intelegints edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/ merry christmas!
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous: >>7453572
it's ok to be trans : )
me and sertii today
>>7454732
L-Lewd
>>7454742
Hope I can say the same soon about us three
Okay, round 2.
>Go to google
>Search your name + the hedgehog (or echidna)
>Post results
>Most aspie wins
>>7454746
uwu this us in january
>>7454742
Did she go back already or you're seeing each other for a while through the week? What did you do besides huging and you feeling her blossoming tits?
>>7454747
Hehe
i want him to bully me
>>7454747
first result
>>7454739
is it okay to be a hon who never ever passes though
>>7454747
what about "maeve the dark butterfly"
>>7454747
>no bf
;_;
>>7454758
You can free form if you want, that's a solid catch.
>>7454759
Aren't you seeing the results? The idea is using your girl name.
r8 my bf's christmas gifts just got them for him
>>7454752
Naw just this evening, she's going to Greece tomorrow.
We'll see each other after she comes back though to do druggos and hugg frangi
>>7454759
pic uwu
>>7454763
just a lil goodbye hug desu but still felt nice
>>7454747
>>7454768
I ain't clickin that shit
>>7454764
>Xbox 360
>>7454757
https://youtu.be/3k-JUSP1CdI
Apparently there's a canon character close enough...
>>7454761
I already commented on this, but... 47 but looks 17?
First of all she doesn't look anything, it's a cartoon. But why 47? Is that the age of the creator or just a random number that made their peen get stiff? Is it the age of their mother?
>>7454724
so you want to go on estrogen and grow boobs? I'd tell you to try it out if you cant stop thinking about it but that's what I did and I ended up not wanting to stop, 3 months in now
>>7454768
>I couldn't help but ask myself, why was a giant snake-like robot out here?
same
>dude who owns a condiments company who is one of my dad's main clients comes over with xmas gifts, never met him before
>sees me
>"so, what are you going by now?"
>"UH-UHH-UUUUUUUHHH" HE KNOWS
>proceeds to tell me he supports me and it's all going to be okay
>more fatherly than my actual dad who is standing some way behind him outside the front door glaring at me over the dude's shoulder
>quickly thank him and run upstairs to cry for two hours where my dad won't catch me crying because I'm so unused to people saying nice things to me IRL any time it happens I get emotionally overwhelmed
>cried a couple of months ago when the bus driver let me on despite being 20p short
jfc I'm broken
>>7454773
milf fetish?
>>7454693
well, I guess thats a positive approach :D
>>7454694
maybe, but it would suprise me
>>7454696
theres also memories that arent negative, but where I could figure out that it never happened.
>got a chance to do voice training every day this week because there's always a few hours where no one is home
>tfw it's tough and hurts trying to hold a higher voice but it feels enjoyable at times
>tfw 10 credit hour semester means I'll have tons of time for it when I get back to school
>>7454742
Aww :3
>>7454768
Weaponized autism in url form
>>7454780
see if he will adopt you
>>7454780
:)
robin u are most improve girl
>>7454776
I've felt so happy since starting hrt, but I wonder if that would just happen to anyone taking estrogen
>>7454767
>side: hero & dark
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpXcpiOdp4s
>>7454780
awww thats adorable honestly
hugg robin
>>7454792
milf jailbait fetish?
>>7454795
delete this
>>7454795
CHAOSCONTROLCHAOSCONTROLCHAOSCONTROL
>>7454795
I think that it's when you use the stones you get in the bonus levels and become super saiyan or travel in time.
>>7454795
sanic autism
>>7454780
never thought id say this to u but thats cute edgar
>>7454795
I don't really know
Sonic Adventure 2 Battle is one of the best games of all time
I miss my chao garden :(
I thought detransitioning would be hard but fms really helped me
>>7454792
>tfw not illegal
Why does this make me feel sad?
>>7454742
w-wait am i your powerful wise older sister
when do i get ice powers and when are you visiting my castle?
>>7454807
i too wish you were funny angie
>>7454798
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jeudr6M-HQ
>>7454806
forgot pic
>>7454807
pics or gtfo
>>7454806
>sonic adventure 2
>great game
LMAO
Not with the shitty graphics, bad voice acting, poor story and horrible camera controls
>>7454807
so why post here then? you're lovingwas a dude now and have nothing in common with us anymore
>>7454809
As long as you realise Elsanna is my OTP ;^)
>>7454804
did you just make that? it sort of suits you.
>>7454813
Tfw the nightians in Nights are retarded babies
>>7454815
it was fun when I was a kid :(
follow meeeee
set me freeee
trust me and we will
escape from the city!
>>7454807
living as a dude* fuck I hate my stupid fucking phone
>>7454737
It was specifically masturbating to the thought of being transformed into a girl, in body and mind.
I have no idea why my childhood self found that to be arousing by its now programmed in and fucked me over.
It gets to the point where my faps are preceded by longing and want to be a girl and want to be the person being changed in that picture, and then the climax which is reached while all thoughts are flowing through my head "I want to be her. I want to be a girl, I want that to happen" then followed by an afterlife of disgust and "ok that was weird"
Hence its extremely agp, since I will fap to sissy, tg, and any images which depict a gender transformation from male to female. Especially images which depict the transformation of a penis into a vagina.
>>7454730
The fact it's linked to masturbation makes it fetishistic and easily discountable
Now. If I spent my childhood wearing dresses and trying to cut my dick off I might be worried. But masturbation just makes it a fetish and nothing more.
My source of distress is having a male sex drive built that relishes the idea of itself being turned into a female one being in competition with a healthy male consciousness. Evidence is that it goes away when I cum.
>>7454810
Lol what
>>7454814
There you go
Just needed implants on my brow and brow lowering
Everyone post yr doggos
>>7454808
because men fetishize youth
>>7454818
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AjbTHFJf6FE
>>7454820
Oh, god no. I can't hold it... Rollin' around at the speed of sound! Got places to go, gotta follow my rainbow!
>>7454825
doggos scare me
>>7454829
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7yPQKSH678
>>7454827
I feel old and over the hill. Men want 18 year old fags fresh out of high school.
>>7454825
>>7454823
>I just masturbate to things that are 100% unrelated to anything in my life
>my sexuality comes from another person in a paralel dimension or something, it can't be related to ME
>>7454825
no!
>>7454836
looks like a fluffy penis
Kek, look at all these black motherfuckers in court, how typical.
>>7454838
Forgot trip
>>7454835
Not really tho.
>>7454823
seriously don't blame that on porn at a young age
I didn't watch porn once until I was 15, and I started crossdressing when I was 12 and constantly fantasizing about being a woman
I had wet dreams about being a woman years before watching porn
and I too went through stages of disgust with myself, purging all my girl clothes
I used to attribute these feelings to how I was raised as a child, but after talking to others I think its something you're born with, something thats hard-wired into the brain
>>7454830
what lies ahead, only one way to find out!
>>7454843
T won and I was wrong for transitioning
You helped me realize that Spartan
>>7454847
they're only in court because of racism tho
>>7454858
Cartman likes antiracism laws that protect him.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w355NPnCMSM
i want to watch KLK again
Satsuki is by far the best girl btw
>>7454855
that's estrogen desu
>>7454735
>tfw too intelligent to be smart
>>7454866
Darth is E
>>7454865
patrician taste
>>7454831
But its the neuro plasticity concept.
If I mastubated to the idea of being turned into a bucket. That's what would be programmed in. It's just a random criteria.
See there's a difference between a real tranny and a fetishist like myself. I don't want to transition. I'm only here cause my past self thought it would be a good idea to jerk off the the idea of getting his penis cut off (despite the fact he touches it everyday and has never attempted to cut it off like a real tranny kid would)
While a real tranny would be depressed in childhood and not be spending their time endlessly wanking to fantasies of Disney kidnapping them and turning them into a princess or ejaculting to the thought of their dress being zipped up . I get boners watching "coming out videos" for Christ sake. It's the most agp stereotypical perverted scenario. But if I did Anti androgens to block my sex drive and then reactivated it a few month later. Would that work?
>>7454831
Sorry :(
>>7454832
Some dogs scare me
>>7454836
It's all fluff where's the doggo
>>7454838
This looks like a fox and it's really cute
>>7454842
I have cats too :3
>>7454865
Do eet!
You might want to skip parts of the begining, but from the intercollege war/satsuki reveal it's gold.
Also, yeah, of course, Satsuki is GOAT.
>>7454871
you have an absurd idea of what a tranny is.
and you don't have any idea of how the brain works, don't self diagnose meme please.
>>7454849
I'm 24, I'm already older than most people here, my life is nearly over and I did nothing with it.
>>7454871
AAs will definitely reduce sex drive, I noticed reduced erections in the first week
I'm just gonna say that if you went on hrt, I think you'd probably be pretty happy
>>7454850
I started masturbating at a single digit age though that's more than enough proof of mental damage. I don't experience dysphoria when I look in the mirror. I just get overcome by the compulsive urge that goes "let's masturbate to the idea of being turned into a Girl again, I'm horny. T. Penis"
Anise, ¿Donde estas?
>>7454877
>my life is nearly over
unless you kys your life isn't even close to half over...
don't you kind of like getting older? I'm 23 and I feel so much more confident than I used to, much more in control of my life
>>7454872
T-Thanks, i'll tell her you said that
Also i think ur kitty is cute has heck
>>7454882
acá, linda, qué pasa?
>>7454877
kek kill urself old man
>>7454889
masturbation is super natural, dogs and cats do it, monkeys do it all the time. there isn't anything particular sick about the action.
>>7454877
I'm 55.
You still have a lot of living to do.
protip: it gets better
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rV3Xl06oKXw
>>7454869
YESSS
>>7454871
why do you think you even started to do that though
you want to be a girl but you're too ashamed to realize it so you only allow yourself to indulge in this wish when you're masturbating
i am 100% sure you want to transition, you're just really scared (rightfully)
The brain works in weird ways. In a world where you can't express you real feelings to others or yourself, your brain finds ways to communicate these truths abbout you.
just get on HRT, this "fetish" will go away and you'll actually get on the path to becoming a happy person when you start transitioning
you're a tranny for sure
>>7454876
ive seen it like 4 times now.. dont wanna skip the begining, its good!
>>7454888
¿Querías compartir algo?
>>7454877
Thats because you stay in your room all day
>>7454899
i mean, i usually do these things over like a week
>>7454881
you should go to /agpgen/ and talk with them about it
people think their agp came from so many different things...its not like everyone there started masturbating and watching porn at a super young age
I love nazi girls
>>7454805
>>7454789
>>7454794
it's a christmas miracle!
>>7454788
kek i wish
>>7454905
what the fuck is going on with that giant faucet
>>7454903
patrician taste!!
>>7454901
I sometimes need the rush of Satsuki killing goons with her toenails and switching around suits.
>>7454905
>tfw robin christmass eve special
uwu
>>7454907
she's filling up a comfy bath
>>7454895
But I'm already happy. My only complaint is this masturbation addiction means I cannot have relationship with a women because it has made me get erectile dysfunction and unable to orgasm by penetrate sexually.
I live a normal life. I don't pass women in the street and go "I wish I had her life" The only abnormality is I come home and masturbate the idea of being turned into a woman.
>>7454902
I did not know that existed
>>7454905
oh god from like 6 seconds on your facial expressions are cute af
is this how you look all the time
>at taco bell
>eating at a table
>one of the workers comes over
>says I look like some lady on tv
>ask who that is
>it's some tranny model
>ask her if it's a good or bad thing
>she tells me it's a compliment and im really pretty i should try modeling
well that was an unexpected good feel :3
>>7454905
You lied to me when you said compartmentalising split personalities doesent work :^)
>>7454916
ego dick stroking
>>7454914
so you can't use your gt to have sex eh?
that's pretty tranny for me.
just stop blaiming pseudo science and shit and take time to think your issues in an adult way, ffs
>>7454874
headpats amy
>>7454911
Hi sertii you're up late ouo
>>7454918
sharing events that happens in life is ego stroking? shit I guess everyone should post nothing then
>tfw never had headpats
>>7454899
Oooh que mal que no estuve ahí.
Suena a que estás mejor, ¿estas mejor?
>>7454914
I honestly thought my agp was caused by the way my parents treated me before going there
I bet I would have blamed it on porn too if I had watched it before the agp feelings were so strong
I would lay in bed and fantasize about it and not even touch myself...I didn't get the ideas of crossdressing from anything, I completely did it by myself with no outside influence
>>7454923
sharing events that stroke your ego dick
my HRT is here! my HRT is my here! my HRT is here!
>>7454923
lol pls ignore that loser who keeps saying that to you
I like reading stuff like that :)
>>7454916
Who was the tranny model?
>>7454921
she got laid
>>7454925
un poco, más estable supongo.
nada más me recordaron de una chica trans que re admiraba y super pasaba y era sinceramente más talentosa de lo que yo nunca voy a ser que se suicidó hace como tres años y fue un factor importante para seguir reprimiendo en ese momento. No se, me hace sentir muy chiquita e inútil.
Pero estoy bien, pronto se me va a pasar del todo. No es como si pudiera hacer mucho por ella a esta altura y lo lógico sería motivarme a mejorar, pero...
>>7454910
i just like her so much
actually you could say i look up to her, as a person
kinda pathetic but eh
>>7454914
ok, you're kinda like me when i was literally in denial
i can't really tell you all the things others here did to help me, i can't really articulate my thoughts that well sometimes
fyi, i too once tried having sex with a girl but when it was time to penetrate i couldnt keep hard
all i can tell you is hang around here and other threads and listen to people
im sorry i can't write very well :(
>>7454921
OuO ill go to bed soon tho
>>7454932
nice!
>>7454935
lewd ><
>>7454944
*headpats forever*
>>7454940
As long as you also look up to real people without superpowers I think it's okay.
"Strict but fair, and stricter with herself than any other" is a good trait.
>>7454932
that isn't a very good gif
>>7454949
i don't really admire her for her superpowers, just her personality/way of solving problems/way of treating her loved ones
>>7454944
*pat pat*
>>7454950
pls don't make fun of my gif
>>7454920
I kill you the way I killed padme
who the hell do you think i am?
>>7454959
juniper
>>7454959
hi juni ^^
>>7454948
I googled it and it's a show about tranny models. They're all black, perhaps you should join. You say you have money trouble so if people are saying you'd be good at this job then perhaps you should do it. You don't need to commit, just do one photoshoot and if it's not for you then forget it.
>>7454957
poorly and leaving the job to nature? she was gonna die anyway.
>>7454957
by being an autist having a tardrage?
>>7454913
pls don't buy a helium tank shakira
I want to see your youtube channel
>>7454951
My path to the dark side is complete. All traces of the former member of the Trani Knight known as Amy have been eradicated.
I am a CIS LORD
AHHHHH my estrogen is here!!!!!! <3
It's 2ml for a biweekly dose right?
>>7454946
>it would be...
W-wew is that a green light bby ;^)
>>7454970
forgot pic
>>7454970
where did you get injectable estrogen??
>>7454967
Good. You've come back to the dark side. Now help me chase these trannies.
>>7454973
a good friend of mine sent some to me :3
>Oh, right! I had olives!
>I really needed a tasty snack more than ever!
>they are horrible
god damnit
>>7454966
I'll try not to, I can't promising anything.
>>7454971
maybe after norway :^)
>>7454972
have you injected yourself before? Sounds like something kinda hard to get used to
>>7454976
>doesn't like olives
wtf
>>7454977
actually kinda wanna watch that too..
>>7454976
ollives are good desu
>>7454982
So after Glasgow
That is a long time from now desu
>>7454975
I'm jealous of so many aspects of your life :(
>>7454985
owo
>>7454987
ooh yeah that's understandable
>you will never make anon a delicious greek salad with fresh olives out of your grandmother's garden
>>7454990
can you please teach me the ways of repression?
>>7454914
AGP is literally just an outlet for repressed trans feelings; it doesn't mean you have to get on HRT (not every trans needs to transition), but you should really consider you need a proper outlet or you'll just get stuck in this "muh fetish its just a fetish" phase and the dysphoria will grow. Try crossdressing in private, and if it feels good you might see it for what it is or learn it is just a fetish. Any trans feelings are legitimate if they compel you to do things in reality.
Its super fucked up to even have the inclination to masturbate to the idea of castration. Its a typical Freudian transgender ideation...
You seem unhappy even if you say otherwise; you need to deal with your issues as a person. It isn't just "get a job, get a gf, stop beign depressed" do you even want these things? Why are you depressed for real? If you wanted them you'd have adapted to get them. You'd have the drive. I think being a loser or w/e it was a self employed desire to avoid the bullshit of the average life you could have because you are not average, you are prob a fucked up depressed transperson already doomed to fail if you deny it forever.
>>7455001
that's a pretty girl
i want to be a pretty girl like that
>>7455000
Tfw no one to cuddle with at this moment
>>7455000
this is a good post
>>7454991
Don't you have to like cook olives? Don't be a barbarian and eat raw olives please
>>7454993
uwu
>>7455000
trips of truth
>>7455001
im saving this and thers nothing u can do abt it
What is a cute name to call a boy?
English is my second language so all I can think of is honey and I really don't want to use that...
>>7454991
that would make me very happy.
we I was little my neighbours had an huge olive tree, a single branch was over our yard and it was more than my parents could ever eat. A couple times my dad brided them greek style, I was little and though I hated black olives and never tried them. Now I can't get them again.
>>7455000
Thank you for having the patience to type all that for us and congrats on the trips.
>>7455009
>cook olives
come on sass! of course not! i thought you had taste!
>>7455012
yeah same, it's really something you can't like as a kid. An acquired taste.
Can't you get them at a shop or something in a jar? Or do you want fresh ones?
>>7455012
boys really like it when you call them weenies
>>7455003
I'll cuddle you, Oryx~
>>7455012
>What is a cute name to call a boy?
Pookie!
>>7455010
What does that even mean reee
>>7455009
>Don't you have to like cook olives?
u wot
>>7455010
tfw no spiral power anymore
>>7454995
Use your aggressive feelings boy.
You will find a power inside you. And you will use that power to kill "her"
You will know when your task is complete. You will feel the dysphoria leave your body.
>>7455029
When you're an ugly hon in 20 years don't come crying to us.
neptune has big spirals
>>7455032
taking 20 years before ugly would be worth it
MERRY CHRISTMASS FUCKFACES!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7455036
I would do my best to make you smile, cute girl.
>>7455025
why are you seriously asking questions like this on a siberian snowsculpting forum?
>>7455026
yeah, i actually have to travel quite a bit to find fresh ones where i live now so i just take my chances
in greece though my grandmother has a whole field of olive trees and we go and gather them once a year ^^
>>7455035
does she like it when you boop them
>>7455029
hmmmm nay I still wanna be a girl
I can't wait for hrt to eventually change the shape of my face..after 5 weeks of cypro my facial hair is coming in lighter and wayy slower, I love it
I've never felt happier..sometimes I wonder if its just the estrogen making me feel that way though
is the estrogen tricking me?
>>7455036
Why do you always stick your tongue out? You remind me of one of my old cats...
Still cute tho.
>>7455042
where I used to be it was a tradition in old houses to have one. but they cut most of them down to put pools or garages, those shitlords.
Even when trapped by karma's cycle...
The dreams we left behind will open the door!
Even if the universe stands in our way!
Our seething blood will determine what will be!
We'll break through time and space!
And defy all who would stop us, to grab hold of our path!
JUST WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE
>>7455039
wtf its the 23rd
>>7455048
criminals!
>>7455020
I meant curing the olives!
>>7455040
>>7455042
Serti where ya at?
>>7455046
So I don't look too frowny
>>7455050
hi murica :3
>>7455049
post some music
i think it would be really cool if i could get ffs
>>7455049
it always gives me goosebumps
and then I remember I did nothing today and want to die because that's what I deserve.
>>7455042
fucking useless autism answer holy shit
>>7455052
cured olives are good for some dishes but definitely not for greek salad. Greek salad is meant to be refreshing almost. Fresh olives are optimal!
>>7455053
we're really proud of u!
>>7455054
netherlands
>>7455063
kek
>>7455032
You mean the ugly Hons that will either be now or 50 years from now. Kek literally all of you are unhappy and call yourself freaks.
What a Hobson's choice.
Trannies naturally hate the idea of a cure for dysphoria because they are already too far gone and sacrificed social status and normality in transition.
>>7455054
That's not so much a frown as it is a cold, expressionless stare.
If I kissed you enough, would it make you smile?
>tfw you want a tgf but tgfs don't want chasers but by virtue of wanting a tgf you automatically become a chaser
a real catch 22
>>7455055
you got me
where are you that its the 25th right now? I tried to find it on a timezone map and failed
>>7455071
I'll take any bf I can get
>>7455071
why do you want a trans gf tho?
>>7455071
chaser hate is very stupid
if a guy has a preference for brunettes, is he a chaser?
I mean unless you're really creepy about it, then its a different story
>>7455075
christmas EVE!
>>7455043
Meanwhile I took hrt and then subsequently rejected it and used it to immunise myself against dysphoria for good. And felt happier coming off it than on it.
You fucking rookies I swear.
>>7455068
Nyoron~
>>7455069
Not being alone helps. Depends on the person though.
>>7455065
Shucks
>>7455065
Ywt eat Greek salad with Sertii because you can't imagine the taste but are intrigued by a taste you can't imagine.
>>7455068
Yeah because google knows context
Am I this smart or are you really this dumb
>>7455088
greek salad is AMAZING
especially paired with a nice fish fresh from the sea and a loaf of bread thats still warm from the oven
literally dream meal hngggg
>>7455086
Well what are your tastes in people?
Also, you seem to really like action figures? Been collecting since you were a kid or something?
>>7455095
Gimme! Stop teasing me!
What's a good grill hairstyle? I kind of like ones with the curly or spiral ends
>>7455071
If you want a tgf I'll be yours
>>7455085
honestly dude you should have taken it for longer
after over a month my boobs hurt super bad, but there isn't any growth at all
several times I've tried to balance or hold something against my chest and been like OUCH
idk its just weird that you think you're immunized, it seems to me more like a classic cycle of repression
like for example, buying female clothes, liking to wear them (in private ofc), then purging all of them when you realize "what" you're doing
>>7455100
i swear my mouth is watering right now
>>7455098
Small Cheap Toys more so. Since 2007 I guess. I remember it being the reason I wanted to study in Japan. I have various other types but I focus on size very much so. I like using my hands a lot and physical stimulation.
>>7455101
>What's a good grill hairstyle? I kind of like ones with the curly or spiral ends
bangs work well on trannies usually
i was thinking of getting them
>>7455091
I googled the emoticon and then I can extrapolate the meaning. You're too hard headed.
>>7455106
;~; mine too.
can't remember if I mentioned this here
fun quote from my dad the other night, "if you can't come up with a solution to your 'problem' on your own, we're going to have to come up with a better one together. like a bullet."
also, just now, been keeping my laptop on charge from socket in parents' bedroom while it updates programs and stuff (there's only one spot upstairs where the internet works, on the landing)
>dad calls out to me from his bed
>"why can't you be normal?"
>"well, I wouldn't be me for a start, it'd be a different person"
>"good"
>"you'd rather have a different child and not me, then?"
>"someone better than you. is there nothing I can do to fix you?"
>"not without me killing myself or ending up a mess"
>"bullshit, absolute bullshit"
>"it's not bullshit"
>"fine, close the fucking door then"
>tries to slam bedroom door shut on my charger cable
>"watch out for my computer"
>"I don't fucking care. there's going to be a lot more of that from now on. you should have thought about that before you came out as a transgender freak. now you have to face the consequences of your actions. shut the door and stop talking to me."
nice
>>7455062
SPIRAL OUT
KEEP GOING
We are eternal
All this pain is an illusion
>>7455058
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awYc9xvqnv0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=654Kst06gz8&index=43&list=LLQosEcb6VXcvtodzuOh4RYg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4M-fxvmEn5k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd066rqUJqQ
>>7455108
but what's your taste in partners?
who here /loves hotsauce/?
spicy food is the best
I've been known to use a fork and consume hotsause plain after eating the meal
>>7455114
Why are you even still there?
>>7455118
I just had spicy chicken.
>>7455118
hey friend
>>7455109
maeve im not sure you even need them :3
>>7455114
your dad is a cunt desu
>>7455118
not really spicy but i enjoy adding obscene amounts of pepper to literally everything
>>7455119
visiting for christmas
it'd hurt my mum beyond belief if I didn't come
>>7455117
Not this guy. Someone straight forward. /pol/-kun is pretty handsome
>>7455125
Why don't you tell your mum to tell your dad to leave you alone?
>>7455114
seems pretty cool
get yourself a gun and just threaten it more intensely until he gets it is real
>>7454957
By knocking her up so she can die during childbirth?
>>7455128
Guns are illegal.
>>7455114
I literally hate you dad
please don't let him kill you
>>7455122
like buffalo sauce?
idk if it has a different name in europe
>>7455130
she died from a lack of will to live
>>7455137
No I just found some spice in a tub and sprinkled it on, no idea what it was.
We don't have buffalo sauce here, what is that?
>>7455142
franks and butter
>>7455124
maybe not
but i really should find an actual hairstyle
my current one is just kinda random >_<
>>7455140
>Can travel the galaxy
>Women still die in childbirth
American healthcare in 2216 everyone.
>>7455142
They sell buffalo sauce in a few tescos with an American section
>>7455128
>uk
>gun
choose one
the urge to fucking butcher him while he's asleep with his machete is getting harder to suppress every time I visit, though
>>7455127
kek
shakira, earlier in the year he beat her with a porcelain casserole dish like pic related until it shattered and gave her a gnarly 3/4-foot-long scar across her collarbone
if you think he listens to anything she says you're having a laff
>>7455131
>>7455114
That must be terrible, I hope my dad doesn't take it like that
Its literally only autistic and non passing trips posting anymore.
>>7455142
idk what franks and butter means
this picture makes my mouth water
its pretty vinegar-y and orange, idk how to really describe the taste
its not too thick, but the good kinds are definitely not watery either
my favorite is when its spicy, but not so hot that you can't taste the flavor of the sauce itself
I don't wanna sound racist or whatever, but its a stereotype in america that black people love it..idk its delicious
I can put it on almost anything I love it so much
>>7455104
>you should have waited until you got physical side effects
Nice trick. I had a moment where time froze and I saw the next fifty years. I was granted foresight.
I saw a hideous tranny who kills itself.
And another road where I stay a man and I die old and happy.
Then time rushed back to me and I KNEW who I was. And I won.
>>7455162
>tfw on a diet
Why do you torture me?
>>7455158
tfw autistic
The Vietnam war was never meant to be won, the military-industrial complex wanted to prolong the conflict indefenitively to fuel the profits private arms companies. But eventually lost public support, USA could have won so fucking easy.
>>7455155
Well im in a conversation with him and hes not really doing anything. He wants to do a nude cam thibgy but im not interested. The physical stimulation is like, a need I have to work with skmething mechanical, or fix. Its why I like transformers they can be swtiched in diferent modes
night girls~
>>7455162
>idk what franks and butter means
literally franks hot sauce+butter
that's the recipe
>>7455170
plants vs zombies is the best
>>7455167
>USA
>Winning a war
Pick one lmao
im a lil sleepi desu
>>7455173
Ok so what is in franks hot sauce?
>>7455173
that actually could be delicious
>>7455177
>>7455186
They won the invasion, the occupation was a total fuckup. Bush is an idiot.
>>7455146
maeve hi i saw you on passgen you're looking qt
did my first injection and i didnt die yay! finally im a real girl now
>>7455170
Ah. So he has like... no personality and just wants to use you for his sexual pleasure.
And... I can sort of understand what you're talking about with the need to sort of... manipulate something mechanical, but I'm not sure if there's a word to describe it. Were you ever a fan of Legos?
>>7455174
I have a plush of the sunflower. Neverplayed the games
>>7455172
good night
>>7455192
>tfw strayan
>tfw injectable estrogen would be confiscated by customs
>tfw on progynova
>tfw hon
i-injectable estrogen shortage a-anyway
>>7455163
hmm maybe we're just different people then
most trannies who start in their (earlyish) 20s end up looking pretty good after a few years..
without hrt I was going to kill myself
its really been beneficial to my life
I just wish I would have started earlier lol
I'm glad you know who you are
>wearing girl cloths
>family home for christmas
>can't stop shaking around them
>eat and hang around
>they pass out
>still shaking and feel ill
this is harder then I thought
>>7455186
I'm so fucking glad that trump killed the republican party
now I can support them without the bush-era ""religious"" thinking
>>7455183
it 100% is the recipe
cook it down
>you will never be as pretty as Rory Gilmore
>>7455194
I have some lego. I just need something more. Also I wanna rebuild the white exo armor without the head I placed on it for a funny pic, in teal and violet
>>7455195
if you like tower defense games you should
#1 is better than #2 because EA bought the rights and ruined the game (as per usual)
>talk about how weird it is that everyone still sees me as a woman when I have no makeup on and wear unisex clothing
>tell my mom that I didn't really expect it etc
>"well what did you think was going to happen? You look and act more like a woman than most women do"
>mfw
I love being around my family because they just hugbox me nonstop but I'm also like....ya ok
>>7455118
I love hotsauce and I love spicy food, especially thai (pic related)
This is a favorite hot sauce of mine:
Burn 10-15 chili de arbol peppers - get them nice and black all over. I use a cast iron skillet on the bbq outside so I don't die. The fumes are nasty.
28oz can of diced tomatoes
1/2 tsp garlic salt
1 tsp ground cumin
1 tsp white vinegar
1 tbsp olive oil
1 tsp minced garlic
3 green onions
1/2 a bunch of cilantro
Combine everything and blend.
>>7455209
>you will never be as pretty as Snickerdoodle
>>7455214
having a supportive mom is so awesome, I love her so much
>>7455214
>tfw gay crossdressing man
>tfw it's the b e s t
>>7455204
iktf, it's rough
>>7455220
just wondering, I've seen you post that pic many times,did you vote trump?
>>7455217
it's all a facade
an illusion caused by a couple of decent looking photos
>>7455217
>you will never be as pretty as Anon
>>7455160
she doesn't have much choice, financially speaking
everything she owns is in his name so if she went to a shelter or anything she and my sister would have literally nothing
>>7455222
it's an edit a nice anon gave me
>>7455214
I fucking told you D___D
>>7455213
Hmmm
>>7455224
Grace where are your toys?!
>>7455201
>that feel when you will never have a meal of authentic Southern fried spicy chicken with Ambiance before going to hit the tranny bars in Atlanta to dance the night away
Why even live?
>>7455227
It's not like any divorce court has ever given everything to the wife right?
>>7455222
She didn't vote.
>>7455224
that's not true and you know it
>>7455214
you brag about passing a lot for someone who says they don't want to be seen as female
>>7455212
Hrm... what would you say is the coolest thing you've built?
holy shit I just realized how happy I am to not have back hair
>>7455219
It is nice! My whole family is extremely supportive. They all just talk about how much they miss me and love me being around while I'm here and they don't even bat an eye at me and my purple hair lol. It's like the only time I feel 100% normal.
>>7455220
Tru
>>7455230
Idk I mean I look like pic related most of the time so it's whatever. I just figured it'd be diff when I had literally no makeup on and stuff.
>>7455234
I'm not bragging about it or anything, idrc about how people see me. It's just bizarre.
>>7455232
senpai she's in her 60s and has been trying and failing to get a job for the past year or so, it's not that easy to suddenly start a new life at her age and in her position
>>7455230
why are you asking me
>tfw no supportive family
>>7455240
>tfw had catboi fwb but now they're becoming catgril fwb
:3
>>7455232
shakira I know you wouldn't have voted for trump, but thats just because of the impression you have of him
his election is seriously amazing
>>7455240
>>7455247
I'm really sorry for the way your father treats you
I really hope you're able to ignore it
>>7455235
That. I was able to give it six golden wings too
>>7455242
Do a guy voice
>>7455244
It was a joke you look at qt as Grace chan =]
>>7455242
>Robin just posted about how his dad threatened to shoot him
>You start bragging about how much your family loves you
A bit insensitive don't you think?
>>7455248
>>7455252
I try to
I know he's in the wrong but it does still hurt some of the time
I'm more scared of what I might do to him eventually
>>7455240
>>7455256
her sorry high on coke i mean codeine
>>7455256
>robin
>he
>him
u w0t?
>>7455151
just buy one from a russian or an african
people dont understand when things are just ideas they need compelling violence to give up their egotistical delusions
>>7455254
I'm not qt
>>7455254
You should try and think up something cooler to toss together.
Wow the holidays really aren't treating y'all well huh lol
>>7455260
I don't totally remember about your situation, but if I were you I could not stand being around that
that negativity would be so depressing, so have someone outright shit on you like that
literally any roommates you get would be better, they're not going to talk about wanting to kill you
I really really hope you get a better living situation, because I know if I was living like that I would be incredibly sad
>>7455276
>>7455284
they're going good for me. still with my bf and we played video games for like 8 hours together (2 games we played were Christmas preswnts I got him) then fucked like rabbits after that ^3 ^
>>7455284
well why do you think were here rn
>>7455284
Apart from working retail I've been having a breddy gud time desu
is it gay to marry oryx
>>7455273
>bullying intoxicated people
Anyways robin is a sensitive struggling flower and you hurt her more than my accidental misgendering did. Her dad wants to shoot her, put a bullet in her, that's fucked up.
>>7454747
I got a cute clay whistle shaped like a hedgehog some Swedish boutique website was selling. Parents are Swedish immigrants and gave me a funny name.
>>7455286
Lol
>>7455288
>>7455291
Finally!!
>>7455289
Idk I mean I just popped in cause my great grandma is taking a nap after we went on a walk and stuff and I'm bored
>>7455294
That's not my problem. This is a public forum, the world isn't gonna stop and we shouldn't all act miserable just because her life sucks desu
>>7455294
To be fair, Robin did stalk edie
my mom found my old herbal hrt pills
at first she kept calling me her handsome son, and sending me pictures of me in football
but lately she's been really cool, she's given me her girly boots to shovel snow, given me her bathrobe, randomly started talking to me about doing her nails..
I'm pretty darn happy with my life right now
>>7455302
Robin is actually going outside though
>>7455304
>herbal hrt pills
get real hrt you lunatic
>>7455294
edie didn't do shit tho????? what's mtfg's obsession with thinking anything positive is bragging?????? like is it a fucking crime here to talk about things that made you happy during ur day???
yeah Robin is having a shitty time but that's not Eddie's fault and she should be not allowed to talk about having a good. time bc someone else is having a bad time. like wtf kind of logic is that?? and y'all wonder why so many happy ppl leave after a while it's bc of bullshit like this
Oh and I would just like to say I definetly 100% do not snort coke. Coke is wack.
>>7455284
>>7455309
I gotta go back to work, I'm sure someone else here remembers the Robin affair, they can fill you in
>>7455312
edie *
>>7455312
>Eddie
Are you on coke too? It's good shit isn't it?
>>7455323
>implying im retarded enough to do drugs
enjoy being a strung out druggie that looks 50 when you're only 27
>>7455319
what is the robin affair??
>>7455331
Am not a Stacey!!!!
>>7455329
>implying im gonna make it to 27
>>7455335
you are a stacey/normie
>>7455335
whats a Stacey?
>>7455285
I'm only visiting for xmas thankfully, I have a houseshare in another county
>>7455327
>You should talk to her
yeah she's tried to open the conversation a few times now
the way she asked about my long hair was pretty obvious what she was getting at..
she found all my girl clothes a few months ago and gave them to goodwill lol
its such a weird limbo we're in, that she knows and I know she knows...
but we've never talked about it
>>7455293
Not really. It's not gay if she's cute.
(would it be so bad if it was gay?)
I once saw a cute girl that turned out to be trans. She passed and everything but I caught her with a cold one time and when she coughed it was all man.
>>7455349
did you fug her?
>>7455346
FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT
>>7455345
oh rofl. im a total nerd/geek tho how tf would i be a chad?
>>7455349
yeah you can tell by the cough
at my old place I was up a bit early and heard coughing (from smoking weed) and I immediately knew that my roommate had his gf over because of the way it sounded
but hey, nobody's perfect
>>7455340
It's a meme the supreme gentlemen over at /r9k/ cooked up to describe women who won't fuck them even though they said please and thank you.
>>7455351
Can someone please tell Shakira to go fuck herself about joking about suicide youfucking ostrich coward
>>7455345
reporting for the not so wrecked by the christmas season corps
did you buy stuff for your family?
i've never wanted to die more than in this moment
>>7455351
>talking about an event that happens is bragging
misery loves company i guess. fuck me for leaving the house and having a social life besides mtfg
>>7455359
I guess that would make me a Stacy too...
is being really feminine until they notice a bad way to come out to my family? between my tits and posture I'm sure they've noticed
should I just woman up and tell them or keep going with this
>>7455349
doesn't voice surgery help with this?
>>7455362
get on hormones
>literally the capcha
>>7455364
Shakira is a fucking SHUT IN
>>7455364
You're prettier than me, I'm jealous, there I said it. God I hope I overdose.
>>7455359
o. so mtfg is like the tranny version of r9k or something?
>>7455368
idk that's my current plan
today my mom said that she keeps thinking i'm a girl
>>7455368
my plan is to not talk about it until it gets so obvious that I'm forced to have a conversation
>>7455375
your actually prettier then korra though
>>7455378
..do you think she's starting to get a hint?
>>7455375
GO FUCKING OUTSIDE
>>7455379
I feel like to make it more obvious I'd have to wear makeup
>>7455346
Well you should talk about it!!!
>>7455351
Ur being sarcastic right..
>>7455356
Idek
>>7455361
I did! My family is mostly women so I basically got a whole bunch of beauty products for them and then some clothes and makeup.
>>7455375
Tons of people are prettier than you. And Korra. And me. And literally everyone. Why worry about it lmao
>>7455370
Actually, after your larynx begins staying up at all time out of habit, coughs are in phase with your voice. Surgery does help, but it's not absolutely needed.
>>7455387
I literally don't know how to come out
>>7455365
>>7455384
hopefully desu
it's really stressful to maintain my supply of hormones
getting a prescription would be nice but i have to come out and stuff ._.
>>7455387
I never got why ppl get jealous over stuff like that it's like so what if someone else is prettier or has something you don't that has no impact on you whatsoever
>>7455375
omg you better not just be attention-whoring your suicide
you're cool shakira, I want to see your youtube channel
>>7455399
she is attention whoring
she makes fun of people for attention whoring though so its funny
>>7455399
it's shakira so yeah almost everything she posts is some form of attention whoring or validation seeking
>>7455368
>posture
what do hormones affect that too?
>>7455353
Nah, I got no self esteem or confidence, but she was a real cutie, I was legitimately surprised she was trans.
>>7455405
She shoukd go outside. Maybe meet people. Like a fucking normie. Just sayin
>>7455406
no posture is completely a learned behavior and its way diff for guys and girls. relearning how to walk and fix the way I stand and hold my shoulders was a harsh lesson that took a while of practicing to learn i still have to consciously do it desu
>>7455393
that's nice
>>7455406
no I just have girly posture
Merry Australian Christmas Eve everyone!
>>7455394
Hurry up wid it. She probably knows already and is fine with it, it'll be good to get everything out into the open
>>7455377
Some of the people here are. It sucks.
>>7455367
Same. Who wants to fuck cheetoh-fingered MRAs, anyways? Is there anybody out there who actually fetishizes and chases neckbearded edgelords?
>>7455400
>forcing myself to talk to my mom about it in a few days
you are braver than me
let /mtfg/ know how it goes
how are you planning to say it?
>>7455393
that is the most autistic dog I have ever seen
>>7455400
scary as h e c k. I hope it goes well '~'
>>7455405
you're super angry today, korra!
how are the holidays going? did something shitty happen?
>>7455413
HIGHEST LEVEL OF KEKES
>bitch
>attention whores
>acts like a cunt in general
GUYS ITS OK SHES GOING THROUGH CHANGES
>>7455414
i was just tryna cheer you up 8(
>>7455417
neckbeards? yeah
mras and edgelords? no, fuck no.
>>7455416
yeaaaah i should
but i'm scared and like to hide from my problems
>>7455432
nah things are going really well irl had a fantastic day and ive been im a good mood since this morning. i can post. really mean shit without being angry if someone says something I think is retarded. when I'm mad ill usually say I'm pissed off of just stop posting completely
>>7455433
idk what to say, I've had good conversation with her the last few days
>>7455441
Probably as much as you like to lie. Reminder that Maeve is being consumed by her LIES.
>>7455421
I'm just gonna sit her down when my stepsister and stepdad aren't here and tell her I'm trans. Idk what else to say. I'll answer any questions she has (how long I've known, what it means, etc.)
>>7455425
Thanks. P sure it'll go well but I've been nervous for months about this. If I've got her support everything will be a lot easier.
>>7455416
what are the christmas traditions in australia
do you like throw boomerangs and ride around in kangaroos
>>7455447
okay
if pee was supposed to go on people
why do we pee into toilets
>>7455447
I agree, shouldn't pee on good people
>>7455441
Me too, but shit has a way of blowing up in your face if you hide it away too often.
Tell her in the new year, like super early January. That way you don't have to think about it for the rest of this year and it'll be like a fresh start/clean slate/ whatever.
If you don't believe in yourself, then believe in me who believes in you.
>>7455411
edie hi
hope you're having a good holiday season
can i get a qt tgf for christmas?
>>7455458
Are you a big guy
Just had a nightmare where i pissed my bf off so much he started to ignore me
I woke up in a panic but havinh him sleeping right next to me helps
lol why do I talk to my dad
he once found female hormone pill and called them the "disgusting pills" he found
I'm pretty sure he would hate who I am if he knew
lmao as if finding those pills isn't an indicator?
I mean cmon, pretty funny he chose to ignore that
hi edie
>>7455465
lmao my dad is dead and i wish i had a father figure in my life
>>7455453
>peeing into a toilet
First world problems, everybody.
>>7455454
What about average people?
>>7455436
one of my family members didn't say a word to me when I was around, I thought we were okay and now I'm scared again
>>7455472
https://youtu.be/_peUxE_BKcU
>>7455462
omg I hate dreams like that ! kiss his face and go back to sleep :3
>>7455470
I too wish I had an actual father figure in my life
many guys have taken his place
he's a manipulative bastard
I gotta say though, there was about a one year period where I actually trusted him (after not speaking to him when my parent were married), and I've never felt more at-peace than then
>>7455479
:3 <3
>>7455480
WAKE UP
>>7455479
im isla!!
how are you feeling
>>7455474
Thats not too bad of a thing eva it's just one person
dont let it get to you too much or it'll tear you up inside yeah?
>>7455480
awoo~
>>7455481
Excuse me, but this conversation is not about poop.
>>7455490
am i isla
im isla
>>7455492
no one can catch us, no one can stop us now!
>>7455493
Well, Indians have designated shitting streets, the French have designated pissing walls. Usually those of the closest church.
I'm sorry Korra.
>>7455501
designated terrorist attack plazas
>>7455483
I kissed his back, i dont wanna wake him up
Ok nighty nighty
>>7455495
no ur not
>>7455499
its ok no worries
ive also been spending time with my family and its awesome >_<
we got a turkey today and i set it all up for my family and its in the garage in a pool of ice brining right now so its nice and yummy when we cook it tomorrow !!
family stuff is nice ^_^
>>7455496
no
im isla stop believing in this fraud
>>7455511
oh i thought i was srry
I want a bf
I want a cock to play with
>>7455509
>implying he doesn't want to be woken up by your mouth
LAUREN
>>7455511
Aw that sounds so nice!! What are you all gonna do for Christmas Eve?
My Mexican family is making tamales tomorrow lmaaao
>>7455523
you know why mexicans have tamales on christmas?
so they have something to unwrap
>>7455524
the first time i had a tamale i ate the corn husk. i was 13.
>>7455519
I'm crying
I'm a mess
>>7455524
>tfw my grandparents are rich
>>7455451
Nah we do that pretty much every other day of the year. Christmas is for eating prawns and family punchouts.
>>7455500
Grant us eyes~
>>7455523
Just dinner with my parents. Foie gras, escargots, that kind of stuff. Still have three other family gatherings next week.
>>7455532
well drugs certainly are making everything worse. it's a poison that needs to be dropped entirely or you're going to stagnate and that's the truth
>>7455533
merry christmas
>>7455540
but i am nim?
>>7455536
>2016
>not already having eyes on the inside
>>7455538
I don't know how else to deal with everything
>>7455491
they are one of the important close ones
>>7455550
drugs are literally always the worst answer to solving problems and always create new problems in addition to exacerbating the already existing ones
seek therapy with a professional because you have a lot of issues that aren't even related to trans stuff
>>7455553
I'm still not done making bath salts and perfume for everyone, but those who got theirs liked my gift baskets.
>>7455545
>not embracing beastly idiocy
you gay or something bro?
>>7455561
using drugs isn't always bad
>>7455560
doesn't mean you can just let them ruin your christmas spirit tho eva
you should try to be happy
Finally home from work after 9 hours
how is everyone
>>7455561
I'm trying to, after I was last discharged from hospital the NHS sent some team round to check on me. Haven't seen them for weeks and they said I'd get a letter about psychotherapy which I haven't seen yet.
>>7455576
I've been getting sadder lately, endo refuses to contact me for the past few days
new
>>7455541
>>7455577
I'm still crushing on tall vegan boy. He gave me absinthe for christmas so I think he wants to get me drunk and fuck my brains out.
>>7455588
let him
Every time I leave my room I see my empty home
I remember when I led a life with dreams greater than I've shown
Ghosts of some will reappear and leave knowing I'm alive
Though a disgrace I have to face the future in this place
The past will peel off my shoulders the more i grow older
I'm sinking within and the longing begins over and over.
>>7455583
>8 images early
Come on sheen you are better than this.
>>7455568
>mfw blood addled cretins are posting on mtfg RIGHT NOW
>>7455595
When it comes to trans and mental healthcare I may as well be American.
Rocket posting best posting
>>7455590
I might
We're hanging out at a house party on new years so I dunno
maybe I can tease him a bit and make it my new years' resolution to get him in me after I break up with my girlfriend
>>7455580
instead of sitting inside all day be persistent and pursue it aggressively and ask your mom for help. explain that you have a serious drug problem and you're looking to fix it
>tfw no soyuz
>>7455585
I have a party with friends planned for New Year's Eve too.
There was a second cousin I hadn't seen in a long time at the gathering we had yesterday. She was gorgeous when she was young, still looks nice. A bit like Ally Sheedy. I used to half have a crush on her, half want to look like her.
>>7455614
Ok I'll do that, thanks for your advice.
>tfw no Saturn V
... to this?
>>7455624
muppet to female
>>7455593
I'm distracted with a vidya atm
>>7455618
oh wow I remember seeing breakfast club for the first time and wishing I could be just like ally so bad, I hadn't even figured out I was probably trans yet
>>7454754
me...too...
I have sweat under my tits.
>>7455550
Ignoring things like an ostrich seemed like a good idea