiftly instead of turning toxic.
>>7501762
lauren stop hating
be proud of yourself
>>7501779
you gotta stop caring how others see you to truly express yourself

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>>7501779
Whats the hangup for ya?

>>7501769
remember that time faye posted his love confession to me

I feel I cheated the system somehow

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>>7501784
>ywn have style like grace

>>7501782
i can't really see a therapist

i can't make it out of my house

i don't know what to do at all

>>7501762
but that stuff isn't true

>>7501781
How so?

>>7501774
Ok thanks for input.

>>7501786
The fact you have a bf who isn't a chaser at the start of transition tells me you either a shitty repressor or a pretty boy who can't even look masculine with muscles

>>7501785

no lol
faye tells everyone they love them tho. very desperate for affection. they once told me while we dated that they used sex and affection to get ppl to like them lol

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>>7501759
already did by being a failure neet

>>7501760
b-but I never wanted to be a girl as a teenager and I don't have dysphoria, I just want to be treated nicely and be cute
I guess Im a silly trandstrender, s-sorry

>>7501792
Yw any time anon

why does everyone want me to stop talking to faye we're gonna sit down and talk about this mtfg

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>>7501793
I stil don't know how I did it.

>>7501796
wait
i meant remember that time faye posted boo's love confession to me >_<

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So, mtfg, what are you listening to right now? Why isn't it Chick Corea and Return to Forever?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkiYfwtrb3w

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>>7501788
ITS SO EASY THO
i just went to target, looked for stuff i liked, and picked it out
I got that light pink shirt
Someone mentioned the black pants were too much of a contrast
So i got pastel blue
Which then creates a light color outfit that i can use my kate spade bag with because its pastel blue too
And then bam is an outfit
This happened by accident just by picking out clothes i like
Really just browse for a while, try stuff on, and learn what works on you through trial and error and build outfits based around what you like and looks good

>>7501793
>or a pretty boy who can't even look masculine with muscles
all the rating websites gave her 100% fem, she tried her hardest to get it to call her masc but the best she got was 40% fem

i like faye

>>7501797
read this article if you want idk I don't think trenders actually really exist people on here just need more people to hate

http://the-orbit.net/zinniajones/2013/09/that-was-dysphoria-8-signs-and-symptoms-of-indirect-gender-dysphoria/

>>7501720
*waits*

>>7501709
I skipped the smokey eye class like last week, I've just been using a light orange on my entire lid and it's pretty good with blue eyes, but super subtle

>>7501806
I'd be too scared to do that yet, I need to get electro far enough before I start doing that

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On another note, i got these

The boot meme is real y'all

>>7501804

o nuh uh lol
i thought ya'll were on good terms or something

>>7501815
Anyone asks why youre in the womens section, its a gift.
You bring the clothes to the changing room, they just ask how many you have, not inspect them.
Its so not a big deal trust me no strangers shopping irl care about you and what youre getting

>>7501797
well whose fault is that dumbo

>>7501816
I like them
do you shop IRL now Kay?

>>7501820
Still haven't got girl clothes in person because im terrified i would cause a scene

>>7501811
>I don't think trenders actually really exist
Of course they exist. It's the people who get dysphoria when the hormones start to work and turn them into the opposite gender/sex and quickly drop the act.
Or those who never even start them and just cosplay while very young but feel fine maturing into a woman/man.

>>7501755
>have a fetish
>compelled to try estrogen when you found out about it
>start looking like a girl
>tell people you're trans
>kind of don't believe you/make fun of you
>learn makeup get a hair cut, do your nails so they'll treat you better
>everyone's nice to you
>but not when you talk
>practice voice, go to doctor
>people even nicer to you when you use it

I guess the point is... it's a slippery slope

>>7501818
no
he said he wished i would kill myself and never come back
thats when i decided our friendship is over

>>7501822
I just said i didn't shop irl, its my biggest fear. I hate openly engaging the public with my degeneracy

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>>7501782
>>7501784
i want to try something like this but obviously i dont look as cis as the girl in the pic

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>>7501825
Has anyone actually ever seen someone who gets dysphoria from the hormones?

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>>7501823
I just said tho
Nobody cares about you irl
I walked around in half ass outfits, probably stubble, girl voice not entirely on point, and got a bunch of girl clothes and a new bag
They just didnt care
At all
Nor did i care
I wanted to buy stuff
Ill never see these people again
Theyll probably be gone in 5 minutes anyway
Idc
>>7501832
I mean circe makes it work

im not hjappy about those logs ok

>>7501827
stage 2 atm

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>>7501807
Our phonecall really solidified everything I love about him since I've known him

I guess I was destined for this fate.
No more repression. No more fear. Just being held tight in his arms

>>7501833
that would be getting the symptom from the treatment wouldnt it

>>7501835
>They just didnt care
Easy for you because you pass, try looking like me and see how shit hits the fan

>>7501830
Your clothes must look weird like mine used to on me, I have to try on literally arm fills of stuff because no size is the same

>there are people in this thread right now that have had sex with boys

>>7501837
Welp I'm just going to call you a girl now because you won't want to stop tbqh

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>>7501827
>take hormones because 420chan told you about them and you're a curious young boy
>not a tranny though
>the hormones make you a tranny
>get your peepee sliced off

>>7501846
not me im pure

>>7501841
you either look like a girl, a complete faggot, or a complete faggot that obviously wants to be a girl
either way, people know what's up

>>7501828

sounds like them ye lol
well at least you know now!

>>7501846

who??????? who has had sex with boys omg

>>7501827
Tfw I don't do half of that and still get treated like a girl

>>7501843
Must be nice to pass and be privileged enough to openly try on girl clothes.

>>7501833
Edie honestly did

>>7501841
you pass, and you'll pass better as years go by. remember, i and a lot of the other passers here have a couple years on you. It's crazy just what a difference hormones make after 4-5 years. and you'll also learn how to dress more natural and act more naturally female. not even by trying, it'll come naturally. but it takes years for your brain and muscles to un-learn all the repressing you did

so calm down and work on personal fulfillment/betterment

>>7501846
>there are people in this thread right now who haven't even fucking transitioned and are going to be fucking boys
>>7501839
I was less jealous of you when you're were a repressor

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>>7501855
Feels good mane

>>7501856
fake faye story #2475-B

>>7501820
it's also that my face looks irritated 24/7 somewhere since I do electro weekly now and I can't shave a few days a week as I need it to be worked on

juniper is a great person

>>7501851
>either way, people know what's up
Everyone tells me I look like a girl or I'm obviously trans, every time I go out I get gendered as a girl even in man clothes.

>>7501852
hes a dumb butt
honestly
>>7501846
regret honestly

>>7501861
It isn't fake
Edie claims xer gets dysphoria if xir looks too feminine

>>7501863
she's okay

>>7501841
I've bought girl clothes in guymode. Seriously, no one cares.

>>7501864
then what are you whining about

>>7501858
I guess, still upset and pissed off I have to still live in boymode

>>7501867
i believe it now that a trustable source like anonymous told me so

>>7501852
im not gonna say names but theyre SLUTS
>>7501859
absolutely disgusting
>>7501849
>browsing web at an early age
>am redirected to a transsexual porn site when searing for something innocent and probably neopets related
>can never forget that i could be a pretty girl like them
>the rest is history

>>7501846
Gross
>>7501849
I'm on step 3
>>7501855
I don't think anyone cares, it is interesting they let my gf change with me

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also um so this is kind of just me asking for opinions but idk i could use advice
that pilot guy i've been seeing/sleeping with for years now off and on has basically offered to make vids wit me. like lewd ones.
which i could sell and make lotsa monies. obviously like that sounds good, but i've never made lewd vids with a guy for profit before
and idk if that's a good idea? like i'm sure in the future people can still find all my shit online so how much worse would it be than my shows now
BUT AT THE SAME TIME IDK. do i go full on porn whore mode or do i just stick to camming? wwyd? isn't vids like the next logical conclusion lol

>>7501827
>get ffs
>get srs
>start dating widower with two daughters
>get married to widower
>the girls are young enough to only know you as their mother
>eventually have a science baby with hubby
>grow old and watch your children have children
>grow older and watch your grandchildren have children
>pass away happy

>>7501875
Everyone cares and I would get horrid stares if I went to get girl clothes irl

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>>7501849
>be me
>be homophobic transphobic repressor
>find mtfg
>lurk and shitpost
>post too much
>get the name Spartan
>repression slowly slips
>try to fight it and fail
>now im Amy
>and gonna be on hrt again


I really did think I was one of the more skilled repressors. I am happy i lost.

>>7501876
camming already puts you at the point of no return porn whore mode wise

>>7501872
you don't /have/ to. if it's so important to you, find a new job and start over. in fact, putting yourself in uncomfortable situations where you feel vulnerable for presenting as a girl are actually good for your growth. it'll actually get you to feeling more comfortable with your self sooner than just hiding for years.

i'm sure you know that you have a lot of pain ahead but it's all worth it.

>tfw legitimately don't know if I'm full time or not anymore

>>7501872
you're probably more pissed off that others don't

>>7501885
true

>>7501885
That goes without saying, i could strangle every full timer im so fucking envious

>>7501883
Buy i don't like stress

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>>7501862
Use a big ass scarf

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btw I wasn't being sincere that isn't the real story of how i fell to degeneracy ;~;

>>7501881
To be fair, if you had a gay relationship with a guy beforehand and they thought you might be trans, you were not that great at repressing
It's ok though, nobody actually is

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I forgot to post my Walmart swag

Also like, is it normal for you and your gf to be propositioned in Walmart? I don't know what is is about people and hitting on people in Walmart/McDonald's

Shit just doesn't happen in Whole Foods

>>7501880

you'd have to be really self-obsessed to think that everyone cares about what you do with your life and how you live it, and that's coming from me lol

>>7501882

that's kind of what i'm thinking but for some reason i've just stayed away from making legit porn vids and selling them. BUUUUUUT
i guess i should do it since it'll be more money on top of what i already make right? plus i can control the content so it won't like
look like a trainwreck of a photoshoot and solo vid like a lot of other girls stuff with grooby or shemaleyum lol

>>7501891
What if you didn't know what trans is and the last gf before you started hrt said it was like dating a lesbian

>>7501880
Kayla... even I buy clothes, nobody cares

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>>7501811
thank you, I think a lot of that sounds like generic depression doesn't it?
I guess I didn't like turning into a man growing up - all the nasty hair and smell ewww and not looking cute anymore made me sad but I didn't feel dysphoric about it
I simply started to enjoy pretending to be a girl or trap online and relate with transgirls
came to this board out of curiosity but ended up spending too much time here
maybe I should lock myself into /fit/ and that will make me want to be a buff man idk

>>7501821
daddy didnt love me enough, cheated and left to another woman, it's all his fault I didnt grow up to be a man

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>>7501893
hey up to you dude

power to you

might as well if youre already past that point
beta cucks will probably shower you with donations

>>7501893
It's more of me just being a fucking coward, desu every time I have gone out in girlmode has been perfect and everyone has been nice to me.

>>7501900
To be super fair if they have young kids they sometimes looked like they car d when I was more boy mode then I am now

>>7501903

o yes tru. ok am gonna do it. ty drake for your advice and input!!!

>>7501904

WELL THEN MAN UP!! or well, ladyman up. i do it all the time. don't be a coward !!!!!!

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Started HRT today!~
Happy new year! Thanks to everyone for encouragement. This is a pic from when I came out last spring at a local music festival.
Lifestyle tips for an HRT beginner would be appreciated!!

>>7501902
you sound like me 2 years ago

>>7501833
this
even the couple posts about ppl detrsnsing because they realized they were cis didnt really mention it
they were kinda wondering what to do about their breasts but they didnt seem to hate them

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>>7501902
i dont think everyone without a daddy in their life grew up trans brah

>>7501910
no problem
if you become rich split some donos with me
im broke nigga

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>>7501896
P trutrans
>tfw was completely unable to maintain a relationship pretransition so have no idea what other people thought of me in that intimate of a setting

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>>7501827
>>7501849
>>7501881
s-stop this makes me legit scared
should I never take mones and better stop coming here?

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>>7501835
me

>>7501902
Daddy was such a drag..
Every day he’d eat the same kind of food, dress the same, sit in front of the same kind of games..
Yeah, he was just that kind of guy.
But then one day, he goes and kills us all!
He couldn’t even be original about the way he did it.
I’m not complaining… I was dying of boredom anyway
But guess what? I will be coming back, and I’m bringing my new toys with me.

>>7501918
like you had no interest in relationships, or you were insufferable during them?

>>7501905
I fewl the same way, if anything my boymode causes more problems then my girlmode

I think when I was with my ex that having him around made me feel strong and mostly every time we met I went in girlmode and we went to restaurants and took walks and everything was fine. I'm afraid if I do stay alone that I wont go girlmode again. If my ex says he wants to go over what happened at like some coffee bar then I wouldn't hesitate to show up in girlmode

>>7501923
A bit of column A a bit of column B
I tried dating a girl a few months before coming out and could barely kiss her

>>7501920
I'm just meming
You were probably a tranny all along

>>7501920
no it means you should start mones now dummy

shhhh *stealth kisses kayla*

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>>7501891
>nobody actually is

speak for yourself, I was the manliest man in town :P

>>7501914
Getting dysphoria from things the estrogen is doing is a very weird feeling.

>>7501917

b-but i need my money for me ;_; without it i could never live the ridiculous extravagant pointless lifestyle i've become accustomed

how do i trick a chaser into falling in love with me

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>>7501920
Lmao one pill is all it takes

>>7501891
I guess I really wasn't

>>7501936
pretend to be a tranny

>>7501936

tell them you have a nice cock and you're in

>>7501934
whats it like?
i've kinda been doubting I was really trans but I really do like everything HRT has done to me so far

>>7501921
Pretty cute, ya did good

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>>7501935
but how else will i pay for my coke addiction in college?

>>7501940
it is p nice desu
>>7501939
idk thats not working

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>>7501933
Yeah no
You sounded fucking adorable pretransition, like people could tell you were a girl and were like cuddling you and stuff

I was just an annoying ugly socially anxious tard pretransition ;~;

>>7501938
I mean, kinda called it, but you're getting better now

>>7501920
>being scared of being loved as a girl

Get good faggot

>>7501936
pretend to be a tranny and wear a false penis

>>7501944

make it big by producing a bomb mixtape in ur dorm room desu

>>7501945

that's really all you need
chasers will fuck anything. crossdressers, femboys, trannies. w/e really as long as there's a cock they can slobber all over.

>>7501881
Out of all the repression cases, why is Amy's the cutest?

>>7501833 >>7501914

Yes, everyone selfmeds here and some gay boys take mones to look cute then get boobs and limp dick and quickly quit.
Also I've read enough of pretend-FtMs who try test and realize they made a mistake. There were threads about that here too.

>>7501927
why get into relationships if you don't want them

>>7501936
You don't have to trick me

>>7501941
Like looking down in the shower and getting dysphoric about breasts instead of my dick. I ended up decreasing my E dose for a few months and trying out T because of that. The T didn't really make me feel any different about myself and I discontinued it because it was inconvenient mostly.
At this point I'm back on the high estrogen dose and I'm hoping to stave off any further dysphoria by staying /fit/. In public I'm pretty much always surprised when I get gendered, regardless of which way it is.

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>>7501948
>like people could tell you were a girl and were like cuddling you and stuff

wait, I told you about that? D:

>>7501953
she actually has a chance

>>7501951
i can see it now
'actual fire' produced by Edie's Porn Money Records

>>7501955

to ruin the other persons life for fun

>>7501954

am a gay boy myself can confirm

>>7501961

l m a o
LET'S DO IT, GET TO RAPPING DRAKE

>>7501958
right
i love seeing my boobs when I shower
maybe I'm not cis after all

>>7501954
The ftm thing is super common, but so is presenting ultra fem and no hormone and saying your a man

>>7501911

Shave legs if you're gonna wear a skirt in public.

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>>7501955
I wanted to repress, it was a last ditch thing. I feel really bad for the girl though, she was sweet and really didn't deserve to get sucked into my identity crisis

>>7501959
Yeah
And I remember it because it's so unbelievably fucking cute omg

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>>7501911

>>7501936
do a little dance and touch them with your benis

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>>7501974
I feel a bit bullied now

>>7501978
HAHAHAHAAHAHA

HE'S STARING AT THE UNSHAVED LEGS

>>7501968
Yeah that's not a very cismale thing to feel.
I like my muscle definition and miss my flat chest. I work hard to keep the definition I do have and miss things like ripped forearms that I can't get any more.
But there was also stuff about being male that bugged me too and whatever hormones I get on will be a compromise at this point. I can get closer to neutral without T and with E playing the role of bone health and sex drive, so this is me now.

>>7501972
fuk da patriarchy

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>>7501948
Still can't believe it

>>7501953
Is it cause I like boys?

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>search the name of that one guy i hated in high school who was a complete dick to me and mocked me constantly in front of my other friends
>tfw he's got a successful career in the same field of studies as me
>tfw he graduated with double major from a better college
>tfw I've struggled in my interviews and can't land anything on top of being some idiot guy in drag who thinks he's a girl
Well that's a nice way to crush my spirits
Really wish I could drink right now
>>7501936
Show him ur gt

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>>7501981
HA HA
SOPHIE'S A GIRL AND ALWAYS WAS ONE

Not like me, I'm certain I was a convincing boy

>>7501986
>Is it cause I like boys?
cute :3

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>>7501991
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

:(

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>>7501949
Im legit scared no one will love me, not like I will magically turn into a beauty and I dont live in lgbt-frioendly place
roleplaying online is not the same as trying to make it a reality you know

>>7501938
>one pill is all it takes
>t-that sounds like heroin, better avoid!
but for real I know it wont make many changes until few months

>>7501988
what's your field of studies?
and that sucks, the bullies are supposed to be unsuccessful wtf

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Im an alpha male and always have been

fuck u sophel

>>7501958
you weren't really dysphoric about them before like during your first few years of transition though were you? or were you and you didn't realise?

did a lot of you girls get bullied in high school?

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>>7501999
WHAT DID I DO

>>7502001
I did a bit, but it honestly wasnt very bad

does grace usually post so many pictures of herself?

>>7502000
Comes and goes I guess? I tried femming up for a few years but it just made me miserable and I mostly neglected my appearance then. Luckily I never got significant breast growth so it's mostly been a non-issue.

>>7502001
in middle school
in high school i just isolated myself voluntarily

>>7502001

I always had a pretty girly voice so people would make fun of it sometimes.

>>7501994
Had the same fear, it's actually easier to get with some people, of course harder for others, but I don't know what your country is like >.<

>>7502001
I was a total loner so i avoided that
>>7502004
I got new clothes so im attentionwhoring and showing them off for a bit
Its finger licking good

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>>7501993
Oh btw I was a troll and griefer and an online bully so yeah
Don't mess with me I'll bully u

>>7502001
Naw, I hung out with the drama kids they were really nice

>>7502004
she posts selfies every day with every post she makes

>>7502001
i was a ghost so not really
though some fucking kid on the wrestling team hit me for no reason
and he laughed at me in the street one time
i didn't get it really

>>7502001
yeah a lot
but i was a big guy so i only got in a few fights ;3

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>>7502012
maybe we should playfight
Ill prove that I am way stronger

>>7502014
WHAT DID I DO??

>>7501992
I am really happy when my bf treats me like a girl

>>7502003
>>7502008
>>7502009
>>7502011
>>7502015
>>7502016

o-oh.....

>>7502012

well i'm glad someone besides me had a good high school experience ;_;

>>7502015

Some guy I never even talked to called me a faggot once. Just out of the blue, didn't say a single other word to me.

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>>7502003
>>7502017

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>>7502001
In middle school, yes. Early high school, yes. After I started repressing, no.
I got called girl, faggot and shemale mostly.

>>7502021
yeah that's so weird
like unprovoked bullying shit

>>7502020

My high school experience wasn't that bad honestly except for the whole puberty thing. And I couldn't get anyone to date me.

Sensitivity, kindness, compassion and all these other alleged virtues are of little use in this world. In fact, they will make your life harder than it need be, as you will be crippled by over-awareness of every slight, every injustice, every pointless grief. Life is a violent process, generated by violence (think of the thrusting, grunting, force and possession involved in the sexual act), and maintained by violence. Your life will be happier the more of a pig you can be. Moreover, those you help, or imagine helping, will not be that grateful; most will go on to procreate and renew the slaughterhouse, and applaud the others who do so.

Another good reason to be a pessimist.

>>7502001
this gay mexican guy and his crew of stacies made fun of me and wouldn't let me sit at their table

>>7502024
>>7502026

o-oh

>>7502028

...............was it me.....

Extremely intelligent alpha male here - how do I date one of you faggots?

>>7502031

I had some friends though! And for my senior year I transferred schools and had a grand old time.

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>>7502017
Nuh uh, you don't mess with this
I am the alpha
I surprised some people when I came out

>>7502020
Yeah I actually was pretty happy growing up, I had some good friends, plus I feel like theatre is pretty much the perfect place for a repressing/unaware tranny to land
I did both get bullied and bullied people in elementary school though

>>7502035
tyler?

>tfw the only thing keeping you from forcibly emptying the contents of your skull is knowing it would hurt the few people who still care about you

>>7502001
just the regular as any other classmate
in college im popular because im funny and homophobic and closet as fuck

>>7502035

grow your dick a few inches and turn into a stud

>>7502038

oh okie c: well that's really nice then!

>>7502039

>bullied people
elanna.......

>>7502043

das bad

>>7502035
be goodlooking and high status and treat us like girls and be really surprised when we tell you were trans

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>>7502035
>intelligent
>calling us faggots

:thinking:

>>7502023
dont bully me :c

>>7502039
I am so strong, they dont even give me normal cups anymore because I just accidently squish them

>>7501574
Please teach me how to get into fashion like you.

>>7501995
I have some focus in cyber security and some in embedded systems design. He got a job at a big computer security company and it just made me die inside
He was such a two faced asshole that always made sure to point how much of a fucking moron I was and acted better than everyone because his parents got him everything he wanted because his dad is loaded
I shouldn't have searched his name I ruined my night
>>7502001
I had some friends and only had the one guy that was a dick to me
I was such a loser I think my friends just felt bad for me then because only one or two actually want to talk to me, the rest just sorta cut me off

>>7502046
>be goodlooking and high status
I think those guys go for real girls

>be really surprised when we tell you were trans
hahahahahaha

>>7502005
oh okay. I know you said before that being a guy definitely wasn't working for you but that makes sense too that really fem isn't your thing either.