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sheeny and chrome edition

• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• this isn't a bully thread
• Kayla tomato princess
• Kiwi sandwich princess
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

prev >>7136822
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recommend me skin creams
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I'll never be in op
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on a scale from 1-10, how nervous is faye right now?
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>>7137621
Everything that isn't greasing/fat based.
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There were dark red and brown chunks in my vomit, am I dying?
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How do I make my bedroom feel less like a prison that increases my suicidal feelings
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>>7137623
>supporting evil
https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=46&v=V3mC2wl_W1c
fucking kek
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>>7137629
yes
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>>7137623
>0.1%
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>>7137629
did you eat or drink anything red and brown?
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>>7137631
put up bars
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>>7137629
Please see a doctor
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>meet a girl at uni who uses gnulinux
>jokingly suggest that she must be a tranny because she uses gnu
>get an email that night
>she's actually trans
mfw
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>>7137633
Too bad its sunday and the doctors office is closed.

>>7137636
Yeah, I don't think its blood. Here's hoping though.

>>7137639
Why should I?
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>>7137638
I can only open the window like 3" anyway, close enough.
This place is more depressing than my freshman dorm. It just makes me want to kill myself.
This wouldn't be an issue if I was actually suicidal and had people to hang out with elsewhere
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>>7137631
Paint it bright colors that match the bedding
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>>7137647
are you asuka irl
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>>7137652
she is a cute Asuka.
>>7137647
Well you'll probably be fine, miserable and unhappy during the duration, but fine.
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>>7137652
Yeah an I'm pladybus
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>go to work on voice
>cry
>go to cook dinner
>just eat a quarter of the raw ingredients then give up and cry on the kitchen floor
>go to watch videos
>give up and just stare at the cieling instead
>go to post here
>feel like I'm worthless and annoying
>lie on floor
>cry because I'm actually worthless
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>>7137656
Bladybus* sors
>>7137657
Hugg and headpats you aren't annoying but qt.
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>>7137657
>feel like you are worthless and annoying
you aren't worthless and annoying but you are silly
sirona is easily on the list of best posters for sure
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>>7137651
It's student housing owned by the college, so we're not allowed to paint the walls, put nails in to hang paintings, etc.
>>7137657
You're not worthless or annoying :c
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>>7137657
>just eat a quarter of the raw ingredients
are you a real wolfboy

also, you are not worthless, you are priceless (those mean different things, despite etymological similarities)
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>>7137616
You're all manchildren
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mommy
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>>7137657
iktf, nothing is fun or nice anymore, I don't think I can do this anymore
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>>7137657
>sirona is sad
GOOD!
HERE IS MY CHANCE TO SCORE A QUALITY GIRL WITHOUT HER REALISING THAT SHE'S TOO GOOD FOR ME

sirona pls be my gf pls
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>>7137663
>you aren't annoying but qt.
I can't work on transition and I really want to, I can't feed myself, I'm alone in a cold house and there's people who want to come over but I don't want them to because I'm bad and stupid.

>>7137666
>You're not worthless or annoying
I post on here seeking attention and don't contribute anything because I have no idea what I'm talking about, I break peoples trust constantly because I don't understand how to cope with their problems when they come to me with them, I can never keep my mouth shut and I hurt everyone around me because my depression makes me lazy.

>>7137668
>are you a real wolfboy
I didn't even cook the steak I just cut a piece off and sucked on it for a while...
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dude drugs lmao
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>>7137676
I'm just praying that I don't take my prozac out of desperation right now. That stuff makes me way worse.

I'm gonna go buy wine at some point and then go sit in a river meditating for while I think... at least that'll let me pray to imaginary gods...

>>7137677
I'm not good quality at all and I can't handle long distance relationships. I try to keep Carol happy but because there's a sea between us I can't help her at all and I'm bad for her health, I only stress her out and make her sad because she thinks I'm lying to her.
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>>7137685
dude huggs lmao
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>>7137678
>I can't work on transition and I really want to, I can't feed myself, I'm alone in a cold house and there's people who want to come over but I don't want them to because I'm bad and stupid.
At least you're alive, unlike the other mick.

Sleep sweetly Basic, you're with the angels now.
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>>7137678
Lemme cook for yuu. You are just having a bad day. You're self aware and critical. You're trying to improve don't be so harsh to yourself if you fail.
>>7137685
420 blaze it faggot xD
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>>7137687
drugg elann
hugg anon
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>>7137647
what about urgent care?
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>>7137686
i was sort of joking because i can't handle long distance relationships either

that being said, you are still an amazing person, and if we didn't live zillions of miles apart i'd totally try and make you my gf

i hope you feel happier soon because you deserve to feel happy
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>>7137647
are you worried because you threw up or because theres weird stuff in there?
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>>7137652
Some naysayers may disagree, but yes, I am.
Except I was born in may.

>>7137655
Dawh, ty.
If feels like my guts are being ripped out and eaten. I hate this shit, when it first started happening years ago some transman told me it was a ghost period, crazy tumblr shit.
Ironically ibprofen does help though.

>>7137670
womanchildren*
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>>7137689
basic posted pic with new glasses yesterday
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>>7137701
I meant what I said
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>>7137379
>says women have longer legs
sure we don't pass etc etc, but diagram is nonsense
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>>7137689
>Sleep sweetly Basic, you're with the angels now.
She's hungover you idiot.

Chances are even if some thugs did find her, they'd escort her home because when people are that messed up, even crooks help them. This country is fucked up that way, but it means that if I go out at 3am and wander into town crying, the fuckers who'd normally mug me would sit with me and give me a cigarette to cheer me up,

It wouldn't work, but it's nice all the same.

>>7137691
>You are just having a bad day.
This is my every day though. It's just because I'm alone right now and I can't take my mind off the fact that I'm too fucked up mentally to help myself and the people around me don't want to help me in the way that I need it because they think that it's better to force me to go and improve my chances of being successful later in life by making me get a job I won't be able to hold down, and bully me because I don't act when I should because my everything weighs a thousand pounds

>>7137698
I don't know where you live anon, but if you're ever in Ireland, let me know and lets drink together.
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>>7137706
i don't really drink, but i would if it meant i got to hang out with you
will do
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>>7137704
Don't they though? I thought an elongated torso was a male skeleton thing
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im a reel girl now
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>>7137704
but most of the graphic was correct
cis fems are smaller, except in the pelvis
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im a real girl im a real girl
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>>7137709
elanna
i was listening to some of your voice post things

have you ever considered doing comedy?
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>>7137717
>have you ever considered doing comedy?
yes, tell us more about your life, elanna
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>>7137717
Back when I was a repressing theatre kid maybe but I certainly don't think I have the right chops for comedy ;_;
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>>7137723
>theatre
RÉÉÉÉÉÉÉÉÉÉ
PÉDÉORDINAIRE
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>skin is more sensitive to sunlight after laser
>but if I try to wear sunscreen, a bunch of white particles get caught on my hair that I can't shave and makes me look really stupid
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>>7137709
other way around

>>7137715
>most of the graphic was correct
most of the graphic was easily guessed, beyond that they managed to get proportions relating to sexual dimorphism of human height reversed. the only thing it could tell anyone they might not already know is wrong.
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>>7137728
elle faisait probablement un arbre dans la piece de noel
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>>7137646
I'd just like to interject for a moment. What you’re referring to as Linux, is in fact, GNU/Linux, or as I’ve recently taken to calling it, GNU plus Linux. Linux is not an operating system unto itself, but rather another free component of a fully functioning GNU system made useful by the GNU corelibs, shell utilities and vital system components comprising a full OS as defined by POSIX.
Many computer users run a modified version of the GNU system every day, without realizing it. Through a peculiar turn of events, the version of GNU which is widely used today is often called “Linux”, and many of its users are not aware that it is basically the GNU system, developed by the GNU Project. There really is a Linux, and these people are using it, but it is just a part of the system they use.
Linux is the kernel: the program in the system that allocates the machine’s resources to the other programs that you run. The kernel is an essential part of an operating system, but useless by itself; it can only function in the context of a complete operating system. Linux is normally used in combination with the GNU operating system: the whole system is basically GNU with Linux added, or GNU/Linux. All the so-called “Linux” distributions are really distributions of GNU/Linux.
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>>7137646
Was it riced? I mean if it was riced, then you should have known.
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>>7137736
Fucking rude mate

If you're gonna diss someone, at least have the integrety and mettle to say it to their face you fucking cowardly piece of shit.
It says a lot about the kind of human garbage that you are, that someone who's gone through SRS has more balls than you.
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>>7137739
gottem
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>tfw spooky movies on the couch with bf tonight

h y p e
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am i cute
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>>7137706
>She's hungover you idiot.
WOW mean
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>>7137747
Yes
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>>7137750
ty
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>>7137743
that's a little bit mean, sirona
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Ever had a chaser bf? How does it feel?
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>>7137728
Yup
I was a healthy functioning teenager and a normie
Still wound up a fucking tranny

>>7137736
What did she mean by this?
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>>7137754
(I'm doing that thing where I attack people who I percieve as mean to get catharsis and escape from my depression by channeling sadness into anger, and anger into action. Eventually I'll be able to leave the house)
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>>7137760
oh okay

well, i am human garbage, so feel free to keep going. i'm not proud or anything, but being degraded these days usually makes me feel a bit hot instead of ashamed.
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make it stop
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The sky's looking rather strange
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>>7137763
>i'm not proud or anything, but being degraded these days usually makes me feel a bit hot instead of ashamed.
Iktf...
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>>7137763
>i am human garbage
Actions speak louder than words.
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>>7137745

>tfw never watched spoopy movies with a cuddlebuddy
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>>7137765
im sorry to break it to you sish, but you're actually being kidnapped by aliens AS WE SPEAK
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>>7137747
i'd develop a crush on you if you ever talked to me
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>>7137758
I wish I one what it felt like..
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>>7137747
please respond

this is an American post
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>>7137758
i am the chaser bf
my gf is great in every possible way

except that she doesn't want to have sex until srs
but i can accept that
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i want to sleep but it's 6 o clock and im fucked if i go to bed now

what do people do in such situations?
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>>7137777
important not American wtf
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>>7137770
*gasp*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaa
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>>7137779
Watch fairy tail
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>>7137764
there are no brakes on this train, evangeline.
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>>7137779
Maybe try resting a bit in front of the TV or something? Not really sleeping but just resting? idk desu
DONT DRINK WARM MILK NOW
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>>7137783
shit taste t b h

>>7137785
i dont have a tv

also i kinda want to sleep so i dont feel what im feeling now. I tried playing vidya but couldnt get into it.
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tfw no trans gf to watch spooky movies with all day
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I once heard words in a dream and they never left me. Normally they lift my spirits.

Now they just make me determined not to give up.
I guess that's still good.

"In blackest night, even a candle is as a beacon against the dark, drawing to it those that would fight, and hold the future to their heart. I am the candle, I am the beacon against the dark, I fight to protect those who come to me, and secure the future for those to come"

It's nice to have something to repeat to yourself when you're in agonising pain...
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>>7137765
I don't think I've ever seen a sky that colour before.
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>>7137739
but i called it gnulinux :p

>>7137742
no, it was pretty much stock kde on debian
i noticed it because not only was she the first girl i've seen use ganoo, but also the first person i've seen on campus that wasn't just using a default install of ubuntu
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>>7137765
it's just the sea of LCL
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>>7137792
can i be a real girl if i use kubuntu
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>>7137787
>shit taste
Just shitposted for a (you)
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>>7137787
aw i c
maybe you should sleep, then, if you really feel like doing so c:
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>>7137759
>I was a healthy functioning teenager and a normie
theater kids aren't normies lol
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How do I transition but also be part of an Orthodox church
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>>7137797
ahh of course, i'm sorry i ever doubted you anon


>>7137799
ill probably wait till 9, take mones then sleep ye.
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>>7137801
repent your sins and hope that everything that happens on earth is according to god's will?
idk
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>>7137789
When I'm sad I just play cheesy 80s pop music.

DON'T STOP TO ASK
NOW YOU'VE FOUND A BREAK DO MAKE IT LAST
YOU'VE GOT TO FIND A WAY
SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY
BREAKOUT
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>>7137801
you dont
you abandon your heresy and join the true faith
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>>7137759
My femboy-turned-tranny ex is also a theatre kid desu

>>7137802
Good idea.
How are them fem&ms coming along foe you, btw?
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>>7137792
How clockable is this if it's on a thinkpad?
Asking for a friend.
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>>7137784
I want to die but I am too scared to do it
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>>7137803
I want to look like Lux ;~;
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>>7137807
Soph :D
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>>7137787
>also i kinda want to sleep so i dont feel what im feeling now. I tried playing vidya but couldnt get into it.
why don't you just get comfy for one or two more hours, then head to bed at a reasonably early time (instead of an obscenely early time)? do something passive like listen to comfy guitar music and lurkpost
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>>7137809
Unsure about clocking, but darn that meme distro looks amazing~
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>>7137803
But is transitioning inherently sinful?
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>>7137812
hai anon :3
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>>7137800
They're their own kind of normie tho
..

>>7137808
Not surprising, degenerates flock to theatre like flies to shit :^)
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>>7137795
anyone is a real girl if they want to be!

but i've never known a cis girl to use any distro of gnulinux or bsd

>>7137809
if they are presenting as a guy?
probably not
if they are presenting as a girl?
t r a n s
f o r
s u r e
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coming back with fresh news
>roommate invited her sjw friend
>xir talks about gender euphoria
>unironic
>disagree
>tells me how she as trans and intersex person is constantly harrassed
>she doesn't know
>yet
>tell her she drank the kooldaid too much
>ask her for proof
>none provided
>tell her I am trans and find it pretty disrespectful
>she goes on to "muh evul whites"
>tells me only people with power can be racist
>"ok so I am trans and intersex, so I have no power right ?"
>she nodds
>"k, sieg heil, kill all jews"
>she asks me why I am racist
>tell her I can't be racist according to her
>logic starts to seep into her mind for once
>logic is obliterated by her throwing water in my face
>gf is next to us cooking for me
>I turn to her
>"see, safespace in action"
>she goes hambeast
>storms off
>ask her if she can't handle other opinions
>she just agrees and says this (the water) is how she reacts when triggered
>ask roomate to not bring her kindergarten work home anymore
>we all kek
oh and i took a sip from my whiskey every time she told bs
so I am quite drunk
what's up ?
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>>7137817
I mean, my thought is that HRT hasn't killed me yet, so it must inherently be a part of life and all the cultists are gonna have to accept it sooner or later.

>>7137811
I will.
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>>7137821
Did you hand in your paper stuff?
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>>7137808
idk not much happening yet. I started yesterday so i guess ill have boobs within the week right?

>>7137814
that sounds like a comfy thing to do. I kinda feel sad because i fucked up and made a friend angry at me but there's not much i can say atm to make up.

>>7137809
these distros always look comfy as fuck but i never understood what the point was of getting into this stuff if you aren't a programmer.
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>>7137827
I got the no cleavage already right. So I am on my way too.
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>>7137822
I was thinking about the talk I had with you earlier (I'm >>7137477), and I realized that being able to perfectly emulate a cis girl is probably an impossible goal, but I really have no idea what else in life could make me happy, if anything. And besides, maybe I just think that having a perfect cis girl body would make me happy, and if I actually had one then I'd still be miserable. idk.

I feel like for most of my life I've been telling myself "well, I'm unhappy now, but things will be better in a few years", and I'm really struggling to see why this time should be any different.
At this point I'm not sure why I keep trying tbqh.
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all of these things i do
all of these things i do
to get away from you
get away run away far away
how do i
get away run away far away
how do i
escape from you?
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>>7137810
>I want to die but I am too scared to do it
that's pretty normal, but you're better off avoiding suicide until things are irreparably bad with no hope of ever getting better

you're still young and you have friends like snickerdoodle and neptune, at least fugg one of them before you die
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>>7137822
>..
if you can be a theater kid without being a loud drama-whore, flamer, or awkward social reject that couldn't function before theater, you're pretty normie.
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>>7137826
I loved that story :3
I wish I had your confidence ._.

>>7137829
nope, I dont have a deadline, and I had to wait a pretty long time for my dad to proofread it. I am now finetuning. I am gonna skip class tomorrow since I am still sick, will probably hand in on thursday or something
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>>7137830
>that sounds like a comfy thing to do. I kinda feel sad because i fucked up and made a friend angry at me but there's not much i can say atm to make up.
what did you do, sertii? w-was it intentional or an accident? why aren't you as nice in real life as you are here?
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>>7137832
You need to have more purpose in life than to simply chase an unattainable goal. Find something, anything. There's more to life than transition and being a tranny, it's a big world out there.

>>7137835
Oh cool I'm like all 3
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Oh.

I seem to want to kill everyone again.

Oh well.

Let's be edgy.

GET IT?

*EDGY*

I slay me.
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>>7137831
next step is being a blonde. After that is being tiny. (tfw I'm 5'11" with broader shoulders)

>>7137841
guess you're kinda normie then
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>>7137842
>tfw sirona will never kill you
sad
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>>7137830
Heh. I have absolutely no idea tbqh..
Super happy for you that you got on HRT, though C:
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>>7137840
I'd rather not say but it was kinda both, it was one of those things where i didn't expect the other person to get angry but deep down kinda knew he would but i didn't want to bother with the whole situation anymore because i was hungry and tired so i just did it.
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>>7137844
Other way around
I'm a stereotype ;_;
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>>7137842
This is part of the reason why mtfg is so shit
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>>7137842
> I seem to want to kill everyone again.
Want to team up?

>>7137844
I am blonde but I am pretty tall to (180 cm).
Well we will just be a grown up Lux I guess.
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>>7137837
what confidence lmao
I just can't stand people who say things like "oh you can be happy with your gender but just pref to be another due to social advantages"
literally thought it was a come-to-life r9k shitposter
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>>7137853
Because of psychopathinc mental breaks that force one to lock oneself in their bedroom so that they don't hurt anyone?

That seems awfully specific.
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My friend woke me up by bringing me sausage egg mcmuffins and orange juice, and patting me on the head
It's hard not to like someone who's so sweet >~>
Why must I keep being tested like this...
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>>7137842
You got the crazy eyes
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>>7137857
Because of cringey manchildren
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>tfw you were gonna cosplay spelltheif lux
>tfw you realized you can't sew
>tfw you realized you don't even have money for materials

>>7137852
oh wait whoops lol

>>7137855
>grown up Lux
but lux is like 18
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>>7137849
well, it's easy to get into arguments when you're tired and in a pissy mood

things will probably be better tomorrow
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>>7137855
>Want to team up?
Actually, I want to go wander out to the garden and attack trees.

>>7137861
It's not quite as funny when that's what I look like unless I focus on raising my brow and not killing people.
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>>7137855
>(180 cm).
>lying on the internet

>>7137856
Ive too much social anxiety for that I think ;_;
teach me fempai
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>>7137861
I want to kiss Elanna
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>tfw
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>>7137861
this is a terrifying elanna, i don't think i'm even going to save this one
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>>7137867
>don't give a shit about strangers opinion about you
>have well researched views when discussing them
>be smug af
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>>7137869
>>7137873
I'm getting some really mixed signals here
Do you want to discuss it later when you're tied up in my basement?
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>>7137861
Y-you're in my personal space
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>>7137837
Oh thought you would be fine by now. Punch your roomie to look after you :c
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>>7137864
I thought she was like 14? (at least her ingame representation)

>>7137866
I dunno if you really can damage trees with your knifes.

>>7137867
I am taller than you therefore I am always right and 180
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>>7137880
but youre in MY basement, I need your skin ._.
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>>7137880
Tie me up, suck my cock, disembowel me, lets go.
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>>7137865
i guess you're right

i just feel like shit because if i hadn't been in that mood it would have been really easy to avoid this situation.
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>>7137873
>not having a perfect set
lame
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>>7137842
YAR A PIRATE ARRR
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>>7137816
T-thanks..
>>7137823
Fuck. Ehhh, not like I could pass within the foreseeable future anyway.
>>7137830
I got into them for comfy time..
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>>7137885
Hot, me next

>>7137884
It puts the lotion on its skin

>>7137881
>:D
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>>7137855
apparently I'm actually really close to janna in measurements
>5'11", 125 lbs

>champion weight infographic
http://i.imgur.com/rAkFbtW.png
>champion height/weight alphabetically
http://i.imgur.com/c7KRXXd.png

>>7137883
She was like 12 when she was sent off to training academy by her parents, iirc, so probably a little older than 14
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>>7137889
i'm pretty new to this game

i'm only in it for the cutes and the lewds
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>>7137893
what did she mean by this

>>7137874
o-one day maybe
Ive 7 presentations this term. I have ZERO clue how to survive it ._. send an assistant please

>>7137882
roomie?

>>7137883
youre also younger. listen to your elders.
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>>7137893
D-don't give me that look
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>>7137893
>It puts the lotion on its skin
y'know, you're not exactly helping to disspell the idea that buffalo bill wasn't actually trans
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>>7137894
>soraka
>6'2"

wat
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>>7137893
I'll be dead I can't do you next.
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>>7137841
Are you saying I should set goals merely for the sake of having them?
I suppose that could work, but I feel like I would just be trying to distract myself from being a tranny by chasing a bunch of unfulfilling (albeit actually achievable) goals.

idk though, it might be worth a shot, so I'll try to think of something I could work towards.
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>>7137894
Now I feel fat.

>>7137898
I just asked a few days ago whos the more grown up of us both and you said that was me.
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>>7137896
to be fair, i deleted much of my collection from before about january in a fit of sad
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>>7137898
You said you have someone who could look after you but he's busy playing wow or something if I'm not mistaken.
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>>7137901
She is a unicorn.
I didn't make it.

>>7137904
I'm pretty underweight.
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>>7137898
You haven't seen the silence of the lambs have you ;_;

>>7137900
I literally have murdered like 15 women and made skinsuits. It's people like you that want to whitewash and make trans issues PC.

>>7137902
R I P

>>7137903
Are you familiar with the phrase fake it til you make it? Chase other goals, then when you achieve them you will feel genuine fulfilment. It actually works and makes you feel better about yourself as a person.

>>7137899
>:3
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>>7137905
>to be fair, i deleted much of my collection from before about january in a fit of sad

>all that history gone in one fell swoop
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>>7137908
I'm just gonna go ;-;
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Im on a coach still ;;
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>QHI has been out of estrofem for a few weeks now
>a few days ago they also didn't have Premarin
>now the page won't even load

JUST
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>>7137918
Weeks? It's month.
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>>7137904
dont bully me ;-;

>>7137906
OH yes. my bf, roomie threw me off

>>7137908
I did, also read the book. But that was like 10 years ago but tebeha, Id rather see (you)
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>Tfw Ashens rated your toy a 6/10
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>>7137913
>tfw u scare ember away by being crazy

>>7137922
Awe
If I were to be tied up in someone's basement I'm glad it would be with (You)
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>>7137914
<3
Carol
I wanna come visit you. I wonder if travel pass works on ferries?...
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>>7137922
That wasnt bully, I even gave you headpats ;~;
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>>7137928
<3 Sirona
Why'd you go back to your old trip?
>>7137930
*bullies*
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>>7137930
so nice!! :3

>>7137935
>femboys
lmao
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>>7137935
>What inspires you?
the hope that everything will get better if I push myself far enough
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>>7137935
>What inspires you?
memes mostly
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>>7137933
Temporarilly want to kill everyone ever.

So instead I've locked myself in my room and I'm painting my nails instead.

>>7137935
As I said earlier...
"In blackest night, even a candle is as a beacon against the dark, drawing to it those that would fight, and hold the future to their heart. I am the candle, I am the beacon against the dark, I fight to protect those who come to me, and secure the future for those to come"
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>>7137926
Hugg elann
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>>7137935
I never understood the appeal of femboys, if you're going to be with a man he should either be very dominant or just ordinary
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>>7137947
I like you. you have good taste

>>7137926
Ill make sure its comfy for (you) :3
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>>7137935
> nothing really. Dunno why I stick around.

>>7137937
You are nice :3 maybe I was lying there ^

>>7137933
How can you bully me from inside your sports coach?
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>>7137947
I can understand why like, a man would want to be with a femboy. But I dont think any woman would ever want one, maybe a super butch but still straight girl?
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>>7137935
You should grow your hair out and learn makeup
It's very masc

>>7137944
hugg ember :3
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>mfw i wanna play Life is Strange again but last time the first scene in which you play as Max made me hella cry and shut off the game because d y s p h o r i a
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Tfw I'll never get married
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It feels like wherever I go these days, there are tranny threads everywhere. On my /int/, on my /pol/, on my /v/, even on my /k/.

I'm a smart guy (I filter my water, avoid the MSM, mostly avoid recreational trans media), but I don't think I can hold out forever. These people, they want to...do things with my body. They want to touch me and play with me and trick me into mating with them.

I don't know if I can protect myself from them forever. I wish I knew what your end game is.
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>>7137949
do i thought? :^)

>>7137952
this p much

>>7137954
same reason i could never watch Blue is the warmest color, I downloaded it but i fucking knew i was going to feel like shit when i saw the blue haired girl

idk i have a thing for blue hair
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I WANT A FEMININE BF TO DO CUTE STUFF WITH

there i said it
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>>7137954
it felt hella familiar desu
I wish it didn't.

>>7137952
>super butch but still straight girl
I feel like femboys are just transgirls that don't have dysphoria because their bodies are feminine enough as it is
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>>7137967
I can be that bf :)
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>>7137908
>Are you familiar with the phrase fake it til you make it?
I am.
During my repression phase, I spent a fair amount of time on /fit/, and I would see people there say "fake it till you make it", in reference to learning how to be a confident, charismatic "alpha male" type.
I tried that, and believe me when I say it did not work.

>Chase other goals, then when you achieve them you will feel genuine fulfilment. It actually works and makes you feel better about yourself as a person.
Perhaps.
I'm a little skeptical because in the past when I achieved goals, I would feel happy about it for like a day after, and then I'd just go back to being unhappy.
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>>7137969
R-Really?
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>>7137954
>tfw no option to destroy both arcadia bay AND chloe
goddamnit, i hate both of those things so much, why is there no happy ending
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>>7137966
>idk i have a thing for blue hair
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>>7137973
Yep
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>>7137951
Sports coach?
>>7137943
Kill me with hugs :3
>>
https://soundcloud.com/user-393433826/suicide-watch

why am I such an emo kid :(
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>>7137952
Ime you don't really get to pick who you fall in love with.

>>7137970
Of course it didn't work. you were doing it for all the wrong reasons, and you were fighting a losing battle. You were never going to be a man or an alpha.

You have the wherewithal and introspection. these days to set goals that are consistent with your identity. That's when it can make a difference.
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>>7137978
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>>7137983
*hugg Carol*

I'm gonna go out and get some booze soon...
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>>7137964
your dick

>>7137951
nooooo

>>7137966
yes
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>>7137988
that's a good chloe
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>ywn be a vault hunter on an alien planet saying the word 'badass' every 10 seconds
why even live


>>7137994
That Max is spot on
i wanna dieeeeeeeeee
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>>7137994
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>>7137966
Yeah, actual girls kinda do it better.

>>7137968
Unlikely, Ive never seen a femboy even close to the level of feminine that an actual passing transgirl has. Maybe you're right though, they're feminine enough that they can keep repressing for a while?

>>7137985
What is love?
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>>7137961
>Better than trannies tbqh. Trnnies are shit tier.

mentally ill > failed men
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ai0ufYO0uXI
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>>7137998
imo, she does max and kate spot-on, and her chloe is also fairly good too

not sure how, must be some kind of magic
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>>7138007
That's rly cool noted.
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>>7138007
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbWS0j2fulY
>>
Is Akaka kill? ;_;
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>>7138001
It's a wonderful thing that happens from time to time and it gives life color, meaning and purpose
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>>7138017
Havn't seen her in a few weeks...
She's online on skype though.
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>>7138017
i was wondering the same thing, I miss her a lot. She was by far my favorite poster here when i was still anonposting.
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>>7137985
I'm still a little skeptical of your idea, but it seems like it's worth a shot, so I'll try to think of some sort of goal I can strive for.
>>
I'm currently in the motion of growing my hair out, because I want to pass from the moment I come out I wonder if anyone has a decent stat on how long it will take to grow a full head of long hair? It's currenly bottom neck length when wet, how many more years do I have before its gonna be long and beautiful?

In the mean time I'm going to get laser, but im not gonna start HRT til i come out i dont think
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>>7138001
I think acceptance plays a big role in the gap between femboy and transgirl. If you accept that you're male, you see yourself as a boy, even when you get gendered female pretty consistently. If you can't, you're a transgirl, doomed to suffer from dysphoria until you fully accept yourself as a girl.

I think it works the opposite way with transguys, where transguys with a lot of T in their system pre-hrt will call themselves butch girls, and the ones that look feminine will seek help and want to call themselves guys.
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>>7138030
you should start HRT as soon as possible, it's the one thing that's time sensitive. Literally everything else in the universe can wait.
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>extra hour to sleep lat night
>still only get 4 hours

I wonder if I'll pass out at work eventually if I keep this up?

How's mtfg?
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>>7138036
do you pass now?
>>
>>7138036
lissy, who the jenkins is that trouser arouser you're always posting?
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>>7138027
Honestly, it's better than whiling away your whole life waiting and striving for something that will never come. We aren't cis, and we'll never be cis.

At a certain point, like all healthy adults, we must learn to pick our battles.
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>>7138030
>but im not gonna start HRT til i come out i dont think
you won't pass if you don't start HRT
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Gosh darnit I wanna play dishonored 2 but lady Emily is too awesome a character to play and i'll die of dysphoria again
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>>7138038
I think so? I mean I don't get missgendered and people treat me right so I guess that's a yes.

>>7138041
It's Doctor Girlfriend / Doctor Mrs The Monarch from The Venture Bros.
>>
>>7137635
I was reading that last night. It's something.
>>
Tfw my face asymmetric

When should I kill myself?
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>>7138044
Not always true
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>>7138063
yesterday
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>>7138018
Sounds like Evangelion, I'll have to try it sometime.

>>7138032
I guess that's true, and you're right, it probably is the but opposite in ftms/butch lesbians. Id rather be beautiful but discontent than ugly and content, so here I am.

>>7138049
I always design my characters in RPGS to look as much like me as I can, I think that's a really good sign that Im happy and like myself.
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>>7138062
I'm here if you need to talk
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>>7138069
Being serious here
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>>7138071
I meant to write that I reread it, not read it for the first time. I actually had fun this time around because of all the references and the, I don't want to say surrealness, but I guess that's part of it.
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>>7138070
It's really nothing like evangelian, it makes a lot more sense.
You should try it sometime
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>>7138077
I am German, we are always serious, we dont have humor.
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i saw in the last thread that kit is here.
hi, kit
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I remember being psychotic in 8th grade. I remember lighting myself on fire. I remember cutting myself now. These are things I'd repressed until recently.

I cannot describe better than having a psychotic /nervous breakdown. I fundamentally stopped coaping with life.

I'm not even driven the same anymore. Something seriously fucking strange is going on with me. I don't care for death anymore. I mean like the suicidal ideation has kinda shifted into just accepting malehood and maybe dating again and literally dropping into medical schoool and not honestly fucking caring if it destroys me.

I am just so fucking done with everything.
I have a shrink appointment tomorrow. I plan to be honest with them for the first time since 8th grade.

My head is still so numb. I'm pretty freaked nothing willl ever be the same. This was a legit breakdown in concrete thinking and they're convinced it was something a lot more than just hyponotrimia (lack of neutrition and electrolites and low sodium like seziure levels).

Something is horribly wrong with my facial recognition system as well. They assume that can be from Attivan and Haldol mixture reacting badly to me.

Or they also think I could be psychotic. They said verbatim "The DSM doesn't even matter anymore. To be honest we have no idea what triggers something like this. We can explain only some of it. The closest we understand is stress related out of body experience -- which we thinking is similar to a nervous breakdown. But like we said, a lot of your behavior could be entirely unrelated.

Basically, no one knows wtf is up.

I'm seriously considering just giving up ALL my old plans and just doing psyche nursing school or legit medical school + mCats etc to be an endo so I can fucking help people.

People like me SHOULD NOT EXIST.
>>
>>7138075
>implying you're not both

I failed as a man cause I am mentally ill
not because I am a failure
you could argue that the endresult is the same though

>Why are you mad im not a tranny chaser or something?
no I dont give a shit
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>>7138075
Oh maki, you're so steeped in insecurities, it's hard to watch ;_;
>>
Does set yourself on fire hurt a lot
>>
>>7138068
it's true 90% of the time, and long exposure to testosterone will change that.

>>7138070
I'm totally with you there. I've been looking better every month, so I have absolutely no regrets.
My jawline basically fixed itself, and my nose is looking a lot better, to the point where I'll look back at pre-hrt photos and cringe, even 5 months in. HRT is magic.
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>>7138090
hi, phien.
how have you been?
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>>7138094
If you're young and lucky you can pass without hrt, but like you said, it won't last.

>>7138090
>tfw this narrative
>>
>>7138088
You just need help. I haven't the slightest clue where you could get it, though.
>>
>>7138088
There's no such thing as should or shouldn't exist. You're here, make the best of it.

You seem to be getting better every day, hang in there and give it more time.

<3
>>
>>7138099
> being jealous of someone getting stds from you
??
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>>7138092
not when you're reallly fucked up emotionally, not reallly. I rememmber doing it on a frozen lake using cat tails and oil. I've always known my scars were self injury, but I'd forgotten a lot of my 8th grade emotional trauma. I remmember waking up in the hospital on the 23rd literallly believeing I had a note in my pocket from 8th grade (when I figured out I was trans but couldn't do anything about it) written to some girl I was dating then at the time.
something major triggered. The scariest is my facial system. It's so wrong everyone seems asian and unfamiliar. I reallly do hope it's just a bad reaction to attivan.

>>7138098
I really just need away from my fucked up mom. She's SOOOOOOOOO co-depenedent. She really takes a toll on me, I shouldn't still live with her.

>>7138101
Not much has ever been goood or better. I don't mean to be edgy or emo -- I'm really at the end of a rope here.

I reallly disagree. People llike me shouldn't be alive still.
>>
>try tucking with a pad for the fuck if it
>flat, comfy,give you thigh gap, weirdly the ridges on the outside kind of make it look like a vag through your pants

Huh
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>>7138099
Idk I thought you were. You two are too alike with this repression game you play

Working harder to push things deeper down will never bring you happiness
>>
>>7138099
why would I be jelly of homosex?
femboys are our natural enemies, hatred for them is perfectly normal for any tranny.

>>7138095
heya!
lots to do, I am actually procastrinating RIGHT NOW
and I am sick ;_;
Ill have to skip uni tomorrow, but Ill not miss muc, so I guess thats okay

>>7138097
Ill be every narrative you want :3
>>
>>7138105
Your communication is getting better, it seems like your mind is organizing itself.

The past few days you'd just post the same story of you waking up in the hospital with the same details-- cute nurse, etc.

Now you're communicating and saying things I haven't seen you say before.

It does seem like you're emotionally worse off, but your brain is clearly getting better.
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>>7138113
Wassup Phie?
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>>7138113
>tfw failed male narrative
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>>7138113
yea, maybe you should go ahead & do that important stuff that needs to get done.
you have my blessing.
it's nice to see you though
>>
>>7138095
this avatar
is so weird

>>7138097
>tfw my dad made me keep my hair short when I was little so I wouldn't be mistaken for a girl
no matter what, given you're young enough, you can pass pre-hrt.
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>>7138118
>tfw still coughing
just rip my lungs out senpai, its annoying

how are you?
>>
I HAVE 2 LITRES OF CIDER, AND 750MLS OF WINE
DRINK, AND BE MERRY
>>
>>7138113
Femboys are our natural enemies?

What about ftms? They have passing female bodies and then give them up, it's like the opposite of what we want.
>>
>>7138116
She was absolutely adorable :3

I am recovering bits of memory for sure. Ty :3
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>>7138122
;_;
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>>7138122
>tfw literally never had long hair until 24 years old

>>7138130
That's giving me a bit much credit, I'm not a nice person.
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>>7138130
rofl look at this new faggel
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>>7138123
>still coughing
Ouch, how long's that gone on for? I've had this persistent cough since I had a cold 2 weeks ago and it's annoying as shit.

I'm alright thanks, been getting fuck all sleep recently because of work and being irresponsible as fuck but other than that I'm pretty good.
>>
>>7138130
Him being a virgin doesnt save him from your stds, what are you trying to tell me with that?
Also gays used to be the ones who love aids when I last checked.
>>
>>7138130
>trannies are cancerous negative bad people

where do you get this shit
>>
>>7138109
You never did that before?
>>
>>7138126
femboys make a mockery of our situation with their stupid trender shit.
legit FtMs are basically in the same situation we are, would make them natural allies

>>7138120
;__;

>>7138121
I KNOW ;____;
but international political economical theory isnt exactly that interesting

>>7138130
it makes normies believe that being a tranny is fashion, and hormones are a lifestyle device, instead of medical necessity. this belief makes them raise hurdes which have also be passed by normal trannies or stop them from covering essentials.
Obviously all of this is bad for us.

>>7138137
HA, same, 3-6 hours masterrace!

got my cold last monday, but attended class all week.
>>
i kinda wish someone would just rape me to death so i could die in eternal cummies
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>>7138130
>Plus trannies are fucking cancerous negatove bad people.
Not like you at all! No sir, you're a bag of fucking rainbows and sunshine.
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>>7138143
Yeaa gurl. Sleep is for normies and old people.

Ouch, that sucks. Mine only lasted a couple of days luckily. Took them off work because a cold could literally kill some of our residents lol.

>>7138147
>kek
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>>7138143
Being a tranny is more than just fashionable, it's F A B
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>>7138143
>international political economical theory
that's a mouthful
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>>7138132
it's just kinda surreal, weird isn't a bad thing when it's art

>>7138133
I had kinda long hair when I was starting HS, but that was around when I hit puberty, so I never really passed at any point in my life.
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>>7138164
i had long hair for literally 8 years, the i shaved if off right before summer when i hit maximum repression mode.

I dont even know how fucking long it's going to take for it to grow back
>>
>>7138044

but i already pass imo. i'd be doing hrt mostly for some breast growth, hips and a bit of assistance of weight gain. I honestly dont ~need~ hrt at all
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What do?
>A: force huge costs to fix body issues on family
>B: risk 98% suicide chance
>>
>>7138143
hmm, I guess I don't see femboys as trenders
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>>7138164
thanks
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>>7138033

i think the difference between the ages of 21-24 is pretty negligible

i dont want to grow boobs and hips when i have a soccer mom haircut. im simply not in position to transition with my current appearance at my job, i simply wouldnt be comfortable working there with this haphazard male/female appearance. its hospitality and i work face to face with lots of customers - lots of judgemental ones that like to drink, et cetera
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>>7138082
I dunno, sounds kind of shallow when you put it that way. I think I stick with something that has more depth, it'll probably last longer.

>>7138088
tl;dr

>>7138130
Nuh uh, you're just a bully, everyone else is the bully, not me! Im the most not bully of all, in fact.
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>>7137898
>send an assistant please
Praetorian guard on the way
>>
I need help, /mtfg/

How do I into butt stuff? I tried recently with my bf but I was getting this super weird, uncomfortable feeling even though I was "clean" and just couldn't go through with it. Also he couldn't fit, either. I'm super unused to the sensation I guess. Do I just need to "practice" by myself a bit before next time? Is there a way to minimize/get rid of that uncomfortable feeling?
>>
>>7138172
I dont drink. I am a Spaßbremse
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>>7138172
you can hide those easily, and the difference is NOT negligible. Get on HRT asap

>>7138172
when are you starting HRT?

>>7138179
i think you just need to get used to having stuff inside your ass
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>>7138172
>mtfg
>it's my only transgirl sample

You've gotta get off 4chan, friend. This place is insanely negative. I've been out for a while and my friends irl are all chill, some of them trans. When I came here I was like da fuck, everyone hates trannies, especially trannies.
>>
>>7138185
If I offered you a drink, and it wouldn't affect the way you think, would you try it?
>>
>>7138175
I'll* stick
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>>7138175
If it's shallow, it's not love

>>7138172
No, I mean like I've at multiple points in my life been a genuinely awful person.
>>
basically everything that happened last night was hilarious
i went to a halloween party with some friends dressed as Lady Justice, and one of my friends decided she was going to put makeup on me
after a costume contest and a smash tournament, we went back to one girl's apartment and everyone just kind of took off their costumes without putting clothes on so it was lots of shorts and bras and we made a drinking game out of dramatically reading "my immortal"
there was pizza and as "punishment" for spilling some of the garlic sauce i had to lick the box clean so of course i did that as sensually as possible
then, as we are all fond of both the S and the M, it was decided that we would all take turns slapping one girl's ass as hard as possible and damn were there some nice bruises
while we were doing the reading, i was sitting on the couch and a trans guy was sitting on the floor in between my legs so i was teasingly pulling on his hair because he really, really, really enjoyed it and at some point he spilled a mike's hard on his chin so i licked it off
also someone had thrown handfulls of dumdums at everyone during the party so it became a thing that there would be a dumdum in someone's bra and someone else would grab it with their mouth so that happened a few times each
i'm sure none of that happened in the order i wrote it but that's how it got remembered
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>>7138172
>Thats why i have a loving bf and (you) got nothing.
Oh, that explains it. You're a salty fag that thinks we're encroaching on a shitty movement. Or maybe you're a cis chick with a shitty life that thinks yelling at internet trannies is the best use of your time. So either you have a 'bf' that you share with a dozen other men or you have a bf that you got by putting in the bare minimum amount of effort. Show your face, why don'tcha? Let's see how much of a mockery of femininity you are.
>>
>>7138166
ugh, I think I hit that point twice - once in august last year, and once in november. I should've started HRT, but I was wrestling with transphobic feelings and stuff.

>>7138167
>I honestly dont ~need~ hrt at all
then take HRT so you never start looking masculine.

>>7138172
>Its my only transgirl sample
reddit.com/r/transgender
reddit.com/r/asktransgender
>>
im sad and hrt-less
>>
>>7138190
I was told that I always think like a drunk person so I was in that position quite often.
I don't like the taste of alcohol, I'd rather drink a Spezi. Except B52s, I like those.
>>
>>7137826
update
>roommate told me how hambeast was after storming off
>hambeast wanted to beat me up
>called me racist
>islamophob (literally no mentioning of islam in our discussion)
>and said she would be justified to beat me up "because I verbally assaulted her"
wat even
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>>7138204
me too
>>
uh okay why did i bother stepping into this thread for advice? theres a massive argument going on with some idiots involving complaints about boyfriends and jealousy and shit thats totally irrelevant and you guys are arguing as if these types dont feed off of your arguments

you guys all must be underage or something if you choose not to ignore these types
>>
>>7138207
da fuck is gender euphoria
>>
also i told my therapist about wanting to self-meddle and im scared i made him worried

>>7138208
lets be sad together
>>
>>7138205
>I don't like the taste of alcohol
I used to be the same. It takes finding a good brew that emphasizes the undertonse rather than the taste of ethanol.

Beers and spirits won's suit you, but you should try a tart cider, a sweet cider, a spiced wine(morrocan is good), a microbrew beer, and a quality gin. You might find something you like, and if you don't move onto fruity coctails.

There are plenty of alcohols that taste like sodas, or fruit juice, or just taste new and exiting!
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>>7138212
meant the first (you) to go to >>7138173
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>>7138212
Idk, my experience hasn't shown that. People definitely like me.
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>>7138211
What did you need advice for anon?
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>>7138215
are you warm?
>>
>>7138030
I'd do it asap even tho after 16 age is a meme and you are at risk for hondom.
>>
>>7138071
>>7138062
but i mean the guy is even worse at foreign policy and foreign anything than trump
>>
>>7138156
yeah, you work in medicine I think?

>>7138158
THE F A B E S T

>>7138162
first up: Varieties of Capitalism (conceptual weaknesses in the face of the financial crisis)
followed by: Rational Choice Theory
and then: Keynianism
theres at least 3 more texts but I am defo not making more

>>7138172
feminity in general is already mocked by feminism. most cisgirls have no idea how to girl at all. proper trannies definitely arent making it worse

>>7138169
but they are

>>7138177
thank you <3
>>
>>7138223
only if i hugg someone
>>
>>7138213
xir defined it as
"being happy in your body with your sex but being more happy as another due to social advantages"
>>7138229
ofc <3
>>
>>7138212
>>7138221
I get the impression that you think 4chan is some kind of haven of honesty, expressing ideas that everyone believes but simply keep to themselves due to social pressure and shit.

This isn't really true, 4chan is a niche culture just like any community of people.
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>>7138233
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>>7138236
Lmao, p much everyone knows that 4chan is a hugbox.
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>>7138230
hugg
>>
>>7138233
wut. Literally never met a cis-person who's thought twice about gender. Were they describing repressed trans people who don't want to give up their privilege??? I would hardly call that a euphoric state of being.
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>>7138243
h u g g
u
g
g
>>
>>7138237
bottle of water for you
>>7138247
welcome to tumblr
coming to a university near you soon
>>
>>7138249
are you in usa, informed consent I think for hrt, gonna try that after pleading with endo one last time on monday
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>Tfw listening to the weekend and making out
>Tfw cute boy

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=34Na4j8AVgA

>>7138142
No, it's not as good as a gaff but it's pretty good
>>
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aaaaa
yelling
>>
>>7138249
h u g g
u g g h
g g h u
g h u g
>>
>>7138218
It's kinda weird. I liked some alcohol before HRT. I used to love absinth for example but now I just cant get it down anymore.

Since alcohol only made me laugh the whole time for no real reason and otherwise unresponsive I don't see why I should drink anyway?
I am not that big on drugs, desu I kinda like suffering.
>>
>>7138243
*hugg*

You seem nice, but I can't remember introducing myself... maybe a few months ago?

Still...

Hi! I'm Sirona! I'm drunk right now, but I usually stay upbeat and nice, but sometimes I'm sad and mean, but it's because I prefer being angry to being sad...
>>
>>7138229
yea.
i'm kind of ashamed of being in women's studies & thinking it's a much better source for explaining & analyzing feminist ideas.
according to the text book i've been reading, tumblr feminists who go around blaming everything on "white cishet men" are anti-intellectuals.
this is the most explicit repudiation against tumblr by feminists.
the text book also said in the 1st paragraph something along the lines of, "you don't have to believe, you just have to know"
>>
>>7138252
good luck!
im in europe
>>
>>7138256
>I kinda like suffering.
I know how that can be...

I won't force you to drink if you don't want to, but I would love to share a night trying new drinks and comparing opinions on them with you, it seems like it would be fun.

A-also I kind of like you for being nice to Phien-chan, but not in that sorta lewd romantic way, but more in the "I respect and apreciate you for being a good and nice person to people I idolise and want good things to happen to" way.
>>
>>7138258
you shouldn't drink so much Sirona, all this alcohol is bad for you and you're much better off saving the money to buy mones.
>>
>>7138212
>nobody asked for your input
what's autism?
>>
Thread

>>7138272
>>7138272
>>7138272
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>>7138258
hi hi, I mostly post evenings and early morning, not so much right now since super sad all the time. I like frilly cloths, cute pictures and I think staying pure till marriage is the best.

>>7138260
I think I just go in and sign papers and get the script same day I hope. Does europe have no options?
>>
Bf: im kinda sleepy and i dont feel like having sex today
Litterally 10 mins later hes asking me for a bj
>>
>>7138262
>apreciate you for being a good and nice person
Have you been around lately? I tried so hard to make people not like me ;~;

I like hanging out with drunk people, it makes them susceptible to my bad jokes and brings them down to my level in general.
Maybe there will be a meetup from euro mtfg people sometime somewhere :P
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