/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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>>7300690
>wound
niceme.me
yet to have anyone clock mine
>>7300698
>Would recommend Y/N?
yes
a lot

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Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (oh oh) shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (oh oh) shake it, shake it like a grilltinkler!

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>>7300664

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Who else /ready for death/ here

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>>7300726
suporn graduates unite!

>>7300730
It wasn't painful or anything I just didn't really get the appeal
I didn't dislike it it just wasn't as good as jerking off

>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
;_;

>>7300734
don't leave i love you i was just bantering

>>7300740
i know
i was probably gonna leave anyways

>>7300733
best choice tbqh
>tfw he gave you a signed birthday present and you don't dare to wear it cuz too precious

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How do I not go insane from not masturbating when visiting family?

I wish I felt ok enough to just function like a normal person..I shop only at night when there's no one around..going out to eat is embarrassing..having food delivered is dangerous bc 80% of people here are redneck and want me dead..I don't want them knowing where I live.. I just want to stop looking like a man

>>7300735
idk what to say, in a lot of ways its always been more enjoyable to me than jerking it

How do I train my voice to sound female?
I just sound like a really camp effeminate gay flamer when I try to speak like a girl,
And even just that causes my throat / vocal cords to kinda ache after a while.

>>7300748
I haven't done it in years
I liked it mentally but physically it was honestly just meh

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>>7300746
handsfree masturbate

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>>7300744
wow so nice
I can relate.
suporn is such a cool guy. would work for/10.
unfortunately I dont speak thai

on another note, what kind of E do you use? EV injections?

>>7300733
>>7300744
>tfw circumcised
>tfw thai technique won't work on you

who here votes far-right because they hate everyone?
part of me feels guilty for being a part of the group responsible for gay marriage and abortion being illegal but they can honestly get fucked

>>7300746
Just jerk off in the bathroom fampai

>>7300754
I didn't bring Mr. Big

>>7300766
I vote far-right because I love everyone

>>7300756
>would work for/10
yes
>E
normal sublingual pills since they don't produce injections for austria anymore
>>7300757
look into regaining your foreskin maybe ?
>>7300770
what ?
just flex your pelvic muscles in a rhythmic way
works wonders for me

I would vote far-right if we had a far-right part in the Netherlands
Feels bad when the PVV is the best we have

>>7300766
>voting against your own interests
cuck

>>7300766
Where do you live that 12 year olds can vote?

>>7300766
i don't vote
i did help trash the lgbt club room on campus though

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>>7300766
I can relate. considering voting against my interests out of spite.
but most people would expect me to vote left cause tranny, so Idk if that even makes sense, or if thats an impenetrable level of irony.

>>7300779
>they dont produce injections for austria anymore
wow
REEEEEE
I hope this isnt a problem here as well, injections are like my last hope to get some fat in the right places ;_;

>>7300749
just talk like a girl

>>7300781
>voting against your own interests
i'm a cis white male, and i will be until my eventual suicide

>>7300782
i think you can register at 17, but you have to be 18 on election day
i've voted thrice now

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>>7300787
idk gaining weight on mones did that for me
I'll sacrifice a white rabbit for you <3

>>7300790
>i'm a cis white male
you will not be one for very long if you tick to this thread

>>7300796
>you will not be one for very long if you tick to this thread
i've been here for ages and i'm still a cis white male though

>>7300796
did you miss
>until my eventual suicide
i know what i am and what i will become

>>7300802
dedicated repressors make me sad

IMPORTANT POLL
http://www.strawpoll.me/11738403
http://www.strawpoll.me/11738403
http://www.strawpoll.me/11738403
http://www.strawpoll.me/11738403

>>7300804
good

>>7300802
>i've been here for ages
Cis males don't hang out here Anon

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>>7300805
>giving out your address on 4chan

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>>7300794
I have immense trouble gaining weight tho :/

I also run out of E all the time cause getting an appointment with my endo isnt that easy, so I am often on low dosages for months at a time.

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>>7300804
>tfw not dedicated

I want my E

>>7300809
You can give your address to amazon and set a wishlist to private, so noone can see it unless you're a crazy amazon hacker

>>7300804
i'm a chaser actually

>>7300809
i'm waiting for yours
i'll slip dodgy mccallum a pony and he'll let me bring in a gun

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>>7300814
I think the word you're looking for is transbian

>>7300813
Tru
I still don't think it's a great idea

>>7300811
;~;
Can't you just see a GP now that your dosages are stable? I just go to walk in clinics to get scripts now

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>tfw you voted yes on the Italian constitutional referendum

>>7300794
A fast metabolism sucks for putting on fat in good places. For once I wish I didn't have it

>>7300809
My address is a PO box anyway, I'd be fine giving it out

>>7300809
>what is amazon wishlist
>>7300811
just go to your gp
at least here even my dentist can prescribe it since it's approved by my endo

>>7300818
I mean if I organize one you don't have to participate
I'm just gonna post that poll a few threads in a row and see how many people want it

>>7300818
>I still don't think it's a great idea
Why not? Don't you want a pair of rainbow thigh-highs to add to your rainbow thigh-high drawer?

>>7300809
it's a shame that no-one cares enough to dox me and then throw me under 100T of wet cement.

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>>7300805
>Buying strangers presents online
This secret santa shit been retarded since it began lmao.

>>7300766
>>7300787
>Far left pisses you off
>Go full retard and join the far-right
Why do people do this? Both ends of the spectrum are as retarded as each other you know

>>7300811
Eat more pizza with pineapples and delicious german ham.

>>7300833
Why are you even here ;^)

>>7300834
who said that i was upset about the left?
i just hate people

i hate you
i hate me
i hate everyone i know

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>>7300827
Well, have fun and good luck I guess
Idk what on earth I'd do for a secret santa on here

>>7300824
>tfw no longer have a PO box

>>7300829
I don't own a single pair of rainbow thigh highs
I'd be pretty ok with getting a pair
Or just buying them desu

>>7300832
RIP
It's a great feeling when people out there threaten to kill you in uncreasingly elaborate and unlikely ways

>>7300816
Wat

>>7300834
The far right are very good at manipulation and rhetoric. And fear, mostly fear.

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>>7300833

>>7300834
There are no "center" parties, they are just unidirectional political golems with no clear vision or direction and just spew buzzwords to get votes.
You either vote radical parties or get used to the same old shit.
>>7300837
Why do you care, and whats it got to do with secret santa being retarded.

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>>7300818
>>7300826

Ive never considered that cause my gps are turbonazis. they dont even prescribe me antibiotics unless I go there multiple times and try their plantshit first (which never does anything)
also I kinda want to try switching to injections, I dont think just going there without a letter from my endo would do anything :/

>>7300834
its actually the left mainstream that pisses me off.

>>7300841
>It's a great feeling when people out there threaten to kill you in uncreasingly elaborate and unlikely ways
This is how I'm gonna kill you these days.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cascadia_subduction_zone
The day it snaps is the day I shout everyone a round of drinks.
It's a shame that your roommate will be collateral damage, but c'est la vie.

>>7300834
>Both ends of the spectrum are as retarded as each other you know
if you want any kind of change, you pretty much have to throw your eggs in one of those two baskets though

>>7300851
Please don't threaten to kill my favourite person, and also my roommate elanna.

>>7300849
for injections i'd recommend ask your gyn unless your endo knows shit
mine had no clue they even existed, my gyn looked around to find me some available
gyn = god

>>7300844
>just spew buzzwords to get votes
It sure is a good thing the right never does that. Now take back control, regain your sovereignty!

>>7300841
>It's a great feeling when people out there threaten to kill you in uncreasingly elaborate and unlikely ways
I don't want to kill you, I just want to keep you constantly drugged and handcuffed to a bed.

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>>7300849
>its actually the left mainstream that pisses me off.
https://youtu.be/zOLgkxMYY1I
Dont worry phiench, the day of reckoning is creeping up on those greasy crypto communists.
Round 2 is on the way, the struggle against the eternal jew and his political frankenstein ideologies will go on.

>>7300841
>tfw no stalker threatening to kill me

>tfw don't care to talk about much
>I just wanna snuggle up with somebody nice.

>>7300832
>>7300841
I don't want somebody to try again.

>>7300842
fear and regression....

>>7300856
I go to an ob-gyn for my hormones. Well informed if a bit conservative.

>>7300857
I tried, I voted...

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>>7300849
Honestlyy if you want to switch route of administration your endo has to do the legwork, but after things stabilize you honestly should be able to just get it done at a clinic.
All I did last week was bring in my bottle of pills, and a list of standards of care for bloodwork. The only weirdness came from explaining why I was on the meds, I had to spell it out for them that I was a bio male

>>7300858
That sounds fucking hot senpai

>>7300863
;~;

>>7300851
Rip west coast

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ever since I got back from the psych ward my dad has been hugging me and saying he loves me more then usual

>>7300874
i wish anybody would do anything of that to me :(

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>>7300871
yeah didn't realize how based ob-gyns are till i had to go to one for yeast infection

>>7300853
It's geology.
Every part of this is out of my control.
They even listed Victoria as a 'future watery graveyard' in that book that I'm reading.

You should probably move to higher ground though.
I might buy elanna a nice coastal property built on land with poor drainage.

>>7300872
>:D

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>>7300856
my endo generally prescribes me anything I want as long as its reasonable, she definitely knows about injections, actually offered them a while ago, but I didnt want to switch then.
just need an appointment ;-;
also I hope theyre not discontinued here as well.
otherwise I could order them from inhouse, but their payment methods are a hassle

>>7300861
this time its actually endgame tho, if we lose this time, its probably over forever.

>>7300872
yeah, when we move Ill have to do that anyway ;-;
thanks elanna!

>>7300857
>Now take back control, regain your sovereignty!
Except those are not buzzwords but actual wake-up calls trying to save the west from collapse. All people have a right to control their destiny and I aint about to see Europe become Northern fucking Africa.

>>7300874
Does he call you his snickerdoodle?

>>7300876
*hugg
I love you, anon

>>7300838
Well if you have mental issues you should get professional help instead of voting for parties that make life difficult for the rest of us.
>>7300844
>>7300852
Ok here's how it works: you're a depressed shut-in, life going nowhere typical of most alt-right 4channers, youw ant radical change in your life. You could a) get off your ass and fix your own life or b) vote for a party that promises to "do it for you" thus upheaving everyone else's comfortable successful life in the process. My point is that there's no need for radical politics in today's relatively stable West. The far-lft arose because the poor were being worked to death in the factories, the far-right arose because WW1 destroyed nations and economies. Today what is the "crisis"? Immigration? Just stop bombing the Middle-East and removing dictators who were keeping the borders secure. African-Americans? Their crime levels have dropped dramatically since the 1990s. Radical Islam? Stop fucking funding the Saudis. Nowhere are goosestepping gay bashers needed to fix things.
>>7300849
At least vote for the moderate right then.

>>7300883
That's very nice of you, but it would be way better if it was actually true

>>7300882
no >>

>>7300809
>not befriending a trip for 10 months just to get thier pictures last name and address

>>7300879
germany should still have them
cuz bigger market
just austria is fucked up
I'd love injections tbqh

>>7300876
ilu anon
never slow down the shitposting

>>7300861
>Neoliberal bourgeois center-left
>Crypto communists.
Holy Virgin Mary Mother of God, you are stupid as hell.

>>7300849
>Tfw phien is ignoring your posts.
Muh feelreohs
;~;

>>7300890
I did that and not only do I have elanna's full name but now I know where she sleeps. The room next to me.

>>7300891
But not for selfmedders :(

>>7300872
>That sounds fucking hot senpai
You're a filthy degenerate, Elanna. Too bad there's no justice in this world.

>>7300885
i'm fine
you are welcome to hate me back if you want

>>7300897
Hope you also got bp pics like I did f a m

>>7300898
>meds are not just handed out to people who have no diagnosis
oh no how terrible

>>7300893
thanks anon. i don't shitpost that much though

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Ahhh

>>7300874
Sometimes it takes a shock to the system for people to realize how important their family is to them.

>>7300877
Mine specializes, at a research hospital, in reproductive hormone problems... She's still in her 30s and already has a couple books published on them.

>>7300885
>Ok here's how it works: you're a depressed shut-in, life going nowhere typical of most alt-right 4channers, youw ant radical change in your life.
shakira, i think this might be projecting a little

>>7300809
Every girl from here who has given me her address got mine. Haven't doxed anyone, and noone has doxed me so far.

>>7300881
Then bitch at the people who prevented the EU from having a controlled border, it's people like you who enabled this whole crisis to begin with.

>>7300879
>this time its actually endgame tho, if we lose this time, its probably over forever.
We got nukes this time, a lot of them, we're gonna torch the fucking world if we have to. Read the turner diaries some time Phiench.
>>7300885
>My point is that there's no need for radical politics in today's relatively stable West.
Stopped reading there, you have no fucking clue how bad things are over here so just stop fucking talking about something you know nothing about. Especially being black Im not surprised your default mode is le tolerance and multiculti because YOUR shitty country is a goddamn mess.
>>7300894
>Neoliberal bourgeois center-left
JEW
SHIT

>>7300904
What happens when you have a diagnosis but your endo is a transphobe who outright refuses to prescribe you and tells all the other endos to not prescribe you?

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>>7300900
If there were any justice,you'd handcuff me to your bed and give me drugs, and rent out my mouth.

>>7300890
Hey that happened to me

>>7300879
Np
How's ur weekend n shit?

>>7300878
:D

>>7300900
Jeez

>>7300906
>1 hit
Bruh really, that better be a 300ug hit or something cause it wont do shit otherwise. You need to take like 3-4 of em man.

>>7300809
But i gave you my address on 4chanz
;~;

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>>7300906
>posting a pic of yourself doing illegal stuff on the WWW
are you really that retarded?

>>7300871
I'd snuggle with you if I weren't on the other side of the Atlantic with a passport I can't risk travelling with...

>>7300903
[spoiler]i touched her bp[/spoiler]

>filter a trip
>half the thread disappears because people reply to said trip
setting up filters is way too much fucking work

>>7300911
I don't know how you do it but congrats on managing to come off as one of the most batshit insane people in this thread.

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>>7300906
is that a repression beard

How do you tell someone that cares about you that you have made no progress with anything at all since you last spoke?

I don't want them to worry unnecessarily. It won't do anything to help either of us.

I can only avoid talking to them for so long.

>>7300912
you go to the organisation for doctors in your country and file a complaint

>>7300915
They're 170ug which is is fine really
3-4 of these hits isn't nice unless you've done it the day before or you've got tons of experience
Neither of those apply, you're talking out of your ass

>>7300917
>FBI
>persecuting a foreign citizen for having a piece of paper on their tongue
hmmm

>>7300926
I've had it for a long time desu
It's mostly because no beard looks weird :(

>>7300929
make progress right now
you have ten minutes to get your shit in order

>>7300931
I did that but the guy in charge is a transphobe too.

Ive been trying to get hrt for ten years

>>7300937
Then fucking order it. Clearly the only one who wants you to have it is you.

What country are you in?

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>>7300885
>At least vote for the moderate right then.

depending on your definition, there either is no moderate right, or the moderate right is merkel, whose policy of just importing mios of criminals is more against my interest than anything else.

I kinda dont want to support our far right either, cause they tend to be uneducated peasants (literally I mean)
not sure what I am gonna do next election tobehonest.

>>7300891
hopefully ;-;

>>7300912
thats pretty far fetched.

>>7300895
sorry, I am working on unistuff and didnt catch (you) so far ;-;

>>7300911
but we dont control any of them :/

>>7300913
pretty terrible, problems with other students that I am supposed to do groupwork with, and working on other unistuff. I really like the new pokemon tho, so at least thats nice :3
and I am basically off E again cause nearly out, just take a pill once a week or so. doesnt really influence me tho, maybe my psych was right and I am actually just crazy and not trans? who knows

>>7300915
>Cartman acting like he knows shit about psychedelics
o i am laffin

>>7300916
I mean, you live in a country where I assume there aren't a lot of other posters

>>7300937
dafuq u at ?

>>7300934
It's not going to happen though.
If I made progress every time someone said that "i had to get my shit in order", I'd be the first person on mars, the prime minister and miss universe all at once.

>>7300904
>>7300904
>Live in libertarian paradise
>Regulations are for communists
>Go to supermarket
>Get muh hrt with veggies
>No socialist security to subsidize pills
>Have enough money because of being small business owner.
>Laugh at communists
Von Mises and Hayek are national heroes.
I pity your socialist countries desu

>>7300943
Even one of those would be impressive. Which is top on your list?

>>7300948
Surviving until 2020.
It's looking like a possibility that it might happen.

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>>7300940
He probably has only ever taken piss weak acid if he thinks you need 3 or 4

>>7300939
Awe, what kind of problems ;~;

>>7300910
How do you control a beach?

>>7300912
Look around. Find out who is used by other transsexuals in your area.
>>7300937
Self med... Cross the border. I've heard of some people who had mailboxes in neighboring countries so they could get hormones shipped to them.

>>7300919
*hugs* <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zj7OJeyhq2Q
God, such a young The Bangles group. So, why Spock?

>>7300938
Tried many times. Seized by customs every time and been in court and fined for it.

If I do it again I will be jailed.

Can't leave the country as my diagnosis as gender dysphoric makes me ineligible for emigration. They ban the mentally ill from leaving.

>>7300942
A ex communist shithole

>>7300940
>>7300953
First time I ever did acid I took 2 of these tabs so that was around 340ug
I loved the first 6 hours then the next 6 made me extremely sad
I just stick to 1 at a time now
Cartman is probably just memeing

>>7300939
<3 u and good luck on your uni stuff!
:3

>>7300940
>Cartman acting like he knows shit about anything
He knows about immigrants, why don't u ask him?

>>7300941
I haven't recieved my application form for Succ dick for Big Mac ;~;

why do i still get erections? aren't 50mg cypro enough?

a lot of you girls are pretty and don't know it

>>7300809
I need your address for that cock hat I'm sending you

>>7300964
and a lot are really ugly

>>7300963
You are the chosen one

>>7300964
Who are the worst offenders of this?

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>>7300963
>Tfw you get horny when u think about erections
I think I'm a degenerate

>>7300957
Sounds like vacation time. Makes some connections in a nearby country and have someone else buy your meds? Someone else who is already self-medding maybe.

I'm talking out of my ass, of course. I don't know what you've tried.

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>>7300966
I live on 123 fake street Victoria BC Canadaa

>>7300960
S-sorry
Postage is expensive

>>7300959
Yeah idk
I've had a great experience on 340ug and one kind of awful one.

>>7300963
I got boners and still had hella sex drive on 50mg despite dropping a tactical nuke on my T
You're just fine desu

>>7300971
you
>>7300968
no need to remind me of my ugliness

>>7300929
just be honest and tell them outright.
they will eventually stop talking to you or they will get you some actual help (unlikely though).

it sucks to lose a friend but it sometimes it has to happen

>>7300977
don't worry i'm the ugliest person here

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What's everyone up to today?
>>7300805
>tfw you love the idea but suck at getting presents

>>7300974
Not allowed a passport due to my diagnosis as mentally ill.

>>7300956
>How do you control a beach?
I have no idea, but northern Europe saying "not my problem" and bitching about sovereignty wasn't all that helpful in retrospect.

>>7300959
>>7300976
I've never had a bad trip on acid, it's weird

I wish there was a way for all of you to be my gf

>>7300982
That's why we make amazon wishlists, you put wishes on there and hide address.
Everyone gets something they want while still being anon

>>7300984
So you can't physically leave your country because you're deemed mentally ill? Not just not immigrate, but you can't even travel?

You are in a communist hellhole.

>>7300989
i'll join the anon harem

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>>7300988
Count yourself lucky
Bad acid trips are an absolute nightmare

>>7300992
It's really unfair because heterosexual cis people literally get free trials of new American drugs for depression and stuff

I've literally had doctors imply I should kill myself and the complaints board say "oh yeah well prove it"

>>7300988
>>7300998
Mine wasn't that terrible
I was just really really sad
Like worse when I have an mdma hangover sad
I just wanted it to end

>>7300963
Erections are psychological. The amount of T made by your adrenal glands is all that is needed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLeCB7Kn-VE

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>>7300885
Also Shakira you seem to be completely fucking oblivious to the fact some people dont see the multicultural cosmopolis as an ideal. Cosmopolitan literally means citizens of the world, its a mindset you find mostly in cities but most people are more tribal. We prefer the familiar, our common customs and language, its what binds people together. So when foreigners with different ethics and religion and worldview come and your own parties start changing everything to please them. And all these identity politics on the left and people feeling so entitled. The left parties would rather carpet the entire world than tell people to wear slippers. People dont want it and thats why Trump won, why Brexit happened and why far-right parties are on the rise in Europe.
Lel, good luck getting high on just one m8, maybe youre a lightweight.
>>7300939
Sweden got the largest deposit of uranium in the world 2nd only to Russia (3rd is USA) dont worry we got you covered senpai, we just need to SD or some swedish nationalist party in.
>>7300940
I dont get fucked up on lsd unless its a combined hit of 500 to 700ug, thats where I start really getting trippy. But ive had a lot of bad experiences with LSD, not bad trips just bad dope, didnt do shit.

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should i buy underrail?

i'm just wasting my time all day. visiting the same 5 websites every few minutes. waiting for the hormones to do something. all alone.

tfw ur mom catches you crying bc ur a tranny

>>7301007
Yes, its honestly like a streamlined fallout 1/2(in terms of control) set in a Metro 2033 type universe with subway stations organizing into countries and cities lol. Played the shit out of it.

>>7300917
nice cp bro!

>>7300993
Nice I was hoping to get a Maeve gf

>>7300977
No I'm p ugly

>>7300976
Ok cool
Does your roommate want one too?

>>7301012
Wish ur dad caught u

>>7301006
>Lel, good luck getting high on just one m8, maybe youre a lightweight.
>>7300932
Forgot muh quote.

>>7301012
poor lil beep :(

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>>7301003
You get really bad MDMA hangovers too I take it

>>7301016
I'll ask when I get off the pooper

>>7300976
It ok :3

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>>7300953
they dont respond to my emails. I am half sure they ignore me on purpose desu

>>7301006
thank you senpai!

>>7301024
Yeah they're terrible
I only did mdma twice because of it, it's just not worth it
I've never felt better than on it, but the next two days were absolute horseshit
Finally something where I can control my urges to take some again
You too then? Sucks to be us :(

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>>7301014
>nice

>tfw your family just bullies you
>tfw they act surprised and start crying you won't hang out with them

>>7301006
Real talk here, how do you justify support for people who would have no trouble throwing trans people in gas chambers if they thought they could get away with it?

I am assuming you have some concern for us though.

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>>7301027
No, that sounds like group projects in school in general.
I don't take it personally when it happens, it's just people being retarded and irresponsible.

>>7301030
Yeah I didn't used to get them that bad
Then I did MDMA too much and now the high isn't as good as it used to be, and the hangovers are way worse.

>>7301012
Is your mother supportive

>>7301033
nice ponies bro!

>>7301033
8/8

>>7301030
That's weird, I never get any hangover after mdma

>>7301024
Just call her in

>>7300990
That seems kind of too far the other way though... what's the fun of getting a present if you know what it is?

Everyone post a trip that you don't talk to much but would like to get to know better

>>7301017
same. im trying really hard to not buy a knife. if i do ill start hurting myself again :(
>>7301021
kms
>>7301035
my family joked about putting nair in my shampoo so i have to throw it all out and use a secret stash instead :(

>>7301027
What subject are you studying ?

>>7301035
This is my life right now, it's kinda crazy my parents are surprised I have no interest of being anywhere near them

>>7301042
>>7301043
sorry that's the only two fbi tips i saved

My mom is freaking out cuz Ohio state is losing to Michigan in football

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>>7301040
Ouch that sucked. I know I'd abuse it too if they weren't that bad, so it's probably for the best.
They do work really well as diet pills though, I have no trouble not eating for 2 days after doing MDMA.

>>7301044
You can make a list of however many items you want so it's still somewhat of a surprise.
Then you can also post your wishlist anonymously so noone knows who they're gifting something to, which should prevent favouritism.

>>7301043
God I wish that were me :(

post trip ships!

>>7301041
>'whats wrong honey'
>'my life is a mistake'
>'i hate when you get like this' *walks away*

>>7301058
Trashfist

>>7301006
Trump won because Hillary was completely unlikeable, Trump got less votes than Romney, for fuck's sake. You alt-righters are genuinely delusional but I wouldn't expect any better from a mouthbreathing retard who a couple posts ago cited the Turner diaries and expressed a desire to destroy the entire world with nukes if he doesn't get his way. Get a fucking job and do something with your life instead of fantasizing about le day or le rope, Christ.

>>7301049
I wish I could hug beepbeep forever

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>>7301013
that sounds great, so better question: do i wait for the winter/christmas sale or get it now? i've got no bearing on whether or not it'll go below 50% then

>>7301044
>>7301057
what if we make wishlists for other trips and every trip gets a strawpoll for others to vote for the best wishlist for that trip, then each trip builds their prescribed wishlist, then we all draw names out of a hat?

>>7301012
I feel autistic for crying even less on hrt.
I've had more hysteric moments but definitely less crying.

>>7301049
>my family joked about putting nair in my shampoo

WTF I hope they weren't serious that's horrible

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600mg tramadol, or 40mg oxy? Or should I just sit here bored and tired and sad?

>>7301006
Instead of trying to hide in a bubble forever more the more expedient solution would be to intergrate everyone like the Romans did.

>>7301049
they told me to "man up" since i was 6, as i recall my grandmother called me a fag for using an umbrella
>>7301051
i can't even make a joke around them without them falling flat or calling me a homo
theres no way i'd be able to come out
#silentlywaitingfordeath

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>>7301058
tahm x everyone :$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

>>7301066
Sounds pretty complex desu

>>7301067
could just be because you're happier now

hrt just removes the dam for a lot of us, if you already cried a healthy amount there's nothing to remove

>>7301057
Yeah, I guess that makes sense, I didn't think of it that way
>>7301066
This sounds adorable but also impractical. Maybe the trip decides? It would be cool to get suggestions from the others

>>7301075
>my grandmother called me a fag for using an umbrella
Fucking lol

>>7301075
Jesus, do you still live with your parents?

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>>7301057
Idk, I used to be a somewhat avid raver and I usually would take a lot of MDMA when I went out, so it was bound to happen.
As far as being a diet pill though, straight up stimulants always worked better.

I lost like 35 lbs over the period I was abusing tons of uppers, and that was with trying to keep the weight on

>>7301073
>would be to intergrate everyone like the Romans did.
I'm not a child of history. Mind telling me what the Romans did? I'm guessing forcing the use of Latin for government and trade, pushing their customs and discouraging/criminalizing others?

>>7301054
Good job anon It made me laugh thank you

>>7301057
It's a few times a year thing for me tho so that probably makes a difference

>>7301058
Bextra
Aapanna
erinxkit
Tahmxeveryone

>>7301075
>my grandmother called me a fag for using an umbrella
Huh, I had a drunk guy standing in the rain call me a faggot for having an umbrella.

>>7301087
kek
I wish I had the money for a good amount of drugs

>>7301089
I have done it twice in total

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>>7301040
theres other people in that class that lowkey bully me. if that wasnt the case Id also think they were just lazy, but Idk, being a trantran makes me pretty hateable.


>>7301050
History. Thats a polscie class tho (International Political Economy)

masculinity is getting rained on

>>7301058
I ship kit with cnt

>>7301063
Putin haxxored the election so that he could install his puppet Trump in power.

>>7301085
im living with just a friend, they keep annoying me.
they didn't give a fuck about me when i was begging them for help or alone crying in my room for almost 12 years why the fuck do they suddenly pretend they care now

>>7301075
>recall my grandmother called me a fag for using an umbrella

I'm genuinely unable to process how this makes any god damn sense.

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>>7301038
>Real talk here, how do you justify support for people who would have no trouble throwing trans people in gas chambers if they thought they could get away with it?
Personally I would prefer to be a dictator myself and I wouldnt gas you. You have to understand all parties have internal arguments. For example, Himmler was an extreme anti-semite but an avid europhile, he managed to convince Hitler to allow non-germans to serve in the waffen-ss, like the croats and bosnian muslims that Hitler deemed subhuman. Not everyone is the same even within parties like that.

Could I support someone like that? Well in an ideal world both the left and right would be for strict immigration control and we wouldn't have to get extreme people into power to begin with but what can you really do when you got no other choice. In Sweden our nationalist party literally got a monopoly on the immigrant question, and while not extreme per se, it goes to show how little choice you really have.
>>7301063
Nuclear explosions are beautiful though, the people who would see its light would be blessed getting to die in such a spectacular and marvelous fashion.
https://my.mixtape.moe/jiydhm.webm
>>7301066
Iunno, I can typically afford any game I want but im no thrift spender, I only buy games that really catch my interest, if its on sale or not doesnt matter to me, ill pirate if I have to. But I think itll go for quite cheap during winter sale, its been out a while.

>>7301095
>theres other people in that class that lowkey bully me. if that wasnt the case Id also think they were just lazy, but Idk, being a trantran makes me pretty hateable.
are you passable or did you tell them you are trans ?

>>7301092
>>7301075
>>7301098
How is not wanting to get wet an effeminate thing?
When I used to go in the rain without an umbrella people would usually look on at me in amusement.

I get that "not caring about getting soaked to the bone" is manly. But how is not wanting to be disgustingly wet and feeling like an asshole sitting or touching anything afterwards illogical?

>>7301075
go on hormones and say fuck it to them all. It's your life. Live it well and don't look back.

>>7301087
I knew many models that used speed to keep thin. Some died from it. The "ideal" model body is so close to emaciated it doesn't take much to push it over into metabolic failure.

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>>7301079
>>7301081
but it's the perfect system!

>>7301105
dang it i want it now, don't do this to me

>>7301111
I'm 22 with no chance of anything
i can't lose weight cause i keep getting stressed out by my job and guilt, i just want to fucking die

>>7301105
That's an awful lot of words where you try to avoid answering my question, but I got my answer anyway!

>>7301103
at least you have i friend

>>7301109
bc anyone that deviates from normal male behavior is a sissy and less than human. at least thats what my culture teaches

>>7301115
It needs way too many polls Bexe.
I support my own system even though it may be a bit boring

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>>7301094
Lol
No you don't
Doing tons of drugs is like the worst idea

>>7301111
Speed is fucking terrible for you
So fun thooo

>>7301095
Sucks being in school with people who probably saw your transition happen.
I had the same problem in uni. People didn't bully me but I did feel isolated.

>>7301095
I remember that was done to me when I was a kid

I ended up giving another kid a concussion. Chucking a rock at his head.

>>7301071
I have like 20 grams of tramadol and only a small amount of oxy but 600mg is seizure risk what do

>>7301123
>not wanting to die soon and making the most of life until you're dead
What are you, a normie?

>>7301109
I have no idea, and in my case it wasn't like it was some colourful, frilly umbrella, it was just plain black.

>>7301063
he got more votes than romney
the votes were still being counted and it initially looked that way, be trump received more votes than mittens

>>7301103
You have your friends and I know it's cheesy to say but your blood family doesn't have to be your "family" it can be your friends and whatever loved ones you care about and who actually care about you, it took me a while to realize that but it's helped with coping with my more shitty sides of the family

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>>7301122
FINE we'll do yours

>>7301135
And Hillary got far far more than either

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So what do you trannies get up to when you arent injecting estrogen.

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>>7301139

>>7301135
>he got more votes than romney
So? I keep getting told Hillary's extra 2.1 million votes means nothing, why should this matter?

>>7301138
<3
I'll set it up in a few days probably

>>7301145
what's that got to do with my post, anon senpai?

>>7301075
I got called a fag for being refused alcohol because I looked too young. The (black) logic was that I look young because I have "faggot genes"

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>>7301106
I didnt tell them. I just dont pass

>>7301123
they didnt, my uni has 40k students, and thats a class from another subject in another building. unlikely that theyve ever noticed me before

>>7301142
shitposting on (you)r server

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>>7301109

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>>7301139
Yeah but once you remove the non-white vote and get the bulk that matters he won by a landslide.

>all these umbrella-using fags wondering why using an umbrella is faggy
Fuckin fags

>>7301058
>tfw she told me she hates me and killed herself
Must you keep reminding me?

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>>7301129
No, I've been there. Then I realised how much the amount of drugs I was doing was fucking up my life and have basically been trying to stay off them since with mixed success.

>>7301150
;_;
That sucks

>>7301149
You should be proud of your faggot genes

>>7301150
>I didnt tell them. I just dont pass
what gives you away ? Voice,frame,face ?

I bet all you umbrella-using fags liked wearing rainboots too ahahaha

>>7301142
Death Grips, nature documentary, shitpost on you server like soph said

>daily reminder to add /trump/i and /hi[tl]lary/i to your filters

>>7300917
>little girls
>child porn
>how to rape little girls
>baby porn
>reports something to the fbi
my sides are in orbit

Who would you pick in the mtfg deadpool (can't be yourself)

Bonus points for the method used and reason why

>>7301147
>>7301138
But everyone feel free to suggest stuff for people to put on their lists!
I feel like I don't know anyone well enough for that, personally... but still

These talks remind me of the presentation I had to do on presentation day. My topic was on Multi-Document Interfaces (and why you shouldn't use them).

We had to "dress up" for it. I have old dress shirts from my heavy days that don't fit at all and gross slacks I wear to work. I even have ties but I refuse to wear on the grounds they feel like a costume (and they remind me of my hyper religious days). So, Men's small, blue vertical striped shirt; an old one my brother left. And my fitted khakis. This outfit worked fine early hrt. My thighs have gotten bigger and despite being scrawny there's... clearly padding going on in my chest area now. The long hair completed the look. I decided to up my game with the typical concealer and kind of fluff out my eyelashes with my mascara... wand thing but without any mascara on it.

I caught several people staring at me, particularly my chest. I usually hate attention but I think I kind of like the idea of people seeing me as an effeminate boy in a weird "close enough" way.

>>7301166
that is the joke though

>>7301165
what about daddy?

(me) cause im literally who
gun and suicide

>>7301157
I want to win the lottery so ruining my life won't matter

>>7301166
that's the joke anon, thanks for explaining.

>>7301167
Snickerdoodle and I die happily of old age holding hands with all our children there to be with us in our final moments

>>7301171
yes I believe they understood, that is why their sides are in orbit right now.

which one of you is the weirdo

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are UFOs real?
have we been visited by ayy lmaos?

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>>7301142
vidya, cuddling, being sad sometimes-to-often, playing with cats

>>7301147
swag

>>7301169
i like the way you think

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>>7301160
Idk, probably all of it?

>>7301157
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I am used to it.
about a year ago a few guys threw my stuff to the ground, ripped a few pages out of my notes and stepped on them and my handbag. That was more of a problem.
I just think its funny that tons of trannies online tell me that I pass when I really obviously do not pass irl.

Who's Fin?

>>7301173
atleast get a pink gun so people know you were serious about transition

>>7301167
isla

she'll intentionally overdose on one of her many meds

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>>7301174
Such aspirations

>>7301181
All of us. The ones that think they aren't weird are even weirder

>>7301181
in here, you're the weirdo

>>7301172
thanks

>>7301187
>I just think its funny that tons of trannies online tell me that I pass when I really obviously do not pass irl.
Show it for us

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>>7301188
Not sure but do you like this frog?

>>7301191
im not a weirdo

>>7301181
elanna

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cv6tuzHUuuk

>>7301116
You're still young. Let go of the guilt, It's just a boat anchor. Hang out with nice people to reduce the stress. Also look for a less stressful job.

>>7301123
Heroin is worse, and I mixed them towards the end. What was I thinking?

>>7301126
I should have been more aggressive when I was young, but I just wasn't the type. It wasn't in my nature. To fucking nice...

>>7301154
Everybody's vote counts in this nation.

>>7301157
I made a clean break from the drugs by removing myself from the sources, but it broke some new friendships. I wonder where my life would have lead to if I'd stayed in touch with the gender queers I was introduced to in '80.

>>7301088
Well their methods were kinda fascist actually, they gave citizenship to anyone who fought for them a la Starship Troopers. Towards the end however they got intolerant and started treating their barbarian recruits as second-class citizens resulting in their revolt and the eventual overthrow of the empire.
> I'm guessing forcing the use of Latin for government and trade, pushing their customs and discouraging/criminalizing others?
This too, we should do this (and not any fight for citizenship fascist BS), that's where the British Labour Party fucked up, they created a system where immigrants need not ever learn English. There's a McDonalds in London where the menu is in Punjabi. Train station signs too.

>>7301191
I know it's dumb
I don't know what to do with my life if I don't win
I have no plans and no motivation for the future so it's all I got
All my hope is fixed on it

>>7301200
I really like it a lot thanks fin

>>7301127
>>7301071
So jelly that stuff is hard as fuck to find here
600 mg tramadol will fuck your shit up though, split it into three doses.

>>7301203
its literally the only job i can get to, i barely have money, i dont have a car, and everyone i talk to thinks im 30+

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>>7301203
>Everybody's vote counts in this nation.
Yeh ok

>>7301187
Can I tell you you pass irl if we meet irl? :o

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>>7301187
Hugg Phien </3

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>>7301215
yes, youd be wrong, but I wouldnt think youre mean on purpose, just bad eyes.

>>7301216
<3
hugg amy

>>7301199
no

>>7301181
LOL
you have to ask?????

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSoOFn3wQV4

>>7301210
That sucks...

>>7301214
If you don't vote of speak up, what do you expect?

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>Give me your money or I'll kill myself
What did he mean by that.

>>7301208
Nah my opi tolerance is real high, I'd need 600 to get a decent high. Tram is super cheap on alpha bay though, and a good amount of vendors. Around fifty dollars for the 20 grams.

>>7301223
>no
Can you draw a picture of yourself ?

>tfw people are complimenting you
I want to go home or be more drunk or be more high

>>7300779
Well I can't do it without Mr Big.

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>>7301223
I also have bad hearing so I can hugbox your voice too!

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>>7301201
Lol weirdo

>>7301187
See the thing is, you pass in photos
Noone here is hugboxing what they see
I know that real life is about so much more than just appearance though, even lacking confidence is enough to get clocked.

>>7301202
Same

>>7301205
Sounds about like my pretransition life :^)

Why are the purge films so bad? i love the concept behind it, but the execution was shocking..

>>7301235
haha ebin

>>7301187
I mean, I remember you talking about how well you passed ages ago.

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>>7301228
>Around fifty dollars for the 20 grams.

WEW
why did I ever stop reeee

>>7301229
cant draw

>>7301233
perfect :3

>>7301235
I bet cisgirls arent clocked if they lack confidence

>>7301244
its almost as if talking about transrelated weaknesses on here is potentially dangerous anon.
also that happened before last winter probably (the talking I mean) so I probably actually was delusional back then

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Thanks for your business. I am deeply concerned about a year. I am deeply concerned with the latest news and information on the site and your family. The spot , but it doesn't matter. the only one that is not the only thing is, but the most popular and I don't have a bf to be the same time, and the general public, and the general public. we will have the same time tells us. the first place to find a business. we will be a problem, I am deeply concerned with you. if the reader of a few weeks. the only thing that I have a girly booty and face. the spot. the only way is a bit traumatizing how are we doing the same, and the empty space, but I don't know what that was a later stage of development and implementation of a new window. the only thing I can see the full amount of time. I have been a bit more about the english the best, I have narrow down the country. this will not receive any further information. this

>>7301230
Haha plebs a pretty girl

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>>7301251
I wish

>>7301250
Keep posting the set anon

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Every year after Thanksgiving we have a family get together where we make peanut-brittle to give people got the holidays

I wish I had a boyfriend to invite like my sister vv

Literally cannot imagine myself as a middle-aged man, only as a woman,
mind just draws a blank
I really hope starting at 24 works out :/

>>7301230
>tfw people are complimenting you
Is this a thing strangers do to pretty girls? Just randomly tell you you're pretty?

I don't know if my paranoia about compliments being fake could handle that world.

Thank goodness I won't ever be pretty.

>>7301095
>>7301150
This is why had I not dropped out I was going to transfer universities as part of my transition

I don't get it your pic in the tier-list passes flawlessly why is this?
>>7301157
But opiates are so good
>>7301182
There's absolutely no proof of that whatsoever however there are a few incidents that are completely unexplainable by anything known on earth. Doesn't mean it's space aliens though, could be some meterological phenomenon that we're unfamilliar with or maybe it was just badly investigated. Anyway this is not /x/.
>>7301203
>tfw no source for heroin
>>7301228
I need to start using the darknet
>>7301238
Everyone keeps raving about that film but I think the concept is retarded. A government that instituted such a thing would be quickly overthrown, even if it did carry out this plan people would just create vigilante groups to plug the gap and there would be no increase in crime probably even less due to the brutality of the vigilantes. Hong Kong police withdrew from the Kowloon Walled City and crime was actually below average there because the triads kept order.
>>7301257
Same.

>tgfw seeing trashy in littele more than a month

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>tfw you're getting sushi with a cute guy that said you're starting to look really fem
Boobs are helping me pass.

>>7301256
I'll be your boyfriend

>>7301256
you are cute, but get a better haircut

>>7301258
Nah, I'm at a wedding desu...
>>7301264
You have the best source: the internet.

>>7301264
In the films the government is a totalitarian rule that uses the purge to eliminate the opposition.

>>7301249
Maybe I can be your tramadol tonight