10 Days till Christmas Edition.
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• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• tfw hon
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>7411720
>>7412525
what do those weebrunes on the left say, emily?
>>7412525
:)
>>7412532
I dunno but phonetically I'm fairly certain it says "Ching Chong Nip Nong"
im scared
it keep getting worse
help
>>7412533
I'm mostly not worthy of the name Elsa
Plus it's not a normal name outside of Scandinavia so I would get called out on being a Frozen autist all the time if I changed my name
Anna I can justify
It's maybe 8 degrees here it's still doable. It'll get down to may
>>7412537
You may not believe in me, but I believe in myself. That's what matters because I'm the one who is doing it. And that's something you clearly lack in yourself. Grow up, aren't you older than I am?
>>7412542
you shouldn't name yourself after a character
>>7412541
get help from pleb, you know her in real life
>>7412542
>It's maybe 8 degrees here
sounds cozy
>>7412541
we'll talk later in discord
>>7412545
Main reasons for actually liking the name don't include it being from Frozen:
1. It works in both Dutch and English
2. I know noone called Anna
3. It's a character from Frozen
I'll be fine, I like the name
>>7412548
I think it's way too cold :(
>>7412543
no one cares if you believe in yourself
the world isn't a movie and you aren't the hero
the world will chew you up and sput you out to die
if you actually were capable of this sort of thing you wouldn't be posting here about it
fuck you
i
honestly i feel bad for you
i might have all these problems but im not completely delusional
>>7412552
You can try to knock me down all you want. You have no intention behind it other than to bring someone down with an ambition because you are insecure. You're insecure because you don't have any ambitions.
I posted it about here so I can offer something nice to the community.
>>7412555
what exactly is this business plan
>>7412551
>I think it's way too cold :(
its really easy to get warm when its cold, its hard to get cool when its 32C 90% humidity for 6 months straight
>>7412560
All you need to do is going inside.
Getting warm when it's cold is easy when standing still perhaps, but when cycling 5 miles it is impossible.
>>7412560
i really have no idea how people deal with the heat in australia - it gets up to like 30-35C for a few weeks here in the height of summer, and i completely lose the ability to function (heat makes me dizzy, can't think properly, constantly sweating)
the only reasonable explanation i can think of is that people born in australia are being punished for being terrible people (would explain why emily's from there, at least)
>>7412559
I do not feel comfortable sharing more than I have so far. If you're a fan of a particular industry, you know that something huge is going to be decided before the end of the year. With ~June/July projection from the rising momentum. I will take advantage of the swing shift and offer unique and well-designed products.
https://youtu.be/2CTbycx2Pfo
about how angry I am rn
>>7412562
well I mean
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOBhf8f7cXM
>>7412563
be careful, bubbles always pop
>Emily is the OP
comfy af
>>7412565
how strange that the most populous territory in australia is called "new south wales"
bet the lad who named it was from there
oi i slepttoo long
>>7412570
The last person to take advantage of this industry walked away with $800k and it was really poorly designed. I'm confident I can make much better products to yield enough interest. I have to do them in series, it's the only way to do it I believe. It depends on what happens before the end of the year too. It could triple the prospect easily if it happens one way.
christ my head hurts
on the bright side one of my mates is DJing at a rave on the 27th and said I can come as his plus-one
he's also buying me ket for xmas
shit's gonna get pretty wild
>>7412582
>he's also buying me ket for xmas
C o m f y
Mine STILL hasn't come in wtf
>>7412579
be careful, business is cut throat and if your not the first one to do something others might be thinking the same thing you are
>>7412581
>Nope, he was from Yorkshire.
well, perhaps he was just a cambrophile
DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DIDN'T GOOGLE IT EITHER
>>7412587
I did google it.
FUCKING GERMANS DONT DELIVER TO THE NERHERLANDS FYCK YOU
>>7412586
Yeah my competition is out there but they're not any good. What I can do is more unique, more functional and will look better. I know how the market is, I live off my dividends.
i feel sick to my stomach and im scared of looking up instructions for the pre-task to the school I want to apply for, which got put online today.
>>7412591
Why not? It's right next door.
>>7412594
EXACTLY WHY THE FUCK WOULDN'T THEY
>>7412593
uwu huggo
You can do it silly
Looking up instructions can never hurt
>>7412592
i was going to offer to suck your dick for money but you're probably not agp
damn
>>7412590
anything to prove me wrong, eh?
enjoy your petty victories, emily
>tfw its going to happen
>maybe not even in my lifetime but it's happening
>it could happen tomorrow though
>>7412591
w2c? looks comfy
>>7412601
https://www.amazon.de/Strickjacken-Gestreift-Strickpullover-Fleecejacke-Oberteile/dp/B01M7SZ4WH/ref=cts_ap_4_vtp?pf_rd_m=A3JWKAKR8XB7XF&pf_rd_p=1069579427&pf_rd_r=S7FW9MJYTTBQ048SXWY9&pd_rd_wg=vMUPa&pf_rd_s=desktop-detail-softlines&pf_rd_t=40701&pd_rd_i=B01MG35EEY&pd_rd_w=SR9Ig&pf_rd_i=desktop-detail-softlines&pd_rd_r=S7FW9MJYTTBQ048SXWY9&_encoding=UTF8&th=1&psc=1
>>7412602
http://www.rosegal.com/sweaters/stylish-hooded-long-sleeve-geometric-285020.html this looks the same. idk if they ship to greece though
what do I do when hot guys come into work and I can't concentrate?
>>7412608
huh oh it does. more expensive but thanks
and idk i just want them to ship to the netherlands
>>7412610
trip on basic
>>7412610
well, BASIC, what you should do is whatever mr nosenberg is paying you to do, and wait until you get home before you let your lewd thoughts determine your course of action
I really want to get married one day
>>7412596
T-Thanks -u-
Ill muster up the courage and do so after breakfast
>>7412615
Good
I looked at the first grade I got back a few minutes ago it was a 3.5
>tfw not good at anything
>>7412614
me2
>infertile woman got a baby from a cryo frozen ovary
ovary transplants when?
>>7412617
Aww D: out of 5? Or 10?
Anyway, there's still other things you can be good at, dw
>>7412591
where's that from? looks comfy.
>>7412608
i got it! thanks :D
>>7412614
i hope you find someone cute to marry
i can't really ever imagine getting married, it seems like such a strange and alien thing to imagine
>>7412624
>tfw
>>7412621
Out of 10 obviously
I'll have to do the resit but I have absolutely 0 motivation for anything
I have to win the lottery so I can just drop out and be a NEET forever :(
>>7412623
No problem ouo
>>7412627
:(
Huggerino
>>7412631
thanks qt c:
acab
>>7412602
idk if you understand german but just in case the review is unsatiisfied. very thin and the sleeves are apparently too short.
>>7412619
probably 5-10 years
>>7412637
well, let's see, it's done now :3
>mfw not a brony but really like this one PMV
autism
>>7412646
WUZ
racist assholes
>>7412648
wow lauren
way to ruin the mood :(
i'll forgive you this time because you're adorable uwu
>>7412647
wrong.png
WE ARE NUMBER ONE
>>7412595
It's not even from Germany I wanted to order it but there's +6€ shipping costs.
>>7412650
B-but
I-I got the meme right
You're just not memeing :(
>>7412648
>can't eat meat
>can't make racist jokes
>can't playfully be horrible to other people
lauren, why do you hate fun
It wasnt MEANT TO BE RACIST
nghhhhhhhhhhhh
>>7412649
lauren is qt
>>7412651
i want this now as well!
https://www.amazon.de/gp/product/B01JIJHEA2/ref=ox_sc_act_title_2?ie=UTF8&psc=1&smid=A18FAHVZOP3DU4
i've spent enough money now tho
we wuz cuckz an sheeit
>>7412653
i hate murder and racism not fun
im out before i get accused of other things
holy heck
>>7412654
It's a meme you dip
>>7412660
sorry
its not your fault the person who thinks women are subhuman turned lazytown racist
>>7412658
don't get offended this easily pls
do you have any idea where you're posting rn
>>7412658
it's a little bit fun
even nice people like sertii are racist (she's incredibly anglophobic)
>>7412664
it doesn't matter where we are
>>7412663
>
Jesus Christ why are you even on 4chan if you can't take the word "WUZ"
>>7412665
nice.meme
>>7412667
I like some of the people here
I can "take it"
but why should I
>>7412665
Sertii is anglophobe?
That's very rude to me >:C
>>7412671
We wuz Kingz isn't racist
It's mocking black supremacists, the same way I'd mock a white supremacist for thinking that we wuz babylonians.
>>7412672
it only makes me like her more, even though i'm british myself
i thought you had some kind of germanic ancestry though?
>>7412672
hardly
i just like how triggered brits get when i call the uk a third world country
>>7412656
I want that too but I have no money and those pictures always look better than the real product unfortunately. Most of the cheaper things on Amazon are just from alibaba or something
>>7412675
Works on Australians too, actually, especially on Australians
>>7412666
this is an imageboard for people typically slow to being offended
you don't go to an orgy and complain about people having sex
>>7412675
at least we don't have to put our toilet paper in the bin
>>7412679
That's because it's true with Australians.
>>7412658
Me too! :)
>>7412677
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/African_empires
>>7412688
The We Wuz Kingz shit mocks people who make insane claims like the Kings of England were black.
>>7412688
Yeah but the meme is that they claim they were kings of the late Egyptian empire which is a ridiculous claim.
The Nubians were a different people, and obviously black people were the ruling class there, but Egypt was very much an Arab society.
>mfw i have to go to work
just kill me pls
>>7412686
>falling for the HDI meme
>>7412689
Got em.
>>7412688
>going to a bar and complaining about drinking
>>7412686
What does hdi mean?
>>7412694
That image is only half true, I'm white and have two hands.
>>7412697
Human Development Index
>>7412691
Oh yeah and there was one Nubian dynasty in ancient Egypt, the 25th, So "we wuz kings" is technically true. There was one white dynasty (the last one) and everyone raves about that (muh Cleopatra) whereas the black dynasty is swept under the carpet. Eurocentrism.
>>7412708
He is believed to be the illegitimate son of an african/moorish servant, I doubt he was black though considering contemporary paintings depict him as more Arab looking.
>>7412712
What's Eurocentrist about saying that Ancient Egyptians were not sub Saharan Africans?
Isn't that what the "We wuz" meme is about?
>>7412708
>But the Duke of Florence was black Insane but true.
i wonder if he got any shit for being black then
maybe they hadn't invented the word "nigger" yet, so people were just a little weirded out when they saw him on the street instead of openly contemptuous
>>7412624
I'll find someone, I've been feeling less body dysmorphic lately and even thinking I look nice sometimes and I don't even have estrogen yet
>>7412728
Aww i feel so happy for you!
tfw steak with mac n cheese and a biscuit with bbq sauce for breakfast
who /amerifat/ here
is it agp to want a seifuku
asking for a friend
>>7412732
yes
Did you all have abusive/distant fathers or no father figure?
>>7412730
it's mostly do to realizing phone pictures are distorted and mirrors are better, I never really get worried about whether I can pass or not, It was mostly internal I think
>>7412735
yes
my father figure Dr Richard Grossman died a bit ago
so im sad bout it
>>7412733
okay ill tell them
thanks
>>7412735
yes
>>7412735
dropped my trip
but yes
multiple stepdads
:p
>>7412735
Nyet, sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one.
>>7412728
Good job senpai
By the way, how did your meeting go the other day? (yesterday?)
>>7412736
My hair getting longer helps me a lot, but even with makeup one my nose is just still like the biggest and widest nose in the world and my chin looks horrible too. But at least i pretend to see something girly in the mirror every now and then (when it's dark)
>>7412746
ur 2 generous for me
>>7412735
no my dad is pretty cool
>>7412754
im giving you yous
>>7412735
No I like my dad a lot, my step dad is pretty cool too.
>>7412756
how often do you see him?
>>7412717
Nigga has an afro and Jay-Z tier nose
>>7412722
But one dynasty was.
>>7412724
Racism is a modern thing caused by European domination. Back then Europeans didn't have a superiority complex (the world's most powerful country at the time was the Ottoman Empire) and race wasn't very important (it was all about religious affiliation). You're probably right that he got some people making fun of his looks but that's just human curiosity, they'd never seen a "moor" before. Actual racism is believing you are inherently superior, that didn't turn up until the 19th century. Think about it, Thomas-Alexandre Dumas was a black general-in-chief of the French Army in 1797 and nobody batted an eyelid. Fast forward to 1943 and blacks weren't even allowed to serve with whites in the US army, and a black European duke? It would never happen even today.
>>7412760
2 weeks in the winter, 2 months in the summer
>>7412763
seems distant to me imho
>>7412765
i moved away from greece and we talk online p often
:b
>the word for "10" in berber languages is "mraw"
mraw :3
>>7412762
I have serious doubts that racism wasn't a thing before, since it's essentially tribalism. It seems like inherent human behaviour.
>>7412769
But you were close as a kid?
>>7412735
My father's alright he's just emotionally incompetent like me
>>7412777
yeah sure
>>7412762
Looks more like a Leb to me.
>>7412772
owo
>>7412779
That's weird. Are you sure you are trans?
>>7412785
yeah
>>7412735
yeah my dad was a bit of a bitch to me
>>7412786
have you been molested as a kid?
I feel like I was really rude to the henry cavill posting anon last night
If you're reading, I'm very sorry. I took out my bad mood on you
>>7412790
no
i had a decent childhood other than being depressed all the time starting age 11
I love juniper
my lips hurt, I use lip stuff to try to help it but it doesn't stop, It's so cold ;_:
>>7412791
i wish i hadn't gone to sleep so obscenely early last night, sounds like i could have gotten in on that action
>>7412776
The Portuguese sided with the Kingdom of Kongo against the Dutch, why? Because Kongo had converted to Catholicism and the Dutch were Protestant. Same with the Ethiopians against the Ottomans, the Portuguese made a big deal of supporting Ethiopia because they were seen as "bastions of Christianity in Africa". And sometimes religion didn't even matter, most famously with the Bourbon French supporting the Ottomans against the Austrian Habsburgs even though both Bourbons and Habsburgs were Catholic. You get all these religious and dynastic alliances yet not one alliance in pre-modern history that was based solely on race.
>>7412782
Korra has thinner lips and a smaller nose than that yet gets called nigger here regularly. One drop rule when it suits you huh?
>>7412798
Maybe we should kiss to warm them up?
>>7412800
I don't believe in the 1 drop rule sorry.
>>7412802
that would probably hurt though
>>7412807
I'll be gentle
>>7412800
There were Alliances of different races against their own even more recently, I don't get how that means anything for racism?
>>7412810
my kisses are not available to the public
>liking someone
>thinking you're allowed to like someone
what have i done
it was supposed to be crushes only
>>7412816
Of course we would do that privately.
>>7412818
Marry me Oddish.
>>7412818
iktf
being in love with someone and not be loved back sucks
>>7412818
oddish is cute!
>>7412823
please?
>>7412821
STORY
OF
MY
LIFE
>>7412791
I-I'm sorry too
*hides behind his gigantic bicep*
>>7412825
no
>>7412825
evangeline is for snickerdoodle only
they're going to grow up and get married to each other
>>7412820
I'm sorry, I already like someone.
>>7412800
Lmao that part about Kongo is bullshit; the Dutch wanted to help Kongo in the Kongo-portuguese war.
If you were undateable as a male are you likely to be undateable as a female? Want to know whether to bother or not post-transition, As a male I totally gave up circa 2012.
>>7412838
Not a really, a lot of decent looking girls here looked awful as male.
>>7412836
Oh sorry you're right it was the dutch helping them. Still proves my point, fucking over a Catholic was more important than subjugating a black.
>>7412839
It wasn't my looks it was my autism.
>>7412840
Well knowing my people it was probably just the offer of gold and fucking over our greatest competitor in trade desu
goodnight
>tfw teenage boy tier neck beard
Why am I so lazyyyy
>>7412844
>It wasn't my looks it was my autism.
well, that ain't going away any time soon
hello
im frangipane
how're you doing?
>>7412846
nini sheen
>>7412859
B-but autism is cute in girls r-right? And in any case I don't think I'm really autistic just awkwardness from having to live as male. I've been getting along with people a lot better since HRT. However I still don't have any friends or relationships.
>>7412856
It OK I deserved it
what even are boys tho
>>7412851
depression?
>>7412856
>w-what action?
picking on basic when she's in a bad mood
I'm sick and tired of having "the tragedy in Aleppo" shoved down my throat every day by Western media. Where was this when we were bombing Baghdad? It's so painfully obvious that they are merely trying to demonize Russia when we've been doing the exact same shit in the ME since 2003.
>>7412863
>B-but autism is cute in girls r-right?
autism is cute in cute girls, especially if it's the kind that makes you look vulnerable and like you need another person to help you do stuff.
so just become a cute girl, and it'll be fine
>>7412871
mfw they're planning to bomb the motherland
>>7412864
Am I freaky for preferring the guy on the left?
IM A GROSS BOOOY
>>7412872
I mean
These are the questions science needs to answer
>>7412872
>I'm in a pretty miserable mood now so fire away
despite your gross and insuppressible desires, your fiancée will literally NEVER be able to cum on your face
>>7412877
i hope you fucking kill yourself you irredeemable sack of walking shit farts
>>7412865
Hmm maybe
I don't feel depressed though, more manic than usual
MY KET ARRIVED
>>7412877
wtf me too
>>7412860
Hi franger panties
I'm doing pretty well
Made a tomato-fish pasta with broccoli and green beans and watched One Punch Man with my housemate. It was fun.
How are you? Did you decide on any sexy pants?
I feel fucked up for using my gt on a college freshmen last night. But damn she was pretty hot.
I feel fucked up now
>>7412883
manic depressions? are you bipolar?
>>7412886
srs when
>>7412877
>>7412890
Next year in December.
I know I shouldn't use my gt cause I have genital dysphoria but lust took :/
>>7412886
that thing still works?
>>7412885
that sounds delicious and super comfy.
I'm glad you had fun.
I'm currently stressful. Waiting for the instructions to the pretask for a school I want to apply to to get published on their website ;-;
They said it'd get published today and as far as I know, Finland doesn't have such a big time difference to Belgium so why aren't the instructions published yet reeeeeeeee
>>7412886
does your boyfriend know you cheat on him?
>>7412896
Well I can get hard but it takes a very long time.
>tfw my business plans get nowhere because no connections
Napoleon was right, ability is nothing without opportunity.
>>7412898
Open relationship
>>7412907
McGinn
>>7412888
Yes, clinically diagnosed type 2
So I suppose manic isn't the right word but moreso "not depressed" but you get what i mean I'm sure
>>7412897
argh fuck, schools are the worst. My ex had the same problem, had to fill out all of the online forms with 15 minutes to spare on her iphone hotspot because our wifi at home randomly cut out.
I hope everything goes smoothly! Does uni start in February for you guys or earlier?
>>7412902
Even though he was a syphilis-ridden manlet, the guy knew some things.
I just snorted
This wasn't smart
I hope parents won't be home early lmao
>>7412886
you are very fucked up for many things besides that that isn't even really fucked up
>>7412911
I hope you like the results and it makes you happy so you can leave this hell hole
>>7412913
bipolar seems really common among trantrans
i'm fairly certain i have 2 as well, but going trans has made it harder to get manic because i still associate my manic periods with masculinity
Yay I passed an exam so now I have 9 days extra holiday :)
December 21 to January 19 I'm all free
>tfw no glasgow visit
>>7412923
I should've left this hell hole a long time ago, but it's really the only interaction I get with trans people, since most here I won't go near
>>7412927
*since most in my area
>>7412907
Nonono well not exactly I'm just saying maybe we couldn't trust the scientists carrying out the experiments
>>7412926
Go visit Amy and force feed her hrt and have transbian sex
>>7412933
I can't afford that anyway.
I would have spent literally half my money on trashy but she dumped me
I don't think Spartan's worth it. We might have """transbian""" sex in the second half 0f 2017 though, when I'm on exchange to glagow
need a snugg
>>7412943
snuggs
>>7412935
google it
log periods of extreme depression broken up by periods of intense euphoria
some people (those of us with bipolar 2) have more minor, beneficial euphoric (manic) periods, while people with bipolar 1 (IIRC) gstart to actually go insane
>>7412935
Get a psychological evaluation like me
>>7412925
fwiw by bipolar diagnosis was "likely", but my BPD was a definite. I check all the boxes completely and consistently :/
It's a real struggle some times
I was told it's possible my bipolar is only a result of BPD or that I subconsciously fake it or something idk my brain is all fucked up
>>7412932
you make an intriguing point
I mean how are they going to do measurements and hold a clipboard at the same times
They can write stuff on their clipboards and we'll do everything else
>>7412945
snuggggg
>>7412947
TRUE
Real people just snort ket and fail all thjeir classes except one right
>>7412947
Yeah I do huh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
why do i feel so gross
>>7412947
I got it when I was little when I put things in my mouth that I shouldn't have.
It's cold sores. Still syphilis but not sexually-transmitted.
The more I browse this general the more I believe that /pol/ is right that transsexuals are mentally ill. I swear everyone here has bipolar or schizophrenia or autism or BPD
>>7412958
everybody knows transsexuals are mentally ill
but then, probably most people who browse 4chan are
>>7412958
Well this is 4chan
>>7412958
>>7412962
if your depression is broken up by confidence highs it's probably bipolar
that's one of the most notable things for me
god damn i miss that euphoria
>>7412958
I firmly believe that being transgender is a mental illness itself.
Illness just doesn't constitute a reason to hate, ut constitutes a reason to help
I don't see why the classification matters though
>>7412958
everyone accepts that transsexuals are mentally ill though
no one's arguing against this
>>7412965
>confidence
oh no then it has to be something else.
Alexis
ye or meh?
>>7412968
well, i dunno, it could be differerent per person?
my manic periods are always extremely self-confident, inspired, and generally i feel invincible
>>7412956
Male puberty destroyed your chances of passing and cute appearance.
>>7412675
Britain is a tinpot dictatorship headed by an incompetent, unelected tyrant who is unable to say anything more complex than "Brexit means Brexit".
>>7412958
Practically everyone on 4chan is mentally ill though. If you believe one board full of mentally ill people about another board full of mentally ill people, chances are you might be mentally ill yourself.
>>7412969
It's a fine name
I don't like it but it's not weird or anything
>>7412971
i'm just constantly depressed unless i have contact with certain people wo make me happy
>>7412969
as long as I can call you Lexi
>>7412969
sound like porn to me
hi
>>7412981
you haven't even reached puberty yet kiddo, so don't complain. people would kill to have started with your age.
>>7412986
Hey
>>7412983
>>7412990
hugg anon
>>7412986
isla is that you
>>7412995
<3 qt
Whatcha been up to?
>>7412995
Hi do I say "eye-la" or "ees-la"?
>>7413000
Oh you're Scottish?
I thought you were American and a beaner would say eesla so I thought I'd ask
Is that a normal name in Anglo countries?
>>7412994
It's the $4,000,000 dollar girl herself.
>>7413002
Not a normal name, no.
It is a name but not normal.
I am American, but i branch from the Scots, the Germans, and the Swiss.
>>7413000
I've been wanting to get into hearthstone but videogames already take up a stupid amount of time in my life. Been playing a lot of Let It Die and some New Vegas
I think my higher dosage is starting to pay off, my boobs are a bit less conical already. Other than that, just applying to different jobs and stuff.
>>7413002
Think Isla Fischer.
is my name weird
>>7413010
na
Eva is really pretty
Evangeline is cute too
>>7413006
It's a pretty name, I think. I know a girl called Ayla (pronounced like your name).
I love how Americans can always trace their roots back so far here in Europe we usually don't really care about that.
I mean my dad is full Dutch but part jewish somewhere and my mum is Dutch too but maybe with Belgian roots... I don't know
>>7413009
Never heard of her
>>7413010
How so? It's a bit long/archaic but it's a normal name for sure.
>>7412735
my dad is great, my mom is questionable
i want a passing girl voice so i could come out to my old wow guild and chat in TS without it being weird
>>7413018
yeah, I use eva mostly as shortened version
>>7413019
>>7413017
I just got worried for a second
>>7413005
i wish
>>7413009
ayy its good that they are working
my boobs are looking weird recently
they used to be perf
but now that they are b cup size...
they look weird >.<
>>7413019
Isla is a pretty name honestly.
Those are some good genes tho
Also if you've ever seen the Scooby Doo Movie (the non animated one)
shes in it
>>7412958
only in the sense that being transgender is traumatic / incites others to behave badly towards you, and how trauma causes mental illness
>>7413027
Hmm I've never seen the non-animated scooby doo.
I have decent genes, blue eyes, no jew-nose, but sadly I do have dark hair
I'm glad I am fairly short though, only 5'9
>>7413018
no you are annoying garbage. you look way better than most of us so stop complaining.
I return, someone be mad at me!
>>7412735
my father was very distant yes
>>7413040
australia is shit
>>7413040
You're great
>>7413021
do you even try? you should have a girl voice by now
>>7413031
ahh well
those are good genes for sure
>>7412525
Ugghhhhgghghhh I feel so sick
can someone bully me
>>7413057
Yeah true I was born a god
>tgfw the Dutch are on the same level as God
Also I don't have big shoulders
After I get my jaw fixed I'll pass probably, combined with years of hrt of course
>>7413048
i've been able to lift my adams apple for a week now
ive just been practicing that
>>7413058
I ALMOST CALLED YOU YOUR NOT BASIC NAME BUT BASIC NO
>>7413059
um... you smell of pine wood.
>>7413061
this is useless. just try to speak like a girl and do it everyday for a few minutes.
>>7413064
how do you "try to speak like a girl"? just lift your pitch
>>7413062
WTF CLAIRE
also my name is pretty basic
>>7413059
you are beautiful and i love you.
>>7413065
Lel it's not that easy at all.
>>7413065
yes raising your pitch is most important, don't let your chest vibrate. Try to speak soft and whispery at first, emphasize by raising your pitch not the volume and don't stay all monotone or just try to speak like you're super happy and euphoric it will sound girly like this.
>tfw you will be the perfect waifu for a degenerate chaser who doesn't respect you until he moves on to a real woman he can love and respect and marry and have children with
>>7413060
i guess im lucky i hit the jackpot ._.
>>7413065
I've posted this a couple of times but it's the most helpful thing I've found so far.
If people clock me now, it's not because of my voice.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NE4DjgNhOMs
>>7413082
a nice emotionally abusive relationship
just what i need
>>7413079
how high is your average pitch?
>>7413082
wtf i hate men now
>>7413084
Not only genetically ykwim
>>7413082
;_;
>>7413067
nah you're name is actually pretty cool I like it
why shouldn't i kill myself
>>7413082
>transbian
>>7413093
Thanks Claire :)
>>7413094
230 as average is perfect if you can reach it without falsetto.
130 sounds like you're still using your chest.
Can you record an example maybe?
>>7413097
that's the name of my dead cat
>>7413094
pitch, tone and resonance is the holy trinity
>>7413101
I'm sorry :(
>>7413098
fuck me desu
https://clyp.it/rfwe1hhj
>>7413104
yeah but resonance is a complex concept
>>7413108
That sounds too high pitched to me actually.
I rarely hear women speak like that.
Also nice Dutch accent you got desu I didn't hear any greek in there
>>7413107
its cool, i just thought about her
she was a nice kitty
I want a cat!!!! :(
>>7413108
>trying to work on resonance
>just don't get it
>>7413085
how the heck am I meant to close my pharyngeal wall though this DOES NOT EXPLAIN
>>7413108
Sounds a bit like a teenage boy going through puberty desu, also noticed an accent.
>>7413108
Sounds definitively like falsetto to me, but that doesn't matter, speak like this or even higher if possible for a few minutes everyday to raise your base pitch. If you can stay at around 200 with your normal voice practice speaking with that and get rid of your voice cracks and try raising it slowly so that you stay above 200 most of the time with some parts going up to 280 if you can. It will take a while, but you can do it.
Oh and try to make everything sound like a girl also laughing, coughing, sneezing, and ofc moaning kek
>>7413118
That sounds more naturally if you can get this a little higher it would be perfect. And don't expect a teenage girl voice you are an adult woman, so don't be sad if you can't reach 300Hz
>>7413120
dutch ofc
>>7413122
What did you say?
>>7413117
Oh it's not as if I can do a girl voice at all, so don't be embarrassed.
I'm just doing the larynx lifting too but I have enough time anyway. I think I'll do real hard training in Glasgow or something.
By the way in Dutch you sound Greek but in English you sound Dutch lmao
>>7413124
yes, of course, my dutch is very good
>>7413096
No just depressed because the only guys who stick around after I tell them I have a penis are chasers.
>>7413123
>ok senpai i'll try
yeah please try the moaning now.
Your task is to record about 5 minutes of moaning and we as professionals will evaluate how girly it sounds. Try putting something in your ass and mouth to see what difference it makes too :^)
>>7413126
I see, I wish I knew Dutch (muh heritage ;_;)
>>7413128
That surprises you?
>>7413130
come over bby I'll teach you ;)
>>7413128
just tell them you're holding it for someone else
my family took my food and my room is freezing i'm sure they're happy to forget about me and discard me like trash
>when you try to do a girlvoice on vocaroo and cringe every time you listen to yourself
kill me
>>7413138
me the past 10 minutes
>>7413139
Yeah I want to post my voice too to show you that mine is even worse but I can't post my girlvoice because it's really bad lmao
>>7413138
I just don't try :^)
honesty, I only ever practice when I'm on my motorbike, I can't bring myself to do it in my own flat.
16 days and it's over
>>7413140
https://clyp.it/fimwgmcb
tfw I just want to reach this point of my life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moSFlvxnbgk
>>7413132
Okay but why the wink?
>>7413144
https://clyp.it/gco10obz
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0qMjJ3dlB77
>>7413144
OKAY NOW YOU ARE FREAKING ME OUT
IN ENGLISH GIRLVOICE YOU HAD A DUTCH ACCENT
BUT NOW IT'S ALL GREEK
WHAT THE FUG
Also I'm too scared to post voice it sounds really disgusting :(
>>7413147
Nice I have that picture
I wish I could sound like Idina too
She does have the same jaw as me lmao
>>7413148
;)
>>7413142
I know!
It went so quickly.
>>7413114
>>7413118
>>7413144
http://vocaroo.com/i/s07Gu65xqBaO
So when I said not many people clock me on my voice I went and recorded, and after re-listening to it I realize I'm completely wrong and awful and you should not take my advice at all.
Posting for your laughing pleasure.
>spending less and less time here because career, bf, working on going fulltime
>starting to realize mtfg is terrible for people's mindsets, 4chan in general too
Still going to post here but not like I used to. I learned the way to inner peace is hard work and being your own person. Feels damn good to be who I wanted to be for once in my life. Also learned no one can show you your path in life, no one can tell you how to be a better you, it really is all in your hands. Goodluck friends.
>>7413157
i hope you get stabbed by a nigger
always have
always will
>>7413157
Most of us already know this, we just have nothing else but each others misery.
>>7413156
It actually sounds fine.
>>7413155
i didn't mean the year but okay
>>7413154
Its more what the song represents that I want to reach. Having that kind of voice would be a very nice bonus though.
>>7413156
completely passable voice desu
>>7413152
>tfw everyone ignores you
>>7413154
I'm scare now ;-;
>>7413156
>she genuinely thinks this is a shit voice
????
give me voice lessons lmao
>>7413156
lol nah your voice passes 100%
also qt accent
>>7413156
Lol your voice is good, don't be so hard on yourself.
>>7413166
Oh. I suppose what the song represents is also an important point in life, yes.
I somehow feel that by being here and accepting that I've already crossed the biggest hurdle though.
>>7413171
Nooooo I'm not scary at all!
I don't have a proper sex drive anyway so you don't have to be scared unless you hate hugs and cuddles :^)
>>7413165
W-what did you mean then, anon?
https://clyp.it/mlrumreh
>>7413178
i meant me
the end of 2016 coincides with the end of me
i'm not going anywhere
i've not found any reason to put any effort into things
i'm not enjoying anything
i have no reason to continue
>>7413179
lmao
okay i get it i sound like a man and you don't want to hurt or hugbox me i'll just delete it.
>>7413179
no
>>7413183
it sounds really nice
>>7413175
Well I like hugs and cuddles.
>>7413183
That end was hella cute. I laughed. You sound pretty good.
>>7413196
wtf stop hugboxing
i guess i'm not so sad now, just frustrated that everything's fucked
>>7413181
I'm considering the same thing to be honest. I've been gradually winding up my affairs in the past six months or so. I left education, I completely fell out of touch with old friends, closed social media stuff, sold or discarded property, etc.
I don't want to advocate suicide or anything, but I think I have finally reached the point where it's a serious option, I presume that you have done the same.
If so? I wish you luck.
The only thing that really sucks about this is the few people I've kept in touch with online, but they will be none the wiser if I just vanish. People have done that to me in the past and I've not assumed death.
That and family, but they are unfortunate collateral damage. This idea has existed long enough for me to find (some) comfort in what I will unfortunately do to them.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0YuWSFJXtKY
pls don't bully
>>7413190
Worry not, my brother.
I will defeat these images in my mind
I will shatter the fragile Anna and arise as Bjorgfist again soon.
>>7413194
Then you should be fine :)
https://clyp.it/ss5ynlgr
>>7413203
goed.
>>7413203
gay
>>7413203
xDDDD
>>7413205
Not true. I imagined a girl when i heard it.
>ywn sound like a girl
>tfw working retail 10 days from Christmas
tfw going to bed sad
https://my.mixtape.moe/dkdzjr.opus
>>7413226
hugg elann
>>7413224
You've done a complete 180 in record time.
You'll be >tfw no husband in no time
>>7413227
hugg anon
>tfw you will never kill yourself
>>7413226
>tfw no job and no money to afford girl clothes
>>7413230
If only my voice could do the same thing and do a 180 because I don't sound like a girl at all even when I try my hardest.
Also I don't want husband I like girls! And dicks
But if I say I like girls with dicks I'm labeled a chaser
It's unfair really
So I just choose girls :^)
>tfw you delayed transition too late
>>7413232
i think i need something to push me over the edge (metaphorically and literally xd)
>>7413235
hugg sert :3
>>7413238
>>7413237
>tfw you left transition too late and now that you've finally convinced yourself that transition is worth a try it's going to take too long to start that it isn't worth the effort
>>7413244
hugg anon
>tfw depression prevents you from fixing your depression
>>7413246
iktf :/
hugg anon
>tfw guy stuff upsets you but girl stuff seems foreign
me on the left
>tfw so lonely...
>>7413254
iktf anon
>tfw find out that the Dutch word for English is Engels.
So that's why Sertii chose to live there.
feeling okay for once
>tfw your favourite thing is one-to-one attention
>tfw you experience it so infrequently that your life is a dark pit of sadness
>tfw afraid to go to sleep because I'll be alone with my thoughts
>watch movie
>it starts with a little girl being a little girl
>almost cry
what the fuck gals come on
>>7413259
>
>>7413260
hugg eva
>>7413255
haha i kinda had my suspicion that that was you, irish girl
>>7413261
i hope this internet hugg will warm your heart even for a second
hugg anon
>>7413263
hugg
>>7413255
It gets easier so long as you keep practicing i think. Avoid dairy(it mucks your throat up with phlegm and grossness), drink lots of orange juice and citrus-type stuff when you practice.
im getting referred to gender clinic =)
>tfw a close friend abandons you without notice
>tfw you torture yourself by not removing the remnants of them on the off chance they will come back
>>7413255
Same
>>7413266
Wait a minute.
>!JcCommieqo
When did this happen?
>>7413261
Maybe you should make a trip
>>7413265
>tfw you turn 23 in february and realize that the biggest chunk of that time was wasted
>>7413269
hugg anon
>>7413274
heheheeeeeee a few days ago
>>7413275
i've had a few earlier in the year and before, but i never post anything interesting enough to get replies
>>7413274
Mon 12 Dec 2016 17:24:48
>>7413277
Wew did I hear party in february? :O
>>7413282
yee for sure
your place tho
>>7413277
>tfw you will be 36 before you reach the point where you will have spent more of your life as a woman than as a boy
>>7413285
Ditto actually
>>7413285
someone huh
>>7413278
iktf. All i can do is depression post and i don't want to make people sad.
>>7413288
>54 ;_;
>>7413292
i think some people are just meant to blend into the background and not be noticed
that's us, it's just the way we were made
if i ever see you posting i'll be sure to give you (you)s though
>>7413301
what's to do kiddo
>>7413292
okay that's set up now anon
>>7413293
Dw life ends at 30 anyways
>>7413300
>>7413288
>tfw you still don't live as a woman and probably never will
>>7413300
I just hope this year will be over soon, so that all the trouble goes away hoping that next year will be better
>>7413304
>>7413306
I'll post as anon most of the time though, or use another trip. But yeah i guess i'm that kind of person. I always felt like the third wheel and nobody cares for me as long as some of their real friends is around.
>>7413293
>wow now you just made me feel terrible
>ill be 44
>brb kms
literally verbatim
i hate elanna now
>>7413307
>tfw 12 more years left
Welp, better get the bucket list out.
>>7413308
Okay to be fair the DDR had a nice anthem and the party had a bemusing anthem.
>>7413310
I don't want this year to end because next year school starts.
>>7413307
god things like that depress me so much
just reminds me how i've wasted my life up till now
>>7413307
You're not looking forward to getting married and having children?
https://clyp.it/h0xoer5o
>>7413310
same i guess
i rarely even write down my trips
i like you anyway anon
decades lost
>>7413288
>tfw elanna makes you feel suicidal for the first time in ages
fuck you
i was going good until now
>>7413322
our best years down the drain
>>7413318
apparently they are gonna assess me first or something but ye
the downside is the waiting list
i might be waiting up to 6 months
still, is really great c:
>>7413315
I did
Then I realised it was never going to happen
Now I'm not sure what kind of purpose my life will have after everyone else settles down and does that.
>>7413323
Really? Words on the internet make you suicidal?
my life never started
>>7413325
Can you even get hrt before 18 officially in GB?
>>7413328
no, but can get blockers i think
itd give me time to get some money together to be able to get mones and po box
>>7413322
>>7413324
You're crazy, the reason you go through your 20's is so that you can be happy with a family in your 30's, 40's, maybe even 50's.
>>7413288
I already have, in a way. Those fifteen years I spent trying to live as a man, yeah, those are lost when they should have been some of my best years.
>>7413326
>Words on the internet make you suicidal?
you aren't that fucking stupid
if words didn't make people suicidal, then many people wouldn't be dead
people are fragile enough as it is, let alone people on here
>>7412916
(Sorry for late reply)
>
wow talk about a stroke of bad luck. Good thing she got to fill it out, though!
Thanks! I think that school's academic year thingy starts in August
>>7413332
>PO Box
if you buy internationally, the post office holds it in their depot because you need to pay import duty
you get a slip of paper telling you they're holding it, then you can go down there and collect it
>>7413333
i honestly can't see myself with a family
idk maybe that will come when im older
>>7413337
that's okay
we'll probably forget about each other anyway, after which we essentially cease to exist in each others minds
but at least we can be friends for the next half an hour or so
>>7413338
I'm sorry that you're brittle enough to be triggered by other people's slightly less shitty circumstances.
>>7413333
Having a family usually makes people miserable, not happy. And I come from a much more functional than average family... Still never wanted to put myself through that.
>>7413350
if xhe was at all resillient, xhe wouldn't be a tranny :^)
>>7413350
go away
>>7413344
my mom keeps borrowing money and i had to buy college lunch which was like £20 a week and then books and then they cut off my money ;__;
i'm sorry for making mistakes that hurt you
I'm scared
>>7413350
come on elanna don't be like that, you know the feeling perfectly well i'm sure
I'm hungry
>>7413350
Weren't you triggered off of the board for hours at a time by an few trips and anons telling you to fuck off on more than one occasion?
You can hardly call the kettle black.
>>7413347
This is so sad i wish we could be closer.
>>7413362
it's okay
i'm just glad that we are talking to each other now!
everything is temporary
this relationship is just moreso
>>7413326
I'm sure some one would marry you, Elanna...
>>7413343
Im not looking forward to babies, but Im adopting anyway so maybe I can skip that part. You can't be a housewife without a family tho.
>>7413344
Motherhood is a gigantic part of being a woman, you know...
>>7413359
Yeah, and I keep it to myself like a functional human being because I know better than to bitch at people about things that are beyond their control.
>>7413365
i don't think i want to be a housewife
rbh i dont know what i want and it's part of what's kinda messing me up
>>7413365
I don't know if you have noticed, but there's a minor problem when it comes to becoming a mother for us.
>>7413363
i tried eating just baguettes but then needed to buy the Lysistrata and other plays by Aristophanes and the Illiad by Homer ;__;
>>7413367
>I know better than to bitch at people about things that are beyond their control
>>7413283
Kek ye sure
I just want love
kids are terrible and i'm terrible
i don't want kids as a father or mother
>>7413364
Why can't it be permanent?
I don't want to be lonely forever.
>>7413367
Sure you do.
>>7413367
i'm sure they weren't bitching *at* you, at least i didn't interpret it that way
>>7413375
you said that it couldn't be :p
but even then
it wouldn't be permanent
just last longer than most
>>7412525
>Tfw your ban hasn't expired
( ;_;)
>>7413367
go away
hi
>>7413377
>saying you made them suicidal and "fuck you"
You really think that isn't a guilt trip? For what reason would you share that other than in an attempt to make someone feel as bad as you?
>>7413376
ROOT ROOT ROOT
ILY ILY ILY
ILY ILY ILY
ILY ILY ILY
i'm having a hard time finding reasons to live
>bullying Elanna
I can't even recognize mtfg anymore.
WTF?
>>7413387
it's only sad if you look at it negatively
also you have so many trips omg
i'm impressed
>>7413390
Ily
>>7413389
fair enough, the way i remembered it it didn't feel that way but i see your point
naomi RESPONSE me
>>7413389
go away
>a decently looking grill exactly my size (6ft1) is standing in line 2 people away
>wish i looked as decent as her
>start thinking about transition and how I would/could look while accidentally staring vaguely in her direction
>we make eye contact
>slightly open mouth to say sorry but don't continue past that
>look down blushing
y
>>7413398
okay
>>7413403
thank u riven
wake up so we can play league and ic an show u my pro bard / singed skills
>>7413394
In what way isn't it sad? I'm alone and never find anyone who loves me.
Generating trips all day is the only joy i have left.
>>7413401
kek
being awkward is a curse
>>7413365
I'm unsure that is the case
>>7413399
I heard you the first time. Settle down and grow a pair you big baby
>>7413406
it's sad that you don't have long term companionship
but it's also happy that we have this ultra-short term one!
>>7413404
I'm trying to wake up >~<
i'm sad because when i die nobody will care because i messed everything up and hurt people
>>7413413
go away
>>7413416
The toucan wants you to wake up!!!
:riven:
>>7413421
:yum:
>>7413418
iktf i burn every bridge i have
do girls get autism
>prayed for death
>woke up instead
>>7413277
>tfw wasted the best parts of my life being an awkward shut in repressor and I'll never get that time back
>>7413414
I don't know, it just makes me sadder getting to know someone knowing you will never be together.
>>7413421
Awwwwwwww! I love toucans!
My grandmother had one when we were growing up. :3
>>7413397
Yeah, like, I'm sorry I made you sad and I'm sorry I made anon sad but I really don't have any patience for cheap guilt trips. If me simply existing is making someone suicidal that's their problem not mine.
>tfw jeans bulge weirdly because of the way the fabric bunches and you worry your tuck has come undone
I wish srs was like $10
>>7413353
I don't agree, I think my parents have a great marriage and I think me and my siblings enriched both of their lives. It's hard though, how much of that is genuine, and how much of it is the structure change your brain goes through right after you first have children? I know that as a teenager after researching how drastically having children changes your personality, I was appalled at the idea. I'm a bit older now though and some of my older friends are married and have children now and I have to say its made them far better people if anything.
>>7413368
Oh, crazy. I dunno about the housewife part as much, but definitely a wife at least. The thought of raising children and supporting a husband sounds ideal to me.
>>7413369
Ive already mentioned in passing that I was going to adopt, I have no delusions that I'm fertile.
>>7413413
Ive been there, but I assure you that it is.
Im gonna go shower now. I hope you feel better soon.
>>7413428
i feel like that sometimes
but you don't have to be alone if you really don't want
>>7413432
go away
>>7413435
I do have to stay alone, no one will ever love me.
>>7413433
I'll do it for $10.
But I don't have anesthesia and i'll end up cauterizing stuff a lot since I have no idea what I'm doing.
You'll end up with a hole with wrinkly ball-sack labia.
You get what you pay for tho
>>7413404
Oh I meant to reply to you earlier.
Hi Isla!
>>7413431
toucans are so cute
>>7413431
Did it bite you?
https://streamable.com/pma2
We're almost there. The future.
>>7413439
You go away
>>7413442
why do you say that though?
>>7413444
Hi Moap!!!
How are youu?
>>7413434
Hey even my ex of 4 years didn't want to marry me, so, idk if traditional relationships and family structures are even an option. I'm not sad, just pessimistic.
>>7413450
lol it looks like a coffee pot
>>7413443
I'll take it
>>7413423
<3 :3c
>>7413456
Poor toucan :{
I always thought a bite from a toucan would really suck
>>7413463
but why?
>>7413458
Ayyyyy my ex of 4 years didn't either.
And she ended up cheating on me and getting herpes in the final monthree and tried blaming shit on me.
I was pessimistic too. Idk how wtf happened to me happened, but, I'm totally an advocate of Internet dating, where you essentially have a penpal for a few months before meeting
i'm nothing
>>7413458
I mean, that's just one person. Did he not want to commit in your relationship because you're trans?
>>7413458
go away
>>7413472
I think he just didn't like commitment, he hasn't dated at all since we broke up.
He did openly say that he saw me not being able to have kids as a perk and we didn't see eye to eye on children in general.
>>7413475
i'm sure there is something
>>7413478
No, but thank you for being so kind to me.
Goodbye Anon...
>>7413407
Sure is
im certain i look very autism0 when walking around in a public space
>>7413470
>And she ended up cheating on me and getting herpes in the final monthree and tried blaming shit on me.
holy shit that is tragic.
I can't imagine what it would be like if my ex of 3 years was that much of a pos.
Sorry you went through that.
>>7413483
i love you anon
you seem okay to me
>>7413477
go away
>>7413423
*is cute*
>>7413477
Oh, well then you shouldn't really take it as in you're un-marryable from this story.
do you think people will forgive me for being sad
>>7413470
And I don't like the idea of internet dating. I'm glad that it worked so well for you though you seem to have found someone special.
>>7413496
Yeah but I hate myself so it sort of stands to reason why I'd interpret it that way. I mean, it's really only recently that I have even accepted that there are other people who would want to be with me, because until then I assumed that was it for me and that I'd die alone surrounded by cats.
>>7413450
>ywn are anime housewives
>>7413506
go away
>>7413506
don't go away
>>7413512
>>7413515
Go away.
>>7413517
i- i want her to stay though
>>7413515
Hugg anon
Good night.
>>7413520
go away
>>7413521
goodnight
you're going to be really happy one day emily it's going to be really nice
>>7413521
good night...
>>7413521
Good night ausfriend
get some good sleeps
>have two crushes as a teen
>one cute geeky girl, one beautiful elf-like femboy
>I looked like this in high school so yeah, while we were friends both of them found me gross physically and turned me down for any kind of relationship
fast forward to 2016
>geeky cute girl now has Tank Girl haircut and is petite, not female-bodybuilder body type but toned as fuck and a total martial arts badass
>turns out she's also a kinky fucker and is also more into girls and fem guys now and so she actually finds me attractive now
>we've done some lewd cute things together and last time we met up she put a collar/leash and wrist cuffs on me and we did petplay 'cause my housemates were out and we both loved it and have made more plans for the near future and she says I'm the best friend/quasi-partner she's ever had in her life
>beautiful femboy is now non-binary and does male modelling professionally, not much they need to do for that 'cause they've always been andro and gender-bendy and stuff
>terrified of male ageing and asks me for advice
>buy them 3 months of proscar and link them to bica info, now they're going to start in January and are ecstatic
>literally crying with happiness and tell me they're gonna get me some ket for this big rave my DJ friend has got me into, totally on them
>says we're gonna snuggle up in a corner somewhere and cuddle and stuff before we k-hole
>DJ friend is already getting me free ket for saving him from a suicide attempt earlier in the year
DREAMS CAN COME TRUE
for all the pain and terror I've felt, I've probably felt more alive in the last couple of years than I ever have done before in my life <3
>>7413520
begone from this domain
(I think you're cool but I'm trying to fit in)
>>7413506
I've never understood IRL dating, someone has to be a) single b) interested in you and you can't ask upfront bc that's weird so you have to play some weird game of guesswork whereas with online dating if the'yre on the website then they're likely single and if they reply to your message then they're likely interested in you, it's that simple. And don't get me started on IRL homosexual dating; now you need to know three things, are they a homosexual (5% chance of this), are they single, are they interested in you.
I wanna get into Animal Collective as I like their sound, but the tracks are so.. exhausting... To listen to. Idk how to describe it
>>7413537
no i get it
i've been attracted to music sonically before but pushed away by other aspects
>>7413531
I'm really happy for you Robin
>>7413492
>tfw ugly boy
>>7413458
I guess I can understand the pessimism but am still hopeful.
>>7413469
I think you have to go looking for it.
>>7413455
Im pretty good, just got out of the shower. About to head off to class. Thinking about how when I go to grad school Im probably gonna have to stop smoking pot because its gonna be super ridiculous hard.
>>7413543
I don't know.
Actually, I like you, so don't go.
>>7413545
You look like a shota.
>>7413536
>IRL homosexual dating; now you need to know three things, are they a homosexual (5% chance of this)
That's why people wear rainbow bracelets and shit like that.
>>7413536
>someone has to be a) single b) interested in you
that's the thing though
In my (purely anecdotal mind you) experience people don't necessarily have to be interested in you. Yeah they need to be single, but most people have been up for a casual date whenever I've asked and they're people who had never really acknowledged me before. Maybe dating is different in Australia, I dunno, but everyone I've met seems super chill about dating. All you gotta do is ask phamalam
>>7413554
yeah lmao
>when mummy fucks up timing and leaves and you have to cook fucking Babi Pangang
Hlep
At least cooking is trutrans..
>>7413554
Might be why I think shes so adorable then huh
/shrug
>>7413559
I don't bully people
>>7413545
>>7413557
Nothing wrong with being a shota lmao
>>7413563
Yea probs
>>7413553
Not nearly as hard as grad school, and you're doing that.
>>7413559
Why don't you have shampoo?
Ive got around two or three years before worrying about grad school, I mean, I guess 25/26 is the age you should stop smoking pot and starting getting focused in life anyways. I think Ill be able to blaze my way through my undergrad though.
>>7413556
That's how dating works. You just ask someone and figure out the details afterwards. Shakira is trying to imagine some form of dating where no one is ever putting themselves on the line and that doesn't work or happen.
>>7413568
>Nothing wrong with being a shota lmao
owo
>>7413556
>>7413576
What is a date? I can never work out the difference between a date and hanging out as friends. How do you even ask someone on a date seeing as saying "will you go on a date with me" is autistic? I have always been truly mystified as to how 99% of humans manage to navigate this system.
>>7413577
Trip on maeve?
Shotas are cute, and I like cute things :3
>>7413574
desu i only kinda know what i wanna do the next year or two...
ill think about it suppose
i don't know what to do
Now THIS is food
>>7413591
If you say so
>>7413594
I say so
I have never cooked from a recipe before I am scared and excited and proud :^)
>>7413580
A date is where you and someone that YOU are interested in go out to a thing and see what happens without any other friends present. If you have fun then you go out to another thing. You don't ask them "do you want to go out on a date with me" just ask if they wanna go to an open mic night at a local bar and listen to music or go get icecream or hang out and play video games or see a movie or anything you like doing.
If they start taking an interest in you then you fuck and get married and have kids and live happily ever after.
>>7413591
disgusting
almost made me vomit
>>7413580
I don't know how you could do it as an autist, you might be stuck with online dating.
Generally you would strike up a conversation with someone and ask if they want to get a coffee or drink sometime. If you're a poorfag then suggest a walk in a park or something similarly inexpensive.
It may not end up being a date that leads anywhere, and it may not even end up being something you would consider a date, but you get to know the person and that's the important part.
The whole point is putting yourself out there for possible failure and making the most of it. It's not important to know that you're calling it a date before hand.
>>7413591
we should hang out at your place on the 22nd lol i dont have anything to do that day and you can cook for me
anw i'm out now, lata
>>7413464
Valq, I'm horny all the time.
Why is this happening to me? I never asked for any of this
>>7413591
Your meat is crowded and you'll never get proper browning :(
Please cook in batches bby!
>>7413601
>A date is where you and someone that YOU are interested in go out to a thing and see what happens without any other friends present.
Ok I've done this and it led to nothing.
>If they start taking an interest in you
How are you supposed to work this out? I've spent years trying to work out whether certain women were interested in me and I've drawn a complete blank. "She squeezed my ribs" and "we talked for hours alone in her room" yet "she ignored half my attempts to meet up" and "she never said anything suggestive"
????
>>7413606
Well lucky for me all that is the man's job, I just gotta sit there and look pretty. Unfortunately I'm bisexual so will have to date online for women.
>>7413505
yes
How long should it take boobs to grow?
Like how long did it take you to go from flat to an A cup ??
>>7413631
It was around 4/5 months for me to get to an A-cup. I'm at a year and 2 months and I'm a B-cup now but I've heard your boobs grow for up to like 3 years. Depends on your genetics I guess.
hi im here now
>>7413609
T levels? Idk.
I've been horny AF the past few days.
Like, 2 secksings in one day yesterday and now my gt is all poofy and hyper sensitive.
I think its the super moon
>>7413641
Tfw barely an a cup after a year
>>7413631
according to measurements im a 30b at 4 months
>>7413506
It helped that they were 300miles away so, bootycall urges were repressed.
Didn't even have sex the first night, just fell asleep in each others arms.
Would talk on the phone for 5 hours at a time and text all day beforehand.
But all that developed over a 3 month span of just talking to talk.
....it prolly helped that it was another tranny on the other end
>>7413587
Well, Im gonna to get a job in the forestry or at the arboretum this semester, and then Ill probably have to work for a bit after getting my undergrad before having enough for grad school.
>>7413631
Like 4 months.
And there they stayed.
I dream as a man and frequently have dreams about being a guy with a girlfriend, why? When I wake up I hate being a guy, and I'm not really attracted to women.
I've stressed about whether or not I'm trans for a long time, and I'm pretty sure I am. So why do I keep dreaming like I do?
>>7413627
Dating isn't for autists senpai
>>7413627
You should go on a date with oryx
>>7413641
>a cup first 6 months
>b cup first year
>now a c-cup at 20 months. But also, I got memetastic hip widening once I switched to injections at 15 months
Also, been on cypro for most of hrt
>>7413676
What age did you start?
is this the right thread
>>7413657
How do i bully anyone?
>>7413665
Dreams carry the memories your subconscious started storing from birth.
I have to force myself to say 'she' if I refer to myself in the 3rd person.
That being said, I totally assume all the female privilege I receive and live as a girl.
Cognitive dissonance.
Same reason the ppl who knew you as a guy slip up
>>7413657
She's totes adorbs
>>7413689
>Same reason the ppl who knew you as a guy slip up
Yeah, they call me a girl sometimes by accident. Fucking fags.
>go to shop to pick up cute scarf i bought
>shop closed 10 mins before i arive
Fugg
>>7413554
Dont do under the eye liner. It makes your eyes look smaller. At most, maybe a 1/4 lower waterline eyeliner. But, idk even about that. Still a maybe.
Also, try filling in your brows a bit. Maybe even use some darker brownish eye-shadow to do so, if you have it.
You've really pretty features, they need to be accentuated correctly
Ugh, I should finish my essay so I can start driving home
>>7413701
(you)
>>7413665
I dunno that's kind of weird, I've consistently been female in my dreams since I was about 16 or 17.
>>7413686
They want hugboxing.
>>7413700
I heard stuff over there closes at like 7pm.
>>7413706
thanks a lot bby
>>7413708
Its weird, super markets close at like 10, which is great, but the postoffice closed at 6 apparently...
>>7413708
>I've consistently been female in my dreams since I was about 16 or 17.
I don't think I've ever been female in my dreams, only times are when you kinda wake up but want to continue the dream so you keep imagining it actively. When that happens I always switch genders, but that's on my own will and not actually dreaming.
>>7413703
>1/4 lower waterline eyeliner
I don't actually know what you mean by this...
This was my first time doing eyeliner, I don't really know any techniques desu
Thank you for calling me pretty though, it means a lot.
>>7413700
was it a pink scarf
Food was pretty decent, nothing special.
>>7413621
You were right but I didn't see it since I was busy. Thanks for the tip though!
>>7413719
No, a red one with a pattern, ill post pics tommorow if you ask me again
>>7413652
When did you start?
What age are you?
>>7413708
I remember having a really weird sex dream where I was a girl around 16. It kinda freaked me out, because I was trying to repress at the time.
Beyond that, it's been about 50/50 since I was 18
>>7413716
See the lower lid? Where she has her liner?
That's the water line.
Not everybody is comfy wearing it there. I do it as my daily wear.
For you, I Dont think putting it on the entire length of the waterline would accentuate your eyes well.
However, think of it in sections (.25% , .50% , .75% , 100%)
So, a 1/4 water line (25%) would run from the outermost part, in only for 1/4 other the entire thing, if that makes sense.
Essentially, you're accentuating only the lower outer corner of your eye so they look bigger.
If that makes sense.
If its still confusing, I'll just do it on myself and take a pic
>>7413667
My mum told me that my grandfather never learned to read and write, I lived with him for 5 years and had absolutely no clue. Turns out he found ways of coping instead of seeking help because the illiterate are routinely mocked as stupid. That resonated with me because it's precisely what I've done when it comes to relationships, I cope by avoiding it because people like me are just mocked as autistic losers.
>>7413732
how the fuck do you put eyeliner on your lower lid without poking your eye out?
I don't know how I am going to last like this, I can't stop thinking about suicide
>>7413734
Nerves of steel and a really buttery eye pencil. Its actually not too terribly hard.
If you could find a creamy white one that went on really well, it'd be neat with your complexion. Most I can get away with is shimmery blue
>>7413732
That makes sense, but I still use my lashes as a guide for the eyeliner thing, I would get so much in my eye trying to do that.
Do people usually have an eyeliner pencil?
>>7413697
3.5 in jan
>>7413697
I started at 24 as well.
>>7413747
>if somebody replied when I asked them, I wouldn't go by what my dementia-ridden mind can remember
>Wake up
>call from mom
>she's fighting with her boyfriend
>she tells me I need to marry him for healthcare (again)
>kinda of want to just to say I was married to a man
>wonder if she'd buy me a dress tow wear to the courthouse
>>7413750
If you go out of the boundaries you poke your fucking eye out!
>>7413750
50 spiro, they may or may not start full hrt soon, idk yet
>>7413750
Yeah, it's all flimsy and shit.
I'll look around for pencils within my budget sometime later this month. Not going full-time for a bit, I think.
>>7413762
Loss of T can lead to depression.
Same for Low E
Hang in there, girly.
>>7413760
....
Um
Its a rounded wax pencil.
....
Maybe if you're using your fist to apply it.
>>7413755
But then you'd need a divorce to actually be married. And what happens if your mom breaks up with him?
Does he just move on to her offspring since its totally not really rape(and b/c you're a melty passive girl)
Prophecy..
>>7413755
That's way fucked up.
Are you ok with that?
>>7413774
I was sad like this even before though
>>7413774
I like you, do you like me?
>>7413773
O, yeah.
A good plain black pencil is pretty essential to all makeup kits
>>7413755
your mom wants you to marryher boyfriend to fixher relationship? I don' understand
>>7413783
>tfw it may be your entire makeup kit
Might get a better mascara wand too.
>>7413697
I'm a tranny.
>>7413708
I'm not even insulting anyones visuals though.
>>7413788
Ok, just checking.
>>7413788
I feel like I have no hope for the future now, It;s like I'm in a cage
>>7413789
Makeup collections take time to grow in quantity&quality.
I won't even get into how much product/$$ m'lady has in her vanity bathroom.
I have 5 things total. Sometimes I branch out and borrow some highlighter from her or anything I'm feeling adventurous about.
>>7413792
Young AF. Why only one pic
>>7413797
you realize I Dont hate anyone here? Right?
I only dislike ppl who shit on others b/c of their looks or something entirely unrelated/not affecting them.
I also Dont like ppl who're mean to me.
I'll put up a fight, yeah, but I'm not going to outright attack ppl who're nice
>>7413722
sertii the 22nd of which month did you mean?
December? February?
>>7412735
>tfw emotionally abusive father but still love him
>tfw I have his bitch temperament
Daddy issues senpai.
>>7413808
5 months from now you'll have little boobs & softer skin.
>cage
>>7413787
he had cancer, I get free spousal medical care, she wants him to quit his job and fix her house, while also being insured, she tried to tell me how difficult he was being for not dropping his job to take of her new house until she gets there (because of insurance)
>>7413775
it's completely fucked up, but isnt arranged marriage to a man like kind of poetic for someone who is anti trans to be doing
>>7413774
>technically not rape
this is why YOU need feminism
next you'll imply it will turn into some 90s movie where the state inspector keeps coming around so we have to pretend to live in the same place and share a bed so he doesnt find out
>>7413809
I don't post much.
>>7413732
I only wear it like this, because it looks weird if there is a space between the eyelid and the liner. But i accidentally bought a liquid liner that isn't waterproof, so i can't apply it there so I've had to switch back again to my pen.
Is there any example where the eyeliner isn't at waterline and still looks decent?
>>7413713
Oh, yeah, post offices close around that time here too.
>>7413715
Huh, I dunno then. Maybe you're not trans? But maybe you are. I dont have any answers :/ sorry anon.
>>7413728
I had something similar but everyone thought I was just making it up for a joke when I tried to talk about it.
>>7413792
You need to tell them they're super qt and adorable unfortunately.
I won't do it, either.
>>7413816
Sounds like you should cut ties like fucking immediately.
Like right now.
Move to Canada or Australia or Sweden or literally anywhere, your mother is a horrible person for asking you to do this (no offense LOL).
>>7413816
Ohhh, so wait,
For YOUr insurance to cover him?
Its not rape if you Dont say no.
If you say no, then its rape.
I'd imagine you'd prolly melt if an older guy started kissing your neck & groping you.
Idk tho.
You shoundt marry your rapist, faye
I was told 'no' last night
>it was rape
>>7413822
>Maybe you're not trans?
That can't be true just from a dream, not when every waking moment is filled with dysphoria.
Are SERMs worth it?
pls just answer my question
i know hrt would be better
>>7413822
Everyone made fun of me for saying I wanted to be a girl the year before, so I just kept it to myself.
>>7413809
I don't think anyone here truly hates me except maybe Mercury the amount of effort she puts into attacking me anonymously, however vast swathes of this general do indeed dislike me therefore it's statistically likely that you dislike me so I gotta check.
>>7413816
In my country if you have cancer you don't need to marry your girlfriend's daughter in order to avoid dying. It's called free healthcare.
>>7413830
Circe seems happy.
>>7413732
How do i stop flinching at the upper lids near the nose? It always makes me blink and tear up
>>7413815
I feel like I am trapped in the situation I'm in, I can't really function where I live now.
>tfw no gf
>>7413818
....but you/others post it over & over....&over
Its like you're just a nonsensical meme
>>7413820
Just google 'under eye eyeliner'
It really takes good upper eye makeup to pull that off. Otherwise, the waterline is pretty failsafe
>>7413841
How so?
>>7413839
Um... Dont do it? Or do it lightly.
A lot of women forego getting close to the inside of the eye b/c its easier day-day
>>7413844
>under eye eyeliner
looks weird
>>7413834
Boogymen only exist in your mind if you let them.
>>7413851
Right? Usually ppl do wings in conjunction with upper lid liner to pull it together
>>7413853
>Don't trust anyone because treated like shit your entire life
>"You're paranoid!"
>>7413859
I have PTSD from early transition.
Looking back, if I just stayed in the closet and was miserable in my own head, I probably wouldn't have PTSD & anxiety about being in public now.
But also, I could've reacted a lot more differently.
Idk.
Start afresh and quit abusing your hormones
why don't people living in poverty get financial dysphoria
>>7413856
>>7413844
Okay i think i'll just stick to waterline. Not going to say that this doesn't look good, but i'd like to so it more subtle (and i would never be able to make straight lines and make it look even).
So is liquid eyeliner only good for such "drama eyes"?
>>7413834
>a dead girl is attacking you anonymously
Do you believe in ghosts and the lochness monster as well?
>>7413869
she's not dead lmaoo
>>7413792
>I'm a tranny
Just like Chara then, some creep trying to pretend to be trans.
>>7413856
>>7413844
Its practically impossible for me to leave this place, I hate the environment of the place to the point I feel upset constantly
>>7413859
As an anon observer, you've definately deserved all the shit you've gotten here. Oddly enough almost all of the ethnic trips are garbage, you included
>>7413873
People have seen my dick though.
>>7413873
Except chara looks like a prepubescent boy.
>>7413872
Proof?
All of her friends saying she's dead seems like proof enough to me. We should ask someone who doesn't post regularly like ufufu.
why do trannies love winged liner
>>7413867
You can't use liquid for waterlines (unless its super fast drying and waterproof and you're okay with little chunks of it floating in your eyes for 15minutes).... I did some once that lasted 10 hours... But I had to use paper towels and q-tips to get the floating chunks off my eyeballs, initially
Otherwise, most ppl use liquid for the top liner as its easier once you get the hang of it.
But yeah, only pencils for waterline
>>7413869
Do you believe men can become women?
>>7413874
This is why I Dont do above liner. Also, it looks bad on me
>>7413890
Feminmeme
>>7413890
It draws attention away from the rest of your face.
>>7413893
>Feminmeme
ooooh, that
>>7413890
It's easy to learn and you don't really need to apply anything else like foundation or anything
>>7413889
>
>>7413890
It's kinda in
The straight ones were gay queen bottoms
>>7413887
Chara just looks her age.
>>7413893
>top liner
Is it even possible to make a subtle top line with liquid eyeliner or is it really only good for thick lines? I tried, but it always looks like shit compared to waterline
>>7413904
14?
Most 16 year olds I know are a little more physically mature.
>>7413838
Sorry for being a newfag, but who is Circe?
>>7413912
Shakira-Lite
>>7413908
You have to go right down in the lash line, if you put it above it, it'll look bad
I hate living
>>7413908
They make markers, too... And super thin brushes.
Its doable
But everything come in practice.
Personally, I've too much extra skin on my. Lids. I've had astheticians tell me its not practical to even attempt.
Ballsack eyelids
>>7413916
Ah, what a surprise. I was right on the mark the whole time.
:3
>>7413918
hang in there pls
once you get on full hrt you'll feel better about living
>>7413918
better than the alternative
>>7413916
Hmmm.
You're in the same lvl as cornflakes.
All you intersexd, fucks.
Just, FYI, you're gonna have both;
>Bitter hons & babbytrans hating on you
>a bandwagon of creepy neckbeard >chasers idolizing you & trying to doxx you.
You're cute/passing/one of the lucky ones/etc.
This is the self-pity cabana
Caveat emptor
>>7413918
You're still crazy young yet.
You live with your family still, right?
>>7413933
I'm 20, I was on track to getting out of here but I just got hit with one bad thing after another and now I'm broken
>>7413938
Do what looks best for you!
>>7413922
yeah
>>7413933
I'm not intersex
>>7413933
>tfw not intersex
>tfw not one of the lucky ones
>>7413940
Life could be worse.
You could be me? Lol
At any rate, be depressed all you want but Dont make the girl 1 year from now suffer
>mfe everyone talks about getting ffs and all you want is a full body sculpt
>>7413950
Looks like they just lost weight
>>7413946
i mean if we're gonna wish for different genetic outcomes i'd rather just be born a fucking cis girl
not even a genetic lottery so much as it was a genetic coinflip
>>7413945
I wonder why she's not in high school lol
>>7413945
Looking like that, if its not purely angles and lighting, I bed to fucking differ that there's not some sort of androgen insensitivity bs going on with your endocrine system during puberty
>>7413952
Basically, but instea did losing it proportionately they sick it out of your trunk and back and put it in your hips and thighs
>>7413950
Where'd her traps go?
The ribs?
Wtf.
Prolly a corsette.
Damn.
Faye, your issue is not enough climbing stairs, pie, and chicken breasts.
>>7413950
What surgery is this?
>>7413960
Valq you think I'm intersex just because I had hips and breasts pre hrt
You throw that word around a lot
>>7413969
You tend to flaunt
I've not been here long and I already have lots of pictures of you and your tits
>>7413969
Why do you mock us?
>>7413967
Body sculpting with Lipo and fat injections
>>7413969
that's a cute shirt!
>>7413969
>sure you did.
I've seen full on body shots of you.
Take that coat off and stand up straight, Missy.
Any of you bitches with pubescent androgen insensitivity who kinda just looked like rough skinny dykes prehrt, while you may not be 'intersexed" still were never a manly man like me, hamfisting shit and praying.
>>7413972
me on the left
Juniper said she was going to surprise me at school today
Ngl this is kinda exciting
>>7413949
I don't know if I can make it another year, I don't know how things could get any worse now without me exiting the stage
>>7413978
The second part of that post isn't indicative of being 'intersexed.
>>7413981
the surprise is that she'll show up naked
>>7413985
That's the only thing that will guarantee failure
>>7413985
You're not even on E, tho.
How could it get worse
>tfw eating popcorn while on spiro
im gonna die today
>>7413985
I've been on HRT for a year, my life still sucks, just my two cents.
>>7413987
Neither is just saying i am.
>>7413997
Forget I said anything.
At any rate, you're not the norm if that isn't angles and lighting
>>7413989
I will say, hard work, effort, and hrt has brought me a looong way.
Its unfortunate I couldn't just sit in my butt and pop pills for most of transition.... However, i'm greatful nonetheless.
I could still be repressing in the oilfield...
>>7414004
Are you starting hair removal now? You rllly should
>>7413995
I'm on spiro too and most of my diet is high in potassium just eat more salt you'll be fine
>>7413995
popcorn needs to be paired with a yummy sugary drink, a nice way to stay hydrated
>>7414012
I've already started electrolysis on my face, starting laser on body soon too, I have deeper body issues then just hair though.
>>7414017
So 'did' I.
Things can change...
>>7413950
I just need a rib cage reduction. Only 8 to 10 inches off. I'd be fine after that.
>>7414017
you're making so much progress and i'm just sitting in my room too scared of everything :(
i do girl mode every tuesday. i plan to take pics every time i go out. the goal is to take enough pics for a time line once i start hormones.
>>7414004
It doesn't get better.
>>7413545
those shoulders
>>7414020
>Tfw u ask valq for certainty that what you're going through is normal and ahe makes fun of your T levels
Burrrrrn!
>>7414008
Lucky enough to be girlish unlucky enough to be a tranny.
>>7414027
>free people
sadly i don't find it on amazon, but i need to save money anyways..
>>7414032
This thread is slow
how should i spend twenty dollars
maybe something for transition
>>7414012
should I wait for a while on hrt to start electro or just do it asap
my hair is blonde/red so I don't think I can do laser
>>7412525
>tfw 10 days until christmas and I still don't know what to get my gf
>>7414023
also this hat is cool???
i like this hat.
>>7414046
Wish you hadn't told me that, I thought I had plenty of time
>>7414048
that's an old lady hat
>>7414021
B-)
>>7414027
Me too bb
I had weird poofy nips when I was 15-24 I was self conscious of.
Had buds at 14 the dosctor was all confused about but they didn't get much farther.
Let's be honest tho, you were never a brutally CIs male.
And, should prolly really get tested for it.
You were forcefem material
>>7414029
Y-yyah
That's what I did?
Lol
No.
>>7414031
I feels you
>>7414045
DO IT NOW, FOR FUCKS SAKE.
NOW
It takes over a year
>>7414032
So does puberty
>>7414046
>tfw vanishing for christmas
>>7414057
how often is laser treatment?
and how long does it last, I assume it's not permanent
>>7414057
It"s not enough
>>7414053
>puberty
thanks for reminding me
>tfw listening to 2007 electro and pretending I'm 16 again.
;_;
>>7414027
Mine started to feel weird a few days past upping to 200mg of spiro. It would be over a week before I'd start E. A couple days after starting E they tingled all the time.
>>7414076
link me up homie
>>7414072
>Lasts 6-9 months
Really? I thought it would at least last for a few years and only a few hairs would come back, being a good solution for most trans people.
So is it just a waste of time an money?
I was thinking of getting laser and using electro on the remaining hairs, but apparently that doesn't work.
>>7414046
I got her a ninja blender thing that the cup is what you blend and drink out of
A nail stamping kit
A book on cooking cookies
And little makeup stuff
>>7414084
9 months until a hair popps back out. It doesn't come back in full force.
Usually ppl do electro the little ones as they come back
What do you wish from Santa this year?
Vid related:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZqrfDd1IEs
>>7414057
Valq stop making me blush
>>7414087
Oh okay that's good. I probably won't be able to afford electro on my whole face since it costs 1€ per Minute and i don't know how slow they are.
Does anyone have a dosage guide for progesterone? And is it better to cycle or not?
I'm just sick of having a completely flat chest ;_;
>>7414095
Take 0mg a day, every day, until the money you would have spent on progesterone is enough for a tit job.
>>7414072
I don't know if it can be done anymore, the only possible path I have left is to burden others to get my body issues fixed and hope my mind recovers after I can actually feel okay
>>7414095
It depends a lot of the type of progesterone. Some are 100-300mg, some other types are in the 10 to 20mg range.
I just had a moment where I realized my first sexual encounter involved my first gf taking me to get ready for a trip on the lake, putting me in a wet suit, telling me to compress my bulge so it's not unsightly, and then throwing me on a bed, getting on top me and grinding into me.
Huh
>>7414088
to be a real girl
>>7414110
...playing doctor with the two girls down the street. Ended up mutual masturbation.
>>7414125
It probably won't do too much then by you can try
>>7414090
I think we're kinda far past that..
If only it wouldn't be innapropriate for me to tell you what I actually thought, in full.
>>7414110
B^)
>>7414103
Therapy doesn't burden anyone
>>7414120
Mine was with the first girl I really liked. We were grinding on each others legs fully clothed as if i had a vagina until we came..and later asked if I could be her gf.
Smooth legs are the best
sugar
spice
and everything nice
>>7414125
That is likely one in the 100-300 range. google it and HRT with transgender to see what is suggested. Usually P is cycled 2 week on 2 weeks off.
>>7414129
smooth bum is better >:3
>>7414129
>snuggling into freshly washed sheets with silky smooth legs
is this what heaven is
>>7414079
It's not on youtube sorry, my music collection is extremely patrician.
https://www.discogs.com/Somatik-Learning-The-Colours/release/969949
Fuck man I can feel the 2008 summer heat as I bomb down this hill on my new GT bike banging out some electro tunes. Where did it all go so wrong?
>>7414128
>>7414120
>>7414110
>tfw kissless virgin
>>7414128
therapy will not be enough at this point
>>7414129
post em
>>7414138
doxxed
>>7414147
Do you really think black people would live in an area that nice?
>>7414136
That's good too.
>>7414137
yeah
>>7414143
All i have is a few month old photos of my legs
>>7414136
true
but it's not very fun when you have nobody to share it with
>>7414128
The two girls down the street wouldn't acknowledge me at school. For 7 years they were the closest I had to friends my own age. We just played some after school. My childhood sucked...
>>7414142
Stop being an angsty kid and get help
>>7414140
Not forever
>>7414133
Related
>>7414149
bit racist of you
>>7414149
Wow wtf racist.
You think brown people don't have nice neighbors either? Uncle Tom asf
>>7414158
cool
>>7414158
>Not forever
I dunno i kinda want to get kissed by someone who loves me not by someone who gets paid to do so (if i could afford this)
>>7414156
:(
I've repressed my childhood to the point of only remembering the emotions from events i can't visualize. Lol.
Things got better in adult life, yeah?
I don't know how this kind of music is called like but i like it
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MizSkQFw-yM
>>7414168
Then get out there and be loved!
>>7414158
I am getting help, I've been trying to go as efficiently as I can, I'm a burden on others because the sheer cost of all this
>>7414163
Hey beanie. When are you starting hrt.
>>7414177
A job and public healthcare are free?
>>7414173
But i'm shy and ugly and everyone who actually goes outside already has someone and even if not it would be so unlikely to actually meet someone who could possibly have any positive feelings for me.
>>7412525
I want to be like Hiroyuki Yoshida when i grow up.
she seems like a very well adjusted Trans Woman.
who is your favorite anime Trans Women?
>>7414193
Thank you, that is really nice of you but i really doubt it. I just hope your life will be better than mine at least.
>>7414181
>public healthcare
america
>job
desolate rural area, any jobs are at least 20 minutes away, I can't drive, and I can't even function at home
>>7414193
No it's not that.
I ordered a fidget cube for my sister and it's still not here yet.
>>7414184
Internet dating, go to bars and community events.>>7414177
90% of trannies issues is depression. Depression makes it incredibly fucking hard to do anything that'd make our lives better.
But, I've found the secret;
When you're bawling your eyes out forever b/c of something you Dont have or need to do: do it with those same tears streaming down your face.
Use that blood curdling anger and sadness as the passion/motivation you need to apply to one job online... Or even set up a profile, or take a shower & shave to go out for the night.
Emotions are powerful if you can direct them.
>>7414197
I was making $800/month and got free healthcare that covered hrt and therapy.
i'm sad because i've got nothing to live for and nothing to do and everybody hates me because i'm sad and worthless
>>7414200
Did her fingers fall off from not having it yet?
>>7414208
I'm more worried about her fingernails tbdesu
>>7414197
>desolate rural area, any jobs are at least 20 minutes away, I can't drive, and I can't even function at home
Step one is learning to drive. No one cares if you're an autist at work as long as you do the job and aren't screeching.
>>7414203
I'm too scared to publish any data about me on the internet, i don't drink and i'm really scared of other people. This just can't possibly work.
And i'm also scared of a relationship, because if it ends it will break me pretty sure and i would feel bad for anyone who likes me anyways, because they deserve better than me, so there's that.
>>7414220
>anti-social colleagues aren't bullied
Good joke.
>>7414189
>
Especially in the manga
so nice and you wouldn't notice the transness at all!
for me personally, Nitori.
Quite relatable and the character that really got me thinking about myself, and furthermore, transitioning.
I want to be a cyborg girl. Or a witch. Or a slutty ninja.
>>7414203
there are no non-manual labor jobs around here, my body got absolutely destroyed this year from illness, everything has atrophied. Free healthcare is not a thing here and much of the stuff is unlikely to be covered by anything. hrt and therapy are not what concerns me most at this point, I mean actual procedures.
>>7414220
I can't drive until I fully recover and get stuff signed by my doctor, I know how to drive I just failed the tests due to the tester guy freaking me out and having to drive in area I never go to that's over a hour away from home, the guy was so heavy that the suspension got damaged and the car leaned to one side when he got in ;_;
>>7414235
Lmao I got fired from my first job at a hotel because I "didn't click" with the other workers. I just kept to myself because I was a fucking room service attendant.
It's weird how much stake employers put into everyone being chummy.
>>7414206
you should kill yourself
>>7414246
What state are you in?
America is ripe with free healthcare for poor ppl .
Do a manual labor job, then? Idk.
>>7414195
I didn't think anything like this could happen to me, but it did. Obviously that doesn't mean everyone will be this lucky... just try to keep improving things and taking appealing opportunities if they show up. I know how hard it can be when things seem hopeless, but please try to take care of yourself
>>7414200
Ooh, that looks neat. I'm sure she'll understand if it's a little late
>>7414215
Seems good desu, Hopefully in time for next Christmas? I don't know what you look like at all, I'm not here often enough for that kind of thing
>>7414242
Have you been watching OPM
>>7414170
I've gotten some memories back.
I HATE WRITING ABOUT BORING TOPICS
>>7414234
Google knows everything about me, but i never posted my name or pictures of me anywhere.
I'm sorry you're right. Nobody cares. I know you all have your own problems, I shouldn't bother you with mine. There isn't a solution anyways. I'm just too scared of everything.
>>7414261
Yeah I hate autobiographies too
SNAP
>>7414256
I'm glad things are looking good for you. I hope it will stay that way or only get better. Please don't worry about me.
>>7414271
nobody cares
>>7414258
Nope. Just fantasizing. I'd like to be a lewd nurse too, but I know what nurses actually do and it ruins the fantasy.
>>7414271
>Tfw
>>7414278
But it can hurt a lot. People can make fun of me, post it on 4chan like "Oh look at this disgusting hon" and i doubt i'll find real love this way. I don't even think anyone would just want to fuck me but i wouldn't like that anyways. And I don't even look remotely like a girl yet, so if anyone actually wanted to date me they'd be attracted to guys and see me as one. And then there's also the things i said in >>7414222
But thank you. I like you, valq.
Hello. I am the anon who wanted to have surgery while studying. A paper I was sent said I needed to be off work for 6 weeks which would make my fail my studies.
I talked to them and the six week rule is apparently just there so you have time to dilate. Which isn't a problem for me since I do most of my studying from home.
So I have now set a date for surgery. I'm going to bring some reading with me to the hospital. (They said to bring books because it's going to be boring so I might as well read course literature, right?)
Thanks for talking me into this, /mtfg/
>>7414298
How the fuck are 4channers gonna find your dating profile?
>>7414278
Haha, what do you mean?
I'm a new poster and not Sass trying to evade a ban.
I barely know how to post or firyre out stuff like reseting your router will give you a new IP adress that allows you to post anon or a different trip.
:3
>>7414306
Do 4channers not use dating sites?
>>7414310
like, literally who the fuck is Spazz
;)
>>7414298
Stop being insecure.
Stop fucking with aint shit niggas.
I actually unironcily live in the hood and if i take some one im fucking or even like enough to take out they're gonna feel comfortable.
Like i mean fuck so many of you are so blind fuck
>>7414304
you better write a paper on your transition.
>>7414276
Honestly it's kind of questionable, I still have no motivation, trouble connecting with people that aren't bexe, no skills, and consequently I'm not a big fan of mine... but having her here keeps me together when I'm coming apart and makes me way happier than I should be
I hope things get better, for both of us. I'm sure I'll worry a little, but I won't be able to do much of anything about it anyways
>>7414253
I have healthcare, the stuff isn't covered. for example I require hair removal because I can't shave without all of my skin getting irritated and inflamed for day and I've tried everything to combat it but nothing works. I have other issues as well that will be hard to deal with
>Do a manual labor job
It's going to be another 6 months at least before I have recovered enough to do that, I'll probably have to do physical therapy at this point
>>7414310
No. Just Dont use your trip.
I still posted as valq.
But no trip.
Dont use the same connection and you should be okay.
>>7414298
> People can make fun of me, post it on 4chan like "Oh look at this disgusting hon"
Trip on Sass
>tfw gonna binge until finals areover
ahhhhhhh, fuck i need to study more, but i wanna talk to ppl, how to make sure that i just stay on one thing???????
>>7414321
I'm going to write a paper about how oppressive surgery is to transwomen and how it reinforces gender stereotypes.
>>7414329
hey Shakira
hows you?
>>7414327
>> People can make fun of me, post it on 4chan like "Oh look at this disgusting hon"
>Trip on Sass
trip on pleb
>>7414329
But anon wasn't worried about being recognized, just that someone would find her profile hilarious and post it everywhere for more people to laugh at.
>>7414323
I've scoliosis and am missing half a disk between my shoulder blades. Also, arthritis in my knees, some fingers.
I do manual labor b/c offices drive me nuts. And it pays better
Your body works for you, bb.
Electric foil razors (not the circular ones) saved my face
>>7413686
because youre cute and could likely pass but you complain!!
duhh
>>7413690
for real
>>7414327
Sass,
I feel like a girl lately.
Like, more than I ever have for the entirety of my transition.
Its weird.
Like, I identify this way.
I even think like a girl now.
I think others call it "empathy" idk.
>>7414308
Jeez sorry, thought you were Drakeposter 2.0.
Just dumbass australian banter.
>>7414344
isla am i totes adorbs
>>7414350
3 days isn't 'really throwing down'
>>7414352
get those fridge raiders packs
they're great for 'snacking'
ugh, "snacking", I fucking hate that word
>>7414341
It's going to take time to recover, for most of this year I wasn't able to stand very long and I was disoriented by impaired vision, I think I'm recovering from it now, at least I hope so.
Shaving just doesn't work for me, I think it's due to my overly sensitive skin mixed with hair that refuses to grow straight so they get ingrown very easily, I've tried practically everything but nothing works.
>>7414316
I just wish i had someone who loves me, i don't care which gender they are. But i don't want to be seen only as a sex toy or something. Actually i would even prefer to just cuddle, but i guess that's even more unrealistic.
Thank you and i'll try, but i hate myself a lot.
>>7414322
Yeah i understand you pretty well, but at least you have bexe. That's so cute and i'm so happy for you.
I'm also in love with a trip, but she loves someone else, which is kinda depressing. How should i even fall in love with someone if i still love her and just can't stop? It's just so depressing.
>>7414327
I wish i was Sass or literally anyone else than me. I'm pretty much the worst in all aspects. It wouldn't be so bad to be shy if i were at least remotely cute
>>7414336
Pleb's a cutie!
>>7414349
I'm so happy for you!
I saw an accident today where this motorcycle messenger lost control of his bike and slammed into the car of someone and was killed and I've been crying for one hour thinking about this poor man's family and loved ones and the poor driver who'll have to live with this accident and feeling somewhat responsible.
I'm so sad.
bean boy you are a disgusting piece of shit please leave.
>>7414354
who are you
>>7415356
>>7415356
>>7415356
>>7415356