/mtfg/ Trans Woman General

First

Second

First for dysphoria.

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Reminder that to disparage the boot is a bootable offence.

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>>7311385

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I just want my life to be better already

Can we keep this thread trans friendly please?

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>>7311364
I got scars along my incisions
They're not huge, but they're visible and I can feel them if I rub my finger along them

>>7311368
I'm afraid of what I'll be told. I can't bring myself to post my genitals online

>suporn wait time is still going up
>next free appointment is 2018

I'll never get to see him

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Is watching the Trolls movie COMPLETELY LEGALLY too much of a girl thing to do? I've heard good things about it.

>>7311389
uwu

>>7311390
it's going to get better qt

>>7311377
hey bbys

who wants a nice pee pee to do big cums on u?

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>>7311392
dont ever post pics online elanna !!!!!!!!!!

>>7311390
then start putting the effort in bucko

>>7311391
yes
get the fuck out, cis man

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>>7311395
>tfw no gf to watch trolls or frozen with
London?

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>>7311401
We've already seen so much of her already though.

>>7311392
ah i had them for the first few months too
tried bioil or whatever it's called ?
>>7311394
holy shit
just checked
when i booked i had to skip on 6 free months because 1 year hrt requirement

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dude weed lmayo

wasabi flavour pringles taste rly good

someone fly to melbourne and shoot me
ill
pay you

>>7311412
Post penis.

>>7311413
Wasabi flavor anything tastes like death

>>7311414
can I defile you when I'm done?

I have doubts about whether or not I need SRS
Like if I could get a pretty vagina then I would definitely, certainly want that, but it just seems so risky
I've got a dick that people say is v. cute and I'd rather be a cute transgirl than a neovag 'victim' :<

I mean I could live with a dick, it's not like I've got a supreme need to snibb snibb the benis, but... I just feel like I'd want to be a real woman, and having a vag would be appropriate for that?

>>7311418
fine by me

>>7311419
srs wont make you a real woman

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>>7311412
Hipster.

>>7311414
I'll shoot you...
A smile.

>>7311421
yeah but i could get fucked like one

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>>7311401
Wasn't really planning on it
Either way, I'm feeling really weird and sad now so I think it's bedtime

>>7311421
Yup

>>7311419
so you don't want it, but you feel you need it?
'it' being a perfectly healthy, functioning part of your anatomy

...


seems fine to me :D

>>7311412
do you pay rent with succ?

my ribcage sticks out farther than my boobs so i can still lay on my stomach

lol...

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>>7311422
i am
>>7311426
y-yes

>>7311424
Nini Elanna. You're the best girl.

>>7311419
if you want one get one
if not not
either decision doesn't make you more/less of a woman
>>7311427
>ribcage sticks out farther than my boobs
how is this even biologically possible ?

>>7311431
concave bewbs

>>7311425
i don't feel i need my dick, it just seems like the safer option
at least having the dick grants me snowflake status, but still...

>>7311431
did you have severe dysphoria over your dick? are you a lot happier with a vag????

>>7311427
same for me. but i'm trying the corset meme now, maybe it works

>>7311429
your mouth looks like it pays rent with succ tbqh

>>7311419
Depends on your genital dysphoria really. Mine was so bad that I got srs at the earliest opportunity because if I didn't I'd have killed myself.

If you're not sure then take the time to make sure, you can't go back, after all.

>>7311403
No, I've got a big bag of crisps to go through before I do anything. I also need to tell Kit she's a nice lady.

>>7311401
You're a nice lady.

>>7311433
>>7311436
DRINK

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>>7311411

Yeah I remember being pretty jealous of you at the time.
But holy shit, a year and a half?
They're not consistently free till fucking JULY.

At this rate ill be in my 30s before I can even get an appointment, let alone afford the appointment.

Excuse me whilst I die slowly inside.

>>7311431
please check your cis privilege larry

>>7311431

The scientific term for it is "deliciously flat chest"

>>7311436
i am 100% sure if i could get a good vag i would

i'm just worried i'd be trading a cute (but out-of-place) dick for an ugly pseudovagina

>>7311433
yes and yes
but happy would the wrong wording imo
having a vag makes me feel normal as in "normal like every other girl"
>>7311439
>reserve in advance
>used the 2 years to get the rest of the 16k €
>???
>Profit
>>7311432
wat
i demand a drawing
>>7311440
checked
>>7311441
>tfw no dfc
:(

Shit i can't remember if i already took my E or not.

>>7311412
CUTE GIRL

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>>7311431
Some guy posted his pre-everything pic two threads ago.

>how is this even biologically possible?
you tell me

>>7311444
If you can live with your dick, you shouldn't waste your money on SRS if it might make you feel worse. It's rather for people who prefer having a mutilated vag than a gt.

>>7311436
is being a tranny SO damn bad?

the first and last time I was so fucked up I seriously considered ending my life was when I was coming off heroin
that was the worst hell on earth and I wouldn't wish it on anybody

every other problem in my life just seems so insignificant next to that

you're telling me that being a tranny is feeling THAT bad 24/7?

how do you even have the willpower to turn on your computer?
to chat to another person?
I couldn't do that when I was going through withdrawal. I didn't ever want to leave my bed, I just hoped the shock would kill me.

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>>7311448
i dont think hrt changed me much

I'm a top dom bisexual male. The appearance of your genitals are less important than you think. Do what you want to do, not because you think someone else wants it.

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i'm sad because i want to be a girl but can't be

>>7311449
This is basically me but much tinier (if the door isn't 3m high). I'm glad i'm not the only one who has this though.

>>7311438
Why am I drinking??

>>7311442
Then you need to do some thinking and work it out, it's not something people can really help with too much because you are always going to have to trust your own perception when it concerns a permanent change to your own body.

>>7311447
Oh god this feel. I used to count back on the packet to make sure I got to the day I picked up the perscription.

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>>7311452
i feel like you look like so different tho !!
like rly pretty cute girl !!

>>7311455
/mtfg/ in a nutshell

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>>7311444
That's pretty much what I've been considering doing honestly.

Currently I couldnt even afford the deposit though. My mother says, regularly, that she'll help pay for it and she'll mortgage the house again to get the cash and all that shit, but no.
I mean I hella appreciate her saying it, but I wont do that to her.

ill get there, eventually.

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>>7311459
i lost weight i guess
and my eyes got pinker
ty tho kit

>>7311454
>top dom bisexual male
if i was thinking about other people i'd keep the dick because i'm transbian and having the proper equipment would make things so much easier

>>7311458
yeah, i guess
blagh, i wish there was a quick-start guide to this shit
i'm not good at figuring things out on my own :/

how's your vag? like, does it work well sexually? are you happy with its appearance?

>>7311458
I just took one to make sure. Some extra E won't hurt.

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I think dp was right about me being ill, this better not delay hrt

>>7311449
das interesting looking tbqh
>>7311450
>missing my point by 20 miles
good job chaser
>>7311461
i hope you work something out <3

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>>7311455
same

>>7311472
t. cute girl

>>7311455
I don't want to be a girl, but if some Freaky Friday shit happened I'd be cool with it

>>7311464
I guess I should clarify. Would you rather change yourself or would you be happy if someone treated you as a girl without having to do it?

public safet outside again
fucking
SCAREFD

>>7311479
NO WAIT IS ME ALEX LOLL

>>7311473
you are a kind anon

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>>7311471
Thanks lilly. I'll get there one day.

I feel kinda disgusting ngl

*deadnames you*

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This is my last post.
I deleted the discord. I'm gone. So don't try to contact me there.

My hrt is getting refunded or trashed.
And I'm phoning that clinic to get me off that waiting list.

This is me TAKING back control of MY LIFE. MY LIFE.

Not some half life THAT being trans would force me done.

FULLY FLEDGED BIOLOGICAL REPRODUCTIVE MALE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58W1DjQRamw

>Your time is at an end. You must decide.

Spartan: No. I'm going to end this war on my terms.

>Then you will die knowing that you failed to save everything you fought for.

Spartan: I fight for freedom. Mine, and everyone's. I fight for the right to choose our own fate. And if I die, I'll die knowing that I did everything I could to resist you. And I'll die male.
But I feel liberated again. Free. It was MY choice. This was the right decision.

Window will close after I post this.

I'm finally done with this. I realise now it was all in my head. And the further way from places like this I go. The better I feel.

It was never real. Amy can get fucked. Burn in hell for all I care now. I'm back and in control.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52VO5WVNaD4


I'll admit. You came close mtfg. You came FUCKING CLOSE.

But you're not getting me.

>>7311451
That's a difficult question because you're talking about an experience involving a chemical that actively affects your body vs a negative self perception. I imagine heroine has a greater physical effect than dysphoria on your body. I can only talk from my own experience, and that the knowledge that srs was coming was what I held on to to keep going.

Also like, it's much easier to "forget" about your penis I guess. Like if you keep your mind off it and have it tucked away neatly. As time went on that got harder though and I have to keep hiding away and crying at work because something somehow reminded me that I had a dick (working in a environment where you see a lot of genitals probably didn't help much).

Everyone tolerates different things in different ways.

>>7311464
Sexually I have yet to have piv sex, but I can definitely have orgasms and they feel fucking great (vibrators are legit).

Appearance wise, I am happy with it. I went the public healthcare route because of my pressing need for it and the fact that I knew I wouldn't be able to afford to go private for the foreseeable future without fucking my life plan in a major way (which is stuff I worked too long and hard for to be able to just drop), and I don't disagree that my vagina probably doesn't look as good as someone's who went to Supron or whatever the other guys name is. I am happy with it though, it's definitely waaaay better than how most people think a public healthcare vagina would look like.

The few (cis)people who have seen pics of it were amazed by it so that's something. They were work colleagues too so medically minded. One of them keeps asking if he can try it lol.

>>7311465
>taking too much e
Be careful! If the tranny police find out they'll force you to grow another dick.

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>>7311487
a feel all too common

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>>7311488
who told you what it was !!!??

>>7311491

wow u made it one day congrats

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>tfw after 10 years I can finally play a game I've been waiting for tomorrow.
I'm not even into gaming anymore, but, I feel like I have to play this game. 13 year old me would feel happy, if he didn't realize he was really a girl.

This is honestly probably the last game I'll ever play tbqh

>>7311491
You'll be back
See? You already are.

Either way, don't hold any spite, if you are able to live you life cis, then live your life cis.
I mean it's literally the better option, if you are capable of it.

>>7311488
>work with someone with your deadname

Every time someone talks to him I get a tiny panic in my brain like "they know..."

He's also the guy who wants to fug my neovag baka

>>7311491
You just saved yourself from a nightmare. Congrats.

>>7311491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AdWqlsQjWo


You didn't win. Dysphoria did. Fear did.
You could have destroyed it.

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>>7311496
Is this another girls don't play video games or you just get bored?

>>7311477
it's not about how people treat me, i'm pretty sure transbians would treat me female either way
just it feels like i'd be -right- with a vagina

>>7311492
thanks for the detailed response! i'm happy you're happy with yours, it helps to hear people who have one be happy with it, especially since i'm so uncertain about how it'll go...

>One of them keeps asking if he can try it lol.
lmao
well, you're doing something right!

>>7311491
what kind of autist takes the time to make this lol
just leave dude

>>7311509
good post
i un-disown you
you can be russian again

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>>7311511
oh wow

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>>7311500
>>7311488

>TFW dead name was Matt
>TFW picked Madelyn
>TFW people used to call me "Mattie"
>TFW people call me "Maddie"

It feels fucking amazing like basking in sunshine and glory to hear that nickname... ONCE I get done dealing with that sharp painful hiccup of stress.

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>>7311512

>>7311491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0Wf2RbjSl4

Good thing you saw the light. Who knows what sort of fucked up hon this hugbox might have made you.

>>7311507
No problem, glad it could help somehow! Just do your own research and you'll be fine I think. Make sure your opinion on the subject is well informed before you make a decision.

Lol yea I guess so. It's creepy though because he had a wife and a baby and shit.

Anyway shower time and then spending 4 days with qt~ later xx

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>>7311488
>Someone from HR used my deadname at work in a department-wide email and outed me
>people call me by that just as a joke now
>It's impossible to get the people I'm in charge of to listen to me anymore because I live in a conservative area and they refuse to take orders from a tranny

I hate everything.

>>7311517
>good thing you saw the light
i dunno if he's seen it yet, but once the dysphoria comes back and he necks he will for sure

>>7311521
This is why that law in Canada is a thing

>>7311522
Anyone past 18 is guaranteed to be hons. You just hugbox the ones you like.

CNT would be hugboxed too if he was nice to you.

>>7311528
cnt does not even exist holy shit dude. lolllll

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>>7311491
See you soon

>>7311377
UWU

>>7311506
chara why are you crazy

>>7311533
im not nigga

>>7311506
I genuinely don't play games anymore. I feel obligated to play this though.

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>tfw you keep constantly flipping between liking your birth name and considering changing it to sometihng more fem

>>7311536
hopefully its good then :3

>>7311528
Hi CNT. How are you doing today? I'm doing pretty great. I've been listening to heyyeyaaeyaaaeyaeyaa for the last 10 or so hours. My life is this weird mash-up of memes, dysphoria, and having a nice dick.

Hbu senpai? How's your mom? She was crying pretty hard when I bashed her teeth out with a rusty pipe. When I forced my 8" mutant tranny penis down her throat she cried hard, and I could hear her mumbling something about her poor son CNT. I didn't even know she was your mom, she just refused to call me by my chosen pronoun of 'rainbow' while I was shopping in the super market and I decided to teach that bitch a lesson. Sorry!

Anyway, I ordered some pizza to your place to make up for it. Hope you don't mind me knowing your address! I'm going to come over and fuck your dog in the ass soon. Stay safe brother!

Love,
Pubes

>>7311542
DRINK

>>7311539
Just get a feminine version of your birth-name, it's what I did.
Aim for the same first syllable and a similar number of syllables, and make sure it's ability to make nicknames are pretty much the same

>>7311542
I'm not cnt. Relax.
Kit is pretty. See? Would cnt say that.

>>7311531
And you're a cis girl who should be dead for browsing this board in Russia.

>>7311541
So did you or did you not kill a cat?

>>7311539
Kit!

>>7311491
Lol drama queen, you're such a girl

>>7311512
Are you allowed to own pets yet?

Why are these threads so shitty today?

>>7311546
That seems a bit too 'susans'.
Is it wrong to want to choose something that never reminds you of the life you leave behind?
Convenience is the furthest thing from my mind.

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>>7311547
If Chara is cis, I think she looks more than enough like a tranny to qualify staying here.

>>7311547
>Kit is pretty. See? Would cnt say that.
holy shit he's gone stealth

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>>7311552
Not enough me posting.

>>7311491
I give him 5 months before he's sucking a dick in drag.
I'd bet a bottle of bootleg spiro on that.

>>7311554
Kek

>>7311556
i heard school is boring

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what video game should i get
i have $120 steam dollarydoos

>>7311559
multiple copies of bad rats to distribute amongst the mtfg trips

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>>7311558
It really is but thankfully there's only a week left.

Does anyone have before and after pics of their body? Not asking for nudes or lewds or anything just curious what changes the body makes because most people only post face pics with abused angles and makeup.

>>7311559
pay me to write porn so i can buy vidya

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>>7311546
idk if there is a feminine version of my birth name its pretty andro

also its only 1 syllable ._.;

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>>7311564
Closest I could find

>>7311566
I think Kit is a cute name for a girl

>>7311549
Oryx hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!

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Morning girls and soon to be girls ^~^

>>7311559
buy me tf2 paint thanks

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>>7311564
Here

Also good morning

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>tfw shakira didn't like san junipero

>>7311575
Hey Jocelyn how's things going? body progression is rad!

>>7311566
What is it?
Is it actually Kit?
Because if so, I don't see how that's masculine at all.
Sounds like Kitten, or Kitty

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>>7311558
She always seems to leave after I start posting, lately. Its such a bummer.
How are you, Sertii? I'm gonna head to bed soon, I think.

>>7311577
They're looking up, it's been a tough year but I'm slowly moving forward with life. Thank you! How've you been?

>>7311563
Well thats nice
How long is your vacation?

>>7311571
Hi basic! Why did you drop trip?

>>7311579
pretty shitty lately ngl. No reason in particular.

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>>7311578
yeh it's Kit
>>7311569
thanks anon

>>7311575
God damn it
Holy fucking shit
I'm utterly consumed by envy. You're giving me some brutally strong dysphoria posting that shit.

Congratulations though, Here's hoping I can get that far.

>>7311581
I've been good! Glad to hear things are looking up for you lass. How have cosplay things been?

>>7311582
2 months.

>>7311575
H o l y s h i t

>>7311586
I haven't cosplayed since Azir. Gotta prioritize other things for a while before cons even really become an option again :/

>>7311575
how do you look like that

>>7311584
And how have you been Kit?

>>7311554
>>7311579

I'm rather new to /mtfg/
Are you the Asuka-poster I was told to ask about Waist-Trainers and if they can help shitty rib-cage cartilage shape?

>>7311587
oh nice
I would like a vacation as we desu

>>7311575
wtf
i need a new body

>>7311491
You fucking inspire me to repress
Fuck these freaks. So glad I live in a heavy republican state so I can't transition even if I want to.

A drink to you. A man of bravery. Standing up to mental illness.

This /pol/ack salutes you sir! The legion stands with you!

>>7311595
me too
did you watch san junipero

>>7311590
Hormone luck, workouts that target the hips, and corset training
>>7311595
Nah see the response above this one. Anyone can do it! I used to be a literal rectangle bahaha

>>7311594
I need it...

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>>7311575
Stand up, zoom out. Thats cheating

>>7311570
Hows you?

>>7311582
Hi!
Um I'm trying to spend less time here and if I don't have a trip people don't reply to me as much
How are you?

>>7311599
OOH!
Can you tell me about Corset Training?
Can Corset Training fix this kinda bullshit? >>7311449

>>7311598
i've watched half of it
i can't really relate to lesbian feels idk
should probably finish it sometime
>>7311599
yeah i oughta start working out but laaazzyyy

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>>7311576
She should come with me Tuesday night.

>>7311604
Youd have to do it every day

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Ahhhh~
Another day of drinking tea and reading yaoi

>>7311559
The entire Monkey Island series, Half-Life 1 if you don't own it, can also get Quake Live, not sure if it costs anything though lel. Don't be a pleb.

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>>7311582
:(
Things get better with time.
What are your plans for the holidays?

>>7311593
I am, they can, but the final effects probably aren't as significant as you're hoping- modern corsets aren't as dramatic as historical ones (They are healthier, though.)

>>7311606
shakira said you and me were bothering her

I think partly why I have the urge to be a housewife lately is that book I read for school on women in Sung China.

Being a mother seems really rewarding

>>7311602
I /wish/ I knew how to exaggerate my hips with camera tricks. That's fortunately 100% real curves.
>>7311604
Basically you wear a corset starting for short frames of time and training your body to get used to it over time cause it can be pretty painful and then after getting to a point where you can were it for a few hours at a time it starts to squish your insides and mould it into an hourglass like you see in the pic :)
>>7311605
Eventually the body dysphoria overwhelms you and you'll start. At least that's how it worked for me.

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>>7311611
monkey island is gay
ive played through hl1 already
and i have ql

>>7311618
Super Hexagon

>>7311620
pls

>>7311618
>Monkey Island
>Gay
Well, this relationship is over.

Have you played through HL1 sub-50 min yet?

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>>7311593
Correction, waist trainers little to nothing and have no long lasting effects. I thought you said waist training and thought of corsets in >>7311613

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>>7311377
Holy shit girls! It's 4:30am and I woke up to the feeling of someone grabbing my feet and I woke up in a cold sweat.

This is the spoopiest thing that has ever happened to me in my life. My dog was asleep in her bed and I just finished checking around the apartment and the door is locked and all windows are closed.

I'm a lapsed catholic and I don't believe in these things.

I have suffered from sleep paralisys before but this was a whole otger thing

>Tfw spoopy things happen to you
>Inb4 --> /x/

>>7311616
Is it possible to overdo the corset training?

I'm a complete and total masochist and crushing pain and basically self induced bondage for hours on end sounds like a good time. Don't want to end up in the hospital being too gung-ho

>>7311603
oh i kinda missed your presence, hadn't realized you left. Its probably for the best though. Im not doing so well but it'll pass i think.

>>7311613
Its kind of one of the reasons i feel bad. Im going to greece but im planning on getting a job in a hotel in norway in the summer to make a few k and pay for tuition and lasik. Thing is I always spend summer with my dad and now im not sure how hes going to feel that ill only come a few days for my sisters wedding.

>>7311622
i dont really speedrun games other than doom 1 and 2 occasionally

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>>7311547
I don't live in russia silly goose

>>7311549
I've killed a few other animals too idk why people care about the damn cat so much

>>7311551
yes i can.
exciting isn't it?

>>7311616
You're sitting down so your butt checks flattens and make your hips bigger, ufufu did this a lot. Stand up

>>7311614
Shes an annoyance to her own self and needs to change her old ways to be what she desires to be

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>>7311564
>tfw i still have boy body
I look just like i did before hrt

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>>7311627
Yes

>>7311621
Nuclear Throne?
Spelunky?
Terraria?

>>7311623
AH!
Okay so waist trainers aren't for waist training, and are just a scam with a deceiving name.
So how do I into actual waist training?

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why do hot guys transition

>>7311611
>nostalgiafag
jesus fucking christ dude
i know you're a chaser but how do you have taste this bad

>>7311637
Because you hugbox

>>7311630
What else did you kill?

Fuck what am i doing. Whatever, Jocelyn gg

>>7311632
you mean fucking gorgeous?

>>7311637
dysphoria?

>>7311632
those hips tho
also blue board

>>7311632
girl why do you wear boyjeans?

>>7311629
Wait wat? You actually speedrun doom? You're back to being cool in my book, should really get into speed running HL1 though, just make sure you get le bunnyhop mod though. I'm autisming so hard on that shit when I'm bored.

>>7311637
Because they didn't want to be hot guys
They couldn't keep up with the overbearing personality and manerism qualifications of being a manly man, manning it up and getting beer to be manly.
All the while looking at gorgeous women constantly putting on makeup and sizing up for dresses and after a while realizing that it's not lust they're feeling but envy.

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>>7311637
>hot guy
lol

>>7311641
Dogs and rodents

>>7311632
cute tum

>>7311644
That makes me think... How many months HRT is required before a MTF can't post their nipples anymore?

>>7311646
becuse im a boy
>>7311644
i dont have breasts so its ok

Hanna is like the cutest person here
I'm super jelly of her desu

>>7311654
Idiot... youre just a girl pretending to be a boy, stop crossdressing and wear clothes for girls.

i really want to hug all of you

>>7311660
s-slut

>>7311649
>>7311643

god clearly works in mysterious, cruel ways

>>7311660
same

>>7311637
Because they want the dicc!

Did you read mu spooky storie? I'm def scared atm. ;~;

>>7311663
uwu

Turns out I was just hallucinating or something
no public safety
uwu

Why does everyone hate me tho?

>>7311667
^=^

>>7311657
im really not cute
im just good with angles
>>7311659
but i dont pass
and i dont want people to look at me weird

>>7311628
Yeah it started as a joke but then I thought it'd be a good idea. But it hasn't worked really ive still been here a lot :/

Oh what's wrong? How did spending time with your friend go?

>>7311651
Hmm

How do I corset train?

>>7311667
Uwu

Well, so much for sleep
My brother is playing Overwatch again I guess because he's screaming, throwing things, slamming his desk.

why does cyclone suck ass now WTF
im pisd

>>7311657
You're cute. You're awesome, empathic and a sweetheart. Don't sell yourself short.

>>7311657
that's why i married her

>>7311682
I'm 1 maybe 2 of those things

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>>7311672
idk why are you asking me lmao
i was born with my hips

>>7311670
you do pass though, you must be doing something like idk, wearing boyclothes and talking like a boy.

>>7311671
oh :/
It was alright at my friend, we had sushi which was pretty nice.

>>7311677
fuck u POOKIE

>>7311677
Hey pookie, how are you doing? Everything ok?

>>7311686
I wasnt asking you it was in a separate sentence

>>7311683
you were suppose to marry me ;~;

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>>7311688
wongor
i've missed u
how are u babe
>>7311689
yah I've been rlly good lately why do u ask
wbu how are u

>>7311690
you're not very good at formatting things are you?

>>7311632
are we dating

>>7311687
i wish i had a better voice...

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>>7311628
I've never had a great relationship with my father, and I think most transwomen face issues with their fathers. Inevitably, we must all learn to live independently of our parents support, emotionally and financially.

>>7311630
I can't even kill arachnids, god forbid a cat.
Even if I did work myself up to somehow, Id feel horrible about it for a long time afterwards. I felt bad after catching a fish as a kid.

>>7311636
Yes, waist trainers are just a scam with a deceiving name. Real waiist training requires corsets, which requires you find a corsetmaker locally or order them online. I order mine from orchard corsets, but they only deliver within the US.

Oh, and to get a properly sized corset take your waist measurement and subtract 4-8". I started as a 30" waist, so I went for a size 26" corset and I was being conservative, most people would have reccomended me to start with a 24" or 22"

>>7311683
Wtf can i get in on that?
It can be a threesome marriage

>>7311684
Well I think you're all of them. I hope you can learn to see all the awesome things in yourself.

>>7311686
Die cissy

>>7311695
Im not very good at the moment and am lazy.

>>7311700
Thats a neat trick

>>7311696
?

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>>7311700
Just lose your empathy dude
ez

>>7311705
riven pls no ;-;

>>7311706
i forgive you qt

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>>7311705
She's not, no worries!

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It's too hot.

anyone know any trans friendly endocrinologists in Atlanta?

>>7311694
There was some talk on yhe board about you and isla falling out, but I guess iy was drakeposter bsing.

But I think you're a cool girl and I just wanted to know if you're ok. Anyhow. I'm glad all'a well ;)

>>7311691
>>7311702
i'm going to marry every last trip, just you watch

>>7311700
>take your waist measurement and subtract 4-8"
Oh sweet thanks. That makes it a lot easier to find sizes that fit my underbust and hip ratio

>>7311694
i've been okay lass how has your transition been?

>>7311709
yeah she is

>>7311491
I feel bad for you. You must really hate yourself.

>>7311709
meme forever

>>7311699
same :/

>>7311700
My father is pretty cool, i always got along well with him. I havent come out yet but i think hell be cool with it. Its not really that i need him emotionally, its just that i feel kinda sorry for him. Hes growing old and has a lot of problems with his business and probably looks forward to his kids coming back every summer, it just feels really selfish not to go back this year..

>>7311714
owo

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>tfw coffee at 6 am

this was a great idea.
also, i need new vidya. MMO's specifically. does anyone play any MMO's that they really like and would recommend to others?

>>7311708
Hows your day? uwu

>>7311725
Phantasy star online 2

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>>7311713
o yah I saw all that, no worries
I just don't get involved, there's no point desu.
>>7311716
it's p good I'm a nb boy now :^)
>>7311725
I just started playing Black Desert Online lately, it's pretty fun. Open World, really grindy but tons to do. Not much end game though

Oh and it also looks really pretty and is on sale for half off rn!!!

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>>7311726
good, how are you? :3

>>7311491
Awww but Amy is a sweetheart. Even if you fo this, i hope you keep that sensitive caring and joyful aspect of your life going on.

>>7311720

I admit I'm thinking much the same
Not out of anger, but...who do I think I am, anyway? A girl? ha.

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>>7311723
how are you Sertii?

>>7311670
You are cute

>>7311657
Same

>>7311637
Tfw transition was a mistake

>>7311687
Awh that's really nice
What's got you down though?

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>>7311726

the graphics look weird desu

>>7311727

i REALLY wanted to play BDO but i heard you need a really really good computer to run it decently and that it's very PTW now

>>7311735

were u a cute guy

>>7311727
Oh cool, I'm happy for you. I was sort of mean and called smiles a sociopath and the board got real angry with me.

I guess I'm feeling guilty, although I did apologize to her.

Anyhow. I'm glad you're cool and mature enough to handle this shit. Congratulations ;)

>>7311728
Restless. I should calculate these sizes

>>7311700
Moap do I measure the top of hip and bottom of rib? Also should I find the different in mean between the two sizes? I got 30.5 for rib and 33.5 for hip, inches.

>>7311637
>non-binary meme gender
>"why do hot guys transition"
really makes you think.

>>7311730
but you're qt ;-;

>>7311738
get someone to do it for you

>tfw my friend recommends this game to me

http://store.steampowered.com/app/511630/

>>7311729
Knowing my own repression phase. He will most likely become aggressive and abusive to lgbt and treat any women he dates like dirt because he secretly hates them.

>>7311733
could be better i guess
>>7311735
various things, stress for uni, dysphoria, kinda torn between some other things. I talked a bit more abt it in the posts above

>>7311668
I don't hate you. Sometimes I gwt mad when you post alt-right stuff, but you're cool.

>>7311727
Hey i'm just a boy now its okay as long as you are happy dude

>>7311739
>>7311739
Edie is such a girl she's even picked up transtrending

You don't need to pretend you're trans for pity points, edie! You're already trans!

>>7311735
no
i failed my transition
i look like a man in a bad wig
>>7311743
is something wrong?

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>>7311740

Don't lie. I know how I look.

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>applied makeup
>still look like an ugly man
fuck. usually makeup makes me happier, but now it makes me feel worse, that i'm not even passing with a bunch of makeup.

>>7311742
Yeah, I've been through repression too, but I only treated myself bad. It sucks.

>>7311741
Are we cool?

>>7311748
Apart from being a tranny? Not much..

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>>7311750
idk how you look ;-;

destroy cisnormative patriarchy! demand full communism! kill your local counter-revolutionary! Seize the means of production!

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>>7311706
The effects are minor, but every bit counts, right?

>>7311708
I think I'm gonna need empathy to be a loving mother/caring wife tho, and I mean that's gonna be something that will make up a good 2-4 decades of my life: probably the best decades of my life.
It's just kinda hard to be feminine without empathy.

>>7311715
Yeah, its really simple. Corsets can be pricy but if you can order from Orchard they tend to have lots of sales.

>>7311718
She doesn't look it.

>>7311722
You're a worthless leech and your parents would have been better off if your ex had killed you.
You know psychopathy is extremely rare in cis girls.

>>7311723
Ah, I hadnt considered it from that angle. I'm sure he's happy to see you all moving on, Im also sure he misses you- but I think most fathers would rather their children attend to their own needs than theirs.

>>7311741
Here's something you might like:
http://store.steampowered.com/app/469820/

>>7311739
>>7311747

omg lol
i wasn't seriously wondering why hot guys transition!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it just seems so unfair

>>7311753

yes sassy ofc!!

>>7311754
yea iktf

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>>7311756
>Seize the means of production
Grab 'em by the pussy.

>>7311756
I like this idea madame, where can I sign up for your newsletter?

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fuque im too high

>>7311746
aw really? what happened
>>7311737
thnx :3
>>7311736
my friend has like a 670 and he runs it ok
I think it's p well optimized
it looks amazing on my 970 tho tbf

and yah idk I hear it's p2w and I hear it's not I think it just makes getting currency ezier /shrug

>>7311764
hi high

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Why does MS Word insist on using American English? Colour has a u damn it!

>>7311757
I suppose thats true. I hope he understands

>>7311760
its not fair desu

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>>7311765
h-help

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>>7311711
iktf

>>7311772
I miss winter.

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>>7311758

I'M FUCKING CRYING AT THE REVIEWS FOR MAX AN AUTISTIC JOURNEY LMAO

>>7311765

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
pooks u r making me want to buy it..

>>7311759
Ok :3
I wrote to you, but I guess my (you) didn't come up in your pc. Lol I gueas I'm feeling insecure about my actions yestetday.

Did you sleep at all or have you been up all night?

does anyone else just read uwu and owo as "ooh woo" and "oh woah"

>>7311757
you want to be a wife with your level of narcissism? lol

Good thing its aspd and not insanity.

>>7311736
You think I was

>>7311748
No you don't hanna. Really.

>>7311743
I'm sorry sertii, I hope you feel better soon :/
I wish I'd more time to talk to you about stuff but I'm getting ready for this thing rn where I'll be introduced as bf/fiance

>>7311763
All your information will be provided by The Party.

>>7311740
No

>>7311757
Theres a mesh corset but the description says its mor for shorter bodied women. Would 24 bones be enough or higher?

>>7311783
Will there be refreshments provided by the party or will it be a communal event where everyome brings their part and all.is shared according to each's needs?

>>7311767
yea it really isnt...
>>7311782
all i see in the mirror is the same dumb naive boy ive always been

>>7311778

oh sorry i've just been all over the place lookin for vidya rn lol
it's my shot day today and every week on sunday night through monday i can't sleep. idk why. i blame low estrogen.
how are you?

>>7311782

faye is that u

>>7311757
is there really that much of a difference between waist trainers with bones and real corsets?

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>>7311755

I look bad, that's how I look.
I'm sure someone has a pic. Not the one with the pink wig, please, that's unfair.

Also
>Have hypnofetish
>Talking about how sissy and shemale stuff bothers me
>get: "Kandi Gloss: ok, I get it, you hate trans people"

can ppl tell who i am when i drop trip ??

>>7311796
is this edie

>>7311779
Ich auch.

>>7311790
Lol basic

>>7311796
Hi KIT ^~^

>>7311789
That's dysphoria
I feel like that too

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How do i drink something without smearing my lipgloss on it?

>>7311801
Dont put lipgloss on

>>7311796

pookie is that u

>>7311800

OH
you're cute now tho wtf

>>7311801

you don't lol
straws help

>>7311801
You don't? Or use a straw.
But seriously, you don't.

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>>7311800
aw !! i didn't even post like one of my pics or anything

>>7311804
>>7311797
>tfw stealth

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its been a while since I posted this i need to post it again

>>7311808

o i didn't think u would ever go anon.......
..........and u did it so well, too......................
..........is there something u want to tell me kit bb....................................

>>7311795
i still like you ^=^

>>7311803
>>7311804
>>7311807
But it makes my lips glossy :(
Why does everyone doesn't want me to wear it?

Straws sound like a good idea, i wish i had some here.

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am i cute

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>>7311812
i was just playing edie !!!! i like trip so ppl who dont like me can just filter me !

>>7311795
most tg porn is made for fags and repressed trannies?
if you're trutrans you probably don't want tranny porn lol

>>7311815

i wear lipstick and gloss erry day lol
just put on more after you've eaten, it's fine

>>7311817

but no one could dislike you

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>>7311768
h-how
>>7311777
just do 7day free trial
and download it over night desu bcus it's like 40gigs lol

https://www.reddit.com/r/blackdesertonline/comments/5fb26v/just_purchased_the_game_free_7_days_codes/?st=iw1zo0us&sh=1c324834

>>7311796
I knew it was you Kit ~
>>7311804
good guess