/mtfg/ - Male to Female General

I need dick t b h

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>>7136822
>WW3
>Posts WW1 tank
Anon, I...

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>>7136824
same desu

>tfw no cute couple to serve

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it will almost be unfair to have the normies face us in the field of battle
we feel no pain, we want cissies to die and we are suicidal so we will take impossible missions

>>7136829
>imagining that
unhhhhhhh

I'm writing a letter to apply for an internship at the European Space Agency.

They are never going to take me but fuck me if it wouldn't be amazing if they did.

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>>7136831
>tfw gonna be hunting gooks on the Chinese front.

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I'm too scared to sleep

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>>7136845
why so scared

>>7136845
Scared of what?

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>>7136827
WW1 was aesthetic.

>>7136849
My Great-Great Grandfather fought in it
Shame I never met him

>>7136849
yeah what with all the rotting corpes, mud, disease and weaponry that far outstripped the tactics that were being utilised

>>7136846
>>7136848
Monsters
I was watching creepy videos on the Internets

>>7136822
Lets be real. World War 3 will be less of a war and more an extermination of certain areas to be repopulated by the US.

Technology has advanced so far beyond where people think it has. When it would come to a world war scale battle everyone loses.

This said as Canadian.

>>7136853
Jeez, just go to sleep

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>>7136852
The most metal period of history ever. WW2 was grander but much more romanticized.

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>>7136853
scaredy cat :3

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>>7136845
There's only three real monsters kid, Dracula, Blackula and Son of Kong.
Now quit picking your nose and knead that dough!

>>7136857
> ldr
I am sorry

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it's been a while since i heard this song,
so i decided i want to hear it again
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_nHP6PXKMKI

>>7136853
I do that way too often, sometimes I just start thinking about stuff like the SCP wiki and my mind starts wandering and I get too creeped out to sleep...

Like right now, fuck.

>>7136862
yeah sometimes i listen to old songs i liked just for some comfy nostalgia feels
too bad my music taste was mega cringe

just thinkin' bout some of these newbies makes me realize how important it is for proper trans info to be out there, cause it really can be hard to find

when i realized i was going to transition i spent the next months obsessively studying everything related to it and it really wasn't as easy as i had hoped it would be, and like friends have said they didn't even know that they would have to take hrt for the rest of their life until they were about to get on it

(however, I still didn't act like I knew shit when I came on mtfg cough cough cough)

>>7136864
yea.
my older brother's taste in music was very enriching though.
he's a music major

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>>7136858
WW3 will be more metal than all previous wars combined, it is going to be the almost complete extinction of the human race and a lot of other mammals under our care
music related

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AUO_5EALZoM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sXPmz9b4lM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NznljGV66HY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK2QtTtYI2E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_mlUSI5-Jhk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l6vqPUM_FE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n--qRtxkouc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R-kp-B9XZFc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OlKaVFqxERk

now i kinda wanna make a comprehensive, very autistic, resource for trans info that's properly organized into a tree of information, almost like Khan Academy's mathematics tree, with all the shit that's barely talked about anywhere that most of us had to learn the hard way and all the obscure studies on shit and etc etc

>>7136872
without stupid opinions, only fact or reasonable conjecture clearly marked as such, aside from perhaps some basic philosophy on the legitimacy of identity etc

>>7136859
Maeve is a meanie

DICK PLS

i crave dick

>>7136875
aren't you suppose to be some kind of pedo lesbian?

TO GO TO BED FOREVER
(or for six hours)
nini thread

>>7136872
ambitious
it'd be useful
we could put it as a link in the OP
>>7136874
hey now, aren't you supposed to be velma?
you should know that monsters aren't real, they're just delinquents with masks

What are your favorite methods of hiding your adam's apple for those of you that still have one?

>>7136845
you look like raifu

>>7136877
lmao

whats sad is i thought you might not be memeing at first ;_;

i should leave this place again until everybody forgets me and likes me again

>>7136879
Literally all the scooby doo movies revolve around monsters being real

>>7136883
well, forgets the memes at least

>>7136883
Sorry

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>>7136871
more of my ww3 music playlist

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N7qkQewyubs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDaOgu2CQtI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5A-4VGfx5lU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9thvHDskYvA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPArO-OI_3U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lq7wO1qtQuM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XmDYJBZZdc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8j4mn4eF-c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3yCcXgbKrE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_fGzMOfa9o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gp5JCrSXkJY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MtsmuVA0m7c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB3H05OhVDI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnrGMHhnqrw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3zwKgz8hsI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNLhxKpfCnA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3RkWPGmc63c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHcunREYzNY

>>7136886
it's not your fault, it's drakeposter's :/

>>7136880
Just pull the larynx up like you're supposed to do anyway to make girlvoice easier. Hides it for me and I've got a terrible one.

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ok, i guess i've stayed up much later than usual.
i'd better call it a night before i have no choice but to call it a morning.
night, everyone

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>>7136887
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPAiH9XhTHc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MN6sfJ1qFQg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJYERX1UDMg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMs1QVW_yjk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-tYd8I1jxx4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMbvcp480Y4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HYa7yNCk6g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OGfRpZT6bs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vT9e41fxpHo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1w4IxCXIxU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ecEb4tEPic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sLg5POTvVzs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVe7C5wvb44
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8mO6JVAShw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJb0XaosOk0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pCv7k_Hzvg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FywSzjRq0e4

thats pretty much all of my ww3 playlist

>>7136885
Is all of it really a meme?

quid is drakeposter

tfw body covered in horrible stretch marks
tfw ywn have smooth perfect skin
kill me please, how can anyone be attracted to these

Hey.

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i need motivation to epilate

i hate all this hair and i know epilating it is the only way to not have to shave every other day, but it's so painful..

>>7136911
Hi

>>7136898
like what? don't worry about offending me

and sorry I didn't reply before btw I had to go

>>7136900
now that's going too far, I'm only half-Jew, my nose is nowhere near that big

>>7136912
waxing is easier and faster
the only downside is it can be pricey over time compared to epilation but when you factor in the value of your time, the cost of the epilator and the electric to run it it's a lot closer to the point of no real benefits of epilation over waxing

>>7136912
It's so much less painful once you've done it once, and the more you do it the better it feels. It feels nice to me now honestly, kinda like a massage

>>7136919
doesn't waxing never stop hurting though? And it's so much more inconvenient

and I mean, you can get an epilator for 15 bucks

>>7136921
does it help if the hairs are shorter? Like if I shave and then wait a few days

>>7136925
It'll make it take longer and be harder. You want it to be about a quarter inch long so the tweezers can grab it up

However, it'll mean less is pulled up at once which will make it less painful

It really is quite something how fast your skin adapts to it though, at least mine did.

So, for years I wanted to be a girl. Now the desire has totally left me. I don't care about how my body looks anymore.

It's weird. I look at transition timelines and don't feel that envy anymore.

All I desire now is to be at peace in mind and heart.

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>wake up
>still a man
>cry
>go back to sleep

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>>7136928
I'm a back sleeper but I just bought a pillow to cuddle because I'm feeling really bad, so I guess I'm a side sleeper now.

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>>7136928
on the flipside though that looks comfy as fuck, I wish my window was that low so i could look outside while in bed.

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>>7136915
We both know what thing i'm referencing.
No worries about not respond earlier.

>>7136928
You might stop genuinely caring one day like I did, >>7136927

The desire to be a girl plagued my heart for a very long time. Now I don't care either way. I just became a vessel for helping others in the name of God. I don't feel male or female really at all. Not any of the defining characteristics of either gender on the inside. But that's just in the sense of stereotypical male or female things. I mean I sure do feel the beard on my face.

>>7136938
I've wanted this for god, like 13 years. Still done nothing about it. Still want it more than ever.

>want to have cute lesbian sex
>have a penis i dont want them touching
how am i supposed to have sex now

>>7136908
You'd be surprised. This kind of self-image loathing is extremely common among women. You've missed out on it until now.

>>7136924
I got my legs waxed for $60 and it didn't even work that well.

>tfw don't have wimpy white person hair

Oh my fucking god when

>lucid dreaming
>dream of self as cis girl (this never happens)
>surprised when I don't feel uncomfy bulge
>check
>it's a real vagoo

I wake up. I can't sleep. I never had dysphoria these past few months even ;_;

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Do I have any qt potential?

>>7136941
That's how I was. The desire would come and go. I would forget about it kind of, then something reminds me of it and the desire came back. But now it's just dead.

>>7136943
Funny how different men and women are in that sense. I used to care about my stretch marks, now I don't care at all. It went from such a massive problem to not a problem at all.

>>7136945
oh god, dreams are the worst.

>Boobs
>Girl voice
>Short
>Everyone just accepts I'm a girl
>Wake up

>>7136947
yeah

>>7136947
Yes

>>7136949
This happened once to me

>>7136948
Eh, it's societal imo. It's much more acceptable to talk shit about a woman's looks than a man's. That shit gets internalized.

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>>7136945
I had a lucid dream like that it was very surreal it felt so real too.

>>7136952
Maybe.

But honestly, I don't even care what I look like. Just if I'm comfortable or not.

>>7136945
i had oxy after one of my surgeries and it was horrible, every dream was lucid and felt so real, ended up so depressed after that week

>>7136954
That's the thing about internalization, the person doesn't feel comfortable because of whatever bullshit they've internalized. In this case, looks. It's difficult for a lot of people to get past that.

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WW3 WHEN?
I'M READY TO FUCKING DIE BOYYY

>>7136964
>>7136964
>>7136964

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>>7136964
you want to hope you die
https://vimeo.com/18781528

>>7136964
Let's do it

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>cute guy for new coworker
>foot taller then me
>start chatting him up on break
>as he's talkin i just look him over
>thinking about him pounding me
>when he's done talking i realize i have an erection
wew

>>7136970
sounds like you need cypro in your life senpai

>>7136970
time to girlmode at work

>>7136971
I have no testicles

>when trying to talk feminine by myself it sounds horribly forced
>when talking to other people my voice sounds naturally feminine (not perfect, of course, but still way more feminine than when i'm actually trying)
wtf

>>7136971
doesn't work for me. i get an erection whenever i think about anything sexual. i don't even have to be in to it. shit sucks.

>>7136976
iktf
srs when

>>7136973

and you got an erection without actively trying? wew, he must have been really hot

>>7136976
i had to actively try to get an erection, and i literally just started HRT.

>>7136980
All i know is i need srs asap

>>7136981
get him to pound your muff in may

Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.

>>7136978
how long are you on it? i'm only three months desu.
>>7136980
i have to actively try to ignore anything sexual to lose it again.

wow

is it possible for a thread to be more dead?

I'm talking to a friend and I think they might be trans, they're saying stuff that cis doods just don't say. I'm trying to get them thinking about it.

Any good questions to ask to make somebody think about whether or not they're trans?

>>7137011
>>7137007
Stop circlejerking at discord ._.

>>7137016
not even on discord, im working but a steady stream of posts is always nice to look at.

>>7137016
huh
im watching youtube.

>>7137018
mommy poopies

>>7137018
Is there anything interesting anymore?
>>7137017
Ktf. I'm watching a few bigger generals of a few boards.
Why no discord?

>>7137022
>Why no discord?

im working on something important atm. Application letter for a research internship.

>>7137022
i like some things
>>7137021
no ty anon

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hi im here now

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Me with some bad makeup

>>7137030
emi hi

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>>7137030
hi nim

>>7137033
hi isla ^^

hru

>>7137034
how did she do that

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>>7137038
do what
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMGZtkMS3sQ

>>7137032
idk, you look like a girl
maybe tidy your eyebrows
I wish my ears were tiny like yours
I've got giant man ears

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>>7137038
I wouldn't leave you hanging

https://gfycat
.com/WarmBowedDog
why isn't that me

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>>7136822
>World War III Edition
>>>/wsg/1477829205075.webm

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>>7137057
https://is.4chan.org/wsg/1477829205075.webm

>>7137056
>I will never get to do this to a girl
Why even live

>>7137036
sleepi uwu

I cannot believe it's almost Halloween, I've slept like 65 hours straight since my hospital visit :/


I'm still quite delereus. I'm recovering pretty fast relative to like how bad it could still be. I scared the fuck out of my parents.

I don't wanna be NEET anymore :( not at 24.

I have no plans tomorrow. I wish I did.

>>7137063
sleepi bebbi isli

*creates a mound of pillows and blankets in the pillow fort for bebbi isla to sleep in*

>>7137056
fuck she's so pretty

>>7137065
do the doctors say the brain damage is only temporary? You'll heal right?

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>>7137024
I'm literally a professional editor if you want a free glance through it. I never got a job officially, but I'm like an English major. I basically lie to everyone about everything, but I'm good enough at editing stuff.

>>7136981
Did you get an orchi?

>>7137068
not bebbi

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ohaiiiyooo girls !!

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>>7137069
They think it's from attivan and haldol. They think it is temporary. They're 26. I don't trust young doctor's.

>>7137076
kit !

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>go to show
>get depressed and have to leave early because venue smells like people are doing mephedrone
;_____;

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>>7137076
Hello fello Aussie

>>7137079
What was the show?

thread is so dead.


Whats your favorite trip-ship?
Edie X Faye was a classic imo

>>7137076
>>7137068
>>7137063
fuckin ERP faggots

>>7137079
>being a girl

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>>7137072
do you have Overleaf?

https://www.overleaf.com/6805992xxcsyqtzdzsc#/23178780/

>>7137077
young doctors have still been to medical school

>>7137079
u look qt tho

>>7137081
more like a hilarious disaster

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>>7137078
hiii anon !!!

>>7137079
elanna you are rly pretty

>>7137082
kinda rude anon !

>>7137080
hihi

>>7137079
i want to propose to Elanna and live out my days as husband and wife with her

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>>7137085
>Overleaf
Is that Overwatch for Canadians?

>>7137087
What's up?

>>7137079
that sucks but im glad you left when people started doing drugs

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the god emperor is not only fix the US but also arrange a palestine/israel peace settlement and form a russian/us alliance, cutting out nato and the eu to destroy ISIS in WW3

it will be
The Allies
US, Russia, the UK, Syria, Israel/Palestine, CHYNA, Iran

The Axis
the caliphate of europistan
saudis
turkey
afghanistan
pakistan
libya
egypt

>>7137093
What happens to Australia?

>>7137074
*pats*

>>7137091
its an online Latex editor.

Latex is a language people into mathematics use to make pretty articles with equations n shit

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>>7137097
Yeah I failed math

>>7137095
either neutral or throws its hat in with the US and the UK

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>>7137080
Stanton warriors
It was a rave

>>7137085
Tyyy I actually tried a bunch of new makeup techniques tonight cuz I wanted to experiment

>>7137087
Thank you kit hru?

>>7137092
It's not that people were doing drugs, I was doing drugs too. It's the drug they were doing. I nearly threw my life away for that shit, and the smell is still intoxicating to be around.

>>7137090
Gaaaaay

>>7137100
Okay, as long as we ally with the US (unless Shillary wins)

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R8 butt pls

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>>7137102
Doof doof doof
Tbh, is that stuff even enjoyable without acid or what not?

>>7137105
Please do not tempt me succubus.

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>>7137102
i'm ok thanks pretty girl !!!

umm i had uni and stuff work to do this w.e sooo.... kinda tired from that i guess... idk !

are you doing ok??


>>7137091
umm nm !! i guess just usual last minute sunday night assignment work im doing................

im an external student now sooo i have a bit more course work to do

>>7137104
If Hilldog wins it's nuclear war between the US and Russia

>>7137104
shillary wont win now
she is under investigation AGAIN by the fbi because Weiner most likely had the 33000 deleted emails backed up

if she does it will be because she sacrificed more souls to satan than usual

>>7137113
Well shit, I got some work to do but I can't find the sheet plus I need to study for my exams.
Fuck me XD

>>7137102
Would you let any trips kiss you?

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>>7137085
Nah, I just use the normal mobile site.

I can't figure out plans tomorrow :(
I might legit drive back to the hospital to hang out with one or 2 of the doctors who are on shift to see if they can load me up on dope and start my addiction as a morphine addict.
Not my best plan. It's mostly sarcastic, but on some real shit, my neck is actually still fucking spasasming.

I don't trust young doctors. It's too fucking weird when nurses are younger than me too. Health care professionals shouldn't be in my dating bracket. I'm too old. I want to be 15 not 24.

>tfw when not remotely a female

>>7137102
did you have a good time before you had to leave

>>7137052
>Tongue tip
I don't have 4 tongues :O

>>7137121
You'd need FFS but you don't seem like a lost cause to me desu

I need FFS too

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>>7137079

>>7137105
Like 8-10/10

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>>7137079
>those oh so dead eyes
if the prettiest mtfg can't escape the thousand yard stare what hope do any of us have

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>>7137113
I don't know how you do the kind of schedule you do ;_;
Idk I'm keeping pretty busy but think I'm starting to burn out on grocery and -probably- should find something better.

>>7137120
M-maybe~
I've kissed anons numerous times though.

>>7137108
Idk, this one you probably needed pills to enjoy it.

>>7137105
isnt that fayes butt

I want to start work as an escort but I worry about HIV. I'll be okay so long as I use condoms right?

Does anyone here use how-old.net or anything similar to roughly judge how they look?

Pre-everything and without make up it consistently said I was a female in my early 20s, until I put glasses on and then it suddenly jumped to saying I'm a man :/

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be honest please do i have a chance

>>7137132
Right

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>>7137130
Which trips would you let kiss you?

>>7137132
>I'll be okay so long as I use condoms right?
There will always be a chance, but condoms are the best way to prevent it next to abstinence.

>>7137130
Seems kinda pointless to go and not take the drugs if that's the whole point?

>>7137135
Holy crêpe yes

>>7137140
thats a picture of a school shooter

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>>7137137
That's a long list
Do you want the cliffs notes?

>>7137139
Yeah and I wasn't sober, I went on MDMA. That other shit still bothered me though because the moment I smell it I start strongly craving a big line of it

>>7137143
Oh nice

>>7137131
No cause it's my butt and I'm not Faye

>>7137126
I might consider it. After this recent MICU stint, I'm not super keen to toss my life away. It felt like exactly what I had been doing previously trying to transition... A lot of my dysphoria just straight up is gone.

I don't want to say it won't come back, it almost guaranteed will, it's been with me my entire adult life and even as a 14 year old. But right now I'm not super keen to write in my little emo diary and try to take girly pills. They almost fucking destroyed me.

I just want a girlfriend. Almost dying apparently does some strange stuff to a brain. And I really really almost died lmao. I dont think it was suicide attempt, but it could have been just neglect and a bad reaction to spironolactone. That drug really isn't safe. The girl I'm like actually in love with is a Canadian psyche nurse. I was begging for her in the icu. She not even in the same country :/

She had warned me it was a "fucking bad idea to try to grow boobs on that stuff". She's gender friendly for absolute sure, but she ended up very very right about that drug and the side effects almost exactly 1 month in.

Weed is also still not getting me as high as I'd like. Which is for the best I'm sure, given how warped my views are from FUCKING HALDOL.
I can't believe how much they gave me. Some 60 year old transgender phobic Doctor (only 1) literally gave me 6 times the maximum daily dose. :l

I guess I threw an IV line out of my arm and called him a kike.

>>7137145
>Do you want the cliffs notes?
Just tell me if I, anon, am on the list please.

>>7137145
oh I see.

>>7137145
You're a worthless druggy whore just like that cunt Jocelyn. I hope you get raped.

>>7137152
>I hope you get raped.
I want to tie Elanna up and fill her with my big hard cock, holding her down and fucking her as she fights and squims until finally giving up to the pleasure and becoming broken by my cock.

>>7137152
>actually typing that sentence

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>>7137145
>That's a long list
>Do you want the cliffs notes?
Please.

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>>7137152
You have literally no idea how disgusting it feels to still years later, at the drop of a hat feel intense cravings for the same thing that almost killed you.

That seems like punishment by itself

>>7137085
>I studied the Navier-Stokes equations, which are an important tool in understanding the behavior of liquids and thus finds applications in the design process of spacecraft.
I'm not sure what the correct way to write this sentence would be, but having "thus finds" in the singular feels weird to me. I guess it would be correct if "finds" is referring to the collective singular "tool", but my brain tried to parse it as referring to the plural "equations".

Also,
>...during my Master I worked...
I'm not sure of this, but shouldn't that be "Master's"?

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>tfw ywn ride a nuclear bomb

How can Elanna have a girlfriend if she isn't a lesbian?

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Original plans to take mdma and smoke weed on Halloween are now canceled. :(
I have no friends left.

>>7137162
well fuck i sent it in now lol.

theres hoping the recruiter sees enough crap that they wont spot that

>>7137165
I'll drink until I'm wasted
Alone
Let's do it together

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>>7137129
You can't unsee the horror, no amount of makeup hides that.

>>7137157
Phie
Nim
Kayla
Kit
Jormu
The list is way longer
I just think kisses are nice, don't just me.

>>7137150
Yeah, anon's in a special category of trips that I have in fact kissed

>>7137172
You think I haven't thought of that every time when I get sad and reflect on the past?
That's cute..

>>7137164
because bisexuality

>>7137167
Aww.

Did you at least remove the part that said "SSStinky" before sending it? (I'm assuming that some anon troll put that in.)

>>7137175
Cute. I hope one day you get to kiss them all.

>>7137175
c-can I be on the list?

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>>7137176
>Did you at least remove the part that said "SSStinky" before sending it? (I'm assuming that some anon troll put that in.)
inb4 no

>>7137176
i didn't send that exact copy, i had a different file with a nice layout and all, ofc im not going to post the original link to 4chan

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>>7137175
>Kayla
she will probably get ketchup everywhere

>>7137182
Now I want to see 4chan group write an application letter.

>>7137184
kayla attempts diy srs in her favourite white shorts.jpg

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>>7137164
I don't have a gf
I have a roommate
We're platonic.

>>7137184
Kayla would be such an awkward and shy kisser. Would be fucking adorable desu.

>>7137179
S-sure

>>7137178
.////.

>>7137189
>We're platonic.
Platonically in love and lusting for each other sexually.

>>7137162
>>7137085
It should be fluids not just liquids.

>>7137182
Ok, good.

Besides what I've already pointed out, the only error I noticed was the one time when you forgot to capitalize the pronoun "I".
But other than that it looked good.

>>7137189
>Kayla would be such an awkward and shy kisser. Would be fucking adorable desu.
>Halfway through the kiss Kayla gets really mad and screams at you for passing too much then sits down and continues the kiss.

>want to be grill
>have to shave bread daily
halp

>>7137192
wtf thats a big one idk how i missed that

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>>7137191
Yeah, I will admit that's a hard line to really define when you actually do love them

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>>7137195
Know that feel. Can't stand looking at me in the mirror to shave everyday... Considering laser but the shekels...

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>>7137198
Any reason you two haven't actually just started dating? You're already living with eachother and having sex, right?

>>7137199
im considering pills but my job has become volatile recently

>>7137132
Add PREP too to the mix as a backup to the condoms. Of course this means you have to earn another $1200 a month or get it supported some how.

>>7137202
I'd need to see a few clients before I can afford PrEP, will I make it?

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>>7137194
thats our kayla

>>7137132
ill take twenty sessions good mam

>>7137203
random chance...
You'll always run into I don't need no condom assholes.

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What the fuck was EA thinking?

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>>7137201
Idgi. You change your work often?
Are there pills that only affect facial hair. Highly doubt that. I'd be afraid that my already receding fair would get worse.

>>7137207
Obviously I won't see them.

>>7137208
>our new franchise was a huge flop
>lets create a sequel and see what happens

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>>7137200
We aren't having sex, and desu I've been kind of afraid to. I don't want either of us to get hurt..
The issue of gender in this relationship confuses me greatly. I love them a lot, but it's extremely confusing to be attracted to the things about them that are masc and simultaneously turned off by the things that are fem.

How the fuck do you even rationalise the feelings you may have towards someone non binary when you're straight.

>>7137208
Money?

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>tfw no daddy trump bf

>>7137194
Hahaha


>>7137210
They just switched me over to a different anti androgen (likely not an effective one). Finnnestatridee 30mg. It is supposed to specifically help hair growth. Anti androgen is off label.

Better than dying on spironolactone. Lol

>>7137215
I'm a transgender girl and I love girls. Girls aren't usually thrilled with me. Lesbian is just not accurate. I'm a guy. I hate it. It confused things.

>>7137213
>our huge franchise was a huge flop
>let's create a sequel and release it a week after one of the largest and most expensive shooter franchises drops it's most anticipated release in years
>a franchise we also own

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>>7137217

>>7137210
not often ive been at my job for 2 years.
its just the new manager they pulled in made it into a shithole, then he fired like 1/4th of us
most of the new people quit entirely because of him
now they're telling us hes moving shifts, but the guy they got to replace him wants to mix all the jobs together so he can just call on literally anyone to do random ass shit
the head manager doesn't give a care either. hes just shitting his pants cause a new store is rumored to come around
its not been fun and im worried if i leave, or get fired for some stupid reason that i wouldn't be able to afford sustained HRT as well as being able to actually go through with it
i dont want to be made fun of anymore, its not fun being socially ostracized for being different

>>7137218
Liking boys isn't less confusing. I currently can't lose the feeling that I want to be a girl bc the rejection by crushes I had.

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>>7137222

>>7137224
Yeah, but being gay is gay.

>>7137218
boys like you no matter what and tend to be a lot better mannered
being a transgirl you are a threat to them, they will not welcome you as much as guys do

Who are the top 10 cute/nice posters here?

>>7137215
>How the fuck do you even rationalise the feelings you may have towards someone non binary when you're straight.

You just get over it, and realise that sometimes things like your sexuality or someone's gender shouldn't get in the way of love.
Love is greater than all else.

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>>7137226
I wish I would get a Trump delivery boy
but nooooo, I always get stuck with the Indian guy who can barely phrase a sentence in English.

>>7137228
So what?

>>7137215
>simultaneously turned off by the things that are fem.
are you really turned off by them? would you not say you have enough love for them that it doesn't matter? or that you love those parts of them regardless?

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>>7137229
>tfw boys are easier
>tfw prefer girls

>>7137223
Would recommend to write applications for somewhere else to be on the safe side.

>>7137230
Not me, I'm a hon.

>>7137229
When I was in the hospital every single doctor and nurse and PCA was super transgender friendly. I even had a sign someone made that said "prefers to be called sarah".

Despite being friendly, none of them wanted to date me. I wasn't seeriouosuly hitting on them, but to put in perspective that my life isn't dandy I brought it up with them. Like "well you're not seriously going to date me.... And neither is anyone else. So this isn't exactly something fun for anyone. I don't do this for attention either."

Being a transgender girl is an active threat to straight women. And the bisexual ones don't prefer it either and lesbians prefer to coddle lesbians, not cock boys like me despite my "confusion". I ended up homicidal being butthurt about being named Sarah. Lol

>>7137236
as a boy, i actually find that to be quite an offensive assumption

>>7137230
Me, obv

My nephew he is three years old
> <male name> are you boy or a girl
> well what I look like to you lil buddy?
> <laughing> you look like a boy
> well why I look like a boy?
> your hair look boyish
> and your nose
> and your lips

I love him but this kind of made me sad

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>>7137230
>Our system thinks your post is spam
Elanna Meave and Anon

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>>7137236
why are you posting that nazi frog symbol of hate?

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>>7137245
What why Momiji

>>7137240
If you passed you'd get plenty of pussy. I've never heard of a passing transgirl complaining about not being laid. Also why the fuck would your nurse date you? That's like not allowed.
>>7137245
Because I'm a Nazi white supremacist, everyone knows this.

>>7137243
Fucking kids.
I'm sorry.
Your juicy lips obviously aren't tho
....
My niece calls me aunt...
And I feed her ice cream for breakfast

>>7137249
>MAGA hat
>White supremacist
Pick two.

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>>7137252
>Because I'm a Nazi white supremacist, everyone knows this.
carry on I guess

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>>7137256
My asian friend is a white supremacist?

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>>7137235
It's really something that I think in the heat of the moment is more jarring than you realise. This is someone who works out, is in top physical form, is reasonably dominant, and has made it very clear that they are happy to top. they go out of their way to look male. On the other hand, I get into bed with them and things just start to get confusing. Their skin is soft, they talk like a girl, they smell like a girl, they have girl nipples and the like. I feel like I can get over this and that in a way I love them for the confusion they cause me, but you have to realise just what a strange feeling it is.

>>7137254
My lips are too juicy, I was considering getting a reduction.
>>7137259
Were the Japanese not allied with Hitler in the war?
>>7137257
14/88

>>7137230
Maeve, Sertii, Neptune, Snickerdoodle, Basic, Grace, Sirona, Isla, Quid and Anonymous

>>7137257
>that pic is of something that actually happened
What is going on?

>>7137262
He's not a Jap, he's a lamp.

>>7137260
I'm lonely and biscum so I can't really relate to any of that. But I hope you the best at figuring it all out. You deserve to be happy!

>>7137262
>reduction
I like your lips tho.
No such thing as too juicy unless they're fake.
Dicksuckinglips are enjoyed by everyone if you have tits!

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>>7137264
>when the memes become real

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Am I a girl?

>>7137272
yes, just an ersatz girl

>>7137273
Oh.

>>7137236
just talk to the shy guys
i like transgirls but im not out about it... or anything
bakka
>>7137240
thats a no no dumby, is your only time in the public eye a hospital trip?
id date the fug outta u but its just a matter of finding a guy whos into that and over the whole "eww penis is gay" phase
girls are just assholes in general its how their biology sets them up.
>>7137272
auhgh, you're beautiful

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>>7137262
>14/88
indeed, I guess

>>7137264
unless you are a sjw/libtard YOU ARE A FUCKING FASCIST NAZI

http://blog.dilbert.com/post/152293480726/the-bully-party
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilIX_cz3HIQ

>>7137264
nothing is off-limits in 2016, it seems

pepe is a hate symbol, memes have been a focal point in a presidential election, brexit happened/is happening, donald trump might become president, south korea is unironically controlled by rasputin-tier mystics, etc.

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My ass is sore from doing squats. Feels good.

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>>7137252
I might date one of them because we kinda liked each other desu. She watched porn with me. Shit was very surreal.

I was told by multiple doctor's they thought I was a genuine genius. They weren't pleased about it, because I'm a hysterical liar. And yeah, if I passed. I don't. I don't think I ever will. Being trans is something for the kids. I missed a generation swing.

My one nurse out of like 25 (literally so many) cuddled me and was stroking my hair. I miss her and told her I'd visit her Monday. I have a psyche appointment Monday, but it's in the same building so I'll wander up during visiiiting hours to say hi to her.

I ended up using so many big words "aggressively" and "logically" I pissed off the two doctors. I got like quadruple the meds I was supposed to because I'm so effective at lying :/

I wish I was average instead of a psychopath.

And I agree dating nurses is a bad idea unless you're their age. Which I was. I was older o.o and apparently fascinating. Idk it makes some sense. I do practice being the most interesting person ever. I dont have a lot going for me..... So I try to be like....very interesting and knowledgeable. I think she liked my tattoo. Would be surpririsiijg but also dope to end up Inn a relationship from a suicidal stint hahaha I'm not crossing fingers.


Anyone know the band Spookrat? I don't believe you has been stuck in my head all week. I played it over their PA system like in the hallway because I figured out how the call button rigged to a computer lol

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>>7137231
Love also can be extremely tested though, and it can also hurt a lot. And I don't want to hurt them again
Like fuck idk

>>7137276
I'm listening to https://youtu.be/ABCtU6NB_xs rn can't stop that.

>>7137270
Everyone seems to like them so maybe I have BDD
>>7137281
So women do like you, why are you crying then?

>>7137275
I don't want a boyfriend :p but yes girls biology does seem whack.

I I wish I could say I hated bitches, but I love them.

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>>7137270
>Tfw no dsl or tits

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>>7137285
nice
listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB3H05OhVDI

>>7137286
Cuz I'm Jewish and my weeweee is small.

>>7137294
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=P5qf_4wbmmo

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Good night everyone.

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>>7137297
>an australian goes to bed

>>7137287
im not boy ;~;

>>7137297
nn tomoko-chan

>>7137293
I always wonder if theirs videos are taken from a movie
good shit
>>7137297
Sleep well

>>7137297
Nini Emily

>>7137297
Night
>>7137294
Even though I'm a Nazi white supremacist I think Jewish girls are cute.

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>>7137297
Finally joining me?

>>7137293
So macho.

>>7137299
Me either according to a sign that says I prefer to be called sarah, but it's still all wrong.

I t thought about killing my landlord but he was pretty nice I said I paid my rent on time as often as I could.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6zzlJprnd98

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>going to sleep at 10am
i'm a mess

>>7137312
>I thought about killing my landlord
This is why people avoid us

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>>7137313
>not just pulling an all nighter after you realize the drugs aren't going to wear off in time for sleep

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>>7137310
but I am a girl

>Meeting guys on craigslist
Bad idea?

>>7137316
I would if I wasn't sober lol
Just going to pop some melatonin, lay in bed, read, and see if I fall asleep

>>7137320
that depends on whether or not you want to be chopped up and hid in someone's freezer

>>7137313
>posting a skeleton so close to halloween
what are you trying to do? spook us all?!

>>7137316
>Trying to sleep to get down. Wake up high.

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Im almost 5 years HRT now, I pass, and Im attractive, but I still feel like I feel for a meme and that we're all dilluded men. I can't just see everyone invalidating and making fun of trans identity without getting sad and thinking maybe theyre right.

I act like a girl and look like a girl, but when people find out Im trans it doesnt matter how much I pass, they all invalidate me and think Im a freaky faggot. If Im not feminine enough they say Its because Im not really trans, if I try to hard Im overcompensating and have a fetish for my image of a woman.

I don't know what to do /mtfg/, Im beautiful and pass but I still dont feel accepted as a woman. It makes me want to do something crazy like kms or go into porn. I feel like being trans is a meme made up to get beta boys infertile and sucking cock.

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>>7137324
sorry anon! don't worry, skeletons aren't real.

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>>7137321
Good luck anon
I'm just gonna take more drugs, smoke and wait for the sun to come up

>>7137326
Lol, that happened to me earlier

>>7137323
:/ how do I bail? I already sent him pics, he wants me.
>>7137327
Move to a more liberal area?

>>7137327
Just don't tell anyone.

>>7137327
>Im almost 5 years HRT now, I pass, and Im attractive, but I still feel like I feel for a meme and that we're all dilluded men. I can't just see everyone invalidating and making fun of trans identity without getting sad and thinking maybe theyre right.
unfortunately, that's unavoidable and one of the hardest parts of being trans is coming to terms with your identity.

you never actually completely become a girl, it's just that the more you pass, the more you asymptotically approach womanhood without ever reaching it.

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>>7137329
AHHHHHH
ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGH
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRGHHHHH

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>>7137338
That webm was funny until I realized the point of it, then I noticed how much different and prettier the girl skeleton is.

Fuck.

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>>7137337
>the more you pass, the more you asymptotically approach womanhood without ever reaching it
why live

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>>7137338
Me on the left

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>tfw can't even enjoy music without getting dysphoria

I wish I was Esperanza Spalding, beautiful, talented and has nice hair. Instead I was born ugly, useless and I don't even have any hair. I lost the lottery of life, I wish I wasn't too scared to re-roll.

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>>7137343
the girl skeleton can have babie skeletons
>ywn be a girl skeleton

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>>7137338
>those hips
it's not fucking fair

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>>7137293
>When you go to see Sabaton live during European tour and you clock and meet all the nazi sympathizers at the concert going off the Thors hammers necklaces they wear & party with em.
Shit was pretty fire but some retards started fighting and it was crowded as it was and made me spill my fucking beer.

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>>7137338
>>7137352
Frustrating shit. Going back to the gondola webm thread.

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>>7137355
>>7137358
life sucks