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Boredom Edition

• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/qQyfXCA

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>>7321581
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It's Today
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>>7322808
I don't get it
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>>7322808
who is that in the middle?
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>>7322820
I think she's Ash?
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>>7322820
/femgen/
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What's good
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I fucking hate you all, you disgusting cunts.
YOU RUINED THIS PLACE.
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>>7322827
Not life that's for sure.
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I live in a strange town.
https://imgur.com/a/MTIb3#9KEswhy
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>>7322825
That's a cis fem
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>>7322832
I expected that to be the reply
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>>7322827
To crush your enemies, to see them driven before you, and to hear the lamentations of their men.
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>>7322817
your appointment? is it with the endo or therapist
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>tfw you will never be pretty
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post more battlestations
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>>7322839
That's not very girly
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>>7322841
The gatekeeper ;_;
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"in a certain light wouldn't nuclear war be interesting"

who the heck would answer yes to that question, okcupid?!
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>>7322848

i answered yes to that question wtf
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>>7322848
I did
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>>7322833
>all those mentions of health
Yeah sure bud
>42 y/o looking for young men
Of course.
>>7322848
I did.
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>>7322835
are they calling us hons?
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>>7322848
drop them
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>tfw you were expecting to get dick and you didn't

>>7322845
I did say the lamentations of their men.

>>7322846
nope, an oldfag or something.

>>7322848
>"in a certain light wouldn't nuclear war be interesting"
>t. mtfg
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>>7322848
lol i answered yes to that question when it came up
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>>7322827
Nothing it's all awful I have a job interview tomorrow and my bottom lip is all scabby from coldsores and they'll think I have herpes or something which is technically true since coldsores are a strain of the herpes virus but I've had it since I was like 2 years old and I only get them when I get really stressed out and sick and I think I'm getting sick and I think my girlfriend is cheating on me in Italy because I'm so useless and pathetic and I want to break up with her because being with her is so fucking stressful but I don't know how to do that because we live in a sharehouse with two other people and it would be really awkward and one of us would probably have to find another place and I don't think I could because I don't have a job because I get fucking COLDSORES EVERYTIME I HAVE AN INTERVIEW

what's good w/ u
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>tfw you lose friends over your decision not to transition
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>>7322857
>>tfw you were expecting to get dick and you didn't
Was it a surprise bonus hole?
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>>7322863
More things than usual
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>>7322805
https://discord.gg/cfsgAZR
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>>7322851
>>7322852
>>7322853
>>7322859
I am really disappointed in you right now, /mtfg/
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>>7322867
I want to meme you a cool joke but I have no clue what you're saying.
Just went to a guy's house and talked all day. No dickings. I feel cheated even if I could had done something to make it work or some shit.
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been on hormones for 12 months now, and 12 months 2 years before then.

Smoke a pack or two a day. I can't stop no matter what I do. I'm so tired of trying my estro levels at 52/ml at 8mg a day of estro.

Im gonna kill myself if I cant quit. wut do
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>>7322879
Cute
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>>7322848
>tfw the world will never be annihilated in global thermonuclear war
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>>7322879
how would it not be interesting?? just because something is terrible and would cause billions of deaths and suffering doesn't mean it isn't interesting
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>>7322885
You should probably quit
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>>7322889
it's a real trick question.
if it wasn't interesting people wouldn't make dozen of movies about it.
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>>7322892
Thanks for the wisdom wise sage.
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>>7322885
Trip on nicotine
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>>7322879
Police investigators probably thought that murder was interesting when they took the job. Doesn't mean they go out and do it.
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>>7322848
>nuclear war
>boring
I'm not saying I want it, but it'd be interesting alright.
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>>7322885
Have you tried professional help? I dunno if that's your only issue though, that seems very low, I got levels of 800-900 while smoking quite a bit
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edie's new hair looks nice on her
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Soda is piss and water is bliss.
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>>7322905
I like having a dr pepper or cherry coke with lunch
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I wish it would all just end
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wow that edie sure is something
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>>7322883
Oh I thought you were saying his peepee was a happy hole
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>>7322905
life is piss and death is bliss
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>>7322905
>Soda is piss and water is bliss.
dis!

I can barely ever stomach just straight regular soda
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me mommy mowing the lawn in the sun
im in my jammies eating tendies
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>>7322906
Disgusting piss bottled by exploted mexicans disguised as machines to pass the border.

>>7322910
true but my point still stands
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Hallo everyone how is your night going?
...>>7322808 what the heck who made this?
>>7322857
>>7322824
Correct! And I actually just started posting in August I believe~
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>>7322905
You've been watching the human Elmer's glue
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>>7322918
Ash please stop being so gorgeous and a real girl it makes me hurt ;_;
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>>7322909
that would had been a bit better, we could had shared trans feels and how he transitioned so early that I always knew him as a man.

>>7322912
stop being such an elitist, please, it's a bit disgusting.
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i will never be a girl
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>>7322811
and what about a little bit of salt water? maybe some disinfectant to add a little sting?
or do you prefer dirt, or sand?
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>>7322905
>tell parents to stop buying soda so I'll stop being tempted
>they keep buying it
>"You're a boy anyway. So why do you care about weight?"
You just triggered me. reeeeee
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>>7322905
I don't know that it counts as soda, but Sanpelligrino is really good.
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>>7322905
coke and pepsi are delicious tho
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>tfw my mom's pet name for me is hon
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>>7322901
Professional help to quit smoking? I've tried vapes, patches, gum, I even hiked the fucking appalachian trail to try and quit
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>>7322918
I usually assume people get here before starting transition, it's a pretty lousy asumption. Even more in real life.

>>7322920
I want to lick his vegie tasting sweaty baldness.
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>>7322926
you dont need to be. you just have to be really cute!
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>>7322934
>tfw your pronoun is hon
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>>7322923
wha ;-; I thought you were being sincere

the carbonation together with the overpowering sweetness is too much for me, I like super sweet drinks and tonic water or club soda just not at the same time
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>>7322921
nonononono Grace sweetie don't say that ;o; I think you are such a sweet cute young girl and you have a lot of progress to look forward to~
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>>7322937
The intro has gone too far
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>>7322928
no one can stop you from drinking water
after a couple of months it will taste like sugar based glue.

>>7322929
puke.gif.webm
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>>7322934
Cruel irony
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>>7322939
there is even less chance of that lol
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On the one hand, I'm a bit glad I'm bad at cutting
On the other, I don't feel any relief
On the one hand, a razor
On the other, a dozen bloody lines
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>>7322944
I have low willpower. When I move out no sweets will be permitted in my home.
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>>7322928
>You're a boy so it's ok if you turn into a fat disgusting pig who will die of a heart attack at 30
lmao your parents are hilarious
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>tfw people recognise your posts even when you anon
this isn't fair
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>>7322928
Are you the only one who drinks soda in your house?
If so then maybe you could try storing it in a place that's really inconvenient to reach.
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>>7322936
there are doctors that work with you to stop, and specialized medicines that aren't really all that great.

>>7322941
ugh..
do you have to keep doing THAT? are you gonna stop once everyone accepts that you are some sort of elitte eugenics empress?

>>7322943
>not touching yourself feeling the love and creativity of a pure userbase
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>>7322832
Haha yeah. This week is emotional vomit. Starting trileptal. A benzo. I was going to see my friend for dinner while he was in town but slept through it, which I'm kicking myself over. Got my therapist today, and she just liked me so much she wants to see me tomorrow. That woman can be intense. I hate talking about myself. I can't even type properly, I feel usless girls.
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>>7322956
well learn how to write better grace
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>>7322962
at least some people don't recognise me!
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the boy i've had a crush on since august who is extremely nerdy and shy and plays vidya tons just asked me out on an official date
and he's doing it in the most awkward way humanly possible
very "w-well we can do this or that o-or whatever u what do u want to do w-what do u want to do"
how do i let him know that all i want to do is see him and be around him and that idrc what we do without seeming clingy af and super into him?
I DON'T WANT TO SCARE HIM OFF HE IS LIKE A BABBY BIRD
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>>7322950
just don't

>>7322951
just don't

>>7322956
just don't
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>>7322936
what is life when the two things i want most collide head on
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>>7322966
maeve?
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>>7322958
My current method is to keep the empty box in the fridge. This way they stop buying until they notice it's empty.

>>7322953
Well I'm sure if I was obese they'd care. I'm only 170 lbs
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>>7322972
nope
at least it isn't as bad as i thought
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>>7322927
Oh god make some nice deep cuts and dip them in some salt water
Maybe rub some shattered glass on the small of my back
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>>7322972
no
i only ever anon post to be sad
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>>7322974
i bet i know who you are
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>>7322942
im sorry ash
you're really nice
i just cant help but compare myself to you and feel like crap
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>>7322968
it doesnt sound like you actually Could scare him off
just tell him you dont mind what you do together
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>>7322936
That sucks :s there are programs and things though, and medications that can make it much less appealing. idk, I'm not the best person to be offering advice, sorry.

>>7322959
doing whut tho :(
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>>7322969
Thanks
Your personal and individualized (you) has brought me to my senses
I'll just un-slash my arm
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>>7322979
you have one more guess
it's hardly fair if you throw names against me until one sticks
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So I bought hormones off of QHI last month and they were shipped on the 4th of November, but they still haven't arrived yet.
What should I do?
It's been 18 Business days and they said around 15 Business days for arrival.
I am starting to get worried.

I live in Australia btw.
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>>7322968
You're such a Samantha!
Just go with it and hug his arm.

>>7322976
iktf
good tactics

>>7322983
You're such a Samantha!
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>>7322956
AAP-kun?
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>>7322985
australian nerd
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>>7322984
That's the spirit!
The world is your clam!
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>>7322986
scott morisson stopped them with his bare hands
you are goin to nauru cunt
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>>7322975
you know, i have this really nice knife that wold be perfect for something like this, its serrated in just the right way to be able to cut smoothly, but also pull on the skin a bit
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>>7322989
no

>>7322991
shit
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>>7322960
I'm sorry to hear that ;_;
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>>7322980
It's okay, just know that I am a friend and that if you ever need advice or someone to vent to that I am here ~
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Quiddu be my empress
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>>7322987

;___; B-BUT

>>7322981

ok i told him that!!
idk like he started talking in august and for weeks he would literally just message me to talk about video games
and after awhile i was like wtf lmao does he like me or doesn't he like me so i asked him and he got flustered
and then after that he started talking to me more and more and all day long but he would avoid talking about his feels
and then one day he was like asking me when i was free and about making plans and stuff AND IDK
IT TOOK A LONG TIME TO GET HERE OK ALL I KNEW WAS THAT HE MESSAGED ME LOTS BUT I NEVER KNEW WHY CAUSE HE NEVER EXPRESSED THAT KIND OF INTEREST LOL
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>>7322999

thank you ash
sick trips btw
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>>7322992
Oops that just made more lines
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>>7322993
Scott "If you're brown, you're not comin' to town" Morisson?
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make it stop
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>>7323006
i forgot he dropped the portfolio
it's the other bastard that i'm thinking of
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>>7323002
Made sure to get them for you bb
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>>7323008
what do you want stopped?
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>>7322997
if you want to be a girl or be cute you should just try even if right now you don't think you can
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>>7323011
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>>7323014
all of it
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>>7323000
trips
Quid, you have to follow through.
Go conquer the US.

>>7323001
Why wouldn't you let him do things his way and maybe calm him down if he gets too anxious or something? He's doing the best to be sort of alpha.

>>7323004
I hope it's coke.
And you're willing to share.
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>>7323019
i'll try my best
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>>7323000
trips for truth, my liege
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>>7323011
Are you the girl who started blockers at like 13?
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>>7323016
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>>7322995
This shouldn't be this arousing
God I'm fucked up
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>>7323010
Peter "If You Follow Sharia, We'll Make You A Pariah" Dutton?
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>>7323001
classic beta, he wanted to interact with you and knew you both had vidya in common, judging by what you;ve said he probably thought you were out of his league or that you wouldnt be interested, just stay relaxed and get to know him, hang out, ask him questions about himself and stuff.
it sound like he really likes you, it would probably be more difficult to make him lose interest than anything else
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>>7323026
holy moly the bullying thing i get but jeez elanna
pls dont get yourself killed
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>walking to get a bus
>two girls ask me for directions to where i'm going
>intentionally send them astray because i don't want to be near them
Am I a horrible person?
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>>7323026
it's ok, we're a;; a little fucked up
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>>7323020
Nope just baby's first self-harm
I'm not very good with a blade but there's more blood than last time
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>>7323010
Or Barnaby "Don't Bring Your Dogs, We'll Feed them to the Hogs" Joyce?
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>>7322602
Wasn't me who posted my pics, but yeah the lower half of my face is fucked despite so many people disagreeing

Anyways I've been busy with FF XV
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>>7323024
blockers at 12, mones at 13
>>7323011
<3
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>>7322986
Anyone?
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>>7323027
yeah that's the one

>>7323033
nah, i meant peter 'open mic night' dutton
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please excuse elanna
she has brain problems and the doctors think it's space aids
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>>7323030
idk but that was not a nice thing to do
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>>7323035
Fucking hell
All my jelly
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>>7323030
sounds solid

>>7323032
you know, it's not gonna fix anything. it's as useful as staring at a wall.
think of small things to do and activate.
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>>7323035
Oh wow, congrats.

I'm super jealous, but I'm also happy for you.
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>>7323020

i told him that i would do whatever and that i don't really mind what we do and i just want to see him but idk he got all flustered again!!!!

>>7323028

he is legit the most fucking dandere person i've ever met, like pic related straight up
i really really really like him, i just want him to feel comfortable and he gets hella anxious cause he works in IT and is kinda antisocial etc
i just wanna make him happy i dON'T WANT TO MESS THIS UP LMAO AM TRYING REAL HARD TO LET HIM KNOW I JUST WANNA BE ROUND HIM
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>>7323029
I'm sorry it's not my fault I like pain!
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>>7323050
*cuts u*
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>>7323029
she should get herself killed desu
would save me a bunch of effort
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>>7323036
>only a few days late
>worried
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>>7323035
forever jealous
but the trips ease the pain a little
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>>7323044
>>7323046
Thanks! It would have never happened is my mom wasn't such a hardass pseudo-lawyer that got shit done
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>>7323052
u still going to build that railroad
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>>7323045
More productive than taking the drugs that will paralyze my lungs
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>>7323035
>blockers at 12, mones at 13

Cool story my man
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>>7323053
I know it's silly but I've heard from people it takes around 15 days, sometimes a couple extra.
Bit paranoid.
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>>7323054
You're still quite young, you'd be surprise for how long the body can change! >:)
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Anyways FF XV kinda sucks
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>>7323047
I though you liked big alpha macho guys.
Now you go for beta IT guys.
One of this day you'll join the side of the manlet lovers and you'll like it as much as us.

>>7323050
it sort of is.

>>7323059
that's not gonna help a lot tbdesu
sleep helps
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>>7323047
then be direct, that's all you can do with socially awkard people, be direct and extremely obvious, literally tell him that you want to meet him or hang out or go on a date, be as direct and obvious as you possibly can!
it's the best way to make sure he understands what you mean, is if you literally say it
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>>7323060
My mom is the best
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>>7323065
How are my kinks my fault!?

>>7323051
ufufufu~
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>>7323064
>kinda
It's mega garbage
ultra garbage
maximum garbage
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>>7323058
having regulatory issues at the moment
although the deal was signed off for labour and resources before the government changed, the project is facing increasing environmental scrutiny under this stupid libéral government

i mean, do they really believe that building a railway directly to the bowels of the earth would have that much impact?
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>>7323069
you didn't pray enough
common rookie mistake
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>>7323068
No your mom is satan himself
My mom fed me estrogen laced milk as a baby
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>>7323069
you cant help what you like, but you can help what you do, just remember to keep yourself safe
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>tfw you become a transphobe because of the repression
I'm sorry if I'm ever mean to anyone here, but I do genuinely hate you.
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I injected too many marijuanas now I'm trans ;__;
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>>7323070
Na that belongs to FFs II, VIII, X and XIII
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Well looks like my pills are being dispensed and finally about to ship, the payment at last went through.
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>>7323077
It's okay, I grew up hating LGBT people and repressed anything I deemed "gay' or to at least seem so. Didn't wanna go to hell, after all.
>>7323062
Yeah but T has left a mark already ;;
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>>7323081
Congrats!
Now you just have to keep taking them for the next 45 years.
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I wish I had started a year sooner so much
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>started hrt at 12
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>7323084
>>7323077
i used to be liberal about this sort of thing but i am now dead against it
i'm backwards or something
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>>7323074
oh shit we got a crazy
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>>7323086
i wish i was earlier too. but my brow was in at 13 and it was ogre. i just grew a beard from13-17
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>>7323088
Don't worry.
All will be evened when transwomen are outlawed and only hons can successfully untransition.
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>>7323084
Grace these tumblr gifs are stupid and you should feel bad about posting them.
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checking if ive been banned
no? ok
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>>7323084
and E will take it's rightful place soon!
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>>7323065
Do I have to wake up eventually?
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>>7323072
Joke's on you I prayed a LOT when I was younger

>>7323076
Yeah I like doing stuff that doesn't leave marks tbqh

>>7323078
Same
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>>7323062
>tfw started at 23, so I won't be able to get any hip growth
;~;

>>7323068
She sounds p great.
>tfw my mom found out over the summer, and she was like "but we didn't see any signs"
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>>7323088
Me too, if I only I had started at 11...

>>7323095
seconding
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>>7323098
>tfw t ravaged you
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help
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>>7323095
You're a faggot for not liking Balloonshop.
ANON IS GAY
>>7323102
ANISE IS GAY
HUH UH GOT EM BRO
>>7323089
desu some things about the lgbt community still conflict with my values but w/e i dont hate em for it
>>7323098
It has but I'm already 20, I'm running out of time :s
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Are you asleep Shakira? I was looking forward to that rap you were telling me about.
>>7321942
I wasn't aware that you had to not be a man to hate men.
>>7321950
Well it's a plus that you can swim, but dogs can swim and they're pretty retarded.
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>>7323100
tfw boyfriend wont treat me like this gif, why does he have to be sub too
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>>7323100
How many marijuanas did it take?
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>>7323078
Injecting now. I can attest to this. But it eases stress so effectively desu.
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>>7323100
same, if anything i prefer a flogger, it spreads the force quite well while still having a nice impact, but when used by an experienced person it can still hurt alot! i once couldnt sit down for 3 days due to getting whipped too hard
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The tumblr gifs need to stop you gals.

>>7323099
yeah, and you'll probably feel better.
eat something to.
treat your body as if it were your friend's.

>>7323100
obviously you did it wrong if you didn't get to chose every aspect of your life.

>>7323109
I'm sure people see me as a gay guy.
>>
>tfw you are almost finished
one
month
left
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>>7323109
DONT SAY THAT
You have plenty of time! And my best advice is get a good skin care regimen right now so in 20 years you will age good, also the gym doesn't hurt either like with squats and lunges to build up the hips and butt.
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>tfw not choking on a cock right now
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>>7323118
don't do that flan.
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>>7323108
*helps*
>>
>>7323120
Grace already has plenty of butt.
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>>7323120
Working out is the best. What is your usual routine?
>>
hello need attention pls
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what is the most satisfying crime?
if i'm going to go down, i want to go down for a reason
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>>7323128
I can imagine that back firing.
>>7323130
What's up
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>>7323130
Kys my man
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>>7323117
I don't want to sleep with myself
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>>7323121
Same ;~;

>>7323114
Only one
Now I'm hyper gay

>>7323113
Is he a repressing tranny?

>>7323116
I mean that's getting a bit extreme but I know hurting the day after is nice it's like a souvenir

>>7323117
I really did it wrong because now I'm a fucking tranny
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>>7323127
let's see.... straight leg dead lifts, squats, lunges, side steps with a band around my ankle, butt blasters, thigh machine, leg press, leg extensions, leg curls, and all sorts of ab exercises
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>>7323121
iktf
it would be nice if a strong guy
just dug his fingers into my hair
twisted it around a little so he could pull it
and then forced my mouth on hi-
>>7323117
They must with that bad taste of yours.
>>7323120
Skin care is deff something I need to work on urgently x.x
>also the gym doesn't hurt either like with squats and lunges to build up the hips and butt.
>>7323125
HRT did bless me with a big butt and my hips seem to have grown too so
I guess I should add some muscle to them instead of being all jiggly but it's kinda fun
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>>7323130
Attention granted.
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Is there a surgery I can get that moves my boobs closer together?
Mine are spaced really far apart and it looks weird and I hate it.
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>>7323118
?

>>7323139
Damn that's rough ;-;
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>>7323141
see >>7323140
do some of those and you all have some nice curvy legs~
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>>7323135
>>7323136
>>7323142

i love u guys
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>>7323139
yeah, thats why you agree on a safety word before hand and try to keep your limits in mind, but i guess having a high pain tolerance and a need to please others can be a risky combination whith those kind of things
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>>7323137
you could hugg yourself.

>>7323132
robbing a bank, obviously.

>>7323139
oh, you had your fingers pointing to the wrong direction. didn't you priest teach you that would happen? maybe they wanted you to be a tranny.

>>7323141
What's your problem with Asuka?
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>>7323065

i don't really like macho dudes but i generally date kind of alpha dgaf kinds of guys
but idk this guy is soooooo cuteeeee and sweeeeeeeet and idk i just really love his personality a lot
and i find him really attractive and he's just adorable idk i just wanna be around him all the time kinda. he's 6'1" too which is real nice.

>>7323066

well that's the only reason we are where we are rn cause i started talking about how cute he was and how great he is and stuff c:
but idk i haven't told him that i have a crush on him yet.............
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>>7323139
Yeah he is, actually. No bodily dysphoria though, yet...
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>>7323141
I wonder what you'll become the day after a guy finally makes you back up your sluttery.
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>>7323148
My arm doesn't hurt as much as I thought it might
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>>7323132
Combine domestic terrorism with indecent exposure. Scar many children's lives for years to come. Leave an impact for years to come.
>>7323140
I mostly do cardio but I do morning callisthenics. Mostly squat variations and ab work outs.
>>7323148
I barely know you. I don't feel comfortable accepting your love. We need to take it slower.
>>7323153
I love these kind of images.
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>>7323163
>but idk this guy is soooooo cuteeeee and sweeeeeeeet and idk i just really love his personality a lot
that's how it starts.
betas aren't really all that bad.

>>7323170
She'd cry and run away.
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>>7323163
then tell him, look, betas are like, really dense, they dont get signals and subtlety very well, you need to be very clear and make sure he knows what you mean
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>>7323151
I mean the dissing the balloonshop thing
>>7323147
My legs are pretty okedoke already too ~
But thank you, I'll check these out
>>7323170
His waifu, hopefully
>>
>listening to the late night programme on public radio at like 3am
>they play a michael franks song
>song finishes
>"sometimes it's nice to take a step back and be thankful for the life you have, because everyone has it tough sometimes but things will always get better"

>mfw even the radio is trying to talk me out of something
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>>7323148
Thanks. Glad to be available. Chilling with my tiny, gassy dog, hitting this bowl. Bored.
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>>7323182
The only issue here is TOO MANY TUMBLR GIFS

>>7323183
I always take life advice from late radio shows.
Amphetamines and taxi drivers seem to be great.
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i am a beta male desu
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>>7323193
What's that? More tumblr gifs?
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>>7323194
Arent we all.
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>>7323185
smoking weed near a farting dog?
you realise you're probably smoking dog farts too, right?
>>
>>7323194
me too
want to be friends?

[spoiler]that's an empty offer, i'm well too scared to actually talk to someone proper[/spoiler]
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>>7323195
>What's that? More tumblr gifs?
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>>7323194
disgusting

>>7323195
STAHP
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>>7323183
Public radio gets 6-8 hours of play on any given day. Though it's never given me advice.
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>>7323194
That's the whole point of the general, dipstick.
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>>7323201
b-but your gifs
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>>7323203
i do more public radio than internet on most days
it's not hard in a country where it's so well funded
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I wish I looked like this so I could sex someone who looks like Noctis.
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>>7323206
do you have something against strong independet women?
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>>7323194
Yeah, beta here too. Who's more beta, us or /r9k/?
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>>7323211
I wish I looked like this so I could sex someone who looks like Batou.
>>7323212
No I mean..
you're posting tumblr gifs..
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>>7323211
can you fix my car after
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>>7323216
Decent taste.
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>>7323176

is he a beta just cause he's shy? c:

>>7323179

w-well how could he not know??? i ALWAYS tell him how cute he is and how great he is and stuff idk
how could he not know how wonderful he is like if anything i'm convinced that he just does not want me at all
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>>7323215
what if i post in both places?
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>>7323212
>>7323201
My friend watched a lot of wrestling as a kid. She would get grounded from watching it a lot because she would try it out on her sister
>>
does it ever get better?
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>>7323171
did you cut yourself or something?
are you okay?

>>7323174
magpies are gross though desu

>>7323185
gross, man

>>7323221
your new hair looks great on you btw
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>>7323215
i try to go on r9k sometimes but there is too much porn and i get grossed out
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>>7323218
I could try but it might just end with sexual favors.

>>7323221
Edie you already know this answer like don't even play.
Touch him down there with your mouth and he'll gain all the confidence in the world.
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>>7323211
I wish I looked like this so I could scare people away without always having to speak for that.

>>7323221
nah, maybe, I don't really know.
touch his butt when you see him, that's the ultimate test.

>>7323224
wrestling is the best anime soap opera
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>>7323121
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>>7323219
I'm a woman of taste.
>>7323228
Yes. it does. It takes time. When it gets better you are put up against new challenges. You overcome them. It's even better. Life is a series of things getting better and getting worse. You just gotta hang on and get past any obstacles to your happiness.
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>>7323207
Yean no PC over here so I surf the transistor radio all day when not lurking. It's great for a sense of international politics.
>>
>>7323221
ok, sometimes people are SO beta that they become convinced that no one wold actually like them, they usually dont pick up on signals and ignore the ones they do notice because they think it's just in their head. they're afraid of opening up to others and being vulnerable.
this stage is called being an omega 'pronoun'
>>
Don't you hate when trips post tumblr gifs with poor framerate and shitpost all night long to get out pent up stress for lack of dicks and then let everyone know they are going to bed? I wish someone punched people like that in the face tbdesu.
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>be me
>be 60 minutes ago
>1hour.jpeg
>Gonna meet up with this trans girl I've been chatting up
>She gets there
>super soft
>smells good
>nice big soft lips
>basically assault her in her car
>wew getting hot & heavy wew
>drive to a super secret spot
>thebackofaparkinglot.rar
>groping feeling her up the whole way
>tell her to take off her bra
>off it goes.
>get dat tiddy in my mouf
>suck on them
>Hard.
>this slut is loving this
>starts 2 give me head
>feels good, hot mouth, good technique.
>summin aint right
>too crowded fuck compact cars
>can't cum fuck this
>focus on her more
>throw myself at her, try to dominate her in her own car
>mfw it's working(duh)
>she starts to moan as i suck on her neck nips and lips
>"i wanna fuck you"
>hesitates
>i can't...
>you almost cum?
>not even close
>can tell she doesn't like this whatever
>gets a text from sister
>i gotta go anon...
>kay just drop me off
>asks about tomorrow
>tell her im not working
>drops me off, give her a kiss goodbye.
>Fuck. Those lips.
Mfw i left my backpack in her car containing my weed bong some condoms and $
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>>7323229
Magpies are beautiful meat eating birds. Are you from Australia or something. The magpies in Australia are horrible from what I hear.
>>7323234
I don't like watching wrestling, but I can recognize the appeal. /asp/ has kind of turn me off of it though.
>>7323241
What stations do you listen to?
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>>7323211
Too bad the game is crap
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>>7323244
wtf sounds like me
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>>7323245
gn anise
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i have 2 weeks left of spiro and qhi fucked shit up so they're only now just going to process my order like tomorrow or the day after. at best.

unless i get really lucky and they shit/arrive within like 5 days (to Canada) then i'm probably going to have to go a week or more without HRT.

if I reduce my daily spiro dose from 200mg to 150mg or 100mg, could i still get an at least like, reduced effect? i don't want to go completely off it, that's terrifying.
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>>7323222
Confirmed for beta lol! Try to hold on to your spaghetti okay?
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>>7323251
t. someone whos never played a ff game before
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>>7323244
fuk forgot trip
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>>7323240
>woman
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>>7323250
I wanted to go, but this is stronger than me.
Have you seen Wrestling Isn't Real by Max Landis? See it if you haven't it's funny and it will make you love wrestling, maybe, or have a good time at least.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYvMOf3hsGA

>>7323253
thanks for understanding my delicate feelings, anon
>>
>>7323240
I'm scared, I keep getting more unhinged by the day, I feel like I'm either at or getting close to reaching terminal then I'll shatter

things get worse 95% of the time at least for me
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>>7323256
Played them all except for XI and XIV because I'm not a fan of MMOs.
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>>7323230
Haven't been there in awhile myself. Probably not missing much.
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>>7323229

o-oh t-thank u

>>7323233

i'm scared ;___________;
DOESN'T IT MAKE MORE SENSE THAT HE IS JUST NOT FLIRTING WITH ME AS MUCH CAUSE HE JUST WANTS TO BE FRANDS

>>7323234

n-no!!! we are gonna play vidya and watch movies and eat lots of food and um i will not pressure for nothing
i don't wanna scare him off ok

>>7323244

he has told me that every girl he's ever dated has cheated on him and that he has had a lot of really awful experiences with ppl so like
idk i totally understand why he is antisocial and why he is kind of reserved, and he's been opening up to me lots recently which makes me rly happy
i just want him to know how much i like him and stuff and that i think he's really great and that i really mean it and idk i want him to believe me
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i started at 24 and gave up at 25
ask me anything
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>>7323256
And II is the worst one
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>>7323256
>someone doesn't like a game I like
>They prolly didn't play it
grow up
>>7323260
I'll let you know what I think once I finish it.
>>7323266
Why'd you give up.
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>>7323261
is there anything that causes you to feel this way? a person or place that causes anxiety?
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>>7323240
A babeh woman.

>>7323265
You gonna lewd him up don't even play like come on baka desu we all know you Edie dont even.
>>
>>7323259
We are not doing this again.
>>7323272
WE ARE NOT
>>7323261
What do you mean unhinged?
>>
>>7323254
yes just reduce dose a bit to have it last longer

2 weeks or whatever of reduced dose obviously isn't ideal but in the long run it won't really matter
>>
So if I take and pass my driving test on the fifth I can set up an appointment then.

...in the meantime, I need to figure how many hormones to buy.
>>
>>7323244
Stop it stop it stop it no one should like me I'm so ugly. Stop describing my broken personality.
>>
i want to take purity to church and teach her that anal is the sex act of the devil
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>>7323270
t. hasnt played it
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>>7323274
how much should i reduce it? is 100mg even worth taking? I know a lot of people are on 100mg a day for months but that seems like gatekeeping to me.
>>
>>7323277
you don't get anything out of thinking like that.
there's nothing to lose if you STAHP
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Obligatory nightly
>tfw no bf
It's a much less painful feel now though, 6 mg seems pretty neato.
>>
>>7323265
then being honest and kind of obvious is the best way to be, it sounds like he has come to assume that bad things happen to him, just be nice and honest, just hang out with him. it sounds like things are going to go well with you two, maybe tell him some stuff about yourself to make him trust you, it'll help affirm your bond
>>
>>7323276

Better pass it!
>>
>>7323276
Spend the money on a treadmill instead.
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>>7323284
fugging trip again! im an idiot
>>
>>7323281
i was on 100mg for 3 months and i got body hair reduced a lot began to develop breast buds

also remember its only a few weeks
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>>7323272

if he wanted to kiss me i would literally fucking die

>>7323284

o-okie. i tell him all kinds of stuff! he's the only guy i've been talking to in any serious way for like a month now honestly....
i just really don't wanna be a bad thing that happens to him yknow? but he also never reallyy flirts wit me so i'm likee idkkk
>>
>>7323281
In many cases it probably is gatekeeping, and/or just wanting to start low and ramp up, but I have heard of people having their T be nuked on only 100mg spiro.

Regardless, 100mg would be better than 0mg.
>>
>>>/r9k/33068869

found some trannies on r9k lol
>>
Is it worth starting HRT at 22 or is all hope lost?
>>
>>7323295
Probably more trannies on r9k than mtfg.
>>
>>7323270
>Why'd you give up.
i think i have too much internalized shame to even try to present as female. my face cant pass without surgery, and my voice is atrocious. i'd be too embarrassed to stay at my current job or with my current friends, and i like them. im afraid im on the Jenner path, but without the fame and money. Im on the Susan's Place path. I can see it happening but i cant stop it.
>>
>>7323295
will someone invent real x-change already
>>
>>7323273
my mental heath has been in rapid decline for some time now, I wasn't joking when I said I spent 5 hours total crying in the bath today spread out over 3 times.
>>7323271
severe body issues and the environment I live in is stressful, I'm effectively alone almost 24 hours a day, every day
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>>7323293
>doesnt know how to flirt
every year millions of betas miss amazing opportunities due to lack of social skills and the inability to flirt.

please, dont drink and drive.
>>
>>7323297
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
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>>7323297
There is only one time to start HRT, if you don't do it at this time you'll always regret it.

That time is right now.
>>
>>7323281
>>7323294

I've been on 100 mg a day for 3 months now and according to people in this thread I'm making decent progress. So it's better than nothing.
>>
>>7323293
what ahppened to you pilot fucktoy?
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>>7323250
101.9 wdet. 91.7 wfum Flint at night after 11 they play the BBC World Service all night. Wdet has began playing The Moth and Radiolarb late and it's a must on weekends wait wait don't tell me!.
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>>7323297
Better than 23

>>7323305
test your fucking levels
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>>7323301
well i know that my environment made had an extreme effect on my ability to cope, start trying to find a way to change your environment for the better
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>>7323308

I will on December 21st.
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>>7323301
How many months hrt are you? Dosage?
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>>7323302

wait so is that like normal lol
like he hasn't flirted with me at all cause he's a beta and doesn't know how? is that a thing?
IS THAT WHY HE WOULD MESSAGE ME EVERY DAY WITH NO REAL REASON AND WOULD NEVER KNOW WHAT TO SAY BUT WOULD STILL MESSAGE ME

>>7323306

he's just a fucktoy and i don't really want just a fucktoy basically. he's always there for that but i want more than that yknow
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>>7323297

I started at 22 and I'm already passing as an androgynous weirdo.
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>>7323312

>like he hasn't flirted with me at all cause he's a beta and doesn't know how? is that a thing?

That's how I was with girls in high school.
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im going to eat some instant ramen i think

scale says i keep losing weight i think it might be broken
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>>7323312
what happened with that client that was gonna take you to japan and pay your college?
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>>7323312
Yes. That is exactly the reason. He likes you but doesnt want to flirt with you because hes afraid of you not responding well to it so you should flirt with him and make him super happy.
Also sex him.
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>>7323312
OBVIOUSLY! he just wanted some way to develop a relationship with you. and he didnt know how to, look, some people are basically socially retarded, they literally dont know how to interact, so they look for a way in, something they have in common, i.e. vidya
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>>7323309
I have no ability to do that, I've spent this entire year so far being ill as well which has just snowballed my issues
>>7323311
seeing gatekeeper today, probably going to shoot me down again, I have no other options
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>>7323314
Well thats actually pretty reassuring at 3 months
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>>7323327
Anxious about it? Good luck Eva
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>>7323329

Granted, the doctor did say something like "not everyone responds so well to hormones." Or something like that. Most drugs seem pretty potent on me.
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>>7323327

Who exactly are you seeing?u
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Why my body put so much energy into producing body hairs...

Like I have full chest of hairs at 4 years HRT wtf?
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>>7322986
>>7323061
When should I worry, and if it comes to that point, what should I do? Just for future reference.
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>>7323327
an entire year being ill? that definitely sounds like something a doctor should be dealing with, and you can usually ask the government to help you in relocation, supported housing and stuff
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>>7323312
YES. Edie that is so much a thing. He surely has self-esteem issues and is probably depressed.
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gonna go smoke brb
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>>7323319
>>7323325
>>7323326

WTF HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS WAS A THING LMAO
literally one day after weeks of it happening i just blatantly asked him why he messaged me cause i was confused and he didn't seem to have a reason
and he got all flustered and was like "i'm sorry i am really interested in talking to you i don't want you to feel that way" and then
ever since then he always messages me and tells me about his day or starts up a funny convo or something.
BUT BEFORE THAT HE NEVER DID
he would just message me every night saying hi and not really saying much and i was hella fucking confused
is there anything else i should know??????? he has definitely opened up a lot more the more i tell him how cute and awesome i think he is but idk what else to do

>>7323323

he's still a client. client is not crush material!! like if the guy i've been crushing on kissed me i would literally combust
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>>7323341
do you check your levels?

>>7323312
>Dollface doesn't understand how someone could have selfesteem issues
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>>7323352
why are you even here?
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>>7323352
if you aren't chasing them then you aren't a chaser
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>tfw no bf or gf
>tfw don't want to get hopes up for the latest crush I've developed
>tfw one of those nights where I listen to old modest mouse albums and just feel
>>7323297
>tfw started right before 22
I sure hope there's hope
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>>7323348
Packing another bowl.
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>>7323332
I don't think it's going to work out, I might end up in the ward this week, most of my hope for life is gone now
>>7323340
I'm not willing to be giving that out
>>7323343
I still live with family, last year my plans to leave got ruined by sudden illness, it's kinda receding now, my body is weak though now, muscle atrophy probably.
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>>7323350
Hey if you're in the game of lewding up socially awkward beta males is there a list or club I can join?
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>>7323359

I don't mean like, their name. I was more aiming for a profession.
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I love butt plugs desu
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>>7323279
cool.
>>7323299
That kind of makes sense. I don't think I could handle not trying though.
>>7323307
You from Michigan?
>>7323260
That was funny. Kind of autistic but funny.
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>>7323364
You're such an adorable little slut now beep.
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>>7323362
endocrinologist, hormone doctor
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>>7323364
How are butt plugs actually?
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>>7323286

Well, it won't be elegant, but I think I can follow all the laws.

Just found out that two of my coworkers are getting married.

>tfw no date
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If a guy tells me he's a chaser should I read that as a trannychaser or a bugchaser?

Please answer ASAP, he's right in front of me waiting for an answer.
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>>7323374
hook up with someone at the wedding.
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>>7323357
I should have started 5 years ago but denial is a bitch. Lets get there my man
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>>7323351

well like idk i understand it, even tho i think he's fucking beautiful and wonderful and perfect and everything........
like we were talking once about our weights and he's like 6'1" and 135 lbs, hella skelly, and i told him he was cute and he immediately said
"i have a stomach disorder that makes it so i can't gain weight and i got made fun of a lot growing up for it so i'm kind of sensitive about it"
and he's made comments like that in the past about girls not finding him attractive or whatever and idk i don't get it but i want him to know how much i care about him and find him gorgeous
i figure it'll prob take a lot of me telling him that but idk i just want him to believe me

>>7323361

if you're tall and qt maybe idk .///3///.
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>>7323378
>tfw you say my man to everyone and fucked up
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>>7323377

Oh yeah that would be great
Then a few months later
"Hi I'm a fucking mental defect."
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>>7323351
Every second month. (It's almost free here) My E is high and my T is low.
Maybe it's not enough I remeber I got my body hair very early in life - like I'm very sensitive to T and it should be eliminate completly.
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>>7323365
Indeed I am. Suburban Detroit.
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>Hamilton disses Pence
>Trump has a metldown on twitter
>Pence says he respects their desires, doesn't want an apology or anything, and enjoyed the show.
why is trump so triggered?
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>>7323368

You're gonna be ok
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>>7323301
How's camming treating you?
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>>7323297

Also this is why I'm ordering now
I want to go the legit route but I'm three months out of 28.

Time is up.
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Good morning everyone <3
hope you have a great day today!
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>guy tells a story about a fight he got in today
>feel a little turned on by how bad ass he sounded
Well then.
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>>7323392
didn't you post here for like 5 years?
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>>7323380
What do you consider qt?
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>>7323383
If you don't think it'll work out in the end just make it a more casual thing.
>>7323387
I'm currently in Utah, but I'm from an area between Detroit and Ann Arbor. I miss Michigan. Planning on moving back soon to finish my schooling.
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>>7323390
I don't think I will be
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>>7323380
>I want to make this guy happy
>flirting with anons in the same post
you're gonna destroy the poor guy, you know?
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>tfw didn't notice Christmas tree on the roof of a building across the street
Looks pretty
>>7323364
I miss them desu. I need to get some buttplugs again, preferably one that isn't cheap rubber stuff
>>7323378
>should've started 5 years ago
Same. Had every opportunity to start freshman year of college but didn't
C'est la vie I guess, just gotta work in the present and not dwell in the past
>>7323276
Don't forget about rules for the bike lane, failed once solely because of it back in hs
Good luck
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>>7323396

tall and qt

>>7323401

if the guy i've been hardcore crushing on for months actually wanted to be my bf i would literally stop flirting with anyone else ever again lol
i like him a LOT. the first month of us talking i only wrote him off cause i was convinced i didn't have a shot in hell.
but until then i'm a free shim
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>>7323399
Damn not far from me at all I'm in Livonia lol. Trying to move out with my best friend and the ftm he's going out with. To Ohio? Some friends of theirs out there. You see a lot of trans in Utah?.
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>>7323409
I'm am tall but seeing that you like this one beta male a bunch maybe there's hope for the rest of us too.
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>>7323409
he's gonna give up on you and assume you friendzoned him or something, that's how timid people are. or he'll think he's sacrificing his feelings for your freedom and happiness.
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>>7323414

i have to say that betas aren't bad at all and if anything they are mega adorable and it's nice to have someone care about u in that way
with alpha guys or w/e they're very forceful and kind of aggressive with their feelings idk

>>7323416

but all i ever do when we talk is talk about how highly i think of him why would he think i wouldn't want to be more than friends wit him?
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>>7323414
I like cute beta guys who can't get a girl, I want to help them all lose their virginity
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>>7323412
Not too many, but I'm fairly confident that I've met a few in passing though. I currently am staying with my grandparents in the SLC area. I'm from Ypsi. Trying to find some roommates for an apartment. I have the money finally.
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>>7323416
True. Self-doubt is a bitch.
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>>7323417
Well now I'm getting too nervous to keep asking because I really want to talk to you but I'll take what I can get for now. You're so nice edie.

>>7323418
That would be nice too.
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>I have to take my mones today

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EpC2T00PAE

Agent Testosterone: Mr. AntiAndrogen. Welcome back, we missed you.


Agent Testosterone: Like what I've done with the place?

Cypro: It ends tonight.

Agent Testosterone: I know it does, I've seen it. That's why the rest of me is just going to enjoy the show because we already know that I'm the one that beats you.
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>>7323417
he could think you're just being nice to him to make him feel good, you know, hugboxing.
it's not rare at all for a timid guy to have some sort of messiah complex, assuming that he isn't allowed to be happy with someone because that would make them unhappy.
he'll take any possible chance to reinforce that idea that you don't see him as a man, you know, like angie answering only posts saying she's ugly.

it's not really a special thing.
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>>7323394
Hopefully he was in the right. Unless you like bad boyz?
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>>7323395

I've been here since there was an /lgbt/ and I was on /adv/ for the same issue most of it's life.

I moved out a little over a year ago, after I got into a car accident, so I've been getting my life in order

>>7323399

I guess so. It just feels weird to date someone I wouldn't marry down the road

Says someone who never dated.
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>>7323429
you know, you really could go for cuter mental images. like this >>7322987
Your insides are becoming cute, that's awesome.
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>>7323350
it sounds like he has trouble making conversation too, trust me, once you two get into your relationship he'll develop more confidence and become more comfortable around you, just go for it! it sounds like you two are going to be a cute couple
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God today was so awful, got dragged into some stupid drama and then my friends were talking about all the stuff that gets my dysphoria going all day (unintentiaonally) and then I had some stupid break down about them hugboxing me
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>>7323433
Eh, I'm not too interested in danger. Just alpha males. I prefer they be safe.
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>>7323427

i-i'm sry am not trying to make u nervous it's ok

>>7323432

ya but if we start dating and i'm constantly kissing him and holding his hand and wanting to be near him then why would he think that?!

>>7323438

i'm just not used to it at all .////. guys that i've dated have always been very straightforward with their feelings and their attraction and stuff
if we became a couple i would be rly rly happy......
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>>7323420
Broke as hell over here but somehow scraping by. A co-worker of mine used to live at Michigan Avenue and Denton I would drive him home and we had many a rager. Almost lost my cherry to his half sister. She was so fine. But something about it terrified me. Being a girl, getting an STD who knows lol.
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>>7323359
ok, do a little exercise, just some walking and general movement, it'll help improve your mood, and then maybe get a little more intense workout afterwards, the endorphins will help improve your mood consistently, as for the home situation maybe look into supported living, as log as you dont have any substance abuse issues you're already an excellent candidate for supported accommodation
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>tfw you give someone a bonebone because they give you chokeu
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>Make a "joke" to normie friend about my goal body being an attractive woman
>"You want to be a girl anon?"
>"H-heh no it just wasnt as very witty as I thought
>He just laughs it off and the convo continues
P-Phew?
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>>7323444
ok, are you feeling nervous or unsure?
feeling worried about what to do or say?
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>>7323444
I sincerely wish you luck with this, but the big issue will be getting to start dating. He seems to be making an effort, so as long as you move along it should work.
Just consider that insecure men aren't too different from insecure women or trannies.
Flirting can be read as hugboxing, paying attention can be read as having secondary intentions, being too relaxed can be seen as not really caring. It's hard.
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>>7323435
My mom said, dating is like shopping for tomatoes, you need to make sure they aren't rotten before you buy one.
>>7323447
I feel like that's most people living on their own. Especially those that are younger. Yeah sex can be kind of terrifying. I can't do it unless I have some other kind of connection to that person. So I end up sucking off and screwing close friends.
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>>7323455

YES I AM VERY NERVOUS LOL
when i think about him actually kissing me or holding my hand i feel very hsadjisahndjaiohfausofbhaofab
and i don't want to flirt with him if he's not flirting cause what if he doesn't like me like that and this was all in my head ;__________;

>>7323458

he is definitely making an effort but idk i'm lowkey convinced he will not like me in the way i want him to so idk idk idk
if i even kiiiind of knew that he was attracted to me for sure and liked me i would be the most affectionate bitch in the world nonstop
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>reading official immigration material of a country
>"our country is so great"
>"we are brilliant"
>"natural environment, wealth, etc"
>there is no information regarding how to actually immigrate to said country
this has to be the work an australian-tier troll
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>>7323467
Hes likes you Edie. FUCK.
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>>7323461

I'm not marriage minded right now anyway, so...I do want a relationship. Geez, what is my problem?
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>tfw sister asks me why my legs are smoother then her when we are sitting on the couch
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>>7323436
>cute

I don't do cute. It's too shameful

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qnd-hdmgfk
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>>7323476
Does your family not know?
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>>7323480
nope i never really came out but i think by now they heavily suspect.
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>>7323026
elanna wtf
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>>7323467
then congratulations, you know exactly how he feels, you need to take charge of the situation a little, do what you need to in order to solidify your relationship, pay attention to what he does and react accordingly, start conversations, ask him about himself, you need to engage him
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>>7323471
Which country?
>>7323474
You have to put yourself out there to get any type of relationship.
>>7323476
Did you tell her magical little gnomes sneak into your bed at night and shave your leg hair to use for beard wigs?
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>>7323461
I can understand that. Emotional attachment is important, maybe because I disconnect my sexuality with my personality. I'm very nice but emotionally I'm a mess.
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>>7323471
What country is it?
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>>7323473

YOU DON'T KNOW THAT THO
WHAT IF HE JUST LIKES THAT I SAY NICE THINGS TO HIM AND HE JUST THINKS OF ME AS A FRIEND AND THAT'S IT?????
altho i guess he did ask me to see him or to "go to a movie" if i preferred so i guess that's kind of something
BUT FRIENDS GO TO MOVIES ALL OF THE TIME

>>7323484

i don't know exactly how he feels tho!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but ok i mean i will do my best to take charge a bit and try to feel him out
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>>7323350
Edie uh

ur kinda dumb
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>>7323450
moving much at all right now will end in vomiting. I feel paralyzed by bdd induced nausea right now

being completely alone might actually make things worse
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>>7323485
I told her i shave them for swimming

>tfw only been swimming once this entire year

._.;
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>>7323485

Well, once I have a car I can start doing...something.

I have no idea what I will do to meet people.

I'm a kissless 27yearold who can't even be a tranny why don't I kill myself
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>>7323491

QUIDDY HOW AM I DUMB
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>>7323482
I think I just hate myself enough to get off on having harm inflicted on me
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>>7323481
Here I thought you were out. I'm closeted too but I'm sure glad no one ever asks why I'm always completely shaved.

>>7323490
EDITH. HE LIKES YOU. Dont even play! You do this with every guy like omg I swurr. Hold his hand. Be close to him. LEWD HIM.
Cause he likes you.
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>>7323499
>WTF HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS WAS A THING
cuz ur dum, that's pretty cute though
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>>7323490
'try to feel him out' no, go on the date, try making bodily contact with him, if he gets nervous then continue, if he looks at you in a weird way then stop, try to figure out how he feels through physical touch
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>>7323485
Made me laugh. I'll have to remember that one.
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>>7323406
d-does my christmas tree pass
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>>7323501
how long are you on hrt???

i feel like they have peiced it together by now but are avoid the subject kind of like a dont ask dont tell situation if that makes sense IDK
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>>7323500
i mean i get the sub thing but like, a knife? :/
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>>7323507

Too fat and the top looks really broad. Sorry.
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>>7323509
being beaten feels good
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>>7323509
Light cuts and only a bit of blood
I think I like the idea more than the execution, I've never done it
>>
>>7323507
Your Christmas tree passes as kinda boring.
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tfw people buying you lewd outfits

strange feel, i kinda like it tho, does this mean ima whore
>>
>>7323507
what a happy little tree
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>>7323512
>>7323513
i think choking is the closest i can imagine being nice
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>>7323493
ok confidence, do something that will make you feel good about yourself, maybe do your hair up and put on some makeup, pamper yourself a little.
and supported living usually has staff on hand to give advice and support, and help you learn how to be self-sufficient
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>>7323508
Almost 5 months now. The worst I've got so far is constant people telling me I need a haircut.

>>7323513
*cuts u*

>>7323515
Yes. Embrace it or something.
>>
>>7323504
Doing all right quid?
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>>7323518
slapping and stuff is nice too, i wouldn't want to break skin I've got enough scars
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>>7323486
I'm pretty sure those that have slept with me have realized something is up because I don't fuck people with my penis. I use a strap on. Plus I don't care much if I don't cum. I'm fucking weird.
>>7323496
That's a good reason. I shave them for running ;) my cross country coach in high school did that for cycling and cross country. idk if it actually works though.
>>7323497
Wait for the hormones and actually try. I'm sure you'll be able to find someone to date even for a little bit. Just ask people to do things. Even random strangers on the street. That is actually really fun. One time I got off of work and saw a large group of people and I asked if they wanted to go to the club and then party with me and my roommates. Met a lot of really interesting people that way.
>>7323506
I'm glad I could entertain!
>>7323504
How's it going quid?
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>>7323501

;___________; i just want to cuddle with him and play vidya with him all the time and hold his hand and pet him and love him idk is that lewd?

>>7323504

it's cute that i'm dumb?! QUIDDY U BETTER EXPLAIN URSELF RN RN

>>7323505

o-ok so if we watch a movie together i should lean on him maybe right? cause i would usually do that with a guy idk yknow
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>>7323522
is he ever?
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>>7323500
just remember to know your limits and consider your health, both physical and psychological
>>
>>7323521
lucky for me ive always had long hair since i was like 10, but its definitely getting longer
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>>7323526
>peach fuzz
>>
>meet someone
>find motivation for the first time in ages
>gradually working to improve myself
>one day they leave out of the blue
>they write like a paragraph about how i need to try and help myself
>fall into a pit probably worse than i was before
>hope to never see them again, not out of spite but because i don't want them to see what i have become
this part is where i'm supposed to put some kind of personal reflection or witty remark, but i haven't got anything
>>
>>7323524

I still feel weird just...taking stuff not prescribed, to be honest, but I'm tired of waiting. I'll talk to this therapist asap but I want to get started. I just don't know if I'll do it right
>>
>>7323522
>>7323524
lol not really, doing pretty terrible, but I'm not going to get into it here with ultimate autist here

>>7323525
the situation is cute!

>>7323529
yeah, hadn't shaved for about 5 days in that pic
>>
>>7323521
>embrace it
ok...
will you buy me a lewd outfit anon?
>>
>>7323510
Are you describing yourself?
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>>7323526
Posting other peoples pics is sooo rude !!!!
>>
>>7323525
yes, small things, when you first see him give him a hug or something, dont be afraid to touch him, he's not made of glass
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>>7323538
i cant help it ;_;
he's a bully to me

>>7323529
gross, right?

>>7323537
LMAO
you ass
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>>7323525
Edie you're just playing with all right now aren't you? You like messin with us and acting the pure maiden just as much as you like a good cockin dont ya?

>>7323536
No but you can buy me one. I'll wear it for you and everything.
>>
Is it possible I'm not trans and just have a lifelong repressed desire to wear a dress once to see what it feels like
>>
>>7323541
I've literally never bullied you.

You've said three times now you would stop misgendering me and posting my pictures, and while I knew you were lying every time it still makes it even shittier of you to do.
>>
>>7323544
idk that doesnt rly seem like the same thing...
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>>7323545
ask again later
>>
>>7323545

Luckily there's an easy way to find out
Wear a dress
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>>7323518
Choking is pretty hot, would recommend. Just got a nice fix

>>7323523
Idk, slapping is nice, I kinda like being scratched desu

>>7323527
Yeah, I know
If it doesn't feel good I don't do it

>>7323521
.///.
l-lewd
>>
>>7323541
how would you like it if someone was posting pics you hate of yourself?? think about it that way... !
>>
>>7323538
kit what dress did you end up buying yesterday?
>>
>>7323546
are you upset?

>>7323552
people do that to me all the time
quid does that to me also

>>7323549
she kinda still looks good even with such a bad expression
>>
>>7323549
kit is a qt
>>
>>7323533
Don't feel weird about it it's not even illegal in the US. Feeling uncomfortable is understandable, but you can do it!
>>7323535
Wanna talk about your day then?
>>7323545
idk try wearing a dress and see what happens.
>>
>>7323520
>do something that will make you feel good about yourself
I don't really know how, last time my councilor asked when is that last time I remember being happy I broke down in tears
>maybe do your hair up
hair isn't long enough yet, used to be few years ago, cut it all off repressing
>makeup
no experience with that
>>
>>7323551
thats good, as long as you maintain a degree of control then it's safe, sometimes the risk isn't worth the reward
>>
>>7323551
>tfw no older experienced man to pound you and choke you and then hold you afterwards
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>>7323554
People do that to you when you're actively attacking somebody on the thread.

>>7323556
mostly I was just exhausted for the whole day, had to pull an allnighter last night
>>
>>7323556

Well I was concerned with screwing up the doses but okay now I'm worried that I'm making a huge mistake
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>>7323547
Yeah you're probably right.
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>>7323554
>>people do that to me all the time
well they shouldn't cause its not a very nice feeling at all !!!

>>7323553
i didn't get one yet because i couldn't find one i think i would look good in ._.
>>
>>7323557
it sounds like you need to explore more, try some new things, it's worth trying to find something new to occupy your time, definitely grow your hair out! and btw i have only ever put on makeup 4 times but i still enjoy it, even the small improvements are worth appreciating, plus you learn with experience
>>
>>7323535

;____________;
I'M AUTISTIC AF IDK HOW TO DEAL WITH A GUY WHO ISN'T EXTREMELY STRAIGHTFORWARD IN A VRY SPECIFIC WAY LOL
he's like literally the epitome of dandere and here i am disconnecting from all of reality like wtf do i do quiddy all i want is him

>>7323539

BUT HUGGING SOMEONE IS SCARY WHAT IF HE IS MADE OF GLASS HE'S 6'1" AND 135 LBS

>>7323544

no ;_______________________________;
I'M NOT MESSING WITH ANYONE!!!!!!!!
>>
>>7323561
quit bullying me pls

>>7323567
lucky for you youre crazy photogenic
even with that thousand yard stare you still look gud
>>
>>7323530
I know how that feels.
I guess that is the benefit of meaningless online communication. You can purge someone from your existence pretty easily.
>>
>>7323560
aaahhhhh i want ;__;
the last part sounds especially lovely..
>>
http://i.4cdn.org/gif/1480461329151.webm

i wish was me
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>>7323559
Yeah I don't believe in doing bdsm stuff unless both people are understanding of the limits involved and don't overextend themselves.

>>7323560
>tfw they kiss you, lovingly put their hand on your throat and squeeze
>tfw you start to get all lightheaded and fuzzy feeling
>>
>>7323535
Well just know someone thinks you're very cute. I hope you can find confidence and self-esteem. You seem very nice.
>>
>>7323569
bone have a greater tensile strength than wood and stone, he's not made of glass.
you want this relationship to happen right? then do something about it!
>>
>>7323561
Aww that stinks. Did you get any sleep? I'm having some frustrations with spotify not scrobbling. Pandora isn't either. I'm testing youtube now and then songza.
>>7323562
The doses won't be too hard with all the info available you still need to get blood tests though.
>>7323574
Choking is really fun...
>>
>>7323567
:(( i was excited for you..
im sure you'll find one.

>>7323572
life is unfair

>>7323574
OMG o////o
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>>7323573
She looks super bored tbqh
>>
>>7323574
the way it's meant to be, those are the rules for a reason, it's better than making a mistake.
>>
>>7323581
dont take this from me elanna
>>
to give u a better idea of this guy this is literally how we talk to each other on a regular basis and he's the only person who knows how to talk to me and gets me like this weirdly idk
>>
>>7323570
im not at all and i look like a boy ;_;
but its OK cause i will get better i feel
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>>7323585
Hes funny. Fuck him.
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>>7323568
>try some new things
I've tried, anything new dies within 24 hours
>grow your hair out
I'm not going to cut it, it's been quite a while since I've done that

I feel that somewhere I lost the ability to change course, everything I try ends in failure, I may as well be a caged animal at this point
>>
>>7323585
good god
>>
>>7323585
ok he has some social skills, this shouldnt be difficult, just relax and let things take their course, if you really want to then throw out some signs and let him know you're interested
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>>7323584
Ok, sorry
Follow your dreams. Someday you too can be bored with amazing dick in your mouth

>>7323583
Yeah for reals

>>7323579
Yeahh

>>7323580
Sold now? It's the hottest thing, they're holding your life in their hands and squeezing until you get all woozy and want to melt into their arms
>>
>>7323590
then it sounds like you're taking the wrong approach to things, try thinking about it in a different way, remember that the biggest factor in your life is your input, what you do makes all the difference
>>
>>7323589

i wanna hold his hand more

>>7323592

sry am autistic

>>7323593
>>7323577

i'm really trying idk like he says stuff like this a lot and i always try to tell him nice stuff but idk
do you think if i am real real nice to him all of the time he will start to feel a lil better about himself? i want him to be happy
>>
>>7323569
dawww well just keep talking to him! just make sure you don't distance yourself this time and everything should work out

>>7323570
If I were bullying you I'd mention something about how bad you are at socializing and connecting to other human beings, dear.

>>7323575
thanks, I really appreciate that, that's not the problem right now though. if anything I was TOO charismatic apparently :L

but thank you, I hope I can someday too

>>7323579
not yet, I was about to but idk when I'll be able to sleep now.

that's annoying! are you putting your login details in Spotify settings? I don't think the scrobbler app will automatically pick Spotify up
>>
>>7323573
Why does porn always do that thing where the girl turns her head to the side and has his dick like, against the inside of her cheek?
It looks dumb tbqh.
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>>7323601
>i wanna hold his hand more
Thats super fuckin lewd desu.
>>
>>7323584
pron is made for aesthetic purposes, it's usually all acting and whatnot, now that you know this you will slowly grow tired of pron...
to be continued...
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>tfw fairly sure I'm going to fail school next year.
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>>7323609
good
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>>7323595
ok i havent felt this lewd since way before hrt, i hope youre happy with yourself!
>>
>>7323601
trust me, positive interaction always improves confidence. it might take time, or it could be almost immediate, but that's what happens
>>
>>7323609
keep your chin up bruce
or female variation of bruce
>>
>>7323603

i'm tryin not to!!!! I JUST WANT HIM TO LIKE ME idk i will see how the date goes this weekend idkidk

>>7323605

guys have this thing where they like to see their dick causing motion lol

>>7323606

;_; is not

>>7323613

ok i will try real hard ok. ty vanessa!!!!!
>>
>>7323595
Choking was one of the first things I tried in my first relationship.
>>7323603
Yeah I did. I have it set up on both my computer and phone. It recognizes that I am listening to music enough to show me neighbors, but not actually putting it into the library.
>>
>>7323615
glad i could help =)
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>>7323609
>tfw failing uni rn
>can't pass uni
>can't pass irl

passing life was not meant for me desu
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>>7323611
>getting really turned on by the thought of a strong man climbing on top of you, pinning you by the throat, choking you and making out with you
Wow, you certainly are an impure one aren't you~

>>7323618
I tried it back in the day but didn't all that much care for it but now it's hngg
>>
>>7323599
I'm scared
>>7323609
it wasn't fun senpai
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>>7323610
Harsh.

>>7323614
I can't.

>>7323620
>tfw can't handle school because dysphoria.
>tfw probs going to have a mental breakdown.

>>7323623
School is shit.
>>
>>7323615
>guys have this thing where they like to see their dick causing motion lol
Fair enough.
I still don't see how it would be arousing, but I guess that just goes to show the difference between what guys and girls like in porn.
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Pickles are only 5 calories
fucking how?
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HEY CAN MY BRAIN STOP FUNCTIONING THANKS
>>
Can you temporarily unfriend someone on steam?
I don't want to talk to them for a while, but I don't want to permanently block them.
>>
>>7323623
dont be, it's ok, just try to approach things differently, im guessing you over think things? well dont, whenever you start to get thoe thoughts in your head, STOP!
you have the ability to control what does and doesnt happen in your head, not always, sometimes it can be difficult, but the more you try, the easier it gets
>>
>>7323631
>people spouting this normalfag shit
>>
>>7323628
Because it has the same calories as a cucumber but with a ton of salt
>>
>>7323615
yes do that! I'm pretty sure just continuing to engage him will make him continue to like you probably more and more

>>7323618
wtf that's weird. it doesn't say it failed to connect to the scrobbling server or anything like that?
>>
>>7323632
well done, excellent contribution, have a cookie

do you even try to make anything better?
>>
>>7323625
look into online school!!
seems like it'd help with self-consciousness
you're smart enough to finish high school, so don't drop out/risk failing
>>
>>7323630
Fuck.
Wrong thread.
>>
>>7323628
Because cucumbers are light and filled with water, and brine / vinegar don't really add anything to it in terms of calories
>>
How seriously should I take not eating high potassium foods?
>>
>>7323630
>>7323637
just remove them silly
>>
>>7323630
Not unfriend, but you can appear offline to them. You can block somebody without removing them as a friend I'm pretty sure
>>
>>7323635
what if trying itself is the problem?
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>>7323636
I'd love to but I doubt my parents would even allow that.
>>
>>7323639
Not really at all. Just be mindful of it, but it's almost entirely a meme. Just don't make your entire diet consist of foods high in potassium, though even then you'd probably be fine
>>
>>7323642
trying itself is the problem? do you even want things to improve or do you enjoy being miserable like I used to?

develop some self awareness ffs
>>
>>7323634
Nope, imma look more into it, but it sounds like it should just sort itself out eventually. It's just frustrating tbqh.
>>
>>7323631
I'm not able to control thoughts at all really, my mind is too weak now ;_;

I'm going to attempt to sleep again
goodnight
>>
>>7323646
it feels super mainstream/normal now
ask them about it
i'm sure if you told them your reasons they'd understand
>>
>>7323651
just try it, it gets easier over time, and sometimes it's the only way to make thing better
>>
I'm gonna go down to my local lgbt center this week and ask them for resources on how to get on the road to transitioning. Are there any specific questions I should ask?
>>
>>7323648
what you are saying now is like saying to someone who is monolingual that they should "just understand french it's easy xD"

if they are unable to try something (possibly for psychological reasons), telling someone to "just try" is useless advice
>>
>>7323657
"whats the rate of suicide in post op transsexuals"
>>
>>7323657
ask them if there are any informed consent clinics nearby
if there aren't, ask for gender therapist recommendations
>>
>>7323657
Do you have money to self med?
>>
>>7323657
run up to the front desk and ask AM I A HON!?
>>
>>7323660
I would also like to know the answer to this question

>>7323658
You know you can learn languages right?
>>
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tfw cant freestyle
>>
>>7323670
>You know you can learn languages right?
yes, but there is a process to it
if you have never studied a language, you can't just expect to know it
>>
>>7323664
I'd rather not self med unless I really have to. I feel better knowing that I'm taking everything under a doctor's watch.
>>
>>7323666
kek

Do people outside of /lgbt/ actually know about and use the word hon? (in the way that we use it, not as an actual abbreviation for honey)
>>
>>7323670
>I would also like to know the answer to this question
it's disappointingly low, in your case
>>
>>7323657
bring the receptionist treats and they will make sure you get the real HRT
>>
>>7323654
Idk desu Maeve.
>>
>>7323658
have you even tried? do you understand why some people are really good at life while others arent? is it magic? no! they fucking practice, they put in the effort and dont just give up because it's 'too hard'
you seem like a special snowflake who just wants to be this way because it works for you, it's part of your persona, it makes you you, well guess what, i used to me an immature asshole like you, ignoring everything everyone told me because 'i cant change things'
and after shit hit the fan i realised, maybe it's not everyone else, maybe i'm doing something wrong, so, i actually did something about it, i got my life back on track, what are you doing?
>>
>>7323673
There is a process to learning how to try too, and literally every adult has to learn how to do it.

>>7323677
rood
>>
>>7323670
its higher than pre hormone boys
>>
>>7323684
>boys
Wow. Rude.
>>
Is this song racist when the words are written by a black poet but the track is made by Dutch producers?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rjg87TciDhQ
>>
>>7323684
By boys do you mean cis boys?
>>
I'm gonna trust my post orgasm brain.
Since post orgasm is the clearest head you ever have. And I don't want to transition when I orgasm. I shouldent transition.
>>
>>7323691
sure, that's why i always ask after sex to get things that i want, excellent thinking =)
>>
>>7323681
>what are you doing?
literally nothing
i've tried to do shit a couple of times but have yet to do anything meaningful

i can't find any motivation whatsoever
hell, i struggle to even complain about it on here if it's a particularly bad day

some people have suggested talking to even a therapist about my nothingness, but it's a catch 22
if i could see a therapist, i wouldn't need to (as much)

i'll admit that i am trapping myself here, but i genuinely don't have a fucking clue how to un-trap myself
nobody has given me any actual suggestion besides "just do it loser", which by virtue of me having not done anything is proven to not fucking work
>>
>>7323691

Post orgasm is the least clear you're at.
Your system is flooded with endorphins and testosterone, meaning you're making snap decisions and in a state of possible fear.
>>
>>7323691
Post orgasm is also when your testosterone is at its highest and when you are in a euphoric state that ignores pain. You want to transition, but the rush of your orgasm distracts you from it.
>>
>>7323693
Get other people to force you to do shit. Also, ask your doctor for antidepressants, you sound like you have a bad case of depression.
>>
>>7323696
By that logic if T makes me feel good.
I should really not transition

I should get more T
>>
>>7323693
look, im going to tell you what my entire family and a few shrinks told me, nobody can help you unless you help them help you, you cant get better unless you try to get better, it's difficult to understand so dont try to figure it out, give it time, some effort and a fair bit of patience and things will get better, but you need to try, you always need to try
>>
>>7323702
The T isn't what makes you feel good, but it is a product of you feeling more comfortable with being a man in the moment. Getting higher T would likely not help dysphoria much.
>>
>>7323676
They know gt already. Memes spread around.
>>
>>7323702
you need to masturbate less sweetie
>>
>>7323701
nobody cares

i've already dropped out of university, essentially dropped communications with all but a handful of people and been unemployed for almost a decade but nobody has so much as battered an eyelid
this isn't a new predicament that i'm in
i'm the only person that is bothered by my situation enough to do anything about it, but i can't

>>7323706
well i might as well stop posting about it then, because nothing is going to happen
>>
>>7323709
what does gt mean
>>
>>7323711
Will that make me wanna transition?

If that's the case then in gonna jerk off again
>>
>>7323715
gran turismo
>>
>>7323712
sure, give up, and watch nothing change

just dont go complaining about 'normie shit' considering they're actually functional human beings
>>
>>7323709
Interesting.

Although we've been saying hon as a pejorative long before we started saying gt.

>>7323715
girl tinkler
>>
>>7323715
great tyrone
>>
>>7323342
Anyone?
I don't know what to do if I don't get the hormones, and I am really depressed enough.
>>
>>7323716
i knew i shouldnt have fed the trolls
>>
>>7323715
i'll show you~
>>
>>7323719
i'll complain about whatever i fucking want
if i'm found to be breaking the rules, i will be banned

until then you can deal with it
>>
>>7323729
lol, good luck ;)
>>
>>7323727
But you have a boytinkler
>>
>>7323726
No I am willing to do anything to avoid transition
Your world depresses and terrifies me
>>
>>7323712
I care. Find someone online to help keep you accountable. Pay them if you need to. If nothing else, you can put on a name and post here and we can try to bitch you into doing stuff.
>>
>>7323727
Wtf you went from pure to hyper lewd preddi fast.
>>
POST PURE TRIPS
>>
>>7323734
when does a boy tinkler become a girl tinkler
>>7323737
i'm just trying to help the anon!!
nothing wrong with that
>>
>>7323727
can i lick it
>>
>>7323740
*crickets*
>>
>>7323740
im a reformed pure girl in training ;x;
>>
>>7323740
hi its me :)
>>
>>7323740
me
>>
>>7323736
i've done most of that
it doesn't work
people usually give up when they realise that they are mostly powerless to protect me from myself
it's happened as recently as a month ago (ironically i was probably doing my best prior to being dropped by them)

as for getting a trip or a name when posting here?
it would mean that people like >>7323733 could filter me
i wouldn't want to give them the pleasure
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>>7323740
>purity
>4chan
>>
>>7323740

Define pure
>>
>>7323740
we are all v lude here
>>
>>7323754
wtf no im pure
>>
>>7323740
What does this even mean?
>>7323751
I don't filter I just ignore.
>>
>>7323741
at birth
you are just an ugly girl
but you've always been one
>>
i'd like to imagine edie's ass is pure
>>
>>7323755
Except elanna

she is our maiden !!!
>>
All embryos start out female
we aren't damaged we're just fixing what was borked after like 2 months of development rite girls?
>>
>>7323755
>>7323026
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>>7323751
oh god you are possibly the whiniest little bitch on the planet, dont you see how fucking pointless it is to complain about things while not doing anything to change it? you just ant attention, grow up, actually do something or be miserable for the rest of your life, knowing that it will be your own fault =)
>>
>>7323761
>>7323761
>>7323761
>>
>>7323756
wish i could filter, the asshat shows up every time eva needs help
>>
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