> Coztanza Edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• i want to fuck quid so much
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>7412525
>>7414357
first for I'm sorry beanboy
rotten
just did quite a hefty like of K and felt absolutely nothing
should probably take a break
>tfw still waiting for Juniper
>>7414374
I apologize for snapping at you
i wish i had someone in my life because i'm always scared and sad and lost
>>7414390
It's very hard to find some one
:/
:\
:(
>>7414382
say hi to her for me
>>7414391
K thanks
>>7414391
my guy has quite a good deal on mandy right now, but I'm more into my downers at the moment
>>7414385
Don't apologize pls, it was justified for me being a big ignorant asshole. I should probably get to know people before making fun.
>>7414398
... I Dont have that much empathy yet. I probably would've gone about my business b/c I'm a monster.
More like, empathy for animals and ugly women.
>because I am both
Meanwhile, this is the news for my area today
how do i unruin my life
>>7414417
start fixing what's broken
>>7414424
That looks like english... but...
i saw this video with a tranny prostitute and thought of you /mtfg/
https://vimeo.com/195242203
>>7414410
I won't do it again.
Im just in a bad mood cuz im almost out of beer.
Im on day old beers that i left out.
I need more to drown in
>>7414424
>ooooooo, ummm maybe idk find new stuff??? idk what's dogpe in downers but maybe u-4 if you aren't burger?
w-whut?
how hard is it to slit your wrist (vertically and such)
can i do it with a razor blade like i'd cut normally
>>7414432
I wish I had beer. Or wine. I just pulled an all-nighter but I have to stay up in case I get a call from this employment agency place. Would help a lot if I were drunk.
>>7414446
googled it, its been set to the list of schedule 1 drugs, probably banned in most countries
nevermind i don't matter
can someone pls hug me? i really need a hug
i'll give you two (you)'s
>>7414457
apparently it's still widely available but that will probably change soon
>>7414439
I used to work in a hotel, I found a body in the tub once.
The guy ripped open a disposable razor and used the blade to cut his wrists and bled into the bathwater.
Didn't get a good look but there was a LOT of blood, all the water was red. He probably cut down the vein.
>>7414464
i'm afraid it's gonna be too painful and i'll stop cutting too early
>>7414462
huggu
>>7414467
the veins on your wrist are really close to the surface, that's why they're a favourite for an heros.
>>7414462
I will hug you for no (you)s because you're great and you deserve to be cared for
>>7414472
I like hugging. I wish i could do it in real life.
>>7414462
Hugs!
How does somebody start tripping?
Do you introduce yourselves somewhere or just jump in??
>>7414387
Cuddles are pretty great. I dunno, some people do that kind of thing with friends, too, so you don't necessarily need a bf/gf for that kind of thing, though it would help
I don't think that's the only person you'll be able to feel so positively about, though that is a crummy situation to be sure
>>7414485
just do it idk
does anybody else cringe at how delusional they were, like laugh about your old aspirations?
>>7414485
However you want. No introduction and just posting is the less autistic way.
>>7414485
I have so many trips that i just jump in, but if you're planning on using a single trip it would be nice to say hi and tell us something about you if you want.
>>7414485
it's a replacement for an actual personality
you could always avatarfag instead
>>7414492
yep and i know that i'll do the same in a year or two to me rn
>>7414467
desu cutting is going to be damn painful, my current 'last resort' plan is to buy four or more packets of antihistamines and wash them down with a couple of beers or something
>>7414492
I want to go back
>>7414501
>i'll do the same in a year or two to me rn
for me i'm on like a two/three month basis
>>7414502
idk, considerably more painful than normal cutting?
>>7414488
Yeah having a friend would be nice too, but i would probably fall in love with them if they are nice to me, which would probably be awkward. I don't know how kissing feels like, but i would probably like to do that as too.
>>7414484
wait, so obama banned everything fun? like...
buttstuph?
>>7414474
;w;
thank you incredibly much
y-you're too good
hug
>>7414478
>>7414478
I'd hug you in an instant so you would be able to <3
>>7414479
>>7414479
thank you very much Haribu
>>7414478
iktf
>tfw haven't been hugged by a non-family-member in over 5 years
>>7414511
>tfw never been hugged by anyone other than a couple family members
cold and alone
>>7414505
thats paracetamol, antihistamines will kill you in two ways, either you take enough and slip into a coma that kills you in a few hours
or your brain starts overdosing and you'll hallucinate for about a week until you die of brain damage
it's paracetamol thats the painful one, trust me, i spent 2 days in hospital for it
alone
>>7414515
;~;
I would hug you.
>>7414456
Get off my case Valq.
I don't even know what you look like little Cock hungry faggot.
Send me a pic with you sucking on ur finger and i want to see how hungry ur little eyes for a pounding too
>>7414452
Omg i know that feeling. Im trying to get fags to buy me shit on Grindr again but everyone is at work kms
>tfw intp
i feel like im the worst version of what an intp can be since im completely isolated and have no one to push me to do anything
all i do is daydream and shitpost
>>7414520
i feel like it'd be hard to open up to someone and hug them
>>7414524
same
though i'm infp rather than intp
>>7414524
mtbi tests are kinda garbage imo. b who u wanna b babe.
>>7414524
I love daydreaming, can you tell me some nice things to dream about? I love imagining falling in love with someone and being loved back.
>tfw infp
>>7414536
daydreaming is fun until you think for a moment about how it's not real and never will be
>>7414547
yeah but i kinda accepted that so i just try to enjoy it as best as possible. I really like the butterfly in stomach feeling i sometimes get when thinking about romantic things
>>7414526
Back in high school I had a couple friends I would hug occasionally, but I didn't want to try for hugs too often, because I thought it might seem weird or clingy if I did.
>>7414485
Pretty much just jump in, you can introduce yourself as a way to start off. It just gives you a persistent identity so we can learn more about you and have context for your posts (I'm not personally around enough for that but still)
>>7414506
As someone who's been in that situation (kind of, I'm pretty hesitant with love but definitely an unhealthy degree of attachment) I think while it is awkward if you can manage to keep yourself from doing anything excessive it'd still be healthy
I didn't know much about kissing either, wasn't even sure if I would like it
>>7414570
southern fried? they're nice
>>7414570
>Why not helium?
i don't have that
i don't have money to get that
i have a bunch of razor blades used to destroy myself already
i could use pills but it seems unreliable
>>7414515
>>7414478
>>7414511
>no one would ever want to hugg your skeltal body
>>7414570
because they dont know that it takes 3 days of vomiting up your own congealed stomach acid to kill you
bf has been ignoring me. how do I get attention?
Hey cuties
>>7414604
send gt pic
>>7414563
I was too scared to actually hug my friends, but i was always kinda touchy, playing with their hair or touching or holding onto their arms. In uni there was this nice guy who even let me hold his hands as a joke, but now i'm dreaming of him kissing me.
So yeah everyone thought i was weird, but it was fun.
Maybe your friends wished you would hug them more often, doesn't everyone like hugs?
>>7414572
I'd probably do everything for the person I love, sadly i was used a lot, because people knew i'd do a lot for the people i considered as friends. I don't know how much is normal, but it really stressed me out to such an extend that i quit going to uni and broke all the contact and now i'm lonely.
Yeah kissing seems weird and complicated and i can't really imagine that it feels that good, but daydreaming about it feels so incredible.
>>7414586
That's not true. (unless you meant me by you)
>>7414604
PUNCH HIS TIT!
>>7414522
Should prolly watch your mouth bb.
Sorry, I'm gay anyways
>>7414604
whore in trap thread on /b/ i think but it might not be nice attention people are mean
>>7414604
Slap him across the face with your gt.
>>7414555
sometimes i dream about being able to express my emotions as a musician or something
>>7414605
What should i do with all those Elsannas?
!ELSANNA9h.
!ELSANNA9I2
!elsannaBXU
!ELSANNAfLs
!ELSANNAh9A
!ELSANNAheA
!ELSANNAS5I
!ELSANNAWm.
!ELSANNAyeU
>>7414605
Hiii!
I just got a job as a male auto mechanic.
Kinda bummed about not being an industrial mech. But happy about money.
And electro soon.
>>7414622
ebay
>tfw might have a job offer at 3 different places
>none of them care that im a tranny
yeee im do glad my bf helped me by taking me to apply all this morning :3
>>7414624
girltinkler
>>7414624
your girl tumour
>Chaser makes the OP
>He fucks it up
>People apologize to him
>A fucking chaser that only comes here to be creepy and half the thread has blocked anyway so they won't see the OP
Why are you so shitty today, mtfg?
>>7414630
i might have a job as the president of the moon
>>7414620
Oh that sounds nice. I never had any talent with music, i rather preferred drawing, but i also stopped that long ago and i'm so uncreative so it's hard to imagine that.
>>7414634
yo wtf is wrong with u
rogue one was great!
>>7414533
idk the description seems to fit pretty good
some people get different types every time they take the test but i always get intp no matter how many times i take the test
ive even taken different tests and have still gotten intp
>>7414536
it changes but for the last few months ive been daydreaming about what my dreamworld would look like
its spread apart into different worlds, each with a ruler that has been given a piece of my consciousness to help them rule over the subjects of their part of my dream
i imagine how different aspects my personality and my interests would manifest themselves as components of my dream and how those characters would react to different things
i imagine what it would be like for someone from the real world to get lost in my dream and the challenges they would face on trying to get back to the real world
i imagine them going to each world in my dream and collecting the piece of my consciousness given to every ruler and heading to the center of my dream to contact my subconscious and escape, but there are rulers who want to escape the dream so it won't be easy
when i listen to music i imagine how the singer and musicians in the song would look like if they were animated, especially if it's a fast-paced song
music in general automatically makes me daydream and i get very frustrated when people try to talk while music is playing
>>7414608
are you skeltal too?
>>7414634
Okay i'll just post one then !ELSANNAh9A #2]Bw8`dyLh
>>7414630
I'm so prouddddd!
I got the job, BTW!>>7414625
I start Wednesday.
Yay 2 jobs... 70 hour work weeks. Lol
>>7414634
I used to be a mech for oil rigs, crude oil rail loading equipment (sometimes would load if they were short) and light fleet vehicle & diesel maintenance.
This is suuuuch a step down. But I'm OK with easier work for now.
>>7414639
i think hes a repressed tran i saw him in femgen asking if he could be a femboy
i suck
I think skeletons are cute and wish I was one.
>i don't dare to hug my friends because i'd seem weird
omg are you me
i had this girl friend who'd always hug everyone and do all kinds of nice and cute stuff but I wouldn't DARE do the same. People could think I was a weirdo and not want to be friend with me or something
>>7414645
I know nothing about it?
I've been a professional mech for almost 4 years now.
>tfw no surgery to make your skeleton cute
>>7414650
YAY congrats! ur gonna turn all ur male coworkers into homos bc they're gunna look at ur butt the whole time :3
that buck that bought a bottle coulda struck the lotto
>>7414661
M A L E S K U L L
>>7414357
Sometimes I feel like my whole transition is a castanza ruse to not have to run fast on my military pt test
>>7414642
No it wasn't
The best about it was the CGI Death Star commander, they should have done the same for Leia instead of picking a lookalike and smashing make up on
Seriously though it was pretty subpar compared to the OT
>>7414650
Since I saw that Deepwater Horizon flick that sounds scary to me lol
>>7414504
i get bg ones years in the feuture......
>>7414507
blerghhhh i was missing a b.
AL b& a fuck ton of chemicals
and mght as well have.
>>7414661
>>7414665
iktf ;-;
>>7414608
Could you expand a bit on how people took advantage of your closeness but it didn't include a kiss at any point? because I was reading that whole paragraph as sex stuff but, it isn't?
>>7414647
We should make a club, the thing is that 80% of the thread would be in it.
>>7414651
But if a tranny were as obnoxious as him she would be blocked by everyone 2 days in. He posted two pics of his dick and wanted to start a fight about it. He threatens people to punch them through the internet every single day, it's as if valq didn't have any of her good things and wasn't even a tranny.
>>7414644
Wow that's so fascinating! People's minds are so different, sounds almost like a LSD trip to me. I usually just imagine "what if x falls in love with y" or "what if i had x money or a superpower" or something like that. I guess i'm still somewhat naive.
>>7414647
I was, but now i eat so much chocolate that i have a normal BMI again.
>>7414645
antihistamines
like i said, about 4 packets or more combines wine a wine bottles worth of alcohol should put you into a coma and kill within 12 hours
if not then i'll trip balls for a week or two until i either get hit by a truck that i thought was a dragon or my brain shuts down
but if you're unlucky enough to survive then you'll probably have major brain damage or something, but hey, it's still a decent plan
>>7414608
>Maybe your friends wished you would hug them more often, doesn't everyone like hugs?
Possibly.
I mean, most people probably feel awkward about initiating hugs with someone they don't already hug all the time.
I guess if I ever make another irl friend then I'll have to be less shy about hugging them.
>tfw I haven't had an irl friend since I graduated high school 5 years ago
>>7414668
it was so good wtf
like both the protagonist and sidekick were qts
prime self insert material DESU
>>7414608
I was kind of the same way, but being sheltered and basically autistic I was never actually much use to anyone. On the bright side that meant that I couldn't really be used for my desire to help
How much of what is normal?
I don't really know how to go about building new friendships, this place could be a good start, ditto other boards you might care about
Kissing is best when you're synched up, it's a little silly 'til then but it can be nice, too
>>7414672
yeah I think he's an idiot was just saying I think he is also a tran
hey everyone...
i'm secretly an anime! SHHHH!!!
dont tell anyone...
>>7414665
AUTISM
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>>7414668
Not offshore rigs...
But it is like -20 here during average winters
>>7414663
I've already been doing that.....
>>7414673
I've been fabricating shit since before i was ever a mechanic to begin with.
What do you make?
>>7414686
>ywn be praline
>>7414691
THIS MONTH OBVIOUSLY
passengers is coming out as well that day
>>7414689
hmm... so crazy it just might work!
>>7414689
If retardedly loud/fast off road vehicles are gundams, yes.
Yes I am
>>7414696
pralines are nuts?
I thought it meant 'gourmet'
>>7414696
I am anime :3
>>7414661
Pls
>>7414698
sertii can we hang out
>>7414709
that does nothing to bones it just moves fat
i want to be hungry skeltal with a tiny ribcage
>>7414709
>this kills the olive
>>7414708
Ye,
With up to a -60 wind chill.
At -30 with any wind, they typically stop work or only have you there as emergency on-call.
Its gonna be -22 Saturday night with a High of -6. Still warm b/c its not even January yet
>>7414704
What's your millage?
h-how does it feel when a pretty boy gets inside you to save the galaxy?
>>7414705
I think it's nuts, but we do the same thing with peanuts and call it garrapiñada.
It's just the nut and caramel, super simple. Traditional street food and christmas snack here. In Turkey cashews were much more common for that.
>>7414708
hello human me :3
>be me
>shopping at target
>all these daddies starring at me
>they aren't looking at my face
>why are they starring
>oh wait no bra
>feel boobs bouncing with each step
>f..aggots
>go to register
>can I help you kiss
>use male voice because you're losing it soon
>thanks have a nice day miss
>so disrespectful
>>7414708
how could i know what i'm going to do a month beforehand
oh actually nvm dutchies are that autistic so i get your confusion
>>7414715
i wish ren, ur too far away tho
>>7414720
Now that I think about it. I've had a praline hot chocolate before, and that was just a regular hot chocolate with hazlenut syrup
>>7414723
makes me think
olive
>>7414719
Oh man
Is that in like Alaska or something?
>>7414721
uwu
>>7414726
RUDE
We like to have set schedules AND ACTUALLY SHOW UP AND NOT CANCEL that is correct.
>:(
>>7414672
Oh no nothing sexual at all. Just doing homework/assignments for them and stuff like that. And i wasn't even in love with any of them, i'm only able to fall in love since i'm on hrt i think.
>>7414679
Hugging would be so much easier/natural as a girl though. Yeah i wish i had a friend too. I wouldn't even know what to do except for cuddling, which isn't quite what a friend is usually used for.
>>7414681
Hmm i see. I stayed at home most of the time too, but later on we texted each other quite a lot. I don't know how many favors are normal for friends, like of course you're supposed to help each other out, but i'm not sure if doing their homework almost every day counts as such. That's what i meant.
Yeah this place seems really nice for making friends, everyone here just seems so nice, but i'm too scared to post too much about myself in here and to actually meet someone (assuming there would even be anyone close to me, which is very unlikely depending on my definition of close).
I'm sure it would be super embarrassing if i ever tried to kiss someone.
>>7414709
bbl, if that's what the picture shows, requieres a liposuction before hand, it's not an option for skelly girls.
>>7414723
what if you sounded faggot enough before hand and you're just wasting money?
how do you expect to make comands when you rejoin the army if your voice isn't impposing?
>>7414731
eh...
I guess you can call anything praline if it has sugar and some type of nut.
>>7414723
You can't expect to be called sir with those tits honestly.
I found another trip!
>>7414735
>implying
alright so we chill at your place then go to the moober?
My pressident just said that air conditioners are part of the evil coctel prepared by the previous government to disrupt the private electric companies, while also letting them up the price 400% and not pressuring them to make any improvement.
I sincerely wish we had Trump. Or even Hillary.
>>7414750
that's a good one if you plan to join forces with some iconic drama whore.
>>7414757
>implying back
Yee sounds gud to me
You full boymode or no?
Friend used [deadname] yesterday and I had to think a while about who the fuck he meant lmao
>>7414760
maybe
>>7414686
>tfw 3D
>>7414736
Oh, that's super abnormal, yeah. I kind of got used in that way on group projects sometimes, but never by my friends, which was nice
You don't have to go blurting out your address right away or anything, start by chatting with people on here and/or discord, get to know them. If you decide to trust someone with your general location to hopefully meet up with them later that could be good too
>>7414760
>>7414750
putting those gtx1080's to good use
>>7414760
>tfw none will ever swim across the ocean to meet you
>>7414678
Benadryl?
Godspeed anon.
>>7414695
Various bits of plastic.
What's your design process? I'm trying to make a clear and repeatable design path to avoid wasting time and money on failed creations. So far it's work out the physics behind it, draw a 3D sketch on paper with the required dimensions, draw in CAD, then print out or laser cut. Just would like some tips from a pro.
>>7414723
If you'e getting gendered female with a male voice is voice really that important? Seems like a big pair of tits is all that matters. Maybe I'll just do a Dr Girlfriend.
>>7414750
Can I has this tripcode please?
>>7414763
im 1 and a half months on hrt with short hair ofc im boymode lol
>>7414767
No i just waste a lot of time with my R9 290 to get some weird trips.
>>7414774
>implying my parents won't call you a girl if you want to be called a girl
Progressive libtard parents are pretty comfy desu
>>7414768
>tfw no one will ever swim across a river to show they are still young and strong enough to rule you
>>7414723
You're losing it soon?
>>7414778
can you link your meaty list of ten letter words pls
>>7414765
But there is no way that anyone would ever fall in love with me. And if we'd just meet as friends i would fall in love with them and that would suck.
>>7414777
>the chance of you actually hanging out with maeve or any of the other nice american or australian trips is extremely small unless a miracle occurs
>>7414784
this would be awkward, i haven't even asked my own mum to do that
>>7414736
>Hugging would be so much easier/natural as a girl though.
Oh yeah, I guess that's true.
Back in high school, one of the many things that I envied girls for was how they could hug their friends as much as they wanted, without having to worry about whether it would seem weird.
How do I get boobs like mommy(Faye)?
>>7414793
Ah yes then it would be awkward.
Also comfier for me desu bringing a tranny over would be more strange than a guy
Until I come out anyway
everything will be fine
:think:
>>7414735
North Dakota.
Coldest contiguous US state.
>>7414720
They make me go limp and uwu
>>7414769
I mean, what you're doing is pretty solid for being on a budget.
Most of my stuff has to be measured with micrometers. Rlly, cad-cnc-testing
I've never used a 3d printer tho. Mostly working with metal.
If you can, using a caliper/laser tape and putting the measurements directly into cad is pretty straight forward.
But, if you have to draw it out on paper to visualize better, more power to you. I usually make 1 part at a time
>>7414798
use the right camera angles
>>7414795
>Back in high school, one of the many things that I envied girls for was how they could hug their friends as much as they wanted, without having to worry about whether it would seem weird.
iktf :/
>>7414723
please wear a bra you slut
>>7414735
am paper U
hello O_O
how long does breasts take to start?
>>7414795
I know right? There even was a phase where it was cool to kiss your friends as greeting. Just imagine how that would be for a girl that has a crush on one of her friends.
>>7414808
I'm so glad I don't live there!
Comfiest US states seem (to me as an outsider) Kentucky and Kansas
>>7414816
Very cute
I wish I was real Anna with red hair with white streak and bobs and a pretty sister to fug
>>7414820
TOO
FUCKING
LONG
>>7414765
i sorry u 3d
es bad D:
>>7414820
About 3 months or so. But it's already nice to see changes happening with your nips.
>>7414820
soreness/budding started around 3 months for me
I'm starting to think Juniper doesn't actually go here and just said that to fuck with me.
>>7414826
Not If you're a faggot.
Northern California is pretty good, climate wise.
No snow in the bay/sacramento
Anything in the middle of the country is pretty conservative
fuck i have no life
>>7414826
you are the real anna though
>>7414836
But I'm not a faggot :)
>>7414847
Then why don't I look like her and have Elsa as my sister/lover?
It sucks :(
>>7414835
maybe something bad happened
My mom once told me she always wanted a daughter. Do you think she'll be more likely to accept me because of this? She already knows I like men.
>>7414826
u fink 2 much
es bad
hurting hed :(
>>7414842
>tfw first try
>>7414866
I remember using this on my old school computers, which were so slow that i could break the record easily.
>>7414853
Surrre you're not, faggot
>>7414864
sounds like you have a good shot
>>7414865
awoo
I am you but less cute
some guy on /b/ says this is his trans step sister im jelly
>>7414864
Probably
>>7414886
then it has to be true
>>7414886
Hip-shoulder ratio is borked.
Probably true
>>7414886
and everyone knows that guys on /b/ always tell the truth
>>7414866
that was my first try too
"So what do you want for Christmas?"
>to pass
>to be cis
>for my dysphoria to leave me alone
>to be pretty
>to be normal
>to have been raised and socialized as a female
>to have certain family members stop avoiding me
>a chance at a career, love, parenthood, success and happiness
"Idk maybe some new headphones would be nice"
>>7414893
>>7414900
yeah yeah fags whatever im still jealous of her
>>7414880
es a snaek!!! O_O
i might move in with my mum next year for a year or two
my sister is leaving because she's getting married so she'll be all alone and this gives me a great opportunity to save some money on rent
also it just sounds comfy as fuck and we could get a mother-daughter thing going
im kinda looking forward to it
>>7414886
>tfw you'll be someone's trans step sister one day
: )
wtf coppercab got hot
>>7414905
>I'm gonna get something for you, what would help around the house or maybe give you some enjoyment?
>all abstract elements that couldn't even be defined
well, you're being pretty unfair with the other person there. they aren't magical.
>>7414911
i es u but ur qter
>>7414905
Just look at her skull size. It has to be true.
so we have larger heads? doesn't that make us instinctively cuter though?
>>7414912
I'm super jelly of your relationship with your mom.
>>7414915
is that an old trip or something?
>>7414866
Pretty nice speed.
I never got the point of those tests if you're not transcribing stuff all the time for a job and need it verbatim. For college stuff I always wrote keypoints to check on the reading material and writing my own stuff I have no problem looking at the keyboard (and I guess I¡m not even pressed for speed if I don't want to)
>>7414912
Where does she live? Probably like 3 times as far away reee
>>7414932
i wish, but my head looks like a man head
>>7414924
nuuuu!
snaek is scary!
es baaad!!!!!
>>7414905
>ywn be cis
>>7414932
>Research has shown that while in early life there is little difference between male and female skulls, in adulthood male skulls tend to be larger and more robust than female skulls, which are lighter and smaller, with a cranial capacity about 10 percent less than that of the male.
>>7414932
No, larger upper parts but smaller heads overall, more triangular than circular. And compared with your shoulders it will always look smaller.
Happy christmass.
>>7414935
its the
"Gingers have souls"
guy
Finished my Christmas Shopping
My brother somehow managed to get me a present and I have no idea where it is. He didn't have it with him, wasn't in the car.
Hey, random question. I'm really dizzy is that bad?
>>7414945
Your not helping, secret trip. Where is that from? Also, missgendering isn't nice.
>>7414935
thanks owo
>>7414936
amsterdam
>>7414940
I'm not sure i'll manage it though, she's been super ccol about it and i hope ill look like a girl enough to the point where she'll believe i'm her daughter now but you never know, it's hard for some people.
>>7414945
pfft, orangutans dont have souls!
fuckin apes!
>>7414939
Nessie why are you doing this lmao
It's very cute but I am too lazy to change my trip to Nessie all the time :^)
big hugg though
>>7414919
Life is unfair
>>7414950
eyyyyyy
>>7414954
Hmm at least it's not like some village in Friesland or whatever
I really dislike Amsterdam though, even moreso that Eindhoven
>>7414952
drink lots of water
>>7414915
Bullshit. That would be a wig and they would've lost 40lbs since august and grown tits
Sausce
>>7414960
iunno, fun i gez :3
yoos reel anna
I papr anna....
life is awful, why does stuff like this even exist, why couldn't I just get xx chromosomes
>>7414963
i am greek, but i've been living in the netherlands for 4 years and will prolly stay here
I'm fully legal but all of my friends are either muslims or nerds so i never had the opportunity to do any drugs (sounds lame to do them alone).
my mum is dutch, my dad is greek, i grew up there but my mum and dad got divorced so my mum came with me when i went to study in amsterdam
>>7414965
i agree, amsterdam kinda sucks. Waay too many tourists.
>>7414915
This was 5 days ago
Yeah I'm just going home now I don't think she's coming :(
>>7414976
I got 70% XX and it didn't help. I'm an XX/XY chimera.
>>7414976
because god does not exist and life is completely random
>>7414970
UWU that is a very big gt papr anna haz
paper anna a qt i wish i was that qt
>>7414978
Yeah that's the worst
Also I just don't like big towns I am pretty scared I'll hate Glasgow
Tilburg is the perfect size for me it's big enough to have everything you need but small enough to still be cozy
>>7414981
That'd explain your soul quite a bit....
>>7414979
stop trolling please
Rare Anise
>>7414960
Oh hey I saw an Ana pop figure and I thought, darn, that would make a nice Christmas present for you.
I love Christmas presents!
>>7414963
>>7414966
Actually, I'm like, always dizzy. It's a thing I have. Don't know why.
Probably dehydrated, though. I need to drink more water. When I drink, I drink and drink.
>>7414986
>Tilburg is the perfect size for me
no wonder ur gay lol
today was a good day i got gendered female 100% of the time (working on my voice has paid off a lot) and i got hit on a few times by guys.
i went to the hair salon to show some of my friends my bf in person since they haven't seen him in thr flesh before today and they all agreed he's handsome. im in a much better mood and hopeful :3
>at courthouse
>trip on steps
>go flying
>three men and a woman come and help me up
Fucking I can't right now
>>7414993
keep a water bottle or a glass next to your pc or your couch wherever you hang out most often
>>7414993
Yeah presents are always good!
I have an Olaf plushie from the London Disney store but I hate Olaf lmao, it is the only real plushieable character though
>>7414995
Very rude it's like 2/3 the size of Eindhoven :(
More than 200k people live here
I live at the very edge though with all the rich white families
>>7414986
es papr anna skirt
bad man pull up skert
try see anna nono
but anna no let :3
i has pic 4 u
>>7415002
yay das me and my sis!
pulling up skirt is bad why man do that? :c
i want hug papr anna
emergency question
I had sex an hour ago and my gt is all fucked up, like swollen on different places on the shaft, it looks like there are bubbles on various places under the skin.
It doesn't hurt but it does seriously look scary, like in those vids when guys destroy their dick with a penis pump if you know what i mean
anyway help it looks broken ;_;
>>7415008
SHHH!!!! i has segrit
u keep?
why is beanboy still breathing
there is no justice in this world
>>7414996
https://youtu.be/8pNelfC6QT8
>>7415012
yes of corse i kep ur segrit :3
Time to shit up this thread
>>7415010
Go to a hospital retart
>>7415010
See a doctor
>>7415010
wtf did you do to it lmao
>>7415010
clean it with a lot of water and wait to see if you have to go to the doctor.
there aren't, like, old wife remedies for a broken penis...
i cant wait until i can get a new pair of glasses next month
i have a cute kate spade pair in mind
i really wanna replace my guy glasses
im gonna get special COMPUTER LENSES too, kinda like GAMER GEAR SHADES except the tech is integrated into a normal lense so my eyes will be protected
>>7415014
i want him to die
>>7414996
sounds nice, hope you get the job you were talking about earlier as well!
>>7415001
ugh my mum doesnt even live in the city, she lives in a village 20mins out of it, it's kinda the only thing that turns me off about moving there
>>7415003
yeah i know but it's more like.. idk the idea of doing them alone sounds lame i dont know why i feel this way about them, maybe i'm scared but i honestly can't tell
>>7415010
uhhh i'd say doctor
>>7415025
i'll help you
we'll cross the border and hunt him down
sacrifice him to edie
>>7415010
i was trying to eat when i read this, you almost ruined my pizza
almost
anyway call a fucking ambulance idiot, there is something seriously wrong
>>7415022
grace what u think of this sweater
>>7414999
I should probably do that damn it. That's something people do when they're obsessed with their health.
>>7415022
>COMPUTER LENSES
that is super nerdy
>>7415026
Hmm that sounds better than living in Amsterdam proper though.
I live like 40 minutes by bike away from the city centre of Tilburg too
It sucks because Tilburg is small enough for the centre to still be comfy :(
>>7415022
How goes it?
>>7415016
es rilly mee!
Crona!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7415019
he just rubbed it a lot, usual sex?
>>7415021
it doesn't hurt, so it ain't broken and i sure as hell won't go to the doctor if its non-harmful, i'm stealth in this city
>>7415028
sorry
like, there is this porn vid of this girl with a huge dick but it's all weird with varying thickness and it looks like frankendick
>>7415026
I didn't smoke weed until a friend was super interest in trying it with me, and then it became a habit all by myself and I enjoy it much more that way.
I guess it's better if you never start, so you never know what you're missing and continue with a happier and cheaper life.
>>7415025
>>7415027
I like both of you.
>>7414808
I went and mcfucked up already. Got the arc length wrong it seems.
And thanks for the advice.
>>7415022
>Kate spade
Top tier taste
>>7415022
>i really wanna replace my guy glasses
I hate my guy glasses. It's funny because before hrt they actually feminized my face a little and now they do the opposite.
>>7415036
owo
nuuuu
how did that happn u were just papr anner
am comfuse!
iz this u to then?
>>7415038
uhh..
wait a few days and if it isn't back to normal go to a doctor i think
>>7414870
She lives in Seattle. I'll send her a message for you.
>>7415047
refill
>>7415045
mebe...
>>7415022
Hey Grace it's you and Homura.
I kind of like my glasses design, IMO. I may keep it.
>>7415050
no you don't need to, it seems some anon was getting trolled and thought she was going to meet her after class at uni or something
>>7414988
Yeah, there was a bit of a fight for what sex I was to be. Born hermaphrodite, and modified to male. Pisses me off as I sometimes feel the dick is OK, just 90% of the time I feel I should have a pussy. I really feel I need both.
>>7415030
i think its a cute style but that looks a bit loose on her, i feel like sweaters like that are supposed to be more form fitting
i've also been told they're better for tall people but i dont know how true that is
>>7415033
my eye doctor recommended them, he went on about how bad blue light is for me
>>7415035
pretty good! today's been a good day, didn't even let anxiety ruin it
How about you?
>>7415042
<3
This is the pair I was thinking about getting
I'm not sure about the pink on the inside, that might constantly be in my vision or I might learn to ignore it, idk yet.
>>7415043
yeah for a while one of my pairs of guy glasses helped and for a while now I've been going without any glasses because I feel like I pass better without either i have right now desu
>>7415057
oooh, cute
And as for your glasses, well, the thing is men's glasses do have small touches to them that skew them more masculine
I once sent a selfie of mine to an optician friend I had made and he pointed out I was wearing men's glasses and explained what about them were masculine
>>7415066
Just woke up and remembered it's my day off so I'm in a good mood. Wish smiles was awake tho
>>7415054
yeah, but it's a real waste to have it around you when you have to get up all the time anyway.
if you're sedentary enough it can even count as excercise!
>>7415066
You don't notice it
>>7415066
are the lenses going to be like yellow tinted or something? if its noticeable I think you should just get separate glasses for computer
>>7415047
ok sorry that i even mentioned this disgusting topic here.
It does not hurt, it just looks weird, like there are 3-4 big bubbles, like filled with liquid under the skin. They swelling does seem to go down, even though it still looks weird. No discoloration, just bent on the swelled spots.
I think he just rubbed too hard, we didn't use anything for lubrication
>>7415061
>think about it
>realize I really am a normie
feelsbadman
>>7415066
I def look better without but unfortunately, everything is kinda blurry without them.
>>7415066
so something like this perhaps?
>>7415075
>I'd also be scared to cycle there :(
w-why?
also u wwanna reserve tickets?
>>7415079
just leave it and don't do anything with it and if it doesn't get better maybe see the doctor
>>7415063
Why would they ever modify ANYONE to be a boy?
I guess it was better to be a boy, in their eyes back then.
I'm rlly srry.
I'm kinda struggling with the same thing.
While I don't like butt pentetration as being my go-to... it's good enough for now. But also, having a dock works well enough and I like using it as a fleshy strap on at times, but really, apart from maybe the once on a blue moon it gets use, i'd rather not have it be there.
I'd been thinking of an orchie..
But then there's the worry of srs.
I want srs,
But I'd kinda miss my dick
My dick is a nuisance
Until I want to use it.
having both organs would be a world of difference for the better.
Dieting for pentetration is garbage.
If I had a vag, i'd never do anal again
Was it one of the driving factors for why your mom was kinda OK with you being femmy?
what do i do about the dawning realization that i have no reason to live
>>7415066
Cute pic are kind of my thing. I have hundreds of them, including a few I paid to have made. Got a really nice one recently.
Eh, maybe. We'll see where this crazy ride leads us. I talked to my mom today about flying home for my birthday, and she was like "uh, okay" so I'm not sure she wants to see me
>>7415081
I hope this is the life you wanted YOU MONSTER
>>7415091
Ignore it and continue on
>>7415067
She'll be up soon~ Grats on the day off!
>>7415077
I imagine not, I mean I get by fine with having black frames in front of my eyes all day so meh
>>7415078
I'll ask about what it'll do to the tint of the glasses because you're right I'd rather have a computer pair if its gonna affect how they look
>>7415082
yeahhh same, i get by without fine details, helps me feel better about myself :D
>>7415086
I do really like that one
Are you going for a baggy oversized style?
Also I noticed the models are asian BE CAREFUL ABOUT ASIAN BRANDS THEY ARE MEANT FOR TINY TINY BODIES
>>7415066
Notice me you fag neechan
>>7415091
read L'Etranger ?
sry im a bit of a pleb but its still a good book
WE KETTING IT UP LADS
>>7415086
Because it's really busy and there's lots of cars and tourists and stuff :(
I would reserve some now but they're not available yet for anything except Rogue One >:(
>>7415096
>mfw my girlfriends invited me to a christmas party at a bar/club
>mfw when not even nervous about going out anymore
what have I become I don't recognize me anymore :(
>>7415103
i don't understand what ket does, at least in a way that lends itself to recreational use
>>7415098
no i dont want baggy things
i just want a long sweater that hugs my thighs nicely
>>7415103
oh fugg ye
>>7415105
I'm really fucking proud.
Like, motherly proud.
I want to hug you so freaking badly and cry a little bit out of happiness.
>>7415105
nice desu, i hope i can see such a day...
>>7415098
Water you up to?
>>7415103
At last
I'll see you in space
>>7415113
yeah i just don't get that
i guess it's something you need to experience
Damn it I have to show you guys
>>7415124
alright
show us
>>7415124
wait did you draw that?
>>7415120
Yeah I guess
It was the first drug I ever did so it was perfect to me
Trashy made me a druggie :^)
>>7415130
lmao yeah they do
i've never had fun in one though
>submitting application for a job-search agency
>they want a home phone number, address and personal email of two referees
What am I sherlock fucking holms jesus christ
>>7415139
>home phone number
>2016
>>7415140
that drawing is PRETTY gay
>>7415138
o. sorry im dumb and never been there :c ive only been to one as a girl. it was nice igor free drinks most of the night and alot of flirting but it honestly made me wish my bf was there with me. im not a bug fan of them. I'd rather be with him cuddling on the couch playing video games
If I have a pretty big brow, it would be a horrible idea to grow breasts, right? I think I would just look like a freak...
>>7414614
The BIGGEST tease going
should i buy my mom infinite jest for christmas
>>7415089
The docs never told my parents. They just said I wasn't properly passing poop, and operated. I guess they figure I was OK going male as I didn't have a uterus connected up to the vagina they removed. It just never traveled far enough during gestation to hook up with the vagina. Part of why I think that T interfered with the development of the female genitalia. It was common to sex assign intersexual kids at that point. John Money https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Money was pushing the thesis that gender was learned, not innate. There is a famous case that blew that theory out of the water https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Reimer
I'm kinda pissed over it. Mostly because they didn't even consult mom & dad, and just did the sex assignment operation.
>>7415105
>what have I become
social human, whatever that is...
>>7415139
Just give them the cell phone numbers. As for emails, not many use them anymore.
>>7415150
> I'd rather be with him cuddling on the couch playing video games
that does sound miles better ngl
>>7415152
you probably won't grow large breasts unless you have huge titty genetics but thats pretty rare
>>7415027
hhah
>>7415145
Forrest is a guy
>>7415112
Look towards more form fitting western brands desu
I was thinking about getting this myself
http://www.target.com/p/women-s-tunic-pullover-sweater-merona/-/A-50798591
>>7415118
Just kinda catching up with the world since I've been at work all day
>>7415099
<3
>>7415162
I'm supper skinny, even small cups will be pretty easy to notice even in baggy clothes. I'm taking hormones for myself, but I really don't want to be something to point at and laugh.
>>7415162
>tfw you have genetics for decent boobs
I want to die.
>>7415175
That's not very safe
>>7415160
we did that last week and ended up staying awake till like 3am before lewd stuff happened when we tried to go to sleep. ended up actually sleeping closer to 4am D:
I want death>>7415168
I use merkikens tripcpode generator;.\\
>>7415166
i like that image
>>7415170
the top part of that looks better but the bottom seems looser than the ones i posted?
still looks v nice, might cop or find a look alike on german amazon
>>7415178
jellyyyy
>>7415171
Mom had sub AA breasts until she got pregnant. Then they went up to C. What will I never be... ;__;
>>7415171
yeah same pretty much
if it actually does become an issue i think there a binders designed to flatten you chest but not cause damage.
i'll never get a bf because i'm ugly and dissapointing and gross
https://vid.me/03GC
It's not anything perverted this time i swear
Who do you nominate?
>>7415159
This makes me want to cry:(
>>7415195
i nominate you
fgt
>>7415195
Kayla
in jest of course
>>7415184
sry I didn't mean to come off as bragging ;; ur a qtii tho I don't see u having any trouble finding a good bf once ur ready to start dating and presenting female c:
>>7415177
it's just for a short while, like getting a root canal.
>>7415194
>Autisticly placing the cans, sorting
>Autistic rage b/c they aren't perfect
Am I close
>>7415105
There's nothing to be nervous about. I don't think I could stand life for very long going out now that PTSD doesn't dull everything anymore. Shrinks at the clinic thankfully recognized that and let me have the weekends out.
I don't think I'd enjoy night clubs these days, though. I'm not quite as wild as I used to be. And too old to go there alone, I know none of my friends would go these days. Maybe when I've moved to the city, if I make younger friends.
>>7415201
nah it's k, and i really do hope so.. :/
>>7415191
I'm not looking forward to a life where I can only be happy when I'm alone or around chasers who like how ugly my face looks.
>>7415206
that's reality for ugly girls
they can't all be pretty
>>7415204
that's crazy when I went to the club I saw quite a few older people that were easily 40-50 years old. granted it was a lgbt club so idk if that affected the age at all. but from what I remember as a teenager there were some older people on night clubs back then as well
>>7415205
you don't need to hope bb it'll happen for sure. im p sure you'll have your pick of guys to date. you're gonna be a knockout
>>7415184
You want something snug around the legs huh? I dont really know how much help I can offer, that's not my typical thing
>>7415204
To my city, I hope?
>>7415203
The autism comes from within.
The rage comes from being out of beer.
This is an artist representation of my current emotional state.
At this moment..
Seriously though valq ur really really pretty.
If ur into ugly people
Hi girls, I'm throwing up rn
AMA
>>7415210
ugly girls don't have neanderthal brows.
i'd love to be an ugly girl.
>>7415222
r u ok
>>7415221
she doesn't like guys and is married lol i can guarantee you she's not interested in you
>>7415195
grace is the right call
fuck off bean boy
>>7415222
are u k
Are these pants ok
>>7415221
I'm happily married, sweetie.
Thank you tho ;D
Why the alcoholism?
Give me the courage to call for my driving test...ugh...
>>7415234
stop spamming your pics you are a monster
Hi mtfg ouo/
>>7415250
hey qt
>tfw no pass
>tfw constant stares in men's room
>tfw no stares in women's restroom
It's an abstract kind of hell
>>7415222
huggg
Is it possible to be unable to tuck? I try to push my fingers in there and there's absolutely no space for anything, I don't get it...
>>7415259
ufff waking up at this time is the absolute worst, hope you feel better later :/
>>7415244
Stop.
I don't go on the internet to learn about things I already know
>>7415259
As a giiiiiirrrl?
>>7415266
Dude
I was hammered all last summer.
Just curious.
I was angry at life and my employment/family situation
>tfw the semester ends and you have no obligations for the next month
What do I even do with my life now? I'm going to run out of vodka and NES games to play at this rate...
>>7415260
I think it is possible but its more likely you could be doing something wrong
>tfw can't cum with anal only
I try almost every day idgi
>>7415273
If Elanna is a hon I don't know what that makes 70% of the people here
>>7415276
Anal as in what? Sex? Dildo? I honestly can't cum from anal unless it's a vibrator for what that's worth.
>>7415196
I mostly just got depressed over it when I found out. Now I think I'd cry some and get angry. I seam to be able to now. An advantage is my docs no longer question my choice to transition. It may help in convincing insurance to pay for SRS, etc.
So, how can I increase the amount of aromatase in my body? Interesting effect of having an excess of it.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aromatase_excess_syndrome
>>7415235
it really depends
if you have hips and legs you want to draw attention to them
if you dont you want to draw attention away from them
different cuts and styles can do this
>>7415271
just enough time for a short heroin addiction
>>7415253
h-hi sertii
>>7415276
>tfw the great kike in the sky stole your foreskin
i actually cry about it sometimes
:p
>>7415282
Hm. Maybe. Is it tough to obtain? I've never even tried weed before. I kinda just became a high functioning alcoholic at 21 and never picked up another vice after that. Should I try a new one?
>>7415271
buy gunpla
>>7415281
hmm alright
i'll have to look through a lot of different dutch shops
thanks :D
>>7415283
don't be shy~
>>7415286
:b
>>7415287
oh, thats a relief. Being sick really sucks :/
>>7415279
either 7" jelly, tiny dicked fag or hung dude
it feels okay and sometimes feels weird up front but no release
>>7415234
You look like a crocodile
>>7415294
>I DON'T GET IT, HOW IS SHE SUPPOSED TO BE A HON
It's simple. If you ever show your face here, you're a hon. Those are the rules.
>>7415280
Holy crap.
That'd be a really nifty thing to have.
It's dna-dependant tho, for that syndrom.
Doesn't breastfeeding release aromatase
>>7415295
im sorry i couldnt help more but definitely try things on at local stores and get a feel for what works for you
if you cant tell just take pics and ill help point out strengths and weaknesses
>tfw whan I repress I work harder
Anyone know this feel?
>>7415290
try some weed. Pretty good way to kill some time
>>7415297
Yeah, sounds like you're just not getting the right stimuli. Dick is great, don't get me wrong, but I fuck my bf at least twice a day and have never once cum from just that. I've gotten right on the edge many times, but for whatever reason, it takes a vibrator to push me over. Fuck biology..
>>7415295
Hey I'm not shy... I talk sometimes >< sometimes I even make eye contact for half a second
>>7415285
circumcised + nerve disease + live in desert
no sensitivity
40% off sale on Jeans at Target
time to get more than a single pair of jeans to wear lol
>>7415280
>there are 30 recorded people with that
yeah, I wouldn't hold my breath...
I have a headache and my right arm is tingling
>>7415305
I'm a bit curious, but I'm not really sure how I'd obtain it. I've largely been the good kid and don't have any connections sadly. Maybe I need to make friends at some dodgy bar or something.
>>7415302
uff i'm not sure about going to a real store just yet, gonna need a few more months of girlpills for that confidence
BUT i will look for stuff and send you pics and ask for advice if isn't too much of a bother
>>7415308
owo
how are you? did you do the thing? Maybe you should ask other people here for advice so you get some more certainty
Maybe shitposting will make me feel better.
I miss u bully anon.
>>7415324
i reaaaaally think you should start using the womens now
>>7415299
If you're born and want to transition. You are a hon
>>7415317
You don't know anyone who smokes? Seems like most people do lately
>>7415322
You should just go, nobody is gonna care, trust me I've boymoded in the women's section before they'll just assume you're shopping for someone for christmas or something
or they wont even notice
shoppers are very self absorbed
>>7415334
Of my entire friends circle, I know one person who smokes cigarettes, but that's it. Suppose I could ask him about other stuff. Hasn't ever come up, really.
>>7415334
>Smoking
Lmao
>>7415339
>You need a pussy...
Working on that part.
>>7415336
If you have to wait until you think no-one's in the men's....
>tfw you keep getting worse
>>7415336
Hiiiiiii!
I <3 U
How's it fulltime?
I'm so sorry you got the flu
:(
I dunno if bully anon is gone, I've been banned for 2 days so I dunno what's up.
makeup is getting alot easier thw more frequently I wear it. I can do it in 20 minutes now I'd your don't include washing and exfoliation first. i just used eyeliner mascara and foundation today
>>7415340
Kinda jealous. 'Weed culture' is trash and it's lame when everyone you know won't shut up about getting high or Rastafarianism, etc.
>>7415352
I'm kinda jealous. I used to try makeup, but at this point I haven't put makeup on in like... 2 years.
>>7415346
One of the keys to blending in is acting like you're supposed to be there
If you feel like you're out of place and start to act as such, you will look like you are, and people will notice
Stay cool, fool
<3
>in an alternate universe there is an FTM version of yourself
>>7415322
jeez it's been 2 days ask me in like a month ovo I'm ok tho but feel a bit sick, how are you?
>>7415355
got it! ill go to the center on saturday!
>>7415352
>makeup
i should start getting on that ride as well
why don't i have value
I would have no objections if OP died.
>>7415371
¿y porqué, pues?
>>7415373
fuck chaser trips. all of them are trash.
>>7415366
>ywn spend months gold mining with Sertii
>>7415354
idk much about white skin and makeup but isn't bb cream suppose to be really good for y'all? you an start out really simple just foundation + eyeliner is a really basic everyday look that doesn't take much practice. I'd recommend a damp blending sponge for even foundation application. the eyeliner will probs take a little while to get down though esp for shaky hands. it's pretty precise
>>7415366
That's a brave girl, I'm proud <3
If you have to show someone your clothes before you enter a changing room don't worry, the sales worker won't really give a shit, they're too busy working, hating their life, and wanting to go home to have a problem with you of all people.
what's people's beef with bean
>>7415339
Wellll
I don't think it's a normally sought after thing in the medical community
But.
http://hormonebalance.org/userfiles/file/Medications%20that%20increase%20aromatase.pdf
I know there's loads of inhibitors, tho
im scared
>>7415387
it's okay lauren
everything's okay and you're fine and safe
>>7415353
weedculture is horrible
there are some guys who do evolve into just amateur botanist and that's great
weed itself is great
>>7415373
>>7415384
>chaser
>wants to start virtual fights in every thread
>posts about himself all the time
>gets amd when people tell him to go away
>he won't go away
la peor mierda
>>7415382
>man hands
>>7415366
practice with cheap off brands! makeup + liquid eyeliner is a really simple start. get a blending sponge too :3
you can use baby wipea to clean it off ur face when ur done
>>7415389
hugg
>>7415384
Mexicans are subhuman
>>7415363
ur so young and every day you spend on T is you wasting your life! Trust me, changes come slowly anyway. I know you might think i'm being annoying but you'll thank me later.
I'm ok, kinda tired and about to head to bed. Hope you feel better soon as well..
>>7415371
>>7415376
agreed, it's p gross
>>7415377
whats gold mining? Is it a euphemism?
>>7415380
actually kinda excited to do it now ngl ^^
thanks for talking me into it and making it sound kinda easy uwu
>>7415384
he's a gross chaser
>>7415394
i can just start with my mums, that isn't an issue thankfully
>>7415390
jelly of the still hands mine shake a little so it makes eyeliner the most time consuming process for me ):
>>7415380
I guess I'm good. Doing my hormones and losing weight and goals and shit. :p
When's fulltime day?
>Alternate universe
Tfw we actually live in an accelerated simulation to see what happens to the universe but there was only enough processing power to make one planet habitable.
>>7415376
Sip
>>7415393
>>man hands
It happens
If you dorks actually went out and were around cis girls you'd know that
Talking to cis girls and being around them is healthy and helps educate you and keep you in reality as far as your expectations go
>>7415401
liquid foundation and liquid eyeliner are your friends!
>>7415390
What are you studying?
Everyone in my free electives smokes weed and everyone in my major classes abuses stims
>>7415400
Ya va el imbecile que se quiere pasar de listo con su mierda racista.
Andáte a la mierda pedazo de culo canceroso.
>>7415408
am I not allowed to feel disguted when I see someone with things I dislike in myself?
>>7415390
I've noticed that nobody here likes makeup.
>>7415410
*depending on pore size & complexion
Liquid foundation, or any kind of coverage looks so craaap on me.
BBcream and concealer is about all I can get away with.
>>7415411
Well currently I'm in the Classics grad program at my university, but I made the majority of my friends in my undergrad in IT with only a few in classics (dual majored).
>>7415401
your gif is from a scene in Baccano! where they spend months mining for gold without success
>>7415418
baccano>drrr
if i disappear it won't matter and it's all my fault
>tfw can't help staring at trans girls I clock
>>7415413
You should lighten up a little bit about it when you realize you're not the only one. A coworker of mine is gorgeous but had horrible acne and acne scars, talking with her for a while made me feel a lot better about my own and she offered some advice on how to deal with it all. We also talked about hair and other things.
>>7415424
You're probably clocking a cis girl, I do it all the time lol.
>>7415426
>You're probably clocking a cis girl, I do it all the time lol.
I know this life..
>>7415418
oohh wait was that the cute couple?? i had completely forgotten about that.. It used to be one of my favorite series as well
>>7415410
>>7415415
alright senpai, i'll give it a go and post results
>>7415422
drrr is actually where my screenname comes from
>>7415426
>You're probably clocking a cis girl, I do it all the time lol.
Not this time, voice and chin are a dead giveaway.
>>7415430
Ask her how big her penis is and what brand of Estradiol she's on then
>>7415427
Isn't it fun to imagine how well cis girls could pass for male?
is this a good song
i like the hook
https://youtu.be/6EOjcKhNwa4
>>7415429
>Baccano was my favourite series
>I don't remember Isaac and Miria in the opening scene of the anime
I don't believe you.
>>7415424
I do that to cis girls too
>>7415426
hands can't be fixed
and even the things that I can fix demand more money that I could gather
i can only lay sunken in my disgust
>>7415429
I imagined it came from there.
it's still inferior to baccano.
>>7415428
Yeah, that's honestly part of it for me though. I know this is going to sound stupid, but I think makeup just makes me look more trannyish. I think I look fine just natural, but I'm pretty paranoid in general when it comes to altering my appearance. I'm always afraid I'll hate it, so I end up growing my hair out super long for example cus in my head I'm like "What if I cut it and I hate it..?"
Maybe I'm just fucked in the head. I'd definitely believe someone if they told me that.
can so hold me and tell me everything is ok pls
>>7415428
The last time I heard anyone talk about contouring was Basic about 3 months ago.
>>7415435
>ywn have an isaac/miria to be silly and happy and lovely with no matter what you do
>no one will enjoy being dumb with you
>>7415439
me too pls
>>7415412
Where are you from?
I'm someone else just asking because your spanish seems weird to me
>>7415439
For how long do you think denial is going to work?
>>7415437
how did you even transition with this mindset?
>>7415445
denial of what
>>7415436
yeah I have huge manly hands and feet and my ribs are fucked and weird and my tits are small and deformed and I have no hips and I'm skinnyfat and I have acne scars and my teeth are crooked and my nose is kinda big and my posture is probably fucked and I'm probably dying but FUCK IT IM GONNA FOCUS ON WHAT I CAN FIX BECAUSE WHY WASTE MY ENERGY ON SHIT I CANT CHANGE
Seriously anon stop dwelling on the dumb details only you care about
>>7415446
over exposure to pics of susan's hons makes you fear make up
>>7415443
ok
>>7415439
ok
>>7415441
I've spent a lot of time wondering what drug program could produce that kind of relationship in real life. Lots of tandem acid trips or something
>>7415401
it's ok trump will make me brave enough to do it owo
gn whenever you go to sleep
>>7415437
no, youre just bad at makeup. what it does to your face depends entirely on what you do with it, and it should be part of your outfit for the day if youre trying to look your best. i do the same thing with my hair though, I shaved part of it and will probably regret that forever but at least its nice and long again
>>7415440
most talk about it would get drowned out and theres a makeup general on /cgl/ thats a lot better to talk about it. besides, its not the best conversation piece anyway since a lot of girls dont like posting pics of themselves here
>>7415451
That things are not ok, and you have to do something about it.
>>7415460
what do I have to do
>>7415435
cmon it's been literally almost 10 years since i saw it...
>>7415436
the anime? agreed
>>7415439
>>7415443
*takes u in arms*
*strokes you hair*
*kisses ur cheek*
*tightens arms around u*
shhh, it's all going to be ok...
>>7415441
iktf, they were by far the best part of the whole series, they way they are both so silly but fit each other perfectly is too cute
>>7415446
>>7415437
desu i *kinda* felt the same at some point
>>7415458
OuO/
>>7415446
Well, I kinda didn't. I mean I transitioned, yes, but largely I didn't change a lot. I was pretty much just known to my friends/family as a public crossdresser before the hrt days, but I always got ma'amed and such, so I didn't really worry about it too much. I did try to live as a guy for a year and a half or so when I was 20, but outside of that, I really never lived in what I'd call a masculine manner. After that year and a half, I was like "Yeah, I really hate this as expected" and kinda just started dressing fem again. Really the only difference at this point is my clothing choices and how I talk.
You guys really need to put "mtfg" in the general's OP.
And who's this Beanerboy dude?
>>7415461
I don't know the specifics of your situation, honestly. You're an adult, you make a plan and start working on fixing what's wrong in your life.
>>7415452
you can take pics of your face without feeling like puking, most of the things you didn't like about it are going to be complemented with hrt eventually.
for some people being resentful now and then is the best way to keep pushing forward available.
>>7415457
it's usually being in love with someone that thinks like you.
people, like, do it all the time irl?
>>7415468
i don't know what to do though
>>7415338
>You should just go, nobody is gonna care
It's true. The only people that might care are on the far side of the store looking at power tools and stuff.
>Be me, look like a dude
>buying tights to layer under my pants for winter
>bring a couple pairs to the counter
>cashier looks down at them, then up at me
>oshit
>"These are buy two get one free. Would you like me to go get another pair?"
>"uhm... o-okay"
>minutes pass in awkward silence
>pay and leave
It's scary at first but actually nbd
I wanna watch chinese cartoons with sertii and pal around completely platonically!
srs if I were a gaylord I might b in love with you
I thought full time would be scary but it's really not. I don't even have issues using the women's bathroom anymore. I never get so much as a second glance. It's really the most mundane thing once you get past the initial nervousness of doing something new. plus guys flirting is a nice feeling even if you don't return it.
my fave thing though is holdimg hands with my bf in public. it reassures me he'd not ashamed and really does love me like he says <3 to anyone on the verge of full time you can do it. believe in urself and try to fight back the fear
im a gayfer
>>7415470
You have every piece of information available to you.
>>7415473
i hope one day i'll stop being garbage
>>7415472
honestly ngl doing stuff like this is something i daydream about
>>7415471
Girls really don't give a shit. Maybe some ultra conservative mother but they're probably avoiding the place you're shopping at anyway, like Target. They tend to not mind guys that crossdress and there's the faghag type and every cis girl that knows I'm trans so far has been supportive and it's lovely.
https://youtu.be/a-NjnstbNsA
makes me want to buy this shit
OMFG
GIRLS NIGHT
>>7415472
>n-no homo though!
>>7415478
I still don't know what to do
>>7415472
But girls don't watch anime.
>>7415469
It's pretty abnormal to be that in sync and bubbly all the time. Outside of rehearsing with each other it would take some ego smashing drug use
>>7415486
Well I'm in trouble then..
did too much K, now I have an overwhelming desire to throw away all of my possessions and ride into the night
>>7415485
>Examine what you don't like about your life
>Think of how to fix it
>Try doing that
>repeat
>>7415491
i don't know how to fix anything
>go to trendy place that only serves fries
>what sauce do you want
>hmmmmmm
>you can try them!
>o...ok
>here try this
>pure sauce on a small wooden mixing stick
>slowly out in my mouth
>realize he's staring at my mouth while I do it
>>7415488
obviously real people don't have scripts that can be sinked in post production. i was talking about the general spirit and bubbliness.
it could be also controlled mania.
>>7415481
I wish we still had Target. One of the fashion bloggers I follow buys a lot of clothes there. They were here for a year or two and then packed up and left :/
>>7415500
im planning my dream vacation to ausieland already
>>7415495
is that flirting?
OI'm a total autist with this kinda stuff
>>7415494
You learn then
>>7415501
I pretty much buy all of my clothes from Target. They have amazing dresses.
>>7415495
slut
>>7415495
Jealous
>>7415510
You think so? What should I be worried about instead?
>>7415516
Oh i don't know... maybe being a tranny?
how do i get people to forgive me for being a worthless person
i wish i was pretty like faye
>>7415522
Eh. That's what the alcohol is for.
How risky would a friend from overseas sending me hrt to Australia be? Will customs take it away, will there be some big legal issue etc?
I just want my grill pills ;_;
ok fugg its kinda late, talking to you girls makes time fly by >.<
night~
>>7415528
hugg
>>7415516
Finding a cute boyfriend
Because no one here is gay
And having a girlfriend would be gay
Which we're definitely not
>>7415528
nini
sorry
>>7415530
im gay for olive
>>7415444
From Guatemala :3
«imbécil» got autocorrected to «imbecile » tho.
How much spanish do you know?
>>7415530
hey olive
i want to be olives girlfriend
>>7415530
I already have a qt bf though..
>>7415527
australia customs is a bitch
usually they'll want a prescription, and import duty fees before they pass it, but international laws have loop holes
I don't know specifically but you can find out yourself
>>7415511
;_;
new
>>7415545
>>7415526
Now you're talkin'.
>>7415514
L
E
W
D
>>7415495
please faye what was the best sauce
>>7415386
>http://hormonebalance.org/userfiles/file/Medications%20that%20increase%20aromatase.pdf
Interesting. Need to look through it.
>>7415527
burry it in a gift...
>>7414989
Shut up you idiot
https://twitter.com/coppercab?lang=en