Squats edition! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBhh23-paLU
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• tfw forever a tran
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previously on mtfg >>7107627
good morn
hope at least one nice thing happened to you today
>>7108948
...
.___.
Nope. I guess today was pretty bad...
>>7108948
huggggg maeve ^^
>>7108948
I made a yummi breakfast
BUT THEN
i looked at the dishes to clean and my mom left lots of them
>>7108950
No, not really, I just like being a cloth architect.
2 bunkbeds side by side makes for an awesome base for a pillow castle!
>>7108940
Thank you! And I have no idea, but people who end up in finance make a tonne of money, so I might just do something like that. I haven't thought that far ahead though!
So what are your plans after you go fulltime?
>>7108944
>Best Girls General
I approve
>>7108948
hugg hamham
>>7108944
I approve of this thread. She could probably crack nuts with her vagina.
>>7108948
Why/how do you always happen to be just getting up and joining the thread when a new one is made?
Today has been okay though
>>7108940
That's HELLA GAY
>>7108941
I'm breddy gud hru?
>>7108955
>yfw you remember that girls *like* to do dishes
:o
>>7108944
>tfw you do your squats like a good girl yesterday and now your legs are killing you
i need someone to killu my legs better~
pillow fort
>>7108948
>hope at least one nice thing happened to you today
yes, i came to MTFG
(that's where all my friends live)
>>7108967
do them more frequently, like everyday or every other day and you shouldn't get doms
>>7108965
i have to draw some fatty magoo in drawing class and my legs hurt from squatz ;-;
>>7108968
*kiss*
>>7108974
*kiss*
>>7108968
*cuddles lauren while we watch kill bill*
can I have hugs pls
>tfw no bf
>>71085776
Oh nooo, what about yr race????
I hope you feel better soon..
>>7108948
I found 15 bucks in my pants!
>doing squats as exercise and not just instead of standing/sitting on the floor
:3c
>>7108940
Yeah, I really can't blame you for not wanting to go back there.
Seeing stories like yours is why I kind of want to avoid going to irl trans support groups. :/
>>7108979
*tackle hugs anon*
FRIEND?
>>7108987
im aap though
dirty kitchens just suck
>tfw no shower in the past 15 days
>tfw in inpatient ward
Can someone tell Kat I might be gone for a while?
>>7108973
Hurting is just a sign ur gonna get GAINZ
>>7108991
On it.
You okay???
>>7108957
Oh thats awesome!
Well idk just enjoy not being in work for the first time in six years for a while, get used to the whole fulltime thing.
Fiancee will be applying for jobs in her field so we'll end up moving somewhere else, probably the UK.
Shake things up!
>>7108965
I can't even put into into words how much I love that copypasta
It's like one of the best things in my life
>>7108996
Thanks Isla <3
>>7109000
>:(
>not even one tiny thing that made you smile?
I mean I'm here... as anon pointed out...
Otherwise I've been pretty sad all day.
>>7109005
Yeh!
This is good.
Now I have smiled!
>>7109001
That pasta just makes me sad that I never legitimately slept with my bros
;~;
>>7109000
Nice things happened yesterday but also not nice things and so far today nothing has changed the neutral balance so it's okay.
>visit mom
>She says its insane how much weight ive lost
>know shes hugboxing but feel good anyway
>>7109006
:) a smile makes everything better
wall dog
>>7109001
Uk huh
>>7109009
Just don't go overboard.
>resting bitchface girl at work
>I think she hates me b/c of her face and staring at me
>say something about how boys are gross & girls as partners is where its at
Suddenly she smiles at me a lot and gets red when I catch her resting bitchface staring at me.
.........she knows I'm not single.
Tbh, flirting with boys is fun but I've never met an eyecandy boy to look at.
Wats wrong with me.
How can I really like dick but almost strictly find feminine bodies attractive?
>>7109009
>anyone who says anything nice about me is hugboxing
you stop that
This bed is uncomfortable and the sheets are too small
>>7109022
hugg
>>7109022
Don't remember asking
>>7109007
hey it's me, your bro
>>7109020
>How can I really like dick but almost strictly find feminine bodies attractive?
is it possible for someone to be both a chaser and an MTF?
>>7109022
that's just your insanity talking
>>7109030
Yes
>>7109029
>>7109010
Forgot picture, sorry anon!
>>7109022
wait they let you go online
when i was in a hospital they would let me use any kind of electronics
*executes you in the name of Allah*
>>7109019
Thank you, hungry skeleton
>>7109015
hmm, maybe.
I don't know of any trans support groups near me, but I do know there's a general lgbt organization at my uni. Maybe I could show up to one of their meetings some time. (I probably won't though.)
>>7109020
I'm bi and desu I'm never really been attracted to mens bodies, it's what they can do with them that's attractive.
Like, an attractive guy is just one who isn't ugly. If they're muscly they can pick you up and plop you on their penis which makes you feel real small and hot.
(ûwû)b <3
>>7109015
Godspeed basic
I kinda miss sexually confusing people
>>7109028
W-which one?
>>7109040
<3 <3 <3
But why are you in hospital?
I hope it's not serious...
Oh and ask them for a pillow and use the pillow case to make the sheets comfier, just lie on it without the pillow in it!
>>7109036
I had my phone in the closed station in the psychiatry all the time. Only back then in the youth clinic they took it away.
>>7109001
Yeah, having a break from work could be a great idea, I'd kill for one now! If you get a chance to move somewhere different you should definitely do it. And at least you don't have to worry about learning a new language.
>>7109047
Whichever one you wanna sleep with
>>7109036
I dont think theyve noticed
In morn i get assessed for mental ward in Bridgend
>>7109043
Why the UK. Why not Asia
>>7109007
If you were my bro, I'd fugg you, as long as it wasn't homo
Maybe just a quick brojob or something
>>7109051
>whichever one
>singular
>>7109052
>In morn i get assessed for mental ward in Bridgend
O-oh...
I guess you won't be online much while you're there...
:(
>>7109035
:3 you look nice!
>>7109062
:p
I can look nicer, but I don't have the energy .__.
>>7109044
At the very least you could make one normal friend there so do try!!
>>7109047
I'm going to take great joy in it.
Maybe you should grab some boy clothes and see if you can confuse people
>>7109050
I'm really looking forward to it!!
Absolutely yeah. Plus we already have a lot of friends/family dotted around the UK so it'd be pretty easy.
>>7109053
See above
Also why Asia?
>>7109058
Let me rephrase then, whichever one you wanna sleep with the most.
Unless you are thinking about multiple bros simultaneously. I can only be one person at once.
>>7109068
:(((((
That's mean!
wow... do you at least have your plushie to cuddle?
>>7109068
f-frog?
>>7109070
Oh nice. Family and friends. Wosh I jad that
>>7109043
Basic you should totaly move to Southampton or Bournemouth or something, there's a pretty cool person down there looking to start a band, just saying.
>>7109068
no pillow? maybe they forgot to give one :(
>tfw you look like aids and everyone has basically admitted it by now
I wish suicide wasn't just a meme, because I actually hate myself and my life right now.
>>7109076
Hugg oryx
Oryx is a cute trip name
>>7108944
>tfw no qt muscle girl to ream your ass like a stallion and give you sweet, gentle cuddles afterwards
>>7109064
>tfw no energy to make myself look at least acceptable
;-;
>>7109070
I could imagine yeah, hopefully it goes super well!
>>7109045
Exactly this..
I'm attracted to the feeling....
The thought of a man.
Not their body
'Men as a theory'
>>7109030
Its not that though... Even as a boy, I saw transgirls as just... Women. No fetish to it.
Still do.
Hell, of the girls I dated, I never touched their dick on my own. Usually, they would be like "OK, its your turn"... But I never instigated.
Psure I'm not a chaser if ive never actively sought trannies... Just kinda met them through groups of faggots I knew
>>7109084
But Im not a trip..
>>7108994
i feel like I have a little sway in my step today so hopefully
>>7109007
be a boy for me brah
>>7109086
Yeah... It's a bad feel.
It seems I was blessed somehow because I've tricked people into thinking I'm qt.
>>7109087
>Nope, literally here straight after the city centre
I know it's a long shot, but get your mom to get it to you? she might do it...
>1hr a day
:(
If they'll allow it, I'll make treats and send them to you!
>>7109073
Gdi you're making me pick just one?
Fine, I've got one in mind
They wouldn't want anything to do with a loser faggot like me though. Adds an extra layer of degeneracy.
>>7109057
Yeah I'd give you a handy np
What about succ?
>>7109070
Oh god, I actually do want to do this..
>>7109092
Ok, I'll hold you tight bae
>>7109100
>tfw not a bedouin looking after Oryx
>>7109098
>They wouldn't want anything to do with a loser faggot like me though.
Hate fucking it is, then.
Everyone post sad music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awrO6DbDmrg
>>7109098
>What about succ?
I suppose I would let you do that too, if I were feeling kind.
Just don't use the boyvoice.
>>7109070
Ehhhhhh, I guess so.
I don't have any irl friends atm, so being able to make one would be rad.
I feel kind of anxious about showing up to a thing like that and being like
>Hey, just ignore the fact that I look and sound like a gross boy. I'm totes a girl, I swear!
but I guess I'm gonna have to get over that feeling eventually, if I ever wanna go fulltime and such. ( ._.)
God waiting for mones to arive is killing me.
I thought i could manage for a year, then i thought i could manage for a month, now i cant wait after less than a week.
>>7109109
skip to 8:14 if you wanna be a sad little tranny :(
https://youtu.be/f7rJqpbk7k0
>>7109100
I'll probably go somewhere else. I think I'd like a change of scenery too, even if it is just moving to Dublin or something. But yeah, I've no real destination in mind!
>>7109109
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QA30qkRYy8
I ain't play the hand I was dealt, I changed my cards
>>7109109
Slowdive - Slowdive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzVwpibI8uY
>>7109108
God damn it
This is so fucking wrong, it shouldn't be as hot as it is
>>7109112
I've been told that I'm just going to look like a dyke
;~;
>>7109110
https://clyp.it/r00trfjk
>>7109114
yus iktf
just relax though ^^
you know you're gonna get them and that's a huge weight off your shoulders :3
>>7109098
>lani will never hold you tight
that's not tight
Hello, I am feeling bad can I get huggs please
thank you
>>7109145
Hugg anon
>>7109145
*hugs anon*
>>7109109
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=maQSomQCp58
Dammit this post is making me dredge up all my sad music and making me sad
>>7109145
>>7109145
wish i could gove real huggs
this one will have to suffice
*hugg*
just got back from doing squats :o
legs are ghetti now
>>7109150
I SAID I WANTED HUGGS NOT HUGS YOU DUMB CUNT
REEE
>>7109157
good girl
>>7109112
Yea. I just try a lot of things. The lonliness gets to me though like whats the point if it doesnt contribute for anyone else lol fuck ither people
>>7109124
Just thinking bout it a bit. Might help me not feel like a freak
>say retard under my breathe
>colleague asks why I said it
New girl. Shes nice. I djdnt mention anything but today she called me he then she. Shes a but more clever compared to the ithers
this guy is a global treasure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oT2bpxa4bGw
>>7109136
>This is so fucking wrong, it shouldn't be as hot as it is
Just imagine him plowing from behind, slapping you and calling you a disgusting faggot.
>>7109157
is this how you get a cool butt
>>7109158
s-sorry!
*huggs anon*
>>7109167
thank you anon thats very sweet c:
>>7109158
LMAO
>>7109136
>https://clyp.it/r00trfjk
You're an evil person. I want to go to where you work and pay for a thousand dollars worth of groceries with smudged coupons. Also:
>aboat to put their dick in my moath
>>7109165
*mires your butt*
>>7109145
H U G G
U
G
G
Someone who likes erping here?
How do you girls feel about role playing?
It seems like erp circles are filled with transgirls.
I love erping and role playing as anything tbqh...
>>7109158
y-you'll get the G later
>>7109178
I dislike ERP.
I guess as an Empress I feel a bit above it.
>>7109136
Aboot, mooth
That's not a bad thing though? Confuse lesbians with your boy voice
>>7109121
Yeah I think it's really important to just get away after a few years. Are you form Cork originally?
>>7109124
Ok, don't freak out OK?
I'm psychic
>>7109145
Hugg
>>7109162
I'm really sorry.
Well the point of things is for yourself not for others.
>>7109162
I see, well if it helps, it really helped me, might help you too.
>she called me he then she
Well I guess that's better than just calling you a he right? Still it sucks, sorry that happened to you.
>>7109178
I used to when I had no self respect and was desperate for male attention. Haven't felt the need for it in a while.
>>7109178
ERPing is a bit autistic, you have to make sure you're only doing it ironically
>>7109195
But anon-kun! I thought we had a loving relationship!
*cries*
>>7109145
>>7109164
FUcking
AhhHHh
S-stop I'm trying to focus on code not get turned on over this kind of degeneracy ;~~~~~~~~~;
>>7109172
Reeeee
You also, are of the evil persuasion
This is why your dick belongs in my mouth :^)
>>7109189
My boy voice isn't a very good boy voice thoughh
I'm not sure if it would confuse anyone
I just sound like a boy that's 14 years old
>>7109178
I kinda ERP'd on /a/ for a few threads I guess. People liked it so much it spawned an entire imageboard whose community is still going strong 6 years later. I never had much to do with it though.
Daily reminder that running 3 times a week is a really good idea, especially when self medding.
The cardio helps with keeping your weight under control and with preventing blood clots. In addition, running stresses your skeleton, making it stronger, which is important. It also makes you feel better in your daily life.
>>7109211
>running 3 times a week
How far, how long and where do I get the energy?
>>7109211
Usually I run around the park on sunday, but that's a really good idea, actually.
>>7109211
do you think walking would also be fine? i like taking hella long walks
>tfw touching ur wifus cute butt
>>7109211
Maybe getting fat on hrt and not moving will kill me
>>7109215
A proper diet.
Few kilometers.
>>7109189
Yeah I've lived here my entire life, so somewhere new would be nice, and it's not exactly the biggest of places. Plus, I swear I pass better whenever I'm somewhere outside Cork, but maybe that's just interacting with people I haven't seen before, or psychological, I have no idea.
>>7109225
>A proper diet.
Drat
>few kilometers
Double drat!
>>7109215
>How far, how long
Follow the sticky on /fit/
>How do i get the energy
Eat an appropriate amoun of food
>>7109228
>sticky on /fit/
Danke!
>>7109221
Running is a lot better for both your heart, bones and mood.
>>7109205
>He's calling you by your boy name, saying you're a loser, a failure of a man but you do nothing but moan because it feels so good~
>>7109211
Cycling is better tho.
i want to get a hugg from reviewbrah
that would make my life complete desu
>>7109205
You just need to keep practicing it every day.
I know you'll get there!!!!
>>7109199
I know. You have to look after yourself first and foremost and then if you want to contribute to people's lives to feel good do it after. Because otherwise it's pointless
>>7109220
You're thinking
About
Something to do with....
Things
>>7109226
I doubt it's psychological Cork is the biggest village of a city I've ever seen
Everyone knows everyone and its the same faces every day. It's just idk incestuous.
On top of that you're probably lying more relaxed outside of here. Helps for passing a loooot when you're not side eyeing everyone to see if they either recognize you or clock you
>>7109233
If someone called me my boy name while fucking me I'd probably have a breakdown
>>7109228
>Follow the sticky on /fit/
Oh come the fuck on.
>>7109238
he would probably hover hand that hug
>>7109235
yea i switched from running to cycling to help build better hips
>>7109243
i can dream
>>7109243
even better
>>7109235
I disagree. As a former cyclist, running is better for your bones and this is important for trannies since we are considered a high risk group for osteoporosis. I will agree that cycling is more fun tho
whats is the history of hugg with two gs
>>7109248
Wasn't he being stalked or something?
>>7109109
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYtdQccn54I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYZofYYuQsg all of these women are WHORES
>>7109111
It'll go better than you think.
And it's definitely worth it regardless of how you think you look
You're not a gross boy!!
>>7109241
W-what sort of things?
>>7109255
hugg elann
>>7109233
>>boy name
Fucking
This got a lot less hot very very fast
I hate my boy name
>>7109241
I am actually not sure it's possible for me to sound older. My current guy voice is not that far off of what my guy voice was before transition.
>>7109261
got 19 sec in
"congrats youre a MILF"
noooope im not doing this
>>7109211
>running outside where people can see you and judge your body
senpai...
>>7109242
?
Its pretty much the best written starting guide for understanding fitness on the internet
>>7109272
It's not supposed to be nice, though.
>>7109272
is your boy name dongus
>>7109272
My name is gender neutral, so I'm pretty much keeping it
>>7109241
Maybe I need srs
>>7109276
The secret is that after a while you run so fast that no one sees you :^)
>>7109254
Try crabwalking everywhere instead
im a girl
>>7109286
lucky you, im just a man on estrogen :(
>>7109241
Yeah, it's crazy how often I've bumped into people I know just walking around town. It might just be that I'm more relaxed yeah, the last time I was in Dublin I felt much more at ease not having to worry about being recognised. Yeah, I need a change of scenery quick!
>>7109282
The abbreviated version of my boy name is gender neutral... And my girl name has the same spoken abbreviation...
Its been kinda neat just using the abbreviation and everyone being like, "okay, that's a shortened girl name"
>>7109286
>>7109290
Yo también
>>7109291
How long til you finish your post grad?
>>7109292
>Ywn have transitioned young enough to go to your debs with a qt bf looking beautiful
>>7109205
>This is why your dick belongs in my mouth :^)
So this is how they get you.
I'm spiralling into the abyss, but I can't even say that I'm kicking and screaming against it.
>>7109294
Same as me, lol. What's your name?
>>7109292
tbfair her old bro probably doesn't know her name now
>>7109292
>normal things
You're not really psychic at all are you?
>mfw
http://i.4cdn.org/gif/1477051690834.webm
>Trannies say they don't want you playing with their cocks
>"Play with my cock, baby."
Then what did she mean by this?
>remember I have cold sores sometimes and that means I have herpes
>never really thought of it as an std until now
>had sex with someone without telling them i have herpes
fuck im a bad person now aren't I
>>7109312
What an ugly kitchen.
Who the fuck puts pink and green together like that?
>>7109281
No
I've actually hinted at my boy name on here before
There's like one person that actually guessed it though
>>7109282
Good on you
Makes life easier
>>7109279
There's a fine line between being really fucked up and wrong and degenerate and appealing to someone's submissive side, and just straight up triggering
>>7109292
I didn't transition young
I just gave myself an endocrine disorder by accident
>>7109304
Come on bae
I've got loads of holes pining for some dick~
>>7109312
porn.
>>7109312
different girls have different levels of genital dysphoria and some don't mind it
also its porn
>>7109312
Wow, it's ALMOST as if porn isnt an accurate representation of reality.
Really makes you think desu...
>>7109299
Realistically, probably March/April, it kinda depends a little. I didn't intend for it to take that long originally, things kinda just worked out like that.
>>7109313
Literally everyone has herpes, genital herpes is a different thing
I want for nothing but the sweet release of death
>>7109325
Oral herpes is not quite the same as genital herpes you know...
>>7109318
>straight up triggering
I guess I can't really understand.
>>7109312
fuck we've been found out
>>7109325
You should probably tell this person now. They might hate you but its the best thing to do. Idk about if herpes is transmitted always tho.
>>7109335
*pats the hamster*
>>7109335
maeve that's my favorite hampic
>>7109300
>Ywn have a childhood
I feel like we're just spiraling here
>>7109307
Yeah.... But like..
>>7109310
You have to catch yourself when you do. It's tough :/
>>7109311
I am a swear! Right now you're doubting if I'm psychic
See?
>>7109318
>I just gave myself an endocrine disorder by accident
I don't understand.....
>>7109340
>Had enough of a childhood to know what you were missing out on
>>7109336
i want to fucking die
>>7109318
>I've got loads of holes pining for some dick~
REEE, STOP LURING US INTO DEGENERACY, STUPID SEXY MTFS
The one saving grace in all of this is that it's actually more gay to have sex with a woman than an MTF, because feminising someone kinda makes you straighter.
>>7109312
>trying to apply porn logic to reality
>>7109347
w-why do people keep saying this???
this is nice game
>>7109340
Shit... but... ok ok one last chance, what am I thinking now?
>>7109312
Some girls have issues. Some girls don't. Some girls are obsessed with frills and pink and trying to be as stereotypically girly as possible. Some don't give a shit and just dress for comfort.
>>7109346
so its not that bad
>>7109354
Is that Burial at Sea or the original Bioshock?
Bioshock is pretty comfy though, even with all the splicers
>>7109340
Like
I've talked about it on here before
When I was like 11 or 12 I fucked up my balls, or at least I have enough reason to think that I did some permanent damage with what I did.
There's the fertility thing
There's the fact my voice never fully dropped
I had like next to no facial hair at 19
I routinely had people guessing that I was 16 y/o
I have weird proportions for someone that went through male puberty
>>7109349
I'm so confused by this logic
>>7109334
Nope
>>7109333
No, not likely.
Suffice to say, it would probably be hotter if they didn't use my name at all and just called me freak, faggot, or whore
>>7109363
Burial At Sea, I like rapture more pre-revolution desu. It's comfy incarnate.
>>7109359
Describe these trips to someone who has never interacted with them:
Lissy
Nim
Isla
Lauren
Elanna
Hanna
Sertii
Basic
>>7109362
quid help
>>7109313
>>7109279
you have much to learn about the subtleties of degradation
>>7109358
Transwomen are fetishized in porn for their penises. Most transwomen are acting, although im sure there are some that dont have genital dysphoria and dont mind.
Reminder I'm in love with isla and we're getting married and adopting 3 kids and a ferret
>>7109369
seeing rapture pre-war was kinda cool but the story itself kinda sucked desu
infinite kinda sucked altogether
>>7109370
i think you mean Honna*
>>7109361
Nah ur fine, i have oral herpes as well. As long as you dont kiss someone when it breaks out ur cool.
>>7109358
If someone payed me enough I'd say that too, doesn't mean I'd enjoy it.
i need to kill maeve
>>7109379
i can't grant you the sweet release of death if that's what you're asking
>>7109372
either that or gid
>>7109382
noooooooooooooo :(
>>7109340
>tfw can't relate with childhood anymore
>>7109379
I don't believe in euthanasia.
>>7109385
nice hampyramid
>>7109371
well just give a heads up next time I suppose, something like 80 percent of people end up with some form of herpes though
I'm not very good at calming right now sorry lol I just
>>7109368
>I'm so confused by this logic
You assert your masculinity when your feminise someone - sorta like, you absorb their manliness into your own body.
You'd understand if you had more than cock and artifice on your mind.
>>7109382
how are we gonna get married if i'm dead
>>7109393
it really is
>>7109306
>4chan
The abbreviated boy name, chris girl name Kris.
But I go by valq, anon
>>7109394
You are either trolling or your understanding of how porn works is that of a 14 year old.
>>7109395
No.
>>7109376
>seeing rapture pre-war was kinda cool but the story itself kinda sucked desu
Yeah, the story was kind of boring. They played it way too safe imo.
infinite kinda sucked altogether
>Mhm I kind of liked it, actually. I was always too scared to play the original bioshock, and I played infinite in long sessions on the xbox360.
I found it fun to play, however Bioshock 1-2's story was WAY more interesting, even made me buy the book on rapture before the new-years revolution.
>>7109379
i'll definitely hugg but, i won't kill you.
death won't be sweet. however way you experience it.
>>7109368
note taken
>trans-feminine
what does this even mean why do people say this instead of trans woman
>>7109312
We just like to play coy, you autist.
Only the persistent boys get to experience the heavenly pleasure of feminine penis.
Beta cuck chasers and "good guys" give up easily, so it's a filter of sorts
>>7109330
same
>>7109411
I think the former includes femboys.
>>7109405
You're acting like porn is some rape dungeon that forces people to do things they don't want to.
>>7109397
Do you go to /d/?
>>7109379
How do I help exactly?
>>7109344
:(
>>7109357
You are thinking that I'm probably lying not psychic but you're feeling kind of hungry and kind of sleepy and slightly amused at all of this
>>7109368
Oh fuck I never heard that.
I would say I'm sorry but it might have been for the best? As shitty a thing as that is to say...
>>7109379
I can't help you with that but if you call over I'll make you some tea and we'll have a chat
>>7109326
I mean that does give hrt more time too in the long run, and if you can hold out that long, passing better will be better for jobs.
>>7109389
:(
>>7109420
Fine then, if you're so sure you know better i have no reason to argue further.
>>7109392
Whats wrong woth youth in asia?
>>7109411
Its 20% cooler
>>7109425
Kowakunai agaruwhatever
>>7109425
...all of those are safe bets with me though!
>>7109407
it was fun to play but i felt like it was a watered-down bioshock formula
the ending supports this too since it literally sets up endless scenarios for the bioshock formula
the first half was kind of cool but i never really felt like i got into all the nooks and crannies of columbia like i did with rapture
also the whole "different universes" thing just made care less about the characters since if they died i knew they'd still be alive in another universe lol
>>7109370
>Lissy
seems like a nice person and one of the few people here who actually has her life on track
>Nim
something halfway between an imp and a human being
>Isla
weird and unreadable, but a nice person who makes depressive threads less depressing (sometimes)
>Lauren
>Elanna
shitposts a lot, but is nice and helpful when need be, probably touching herself right now
>Hanna
feels like half of her soul is missing or she's got stunted emotions or something, morally neutral
>Sertii
a really nice and naive person who answers even shitposters seriously, probably regularly gives change to homeless people
>Basic
irish af, sort of elanna but more child-like and less cock-craven
>>7109411
because muh non-binary
>>7109428
Euthanasia, killing someone to spare them the pain of living.
>>7109422
>Do you go to /d/?
I lurk, but just to see what it's all about, never really post there. It's a bit degenerate, don't really approve of the goings-on.
>>7109433
Yeah, that ending was the dumbest thing ever. The writers may have thought it was clever, heck, it may have been difficult to write. But it sounded really lazy ingame
>>7109438
I hate them. they're totally undermining real issues
>>7109434
>something halfway between an imp and a human being
is that good or bad
>>7109440
where can I buy this gift from the gods?
is there anything to help you tuck for long periods of time? im not too gifted(or i am from my perspective) but i keep having to fix it from time to time.
why couldn't I have been born a girl
>>7109447
Tape.
>>7109446
Walmart
>>7109446
You find someone willing to kill you, and who doesn't care for the legality of it.
>>7109440
Isn't that murder? I think it's murder.
How can you decide when someone's had enough of life?
At least ask the person who going to die first!
>>7109452
what kind of tape is best
>>7109457
Yeah. I don't believe in euthanasia.
>>7109457
I think the person has to consent for it to be euthanasia.
>>7109425
It was for the best
Young me was dumb and didn't think of the consequences, nor did they even know they were trans. But, I'm thankful they yolo'd it.
Idk, the alternative is that I have some sort of undiagnosed intersex condition and it wasn't my doing. My shrink had enough reason to think I might have klinefelter's to have me tested, results were negative.
>>7109434
>tfw you actually want to touch yourself right now but you have work in an hour
>>7109439
Not a bad guess, but no
>>7109441
Truly /d/egenerate
welp im tired.
good night everyone <3
i hope you all have dreams as sweet as the tea i'm drinking rn =u=
>>7109448
or born without gender dysphoria (assuming it's nature)
>>7109444
Duh.
I'm over here trying to educate people on the mental effects of having the wrong hormones distort your mind and corrupt your body, and they're all like fucking fighting over who's more special.
>>7109447
I use a layer or two of panties, but if you wanna do less laundry, tape is the best option.
>>7109455
that sound hard.
>>7109458
Medical tape. Try your first aid kit/local pharmacy.
>>7109461
oh
is it evan
>>7109458
Duct tape?
No clue.
>>7109463
>in an parallel universe there's a cis girl me that wants to be a man
>>7109458
Athletic tape > Surgical tape > Duct tape > anything else
Tired.
Tired of it all.
Hello
>>7109434
wtf
>>7109452
can i b your tape
>>7109431
But am I right or am I wrong??
>>7109434
>sort of elanna
Nice ^^
> but more child-like
But I'm older.....
>and less cock-craven
H-heh
>>7109436
Hmmm
That's a shame. Sounds like you need a good chat.
>>7109461
Yeah it sounds like that must have had something to do with it then.
I want to high five young lanner for being a go getter. And tell them they're a girl while I'm at it.
>>7109473
>Tfw in a parallel universe there's a cis male me out there being handsome and I'm not sucking his dick right now
i'm gonna kms lmao
>>7109479
>That's a shame. Sounds like you need a good chat.
I need a good kill.
>>7109478
um
emi thatslewd kinda
>>7109434
why did you skip
>>7109461
>Truly /d/egenerate
It's just research mostly, I like to go undercover in those sorts of places and pretend to be a lonely, repressed degenerate, just to see different boards' cultures.
>>7109473
you're blowing my mind over here
>>7109370
>Lissy
Has an awesome girl-name. Best name ever.
>>7109480
OK..
>>7109479
>>Tfw in a parallel universe there's a cis male me out there being handsome and I'm not sucking his dick right now
Wow. AAP af.
It still not to late to get a clue.
Pic related
Going back through every photo you've ever saved by date is quite the throwback.
>>7109475
Hey.
How'd work go?
>>7109494
i got it dw
>>7109479
Fine, you win!
>>7109494
>I can link you to a taping tutorial if you're interested
there was an anime thing of it, iirc.
>>7109497
No nim, you have to live.
>>7109483
it was an accident
she's okay too, i guess
>>7109496
She's not acknowledging my existence.
>>7109434
>feels like half my soul is missing
yea i left it with my bf
ill get to see him in 4 days tho
its gonna be a good week
>>7109503
aww but why
>>7109470
yes
>>7109480
Lol is this OW?
>tfw ur okay i guess
: )
>>7109496
damn i was a shitty meme kid apparentlky
>>7109497
at the time yes.
>>7109508
thems the rules.
>>7109494
link me
>>7109481
Sorry anon, can't help you with that.
>>7109492
All girls think this.......right?
>>7109500
:^)
>>7109512
will you let me be okish too?
>>7109509
oh
cute
>>7109479
Young elanna had no clue what she was doing or why, but yeah, I'm glad she did it
She might have had more than a little difficulty processing a time travelling tranny telling them that they're a girl though ;~;
>>7109530
reply to me on /b/
i love you
>tfw Akaka hasnt posted here in at least a week
Suffering desu
>>7109534
b-but i did
>>7109531
This is what happens when you guess random ass guy names
Not like I care though. It's not my name and hasn't been for a long time.
>>7109506
I feel like that's worse for some reason.
>>7109513
what?
>>7109548
>Going back through every photo you've ever saved by date is quite the throwback.
i saved many shitty memes >_<
>>7109548
Hi
When is moap getting discord?
>>7109536
ik hou ook van jou kleintje
>>7109368
>tfw it's too late to fuck up your balls, the testosterone's damage has already been done
>>7109528
>:^)
You DO know what I'm thinking!
>>7109536
Ik ook :3
>>7109559
could fuck them up as a revenge though
>tfw no anon to fear
oh nvm there they are
>>7109558
bedankt voor het compliment anon ;o;
Woah all these replies while i'm typing this post :o
>>7109561
bedankt uwu
>>7109544
im not making fun of you
me knowing your old name changes nothing
>>7109555
never lol
she's not interested in jumping from one social thing to the next at random
>>7109554
oh, that's what you mean
I have a whole section of fucking depression shit
I can see every game I've played, every anime I've watched, every miserable thing I've typed, and all because I take frequent screenshots
it's like having a diary.
>tfw have to really cut back on spending
rice and beans 4ever it is then. At least saving money will be some motivation to not be a fatty anymore
>>7108977
>tfw roommates leave kitchen filthy
>tfw ruins my mood and I have to clean it to feel better
>Get banned from favorite server for 12 hours for calling someone an idiot in admin sit
>Friend butthurt and wont play cause he claims I play dirty that ruins the fun and wont play just cause I rek him
>All bitches offline
Goddamnit
>>7109502
>>7109498
>>7109447
Here's the vid. The first part of the vid is like for ultra super tuck like showgirl level. The second part is shorter and is for everyday use. There's a shot of the tape she uses and the amont and lengths of tapes per tuck.
Be warned the video shows a real trans woman tucking her real genitalia.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0BxS0IXffV7ixWkFITE9QczVETk0
WAIT
DARK SOULS 3 DLC IS TOMMOROW???
>>7109575
>>tfw roommates leave kitchen filthy
>>tfw ruins my mood and I have to clean it to feel better
>tfw I'm in no mood to do the dishes right now so I'm probably gonna have freezer waffles again instead of actually cooking
tfw friends are supportive but still feels bad man
are all transgender people this self absorbed ?
>>7109568
i'm always watching - like santa, except i give (you)s instead of presents
>>7109562
Orchi someday maybe. Not really a priority at this point.
>>7109584
Yes.
>>7109569
Idk, I know
I just don't know how to respond to people saying my deadname is cute
>>7109592
Your livename is cuter anyways.
>>7109584
>are all transgender people this self absorbed ?
yes
not necessarily through narcissism though, it just comes from spending so much time thinking about themselves and what they are, worrying about their body and image, etc.
>>7109592
>tfw started all this deadname shit
I didn't wanna make you feel bad..
>>7109564
Yeah I'd listen to Christopher Lloyd, that's a sweet ass thought
>tfw basic will never travel back in time and rip you out of the closet in a delorean
https://soundcloud.com/altema44826/loctek-star-mine-girl
I love how this is the stuff I always go back to whenever I wanna kill myself.
>>7109579
>for 12 hours
quit being a cock about it and just chill the fuck out. It's not even a day. Besides, who needs friends anyway.
>>7109584
only the ones that have no shame.
>>7109592
mm im sorry
ahhhhh i need to study,b ut i'm on 4chan
>>7109598
>I didn't wanna make you feel bad..
we are hedgehogs, anon, we always hurt people when we get too close
or however that metaphor goes
>>7109601
Bad. But I've also started voice training (sort of) for the same reason.
I have to head off now. Ciao!
>>7109584
I don't yhink it's self absorbwd, it's really difdicult being trans and hokding all your shit together at first. Like mannerisms, voice, presentation.....at leaat until it becomes second nature you have to be thinking about stuff all the time.
Or wait, what do you mean by self absorbed?
>>7109599
>>tfw basic will never travel back in time and rip you out of the closet in a delorean
Oh wow. OK. This is a really complex and emotional feel and I'm not quite sure how to put it into words
There's just so many things...... I... ;~;
>>7109607
trip is gone whoops
>>7109585
cool.
really makes me think where (you) live, though.
>>7109601
trutrans
I'm not agp either though, because my mother hates cleaning as well.
>>7109605
start by allowing people to set high expectations for you, then not only miserably fail to meet them, but also tell them you're a tranny.
>>7109587
>What game?
I just mean some girlios I talk dirty to occasionally that I've known for a while online. They're boring as fuck to talk to mostly except for one but I think shes actually a dude IRL since shes way too interesting.
>>7109600
Yeah but the server has a goddamn 7 strikes and you're out policy and I'm on my 6th unless older ones expired. It might be fukken ogre goddamnit, if I get out of this ban im harassing that piece of shit every time I see em, I was gonna get out of the sit with a good bullshit excuse but I admin got pissy cause I kept insulting him lel, or her, she claims to be a 14 year old transgirl on her profile but is in the /d/ickgirls group lel. Her profile is cancerous af too.
>>7109603
What rum is it spiced? Is it aged? Is it white? I add a splash of vanilla essence and a lime twist to my rum and coke and it's delicious af!
>>7109624
>They're boring as fuck to talk to mostly except for one but I think shes actually a dude IRL since shes way too interesting.
Gee, thanks m8, I didn't know you valued me so highly!
:p
>>7109622
kzen een engelsman maar ik praat een beetje van deze kankertaal
i listened to a lot of dutch music like partysquad and katastroof
>>7109624
>Her profile is cancerous af too.
She sounds like agp-chan.
have you tried actually being chill?
>>7109614
maybe self absorbed is not the best term
All this attention and people trying comfort me is only making me feel worse
>tfw start going through my room to sell old shit and realize how much crap i have but don't now how to get rid of it other than trashing because it's too obscure to sell on craigslist and not valuable enough to ship for online sale
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7109630
i need it for this shit
>>7109581
thanks
is there an animu equivalent?
>>7109633
i was about to guess you were that belgian studying abroad in Britain from the /nederdraad/
i see. interesting~
>>7109618
What are you studying cutie?
>>7109617
Oh, I'm sorry basic ;~;
Did things get real?
>>7109606
It's not your fault, I didn't have to say it if I didn't want to. Plus, like I said, it's not even my name anymore. It's been so long since anyone actually called me that that it doesn't even register as mine.
>>7109593
Thanks joan
>>7109598
You didn't cause anything, don't feel bad
>>7109647
german ;-;7
end my life.
>>7109645
nah, afraid not
i was just a bit of a dutchboo when i was a young teenager, although all my knowledge has atrophied and now i find it hard to put sentences together
Aight im off for my daily 8 hours of maybe not feeling like shit.
Good night, i hope life is a bit better for everyone tommorow.
>>7109613
Aw :(. Well I hope things improve for you. Good luck with voice training
see ya later
>>7109623
My mother is a neat freak, so I guess that's where I get it from
>>7109627
Ooo that sounds nice! I should try that. It's Morgan's spiced, tastes really nice with coke!
>>7109656
nighty sleep tight <3
>>7109641
I'd just like to interject for a moment. What you’re referring to as Linux, is in fact, GNU/Linux, or as I’ve recently taken to calling it, GNU plus Linux. Linux is not an operating system unto itself, but rather another free component of a fully functioning GNU system made useful by the GNU corelibs, shell utilities and vital system components comprising a full OS as defined by POSIX.
Many computer users run a modified version of the GNU system every day, without realizing it. Through a peculiar turn of events, the version of GNU which is widely used today is often called “Linux”, and many of its users are not aware that it is basically the GNU system, developed by the GNU Project. There really is a Linux, and these people are using it, but it is just a part of the system they use.
Linux is the kernel: the program in the system that allocates the machine’s resources to the other programs that you run. The kernel is an essential part of an operating system, but useless by itself; it can only function in the context of a complete operating system. Linux is normally used in combination with the GNU operating system: the whole system is basically GNU with Linux added, or GNU/Linux. All the so-called “Linux” distributions are really distributions of GNU/Linux.
>>7109653
Heh. Never knew such a thing existed. Very interesting :D
Your dutch is actually very good desu.
>>7109656
Nini
same to you~
motorboat elann
>>7109656
nini
hope things keep getting better for you
especially with hormones on the way
>>7109656
sleep tighty, sertiikins
we'll keep the thread warm while you're gone
>>7109643
Umm i don't know, sorry.
I've only seen like manga type drawings of instructions and I don't have them.
This is the best tape instructional I've seen, though it's missing how to push the testes into the inguinal canal.
60 days until christmas
>>7109675
That means 60 days til full time ^~^
>>7109675
I wonder which other losers will be here on Christmas day
>>7109667
<3 nim
>>7109670
;~;
Same desu
Anyways off to work bye girls
>>7109675
ill spend cristmas with bfs family
lets hope they dont hate me :s
>>7109683
Have a good day
>>7109684
>Too much testosterone and too little sex.
you could fix both those problems by letting a dude nut in your ass
>>7109670
Aha I get that with dilation. Like right now I am in bed binge watching Legend of Korra when I should be dilating and going to sleep
>>7109675
sheen what're you gonna ask santa to get you for christmas
>>7109680
ME
E
>>7109680
>tfw have to spend Christmas with my dad's side of the family
>ultra religious conservatives that get upset that I have long hair
>kept saying I must be gay because I haven't gotten a gf before
>will probably never talk to me again the second I come out
I wish I could be on /mtfg/ for Christmas desu
>>7109675
>tfw never know what to ask for for Christmas
it was easy as a kid but as an adult I don't care much anymore
>>7109656
nighty night
>>7109701
Nìl a fhios agam
>>7109700
Scared desu
>>7109702
Can't you just not go and never talk to them again first?
>>7109700
I-It's just a /g/ meme, actually ;w; I'm still trying to figure out the terminal as we speak.
>>7109698
It's not about semen though, but being the bottom in sex is the opposite of a power pose so by (probably wrong) popular science it will lower your test.
And sure girls can top dudes, but it's easier to find a guy to do it.
just finished this
it was very cute
http://m.mangafox.me
/manga/sick/
>>7109677
yay :D
>>7109680
probably me
>>7109687
good luck, I'm sure they'll love u
>>7109696
the same thing I always ask him, if he could make me a cis girl
>>7109702
ask for candy
>>7109708
not really, I have to go visit my dad because I feel guilty about not seeing him as often as my mom, even if I dislike the rest of his side of the family. But when I visit him around Christmas I have to go visit my aunt and uncle every time (not really my choice).
I can't really come out to them without coming out to my dad (since the holidays are really the only time I see or talk to them) which is something I'm extremely afraid of.
>>7109719
Aw thanks sheen
ive met his mom and she likes me
but his dad lives far up north so i havent met them
maybe he will be mad that his son is dating a degenerate ;~;
>>7109724
I bet he is a cuddly bear and great father in law
>>7109725
I'm full time and I'm a hon, you're pretty and will do just fine
it is nerve wracking but after the first few times you are basically just
>meh
>>7109725
no they just think im a boy
and youre the lovely one!
>>7109738
lets hope~
thanks Sheen
Did anyone else notice the surge of newcomers here when Bernie sanders campaign started?
Makes you think what really goes on at those rallies.
>>7109641
edit your taskbar from default with pink please
>>7109750
when are you going to transition
>>7109753
can u circle it? i'll do it whenl i go out for a smoke. itk what yr saying desu
>>7109757
tint2
>>7109759
i know, but what part? the text is pink...... i have gray and darker black on it
>>7109762
darker gray*
>>7109750
>>7109750
I was lured here from /pol/ because somebody keeps making trans threads there
>>7109766
install windows like a good girl plebbu
>>7109768
I came here because /v/ kept reminding me of my suppressed tranny feels.
>>7109774
>never lol
thats what they all say
hell I said it
>>7109767
maeve post a think hamster
>>7109768
fuck off back there, there last thing we need is more /pol/
Tfw transpassing thinks ur pretty 5
?
>>7109781
Wow, rude
>>7109783
No, never.
>tgfw all the normies liked my bald ass head
>>7109782
b-but they think im pretty aswell :S
>>7109787
wtf elsas bald now
>>7109777
Yea but I been saying it for a long time now and I'll be having to keep it up until I'm dead before everyone here is convinced lol, its not worth giving a shit about, you can believe whatever you want to believe really.
>>7109787
bjorgy ily
>>7109793
I had to download this this afternoon because for some reason I didn't have a better bald Elsa drawing...
>>7109796
As long as you know I'm a man <3
>>7109783
my knockers just started budding
it's only a matter of time, yeah?
>>7109778
this is the closest i have
hamsters aren't known for thinking
>>7109799
hamham thoughts
If we all count to 10 and touch our gts at the same it's almost like sex
>>7109803
or i could just put mine in ur bum ;)
>>7109787
Post bald head :)
>tfw you need a bigger dildo to dilate with
>>7109808
O-okay pls no bully
Hey guys, what are some good sites to do webcam work? I haven't been having good luck with chaturbate.
Say hypothetically, im Trans girl and I think I pass, people think I'm pretty and im pretty normal and well balanced.... how hard would it be for me to find a bf to settle down with and start a family with?
>>7109821
That's because you're hideous
t. Edie
>tfw my mood swings are a little out of control lately
>>7109824
lmao
k deleted file ;_;
>>7109823
>and start a family with
you're trans; you're not starting a family in the near future.
>>7109821
stream on twitch
you might feel a bit dirty though
>>7109815
pewdiepie?
>>7109828
What file?
>>7109828
bald people can't be cute, bjorgy
why would you do such a horrible thing?
>>7109847
>You think I'd make more money doing that? I do play Heroes of the Storm a lot while I cam...
late bandwaggoners tend to get a lot of hate if they aren't something special, but at least you wouldn't have to get nude
good night
i love you all <3
>scrolling through facebook
>notice political post about some asshole
>blah blah blah misogyny
>first comment:
"Aw man, what a misogynist. Trying to save the lives of half a million unborn girls through banning abortion. So sexist!"
>keep scrolling
"5. You don't have a penis so you can't make laws about rape. You literally have no idea what it feels like to want to rape a women."
can we euthanize people like this?
>>7109847
No, Edie looks great
You're just a monster
Kenzie is silly.
>>7109854
Sleep tight, Hanna
Hi
smoke titty skittles every day
ahhhhhh, they stop serving coffee at 7pm..........
>>7109855
you do tho......
>>7109877
I do NOT. NOT AT ALL
NOT
AT
ALL
;_;
(unless it's a good thing)
>>7109864
>an australian enters the thread
>>7108944
>exercises
triggered. I want to go back to the gym so bad ;~;
>>7109877
blebbu
>>7109854
nini hanna
best wishes to you~
(also take the hon out of your name ;_;)
>>7109898
succ
>>7109899
how many layers of irony are you on right now?
>>7109898
then we all good bby
>>7109856
nah but you can block em.
I'm not being flippant that's what I do. I don't need stress on facebook. It's the equivalent of looking in the fridge when you're not hungry. Seeing that shit there is the equivalent of finding a colony of spiders behind your cheese.
Anyway today was a decent day everyone said I look better now
even the trashe
comfweek
>>7109884
Fuck off Yank/Leaf/Pommy/Kiwi
>>7109826
>mood swings
I'm getting admitted to a psychiatric hospital because of mine
>>7109918
Yeah I guess so but I like to keep in contact with my IRL friends.
>>7109903
like 5 or six my dude
i frikk*N LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND
>>7109924
I'm seriously considering checking myself into one, but I need to finish my semester first.
it's not like my parents would be ok with me failing this semester because I had to take care of myself.
>>7109931
eh, fair enough.
I'm thinking about making a fresh facebook and just adding everyone I like so I don't have to deal with people I don't like.
I don't even wanna see people I knew in high school anymore.
>>7109921
Now all you have to do is drop this hole frozen thing, stop posting in /mtfg/ and you will be on your way to being less of a creeper.
>>7109940
But I like shitposting with frozen pictures in tranny thread ;^)
HEY HIPS
HEARD YOUR CREEPY POO IN THE LOO ASS GOT THROWN OUT OF THE WOMEN'S DORM
meanwhile I'm a sorority sister :3
>>7109924
>>7109939
Why would you willingly put yourself into a looney bin? What's so great about it?
>>7109942
>But I like shitposting with frozen pictures in tranny thread ;^)
Just adds to the creep factor.
Yikes lmao
How does it feel to invade women's spaces with your fetish
>>7109946
BACK THE FUCK OFF
>>7109945
so I can't kill myself and so my psychiatrist can get my medication right quicker
also so I'm away from home
>>7109943
>meanwhile I'm a sorority sister :3
I'm kinda jealous tbqh.
>>7109939
I actually did that. I've only got like 12 people on my new facebook.
I might re-activate my old one soon though as it gets so slow there's very little point going there except to use the chat.
duloxetine makes me feel better
but
what it does to my sexdrive pisses me off
>>7109951
that skind gross ngl
don't bully bjorg frzposting is IMPORTANT
also ily all
>>7109945
24 hour psychiatric care
isolation from stressors
immediate medication adjustments (as opposed to waiting to get in touch with a psychiatrist and then having multiple weeks of new-patient bullshit)
easy way to make friends and feel less crazy
>>7109935
Battle scars might be a plus in the military
Make you look like a hardass or something
>>7109955
What actually happens in a psych hospital? Do they give you meds and a straightjacket and shit? Do you have any personal space?
>>7109970
So you enjoy it? Is it more of a social thing?
I have social anxiety and it sounds like it would make me worse. Also I don't like taking meds, I don't trust drug companies
>>7109952
Just few more steps til you becoming one hell of a stand-up dude.
>>7109967
Thanks Lauren I am glad someone likes the frz
I only really post here because some of you used to be /frz/
Now I get why we always said "iktfs" <3
>>7109971
I don't think self harm scars count as battle scars
>>7109984
yw bjorgy
>>7109977
unironically a pedophile too huh
>>7109965
yeah hips also sexually harassed me so
>>7109963
well, i graduated so I'm a alumni, but I've never had anyone complain about me using the women's restroom
>>7109975
>>7109982
yeah I honestly hope hips flunks out because hips is fucking terrible
>tgfw I am not universally hated
here guys have a qt Anna even though she's inferior to her sister
10 points for whomever gets the reference in this pic
>>7109992
that sucks :(
appointment is coming up, will most psychiatrists write a script if I wear boy clothes? I am not ready to go around looking like a complete hon
currently my backup plan is to say I'll buy them online myself
I'm almost not sure as to why I'm bothering with the doctor
>>7109998
>tfw I'm giving up 10 points because I don't give a shit
my blood sugar spiked, now it dropped again.
>>7110001
Say you're already buying them online. They'll be way more inclined to prescribe so you're "safe"
>>7109970
>feel less crazy
the place I went last time was full of people with very minor anxiety issues for some reason so the fact that I went without food for like 5 days because I was too terrified to go to the dining room didn't really make me feel better about myself
>>7109978
it's just like a holiday except you can't leave and nurses come into your room every 30 minutes to make sure you haven't killed yourself or set anything on fire
they give you meds if they think you need them
straightjackets are for schizophrenic murderers
you might get your own room or you might have to share a room
my psychiatrist took me off all of my meds. It didn't go very well
>>7109992
hips' family is rich as fuck so idk if they can really flunk out they could easily afford to pay for housing and tuition for another 40 years
>>7109998
>tfw I get the reference, but only because I saw someone say what the reference was when you posted that pic here before.
>>7108944
what's the point of doing squats this way? how s it any different than just putting a bar on your back?
>>7109971
They look like obvious cutting scars though, and like an idiot I did it in visible places
>>7110007
Can you leave your room? How's the food?
>>7109978
>What actually happens in a psych hospital?
basically you're just kind of around doing nothing, you have have multiple group therapy sessions everyday in your wing, and the nurses and doctors are constantly watching you (sometimes they com around every 15minutes, sometimes every half-hour, it jut depends on where you are) to monitor your behavior and see how you're responding, then all of that gets reported back to your main doctor
they will also give you medication, and see if it works for you and how you respond to it
>>7110011
That was like a month ago man that's pretty impressive
>>7109085
>TFW no evil monster training goddess to take over your fitness regimen
>You'll never have her make you special protein shakes and just happen to notice you're developing boobs and that your features are softening alongside your muscle gains as the days and weeks pass
>>7110007
There were a few opiate addicts and one or two guys with ptsd in my wing, but for the most part it was like bipolar, anxiety and major depression. Some people had been there for months; there was an ftm there that could have easily gone fulltime if she wasn't ~500 lbs
a lot of the guys were kinda normal, they just needed a break from life to deal with their issues.
The craziest guy was in there for homocidal thoughts... that guy was a nutcase, holy shit.
I also remember walking around with a pillow for a while, and not leaving my room for a few days.
>>7110021
That sounds pretty spooky though. I need my personal space and I think it would drive me mad.
I take it you've been in one?
>>7110026
Sounds comfy, but you don't think they'd outright reject me?
>>7110033
>Sounds comfy, but you don't think they'd outright reject me?
I don't think it'd be grounds for disqualification, but then again, I'm not overly familiar with IDF recruitment guidelines
It'd probably just make people feel a bit awkward if they noticed them
>>7110019
you can leave your room
the food was good but this was a private place so it probably won't be so good in public hospitals
>>7110028
>ftm there that could have easily gone fulltime if she wasn't ~500 lbs
he came out to me on like the last fucking day I was there, just realized I mistyped that.
>>7109809
>tfw you will never have a cute transgirl gf who grows tired of your modest dick and makes you fuck her with dildos and call some friends.
>Tfw eating half cooked steak with ketchup while naked in the dark kitchen
I think Kayla made me fall in love with ketchup
>tfw tired
why are coffeshop/bars like not both at night????
>>7110046
>half cooked steak with ketchup
>>7110036
I guess so..... .
I could always say it's something that I did when I was an edgy teenager and maybe they'll understand, assuming they would actually be serious about it
>>7110037
Oh yeah, makes sense. Do you have Internet or something to entertain yourself?
>>7110046
I'm hungry desu. Considering just making a sandwich...
>>7110050
>tfw willnever be best buds with Kayla irl in a platonic, kindered spirits way
>>7110054
Ehat kind?~
in a psych ward I met a guy who was perfectly "normal" in every way except for believing that jesus was a woman and that he had married jesus and jesus was pregnant with his child. He exhibited no other delusions other than that.
Also met a bi-polar white dude who thought he was a rastafarian. He was actually fairly cool apart from thinking he's a rasta. He took the hippie trail back in the 70s and hung with some tribe in malaysia or something.
This one girl who was pretty out there. She didn't shower at all so you could always smell her coming. She'd just wander up and down the halls with a vacant expression on her face. From what I'd heard if you spoke to her she'd scream at you to fuck off. Once I told her I thought her top looked nice. She turned and stared at me for a couple of seconds as if to make sure she had actually heard someone speak to her. Then said "th-thanks" and continued wandering.
Lots of other people too, all very interesting and all I could write at least a paragraph about. that psychward was a pretty cool place. Once me and the old white dude who thought he's a rasta climbed over the fence to play on this giant chess set and then climbed back in again.
>>7110048
most people sleep then
>>7110040
Modest sized files easier tho :3
>>7110066
it's only 8pm.......
>>7110070
bed time for you young lady!
>>7110062
Peanut butter on brown bread. It's very easy to make and I'm lazy
>>7110067
*fits, even
>>7110071
i'm here til like 11.
i have to go over these practice tests a few more times
>>7110033
it can be spooky, kind of depends what youre info.
if they take you in involuntarily, then you're less in control.
you probably wont get your own room, although sometimes lgbt people get their own space to make sure other people aren't uncomfortable.
>I take it you've been in one?
n-no
>>7110073
Is this vampire knight
Goodnight qts
Love you all <3
Don't let the frostbite bite
>>7110054
private hospitals might let you keep electronics, public hospitals won't afaik
>>7110054
>I could always say it's something that I did when I was an edgy teenager and maybe they'll understand, assuming they would actually be serious about it
When are you due for the draft anyway?
>>7110086
In the UK they let me bring my laptop in, and keep my phone
>tfw ur bf hates anime
yep he's a keeper
>just finished watching Korra
Why does the ending make me so emotional ;~;
>>7110088
i'd be paranoid about them monitoring my internet activity
>>7110088
really? nice
in straya the public hospitals like to isolate you from your friends and family for no reason
>>7110094
They didn't let you connect to their internet. You could use your phone though.
Besides, the NHS isn't funded well enough to have their very own NSA.
>>7110033
>I need my personal space and I think it would drive me mad.
I think I got lucky that my roommates all left after a day or so; I never had to spend more than one night in the same room as a guy, and had 4 whole days of the week I was there to myself. Not a bad deal desu.
>>7110086
>>7110088
they took my phone, but gave us access to public phones. They wanted to monitor our conversations.
>>7110097
My mum would visit every day, and my friends visited a couple of times. One snuck me a couple of joints in which I smoked outside. The first joint i was all alone for but the second time they wouldn't let me out without a worker with me. It was some old dude though so i gambled that his sense of smell was gone or that he wouldn't know what it smelled like and it paid off.
This place was real lax though. They've got places with much tighter rules here. Usually you've got to get yourself kicked out of one of the lax ones first.
I just got back from the store for quesodilla fixins.
Some college kid walking behind me was all
>is that a girl or a boy
To his friends... But not giggling about it.
Some white guy in his late 50's pulled his cart back and his eyes turned into dinner plates as I walked around the corner.
He was frozen & watched me walk all the way down the aisle.
I must be too-spoopy for all these small town white hobbits.
Seriously, all these people are content with their little sheltered small town timid white people lives.
This plays drives me craaaazee
>>7110100
>dating a weeb
shit taste
>>7110103
They monitor your phonecalls? that's fucked... Isn't that unconstitutional or something?
WhereI was everyone got their own room. There were like 4 dorm corridors connecting to the main corridor. 2 for men and 2 for women.
I ended up in one of three bedrooms that were on the main corridor, otherwise i'd have probably kicked off at being put with the men.
>>7110135
i wish i was ;-;
>>7110137
they did that to me too desu....
>>7110094
They do that in the US when they DO allow you to use electronics.
>>7110101
gchq and nsa work together and monitor all people in uk even more extensively than what the nsa is allowed to do in america
h e l l o
>>7110147
>open every new thread on /b/ & /pol/ in a new tab... For hours
>>7110149
I know but they're not gonna share data with the NHS due to data protection laws and because why the fuck would they?
>>7110150
Haipooks
>>7110117
>In that case it sounds quite peaceful
mhm. I got to chill with two guys I met most of the time, and I played a bit of piano on their old broken piece of shit with sticking keys
>>7110137
>Isn't that unconstitutional or something?
first of all, it's for mental health
also, they basically just put the phones right in front of the front desk, and only turned them on during office hours. Not a huge deal imo.
>>7110137
kek senpai doesn't matter if it's unconstitutional literally every phonecall/text/chat anyone makes is monitored. if you are looking at websites the government deems undesirable you're at a higher level of monitoring than most.
>>7110152
>30 minute observations
did they do this 24 hours a day for you too?
I like couldn't get sleep most of the time
should i kill myself because i'm about to fail another CSC class because i slept through every monday and friday lecture, or not because i apparently have a gay boyfriend now
>>7110162
Oh I was imagining it more like prison and there's some nurse or something in shades with an earpiece all like "talking about baby brother... possible code for heavy drugs shipment. over."
happy halloween nyehhehehe
>>7110174
LOL
the only privacy I actually got was in the shower I had in my room. Needless to say I spent a deal of time in there.
>should be asleep but instead I'm crying my eyes out and feeling like a disgusting fucking monster
How is everyone else?
>>7110180
Spooopin me like I spoop white ppl
>>7110188
Lissy nooo you look so cute
>>7110172
how does it work with a gay guy when you have boobs
>>7110184
but i want to kill myself
Okay I'm going to go make my sandwich now and pass out. Good night /mtfg/
>>7110190
You me quesadillaaas as well.
heres the nice photo but
>>7110190
u too
>>7110191
I am white and u dont spoop me
>>7110194
he hasn't touched my boobs yet
>>7110203
I'm spoopier IRL
Are those press ons
>>7110208
gels
>>7110176
>u
>bullying me
You're silly, you know that?
>>7110184
aww :c
>>7110183
im good
how r u
>>7110180
my celebrating halloween alone supplies
>>7110203
You actually look a bit happy in that image
at least your eyes seem more alive
This makes me smile Sheen.
I hope things go well for you, I really do.
>>7110207
yeah but like does he just ignore them or does he find them hot or what
>>7110198
only cis girls can make quesadilla
>>7110193
I don't feel it, I've just felt really shit about myself all day. Dunno why.
>>7110231
.... Or Mexicans?
I am cis tho.
>>7110225
okay I see
gl with all that stuff hope things go well for you two
>>7110234
We should be exercise buddaroos.
*misgenders you*
Heh, nothin personell kid
>>7110215
G O O D T A S T E
>>7110234
>tucks you up and strokes your hair
there there
guess it's just one of those days. Hope you're feeling better tomorrow.
>tfw tempted to buy a slutty halloween costume despite no plans to do anything
>tfw no one to do things with on halloween. ever.
>>7110215
>my celebrating halloween alone supplies
no halloween supplies here unless my brother wants to buy some share packs to hand out
>You actually look a bit happy in that image
being able to get my girl on makes me happy, I cant really afford to do so usually
>>7110226
me neither, this is the first time
>>7110267
I didn't ask for empathy....
I'm very content in my natural state
>>7110168
yep
I'm a heavy sleeper though
>>7110270
How dobthey feel?
>>7110276
Me neither... But I feel fat even though I see my ribs
Go to sleepppp
>>7110277
lucky you... I needed earplugs and a towel over my head
Why's Carol in the inpatient ward, I thought she was getting help at her home?
>>7110276
theoretically i've had like two weeks to do this work but i haven't had any time between being forced to go on vacation for 24 hours and spend an additional 8 driving, basically everyone i have any sort of caring for having some kind of awful crisis or breakdown that requires my presence, and trying to get a reasonable work schedule that doesn't kill my ability to participate in class
i was doing so well for like a week, and now i just want to stick every knife in my bedroom somewhere deep in my body
including the stupid polearm i bought at a yard sale
>>7110281
feels weird but also like they're just my nails I guess?
Went to a talk on my campus by a motivational trans speaker lady
>Typical gender roles story as a kid
>Gets gf to live vicariously through her
>Plan to get married and transition with her
>Okay not bad
>Her Fiance dies in a car accident
> :(
> Starts doing lots of drugs
>Parents tell her at 20 they were going to have her transition as a kid but a psychologist from John Hopkins recommended against it
> >:(
There are some more highlights including her talking about creepy hon stuff
*touches your penis*
>>7110203
dang your hair is really shiny
>>7110320
>>7110319
john fucking hopkins...
that story is sad as fuck ;_;
>>7110319
>Gets gf to live vicariously through her
Does this work? Can I get a boyfriend and live vicariously through him while pretending I'm not a tranny failure?
>>7110299
she couldn't wait
home was taking too long
she was too....inpatient
HAHA *points gun to head
>>7110325
I try to keep it healthy even if I cant always get it touched up but I went and got my hair done yesterday
>>7110332
>she was too....inpatient
lol
>>7110334
what do you usually do to keep it healthy
Wow, this is place is full of fucking trannies
tfw no hugg :(
>>7110338
no
>>7110346
fugg beep
>>7110345
I'm not mtf, I'm mtftmtf
Had nightmare now i cant sleep
>>7110350
I'm just a male
>>7110339
I take biotin, use a good shampoo and conditioner and only wash it every two or three days
Why doesn't cornflakes post here?
>>7110362
she passes and has a life
she comes back from time to time
>>7110363
Your dream sounds like a rape metaphor and you have triggered me
>>7110361
biotin?
>>7110370
this is you
my nightmare was horrific, and you're claiming your vicarious experience was worse?
>>7110369
Her life should be with me
>>7110363
I dreamt that i got kidnapped
>>7110348
nooooooo
>>7110382
oh god
Why is /mtfg/ so depressing?
>>7110369
Damn.
That hit me in the hurts...
She was looking cis by 6 months tho
>>7110341
What the hell do john hopkins have against us they really hate us.
>>7110346
luvv beep
>>7110267
I can't I'm not mean enough :sob:
>>7110373
it makes your hair and nails grow fast and healthier
>>7110388
Yea beeing kidnapped is spooky aparently
Who knew
I would kill every last one of you for this angel
>>7110395
Aww
You're so sweet and little you couldn't be mean enough.
>>7110409
Rude.
>>7110379
But Jon let all the wildlings past the wall
>>7110409
That's super creepy anon.
Also, there's ppl on here thatd have no problem paralyzing you
i just read a story about a straight dude in his 20s who was raised as a girl for 7 years of his life and all i could think about was how jealous I am
>>7110409
i would kill everyone in the world to be this cute and passing
>>7110409
Go ahead and kill me then you faggot
>>7110410
=w=
>>7110416
...being miserable like me.
Idk.
I knew that was her life. She Bailed after she got her balls removed b/c there weren't AA's ruining her mood all the time.
Meanwhile, I have until years end to get my shit together....
:(
>>7110429
Yet somehow, I don't have an issue with bullying you.
>>7110409
same
>>7110415
theres going to be a gate on the wall for legal immigration
all the mexican nationalist prisoners will be sent back and everyone else will be given amnesty
>>7110427
Make me bb
Still super creepy that you're being an idolizing stalker like that.
>>7110434
Don't remember asking you
>>7110427
How about defence of the great nation of westeros you fucking libtard now you've got wildlings raping our women left right and centre and corrupting our racial purity.
>>7110445
Shut the fuck up, yes I can.
>>7110391
get it together. huge anti trans place for 40 years.