/mtfg/ - trans girl general

first for Narcisa, we hope you calm down some day.

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reposting
>paranoia settles down and im back to having my emotions going all over the place
this is okay
i'm actually starting to scare myself
im worried about things getting worse, it's making me anxious
i dont know why ive been tumbling down
maybe i just wasn't aware of how bad things were before
maybe my estrogen is too high
i felt pretty okay and like my depresison was gone and even though i was a hypochondriac i was pretty okay otherwise
now i feel like a mess in general
i kind of want to stop working again

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i'm autistic (and hungry)

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>>7310754
Have you been feeling light headed recently? Any certain severe sickness symptoms?

https://youtu.be/bA8Y-O3qzjI

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>>7310757

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>>7310760
i see what you're trying to do
you cant trigger my hypcondria when its already in full force and has me believing im dying of cancer

OFFICIAL MTFG FILTER LIST

Shakira
Angie
Drakeposter
Beanboy
Carol

That's enough to improve things ten-fold. If you'd like to go the extra mile add
Quid
Isla
Smiles
Grace

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>>7310765
I was talking about ghosts but whatever.

>>7310754
if you stop working you'll continue to tumble down..
highly ill-advised
not that i have a solution, but like, fuck don't do that

>>7310769
Why do I have so many haterss?
>>7310770
Ghosts aren't real.

>>7310769
why smiles?

>>7310758
giz a nibble

>>7310739
Mutant Ribcage skelebro here.
I MUST gain at least 10 pounds to be healthy, even as a dude, and I can gain up to 35 and still be able to strap 4 pounds of chicken cutlets to my nipples and still be considered of healthy weight and proportions.

Will titty skittles help me gain weight? Will they help me gain weight in the right places?
Any tips on helping enducing as much Gyno as possible while starting HRT? Will GOMAD help? Will GOMAD with cheap mexican milk help?

>>7310773
If I put you alone in a supposed haunted house in the dark I bet you'd be scared shitless.

>>7310774
some people find her attention/sympathy whoring annoying probably

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>>7310770
Ghosts dont make you feel that way!!
>>7310771
I feel like discarding all the stress from work and taking more time to help myself might be a good thing though.

>>7310769
what about snickerdoodle
she's super annoying

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>>7310769
>Grace
Sorry

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>>7310769
Woah, I'm not on there?

>>7310753
>>7310762

WTF IS THIS LMAO

>>7310754

bb

>>7310771
But...
It all keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down.
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down.

>>7310776
>Will titty skittles help me gain weight? Will they help me gain weight in the right places?
Estrogen some times causes weight lost, others weight gain. Once your leves get into female range your fat will start to go into typical female places instead of male. It does take a very long time.
Anything you eat is pointless, just eat healthy.

>>7310782
grace ily a lot

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so yeah I think I made a mistake. Might be better to live as is.

>>7310779
maybe stuff like that hasn't worked out for me in the past because i have such little self-control, it's hard to ever get back up and running again

both the wachowskis
what are the odds?

Where are people that talk dirty to you when you need it...

>>7310790
you sort of make it hard to root for you, you're being kind of anoying with something everyone went through.
it's your life, we can't tell you what to do.

>>7310793
Shut up you little slut. Your begging is pathetic.

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cordi and i got pizza after all
wew

>>7310792
pretty high.
twins are practically clones.
they were twins, right?

Help me

>>7310797
Now post penis.

>>7310792
1/9,152,748,900,000,000

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>>7310787
>>7310762
Why did I click and watch that....
>>7310793
I can talk dirty to you bb I'm a great lover.
Get on your knees and beg for it baby

>>7310797
was there a [spoiler]dick in the box[/spoiler]?

>>7310801
you have to sort of help yourself
or trust doctors more than psychos in 4chan

>>7310790
Just do it for you. No one else.

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>>7310802
no because it wasnt paid for by anon

>>7310777
That's not proof of ghosts.
>>7310790
What did you do?

>>7310795

Who the fuck was rooting for me, anyway? People jsut kept telling me the truth.

I was born a failure, lived as one, and I'll die a failure.

>>7310754
Are you just depressed is all? or is it something worse?
Can you describe your thought processes or process of your emotions going all over the place in as much detail as you can?

For instance I had some pretty bad spats of dysphoria back when I was on the fence on starting HRT, I'd zone the hell out in random situations as this painful static hit my brain that felt like anxiety doing genuine damage to my mind somewhere, like I could actually feel the chemical form of stress reformatting parts of my behavior and personality. I was scared that the stress was going to trigger the development of schizophrenia that I'm at risk for and that I was basically developing the equivalent of a Female Tyler Durden, as my own mental voice that I thought in and read in started to become more feminine without me realizing it.

Boy, that time of my life was an absolute fucking mess.

>>7310793
You are a very nice and pretty young lady

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>>7310810
Fooled again! I'll get your penis one day Kiwi.

>>7310816
Kinda creepy

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>>7310816
when i get it chopped off ill mail it to you for $500

>>7310796
Yes daddy anything
>>7310807
>I can talk dirty
>do you all the work
Yeah ok beta boy
>>7310814
uwu
>>7310815
I don't mingle with lower class

Am I out of touch with reality for looking in the mirror and usually thinking I don't look particularly feminine? Sometimes I look in the mirror and feel very cute and girly but most of the time I still think I'm pretty masculine or androgynous at best. But I'm starting to pass more frequently and I never really expect it. I'm 3 months HRT. I got called "she" by the woman who was piercing my ears shortly before this picture was taken and I genuinely have no idea if it was a pity pass. I felt like I had a really obvious beard shadow. I'm covering my chest but I'm still almost completely flat so it's not because I have visible breasts.

https://unsee
.cc/dogenuta/

>>7310821
No its too late I've moved on.

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hrm i should try and think about old coping mechanisms of mine that helped me before
i think im gonna watch some youtube vids to help me calm down and relax so i can go to sleep
h3h3 is pretty good for this
its hard to be upset when ethan is being a goof
>>7310787
edie im sorry ;_;
>>7310789
ily2 anon
>>7310791
Idk
it took me a while to do it but I got back up on my feet the first time..
>>7310813
>Are you just depressed is all? or is it something worse?
I'm not depressed anymore. Depression lifted a few months into transition. But, it seems different issues are surfacing.
its kinda getting hard to think though, a headache might be coming on, so i cant really go into detail about things rn.
ask another time if you wanna?

>>7310823
you could improve your eyebrows
I don't know, 3 months is more or less nothing.

>>7310754
rip grace
died a hero

>>7310822
Breaking you will be fun, little girl.

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>>7310825
i've been showing cordi h3h3
we've been binge watching all of their videos for the past month

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>>7310754
What happens to someone if they go on E if their emotions are already all over the place?

>>7310831
I love h3h3!

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>tfw pasta for dinner.

>>7310833
They become crazier and even more of a mess.

>>7310833
some times it calms you down

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>>7310811
>>7310809

Obviously I want to do it for myself, I want to be happy, but I don't know if being a girl is really what it is, you know? It's not like I'll ever get the courage, so why not give up?

Even if I do go to the therapist, she's probably going to see my autism and say "Whelp that's it you're delusional"

>>7310822
>beta boy
I'm not a beta or a boy you little tranny bitch.
Shut the fuck up and bend over so I can pound your asshole with this dragon dildo you furry wannabe bitch

>>7310837
Settle down lowly pablo. You've lost to someone who can actually get the job done.

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>>7310834
>tfw anon replies to kiwi but not you ;_;
>>7310831
h3h3 is just so pure sometimes its like
no sad times here
just laughs and feeling good
>>7310833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNeikvoqQ-s

>>7310823

i mean you're doing fine for 3 months honestly. i wouldn't worry as much as you probably are.

>>7310825

it's ok lol i just am worried about you lately
you need to get out of your head

>>7310823
You don't pass. p good for 3 months though.
>>7310839
Oh this, like just do it, as the other person said we've all been there.

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>>7310837
>>7310842
Waz a madder ese, jast bee kuul hermano

>>7310846
Grace can't even get out of mtfg let alone her head. Shes going to give herself an aneurysm one day.

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>>7310834
it's pretty comfy to watch
>>7310844
yeah and there's like not a single thing they put out that's not entertaining
dw grace i replied to you

>>7310823
definitely humouring you

>>7310850

i wish i was like that. i'm constantly all over the place to the point that i feel like weeks have passed in the span of days ._.

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>>7310846
>you need to get out of your head
Tru
what do you suggest?
i think i need to get out more
even if its just going for a walk or something
I went for a walk earlier tonight with family and it helped a lot
i wanna post some pictures from it but i cant find the cord for my camera!!!
>>7310850
anon why do you say mean things like this ;_;
>>7310852
even if its not necessarily funny its just comfy to be with ethan and hila

>>7310849
I bet you have a tiny penis. Like all beta estebans who think transgirls are an easy target.

>>7310773
PROBABLY bc you're a giant autistic self-absorbed piece of shit, but you're far too unintelligent to ever grasp that so you'll continue to sperg out until even the other stupid people here hate you. You like to point out that you have friends and skype contacts and that people like you; but people also like and talk to Kayla and Angie.

h3h3 was kind of funny when they were in Israel but since they went to America all of their videos are just stupid lowest common denominator shit

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>>7310844
your post was too long

>>7310852
>>7310857
do any of you have a
>ethan bradberry
gif?

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>>7310863
but what if i am the stupid lowest common denominator

>>7310862
Truth Tbh

>>7310828

>I don't know, 3 months is more or less nothing.
Yeah, that's why I'm so confused. My big sister came home from college (last time she saw me was a month ago) and out of nowhere told me I'm pretty. But recently I hung out with a friend who hadn't seen me at all since I started and when I asked him if I looked different he just said I looked "happier." And what's wrong with my eyebrows? I had them shaped at a salon not that long ago. Do you think they're too thick?

>>7310846

I just don't want to become someone who's obviously blind to how good she looks. :x But thank you.

>>7310856
I think you might just get high too much.

>>7310857
The truth hurts the most.

>>7310862
all that is a prerequisite just to post here

>>7310863
their israel stuff is wacky lol so randumb shit

>>7310808
>you have to sort of help yourself
I CAN'T
>or trust doctors more than psychos in 4chan
I'm IN therapy I don't get what people fucking want from me

>>7310866
grace is the cutest common denominator

>>7310866
Dude weed lol vaping ahahaha doritos omg !!

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>>7310863
their ny videos were entertaining
la videos not so much
>>7310865

>>7310769
>no chara

>>7310857

getting out more would definitely help lol
either that or researching things, learning things, etc
you just need to do something other than overthink everything you can't change.
for some people physical labor helps like exercise or work or something. for others mental stimuli helps.
what usually helps you?

>>7310868

nah i mean you're not like cis levels yet but you are not unpassable af either, and you know this logically.
you just have to stop being so hard on yourself. you're expecting things to move faster than they logically would and punishing yourself for it. das bad.

>>7310869

i barely get high!!!!!!
but i've had an issue with disassociation for awhile and that can kind of ruin me at times desu

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>tfw you will never get married

>>7310863
i think their humor just gets old after a while
if you were around for the israel era videos then you've probably just grown tired of them

>>7310866
Hila is a great inspiration as a tranny

>>7310868
in that pic they seem like they could be a bit lighter near your nose, nothing crazy tho.

And yeah, the first months glow is just being happier.

>tfw you can't transition because you would be making the androgens inside you sad :(

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOnhBKPSuWA

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>>7310871
It didn't used to be; there was a time when most here were functioning people and relatively normal.
>>7310867
I am an arbiter of truth bby

i want to marry qt snick snick

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Which wig should I choose /mtfg/?

>>7310867
>>7310862
Haters gon' hate.

>>7310879

if you worked on yourself you might

>>7310876
you made my night

their latest LA videos are better, they had a very boring family arc.

im sleepy

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>>7310879
i want a husband

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>>7310884
my androgens can burn in hell

>>7310886
you don't want to marry a man
that's gay

>>7310872
Yeah but at least they were showing interesting stuff like the wailing wall and Jewish markets sometimes

Also I remember one video he was talking and there was a noise and he was like oh that's another rocket exploding that was pretty funny

>>7310884
they deserve to die t b h

>>7310887
bleach it white

>>7310879
Even unkempt irritants get married; don't give up hope!

>>7310895
I was right. Tiny penis. You should just leave.

>>7310878

>you just have to stop being so hard on yourself. you're expecting things to move faster than they logically would and punishing yourself for it. das bad.

Yeah, this is pretty true.

>>7310895

why is your dick the size of a thumb lol

>>7310894
no its gay because we're both girls

>>7310887
Get that wool weave like that pic yesterday

>>7310887
>wig
>>Susan's
>>cross dresser central
You might find yourself more comfortable there.

>>7310895
that's pretty small and I'm intersex

>>7310895
looks gross

>>7310893
>>7310897

No they don't. I'm the bad one for wanting to hurt them

Haven't you seen inside out?

>>7310895
My post-SRS dilator is bigger than you

I think I just woke everyone up bc i was touching my gt oops how embarrassing

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>>7310865
>>7310876
FUCK YOU THAT WAS MINE
>>7310874
no im not
>>7310875
BRAH
DUDE
IM GONNA SMOKE A BOWL
LOOK AT ME LAUGHING AT THE VAPORS
>>7310878
You do make a good point that I need to do more things
I kind of
Do nothing when I'm at home and end up posting here and dwelling on shit far too much because i've been idle for a while and have nothing to distract me
idk
In the past, youtube videos, Overwatch, and my grandma coming to take me out to do things helped me a lot
And then I had kari talking to me and being the best friend she is
Idk I wanna thank you for your advice and stuff with a proper decent response but im getting tired and my head is still fuzzy

i'm convinced it's possible to get minor hrt effects from eating semen
>nipples start getting sensitive
>hella mood swings
>stop liking guys 100%
>stay horny after fapping
>libido dropped for a month or so after i started

>>7310904
Hey, he could have big thumbs you never know

>>7310912
I've seen Osmosis Johns. They are all crooks that are ruining the city for the good working folks.

>>7310912
have you seen what they do to your body? malicious bastards i tell ya

>>7310906
I can be the housewife in the marriage tho right?

>>7310882

Ohh yeah, I need to take them in a little bit I think. I just maintain them myself for a month or two after I go to the salon so I've probably just waited a little too long.

>>7310917
Fucking gross dude

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Edie is a wise and true leader. All should follow her teachings.

>>7310914
sad!

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>>7310915
here, have a Hila drinking variant.

>>7310909
It's common for black women to wear wigs anon.

>>7310927
I can't follow anyone who types like a 7yo girl on msn messenger

>>7310923
it could perfectly be how it looked in that pic or with the glasses and be okay irl.

>>7310918
>Thinks we dont notice him pulling his fat back to make it look longer
Its not working jose. You realize we all have dicks and know how they work right?

>>7310914

wow lewd!!!

>>7310915

lmao I MEAN IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU DON'T OCCUPY YOURSELF WITH ANYTHING AND HAVE TOO MUCH FREE TIME
it's ok bb go to bed. you just need to find things to do. don't let your thoughts consume you or they'll eat you alive.
and remember that they're just bad thoughts, that's it.

>>7310919

l m a o

>>7310927

how did you find my tinder

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>>7310915
Try not to dream about the cancer.

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>>7310935
its not just my thoughts, it's emotions too that swing at the tiniest thing and can change my thoughts and who i am
like some people were like wtf grace was pretending to be a dom and now she's all anxious that was quick what happened
THAT'S NORMAL FOR ME

>>7310939

what's your HRT dosage

>>7310930
Yes, just as its common for crossdressers and transvestites. Your point?

>>7310939
hugg

>>7310942
and chemo patients
you gonna poke fun of them too?

>>7310944
or female pattern boldness.

>tfw battery in vibrator is dead.

>>7310937
It doesnt even look like a good penis. Just disgusting all around. Anyone who lets you do things to them must be out of desperation. The girls here are above your stature.

Grace is crazy

and gay

>>7310933

Nah, I remember looking at myself recently and thinking "I need to take care of that." But that was when I was in a rush to go somewhere so I forgot. Thanks for your comments.

why isnt beanboy banned

im gonna get fucking ptsd

>>7310946
>tfw all the hormones in the world and some people will remain baldies
https://medlineplus.gov/ency/article/001173.htm

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>>7310946
>tfw no female boldness

>>7310918
looks pretty ugly
you need to feminize that shit

>>7310954
bribing the mods with his premium beans

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>>7310941
100 mg spiro 8mg e
8mg seems to put me at 251 pg/mL while 6 put me at 125 pg/mL, which my doc called super low.
>>7310938
Why would I ever dream about you? :^)
Forreal tho knock it off, I don't bully you when I spot you posting.
Leave me alone or make up with me.
>>7310951
I like dick tho
>>7310943
hugg

>>7310956
that's a very bald attitude, anon!

>>7310958
im not gonna make it, maeve..

>>7310956
that picture is literally me

>>7310918
Oh god fucking ew, the glans is swelling.
What are you some kind of fucking Turtle human?

This is why I can't stand uncircumcised dicks.

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>>7310959
For real though Grace you might have cancer.

>>7310942
My mum has more wigs than me...

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>>7310920
>>7310921

>>7310965
>mum
have you been up all night?

>>7310959

>8mg of E
well there's your problem lmao
have you talked to your doc about injections? it'd prob help.
obviously i'm not on as high a dosage as most of the girls because i'm intersex but when i was on normal HRT dosages i lost my fucking mind.
injections suppress my T while raising my E just right without having too much free flowing E in my body. it works like that for most.

As long as you admit to people you are , guys it's fine. It would be better for you to just act like men but as long as they don't deny who they are it is fine.

>>7310959
>tfw 6mg put me at 983 pg/ml
I did the test an hour after taking a sublingual dose so that was probably why though.Still have no idea what my normal levels are
>>7310971
Yeah

>>7310974
>admit to people you are guys
even biologically speaking this would be incorrect because guys don't have tits and the estrogen levels we do lol
that being said, trans seems like a pretty good descriptor to avoid drama and whatnot.

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So full now, much much better.

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>>7310974

what if you don't ask people to call you a girl or treat you like one or anything but they're convinced that you are one

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>>7310964
I might. You might. Many people here might. We just don't know yet.
>>7310972
>well there's your problem lmao
idkkkk
maybe i should give 6 a shot again
but things used to be pretty okay x.x
idk
ill give 6 a shot to see how it changes my mental state
>have you talked to your doc about injections? it'd prob help.
idk if I can handle it, needles still kinda fuck with me and injecting myself every week wouldnt be fun
>obviously i'm not on as high a dosage as most of the girls because i'm intersex but when i was on normal HRT dosages i lost my fucking mind.
well idk, my levels are apparently good on 8
unless my doc is insane
>injections suppress my T while raising my E just right without having too much free flowing E in my body. it works like that for most.
maybe i could give them a shot, HEY, i don't know..

>>7310982
You need to go out of your way to tell them you are genetically male

>>7310982
Then you is livin the dream.

>>7310983
Check yourself for bumps!

>>7310974
I'm just a boy with tiny boobs and a broken dick Tbh

>>7310982
then don't act shocked when they see your dick and strangle you

>>7310988
What if it's on the inside!?

>>7310987
genes don't matter, everyone is equal.

>>7310985
I can literally see that niggas chin fuzz in this pic. Damn pedro you diggin in the garbage.

>>7310987
we are just modern eunuchs

>>7310985
yuck

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>>7310993
Then its probably an ugly bump to match how you are on the inside! Ok I'm done.

>>7310983

idk i mean it's just been my experience that everyone i've ever met on 8mg of estrogen pills goes crazy lol
you can get the doc to do your injections weekly or bi-weekly as well i think? or a nurse.
i would just talk to your doc about it and tell them what's going on cause obviously like
all of the free time you have on top of the insecurities you've prob always had are factors you need to work on and change
but they're prob not the only ones to consider when thinking about this. you have to evaluate what's changed and how you used to manage.

>>7310987

why is that my job lol

>>7310988

eh

>>7310991

i would never have sex with someone who didn't know, but i mean everyone else on a daily basis who are inconsequential at large

>>7311000
Stop being mean

>>7311001
well obviously, nobody expects you to divulge your life story when they're scanning your groceries

>>7311003
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA
I'm fucking crying

>>7311001
>injections
There's still a shortage though; I haven't been able to find E anywhere in 4 months

Give me
Your eyes
I need
Sunshine
Give me
Your eyes
I need
Sunshine
Your blood
Your bones
Your voice
And your ghost

I've just realized that I've spent my whole life trying to stamp out my weirdness when being weird can make me money. Being a pretty tranny, marketing my goofy ideas, my long distance cycling, all opportunities I missed out on because I kept trying to fit in and be a "wife, 2 kids and office job guy" like everyone else. Now I'm just a nobody.

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>>7311002
Ok.

>>7311004
Should I just wear a pink triangle so I don't have to explain every time?

>>7311010
Nep i swear if you come to europe i will take my mums car and take you on the best road trip youll ever have

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>>7311000
Nice trips but I mean I'm not the one going out of my way to bully someone right now.
>>7311001
>idk i mean it's just been my experience that everyone i've ever met on 8mg of estrogen pills goes crazy lol
I remember Elanna even said she went crazy when she tried 8 briefly
Maybe it's time to go down to 6
I'll give everything a good thinking over and talk to my doc about injections, I'm sure they'd give me them if I can prove I can handle actually injecting myself. They've seen first hand how bad needles used to get me but I've gotten a lot better about it.
Thank you Auntie Edie <3
>>7311014
Damn, I DO have good credit.

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>>7311003
>>7310985
Yeah so the individual(s) in that photograph look very distinctively AMAB and that wig isn't shit either.
I'm not saying they're ugly; they have their own beauty, and they are certainly doing far far more at presenting female than mtfg; but don't be mistaken and honestly believe you're fucking dimepieces because you aren't lol

>>7311014
Man I'm just realizing this but are you joking? This has to be some troll I'm falling for.

>>7311003
The competition is weaker than I thought...

>>7311016
grace is cute
CUTE!!!!

>>7311014
wonder what that man in the santa hat has to do with credit

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>>7311004

okie okie

>>7311008

o-oh
tfw stockpile

>>7311011

rip

>>7311003
>>7311014

>that girl
jfc
and why are you on grindr
u some kind of faggot?

>>7311016

EVERYONE goes crazy on 8, like i'm not kidding literally everrrry tranny i've met on 8 went insane lmaoooooo
<3 i hope you feel better tho bb. things WILL get better even if you're suffering rn, i know that, but it'd be good if it happened sooner rather than later

>>7311017
>they are certainly doing far far more at presenting female than mtfg
CNT... trip on...

>>7311022
Probably convincing people to go into debt so they can afford their children's Christmas presents.

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>tfw they slap you and call you a whore

>>7311016
Yehhh 8mg is too much. It just made me moody.

should i start HRT on 8mg estrofem :^)

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>>7311016
Yeah go down to 6 and ponder the things you've done at 8.

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>>7311023
>EVERYONE goes crazy on 8, like i'm not kidding literally everrrry tranny i've met on 8 went insane lmaoooooo
>tfw spent 11 months going fucking insane when all i had to do was lower my e dose
GOD THINK ABOUT HOW MANY BFS I COULD HAVE ACTUALLY KEPT AROUND
AND ALL THE OTHER CRAZY SHIT IVE DONE I DIDNT NEED TO DO LOL
><3 i hope you feel better tho bb. things WILL get better even if you're suffering rn, i know that, but it'd be good if it happened sooner rather than later
<3
I don't even know what to say but thank you so much edie rly
You're always rly cool to me
>>7311029
They're right you know ~
And, it's been much more than being moody lmao

im not really a crazy tranny im just a depressed and autist tranny who else know that feel

sup qtnerds

So, who's worse? CNT or Cisposters?

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>>7311033
"Please be my friend again" is all you have to say you dummy.
I GET THE HINT YOU WANT ME TO APOLOGIZE AND SAY IM WRONG BUT ITS NOT HAPPENING
NOT YET
STILL ESTROGEN CRAZY

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>>7311036
hiya

>>7311015
That sounds wonderful :)

>tfw have to go to school in 5 minutes
JUST

>>7311032
i can't imagine how much that would rape your endocrine

>>7311034

LMAOO i mean you have to realize you're going through puberty and making a massive change internally and externally i never aspect of your life
it's ok to lose some time and figure your shit out. better to do it now than later. and it's ok grace!!!!!!!!!!!! ily you're a sweetheart i just want you to be happy.

>>7311035

i kind of know this feel ngl

>>7311046

whatever helps u sleep at night

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>>7311034
Are you on cypro?
That shit made me completely batty

>tfw when you snap out of it and look at yourself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRO4X4IQvzs

>>7311049
rape turns me on

>>7310879
I'd marry you

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>>7311034
So many understatements.

>>7311042
I'll wait for the day then because I still have very much hate for you. Get yourself banned preferably. Good night.

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>>7311044
HELLO KITT, also discord hue

>>7311058
stop bullying grace you cuck uwu

>>7311057
I'm not wife material

>>7311046
I've been on HRT 9 months...
Beanboy, I think even /mtfg/ would agree with me that I look better than the hons you've been posting.

>>7311060
I havent watched Grace get fucked by a large black guy so how can I be a cuck owo

>>7311064
you would if you could
bitch

>>7311062
yes you are silly

>>7311061
That's normal and entirely understandable
That's something normal people do

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>>7311051
Spiro
>>7311050
It's gonna suck when I get level headed and think back on the past year and be like
"yeah I shouldnt have started this whole tranny thing"
lol
but yeah i mean
i do wish i messed around with my dosages a little more
it was never this bad though
it was bad ill admit but not THIS bad lol
>and it's ok grace!!!!!!!!!!!! ily you're a sweetheart i just want you to be happy.
ily2 edie one day my fantasies about you will come true :^)
but forreal you're one of my fave people here and i kinda look up to you
>>7311058
That day isn't coming until you stop claiming no wrong doing buddy. You also aren't making me feel like I made the wrong choice in removing you the more you do this shit.
>>7311065
No anon wouldn't
because I'd never fuck a black guy

>>7311067
I'm glad someone said that

>>7311066
but I'm ugly and neurotic

>>7311046
you aren't trans, you're just a guy
not even an attractive guy

>>7311068
b-but i mean if he could, a cuck like him would certainly enjoy it, right??? ;_;

>>7311072
subjective

who /nottransbuttakingtittyskittlesforalaughanywaybecauseregulardrugsdontworkanymore/ ?

I noticed old in you
You noticed new in me too
I've seen the way you
Wait for redemption
Waiting the day away
I've only noticed
I'd never mention it to you

>>7311067

really? ok good phew

>>7311068

it's a short-term investment for long-term profit, you just have to think of it that way. like investing into xerox as they invented the photocopy machine.
also i mean usuallllllllllllly you have higher dosages and then you kind of lower them after a few years.
hopefully after castration or SRS so then you can maintain feminization, but ya
l m a o @ the fantasies. you're one of my fav people here too!!!!!!!!

>>7311046
what the fuck man...

>>7311061
nah lol
grace is likable
this beanboy guy is fucking insane

>>7311034
I've been on 8 and I was mostly okay, but my levels are also meh. I stopped taking progesterone last week and that def. made me crazy for a few days. Starting to feel better though.

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>>7311074
Now now lily, you don't need to defend me.
I appreciate it though, makes me feel better when people stick up for me.

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>>7311065
Nah I'm not into scrawny white nerds gettin BLACKED.

>>7311068
I've yet to claim no wrong doing. I'd very much admit it. The problem being you took it to 11 and aired out everything because you're still in that"I get off on drama" phase. Take all the time you need.

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grace is nice be nice to herrrr !!!!!

>>7311078
Stop posting lyrics
I am begging you, Neptune
Let loose woes in text

>>7311077
I hope you enjoy
Growing hideous titlets
You sad, confused boy

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>below freezing temps
>feel overheated
>can't sleep

>>7311075
I'm a boy
and was institutionalized

>>7311023
>stockpile
Yeah I had enough to get me through to January at least but that whole hospital debacle kind of fucked that up
Oh well
>>7311027
>cnt
No...I'm just not a retard like the other 7/8ths of the people here

>>7311077
Just be careful to not go sterile if you're trying to still have a way back.
What kind of regular drugs are you talking about though?

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>tfw talking to people on discord and you make them feel uncomfortable

oops ;~;

>>7311087
y-you too

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLom-87AmO8


I want my hrt to arrive so I can not take it and stop stressing.

>>7311088
*snugg

>>7311082
füge
i've been spotted ;w;;;

>>7311063
You're getting quite full of yourself aren't ya?

>>7311088
youre just sick senpai
sleep it off

>>7311050
You are a crazy tranny

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>tfw you get an email from your research group that you haven't seen in a year and a half
>tfw they're publishing and you're scraping by on minimum wage
God where did I fuck up so bad lool

>>7311101
*thirsty

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>buy bra on internet because it was pink with a plaid waistline
>find out it has sparkles
>gf doesn't like it

Should I just get rid of it?

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>>7311050
I literally can't take those pills.
This shit is insane.

I'll just be a girl on 4chan. that's all I need to allocate dysphoria

>>7311101

am not

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>>7311097
>>7311089
your a girl ^^

>>7311104
it looks like its like 2 cups too big...

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>>7311081
I didn't notice much of a mental change for me on or off progesterone
>>7311084
I get off to anime tiddies and oversized cocks, not drama. You took it to 11 with that post last night, maybe I was too bitchy to you in my first reply but your response to that was overkill and I responded in kind.
>>7311079
>also i mean usuallllllllllllly you have higher dosages and then you kind of lower them after a few years.
>hopefully after castration or SRS so then you can maintain feminization, but ya
Well I might go for either of those some time next year, not sure which I'm gonna do still. SRS sounds like hell but I really want to get rid of my dick.
Like
my tuck came undone tonight and i'm so tired of that and the insecurity and being afraid of the girl's room and stuff.
>l m a o @ the fantasies
Good, good, she's laughing, her guard is lowering. Soon she'll be my first time, when she least expects it..
>you're one of my fav people here too!!!!!!!
Yay <3
>>7311085
Thank you kit <3
>>7311098
I'm good at spotting people.
>>7311104
You should take more pictures in it before you do tho.

>>7311068
Never? Like not even if he was a nice guy? That's a bit racist Tbh...

>>7311104
I've never saved a picture so fast.

>>7311104
i think you should keep it if its rly cute desu wear it for youself not for her !!

>>7311100
you might be right senpai, better get my temp checked

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>>7311110
I'm not an equal opportunity employer, anon.
If you don't turn me on, and black men normally do the opposite, you ain't getting in.

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>tfw speculum is the worst
fuck UTI
fuck ob-gyn

>>7311107
still not wife material

>>7311085
Scary picture

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>>7311083
Too slow

>>7311104

do whatever you want lmao
she doesn't own you and she didn't buy it

>>7311105

well if that helps..

>>7311109

you could get a gov funded pussy with health insurance desu. they're not bad!
also tfw transbians with grace..

>>7311120
im scary t b h

>>7311087
The isolation amplifies
The fears I try to hide behind
And slowly takes away my mind
Until I fall asleep

>>7311114
i think thats probably it
do you have orange juice?
also if you can wrap yourself up in a blanket with your feet and hands out

its how youre supposed to sleep while overheating

>>7311116
Keep ur pussy cleaner wats wrong with u

>>7311123
Its fun to act like a victim for attention isn't it. Even if its just for fun! I like being trans because everyone feels sad and pitiful to me and i can go around wearing my gstring all day and they can't do a thing about it

>>7311126
getting wet as fuck while having no way to change undies
that's wrong with me

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>>7311121
>>7311127

is this how people used to feel when i posted about getting dicked down by guys lol

>>7311116
is that the thing they use to wedge it open?

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>>7311117
you are though

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>>7311122
>you could get a gov funded pussy with health insurance desu. they're not bad!
My insurance covers it, I just need to do some gatekeeping stuff. Maybe I'll bully them into giving me that Thai surgeon, Supron or whatever.
>also tfw transbians with grace..
:^)
>tfw scored elanna, many anons, edie.. the harem grows

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>>7311128
idk what you're talking about t b h

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>>7311129
Next time don't be a sloot

>>7311129
Have you tried leaving your pc for a min of 30 min? no? oh... well that might be your problem

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>>7311109
Its hard to say you don't get off on drama when you've started ERPing with someone directly or even during its happening two times now.
I know what I said and I know it wasn't kind but I also know it definitely didn't deserve the things you said in response. But I won't drag this out again because I know it triggers you if I talk in the thread too much.

>>7311131
yes
legit convinced my gyn stores hers in a fridge
like wtf

>>7311132
how so

>>7311115
Well I'm not black or a guy but understandable I guess

>>7311124
Are these song lyrics?
The meter's tantalizing
It's really quite good.

>>7311129
Forgive my offense
Have you considered diapers?
You can kill me now.

>>7311125
>do you have orange juice?
no, I'll just drink water and try that, room is barely heated so it's weird I feel hot, probably in the 40s in here

>>7311128
Very strange

>>7311133

bully them desu. get that supussy.
also ur other lovers were less aggressive than me, suit up

>>7311128

LMAO WHAT

>>7311135
how tho
>>7311136
yes it's called university
you probably never went to one
>>7311142
kek how many women do you know running around in diapers ?
and by women I mean women not degenerates

>>7311142
The last one is mine
Though others were song lyrics.
Nice haiku style.

>>7311143
mhm
that usually only happens when youre getting a fever
youre body is working too hard to fight the sickness and gets hot

you need to still try to stay warm, but keeping your hands and feet out will make you feel cold enough.

40 degrees is really not healthy temp to be sleeping in though

dont have a heater or anything? :/

>>7311139
your kind and give words of support to others

>>7311138
>Gynecologist
lol, seriously?
that's hilarious

>>7311108
It's a good fit no gaps, cis women tend to wear bras too small that they overflow and get no support from
>>7311109
It's kind of nice, and I do like the tartan band, also don't do 8mg, I did that with shots and I went crazy
>>7311122
I try to make her happy but like holiday stuff is pretty sparkly sometimes (nail colors, vs undies etc) and it triggers her how I keep picking it out and thinking it's cute, she has a fatwa against sparkles.

>>7311151
I think it takes more then that to be a wife/mother

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>>7311129
I feel like you should consider not dry humping in public
You shouldn't be wet all the time unless you're being a degenerate

>>7311133
H-hey I'm not part of your harem yet

>>7311146
>>7311144
>>7311147
>>7311134
Come on you all, you can't say you're not just doing a lot of this for attention and just to get hugboxed...

Its totally okay if you want to live on lgbt threads and stay at home all day, I get it, work is scary because we're trans girls.
I'm on your side, I think that crossdressers are icky and nothing like real trans girls like me.

I mean i already feel so much worse at driving, im way better with fashion, my makeup skills are on point. I'm 120% stealth

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>>7311137
Take a moment and think about that post. You're making fun of me for opening up about my mental state. Why would I want to make things good with you and be friends again? How can I trust you anymore?
>Its hard to say you don't get off on drama when you've started ERPing with someone directly or even during its happening two times now.
You know you do sound like some of the anon bullies I get. Even before we fell out. Anyway you know why that happens, my emotions are fucking nuts and I don't always have self control bla bla bla, you read that post yourself before you screencapped it to use against me didn't you?
>But I won't drag this out again because I know it triggers you if I talk in the thread too much.
I'd hope you stop dragging it out because you're being a fucking asshole now and really not making me want to talk to you anymore.
Leave me alone if you don't wanna reach out and talk about things with me. You're just making things worse and making me question if you can be trusted or have any real intention of making up.

>>7311112
I am a big fan of matching undies tbqh

>>7311154

well i stand by my statement

>>7311157

haha ya

>>7311147
I am just saying
If the cute girl wets herself
This calls for diaper.

>>7311149
Then you have talent
Haiku seems a coward's poem
Mine are ironic.

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>>7311157
i like can't tell if your trying to be mean to me or not t b h

are you cnt?

>>7311153
what ?
the fridge part ?
a joke about her specula being cold as fuck
>>7311156
not wet all the time
but when meeting gf between lectures and she's teasing me
basically spent half a day in damp panties thanks to it

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My nipples are on fire good god

>>7311158
I screencapped that post to show you that you are very much aware of how you act but still do it anyway.

>>7311150
>40 degrees is really not healthy temp to be sleeping in though
>dont have a heater or anything? :/
no I don't, I usually have to sleep though below zero temps for awhile in the winter depending on the year, power goes out at least once a year for up to a few days so no heating then and I usually resort to constantly drinking hot cocoa non-stop and massive amounts of blankets.

>>7311164
am i cnt? like, are you asking me if i'm a c#nt? thats so rude, i dont even know what to say...

I'm not insulting anyone, i dont even see how i would be...

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>>7311168
I do it anyway because I don't really have a choice. When I'm being compelled to do something it's really fucking hard to stop it. I'm sure you know how that feels.

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>>7311157
kayla are you still salty about everyone calling your "i have leukemia"-story out for being fake ?

>>7311109
>I didn't notice much of a mental change for me on or off progesterone
I don't know if did either; my endo had me on it from the beginning so I had nothing to compare it too. Coming off it made me super emotional for a few days but I seem fine now. It's also provera and not the good stuff.

>>7311167
like frostburn?? i've noticed that kinda passively, much worse after i tried playing with them
i'm not on HRT yet but my nips are super sensitive ;<

>>7311157
I go to work like 3 days a week dude

And for the record I was always scared when driving even before so its not sexist

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>>7311168
Also part of what I said is that I'm not always aware of it until it's too late sooooo
Eat me.

>>7311155
being kind and caring is all you need as a base, the rest can be learned along the way

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>>7311165
This is god's way of punishing you for being all handsy between lectures
>>7311157
How many layers of irony are you on right now?