/mtfg/ - transwoman general

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Why did this happen to me? Why am I trans?
Why did my life have to be the one that got fucked by this???

I'll never be a cis girl.
I'll never be accepted as a "real" girl.
I'll never get another chance.

>>7042910

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neurosis

I just found this

>tfw small identity crisis 7 hours before an extra long school day
i wanna die

Going to shove this damn ice pick into my eye. Fuck this world

>>7042910
yea, shit happens

>>7042966
What is the crisis about?

>tfw you got a hon kicked out of a mall bathroom

Good feels

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I need new hobbies

>>7043010
How about taking down the hon regime?

>>7043010
Take up some sort of exercise!

>>7043015
That sounds like more of a job than a hobby.

>>7042994
Long story. Basically my femboy ex gave me hope of ever looking fem/cute myself and in a way, inspired me to push forward and be myself. Now, I'm not sure if it's really what I want or if I'm doing it to remind myself of him/be like him. Idk.

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>>7043015
I already do that but it's not very hobbyish
>>7043022
I'm gonna, actually. I should go for a walk later once my feet are rested up.
I wanna get good cardio and be faster and have more endurance

>>7043028
Cycling maybe? Or swimming, that works every muscle.

>>7043027
Are you on HRT?

>>7043023
Not really
I did it today at the mall

>>7043028
Then how come there are hons still here?

>>7043027
Ah. That's something you'll have to think about I guess. Good luck figuring out what is best for you!

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>>7043035
I'm busy okay
I cant always be the hon police
I got a job
Kids to feed
>>7043032
I'd love to do swimming but I'm not sure there's places around here with an indoor pool I could buy a pass to use.

>>7043039
Is it because you're a hon yourself :^)

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>>7043044
Can't be a hon if I give up full time and detransition so I can be a better hon cop :^)

>>7043027
Doesn't sound like a coincidence. Stress and anxiety can trigger doubt and checking behavior. I know that going back to university was a significant trigger for my OCD.

>>7043039
>grace policing me
>grace not licking strawberry jam off my steel-toe

>>7043049
Hons need to stop

t. Stealth

>>7043049
noty

Do you sometimes put on an old shirt or touch a part of a body that isn't even masculine and get flashbacks to identifying as a man and feel like you're a false person?

Will I ever get over not being able to conceive? I'm in a fulfilling relationship that's looking like it will lead to marriage, and I couldn't be more grateful for that, but knowing that I won't be able to have a child is killing me inside. I've been crying every day for the past few months since my partner and I had a talk about what we want out of the future. I just keep having these dreams about being pregnant (with all the ups and downs) and carrying a baby to term, and then holding the child in my arms before setting them down I'm their crib for the night and waking up an hour later to rock then back to sleep. This started about two years into my hormones. I also feel a kind of sad jealousy towards pregnant women and young mothers I see out and about. Is this normal? Will these feelings ever go away? Have any of you come to terms with the fact that you will never have a child?

>>7043052
technically i'm a better boy than most men... hons are pacified men
so.. i guess i'm just a verry verry manly woman
>tfw ftm next door blushes and avoids me every time we run into each other... stares at his engine when he sees me out in the garage so i notice him. d'aawe.
>>7043053
>>7043053
i'm not the one who'd let me feed them champagne several nights in a row just to keep being a lusty good girl & stay abstinent night after night only so cuddle-attention becomes erotic.
>>7043068
no.
its normal.
no.
adopting,
but you'll never be pregnant.
you are no longer human if pro-creating isn't an option

>>7043068
>Will I ever get over not being able to conceive?

Probably. Other infertile women do.

>>7043068
Tell us more about your relationship pls

>>7042966
>the small identity crisis 7hous during the day seeing cis females around you especially mother's pushing a buggy
>>7043068
Well no
They don't go away and that's normal imo. I try to chill me knowing that there are infertile woman. It doesn't work the bad days.

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>>7043072
>i'm not the one who'd let me feed them champagne several nights in a row just to keep being a lusty good girl & stay abstinent night after night only so cuddle-attention becomes erotic.
Neither am I

>>7043074
lol.
no they dont
they either become bitter into old age or become obsessive about adopting and dump all the money they can salvage in their lifetime to raise a kid that isn't from their womb
>clearly youve never talked to several sterile mid-30's women

>>7043080
And what is wrong about raising kids that didn't come from your womb?

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https://discordapp.com/invite/3bGZwy4

New Discord!

>>7043078
at the very least red wine and cuddles in moon chairs with grit in our hair around the fire after a day of romping toys off-road.
>passing out in a toybox trailer on the dunes only to wake up to the most beautiful sunrise coveted by very few

>>7043080
I think you're committing a fallacy there. Infertile women that are obsessive about not being able to conceive are much more visible than infertile women who are okay with themselves. Infertile women who don't mind won't tell you about it.

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>>7043086
I mean these things seem nice but with other people.

>>7043083
nothing.
that being said
you spend quadrouple what hospital delivery costs without insurance & without a guarantee the kid you're bidding on becomes yours.

that, and if the court finds out youre a tranny, better hope youre in a hyper-liberal area

>>7043083
Nothing
But the topic isn't about adoption.

>>7043076
It's cozy, with lots of cuddles. We're very supportive emotionally. The silliest thing is, even if I were cis I wouldn't be able to get pregnant by my lover because she's a woman. I'm a fucking mess. I know in vitro is an option, but still. When I was little nobody thought to tell me that I wasn't like my mom, so I'd always assumed that my penis would invert somehow (child logic) and that one day I'd grow boobs and get married and have a baby. Getting my first sex ed around age 12 was a major shock to me, and I fucking passed out. I told everyone that asked that it was because they talked about periods and I had a blood phobia. My mom yelled at me for not taking my multivitamins often enough. It sucks.

Wew lad two days without sleep again

>>7043088
>infertile women who are fine with not being a mother never wanted kids in the first place
>>7043090
welp, go fuck yourself and your shitty overpriced functionless boots, then.

>>7043105
>infertile women who are fine with not being a mother never wanted kids in the first place

That's not true. There are infertile women who get over the bump and adopt.

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This thread is always so boring.

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>>7043105
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbyAZQ45uww

just listen to this and chill *,*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwZIHwLtUB8&list=PLwqhFEf4KENoPBBQ9-mu1P1V7oLlVrnqC&index=3

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what if i bleached my hair

>>7043108
see>>7043097
also, any cis girl can get pregnant and shit a baby out in their bed for free.
let that soak in.

>>7043113
literally useless

>>7043116
thinking about that too. A friend said that only sluts do this ;_;

>>7043116
You would look prettier with your natural color, I think, but you do you.

>tfw when you just spent the last 1.5 hours shaving your legs
Is this what heaven feels like [spoiler]until it starts growing back and is prickly as all hell[/spoiler]

>>7043117
That's not a response to that post?

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>>7043119
They're cute and that's what I wanted 'em for.

>>7043116
Idk, its up to you. I've considered dying my hair blonde to look aryan
>>7043112
Sometimes it's not boring

>>7043123
>1.5 hours

I need 30 to 40 mins tops. What are you doing wrong?

>>7043125
i like them and am jealous about these pants *,*
My dont fit comparable at all.

>>7043112
Just like your life

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>>7043103
SLEEP, SLEEPY JIN

>>7043128
If her bodyhair is like mine it's a bitch to do the first shave because it's all long and thick and you can only do a couple swipes before you need to clean the razor out and repeat a hundred times.

>>7043128
I'm still kinda new to all this. I had a bit of trouble making sure I got everything

>>7043125
why the fuck didnt you buy something cute and fashionable...
you know...
something not made out of canvas and clunky.
like seriously, if those get wet, theyre ruined
also
theyre literally the last sort of footwear any guy ever imagines pulling panties over.
also
>zippers
>>7043124
ofc it is.
youre a tranny m8

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>mom came over and ordered me a stuffed crust pizza and gave me another $130 bucks so I can get a 3 hour session of electrolysis
mommies are the best

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>>7043116
It would mutilate your hair, completely dry it out, make if have a shitty texture, make it vulnerable to being damaged by stuff as little as blow drying and shampoo. I knew a girl who did a bad bleach job to her hair in highschool and it's been super thin and greasy looking since.

Like yeah, thats a horror story of a 16 year old doing it herself, but bleaching your hair is still bad news.

>>7043135
i use a hair trimmer to short my hairs to two milimeters first after not shaving for longer time. this reduces the total time needed alot.

>>7043141
Why are you being so negative in every post you make?

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>>7043141

>>7043145
I didn't show interest in the chaser

>>7043142
.....
i made a pizza from the last of my flour and stopped shaving b/c my skin is increasingly more weathered

>>7043134
My chest feels like its on fire, probabky too much caffeine and sleep deprivation. Yeah I probably should go to sleep. Good night Maeve

I need a good boy haircut idea to convince me that shaving my head right now is bad.

>>7043142
>mommies are the best
Yes, yes they are.

>>7043146
>grace shitposting
>she knows my tots are larger than hers
>>7043145
i've been dysphoric for 5 days straight & started muh alcoholism again... shitting on the world, m8

>>7043155
Maybe do something positive then instead of being a jerk on the internet?

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>>7043152
Shave it, hair like this just isn't worth the hassle.

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>>7043155
>>she knows my tots are larger than hers
Meh. I've accepted that my fate is becoming a pear.

>>7043149
sweet dreams!
>>7043142
did you hugg her ;w;

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>>7043116
Tried that once. There's a reason I have red hair in this pic. Learned the hard way I'll never be blonde without a wig.

>>7043116
Do it like crewella from that movie with a stripe.

>>7043160
>pear
like the fruit?


?

>tfw /mtfg/ are your only friends

>>7043168
Hi, I'm Sarah and I live here now.

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>>7043165
Bodytype
My hips and ass have been growing but my boops are pretty small still
Sister took all the tit genes I guess.
>>7043168
>friends
Dunno if I'd call most of you that

>>7043159
i agree
>>7043158
my mother/sister in-law are sitting on my couch watching some all-white-female cop drama about prosecuting rapists & its blowing snow.
also, the bitch in law either doesn't gender me or genders me male
>c-teetering on D tots 18 y/o sister in law stares at, blushes when i catch her staring from across the room.... her face alone makes me dysphoric
i've nothing to do, no money to spend, and no productive things to perform

>>7043169
Hi Sarah
>>7043170
Well fuck you too Grace

>>7043168
iktf
>not even friends, just ppl who have yet to filter me

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>>7043175
Please fuck me, too. I need a good dicking and to be put in my place.

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>>7043175
>Well fuck you
indeed

After I epilated my arms, nearly all hair grew back thin and light. Is this the power of hormones?

food arrived
finally

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>>7043184
Epilating also causes a hair thinning and lightening effect.

>>7043185
silli happi hungri fluffi clean isla

>>7043184
Yup. Of epilating too, damages the follicles so they don't work as well.

>>7043184
A little, little bit

But mostly it's the magic of epilation! I love epilation. Keep doing it and it'll keep getting thinner

>>7043185
yay i wanna roll full isla around

>>7043190
I epilated them before I switched the shaving for a while. The effect first time around wasn't remotely comparable.

>>7043185
what kinda food did ya get? ^^

>>7043184
to clarify, hrt thins your hair, but not in the sense that pulling it all out gets that going, you'll get way thinner body hair overall thanks to hrt, but that takes a long time and epilation was mostly the contributor here

I was just like waiting to see which thread would become official.

>be ok with manly beard hair
>this is fine
>I don't need to even shave
>I'm a boy
>buy $300 laser hair removal package at salon

>>7043204
How many sessions do you get for that?

Why does moisture make my hair frizz up?

>>7043201
well i mean the other was "transbian erp general" so it doesn't rly count

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>>7043173
It's awful, takes forever to brush and you have to use so much shampoo and conditioner.

>>7043198
I like you, hamtaro was fun.

>>7043204

>be chaser
>no desire to shave unix beard
Feels good.

>>7043192
am clean an happy :3
>>7043195
omg do it o.o
>>7043198
crappy pasta :p

>>7043159
Your hair is super cute and you have a nice profile

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Someone gendered me female :3
They were calling over to me, saying "miss?" multiple times
they corrected themselves when they heard me talk normally (forgot to use girlvoice) but still ahhhhhh it made me so happy!!

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>>7043218
I got a few "Sir"s today, that's what i get for wearing a boy jacket and slacking on my voice

>>7043209
Do you use conditioner?

>>7043170
I'm more like a self aware tranny AI that communicates in meme form.

>>7043204
I want to be a real boy like Faye :3!

>>7043193
What did u do to elle?

i really want someone to hold me

>>7043208
3 for $250 it's terrible but a lot of places went out of business since last time round here

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>>7043227
same
>tfw dependency issues but nobody to depend on

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>>7043218
felix <3
>>7043216
>do it o.o
uuh okay
you know how i ment that?
i cant find a better gif for that. pls dont ban me for pony @_@

>>7043193
Hey, I've been meaning to ask, why did you detransition the first time around?

>>7043230
That gif is basically my life

>>7043226
People wondered if CFH was gone for good. I don't like giving false hope.

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Okay I'm back, I still can't sleep. I'll be here till my phone dies

>>7043159
I really like your hair

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>>7043227
do you think i could pay a prostitute to snugg me
>>7043216
yummy
i got pizza like a good little tranny

>>7043237
*cuddles

>>7043242
8f your in new york ill be that prostitute

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>>7043242
Alright bitch you want an enemy you got one.

i think i might be horny wtf

>>7043233
Gatekeeping first. Anything below 25 was too young back then. So no hope of getting real HRT or SRS. Then shit happened when I was 20 and PTSD put me in a gray haze for the next fifteen years.

>>7043252
succ nim

>>7043258
lauren pls im confused

>>7043232
w-woah
uhh
idk >_<
dun do that
>>7043242
i dun want pizza

>>7043265
*tackles*

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>>7043220
I'm like 50% sure it's because A) I actually used concealer properly today and B) because I was wearing a padded under my andro clothes. It gives me a little bit more curvature.
I'm seriously considering getting the scarf, I think it'll help if I figure out how to wear it correctly

Lucky you though - maybe I'll get there some day.

>>7043249
moap.

>>7043249
>>7043214
AHHH YOU GAVE ME A (You) BUT I DIDN'T SEE BECAUSE I SWITCHED FROM MY PHONE TO COMPUTER
but yeah hamtaro was hella fun

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>>7043270
>Lucky you though - maybe I'll get there some day.
Get to being gendered male? lol

>>7043267
omg emi gf o.o

>>7043264
ok sorry

>>7043265
mh why not certainly it would be fun :DDD
uuh what did you think i was talking about? *,*

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>>7043273
no, get to...
I guess the grass is always greener, huh.

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>>7043217
Dawh, Ty <3

>>7043241
Thanks :)
I love my hair, it took a lot of love to get it this long.

>>7043270
charlotte.

>>7043283
hi <3

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My brain sucks.

>>7043281
idk like
uhm
im not sure

>>7043302
iktf

>>7043274
hi ;)

>>7043275
want some popcorn

>>7043286
Hi there :3
So was there a reason you picked such a pretty name or what?
Also >>7043218 was p cute, it sounds nice

Maybe I should talk to my doctor about getting back on SSRIs before my intrusive thoughts turn into full-blown OCD again.

>>7043302
nah dont be so harsh to yourself >-<
>>7043303
cut full isla rolling around ^-^

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>>7043302
same

>>7043309
yes please

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>>7043310
so, it's kinda a funny story lol
there's actually a DJ I look up to that goes by myxomopbl, and her first name is charlotte. I really liked it, so I kinda took it after playing with some other names first. Just kinda stuck. Apparently it suits me.

>>7043302
where do i get a new one

>>7043318
ok it has a lot of butter tho

>>7043321
is it nondairy butter

>>7043319
It does :)
I still don't know what name I'm gonna take
I care way to much about it I guess but oh well

>>7043325
idk its probably butter-flavored oil desu

>>7043329
ok good

>>7043252
IT'S HAPPENING

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>>7043328
play around with some names lol
what are you thinking of?

>>7043330
can i tackle you

>>7043333
n-no i was just kidding

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>tfw you hate ringing through other trannies at your till because they're probably clocking you too

>>7043341
;)

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>>7043345
i wasnt clocking you i was checking you out

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>>7043349
Why were you so grumpy then?

>>7043345
banana ^,^


i dont fully understand that sentence :s

>>7043345
if they clock you they probably also get jealous >.>

>>7043354
because i had to leave my bed to get groceries

>>7043336
Elizabeth
Christina
Karissa

People here seemed to like Elizabeth lol

>>7043309
whatsupp???
>>7043314
woah o.o

>>7043364
ye elizabeth is a super pretty name uwu

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>>7043359
I doubt it
They probably just think I'm a disaster

>>7043361
Oh ;_;

>>7043355
Idk, I'm saying I'm cashiering and that I don't like it when I'm dealing with a trans customer because I'm going to get clocked ;_;

:3

>>7043372
did you have an aright day

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>>7043345
I actually can't clock transgirls irl unless they have something obvious (too much makeup, not wearing a bra, etc)
>tfw all the other transgirls in group therapy don't wear bras
gross tbdesu

there is a hon working the checkout at my grocery store. She's either really rude in general or clocked me as early transition.

>>7043364
Elizabeth and Karissa are cute. Karissa's less common in the US, iirc. (idk where you live)

I think I tried Diana, Gwendolyn (Gwen), and then settled on Charlotte.

>>7043374
:3!!!

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>>7043364
Stand in front of a mirror and say am I I Elizabeth and so on. You need to be comfy with your name not some internet people *,*
>>7043366
Omg - cute full isla*
I would never cut you oh my gawd @___@
>>7043372
Clocked means like detect being trans?

>>7043374
:D

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>>7043377
So far it's been ok
I'm just on lunch
Hbu?

>>7043378
Idk, I usually can clock other trans girls, although that said I'm never 100% sure
Also wtf why no bras

>>7043383
Yup
It doesn't even mean nonpassing necessarily, trans girls just have really sensitive transdar

>>7043390
idk, I didn't bother to ask

also, I'm gonna be sharing my wifi with someone for a bit, so I need to change it to something reasonable

>>7043390
same old, same old

i decided to bank sperm if only just to get rid of the hesitation of continuing hrt

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>>7043390
Honestly, that "really sensitive transdar" is really prone to produce false positives.

>>7043402
nim ily

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>>7043403
Sensitive means you pick up noise, but sometimes there's really no doubt.

>>7043402
Whatever it takes
How long is that going to set you back?

>>7043400
The password you mean?

>>7043382
>>7043385

^_^

Back to work, bye thred :(

>>7043390
This >>7043403 tbqh.
There was a trans woman in the psychiatry I couldn't detect. After she left and I opened myself to roomies I got told that she is transgender too.
The obvious trans women get clocked by everyone I suppose.
>>7043415
Nooo banana ;~;

>>7043407
Yeah, I really could spot that difference. A few months before I was released from the clinic, there was that very obvious hon who got in. The way she was ostracized made me realize I wasn't gendered female out of politeness.

>>7043314

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neurosis

I have every thing on this page like it describes my life and pathology :(

>>7043405
lauren ily

is a 4chan pass worth it

>>7043407
i was gonna order it today but i have to time it so it gets here at a time where my mom is at work

so a few days until it gets here and i can send it back and then 48 hours for them to determine if it's a viable sample

is it weird that part of me kinda wishes i was sterile so i didnt have to deal with this?

>>7043407
no, the network name

I set up a guest network, so it's ok

>>7043430
it depends on how much you hate captcha

>>7043420
>tfw clocked by everyone if in girl mode
>tfw everybody just thinks you're a guy if you dress androgynously

>>7043437
how much do you hate it

>>7043442
enough to buy a pass

>>7043425
I used to describe myself as neurotic. Now that I'm on hrt, it's just moderate shyness

>>7043407
also, I'm awkward as fuck
she's like a super cool young professor girl

>>7043425
If a website would qualify us to identify mental illness and make medical diagnosis we wouldn't need therapists or doctors e_e

>>7043444
oh

lauren hru

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>>7043446
tell that to the "I got ptsd from twitter" girl.

>>7043448
ok i guess

im not really sure

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tfw get to work with my crush until early morning tonight

>>7043452
are you happi

>>7043446
I don't believe you even clicked the link. If you did, I know you didn't read more than maybe half a paragraph.

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>>7043420
>>7043446
Forgot my trip~
>>7043451
Wait what ?

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>>7043459
you didn't hear about that?

>>7043445
Neurotic isn't the same apparently. It can go with Neurosis, but it is apparently a separate quality and behavior set. The new DSM is pathetic compared to the 3rd edition. I've been reading it since 3pm. The new one is like a corporate bastardized version that ripped out all the good stuff because of "controversy" to make it easier to push certain pills. The old one has some stuff that is bunk though, but the majority of theory from the 60s and 70s seems more sound than the "LOLOLOLOL neuro science" of today.

>>7043456
not really desu

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im cute
???

>>7043483
Ugh

>>7043457
Neurosis has long stopped being considered a valid nosographic entity because its description was broad enough to encompass most of the first world. Which was a good way for psychoanalysts to develop a steady profit stream but what you're experiencing is the Barnum effect at its purest.
Me, I'm certifiably certified as psychotic, problem solved.

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>>7043483
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

>>7043483
i want isla huggs

>>7043482
can i hold you until you are

>>7043457
Ugh so basically everyone has neuroses?
I'm not educated enough to express everything correctly in the simple english I know. Anyway to evaluate if you're mentally ill or or not a therapist must categorize wether your behavior falls into common behavior or not. Every symptom of a metal illness can be normal if it's not 'too much'.
>>7043463
I didn't o_0
>>7043483
As long as you don't harm people including yourself :x

>>7043491
yes

>>7043491
this might take a long time though

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>>7043493
hold lauren

>>7043488
Yeah, but the pathology theory behind it seems extremely valid. I agree with removing it from the DSM, but the theory itself also got gutted and that sucks. The theories to go with it don't belong in a DIAGNOSTIC manual, but I never got taught about this stuff explicitly because it got removed. That's shitty.

>>7043492
Yeah
She was demanding to be treated the same as war veterans and the sexually assaulted because she too had ptsd.

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>>7043504
Caused by cyber bullying?

>>7043502
thank you

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>>7043510
I don't know the details, but I would certainly hope so at the very least.

>>7043503
The only theory behind neurosis is psychoanalytic, i.e. total bullshit. Don't work yourself into thinking you're mentally ill or you'll end up with a very real case of hypochondria.

Hey guys, this should probably go on /hrtg/ but was wondering if any of you have any experience with bica? Lost a ton of weight over the past month and decided to go for it, have an okay frame (big ribs, wide-ish shoulders, etc etc but not overly bad) but my biggest letdown is in the hip region, very narrow hips. Any chance for a bit of growth at this point (I'm 19)?

>>7043503
I never got taught it explicitly. Mom was getting her PHD in psych as I was growing up. I read all her class materials for the classes she took and taught. Before doing self diagnosis I'd recommend on reading up on the diagnosis process.

>>7043492
>Every symptom of a metal illness can be normal if it's not 'too much'.
not quite, but close... Again, before doing self diagnosis I'd recommend on reading up on the diagnosis process.

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>Overwatch update
>Mercy Halloween skin
hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngh

nim im scared

>>7043521
Some chance, but not likely very much. Don't let that stop you.

>>7043492
For me, I was developing a set of phobias before I turned out I was Trans. Germs being the worst. Psychosomatic pain. Panic attacks. Eating disorder. Strange warped views of friendships (especially sexually). Deranged thinking. Escapist fantasy (cyborg fiction land). False ego protection. Failed pride. The works.

Most people develop normally. I...did not

>>7043517
On the contrary, seeing that it isn't a mental illness gives me hope. I don't think and never did think I was psychotic. I knew something (tranny) was wrong, just not what. Now that I have my answers, things are so much better. Which actually gives more credibility to the old school theories. They may not be the useful in clinical diagnostics, but they're not just the rantings of a coke loon like Freud, you know? That entire Neurosis theory is spot on, from childhood development through adulthood. Even if it cannot properly identify the nuances in modern theory, it's not a bad set of theories. Thankfully, pretty much right before the bad problems got REALLY BAD I figured out I was Trans and now I'm untying the old knots. Even the stuff about parents in my subjective case is spot on.

>>7043510
I love Tyler the creator on this topic. Like just close the screen nigga. (this doesn't work but I love it).

>>7043525
>I'll never know what squeak looks like

>>7043484
im cute tho ;w;
>>7043490
:D
>>7043491
u get isla hugs
>>7043492
i dont plan on i t>w<

>>7043526
That skin is the best one by far.
I'm going as DVa for Halloween.

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>>7043521
I'm 20 and after 4 months of HRT, my pants are starting to fit well enough that I don't need a belt anymore.
No, I haven't gained any weight (sadly)
I'll let you figure out what I'm saying here.

>>7043526
was that today????

>>7043537
...I kno :c

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>>7043526

>>7043535
I know how she once looked like. I hope someday I'll know how she looks like. Not that it matters much. I fell in love with her mind.

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>>7043526
Holy shit, I need that skin!

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Why is being lonely the worst feeling ever?

>>7043232
good gif

Help! I can't stop having anal sex!

>>7043552
Because humans are a hive pack animal.

>>7043552
idk

>>7043552
same

reply to this post and a lil mini-nim will appear on your shoulder

>>7043561
mininim

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>tfw you're going to be a good girl and vote for mommy Hillary

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>>7043561
That's some strong (you) bait.

>>7043549
>iktf for exactly 3 trips
I'd only want to know out of curiosity. I've enough self hate to find beauty in any/everyone's vanity.....
I mean..
There's a few trips on here who won't post pic b/c they'd be torn to shreds. I've seen them before.... Humans are all beautiful in their own way.

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>>7043525
I could express it better in german ._. Just wanted to give a basic idea of what I'm imblyin.
>>7043531
What TtC is just absurdly hilarious. It's obviously not that easy. But demanding the same treatment as people with other diagnoses is stupid and only asking for some 'privileges'.
>>7043537
Yay :3 but eh don't do it wether you plan it or not if you know what I mean ._.
>>7043561
>>7043561
>>7043561
>>7043561
Minim

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>>7043548
>>7043550
hnnnnnnnnnnnngh
I need it!

>>7043566
that leaked trump audio probably isn't helping

>>7043535
Sorry, but I just don't feel safe posting my image publicly on the net.

>>7043539
Sounds like a bit of hip fat to me... I'm ending up with it too. I just need to get rid of my belly fat.

>>7043549
<3 Yeah, you're one of the few I've shown a recent pre hrt pic to. Some who were on IRC & tinychat got to see it too.

>>7043566
I've been say all along Trump was bad news...

>>7043572
So badly! I'm guessing it's a case of unlocking as many loot boxes as possible and hoping you get it?

>>7043573
Yeah, it reminded me of my male socialization period, where guys would say shit like that, everyone would laugh, and I'd sit there uncomfortable and want to die

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Does it make me intolerant if I wouldn't fuck a trans girl? I wouldn't like attack trannies on the street and I don't care if the government pays for your SRS but like. I wouldn't give you what you actually want (straight cock) so how do you feel about that. I just get sick of straight guys acting all tolerant and its like. come on you wouldn't actually throw it in one

>>7043579
A staple of the LGBT community is fuck who you like

>>7043579
>you wouldnt actually throw it in one
kek

>>7043579
no

it's not intolerant to have personal preferences

>>7043569
where did these adorable Mokou memes come from anyways? I've been seeing them everywhere

>>7043579
i don't care

>>7043576
I'm not asking and I'd never expect it.

Cfh is right though...
Your mind is fucking gorgeous.
>>7043582
...Faye doesn't like boys

>>7043579
Why are you even here?

>>7043566
I must admit I'm a little surprised there are states where >50% of women would vote for Trump, maybe I just don't understand America.

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>>7043590
Girls only

>>7043530
>>7043539
Thanks for the replies guys, definitely doing it just wanna have realistic expectations before I jump in

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tfw your brain is broken

>>7043576
but I'm 120 lbs, and I can feel my hip bones growing.

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>>7043577
It looks like you can also buy it for 3000 coins. Woo! Only 2500 to go!

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im bored
what should i do /mtfg/

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why is life so fucking shit senpaitachi?

>>7043571
I don't think I need treatment, and I certainly don't believe being a Neurotic person with a bunch of anxiety deserves tax money if thats what you mean. It's just interrsting to see a theory that hits me on the head so perfect. No real way to address it. I'm in a positive psychology program with a specialist in transgender people. It's even more bunk than Tyler the creator. Lol


>>7043578
Ugh I know this feeling. My guy friends know I'm Trans but I'm still guy mode usually and they refuse to even gender me female. One guy even pissed in front of me while drunk like that's fine I'm not a pussy, but it's just disrespectful. They shit talk women and usually they are WAY off in their assessments. I love when they discuss dating. They're dumber than girls and girls are fucking retarded. That feel when enlightened because broken on both sides.

>>7043579
Trans girls aren't real girls and pretending they are just to be politically correct is stupid. I only like natal girls. I had a Trans person get offended at that recently, and I told him to lose my number (I'd given it out earlier in the day) because I don't want him thinking he's entitled to my ass because I'm Trans. Straight guys absolutely fucking would never fuck a Trans girl. They're bisexual and that's fine, but no female inclined man or woman will fuck a tranny. Self included. I don't even like being friends with them, because like me, they're broken people. At least the ones I've met thus far. They come with baggage.

>>7043588
The fact you know her name means you know more than me lol. I just reverse image searched and saved a few.

>>7043599
Hey I already made this post :l

>>7043596
Preach
Heh

>>7043603
because we deserve it for some reason
anyway, did you end up ordering those clothes you were planning to buy? do you like them?
>>7043602
lie down and listen to music while daydreaming about cute people

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I just did another couple hours of voice training. This shit is hard on the throat and the emotions

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>>7043601
Well then, guess I know what I'm doing for the rest of the month! Only 2300 to go for me!

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>>7043602
*erps you*

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>>7043594
It's too big, it creates enlightened conclaves of diversity, and ignorant poor third world countries where people sit in a bubble, imagine Russia voting in U.K. Elections

>>7043615
Ayyye..... You could just not pass ever and have a community of hugboxing citizens & gay men in your city

>>7043614
they didn't come in time for my appointment by one day;_;
frilly cloths next week or week after since slow shipping

dysphoria is spiking nonstop though, hope I can last atleast till them

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>>7043617

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>>7043614
Who am I gonna day dream about? I just got dumped I don't wanna do that to my heart.
>>7043617
wew

>>7043618
>>7043594
>>7043566
can we not have politics today, they are gross and corrupt, talk about cloths or something nice instead

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>>7043620
I've been hit by a wave if motivation so Im going to have a a cis tier voice and to look like this
No settling

>>7043578
iktf...

>>7043590
ty :)

>>7043594
There are many people who make a decision, then never change it even when overwhelming evidence points to the contrary. This is why it is taking so long to get racial equality. LGBTQ equality will take just as long. We literally need them to die off.

>>7043600
Good!

>>7043541
oh .-.
>>7043571
im happy so i dun need to do that

>>7043633
5 months and you hit the checkpoint I laid out for you last winter

>>7043630
I'm a woman, and my last comment was about social geography

>>7043638
Wait what checkpoint was that?

>>7043605
I'm a leftist and think everyone should talk to a therapist at least once or twice a month. Diagnoses make me a bit scared and don't help to solve your own problems at all. Just the bureaucracy needs them to hand out medicine. To know what your weaknesses are is a different thing. That someone leaves his/her comfort zone and stuff.
I'm not a fan of our psychological diagnostic...
>>7043636
Nais

>>7043640
Entering fulltime brink of stealth..
I mean, youv'nt believed anything I said back then that's happened so far anyways.
But still..yeh

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>finally starting to get confident in my looks
>try to take a sexy pic of my ass
>brown butthole, hairy ass
How do I get a cute, clean butthole?

>>7043645
Not stealth
But I do think in five months I'll be full time and passing most of the time

I should have listened to you about it. Because you're right about a lot of stuff including me being a self hating tranny that needed motivation and confidence

>>7043651
Shaving and bleach

>>7043642
That's why I'm reading this old DSM before corporate greed ruined it. I don't really have a good therapist. I preached literal nazi propaganda (I didn't tell her I was doing this) and she just nodded and stuff. That was my last appointment. It was a test she failed. I miss my old one, but she forwarded me along after I found out I was transgender ON MY OWN. I wanna go back to her and untie all these mental knots and blocks (many). I'm living a shitty life and I know it can be better. I know there is more.

>>7043639
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover..
>>7043654
I said brink of stealth. Lol.
Trust eldenhons

im sleepy

>>7043663
come into the fort bebbi

>>7043651
>not having a pink one
pleb

>>7043669
hmm
should i do that? =w=

>>7043642
A well matched lover can be an invaluable therapist.

>>7043627
oh ;_;
well you could listen to sad music and daydream about death :D
>>7043651
i'd trade my clean butthole for confidence in my looks desu

>>7043673
why not

it's nice and warm

>>7043677
but im super warm rn ;_;
i want friends

>>7043687
I'm cold and it's probably gonna reach atleast -30 this year, are you warm enough to heat a room?

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>tfw tired af from 8 hour drive but have to start studying for an exam I forgot about Thursday in a class I barely go to
Whoops
>>7043168
Same desu
>>7043230
>dependency issues but no one to depend on
Iktf

>>7043693
im warm enough for people hugging me to be heated

>>7043705
I need a room heater since the place I sleep has no heating in winter beside the computer

>>7043693
>tfw -40 w/ -60 wind chill this year

i cant take it

every second of my life is horrible

i keep waiting for things to get better but they never do

>>7043687
:(

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When you'll never be a girl so you spend all your time ironic memeing

>>7043720
you gotta start making changes and taking chances

im a hypocrite because i don't do that but you have to try to change your circumstances

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Does anyone here get randomly triggered and ends up in tears when they see beautiful women and/or specific body features?

>>7043727
what should I do nim

>>7043720
iktf senpai, trying drastic action right now
>>7043717
worse I've seen is -50 I think, my toes turn blue and painful in winter

>>7043714
hmm
idk if i could supply that x.x
>>7043720
:(
i would offerhugs but idk if i could
since uh
distance
>>7043721
emi hi

im so high

i want to be a good boyfriend some day