MTFG Transgirl general

First for FUCK VOICE WORK

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>>7052859
duh, same here, I used to be a fucking skin head. I had my head shaved and wore a goatee and recited lines from hitler and his cronies. Hard to think at one point in my life I looked like this, muscles and all

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what if dysphoria never goes away

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>>7052811
Mentally yes, physically worse lol
>>7052822
But why
>>7052831
Not much
Worked and went to a local arboretum, it was relaxing.
Spending time in a forest always makes me feel a lot better

>>7052885
I don't know why.

How do you guys go through threads so fast?

also now i'm actually going to bed
just had to make a new thread :^)

>>7052872
Pls stop this talk it's making me regret engineering school.

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Do you know what your meme personality type is, /mtfg/?

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>>7052883
And now you fayengle, I'm not sure it's an improvement for either of us desu

>>7052883
Umm...
I just liked the habvening threads, psycho.
>TFW I was that ripped but with long hair

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nighty friends

>>7052897
Lol, your face is discoloured

>>7052896
infp :(
>>7052902
sleep well hanna
hopefully you have lovely dreams

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>>7052883
Id date you

>>7052868
GIVE ME A FUCKING CALL e fiRST

Go to design svhool to make connections

>>7052871
>tfw bedn makkng that all day

>>7052865
Nyoeun

>>7052904
It's a shadow, why don't you sit on my face and say that to me next time

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You people are a bunch of sodomites that need a purge.
Regards /pol/

>>7052895
STEM is not as bad as people say, but you need to understand if you aren't going into practical engineering, and you aren't the smartest fucking designer on earth, than it makes no sense to hire you over an Indian. Most stem kids are just scholars who learn it and archivists.

>>7052910
Why Dont you make the journey and stop hiding behind gay hookup apps next time

>>7052851
idk what i can even do w/ english
>>7052860
yeah i just don't know what's major or minor....
>>7052912
mind purging me first????

>>7052897
yikes edie was right

>>7052898
>psycho
you know it. I even had a big fucking iron cross sticker in the back of my lifted white truck and blasted shit like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0Iyv3O3hJI

>>7052897
for me transition was a major improvement

>>7052910
wew
>>7052912
Purge my ass with your big, meaty, racially pure cock

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>>7052906
i usually dont dream anything
its like i dont even exist, its the best
>>7052912
purge me /pol/-san!

>>7052923
Lol, I used to make fun of asshats like you and throw slushies at your windshield

>>7052912
Purge me daddy

>>7052849
They don't have the guts to be us.

>>7052868
Portfolio and contacts is the key to design. tfw I used to have the contacts... It's a real boost of the ego when Halston says he likes the modifications you made to his dress design. I bought second hand dresses and modified them to fit, and changed their designs so I liked them.

>>7052872
Museum curator was one of the things I listed at the beginning of my freshman year of hs as a possible career. I was more than a bit autistic about modern art styles and history.

>>7052895
You can always program with a STEM degree.

I'm 25 boxes in and still no Mery skin. Please send help immediately ;_;

>>7052912

B-but we're one of you!!

We hate muslims! and blacks! and jews! pls don't hate us we'll speak out against SJWs until you have power and turn on us! We'll do anything! Don't take away our claim to edginess!!!

>>7052884
Suicide is always an option.

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>tfw night skype call with her soft soothing voice that makes you so comforted and warm that you gently drift off to sleep a few minutes after

>Record boice
>sounds higher

Lol my voice broke. Kayla post your guy voice

My fucking meme parents are inviting me with them to go to open mic so they can parade me to another train wreck hon they met last week there who did stand up.
My dad says "just b urself. No one will judge u" and my mom adds "u really do look like a girl."

I want to cut my wrists every moment I deal with these retards. I need to escape this hell. Does anyone need a room mate? I also have ads on Craigslist, but so far only psychopaths have hit me up (no surprise) and one on reddit which only (surprise) boring feminist men hit me up.

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>>7052940
>tfw dont have this

>>7052942
Wow. Is this flamebait or are you genuinely taking your parents' acceptance for granted to such a nasty level? Some of us would kill for that.

>>7052940
>her

>>7052921
Yah she was right when she said I was cute and wanted to fuck my face

>>7052942
that is really nice...
idk i feel like thatis nice.
why does that upset you?
I wish my dad cared for me like that.

>>7052951

No no no you don't know Sarah's parents.

>>7052920
>i just don't know what's major or minor....
Start college that way. Tell them you aren't sure, and go try them out. I can tell you from experience the fun classes in both are likely your jr, and sr year classes. With either and a minor in the other, I'd bet you could easily get UI programming jobs.

>>7052954
u r

>>7052954
and she sure knows her cute men

>>7052895
>>7052914
Being an engineer probably isn't as bad in other countries. In France, you're supposed to be a polymath able to shoulder an extreme workload. At one point, I was at the same time QA manager, sysadmin and head of the main technical department of the local branch of the agency. And my very first position involved being an armorer, organizing official hunts and handling seven figures timber sales.

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im the devil pee pee

>>7052951
Let's not get ahead of ourselves.
They just threatened to bring me to a mental hospital. They don't want to help me, they want themselves to fee better. They want to introduce me and parade me around like a poodle.

I am not friends with these two, I have told them to leave me alone. They treat me like a play thing to their hon friend. I don't want to go meet a tranny. I don't want to be friends with my middle age parents. I'm recording some of her now. She's threatening to block my texts (I pay for my own phone) and stuff.

>>7052954
>all this confidence

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>>7052920
>>7052926
>>7052927
>>7052930
>>7052933
FUCKING HERETICS.
Im out.
>Pic; this is what a /pol/ user is.

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>>7052980
A "man" that looks like he has a birth defect, lizard eyes, and baby pubes for facial hair?
Those scrawny arms too, damn.
Also you're balding.

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>2016
>still haven killed myself yet

Being lazy has saved my life.

>>7052968
You are a classic normie tbqh. I'm intj
>>7052970
What if they are just trying to help you though? That's what it sounds like to me

I kinda feel like life would have been easier in certain ways if I never transitioned https://unsee.
cc/dutagoze/

>>7052980
Oh.
Actually I'm OK for purging, thanks

>>7052907
omg whats the point when we can just skype?
>>7052914
I mean I do like STEM but my one true dream is to design new products not just repair shit.
>>7052931
I'm not into programming.
>Portfolio and contacts is the key to design
This is why my last business flopped, had no contacts to push such a niche luxury art item into the well-heeled areas. For my drone business plan I'm hoping to make contacts on Kickstarter or something

Today I showed my mum my girlmode IRL for the first time and she said I looked like Donna Summer. Didn't you say you used to have a crush on her?
>>7052959
That's not how bongland works, You only focus on one subject which you chose before you started. If it did I'd totally minor in some sort of design

>>7052983
Still better than the monstrosity that you look like kek

>>7052988
Not gonna lie, you look like a spoilt bitchboi in that pic.
Like, the kind I've slept with. Lol

>>7052986
>Being lazy has saved my life.
Tell me your secrets plox

>>7052931
I already knew the history of dada, surrealism, precursors and peripheral groups in and out in middle school. Yeah, not really healthy for a ten years old, I suppose... The literature even less so than the art.

>>7052967
I can see all those being within the capabilities of an engineer. If you can handle learning engineering, the other stuff is simple. As an engineering student I wasn't allowed to take first year level business and economics classes because they were felt to be beneath the abilities of engineering students. We were forced to jump straight into the second year business and economics classes.

>>7052992
many American schools will allow wishy washy majors as they aren't so set in their tracks.

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>>7052993
If I'm a monstrosity what are you, exactly? And how does it make you feel that more people have wanted me this year than you will ever have in your lifetime?

>>7053006
>wanted you online

>bread has 60 calories per slice
>240 cals for just 2 sandwiches, without anything added
How am I supposed to keep an 800 calorie diet with this absurdity

>>7053011
Get a job.

>>7053006
That's the most pathetic shit I've read for a while.

>TFW need to do injection but I'd really rather someone fight me erotically & pin me before sticking it in my leg

>>7052986
I believe in some way that has to be true she does love me. - but this is an ambush and I'm smart enough to see that trap now. I didn't used to be.

Since the time I typed all that before until that until now, I've said 3 words "please go away" and been called a cunt, a manipulative little slut, a cunt again, a cunt again, a failure as a daughter. She tossed my note book (thankfully an old one) outside, and threatened to break my keyboard if I didn't go meet this tranny woman.

They disguse their Jewish prestige plays behind compassion, but the truth is my mom just wants what she wants. She is going to be 'embarrassed' (truth is SCREAMING or was I'm in the woods now) because she told the woman LAST WEEK that I would go.

It's apparently someone that if my mom doesn't impress our families honor will be tainted.

She is a total psycho.

She switched over and is now screaming at my dad again I'm sure. She screams a lot.

My dad is amazing. He's a puppy dog. He is genuine. I wish I could be friends with him, but my mom pushes us apart because PARENTS.

She's a total loon.

I'm now a half mile from my house crying because she called me a cunt. That's why I don't want to go with her and when she heard I REALLY didn't want to go to a comedy club to be a poodle she flipped shit. And I didn't even use the word poodle. I just said "please leave me alone". But no I'm the cunt. Maybe the internet and my mom are right.

>>7053014
do what I do and don't eat anything

>>7052999
wut? I was all that is man

>>7052992
Because im suicidal

>>7052988
Same

https://unsee.
cc/tudobisa/

>>7053017
??
I have a job?
>such vinegar from little sweet grace
>>7053025
Your face has no weathering bruvv

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>>7052884
Dysphoria never does go away. Transitioning only helps make it more manageable. It's kind of like AIDs, except people will still fuck you.

>>7053025
>don't eat anything
I tried that but some anon yelled at me for not counting cals instead ;_;

>>7053028
Is it strange that I'm attracted to this version of you, yet weirded out at the thought of being attracted to the current version of you?
No homo
But it'd be like eyeing my sibling

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>>7053014
don't eat sandwiches
>>7053031
>except people will still fuck you.
quite the contrary for me xd

>Mom calls
>whine like a bitch about life problems
>ays to volunteer m
>say i do t give a shit fuck this city fick eveykne jts a fuckjng rate race cuck jt

>>7053023
Okay your mom sounds like a bitch tbqh. I under that feeling of not wanting to be controlled

>>7053042
Volunteer at the pound and promote murdering litters of puppies and kittens then?

>>7052980
>>7052980

Holy shit you're kinda hot.

So... ever wanted a girl with a lil extra?? I got the full package if you know what i mean.

>>7053030
>randomly attacks people
>but its they who are bitter
what did he mean by this?

>>7053023
Real niggas dont cry. Just go along and be a smartass nogucks given

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>>7053003
I was learning that stuff at that age... What do you think I talked with David when I wasn't talking trans stuff. Modern art, we both loved it. He was busy collecting it, and starting to make some himself. For awhile, he incorporated it into his performances too.

>>7053014
Half size sandwiches. Other foods. Grains fill you up on calories fast. Veggies are relatively cheap calorie wise. Spice them up to make them taste better.

>>7053022
3 days 'til I poke my butt again. My ex would have loved giving me butt injections...

oryx
heart

>>7053039
Nah not weird at all.
I'd fuck old me

>>7053014
800 calorie diets are retarded maybe??
>>7053026
Sorry to hear that. You could go to A&E remember?
>>7053005
>wishy washy majors
Are you an elitist?

>>7053050
I just need to be fucking hel bery badly

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Broke down crying during class today embaressed my self infront of everyone
How am i supposed to go to tommorows classes?

>>7053052
Eww

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>>7053030
>Your face has no weathering bruvv
I look like 100 miles of bad desert road

>>7053052
I attacked people?
Plsquote it to me bb

>>7053062
Oryx a cute

>>7053065
I'm idnrsther just bug my rndjfh oh esit innocrdmlollieficigncslle me

>>7053071
u look like a beautiful desert sunset. the reds and pinks and oranges are breathtaking.

>>7053066
Halle Berry lives in Hampstead last I heard, you could stalk her. My mum saw Paul McCartney there as well. Says he's a cool guy.

>>7053023

Nah the internet is just too self absorbed and doesn't realise people know their own parents better than the internet does.

Your parents were abusive fucks.

T. Anon from yesterday.

>>7053079
Imbinpaddiut

>>7053071
Lol.
Your shits soft, sweetie.
I've been jealouse AF of your skin for a while.
I've done the years of desert sandblasting and then topped it off with arctic wrinkles.
Your skin looks tight and soft. Tbh, its one of the beautiful features about you.

>>7053081
>the reds and pinks and oranges
i am a tomato

>>7053022
>>7053060
See why can't I have someone invested enough in not wanting me to be a boy to inject me while petting my hair and calling me a good girl

>>7053072
autism or self delusion, who can tell

>>7053086
Valq ffrhkt

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Haha listen to these people fight over perfect skin
I bet you don't have years of acne damage
take that
i have the worst i win :^)

>>7053066
I mean, I'd oblige if you were in proximiterino

>>7053077
she's my waifu honestly

>>7053082
Held badly. Fuck this

Drake <3

Arikalol

>>7053060
Thanks, I'm looking at other foods. Veggies seem like a good addition.

>>7053065
>800 calorie diets are retarded
Why? Genuinely not sure why

>>7053096
My arm is covered in scars from cutting as a teenager.

>>7053068
Just pretend it didn't happen

>>7053056
That worked in my teens. It's a bad way to deal with genuine emotions. That mentality led to me cutting myself for years.


>>7053043
My mom is probably in the early phases of dementia onset. Most days, she's compassionate and friendly. But there is a totally separate tone she strikes up some days and it can last for MONTHS. It usually lasts hours and it's not just "being moody". Last year was the worst when my brother still lived at home. He is now 21. I don't want to use the word abusive childhood, because that seems disingenuous, but she was on strict spectrum of control freak and pushed me through a zionist Hebrew school from K through 5th and would often punish me (I was a bit nuts) by like locking me in my room for hours.

She mellowed out after I finished college and she changed her own career, but as of recent even my dad is starting to notice it and it's really sad. He's been abused so long with no one to tell him to stand up. This year he even yelled at her for the first TIME EVER. I think because I've been telling him it's bullshit. And after I move out (within a month or 2 when I get roommates who aren't junkies like last time I dipped out in my teens) he's gonna be pretty much the only lightning rod for these days

My aunt had schizophrenia. Like actually had it. So did my mom's mom. And her brother killed himself via heroin. My mom converted from strict Catholic to even more strict zionist.

Suffice to say she's as damaged as I am. We love each other, we try to be civil, but we aren't friends. I really only live here because my life broke apart, and they have enough money to support me..its a very strange dynamic in this family right now. Especially because my brother cut all ties. Very unexpected and probably because I'm Trans or something. It was like 4 days after he just stopped communicating and we know he's alive but he's "fucking done with that shit" he told me.

Ugh now I'm all emotional because my mom is a bitch but I love her. N

>>7053068
what happened?

>>7053101

pfft aren't all of ours?

My thighs too.

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>>7053103
But everyone saw me
Its gonna be awkvard as heck

>>7053100
Aim to feel full on less calories. Look for food with either high fiber or high protein. Ditch any liquids that aren't water. Avoid most carbs because they won't fill you up.

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>>7052940
>her

Do I pass just out of the shower?

https://unsee.
cc/gabetuzi/

>>7053060
You had amazing mentors, and you're smarter than I ever was. I was just poking at random, reading anything I could grab. I'm still not sure why my parents did let me read the likes of Sade and Lautréamont at 8... It feels that was an eternity ago. Kind of is, really...

>>tfw remember cutting the back of mynhands until they turned into scabs
>tfw remeber bejng the same that day i eent to school

I wnna beat my dad sd fight him

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>>7053089
>this frustrates the hell out of me b/c we could be bros like that.
>>7053071
PIC RELATES IS NOW VALQ AS KAYLA.
>TFW i need to start a collage of trip poses

>>7053106
Felt dyspiric but dicided to go to class anyway
Had a massive dysphoria episode during class
Left while crying in to my scarf

tfw no gf who lloves u and stuff

>>7053100
Organisms need energy to stay alive, biology 101.
>>7053060
>tfw dream is to be a model in design class
>tfw reality is a hon in aerodynamics class

>>7053116
Yea
>>7053120
Nailed it

>>7053127
same

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>>7053120
you pass better than me, without makeup im haggard as fuck

>>7053116
You look like keewl grill

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I cut myself today.

While shaving. It stung a bit.

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>>7053120
Sure you want to do that?

>>7053092
<3
>>7053116
Does it help if I can't see gender in all of your new pics b/c you're a girl to me?>>7053138
....but I like cigars :(
>>7053134
Haggardly cute. Fayeposebtw

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>>7053138
>smoking

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>>7053120
Idk why I got this in my head

>>7053138
Forgot to newline>>7053141

who else Krypto the superdog here

>>7053083
It hurts to read it. I don't want that to be the truth, because I know so so so many have no parents or have it far worse. They don't hit me and they really do love me. They really do and they support me fully.

The problem is my dad is an empty figure and my mom really is fucking nuts and controlling. Money masks problems. I am almost certain if they weren't making as much (comfortable middle class we're not rich like my dad's brothers) as they are they'd have broken up awhile ago. And sure as fuck I'd not have fallen into this depressing cycle of lament living here. I need out. Should have been out ages ago, but like an Octopus that realizes its a humming bird, I don't know how to fly. I'm adapted to this water. Now that I see I'm under water, I still drown but feel like I'm trapped.

My dad was never abusive. Just very dumb and average and very much under the whip and heel of my mom.

It sucks so much. Some days I hug her and she holds me and we're friends and we food shop together. Other times she thinks I'm 12 (like maybe emotionally actually believes this, I can't tell - hence I think dementia) and puts me into the car to "get coffee" but then misses the exit and we arrive at some bogus therapy ambush thing.

She doesn't treat me like an adult. Which sucks I don't exactly act adult.

>>7053129
800 is fine to diet on

>>7053143
Something about Victorian dresses and female chastity devices. Idk bro. Idk.
>>7053131
I guess I'll start working on my best CFH

>>7053137
Whoa edgy

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>tfw there's not an angle in this world that can save me

>>7053131
Ty. It's the last hurdle of passing

>>7053135
Thanks hanna.
Hope you're OK

>>7053141
Like an androgynous blob?

>>7053142
I need to quit smoking :(

>>7053113
I was hoping to keep meats out of my diet, but I'll look for things fiber heavy. Water is already my main liquid.

>>7053129
I'm fairly certain 800 is manageable

>>7052940
I want to know that feel again someday.

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>>7053142
I'm from a generation that doesn't have much of an issue with it. Besides, I don't really give a fuck myself about smoking the most macho type of cigars.

>>7053151
>>7053157
t. Mongoloids.

>>7053137
....
To see if I still feel
....
I focus on the pain
....
These tranny feels are realllll
...
WHAT HAVE I BECOME
...
My only friend

>hanging out with social group as usual
>one of the offensively strange people we typically ignore starts bawling her eyes out and sits on the floor next to her boyfriend at the adjacent table
>no one seriously dislikes her, she's just completely socially unaware and makes people uncomfortable
>she's also the only one capable of getting the hint it seems, hence the sobbing
>that's more uncomfortable than her talking about all her weird fetishes with her boyfriend, so the girl I'm talking with at the time says that we have to get her to calm down so we can go back to our peace and quiet
>crazy girl is looking pretty fucked up and muttering "don't go to sleep" over and over under her breath
>we start up a friendly conversation and tell her that no one really specifically dislikes her, we're just all awful people (half a lie is half a truth as they say)
>conversation goes in non-Euclidean direction and we end up on the topic of my friend's belief that every person whose nipples show through their shirt should be forced to wear a bra
>crazy girl suggests her boyfriend needs a bra (we're all uncomfortably familiar with her forcedfem fetish) then looks at me and says I need a bra
>I ask if she's implying I'm not already, answer is yes
>flash my bra strap, crazy girl gets this big, almost pure smile and calls me a crossdresser
>friend and I laugh about it, she privately asks if she should say anything and I say let it be 'cause it's technically true
>later that day, she punches me in the arm and says "if you had waited, I could have bet her $20 you were wearing a bra"
>laughs were had
How was everyone else's day

>>7053156
Im okish
How are you?

>>7053164
http://youtu.be/zJT_MKA3i04

>>7053156
No, like you could be both male and/or female in that pic & either way totally hot (from my degenerate perspective of genitals not existing)

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>>7052983
Not gonna take the bait faggot.
>Lizard eyes
lel

>>7053109
yeah but they will probably be nice enough to just not bring it up so just pretend like everything was normal and they will too

>>7053164
that's not an argument :/
>>7053157
i used to eat sweets after every meal, once I stopped doing that, it was a lot easier to hit 600 cals a day. Idno just look for things your eating that you could do without

>>7053167
>wearing a bra
Fucking conformist

>>7053167
Do you even know what non-Euclidean means?
>>7053172
Why do you listen to so much weird music?

>>7053174
Thanks for the (You)

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>>7053114
oh hush
you're my cute girl~

>>7053179
Devo isn't that weird...

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>>7053178
bras are for only the toughest of manly men

>>7053179
Exhibiting characteristics of curved space
>>7053178
Is it OK if I'm a fucking slob and only wear sports bras?

>>7053173
Lmao ok
That's a good thing

>>7053171
I'm ok. Sleepy.

>>7053185
They're wearing flower pots on their heads...

>>7053147

Your mom is definitely abusive and it's fucked you up in a lot of ways. Comparing it to others situations doesn't help at all it's just diversionary.

Hell, from a very early age, you've KNOWN, for an absolute FACT, that authority cannot always be trusted and this will have influenced your entire outlook.

Doesn't mean that you can't love your mom or even get along with her. Just, as you alreayd know, you gotta be on your toes with her, and as you may not know, you have to examine the ways in which this has fucked you and try to develop coping mechanisms around those ways to function in life.

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>>7053181
(you)

>>7053189
I only wear a sports bra (or no bra) at home and a push-up at work.
The bigoted christian ladies started some rumour that they were fake.
.... Fuckn let the loudest mouthd playboy there cop an over the bra feel...
Those ladies feel stupid now.
Its not okay. Wear bras appropriate to the setting

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anxiety is fun i enjoy my heart pounding out of my chest for no rational reason
>>7053201

>>7053199
Those are energy domes.

>>7053155
tfw no maeve gf

>>7053203
I wish I could be full time ;_;
so not fair

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXAjq0cNKB0

>>7053065
No, I'm a Doctor Who fan. I couldn't remember the word "undecided".

>tfw the Morgan 54 I sailed as teen was sunk in the Bahamas. Another boat broke free during the hurricane and crunched the hull of the Morgan.

>>7053089
My ex loved that I was transitioning, and thought I was getting cuter and cuter. of course she was like 7/8th lesbian with the rest bisexual.

>>7053118
I was learning at random too. I just had David, Andy, and Lee to talk about it with. Lee really started me on the reading part.

>>7053129
I'd rather be studying the model in design class. Instead I got up in front of the camera.

>>7053185
Devolution.

>>7053176
I usually dont wanna be seen
But now it so intense
I just dont wanna feel someone looking at me
>>7053191
Sleeep then

>>7053203
I'm am college Studentin

>>7053205
You make me laugh sometimes.
>>7053209
Well at least my mum thinks I look nice :(

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>>7053182

>>7053177
I'm sure it'll take a bit of trial and error to get to a good point in terms of cals. I might try to lower it to 600 later, but I'm really going to miss desserts :(

>>7053164
I'm honestly ignorant here. Any info you have would really be appreciated.

>>7053214
I try to.

>>7053189
No you have to wear a fucking pretty bra if you do it, don't half ass it
>>7053187
Seriously don't make me want to throw you on a bed

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>>7053204
So (you) need to take some benzodiacepines/tricyclics like Fluoxetine/Sertraline

>>7053177
>>7053221

fucking pro-ana over here.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OO00COfYxNU
I really like when men have feely feelers
its cute

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>>7053229
I have xanax and clonazepam
I'm considering taking one of either
My heart rate's gone down to slightly above normal but I have other not fun side effects of my anxiety still
I wanna just chill
I want it to stopp

>>7053204
same

>>7053234
Is that a pro genji??

>>7053212
hi revy

>>7053238
don't

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>>7053242
I appreciate your warning Lauren but I think I can handle just one and rn is probably a time I should actually take it

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>tfw the bandaid left a red mark on my skin.

>>7053189
sports bras are cheating.

>>7053214
That's likely good enough to be an art school model. M's school used out of work fashion models, but that was NYC. At UI they were students willing to strip in front of class.

>>7053225
>tfw bras my size are rare, pretty ones unobtainium.

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>>7053238
everything's going to be ok.

>>7053234
yeah 600 or 800 is just too low unless you're like 4 feet tall. I think 1200-1500 will almost always work just as well for loss

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>>7053249
everything hurts and i cant stop worrying

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Why do you deserve to be a girl?

>>7053244
i guess

it's just you build a tolerance really fast so make sure you have a sustainable plan beyond them

>>7053225
So now I'm being nonconforming?
>>7053241
Hey boo
I'm just about to hop in the shower sorry
>>7053245
That's a really nice coca Cola ad

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>>7053250
Much less likely to trigger one into famine mode.

>>7053253
'cos I have a girl brain.

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>>7053251
it's going to be ok.

What's wrong exactly?

>>7053253
This is America. I can be anything I want with a little elbow grease.

>>7053221
If you eat too little you burn muscle if you burn heart muscle you can have a heart attack. not to mention all the malnutrition problems that go with eating so little. Also if you're a fatass a starvation diet is never going to work because your appetite is likely too strong.
>>7053224
Shame you don't talk much on Skype, you could have known what I look like by now because I like you.
>>7053229
My autism demands to know what molecule that is
>>7053245
But is that glamorous?

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>tfw payday tomorrow if my check arrives
>gonna order this
>>7053255
i know
im gonna try to see a psychiatrist for some daily meds rather than benzos
its just rn i need to calm down
and it really sucks when i get anxious like this because it has a lot of effects on my body
>>7053259
i dont wanna talk about it, we can on skype later if i feel like it

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>>7053253
I dont
Im not a girl
I never was a girl
Ill never be a girl
Ill allways be just a boy with long hair

>>7053257
;_;
message me on something when youre back
and take shower pics

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>>7053264
I'm always online, just message me whenever.

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>>7053265
iktf

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so im a transbian but i want to try tying up and teasing my sorta flirty cute dude friend so bad. any ideas on how to convince him? maybe next time we trip on cough syrup or somethin

>tfw you have no mtfg buddies to skype to
:c

>>7053275
ntmybry

>>7053275
>tfw you don't even have Skype

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>>7053263
>Which molecule?

>>7053274
>hey bro would you let me succ

>>7053274

So you wanna date-rape him?

GHB or Rohypnol is more traditional, you know.

>>7053282
DMT?

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>>7053275
I make it a point to keep in touch with people I like outside of the threads.

>>7053284
no i wanna pinch and twist his nips

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Sup Nerds

>>7053288
nope

>>7053212
All the more reason... Make the queer college boys wet.
>>7053208
Welp, I just got an interview lined up for a maintenance mech position on an industrial site.
If all goes well, I won't be anymore, either... That is until electro is finished :(

>>7053281
me neither but I use irc and discord so that's kind of like skype I guess? I'm really bad at talking to people anyway

>>7053263
I doubt it. It's work. Fuck, fashion modeling is work.

>>7053298
Good luck!

>>7053275
>tfw lots of mtfg buddies to skype
I don't know this feel sorry.

>>7053305
OMG THANK YOUUUUUUU.
my tarot for this week said things were about to drastically change for the better. we'll seeeeee

>>7053295
hi dork
did your camming go well

>>7053289

>tfw charlotte doesn't like you
:c

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>tfw the lighting controller for one of my light sculptures is fucking up.

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>>7053313
apparently not
it's hard to like someone you don't know

>>7053265
youre not the first bb
>iktf as well
atleast we can all be the prettiest of boys, right?

>>7053312

It did! I enjoyed it a lot more than I thought I would, and its built up my confidence and self-esteem a lot!

>>7053316
its thirsty.
it needs a 2litre of mountain dew. STAT

>>7053221
don't go too low!! 800 is alright but anything lower than that is kinda pushing it
>>7053250
just lose weight faster that way :/
if I eat that much it's harder for me to drop weight and I lose self control ^^;

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coffeecoffeeCOFFEE

Now that I pass I feel sort of silly for whining that I'd never pass. Anyone know this feel?

>>7053332
On break? I thought you had work past midnight.

>>7053313
>Charlotte liking anyone.
LMAO

She's totally psycho and will turn on you on a dime, she imagines slights where there are none and will go nucleaer because she thinks being a woman is shitting on everyone.

>>7053335
no
cuz I'll never pass

>>7053335
I aspire to know that feel someday.

>>7053335
Wait, are you fulltime now?

>>7053339
iktf

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Does anyone know a way to get rid of scars from cutting? It's summer and I want to swim but now my arms are screwed :/

>>7053332
How's the shift going?

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>>7053337
Yup, I'm back to work in 4 minutes but I had a very very important thought to share

>>7053332
u working long hours senpai

elanna is my wife irl

>>7053345
Tonight is brutal, it's really busy ;~;

>>7053346
About coffee?

>>7053200
Yeah I need to get away first. I'm back now, she fell asleep after her hissy my dad is watching the parent trap with an empty beer beside him and one in hand. He very very rarely drinks. He turns into a goofball when he does, but he's not happy.

They probably had a fight over me again.

I wish they'd stop trying to parent me. I haven't earned shit in life, but instead of wasting tons of money on meme psychologists and trying to push me into shrinks and "self medding" I wish they'd just give me the cash they're spending there. If I had that, it really would solve my problems. I don't feel deserving of it it's just annoying that they'll literally bend backwards to authority to do things "the right way" but when I show them my legit business strategy it's lost, because my mom will never work for herself and my dad works for himself doing meme work for banks appraising houses.

I need about 5k. I have 2 saved up. I spent almost everything last year when I was literally going to kill myself and give it all away to other people.

Now I'm a tranny :l

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I ppaused at the perfectly right time
the fuckin black chicks face

>>7053320
>and its built up my confidence and self-esteem a lot!
ayy that's pretty nice
>>7053335
but i'll never pass

How different is kissing a trans girl from kissing a regular girl?

>>7053352
Yes
Coffee
Coffee coffee coffee

>>7053347
Yup ;_;

>>7053348
*kisses waifu*

Anyways fuck my life back to the checkout bye thred

>>7053357

It's not

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>>7053327

nah 800 is pro-ana tier. You'll put yourself in starvation mode and possible refeeding syndrome later on.

Eat healthily for fucks sake. It's a combination of diet and exercise that helps you get to or maintain a healthy weight. Not just eating fuck all.

>>7053310
I haven't done a reading in over 20 years... I have a friend who collects and sells tarot decks.

>>7053323
I made the hardware and programmed it. It's been running for over 15 years.

>tfw I need to figure out which wrangler jeans these are so I can get one size larger. They are the perfect "boyfriend" jeans and loosely follow my curves nicely without any tight spots.

>>7053357
One has a mustache after 3am

>>7053357
tastes distinctly of pizza

>>7053359
tfw coffee machine in breakroom is broken and managers are cucks so it's probably not going to be fixed for months

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>>7053332
did you guys put a password on the irc or am i doing something wrong?

>>7053345
I thought about getting a tattoo over mine, but ultimately decided to keep them.

>>7053371
doing something wrong

>>7053357
When u kiss transgirl, you feel girl erection poking at your leg

>>7053364
Plenty of cis girls have some facial hair above their lips.

>>7053345
Yes, but it depends how bad. There are these strips you put on (doctors give them to you after like hand surgery or something) and they're supposed to reduce it. There is also topical cream.

In my experience, the ones that are fully scar tissue are going to remain scar tissue though. I forget the name of them though. Ask nurses.

>>7053345
you could try scar cream like vitamin e oil or mederma idk how well it works though

>>7053365
I want to come home after a hard day of work, take my clothe off and just stick my penis inside you

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>>7053298
Stuck doing guy mode for electrolysis huh, nice to see someone else in my hell. At least I am getting it weekly and having insane results.

>>7053370
Quick, somebody fall asleep on the job. Blame it on lack of coffee.

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>>7053383
i wouldn't be opposed..
as long as there are also cuddles involved

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Rawr xd

>>7053377

I want this feel...

>>7053365
I hope my kisses taste like chocolate
I bought Chapstick with that flavor

>>7053339
You look pretty female in your pics
>>7053356
C'mon you're on low test femboy easy mode
>>7053344
Nah cos I'm too fat and I still have a man voice
>>7053342
Btw this is based on what other trips have said, I'm still not entirely sure I pass.
>>7053362
>tfw never used to count fruit
>tfw my love of exotic fruit set me back 500 calories a day

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>tfw you posted a pic of yourself in a trappy thread(in this degenerate board) and cannot delete it because your IP just changed.
>and you only like vaginas

>>7053389
mmm we'll see maybe so long as i get to kiss you

>>7053392

spiro will do that to you.

>>7053295
gross face honestly

>>7053398
i like vaginas too

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>>7053351
Damn :/ hang in there, you'll make it
>>7053372
A tattoo of what?
>>7053379
>>7053381
Okay thanks I'll look into this. I have been using an oil atm but I don't know if it's working

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/mtfg/ are you the fastest tinkler in the west?

>>7053398
look on the bright side maybe some female chasers will look at it

>>7053397
Doesn't feel like it

>>7053408
I'm thankful I never fucked with my arms. My inner left thigh though :l

>>7053398
Yes you can it is by device not ip

>>7053390
that's i love u in Dino lang :3

>>7053409

why did you delete i can't repost my spiro joke or i look desperate for a laugh damn you.

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>>7053377
When young I dragged the gay part owner of a club off to the basement. Then I removed my gaff so my dick could be free, and get hard as it expanded against his leg. I was a sick and twisted kid. After that he got teased lots about being dragged off by a girl.

>>7053399
o-ok
>>7053397
there's no way out of femboy mode
like idk what to do famalam (other than just wait and see what happens from hormones)
>>7053395
that's pretty yummy
my mouth probably tastes like cherries after drinking cherry soda :p

>>7053362
i heard starve mode was myth
is it ???

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who's turning up this evening

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>>7053417
My arms are so bad I can only wear long sleeve shirts ;_; I dun goofed

tfw cummy femboy fetish

Which trip genuinely seems like a shitty person?

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ugh I have to go to work tonight

fuck my shit up

>>7053432

Sort of. People say it'll happen if you skip a couple of meals.

Really it happens if you're consistently eating less than half of the calorie intake you need.

You know... kinda like an 800 cal diet.

>>7053423
my bad I forgot to post the comic

>>7053434
Tattoos aren't usually a great option on scar tissue, but if you can find the right understanding artist, they might work with you to at least distract the eye around them.

>>7053436
Please stay out of femgen we have one of your kind already ruining the thread all the cute boys bailed when srs talk happened if you love us don't kill our threads.

>>7053345
Scars are forever, desu

I never understood cutting because I had perfect skin as a child and in adolescence I had cystic acne. It was so bad it was used as a case study by skin docs. I developed keloids on my chest back and face. This made me repress so bad.

Don't cut. Love your skin

>>7053390
that eyeliner tho
>>7053386
i'm only doing it for the money & transition tho.
>>7053363
my original deck stoped reading for only e once my wife touched it. it either reads for her or us.. but never just me anymore
>made the hardware
thats sexy
I used to manufacture arduino nano's and their module components in minden, nv for a college job before the PI was a thing.


good luck with the pants
wranglers were always too rough for me
I only wear jcpenny's Arizona brand b/c they seem to fit reliably an comfortably for years...
until my hips/ass started ballooning. now all my slouchies are getting tight :(

>>7053408
Idk, I didn't end up getting them covered. My artist always draws me sweet custom shit. I'm just saying its an option.

>>7053440
Me

>>7053443
>fuck my shit up
where do you live? I can be there with a pack of condoms unless you don't want me to use them

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>>7053446
Been there. Confirmed. You get this weird half awake feeling, but you forget about food. You eat like 1 potato a day and you're fine.

don't recommend it. Not healthy. Bad for soul.

>>7053453
Fuck I have a keloid on my chest, how do I get rid of it?

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>>7053419
nope

>>7053452
Boohoo
Your thread always fluctuates when there's shitposting

>>7053440
Maeve, isla, grace, sass

>>7053432
it's real but it has literally the opposite effect people say it does
they just tell that to people so they don't go full ana

>>7053433
literally the shittiest drug
just do poppy seed tea if you want a legal high

>>7053440
me that's why I don't trip any more

>>7053453
Cutting has zero to do with your skin. It's very complex, I don't want drone on. But it isn't generally the skin playing any such roll in the decision. And usually it doesn't feel like a decision. It's complex.

>>7053464
wew

>>7053452
where am i allowed to flirt with cute femboys

>>7053452

stay out of mtfg fucks like you who treat hrt like a toy get our hormones taken from us.

>>7053467
Because that was like two hours ago...

Besides archives anyway.

>>7053453
in the moment i don't really think/care about the repercussions

>>7052896
Something between a INFP and INTP.

>>7053469
>calling Sass shitty
GET OUT.

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>>7053433
Getting white girl wasted in this bitch

>>7053460
No

>>7053470
nah dxm is wacky and unpredictable

>>7053446
idk I never stopped losing weight when I was eating really low cal
maybe I didn't do it long enuf
>>7053470
whats the effect

>>7053484
sass a shit

>>7053443
If I looked like that I'd kill myself.

>>7053482
You need to stop. :( I started at 13 stopped by late 14. I was terrified for the longest time of going back but once you stop its not so hard. But you have to stop.

>>7053485
your finger is dirty