:p
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/pNWQ2S7
Previous
>>7310739
First
Second
First for dysphoria.
Reminder that to disparage the boot is a bootable offence.
>>7311385
I just want my life to be better already
Can we keep this thread trans friendly please?
>>7311364
I got scars along my incisions
They're not huge, but they're visible and I can feel them if I rub my finger along them
>>7311368
I'm afraid of what I'll be told. I can't bring myself to post my genitals online
>suporn wait time is still going up
>next free appointment is 2018
I'll never get to see him
Is watching the Trolls movie COMPLETELY LEGALLY too much of a girl thing to do? I've heard good things about it.
>>7311389
uwu
>>7311390
it's going to get better qt
>>7311377
hey bbys
who wants a nice pee pee to do big cums on u?
>>7311392
dont ever post pics online elanna !!!!!!!!!!
>>7311390
then start putting the effort in bucko
>>7311391
yes
get the fuck out, cis man
>>7311395
>tfw no gf to watch trolls or frozen with
London?
>>7311401
We've already seen so much of her already though.
dude weed lmayo
wasabi flavour pringles taste rly good
someone fly to melbourne and shoot me
ill
pay you
>>7311412
Post penis.
>>7311413
Wasabi flavor anything tastes like death
>>7311414
can I defile you when I'm done?
I have doubts about whether or not I need SRS
Like if I could get a pretty vagina then I would definitely, certainly want that, but it just seems so risky
I've got a dick that people say is v. cute and I'd rather be a cute transgirl than a neovag 'victim' :<
I mean I could live with a dick, it's not like I've got a supreme need to snibb snibb the benis, but... I just feel like I'd want to be a real woman, and having a vag would be appropriate for that?
>>7311418
fine by me
>>7311419
srs wont make you a real woman
>>7311412
Hipster.
>>7311414
I'll shoot you...
A smile.
>>7311421
yeah but i could get fucked like one
>>7311401
Wasn't really planning on it
Either way, I'm feeling really weird and sad now so I think it's bedtime
>>7311421
Yup
>>7311419
so you don't want it, but you feel you need it?
'it' being a perfectly healthy, functioning part of your anatomy
...
seems fine to me :D
>>7311412
do you pay rent with succ?
my ribcage sticks out farther than my boobs so i can still lay on my stomach
lol...
>>7311422
i am
>>7311426
y-yes
>>7311424
Nini Elanna. You're the best girl.
>>7311431
concave bewbs
>>7311427
same for me. but i'm trying the corset meme now, maybe it works
>>7311429
your mouth looks like it pays rent with succ tbqh
>>7311419
Depends on your genital dysphoria really. Mine was so bad that I got srs at the earliest opportunity because if I didn't I'd have killed myself.
If you're not sure then take the time to make sure, you can't go back, after all.
>>7311411
Yeah I remember being pretty jealous of you at the time.
But holy shit, a year and a half?
They're not consistently free till fucking JULY.
At this rate ill be in my 30s before I can even get an appointment, let alone afford the appointment.
Excuse me whilst I die slowly inside.
>>7311431
please check your cis privilege larry
>>7311431
The scientific term for it is "deliciously flat chest"
>>7311436
i am 100% sure if i could get a good vag i would
i'm just worried i'd be trading a cute (but out-of-place) dick for an ugly pseudovagina
Shit i can't remember if i already took my E or not.
>>7311412
CUTE GIRL
>>7311431
Some guy posted his pre-everything pic two threads ago.
>how is this even biologically possible?
you tell me
>>7311444
If you can live with your dick, you shouldn't waste your money on SRS if it might make you feel worse. It's rather for people who prefer having a mutilated vag than a gt.
>>7311436
is being a tranny SO damn bad?
the first and last time I was so fucked up I seriously considered ending my life was when I was coming off heroin
that was the worst hell on earth and I wouldn't wish it on anybody
every other problem in my life just seems so insignificant next to that
you're telling me that being a tranny is feeling THAT bad 24/7?
how do you even have the willpower to turn on your computer?
to chat to another person?
I couldn't do that when I was going through withdrawal. I didn't ever want to leave my bed, I just hoped the shock would kill me.
>>7311448
i dont think hrt changed me much
I'm a top dom bisexual male. The appearance of your genitals are less important than you think. Do what you want to do, not because you think someone else wants it.
i'm sad because i want to be a girl but can't be
>>7311449
This is basically me but much tinier (if the door isn't 3m high). I'm glad i'm not the only one who has this though.
>>7311438
Why am I drinking??
>>7311442
Then you need to do some thinking and work it out, it's not something people can really help with too much because you are always going to have to trust your own perception when it concerns a permanent change to your own body.
>>7311447
Oh god this feel. I used to count back on the packet to make sure I got to the day I picked up the perscription.
>>7311452
i feel like you look like so different tho !!
like rly pretty cute girl !!
>>7311455
/mtfg/ in a nutshell
>>7311444
That's pretty much what I've been considering doing honestly.
Currently I couldnt even afford the deposit though. My mother says, regularly, that she'll help pay for it and she'll mortgage the house again to get the cash and all that shit, but no.
I mean I hella appreciate her saying it, but I wont do that to her.
ill get there, eventually.
>>7311459
i lost weight i guess
and my eyes got pinker
ty tho kit
>>7311454
>top dom bisexual male
if i was thinking about other people i'd keep the dick because i'm transbian and having the proper equipment would make things so much easier
>>7311458
yeah, i guess
blagh, i wish there was a quick-start guide to this shit
i'm not good at figuring things out on my own :/
how's your vag? like, does it work well sexually? are you happy with its appearance?
>>7311458
I just took one to make sure. Some extra E won't hurt.
I think dp was right about me being ill, this better not delay hrt
>>7311455
same
>>7311472
t. cute girl
>>7311455
I don't want to be a girl, but if some Freaky Friday shit happened I'd be cool with it
>>7311464
I guess I should clarify. Would you rather change yourself or would you be happy if someone treated you as a girl without having to do it?
public safet outside again
fucking
SCAREFD
>>7311479
NO WAIT IS ME ALEX LOLL
>>7311473
you are a kind anon
>>7311471
Thanks lilly. I'll get there one day.
I feel kinda disgusting ngl
*deadnames you*
This is my last post.
I deleted the discord. I'm gone. So don't try to contact me there.
My hrt is getting refunded or trashed.
And I'm phoning that clinic to get me off that waiting list.
This is me TAKING back control of MY LIFE. MY LIFE.
Not some half life THAT being trans would force me done.
FULLY FLEDGED BIOLOGICAL REPRODUCTIVE MALE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58W1DjQRamw
>Your time is at an end. You must decide.
Spartan: No. I'm going to end this war on my terms.
>Then you will die knowing that you failed to save everything you fought for.
Spartan: I fight for freedom. Mine, and everyone's. I fight for the right to choose our own fate. And if I die, I'll die knowing that I did everything I could to resist you. And I'll die male.
But I feel liberated again. Free. It was MY choice. This was the right decision.
Window will close after I post this.
I'm finally done with this. I realise now it was all in my head. And the further way from places like this I go. The better I feel.
It was never real. Amy can get fucked. Burn in hell for all I care now. I'm back and in control.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52VO5WVNaD4
I'll admit. You came close mtfg. You came FUCKING CLOSE.
But you're not getting me.
>>7311451
That's a difficult question because you're talking about an experience involving a chemical that actively affects your body vs a negative self perception. I imagine heroine has a greater physical effect than dysphoria on your body. I can only talk from my own experience, and that the knowledge that srs was coming was what I held on to to keep going.
Also like, it's much easier to "forget" about your penis I guess. Like if you keep your mind off it and have it tucked away neatly. As time went on that got harder though and I have to keep hiding away and crying at work because something somehow reminded me that I had a dick (working in a environment where you see a lot of genitals probably didn't help much).
Everyone tolerates different things in different ways.
>>7311464
Sexually I have yet to have piv sex, but I can definitely have orgasms and they feel fucking great (vibrators are legit).
Appearance wise, I am happy with it. I went the public healthcare route because of my pressing need for it and the fact that I knew I wouldn't be able to afford to go private for the foreseeable future without fucking my life plan in a major way (which is stuff I worked too long and hard for to be able to just drop), and I don't disagree that my vagina probably doesn't look as good as someone's who went to Supron or whatever the other guys name is. I am happy with it though, it's definitely waaaay better than how most people think a public healthcare vagina would look like.
The few (cis)people who have seen pics of it were amazed by it so that's something. They were work colleagues too so medically minded. One of them keeps asking if he can try it lol.
>>7311465
>taking too much e
Be careful! If the tranny police find out they'll force you to grow another dick.
>>7311487
a feel all too common
>>7311488
who told you what it was !!!??
>>7311491
wow u made it one day congrats
>tfw after 10 years I can finally play a game I've been waiting for tomorrow.
I'm not even into gaming anymore, but, I feel like I have to play this game. 13 year old me would feel happy, if he didn't realize he was really a girl.
This is honestly probably the last game I'll ever play tbqh
>>7311491
You'll be back
See? You already are.
Either way, don't hold any spite, if you are able to live you life cis, then live your life cis.
I mean it's literally the better option, if you are capable of it.
>>7311488
>work with someone with your deadname
Every time someone talks to him I get a tiny panic in my brain like "they know..."
He's also the guy who wants to fug my neovag baka
>>7311491
You just saved yourself from a nightmare. Congrats.
>>7311491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AdWqlsQjWo
You didn't win. Dysphoria did. Fear did.
You could have destroyed it.
>>7311496
Is this another girls don't play video games or you just get bored?
>>7311477
it's not about how people treat me, i'm pretty sure transbians would treat me female either way
just it feels like i'd be -right- with a vagina
>>7311492
thanks for the detailed response! i'm happy you're happy with yours, it helps to hear people who have one be happy with it, especially since i'm so uncertain about how it'll go...
>One of them keeps asking if he can try it lol.
lmao
well, you're doing something right!
>>7311491
what kind of autist takes the time to make this lol
just leave dude
>>7311509
good post
i un-disown you
you can be russian again
>>7311511
oh wow
>>7311500
>>7311488
>TFW dead name was Matt
>TFW picked Madelyn
>TFW people used to call me "Mattie"
>TFW people call me "Maddie"
It feels fucking amazing like basking in sunshine and glory to hear that nickname... ONCE I get done dealing with that sharp painful hiccup of stress.
>>7311512
>>7311491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0Wf2RbjSl4
Good thing you saw the light. Who knows what sort of fucked up hon this hugbox might have made you.
>>7311507
No problem, glad it could help somehow! Just do your own research and you'll be fine I think. Make sure your opinion on the subject is well informed before you make a decision.
Lol yea I guess so. It's creepy though because he had a wife and a baby and shit.
Anyway shower time and then spending 4 days with qt~ later xx
>>7311488
>Someone from HR used my deadname at work in a department-wide email and outed me
>people call me by that just as a joke now
>It's impossible to get the people I'm in charge of to listen to me anymore because I live in a conservative area and they refuse to take orders from a tranny
I hate everything.
>>7311517
>good thing you saw the light
i dunno if he's seen it yet, but once the dysphoria comes back and he necks he will for sure
>>7311521
This is why that law in Canada is a thing
>>7311522
Anyone past 18 is guaranteed to be hons. You just hugbox the ones you like.
CNT would be hugboxed too if he was nice to you.
>>7311528
cnt does not even exist holy shit dude. lolllll
>>7311491
See you soon
>>7311377
UWU
>>7311506
chara why are you crazy
>>7311533
im not nigga
>>7311506
I genuinely don't play games anymore. I feel obligated to play this though.
>tfw you keep constantly flipping between liking your birth name and considering changing it to sometihng more fem
>>7311536
hopefully its good then :3
>>7311528
Hi CNT. How are you doing today? I'm doing pretty great. I've been listening to heyyeyaaeyaaaeyaeyaa for the last 10 or so hours. My life is this weird mash-up of memes, dysphoria, and having a nice dick.
Hbu senpai? How's your mom? She was crying pretty hard when I bashed her teeth out with a rusty pipe. When I forced my 8" mutant tranny penis down her throat she cried hard, and I could hear her mumbling something about her poor son CNT. I didn't even know she was your mom, she just refused to call me by my chosen pronoun of 'rainbow' while I was shopping in the super market and I decided to teach that bitch a lesson. Sorry!
Anyway, I ordered some pizza to your place to make up for it. Hope you don't mind me knowing your address! I'm going to come over and fuck your dog in the ass soon. Stay safe brother!
Love,
Pubes
>>7311542
DRINK
>>7311539
Just get a feminine version of your birth-name, it's what I did.
Aim for the same first syllable and a similar number of syllables, and make sure it's ability to make nicknames are pretty much the same
>>7311491
Lol drama queen, you're such a girl
>>7311512
Are you allowed to own pets yet?
Why are these threads so shitty today?
>>7311546
That seems a bit too 'susans'.
Is it wrong to want to choose something that never reminds you of the life you leave behind?
Convenience is the furthest thing from my mind.
>>7311547
If Chara is cis, I think she looks more than enough like a tranny to qualify staying here.
>>7311547
>Kit is pretty. See? Would cnt say that.
holy shit he's gone stealth
>>7311552
Not enough me posting.
>>7311491
I give him 5 months before he's sucking a dick in drag.
I'd bet a bottle of bootleg spiro on that.
what video game should i get
i have $120 steam dollarydoos
>>7311559
multiple copies of bad rats to distribute amongst the mtfg trips
>>7311558
It really is but thankfully there's only a week left.
Does anyone have before and after pics of their body? Not asking for nudes or lewds or anything just curious what changes the body makes because most people only post face pics with abused angles and makeup.
>>7311559
pay me to write porn so i can buy vidya
>>7311546
idk if there is a feminine version of my birth name its pretty andro
also its only 1 syllable ._.;
>>7311564
Closest I could find
>>7311566
I think Kit is a cute name for a girl
>>7311549
Oryx hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!
Morning girls and soon to be girls ^~^
>>7311559
buy me tf2 paint thanks
>>7311564
Here
Also good morning
>tfw shakira didn't like san junipero
>>7311575
Hey Jocelyn how's things going? body progression is rad!
>>7311566
What is it?
Is it actually Kit?
Because if so, I don't see how that's masculine at all.
Sounds like Kitten, or Kitty
>>7311558
She always seems to leave after I start posting, lately. Its such a bummer.
How are you, Sertii? I'm gonna head to bed soon, I think.
>>7311577
They're looking up, it's been a tough year but I'm slowly moving forward with life. Thank you! How've you been?
>>7311578
yeh it's Kit
>>7311569
thanks anon
>>7311575
God damn it
Holy fucking shit
I'm utterly consumed by envy. You're giving me some brutally strong dysphoria posting that shit.
Congratulations though, Here's hoping I can get that far.
>>7311581
I've been good! Glad to hear things are looking up for you lass. How have cosplay things been?
>>7311582
2 months.
>>7311575
H o l y s h i t
>>7311586
I haven't cosplayed since Azir. Gotta prioritize other things for a while before cons even really become an option again :/
>>7311575
how do you look like that
>>7311584
And how have you been Kit?
>>7311587
oh nice
I would like a vacation as we desu
>>7311575
wtf
i need a new body
>>7311491
You fucking inspire me to repress
Fuck these freaks. So glad I live in a heavy republican state so I can't transition even if I want to.
A drink to you. A man of bravery. Standing up to mental illness.
This /pol/ack salutes you sir! The legion stands with you!
>>7311595
me too
did you watch san junipero
>>7311594
I need it...
>>7311575
Stand up, zoom out. Thats cheating
>>7311570
Hows you?
>>7311582
Hi!
Um I'm trying to spend less time here and if I don't have a trip people don't reply to me as much
How are you?
>>7311576
She should come with me Tuesday night.
>>7311604
Youd have to do it every day
Ahhhh~
Another day of drinking tea and reading yaoi
>>7311559
The entire Monkey Island series, Half-Life 1 if you don't own it, can also get Quake Live, not sure if it costs anything though lel. Don't be a pleb.
>>7311582
:(
Things get better with time.
What are your plans for the holidays?
>>7311593
I am, they can, but the final effects probably aren't as significant as you're hoping- modern corsets aren't as dramatic as historical ones (They are healthier, though.)
>>7311606
shakira said you and me were bothering her
I think partly why I have the urge to be a housewife lately is that book I read for school on women in Sung China.
Being a mother seems really rewarding
>>7311602
I /wish/ I knew how to exaggerate my hips with camera tricks. That's fortunately 100% real curves.
>>7311604
Basically you wear a corset starting for short frames of time and training your body to get used to it over time cause it can be pretty painful and then after getting to a point where you can were it for a few hours at a time it starts to squish your insides and mould it into an hourglass like you see in the pic :)
>>7311605
Eventually the body dysphoria overwhelms you and you'll start. At least that's how it worked for me.
>>7311611
monkey island is gay
ive played through hl1 already
and i have ql
>>7311618
Super Hexagon
>>7311620
pls
>>7311618
>Monkey Island
>Gay
Well, this relationship is over.
Have you played through HL1 sub-50 min yet?
>>7311593
Correction, waist trainers little to nothing and have no long lasting effects. I thought you said waist training and thought of corsets in >>7311613
>>7311377
Holy shit girls! It's 4:30am and I woke up to the feeling of someone grabbing my feet and I woke up in a cold sweat.
This is the spoopiest thing that has ever happened to me in my life. My dog was asleep in her bed and I just finished checking around the apartment and the door is locked and all windows are closed.
I'm a lapsed catholic and I don't believe in these things.
I have suffered from sleep paralisys before but this was a whole otger thing
>Tfw spoopy things happen to you
>Inb4 --> /x/
>>7311616
Is it possible to overdo the corset training?
I'm a complete and total masochist and crushing pain and basically self induced bondage for hours on end sounds like a good time. Don't want to end up in the hospital being too gung-ho
>>7311603
oh i kinda missed your presence, hadn't realized you left. Its probably for the best though. Im not doing so well but it'll pass i think.
>>7311613
Its kind of one of the reasons i feel bad. Im going to greece but im planning on getting a job in a hotel in norway in the summer to make a few k and pay for tuition and lasik. Thing is I always spend summer with my dad and now im not sure how hes going to feel that ill only come a few days for my sisters wedding.
>>7311622
i dont really speedrun games other than doom 1 and 2 occasionally
>>7311547
I don't live in russia silly goose
>>7311549
I've killed a few other animals too idk why people care about the damn cat so much
>>7311551
yes i can.
exciting isn't it?
>>7311564
>tfw i still have boy body
I look just like i did before hrt
>>7311627
Yes
>>7311621
Nuclear Throne?
Spelunky?
Terraria?
>>7311623
AH!
Okay so waist trainers aren't for waist training, and are just a scam with a deceiving name.
So how do I into actual waist training?
why do hot guys transition
>>7311611
>nostalgiafag
jesus fucking christ dude
i know you're a chaser but how do you have taste this bad
>>7311637
Because you hugbox
>>7311630
What else did you kill?
Fuck what am i doing. Whatever, Jocelyn gg
>>7311632
you mean fucking gorgeous?
>>7311637
dysphoria?
>>7311632
those hips tho
also blue board
>>7311632
girl why do you wear boyjeans?
>>7311629
Wait wat? You actually speedrun doom? You're back to being cool in my book, should really get into speed running HL1 though, just make sure you get le bunnyhop mod though. I'm autisming so hard on that shit when I'm bored.
>>7311637
Because they didn't want to be hot guys
They couldn't keep up with the overbearing personality and manerism qualifications of being a manly man, manning it up and getting beer to be manly.
All the while looking at gorgeous women constantly putting on makeup and sizing up for dresses and after a while realizing that it's not lust they're feeling but envy.
>>7311637
>hot guy
lol
>>7311641
Dogs and rodents
>>7311632
cute tum
>>7311644
That makes me think... How many months HRT is required before a MTF can't post their nipples anymore?
Hanna is like the cutest person here
I'm super jelly of her desu
>>7311654
Idiot... youre just a girl pretending to be a boy, stop crossdressing and wear clothes for girls.
i really want to hug all of you
>>7311660
s-slut
>>7311660
same
>>7311637
Because they want the dicc!
Did you read mu spooky storie? I'm def scared atm. ;~;
>>7311663
uwu
Turns out I was just hallucinating or something
no public safety
uwu
Why does everyone hate me tho?
>>7311667
^=^
>>7311628
Yeah it started as a joke but then I thought it'd be a good idea. But it hasn't worked really ive still been here a lot :/
Oh what's wrong? How did spending time with your friend go?
Well, so much for sleep
My brother is playing Overwatch again I guess because he's screaming, throwing things, slamming his desk.
why does cyclone suck ass now WTF
im pisd
>>7311657
You're cute. You're awesome, empathic and a sweetheart. Don't sell yourself short.
>>7311657
that's why i married her
>>7311682
I'm 1 maybe 2 of those things
>>7311672
idk why are you asking me lmao
i was born with my hips
>>7311677
fuck u POOKIE
>>7311677
Hey pookie, how are you doing? Everything ok?
>>7311686
I wasnt asking you it was in a separate sentence
>>7311683
you were suppose to marry me ;~;
>>7311688
wongor
i've missed u
how are u babe
>>7311689
yah I've been rlly good lately why do u ask
wbu how are u
>>7311690
you're not very good at formatting things are you?
>>7311632
are we dating
>>7311687
i wish i had a better voice...
>>7311628
I've never had a great relationship with my father, and I think most transwomen face issues with their fathers. Inevitably, we must all learn to live independently of our parents support, emotionally and financially.
>>7311630
I can't even kill arachnids, god forbid a cat.
Even if I did work myself up to somehow, Id feel horrible about it for a long time afterwards. I felt bad after catching a fish as a kid.
>>7311636
Yes, waist trainers are just a scam with a deceiving name. Real waiist training requires corsets, which requires you find a corsetmaker locally or order them online. I order mine from orchard corsets, but they only deliver within the US.
Oh, and to get a properly sized corset take your waist measurement and subtract 4-8". I started as a 30" waist, so I went for a size 26" corset and I was being conservative, most people would have reccomended me to start with a 24" or 22"
>>7311683
Wtf can i get in on that?
It can be a threesome marriage
>>7311684
Well I think you're all of them. I hope you can learn to see all the awesome things in yourself.
>>7311686
Die cissy
>>7311700
Just lose your empathy dude
ez
>>7311705
riven pls no ;-;
>>7311706
i forgive you qt
>>7311705
She's not, no worries!
It's too hot.
anyone know any trans friendly endocrinologists in Atlanta?
>>7311694
There was some talk on yhe board about you and isla falling out, but I guess iy was drakeposter bsing.
But I think you're a cool girl and I just wanted to know if you're ok. Anyhow. I'm glad all'a well ;)
>>7311700
>take your waist measurement and subtract 4-8"
Oh sweet thanks. That makes it a lot easier to find sizes that fit my underbust and hip ratio
>>7311694
i've been okay lass how has your transition been?
>>7311709
yeah she is
>>7311491
I feel bad for you. You must really hate yourself.
>>7311709
meme forever
>>7311699
same :/
>>7311700
My father is pretty cool, i always got along well with him. I havent come out yet but i think hell be cool with it. Its not really that i need him emotionally, its just that i feel kinda sorry for him. Hes growing old and has a lot of problems with his business and probably looks forward to his kids coming back every summer, it just feels really selfish not to go back this year..
>>7311714
owo
>tfw coffee at 6 am
this was a great idea.
also, i need new vidya. MMO's specifically. does anyone play any MMO's that they really like and would recommend to others?
>>7311713
o yah I saw all that, no worries
I just don't get involved, there's no point desu.
>>7311716
it's p good I'm a nb boy now :^)
>>7311725
I just started playing Black Desert Online lately, it's pretty fun. Open World, really grindy but tons to do. Not much end game though
Oh and it also looks really pretty and is on sale for half off rn!!!
>>7311726
good, how are you? :3
>>7311491
Awww but Amy is a sweetheart. Even if you fo this, i hope you keep that sensitive caring and joyful aspect of your life going on.
>>7311720
I admit I'm thinking much the same
Not out of anger, but...who do I think I am, anyway? A girl? ha.
>>7311723
how are you Sertii?
>>7311726
the graphics look weird desu
>>7311727
i REALLY wanted to play BDO but i heard you need a really really good computer to run it decently and that it's very PTW now
>>7311735
were u a cute guy
>>7311727
Oh cool, I'm happy for you. I was sort of mean and called smiles a sociopath and the board got real angry with me.
I guess I'm feeling guilty, although I did apologize to her.
Anyhow. I'm glad you're cool and mature enough to handle this shit. Congratulations ;)
>>7311637
>non-binary meme gender
>"why do hot guys transition"
really makes you think.
>tfw my friend recommends this game to me
http://store.steampowered.com/app/511630/
>>7311729
Knowing my own repression phase. He will most likely become aggressive and abusive to lgbt and treat any women he dates like dirt because he secretly hates them.
>>7311668
I don't hate you. Sometimes I gwt mad when you post alt-right stuff, but you're cool.
>>7311727
Hey i'm just a boy now its okay as long as you are happy dude
>>7311740
Don't lie. I know how I look.
>applied makeup
>still look like an ugly man
fuck. usually makeup makes me happier, but now it makes me feel worse, that i'm not even passing with a bunch of makeup.
>>7311748
Apart from being a tranny? Not much..
>>7311750
idk how you look ;-;
destroy cisnormative patriarchy! demand full communism! kill your local counter-revolutionary! Seize the means of production!
>>7311706
The effects are minor, but every bit counts, right?
>>7311708
I think I'm gonna need empathy to be a loving mother/caring wife tho, and I mean that's gonna be something that will make up a good 2-4 decades of my life: probably the best decades of my life.
It's just kinda hard to be feminine without empathy.
>>7311715
Yeah, its really simple. Corsets can be pricy but if you can order from Orchard they tend to have lots of sales.
>>7311718
She doesn't look it.
>>7311722
You're a worthless leech and your parents would have been better off if your ex had killed you.
You know psychopathy is extremely rare in cis girls.
>>7311723
Ah, I hadnt considered it from that angle. I'm sure he's happy to see you all moving on, Im also sure he misses you- but I think most fathers would rather their children attend to their own needs than theirs.
>>7311741
Here's something you might like:
http://store.steampowered.com/app/469820/
>>7311754
yea iktf
>>7311756
>Seize the means of production
Grab 'em by the pussy.
>>7311756
I like this idea madame, where can I sign up for your newsletter?
fuque im too high
Why does MS Word insist on using American English? Colour has a u damn it!
>>7311765
h-help
>>7311711
iktf
>>7311772
I miss winter.
>>7311758
I'M FUCKING CRYING AT THE REVIEWS FOR MAX AN AUTISTIC JOURNEY LMAO
>>7311765
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
pooks u r making me want to buy it..
>>7311759
Ok :3
I wrote to you, but I guess my (you) didn't come up in your pc. Lol I gueas I'm feeling insecure about my actions yestetday.
Did you sleep at all or have you been up all night?
does anyone else just read uwu and owo as "ooh woo" and "oh woah"
>>7311757
you want to be a wife with your level of narcissism? lol
Good thing its aspd and not insanity.
>>7311763
All your information will be provided by The Party.
>>7311783
Will there be refreshments provided by the party or will it be a communal event where everyome brings their part and all.is shared according to each's needs?
>>7311757
is there really that much of a difference between waist trainers with bones and real corsets?
>>7311755
I look bad, that's how I look.
I'm sure someone has a pic. Not the one with the pink wig, please, that's unfair.
Also
>Have hypnofetish
>Talking about how sissy and shemale stuff bothers me
>get: "Kandi Gloss: ok, I get it, you hate trans people"
can ppl tell who i am when i drop trip ??
>>7311796
is this edie
>>7311779
Ich auch.
How do i drink something without smearing my lipgloss on it?
>>7311801
Dont put lipgloss on
>>7311801
You don't? Or use a straw.
But seriously, you don't.
>>7311800
aw !! i didn't even post like one of my pics or anything
>>7311804
>>7311797
>tfw stealth
its been a while since I posted this i need to post it again
>>7311808
o i didn't think u would ever go anon.......
..........and u did it so well, too......................
..........is there something u want to tell me kit bb....................................
>>7311795
i still like you ^=^
am i cute
>>7311812
i was just playing edie !!!! i like trip so ppl who dont like me can just filter me !
>>7311795
most tg porn is made for fags and repressed trannies?
if you're trutrans you probably don't want tranny porn lol
>>7311768
h-how
>>7311777
just do 7day free trial
and download it over night desu bcus it's like 40gigs lol
https://www.reddit.com/r/blackdesertonline/comments/5fb26v/just_purchased_the_game_free_7_days_codes/?st=iw1zo0us&sh=1c324834
>>7311796
I knew it was you Kit ~
>>7311804
good guess
>>7311816
you can pass, 3 months on hrt, ez
>>7311820
pooki
>>7311767
Hopefully, ideally, I would guess he would, but I dont know your father, either.
>>7311780
It could turn out awful for a daughter, I could end up resenting her being prettier than me, she could resent me for seeing her as an extension of my own ego- but more likely Ill just raise another high maintenance narcissist, like mother like daughter.
I think it would be healthy an help boost my sons level of confidence, make sure he doesn't settle for some homely tranny looking girl who wont even put in the minimal ammount of effort to look nice. I mean, no one wants their son to end up like your ex.
Surely you've thought about motherhood, Chara. Didnt you play with baby dolls as a little boy?
>>7311784
I would guess 24 bones is pretty close to standard if not standard but I dont really know (the number coming to my head is 28 but like I said, Im probably wrong), so long as they're steel bones you should be good tho.
>>7311820
POOKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
hi hi hi hi hi ilu
>>7311819
some ppl do but its OK
>>7311822
i love you mysterious anon
>>7311820
idk
im going to bed
the dark is spookie
and im seeing things
>>7311827
ITS NOT OK
EVERYONE MUST LOVE KIT
>>7311824
Thanks. I remember ordering a corset last year. Was too big so I guess I habe an idea of how big a corset I would need.
>>7311814
I try to be a nice person at least, but...
I've only been female online. I'm not sure I'm really one.
>>7311818
It's not even disinterest like most porn. It like really bothers me, sissy stuff most of all.
>>7311816
You pass as the Communist dictator who gets all the food while everyone else starves.
>>7311809
me rn
>>7311828
TELL KORDY HI <33333
i don't want to look like a boy
i'm gonna be a disgusting monster if i transition
>>7311831
why? who honestly cares
it's an emasculation fetish, like femdom and cuckoldry and the like.
>>7311829
doing my part ok
>>7311834
oke i will in the morn
she's sleeping rn
i have to sleep too but im high as heck
>>7311832
stop being lumpen pls
>>7311782
Thanks but
Wait youre being introduced as a guy??
What the hell??
>>7311839
NINI
Good morning
please i want to pass this hurts
>>7311838
Erin
I taking my trip off so you can't hound me for this.
This is finally the end and the depression I've built up over the years has finally come to a head. I can't transition anymore as every corner has lead me to failure despite trying so hard to seek a point in my transition to where I was comfortable enough and could finally taste happiness.
A lot of you inspired me to try my best but in the end my depression won and I'm taking the coward's way out. I want all of you to try your best to be happy and try your hardest to never succumb to the darkness. You are women despite what others may say. Stand tall and be proud of yourselves.
Anna, I hope you become famous one day. You worked so hard and deserve to make it into the world of music.
Edie, you've always been a big inspiration to me and I wanted to be like you but I couldn't.
Shannon, I hope you enjoy this and many other Christmases. I believe you will lose weight and be happy with yourself.
Sass, I'll miss your wit. You always made me smile.
To others I haven't mentioned, take care.
And for my partner, babe I'm so sorry, I know this is going to hurt but please understand why I'm doing this. My depression was ruining our relationship and I know how much you despised me for always being so closed in. Thank you for these past five years. Please tell our cat max that his mommy went to a better place.
Good bye and may you all shine bright, girls.
>>7311828
Kiwis eyes are soooo nice omggg
>>7311848
tldr
Kys hon
>>7311841
Why tho? I'm bourgeois, you're worst enemy :)
>>7311851
Rude
>>7311838
ugh im sooo bad at picking ppls posts thooo ughhh erin ??? idk i dont think she would post on mtfg anymore like at all
idk !!!!! its hard for me. im not smart !!
>>7311824
Yeah i guess ill just bite the bullet and tell him. Also might just visit during easter to make up for it a bit.
>tfw the shrink sertii recommended cannot take more clients from my health insurance company this year because of our healthcare system
wew nice now I have a good reason not to call the doctor :^)
>>7311848
Please don't. You'll probably feel over this by tomorrow. There are people who love and care for you. You're not just hurting yourself, you're hurting others.
Don't you want to see if you can keep going? You have a partner, don't you? Someone who cares for you? Don't make this worse for them. Just give it time.
>>7311858
What happened to Erin anyway...
>>7311861
yeah he didnt take me in either until christmass. Hell take you for an intake so he can give you a brief for the vumc, dont be retarded and call
i want to look nice for someone so that i have value and they won't feel dissapointed and disgusted
>>7311848
>My depression was ruining our relationship and I know how much you despised me for always being so closed in.
not true, that's a lie propagated by depression that is never true. she doesn't despise you unless she is cold and heartless, and she would have broken up with you if she did, she just loves you. godspeed
godspeed
>>7311866
I'll check if I can make a GP appointment online first :^)
>>7311873
She gonna get srs?
>>7311830
That sucks, hopefully the next one you get fits!
>>7311860
Visiting for easter could be nice, well Im gonna head to bed, hope you feel better soon, Sertii~
>>7311870
quid turn your pizza place into a worker owned coop or else
How long till I pass? (If ever)
>>7311875
they love you
please talk to them and let them love you
>>7311877
im not sure i think she is interested in it. we dont rly talk about it a lot but im p sure she wants to get it at some stage. i'm undecided myself
>>7311875
for you, or them? anything you're believing about their feelings is a complete lie crafted by depression. please give them a chance?
>>7311882
I'm really scared already :(
I do NOT need dis
>>7311875
what exactly did you do
>>7311883
Either way the GiC is gonna ask her about it. Also the NHS don't offer all techniques, make sure she knows that.
>>7311879
in a way it is, the only other permanent employee is always going to get paid as much as I am paid or more, and everybody gets more or less equal input
I'm so frustrated. And it sucks so much, that everyone feels so bad.
>>7311885
dont worry. In any case, this will help you
>>7311888
What's up?
>>7311879
(more or less is because they dumb, the other perma-employee has equal input)
>>7311899
she loves you, and you owe her the chance to at least give you a proper goodbye.
>>7311894
I know but I don't like talking about my feelings
And I don't want to be 'wrong' if that makes any sense
Even though that'd be much easier
>>7311899
don't you at least want to try living life as a woman?
you haven't even given yourself time yet, from the sound of it. just, wait it out. don't do something you'd regret
What a great day.
I have to sit through 6 hours of presentations today.
>>7311906
Ewwww.
>>7311897
I don't know much about my childhood, but i wanted to kill myself since at least 10 years ago, but because i haven't done it yet, i probably won't do it soon either, even though it started to get worse when i finally realized i was trans and have no chance of passing.
I went to a psychotherapist as a child and to a psychiatrist a while ago, but nobody could help me obviously.
So right now i'm just waiting for my mom to die, so i can kill myself without making her feel bad.
>>7311904
youre going because you have a suspicion. Just talk to this guy and hell help you
>>7311910
there's alternatives, god damn it
just don't. even if you can't live as a girl you can pretend, right? how far are you into transition
>>7311910
again, have you had any professional help?
she didn't know it was coming right now, this will be the worst day of her life
>>7311914
Far enough
I can't play pretend anymore
I hate removing my makeup, especially if i just applied it an hour ago, but i don't feel like a woman at all today, so i have to do it.
>>7311912
I know but I feel stupid for not being sure
I wish I was trutrans or didn't feel like this at all
Preferably the last
I can't crawl back now anyway
Ugh my fucking beard shadow is twice as bad as it was like a week's ago. Fiancee even agreed w me about it
I feel like such a fucking man
>>7311918
coming out to yourself is really hard.
You have to fight against internalized transphobia and all that stuff, its a pretty surreal feeling when you accept it.
>>7311921
do you do electrolysis?
>>7311910
Is this angie???
>>7311923
I guess
I still kinda hope I'm just a silly confused man
>>7311924
Laser Bc I have black hair
I've had 8 sessions and it was almost gone, but I missed this week's
>>7311911
that sucks, anon. I know the feeling of just waiting out the deaths until you can do it guilt free. never passing though, that's what almost every trans girl thinks, there's no way to accurately judge your own potential
also, a psychiatrist is not meant for working through issues, they get a very shallow glimpse of you and are mostly for prescribing pills. I hope I'm not coming off too preachy but you should give therapy another shot, honestly, if you've only seen one therapist from when you were really young.
>>7311927
I hoped the same
I wished i was just a silly confused AGP'er. I didnt last long.
>>7311933
>I didnt last long.
I didn't last long up to this point either
I hope I can get this over with quickly
>>7311916
post pics
if you're that manly i swear to god i won't say otherwise
>>7311935
You held fast for a bit, Anna. Now its time to let it go..
>>7311940
Yeah I was here for like 2 months already
So did I do better than birdy or not? Probably not right? :(
>>7311946
You did better than me at least. I anonposted like less than 15 days before coming out
>>7311946
i was on this 8ch board with a bunch of trannies and i lasted like, 2-3 weeks lol
>>7311946
Well Amy was almost there and she won't respond to me on discord now and has thrown it all away
>>7311942
they will never move on, not if you've been dating them for 5 (or if you're angie with misinfo, 3 as well) years
it will leave a permanent mark, and only the sharp pain of a recent hurt will fade, the grief and confusion and second guessing what they could have done to help will last forever
>>7311937
noap, east side of the us
>>7311952
Hmmm...
>tfw gonna be in Oregon round January
Anyone cool round there?
>>7311946
well not 2 months really, right? you posted on here ages ago when you had first gotten w/trashy didn't you? technically you could start the timer then
but, really, the faster you start the better you are, you're looking at this backwards
>>7311947
kek, that's something. And as anon you probably didn't even get pushed as much, or did you?
>>7311950
Guess I did pretty well then
>>7311951
Yeah I saw the post. I didn't really know Spartan/Amy anyway
>>7311956
not really. I just saw too many of my own feelings and experiences inside people here, just like you.
I wish someone had pushed me though..
>>7311954
I dunno, i used to know cool peoples there but they moved, there's a couple but no one I know super well, I wish I could get to Portland more but it's all the way across the continent :[ rip
bjorg hi
>>7311956
to be honest what helped me most was Akaka saying that if you want to be a girl, youre probably a tranny. Thinking about whether or not hrt will work is not thinking about whats wrong with you, but you doubting the solution will help you. It still doesnt change the fact that youre a tranny and should get on hrt anyway.
>>7311955
Did I? I think first time I posted here was when she was visiting me which was like 2/3 months ago, where I even used her trip to shitpost Frozen images
Did I really post before that? I can't remember but it was without trip at least, right?
Also the point was about resisting the influence of you serpents it doesn't matter whether that's good or not.
>>7311959
It's not like those 15 days are a lot of lost time though, right?
I barely even recognized my own feelings y'all literally had to explain them for me to realise it.
WHAT PET SHOULD I BUY FIRST?
>>7311968
i think you should avoid small animals
>>7311968
which one is the most fun to kill
i'd go for something small and cute
hamster / rabbit?
>>7311967
I mean, youre p young still, i probably didnt have the strength to do this myself when i was your age
>>7311968
i can be a pet hamster
I've said enough
Take care Edie and Quid
>>7311965
Hi Lauren :)
>>7311966
I always feel conflicted when people talk about heavy dysphoria and stuff. I don't really feel like I SHOULD be a girl per se, or like the "a girl in a boy's body" crap, I just WANT to be a qt girl and look like one and be treated like one and I think it'd make me happier
It makes me feel like I'm just making a big deal out of nothing really
>>7311974
Yeah I'm glad I have this struggle now though instead of in a few years
I should've had this 3 years ago desu I could've been a decent enough girl already :(
>>7311962
this typing style is very familiar, if you're angie just swapping the genders to throw us off your trail, for the love of God, please do not do this based on your bdd
>>7311967
yeah without trip, you were all nervous and asking about some cringey stuff about trying to tell trashy you didn't care that she was trans
guess she doesn't need any reassurance there now :^)
>>7311968
A Doberman or a Rottweiler or a pit bull, they're super cuddly and friendly if you treat them well
>>7311971
Why?
>>7311972
Why do you think im going to kill it?
>>7311975
Can a hamster own another hamster?
>>7311980
are those cute dog?
>>7311983
Dobermans not so much but Rottweilers are a bit and pit bulls are super cute and full of love! You just have to get a nice one because some of them have been abused or trained to be mean fighters, but by nature they are very nice and sweet
>>7311983
if you're not then what the fuck are you doing
>>7311977
I mean its hard to recognise. And i definitely felt the exact same at first, it was something i wanted to be and not definitely something i was. "Girl in a boys body" is a meme for normies to understand. You are yourself. Some things you feel that you think are unrelated to dysphoria are actually very related. You constantly tell us you feel depressed and stuff, why the fuck do you think that is, do you think normies feel depressed for no reason?
>>7311986
seems familiar
>>7311987
i can not want a pet to love and cuddle?
>>7311990
nah
you're a cis girl, and cis girls have no souls.
no offense!
>>7311986
Nice, get chara to adopt a pit bull so she gets her face bitten off, solid plan quid.
>listening to podcast about male puberty
sad feels ;_;
>>7311983
sure
i mean, there are humans that own other humans
this cat was on my fence
>>7311986
Dobermanns are mega cute!
>>7311991
wtf i have a soul
>>7311992
DONT SAY THAT
>>7311993
bring back black slavery desu
>tfw no idea how to flirt w/ anyone
>>7311980
>yeah without trip, you were all nervous and asking about some cringey stuff about trying to tell trashy you didn't care that she was trans
OH RIGHT
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THAT
yeah that was really cringy I must have supressed those memories
It was meant in a really nice way I still think that stuff was the nicest thing I have ever said to anyone
>tfw this way it makes me gay in the opposite way
Oh the irony
>>7311988
>"Girl in a boys body" is a meme for normies to understand
That's what I figured but I wasn't sure
>do you think normies feel depressed for no reason
W-well I actually did think that everyone always told me le depression doesn't have to have a reason meme too
I really hope I figure this out somewhat quickly though so I can at least do stuff about it if needed
>>7311997
Idk just personal preference I guess, I think they look beautiful and majestic but not cute? I can see it though.
>>7311998
Bring back your bf tbqh. He kept you in line.
>>7311925
Lol everythings ok, i just had a spooky incident where I felt someone pully feet at 4am.
I mean I've had sleep paralysis besore but this was totally different! I woke up in a cold sweat and my dog was cuddled in her dog bed fast asleep.
I'm very skeptical of paranormal activity but yikes!
>>7311999
just act cute
you seem to be pretty good at it :p
>>7312003
please don't misgender me
>>7312000
awww cute ^=^ fit for me
>>7312003
i do need to be controlled i don't think i can stay nice forever
>>7312001
ahahaha yeah you clearly meant well but it was pretty funny ngl
>>7312009
ty for appreciating my fencecat
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABsKcgrMYoA
Me rn
>>7311998
prove that you have a soul
>>7312000
I am mostly memeing, but, a breed that's been bred for so long for fighting is bound to be more prone to violence if not trained correctly.
Though all dogs can be good dogs given the right training saying they are the most loving is an exaggeration.
>>7312001
Dont worry, Joep will make you feel at ease.
Just be honest with him and tell him youre doubting, but you want to get on a waiting list just so.
>>7312011
Yes :3
Pit bulls are one of the most cuddly breeds actually, they would always be willing to cuddle with you
>>7312017
i love you anon
and no red hair
it makes me kinda sick thinking about how much testosterone did to my body
>>7312022
o
t-thanks
i guess you pass
>>7312023
Same
I want all my body hair gone but im too much of a pussy to epilate my chest.
>>7312013
I can imagine. It was really cringeworthy looking back.
I was about as confused as I am now back then, just about something else.
Now I feel really awkward aaaaa
>>7312020
Yeah I guess that's the way to go
I'm a bad liar anyway especially about big stuff so I imagine he'd see right through me otherwise
I'm mostly scared of seeing my GP actually, even though it's a nice man I feel weird seeing about stuff like this instead of physical issues
I wish i had long hair so i could at least hide part of myself behind it.
>>7312005
Sassy
I'm scared
>>7312024
>you pass
SHE'S CIS JFC HOW VERY DARE U
>>7312026
I reallly know that feeling. GPs are difficult to talk to.
>>7312019
Nah, it really is a myth. They need training to be nice AGAIN, not the other way around, if you raise them from birth without abuse or harmful training they'll be total sweethearts
>>7312031
once my gp showed me a video of a whale and left for a half hour before he finished the checkup
>>7312030
nah she passes the soul test
gimme the pizz, quid.
>>7312028
idk what that is
>>7312030
i pass quid ok?
>>7312035
http://www.hamsterdance.org/hamsterdance/
did any of you weebs ever idolize any anime or video game characters when you were growing up?
i used to be really obsessed with elk from the first .hack games, and then endrance in .hack//G.U.
yknow, the reclusive, computer addicted androgynous male with long blue hair who was obsessed with MMO's and his online friend who turned out to be an NPC..
...which, same, so i mean at least that makes sense lmao
>>7312023
yea T is a helluva drug
you started early tho so youll be fine
>>7312023
I can't wait to see what drugs and drink will do :D
>>7312041
gimme the pizz.
>>7312042
he kept saying i had autism because I didn't think his jokes were funny
>>7312032
What part is a myth?
>>7312036
OMG SO CUTE
;-;
>>7312041
p i z z a ^=^
and sexpls
>>7312046
Did you meet your gp on 4chan?
>>7312051
Yeah I am totally shaving before going there for exactly that reason
How do I stop wanting to die?
>>7312045
ok
>>7312048
the bit about having a born tendency towards aggression
here's some random stuff I found off the internet but there's plenty more a Google away, it's a very well propagated myth but it really is a myth
>WhilePit Bullsarenotgoodguarddogsbecause they just love people so much, they may intercede if someone threatens “their” humans.Pit Bullsare great with children.Pit Bullsare a loyal, people-oriented breed that thrive as part of the family. They are affectionate with both adults and children.
>>7312049
pizza I guess
NO SEX >:(
>>7312054
By dying
>>7312054
get trauma and then you wont feel anything!
>>7312056
FIND A CUTE BOY TO SEX ME
>>
chara do they have hamsters. in Russia
>>7312054
Anti-Depressants are working for me... I think.
>>7312056
>having a born tendency towards aggression
That's not exactly what I said, I said they'd be more prone to violence if not trained correctly.
I just have doubts when they are part of most dog attacks. Perhaps it is because they are more capable of actually doing damage rather than hostility.
>>7312062
ya they do ^=^
oh ok so i'm the only weeb
I SEE
I GET IT
NEVERMIND!!!!!!
>>7312066
can you say hamster in Russian
>>7312056
>ok
you agreed to pee in my butt
we're married
>>7312067
no, no, I feel you
I still want to be a hitman tebeha
>tfw she tells you she wants you to carve your name into her skin
>>7312076
sounds like a nice girl
>>7312069
Хoмяки
>>7312075
are you be emotional again? :3
>>7312076
Weird, that didn't go over so well when I tried it...
Who was that suicide anon?
sup fags ?
>mfw stuck on toilet playing OoT
>>7312075
Why scared of them?
>>7312077
so waifsbandu <3
where are we going for our honeymoon
>>7312087
CAN TALK TO ME IF YOU WANT
>>7312087
you definitely need them tho, just saying
>>7312087
I think they are working for me and if I'm not healthy then you mustn't be either.
>>7312087
you aren't healthy people
>tfw 20%+ chance of developing terminal oral or esophageal cancer
who /probably going to die of something else as soon they finish transition successfully/ here?
>>7312095
eh that's pretty lo res actually
>>7312095
will you be my dom gf
>>7312095
yours gifs make me uncomfortable as fuck lmao
>>7312099
I'm like 90% sub, senpai
why does everyone think I'm a dom, is it because I'm tall and have crazy eyes?
>>7312098
>Im honestly trying to think of any male characters at all that i idolized
Lel same
>>7312103
nah i know, you just look like you'd be a good dom :(
i'm prob going to have to dom switch because there aren't any dom trannies on the market
>>7311966
I miss Akaka :(
>>7312106
I still think they'd work well on you but whatevs.
>>7312102
I wish your bf was out of jail so he could kill you
Stupid bitch
>>7312102
that's because I make a better psycho-girl than you :^)
>>7312109
I really do as well :( i lowkey had a crush on her because of how smart and mature she was
>>7312112
LOL poor timing trying to fake a Robin post lmao
>>7312112
>inb4 the fake tripcode is 'poo on toast'
>>7312095
rofl your facial expressions are adorable
>>7312109
She was a complete and utter hon lel
She kill herself or what?
>>7312112
but me and robin are neutral nice try tho
>>7312113
ya i guess so ^=^
>>7312100
everything will be okay Amy
>>7312118
>Akaka
>a hon
>>7312072
Tfw Sophie will never hit on you.
>>7312087
i relate to the fear that it'll change your personality. last year i spent all my therapy sessions being a contrarian and insisting that i wanted to stay myself, and that just resulted in me hiding in a room and wanting to die for an entire year. in my experience, SSRIs do not fuck with your personality. just made me less susceptible to super depressive states
>>7312106
>I was.
you aren't now
have some self-awareness woman
get or not?
>>7312127
fuck yess
>>7311910
was this Eri?
>>7312083
I just spoke to the person who wrote that suicide post. I tried to offer my help but she said that it's too late and this is best.
:/
She wanted me to say thanks for trying to help her
>>7312129
That's what I was wondering, but I didn't want to call her out, I really really hope not :s
>>7312124
maybe I will anon
>>7312127
pretty cute
can you link em?
>>7312130
okay, this post makes me suspicious lol
I did my tree today to see if I still feel.
Good Night/Gute Nacht/However "Good Night" is said in your native language.
>>7312138
good night Emily
>>7312127
what retarded shit is this ?
like is it for people too dumb to put on a full sweater ?
or for people too poor to get a full sweater ?
>>7312138
nini nerd
>>7312138
>tfw i have an australian's sleep shedule
sweet dreams sweet emily
>>7312138
night qt
>>7312133
I'd enjoy being your waifu and cuddling you every day.
But I don't want you to lose your truetrans ID card :3
>>7312117
yeah my hypotonia affects my facial expressions too on my less-good days, like today
>>7312145
can you be my waifu too
>>7312123
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/6873703/#6873918
>>7312137
I... focus on the green... The only thing that's real
nice looking tree
>>7312111
I'm some weird bipolar if I even am sick
I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to give bipolars antidepressants.
nite emi
>>7312125
The only reason I go to therapy at all is because I'm really fucking low. If I was myself again I'd leave in a heartbeat.
It didn't take drugs to make me like this, it shouldn't take drugs to fix me.
i wish my bf was here
he always makes me feel better
>>7312140
Lalalily you seem like a really nice person but these are obviously high class fashionable goods.
>>7312137
my family got one yesterday
i can't wait to see our cats start sleeping under it (they really like to)
>>7312150
yeah i know how she looks, being a late transitioner doesnt make you a hon lmao
>>7312156
i'm not one to shit on people for appearances but a hon is literally defined by starting late and not passing well :/
>>7312156
Yes it does. Hon literally means man in a dress and doesent pass
>I'm not a hon if I act a certain way
Honlogic
>>7312152
*sigh* but see, if you'd actually talked to a professional, or done any real studying instead of reading scare tactic pseudoscience sites, you'd know that's not true at all
bipolar people are not supposed to take antidepressants without a mood stabilizer
mood stabilizer is always the first line of attack, and they're the medications lowest in side effects of all the psych meds I know
>>7312154
weird idea of "fashion" you have there
pls explain how this is either practical or nice to look at
cuz to me it just frankly looks like some trashy thing akin to weeb consplaying
>>7312164
>some trashy thing akin to weeb consplaying
lalalily pls stop
>>7312152
then, after you've gotten the mood stabilizer, you can choose (just like you can choose to go on the stabilizer) to go on an AD to alleviate the depression more
I waited 3 months after I got the prescription to start taking my lamotrigine, I waited literally 10 to start taking my citalopram. There was no trickery involved, I didn't fill the prescriptions ever, I literally told them they could prescribe it but I didn't feel comfortable taking it.
>>7312153
I wish someone was here to make me feel better
I have this cold feeling inside that no amount of clothes can make go away. I just need someone to hold me while we lie down.
>>7312159
I disagree with that. A hon is someone who doesnt put in any effort and has gone insane from the years of repressing.
Youre not a hon if you started at 30 and only need a chin reduction and brow bossing to pass just fine
>>7312148
If you are Phienchen, sure.
If not no, sorry.
>>7312164
I mean, you're not supposed to wear it with a T-shirt :P the main practical use is so you can wear other fashionable items that are meant for warmer weather, and of course it'll clash with many things
>>7312123
She's a hon
is lily autistic
I want to have hot transbian sex with Lily!
>>7312029
What happened?
>>7312152
are you confident in your abilities to overcome it that way?
i don't want you to end up even worse or persist in your current state
like i'm really afraid you're gonna kill yourself
if you don't then i still hate that you have to be so sad
>>7312177
>so it's useless garbage for people to look at
i mean yeah welcome to fashion?
I hate this place why do I come here?!
>>7312162
>Implying psychiatry isn't a pseudoscience based on an entirely false premise
>taking twice as many drugs is a good thing
>Taking medicine that "attacks" my brain is a good thing
>>7312168
Rich people don't have to follow the rules.
There's no recourse if they force me on the drugs, nobody will believe a crazy person.
>>7312172
antidepressants are for depression caused by unbalanced chemicals. But I'm sad for a reason, a lot of reasons, so it's not unbalanced chemicals affecting me.
Taking medication for sadness is no different than drug abuse.
good morning mtfg
>>7312189
Hello
>>7312189
Hello
>>7312183
>are you confident in your abilities to overcome it that way?
No, therapy doesn't fucking work.
>i don't want you to end up even worse or persist in your current state
It's not like I can do anything else, there's no helping it.
>>7312188
ok, the first part is a joke, you know it's a joke, we've already been over why it's a joke. not gonna feed your trolling.
as for the second part, they never had any way of knowing where my economic standing is, and how can you seriously warp things in your mind so much to think that lmao, I didn't say "they tried to force me so I threw money at them", I said it just didn't happen. use even a grain of common sense here, please.
mommy im a good girl
>>7312201
I went to sleep at like 5 AM last night, now I woke up at like 1:30. That's my life.
>>7312206
uwu i love you mommy
>>7312188
actually I might be thinking of somebody else who admitted they were taking the piss about that, so sorry, maybe not trolling but
I mean that's just patently ridiculous :L that's Scientology shit
>>7312198
>not gonna feed your trolling.
Apparently I'm a troll, so just go back to blocking me then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>they never had any way of knowing where my economic standing is
I'm assuming you didn't look like you just got dragged in from harlem, and anything from your insurance information to the way you speak could've revealed your class.
Heck, the place you got """help""" from could've shown how wealthy you were.
The wealthy don't have to throw money at a their problems, they're treated better because they have power and influence and might sue.
>>7312201
Because they could hurt me very badly, and might not even help me.
>>7312206
>to look nice????
no clue who'd think that's nice but k
>transbian sex is sex between a tranny and a cis or trans girl
so just normal lesbian sex ?
idgi i this like a new thing to call it cissex or tranny sex ?
>>7312212
The entire "science" relies on an unproven premise.
It's like astrology or a cult, but with legal power
I had coffee and I feel like puking.
>>7312213
You would be wrong. I typically dress in clothes that are beat to fuck and back with stains and stuff because I barely ever buy clothes and when I do I get cheap ones from the dollar store or supermarket. I mean, it's boymode.
It was a clinic run by volunteers for the disadvantaged, because I was going there to get hrt mostly.
My insurance information wouldn't give anything about that away, and I definitely don't speak very refined lmao
Not to mention your entire premise is flawed because these things don't have a whole lot of room for malpractice, how would anyone be able to sue someone for doing things the state sees as being for their own good? If you're mistreated, sure, but not just medicated
>>7312216
Now that's just a blatant falsehood grabbed from Scientology, and you clearly don't know the definition of a science.
>>7312220
hi sass
>>7312213
to clarify: my particular insurance information wouldn't, obviously there's cases where this could give it away
Not to mention a friend who grew up in poverty, is still lower class, and is on parole to boot just doesn't take his meds that he's supposed to take, because they're the kind you should actually be afraid of
quid
qudi
quti
cuti
cutie
coincidence?
>>7312203
:/ Why is your sleep schedule like that
>>7312229
probably yeah ;-;
>>7312229
I didnt know numerologusts were getting into words now
>>7312232
It just happens, also I tend to stay up very late studying often.
>>7312221
Volunteers at hrt clinics sound like based people, not surprised they treated you like a human being.
Power and influence, you could bribe the judge, or he might want to get on the good side of powerful people.
You can sue people for lawful things, it happens all the time. The legal proceedings would hurt them the longer they dragged on.
A science is the study of fuckwhatever? So what? I can study fucking unicorns but it's not a legitimate natural science because unicorns don't fucking real
>>7312238
oh, hope you manage to get that fixed
>>7312236
Lacanian shrinks do. They're even more retarded than numerologists.
>>7312239
please see a psychiatrist
Had another dream last night about romance. I keep falling in love i guess? Also i think i made a friend who is down to tripsit me and record it so i can safely and scientifically observe my own dph usage.
...
>tfw two of my fingers hurt like fuuuuck from hang nails that ive clippef and.just cant fix
Pretty sure its from biting my nails. A habit i did not ever have until a couple weeks ago.
>>7312245
I can't afford
>>7312239
Address my last post, cause it kind of defeats all your points :P
and the last paragraph is, of course, totally unrelated to reality. that's not at all a proper definition of a science, that's a false equivalency since mental issues and benefits and all sorts of things involved in psychology are very real, and you've made bizarre claims without backing them up such as "unproven premises"
>boobs are growing outward pointing away from each other
there has to be a way to stop this
ok so i've learned it's really hard to transform the word "BURCH" into "KEK".
follow my tumblr for more exciting developments
>>7312258
It's called not transitioning
>>7312250
"Study and treatment of mental illnesses" assumes that there ARE mental illnesses.
What's your definition?
>>7312259
>kek
c u c k
>>7312268
Gravity was postulated kinda proven.
Mental illness never was
Gravity doesn't infringe on my human rights
Kiwi looks like Rebecca Black.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sg4mUAQb17Q
Someone tell Kiwi.
My mom still doesn't accept me as a woman and says what a good man i could be instead and am.
>>7312272
Gravity helps isis kill gay ppl
>>7312258
this happening to me too :(
p-progesterone w-will help right??
>>7312272
first off, that's not what postulating is, but I know what you mean. and, yeah, it was. like, you can say whatever you want but that doesn't mean it's true or backed up by a shred of evidence :p
and the fact that mental illness exists infringes on your human rights? I'd love to hear this logic lmao
>>7312277
Rebecca is a cis girl
Kiwi is a tranny freak
>>7312281
Does progesterone do anything if you already take cypro with Progestin?
>>7312286
"Yes"
If prog does have effects for you, you'll get much more with actual prog, cypro has weaker prog-mimicking progestogens
>>7312282
Fuck whatever
I'm sick of arguing
Everything I think is just wrong to you anyway, since you're on their side.
>>7312286
scratch much more, that's an exaggeration, but there will be more
assuming prog works at all that is
>>7312286
Well considering you're already taking a progesterone probably not :/ Idk I'm under the impression progesterone is mostly a meme for breast growth, I'm probably going to go on it because my endo said it could help with my anxiety
>>7312290
you're describing yourself :p I'm giving reasoning for why I disagree with your points and you're just saying things with no basis to them, but good idea, ttfn
>>7312289
When should i start with it and how long should i take it?
>>7312295
I just want to not want to kill myself
I'm sorry
I don't understand how this keeps happening
>>7312305
how what keeps happening?
>>7312298
opinions vary, I'm no expert and don't actually know much on the subject, I do know you should start a while after you start hrt, some say 6 months but some say as long as a few years, starting after estrogen's done most of its work
no idea how long you *should* take it but anecdotally, 1-2 years
>>7312315
Hm i see. Thank you very much quiddu. I probably won't be able to afford it for such a long time, but maybe a shorter period will do something too.
>>7312224
Hola linda! :3
>>7312305
There will come a day when all our endeavors and loves and fears will cease to be, the coldness of old age will bring us closer to the grave...and then we will cease to be
Mountains will crumble and once fertile valleys shall be flooded with salt water, destroying all life and It's sustenance, and our sun shall grow larger until our atmosphere evaporates and earth becomes a desert and if anything everything that survives our species has adapted to life will they will cease to be, destroyed by the temperature and cosmic radiation, and then the sun will shrink and the coldness will overtake our planet, as galaxies become more distant and the universe expands until coldness and darkness overtakes everything, leaving not a faint trace of anything, and the bonds that join particles will collapse until our universe will be torn apart and no semblance of reality will be left.
But today there is sun, there is warmth and there are things to do and experience.
Live while you can because death is certain.,
>>7312278
So did everyone kill themselves or why is this thread dead?
>>7312327
lmaooo
>>7312319
npnp!
looking into it more it seems like it makes sense to put it off quite a while anyway, I always thought you should wait like 1-2 years at least from what I heard and only recently heard from people who thought otherwise, and female puberty doesn't start producing prog until a few years in
>>7312334
> tfw not dead
Feels batman
>>7312334
I'm here, though depnding on which anon you are that might suck ballz
>>7312336
Okay - i kinda want to take it as soon as possible, because i can't wait to get boobs, but you're probably right
>>7312342
i know that feeling
>>7312341
Well I'm the one who had a crush on you
any new tinychat or is errythin kill ?
>>7312343
After my whole smiles fiasco yesterday I'm sure I'm like turbo-filtered
>>7312348
I want to fuck Rachel Maddow
>>7312346
I don't think I've ever seen a pic of you.
How far are you into transition? I'm sure your boobs look fine :)
i am having a really bad day
>>7312347
>Tfw «has»
Did I do something wrong?
What the fuck!?
I'm at work and my partner just texted me her goodbyes.
What the fuck happened!?
>>7312363
Did she break up is she considering suicide?
Call her now instead of posting on 4chan
Tfw this guy calls you ugly and tells you that you will always look like a man on soc
>>7312349
rip
>>7312353
eh, I don't put girl mode pictures of myself up on the internet yet, so the only pics around are uggo boymode ones
here's a particularly bad one somebody used in passgen to impersonate me though :P >>7306180
my boobs are probably my second-best feature, despite looking like Moses parted them, started prog two months ago so we'll see how that goes
>>7312354
same
>>7312374
Cis people don't need to look good knowing that trannies exist
>>7312372
I tried to but she isn't answering
I'm rushing to the house now
>>7312379
same
>>7312359
No I'm just bad with my tenses.
I still wuv u
>>7312385
I did call the police
>>7312354
https://kageshi.com/rooms/lgbt
anyone care to join in in the cancer ?
>>7312382
Good luck...cis gf?? Trans. Keep us updated
I want to go home.
Im never take a course again where i have to follow 6 hours worth of presentations in one sitting ever again
>>7311848
valq? basic? aife/titchbits???
I'm pretty stumped desu
>>7312388
ok good, I think I know them and I really hope they're ok, good luck :x
>>7312405
you wouldn't know her if it's who I'm thinking of, I don't think, I haven't seen her post much at all in ages
hi how is everyone
>>7312408
the fact they said they're taking their trip off implies it's someone from within recent times
>>7312382
I hope everything is ok. Try to Keepbñ calm and don't psych yourself up. :(
>>7312410
bored, wish there was still a chatroom from mtfg
wbu ?
>>7312405
more likely chloe
>>7312420
im lying in bed rn on my laptop
kinda tired tho
>>7312411
some there would've recognized her
>>7312404
i had to do this too one time. and the course was compulsory. but at least i was brave enough to raise my hand as first person, so after i have done my presentation i could relax.
and the presentation was quite good too. she only said my voice was too monotone and that guys need to learn more melodic.
>>7312424
oh okay, idk who that is
quid
>>7312433
My presentation is rostered in as the last one
Im not even nervous for it, i just feel incredibly bored
How much Biotin should i take to make my hair grow faster?
>>7312441
maybe you can play some game on your phone or something. i don't know how many people there are and how impolite it would be if you are on your phone all the time, but yeah sitting around in a room full of people sucks. are some of those presentations interesting at least? we could pick whatever topic we wanted so there were some good ones too
>>7312436
i didn't realise quid's snakemode was so good
definitely passesssssss
>>7312387
I <3 u 2 anon
>>7312454
lmtailooooo
>>7312462
quid ily
>>7312444
10,000
>>7312462
I thought Sirona was the snake mistress
uwu I love beds I'm never getting up
>>7312468
µg?
>>7312449
Nothing really interesting no.. just math stuff in a subject i have no interest in. If this thread had more posts i could keep myself busy but im feeling kinda dead rn honestly.
>>7312134
sorry maeve was distracted
https://www.aliexpress.com/item/Winter-Thermal-Sleeves-thickening-Arm-sleeve-Arm-Warmers-Sleeves-on-hand-winter/32727314926.html?spm=2114.30010308.3.300.izgcTx&ws_ab_test=searchweb0_0,searchweb201602_5_10065_10068_10000007_10084_10083_10080_10082_10081_10060_10061_10062_10056_10055_10054_10059_10099_10078_10079_10073_10097_10100_10096_10070_10052_423_10050_10051_424,searchweb201603_2&btsid=b557229c-d5f5-401d-8447-8a7051ace8e5
>>7312481
I know, right?
Tiny things are always cute that's why i'm the opposite of cute
>>7312140
>kinda chilly inside
>but your jackets are too hot and you don't like being encumbered
>just need something for some good bloodflow while programming
>put on arm warmers
like, do you think stockings are for people that can't afford pants or something? do you think slippers are? they're a comfy and elegant design.
>>7311848
Angie...I hope you find peace from the pain you felt so much in life.
>>7312496
It's not angie, or chloe
>>7312492
bad feeling :(
>>7312478
micrograms yes
>>7312560
is it bad it i take 100mg?
>>7312510
Angie wrote me a goodye Skype earlier today.
So I dunno who it might be... :(