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Christmas Eve edition!

• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/ merry christmas!
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

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>>7455581
That doesnt mean you cant try your best to be though, right?

youre a smart girl eva, you should know staying happy is super important
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All I want for Christmas is teats.
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>>7455600
I'm not sure how to become happy in the first place anymore though, I just feel so empty all the time, I should be happy they came but I'm not, I'm just scared
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Sheen is lovely and I wish I were spending Christmas with her
>>7455600
where did you get this webm of me
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Am I crazy?
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i chipped my nails a few times today
i wanna have nice nails but working with my hands prohibits that
i wish i had a cozy job where i could afford to be pretty
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>>7455630
You're here aren't you?
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Oh my god I'm so fucking mad right now.
After a week of not inviting me to do things on WoW with them because the character I was playing on had "low gear" (despite having better gear than what we were doing usually dropped), 3 of my friends asked another friend who's slightly better geared than me to do a hard dungeon, then when I offered to come on my best geared character they told me I couldn't, it wasn't because of gear, and when I told them to explain why, they muted me.

I don't know what to do at this point, after all the shit they put me through I want nothing more than to remove them all and not talk to them again until they apologize, but I know they won't give a shit and will just laugh at me while I'm not there, and then I'm left with only one friend in the world that doesn't play anything I do and also treats me like an asshole, just less of one.

I wish I knew how to make friends, instead of just dealing with whatever shitty tablescraps fall my way...
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Every hour of fear I spend
My body tries to cry
Living through each empty night
A deadly call inside
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>>7455632
I wish I didn't chew my nails so I could have nice nails :<
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>>7455635
Those people do not sound like friends. At least, they wouldn't be my friends very long.
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>>7455623
awwwwh
im sorry eva
i wish i could make your problems better ;_;
i know you dont deserve em
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>>7455639
Yeah there's also that, I've just always anxiously picked at my nails since when I was a kid. Having longer nails just feels weird to me.
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>>7455618
oh wow I remember seeing the breakfast club for the first time and wishing I could be just like ally so bad, I hadn't even figured out I was probably trans yet
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>>7455641
I don't know if I'd even call them friends either at this point, just the closest thing I have. I wanted to cut them off once before but I had a talk with them about why I wanted to and they acted all sorry and fixed what I was mad about. Then they just did it all over again in different ways. I just don't know if I'd rather have nobody than people that piss me off constantly...
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>>7455653
>Then they just did it all over again in different ways.
Doesn't sound very sorry to me. Why waste time on these people when there's someone out there who'd care about you?
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>>7455642
I just hope someone can save me from falling off the cliff
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I hate us
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My dad gendered me correctly tonight at dinner, im kind of trying as hard as I can to hd it totether and not break down in tears. Legitametly never though this would happen
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>>7455662
"us" is a pretty wide term
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>>7455663
:)
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>>7455659
Because I don't know how to find those people. Every friend I've ever had either came to me or we got together by pure chance. Probably the nicest friend I've ever had befriended me because we were fighting at a summer camp and when our parents picked us up they thought we were getting along and exchanged numbers.
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i didnt think if we joy diablo 3 as much as i am. it's fun even in single player mode
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>>7455674
didn't think I would enjoy*
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>>7455645
Yeah I pick at my fingers too
Really it's just terrible they are so trashed I doubt I'll ever have nice nails...
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>>7455660
You could always try saving yourself, cant you?

>>7455649
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>>7455605
Cool for them. Most of my aunts and uncles did well for themselves. An uncle owns a 40 acre patch of farm land which he's been offered 20 million for. It's on a hill side, has a perfect view of the neighboring city, and is nearly fully surrounded by expensive developments. I think he originally spent all of $10,000 on it back in the late '60s, and has done his Black Angus breeding on it. It was far out of town back then. Work wise he wasn't doing bad. He was an ag professor until he retired.

>>7455618
I only have one female cousin, and I wouldn't want to look like her. My male cousins, if I wanted to be male, just to look like the least of them would be good. Imagine a cleaned up version of the Marlboro man, all of them. I've had a crush on one of them.
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Can someone buy me a Saturn V rocket?
Pls & thks
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What is the point of transitioning?
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>>7455681
If you bite at them at all you can put something sour or somethin on your nails, every time you taste them itll suck so you wont do it anymore
>>7455672
Nobody really knows how to find those people. For every good friend I have I have tons of shitty ones that have come and gone.
You just keep talking to people and find the ones that stay with you.
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Why is everyone in California so short lol I'm like 5'7" and feel like a giant
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>>7455660
You can never rely on someone else to make you happy. If it doesn't come from within, you are only going to taint every relationship you have with others by obligating them to keep you happy.
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>>7455541
How do you pick your name? I've been thinking about it a lot. I like Amy, but it's still weird thinking of calling myself different than what I've been my whole life.

I've also considered Sara or Sabrina.

I def don't want some opposite gender version of my own name. fuck that shit
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>>7455686
To not feel suicidal 100% of the time

also to trick men into having sex with you
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>>7455635
i'll play wow w/ you
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>>7455682
It's very unlikely at this point
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>>7455688
yeah i know what you mean
im 6'1 and its crazy

bad genetics i guess
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>>7455686
I wish I knew

>>7455687
I've tried this and it doesn't work :(
Then it just ends up hurting because I bite till I bleed sometimes and it stings like all hell.
Idk I'm getting better but it's been a deeply seeded habit for over half my life.
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i've come to the philosophical conclusion that i'm right and everyone who disagrees is wrong
>>7455688
mexicans
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>>7455690
Look up the most popular boy and girl names in the year you were born. Find something you like that is more or less as popular as your deadname. That's your name.
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>>7455686
to trick straight men to have sex with you

>>7455688
are they really? maybe it's just that county since Mexicans are manlets?

>>7455690
i picked one I like. the I picked a non meme one
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>>7455690
Looking at names that were popular the year you were born works, you can also ask your parents what they would have named you, or look at names that were popular during a time period that you like.
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Suicidal on Christmas Eve, it doesn't get lower than this.
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>>7455645
>Having longer nails just feels weird to me.
I'm complete opposite, having longer nails feels pretty great to me. First time I got acrylic nails I tapped to on absolutely everything because I really like the feel and the sound.
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>>7455690
One way people suggest is to look at a list of common baby names from your birth year and choose something from that list, the idea being that you'll get a name that won't stand out as unusual.
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>>7455704
>>7455691
Why would you want that?
Would that really make you feel good at all?
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>>7455692
US Horde?

>>7455687
>tons of shitty ones
Probably tons more than I've had friends total. I don't even know how to get close to someone, I've been in and out of guilds, forums, friends circles, etc., but I always feel like I'm outside the core group, the closest I've gotten is with the people I'm mad at but even then I've always been that one guy who is part of the group but not really.
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>>7455694
Why has edie like lol not lol showed up with trip since she like got her porn pictures got posted by faye lol
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>>7455708
thank god im on #teamoryx so i dont feel bad for you

>>7455696
it wouldn't be if you kept your chin up and tried to stay positive eva
it seems like every little thing makes you depressed ;_;
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>>7455714
memes
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>>7455686
I felt like I wanted to be a girl and didn't want to be a boy, that's really the whole point.
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>>7455690
I picked mine because I just like it, it felt right I guess and it fits my personality, I let my mom pick my middle name so she had some say.
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>>7455703
My birthname is Andrew. according to the list of most popular names in my birthyear, its number 10. its counterpart is Jessica (ew) Amy is number 65 (lol)

I just like Sara. But I know too many people named that and I'm not having the "so why did you pick my name" convo with them

Sabrina sounds nice too but it verges on snowflake territory

I really like Amy, and my gf has even started calling me that. It's just hard to adjust at first I guess.
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>>7455690
ask your parents what they would've named you
i think it helps with making it feel.. right
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>>7455714
I was kidding, really just meant the first thing I said.
It's a popular normie meme that trannies like to trick straight men into sex.
Honestly if you need someone else to give you a reason to transition, maybe you shouldn't.
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>>7455726
Go with Amy then?
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>>7455705
>>7455729
>telling my parents I'm trans

Yea no. My dad is typical "kill all fags" and my mom thinks trans people should be committed.
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>>7455731
>realistic survival
But I thought we all end up offing ourselves at some point or another?
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>>7455731
No. No one wants to be trans including people that actually are.
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>>7455737
you don't have to say you're trans
just say "hey mom what would you have named me if i was born a girl?"
it just comes off as curiosity to me idk
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>>7455731
i don't play games that are just trying to simulate life
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>>7455726
Just go with what feels normal and good. Amy is really nice and not really the counterpart to Andrew (which i guess would be Andrea?) but yeah. Adjusting is hard.
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>>7455718
I have very severe body issues, the idea that I could fix it on my own seems impossible, I'm been vomiting on the regular for a long time now due to it. I just hope a certain person decides to help me, I know they could do it, it's more if they will.
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>>7455732
I was confident that I'm a woman internally and that it's worth fighting for but I can't ever be myself. I constantly feel like I'm not myself. Gender has little to do with it. I'm just an animal.
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>>7455745
>just say "hey mom what would you have named me if i was born a girl?"
I tried that and that actually worked for me (I'm different anon). My mom told me she would have named me Nina if I had been born a girl because, and I quote, she and my dad really like short names (my boy name is also two syllables). The problem is the name I've decided on myself and that I really like is Anna.
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>>7455645
>>7455710
Feels normal and right to me. Keyboards used to have deep crevices between the rows of keys so long fingernails could fit.
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>>7455744
a pretty common post in agpgen is people wishing they were trans instead of just having a fetish so they could at least do something about it and not probably regret it
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>>7455750
We all are but that doesn't really matter. Be a hedonist. Do what you want.
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>>7455754
I decided to use the "what would you name me" as my middle name since it's not bad but i hate the commonly used nicknames for it
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>>7455710
>>7455756
Maybe I'm different, because it feels really weird when I tap a long nail against something
I'm used to my actual fingers touching things, not nails
>>7455759
I used to wish I was trans so I could be a girl, what a silly old me lol.
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>>7455748
thanks. and yea fuck Andrea, I've always hated that name. idk how I picked Amy it just sort of came to me and it felt nice. I'm happy to keep my middle name because it's a family thing and I'd like to keep passing it down. (it's not gendered)

>>7455745
>>7455754
idk if I could even ask that, I'm p sure she knows something is wrong with me. I had to wear a binder last time I visited them and she clocked it immediately and asked what I was wearing underneath, I just lied and said it was a tank top. Also

>tfw my dad wanted to name me Buddy or Sport
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>>7455749
Awwwwh
what body issues eva?
that's gotta suck
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>>7455767
>tfw my dad wanted to name me Buddy or Sport
My dad wanted to name me Bunny because I was born on Easter. I don't want to think how much bullying a boy named Bunny would have gotten.
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>>7455767
>sport
holy fuck dog that is funny

Imagine liking sports so much that you want to name your child sport.
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>>7455763
>middle name
Eh middle names are mostly American middle class tradition. I'm European and I've honestly never met someone with a middle name or heard of someone that has a middle name. Over here middle names are more for nobility or such.

>>7455767
>idk if I could even ask that

Oh I didn't ask directly, I don't have the guts for that. Because I'm friendless (offline) and depressed (online and offline) I'm really close to my mom and she is moderately supportive (she didn't force me to cut my hair and we live in such a conservative area that a "guy" with long hair gets constant stares and whispers) and doesn't force me to "man up".

Anyway, we were talking about something and the conversation turned to names and then to what my name would have been if I had been a girl and she told me.
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>>7455764
>Maybe I'm different, because it feels really weird when I tap a long nail against something
I don't know why but I just really like the feeling of something long and hard attached to my finger touching things or tapping things, I like the sensation.

But then I also like videos like this because I just like the sounds.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jV8kq0MpWMU&ab_channel=danipink89
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I think lost all my chances to be trutrans swapping a smartphone display ●,●
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>"what are these blue pills I found in your room?"
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>>7455756
>Keyboards used to
Now I feel old.
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>>7455781
I live in Europe and almost everyone in my family has at least a single middle name (me and my brother have two)
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>>7455794
>mom, dad, I have to tell you something. I'm not who you think I am... I am... Neo
>ninja kick them
>jump out the window
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>excuse me miss--
>oh I'm so sorry I mean sir
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>>7455800
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>>7455788
Those nails are too long wtf. I definitely like the sound but idk.
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>>7455776
>hate hearing own voice
>issues with face
>skin is messed up
>have to do hair removal since I can't shave due to my hair and skin making it impossible, I've tried everything
>endo keeps delaying hrt and not having breasts makes me cry
I can't function the way I am now
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Goodnight everyone. Hopefully I'll get a helium tank for christmas.
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>>7455743
don't you mean :b>o
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I have 3 weeks till my hormones come in. I'm ;ike 6' and a little overweight. I know I need to lose weight at all costs. What else should I do before I start taking them?

What can I do to combat this fucking dysphoria till it comes in
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>>7455764
To me it just feels different between a finger tip touch, and fingernail touch. No weirdness at all. Even as a guy I had mine on the long side. I often used them as tools, and I let them stick out some. In fact now I have them the shortest in decades. It's due to the farm. I keep breaking the so I shortened them some. Of course the breaking may be due to ME/CFS as it's supposed to weaken fingernails.

>>7455767
>>7455777
One of my first choices this time around was Alice. I still have an aunt named Alice. She's likely to live another 40 years. I then cast around and thought of using Syndie, a name I liked when young. Then it felt weird using a variant of my ex wife's name. I was reading a book, and came across my current choice, and liked it. Mentioned it to my long time friend and she said I'd used it before... So I stuck with it.

>>7455790
many chicks make electronics.
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If I get like 15 sessions of laser, my ginger hair will start dying... Right?
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>>7455812
Heliumyanks are mixed with oxygen nowadays.
Just save some money and od with some of your opiates.
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>>7455807
>>Those nails are too long wtf
>being a casual nail lover
>not liking 10 cm+ nails

hah pleb

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=peAUxXHBBSA
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>>7455822
no
get like five at max to kill any dark hairs
then start electrolysis
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>>7455820
Somethings wrong with my nails, too. I might have Beau's lines which is scary as that could indicate something seriously wrong with me. They're almost completely gone from my fingernails though, and my toes seem to be getting better too. I should ask a dermatologist about them whenever I finally see one. I'm scared.
Here comes hypochondria.
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>>7455826
Nigga.
I applied to this job as male specifically for electro and everyone thought I was a cis girl with a deep voice.

I guess hirutism is a cis thing, too.
But I'm so fucking fucked.
I've horrible razor burn on my neck rn
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>>7455808
thats terrible eva
youre in a really shitty spot
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>>7455803
i got chad-stacy

wtf im not a stacy ><
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>>7455828
>Here comes hypochondria.
As a fellow hypochondriac: don't get too sucked into fears or possibilities of what you could have. If you're alive then that means everything you worried about a year+ ago was bullshit and there's equally high chance what you're stressing over now is also bullshit.
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>>7455834
I know
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>>7455839
NO BULLY
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>>7455843
Melfsed?
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>>7455837
Y-yeah but this time it is real
This time I have DEFINITELY developed some sort of illness that is only showing signs in a vague and minor manifestation
THIS TIME ITS REAL AND IM GOING TO DIE
IM *ACTUALLY* SUPER LUCKY AND HAVE A COLLECTION OF RARE CONDITIONS THAT NO ONE PERSON IS LIKELY TO EVER HAVE
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>>7455845
>>7455839
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITg4Ztt-IcA
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>>7455836
you are
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>>7455836
NORMIES REEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>7455846
not a option
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Fms really helped me a lot
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>>7455848
for me this is kinda like facebook cus I'm too autistic for facebook
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>>7455847
you are a crazy lady
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>>7455860
I know this is really sad/pathetic but 4chan is one of my main social interaction systems.
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If I fuck a guy named Chad do I just turn into a cis Stacey through the magic of autism or
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>>7455848
what the fuck im on facebook right this second how did u know

>>7455849
wow rude

>>7455850
not true

>>7455854
t-thats not true ;~;
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>>7455866
>>7455860
iktf
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>>7455862
Having anxiety and panic attacks over things that are probably just in my head isn't normal?
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>>7455871
So, you ARE visiting Faye, then.
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>>7455871
yea u magically lose ur gt and get an award in the mail that says u win at life lmao
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>>7455822
iktf Sucks not having dark hair and light skin... Even when young electrolysis was my only solution. Mine's gray now...

>>7455825
To me sticking out 3/16"-1/4" is about right, but I know I've worn up to 1/2" beyond my finger tips.

>>7455828
Yeah, that's something to worry about. I hade them sometimes in the past. Now mine are thin, and have lengthwise ridges. That's a common indicator for Hashimoto's, but could be other things too like ME/CFS. My guess is your crosswise lines means changes in metabolism as the nail grew.

>>7455837
It's a sign of real issues that effected nail growth.

>>7455871
lol...

>>7455878
Wrong valley....
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>>7455856
at least you're on an AA right?
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i'm scared that things aren't gonna be okay
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>>7455884
only 50 spiro, I heard that's nothing
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>>7455880

Why is she there, again>>7455871
Why are you in sf
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>>7455887
hugg
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tfw you have a stockpile of hrt now
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>>7455880
>My guess is your crosswise lines means changes in metabolism as the nail grew.
Yeah, that could be true, I think my metabolism has been changing lately. Some days I'm not so hungry and other days I burn through meals in a couple hours.
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>>7455891
because she needs a community where she can feel better than everyone and constantly receive validation
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>>7455893
>Tfw you've been using Internet 'mones while getting prescribed mones auto-refilled for your stockpile
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>>7455893
where did you order from?
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>>7455803
>>7455836
>i got chad-stacy
Despite being a somewhat dysfunctional neet, I did too.
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>>7455898
inhouse
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Herro everynyan

What is everyone doing for christmas?
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>>7455905
my bad
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>>7455902
I <3 inhouse
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>>7455887
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>>7455896
im not better than anyone or think that i am. im a woman same as anyone else here

>>7455899
the pic is really really low standards. you get points just for being a functional person with no mental illnesses or addictions like wtf
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>>7455905
How many tits are there?
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>>7455889
Look back... Family.

>>7455895
Ever heavy fast for a few days? That can cause the crosswise lines.

I can see where my nail growth sped up after starting high doses of methylcobalamin.

>>7455893
tfw when I don't. I want a year's supply on hand. Sadly I'm on prescription.

>>7455897
I did that when on spiro and patches. Now I'm on medroxyprogesterone and generic estrace pills. I still have 5+ months of spiro, and 3 months Fin. The patches I have I can't use.
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>>7455893
Mewtwooo
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>>7455904
going to family dinner at my grandparents then off to my bf's place to spend the night playing video games and cuddling. you?
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>>7455803
I got 37
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>>7455910
yet you constantly brag about your life when most people here have it objectively worse
>i love PASSING!
>passing is so great and i have a bf!
if you're genuinely just ""sharing"" good stuff that happens in your life then i pity your lack of self-awareness
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>>7455917
Never fasted, no, but I'm willing to bet I've done unhealthy shit that spawned the lines before. Sleep deprivation, being inconsistent with mones on the weekends, not always eating as much as I should or what I should, probably not the best for my body
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>tfw political discussion with dad steers toward lgbt stuff
>tfw already hate discussing politics enough so I just say "yeah" and "mhm" to everything so it can be over with already
Jesus in heaven help me
I just want it to be Monday already so I can get slammed on margaritas
>>7455812
Good night Shakira
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>>7455905
>tfw parents start noticing your tits
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>>7455917
I used to have a year supply.... Now only 5 month supply left :(
You should donate them to a needy trannu.
So, is medroxyprogesterone of any kind of equivocal potency to other AA's or do just YOUR super genes make it work right
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>>7455878
>>7455889

My family lives around here and I'm spending the holidays with them.

>>7455879

Well dang. I matched with a cute guy named chad on tinder so idk should I do it?
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>>7455928
I'll notice ur tits
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>>7455905
That is creepy af

>>7455897
I don't bother with an endo at all. In PA gatekeeping is highly encouraged.
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>>7455931
I srsly want to cuddle with you, n-no homo
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>>7455930
edie take this test >>7455803
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I want breasts
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>>7455923
talking about your life and the events in it that happen or make you happen isn't "" ""bragging""

how dare I have the audacity to be happy and share positive things right oh gosh im such a bitch

>>7455925
iktf I do the exact same when i dont have a real answer. when people start shitting on the church i keep silent or change the topic entirety

>>7455928
congrats! (i think)

>>7455930
yes if you suck his dick it makes your voice cis tier too
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>>7455935
Cuddling's always fun ~
Not gay at all, just a pure activity between two Christian girls.
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>>7455919
Dinner with bf's family and mostlikely cuddles with lewdness after

I would see my family but christfag mom controls the house and shit talks about me to sway everyone else into hating me

At least I'm on hrt and its working
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>>7455940
Breasts are pretty great. I regularly fondle mine to ward off breast cancer. And also because I like it. My nipples are ridiculously sensitive now.
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>>7455948
I just want to be a girl
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>>7455945
oh sounds like fun! nearly the same plan with mine. :3 oh my God l i t e r a l l y the same exact way my mom acts. im visiting the side of the family that isn't crazy with her bullshit.

have a merry Christmas qt!
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>>7455934
Same here. I'm 2 years deep, no Endo, and a blithering idiot obgyn giving me year supplies of E pills because I told him to....
I'm doing injections and just having him see that blood work so he feels like he's doing something other than helping me plan for the financial collapse of the US
.
O yeah, And everyone should buy Bitcoin now, btw.
>>7455930
No wonder,.., they drink E infused waterrrrr
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>>7455952
you gotta just make your gatekeepers think you're 100% totally emotionally stable
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how is your cute little penis doing?
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>>7455942
>Tfw no cistier voice b/c I don't suck dick
Mer.
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>>7455943
Is licking eachothers nipples pure?
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>>7455942
you're ignoring the context of the situation where most people here are objectively worse off and you constantly post about how much better your life is. you could fuck off entirely to facebook or something but you'd be faced with the reality that you can't act like the best, and that would clearly hurt your over-inflated ego. honestly it just irked me that in the other thread you tried acting superior to people by calling them ego dick strokers when in reality you do the same.
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>>7455961
I've seen the messages my therapist sends, it's the doctor that is the problem, the therapist is fully supportive
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>>7455964
I staple gunn'd it to the wall with my blinky Christmas lights and walked away.
Idk.
Haven't plugged the lights in today.
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>>7455952
Why don't you self med?
This endo sounds pretty useless and might be intentionally stringing you along
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>>7455977
I bet your penis would fit perfectly in my mouth
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>>7455942
>how dare I have the audacity to be happy and share positive things right oh gosh im such a bitch
When 50% of trans girls commit suicide and at least 2/3rds of the general is depressed and unpassing you talking about how happy you are can be little irksome.
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>>7455976
>>7455980
why don't you self med?
or just say you're going to if they don't help you out?

I mean really, its your body
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>>7455980
>>7455984
I have no resources to
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>>7455924
You need to be starving to stop fingernail growth. It would have to be from some other metabolic issue. If it is on only one fingernail it could be trauma, but all is body wide metabolic crisis that caused resources to be diverted from fingernail and hair growth.

>>7455928
Oops! Time to come out, or lead your parents and doc along... To think my parents didn't notice my A cup breasts my sr year of hs. On the other hand neither was around very much when I was, and I wasn't around when they were.

>>7455929
I want the supply for emergencies. You're working again so you should soon have a chance to build it up again.
Medroxyprogesterone shot every month kills my T production. That is maybe on the high side, but the older one is, the more often it is supposed to be needed. An early teen may only need one every three months, but everybody is different. It isn't recommended anymore due to other issues, and high progesterone levels which have their own issues. I'm thinking of going back to spiro. High progesterone will cause metabolic problems, but I had all the issues long before I started using it.
I tried to donate a 3 month supply a couple weeks ago, but she wants to tough it out until she gets on medicade.
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>>7455985
right, but you tell them you're done waiting and you're going to self med
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>>7455975
Just so we're clear;
Korra looked 100% like a no-hope/never passable guy last spring.

In 6 months time she went full-time, started passing, no boymode, boyfriend, and started accepting herself.


Like it or not, 100000 other ppl post the same shit with a different dialect, in a different inflection.


If anyone's life was completely normie stealth perfect, they sure as shit wouldn't be posting here.
Everyone does it for validation b/c nobody irl will delve it out in quantities needed to actually feel like they finally did something right in their life for the first time.
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>>7455964
No more random erections
Haven't climaxed in almost 2 months
It's very soft and smaller

Can't even get aroused like a male anymore, I just get cock hungry and mine doesn't always reciprocate unless I'm in heat
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>>7455968
no meme magic for you bb :( you once already passes when ur actually trying tho. I wish mine could be as good as yours mine is like andro at best

>>7455975
like edie said last thread just bc someone has it worse off than me doesn't mean I should stop enjoying things or being happy. if that was the case then no one would be allowed to expect a test happiness bc someone is always worse off or not doing good.

nice projecting tho, you're bitterness is really easy to see miss crab in a bucket. I'll say it again. talking about your life isn't bragging just because someone else has a worse life. that's not my problem.

>>7455983
not my problem and do you have a single fact to back up that claim? the burden of proof is on you bc rn it literally saying stop talking about being happy like what the actual fuck lmfao
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>>7455990
I've implied it before to the therapist, didn't work
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>>7455999
your voice already passes *
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>>7455999
i'm not saying you have to stop enjoying being happy, the point is that you're bragging about it
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>>7455981
I bet it has gagged bigger men than you, sweetie.
>>7455987
Sounds a bit like the thing sass was talking about; Cyclonor.
But without the e-valerate.

It's a once a month shot with DIHYDROXYPROGESTERONE
For the P.... However, my chemistry feelers tell me that'd be a much harsher version of P on your body
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>>7456003
I don't think you understand what bragging actually is. .. . .
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>>7456004
wrong
things WILL get better
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>>7456008
fuck off with this made up bullshit
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>>7455999
I once already passes?
English you coonass motherfucker.
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>>7456004
That's not going to accomplish anything

If you really feel that bad
Get a meal
Probably a shower too
And get to bed

I usually just break out the bong, that always works
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>>7456013
B R A G G I N G
R
A
G
G
I
N
G
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>>7456001
Did it on the phone today? I thought I was clocky
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>>7456007
korra
you have no self-awareness
this is not how a normal person with a sense of modesty acts
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>>7456018
Halloween mood > Christmas mood

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNuVifA7DSU&ab_channel=NRRArchives2
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>>7456022
>saying you pass is bragging now in neo/mtfg/
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>>7456022
>>7456019
>>7456008
>>7456003
Bragging is Edie telling everyone how much she made after a night of plundering herself on cam.
See the last paragraph>>7455995
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>>7456007
Maybe just apologize? People are pretty fragile here

Personally hearing that girls are making progress gives me hope so idk
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>>7456014
it's my phone guessing a word and automatically filling in the rest you ginger faced hoe.

i was trying to say ur voice already passes!

>>7456021
nope it sounded like a girls voice

>>7456022
>literally didn't pass at all a few months ago
>didn't have a girl voice
>could only pass with makeup
>finally can pass with no makeup after months
>happy enough to share with other trannies that can relate to when they went through something similar
>OMFG YOU BRAG BECAUSE I LITERALLY NEVER LEAVE MY ROOM FUCKING STACY

>>7456027
leave your house once in a while and maybe you can have stories to share too instead of being a bitter jealous cunt about it lol
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>>7456029
>how much she made after a night of plundering herself on cam.

Now I'm curious: how much can you make whoring yourself out on pornhub or wherever? 500$? 1000$? 5000$? What's the crazy number
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>>7456030
fuck no. im not apologizing because some autist r9k girl neckbeard has a shitty life and is mad at me that I'm happy about making progress.

they should get their shot together instead of being salty bc I'm happy and they're not
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>bored as fuck
>girl I've been talking to is at work
>"friends" online on WoW
>urge to crawl back to them rising
Why am I so weak?
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>>7456036
It was the same as what I made w/ oil money.
$300+/ day on average.
But she built a goddamned brand.
>>7456034
Yours was like 70/30 girl/gayboi
You're making shittons of progress tho
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>>7456036
Am interest
Would try
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>>7456037
sucks to be you then. I'd have pity but the recent cunt attacks drained me of it
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oh my god everyone shut the hell up

nobody fucking cares
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>>7456037
>i had to call someone to watch me yesterday because my mom was sleeping and I felt like people were watching me in my room
Oh I get that as well. I get super paranoid and twist my back constantly turning around to see if anyone is watching me and I look under the bed. It doesn't help that there is tv right behind me and I find the blackness of its screen disturbing if I look too long.
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>>7456048
u do
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how would I molest a tranny?
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>>7455971
As long as you clarify it's not gay first.
>>7455987
And now the panic sets in. I got tested for diabetes last year and I was fine, and my last blood test a few months ago was totally okay aside from Vit. D deficiency..
idk what it could be
im scared
>look into what these lines could be
>hypocalcaemia
>Common causes include hypoparathyroidism and vitamin D deficiency.
I SHOULD REALLY GET A RENEWAL ON MY VITAMIN D SUPPLEMENTS FROM MY DOC

>>7456048
hey
i saw your message
ill get back to you in a bit
im in panic mode rn
need to send a message to my doctor
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>>7456053
in the butt
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>>7456049
lmao

>>7456042
practicing is slow but it's rewarding. took forever to get over the mental blocks about sounding like a gayboi but it was worth it
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>>7456053
misgendering
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>>7456041
Everyone wants friends
You should probably just try random matchmaking for now, I've been friended just for being a great healer

I would pay to play again if there was some mtf clan to shitpost in
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>>7456048
Have you made any notable trans progress lately?
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>>7456042
>$300+/ day on average.
Huh, and for just few hours of work too? Shit that's good money I'm actually really tempted.
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>>7456041
make new friends

post on trade chat looking for friends pst

it might work and u don't lose anything
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>>7456006
So is medroxyprogesterone harsh. It has some bad side effects like bone loss. Part of why I'm thinking of going back on spiro for my AA. Then I'll cycle P 10 days out of 28.

>>7456034
Any minor success is bragging here...

>>7456036
Depends on one's abilities and looks.

>>7456037
*HUGS*
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>>7456056
My practice is 100% use every day.
Full time in the workplace
>>
im sick of being alone
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>>7456064
please sit on my face
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>>7456071
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>>7456073
get on TS
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>>7456069
so i noticed lol. it's just a few really bitter sad people lashing out and projecting though. a few other people do legit get happy with me and I get happy for them when they make progress

>>7456070
i sometimes "forget" my girl voice and drop it back to a more gay boy sounding one. im practicing keeping it girly all the time
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>>7456071
I go outside, walk for few hours, go to convenience store and buy some random crap just so I would feel wind and fresh air on my skin and talk to someone that isn't my parents or online.
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>>7456063
We should totally make an /mtfg/ guild if enough people around here are interested. We can fill the entire guild bank with Transmorphic Tintures.

>>7456068
Oh god, they would see that, I know they're not going to care if I never talk to them again but I don't want to know that I'm a laughing stock among them while I'm gone.
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>>7456081
TS = Taylor Swift.
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>>7456066
yeah
when the time comes i'd try it
i don't think i'd be attractive enough to really earn much though
edie's super duper pretty so i imagine that's the higher end of earnings
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>>7456044
don't do it just for the money; you'll feel dirty after if you have any morals

>>7456049
>healthy happy life
she's dating a chaser and she named herself after a cartoon

>>7456054
oh, uh, ok

>>7456064
came out to pretty much everyone I know
some spiritual fanatic tried to talk me into meditating my problems away, as if that would solve the deep-seated trauma
got so much misguided support - it was so fucking annoying.
like, what I need are people who don't try to force their support down my throat when they have nothing useful to say.
practicing eyeliner on the waterline (it does look much better)
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>>7456083
i live in a shitty area and its below freezing outside
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>>7456084
just block them before hand? ur really looking for excuses to fuck your own self up at this point. new shit is always scarry at first you have to move past that and do it anyway or you'll stay stuck right where you are unhappy and too scared to move forward. up to you tho it's ur social life
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>>7456075
Where are you eva
Maybe someone can visit you for support?
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>>7456066
But she promotes and does specials and has honed her craft for a loooong while.
Most beginners can buy a couple pizzas after a week of work.
>>7456069
Tbh, not cycling seems to be a concensus.
I think medroxyprogesterone, like anything else has to be processed by your body to be fully utilized as bio-identical. Even so, you're probably only really getting a small fraction of its growth effects where it counts. naturally occuring P doesn't need to be processed to be utilized.
... Just like sublingual vs oral E

Tbh,it'd take a good Endo and a cocktail of bio-identical/synthesis P to get all the effects you'd want.(AA + no side effects + natural action P has on cis girls
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>>7456091
>dating a chaser

chasers don't introduce their girlfriend to the family. but do you pass yet tho. at least I can say I do an actually live as a woman full time. uhhhhhh what have you done again?? oh that's right nothing.

>cartoon character

didn't know Chloe was a cartoon :^(
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>>7456091
>you'll feel dirty after if you have any morals
>having morals in 2016

get with the program, sugar.
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>>7456094
top north east of usa, very rural ;_;
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>>7456092
Same but I still walk. I make sure to go outside during the day, ideally around noon and to walk for a few hours. If I just sit all day everyday in my room I get really bad version of cabin fever.
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>>7456099
>at least I can say I do an actually live as a woman full time
yeah, we know korra. you sure can say it.
>uhhhhhh what have you done again?? oh that's right nothing.
see this is the sense of superiority people were referring to :^)
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>>7456100
call me old-fashioned, but I believe in respecting myself and others.
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>>7456080
Eventually your faggot voice becomes a girl voice. I'm still self conscious about it but apparently my co-workers can't tell the difference :^}
>>7456091
I wanna see pretty eyes when you are all doll'd up in the future


You just need someone to listen. Someone who will educate themselves and just fucking understand with empathy.
>>7456074
But I'm in the showerrrrrr.
Water resistant phones are the best.
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>>7456101
Me too but I'm probably still 6+ hours away

>>7456084
I would join that
Also I wouldn't care what they think, they don't matter in the long run
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>>7456108
just slap my face with your penis
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>>7456106
if some unpassing ugly hon is going to try to talk shit then yeah im going to remind them I'd their situation
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>>7456111
what state?
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>>7456107
personally i don't see camwhoring as disrespectful toward yourself, i think that's really your old-fashioned part
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>>7456114
PA
An hour north of pittsburgh
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>>7456108
that's what I was thinking since my voice is what I'd consider a flamer's voice but it gets gendered female in public so it's good enough. but I wanna practice it enough to be good enough for my standards `~`
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>>7456112
I've been waiting to post this for a while.
And it's blue board safe.
Also, no, I don't shave. M'lady likes it.
>>
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946547
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946547
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946547
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http://www.strawpoll.me/11946547
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>>7456118
I'm really far north east ;_;
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>>7456119
The thing I put a ring on has a flamers voice.
Yours is on the highest register... Where you actually have to look to determine whether it's a boy/girl
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>>7456054
There are many things that cause whole body metabolic issues. Even a high fever can stop nail growth. Have you been on an airplane flight? Chemotherapy? ME/CFS is supposed to be able to do it, but you seam more active than those that have it happen. Usually it only happens in the severely bedridden ones. I got the lengthwise ridges which is from much reduced nail growth speed.

>>7456080
I smile when I see one of your success posts. I may not respond, but that doesn't mean that I don't care that you're having successes. It's good for you.

>>7456096
I don't know on P. Cycling gives a chance for levels to drop. To much P buildup can have some bad side effects.
http://rhythmicliving.org/?page_id=60
I want to get onto E shots.
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>>7456107
Oh so do I, I just wanted an excuse to use the word "sugar" in a conversation. I've been rewatching Batman the Animated Series and I've re-fallen in love with Harley Quinn. One of the things I love the most about her is her amazing accent. For some reason that accent on a woman just slays me.
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>>7456128
I suppose a once a month shot would be the best sort of cycling b/c of the gradual deficit.
Then get in E shots.....
Don't let your dreams be dreams.
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>>7456099
>uhhhhhh what have you done again??
I've earned the respect of the people that matter to me and I'm passing all my classes in uni.

>>7456108
>pretty eyes
maybe some other time; I'm probably gonna ask my sister for makeup advice before posting another pic.

>You just need someone to listen.
this is actually why I'm such good friends with grace atm; she's a really really good listener and cares about me like a little sister <3

>>7456117
Idk. I feel like some parts of you shouldn't be sold.

>>7456118
Oh hey, I live in Pittsburgh. I'm on vaca right now, otherwise I would say we should hang out.
Erie?

>>7456113
>ugly
ohhh god lol

>>7456130
what is it, boston? new york? I know it's north-eastern american
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>>7456128
I was on an airline flight a few months ago and that would probably line up with when the lines would have developed, based on what I read about how slow these things become visible
id need to break out a ruler to really know for sure though
still, since they're almost entirely gone from my body this cant be a recent thingand im probably okay
i dont think i should go to the ER at least, should i
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>>7456120
I don't like any of this...
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>>7456134
Good.
I rlly dont want any admirers on here.
Keep me at the bottom of tier lists, thank you.

Cfh doesn't shave either....
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>>7456132
>what is it, boston? new york? I know it's north-eastern american
I think it's supposed to be thick Brooklyn accent. It mostly reminds me of old timey movies and I always liked how they talked there.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZzwXTeGdSw&t=41s&ab_channel=DarrenBritt
>>
who are the top 10 mommies of mtfg
>>
>>7456132
Everybody needs a big trannu sister.

Pls come back and let me see when you do!
>>
>>7456126
well that's okay for now I'm not content with it but it'd decent enough for me while improving it. I wanna hear her voice

>>7456128
<3 squeak that's comforting to know
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>>7456137
too much agp
like chrischan level
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>>7456142
lauren would you like to respond to the allegations that faye is actually the worst mommy in mtfg
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>>7456137
should shave tho, shaving feels good and is nice and hygienic
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>>7456140
>Everybody needs a big trannu sister.
I think I read a story that started like that once...
>>
>>7456139
isla for sure
>>
>>7456138
she reminds me of Marisa Kirisame, just a little.

>>7456140
I'll think about it. I'm still mad about you posting my fucking earliest pic on /mtfg/ from the archives.
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fuck my anxiety is getting really bad fuckfuckfuck i dont know how to calm down i feel like im gonna cry
i want to take a xanax but i took half of a .5 last Tuesday night so idk if i should
>>7456132
>this is actually why I'm such good friends with grace atm; she's a really really good listener and cares about me like a little sister <3
<3
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>>7456152
i wish isla was my mommy
>>
Oh god I don't know what to do, I don't know who's right here.

AlexPkgor 9:28 PM
ur in the wrong, re-evaluate the convo
even crono thinks ur in the wrong
think about i
Leonus 9:29 PM
I don't see how I can be in the wrong when I still have literally no idea why I wasn't invited
AlexPkgor 9:30 PM
dude, we tell u time and time again that ur not geared enuf to do above a 7 rn
and the maw is a godsend for us cause we can 2-3 chest it for a 11-12
if its a shit key we can get u for the 11-12
but we tryna 3 chest this maw
u gotta understand'
we do better without u rn cause u dont have the gear levels
to do what we wanna do
Leonus 9:31 PM
A. On my shaman? Fuck off, B. You said it wasn't about gear, C. I'm fucking tired of feeling like im getting picked last in gym class with you fucks
AlexPkgor 9:32 PM
u feel like it cause u bring hostility to the group most of the time
we are laughing and having fun
then u join
and all of then sudden
it gets hostile
and ur popin off
mayb its cause ud ont understand social situations
but if ur actually leaving, gl finding a new group, but if ur gone then bye
leave and delete us rn
its now or never desu, i wanna know rn
if its gonna be a game or no
we want to help u but u dont listen to us man
thats all desu
just let us know
>>
>>7456158
>>7456152
>isla

first thing that came to mind

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YzW1nMB9fk
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>>7456132
I doubt I will have a chance to do this, that's also an hour away.

Might be moving south soon too, I'm mulling over breaking off my relationship in favor of spending time with myfamily and going back to school
Supposedly everyone but mom wants me back
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>>7456139
I want Grace to adopt me!
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>>7456160
What the fuck is this? It vaguely looks like English but it's incomprehensible gibberish.
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>>7456165
same i think grace is really smart and pretty
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>>7456156
Hugg
>>
>>7456160
given that you're posting in a tranny general on 4chan they're probably right that you're an angry autist who is frustrating to be around
>>
>>7456160
>it's not about gear
>but your gear is too low

lol
>>
>stealth
>perfect boyfriend
>look like a famous popstar
>instagram famous
>men drool all over me everywhere

>tfw spending time with boyfriend's family instead of mine

passing and being beautiful isn't everything.
>>
>>7456161
sad!
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>>7456156
its okay because santa is going to come tonight when he shoves a load in your stocking :3
>>
>>7456160
just look for a new guild
>>
hey mtfg
im happy
really happy
how are you
>>
>>7456174
>sad!

Why are you trumpposting?
>>
>>7456172
i keep thinking about what if grace was my mommy instead of my actual mom
i think it'd be really cool
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>>7456165
>>7456168
>>7456172
>>7456179

look at my posts rn and tell me you think i'd make a good mom
maybe once ive learned to overcome my issues but rn i'd be ashamed of myself
>>7456169
hugg
>>7456175
but its not christmas eve
>>
>>7456165
>cute girls doing cute things
haaaa <3

>>7456163
I came home to see my family even though my dad is questionably supportive. He keeps starting fights about shit, and it makes me uncomfortable, especially since he's always drunk when I'm around

>>7456160
seems like Leonus is getting pissed because she doesn't have much value and doesn't want to admit it. I've been there though, and I can empathize.

>>7456156
<3<3
>>
>>7456161
>tfw I'm not on madonna binge

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G333Is7VPOg&ab_channel=madonna
>>
>>7456173
Okay?
>>
>>7456180
oh, I thought it was christmas eve morning there
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>>7456153
Hold a grudge, then :^}
On this person tho.
Not me
>>7456146
You clearly have no fucking clue who I am.
>>7456150
I know... But I sweat alot at work
And m'lady likes me furry
I used to be bare all the time.
>>7456173
Are you me?
>>7456145
Oh gawd. I'll call you one night and have her talk.
>>
>>7456180
(I still think Grace would make a good mom.)
>>
>>7456165
I would kill to have a tranny onee san
One that can help me transition. I could pass right now if it wasn't for being unable to grow my hair past my neck
>>
>>7456180
daughters are good at making mommies feel better
my mom was super crazy but also really mean so it wasn't good
>>
>>7456173
You seriously expect me to believe someone that's all that would still post here and spend hours on 4chan?
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>tfw two people in the same day say they like your voice because of how deep it is
Joke's on them I'm secretly a boy
>>
>>7456180
Grace would always keep her daughter healthy and know when she's sick!
>>
>>7456181
Idk, maybe, I think I have value but maybe I'm just blind. What do you think I should do?
>>
https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/drugshortages/dsp_ActiveIngredientDetails.cfm?AI=Estradiol%20Valerate%20Injection,%20USP&st=c&tab=tabs-1
;___; ;___; ;___;
;___; ;___; ;___;
;___; ;___; ;___;

>>7456131
You can do P shots too, but I think it is now frowned on. I really want implants, but they is expensive.

>>7456133
definotly ER thing. MOre see your doc about them, and you'll get 20 questions about x months ago...

>>7456139
I'm the grandma... LOL

>>7456145
:)

>>7456173
>passing and being beautiful isn't everything.
Love is still a necessity. The world is bleak without it.

>>7456177
sad, depressed, feeling all alone.
Sucks after the high I had Wednesday.

>>7456182
I like her earlier music.
>>
>>7456173
once u start passing and living as a girl u have less and less problem trans related and more that are just normal girl problems ya know?

>>7456187
is it bad im looking forward to this? :3
>>
I'm bored, horny, sad, excited, frustrated, anxious and depressed.
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>>7456180
oh its still like an hour and 10 minutes until christmas eve
>>
>>7456196
get the gear you need to be indispensable in raids if you wanna raid with them, or play casually.
>>
>>7456181
I mean obviously I'm not going to let anyone harass me or talk me into detransitioning. I'm not afraid of what people think of me.

If I can get into an it helpdesk job I might at least be able to afford a car to meet girls in need/ prospective husbandos
Maybe meetup then
>>
>>7456204
Is 24th Christmas eve or do you live in Australia? Because here's it 5 am on December 24th.
>>
>>7456192
I like it?
Why are they special.
>>7456198
I wish we could all be irish trannies on zoladex, too.
>>7456199
Meh... It's a person comming to life for you
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i miss the days of only having gender confusion and depression honestly
more complex issues suck
i think deep breathing helped though, i dont think im gonna need to xanax
>>7456186
almost, it's 10 pm so a few hours to go ~
>>7456188
(but why)
>>7456190
i wouldnt be mean, im trying my best to be a nice girl again and not a mean girl
>>7456194
sadly that seems true about quite a few people's parents
>>7456195
that i would, dealing with all this stuff helps me help other people
>>7456198
in my head everything is an ER thing, any time i MIGHT be sick its clearly that im on the verge of death
>>7456204
mhm
>>
>>7456202
>i don't leave my house
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>>7456211
It is not the 24th yet in the us
>>
>>7456216
>I don't leave my house
>>
>>7456198
What about a compounding pharmacy? Shouldn't they be able to brew some injections up?
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>>7456213
would you cuddle with your daughter?
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>>7456211
no right its like 9 hours until santa comes here

>>7456213
>almost, it's 10 pm so a few hours to go ~
oh, well still he treats good girls extra good
>>
>>7456223
>I don't leave my house
>>
>>7456227
Stop making fun of my life
>>
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>>7456212
They're special because there were two of them in a day. I'm a weirdo that likes having people point out things that in theory should be dysphoria causing.
>you're really tall
>your voice is really deep
>"Yeah :3"
>>
dear diary: hello
>>
>>7456213
Grace stop you're fine, I bet my life on it
A second opinion would do wonders
>>
>>7456213
>i dont think im gonna need to xanax
glad to hear it
if it starts getting bad again, just take it

>>7456209
it's hard to make out what you were saying, but I caught "meet up then" so I take it that's when you think we could meet up

>>7456227
>I am genuinely detestable and have no loyalty to my friends
>I will happily talk shit about my friends behind their backs, because they don't matter to me
>Me me me me me me me
>>
>>7456229
According to the Kayla® formula, you're already cis b/c you're full-time with a vagoo.
You can't get dysphoric.
>>
female(male)
>>
>>7456228
okay ;<

>>7456230
heya! how did the coming out at work go?
>>
>>7456227
she's legitimately mentally ill you fucking loser
>>
Can someone shop some lipstick on to Captain America? because this is genuine some Captain Tranny: Civil War shit.
>>
>>7456236
Sorry I'm pretty tired

Meeting is a no go until I have my own car
>>
>>7456238
lass(lad)
>>
>>7456243
No u
>No u
No u
>No u
More like cold war.
>It never ends
>>
>>7456238
wo(man)
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>>7456237
Oh I get dysphoric
Just not over those things
I like those things
Idk why, apparently testosterone isn't all bad :/
>>
>>7456239

FUNNY STORY ABOUT THAT, I worked with the only two employees who didn't get the email I sent out. Then the owner rolled in and started using my new name. By the end of my shift everyone was calling me it! Now I have two full days to keep worrying until my next shift~
>>
>>7456221
If she's you!
>>7456222
I hope so, I really need this and next holiday weekends
>>7456232
it was really comforting when i was friends with a guy that was an actual medic who could talk me through things and make me actually trust him when he says im fine
sadly im not friends with him anymore
>>7456236
i will, i cant let myself be anxious so much, its not good for my body to be so stressed
>>
>>7456230
HEY
>>
>>7456244
it's okkkk
I think I get it

>>7456253
>its not good for my body to be so stressed
mhmmm
stress takes years off your life because it causes so much tension
>>
>>7456251
What makes Lannü© dysphoric?
>>
>>7456247
>>7456238
f(m) = rate of change from male to female
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>>7456256
I'm probably only living a few more years at this point lmao
>>
>>7456185
?

>>7456187
lol k

>>7456191
i come here maybe once or twice a year. what are you talking about?

>>7456198
i have enough love, but i'm not talking to my family and that's what upsets me. family is family no matter what and i would like to get back in touch with them.

>>7456199
normal girls don't usually have estranged families. if they do, it's for a different reason than mine.
>>
>>7456258
Eye makeup, too
>>
>>7456254

Good evening. What's poppin'?
>>
>>7456252
why would you worry? it seems like they would have figured it out right?
>>
>>7455803
>82
>81 if hanging out with girlfriend or family doesn't count towards "socializing"
I expected this. I'm a weeb and a recluse whose only friend is her equally reclusive girlfriend, but I somehow manage to keep doing the college thing and eat healthy and all that.
>>
>>7456258
Now just add some eye shadow and a wig and we have our new mascot.
>>
>>7456258
green eye shadow and shitty eyeliner
>>
>>7456251
What are you
I don't understand
You say you have a vagoo but talk about being a boy?

Are you detransitioning?
>>
tomorrow i WILL train my voice!

tomorrow i WILL draw for at least three hours!

tomorrow i WILL work on my site!

goodnight!
>>
>>7456254
olive i wish you were my mommy
>>
>>7456261
well to be fair I did say less tranny problems not no problems
>>
Well, I'm back to talking with them. I'm still not sure if I'm cool with them but I admit I'm not completely in the right either. I'm going to keep looking for new friends, though.

On a related ligher note, opinion poll on an /mtfg/ WoW guild:
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946682
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946682
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946682
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946682
http://www.strawpoll.me/11946682
>>
>>7456260
nooooo what will I do without you, neechan??
>>
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>>7456253
and be her wing girl?
>>
>>7456277
FUCKING YASSSSSQUEEEN
>>
I wish olive was my friend but i think id just annoy her
>>
>>7456264

it's kind of a weird situation. The people I worked with today were fresh back from college, I've never worked with them before... They never really met me as a guy. My next shift, I'll probably work with someone who's known me for like 6 months.
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>>7456257
The fact that I'll never hold my own child
Perceived imperfections that are both real and not
Sometimes I just get sad and dysphoric about being trans for no reason

>>7456268
I'm a girl(boy)
>>
>>7456280
same
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>>7456276
im sorry no im gonna live as long as i can so i can take care of you
>>7456278
of course, nobody but the best men get to date my daughter
>>
>>7456282
Damn.
The feels.
Thems are all universal truths of dysphoria tho.
What sucks worse;
Transguys CAN have kids.
>>
>>7456286
Fuck you you goofy-lookin bitch
>>
>>7456277
10/10
>>
>>7456269
Gn!
You better, don't think I'll forget ~
>>
>>7456292
I'm cursing at you
>>
>>7456277
>>7456286
omg I'm gonna pee ahahahah

>>7456285
<3

let's go play some cs:go, I'm getting bored :3
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>>7456285
I want to eat ice cream with my mom!
>>
>>7456299
I'm not Korra you idiot kys
>>
>>7456300
ben&jerry's choc chip cookie dough or fudge brownie or kill
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>>7456298
Would you be up for Overwatch, actually? CSGO gets me stressed so it's kind of the last thing I wanna play while I'm trying to feel better
>>7456300
But its so cold out can't we get something warm and chocolatey instead?
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Also I got a cute pianist's number. Fuck I'm so smooth.
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>>7456287
Yup
Kayla can pretend that SRS makes you cis as much as she wants. I'm still stuck with the chromosomes and limitations that every tranny has.

That's what this life is. It's limiting. Even with passing and relative happiness in other areas I'm still functionally a eunuch
>>
>>7456309
I wanna functionally fug u
>>
Lauren was made for lap sitting, cuddles & head pats

:3
>>
>>7456303
>kys
I've only recently learned that "kys" isn't misspelling of "kiss" but, in fact, is acronym for "kill yourself".

I was quite disappointed, what I thought was a nice gesture was actually rude af.
>>
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Merry Christmas Eve, east coast!
...but I guess technically that's not till later these evening?
>>
>>7456304
You're at the bottom of every tier list lol
>>
>>7456212
I want these
http://www.coloradocompoundingpharmacy.com/colorado-springs-bhrt-pellet-implants/

>>7456213
I tend to be the opposite.

>>7456220
Yep, if they are willing. It will be costly. I was looking at drug coverage, and E injections may not be covered by my plan. :( Not on the lists for any of their levels over coverage. I need to login and check.

>>7456261
Transitioning has drive a divide between my brother and me. He's trans too, but decided not to transition.
>>
>>7456307
ok, sure

>>7456308
>pianists
:3
side note: I think any guy who has extreme control with his hands is super hot
like, cute SDVX and SC2 players that are super fucking good are sooooo much hotter than normal cute guys
>>
>>7456308
>Also I got a cute pianist's number. Fuck I'm so smooth.
Obligatory: how'd you do that?

>>7456307
>>Overwatch
>paying for multiplayer only game
>>
>>7456314
kys
>>
>>7456319
hi~
good morning sweetie~
>>
>>7456322
It's not hard when you're in the same spot every time
>>
>>7456329
nice thunderthighs.
>>
>>7456305
I love that stuff so much but muh diet ;_;
>>7456307
hot chocolate with mommy!
>>
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>>7456325
>>7456326
>>7456314
>>
>>7456333
Probably by doing drugs or sadposting
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>>7456272
So is it a normal girl problem or a tranny problem when you bully some of the nicest posters in mtfg? Do cis girls repost pictures of a beloved trip who was trying very hard to keep said pictures private? Does dysphoria compel you to create a BS roleplay of a better life here than you have IRL?
>>
>>7456341
iktf
get into rehab
>>
>>7456324

I helped him set up. More like watched since he had a whole kit already. I just opened with the usual questions, his favorite styles and how long he's been playing... Then I mentioned I play bass and he said we said jam. After his set I just told him to give me his number and threw a sticky-note pad at him.
>>
>>7456329
do you have a leotard or anything?
>>
>>7456321

I feel that way about any musician.
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>>7456307
>>7456321
c-can I join you girls
>>
>>7456332
>>7456349
Don't feed the cis girls
>>
>>7456348
it sucks, you'll get sent to detox first
rehab rules are pretty strict because half the people there are getting time served, but it's good for you, i promise

It took me a couple years after i got out to get 100% clean, but I've been clean for over 2 years now
>>
make it stop
>>
>>7456351
all musicians are inherently hot for the reason I listed
>>
>>7456363
What do you want to stop, honey?
I'll make it stop for you~
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>>7456339
Ilu grace

>>7456311
Lewd senpai
I can't even have your babies
>>
>>7456366
bdd + dysphoria
>>
>>7456365
you'll get some ativan to wean you off
you'll literally lay in bed for days sweating, shaking, freezing under 24/7 surveillance.
Benzos and alcohol are the only things you can die from detoxing.
>>
>>7456367
That's okay, it's a love fug. I love you senpaitachi.
>>
>>7456354
I take it you know grace via skype or something?
>>
God damn I fucking hate niggers.
>>
>>7456374
Nah you girls just seem cool
>>
>>7456372
why are you professing your love to my platonic girlfriend?
>>
>>7456367
ilu2 elanna
>>7456354
sure
Grace#1564 is my bnet
>>7456379
we're the coolest
>>
>>7456379
kk, I can't see why not. You seem chill.
>>
>>7456348
I did detox/rehab at home for the heroin addiction I had. I was on methadone for 2.5 months.

I almost relapsed when the one who pushed me the most to get off heroin was killed. He was a really good artist mostly known for his song writing and singing, but he was also visually creative too. He loved to draw, and I was starting to teach him painting. He was gender queer too...that's how I got to know him.

>>7456378
If it really was faye...
>>
>>7456378
i don't know, i would assume yes in some facilities and no in others
>>
>>7456369
Sweetie, you're beautiful and all I want right now is to cuddle you :3
>>
>>7456382
Because I love her. I'm sorry I can't help it.
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>>7456372
Do you really love me? I feel like if you really knew me that well you would think twice.

>>7456382
I'm gonna come downstairs in a minute and platonically kiss you and hold your hand
>>
>>7456389
oh it's you again
>>
>>7456383
Sent you a buddy request
>>
>>7456393
Yeah I really do.
>>
Fuck these narrow hips and wide set man boobs
why must I be 5'11
>>
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>>7456403
>Fuck these narrow hips and wide set man boobs
I'm trying!
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>>7456405
fucking faggot
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I didn't have any toilet paper lying around so I just wiped my ass with a wad of hundreds
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>>7456394
W....what do you mean, me again?
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>>7456412
I guess not
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>>7456405
My waist is as wide as my hips, I hate being tall
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>>7456399
Oh, well I'm sorry then
My heart is entrusted to another
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>>7456411
post pictures.
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>>7456418
That's okay, I know. It's nice that you have someone that makes you happy.
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i want grace to be my mommy and for her to call me trash like my real mom
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Wish the hrt made my shoulders smaller too
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>day is going fine
>eat dinner, play a video game, relax with family, read some manga
>this is good, this is cozy
>watching some dumb TV show with my mom because she likes it and whatever, I've been at college and haven't seen her in a few months
>there is a young couple on the show and the wife is holding a baby
>sudden re-realization that I will never get to hold my child in my arms because I will never have a child
>start crying
>"anon (mom recently started using my girl name), what's wrong?"
>"nothing, I just had some water go down the wrong pipe"
>can't tell her what's wrong because I know she'll say like everybody says, "you can always adopt!" etc.
>for some reason being told to adopt or get a surrogate or that my girlfriend can be artificially-inseminated and that I "won't even have to go through pregnancy!" just makes me feel worse
>keep googling about how to deal with infertility
>it's all women who aren't actually completely infertile like me, just women who have a hard time getting pregnant and have to try for a year or whatever before it takes
>mfw
I just want to be a real mother. My mom is schoolteacher and she gets the messed-up and unwanted children of tweakers, gangbangers, and teenage mothers in her class all the time. Why do people like THAT get to have this and not me? What did I do wrong? Why is God letting this happen to me?
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>>7456364

even nerdy dudes who can only sequence and program stuff?
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>>7456423
My own daughter having a degradation fetish!?
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>>7456426
>had to opportunity to store sperm and wasted it
>inb4 ">implying i want to father a child"
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>>7456432
not a fetish i just want you to hurt me
>>7456424
same
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Do my boobs count as big even though they are wide set and top deflated?
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i want grace to die and leave me feeling empty without a real parental figure in my life like my real mom
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>>7456403
>>7456424
iktf
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>>7456424
Dark/warm colors on top will,provided the material isn't too thick
>>
Reminder to filter Faye
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My boobs are mostly bra tricks and padding
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>>7456441
These are starting to get pretty dark.
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>>7456433
You inb4ed my response. I don't want to be a father, because I'm supposed to be a mother.
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>>7456415
W..w..what did I do honey, babe? ;_;
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>>7456441
>>7456436
lauren pls
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>>7456448
you're pretty stupid if you think the kid will somehow treat you as it's dad when you present yourself as a girl

plus no morning sickness and no delivery, where's the downside again?
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>>7456433
>attempt to bank sperm
>completely sterile
>turns out you like penis anyways

>>7456421
Hugg anon (platonically)
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>>7456450
I thought you were another anon
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I want grace to stand on my face and call me a bad daughter and then use my back as her chair.
>>
i want to kill grace to stop her from becoming more and more cold and cruel like a real woman as she progresses in her transition
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>>7456454
It is a blessing to your would-be future child that you cannot have them.
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I want Grace to pee in my mouth.
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>>7456457
I can't see Grace changing like that no matter how well her transition goes.
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grace should kill himself the acne ridden autist
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>>7456459
I think I'd be an ok mom
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>>7456457
im pretty warm and loving tho
unless you're on my bad side
>>7456456
>>7456462
Uhhhhhhh
>>7456463
<3
thanks
>>
>>7456462
i unironically would let grace pee on me
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>>7456468
Alright.
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>>7456455
Oh...well...I guess you and the other Anon have a thing...you know...going on.

I'll just sit here, cuddle-less, it's ok, really it is.
I just have to try not to cry this time.
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>>7456470
ikr?
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>>7456454
At my most fertile I had near clear cum. I didn't realize how white it was supposed to be until I sucked off a guy and he came over my face.

>tfw not into golden showers...
i tried it, I don't care for it.
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>>7456473
I'm confused
>>
How do I get in touch with Tetra/Bexe?
>>
>>7456481
You should be.
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>>7456482
Blood sacrifice
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>>7456482
Ouija board.
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>>7456471
Tell my why you think I'd be a bad mom
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>>7456484
;_;
>>
>>7456485
>>7456487
Sounds too edgy for me.

Seriously though, I would like to get in touch with either Tetra or Bexe. Hope these two are alright.
>>
Christmas eve in less than two minutes.
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>>7456499
It's still 7 am here.
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>>7456499
Hype
Cant wait to go over to my Aunt and Uncle's new house and celebrate Christmas with my family
Not looking forward to my young cousins asking questions about me being a tranny but what can ya do
>>
is faye having a breakdown because her girlfriend went to her family christmas without her?
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>>7456481
Me to :(

Can we start again with just me cuddling you until you feel better?
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>>7456496
i saw bexe posting recently
theyre good
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>>7456453
Being a mother has been my dream since I was a little kid, even after my parents explained to me that I would never be a mother. It's all I wanted to do. I didn't care about careers or anything like that. I just wanted to be a stay-at-home mom like my mom was and do my best to be a good mother. In the next couple years my girlfriend and I are planning to get married, and then what? She'll get artificially inseminated and I'll have to put a smile on and pray to God that she doesn't see through it and see how jealous I am going to be? If seeing pregnant women in the grocery store and young moms on TV makes me dysphoric, what the hell will seeing the love of my life pregnant every single day do to me? How can I possibly prepare for that? Maybe we'll somehow manage to adopt a kid (not easy where I live when one of the parents is a tranny, by the way) and hope that they're not some super messed-up drug baby or have serious attachment issues from growing up in an orphanage? What? What the hell am I supposed to do? How does the thought of being a biological father to a child not make you super dysphoric? I don't fucking get it.
>>
I should review all the meds and vitamins I'm on to see if there are any new interactions noted.

>>7456502
More likely somebody is shitposting as Faye...

>>7456501
I'm only headed to my parent's place. It'll just be the three of us.
>>
>>7456504
e-huggs can't help me ;_;
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>>7456506
Do you know if they ended up with a place? I imagine what they are going through, being homeless for Christmas and it aches me a bit.
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>>7456488
Into heavy drugs so much that you had to move out of the area you were in in order to stop doing them. That shows an addictive personality and the fact that you got addicted in the first place shows a lack of common sense seeing as it gets drilled into our heads when we're children that drugs are bad. Don't give me that bullshit about being depressed at the time either; many people struggle with depression and still have enough common sense to say "developing a drug habit will only make my situation worse".

Having no common sense plus low willpower translates into a child not gaining the skills needed to being a functioning member of society and you not being able to keep things together when conflict arises.
>>
>>7456514
idk
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>>7456509
Because the beautiful thing isn't having the kid, it's the kid itself you mong.
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>>7456516
Drugs are fun though and my kids would think I'm cool if I do drugs with them
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>>7456521
I know you're trying to be funny but I know you know what I said had truth to it.
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>>7456525
No, I don't think you really know me all that well tbqh

Also, I don't have to try to be funny, I just steal what my partner says while reading my responses
>>
>>7456496
>>7456514
Hi, sorry for worrying you (and possibly anyone else). We are, in fact, okay now!
Basically the leaseholder fell behind on her payments before we met her and made a payment plan, but her cousin (housemate) was late on payments so we all got booted.
Leaseholder talked to landlord and got us back in (sans delinquent cousin) so we live here again. Now there's a different, hopefully more well financed cousin in the other room and provided nobody misses payments for the foreseeable future we'll be okay
I appreciate you reaching out, we were pretty freaked out for a few days, but it looks like we're back on our feet to some extent
>>
>>7456511
But e-huggs is all I have until I come see you and hold you until all the bad stuff goes away~
>>
>>7456520
But our souls won't be connected like those of a biological mother and child. I know fate connected the souls of my girlfriend and I and that we were drawn together by a higher power, but how am I supposed to know whether or not I'm fated to adopt a child or whatever if there's no blood connection? I have a gay aunt whose wife had a child by a sperm donor, and she just couldn't feel a connection to the child at all. My schoolteacher mom had a kid in her class who was adopted by an infertile couple, and the mom just could never accept the child as her own. What if that happens to me, and I'm just suddenly made aware that I'm not fated to care for this child as my own, but by then I'm stuck dealing with the fallout of our family planning decisions? What if I don't form the bond a biological mother has with her child if she isn't insane? Everything else is clear cut and I can see where God is trying to guide me, but this feels bad and it feels wrong to me. I don't know what to do. I just want to be a mother.
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>>7456535
Good to hear. :)
>>
I want to die
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>>7456535
:)
>>
>>7456543
do it faggot
>>
>>7456539
Oh okay you're one of those people who make decisions based on feefees rather than logic. It's a waste of time talking to you.
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>>7456532
please invite me to your wedding
>>
>>7456537
I sad that that is unlikely to happen :(
>>
>>7456549
Going with your gut is going with your instincts. The majority of the time, instincts are right. I don't know how you haven't experienced this before, whether you would attribute it to the supernatural or to biology.
>>
I'm going to eat pizza
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>>7456560
your gut is wrong because you're dumb af
>>
>>7456561
I hope it tastes good.
>>
>>7456560
You know what's even better? Thinking things through instead of just going with your first gut feeling and attributing the results to shit like fate or God.
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>>7456567
thank you
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>>7456563
Really? That's your response?
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>>7456568
But the result was really my fault.
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>>7456570
no, i'm someone else
go see a shrink and ask them to explain why your E over I thinking is bad.
>>
>>7456555
Well not with that attitude, no sweetie!

We can make it happen someday :3
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>>7456572
If that was you talking with your trip off I've lost a lot of respect for you Grace.
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>>7456578
No lol I'm just playing games and saw that post and wanted to joke that I'm a goddess
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>>7456576
I'm so alone
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>>7456542
>>7456545
Thanks! It's good to be back, and it's nice that people care
>>7456539
If you're waiting for God to direct you then there's nothing we can say that will convince you of anything
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cya later Grace n Charlotte, was fun playing with you girls
>>
who is brenden
>>
>>7456594
It me
>>
>tfw grace is making fun of your flat 30B chest

>>7456593
<3
>>
>>7456596
soz
>>
>>7456593
ahuh! Sorry I didnt talk more and sucked at the game lol
Maybe next time we'll bring you on Skype with us!
>>7456598
Grow some tits blushypants
>>
>>7456584
Me too.

Maybe...you know we both can not be lonely..if we're together.
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>>7456602
MEA
NIE
I grew these tiny tits myself, and I need to lift them up to see what's below them.
>>
>>7456599
Will u give me apology succ?
>>
>>7456609
We'll see how they hold up on boobie inspection day
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>>7456578
>other person clearly has some pretty strong feelings about something that just got rubbed raw and she posts about it
>call her an idiot
>she responds saying it's her dream and she doesn't know what else to do
>call her an idiot again
>she gets hysterical and starts shooting off the hip with her own religious/spiritual/whatever beliefs (however weird they may be)
>call her an idiot... again
>Grace makes a joke
>tell Grace you'd lose respect for her if she wasn't just jumping in to make a joke and in doing so indirectly shit the pregnancy hysteria anon... again
Jesus Christ, how insensitive can you be? Even if someone has weird beliefs and you think they're a moron, you can't just keep it to yourself because they clearly have some serious personal issues? How the fuck did your parents raise you?
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>>7456616
lewd...
...yes
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>>7456620
OK don't choke
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>>7456603
I'm just getting sadder, everyone is too far away
>>
>>7456619
I posted saying that there was a way to solve the problem. It's not my fault if her beliefs stop her from being happy.

If you don't want everyone's two cents then don't post.
>>
>Normally work graveyard shift, come in during day so someone can spend Christmas with family
>I don't normally interact with families at all
>Picking up laundry to be washed and folded tonight, I typically do the washing
>Talking to a residents daughter or wife; laundry was never picked up day before so I offer to do it tonight
>"Yeah, I do a lot of the laundry around here, it's typically six to eight loads a night"
>"Sounds like you'll make someone a great wife"
>Crack a grin
>"I certainly hope so."
>>
>>7456629
But your first response wasn't about solving the problem, it was calling her a moron for not sperm banking. Do you have no empathy? I get that this is the edgy place where everybody says faggot and nigger and just generally talks shit, but that's no excuse to be a real, straight-up dick to someone who is clearly not in the right emotional space to deal with it at the moment.
>>
>>7456623
That's ok, I'm usually too far away from people too.

But bridges were made to be crossed and oceans to be sailed.

Where are you, my sweet?
>>
>>7456644
usa
>>
>>7456646
LOL, fuck that bucko
>>
>>7456640
be my wife
>>
If the wind blew left
And you ran right
Even your pounding heart
Wouldn't stop the fright of
Your legs giving way
At the end of the race
>>
>>7456655

You'd like that, huh?
>>
>>7456661
probably
>>
>>7456643
Oh, I get it. Listen it's not my fault you didn't bank your sperm because you thought God didn't want you to, I'm just pointing out how dumb that is.

If you come to 4chan expecting any type of sympathy you're in for a bad time. You made a bad decision and it's time to re-examine your life so you don't continue to make bad decision to the future.
>>
>>7456640
Where do you work?
>>
>>7456663

I would probably be okay, too. I'd like to be a wife to a strong man-
oh wait a second.

Sorry if I'm weird tonight, I'm 10 hours into a 16 hour shift.
>>
>>7456646
Oh usa, I've always wanted to visit there, sweetie~
I'd be fun :3

>>7456654
>Bucko
Who actually uses that word?
>>
>>7456671
I'm pretty strong desu senpai
>>
>>7456670

I'm a CNA working at an assisted living facility.
I could probably work skilled care (Actual nursing homes with people who can't care for themselves at all, as opposed to assisted living where people are mostly independant but need help with meds/mobility for whatever reason), but this is across the street from my house and when I go to school the lighter workload will be nice.
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the wizard class in diablo 3 is so freaking powerful. thinking about trying a monk and witch doctor at some point too
>>
Bucko
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>>7456655
just marry gaben instead
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>>7456690
Merikurisumasu!
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>>7456692
no
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>>7456694
Today we celebrate the birth of the guy who would die so that we wouldn't be cast into hell for being degenerate trannies
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>>7456699
you still go to hell for that
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>>7456699
yay!
>>
>tfw you're 90% sure you're just a transtrender and you've been on hormones for over a year
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>>7456701
Sounds like someone needs to brush up on their new testament
>>
>>7456695
but they look exactly alike :^)
>>
>>7456705
no going back now
>>
>>7456706
It's nice being neet
nobody expects anything from you
>>
>>7456707
no need to be rude
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>>7456710
I expect that you'll read your Bible verses missy
Being lazy makes Jesus cry
>>
http://www.teethfallingoutdream.org/dream-about-teeth-falling-out/

Rofl
legit dreamt about losing all of my teeth out of nowhere
and then I read this
>>
>>7456713
Does being a straight guy and cuddling trannies make Jesus cry?
Asking for a friend
>>
>>7456715
yes
fuck him though
and fuck whoever you want
>>
>>7456714
http://www.dreammoods.com/commondreams/teeth-dreams.html
>>
Anyone want to be friends? I'm lonely.
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>>7456715
I sure hope not or else I've condemned at least one guy to hell
>>
>>7456718
It wasn't even scary or painful or bloody in the dream lol
They just dropped off when I touched them with my tongue
my mom was kinda mad at me but I was pretty chill
"well I'm pretty young for this but I guess I'm getting dentures now"
>>
>>7456720
Can I ask you something without you memeing? I'm asking for your advice because I think you are quite smart and generally knowledgeable when it comes to things here.


What should I do? I have been on HRT for over a year and thinking that I am just a transtrender. Never really had any dysphoria and starting to realize how I've just fucked my dick up and ruined my life.
>>
>>7456716
>and fuck whoever you want
That's like half of /mtfg/...

>>7456720
Only one?
Want to make it two? ;3
>>
>>7456728
Are you less happy as a woman?
>>
why do all trannies i know irl try to do crazy shit??? i hung out with this girl and now shes telling people that we're dating so boys wont talk to me????? i was gonna go out with that guy the other day but hes friends with her and hes being all secretive about stuff and its all so ridiculous this is why i prefer to stay in my room 24/7 bc you ppl are crazier than i am?????
>>
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I love mold
>>
>>7456731
>That's like half of /mtfg/...
does that include me
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>>7456728
I mean, how does the idea of getting off hrt make you feel? What makes you think you're a trender? Labels don't matter a lot, and trender is just a perjerative. Are you more comfortable with yourself now or have you definitely made an error?

>>7456731
Well I've cuddled more people who were male but none of them were straight or cis. Sorry tho I'm taken
>>
>>7456728
>no dysphoria ever
why did you start then? I'm still not sure if I'm actually trans either but I know I've been dysphoric at least about my body for a long time
>>
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I love cold
>>
>>7456735
Especially you Grace~
When are you going to let me take you on a date so I have an excuse?
>>
>>7456713
if you just read the verses, you can be lead astray. You need to read them in the context they were written, including using the original word meanings too.
>>
I love bold
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>>7456741
Whenever you introduce yourself and ask me out!
>>
Morning everyone :3
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>>7456742
Tbh the Bible needs Coles notes
And to be taken as a big picture thing about being a good person and that God loves you and all that.
Fire and Brimstone sells better though
>>
>>7456738
Grass is always greener kind of situation for me I think. I never hated being a guy at all, I was just interested in being a girl. It even started out more of a "I wonder if I could become convincingly female" in my mind and then it kind of snowballed from there.

>>7456736
Not sure. I'm worried that my dick is broken.

>>7456732
I feel like someone who moved somewhere else for a change, who kind of enjoys it but it missing home.
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>>7456747
good evening
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I love mold
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>>7456748
My pastor pushed me out of confirmation class a year early due to my asking to many hard questions...
>>
>>7456753
Sup?

>>7456754
I think you mean mould
>>
>>7456749
Maybe you're non-binary? Either way if you enjoy being a woman I wouldn't stop HRT, unless you care about fertility you don't need to worry about your dick.
>>
>>7456747
mornin sertii! :3
>>
>>7456674

But you are a girl anon.
>>
>>7456746
Well now then Gracie~
Hi, I'm Anon, and I can't but help be taken back by your beauty from afar.
We're both free next week, let's do dinner and I'll have you for desert ;3
>>
>>7456754
that's a rabbit
>>
>>7456749
If it's function that you're worried about, consider Viagra, it can actually be a good adjunct to hrt if you don't have genital dysphoria

I'm generally all for experimenting and exploring though. Do you want to detransition? Are you comfortable stopping hrt to see how it feels? I actually had a period of doubt a few months in where I decided to stop hormones to bank and it was so unpleasant that it erased any doubt about being trans, maybe you could benefit from something like that?
>>
>>7456758

I think I'm Non-binary or genderfluid, but I certainly lean female, so I figure I may as well present female. It was always like "I don't hate myself, but I wish, with varying shades, that people saw me as a girl."

...well, I do hate myself, actually.
>>
>>7456764
Sounds like fun anon!
>>
>>7456757
mold..
did you dream of anna?
>>
>>7456755
>tfw never got confirmed
>tfw have wondered about going back to religion now that there's fewer things to be angry with God about
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>>7456749
>I never hated being a guy at all,
I was never able to properly grok being a guy. I just did not compute for me. All i could do to fit in was suppress the feminine side of me and try to act male, but it never really works for me.
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>>7456775
god is not real and religion is a scam
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>>7456760
Hru?

>>7456768
How long did it take to regain fertility? Weeks or months?
I know you weren't fertile at all but how long would someone have to stop to regain it?

>>7456772
Not rly, i dont think i had any dreams today. Just thinking about Norway :3
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>>7456775
I now have my own religion Mother Earth Discordianism. Despite the name it is very scientific.
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>>7456775

I was never angry with God. I was angry at a church that twisted His words into a force of oppression.
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>>7456777
same deal for me. it always felt awkward and forced to socialize as a guy. id just imitate what other guys did it what I thought a guy might say

>>7456780
wonderful! a friend sent me injection estrogen and Cypro so that worry is gone. even did my first shot today with no problems.

really looking. forward to Christmas day too bc it's a big day planned!!! :3
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>>7456778
There exists no evidence for or against the existence of a higher power.

>>7456780
I was off for a month and it made no difference
I don't have anything typical given there's no data and norms. A month should be enough to be fertile

>>7456787
Idk
I hear that
Religion made me feel quite a lot of guilt
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>tfw just spent 4 hours with my gf and her lesbian room mate calling me he

Shoot me now pls ;-;

Also like... there's a lot of posts by fayek tonight
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>>7456771
Whoah, it worked!
I must be super lucky to land a date with a qt like Grace~
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>>7456757
think you mean mulled
Cause the cheese is mulling over something so hard it grew hair

>>7456765
welp, then my brain is officially atrophying.
i probably won't recognize you by tomorrow juni </3
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>>7456797
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>>7456793
the burden of proof is very much on them
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>>7456793

Guilt fills pews, but it's a terrible long term motivator. I aspire to greatness and I count God among my guides.

Shit I really am shifting towards Kyouko, aren't I?
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>>7456788
Ooh yeah i think i caught that .. hf with christmass!

>>7456793
Oh.. you were on spiro tho or cypro?

>>7456795
Fking terf probably

>>7456799
June pls..
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