/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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Periods suck ass

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>>7044603
nth for I feel like Im slowly going insane and I hate myself

someone chop off my caterpillar eyebrows
>>7044611
yeah that's how i feel toward it as well. there isn't much impetus to do it right now. if i wanna go full time though i kinda have to tell them..
>>7044614
why are you posting this

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>>7044614
Hey my bagina was doing that a few years ago too but I got better

>tfw no gf

>>7044626
Well atleast you don't have ovaries to get cysts on like I do.

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>>7044623
WAKE ME UP INSIDE!

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>>7044633
Yeah, that's honestly nice
Sucks 2be u

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How the fuck do I even write a coming out letter
I can't really find a really polished and eloquent way of saying "everything sucked ass until I realized I had gender dysphoria, now things suck ass a little bit less now that I know I'm trans and on hrt"
I've been starting at this piece of paper for an hour and I don't know what to write
>>7044614
>ywn have a period
Fug ;_;
>>7044623
Same

>>7044642
Why do u need a letter??

>>7044641
Yup and the fact that my boobs swole up two sizes despite already being a 30DD is fucking aweful too from the soreness

>>7044631
rip. how was your date?

i just want a girlfriend. all of my coworkers have photos of their significant others/partners on their desk and of course my office is just fucking barren

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I wonder if I should do a flat chested version of this for Halloween.

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>>7044650
Yeah, and I bet your back hurts too. That must really suck, I'm sorry to hear that.

>>7044614

How would you like to not have to have periods for a whole nine months?

>>7044651
it went okay. nothing special desu. i don't think we meshed well. she seemed to always want to be doing something and i like going hiking and stuff but she seems like the kind of person who can't stand still for 5 seconds.

>>7044655

Looks simple enough. You'll get cold if you try to go trick-or-treating though.

>ask not to be brought up
>they keep talking about me
Fuuuuuuuck

>>7044654>>7044659
>want a girlfriend. all of my coworkers have photos of their significant others/partners on their desk and of course my office is just fucking barren
Lmao
You fucked up cuz

It's good that you hate a date though i guess...(reeeeeeeeeeee)

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>>7044645
It's probably the best way to express everything without me looking like a bumbling idiot. Plus this is mainly my coming out on social media/blogs where I don't know any of the friends or followers irl, and I can use it as a template for coming out to irl friends or family. But I can't even think of what to say
>>7044654
>tfw another fucking thanksgiving where I get asked why I don't have a gf
Fucking end me

Where to buy hrt online asap and what brands and how much should I buy

>>7044642
It doesn't need to be complex does it-? Just state the facts imo

i am in pain

>tfw want to post a picture of me being a cuteboy instead of masc that everyone said was cute when I posted it undercover
>legit considering being trans but not sure if I should
>planningout saving up money losinf my gains ans everything and movinf whole new life as a woman
>not sure if should go through with it but i don't see myself as a boy my entire life
> this masc thing is an act
>tfw didnt start earlier
>tfw depressed going to be hon at 40
>tfw crazy

>>7044665
i'll just frame a photo of you on my desk and pretend like i didn't fuck up

>>7044658
Are you an mtf propositioning to get me pregnant?

>>7044670
we_all_know_that_feel_bro.png

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>>7044672
It's okay I still love you lmao

Hopefully we'll both find girlfriends or something

my simulated gf broke up with me
time to pick a new one

>>7044668
pls i'm desperate

>>7044681
I'm sorry anon, did the simulated me get between you two?

>>7044681
what if you tried for a real gf anon

>>7044668
you should get Great Value Girl Pills, they're the same exact thing as the name brand just way cheaper. Walmart has them.

>>7044680
thanks for wishing my happy birthday

>tfw ywn have mercury be your housewife and buy her clothes and teach her how to cook steak properly

>>7044668
alldaychemist
progy
aldactone / spiro
2mg daily of estrofem / progynova
100mg spiro.

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>>7044681
I didn't break up with you baby~
Let daddy spread your cheeks wide

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:(

>>7044683
yeah simulated elanna came out as lesbian and said she couldn't keep up the facade of being straight anymore. simulated elanna is now in a committed relationship with simulated you.

>>7044686
i dont know maeve, i dont know

>>7044692
woah

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>>7044655
i bet you'd be pretty cute in that outfit

>>7044665
Hi other planet poster

>>7044670
My life desu

>>7044681
If they are simulated why would they ever break up with you? You could make them love you

>>7044695
>comparing yourself to airbrushed internet whores

>>7044689
You're welcome. I tend to remember birthdays, and no one ever remembers mine so I always try to say happy birthday at least.

I can cook steaks u ass, I just don't eat uncooked meat like some animal.
Lol tho like
Hmmm
Well, I'll say none of that is impossible you'd just have to work v. hard for it if u wanted it.
>>7044695
Go back to /fa/

>>7044697
I hope simulated us are happy. That sounds nice.

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>>7044697
Simulate me

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>>7044697
simulated elanna seems like she has it made
shame real life elanna couldn't be a gayfer 4 real

>>7044699
>If they are simulated why would they ever break up with you? You could make them love you
Because it's a simulation and not a fantasy. Simulations are meant to be realistic, my gf simulator features the good, the bad, and the ugly of a relationship.

>>7044710
ok that works, you're pretty

i gotta go update my gf simulator folder now

>>7044712
If it was realistic, the VR girls would turn to their friends and insult in whispers and then giggle, but otherwise not even think about you.

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>>7044719
>you're pretty
<3
T-thanks anon

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>>7044614

freeze me for 200 years so they can do real vagina and uterus and chromosomes instead of axe wound

>>7044671

i was like 170 and could squat 3 plate before spiraling into depression and drug use for a year. at least i worked hard at losing my gains


having a cute butt and smooth skin and boobs is better than gains ever were for me

>wake up
>go on mtfg
>girlfriend sim anon is back
oh fuck me

>>7044712
>tfw your simulated neptune is probably a depressive nervous wreck who simulated kills herself

>>7044727
eat my shorts

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>>7044727
>oh fuck me
that's illegal

>>7044725
How old are you?

Gainz are fucking annoying.

I dont recommend lifting unless you're gay

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I found out a guy I loved died as I was about to come out publicly.

I feel like this is life's way of telling me to shut the fuck up.

>>7044727
what if u were round

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>>7044725
>freeze me for 200 years so they can do real vagina and uterus and chromosomes instead of axe wound
my friend's actually a transhumanist, so he knows about shit like this. Apparently we're actually like 20-30 years away with stem cell research.

>>7044749
>Apparently we're actually like 20-30 years away with stem cell research.
no

nini from sleepy lovey isla

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Sneaky crawl to Elanna and kissu.

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>>7044698
It would accent my AGPness thats for sure.

>>7044710
>>7044723
Bad Grace Bad!

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>>7044751
I'm sorry, how many people do you talk to that obsess over fringe scientific research?

>>7044748
huh
>>7044736
not in my country :^)

>>7044752
Gn sweet dreams and hatpats

>>7044675

No, I'm a lurking bisexual chaser.

wouldn't it be cool if u all helped rojava lol

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>>7044754
But we're both girls..
...unless you want me to be a boy 4 u?

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>>7044755
Well someone didn't wanna take me as her actual gf yet so I may as well simulate whore myself out!

>Would you accept a manlet with a tiny dick as your Boyfriend?
>If so, what would be needed to compensate for it?
>Rate yourself out of 10


ty

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>>7044739

i'm 22

senior year of college i bought into all that alpha male bullshit and just lifted and ate fucking chipotle for a year. my bench only got as far as 2 plate but i just made it to 3 plate before i stopped going

massive gains because i'm 5'5. lifting only made dysphoria worse and so i got depressed and came to terms with being trans and liking guys and dieted down to 120

i know why i was scared of being trans but i wish i could've done it sooner. i'm passing and after i get srs i'm just gonna stealth the fuck out of here and tell no one

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>>7044765
Y-you would do that? :o

>endo wont give me spiro because of side effects
>get proscar instead.

Is it normal that that upsets me to the point that im crying right now?

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Nobody wants to console me?
Fine.
Be that way.

>>7044774
we can cry together

>she doesnt have a capcode

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>>7044772
Honestly, probably not for real
My aap only extends so far

>>7044779
huggu

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>Don't feel dysphoric for a week or two
>Huh, it's finally gone! Maybe I can live my life now
>Go to bed last night
>Have a dream about being a pretty tranny girl
>Everyone accepts me
>Everyones happy I'm happy
>I'm so happy
>Being a girl is everything I ever wanted and more
>Wake up
>Cry for 2 hours straight

I fucking hate this, why does it trick me in to thinking I'm normal and then pull this

>>7044786
>>7044784
>>7044782
>>7044779
>>7044774
>>7044772
hugg

i quit browsing this place 6 months before starting hrt, after browsing for 2 years.
i rarely talk to any other trans people other than my gf.
i dont feel any urge to meet or talk to trans people, anybody else feels like this?

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>>7044752
nini sleepy lovey isla

>>7044779
Hi :3
I'll always comfort you
If I'm not super sleepy or busy

>>7044783
>╪╪ ╪╪ User 1
>>7044790
>⋕⋕ User
What the heck

>>7044780
How to do this

>>7044796
hugg

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>>7044791
I did that for a while
You get lonely eventually

>>7044790
hugg

>>7044802
hugg banan

What is everyone's opinions on whats best to take for hrt? I'm about to start self medicating soon and I'd like to be better informed.

>>7044782
:c
>>7044790
Hugg trip anon

>>7044806
I'm looking into testosterone patches, the steady dose seems nice.

>>7044802
>I did that for a while
>You get lonely eventually
I hang out with my normie friends at college, and party with my internet friends (irl), i rather hang with them than the trans people i have met

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>>7044749

no way we're 20-30 years away

not only do we have to get xy chromosomes, we have to alter our entire pelvis and get a fully functioning uterus and vagina and everything in there. you're going to have an easier time with brain transplants or some shit like that

>>7044786

i go on dysphoria-free four day stretches

then by like monday or wednesday i just fucking break down and cry at some point. i pass so i don't regret transitioning but i lost a lot of people around me and my job. maybe it's the hormones? i dunno. i don't hate myself any more but i want to change my personality because i just want to be someone else and forget i was a boy. i don't know how to do that yet

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>>7044808
Sorry
Real talk though, I've legit mused on crossdressing as a boy
I just don't know how well doing that would actually go outside the hypothetical

>>7044812
For the most part I'd say I just am friends with who I click with, but the reason I ended up in trans spaces again is because if you do suddenly have to deal with any sort of trans shit, or want someone that you can relate to on that, you're not going to find it from cis people.

You have a trans gf though so she probably fulfils that need.

>>7044805
hugg lauren

>>7044756
i know i lot of people who read science futurology pop shit and tell me all about the incredible advances we'll have in [insert time frame here]

>>7044815

I recognize that wall art! It's right next a a 7/11 in Richmond, VA.

>>7044771
>3 plates
lies,
150lb+ faggs can't even bench 2 plates

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I had another nightmare and I can't get back to sleep again ;~;

>>7044820
Why not just try it for Halloween or something? *,*
>>7044830
Oh dear hugg basic

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>Want to play some Overwatch so I can get dat Mercy skin
>Dont want to play Solo
Sad face.

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>>7044836
I want to!
I just don't have the money to be buying boy clothes rn ;~;

>>7044840
>Saved up 3000 coins coz I don't like any skins
>That mercy witch skin comes out
>Its 3000 coins

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

come in bed with mommy its snuggle time for my special girl

are neo vaginas designed to handle the trauma of childbirth?

what about kidney stones?

>>7044852
elanna won't even let me fist hers

>>7044821

probably a bad idea but here's the timeline so far

mommy

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>>7044846
You son of a bitch.

>tfw 2400 coins away

>>7044863
Fuck you

>>7044863
mommy loves her pookie

>>7044860
Don't post pictures here desu

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>>7044850
but i want ice cream
>>7044860
qt

>>7044866
suck my witchdick nerd!!!

>plaing xcom
>first civ to die is named eva
pretty spooked

>>7044876
cute 'ster

>>7044869

i am. i've been on hrt since june 1st and i finally like myself for the first time since i was eight. i have to work through my issues but i'm feeling pretty confident i'll be able to stealth after bottom surgery and that's giving me motivation right now. i'm saving up enough money for surgery and moving to a new state. there's tough days but i really have no regrets about doing it. i had to

>>7044828

i was 170 and benched 2 plates for 3 sets of 5, squat was 3 plate for 5x5

i regret it

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>>7044877
Ok.
I-I mean thats prettu gay desu.

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>>7044852
>childbirth
No
>kidney stones
That's your urethra senpai

>>7044889
What's with your voice?

>>7044836
Thank you ;~;

>>7044868
why
>>7044870
AW
adorable

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>>7044784
I sure fucking hope so.
I don't know how I'm going to sleep.
Just gonna skip class tomorrow.

>>7044795
hi...

>>7044873

i'm openly trans right now to pretty much everyone

when i actually stealth it'll be a year from now when i look different and don't post here anymore

>>7044897

what do you mean, the way i type or the way i talk? my voice irl passes

>>7044901
who needs a diaper and miwky wiwky?

>>7044896
what a waste of money then

>>7044910
*hugs*
m-me
>//u//<

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>>7044912
I feel like asking about childbirth and neovags is missing the big picture.

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>>7044924
you seem to obsess over that, but you don't actually know how HRT affects your hips at each age. They start from the same form.

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Aaaaaaaaaaaand now I'm sad I'm not a mommy

>>7044901
>why
I h8 u

>>7044929
It's about the pelvic gap

We have ones too small for childbirth

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>>7044930
Cheer up. On the bright side, none of your friends have died in the past 12 hours.

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>>7044938
And this is based on, what, hon logic? Witchcraft? Actual fucking x-rays of your hips?

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>>7044930
is mommy ERPing a viable coping mechanism

>>7044932
hi renee
>>7044930
like a real mom
orr

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>>7044929
Bone growth and dimorphism over puberty is honestly well understood. If you're starting mones after puberty, you may get some changes, but you're not going to have cis hips, ever. I may have hips, but if you gave me an x ray it would be very obvious that I'm not a natal female.

>>7044942
This is literally physiology 101 material

>>7044944
Who is renee?

>>7044929

hrt is not going to make your pelvis change enough for childbirth at any age. cis women already get their pelvis stretched by childbirth. pelvises of women who have given birth 2 or more times almost always have scars on their bones

>>7044942

on hard fucking science. do you have the secret for making bones reshape themselves? it's not about angle, the bones are different and they start that way from early development

>>7044950
who r u then

>>7044943

Too volatile for the current meta.

I'm gonna wash that man right outta my hair

>>7044939
Oh God did that happen? I'm so sorry

>>7044942
It's sexual dimorphism

>>7044943
No..

>>7044944
Yeah a real mom

>>7044961
adopt me

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>>7044943
>depravity
yeah, totally.

>>7044948
>physiology
god, what a load of shit. Whatever helps you sleep at night.

>>7044954
>hrt is not going to make your blah blah blah blah blah nobody gives a shit
and yet 12-year old girls, who have not experienced pelvic growth of any kind, can easily carry children. You're obviously either retarded, or circle-jerking your way into explaining why you can't be a mother. Get a fucking grip.

>>7044961
>Oh God did that happen? I'm so sorry
no fucking clue. Not like anyone's going to tell me anyway if it's anything worse than a car wreck. Last time a friend of mine killed himself, everyone kept it quiet and pretended it was a total accident and nobody knew.

I can't sleep desu

>>7044963
Ok are you a baby that I will give birth to tho?

>>7044969
God I'm really so sorry for your loss.

>>7044948
tldr: rip

>>7044977
no but I'm a child

>>7044972
well make sure you have nothing around to distract you (like a phone or whatever you're using to browse 4chan)

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>>7044969
Uhh, what?
This is hard science, pretending that physiology doesn't exist won't make you any more capable of childbirth. Besides, the pelvic gap isn't even the biggest obstacle to childbirth for a trans woman anyways. Where's the fetus going to gestate, in a box?

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>in philosophy class 'cause it's Tuesday
>talking about Phaedo because Socrates dying is a big deal
>I've got a lot to say as usual
>talking after class because I have time
>classmate asks if I've published any philosophical works
>um, no why
>get an invitation to submit a philosophical paper to an interdisciplinary honors college journal
>kind of thing where I have to be invited to make a submission at all
>my philosophical writings
>possibly being published
>no, really

Why does my reflection look like a broken man

>>7044972
Uuh watching screens doesn't help tbqh with you :x

>>7044984
>>7044981
it's not that, I'm scared and nervous about today's appointment

>>7044983
yo that's really fucking cool
congrats
>>7044984
why do i subject myself to a refleciton at all

>>7044972
Same

>>7044979
Same

>>7044980
Oh dang.

>>7044982
Where's the fetus going to gestate, in a box?
Ow

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>>7044982
Yeah and the moment it's big enough you slam it into the neo bagina.

>>7044955
im not that anon.i was just asking

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>>7044977
I mentioned that I loved the guy and never told him, right? I mentioned that I never came out to him, and was planning to today? I mentioned that I thought he was going to be one of those people who just understood?

>>7044982
Yeah, but pretending that females are born with female hips is borderline idiocy. Besides, childbirth is done in c-section a lot anyway, and your neovag would be too sensitive for it. Not sure what the big fucking deal is about pelvic gap.

Oh, and on top of that, a common reason to need a c-section is because the baby is too big to fit through the mother's pevic gap. This used to be a common reason for both death by childbirth and death of the child.
Not really sure why you of all people are so obsessed with the way things are normally done. Not every cis girl gets to experience vaginal birth either. I thought you were smarter than this.

>>7044903
>hi...
So distant, so cold x~x

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>>7045000
yeah, well, I'm kinda mourning over here. quit complaining.

>>7044996
I'm sorry Charlotte

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THATS ITS
IM SELLING MY UTERUS
FUCK THESE CLOTS CRAMPING ME

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>>7045007
QUIT FUCKING APOLOGIZING

>>7044989
Like
There have only been so many days of class, it feels like the semester just started
And this guy who's on the student faculty for the journal is like "this kid sounds like a philosopher"
But at the same time, what the hell am I being asked to do? I suck at writing formal papers and I suck at organizing my thoughts
Is there even room in the world for more philosophers? Having an opinion doesn't put food on the table
I could write, but books are long and essays are cheap
I'm having an existential crisis over this tiny honor and I don't know what to feel

>>7045009
OMG are u dying

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>>7045010
Charlotte, I know you're grieving and we all feel sympathy for your loss. However, it's important not to lash out at people in times like this, especially when they're only trying to offer condolences. These people care about you, don't bite them for it.

>>7045017
I'm at prime child bearing age it's fucking aweful my periods are gnarly. I no joke would sell my uterus to any trans.

im awake and it's dark now

>>7044944
>hi renee
I'm not that person
don't wanna subject innocents to your
horribleness

>tfw everyone thinks you're cis but you aren't
why didn't anyone tell me how much of a pain passing is? I don't feel like I'll ever be comfortable socializing with people who think I'm cis... maybe this will get better after srs

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>>7044990
Sorry
I'm a realist
And sometimes, reality bites

>>7044996
I'm not even sure what you're trying to imply
I'm not saying cis women are born with female hips
I am however saying that puberty does lead to irreversible sexual dimorphism in how the hips are shaped. This is simply how it is. This presents as one of a whole laundry list of obstacles to trans women reproducing. Trans women have no womb to carry a fetus. Trans women are XY. Trans women do not produce or have any eggs. Trans women on hrt are effectively sterile.

I have accepted that I am incapable of having children, let alone that technology anywhere in our lifetime will make that possible. That is simply how it is.

However, that said, this is neither here nor there. I am sorry for your loss.

>>7045020
Ugh same

>>7045014
well you don't have any reason not to do it famalam
>>7045025
hmmm
do you just feel guilty or something?
as a doomed hon idk this feel
>>7045021
goodmorning emi

>Tfw probably damaged my organs today
I'm fat :c I ate an entire medium pizza on my own

>>7045032
do you own a music store

>>7045026
I hope one day I can just accept this and move on.
But it's hard to like deal with it when you feel like you're feelings aren't valid about it. Every time I try and talk, I just feel stupid because obviously I'm a man crying about not being able to get pregnant.

>>7045031
>I CAN SEE FUCKING EGGS
OMG lmao

>>7045021
nim

>>7045021
Where's my promised minim? *,*

>>7045018
Just because someone is grieving, there's no need to say apologise for something you had no control over. None of us here could have done anything about it so there's nothing we can say sorry for and sometimes it just becomes antagonistic to those in mourning if other people try to take responsibility for their loss with countless apologies.

>>7045030
hi hru lil hamster

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>>7045018
please, I came here hoping for some condolences from actual friends of mine, but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO they're too wrapped up in "omg I can't be a fucking mother because hips" because that's such a fucking big deal when you have the whole problem of, uh NOT BEING ABLE TO DONATE A FUCKING EGG
jesus christ, hips are the _least_ of your problems

obviously, some people care more about their fucking body than they do about their friends. You're obviously not one of them.

>>7045026
realism is a depressed person's rationalization of pessimism. Learned that from therapy. The least you can do is not fucking ignore me when I come here crying for comfort.

>>7045031
those are reflections, retard.

>>7045031
I like being CIS :^)
But I'm a guy so I don't need to deal with that bullshit.
Only random boners and hornyness caused by t.

>>7045037
lani

>>7045035

Underrated post.

>>7045005
It's okay
I'll warm you up whether you reject it or accept it.
I had a close friend die last year to suicide so I at least understand where you are coming from.

>>7045038
you didn't get yours?

>>7045030
no, I'm just constantly on edge that my lack of a normal female past (and vagina) will give me away. it's hard to talk with my boyfriend's relatives and such when they ask me about school, etc. and I can't just say I'm a tranny too mentally ill to have a functional life

>>7045030
I know, and I'm fully ready to devote time and effort to doing this properly
It just feels ...
Strange...
To be acknowledged?
Like, my whole life, so much has been expected of me that doing goddamn everything and delivering excellence never got me any recognition
And being kind of average and doing meh also didn't get me any recognition
And it's only when I fuck up catastrophically and have to drop out of school or wind up in the hospital because my body is a joke with no punchline that people are like "wow I thought you were better than this" and I feel like my whole existence is out of my control and it was all just an experiment to see how far half of a person could get if they were placed on a pedestal and ignored until they fall off and break into a thousand screaming bleeding pieces

>>7045041

I know fuck I don't care just take my fucking ovaries and uterus at this point I'll give it away

I just went to the bathroom and it felt like I was pissing out of my ass.

What the hell just happened?

I'm gonna try and get back to sleep. I'm working in two hours and I'd like to get a little more

Night girls

>>7044996

the pelvis is similar up til age 9-10. so yes, i guess if you were able to secure hormones at 9, go through extensive surgery and gene therapy (with no rejection) you could theoretically have a baby

you would need to have so many surgeries on your pelvis to get there. it really is more than the pelvic gap but that's a large part of it. kids are out of our lifetimes

>>7045035
no owo

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>>7045036
You can acknowledge the pain and still have fully accepted it. It may be one of the few things that still causes me actual pain to be aware of, that I'll never be able to settle down with someone and have kids with them. I'll never be able to bear children and hold my own child in my arms.

Acknowledge it, have a good cry about it and move on with the rest of your day. That's all anyone can really do anyways.

>>7045041
I'm not going to get sucked into a fight over this
You're hurting right now, but lashing out isn't going to make things better. I am sorry.

>>7045061
Even a infertile cis woman still are more of a real woman than a tranny
https://www.google.com/amp/www.parentherald.com/amp/articles/72919/20161012/science-fiction-becomes-reality-baby-born-same-womb-transplant-mom.htm

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>>7045039
>it just becomes antagonistic
well yeah, that's always true. No amount of money and no number of apologies can bring them back from the fucking dead. Right now though I'm more angry about specific people being too absorbed in their own obsessive rationalizations to notice their friend is hurting.

>>7045048
I'll accept it, I'm just a little distracted. It's appreciated, believe me.

>>7045061
>I am sorry.
Don't say things you don't mean.

>>7045053
What

>>7045061
hmm

feeling okay?

>>7045064
I feel like we don't speak much but I just want to say that I wish I could offer you some comfort in the face of this tragedy but I feel like there's nothing I could possibly do to make any of this easier for you, and I'm sorry for your loss and sorry that I'm not the one who can be there for you

>>7045064
I understand.
I'm not gonna say I'm sorry, because obviously that's a silly thing to say to someone in mourning that I had no correlation to. I've lost enough people to know what that's like when everyone around you just says "I'm sorry"

But I can empathize with you.I
get the hurt that you are feeling, I know what it's like, but at the same time your pain is unique to you and no one can ever really quite know what it means to feel another's pain, but I try as best I can.

Do you want to talk about anything? Relating to him or to anything else?

>>7045051
hugg <3

>>7045054
nini!

>>7045054
nini~
>>7045040
i was pretty upset and dysphoric earlier but it kinda calmed down
>>7045064
honestly people probably don't wanna offer condolences over 4chan because it seems kinda insincere
you should try talking to people in private about these matters
hope you feel better soon charlotte

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>>7045063
>real woman
Ok..

>>7045064
I don't say things I don't mean, much less when I'm being antagonised. Yes, I am sorry that your friend is gone, and I really don't know what else to say when it's clear that you're trying to cope by starting a fight. I am not sure what to offer right now, especially when I'm this far away.

I am not sure what you want from me or why me having another conversation unrelated to what is happening to you right now is a personal affront.

>>7045070
Yeah, I'm feeling alright

>>7045077
oh okay good

Sexy

Boy

Incoming

>>7045074
I feel like that's not an appropriate response to what I said but I really can't think of what would be

Farts sure do stink when you eat healthy.

>>7045081
im transitioning to be my own gf

>>7045081
>tfw did this but instead of being emotional wrecks together we're getting better
I want my money back

>>7044842
>tfw shopping for boymode pants while in girlmode

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>>7044995
oh she's my friend
>>7045023
what did I do
>>7045080
where

>>7045094
hi

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>>7045071
I just really don't wanna be alone tonight
because I don't think I'm gonna be able to sleep
I just want to stop crying...

>>7045072
I want to forget. I want to forget him so fucking badly, because I don't see myself getting over him any time soon.

>>7045075
yeah, well, it's not like I can really reliably reach out to people online at fucking 3 AM. The point is that I made it very clear on a few occasions that I wanted to be comforted and I watched a friend completely fucking ignore me.

>>7045096
hey nim

>>7045099
hru

>>7045101
I'm okie
do u wanna play ss13?

>>7045098
if you saw elanna was awake posting here you could've reached out to her privately
not trying to argue, but for your own sake there are better ways to find comfort in such a terrible situation

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Bizza an Sangria for breakfast :DDD

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>tfw I'll never get to marry a mtf

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>>7045108
yeah, because I have any way of contacting her privately. Not like she goes on skype ever. Any other bright ideas?

>>7045114
how am i supposed to know that your supposed friends only interact with you over 4chan

>>7045098
I understand not wanting to be alone
Personally, I think it's best to get out as much crying as possible when you can, because it's a perfectly natural response and there's nothing wrong with it
But no one can tell you how to mourn and if you don't want to cry I can respect that

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>>7045114
You didn't even directly message me here, I just got passive aggression.

I'm going to bed, I need to be up in 5 hours for a job interview, and I'm not staying up longer if I'm just going to be a punching bag. I will be online tomorrow, on the one day I do actually have off from work, if you want to actually talk about this. I am sorry that the handful of hours I have between work and going to bed are not spent on Skype

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>>7045115
Yo dude talk to a therapist bro.
No homo

>>7045098
I should have responded earlier. That was selfish of me to ignore it when I first saw you were upset.

I really wish someone could be there for you tonight, you must be hurting so much and you need someone to be there for you. You don't deserve to be in this much pain or to be left out in the cold, so I'll help how I can, as meager as it may be.

People who are important in our lives like that... You never really forget. You can try and distance yourself, find how to move on, but forgetting is damn near impossible without frying your brain.
Next month will have been two years since I lost my mother, and despite it all, its never something you can really forget and that's the hardest part, that's the biggest challenge. I know you can process this over time, and figure out how to cope with it. It's never easy.

The more you love someone you lose, the worse it is, because you lose that source of comfort to turn to. It can be devastating, and clearly for you it has been...
I want nothing more right now that to crawl through the computer screen and give you a hug, and tell you that all things come to pass, but we must persevere.

Unfortunately, trying to console you via message leaves out a world of human connection that can quell your storm. Seek out someone to talk to first thing tomorrow. In the meantime, just do what you can.

Do you have a discord or Skype?
Drop yours and I'll add you if you want to talk some more. Or just stay here, whichever is fine.

>>7045104
ye in like 10 minutes

>>7045108
Not to be rude Maeve, but saying this really doesn't help anyone.
A person in mourning seeks out what they need however possible and however they in their irrational state of mind feels is right to find some connection to reach out to.
It can be a desperate grab and seeing who's gonna respond on Skype only makes that harder.

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>tfw crying so much you get dehydrated

>>7045116
well, she's the only one in that unique position. The rest of my friends are on discord, skype and irl. I didn't come here specifically for her comfort, there's other people here that can comfort me, but I've already stated my problem.

>>7045119
you weren't on skype when you were unemployed either. It's not that I have much to say. The last time you were online was in June.

>>7045118
I've been crying on and off for the past 6 hours.

>>7045122
yeah, well, it's not really that big of a deal when you reach out to me anyway and just didn't see the earlier post.
skype: isoteran
discord: Isotera#9066
I know everything comes to pass, but it seems so far away.

>>7045134
i get it senpai
i just got upset that she was getting upset at people for this
but i suppose that's the irrationality you're talking about

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who /hard day/ here?

>>7045136
That's a pretty good cry
Make yourself drink some water or ginger ale or something

Describe your perfect boyfriend
>height
>hair color
>eye color
>personality

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>>7045138
KITS ALIVE!

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>>7045138
today is gonna be real bad

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By the way, being ignored _really_ gets under my skin.

>>7045138
>tfw you're about to come out
>tfw the boy you secretly love dies
yeah, I'd say I've /hard day/

>>7045139
does cream soda count?
it's jones, so no dye

>>7045140
STOP

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>>7045127
Because a therapist would probably get you more insight than some internet conversation? I'm not native speaker, qualified to say that you're transgender or not and I'm kinda prejudiced. And a therapist is needed to transition if you aren't rich *,*
Wanting to be a girl and your ideal body shape are different things.bI didn't safe the it but some pictures of a bulky transgender woman's timeline got posted here. Imo you should start transitioning already, bulking or not and see a therapist to handle things. But maybe you aren't transgender, if you feel comfy in your body. So just see a therapist.
Stop that cutting. Not solving anything or cute at all and you'll regret it.

>>7045138
>>7044984
Helo kit

kit

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>tfw i realized i slept through coming out day

i wait another year then i guess ._.;;

>>7045144
h-hi

>>7045143
omg that is so awful ;~~;

>>7045141
hi anon i am alive ! i hope you are well

>>7045142
;__;

>>7045136
Drink some water plz, you'd hate to wake up with cotton mouth. It's the worst

Stop worrying about who's on Skype and who you talk to and where. It doesn't really matter right now anyway.

I added you, and unless I'm asleep or at work (which I just lost my job so I'm not) I'll respond if you ever need anything I can offer.

Hugg hugg I love you Charlotte :3

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>>7045143
Who are you?

I don't know why I'm bothering asking this on 4chan, but does anyone get dysphoria from kissing?
My girlfriend won't do anything besides pecks on the lips and anything further will make her go full panic mode.

I still don't really understand how trans people think, but its still pretty frustrating desu.

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>>7045146
I found out minutes before I was going to post something on FB about being trans.

>>7045147
sounds good, I guess
thanks

>>7045146
I feel like it does count, I'm not even sure what the rule is but if you've got some Jones cream soda, go for it

>>7045152
Nope if you have dysphoria you're not tru-trans.

>>7045152
i dont know how to kiss so it makes me anxious

maybe thats her situation

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>>7045148
these are _my_ asukas, tyvm
I thought you were banned for CP or someshit.

>>7045137
I understand. But also thanks for understanding.
Hugg Maeve :3

>>7045142
What's going on?

>>7045143
I'm sorry. I won't ignore you next time Charlotte.
As for others, I can't really say. It's a challenge to not let it bother you.

Drink something other than soda if you can.

>>7045153
Any time :)

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>>7045158
Unbanned for the meantime!

how do you deal with long hair?

it's difficult to wash/dry
it's always falling in your eyes
it's blown every which way by the wind
it's chewy and delicious

can't be dealin with it

>>7045157
I can teach you nim >>
I mean, a girls gotta know how to kiss so she doesn't embarrass herself when she meets that special someone...

>>7045152
personally I have never kissed anyone but depending if she has done facial hair removal she might not want anything to touch/brush against her face. she could also just be really shy and embarrassed but that's not a trans specific thing.

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>>7045152
Everyone tells me I kiss like a girl
>tfw thinking about kissing

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>>7045155
you linked the wrong person, but yeah, I already drank my last one about an hour ago.
it was good :3

>>7045160
guess I just shouldn't expect anything from those people in the future.
I have a glass of water in front of me.

anyway, I'm gonna go to bed because I have no patience for children that stay up past their bedtimes. I'll chat on skype for a bit I guess.

>>7045162
stop eating your hair

tuck it behind you ears

>>7045160
gender councilor appointment in 6 hours, can't sleep, need mones real bad, might end up in ward at this rate

>>7045145
ilu anon

How do you tuck properly? Do your bfs/gfs mind seeing your bulge or not? I wouldn't want to tuck at home.

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>>7045156

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>>7045157
Maybe. I guess I'll just give it time.
It must just be a mental thing because we've done other stuff, but kissing still freaks her out

>>7045165
She's had it all lasered off for a while now

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>>7045175
Tape
>>7045162
Pic related *,*

>>7045171
My phone does some strange things but keep stay hydrated

>>7045082
You feel bad so I wanna hugg you
I hoped it would help a little

>>7045085
gross yo

>>7045094
>what did I do
I just hate you for no reason, something's really very wrong with me.

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kick my face in pls

>>7045168
>Everyone tells me I kiss like a girl
Same. Idk what or how exactly but yeah

>>7045173
Ah you're going the legit route. I don't know much about that, I was much too afraid to even try h-heh
I'm sure it will go fine, you'll get your hormones soon enough.
Try and keep it together so we can marry snickerdoodle together :#

>>7045179
Hi Arika my little pokemon :3

>>7045189
Same desu.
I want to bash my face in against a wall.

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I think im sick.
;-;

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I hope I didn't upset smiles.
She hasn't talked to me for nearly a week now.
I may just be paranoid and she may just be extremely busy but my Dysphoria was pretty bad last week and I don't know if I did something stupid and dumb.

I hope she won't think I am annoying for worrying about it, obsessing over it I guess.

I am not very good with people.

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>>7045190
legit route is all I can really do, my mother said she will try talking her into okaying the mones since I cry constantly all day, I'm really scared senpai

>>7045192
in the head? we know

>>7045192
good excuse to just lay in bed al day desu
>>7045190
pain is all i deserve

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>tfw sore tum

>>7045189
break my face in
it was the kindest touch you
ever gave

>>7045199
Nice 1 mika

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>tfw a girl's getting all shy and cute over calling you

>>7045189
>>7045190
Oh my gawd why you want that you're too qt for using violence against :o
Hi Nep Nep
Hi Hanna
Hugg both
>>7045196
No cuddles or something :x

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>>7045195
Depends what you consider sick in the head i guess.

>>7045196
I can't i have to go the gynecologist today.

>>7045192
what kinda sick
>>7045196
no you deserve huggs tbqh

>>7045127
You can keep lifting if you'd like, you'll probably lose a lot of muscle anyways while on HRT.

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>>7045201
>mika
that guy is creep and an idiot do not ever reply to me again

>>7045208
It was a meme
And yes he is my dude

>>7045206
Throat.

>>7045204
hugg
and no i dont deserve love
>>7045206
what about hugs first and then pain?

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>tfw found a new gimmick and board to shitpost on

Grinch is dead lads

>>7045209
okay sorry I forgive you

>>7045214
Better

>>7045211
how about huggs and then huggs
yeah let's do that
>>7045210
blagh that can get super annoying
do you have any tea? or sometimes bubbly drinks feel nice (though sometimes irritating)

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>>7045213
goodluck with everything mr grinch

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>>7045202

>>7045211
W-why did you slaughter someone? :o
>>7045213
>Grinch is dead lads
Th... I-i mean bye lil bun

>>7045216
im not fit to be loved
i allways end up fucking everything up
>>7045221
im selfish and i end up hurting people becuse i only think of myself

>>7045194
That's rough... I don't want you crying cause then I'm gonna cry ;-; because I want to help you somehow.
I get scared from a lot of things too
So all I can say is you're gonna get though this just fine. You'll get mones, you'll become a qt wife for snickerdoodle and I :3

>>7045196
You deserve huggs and loves
Take some from me
Hugg <3

>>7045204
>you're too qt for using violence against
Don't lie on the internet plz

hugg everybody itt

<3

>>7045226
I'll try senpai and let you know the results

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>>7045228
anon i want a kiss instead.....

Some /pol/ack fuck boy made news an hero. Wew lad

http://www.dailycamera.com/news/boulder/ci_30459077

Finally my endo appointment today!!!!
I hope I can stop selfmeding now and get everything payed.

>>7045239
gud luck

>>7045216
Yeah im going to make some tea with honey.
Once my boyfriend is awake.

>>7045239
yay
how soon is the appointment?
>>7045222
;-;
why so sad hanna
did something in particular happen

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>>7045218
i wanna do that