/mtfg/ - Girls Just Wanna Have Funds Edition

blaze it lol :3c

hey not make threads ok

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dudettes

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*hugboxes edie*

why didn't i get srs instead of a pizzeria ;_; wtf was i thinking

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>>7157859
thinking about pizza obviously

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nth for depression and dysphoria

my back hurts

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>>7157855

i want to poke smot

>>7157857

duDEETTE

>>7157858

n-no maeve!!!

>>7157859

cause pizza is better ?

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>>7157862
Iktf

cocks

>>7157862
yeah today has been such a fucking bitch with those feels
i really wasn't feeling much dysphoria for the past few days, i had a positive outlook on life!
now i feel repulsive and pretty worthless

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>>7157865
edieeeeeeeee
i take one step in cali and all of as udden im a stoner hellllllllp

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>>7157862

that's no good desu

>>7157867

quality post

>>7157872

lool that happened with me and that guy i was dating. i'm trying not to smoke as much but it's wonderful. plus sex while ur high is perf

>>7157827
>tomato soup is gross
well too bad because that is what the wish says
you will enjoy the grilled cheese and only have a few spoonfuls of soup, you and Kayla will agree that even though you drove each other crazy growing up that you want to be good sisters for one another even though it is an empty promise, you still hug before parting ways

>>7157861
i mean yeah ;_;

>>7157865
i want to blast u into space

and idk that is a really tough call :///

>>7157872
doesn't sound like you need help, sounds like you got everything figured out

>>7157874
>sex while ur high is perf
physical intimacy on entheogens is fucking godly

>>7157871
>>7157866
yea, the smallest things tip me over the edge and ruin an otherwise good week :/ atleast we can feel together
>>7157874
yea :(

>>7157874
ihope i get to experience that soon tbdqh
>>7157876
but i'm like dumb now like i can't think lol squid help i don t wanna be dumb

WHERE ARE PEOPLE PLAYING YAWGH WE NEED TWO MORE D:
twitch /glitchhippy

we need huntsman :(

>>7157880
lmaoo

well enjoy it for a little while then temper your usage back to like a few times a week, or day ^-^

>>7157880
you don't have to inject weed if you don't want to

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>>7157876

quid what would happen if we got hella high 2gether

>>7157877

i miss it ;-;

>>7157879

whenever i'm feelin dat way i just do my makeup real nice and put on perfume and wear qt clothes and dance around in the mirror and it helps desu

>>7157880

wait.... u haven't done...stuff...yet....?

>>7157888
idk, probably something awesome?

i would trade the highest quality of bud for makeup lessons t b h

>>7157799
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aRr8O_D35Q

also hi edie !!

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>>7157886
ok quid im gonna do that you're a nice sqyuid quid ty
>>7157887
ok ill try not to
>>7157888
not while high thoughh edie why would you ask that wtf god i want taco belllllll r about n

>>7157892
good music :3

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buy me alcohol

>>7157893
ty i try to be a good example for squids everywhere

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Nigga lookin like a fucking REINDEER with all that contour

>this is "idol-tier"
shiiit

>>7157879
i hope things start gettin better for you
it's not a good feeling.

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oh crap ifound a box of pockie desuwa neeeeee ^_^

>>7157862
>>7157871
<3

>>7157884
welp fuck my life. stupid thing crashed again. i'll regroup tomorrow when this thing isn't being autism. plus this male voice is spooking me out. I miss my girls voice i gotta work that back soon like now.

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>>7157891

hm tru tru..........and wtf i would do your makeup with or without weed lol i love that shit
doing adri and faye's and maddie's makeup was rly fun

>>7157892

HI KIT BB HRU!!

>>7157893

causeeeee you're wit someone and yknow.....I'M JS I'M SURPRISED

>>7157895

you're like 12 it'll mess with ur brain

>>7157897

i like blaire even if i don't agree with all of her viewpoints, but she's young so they'll change in time

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>>7157901
where's my estrogen pizza ;~;

>>7157904
i fucked her and then she fucked me
with ou r tryanny dicks
is that what yuou wanted me to say lawd

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welp
another spring
another festival with no one to dance with

I wish I could of atleast danced with the homeless guy I befriended

>>7157888
idk if it would help, not feeling very confident in my appearance rn, ill prob just keep listening to music
>>7157898
thanks <3 same for you, one day we'll be happy
>>7157901
<3

>>7157895
I might

>>7157879
Oh god that feel ;_;

fuck this pocky is so goooood

>>7157904
omg really? i really wanted to ask you but i didn't want to impose and didn't know how busy you were and whatever, i would get you high with or without makeovers tho

>>7157911
dw snicks i'll dance with you

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>>7157906
still in R&D :(

>>7157912

>>7157913
:D pls do

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>>7157916
n-neppy~

>>7157919
Promise me you won't kill yourself okay

mat cha

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okie i'm gonna sleeep now
might go to the zoo tomorrow and relate to the freaky trapped animals!!!
so goodnight, best wishes to you all~

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>>7157923
nini
>>7157917

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>>7157910

YES IT IS

>>7157912

i get that c: i'm sorry. i hope you feel better soon. just keep in mind that all that superficial stuff doesn't define you.

>>7157915

lol ya!! i've been talking about doing a makeup class forever but i never know when to do it. i like helping ppl with that stuff idk it makes girls feel confident and it's nice

>>7157923

goodnight hamtaro girl

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>>7157926
did i tell you about wheni first got off the plane and that night we did lewd stuff in the backseat of her car for at least 5 hours and the windows fogged up and then we got high and did even more stuff like dang thats like half a day

>>7157928

no pft that sounds rad af wth

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Okay, I finally got it working flawlessly.

>tfw you are actually grateful (despite hating yourself for not just being a chick) for being a former hacker but really actually so edgy but really it helps.

:) 2 years comp sci! and a childhood of despair ;(


But anyway, tomorrow THE YAWHG mtfg edition stream is going to happen. I'll try to get my cis friend to narrate for us so it doesn't sound gross and instead it sounds cuddly.

Thank you to the people who showed up -- sorry it was nothing more than a shit show. I have since reduced lag, reformated the screen size to display and not minimize, and figured out how to reforce window focus in case i do screw something up. It seems to demand foreground run-ability.

>>7157926
thanks edie, youre always so nice, means a lot ^_^

>>7157930
ikr it was like nonstop it was crazy then we sleptin the backseat and i had a stiff neck in the morning that kinda sucked qtbh
ok i think i need to get off cause i don't know if i'm staying stuff i shouldn't rn because weed dude lmao ok let me stop g'night edie it was nice talking

>>7157921
i wont i promise

>>7157936
Okay good
In that case I could feel okay about buying it for you

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Does anyone want to take a tour of my Stardew Valley farm?

>>7157937
:D

>>7157926
omg yes please

i forget are you in pa? i might be going there anyway and i reallyyy want to get my makeup done by somebody really good

>>7157938
t a k e
p i c s
ill show mine

>>7157938
yee what u growin?

>>7157938
yes plz
even though i dont know what the game really is
but sure

>>7157936
>>7157937
Will you both play the Yawhg with me?

>>7157940
Can I go? I'm NY tho.

>>7157946
i'll probably be in NY too if I end up going to PA, then maybe CT

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>>7157943
>>7157944
>>7157945
oh yay
I didn't expect anyone to care

well for starters this is my...farm I guess...garden?
I grow green beans, potatoes, and kale in the spring which it is currently.

>>7157818 #
Your mind is tricking you, i remember being 60kg at 187 and thought i was fine, looked at some pictures of me after i gained some weigt and realized i was borderline anorexic mode. And judging from the last picture i saw of you the skin on your belly is tight, which confirms it. Youre fine

>>7157950
omg stardew valley <3

i really wanna pick that game up sometime it looks soo relaxing and cute

>>7157950
>wearing earth tones because you live on a farm

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>>7157950
Looks comfy :3 mines a lil messed up, tried to plan too far ahead :P

>>7157947
come visit me i'm lonely. no one will play the yawgh with me :(

>>7157950
nice garden
grow berries
i need berries plz

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>>7157950
Next is the little area I sectioned off for tapping maple trees for maple syrup.

They aren't all done growing yet tho

WHAT
THE
FUCK
IS
YAWGH

>>7157950
Cute farm :3

Way more aesthetically pleasing than mine. I just crammed everything into a corner

>>7157939
Ever drank before?

I've made plans to meet up with my parents on sunday to come out. I'm pretty sure they'll be supportive, but I can't shake the fear ;-;

oh and does anybody have an ideas for a name that I could use in these threads? I don't want to step on anybodies toes with something too close to what someone else already uses

>>7157960
omg cute

>>7157961
http://store.steampowered.com/app/269030/

>>7157958
ok mayhaps

>>7157961
WHAT
THE
FUCK
IS
GOOGLE

>>7157961
lmgtfy.com/?q=YAWGH

also it's yawhg you fucking plebians

>>7157964
pick something weeb like me :3

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>>7157960
then you have my cow Devi
who I love

>>7157950
I've pretty much entirely switched to automated watering on my farm.

Bit of a weird post, but I've got an extreme fetish for gender bender porn. I find that unless I'm erect I couldn't really care less what I have under there. Do you think I might develop this into wanting to fully transition? I'm asking here because I'll get kicked out of the Army if I go to a proper shrink with something like that, because I haven't declared it on my medical even though I wouldn't get in if I did. I know it's probably not the best place for advice but I'm kinda out of options

>>7157957
>>7157959
>>7157962
omg thanks
I am way too proud of that >.<

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w-well
t-this is me
nothings growing because winter ;-;
my farm sucks

>>7157977
A lot of transgirls have gender bending fantasies as a form of escapism before coming out. That you are concerned that you may be trans suggests that this may be the case with you.

tomorrow I am eating 4.5lbs of wings

>>7157961
It's this game you choose choices and we hang out together and I pretend I have real friends so I don't posion myself. :) its fun. + i'm an edge bag so it's really fun.

I have it working. It will end at 6 AM if anyone (I neeed 4 - have 1 pokemon girl already) wants to play :) via twitch chat it's free.

>>7157977
You should transition if you're a girl inside. Having it be sexual isnt abnormal

>>7157977
well idk really with some people gender bender fascination can be part of them repressing transgender issues but in other people I think it can just be another fetish they have. Also for the record the thing about not really caring about my stuff unless it gets erect is pretty much the same for me and I'm a tranny

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and finally
we have this little pond area near the bottom
where I am gonna put a couple bee-houses around it.

I've only been able to make 1 so far tho
and still have to clear some space.

>>7157977
Is there anything that makes you think you might end up wanting to transition?

What about other girly shit, boobs, clothes, "feminine energy"?

>>7157980
oh my god
it looks so quaint
I love it

>>7157973
actually I think I've picked something equally as nerdy from 3.5 DnD. I hope the tripcode works!

http://forgottenrealms.wikia.com/wiki/Tamara


>>7157982
ooh man sounds fun

>>7157981
Idk, fear of being trans isn't unheard of for cis people. Especially with all the trans shit in the media and stuff. It's pretty terrifying to consider being trans.

>>7157979
yeah for real it is a super cute farm ^^

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>>7157933

idk you're a nice girl and you should be happy all of the time!! i'm nice to nice ppl. feel better soon bb <3

>>7157935

SEX SPRAINS ARE AMAZING tbqh
l m a o ok goodnight kiwi!!!! ttyl~~

>>7157940

ye i'm in PA!!!!!!!!!! where are you gonna be?!

>>7157957
>>7157960
>>7157950

wow wtf this animu vidya is rad what is this?

>>7157977

only time will tell desu. you prob know better than any of us.

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uploaded my old save :o too many trees desu

>>7157990
im terrified of this fuck shit reality. it's terrible. the "trans" "community" is like the "autism" "community" fucking meme and HORRIBLE. There are amazing supports too, but on average it REALLY TRULY IS degenerate.

>touch the part of my hairline where i used to have hair
>Almost throw up

Wew thanks mom and dad

>>7157996
Stardew Valley

>>7158000
for real, I checked out /r/trans when I was first questioning and it massively discouraged me

>>7158001
:( that really sucks.

Doesn't hrt prevent hairloss though? It shouldn't get any worse

>>7158001
I think my hairline is starting to recover I got some little hairs start to grow don't lose hope

>>7157996
i have no idea lol somebody just said there was a thanksgiving party i'd probably be welcome at and it's been ages since i've hung out with them, but i could zip around, i wanna hang out with as many cool people as i can to be more efficient with my travel

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Good morning girls ^~^

>>7158012
hihi :)

testing

>>7158006
I tried to kill myself pretty much in like 10th grade talking to redditors I'm not really sure 4chan girls are the nicest memesters, but they're honest. On the flip, I got okay ansnwers on some stuff on /r/asktrans

but mostly i get my info here. They banned me there

>>7158007
Yeah i hope so

Ive heard it comes back in some cases but still..

>>7158009
Shit that gives a lot of hope

>>7158012
Wow you posted best girl

>>7158012
morning basic :)

>>7158017
What discouraged you about reddit? Why were you banned?

>>7158015
:D
Yessssss
It worked!

>>7157981
I'm not concerned about coming out really, it's losing my job because of that
>>7157984
>>7157985
>>7157987
My problem I it's entirely sexual and I can't help but feel it might be the wrong thing to do for later in life

>>7158015
sexy and fitting :)

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omg you're all adorable

>>7158012
>tfw haven't gone to bed yet and have an early morning physics lecture on thursdays
I feel like this might be another day with less than 4 hours of sleep. thanks anxiety!

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>>7158002

what dat

>>7158010

you should let me know when you find out! i'm more near philly than pburg so ye

>>7158012

gm basic bb hru

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8NJh_sTQLY

daily reminder

>>7158021
Tbh reddit is horrible and full of hons, its kinda like susan's. It drains away your hopes and dreams

>>7158007
HRT can actually reverse some hairloss. Testosterone blockers are used in treating female hairloss, as well. But there is no predicting how much hair you'll get back.

>>7158025
OMG owo

>>7158032
Well heres hoping

>>7158023
hmm, do you think you could enjoy sex without transitioning?

>>7158031
this. 4chan might devour your soul, but it leaves your dreams intact

>>7158023
Well, there's always the option to sue if they fire you for being trans. You could live off of a coushy settlement. Or at least bridge the time until you find a new job.

>>7158023
there are people with fetishes who aren't trans, but you're also probably trans and it's really really tough to admit to yourself i guess? was for me. Im 24 and i just started transition. I hate this. :(

>>7158021
I run some writing stuff there mostly and I just called the mods incompentent because i know for a solid fact they are. I'm a reddit sub ADMIN on 3 of them since I was like 16. The mods on asktrasngender are literally just annoying drama fags and fuckboi retards and I think i called them exactly that. Reddit is like 4chan you cannot really get banned.
But yeah, I do mostly writing stuff there like work shops and some fuck the police stuff and some movie editing stuff and world building. Not mostly any of that but hte writing now.

>>7158031
That's pretty vague. Elaborate?

>>7158031
Every thread is just deleted posts and people being like, "I read through your comment history and you're a prick and everything you say is stupid and worthless"

>>7158039
It's military :/

>>7158042
Idk being there just made me want to repress more, theres no community and people are just creepy hons mostly.

>>7157989
half Jamaican jerk, the other half honey sriracha

>>7158044
So? You can sue government organizations the same as any other organization. It might actually improve your chances since they have to answer to the public and have to avoid bad press.

>>7158028
sweeet i definitely will

>>7158048
military is always pretty behind the times though, at least in the U.S. I wouldn't be surprised if it was legal to straight up fire someone for being trans.

>>7158050
quid
what wings do you sell
how much are they

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>>7158014
Hi!

>>7158018
I have a large folder of best girl

>>7158019
How are you anon?

>>7158025
uwu

>>7158027
Oh thats awful sorry :/
Trying to operate in low sleep is hell

>>7158028
Good thanks edie! Today is 8 months on hrt and its not raining so life is good

How are you???

>>7158054
it's like about 5 bucks for 6, 9 for 12, 12.50 for 18 etc, and we have like 30 sauces some our own concoctions, it's not the cheapest but people say they're really tasty

why? o_o

>>7158056
Please do post your folder, i have one as well but many are kinda lewd :3

Also grats on 8 months

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i wish i could just skip a year into the future

i just wanna be done with this whole trans thing and move onto living my life

>>7158051
http://m.dailykos.com/story/2016/07/03/1544701/-Trans-Military-Members-Can-Still-Be-Fired-For-Being-Trans

It seems like they can't anymore, but the "18 months" seem like a very bad dealbreaker. To the anon: if you think there is a serious chance you are trans, then you should seek treatment, even if that means risking losing your job. If you trans and you spend years not doing anything about it, you will hate yourself and curse the world for all the time you wasted.

>>7158051
It's legal pretty much in every single job imaginable. The question is just finding an excuse that it isn't because of that. "You were late". Yeah....good luck proving the tranny wasn't late or on drugs or emo to a customer etc etc.

Transgender people lose their jobs more than anyone mostly still, even in the liberal states.
My mom does mental health stuff for the state, but recently because of me (yay :/) she's been taking up advocacy and it's pretty far well fucked how many trans girls just lose their jobs the first day they get outted. Because you don't "come out". That's job suicide if even one 1 co-worker is phobic usually. I've gone through a few now in the last 6 months because it comes up my name is Sarah somehow it's tough to hide if you're honest. Once that's an open secret, support rolls in sooo much everyone is so nice so cool wow omg thats so cool so progressive im so proud.

Then I get fired. Every time.

>EMS
>Talbits
>some pool place locally
>Theater (i deserved to get fired but im not gonna explain the long nuance)

Now it's >grave yard cleaning up trash for 9 an hour twice a week.

total meme.

FUCKING. SHUT IN. NEET.

>>7158056
not bad

I could be better but my cats have fleas and I'm itchy af and think I might have fleas too :(

>>7158056
I'm starting to feel tired now though. If I head to bed now I could still get 4 hours in and run on caffiene.

Goodnight you all, these threads really do make my day better.

>>7158063
Tbh hanging around for graveyard memes sounds comfy as fuck

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This is a nice gif.

>>7158066
yeah its 6AM for me. Goodnight as well.

I will back to bug you all to play YAWHG with me tomorrow in hopefully a girls voice if that comes back. I think I'm just shell shocked.

>>7158068
I really really enjoy it honestly I really do. I work with a guy but not really he works next door it isn't the same at all but yet he's basically a co-worker (not technically) he blasts death metal i love it. he's 30 and has a 3 year old daughter who is probably a transgender boy. his wife thinks so. he "doesnt care". lol he works at the modern place where they bury people like he's a full time watching dude. I just show up at the one from the 1860s and clean up now because I basically smoke drugs there all summer and wrote cyborg manga and 'was trans' lol

>>7158070
way botched. 13 year old daughter. WAY different.

>>7158058
oh cool
>why
I like wings

>>7158063
>I've gone through a few now in the last 6 months because it comes up my name is Sarah somehow it's tough to hide if you're honest.

Why do you boymode at work if your legal name has already been changed?

>>7158075
oh ok, cool :D

What the heck Pierre
buy my maple syrup, you own a convenience store

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Only 4 more hours to vote on proposition Sass! Trends are holding! Looks like it'll be an "arrivederci per ora"

It's a high stakes election! What will happen mtfg?

Whatever the outcome I promise to accept and hold myself to the results! I'll post the link in as many threads there are today and I will announce the results tommorrow!

http://www.strawpoll.me/11557892

Im not gonna do any work today tehee owo

>>7158079
Can you explain the purpose of this vote?

http://www.strawpoll.me/11564019

Who are you romancing in Stardew Valley?

>>7158082
wow drakeposter. nice vote.

wtf i love mtfg now

>>7158082
i'd miss Quid ;(

>>7158077
actually I am eating 4.5lbs of wings tomorrow and I wanted to excite myself and I was hoping you would list all your flavours so I get really hungry for wings

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>Try to reconnect with an old Discord group I used to be a part of because I have literally zero friends now.
>Left after someone I thought I trusted posted PMs of me saying I was trans, which made a very /pol/-ish Discord extremely uncomfortable to be in.
>Rejoin, people seem tolerant and are saying they miss me. One guy calls me a tranny, but the rest seem alright.
>Scroll up to when I quit because I can't help myself.
>People I thought I liked saying they're glad "the fucking tranny" left.
>Sleep, wake-up, look at the Discord and a bunch of other people were talking about me being a tranny.

Alright, fuck these people. I'm gone.

>>7158094
:( that sucks so hard

>>7158090
oh ok, lots are derivatives, but we got

bbq, hot bbq, honey bbq, garlic, garlic cajun, garlic parmesan, hot garlic, hot garlic cajun, this sriracha/cajun/honey bbq that's really good, blue cheese, buffalo, mild buffalo, cajun rub, teriyaki, hot teriyaki, honey mustard, honey sriracha (this shit is incredible to dip lightly in) and i forget, i'm at home, that might be it and i way oversold the number of sauces D: but yeah

>>7158094
Similar thing happened in a Discord with a comp team I was in. This girl with a 100% passable voice got outed when her irl friends came in and started saying all this shit. Things are good though, we don't really care. They don't know about me, though.

Still jealous of her voice...

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>>7158094
Regular /pol/ hates trannies but /leftypol/ fucking loves me for it.
Weird desu.

>>7158094
>>7158097
wtf that's fucking terrible i just don't get why somebody would do that

>>7158085
lol nobody
:forever alone:

>>7158095
>>7158097
Worst part is I was admin/the founder of the Discord. I had a lot of pride for it so it felt really bad to see them turn on me when somebody posted my PMs.

And they completely idolize a tranny that is 8 years transitioned and passing, too.

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>>7158098
that's because they're leftists and actually care about inequality and oppression of minority groups

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>>7158060
I didn't realize there were lewds of her 0.0

Also thank you!

>>7158065
Oh nooooooooooooo ;~;
My cat had fleas a few weeks ago and I felt so bad for her. I gave myself fleas cuddling her while crying

>>7158066
Sleep well!

>>7158094
Ah that's awful...
I'm sorry

>>7158106
That or they just wanna fuck my boy pussy.

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>>7158081
It's a referendum of Sass's role in mtfg.

as of lately, many have been saying amongsts themselves, wow the shitposting has gotten out of hand, or wow, mtfg isn't really what it used to be.

The common belief is that there is either too much Sass in mtfg or not enough Sass.

So a referendum.was invoked by Sass to do the people's bidding and thus try to make the mtfg that all transwomen and chasers deserve. An mtfg for the people and by the people.

Rare upside.down pic of Sass included

>>7158106
which is why Democrats are leftists

>>7158107
>I didnt realize there were lewds of her

Senpai...

>>7158110
That's you? Ahhh I'm jelly of your brow

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>>7158098
I need to get myself over there. I'm not even left wing. I just want to be popular...

>>7158099
It's just what people do, I guess. Assholes to each other for their own entertainment.

>>7158104
Yeah, I joined their team and then that weekend it happened. Sucks if you are really playing off pure stealth really well only to be outed by someone being a cunt.

>>7158106
Funny jokes.

>>7158109
>implying /pol/ doesn't

>>7158096
yum, Honey sriracha is one of the flavours I'm making tomorrow

>>7158116
/pol/ isn't open about it though.

>>7158115
Good luck on your popularity quest.

>>7158112
hmm not sure about that one senpai

>>7158114
Yeah, that's me
But bangs are covering brow tho :3

>>7158122
I can only post so many nudes on trap threads before they realise I'm a hon.

>>7158115
yeah :/

only thing that'll change it is time, so frustrating desu

>>7158121
hell yeah! i just made it on a whim like half a year ago and was like "oh god yes" and added it to the menu

>>7158082
Quid stays!

>>7158125
I can still see it and I'm jealous cuz it looks like a girl's and mine doesn't ;__;

>>7158126
Angles

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>>7158110
Is this going to be a referendum like brexit where the outcome doesn't actually matter and things just keep getting more racist after?

>>7158113
This is a good revelation...

>>7158126
Lol, are you me?

>>7158127
People have been doing that kind of stuff for as long as I can remember, unfortunately.

>>7158130
Yeah. It was all angles when I was 17 with no shape. Face doesn't change though. I say I hide it to protect my identity, but I really hide it because it's fucking uglyyyy.

>>7158134
I wish I was you... :(

>>7158115
Yeah, I don't even live or identify as a woman yet. I didn't really want it to be a thing people know about me. Literally starting HRT in like a couple weeks.

So. I tried reconnecting with somebody I really loved, and she ended out friendship again because I wouldn't give her my Battle.net account. And I tried reconnecting with an old Discord I used to run, but they're too hostile to the fact that I wanted to transition.

I'm out of potential friendship options, here's hoping I'll be okay being on HRT for the first time all alone, haha. I'm only depressed and semi-suicidal already, how could it get worse?

>was at uni event last night and met a girl from my other class
>she strikes up a conversation with an exchange student near us
>she points at me and says, "we're all from different departments. I major in social sciences, but she studies English"

Ah, what a nice feeling.


Though at another time this week, I was wearing an oversized rain jacket when I bought a sandwich and got called "young man" and I felt suicidal for the rest of the day lol

>>7158135
Yeah iktf
That's why I post myself ISIS style yo

>>7158133
Wow, I hadn't considered it, but if the margin between those who want Sass to leave and those who want Sass to stay is too small it might cause both camps to make their positions on Sass harsher.

>>7158127
>hell yeah! i just made it on a whim like half a year ago and was like "oh god yes" and added it to the menu
mm
following this recip tomorro
http://foodwishes.blogspot.com.au/2015/01/crispy-honey-sriracha-chicken-wings.html

for the rest of the wings, I have a jerk rub
I might also have some mac and cheese because my stomach can hold 6lbs of food and tomorrow is meant as my cheat day

>>7158136
HRT is going to make you think suicide is a genuinely good idea.

>>7158136
HRT sounds big and scary, but it really is alright. I stopped thinking about many things when I was on it. Tbh, if you want to make new friends try going to new places. People won't come into your life and save you from all your problems, unfortunately. I wished it could happen, too. Don't give up on yourself because one door closed, just turn around and try a new one.

>>7158138
I haven't actually tried that more recently. I did try once, but I remember it getting in the way of my hair, which I do to perfection for those pics...

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not being on HRT the last two weeks has been so weird loll
being on a super low dose of HRT in general makes me so much happier. i'm way more content with my presentation and my mindset and i'm more confident and at home. idk why.
prob cause i was on a really strong dose of mones before and it was driving me crazy? and also cause i'm non-binary or w/e prob
i feel like that's hella weird tho. is that hella weird? tell me da truff!!!!!!

>>7158151
why are you off it :o

>>7158151
>idk why.
you were never trans to begin with

>>7158151
It's uncommon, but it's great if living this way is what you truly want. I can't imagine how many non-binary people choose to stick to living monogender because they are scared of reprecussions or can't accept that there are other options.

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>>7158145
>HRT is going to make you think suicide is a genuinely good idea.
>>7158148
>HRT sounds big and scary, but it really is alright.

>>7158151
Why are you off HRT tho

>>7158158
HRT can be a rollercoaster. It depends on what mones you are taking. Testo blockers may very well give you/worsen your depression. But being on HRT usually also gives you a lot of warm and happy feelings. My suicidal thoughts got a lot more frequent since starting HRT, but it's also a lot easier to genuinely love myself.

>>7158135
>I wish I was you

Aww you're sweet. I try to be thankful for what I have and I'm grateful for all the people who care about me, but trust me, you wouldn't want to be me.

Huggs anon.

can anyone tell me why chara is in a mental hospital?

>>7158171
Why shouldnt she be?

>>7158171
She's a psychopath who killed her cat, pretends to be a tranny online for attention, and lures people to come fuck her by pretending to not be 15.

>>7158174
she should be just want to know what caused it

>>7158170
I'd rather be anyone than me.
I don't want to be a 20 year old future hon, unemployed and denied going to see my only friend who lives too far away for me to visit ever.

And MDD is for gays.

>>7158171
she honestly needs help but indirectly because quid found out she is underage and backed the fuck away

Why is it so difficult for people to understand that I'm a girl, but like having short hair, no makeup, pants and a shit, no dresses/skirts, etc.?

>>7158130
Well, just because you're Emily, I'll show you my real profile with hair back and no maleup so you can see.my beautiful man brow decorated by my IRL bindi mole.

:3

https://unsee
.cc/nebudasi/

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>>7158154
>>7158160

it exacerbates intestinal issues in some people (there have been numerous studies showing that like ~60% of women on HRT developed ulcerative colitis or symptoms of such for example) and i was experiencing a crohn's flareup so i went off to get better, which helped put it back into remission. but i've stayed off cause i just feel less crazy lol

>>7158155

idkkk exaaactlyy what i am tbqhhhh. i've always had higher E than normal and low testosterone my whole life and i have random intersex characteristics so maybe i'm just more content being some random fucked up weird thing idk
when i start HRT again i'm just gonna do 50mg of spiro a day and like 10mg injectable E every 9-10 days.

>>7158157

well i presented as a genderqueer person for the first 3 years of my transition but my mom actually told me to go on HRT and to pick a side and all that because "society doesn't understand people that live in the middle and you need to pick a side" and doing that has just made me really unhappy. i just want to be me. pumping my body full of chemicals and drugs nonstop is making me emotionally and mentally unstable. i have no intention of living as a man or w/e or being off HRT forever but i don't really think i'm necessarily just a transsexual woman either who should be on extreme regimens and all that idk

>>7158178
So like Quid called the mental hospital or something?

quid is an agp pedophile

>>7158175
Psychopaths don't really brag about that. I imagine she is probably borderline or histrionic. Borderliners tend to obsessively identify with a specific personality quirk or character. That her persona is an edgy psychopath speaks for this theory.

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>>7158183
Profiles fucking suck, I hate mine so much.

>>7158184
>i've always had higher E than normal and low testosterone my whole life
which is why your face and body was covered with hair until you lasered it off

>>7158188
she is diagnosed with aspd

>>7158198
According to who?

>>7158184
I <3 u

U make the best threads.

I'm so sorry you had been going through a flareup. So when do you think you'll be back on hormones?

>>7158190
Well at least Imade u feel better about yourself! :3

>>7158203
I still feel the same about myself
I don't feel better about myself by seeing other people's bad features.

>>7158199
one of her reallife friends confirmed it

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Is my cat a qt?

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>>7158193

lol i'm mexican and persian.
my mom has hair literally everywhere that i've had it. she had laser on her chin and neck when i was in middle school.
waxed her butt and arms and rest of her bod my whole life. we would joke about it lots.
hair growth has next to nothing to do with your hormone levels and that's why HRT doesn't do much to it.

>>7158200

I TRY TO MAKE GOOD THREADS BUT PPL GET MAD AT ME FOR MAKING THEM IDK ;-;
um idk actually! i think next week. i just need some time to really think it over.
hormones make me really foggy and emotional and anxious and a ton of other things. they also make me feel relieved and open and happier in some ways, but the negatives lately are too much to handle.

>>7158205
Lol I know, that happens to me too.

>>7158198
That doesn't exclude the chance that she is also a borderliner.

>>7158143
OMG that reminds me, i got this special bowl that can cook the boxes of mac and cheese in the microwave, and i ran out of easy mac, so it's awesome

>>7158135
It is getting better though. Much too slowly, but it is.

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>tfw you have done no voice work at all and you are hiding boobs...

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Goodnight mtfg

>>7158210
Why do hons always present female before they should? You're only hurting yourself by doing that.

>>7158207
yeh

>>7158216
See ya Haru

>>7158210
Rejections hurt

>>7158212
what is going on with chara did you call the mental hospital? also is chara aspd or borderliner

>>7158216
Sleep tight

>>7158215
same

>>7158207
SO QT

>>7158208
U make the best threads period! Lol

Ugh,. spiro has made me feel soooooooo tired desu. I'm thinking of quitting it desu.

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>>7158215
Literally me. I thought I was transitioning into a girl, not into Mulan.

>>7158216
nini ^^

>>7158227
I WISH I was transitioning into mulan

>>7158171
>>7158178
she never wanted to go to therapists cause she didn't trust them but who knows

and that's not really a fair way to put it :/ i tried to make it work but like, my heart just wasn't in it after i found that out

>>7158186
no, i'm actually really worried about her :x

i wouldn't have acted quite so brashly if she hadn't been doing the silly blackmail thing and i assume she felt pretty betrayed, idk what happened

i know i'll be happier now but i still feel really bad

>>7158187
nah i'm an asexual cuddleslut with a huge savior complex, rip

>>7158229
Like I seriously need to get on this voice work. I have read the reddit post but it doesn't help at all.

>>7158222
no, and girl i ain't a psychotherapist damn

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>>7158226

thx sassyyyyyy. well you could try androcur/cypro? it's hella expensive tho and apparently makes you depressed lol.
i've been thinking about taking that and low E but i'm really scared of the depression stuff

>>7158232
it takes time, lotsa time

>>7158226
oh god is this what's happening

i thought i was just getting narcolepsy lmao

probably gotta start selfmedding cypro

>>7158236
I've done next to no work and have two months.
Is it possible?

>>7158239
perhaps? you'll have to practice a TON though from here on out but like, not too much at once for a while so your vocal cords don't break

>>7158218
its because people hugbox me
I present IRL and I knew that people were just being kind to the crazy disturbed old man in womens clothing with the shit voice

I want to be normal, I want to be a girl but its not possible for me so I bought into the bullshit

>>7158231
So how did she actually end up in the nuthouse?

>>7158239
but really that'd only be a just passable one probably, the really good voices take some serious clockage (no pun intended) and often just come of just being fulltime for years and constantly refining as far as i can tell

>>7158237

ya because spiro is primarily a diuretic and a blood pressure med that happens to have AA effects it kind of fucks you up bad
having low T also makes you tired because initially it's supposed to be the dominant sex hormone in your body so ya
that's what the supplementation of E is supposed to help remedy and that's how the actual replacement therapy occurs
but it's gotten to the point that even being on 100mg of spiro makes me so tired that i can barely do anything each day and i get so exhausted working 2-3 hours in a day that i can't even work every day. it's fucking awful.

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It's summer now

I'm growing hops, wheat, and peppers.

>>7158243
really, idk if she even is in a psychiatric hospital

but ffs this thread is not about a goddamn 16 year old cis girl like for real jesus lol

i do have discord if you have a burning curiosity but i pretty much don't know anything, just that she said she was going and removed everyone

>>7158241
>>7158244
fuck
it's seemed to have pass a few times but I think if you throw enough cues at people they overlook other things

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who is the best rapper and why is it MF DOOM

>>7158251
his flow's the sickest

>>7158245
oh yeah, I knew that but not that it would make you so tired

I'm on 300mg and getting some serious sleep issues, might have to be selfmed or orchi

>>7158251
>liking rap
heather why

>>7158253

WHY TF ARE YOU ON 300MG OF SPIRO????????

>>7158248
who said she was going there if not herself?

>>7158236
I know, but being alone and having no one to talk to doesn't help.

>>7158244
I know people on less than 6 months with perfect voices.

>>7158253
Yeah what the fuck, I thought 200 was the safe limit.

>>7158257
intersex fuckery

>>7158248
Alright, I'll drop the conversation.

>>7158251
Best rapper is Moon Man.

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>>7158252
its really so good
my favourite song of his is either that's that or doomsday
>>7158254
rap is rly good
especially MF

>>7158263
Haha, I have a moonman face.

>>7158262

every IS person i know is on low dose HRT tho so it just seems insane to me

>>7158264
I don't really have a favourite track, I usually listen to whole albums. But I've listened to DangerDoom the most.

>>7158271
ive probably listened to madvilliany the most
top taste anon

>>7158250
oh yeah, you can totally make it, I mean I've passed without even really trying just cause my hair was down and my voice shifted to less resonance and stuff without me even noticing and i mean, i'm... not exactly there yet lmao

so you should probably be fine if it's passed before, a lot is dependent on where your starting point is, some people will have a lot further to go than others

but you should really start practicing hardcore

>>7158257
because on 200 my T was still 250 :(

>>7158251
he's pretty damn good, yeah, hoping DOOMSTARKS drops soon

>>7158258
i mean, i'm trying not to talk about this shit but like, yeah :P everyone is just assuming it's true. i hope she is getting help though, but i'm not gonna like, show up at her apartment to check LMAO

>>7158261
desu that would help for me, i'm still barely at the point where i feel comfortable using it in front of anyone

and yeah, some people just get lucky

and yeah, pretty much! but it's been visibly affecting my progress, i mean i've posted pictures on here, i pretty much passed pre-hrt and it's like i've fucking masculinized since then :/

>>7158269
my E levels are crazy high naturally though, is the upside

once i get these fuckers out and second puberty's done, without any hrt i'll have slightly above-average female levels so that's pretty cool lol

>>7158272
madvillainy is the correct answer.

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>>7158267
You have a Moon Man face?

>>7158272
Post sample music

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On todays nikky's /fa/ - winter set.

Hows going girls?

http://www.strawpoll.me/11564213

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>>7158275
Yeah, it's pretty bad...

>>7158275
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRHyBwNtkLA
its not to everyones liking but thats the genre i guess :v

>>7158274

well i guess that's a good thing. idk that's just so ridiculously high to me. when i was on 200mg i got extremely depressed and completely lost my libido, had heart palpitations and trouble breathing and all kinds of shit. that's hella dangerous idk. when are you gonna get an orchi??

Whats a common solution to a mildly infected piercing? I cba to go to the shop where they did it.

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>>7158276
i love when you smile nikky !! also your sweater looks rly comfy

>>7158282
I have a pic of myself with Moon man
but it's on my old phone which broke ;_;

>>7158283
I will take a look soon.

Well, it's time for me to leave and be a loser elsewhere. My man voice vibrates the ground and propels my car forwards so I save a lot of fuel driving.

>>7158245
>>7158237

>100 mg spiro makes u tired so you can't do anything.
OMG I thought I was the only one ;_;
So what now? Cypro? Reduce the dose?

>>7158296

idk i mean it depends on your T really

>people who use "andro" as an abbreviation for "androgynous"

andro means man, what are you doing?

>>7158300
Greek for man woman.
andros, gyne.

>>7158300

>not just being an androgyne
shiggydiggy

>>7158296
more tea and coffee

or increase e dose might help too but I think I may also be a nb meme like dollface so idk worth trying though I guess

MONES
ORDERED

And now, we wait...

>>7158300
No, andro is a prefix for a word in greek . Andras is the greek word for man.

For example the word Android means something that resembles a man, the word androcracy means the rule of men, androgyne means a hybrid between man and woman. Its fine to use it that way.

sent this to my current/ex case worker
hopefully I can get committed or euthanized
>I know you're not managing me anymore but I have yet to meet the new person who is.
>I don't think I'm suitable for the workforce, I need money but I have nothing to offer and I am just too screwed up.
>I don't want to be awake, I don't want to be alive, I don't want to want to die.
>I want to be normal and do normal people things like go see the world and learn a new skill every week.
>I just want to be female and I can't and nobody cares, the government says I'm male despite what my brain says.
>I keep thinking of dates for suicide the nearest is next Tuesday on the 8th because thats when KFC has chicken on special and I figure I could stuff my fat ugly face and hang myself, only I can't because two of my siblings birthdays are within a week of that date, the only viable date is sometime in early January and thats because there are no birthdays that month and once everyone goes back to work I can just do it.
>I wish I could be locked away, sedated and forgotten in some facility

>I know the reason why I don't get far is because nobody wants a man pretending to be a woman working for them, nobody wants that headache.
>Even if it wasn't completely obvious to all who meet me that I am a man in womens clothing, they just look at my birth certificate and it confirms to them what they already know.

>>7158276
>girls

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>>7158288
Thank you. After fixing my teeth I smile at every given opportunity.

Sweater is comfy but too big imo, I bought it long time ago when I wasn't sure what my size is. Sweater is XL and I'm S/M

>>7158309

am i a meme? have i transcended my fleshy cage?
increasing E should help a bit but spiro lowers your blood pressure in general so it'll always kinda make you more calm and maybe sleepy

>>7158314

happy for u!!!!!!!!

>>7158317
REEEEEEEEEE

>>7158299
Bleh, gonna get my t dose checked then!

So what's the blood tests I should take again? Testosterone and estrogen levels?

>>7158317
Sry, I just assumed that there are girls only on /mtfg/

>>7158318
>I bought it long time ago when I wasn't sure what my size is. Sweater is XL and I'm S/M
just pretend its an ex bfs

>>7158315
>means hybrid between man and woman
>word leaves out the "woman" part

It's not find to use it that way.

>>7158321
None of you are girls

>>7158320
I've been off them for a month.

Gotta admit, it sucked more than I thought it would...

>>7158316
I hope you can help and be happy sheen

>>7158322

hormone panels and all that bb! you can even get some labs to do specific tests for trans stuff, like i've seen some that have trans packages but idk it depends. have you never had your levels done?

>>7158330

i'm sorry bb :( what happened?

>>7158316
don't do it sheen!

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Reminder to all best girls to get ready to play The Yawhg with me.

Also, being trans is not being a girl. Which means I can't get in on hot tinder couples action. Bullshit.

>>7158320
yeah you are a bit of a meme at this point I think

mostly I just always say nb meme because I know people hate it and I feel like if I joke about it a bit they might not attack me idk its dumb

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>>7158315
no, when you say "Andro" there's in implication that something comes after that. Your appearance can not be described fully by just saying you look like a man. Since the man/woman binary is implied in this case (in the sense of "either this or that"), saying someone looks "andro" directly implies they look androgynous.

>>7158336
That is one ugly girl

>>7158338
fuck wrong quote

>>7158327


>>7158314
good girl

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>>7158337

w-wrow.. my mom will be so proud desu...woosh
people hate what? nb people?? WHAT'S WRONG WITH BEING NB