/mtfg/ Transgirl General

>>7110452
I'm ugly and I wish I was dead.

Niggers

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I am cute

>>7110463
You're a cis girl with a weird face

>>7110463
You are actually

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I think my parents hate me
>You're wasting your life, son.
>I'm disappointed in you, son.
>You're such a quitter.
>You can't handle that apprenticeship.
>Why are you wasting your life, son?
How do I deal with constant rudeness?

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i wish i wasn't a boy
>>7110463
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

>>7110467
There are plenty of people who have seen evidence that I am not cis.

>>7110471
Stop wasting your life, son
>>7110476
I would like to be one of those people

>>7110463
pre hrt me wouldnt mind letting you eat my gt

>>7110476

post adam's apple

>>7110460
Me too.
But that phrase is old here

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remember to vote for Hillary if you want nuclear war
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NznljGV66HY

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>>7110470
Thanks anon ~
>>7110475
yayayayayaya
(ur a girl in a boys body which is gonna slowly become like a girls)
>>7110479
Archives might have a pomf link if you look hard enough.
>>7110480
pre hrt makes it not a gt
>>7110481
Unfortunately I do not really have a visible one.

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>>7110479
>Stop wasting your life, son
I wish I was actually wasting my life because then at least it wouldn't be lies. The fact that (at least in my opinion) I'm not really wasting my life makes it that much worse.

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>>7110488

nuclear war might not be all bad

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>talk to mom
>"whatever you've been doing the past few months, you sound a lot better and happier"
>started sounding happier the day I started hrt
>"do you have something you need to tell me, anon?"
Shit I keep feeling bad about not telling her and she's giving me every opportunity to do it
>>7110463
qt pa2t

>>7110490
Why do they think you are

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>>7110494
it will be worse than you can imagine
https://vimeo.com/18781528

>>7110499
Running round leaving scars

>>7110499
I'm withdrawing from college (and repaying the tuition they paid) and I'm going to apply for an electrical apprenticeship. I think they're just mad because they think I'm too lazy to go to school, but I feel the apprenticeship would be better for me.

>>7110471
I had to cut out almost my entire family for similar reasons. it really sucks but it had to be done

Could really use a blowjob right now

>>7110503
I want to catch the first nuke with my tits.
>>7110512
As a person who's been in the industry; aim for being an I&e tech.
Regular electricians are working stiffs that never really shed their blue collar skin & end up being lower- middle-middle class by the time they're old.

>>7110521
same

>>7110525
Bro-job?

>>7110521
same?
yeah same
>>7110497
thank u
i know i am p cute

>>7110516
My parents still refer to me as their son and believe I shouldn't use she women's poop hut.
I haven't seen or talked to them in 1.6 years because of this...
I really liked my parents too. I enjoyed doing things with them. :(
Now I'm just an abomination even strangers avoid. :)

>>7110503

fuck is that Threads? that film is raw.

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>be miserable
>be depressed
>start physically and mentally degrading
And today I realized I've been eating ~1200 calories a day while trying to exercise when my stable daily intake should've been ~2500.

Do yourselves a favor and calculate your calories. That My Fitness Pal app has a barcode scanner for easy list assembly.

Goddammit, why do I always feel so uncertain of my being trans while I'm talking to my therapist and then feel so strongly about it as soon as I get home?

>>7110533
No
I'm wasting away just fine, thank you.
My ribs are finally super prominent!!!!
I forget to eat a lot.... I Dont really bother with it.
I miss cigarettes and beer.
:(

>>7110533
I've tried calcing my calories but it seems like everything I've tried really underestimates my intake. Supposedly I burn almost 2000 just from existing and yet my calculated intake is like 1200 and I've been gaining weight for a while.

>>7110531
I used to let family just walk all over me and misgender and deadname me and never say anything about it.

but after I broke down sobbing, I figured enough is enough and I need to. male a stand. anyone that doesn't take me seriously about using the right name at least (I can give some leeway misgendering) is completely cut out of my life. I'm at the point that here in sick of being treated like a joke bc of MUH CHURCH

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>>7110452
Make Australia Great Again

>tfw broke the bailer today.
At least I only had two bales to go.
I'll sacrifice that hay to the cows.

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>>7110456
I-I won't let u
silly

>>7110544
Lol. My parents aren't even religious. They're just assholes.
I'm sorry your parents Dont know how to form their own opinions and need to be told how to think. :(

>>7110547

Australia is already great

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>>7110532
yes, most realistic depiction of the effects of nuclear war

>>7110553
But it could be greater

>>7110549
The cows thank you

>>7110551
Doesn't matter whether you let me or not, you won't genuinely resist it.

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>>7110542
>tfw you always smoke during midterms and finals
At least I smoke trvetrans cigarettes.

my crotch is in actual pain LMFAO

>>7110554

Stop it I watched that film whilst I was living in Sheffield ;_;

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>>7110533
>Tfw keep depression eating far too much and gaining weight again

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hi everyone, how are you

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>>7110543
Sounds familiar...

>>7110542
>>7110562
God I hate not being able to smoke on HRT, I loved my cigs so much. Once I'm happy with my feminization the first thing I'm doing is going to the store and buying a pack of virginia slims.

>>7110552
there the ones missing out. maybe one day they'll realize how retarded they're being.

>parents

I haven't even told my dad yet. :| honestly I don't think i want to

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>>7110569

>>7110497
She knows nigga
She knows
>>7110510
Who do you think you are

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>>7110565
this is the future we are going to have under clinton

>>7110557
They'd better. I'll be letting them into a field with lots of grass along the edges to eat. Also there will be bean stocks for them to munch on.

>>7110564
are u okie
>>7110558
honestly ur rite :sob:

>>7110463
yep.

>>7110430
>b/c there weren't AA's ruining her mood all the time
ayyy....
>tfw AAs are causing your blood pressure to drop and giving you awful dehydration
fuck me right

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>>7110574

>>7110576
Nuclear war is perfectly fine t. Posadist

>>7110570
It fucking sucks. Probs saved hella money tho.
>12 bucks a pack for legal cigs

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>>7110576
You worry too much, we'll be fine.

>>7110579
I am ok but christ
it feels weird
and yeah, I know I'm fucking right.
goddamn this sex drive being alive is something i havent had
in like
ever
and this is fucking with me
oh and
you make it obvious that you won't resist
you don't even make the slightest of efforts to hide your degeneracy.
>>7110580
B)

>>7110592
counter-terrorist operative graicu?

>>7110562
Is it these or slims?
I've only ever smoked man cigarettes
>>7110571
They retire in a year and have told my sister about how they're getting an rv and touring the US and comming to visit me.

They'll be sorely mistaken when some bitch that looks like she could be their daughters sister answers the door and tells them 'sorry, wrong address'
>>7110577
OMG BEAN STALKS.
I actually kinda envy the cows now.
I really like bean sprouts
>>7110570
I'm not happy whatsoever with it,... Idk why I'm NOT smoking

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I desperately need a headpat /right/ now.

>>7110584
I know I eat a lot, which is what makes me scratch my head. I have been eating less lately and losing weight though, I'm pretty sure that whole eating less means more weight thing from your pictures is a myth, though. I've been generally eating 2 meals per day and losing a bit, although I usually don't eat much more each meal to compensate.

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>>7110599
Something like that.
>>7110607
Headpats are nice.

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>>7110607

>>7110604
idk why parents think they're *entitled* to their kids love and respect when they do nothing at all to have it and in fact disrespect then at every turn. it's some weird delusion

>>7110604
Slims are wayyyy more trvetrans.
Parliaments are like fucking air lmao

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>when you think you're nice and fine with your repressed femboy mindest
>and then dysphoria hits and is like naw you would much rather be a girl

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>>7110607
:3

>>7110613
I'd feel safe under your jurisdiction

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>>7110576

no THIS is the future we're going to have under Clinton

>>7110619
delusion must run in your family.

>>7110584
Calories in calories out
>>>/fit/
>>7110587
I got beat up by some army fag(literally) and he counseled me and now I really really want to join and go to war

>>7110619
They did poop you out.
I think my parents are in perma denial.
Idk
>>7110620
Fuggg.... I need to get me some slims
Or misty's

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>roommate walks into room
>immediately rooms reeks of spoiled milk, sweat and unwashed ass

just fuck my shit all up

>>7110633
ew gross

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>>7110575
She probably does. Shit, I was a dunce and left my pill bottles for HRT out where she could see them the last time I visited. probably saw the prescription label and didn't want to ask
Tbh she's probably trying to get me to say it instead of her asking directly if I'm trans
I'll just wait 'till I see her at Christmas and tell her, or tell her I have something important to talk about so I can't get out of wimping out again
>>7110624
>tfw you'll never be marceline or pb
Why even live

>>7110627
how you gonna trans while at war tho

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>>7110621
>tfw didnt last as a cuteboy
Darn
>>7110622
I'm probably not the best defender lol

>>7110625
what did she mean by this?

>>7110632
and? that entitles them to nothing. if a person wants love and respect then they first need to give it. it's not something guaranteed just because they're family especially if they're massive assholes.

>>7110632
Try some virginia slims 120s, I love the look of them. Between them being light and slim they're pretty airy, though.

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>>7110641
eh, you're probably better than me.

>>7110636

'cos you can still be flame princess~

>>7110604
These are just soybean stalks. We just call them beans for short. Not as good fodder. All the dried hulls are also still in the field.

>>7110463
hail empress isla

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>>7110452
>The S.S Donald Cuck is sinking captain
>We must commence our campaign of offensive speech, the white hicks really like that!
>Make them feel that everyone's to blame except them!
>Don't you mean our offensive?
>Shut up you n*****r sp*c f****t cuck!
>Get me that white girl Blair ond the phone and set up a meeting with Milo Baklavopolis, we need faggots supporting us!
>But sir, she isn't even white
>If her name says White, it's good enough for me...send her a taco bowl and some tic tacs and tell her i'll drop in later to grab her pussy
>Ummm sir, actually...
>Don't interrupt me loser!
>Buy sir, the log cabin republicans refused to support us, the homosexual vote is not with us.
>Wrong, you're wrong!
>Tell Putin we need more hacks and to blame America on the situation on Syria!
>But isn't he giving the orders?
>Wrong! You're the puppet, loser.
>Where the fuck is Alex Jones? Tell him to make up one of his conspiracy stories linking the Clinton mails to wikileaks and something scary.
>Why is Ailies talking about a new tv channel with my Briebart crew?
>Roger! The ship is sinking! Hillary is Stumping the Trump!
>We're on it, The Donald, we're starting a rumour about nuclear holocaust if Hillary gets elected, we're coordinating with supreme leader Putin!
>This is my worst investment you band of losers!
>But sir all your money comes from Putin and Arab Sheiks, you've been bankrupt for 10 years
>Get me a bad hombre to blame all my incompetencies on, now!
>I'm sorry sir, but Obama deported all the illegal immigrants and he's working on legalizing the rest so they can vote Democrat.
>But he hasn't shown his birth certificate yet!!!
>T(rump's)fw

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>>7110641
>tfw Grace says you're not cute

I'm sorry, but I'm ocd on my typos

>>7110642
They did kinda feed, shelter, & clothe you for all of adolescence...
I agree that respect is given where its received.
Maybe I just can't understand what love is or something.
Psure I'm a sociopath which is why I'm having a hard time grasping this..

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>>7110657
I did not.

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>>7110662
Oh ok.

>>7110637
>>7110656
What are you doing?

>>7110659
Should I just start smoking again since hrt alone won't do shit and im not pulling down enough money to save anymore ??
I'm okay with being an ugly shell of a person :)

>>7110660
that was elective on their part they're not owned a damn thing bc having a child is a choice as is keeping her and raising her. acting like there is some debt owed is asinine.

>>7110657
I'm sorry bby, it really sucks when you disclose something intimate to someone you care/admire and get harsh feedback.

On the other side, work garder to get better! I mean, that sort of works in a ime, amirite?

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>tfw lose important match
>tfw let everyone down
video games are supposed to be fun

>>7110670
so play fun video games nerd!

>>7110666
I say yes but I'm a weirdo that loves smoking and thinks smokers are hot. A smart choice would be not to. Post pics if you do tho.

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>tfw this talk of war has me listening to "Life During Wartime"
10/10 song desu
>>7110651
flame princess is p rad, i'd be fine with that
>>7110656
this is as cringey as most /pol/ post, not gonna lie

>>7110672
this game is fun
just not when i get pounded ;_;

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>>7110666
Stay away from the cancer sticks.

>>7110675
If I DO smoke?
Y?

>>7110665
Snick! I typed my Trump greentext story the first time and then I died when I saw how many typos I wrote. :(

So i decided to fix the typos and delete the first version. Too bad you can't fix posts on 4 chan. :3

>>7110666
Don't smoke please i want your mouth to taste of limes and gin or limes and salt and tequila, not like an ashtray :3.

like
my crotch area
actually burns

>>7110679
But y

>>7110679
and aids sticks

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>>7110664
You're gay.

>>7110670
steel or league whatever you're playing doesn't matter your team should stop being cucks and just have fun

also unless you weren't healing people or were walking out in dumb places or something it is probably their fault for not protecting you

>>7110680
Because smoking is hawt. As said, am weirdo.

>>7110677
It's a greentext written in the style of /pol/ :3

I'm glad u cringed.

>>7110689
wew mixed up some word order there

>>7110681
oh, ok
I thought you were spamming for a sec

>>7110656
Canadian/10

>>7110682
Like burning with desire or did you shave unhygienically and might have a staph infection?

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>>7110686
I echo this >>7110681
>Don't smoke please i want your mouth to taste of limes and gin or limes and salt and tequila, not like an ashtray

>>7110687
aids sticks you can wrap up and defang.

>>7110682
rubb
>>7110689
our team leader is a self-proclaimed nice guy who goes on angry rants during the gamesLOL

>>7110699
Canada is nice desu :3

>>7110700
like
inside burns
in my crotch area
ever since i started duloxetine my sex drive has been in the fucking sky
>>7110702
>Rubb crotch area
maeve c'mon

>>7110639
I will kill you I'll fuxking shoot fuxk you fuck you so much you know nothing of me
>>7110636
Yea parents and especially moms have a way of seeing these things sometimes even before there children, from what you're telling us it seems that she's supportive or at least semi understanding
Get drunk around Christmas and tell her lol
>>7110656
It's not even gonna be THAT satisfying when he loses cuz all his diehard supporters are dumbasses anyway
>>7110666
Nah don't
>>7110645
What about cigars? Do you like cigars? They're so much better than any cig
>>7110633
Did he at least bring you pizza?

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>>7110704
whoa not in a lewd way wtf

>>7110703
They suck at shit posting and handling the bantz

>>7110704
Oh wow! Are you going to become a cock user instead of a cock taker?

Ummmmm. How's mom and your pain?

>>7110705
>What about cigars?
They still make you taste like and ashtray.

>>7110707
when you rub someones crotch
it makes it lewd

>>7110708
I'm Australia

>>7110705
no he's been passing me off alot lately so I don't even speak 90% of the time

>>7110709
she is getting better quickly
and idk
i mean
im kinda both
but seriously i feel so fucking horny and it may be killing me non literally

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>>7110679
>Bonaventure cemetery
>tfw miss going there when I lived in Savannah
it's a pretty cemetery
>>7110693
ah ok
well mission accomplished
>>7110705
Yeah, she always knows when there's something up, she's good at that since we've been through a lot and are super close. I know she'd be cool with me being trans, she's said so before. But I'll just get smashed around New Year's and tell her then

>>7110711
get your mind outta the gutter and submit to my platonic feelers

>>7110705
Not a big fan of cigars, too big and manly for my tastes. Plus it's weird to walk outside for a smoke and pull out a fucking cigar lol, although I suppose it might be a conversation starter.

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>>7110681
I like to smoke when I'm drunk tho...
My mouth is garbage like the rest of me anyways. Lol
>>7110692
That is kinda weird
Here's an older pic from when I used to. Heh
I look a little different now
>>7110701
May I re-iterate... Its just a garbage mouth attached to a garbage bag of garbage chemicals.

...its weird having people feigning caring about me :x

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>>7110715
You're honorary Aussie
Can handle the bantz/10

>>7110708
Canadians or /pol/?

At first I thought u liked my greentext, but now I'm not so sure.

Hi friendpals

>>7110720
I am PRETTY sure that its sexual even if its platonic

>>7110716
pissing*

>>7110722
>ywn give valq a big hugg and then call her a gayboi

:(

>>7110722
Holy shit my tits have grown since then...
That bra used to not cut marks into me & leave bruises... I can't wear it anymore :(.

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>>7110724
Crikey!

>>7110725
It's not the best shitpost. Needs improvement

>>7110722
I've kissed people who smoke, I just prefer the taste of alcohol and limes.

What do you want my mouth to taste like?

>>7110733
I miss Steve Irwin :c

>>7110739

Vanilla and mint~

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>>7110728
NO

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>>7110739
Jameson.

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>>7110741
Anyone who doesn't is a heartless jerk or a stingray

>>7110747
Remembering the day he died
Was sad ;_;
He should be put on our currency desu

>>7110722
Nice. It's not super uncommon to have a smoking fetish, there's a pretty solid amount of stuff for it if you look. Definitely hard to explain to other people, though. I kinda wish my thing was something healthier lol, but at least I can see cuties smoking outside buildings and stuff.

>>7110735
Well, u get better by practicing, at least it was entertaining to write I snickered.so.mich whike thinking of the situation. :3

I promise I'll try better next time

>>7110747
>implying the stingrays didn't crucify the one that killed him
>implying stingray society didn't grieve deeply with the rest of the world

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>>7110754
You made me laugh at the white part though, so good job

anyone else picking up world of ff tomorrow? I've got mine pre-ordered and paid off already

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After weeks I finally have more weed, god I missed this feeling.

>>7110729
With tots>>7110730
But also, I'd like you to insult my appearance to my face.
I dont get off on that... But I need a good cry about it.
>>7110751
I understand it... But, if I wasn't working anymore I probably wouldn't. Nicotine goes great with coffee and manual labor.

>>7110743
I thought you didn't want to kiss me :3. I like this answer.

>>7110745
Can I do an old fashioned with jameson?

I only drink scotch neat with ice cubes. :3

>>7110763
we can eat ice cream and watch movies under a blanket in pajamas on the couch it's maximum comfy

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>>7110750
Christ I can't believe that was a decade ago already

>>7110755
>being a stingray apologist

>>7110718
I wanna visit it some day. I never really spend much time in the south. Kinda shied away from trips down there.

>>7110722
I tend to care to much. Just ask CFH. lol

>>7110730
My tits are growing again. Started up after the 2.5 year mark. They are big enough now I have to wear a sports bra when out doing farm work. I don't like tit bounce when driving on the roads and fields.

>>7110743
right now mine tastes like honey...

>>7110745
I loved it when Kathy would kiss me while she was drinking scotch on the rocks.

>>7110766
Its not neat if there's ice......?????
Sure, either that or crown with rocks.
>>7110768
......I need to go be in the mountains to feel better tho.
I haven't seen them in years

>>7110770
>Came back from school
>talking with mother about stuff
>news comes out
>Steve Irwin is kill
>didn't understand at the time
>couldn't believe it
I was 8 ;_;
One of the Greatest Aussies desu

>>7110757
I guess I extended it too much. I was planning on quitting there but I thought I could make it better....maybe I'll show you first and u can be my shitposting editor :3.

>>7110778
>Sass misusing deinking terms
Lmao, i need you to show me the ropes of a being a barfly bby. ;)

>>7110761
can i get zoingered on some doobies with you

>>7110778
What sort of mountains do you like?

>>7110781
Yup ;_;
>tfw no Canadians that are quite as much a cultural icon as Steve Irwin was to Australia

>>7110761
Do you share marijuana needles?

>>7110795
Yes it's much better when shared.

>>7110795

I did and now I'm GAY

>>7110802
Same

>>7110777
Nice lucky trips!
I'm not used to the whole ppl being nice thing. Like, when it happens IRL with coworkers, I have to go to the bathroom and cry a little bit. Not even being dramatic here. This is a thing for me.

Congrats! Only my sports bra fits & I really need a bigger one at that. :/ can't afford new stuff rn so I just wash it every other day like jeans.
AAANY kind of hard bumping roads or labory-labor can really hurt with the rebound!
Whiskey is really the only hard liquor I like. I like crown b/c its sweet like scotch.
Damn.
Now I want some scotch.
Its been a while..... Like... Almost 2 years

As long as the alcohol amplifies the sweetness of their lips & makes em feel delicate and a bit more succlent, most hard liquor followed by sucking on ice makes for perfect kisses.
>>7110786
I'm not a bar fly, I just know how to drink whiskey casually.
:(
Its best around camp fires
>>7110792
Big gnarly ones with trees and half-washed out roads that get snow above 6,000ft during the winter

>>7110763
Fuck, this conversation made me want a cig. Remembered I had a pack in my car, fuck it. So good.

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>>7110811
Forgot the photo

>>7110786
It would be an honour

>>7110793
Loved him as a kid
True Blue Aussie

>>7110818
But... That's lazy smoking.
That's like....
You're just smoking and shitposting.
I Dont think you earned it.

drug addiction and especially cigarette addiction is not good senpais

I must be off
Goodbye

>>7110759
tell me all about world of ff mommy kayla
>>7110833
bye bye emu

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>>7110637
Trump is behind, only just behind though
theres still two weeks to go and the 33k deleted emails and the video of Hillary ranting about niggers have yet to drop
expect them over the next week, if they don't materialise then Hillary will win and we will be at war by christmas

>>7110832
But drugs make me feel better desu

>>7110836
>mommy Kayla

what did she mean by this?

>>7110847
hehe i read your name as kayla
what is world of ff though

>>7110544
>I'm at the point that here in sick of being treated like a joke bc of MUH CHURCH

lmao you say that but you hate Muslims. Why should anyone have any sympathy for you?

>>7110832
Nonsence, nothing that feels this could could be not good.
>>7110829
Shit, I just finished it and now you tell me I didn't earn it? Better go do something productive, gotta earn my next one before I go to bed. I'm gonna hate myself tomorrow but fuck it

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>>7110833
Emily I saw this pic and it reminded me of you

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>tfw daddy cums in my ass

>>7110848
it's a new final fantasy game in chibi style that's like Pokémon. you catch the usual final fantasy monsters and can use them in battle as party members and can summon all the older final fantasy protagonists as summons! I'm gonna play it ALL DAY tomorrow

desu what's the point if you're gonna smoke air

i did it to harm myself and feel the spice and acridity, so american spirit perique blend all the way

>>7110807
*HUGS*
Thinking back, I've always had some nice people around. They sure do get overshadowed by the bad ones. The bad ones kinda made me suspicious of every kid in town.

What I think I liked the best what when Kathy got a buzz going, she loosened up, and would get horny. The scotch taste on her lips reminds me of the first time I got her in bed. She'd been drinking a scotch on the rocks when I gave her an eargasm. After that we found a bed. To drunk and it deadens the feedback, so only a light to moderate buzz.

>>7110832
I kicked my heroin habit, and also nearly cut all alcohol out of my life. I now only socially drink, and rarely at that.

>>7110864
best feel desu

>>7110871
you will be inhaling plenty of smoke once the cities are charred by nuclear hellfire

>>7110868
surprised i haven't heard of it
guess i've been out of the loop with vidya
hope it's fun ^^

>>7110881
im downloading the demo /right now/ so I'll probs be playing it till I pass out

>>7110880
no ty, nuclear smoke doesn't have that unique barrel-fermented taste to it i'm guessing

>>7110871
The point is that long all-whites look so good. I used to like to go for something strong and non-menthol every few packs, though, sometimes stick one or two in my VS packs for some variety or when I'm feeling particularly bad. Marb reds were my go-to for that. Hopefully I can resist the urge to start again fully and do it again until HRT does its job this time.

>>7110864
delete this

>>7110889
better vote for anyone other than Hillary then

>>7110853
Good girl
>>7110889
I bet it does in Canada :∆}
>>7110877
Its unfortunate to say but my sister put it perfectly;
"Valq, you were living in a shitty place with shitty people so long, you're like an abused puppy and now you hide from everyone & snap at every hand, even if its kind"
Truth is, I associate a lot of it with my face and masculine features... People were bigger dicks to me when I looked more masculine a year ago. Less now... But I still just assume on either being hugboxed by cis girls b/c of American media promoting trannies as unicorns or all the boys being nice to me are closet homos. Like no-joke, I Dont trust anyone.
Also, my past run ins with transwomen turned sour AF.

Sounds to me, Kathy was very influential for you. How long ago was this?

>>7110891
True.

I was always mostly in it for the feeling of the damage though. Perique is great but they watered down the blend, it went from a quarter to a fifth or something. (perique being crazy strong just by itself and will keel u)

>>7110905
snap

>>7110621
every day

literally every day

>>7110910
I can get that, I'm not big into self-damage since I'm not suicidal and love life but I used to go to a lung-damage fetish board every now and again before it went down. It was interesting to see people that really were into it, seeing someone get super excited and turned on at the thought that their lungs are black and cancerous is weird, but that kinda passion for something usually so negative kinda rubs off on you.

>tfw you don't find tits attractive

never got the hype behind them honestly. that being said they arent bad either just there

>Tried to talk to parents
>200% rude
>Accidentally break a nail, lose like 1/4 of the goddamn nail
Fuck this I'm going to sleep
Night girls

I'm really happy tonight.

>>7110920
. . .
.
.

i probably actually know which place you're talking about...

>>7110922
Im an assman myself...

>>7110925
nini lucy
hope your parents are a lil bit nicer tomorrow
baby steps and what not

>>7110933
assman (aah-ah-ah!)
fighter of the boobman (aah-ah-ah!)
champion of the butt

So what do you do if you are a boy that wants to be a girl, but then after trying it is pretty sure they're like really actually a guy but still wants to be a girl.

Like, it's not like I didn't try and all, I can pass if I don't open my mouth, but I'm like 90% sure I'm not a girl and don't really wanna change who I am as a person.

Kill me plz fampai

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Good evening.

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hi

>>7110942
I'm pretty confused at your train of thought here...

you don't want to change who you are as a person but you want to be a girl?

>>7110925
I'm sorry :(
>>7110940
Lolomg.
I giggled.
>>7110945
Hi

>>7110945
Whazzup?

>>7110905
Kathy was very influential over my life. I first met her before first grade. She was a new friend of mom's back then. She noticed I was likely a transgender, so made sure there were transgenders around for me to meet when I was young. When I was 12 I developed my first crush on her. I knew I was trans by then. When 15 she came in the place of mom on one of mom's Tuesday and Thursday checkup visits in NYC. I got her drunk that night, but couldn't get her to have sex with me. She did sleep with me, but was gone in the morning. When I was 16, she introduced me to some of her friends so they could get to know me before meeting their daughters. While we were out art shopping, one of the daughters got in an accident. So the planned night out with the daughters didn't happen. That left me with about half the women I'd helped do art shopping earlier in the day. They took me to a club they were all members of. Originally it was to just talk, but during an art discussion, I started to play with Kathy's ear... She was sitting on my lap.

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>>7110945

>>7110947
Leave

>>7110933
butts are p great

>>7110945
h0i

>>7110947
Are you okay

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>>7110947
hi

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Today was a shit day

>>7110942
Does it really matter if you're a girl or a boy that wants to be a girl? Either way you want to be a girl, right? You don't have to change who you are fundamentally in the process.

>>7110956

kinda yes kinda no idk. why do you ask?

>>7110961

hi bb hru?

>>7110962
kayla had a worse one

>>7110964
really gud. bowling date tmr and new ff game so double the fun. wbu? u seem kinda out of it. . .

>>7110718
Wish you the best of luck
Dude if she SAID she's ok with you being trans especially if she was the one leading the convo i mean cmon...
But I get it ur waiting for the right time and I guess she's prolly waiting for you
>>7110720
H-hi maeve....
>>7110739
Strawberry candy
>>7110730
Lol ur skin is so sensitive, I got ran over by a 150 lb machine today and my foot is barely sore
>>7110721
Yea cigars are great, and really should be enjoyed over a longer period of time especially the better quality ones with some liquor
>>7110716
Ah I see, want to tell us why or is it personal
>>7110710
Yea.....
They do...
But they do give you a certain perfume, and I rarely smoke anyway
>>7110871 quidy~ <4 :3

>>7110970
Tell me all about it :)

>>7110952
...
I want a Kathy, too.
That's freaking amazing.
It'd explain why you're so collected about things..
You kinda had somebody to lean on :)
>>7110955
>monster ass and thighs
>self conscious of stretch marks
>praying they're gone in a couple years

>>7110932
Did the owner of the site just up and take it down one day with the no explanation besides text saying it's not coming back? I don't remember what it was called but I think the address had boards.lelhosting in it. Wasn't expecting to meet someone familliar with darkside SF stuff today, I've never even met someone that knew smoking fetishes were a thing outside of posts and sites about it before.

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>>7110947
Hi! Hi!

>>7110972
he is a fat smelly disgusting rude neckbeard that plays wow nearly 24/7 and makes the room we (unfortunately) share absolutely disgusting.

not only that he has severe autism to the point where other ppl ask me wtf is wrong with him an din ashamed to be seen with him in public. I wish I didn't know this fgt

>>7110964
You've been emo posting
>>7110972
Lol... Umm... Its from constant rubbing and a cup size too small.
Also,
Less than half a year ago, I was covered in crude oil for 3 years.
I think its okay
Constant friction on your tender boib from underwire tends to rub you raw

>>7110971
I played the demo of Woff
What a boring game.

>>7110975
idk if it works for pale skin but cocoa butter helps with stretch marks

>>7110973
her sister died in a car wreck and her family doesnt want her to go to the funeral

>>7110987
I need to see the post

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>>7110971

oooo the new ff game looks really good esp ;-; beat up all the baddies!!
um i am kinda, i'm in mega amounts of pain. playing OW wit my friends all day has been nice tho. kinda helps.

>>7110977

o-oh

>>7110983

you mean the overwatch thing earlier? i was joking cause i got a legendary mention for something really dumb lol
otherwise idk

>4 replies
what, do I have something on my face?

>>7110950

Hi valq... how are you?

>>7110951

Not much. I spent 4 hours practicing with my band tonight, then came home and have been surfing the web since. How's anon?

>>7110955

Korra! What's up?

>>7110953

hi Sheen. I like your tripcode.

>>7110981
Lol, if you weren't rooming with him I'd think you were talking about me, that sounds like the way my slightly assholish best friend would have talked about me a few years ago.

>>7110994
I'm being nice so the thread is actually alive.
I think
I'm okay.
I need my back popped :(

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>>7110994
>what, do I have something on my face?
At least you got any
People dont really talk to me these days which is handy cause it makes it easier to spend time away from here

>>7110991
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/7107627/#7107796
>>7107796

>>7110991
okay but be nice for once in your life

>>7107770
>>7107796
>>7107902

>>7110992
i know!! I will :3 aww I hope the pain eases up soon <3

>>7110994
nm playing the new ff demo while I wait for tomorrow to come. I was playing dragon age 2 a bit earlier. how was practice?

>>7110996
I greatly dislike this person for several reasons.

>>7110987

goddamnfuck.
I though her mom was supportive and her dad was locked upp?
Why can't trannies have lives without misery when things are looking up?

>>7110972
what's up autist boy

what liquor do you like with your cigars

>>7110976
Yep, that was it. Rip.

I believe pedos are what got it shut down, they started "contributing" and Matt freaked and shut shit down

it was never really a sexual thing for me though i just liked engrossing myself in the idea of my body dying lmao

>>7110989
Well yeah, they're kind of directly contradictory. Apparently you have, my person

>>7111001

4 is way more than I usually get.

>>7111000

My neck is all sore. I think it's from wearing my bass for so long.

>>7110994
>what, do I have something on my face?
It's an icky spider web.

>>7111015
Did you jam really well?
If so
Worth it

>>7110994
A bit depressed, watching House, smoking dabs, drinking a beer and reading mtfg. Pretty much the usual desu

>>7111001
I like talking to you, but you're hard to reach lol

>>7110970
Poor Kayla, has anyone heard from hee?

>>7111012

It was pretty cool! We spent most of it working on a song I brought to the table. I'm still a little sick and so I pushed my voice too hard and it's all hoarse now. I'm trying not to talk at all to see if it will calm down enough for some voice training tonight.

Which FF is that?

>>7111015
>plays bass
>lands up transitioning

Should've played lead senpai

>>7110948
Uh... yeah? I mean, you're transitioning right? I take it you didn't have to change "who you are" to fit in as a girl, you just changed what you could about your body, appearance, voice, maybe a bit of social conditioning here and there, right?

>>7110963
I wish that was really the case for me, but like, my speech patterns, behaviour, all that stuff that's pretty well ingrained in my personality (and presumably my gender idk, even if it's socially conditioned it's highly inflexible) is pretty much male.

Even if I looked and sounded like a girl I'd probably stick out like a sore thumb. It's annoying because I do want to be perceived as, act like, and be treated as a girl.

There are still a few things I'm dysphoric about physically, like my height and voice, but I don't think that's really my problem here.

>>7111023
I don't think she's posted anything since that last message about her family not wanting her there

>>7111001
Hi Grace, how have you been?

>>7111025
Bass is trutrans tho.

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>>7111022
Sorry
I meant in the thread
But yeah I'm usually just skyping Kari and not talking to many people
Idk why I've moved towards being more isolated over the past few months, I just dont have it in me to keep talking to 20 different people each day anymore I guess
>>7111030
Hi Joan, I'm well
How are you?

>>7110994
>what, do I have something on my face?
it's just cute..
>>7111004
what the fuck that's terrible
>>7110972
hello my dearest beanboy

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>>7110945
hi hi
>>7110972
Yeah, it's just looking for the right opportunity. That and I'd prefer to do it face-to-face, which I can't do until December anyway
>>7111004
I remember seeing that this morning and I've felt awful for her thinking about it the entire day. I hope she'll be alright, I can't imagine losing a sibling like that, then having her family treat her like that afterwards.
>>7111025
bass is the certified trans instrument tbdesu

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>>7111017

Aw sick, it got in my mouth.

>>7111019

Mmm, it was fun. Too loud, though. And when I said I was going to step out for some fresh air and a snack nobody offered to come out with me. :< I also slipped the phrase "suck my clit" into a song and nobody batted an eye.

>>7111020

That sounds like a comfy day except for the depression. And the House.

>>7111025

fingers 2 slow

>>7111032
I figure it's probably the job. When you only have so much free time, we tend to spend it with the people they really care about.

>>7111027
Yes, I took a moment to try and think of less awkward wording but couldn't come up with any. I was referring to changing yourself whatsoever more though I suppose you weren't.

I'm a tomboy and I used to be more masculine acting but it was mostly out of repression. I never consciously repressed, but as a defense mechanism it just happened.

Over the first year or two of pursuing transition that changed, a lot, without me having to try, just because I was confronting my true identity.

Still a tomboy ofc, but that's just who I am

>>7110992
Oh finally the thread will become extra fun :3

>>7111024
ouch I can imagine a strained voice hurting a bunch maybe skip voice training for tonight might be for the best don't wanna overdue it and one day won't make or break anything.

world of ff its coming out tomorrow and it's Pokémon meets final fantasy

>>7111014
Yeah, I saw a bit of the pedo stuff, writing is kinda a gray area but I can see why they freaked out. I was never into anything actually involving sex with kids but I liked reading stories about young people smoking, the idea of starting so young and loving it, especially being taught to by someone close to you, was something I fantasized a lot about when I was younger. It's a bit creepy now that I'm older, though. I think after it went down some of the people migrated to a different board and I went there for a while but I started getting kinda disgusted with myself for getting off to women talking about how they were waking up to cough up phlegm, so I stopped going, lol.

>>7111031
>>7111035
Exactly my point.

I used to think I was trans but turns out I'm not, and funny enough I played lead instead of bass.

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>>7111040
I mean, care about all of my friends, but I do prioritize those closest to me. It's really nice talking to big sis every day.

I think I am going to go blonde once I am thin

>>7111004
I hope she is going to be okay :(

>>7111034

Maeve don't patronize me
You're on HRT right?

>>7111035

...The name Ambiance feels so familiar to me.

>>7111038
Gross desu

I'm actually trying to smooth out my voice and decrease how dynamic it is. I tend to dip low and jump high a lot.

>>7111050
yus
today marks exactly one month actually :3

>>7111027
You could be a girl with masculine speech patterns and behaviors, wouldn't people just assume you're tomboyish?

>>7111043

Yeah, it's actually probably better I don't tonight. I did almost an hour of it last night so I don't have to feel bad about it...

>Pokemon meets FF
sounds... weird

Cock.

>>7111032
Well enough, not much interesting going on in my life.

>>7111057
it's fun don't knock it! resting your voice is just as important as training it too. going too hard in the paint actually sets you back

>>7111052

Wow, cool :3
How is it?

>>7111051

Yeah girl. Work that voice.

>>7111048
I totally understand. I remember cutting everyone out of my life back when I started my job at target, because I didn't like any of the relationships I had with people enough to consider it comfy.
I have people reaching out to me irl pretty often as well; whenever I go silent, people tend to put me on suicide watch... And for good reason...
Anyway, you're very busy with work, so I don't blame you for spending time with your #1

>>7111028
This breaks my heart. Fuck being trans and the shits who prevent uf from living life

>>7111060

I don't even like pokemon or Final Fantasy anymore

>going too hard in the paint actually sets you back

truuuuuue

>>7111061
You make it sound sexual...

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>>7110905
I can understand on not trusting. I've only ever been able to get to know and trust people who were introduced to me by others I trusted. Trust and friendship comes hard for me.

>>7110975
Kathy is a gem in my life. I'm still friends with her in my own right. I'd say me friendship started with the eargasm episode when I was 16. I'd asked her to help me find a group of friends who didn't do drugs. I'd had lots of drug issues the previous summer, and didn't want to get hooked on heroin again. I figured that would happen if I hanged with the music and art crowds I'd hanged out with the previous summer. Hurt to cut those ties, but I was scared fo getting hooked on heroin again.

I'd say I'm so collected about things because I'm absolutely paranoid of looking like a fool. ;) Ergo I learn to overkill, and I'm also not afraid of learning something tough. Generally I can learn anything I want to. The only exceptions are thing I'm not interested in enough to spend the time to learn them, and stuff I knew before conversion therapy. I seam to have mental blocks on learning lots of that again.

>>7110992
<<<

>>7111000
I ended up with sore muscles from the tractor...

>>7110987
That sucks, but it's from her aunt and uncle.
*HUGS* to Kayla.

>>7111013
Life & death happens...

>>7111028
I hope she hasn't done anything rash.

>>7111061
it's good
my breasts started budding a few days ago
skin feels smoother and looks a bit more clear, though i could just be imagining things .-.
how long have you been on it?

looking for information on taping/tucking

can anyone help?

>>7111058
Lewd

>>7111071
>hasn't done anything rash.
It's Kayla we're talking about here...
Of course she did something rash
I just hope she's ok.

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>>7111065
Yeah, I guess if I was home all the time as a NEET I'd be talking with more people
But it's like I work all day and then I'm tired and I just dont have energy in general I can't juggle so many people :/
I feel bad, a lot of people probably think I dont like them or something but it's really just, I can't keep up and I'm sorry.
>>7111059
No news is good news

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>>7111069

ON THIS NOTE I lost that one picture of me pre-hrt flexing and all that shit, the otter-mode one where i was in nothing but boxers

can some creepy anon kindly post it thanks, you did it for me before

>>7111044
lmaoooooooooooooooo

yeah place always gave me the skeevs by nature of what it was, and the guys that would post there... omfg

>>7111081
I'd like to play overwatch with you sometime, but that's up to you.

>>7111050
idk, I mean I've been here for about a year now but I don't know if that's why it's familiar
>>7111058
good post

>>7111078
Google it, not being an asshole just saying it's what I did and I found some good information pretty fast. I found a guide that wrote out what to do and linked to a trans girl that made a video about it, but since it's SFW it might be a bit hard to understand. I found something a bit more visual on pornhub that also helped since it showed actually doing it to a dick instead of a sausage

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Ok, going to bed. Big exam in the morning, gotta be up early for more cram studying. Cyaaaaa <4

>>7111072

Just over 2 months. Still feels like the best decision I've ever made.

>>7111079
yeah
duh
>>7111089
I agree.

>>7111095
definitely
it makes me wanna keep living on this bitch of an earth

>>7111089

It's probably just from seeing you in the thread then. Or some other user from an old thread.

>>7111094
sweet dreams, sweet charlotte

>>7111100

Yay Maeve~
I still look totally flat, but if I look at the right angle I think I see tit growing :3

>>7111088
Feel free to ask to join whenever you see me in game!

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>>7111078
I most often use the double panty method. Wear two pairs of panties that are one size small. For those who aren't that large it works well, and is much more comfortable.

>>7111080
Sadly she has the tendency to go overboard.

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>>7111109
I'm hoping Kayla has been sane and asked for time off to go to the funeral.