actually existing edition
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous thread:
>>7150468
it's officially happy hour
be nice y'all
>>7151416
At 1pm?
>>7150832
>they were flirting
Hah
With me?
Nah
nth for WEEBS
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Some of you may be pretty knowledgeable about this sorry for posting here again but anyone know any painless ways to kill yourself or at least put me to sleep for a while
>>7151423
hugg elann
>>7151392
i was a pretty charismatic and popular kid.. what the fuck happened
Puberty broke you?
>>7151426
try closing your eyes and staying in bed should put you to sleep
>>7151426
www.depressed.net/suicide/suicidefaq
you're welcome.
>>7151427
Hugg lauren
Guess who's about to buy gluten? :3
>>7151423
i know how the mysterious male mind works, you can trust me
almost any comment upon a woman's appearance is due to flirting
>>7151439
is it you thats my guess
Tfw no bf to bathe you
>>7151426
Pentobarbital.
ugh why doesn't edie wear sexy lingerie anymore she has gotten lazy
>>7151442
beep you are so pretty !!
>>7151442
Tfw no bf
>>7151430
Re the xanax. The rest of your post reminded my why I'm not allowed to take xanax. I have OCD and am very prone to addiction.
>>7151444
You sound like her husband lmao
>>7151442
hey Red show me your butt
>>7151455
the trick is to wait a few hours and then you can do it again
>>7151455
It kills you.
Swiss euthanasia clinic approved.
>>7151453
That's the only reason I didn't break up with her immediately after the visit. I don't know how much longer it would've dragged on if she didn't give me this excuse, but I'm glad it didn't.
>>7151447
>What about saying my name is pretty or that kinda stuff
that's definitely flirting, though it should be noted that these poor men obviously don't know that they're being hella gay when they're interacting with you like that
>>7151442
I'm confused are you red why do you look like red why do you have many trips
>>7151463
im. red
Why is the NASA website so cool?
https://exoplanets.nasa.gov/alien-worlds/galaxy-of-horrors/
Is anyone else here really isolated, even from social media? I don't have a Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, Snapchat....
>>7151442
You are very pretty bit you also look a bit tired. What you been up to?
>>7151416
>tfw 4 in the morning
>can't sleep because messed up sleep schedule
>>7151459
How are you taking the break up?
>>7151392
>>7151404
I don't know this feel
>>7151465
No you aren't
Youre lawrn
am i cute
>>7151467
I have Facebook but I only use it to shitpost
>>7151472
eh would rape after a few drinks in me /10
>>7151475
thanks
>>7151447
lol, that's definitely flirting
>>7151467
I'm really relieved I don't have to worry about her anymore, but with my mental issues I'm feeling suicidal anyway like after every breakup because now I'm convinced I'll be alone forever again.
I don't think I'm at risk though, but I really wish less people relied on me.
I think the relief outweighs it, though, AND I fucked up my medication timings today and yesterday so that's probably not helping.
>>7151467
>Is anyone else here really isolated, even from social media?
i don't use any of that stuff, although i did have a facebook until 2014, when i deleted it because i went off the radar after university and cut ties with all my friends
i was full hikki until a little while ago, though i still only really go outside for work
>>7151469
how did your halloween costume go?
>>7151461
It's not gay if I don't have a peepee anymore~
>>7151477
Whaaaat
Are you saying people have been flirting with me at work for the past few weeks and I've been oblivious to it?
>>7151480
not really no
>>7151485
what the fuck
can i have some attention please
>>7151487
hugg
>>7151487
*showers you in attention*
>want to play vidya games
>dont have any games i want to play
what do mtfg?
@7151487
Try harder
thanks quid friend
>>7151482
I didn't really do much for halloween 'cause I'm from the UK, but I did do a pic of me as Jaz Coleman from Killing Joke for FB lol
>>7151490
Read a book.
>>7151495
thanks maeve friend
I wish I had more friends I could have fun with
Internet friends can't do fuckall together
>>7151488
>>7151489
>>7151495
Thanks everyone :3
>>7151496
oh I thought you were supposed to be the kurgan
>>7151499
There's co-op video games or streaming something together!
>>7151484
>Are you saying people have been flirting with me at work for the past few weeks and I've been oblivious to it?
they've probably been flirting with you for like 10 years or something and you just didn't notice.
does your store allow you to fugg the customers?
>>7151496
Holy crêpe
>>7151499
....me too :(
For years now
only just been reading up on the quid/chara drama today
>trusting a sociopath
why
last one I met stamped on my head in high heels and tried to break my arm by bending it behind my back because she believes my aspergers makes me subhuman
although tbf most people treated me like that at school
>>7151496
i like that band
>>7151508
what the fuck
>>7151474
I tried to use Facebook but I feel awkward with my family and people I know/knew from school watching my every move. It drove me mad.
/mtfg/ is basically my social media now
>>7151477
You seem like a pretty sociable person and thus I doubt you'll be forever alone. I'm really hypocritical to give advice about this sort of thing but try not to be suicidal, I'm sure things will work out
>>7151479
What you're describing is basically me right now, although I skipped University and went straight to working, and then quit my job and become full hikki.
>>7151495
Lol I know that feel, I would also delete most of my posts, even if there was a positive reaction from people
>>7151509
you asked if you were cute. no you are not. you look like an ugly fat girl
>>7151513
>girl
ill take it desu
>>7151504
honestly, it's pretty accurate, he's pretty much my spirit animal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqLhCei_Nxw
>>7151464
what the fuck.
so what happened to her parents then?
>>7151512
Yeah that's why I don't post shit about my life lol
>>7151507
good
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TnpwuRlXbhk
>>7151497
I cant concentrate enough for books. Maybe I should nap
>>7151499
I'm sorry
in my opinion quid is the the one to blame
>>7151514
so many (you)s
im flattered
>>7151520
Have you been to Nottingham GIC yet? What's it like?
>>7151516
Yeah it is doesn't change my statement.
You're 3spooky
>>7151526
my first appointment is still over a year away, senpai
>>7151512
>What you're describing is basically me right now, although I skipped University and went straight to working, and then quit my job and become full hikki.
heh, you feel like shit as NEET and then you feel like shit working full-time
there's just no way to win
>>7151453
Nothing to be sad about.
>>7151516
this is more like your spirit animal though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvnq_W0i3Bs
>>7151527
ikr
my platonic partner/friend who I've known for 10 years and regularly engages in intimacy with me says that even though she's grown comfortable around me over time and cares about me now, I still totally give off a serial killer vibe to her. it's kind of depressing.
>>7151529
I got discharged after 10 months of waiting due to an administrative error.
>>7151503
I mean what they don't know can't hurt them but none of the guys that I think are cute have flirted ;_;
They're all older
>>7151491
Well shit
My mind is actually being blown a bit right now
>>7151506
tl;dr of the chara drama?
>>7151538
Ikr , I hate it lol
Also be my friend pls, I like you.
>>7151534
that last line is definitely me all over, but
>implying I have my shit together as much as Kurgen
>>7151543
quid raped and played mind games with chara
>>7151506
I never trusted her, lmao. Why would I trust her? She's a sociopath.
I've gone into depth on the matter in the past, but I've had heavy fear that I'm unlovable and extremely emotionally abusive for about two and a half years now.
Pretty sure it's irrational and i'm the one that was abused given what all my therapists and friends say, but oh well.
>>7151517
they're not exactly the best parents, and in China this kind of thing is pretty normal. he makes a lot of money, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7151523
From my point of view the Jedi are evil!
>>7151544
look at the last few posts of the previous thread, quid explained all of it to me
>>7151543
quid tried to have a relationship with a sociopath
it went how you'd expect
>>7151554
>She
Cara
Not quid
>>7151541
>I mean what they don't know can't hurt them but none of the guys that I think are cute have flirted ;_;
do all boys who become girls turn into stacey, or is it just you?
>>7151553
You seem like a really nice person and I'm sorry if I was ever shit to you in the past. I just can't stand Chara and I tried to avoid people that would defend her. Just glad that you broke up with a toxic person.
>>7151553
Hang on
She's 16? I thought she had to show id to prove she was 18+
>>7151549
Quid raped with Chara? Did they go hunting together?
>>7151554
i am just naturally spooky
my dad and my sister have the same crazy eyes, my dad has been asked to leave places before because of people thinking he's staring at them intimidatingly
>>7151565
Thanks
Do you use discord?
>>7151565
>born of vodkaniggers and adopted by chinks
That explains a lot, actually.
>>7151565
>I'm considering staying awake the whole day to try fix my sleep schedule again. I don't really feel like it but what else can I do, idk
i don't know about the health effects of that, but i always have the most vibrant, vivid dreams whenever i pull an all-nighter
although, on the downside, i usually end up sleeping for like 14 hours straight after that
I can't make heads or tails of this thread.
Today is the day of the dead in my country, so I ate fiambre and then got drunk and I feel like exploding at the seams now.
>>7151574
That sounds like a lovely day Sass
the threads have been weird all day desu
>>7151566
I think that having aspergers, a history of schizophrenia-type illness in the family and growing up in an abusive home + years of physical abuse and isolation at school probably have something to do with it desu
oh, I just remembered, one of the teachers called me a stupid little idiot because I couldn't hold my pencil properly (hypotonia) and she insisted I was doing it on purpose, that still fucks me up now
>>7151574
hey sass, tell me something...
do they have trains in your country?
>>7151572
You dating her just seemed like defending her to me. But I understand.
>tfw you realize how big your head is
oh WOW this is not great at ALL
>>7151572
Weird but that would explain her behaviour I guess.
>>7151573
>waiting on a call about this job
>phone rings
>answer
>it disconnects
>no credit to call back
>google number
>telemarketer
>let out a sigh of relief
still, its almost 1pm and they haven't called
t-they're going to call right?
>>7151580
;-;
i need a lot of huggs
>>7151584
didn't mean to quote -___-
>>7151568
Not really, I've heard about it but haven't used it. what is discord? Is it some new thing?
>>7151570
Kek
>>7151572
Oh I see, thanks
>>7151573
Same here lol. Maybe the brain is so dazed that it can't separate thoughts from reality
>>7151586
She was adopted from Russia by American Chinese people
im scared
>>7151584
you wont get a call
you cant do anything right and they dont hire losers
Jin
I have class so add me on discord Emily #8913
>>7151582
Your head doesn't look big in pics tho
>tfw your cats co-op the window ledge
>>7151594
it isssss its like, even more noticable now that ive lost a small amount of weight as well ;~~;
waahhhh
>>7151585
Me hugg and headpats yuu
Where's the virtual hug gif when you need it x_x
>>7151596
huggs kit's head
>>7151593
Am I allowed to add you too? *,*
>>7151558
I'm not a Stacy! 40 year old dudes just don't get my loins all steamy!
Plus there are some regulars who actually are pretty cute!
What do y'all think of my manufacturing skills?
Also goodnight girls.
>>7151598
hugg
thnx
I missed out on a lot of affection as a child and I think it has exacerbated my autism over time...
I hope I get to have a nice life from here on out even if it's not crazy successful and full of fame and riches
I'm scared about my health though
>>7151575
Thanks nep, it was bittersweet. It like thanksgiving to americans, so it's a very family oriented holiday and I'm estranged from my family.
>>7151578
They had trains, but they stopped maintaining the railways in the 90s so now they're in a museum. The government privatized the railways so they sold it to a us company and then the company sued the country dor selling them shit.
Lol
>>7151572
Holy shit Quid, so all of this is true? I thought everybody was memeing. I think I even posted lewd images on her discord server group.
RIP Sass.
>>7151606
how on earth are you meant to know how far to inset the small holes on the top?
>>7151605
40 year olds pay the most though.
>>7151593
Okay I downloaded discord and sent you a request
>>7151606
Whoa nice block with holes.
>>7151601
i hope your arms are rly long to get around it !!
>>7151599
like i deff dont want to post one rn cause my head is so big !!!!
>>7151614
:( ok
>>7151606
what's the gizmo for?
sweet dreams tho
>>7151614
I <3 u so much kit!
I miss chatting with u!
>>7151611
Lol Chara! What the fuck?
You're like a mad genius.
<3 u
>>7151610
You're right I should have specified in the drawing
I just put them in the centre of each of the rectangles that makes the T
>>7151616
It's to connect some poles together
>>7151613
You'd be surprised, cutting and drilling that by hand you'd easily fuck up the measurements causing it to not fit right. 3D printing makes life easy for amateurs like me.
>>7151617
sasss !!!!!!!! i love you so much i thought you were ignorinng me or something idk !!!!! like mb i did something wrong orrr... idk !!
>>7151615
im sry anon im sure the pic of my hair is still somewhere in the archives tho from when i got it all done
>>7151620
ô_o
>>7151620
no, she has experience.
>>7151623
Noooooo you missed my other post!
How are you? How's university? Have u touched a boy's hand yet in a romantic fashion?
>>7151629
ugh im sry !!! umm uni is rly rough for me rn but its ok i guess. and no i havn't touch a boy AT ALL. its rly bad im so shy now UGH
how are youuuuu
>>7151634
Do you always type this autistic?
>>7151563
laughed so hard my stomach hurt
thanks anon
>>7151579
I know, I've always known that and it's why I always made a point to never do anything that could possibly be interpreted as defending the stuff she did. We were just honestly compatible in many ways, and I'd never met anyone I could be totally honest with about some of the truly, truly fucked up things I did in my pre-transition past. I didn't mean to get so close to her but eventually I did.
>>7151586
>>7151590
There's not really much to tell? They were super strict and probably made her the incredibly submissive person she is today, that's about it. She was adopted at 10 iirc.
>>7151635
why is a 16 year old cis girl on this board, in this thread?
>>7151609
Lol, yep. Luckily I never did any of that stuff or she'd probably be trying to blackmail me for "blackmailing" her lmao
>>7151635
mmmmmm ya
>>7151634
Lol! How can anyone not like u?
Life's been ok i guess. I've had a few adventures but nothing lifechanging.
Wait, no. I think I'm bi or possibly lesb now.
>>7151638
Wasn't meant to be a joke... You make me feel bad about a retarded shitpost.
how does unemployment work?
i got new glasses and now i look hella old
>>7151647
filing for unemployment*
>>7151647
if you are black you automatically qualify
>>7151647
Move back into parents house
Get depressed
Try to find jobs
>>7151645
>Wait, no. I think I'm bi or possibly lesb now.
oh WOW how did this happen??? like are you dating a girl now or something...??? telll meeee sasssss
>>7151647
you can't get it unless you've already paid into it you lazy sack of crap.
if you people can't get a job in this economy then just fucking self-deport yourself to some country that hand-holds losers of that level of idiocy
>>7151641
You're not innocent
>7151642
Great.
>>7151640
I would have to assume she has no self esteem
>>7151641
Lol, but she seems so nice.
>>7151654
Lol, dumbshit.
She got fired today from a near minimum wage job.
She'll get another
"You ppl"
Does anyone have the skyrim special edition? Is there literally anything new in it, or is it just graphical?
>>7151659
It's useless just mod it.
I got lazy tonight...
>>7151652
>move back into parent's house
i would literally have to detransition to be able to do that
>>7151659
barely even graphical, they didnt change any textures or meshes, just lighting, and fog and shit, i think it uses less memory too
>>7151640
why would somebody post this pic?
people don't always think, sometimes they just do
>>7151657
:^)
>>7151662
Damnit
>>7151667
wtf dude
>mfw i bribed hiroshimoot to delete this board
>>7151651
Unless you become proficient in AutoCAD or Autodesk Maya or some kind of 3D software it's a waste because you won't be able to draw anything to print. However if you do learn and decide to buy one hmu I know all about 3D printers and which one would be right for you. Anyway I really have to go to bed so goodnight.
>>7151654
She got sacked.
>>7151663
There's always escorting.
>>7151672
So was I.
But
I paid into unemployment
A lot.
>>7151669
maybe it's just my aspergers but I'm still completely confounded to what sort of relationship deal you two had between you in the first place anyway
like you were dating her and wanted to visit but also didn't like her and kept insulting her? or what??
>>7151663
think of this as a great opportunity. you have a chance now to find a job that's much better than your previous one. a chance to find a job with a better potential for growth/promotion.
stop limiting yourself to service jobs. start looking for "clerk" or "administrative" positions.
lie on your resume if you have to. have a friend stand in to be your "reference". claw your way out of this. you can do this. shit, it's probably a blessing really that you got fired from that crappy job
>>7151670
dumplings are best food
>>7151670
And I'm roasting two chicken thighs on top of all this.
Imma get fat.
>>7151665
they released that as a full game?
wtf?
Last post about this whole thing cause I think I've pretty much summed everything up
>>7151655
what's funny is your reply just gave away you made up the whole blackmail thing
I've known a few sociopaths, and you're by far the worst liar among them, it's pretty funny.
>>7151674
Probably mostly cause of the whole rape thing, I get touchy about that so seeing somebody defuse it was nice.
>>7151677
I wouldn't call myself proficient, but I'm certainly capable.
>>7151679
No, silly, I liked her and didn't insult her besides banter, but I also didn't white knight her and acknowledged what she did as wrong.
>>7151638
Yeah, i understand. I wouldn't be surprised if my first gf is someone almost as fucked up as chara because i truly dont give a shit anymore.
>>7151683
it will go to your badonk and boobs
>>7151685
I agree.
Less about chara.
More about how great I am.
>>7151689
you're not that great
sorry :/
>>7151684
somehow lol, was pretty disappointing, i think they would have had a lot of refunds if they didnt give it out for free to so many people
>>7151689
>>7151684
Isn't it mostly for this gen's consoles? Pretty sure you get it for free on pc if you have the dlc
>>7151685
I didn't make it up, you threatened me twice with it. You even doxed me for it.
Ignoring that you also were fine with all the stuff i did you just didn't like that it made you look bad.
You were even going to let me torture animals if i wanted lmao.
>>7151690
What the fuck lier
>>7151693
>Pretty sure you get it for free on pc if you have the dlc
Indeed you do.
>>7151603
Go for it
custom awoo
>>7151695
Why is this turning out like every mtf relationship kindled on here
Except you two never fucked
Ugh
>tfw you aren't mtf and therefore have no mental illnesses
>>7151695
she posted what really happened, saying she'll call the police if your boyfriend tries to murder you isn't threatening you
>>7151702
same
>>7151702
tfw your mtf and have several mental illnesses
>>7151702
>comes to 4chan's lgbt board
>claims to have no mental illness
???
>>7151648
pic?
>>7151702
you post on 4chan, you definitely have at least one mental illness
>>7151681
hi rachel! so whats up with you and mercury? did you get together after sunday?
>>7151691
lol
I love the refund system
I can play as many half-finished games as I want and never pay a dime for them
>>7151693
maybe. I don't really know tbqh, I just know it's low-effort shit. Crendor puts more effort into his videos than bethesda put into that re-release
>>7151659
Jin I accepted your discord request
>>7151712
Oh you were quite fine with doing it, don't even try to lie.
I vote to murder chara
Gawd give me a brain what am I doing wrong?
@7151709
@7151714
>mfw subhumans think they are worthy of a reply
chara
more like
gayra
>>7151719
Speaking of discord i'm cal #3645 if anyone wants to chat
>>7151722
I'd put a bounty on her head.
>>7151653
Lmao! There's this ex gf I had back in tge day and she's going through a rough time and then we got drunk and made out and then....like everything worked perfectly.
We kissed, we cuddled, she grabbed my boobs like this is new.
We're still talking but it's not decided if it was a mistake or not, but...
I really enjoyed it, I felt safe, I felt loved, i felt awesome.
>>7151724
remove the space between emily and #
>tfw finished math test early and bored as fuck
>>7151702
>tfw dont fit in here at all with all the cute girls and feel like your just a transtrender or something every day or just some boy who refuses to be a boy or something stupid idk
im scared i don't like this 8 keep getting scared for no reason and I feel horrible about like 3 hours after i stop being scared
>>7151729
oh wow !! that is rly nice then im so happy for you sass !!
>>7151711
>>7151736
>or just some boy who refuses to be a boy
the only sentence that makes sense in this entire thread
>>7151725
are you new here?
If you have seen pictures of Kit you must reply to this post.
>>7151744
I've seen parts of her but not her face
What should I do about references for finding work? All of my current ones only knew me by my old name etc.
>>7151741
Rach if i get a job in your office can i be your roommate?
someone fix my brain problems
>>7151749
fix'd
>>7151736
>or just some boy who refuses to be a boy
I mean is there something wrong with this?
>>7151702
Same
>>7151749
just kys
>>7151744
well obv i have
>>7151754
cis girl
>>7151753
i mean idk i just feel illegitimate i guess
>>7151720
I won't call this a lie, because I did lead you to believe it, but it is false.
Tbh I'm asexual anyway, I just like cuddling and kissing
>>7151761
Kit do you remember me? I was in a skype group woth you but I left because people didn't like my racial humour :p
>>7151761
>i mean idk i just feel illegitimate i guess
Someone more wise than me please tell me if this is actually a thing or a repression mechanism.
do you feel happier after your transition?
was it worth it?
>>7151768
It was extremely painful
>>7151766
imposter syndrome is super common for trans people
>>7151768
its not easy and it kinda sucks during the transition, but its worth once you can live the way you want to
crunchy awoo
>>7151762
Uh-huh.
>>7151768
Yes, but it did make me wonder why someone would shoot a man before throwing him out of a plane.
>>7151768
I'm mid transition but I'm getting happier with the person I am and I'm getting a lot more comfortable in my own skin which I feel is very worth it
on the other hand transition has ruined my relationship with my parents and it hurts a lot
>>7151761
*cis boy
>tfw doing lewd things is different than it used to be
>MFW i am the only straight white male ITT
Apex wew lads
>>7151786
how so?
>>7151787
false
just cause i lived as a girl for a while doesn't mean i'm not a straight white cis male
tfw no one to skype date and help each other point out our male traits
>>7151766
its like.............. feeling like im not rly trans at all, im just caught up in it and i want to be.... even tho i don't rly want to be. its like a desire thing i guess. for me it feels like, everyone else here has real problems and my problems are not important or not as important, and i am taking away from like.... real transgirls struggles because im just pretending to be trans
>>7151783
too pretty to ever be a boy imho
>>7151768
i feel.... well i havn't done a lot of transitioning compared to most girls but for me its like 50/50, sometimes i feel a lot better and othertimes im like what am i doing. also i developed agoraphobia and can't leave my room/house so idk.
>>7151791
>tfw Kit ignores you
;_;
>>7151768
Definitely worth it
I have a lot of issues but they get better all the time and have just been getting better since I dealt with my gender problems.
>>7151788
>>7151792
apparently just porn makes me blush
and uh some things feel better
sensitiiiiiiiiiive
and then there's like a feeling that hangs around even when you're done
aaaaa
i have less endurance
but it feels better
>>7151773
That didn't help at all
>>7151741
you look like you should get a job at the ghostbusters from 1984
>don't really watch anime
>decide to watch through NGE on a whim
>tfw everything
Christ that shit was intense
>>7151725
>@
kys my friend
>>7151768
I'm not done and still working on it, but I feel much better already than I use to. I would probably be dead at this point if I didn't start, so it's worth it.
>>7151795
i wasn't born as a girl
>>7151795
O_o
>>7151798
sounds pleasant!
>>7151806
Were you born as a baby?
>>7151793
sry !!! i am rly bad at seeing messages in my laptop !!!
also i think i remember you for sure em !!!! i hope you didn't forget about me ! sry for being so rude !!!
>>7151811
>tfw born a man
>>7151814
Of course I didn't forget about you
You're a nice person so naturally you're going to leave an impression on me.
>>7151819
rofl
>>7151791
>its like.............. feeling like im not rly trans at all, im just caught up in it and i want to be.... even tho i don't rly want to be. its like a desire thing i guess. for me it feels like, everyone else here has real problems and my problems are not important or not as important, and i am taking away from like.... real transgirls struggles because im just pretending to be trans
that can be a kind of self-awareness that is counterproductive, because you've bought into the idea that you need to meet a certain set of criteria, or a certain emotional threshold, in order to be a legitimate transgirl
having the self-awareness to ever conclude that you might be illegitimate in your pursuit of transition is just further evidence towards its legitimacy, because you're able and willing to address the uncertainty that goes into the path of life decisions that comes along with being trans and acting upon it
in the same way a person who believes they're insane because they perceive the possibility of insanity in their own head is likely to be sane, a person who critically addresses the criteria of their trans-ness heavily, and concludes that they might not be trans while still wanting to, is more likely to be trans
>>7151744
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>>7151829
>lol lets all have no awareness and no standards or morals and lets just be free lalalala xDDD
heil hitler you brainwashed genetic dead end
>>7151757
But that would mean them knowing my old name. :/
>>7151836
i'll fuck your dad
>>7151791
Maybe I'm just one of those gay pretty boys
>tfw when your piano memories all come back and you write a lot of new stuff.
So I'm doing a lot better what with proper sleep. The Attivan, Zyprexia (omfg why), Haloperodol, and morphine combination I'm told is probably (you know with a fundemental nervous break down) caused my confusion.
I'm glad to be alive and I need to stop starving myself.
fuck those drugs are literallly possible some of the most powerful on earth if not the most powerful they can give you even.
gross.
i am getting this tattooed tomorrow under my arm.
>>7151840
>gay
>pretty
>boy
You're only one of those things.
>>7151791
my neice is having a baby shower and I want to go but I will just be intruding because I'm not a real girl and it will just make me sad
>>7151838
Can you fuck my dad? I don't think he's getting any.
>>7151838
you couldn't even fuck your own hand virgin retard
>>7151790
I messaged you on Skype beep
>>7151845
O i know that one
Prettee
>>7151850
I can confirm she's not a virgin, and fucks extremely well
>>7151845
but elann is pretty and gay
>>7151845
Gay?
>>7151850
>implying bexe is a virgin
stop projecting nerd virgin :^)
>>7151843
congrats! :D
It makes me feel warm hearing you're doing better :3
>>7151835
anon WHAT why would anyone reply to this
>>7151840
n-no you are just a pretty girl elannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAaa
>>7151829
thanks bexe !!
>>7151857
>>7151854
hitler was right about you failed abortions lol
>>7151835
idk what she even looks like....
>>7151849
maybe 10 years from now if tetra and i break up
>>7151850
i'll have you know i fuck my hand on minimum a weekly basis
>>7151861
you just replied to it tho...does that mean...
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>>7151859
Omg I found a video of you eating kids :O https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vgSMFLt_No&app=desktop
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what the fucks up
psych soon
wish me luck
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Quick question
How long do you think society would last if everybody was transgender
According to my mathematical calculations, it would last less than a month due to interference in the natural biological hemisphere
>>7151864
nice false flag ctr shill
>>7151829
Consider my mind blown
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>>7151876
Goodluck :)
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>>7151874
which one do i pick
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>>7151882
heil hillary
heil hitler
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>>7151874
These should really just be one multiple-answers-allowed strawpoll though
>>7151889
I have.
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please stop
i dreamt of sucking on elanna's girlcock but when i got her naked it wasn't there
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>>7151895
delete this goy
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>>7151902
tragic ;_;
>>7151861
I'm one of those cautionary tales, I got on girly pills and now nobody even believes me when I say I'm a boy.
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>>7151901
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>>7151909
I will never know this feel
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>>7151884
LMAO what?
I'll give u points for creating this weird ass meme, tho.
>>7151918
Is it really a meme if you want it?
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>>7151902
I have dreamt of sucking gently on elanna's girlcock too
i wanna be a better person
>>7151921
Come on, Doodle
>>7151901
I asked if you're red or not and if yes why more than one trip tell me @_@
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>this thread rn
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>>7151927
me desu
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>>7151925
i was only doing people who had been posted or mentioned in the thread tonight, and smiles wasn't here yet.
>>7151927
I want to angrily do something to the remains of elanna's girlcock but it's not sucking.
>>7151928
Пocлeдний paз
>get off mtfg for a while because it's just cancer
>come back on now
>>7151903
desu
>>7151945
what did you do?
>>7151945
>But not a surprise since everyone hates me now
i don't hate you
>>7151943
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>>7151945
Hate is a big word don't exaggerate your role in this game.
>>7151941
Adios then, you know where to find me.
>>7151949
god yes
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>>7151952
Gross, Maeve.
>>7151949
>Tfw I actually had a crush on the >60 years old coach
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>>7151921
Lo i meant the meme as a snowclone.
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>>7151962
I wish I had a cock. Maybe I'd be worth something then.
>>7151954
Я нe cyщecтвyeт
:)
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>>7151972
dont steal my meme
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>>7151971
I'll miss you Chara! So will Mr Bunbun, please don't mircowave him!
i dont have anyone filtered i just dont always reply. havent been on skype in a while
>>7151969
you are worth something the way you are Cal !!!
>>7151974
other people using it is what makes it a true meme, be proud
>>7151978
You look like red.
>>7151974
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Benis XD
Heads or Tails, mtfg?
>>7151984
reply
>>7151969
i dunno
you are on a thread full of people who would discard it on a whim to get a pretend vagina
>>7151930
Trip on snickerdoodle
>>7151978
And here I thought you blocked me and didn't like me
>>7151987
Bagina :DD
>>7151988
Heads.
>>7151988
i'd be happy to get head or tail tonight
>>7151991
>a whim
lol
>>7151971
^=^
>>7151969
you can have mine
>>7151988
Idgi
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>>7152006
Are you red?
apparently i yawn like a girl
>tfw feeling ugly as fuck
>>7152007
We live in one reality that is a part of millions of other realities
>>7152019
Just because you feel something doesn't mean it's true.
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>>7152020
Sucks that this is the one where i have a dick and cal doesn't :(
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>>7152019
>emily
>ugly
not true
unless you ran your face on a disc sander since i last saw you or something
>>7152019
>tfw Emily is CUTE AS FUCK
>>7151804
this is a bigger compliment than you realize
>>7152024
anon what are you doing we're not even dating
>>7152031
believe me I meant it completely as the ultimate compliment
>>7152033
you should be
>>7152000
Can confirm, I literally did fuck up my genitals on a whim.
>"wifey, I cried for a good part of the day b/c I'm ugly and look like a boy"
"But you passed during Halloween, valq"
>"I was covered in makeup and costume "
"But your body is really starting to look cis"
>"I was crying about my face, wifey"
"Well I think you're cute"
>"th-thanks wifey"
Mfw
>>7152037
what is going on here?
also no one better reply to that nep one
Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.
>>7152033
you replied though :3
>>7152042
Your wife hugboxes you
>>7152043
i'd [spoiler]cuddle[/spoiler] her [spoiler]until she came[/spoiler]
>>7152049
Then she suggested going to therapy to learn how to cope with being an ugly manfreak hormones didnt magic for
>>7152019
>tfw ugly and mannish as fuck
>tfw feel completely uglier and manlier than I already am
>>7152055
is that a hon convention or something?
you are the worst in that photo, but only by a bit
>Hormones for 6 months
>Lost 35 pounds
>None of my clothes fit right anymore
>Comically long belt to keep my work slacks up
>Too poor and lazy to buy more
>My shoes are either super worn out of the weight difference made my feet narrower?
>Hoodies, hoodies everywhere
>Look like a long-haired boy in his older brother's handmedowns who can't grow a beard to save his life
Well, it's kind of cute in a lazy way I guess.
>>7152005
I'm cyba.teknik on skype
cyba on discord
>>7152054
Weren't u plannin on ffs
>>7152045
U too anon
>>7152062
Don't buy any more boy clothes just replace them with cheap girls clothes that fit
>>7152066
Planning and affording are two different worlds for working men like me
>>7152033
We're platonically dating
>>7152061
I'm the youngest by 4 years the rest are my sisters in their 40s who have had multiple children and the one on the right of me also smokes two packs a day
>tfw starting to feel burnt out with video games
And yet I still play them because there's nothing else to do and I have a short attention span
>>7152062
Hoodies are comfy at least
i told my mom that beepbeep is my online girlfriend and showed her this picture
she said she's never been more proud of me
if only it wasn't a lie
>>7152055
wait that's you second from the right, right??
you actually look fine in this, sheenie. like, you look like all the other cis women in your family. this is actually a really good photo of you btw. stop feeling so bummed out, i probably wouldn't clock you
>>7152071
jesus christ
you aren't doing so bad then, i suppose
"australian women"
>>7152071
You're 4 years old? ô_o
>>7152055
looking sexy sheen
>>7152066
Ffs doesn't work on everyone
>>7152075
beepbeep is single
ask her out on a date
>>7152076
this desu
i wouldn't know which one you where if i didn't know you already
>>7152075
>ywn fuck beep in the ass and make her feel pretty
it's a sincerely sad feel.
>>7152066
Please do not lie to me young lady
>>7152024
super cute ship desu
>>7152083
i dont think she'd go out with a goofball like me
she also lives on the other side of the country too which stinks
>tfw mum 'doesn't care if you go out with a girl or a boy or whatever as long as i go out with someone'
i will never make her proud
>See an overweight customer at work who fits the stereotype so perfectly my first thought is "I wonder if he owns a katana... no I bet he does"
>Acting like he's going to clock in
>Oh fuck, when did he start working here???
>See the boobs
>Realize she's female, like 99% sure cis female even though she's over 6'
>See her face up close, she has so much vellus peach fuzz on her entire face it's fascinating
If there's a hell I'm going there. I hope it's warm.
>>7151930
reply
>>7152089
Beep loves goofs, but the location is shit.
>>7152066
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>>7152087
S-stop
>>7152088
you're a monster
>>7152092
>he/she doesn't own a katana
Plebs
>>7152085
whats up with you and merc then?
>too lazy to cook
>start drinking beef stock
eh
>>7152090
Just ask someone out anon. If the goal is to make her proud the date doesn't even have to go well so no pressure
>>7152069
Especially with the insane health insurance costs. Its probably cheapest to go through an employer
>>7152100
Ngl i have
>>7152107
Anon stop at least microwave a can of soup
>>7152028
>~>
>>7152107
Just put some kind of spread on bread
>>7152105
>tfw this question will never end
besides, i can want to deflower someone while still loving someone else, dummy
>>7152111
wha
>>7152113
you look fine, dumbass. just lose weight before you have an aorta burst. i've been telling you this for years.
>>7152115
i'm not the only one who asks, i just like when the two of you cute post together, and you seem like a good pairing, idk. I haven't seen mercury in a few days, so I wasn't sure if you were lovers again or not.
does she have a nice ass? i asked her for a pic and she wont deliver
>>7152120
her ass is super cute.
>>7152119
Stop this hugboxing
>>7152124
pic pls. I need it. for reasons.
is she also fat and flatchested, or is that made up too?
>>7152128
I would never treat nep harshly
wyd
>>7152126
i don't have any photos and even if i did i wouldn't share, that wouldnt be nice
she is actually super thin, idk who told you she was fat
The closer I get to full-time, the more dysphoric I get ;_;
>>7152135
she says that she fat all the time; she said she was going to purge or something last week.
>>7152138
this is normal. only thing that fixes it is time
Honey, I'm home!
>>7152141
she must have an eating disorder then.
>>7152146
>doesnt know if her gf has an eating disorder or not
smhfam
>>7152134
why don't you wear sexy lingerie anymore
lazy!
>ywn release a solo metal album
Feels pretty bad
>>7152145
Welcome home
>>7152149
you mean during my shows? cause it's not comfy lol
>>7152151
Thanks Jin
>>7152134
Why didn't estrogen work on my face?
Why are girls who started 5-7 month after me being forced out of the closet while I had to claw my way out?
Was I meant to transition?
Are the dirty looks ppl give me when I wear a hoodie and jeans with no makeup validated?
Should I just spare myself the trouble of more money wasted on something that hasn't worked after two years?
>tfw self hatey mood
i kinda just wanna isolate myself
and i just
have no future
and
idk
im a waste of resources and everyone's time
>>7152156
iktf
>>7152134
Contemplating on ending my life
>>7152151
Why not?
>>7152161
Planning is better than contemplation
>>7152156
no you aren't
>>7152152
don't make me spank you
should i kill myself this winter? I don't ....this isn;t what I want anymore. This isn't even working.
>>7152156
You're gonna be a pretty wife. With big tits! And lots of love all the time so you never feel like this. I believe it so!
>>7152156
You have plenty of future, and you're not a waste of time or resources. Don't let your mood bully you into thinking otherwise.
>>7152155
wait what lol
i thought you said you didn't care about presentation and all that stuff anyways and that you were just bothered by some vellus hairs :/
what's up?
>>7152161
why?
>>7152162
luv u quiddy
>>7152167
do it
>>7152164
I already have my plan
>>7152169
did I not walk into this feeling of november alone?
>>7152171
hey snick i was thinking maybe we should get you a night light to help protect you from the monsters
>>7152175
only your butt can save me
>>7152085
I would never be that lewd but I totally have dibs
>>7152177
>I became lazy and let my guitar playing rot away.
Shit, I should practice bass tonight.
i cant seem tot alk without being annoying or saying something stupid and making myself a retard
im needy and helpless and i dont know how im going to progress in life
transition is one thing
working my shitty job is isn't much either
once im further along in transition
ill still be a fast food associate
with trainer certification but
like
if i had been better i'd be a manager
maybe i'd have friends
i could handle college
but right now im just
not going anywhere
i know im not gonna succeed in college, i havent the last 3 times i tried
i really dont know what the fuck to do
>>7152175
I'll do it you slut
>>7152180
I'm not scared of monsters
it's just when I watch scary things
>>7152169
yes you should.
>>7152181
>>7152188
lmao stfu!!
>>7152187
you're just in a rough patch rn and it's ok to feel bad about where you're at and stuff.
but keep in mind you're progressing in your transition stuff and once it's over with you'll be in a better place just in general.
things aren't gonna stay this way forever and new opportunities arise the further you move in life. you just gotta keep that in mind.
>>7152175
>i thought you said you didn't care about presentation and all that stuff anyways and that you were just bothered by some vellus hairs :/
maybe she was lying, just like Faye, and all the other people who bullshit that they're non-binary
>>7152195
butt
>>7152187
>i cant seem tot alk without being annoying or saying something stupid and making myself a retard
Anxiety
>im needy and helpless and i dont know how im going to progress in life
Think about what you want to do then make a plan.
>working my shitty job is isn't much either
It's a foothold for now.
>once im further along in transition
>ill still be a fast food associate
>with trainer certification but
>like
>if i had been better i'd be a manager
>maybe i'd have friends
Being a manager wouldn't get you friends.
>i could handle college
You can handle it now or work up to handling it.
>but right now im just
>not going anywhere
>i know im not gonna succeed in college, i havent the last 3 times i tried
Fourth time lucky.
>i really dont know what the fuck to do
Keep trying and try harder, because you can do it.
>>7152189
yeah we'll get you a night light and you can just use it for when you watch scary things too close to bedtime
>Tfw you go outside in cute clothes and constantly steal people's jackets
>>7152201
f-fine
I'm cute
unsee.
cc/tusonera/
>>7152192
edgy.
>>7152202
cheeks of the fleshy variety
>>7151969
Swap?
>>7152175
Nothing to live for
>>7152207
>unsee.
>cc/tusonera/
bae u always been cute
>>7152169
I was going to kill myself on tuesday because family drama but I am trying to stick to the 3rd of January if I don't get a job by then
I doubt I will get a job by then, its 3:30pm and I haven't gotten a phonecall from the interview I went to yesterday so I guess I didn't get it
>>7152169
It's not time yet, we have a few years to go.
>>7152209
the ones on my face? i got hella high cheekbones desu.
>>7152214
live for yourself.
>>7152196
I am non binary
>>7152203
A guy let me wear his hoodie recently. :>
Did /tlg/ died?
>>7152219
you aren't non binary you are just scared to present
>>7152224
It's basically been reabsorbed into this.
>>7152218
no I mean your tailfeather
>>7152224
Been dead for a while, hasn't it? Was there a revival?
>>7152225
why does it matter tho lol
>>7152227
but i don't have feathers, i'm not a bird. i thought you said fleshy cheeks...
>>7152226
why would it be reabsorbed into this?
it split from lesgen, not mtfg
and in theory, the split was caused by cisbians, so in theory tlg was the successor to lesgen (and cis lesgen was just a splinter general)
Hi, I recently began my transition after a long time of repressing and /mtfg/ helped me a lot with that. I really appreciate this place despite it being mostly shitposts. It's been my refuge the past year from judging myself and feeling like a total outcast.
Lately that's changed, /mtfg/ has become pretty uncomfortable for me and I don't feel like any less of a freak while posting here.
So I was wondering if any other active trans communities exist like /mtfg/? Something to fill the void at least until this place gets better again.
>>7152230
your glazed hamhams
>>7152233
What's uncomfortable about it?
>>7152233
go onto the irc
they have pretty good mods
>>7152233
kill yourself
>>7152237
most people here are male or present as male and are doing nothing with their lives.
>>7152232
>I don't want negative attention and want to keep my male privilege
thats bullshit
you are scared of being hit on by boys
>"[my university] prides itself on being a safe place. For this reason, the following are prohibited on campus: Firearms, knives of any kind (including Swiss army knives), nonlethal electrical weapons (Tasers, etc.), and bludgeoning objects (hammers, keychain batons, etc.)"
>literally two armed robberies and one attempted rape in the past week
>"[university] Police Bulletin [a few days ago]: Armed Robbery reported on campus. Student opened dorm building door for friends, was pulled out by 3 males described as 'Hispanic-looking' and robbed at knifepoint for his iPhone 6. Suspects fled in a grey sedan."
>[university] Police Bulletin 11/01/16: Student robbed while walking across campus at 9 PM. Suspects are two black males and one male in a clown mask who 'appeared black as well.' First suspect put student into a headlock after rushing him from behind and suspect in clown mask demanded his wallet and phone at knifepoint. Suspects fled in the direction of [adjacent street]"
>in March, a student employee assaulted a Jewish student for having dreadlocks
>Black Lives Matter affiliated students on campus held a protest claiming she was the victim of a "racist assault"
>last semester, a Jewish student organization had a meeting with the mayor of Jerusalem disrupted by Palestinian-supporting students known on campus for having a former club president who bragged about wanting to stab Israeli soldiers, for having a club advisor who has been investigated for donating money to an organization with connections to Hamas, and for defining "colonizers" as "white people, specifically" and then displaying a poster that read "all my heroes kill colonizers"
>the clincher line shouted when the Jewish students asked them to please leave and stop shouting racial slurs at them: "People of color can't be racist, you scheming fucking kike!"
>multiple sexual assaults reported since the semester has started
>tfw live in California, so concealed carry not an option
Fuck this, I'm transferring.
>>7152240
Fair enough
>>7152242
I'd say it's about time you make Black Lives Matter go Black Lives Splatter.
>>7152237
I just don't like how much attention is being given to a cis girl here, half of every thread is about her it feels like.
I judge myself about cis girls hard and they ruin my mood, a lot. This place used to be somewhere I can go to avoid that.
>>7152233
honestly? not really. this place has become pretty awful the last year or two.
>>7152236
what's a glazed hamham
>>7152242
What I mean is, they were complaining that the student employee was a victim of a racist assault, not the Jewish student who was actually shoved and grabbed.
>>7152248
I think she might be gone in the future though.
>>7152249
your rump roast! ugh!
>>7152248
Chara is gone now
>>7152253
just like the time quid says she was gone? lol
>>7152248
Congratulations on giving attention to her, but don't worry- she's not cis. You're just dumb.
>>7152175
Too much to type.
My face as usual.
The feels get worse every time.
Overly tired of the way strangers and acquaintances treat me b/c of my face.
Internalizing it is getting too easy and being stealth is a pipe dream.
I'm miserable going to work "as a girl"
They all treat me like a gay man.
I honestly can't wait to present male in a new job that never seems to come
>tfw platonic choking
>>7152255
I'm almost never wrong
>>7152263
I just went from suicidal to meeting this girl
https://soundcloud.com/brittanykoff
and starting a band maybe with her reallly soon. My music is fake and disgraceful compared to this. But I do have about an album prepped now that I'll be able to keep up with for sure.
holy fuck this stuff is dope as hell.
Why is this girl real and im just not.
>>7152266
WHY 4CHAN?! WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS?! It keeps responding to the wrong stuff.
>>7152266
Hey, joining a band is really cool. Especially if you're the worst musician in it, because then you have an incentive to get better.
>>7152265
no, that makes me fluttery not scared
>>7152267
>I want to fuck girls though, Girls like boys, even gay girls tend to like butch girls
you want to fuck both and that scares you
you are afraid that if you were to present female a boy would hit on you and you would find yourself in a trance unable to say no
>>7152269
idk some drama shit happened so I'm guessing they'll be gone.
But if you want to find a place like mtfg you could go to the IRC.
>>7152270
The thing is - my lyrics are actually way dope. I'm having a lot of memory problems from haldol and zyprexia and attivan mixture. Could last a while but when it's back I will kill it again. I rap reallly well. I just can't make beats i don't have music theory like this girl.
>>7152266
Sometimes it upsets me how unknown good stuff is.
>>7152247
Yeah, really. I'm nonviolent, though (I'm Christian). I don't ever want to hurt someone, but I will do what I have to in self defense and I have no problem preparing myself for the eventuality. I've never mistreated anybody on the basis of their race here, but I regularly get called a cracker, a white bitch, and a white skank (which makes no sense because I dress modestly), among other things. I've heard people refer to whites, Jews, and patriotic pro-gun Asian folks (who there are a lot of here, which is fun) as "the monster we're forced to live with." I was called a racist because I was walking to class eating a granola bar and stopped to ask what the commotion was in the quad. Turns out it was a hunger strike, so I'm a racist for eating a granola bar on my way to calculus. Honestly, I just want the black trash to leave. Asians, whites, and Latinos all acknowledge that we have trash. Asians acknowledge that some Asian folks are sleazy, Latinos acknowledge that some Latinos are shitstain gangbangers, and whites acknowledge that we've got inbred, meth-smoking trailer trash. But the black community doesn't acknowledge their trash. A black teenager in my city stabbed a homeless man to death and then was shot when he charged at the first officer on the scene with a kitchen knife. There was a protest and people tried to get the cop fired. I have transfer papers out already, and if I get accepted then I will be in an Asian majority neighborhood in a city 600 miles south and studying on a campus that is actually safe. I'm worried about the desert heat, but at least I won't have to hold my Spyderco in my hoodie pocket for fear of being sexually assaulted or robbed walking home from class.
>>7152269
I know a lot of things i should not know
>>7152278
If I had that talent I would market it and not get a college degree. For sure. I actually know how to advertise. I'm not getting into bed with this lesbian, but fuck I am going to get in business. She's a master student doing FTM speech pathology (isnt trans)
>>7152279
Jesus
Your country is fucked
>>7152274
I rarely say no to anyone >.>
>>7152281
Share your wisdoms
>>7152267
>This place was pretty much complete trash for a 4chan board, it's nice and cozy now, but everyone will always think it's worse then when their specific group of friends were into it
if you can't see the obvious changes and decline in quality even from 2015 to 2016, you're a fool
>>7152284
its amazing how I can read you like a book
you
>>7152284
Oh, you don't like boys? Im sorry for hitting on you Faye, I don't mean to scare you!
>>7152284
Welp
:^[
>>7152283
I live in San Francisco. I want to move to Salt Lake City, but for now I can only afford in-state tuition, so I'm planning on moving south to San Diego next summer. I just know I'll be safer in a neighborhood where rioters will be kept away by Korean men with Mossberg 500s.
>>7152285
knowledge crowns those who seek her
>>7152286
If you don't know that /mtfg/'s quality has always been exactly shitty as you think it is now, you're a newfag.
>>7152252
i don't cook idk
>>7152262
why do you care what other people think tho?
>>7152267
basically this >>7152286
>>7152291
But I found you *,*
>>7152290
God I really hope nothing like that happens to Melbourne ;__;
>>7152294
What do you want to know?
>>7152292
This. I was here when this board first started and we've always been bad. Just be thankful that PotC only pops in occasionally now. The only good boards on this site are /an/ and /jp/.
>>7152273
Spoopy. And yet cis lesgen still exists. I'm sure /tlg/ was always more active, though.
>>7152293
Because I have to make a living.
In the real world
Away from a computer screen
Where opinions come in words and scowls, not just texts.
Living in that environment day by day by day by day.... Esp when you've no self confidence to start with... Kinda fucks you up when nobody had anything nice to say to you/about you other than, "oh, he's nice"
>>7152299
What's atopping Chara and how did this place changed over the years/how was it at the beginning?
>>7152295
If you don't mind me doing so, I could include a prayer for your city's safety in my nightly prayer tonight. I know some people don't like it when you pray for them, so it's okay if you don't want me to.
>>7152297
I groan when people have been here like 6 months and thing they're oldfags and want to harken back to the "old days" that werent even a year ago. Its always been like this.
>>7152300
Well, to be fair, we have Kayla now.
>>7152253
Explain, she's been ruining these threads for me too
Does it count as a failed boymode if only one person in the room thought you were a girl?
>>7152297
i meant that i'm agreeing with you.
there has always been drama, but the general discourse has changed drastically, and the percentage of full timers has dropped tremendously.
that has created a cesspool of a general that fantasizes about the possibility of living as a woman, but that is tormented by a lack of such.
the demographic has changed to such a broad extent that even the trolls are bitter mtf's who don't live as women and feel suicidal.
it's gotten really, really bad. there has always been shit within the community and there always will be, but it has outweighed every positive and caused most to leave for that reason. that is a blatantly obvious fact and it isn't up for debate.
>>7152304
i understand the former, but i guess i didn't realize that you lacked confidence to that degree, and that it had taken such a toll.
i'm sorry :/ i mean would presenting as more traditionally male make you happier?
>>7152302
/tlg/ was super active. I used to post there exclusively because /mtfg/ used to have even more drama than it does now, with people threatening suicide over Internet friendships like they were furries posting on Gaia circa 2006. Whatever happened to /tlg/? I stopped coming here for a few months after a relative died, and when I came back it was gone.
>>7152312
yeah :3
>>7152308
Kayla is nowhere near as bad as PotC. She makes pointless drama from time to time, but nothing can top the awful posts from PotC. It was like we had a feminist Chris-Chan.
>tfw used to really really love Ghost in the Shell without making the connection between it and me being trans
The meme is real.
>>7152307
I'm not religious or anything but that's pretty thoughtful so go ahead :)
>>7152306
The only thing that has changed is yourself.
>>7152309
She is going to a psych ward in 3 days
>>7152313
Wait, most of the people here aren't even full time or transitioning? I was always under the impression that everyone else here was actively working on their transitions just like I've been.
>>7152313
I can handle being destroyed on the inside if it means I Dont have to be destroyed on the outside by onlookers as well.
It won't make me happier... It just alleviates being treated like garbage & feeling like "presenting as female" is a costume when everyone who meets me sees me as male anyways.
I suppose I won't have to internalize as much about being a failed female. At the same time, I'm terrified of what it will do to my psyche down the road...
>>7152318
I heard chris-chan will post on here sometimes, but I think it was just people trying to scare me.
PotC might have been ugly and annoying but atleast she like, was arguing for something good. All Kayla does is whine and cry and then attack other transgirls, she really is a cancer. PotC was fun to bully, at least.
>>7152324
>She is going to a psych ward in 3 days
lmao, nice
>>7152319
So are you
:^]
You like girls tho, anyways. Its cool.
>>7152315
whoo-hoo
>>7152324
Booring.
Oh for killing her cat?
And they allowed phones in the psych ward I were put in.
>>7152314
It's weird, and cis lesgen is still here when it used to always hover around page 10. Maybe they all turned cis.
>>7152320
Somebody post the millennial tranny starter kit.
aaah... its been nearly 4 years since i last went swimming :/ i used to really like it but once i started transition i stopped cuz i was so uncomfortable with my body. really hope i can again when i have srs
>>7152332
It's for a variety of problems
>>7152325
the people actively working on their transitions are the minority in these threads lately. that's why these threads are the way they are.
people who attempt to be positive about their transitions in their early stages are also insulted, and torn down a peg nonstop by trolls, so.
this place is very toxic lately. i think it's comical that anyone would attempt to say this is how it's always been because that's far from the truth.
>>7152327
i mean honestly transition is a treatment approach for gender dysphoria, it's not a cure, and it doesn't always alleviate said dysphoria.
that's why the rate of suicide is about the same if not higher post-SRS and such. you need to find a way to live with yourself regardless of what that means as long as it keeps you alive and well.
>>7152325
You have to context it with you have to look beautiful and be stealth for doll to see you as a woman, she's been pulling the same stuff for years
>>7152325
Lets find out:
http://strawpoll.de/w87wrg6
>>7152337
Is she suicidal?
>>7152342
Hopefully, but she also killed her cat and is a psychopath.
>>7152308
i've been here since october 2013. so I am an oldfag moap. fuck off.
and Kayla has been around practically from jump ship, she came from /cd/ like most people here, she just wasn't a regular here until last year.
>>7152313
>i meant that i'm agreeing with you.
oh, okay thanks. Yeah, there has always been drama and bullshit, but in the past the drama was at least decent and not retarded bullshit. Now, the threads are always cancer, half the posts are avatar fagging, almost no one is fulltime, alot aren't even on hrt. and theres no helping one another either, and thats the worst part.
>>7152334
I'm not really limiting it though, I actively get gendered, I did voice therapy, I've gotten more laser, I dropped a bunch of weight and expanded my wardrobe and got a girlier haircut and started getting regular manis and eyebrows in the last couple months
I'm just not getting surgery