dont delete thread please edition
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• this isn't a bully thread
• Kayla tomato princess
• Kiwi sandwich princess
• elanna is perfect
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>>7138272 (Cross-thread)
First for kys hanna
First for cute justice
>>7139030
>• this isn't a bully thread
i can't help it though
First for please use my thread and I won't delete it
At least go back to it after this ones hits bump limit and it's too late to delete mine
Don't ruin my rare good day ;_;
>>7139067
I shit on your day
>>7139067
Uhh why did you post a shitty pol troll thread then? Better luck next time, sorry :/
>tfw alone
>>7139083
Eh? It's a reference to a /g/ general.
Buying cheap stuff from banggood and aliexpress and stuff.
Smiles a cute.
Oryx a cute.
Isla a cutest.
>>7139090
>constantly posts and complains about being alone
>has cushy job
Either fucking man up and get a girlfriend, go cry to your nigger, or quit posting about it. Fucking filtered.
>>7139030
>tfw no halloweeen plans
Current feels
>Dildo is supposed to get here tomorrow and I have tomorrow off.
omfg
aesthetic
i went on a walk and it really hurt my hips but it was nice to walk ><
>>7139130
wtf
>>7139765
also this is my backyard
but this was right before the walk lol
>>7139765
How old are you?
>>7139765
Deal with it.
>>7139794
well
I guess I *am* a cute.
>>7139799
And don't you forget it!
>>7139833
I don't plan on it ngl
Who /cornflakes/ here?
https://imgur.com/a/YXGVC
what is this
>>7139903
my p*ssy
>>7139903
it's NSFW, sënpai
>>7139939
It's not safe for a lot more than work.
Tranny investigation team pls help me find info about this number. It's probably a burner but I was robbed at work tonight.
>>7140005
just google it. Looks like a private line number. I see it comes up registered in both IL and DE.
you are gay.
>>7139859
Cornflakes are the best cereal.
>>7140108
Yeah, it's pretty gay to like dick. What else is new?
>>7140005
>>7140108
me2
>>7139903
>what is this
KUNAI WITH CHAIN!
>https://youtu.be/kU5KxBYYneA
>>7140005
>>7140143
And some more details. Do you know this person?
$60 well spent, haha.
>>7140148
no. i literally only delivered a pizza to them?
>>7140184
War strengthens the capitalist economy. Of course people want war.
>>7140186
there's a total of 33 vertebrae in the human body; 4 of them are commonly fused together, but the rest are separated by cartilage, ligaments and muscles.
>>7140191
awh ;___;
I just didn't like being called a faggot, so I repressed for 5 years.
>>7140169
I want the witch skin
>>7139765
With $4,000,000 you could afford one of those fancy Japanese exoskeletons.
phenminine phallus
Which other boards do you all browse?
>>7140213
Not nuclear war... Regular war, sure, but nuclear war would just destroy everything. Can't have wage-slaves to run your factories if they're all dead.
>>7140207
yeah
I am taking three classes three days a week
barely passing, barely motivated, just want to lie around and do nothing most days
I can't afford it either...which means if I want to continue I am gonna have to get a job as well.
sigh
i am the sandwich princess
>>7140227
/sci/
>>7140227
/pol/, /int/, /vg/ and /his/.
Sometimes /c/ for my cute Tomoko pics
>>7140227
cgl v lgbt d
>>7140227
/k/ and /int/ mostly.
>>7140230
Now I'm hungry ._.
>>7140229
please do not commit snickercide, we have already lost one trip this week
>>7140240
wait who wtf
>>7140240
We lost a trip? D:
>>7140246
Rumours are about basic
>>7140239
same desu
>>7140240
still haven't heard from basic, right?
where does she live? someone should call the cops and file a missing persons report
>>7140248
What no...
<3 basic
:'(
>>7140213
>there's a total of 33 vertebrae in the human body; 4 of them are commonly fused together, but the rest are separated by cartilage, ligaments and muscles.
Yeah, but 3" still seems like a lot for your spine to compress by and still be functional, unless your vertebrae were extremely far apart to begin with.
>>7140239
>tfw laundry and cleaning keeps your mind off the dread of reality and the hopelessness of everything
>>7140227
/trash/
/g/
/sp/
/co/ when SU isn't on hiatus
>>7139090
>tfw iktf
>>7140248
w-what? ;_;
>>7140248
It's not true.
It's not.
I love you I love you I love you I love you please don't kys
>>7140263
oke sorry
>>7140260
s-she is fine I'm sure
>>7140264
Iktf :(
>>7140264
too late i'm bleeding out
>>7140256
>Here's your punishment!!
>Olivers!!!
This always makes giggle like an idiot.
google pathological lying
>>7140253
an 8th of an inch at 24 places is three inches total
>>7140265
thank you
want to hugg a snick snick
The best part about being a femboy and not a tranny is that you can have your big masc bf suck your gt with no inhibitions.
>>7140248
Oh god. Please no.
>>7140248
She said she was playing at like, 4 different gigs this weekend, so she's probably just been too busy to post here.
>>7140277
What about it?
>>7140265
/sci/ is shit but /pol/? C'mon.
this is the last post basic ever made on MTFG
i hope you ended things well with her on good terms
>>7140288
RIP IN TOMATOES BASIC
>>7140292
Share your wisdom pls
>>7140297
Just google it and you'll see what she meant.
>>7140277
lmao
isnt that what syndie does?
>>7140288
Maybe she met a cute boyfriend while walking home and they ran away together and are super happy forever.
>>7140301
Why do you hate on Syndie?
>>7140300
Something about lying to decorate your personality and stuff pops up on Wikipedia...
Now what?
>>7140297
>>7140311
This is what came up for me
>>7140310
I dont I just wish people would stop taking her lies seriously
wew
>>7140278
Ehh, I guess.
Seeing all the hon memes about how your feet can shrink a full 2+ shoe sizes makes me reluctant to believe that hrt can make someone significantly shorter, but idk, maybe it's possible.
>>7140315
>using google chrome
>adblockplus
just b urself bro
Do you think Basic found some information that could lead to Hillary's arrest?
>>7140288
RIP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKtq-bZgS8I
>>7140229
I'm kind of in the same position except for that I'm in community college and I'm living at home and parents provide for me and stuff, so i guess it's a bit better, but I still hate it. I'm only taking three classes and I'm failing two of them and really just have no motivation to do much of anything, and am also becoming more and more of a hikki. Considering ending it in Jan/Feb if nothing improves.
>>7140303
She wouldn't do that, because then she would have to leave her cute fiancée.
>>7140253
Cartilage thickness does change during transition if you are young enough. Women typically have thinner cartilage between the bones than men do.
>>7140322
So judgemental
>>7140332
that is literally me
down to a t
>>7140315
Mh
Didn't show that to me not even on Google images.
Maybe it's true that you get results based on your bubble.
>>7140317
How do you know they're lies though?
>>7140339
Maybe it's your region
Try using Australian google
www.google.com.au
>>7140336
I wish I could say something... but I really have nothing. You're cuter than me at least.
>>7140339
its wikipedia
>>7140331
>In Ireland?
they have agents everywhere
>>7140332
I only visited high school. Don't feel so bad about yourself. There are always people above or below you.
>>7140347
I know
>>7140349
It's not
What do you all think of this article?
http://thefederalist.com/2016/07/07/evidence-the-transgender-suicide-rate-isnt-due-to-discrimination/
Are we really mentally ill?
>two women complimented my eyebrows in two days
feels goooooood
>>7140348
I just don't know what to do
>>7140354
hm? I'm a high school dropout though anon, I don't even have a high school diploma.
>>7140355
>Are we really mentally ill?
>>7140355
I want to be a girl even tho I was born a boy
that's some kind of mental illness
even if the treatment is to try and be as much a girl as possible
>>7140352
>>7140347
>>7140354
well using tor browser
tho i use chrome and it showed up the same too
>>7140355
yes.
isnt this obvious
>>7140355
>Crippling dysphoria
>Constant self-hate
>Permanent body incongruity
>Inability to like your appearance
gee, I fucking wonder why trannies are killing themselves.
>>7140132
Nah, hon is cool wth me. :3
I think Donald Cuck will lose, but not ny much. It might be a repeat of the 2000 elections, but now that that Scalia moron is gone, it'll likely go to Hillary
I'm SJW and I must follow the warrior's path, to live according to your ideals even when they are hard or not popular.
>>7140135
Osteoporosis ftw!
>>7140136
>Write in
>Bernie
Lol
>>7140132
>Implying tic tacs aren't code eord for viagra.
>Implying Donald Cuck's ex wives and wife don't get serviced regularly by fit latino and black workmen while Donald Cuck goes golfing and bankrupting his businesses and this is the excat reason why Donald Cuck hates Latinos and Blacks.
>>7140159
Actually that plus her history of service does make her the best candidate.
>Inb4 bengazi and the million mails.
>>7140174
>Nuclear war meme
Alex Jones, gtfo of my mtfg!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkCMIKiybuY
>>7140360
meh, you're cute and smart
i know it's not advice or anything, but it's reason enough to keep going for the time being
we need to find a way to give snickerdoodle's life meaning again
>>7140377
that screenshot
is not from chrome
its from tor browser
you realize that is not a customized search at all
i even put up a vpn while doing that
>>7140372
>her history of service
you mean Libya, Syria, the creation of ISIS?
>>7140229
>tfw this is you plus 1 class
desu if i didn't have fafsa i'd be fucked lmao
>>7140382
why are you using tor and a VPN
are you looking at things you shouldn't be looking at, young lady
>>7140379
>we need to find a way to give snickerdoodle's life meaning again
I just feel like a failure with whatever I try
>>7140391
same
>>7140391
>I just feel like a failure with whatever I try
everyone fails until they succeed, don't be too despondent
you're young, you can still afford to fail a few more times
>>7140361
>You'll probably be roughly the same number in women's as you are in men's (I think).
I would love so much for that to be true.
If it were, then I would actually be able to find cute girl-shoes in irl stores.
>>7140352
i love you please be my gf
>>7140387
no i did that specifically to prove that it was a search without like
targeted research
>>7140394
at my house in a few days
>>7140355
Within the first few paragraphs I can see the BS starting. Chelsea Manning has had significant discrimination against her while in prison. First reason is also BS. The American Psychological Association has determined being transgender is a condition of birth, not a mental illness. Also the studies in Europe of young transitioners shows that they can have normal lives when transition happens at a young age. The comparisons to blacks and other racial groups is an apples to oranges comparison so not valid.
spoke to my dr friday. she says i need 200mg spiro and 4mg estrogen because i'm 6'2" 300+ lbs. (pills)
are hormones defective based on weight? or is my doc really a quack?
>>7140398
are you trying to say we should become nazis anon?
>>7140401
Sorry anon, I'm just not ready for a relationship ;_;
>>7140405
everything has less effect on you if you weigh more
>>7140383
>Tfw alex jones refuses to back down on .ade up stories and doesn't acknowledge Hillary's role in service in the presidencies of Bill Clinton and Barack Obama, the best US presidents of the US modern era.
>>7140405
thats the standard starting dose
she will monitor your levels and adjust accordingly
>>7140410
not acid, lmao
>>7140406
no, that's mean
>>7140391
What is a "Snickerdoodle" anyhow, is it like a "Rigmarole"?
>>7139700
Deliver pics plz
So for all you m to fers, what do you think of your cock? Cause I like cute fem boys and I like seeing a little cock that can't get hard, maybe I'll tie up the balls or slap them around a bit, or just grab your junk tightly in my hand. is that cool, or do you prefer to pretend that your dick doesn't exist?
>>7140404
>they can have normal lives when transition happens at a young age
>when transition happens at a young age
>young age
>>7140419
it's a type of cookie
>>7140419
it's a type of cookie
>>7140383
ISIS is more a creation of Bush II's policies in the mid east than Hillary. Libya, Syria were bombs already primed to go off. BTW, our involvement in Libya was exactly what was requested by the UN. Just air support. Local rebels did the groundwork.
>>7140402
Tor isn't a VPN.
I got asked out for a date by a cute boy!
^~^
>>7140414
most people i see have spiro 100mg 2x day and estradiol 1mg 2x day
>>7140410
Cancer doesn't.
Oh wait, it does!
>>7140429
I have a VPN service on top of Tor, anon.
>>7140227
/mu/
i'm not that cultured, go there just in case there's something i'm interested in
>>7140411
>.ade up stories
keep telling yourself that, she was secretary of state and singlehandedly spearheaded Libya
>>7140355
you likely are
>>7140400
iirc, there's 4 bones for each toe in your foot, plus your heel. That makes 5 gaps between the bones that line directly from the back of your heel and the front of your big toe
In order for me to go from a woman's 10.5 (men's 9.5) to a woman's 9.5, my foot would have to shrink from 10 1/2" to 10 3/16"; 5/16 of an inch. So if the gap between each bone shortens by just a 16th of an inch, I'll be a full shoe size down.
Math is great.
>>7140227
this is my first time here, but I mostly use /b/ and /d/
>>7140431
>estradiol 1mg 2x day
I'm pretty sure estradiol only comes in the 2mg tabs, so that's impossible.
>>7140439
>/b/
I meant /v/ fuck me...
>>7140398
>try college after hs
>drop out cuz tranny feels and anxiety
>get a minimum wage job
>work for a year
>start to feel drained and stuck
>feels like that's all I will ever be good for if I don't go back to school
>reapply to community college
>start feeling depressed, can't handle the pressure
I should just run away
I couldn't bare to live with my parents if I dropped out again
>>7140420
Tbqh, is a bit complicated. I don't really mind using it that much as long as I don't have to penetrate anyone, but it creeps me out when guys are really fixated on my dick.
>>7140434
Why and how?
>>7140430
this news makes me happy
where is he taking you?
>>7140440
>>7140442
Where do you live snickerdoodle?
>>7140446
I had my reasons.
An independent separate service.
>>7140440
you'd be wrong
i don't know about other brands but estrace comes in 0.5, 1 and 2mg pills
tfw u love ur gf
>>7140445
absolutely amazing, probably my favorite cookie
>>7140422
Yes, and it is able possible for older transitioners to also have normal lives, but it is harder.
>>7140442
Get into therapy and on antidepressants for your depression. Work hard in your classes so you have a chance at that better life. Life isn't easy. God knows mine has been hard enough, yet I'm still trying.
>>7140442
Are you me?
(You)
>>7140452
Your traffic could be logged anyway tho.
Did you rent a server or paid something like hide.me
>>7140458
Other girl that's in the same situation, I'm medication and go to therapy, neither works.
>>7140461
No.
>>7140460
Free (you)s for everyone ^o^
>>7140444
Well I certainly wouldn't be fixated on it but I like some mild bondage to remind you you're my bitch. Tell you how pathetic it is, that you shouldn't even have it? Yes/no?
>>7140409
YES YOU ARE
I want to play with your feminine penis
>>7140461
sell cute
>>7140434
That's because you post your underage topless pics! :P
>>7140436
>Us gvnment kills Bin Laden under hillary secretary of state.
Obama or Hillary had nothing to do with that! It was the .ight of the armed forces and non partisan civil servants!
>Us Government fails to asses correctly the risks of civil war/uprising in Libya
Hillary did it! She singlehandedly spearheaded this!
I bet this is how your brain works, amirite?
>>7140470
hot
but I'm uggo tho
>>7140470
chaser get out REEEEE
>>7140469
Lmao, that actually totally turns me on.
>>7140474
ah, I'm California, so no fun meetups or suicide pacts I guess.
>tfw you think about suicide so much it feels normal
>>7140480
does it count as a chaser if im mtf too?
>>7140474
They have their fruits, you just gotta try.
>>7140411
>Bill Clinton, the best US president of the US modern era.
don't make me laugh
>Barack Obama
yes actually, Obama is the greatest president we have had in a long time
all of the 'evil' of his government can be directly traced to the Clintons and their supporters
>>7140483
>>7140439
>/b/
Do you like fluffy pony threads?
>>7140490
read my reply, it was a typo. I meant /v/
>>7140485
yes the most successful chasers are mtf in fact. it's the perfect cover (I know bc I'm a gay boy that took hrt to chase boydick better)
anyone here inject progesterone? best places to inject? anyone try pectoral muscles?
>>7140458
Transitioning hasn't made my life harder, quite the opposite, actually.
>>7140488
>all of the 'evil' of his government can be directly traced to the Clintons and their supporters
but there's so many of them. How do we know which is the most evil?
>>7140492
>checks keyboard
excuse seems valid to me
>>7140457
I'll be in the US on November, will try!
>>7140489
Hi square, I'm a retarded pos.
>>7140491
Eh how did you get a VPN then.
>>7140437
>>7140447
But do you know how big the "gaps" are normally? Because depending on that, a 16th of an inch could still be a lot to change by.
I sincerely hope you're right, and that I can lose a few inches of height and a shoe size or two, but I'm certainly not gonna count on it.
>>7140498
hi
>>7140496
>but there's so many of them. How do we know which is the most evil?
it doesn't matter anymore because they will all be in jail soon
>>7140481
Awesome :3. There's nothing id like more than a smooth femboy with a disabled, shaved cock for me to punish. I mean I'm just gonna slap it around, squeeze your balls tight and then fuck your ass in a skirt. Just normal stuff.
You do still shave them, right?
>tfw sick and you have to be sober
>>7140493
i didn't like that show did ut get better later on
>>7140505
hi
>>7140507
good
>>7140488
From a French perspective, Carter was the only good potus in recent times...
>>7140513
>Lmao, only if you're a selfmedder who does zero research. Thats the final dose for most people.
hence the adjust up or down
>>7140498
Through a friends personal VPN.
>>7140513
im on 8mg wtf
>>7140514
hello
I've only been able to admit to myself I'm trans this year because I'm finally starting to become independent from my shit family.
Does transitioning ever stop feeling scary?
>>7140468
Gimme
>>7140491
! Eas koking, you know, right?
>>7140492
>/v/
Yuck! Eorse thsn /b/ i hope you like OW because girls are obsessed with it here.
>>7140495
>Tfw want a french vavation with CFH drinking wine snd eating cheese abd having akward cultural conversatioms and having CFH wanting you to leave her house
Sorry I come off so snide, it just really annoys me how many people mislead others based on random shit they've heard from other people making guesses and not looking anything up.
>>7140494
>anyone try pectoral muscles?
you'd probably end up injecting it into breast tissue lmao
>>7140499
I really don't know, but judging on how HRT has affected the cartilage of my nose thus far, I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that HRT will reduce the gaps.
>>7140504
>soon
yeah, especially when clinton has such a joke of an opponent that people are willing to vote for her just to keep the clown out of office.
>>7140515
It's a pretty standard dosage of Spiro, but the E dosage could probably go up a little bit. Usually ranges from 4 mg to 8 mg.
>>7139765
you got a purdy mouth
>>7140472
>We haven't decided yet we're still planning and he doesn't know my part of the city that well so we'll probably just go to a park and then one of the restaurants in the area
good job, just remember to have fun and nothing more than kissing on the first date
just ordered delivery thai food and now my day feels so much better
>>7140464
Are you trying to work with your therapist. Another thing is you may need a different medication or different therapist. Therapists are not interchangeable even if they have the same credentials and areas of specialty. Their personalities alone can make of break your ability to work with them.
>>7140474
if you don't try, then you will be in that pit of despair. Only you can climb out of it. Nobody can lift you out. Therapy and antidepressants can help make the climb out easier.
>>7140475
>Obama or Hillary had nothing to do with that! It was the .ight of the armed forces and non partisan civil servants!
Now apply that same logic to Syria, Libia, and ISIS. Shoots blood big holes in the reasons for disliking Hillary.
>>7140488
I bet you think that W and Reagan were the best, right?
Anyone doing anything fun for Halloween? I'm not really, but I hope some of you are.
>>7140520
depends on which part you're scared about i guess
i used to be scared of hormones but now i'm taking them everyday with joy
>>7140494
if you have to inject intramuscular the hip is always the recommended place, least painful and easiest. fat is always the tummy, theyre the standard because theyre easy and less painful
>>7140533
i went to a rave, it was ok
Tell me how to selfmed progynova and cypro.
Heard that you start with 50mg cypro lowering dosage to 25 after a month.
Not sure about progynova since some people say it's less effective...
>>7140523
I found conflicting stuff..
>>7140533
im probably going to stay in in bed
>>7140431
2 mg E really is playing safe when self-medding. I used to take 3 mg but blood checks consistently showed that to be too low. Given I'm taking fewer other meds now, my GP upped my script to 6 mg a day when I resumed HRT after SRS and that takes my E level to a decent target.
>>7140531
He's nice, but yeah I really think I need a new therapist, nothing he does or says helps me, we just shit there, I say what's shitty, and he doesn't even really say how to fix it just comments on it.
>>7140532
all 3 are evil
>>7140533
don't think so
gonna nab some candy and hide in my lair
>>7140533
stay at home and shitpost, same thing as i do every single day
>>7140533
I got a lot alcohol. For myself. It'll be fun.
>>7140546
*sit there, my therapy does not involve any shitting.
I've never gone ona date with a boy anyone have tips???
>>7140528
Haha I know I think I'd be really uncomfortable if someone pushed for anything past kissing on a first date
>>7140533
I wish I was, but I guess I went to a murder mystery night the other day so that counts as something right?
>>7140536
I'm mostly scared about the fact that I'll inevitably be noticeably trans during a long part of transition and it'll take a while before I can pass.
Is the prostate still a source of pleasure for transitioners?
>>7140524
How long on hrt?
>>7140521
Anon delivered!
>>7140556
That great feel when the state run alcohol monopoly in Sweden doesnt have open on weekends, holidays, or past five o clock, you know, when most people have time to buy it after work and shit.
Fuckers, its expensive as it is and you cant even get it when you need it, at least I got tons of weed.
>>7140531
I just feel so apathetic to everything
>>7140531
It's US policy. It hss always been it will alwayd be.
US supported Saddam, U S supported the coup that brought the Shah of Iran to power, US armed and trained the Taliban. US armed and trained the paramilitary forces in Colombia which became the Drug lords....
No one's hands are clean and Hiñlary isn't responsible for this. They take calculated risks, so.wtimes it goes bad and other times it's shitfest.
It's a non issue as far as I'm concerened.
>>7140521
You're welcome to pay a visit. It's a complete mess right now with every room full of supplies and half-finished projects, but with an advance warning, there's room for quite a few people here...
Oh, and I think I told you about Carmen Maria Vega? Found a video of one of her latest songs. http://youtu.be/5oDRHCK_JSI
>>7140524
>yeah, especially when clinton has such a joke of an opponent that people are willing to vote for her just to keep the clown out of office.
you know that Hillarys campaign is basically done for right?
the Weiner email investigation
o'keefe apparently has a racist rant video coming out this week
>>7140532
no
Reagan was a senile warmonger and Hillary is another Reagan only more corrupt
HW Bush was a corrupt warmonger just like Hillary
Bill Clinton was a politcal puppet of his neocon wife and was basically corrupt
GW Bush was a puppet of his father and his fathers cronies
Obama was the first ray of hope and light, but his hands were tied by Hillary and her cronies
I am really hoping that in 8 years after Trump fixes the 30 year neocon mess that Michelle Obama runs and gets in
>>7140559
>I've never gone ona date with a boy anyone have tips???
as a jan-you-wine, bona-fidey boy of the cis-het variety, i believe i can offer you a few nuggets of wisdom:
>be cute
>be interesting
>tell him he smells nice when you hug him
>>7140546
Any therapist that tries to tell you how to fix your problems is a quack. The job of a therapist is to facilitate your exploration of your own problems.
That said, he might just not be a good fit. I saw a therapist for a year and it did very little so I ended up switching. I've been seeing my new therapist for like 2 or 3 years and she's dope.
Therapy takes a loong time.
Not gonna reply to her or anything, but please do your own research. Eight mg is EXTREMELY high and should NEVER be done without blood tests showing its actually safe for you. I know exactly one friend on that much.
>>7140515
That's not how starting hrt works. You wanna go through unnecessary strife and pain?
Ask any Endo who knows trans shit, even the self med pictures say this.
You don't start at the average and go from there, you taper up and then adjust from there. Always. It won't wreck anything not to, but it's most likely going to put you through an unnecessary terribly shitty time when starting hrt should be a happy experience.
>>7140518
I mean, if you legitimately need it, you legitimately need it. You have a prescription right? Dw about it.
If they ever recommend 10 mg though I would get a second opinion first, or take a good hard look at your blood work results yourself.
>>7140540
There is a lot of conflicting stuff out there, it really takes a long time to average all the info out and figure out what's right and what's wrong. It seems a lot of the time like people are literally just pulling shit out of their ass though, sorry to be so rude.
>>7140568
I know I said above but I also do, kinda starting to wonder if I could make more problems than just depression.
>>7140560
Find people irl who accept you and use female pronouns and shit. That helped me sooo much.
>>7140581
Oh wait, two friends if Laurens on eight ^=^
>>7140531
That's not how depression works... Trying to get out on your own only makes things worse and drags you deeper. Serendipity is the only real way out.
Hi friendpals!
>>7140581
My estrogen levels so high
>>7140577
I think I have the advantage that genetics gave me a somewhat feminine face, only issue is that I have a big nose, but hey, there's tons of women with big noses, and I'm only 5'7 so I think I have some things in my favor. It's gonna be scary but I'll just have to pull through.
>>7140598
feminine face + 5'7 is definitely advantageous
good luck with your journey ^^
>>7140579
I've been thinking maybe a woman would be better? It's kinda weird talking to a 60 year old gay man about my feelings.
So what trips are cis? Idk what to believe anymore
>>7140607
mercury is actually cis everyone else is lying
>>7140607
Trip on chara
>>7140582
make more problems?
>>7140577
ikr
i discovered my hair naturally rather than brushed is a LOT nicer
>>7140595
hey cfh
>>7140609
She's not cis. Rachel outed her when she talked about playing with her gt.
>>7140612
*have, sorry
>>7140613
>messy bed hair
>>7140606
Yeah, they usually try to pair up men with men and women with women. I think seeing a woman helped.
Go for it, that's how therapy is supposed to work, follow your feelings without trying to justify them.
>>7140562
5 months
I was 19 when I started
>>7140561
I still enjoy it
>>7140576
huh?
I'm not sure I understand the significance of this
>>7140613
saaame
I think it's a wavy hair thing, mine goes to shit when I brush it
>>7140610
WASNT ME
>>7140588
Why not? Same caveat applies. The house looks like a warehouse after a tornado right now. I can't get anything done in a tidy place, I just need everything immediately on hand. Would take me a few weeks full-time to make it welcoming enough for a stay.
>>7140613
you're adorable
>>7140623
Sure
>>7140625
I'll visit you one day <3
>>7140629
Wasn't her, it was me
>>7140613
my hair tends to turn into a shapeless blob when i brush it -_-
but yeah that hair is mega cute
>>7140510
they feel good tho...
>>7140620
ok, thanks anon, I'm seeing him tomorrow in fact so I'll bring it up. The only reason I started seeing him is he knows a lot about trans and can give letters for hrt ect.
>>7140596
Aww of course sweetie! I certainly don't know everything but I'm always willing to help out and share what I do know, feel free to ask me anything you need any time ^^
I really believe it's absolutely critical for us trans girls to support each other.
>>7140597
hey charchar <3
>>7140607
I mean, like anyone who knows her already knows, chara's cis. Nobody else comes to mind aside from men. Anons just love the meme that she's trans. I'm the sort to make a dumb joke like that I admit but I'm certainly not the type to drag it out for longer than like five or six shitposts.
Ready for Halloween
>>7140629
trip on, emily
>>7140641
I'm right here Maeve.
>>7140639
Get on discord cykaaaa
>>7140640
I've never seen any of those candies. Are you UK?
>>7140639
Idk who's men though, i'm fairly new
>>7140647
Australia
they are just the cheap knock off brands.
>>7140639
I just asked something in the post you replied to x_x >>7140540
>Tell me how to selfmed progynova and cypro.
>Heard that you start with 50mg cypro lowering dosage to 25 after a month.
>Not sure about progynova since some people say it's less effective...
Bump
I'm 182cm 58kg if that's important.
>>7140546
Ask him what you can do to help yourself. From there decide for another therapist or not. I often get suggestions of things to do differently from mine.
>>7140561
yes. Post SRS it would be best stimulated from inside the vaginal canal rather than rectum..
>>7140568
That's the depression talking.
>>7140573
>It's a non issue as far as I'm concerened.
me too... Especially Aleppo.
>>7140575
I want his t-shirt...
>>7140579
Suggestions are good. Requirements, no.
>>7140595
If you mean Serendipity as in how E has been the best anti depressant I've ever had?, then no. People really do need to work at it to get themselves out of depression. They need to identify what is depressing them, and then find solutions to fix or mitigate that. Antidepressants can help make the climb out easier, but they are not assured to help.
>>7140647
>living in a country without refreshers, double times, parma violets, mentos or love hearts
>>7140578
>be cute
>be interesting
Shoot I'm neither of those thing!
>tell him he smells nice when you hug him
I can do this tho
>>7140640
lol
Could also be kids vs ravers.
>>7140655
>Suggestions are good. Requirements, no.
I went into it thinking I would just talk about my life and then my therapist would tell me what was up. This set me up for some resentment, unfortunately. I felt annoyed that my therapist didn't seem to understand what was going on for me and as a result was giving bad suggestions.
Later I realized that suggestions are good because the reason I don't take a given suggestion reveals more to me about myself.
I'm a big believer in talk-therapy as opposed to CBT. Just having an impartial person, who's on my side nonetheless, to bounce feelings and ideas off has really helped me.
>>7140656
Oh, I didn't notice the mentos in there. Those exist in the US. Everything else, nah.
>>7140657
I hate myself eks dee
>>7140649
s-sorry, you were the first person i thought of
>>7140665
Syndie!
>>7140656
I'm gonna pirate that picture kay?
I want to kill myself without killing myself
>>7140680
Take a shit load of mushrooms
>>7140680
Same
Maeve is radiant.
>>7140349
>>7140354
>edited a few minutes ago
Kek
>>7140680
Go sleep.
>>7140679
>tfw someone steals your spudros
>>7140640
I wish I was cis so I could dress up like a slut and go trick or treating
>>7140657
it has a more wild look to it that's kinda sexy
>>7140699
be my friend ok
>>7140692
Saved ^-^ I like your sbadros. Keep up the good work.
>>7140680
let's all be depressed together
pic related: a depressing image
>>7140697
I want to kill myself WITHOUT killing myself
>>7140705
Russian zoo
>>7140711
WTF i hate chara now
>>7140680
Same, I really want to, but I know I'm too much of a pussy to actually do it.
At what point can you not go back to being a boy
This all goes away as soon as I stop right
>>7140694
It's like dying, just without the commitment.
>>7140645
Okayyyy hang on
>>7140648
Cartman 5.0, drakeposter.
Both pretty disgusting people for different reasons. Then there's some anons but they're typically nicer, one is the one that always posts that "reminder you are beautiful and loved" thing
>>7140653
Ooh, sorry. I actually don't know but I should know and I have access to some academic libraries so I'll take a look around for you, I'm biking rn but I'll be back soon.
I know spiro should start low and go up, but I've no experience with cypro.
Just stay on and I'll get back to you in 30-40 minutes though ^^
>>7140702
not interested
>>7140712
>now
>>7140719
YAY.
>>7140720
Did i hurt your feelings again? ^=^
>>7140716
it stops when you get ffs and srs then trick a boy into being your bf
>>7140702
Fair warning, the only friend youre not allowed to have is drakeposter of course, but in case you didn't know that is Charlotte under a different trip.
I am probably some like...pathetic, edgy, dumb loser or something
but this article kind of explains how I feel
http://natashatracy.com/bipolar-disorder/attempt-suicide-not-die/
>>7140725
Would it be a trick though at that point
>>7140668
I often think I'm operating with my therapist at a higher level than most are. I talk about my issues I see, and receive alternate perspectives on them, and some suggestions. I then work with that on my own time. My therapist is perfect for this because she isn't threatened by my knowing so much psych stuff. First session I plainly said I was the child of a psychologist, and learned all her class material as mom did when she was getting her PhD. At least my therapist is more experienced than I am. I know the theories, but not as applied to clients.
>>7140716
About a year ago for you. ;) I think I passed it a few months ago, or maybe it was back when I was 13 to 15.
>>7140724
you say horrible shit and then act really smug about it. Of course I'm not going to be your friend.
>>7140727
I know who it is.
:)
>>7140725
>it stops when you get ffs
Lmao
Classic
i lov my girlfriend
>>7140727
since when was that a secret? I thought the way I posted was unmistakable.
>>7140736
i love someone who is not my girlfriend
is this a problem?
>>7140719
>Just stay on and I'll get back to you in 30-40 minutes though ^^
Omg that would be super nice. I'll be here. [spoiler]hoping you aren't going to multiply my trust issues.[/spoiler]
>>7140733
I said horrible things when? ^^
>>7140741
idk
>>7140746
thanks me too
>>7140739
I didn't realize.
>>7140745
There's not one thread without your rude and irreverent shit.
>>7140750
anytime friend : )
>>7140753
I have not said anything rude this thread ^=^
>>7140731
I mean
it depends entirely on if you want to continue calling yourself a man when you are effectively cis
>>7140733
>you say horrible shit and then act really smug about it. Of course I'm not going to be your friend.
you need to play the long game if you're ever going to defeat her, my man. chara cannot be beaten by conventional shitposting.
befriend her, earn her trust, maybe marry her - trick her into feeling comfortable enough to open up and admit the serious things that are bothering her
and then - BAM - just when that first tear drop starts to fall, you laugh at her and tell her that you weren't her friend all along.
>>7140727
The FUCK
>>7140759
or you could filter her and ignore her?
>>7140745
you laughed at sarah when she said she had a seizure and almost had a stroke, just for starters, and you're known as an edgelord for a reason.
I already told you I'm done talking to you.
>>7140759
or I can just play the short game and ignore her
>>7140751
oh
I'm sorry ;__;
>>7140728
it's ok... it might be edgy but I'm the same...
>>7140735
yeah but you have bdd
>>7140728
>I am probably some like...pathetic, edgy, dumb loser or something
you're just trapped in sadness like the rest of us, and don't know what to do to get out of it
maybe things will be okay one day...maybe
>>7140759
That would be hilarious.
>>7140762
It was kinda funny you gotta admit.
Did my browser get infected, or are there suddenly really obnoxious ads all over 4chan?
At least boards weren't deleted...
>>7140772
Hiroshima Nagasaki is trying to get more money
>>7140767
Sigh
Bdd doesn't exist in trans people
How many times do I have to say this?
>>7140772
nope it didn't get infected, 4chan is just nasty now
>>7140655
His or hers? If it's the UltraVega T-shirt, could be possible to get one. Just need to know the size. I'm tempted to make something along the lines of his parted pants.
And no, for me, it wasn't drugs at all. Just that otherworldly moment when I found myself in a busy crowd that stopped and made way for me. It's still a mystery to me, but that was the catalyst that propelled me out. Not sure what made that moment click like that, I have a feeling you're not foreign to the way it hit me. Drugs and therapy hadn't helped at all. But right there, one moment I was at rock bottom, the next I was, well, just someone else. Not sure how to put that. Granted, that pushed me straight into a rocky dissociation episode, but depression just vanished in the background. I've only had two short breakdowns since. I've definitely changed.
>>7140772
4chans shutting down. new owner said so in an int thread.
>>7140772
jackie 4chan is after more mootbux, so he's ramped up the ads and played up a sob story in order to get you to buy more passes
>>7140777
you are literally the only person on the planet who believes that
>>7140779
>Just that otherworldly moment when I found myself in a busy crowd that stopped and made way for me.
Is this a metaphor or a literal statement?
>>7140784
yikes
going to bed - early class tomorrow
Nighto~
>>7140766
The alternative is sleek, shiny hair, which is pretty difficult when you can't get your hair to stay flush.
>>7140771
any humane person would ask if she's ok first because she was unconscious for 3 days and could have died.
>>7140773
you sound like I haven't tried to resolve this before.
Trust me kiddo. I'd rather play the short game.
>>7140776
I put it on for pleasure. You had nothing to do with it.
>>7140773
I'd rather people filter or ignore her (and others mind you) than shit up the thread responding to bait posts and causing drama.
>>7140790
>Trust me kiddo.
excuse me, i am a grown man. i deserve more respect than this
>>7140786
Bdd is when you are obsessed with a particular part of your face or body when it really isn't a problem.
In a trans person's case, they can pinpoint the major issues they have and they are actual issues
>>7140790
sweet dreams sweet charlotte
wow, this is really shit drama, you guys must be really bored
>>7140790
nini
>>7140735
It would for me
>>7140799
there is nothing wrong with your face anymore
ergo
BDD
>>7140787
Nah, quite literal, it was right before new year, last year. Streets full of shoppers. I was overdressed as often, but not by that much. Usually, I wouldn't have noticed because I'd be looking at my shoes, but I just became really aware for one moment as I was able to walk straight looking right ahead. I could feel the looks on me. Felt amazing and, like, just right.
Whatcha girls doing for Halloween? c:
>>7140804
I don't filter because ignoring is easy. However, some people are so fucking retarded that they can't help but respond to bait posts that they may as well filter so they can control themselves.
>>7140814
Drugs
Alone
Stop asking this ._.
Shift just flying by
I need to do drugs before work more often
>>7140814
Giving candy to trick or treaters
>>7140797
sorry
Trust me, old man, you have no idea.
>>7140802
>>7140807
<3
>>7140822
what kind of drugs do you do?
pls don't do drugs bb
>>7140790
Who cares about humanity.
>>7140814
I don't even know what that is.
>>7140822
Drugs are bad Elanna.
;-;
>>7140822
Sounds like a bad idea
>>7140814
I'm thinking of doing some kind of ritual tonight but I don't know what yet.
There was a Halloween party and I went as a samurai tho. But with a cute hairstyle.
>>7140822
so much disapprove
>>7140812
Yes there is.
My jaw is angled, chin is still squarish, my right eyebrow is slightly lower than the left
>>7140814
should be writing a paper
but I am probably gonna wrap myself in a blanket and lie around
>>7140822
>I need to do drugs before work more often
this is a really, really good idea if you hate your job and want to get fired quickly
>>7140828
why not?
>>7140835
no it isnt
>>7140822
>>7140814
gonna be sitting in detention until like 5:30, then I'm gonna come home and get high or sleep until 12, so nothing really
>>7140760
Trip on, you awful fucking person. Nobody would defend drakeposter except drakeposter himself.
You know how fucking appalled I was when I found out she was bullying so much more out of nowhere because you were fucking EGGING HER ON IN PRIVATE?
When she's trying to rehabilitate her psyche you're intentionally trying to sabotage her? Not to mention the way you treated me?
Fuck off. There is nobody on this godforsaken general I have ever disliked as much as I dislike you.
You will never have long-term friends for the same reason Chara didn't have a chance in hell until she met me, you're socially clueless and can't even control what a colossal fucking asshole you are.
Never speak to me again, never lie about me again, never speak to her again, fuck off and die in a fucking hole you awful, awful scumbag.
Fuck you.
can someone explain to me how I ended up here?
>>7140855
you're depressed
>>7140760
Oh yeah, and fun fact, I only didn't ban you from the discord because I thought chara and other people liked you.
Then it turned out nobody liked you, so I was going to ask chara.
Then it turned out not even Chara liked you, she only talked to you because she's so submissive and you wanted to.
L M A O
>>7140855
>can someone explain to me how I ended up here?
it all began when you first saw one of your school friends in a dress, and thought "i want to be in a dress too"
>>7140848
>>7140858
>responds to literally just "the FUCK"
>this post
jeez, calm down.
>>7140862
Alright, maybe. If somebody's never talked to drake I can see why they would think it's abusive for me to ban her from talking to him, like if somebody had never heard of Jeffrey Dahmer and heard I didn't want her coming near him lmao
>>7140848
It's really a new speaking here I was just rly fugn surprised by this.
Yeah fuck me :3
>>7140858
Oh wait I actually added you on discord a few days ago. Didn't write you bc I'm probably autistic.
I'm not drakeposter wtf.
>>7140874
A newfag*
>>7140868
Do you even know anything about drakeposter?
Anybody defending him is getting shot the FUCK down, he's legitimately the worst person to post on here in the past 1.5 years disregarding everything he said about me even, just how he treats others.
>>7140874
Okay, sorry, understandable if you're new.
Are you S**J*? Hihi either way
>>7140744
Okay, I'm looking into it for you now! ^-^ hope you're still here
http://www.strawpoll.me/11542378
>>7140874
>It's really a new speaking here I was just rly fugn surprised by this.
it's okay, if you're an anon here for long enough, you'll probably get accused of being either cartman or drakeposter, especially if you say something a bit "dudebro-ish"
>>7140879
No, I wasn't sure if she realized it was Charlotte, and was making clear that she could make friends with whoever she wanted, aside from of course that douche.
And the discord called "The people's discord"
we're pretty chill all in all, chara likes us too much to cause any trouble
>>7140880
I know about him but the person literally just posted "the FUCK". That could be interpreted in several different ways.
>>7140879
If you have a pet say it's ill
>>7140871
You really are overstating his "evilness"
I've known him a really long time and he just likes to fuck around.
He is like a lil devil but not like actually horrible
>>7140879
The People's Discord
Also
You have major stomach issues
Your stomach is really hurting and you feel like you're going to get sick
>>7140880
He is just taking the piss ._.
>>7140881
I had a sugar daddy once. He bought me a nice skirt, and recently an Xbox 360 controller. It's cool if you're fine with taking advantage of people.
>>7140880
Why do you freak out over drake being an asshole but not over chara doing the same?
>>7140840
I hate my job, I'm sold
>>7140890
who is really taking advantage of who?
>>7140871
Jesus, no need to pop off so hard at the slightest hint of somebody maybe defending him. The "the fuck" was probably surprise over you insulting someone, you're usually so nice to everybody that saying something like that would surprise anybody that doesn't know the story.
>>7140880
Yeah t-thats me.
A-and that's me too >>7140744 @_@
>>7140884
I wouldn't, it's mostly just if somebody says something defending that creep who's proven himself untrustworthy and incapable of being a good person over a continuous period of time soooo many times.
>>7140887
The most likely possibility seemed to be that it's pretty abusive most of the time to say who someone can and can't be friends with, though.
>>7140889
I understand what he is. I was that. I even understand he goes farther than he means to.
"He just likes to fuck around" does not include trying to get people to actually legitimately kill themselves, including by commanding Chara to do it when he was banned and couldn't, etc, etc, all the other completely horrifying things he's done.
He doesn't take the piss, he gives it.
>>7140897
Uh, I do? How oblivious can you be lmao
The difference is, she apologizes to me and tries to do better.
In fact, it turns out most of any bullying she's done recently is because drake is banned and wanted to cause mayhem, which REALLY pisses me off.
>>7140901
Fair enough. I'm pretty sure it was @the potential abuse, but I've got a lot of experience in that area so I could be overly focusing on it.
>>7140902
Oh!! Yay ^^
sorry to yell at you <3
ok, one last post
>>7140880
>just how he treats others.
He's such a shitty predictable person, I love trolling him :3
It brightens my day every time I drop something on him.
>>7140879
>Drake poster is Charlotte?
I AM NOT DRAKEPOSTER
I am Charlotte. Troll, know-it-all, crybaby, and condescending asshole. Nice to meetcha.
HAIL ILA!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7140899
same, except replace "job" with "life"
>When you spot someone with wrong opinions.
>>7140890
sounds nice
>>7140905
The silent s is super weird.
>>7140900
The one taking someone's money just for looking pretty, duh.
>>7140915
LMAO
not sure if you meant to make that joke or if that was actually the point of what you said but i'm laughing anyway
is he seriously into that
actually nvm i don't care
>tfw ywn be a McHero ;_;
>>7140911
Yeah, it would have been cooler if him spending money on me didn't make me so uncomfortable. Regardless, I'm flying out to visit him next month and he's said he wants to take me shopping. So that's gonna be cool.
>>7140908
yeah like I know this repressed tranny who hangs out with other trannies and doesnt admit that she wants to be a girl and thinks that she alone will save the swedes
its kind of sad
>>7140844
Believe what you want to believe
>>7140903
you go from 0-100 in a single post, quid
pls be more chill
>>7140920
do you know what taking the piss is
>>7140928
I am chill.
I despise the abusive, and the manipulative. It's my berserk button. Sorry.
Why is he so perfect? :3
>>7140929
Yes, I do. I was assuming you meant a pun on urination fetishes.
Taking the piss is just bantering, being silly, and not serious.
Not really what he does at all, he just tries to inject venom into the world. :P
>>7140933
thanks for alerting me to the new JonTron
>>7140914
seems like a regular transaction to me
>>7140908
>when you spot someone with right opinions
>>7140937
No prob senpai :P It's a pretty good one
>>7140939
I'm stealing this pic
Anyway, gotta go drive to a secluded spot somewhere to do my voice training. See y'all later.
>>7140928
That's a sincere sorry, by the way, I'm just explaining myself as well. There is nothing I hate more on a personal level than the abusive, the manipulative, and the arrogant.
I've never posted my face here but people on the irc have seen it, I guess I'll share a picture, I mean I'm already in a bad mood and know I need ffs and would kinda like to know how ugly I am because most people I talk to are two nice to tell me I am.
>>7140925
I admire your persistence and effort to tie in everything I say with being trans, its pretty fucking amusing desu.
>>7140944
>an australian steals your picture
>for the SECOND time
i don't need this shit, i'm going to bed
hey sorry to interrupt all the drama
I'm thinking about coming out and getting some HRT, do you think I'd be passable if I went through with it? I'm 20, 5'11", and 185 lbs if any of that matters
>>7140954
heheheh
good night anon.
>>7140955
I swear to god that didn't show up sideways when I checked it...
>>7140848
w8 who are u talking to
>>7140950
You certainly don't need ffs, but I suppose a chin shave would help.
Cover up your forehead more with your hair too, side-swept and all that.
>>7140954
Did you post the spurdos?
>>7140946
>There is nothing I hate more on a personal level than the abusive, the manipulative, and the arrogant.
b-but we're all that way here
>>7140959
Drakeposter, obviously, but in the end it wasn't him.
Hi
>>7140959
Me
):
>>7140955
I think you would probably be cute
but lose some weight
go auswich mode now before you start hrt
>>7140957
GOODNIGHT, SLEEP TIGHT, AND DON'T LET THE SPOIDAHS BOITE
>>7140961
yes, i do like my spudros
>>7140960
I want to get my hairline adjusted as well. also apparently it's normal but I'm at 6 months and nothing has happened for like the last three
>>7140970
But I'm not a australian pirate :O
>>7140970
Spoidahs are biting me as we speak. I need to take some more anti-venom
>>7140967
Oh there you are! How are you and rachel doing?
>>7140966
Hi lizzy
i want someone super cute to lick my cheek
>>7140970
dont forget your knee socks
>>7140984
>Licking cheeks
Is this fucking kindergarten or can we act like grownups and just go straight for licking that ass.
>>7140980
Heya. Whats up?
>>7140992
are you saying you want your ass eaten out?
tfw you tried to sudoku at 17 with pills and its been 6 years but you can still hear the sounds of your mother and stepfather breaking the door open, their screaming and the sirens of the hospital ride after anytime you relax too much.
>>7140997
thats because you died
we are really all in hell
Quid won't eat me out help.
;-;
>>7140997
I don't remember anything cause most of the pills were valium ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7141003
Not funny. I sometimes have psychotic episodes during which I really feel I'm already dead and nothing can convince me otherwise. Haven't had any in a good while but I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
>>7140997
:(
I'm glad you failed.
>>7141009
thats because she is straight and only liked you when you had a penis
The results are in!
...I'm still probably gonna do it
>>7141009
put a couple hits of acid in your pussy
>>7141012
I wasnt trying to be funny
being trans is punishment for deeds you did in life
>>7141005
You're not dating yet? I thought you were on a quest for her?
>>7141020
okay
>>7141018
Im ok. Just crying a bunch.
>>7140779
Something flipped... Who knows what?
>>7140813
I know that feel. I have memories of it as a teen. Funny, the first day I really felt it was in the summer of '80 after going to see the Picasso exhibit at MoMA. I'd spent the day touring the exhibit with the editor of a magazine that I met while waiting to get in. She had no clue I wasn't a girl.
>>7140814
Protecting the farm...
>distracted by a call from 9 miles up...
>>7141020
B-but femboys are sluts.
Ths is known
You should probably get yourself checked for HIV
>>7141008
then do it kid.
>>7140997
Waking up after a failed attempt is pure horror.
I recommend hardstep and alcohol. Well I don't.
>>7141014
:(
>>7141019
won't that just get me high too?
idk how drugs work ;-;
>>7141020
time to become your own gf
>>7141022
>Being trans is punishment.
The punishment is people who think like you.
>>7140996
The other way around but that would be pretty cash too.
>>7140999
>its ok if shes a lil right?
Uh, yah, wut.
>>7141005
KIDDIE
STUFF
>>7141041
quid'll have them out before that happens
>>7141009
Tell quid it's 2016 and everyone eats ass now
Eat the booty to keep the cutey
>>7141008
T-ty
Is there a way I can not be cute and be "hot instead"?
"Cute" feels so patronizing >~;
>>7141023
I....are you trying to ask me a question?-?
Why are you doing this to me
>>7141043
>The punishment is people who think like you.
not everyone can be agp like you sass
some of us actually hate ourselves for not being able to be women
>>7141045
oh
why is yr previous post there and not there at the same time?
Just wanted to do my nails and lurk. Now it's five hours later. I think I have a problem.
>>7141047
Your my favorite trip pairing, you're both really cool and I want to see the two of you as a happy couple?
>>7141047
Not my ass, my pussy.
>>7141003
sometimes i wonder....
>>7141012
yooooo this. same
>>7141010
mine were ambien
>>7141013
me too. my life hasnt gotten easier i dont think. ive just been better at managing it. but i do like life a lot. i dont know if i could try again.
>>7141018
hugg parrot
>>7141019
does this work??
>>7141034
hugg juni
>>7141036
i remember my parents were in the room when i woke up i didnt know what to say at all and the immediate shame and humiliation made me wish id succeeded.
post timelines plz
>>7141030
are you okay with saying why?
>>7141065
Since i was born.
>>7141064
Yes, it's strange. My whole life is.
>>7141067
just reading sad shit
>>7141059
the whole point of transitioning is to be your own girlfriend, why aren't you your own favorite trip pairing?
>>7141064
how do you even boy mode
Not ten minutes into voice training and my throat started hurting and my voice was hoarse. Why do colds have to linger so long? This is so frustrating.
Lauren the ferret
>>7141064
>Descendents shirt
ayyy!
>>7140828
Show her that they can be fun.
>>7140880
I gave him a red filter line. Enough said.
>>7140974
Are you on Finasteride or Dutasteride to combat DHT? Your scalp makes it's own DHT from any T it can get. Note, some T is produced by the adrenal glands and that isn't effected by Sprio or Cypro use.
>>7140997
Both my attempts I blacked out. I remember waking up in the hospital. Second time they immediately started chelating my blood to remove the rat poison. First time it took a couple days for them to figure out why I wasn't stopping bleeding.
>>7141022
>being trans is punishment for deeds you did in life
What deeds? I came out of my mom's womb as transgender.
Hey, this makeup is fuckin' COOL. I'm jealous.
>>7141065
>Have you had sexual relations before even?
Sorry my dyslexia is acting up real bad again I cant really read this right now.
>>7141067
Bitch are you talking bout yourself in 3rd person cause im way too baked for this bullshit goddamnit woman.
>>7141094
They had one of my favorite punk bassists on Milo Goes to College.
>>7141091
Are you a virgin or not Cartmeme?
>>7140950
Passes better than me
>It's a "Chara repeatedly bragging about being cis" thread.
Oh my god, we get it.
Sometimes I think about doing some awful stuff and then killing myself, I don't really even know why, it just kinda interests me. I'd feel bad about how it would effect all of you though if everyone started screaming about a tranny mass shooter and how we're all evil, so I won't I guess. That and I really dislike being mean, I hate meanness with all my heart, and I guess hurting people is mean so I guess I'll just hang myself or od, although od doesn't work... fuck i wish I had a gun.
>>7141079
i dont have pics from b4 available
>>7141098
Man this dyslexia is killing me I think some sleep is gonna clear my head out, good night anon. I'm not sure of what you wrote but I think you're kinda cool too.
>>7141100
the fuck are you taking about?
>>7141095
Uhm I'm going to sleep now it's rly late here. Would be awesome if you would link some resources to look up the dosage stuff on discord one of these days.
>>7141100
what
lol
>>7141022
you dont really know anything about me, and relatively, i dont have much to be guilty about.
>>7141087
yeah dont do that again, please. why wasnt the bleeding stopping?
also
>womb
i was a c section baby my life was doomed from the start
>>7141103
its very easy to be mean. being nice is much harder but maybe much more rewarding.
>>7141079
Haven't had any taken in the past few months and nothing to take nice indoors selfies with. This is the most recent I have here. Just out of bed no makeup.
>>7141114
Hey the first thing you saw in your life was blood and knifes. You're badass tho.
yay sports team!!
>>7141121
i never considered how metal my birth was
cfh can such any help or guidance
im filled with so much hate desu
>>7141124
Yeah rock on
Mfw pic related is actually me
>>7141130
im filled with so much love for u
>>7141130
Did Chara come in you?
>>7141130
Why?
>>7141087
I'm not on either of those things, just sprio and e (as far as girl pills go)
>>7141114
Both times I tried to suicide I took a rat poison which is a blood anticoagulant, and aspirin which is a blood thinner. Then I cut my wrists properly. Yes, a 10yo knew enough to do all three together Lather, rinse, repeat at 14yo. I then ran away from the town I lived in and was immediately better. Well, kinda...
>>7141130
>>7141148
Sometimes you just gotta get away.
I'm glad you're doing better now :3
>>7141112
Yup ^^ Sorry I still haven't found anything, I'm definitely going to. <3
>>7141149
how do you feel about lesbians
>tfw you get scared whenever your dad is around
>>7141158
Saaave 4chaaan
>>7141146
If you had male pattern hair loss, they recommend 1mg Finasteride a day. It will help the hair regrow if it hasn't been gone to long. You can take the 5mg pills and quarter them to save $$$.
>>7141162
how
>>7141159
:( How old are you? Can you move out soon? Living on my own was probably the best thing for my mental health.
>>7141155
Iesbians are ok with me
>>7141158
I can confirm that isla confirmed it was her that said it.
>>7141170
19
im too mentally ill to get a job so im stuck
>>7141165
Give them money, silly qt :3
>>7141158
s-sorry for confessing my love, ill be going now
>>7141175
Do you have sympathetic relatives? Maybe you could go live with them
>>7141159
present your BP to him
he will take you into his bed and then treat you gently
>>7141095
Chara is cis? I didn't know that
Yes it is me
>>7141059
Honestly this post gave me a headache you triggered me I think; now I have to make ribbons on my leg rip
Screencap this or whatever; pls don't bring it up further
•I like her •she does not presently want to be my girlfriend; ask her not me about it. •if/when she wants me to be her gf and I am still single then we will be each other's girlfriends, and then we can be your favorite ship, until then; we are two unrelated people (although I am holding out for her I think but idk how to seal the deal-? Idk....) •she is really awesome mostly, yes that is correct. I'm a loser though so you were only half right
Also, she doesn't really talk to me outside of these threads so yeah. I think She's also probably plenty aware of how gay I am for her and that iloveher or whatever, since I haven't been all that shy about this so it would be great if you didn't bother her about it either, especially when she's sad.
Thanks....
>>7141164
So if 300 mg spiro combined with 5 mg of finasteride, daily, still doesn't get my T down enough, and I don't want to self-med, pretty much my only easily accessible option is getting an orchi, right?
Reminder that Chara doesn't see any of you as actual women. She thinks you're fake and revels in the fact that she is "superior to you."
It's the only reason she chose to hang out here.
>>7141181
only relative who has space for me is my grandma and she has dementia
>>7141188
Get outa here with your Chara hate. Who does it help?
>>7141186
I want an orchi but I don't want to have 0 testosterone. Like it's normal for girls to have some amount of T. Do you know if it's at all common to be on a super low dose of T in addition to the E?
>>7141183
thats what ember said would happen if i go to jail
>>7141188
but im a submissive slut
>>7141158
Fair enough
>>7141192
You're demeaning yourself by defending somebody who is only taking advantage of you for attention.
>>7141196
It happens occasionally, but only for people that are in porn or want some gainz and have been on HRT for at least 5 years.
You really don't need any testosterone at all, most women have under 20 i believe, which is basically nonexistent.
>>7141196
It's normal to be offered T and really abnormal for transwomen to actually take their doctor up on it. I'm actually seeing my doc this week to ask about supplementing T due to low energy.
>>7141201
quid can you take me in
I want to keep my pipi working, but I've completely lost the desire to masturbate more like 2-3 times per week. And when I do feel the need I just want to do bum stuff.
HELP.
>>7141188
no shit
>>7141185
Not the anon you were talking to but this is cute. I hope you and her can work it out
>>7141130
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrzdj6KSRXE
>>7141204
dawwww
will you cuddle me? ;_;
>>7141201
quid can I move to america and make pizza with you
>>7141216
yes if it's ok with chara and my gf
Hi mtfg
how was your day
>>7141197
oh god dont go to jail then
>>7141205
I think 2-3 times a week should be good? I jerked off less than that and didn't lose anything.
Maybe combine butt stuff with pipi tuggin
>>7141219
how was yr day?
my day was ok
>>7141221
remember platonic headpats
>Be a lonely cis girl
>Want to be the best person in my group of friends without actually having any skills to likable personality traits
>"Ooh, I know I'll try /mtfg/. Genetics gave me everything they want, so I'll go there and tell them about it over and over to make sure they understand how much better I am."
is it true that chara is a soviet experiment to create a super wombyn
why do y'all continue to feed the troll?
>>7141219
Pretty average shift at work except the girl I was working with complimented my eyebrows. That made me feel pretty great. Then I came home and tried to do some voice training but my throat was having none of that so I didn't. :\
How's a Grace?
>>7141225
you fool you're only making her stronger
>>7141224
ofc ofc
>>7141221
I can almost guarantee that it'll last like 2 days before you fire me and tell me you never want to see me or talk to me again tee bee aitch
>>7141151
Yeah, that decision to run away to NYC was a good one for me. It had it's issues too. I did develop a heroin habit,,, but I got rid of it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jj_myXdOLV0
>>7141177
Shirley Manson of Garbage also has a high forehead.
>>7141186
You could try medroxyprogesterone acetate. Pills or shots. It isn't considered as good due to being a progesterone, but it tells something that tells the balls to produce hormones to shut up. I have a 16ng/dL T level on it. I can't do Spiro due to adrenal issues.
>>7141190
They were decades ago. Life is better, but came close again three years ago. That precipitated this round of HRT.
>>7141236
can i come too
>>7141219
i made $1 from a 9 hour shift because i was robbed and had to pay the restaurant back for getting robbed
>>7141242
I had a stroke from Spiro. They started me on Finnnestratride. VERY conservative but very very transgender friendly endo. he may have been the only one who kept me off a legit psyche commitment vs just a suicide watch stint.
>>7142138
sorry a seizure not a stroke. That isn't the same.