mtfg: Justgirlythings

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i'm still pizza princess after all this time

>>7034586
>those hairy arms and nasty nails
absolutely impure

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>tfw you look awful in every picture but your parents keep taking pictures of you while they're visiting

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I feel a bit dumber for watching that debate.

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Mango is about to win big house 6. Vgbootcamp on twitch.

is it true you guys have orgies at your meetups?

>>7034599
>hairy arms
is this a joke? they're literally smooth

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i hate when people get upset at video games

>>7034605
i've only gotten naked with half the people i met up with

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>>7034605
I've gotten naked with 100% of the people I've met from here.

>>7034610
i've been naked for 100% of the times elanna got naked with someone she met off mtfg

>>7034602
They're their pictures, right? I doubt you look awful to them in their photos.

>>7034605

I've had orgies but not with anyone from here though. Wouldn't be opposed.

im killing myself hopefully i come back as cis

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>>7034619
I look like an ugly boy in drag..

@7034629
[hugbox response]

>>7034609
>>7034610
how would you rate your experience on a scale of _____/10

>>7034625
Inb4 you come back as a plant and die slowly while a caterpillar eats you.

>>7034629
Objectively you know that's not true. Don't go along with the feelings that bully you.

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booked with Spiegel but will he be enough? I am worried hes gonna be way too conservative.

>>7034607
you can see it on the on the outer forearm

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>parents mention how big and tall I am
>die more and more inside each time they mention how masculine I am
>>7034605
>tfw never meet anyone from here
>tfw only person from mtfg zeemap I ever talked to stop emailing me after I sent a pic of myself
>>7034603
>she actually watched the debate

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>>7034636

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>>7034632
sexually confusing / 10

>>7034638
I can't be objective when I don't even know what to believe. I'm just being glum though, don't mind me.

>>7034632
I enjoyed myself but sexually confused her =/

>>7034645
Hahaha oh shit argument invalidated

>>7034602
you look pretty in a lot of the photos ive seen of you on here

>>7034641
spiegel is too conservative and wont do a good enough job.

Well, I'm going to bed. As if anyone cares

Good night mtfg

>>7034660
nini sassy pants

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I'm the proud mother of two ferrets as of today. They keep escaping. They only want to escape and when i came home they were asleep in my comforter on the floor :/
2 cute 4 reals but idk how to keep them contained theyre fucking beasts

I WANT NEW FRIENDS WHERE DO THE FUCK I FIND INTERESTING NEW PEOPLE?!


Ahhhhhh

I'm stuck at home and I'm sick of it. My brain is rotting here. My SOUL IS ROTTING.

>have your body ruined by T
>use HRT to try to help
>ruin it more
God is a sadist

>>7034662
POST PICS REEE
I NEED CUTE

>>7034663
where are you?

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>>7034662
I FUCKING LOVE FERRETS OMG
POST PICS

>>7034656
Thank you, but I never ever see it and probably never will

>>7034662
hand feed them, earn their trust

be extremely careful though, ferrets are known to take people's digits

>>7034672
Fucking Albany, New York. It's a shit hole. I'm not even the city, I'm in the suburbs of everywhere sucks.

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>>7034658
ya sure buddy

>>7034679
i can hear her baritone voice from here

>>7034679
are there any imgur albums with a bunch of before/after FFS pictures?

>>7034677
>3 hours away
once I get on hrt for awhile and get my voice down I want to visit you and give you snugs

>>7034684
implying someone would clock the post op pic

>>7034661
Thanks Maeve. U the best. <3

>>7034658
>>7034679
>>7034684
>>7034685
bumping original question

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>>7034685
Idk but I'll probably never pass without it

>>7034690
I'll believe it when I see it.

Is it weird if I really, really want to be female and identify with women but dislike real women???

I guess it's jealousy or something because I used to value my 'friendzone harem' a ton before...

>>7034700
you look great hon xox you go girl!

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hehee

>>7034706
hugg junip and ferret

the weak should fear the strong right?

>>7034643
Wait, there is a zeemap? How blind am I to have missed that?

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>>7034700
well snickers is in mass so I could go see two in one week with less travel, gotta fix voice first at least since it's awful
>>7034706

>>7034706
>>7034713
fuzzy snake
>>7034698
>booked with Spiegel but will he be enough? I am worried hes gonna be way too conservative.
hmm wouldn't they give you a digital rendering of what you should expect after the surgery?

>>7034647
hugg elann

>>7034674
yeah no problemo. i just call it like i see it.

>>7034702
There are plenty of women that dislike other women, so no, not particularly weird.

>>7034710
Everyone should fear me desu.

goodnight /mtfg/

>>7034712
Well there was one at one point, looks like it's not in the main post anymore
>>7034728
Night

>>7034713
Mine is still man. I'm closer to James Earl Jones that anything resembling female naturally.

>>7034732
Gotcha, gotcha. Shame it seems to be gone, was curious if there was anyone in my area.

>>7034716
nah they dont really do that and even if they do its not a realistic depiction of your surgeons skills.

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>>7034734
I'm super self conscious over stuff like that hence why I need to fix it or I will cry spontaneously. you still need snugs since being mtf is awful
goodnight senpai, sleep snug

everything about how the world is run is just so depressing

and people are tricked into thinking that voting is going to change anything

nothing is ever going to change and no one cares

people are willing to justify so much if its done by their preferred party

its sickening

how do people deal with this

:^3
>>7034758
taoism works

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>>7034718
hugg anon (drunkenlybajr and sadly))

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:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Best day of my life
but also wtf have I done?

>>7034758
Xanax and hatred

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>>7034758
I smoke a lot of weed.

>>7034765
Is that a two headed ferret? What the fuck

>tfw allergic to ferrets

>>7034765
AWWWWWWWWWWWW
3 cutes

>>7034771
esquilax

>>7034706
you look like a guy..........

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>when you dream you're at work and then wake up and realize you have to go in an hour
its like going to work twice ;_;

>>7034758
Drugs

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>>7034785
Iktf
We should get drunk sometime

>>7034768
>>7034786
i already keep running out of xanax and klonopin all the time :(

>>7034795
woah is that pic of you

>>7034795
too bad Canada is a world away, it would be cool to hang out and just talk about stuff

>>7034798
Find a dealer
Do harder drugs

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I am very sad and depressed today and I haven't slept at all.

>tfw you have to wait another 3 years for srs because of an arbitrary number someone put on an insurance policy
>>7034801
no money for illegal drugs, i havea script

>>7034804
Temp agency
Sex work
Idk man

>>7034803
i love you too

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>>7034803
Try picking up a hobby?

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>>7034799
I wish. I look at least two orders of magnitude more 3 dimensional and gross.

>>7034800
>ywn have pints and wings with kayla

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iamguywith2headferret.flac

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>>7034810
Thank you
>>7034815
Anime and vidya don't count right?

>>7034809
i cant really work because im too mentally ill to go outside with any consistency and every time I almost get a job I'll be too afraid to answer/make calls

i have the same problem with things like writing and programming because I'll be to afraid of submitting work

i used to fail classes in school because I would be afraid of handing thing in after i finished

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>after presidential debate
>talking with bfs mom and bf
>bfs mom brings up transgender students in her school where she works
>she talks about how amazing it is that high school students are so accepting
>she doesnt know im on hrt and presented as female for months before I started dating her son
>for the first time in a long time I get sort of sad about not socially transitioning for whatever reason
mtfg please make me feel better

>>7034825
wow you ended up really cute
nice job

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>getting naked in front of people
MY HANDS ARE SHAKING FROM THE THOUGHT OF IT

IM SCARED HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME

>>7034840
uh
who are you getting naked in front of

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>>7034840
It's ok we can do it through a sheet

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>>7034842
n-no people were talking about it earlier in the thread i wouldnt do that

>>7034846
hugg nim

>>7034846
Never get naked for 4chan. It cannot possibly end well.

>>7034816
eww, id rather have cosmopolitans and chicken bbq pizza

>think of a fictional situation
>start shaking

you little bitch

>>7034608
This post is my spirit animal

That's why I don't play many games with a lot of my friends, it's just silly to me

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>tfw spent the day with my buddies and felt like a girl around them
It's weird like
Even though I'd joke about being trans sometimes
I just
felt like a girl
like
I dunno I'm just
Not one of the guys anymore and it's really nice

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well today's my last day in new york
i'm gonna disassemble my computer and pack it up
i hope the move goes well

penis still hurts

>>7034864
How long until you start sleeping with one or more of them?

>guy comes up to gf in parking lot
>"can I fuck your girlfriend!"
>try to keep walking
>he follows
>"well can I fuck her?"

I want to throw up I'm so jittery

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hi to all the cuties here

these things are 6 months old and we're all gonna be so pooped in a few hours

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>>7034859
Why not both?

>>7034870
why don't you carry knife

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>>7034845
pls my blood pressure

>>7034878
This

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9snP4HuRsr4

>>7034848
hugg lauren

cudd lauren

pillow fort

>>7034870
people are disgusting

>>7034868
why is it hurting?

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>>7034865
Good luck kiwi!
>>7034869
Well, I could have done lewd stuff with one of them, however I'm loyal to the girl I'm in love with. He wanted me to sit in his lap and I was like nuh uh not happening I have a girl I'm waiting to ask out.

>>7034863
yeah i play on a competitve team and everyone always starts yelling and getting pissed
>>7034864
one of my goals uwu
>>7034865
good luckity luck ^^

>>7034889
too much stretching

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>>7034884
This triggers my medical anxiety hard

>>7034889
Probably skin atrophy.

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>>7034827
Uh, no, not generally, not unless you're the one animating/drawing it.

>>7034871
Hi~

>>7034878
My fists are lethal weapons

>>7034713
>well snickers is in mass
tfw I could get on a plane next week and see her before you would

good morning

>Today my boss talked to me about how he condones cheating
>his wife came to work and she was really pretty
>i mentioned she was pretty and he seemed pretty fed up with her
>i put his hat on at one point jokingly and he took it from me and said "that hat is only for girls who i have sex with"
>made a joke the other day about getting erections when i bent down in front of him by mistake while unplugging a sink
>made another joke today when i accidentally brushed against his groin with a box
>"thanks"
i cant tell if he considers me female or desirable at all or what dude but what the fuuuuuc

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>tfw someone you know says that you have BDD

How to tell if one has BDD or not?

>>7034907
If "I'm not crazy, everyone else is" sounds right to you, you probably have it

>>7034898
oh
>>7034900
yeah iktf. when i was like 6 months on hormones getting an erection was agonizingly painful
my dick shrank like 4 or 5 inches though
>>7034906
what is your job?

>>7034894
I never understood the yelling thing
Like, I've gotten frustrated at a videogame before if it's a really tough challenge and I can't beat it after hours
But like openly pissed and yelling is what I want to get away from with videogames and just enjoy myself, even if it was competitive

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>>7034906
Incredibly jealous but you deserve it, beautiful. I hope I can follow in your footsteps
>>7034905
hey pup <3

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>>7034881

>>7034877
because you are like two thousand miles away

>>7034914
Juniiiiiiiii <3
I love you :3

>>7034911
-undisclosed fast food location-
>>7034914
Gogurts I'm so confused

>>7034919
IF I COULD FALL
INTO THE SKY

>>7034925
ABOUT?

>>7034914
>that picture
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

cute people

>>7034908
I dunno.

I feel that I look like a meh-tier boy, but could probably pass ok after ffs.
Of the people I've showed pics to, a few have reacted basically in line with that idea, but several have said I was pretty cute, which I found genuinely confusing.
I mean, I'm not even fulltime yet, so maybe they think I'm cute as a guy?
I just don't know.

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>>7034919
I mean, we could simultaneously order wings And get drunk.
It's possible
We have the technology

>>7034933
cute

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>>7034932
you told me to not smell but i will smell like ferrets

>>7034930
Does my boss want to fuck me
How do i fuck my boss
Is there a way to do this without ruining my workplace
Idk just general confusion

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>>7034940
you should find another job and do what he tells you to and when the workplace enters disaster mode because of this you quit

>>7034932
What about it?

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I done did it. I are good at video game.

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what do you nerds usually talk about on here?

>>7034949
Shitposting desu

>>7034935
kinda done with heavy drinking desu, I can't even drink beer now without puking my guts out in the morning

>>7034949
commodore 64 programs

>>7034953
should've guessed
>>7034955
what?

>>7034949
how much i love carol desu

>>7034947
She posting my photography it's embarrassing meh

>>7034914
>>7034938
>>7034945
>~<

>>7034958
hah. gay

>>7034949
>mustard
how fucking sickening

>>7034959
Wait those are yours? They're really good.

>>7034963
it could be cheese for all we know

>>7034949
About how cute and deadly is Grace

>>7034959
wait what
damn you're a good photographer o.o

>>7034958
I love carol much more than you can aspire to, gaywad

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>>7034949
We post sad anime girls and talk about that feel when you will never be cis.

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>>7034954
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that
I don't know how I'd survive without getting really wasted from time to time.

>>7034971
why be mean to me ;_;

carol

>>7034968
is that another regular? you guys are a lot gayer than i thought
>>7034973
half of that sentence sounds fun

lauren

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>>7034977
good point

>>7034982
hi

>>7034980
>you guys are a lot gayer than i thought
We're the gayest.

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>>7034967
>ywn meet maki and help her and support her and help her to be true to herself and happy

>>7034987
hi ^^

>>7034975
I tried last night and have been hung over all day just from 3 miller high life's

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Anyone else watch this?
What'd you think of it?

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>>7034977
Hey are you any closer to starting HRT?

>>7034967
hello me from a year and a half ago

9-5 is the worst shift

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>>7034990
iktf

>>7034998
tomorrow, i promise

>>7034986
why cant we just both marry carol
very peaceful solution

>>7034988
even gayer than /gaygen/?

is it gay if im a girl and i want a gf

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I went to my old work today and all the old schoolers were working it was so sick i got hugs from like 5 different people

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>tfw I will never be cis

>>7034965
>>7034970
buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu others aren't suppressed to see them

>>7034986
This one still my fave I've ever done

Juni plz

Also idk what ferrets smell like what should I prepare for? Is it bad?

>>7035011
extremely so

>>7035011
Yes, accept the gay

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>>7035009
Maybe.
>>7035011
Yes, welcome to the club.

>>7035017
>>7035019
im gay

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>>7035008
because yr not kat...

>>7034997
made me jealous at the perfume counter scene so I didn't watch the rest

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>>7035011
Yeah but being gay is just fine n stuff
Also, being a tranny and gay is like turbo gay

>>7034993
;_;
Im drunk for the second night in a row

>>7035015
too kawaii
ferrets smell like musk
it's like dry wet dog

>>7035027
how do I become super utra hyper mega turbo gay

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>>7035021
congrats friend

>>7035022
>What the hell were you doing for two years?
locked in a binge and purge cycle, I didn't want to be a tranny but a suicide attempt pushed me over the edge.

2 years hormones in 2 hours. I don't really post here anymore but I figured I'd stop in and make a stupid shitpost as I spent over a year in this hellhole. Hope most of you are doing well.

To anyone wanting to stop posting here, seriously do, one of the better decisions I ended up making honestly.

>>7034893
What happened to that perfect boyfriend?

next weekend i will try to get a girlfriend

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>>7035031
Get a tumblr and reblog feminism stuff.

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>doing my usual camshow
>getting kind of close to the climax
>random guy comes in and tips me a random amount with a note included
>"omg is your name Edie? I think we matched on tinder awhile ago"
>um i mean yeah that's me!! it's totally possible, i have used tinder. what's your name?
>"my name is ------, we talked about taoism and books and stuff"
>it's the extremely hot guy i was going to go out on a date with but who lagged too much on texting me back
>mfw
>tell him why i stopped responding and stuff as the entire room is going crazy
>he starts asking to text me again and i say sure awkward af
>he tips me again and adds a note saying,
>"i'm going to go now before i ruin the possibility of this with you :)"
>he leaves and i'm basically just sat there in shock
>literally take another hour to finish my show
>end up texting him for a bit after my show and talk about how random it was
>tell him that i'm surprised he never saw me on cam before
>"i don't really go on that site anymore, but actually you were in my list of people i follow when i came online..."
>"so i must just have not realized it was you when we matched before"
>mfw
>end up texting for a bit but he needs to go to bed etc

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IDEK WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS LMAAO
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>7035040
who are you??

>>7035031
Becoming more gay won't increase your chances of finding a gf, unfortunately. :/

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>>7035008
You always say tomorrow but tomorrow never comes, you aren't even trying are you?! You'll never be a grill if you just sit on your butt and hope for it, you know.

>>7035027
Alcoholic. Clearly.

>>7035025

The movie made me smile at a lot of relatable parts, but the ending made me cry. It was really really good imo. And it waas about a real, historical, trans person, so it was interesting thinking about trying this way...back then, you know?

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>>7034968
>About how cute
eh
>and deadly is Grace
very

>>7035050
Someone who left about 2 months ago.

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>>7035049
Show him this.

>>7035060
trip on mercury

>>7035024
i dont know who kat is desu

>>7035054
darn

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>>7035054
I'm not an alcoholic I'm a chronic substance abuser

>>7035062
Actually no. I was more polarizing.

>>7035068
just say who the fuck you are then

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>>7035049
Oh come on Edie. COOOOOOOME ON EDIE.
Dont even play. Just dont. Can you not.

Also why does every guy always say some shit like "i'm going to go now before i ruin the possibility of this with you" to you like everytime?

>>7035063
>Is tis true?
yeah, I held a smith and wesson revolver to my head and the bullet failed, I don't believe in miracles but it was my wake up call to transition so I ordered hrt that very day and haven't looked back.

>>7035065
saddana
waitfor(you)

she's extremely cute and fun and adorable

>>7035072
I mean if I cared about people knowing I would've put a trip on.

>>7035077
well i care, and im curious.
nice dubs by the way

>>7035029
Oh man that's gonna be tough
I will persevere!
Maybe you should get some room fresheners...

http://plays.tv/video/57fb1cd2655d268299/zs

rate my autism boys

>>7035063
kayla lies a LOT

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>>7035049

Good Luck! Smoke a little pot before your date, for your anxiety. Maybe do some yoga. Just be yourself.and don't be afraid of him not liking you.

Btw, got any tips for camming?

>>7035081
Thanks. Fine it's Kari. Just was bored and was excited for 2 year. I've avoided this place for a few months now and I'm in a much better place for it.

>>7035074
One time I jumped off a bridge but I survived.

>>7035091
oh yeah, show up to a date stinking of weed
pure class

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>>7035073

BUT HE'S REALLY CUTE!! ;______;
BUT IT'S ALSO KIND OF FUCKING WEIRD THAT HE WAS FOLLOWING ME ON CB AND LIKE HAS OBVIOUSLY SEEN ME CUM BEFORE???
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY HE SAID THAT OR WHAT CHANGED SINCE HE HAS PAID ME TO CUM BEFORE LMAAAAAAAO

the whole thing is just
fucking idek
i have had men who regularly tip me want to date me, and i have dated men who have seen my shows after we started dating
BUT NEVER THIS

>>7035091

well i mean he already knows exactly what i look like as well as my body and everything else so i'm not as nervous about that at least ;___;
what kind of tips are you lookin for?

>you will never have voluptuous child bearing hips ;_;

>>7035091
Step 1 - Be attractive
Step 2 - Dont be unattractive
Step 3 - Just whip out your dick and jerk on it for a while and people will pay you.

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>>7035096
Oh hey!! Congratulations on 2 years!! I hope you've been well

>>7035082
the cage is right next to my bed :DDDDDD
but you'll get used to it lmao

>>7035103
Wow look at Grace throwing all this shade. Classless.

>>7035098
If you're dating a hippie this is good advice

>>7035110
Juni a CUTECUTECUTE <3 <3 <3

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>>7035111
Knock it off KK. I miss her and I'm allowed to congratulate her on her HRT anniversary.

>>7035096
Do you have friends outside of mtfg? Just curious because sometimes I think leaving might be good for me, but this is my only "real" social interactions

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>>7035113
I haven't exactly been shy about saying that I'm a drug addict...

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>>7035110
I was looking for an opportunity to use this~

Is 1 acid tab worth it? Could I cut the tab for micro dosing for a couple days?

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Hangovers suck. I don't think I'm going to drink anymore.

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>>7035123
>>7035124
You aren't suppose to reply so fast! Especially not to a post where I forgot my avatar!

>>7035125
nope
I did 150ug a few days ago, it was a mild trip

>tfw you wake up in the middle of the night and can't get back to sleep, so you start thinking about how you're thoroughly unlikeable person and how all of your friends really just don't like you

>>7035127
That or drinking in better moderation is a good idea.

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>>7035120
Could you be any more passive aggressive? Sheesh!

>>7035121
I have my roommate and I've had a few people who've crashed here for a couple weeks at a time to keep me entertained. Mainly been focusing on getting school sorted out which I finally more or less did and also a new job.

Honestly, just find someone you can really actually rely on and hang out with them, that's what helped me get away from here and move on. I am glad she took me back.

>>7035113
Hi you.

>>7035125
Do the whole tab. It's at most 200mic but that's still nothing. It's on average probably closer to 95mic which means you'll get the experience but without the...woah factor.

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>>7035134
Last night was the first drink I've had in months.

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>>7035136
>I am glad she took me back.
w-would you ever wanna take me back?

>>7035098

That's what perfume is for

>>7035099
Probably have a few questions in your mind you want to ask first. That might help worrying about his weirdness. Could have perfectly reasonable explanation.

I mean...what kind of clothes? What sort of things will get you more tips? I'm 3 months HRT, but I'm wondering if I should wait a bit longer so people see me for the first time when I'm -very- femme. My new breastmeat is -very- noticeable to me, but might not be to someone else, I'm not sure. I also have a limited woredrobe which I worry might make it difficult. I don't know, what was your first camshow like and what sort of things went through your head preparing for it?


>>7035101
What if I'm only moderately attractive now, but if I wait, I'll be -very- attractive? Does that make a difference for building a regular audience? What sites are good to use?

>>7035131
I have 5 total. Usually do 2 and have fun. If I had a place I could be for a day I'd like to try three. Should I just do five? I've had a little experience with portions of trips being bad.

>>7035148
what do you look like? pic?

hi lizzy

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>>7035144
oh and i meant as a friend
someone pointed out it needed clarification

>>7035144
You know what I said when we last talked about this all. I'm back with Emma. You had your chances with me.. =\

>>7035160
see
>>7035159
i meant as a friend
I'm with my own emma too.
I just want my big sis back, yknow?

>>7035154
Torso or face?

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>>7035129
Sorry

>>7035165
face or both

>>7035159
Yeah it kinda did. I am done with here and all of that though.

>>7035164
Yeah but what you wanted out of me was too much. Also you know how I feel about that one.. we've been over a lot of that. Still gonna be the same overall answer really. It applies with the conversations about the big sis thing though as well

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>>7035169

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>>7035149
So in my experience, the jump from 2 to 3 is bigger than the jump from upto 5. I think when you fuck with 5 it actually makes the experiences a bit less memorable any for weeks after I notice cognitive differences. One that lingers is my use of meme as a concept. Everything is a meme. It's tough to explain. The other one is this irrational distortion of historical contexts between like the 50s and today it's a CLEAR connection, but it often forgoes logic because I'll skip the 60s 70s 80s 90s 10s in my assessments. I attribute this directly to LSD, and that's just what I know of.


5 in my opinion is excessive. I won't use the word dangerous, but it can be...overwhelming - especially if you're not sure what to expect.

3 is my preferred. 2 is my average. There is a considerable bigger bump (for me) from 2 to 3 than from 1 to 2.

>>7034945
No. I really like my job. Its close enough to walk to in under an hour and i have a lot of fun there.
I really dont want to lose this job.

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>>7035177

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>>7035172
sorry
i wish i could say ive changed and you'd approve of me now but
im not there yet
i just
had to try anyway
i didnt want to add you and bother you but since you were posting here i thought id ask
i still miss you a ton but im glad to hear you're doing well
ill let you be, grats on 2 years and i hope you have many more great years

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>>7035148

idk i mean it just seems like he watched me in the past and he didn't realize that i was the same person because he stopped using the site lol
which i guess is reasonable but like i recognized his username when i saw it so IDK! i guess if he did know who i was it didn't matter much?
we had a good discourse and he was still cool. plus i'd just be going to get drinks with him so it wouldn't be a high maintenance date/commitment.
when it comes to all of that other stuff, i mean idk. i think i wore a bra and panties my first show and i was nervous but everyone was really nice!
these days i just kind of wear whatever i want. camming is a very weird thing because it's all about having a niche and finding out what YOUR show is.
like i don't do anything that any of the other girls do and i think that's why i do as well as i do.
my shows are literally like me talking 95% of the time with occasional lewd and that makes me happier and more comfortable.
your show needs to be particular to who you are.

>>7035177
>>7035186
hmmm
thanks!

and yeah
> should wait a bit longer so people see me for the first time
i'd wait if i were you.
............a while longer, probably 3 or 4 months more, then re-evaluate. you dont really look like a woman yet.
You can still make money though, some people prefer the "trap" look

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>>7035186
Fuck I'm jealous of that tattoo. I want something in the same spot but idk what to get. This is the only one I have, and I drew most of it and a tattoo artist went over it and then I picked like 80% of the coloring.

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>>7035186
>tfw not nuzzling boy chest

What kind of cloths do you girls wear when in boy mode? I kinda want to try wearing something a bit more femme in public, but not sure I'm ready to commit just yet

is it bad to have a crush on your friend who is trans who you knew before they transitioned

we're both huge losers but i dont think she'd settle for me

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>>7035136
Hi!

>>7035168
It's k, at least you can admit you're addicted to substances.

>>7035179
I start freaking out at 2 tabs, I dunno how you all do it. Maybe Ive just been in a bad mindset lately, but its hard to imagine I'm in a worst mindset now than I was a few years ago.

>>7035204
My soul has this weird reaction to this art style. The skin... It's off putting but somehow attractive. Why is this? I have no intellectual theories.

>>7035207
Plaid nigga, you a tranny

>>7035214
It's worse than Hitler.

Im a new white sissy little bitch bttm that needs a big cock daddy, bbc or tcock to teach me how to be the best sissy i can. I'll dress up for u, lapdance, strip, be ur bitch in every way, lick ur cum, let u toy my hole and fuck me til u cover me with cum like the little sissy bitch cum whore i am. I need it soooo bad. I need a big huge cock to hurt my boi pussy. I want BB if u can prove ur safe. I can travel or do car action. Send ur age, pic, cock size and what ur into so u can fuck my tight white pink little moist sissy hole soon. kik kristinababy99. sissy, bitch bottom, bitch boi, gangbang, bbc, facial, cumslut

>>7035207
baggy t-shirt/jeans :p

>>7035187
I just never understood why you keep doing those things when you seem to know clear and well what you shouldn't do.

I just can't be along for the ride with all the train wrecks. You're doing that same thing of jumping back into relationships you did a few months ago. With some of the same exact people even.

It's just.. I'm better off without those things around me.

Thank you though. It took a lot of help from someone visiting those first few weeks.

I do hope you eventually stop all this though.

>>7035215
I totally mistook you as someone else I knew x.x I am only mainly stopping in though, probably won't be back again.

>>7035215
wait are you a little person?

>>7035216
>It's worse than Hitler.
yeah that's what i figured

do you think i should tell her how i feel or just let it pass

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>>7035204

>>7035216
>>7035218
W-well I guess my wardrobe is already half way there

http://www.strawpoll.me/11400426
http://www.strawpoll.me/11400426
http://www.strawpoll.me/11400426
http://www.strawpoll.me/11400426

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>>7035215
I'm frustratingly going to probably be hooked for life, even if I don't indulge anymore. It's hard not to be aware of.

>>7035226
i wanna start getting some girl t-shirts, but i'm afraid that it'll be too obvious or something

>>7035224
Tell her how you feel.

>>7035225
What is this from? Looks so romantic

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>>7035192
>>7035198

My niche is probably going to be fantasy stuff. Elf ears, vampire fangs, horns. Hope there's not too many people doing that already.

I mean...do you think people will switch over to me when I start looking less like a trap and more like a woman?

>>7035202
Thanks! I really love it! I chose it because the concept of a rune for invincibility appealed to me

>>7035203
This post gave me mixed feelings =P
On one hand, cuddles (YAY!) on the other...boy chest :/

>>7035207
I don't pass as a boy when in boymode (ironically, I still get gendered female) but I wear skinny jeans and a hoodie or leather jacket.

>>7035230
wat

>>7035230
No, they shouldn't.

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That feel when you shave and your stomach is fem boy :l


>>7035215
First I'll say I don't respect the mindset of Yolo anymore. It's not a great plan to fuck with your mind and the types to mix with that usually are like I was years ago:
Reckless self abandonment. Self punishment. Suicidal ideation. Homelessness. Desperation. Warped cognitive processing.

I had my Jonny Hobo years. I never used em proper. I never got to go on trains :(
I wish I'd gone homeless on trains but I was too coward. I love trains.

If that's you in the picture, you pass very well.

Most people should not do more than 1 or 2 tabs maximum. They'll have an equal spin as any.

I was in 10th grade the first time I made my own DMT (I did alright) to put in perspective what happens when you break from a conservative Jewish family.

>>7035224
I think you should not spill your soul, but instead just say "I have a crush on you".

>>7035242
the people seem to disagree

>>7035243
You were just young.
Pat the Bunny really is poison to the mind

>>7035232
Could you wear them at home or do you live with others?

>>7035238
I should start looking for a hoodie, winter weather is almost here

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>>7035238
Get on hormones, it will fix that in a heartbeat
Sorry if I made you uncomfortable

>>7035233
>>7035243
ok
do you think it's ok if i just text her about it or is this something im supposed to talk about in person? ive never had to do the "i have a crush on you" talk without anyone before so im not exactly sure what the protocol is

>>7035256
i live with others
was hoping to find normal plain t-shirts but just fitted for women

>>7035186
Iwanna pound u so hard

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>>7035259
Talk to her in person.

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>>7035220
i'd been single and not looking for like 2 months, ever since i told you about closing my okc i've been focusing on other things in my life
im not really jumping around like i used to be, only became active again as of the last week or two simply out of life just kind of working out this way, i didnt really start looking on my own
im not the same train wreck i was, it's a little chaotic sure but it's not the same.
i know you have your feelings about emma but i think this time things are gonna be okay and good. i didnt even like, plan what happened, we hung out irl and i intended it to be platonic but we just sparked and things bloomed from there.
im trying to improve myself a lot, im getting groomed and pushed into a management promotion at work.
my anxiety and hypochondria have gotten a lot better and i feel like things are looking pretty up right now, it's almost hard for me to believe
i understand your decision though, trust me, i remember everything you've explained to me that went into it
i hope you'll be my friend again some day, there's so much i'd love to tell you and talk to you about, and one day i wanna make you proud of me by making it, it's just gonna take more time to get there

>>7035230
someone is for sure voting multiple times. most girls here are pro-diaper.

>>7035259
Just say VERBATIM IN PERSON TO PERSON "you know I'm kinda shy, but I kinda have a crush on you" and if they say "I don't feel that way about you" you say "oh. That's disappointing. Hey, do you want to (do something you already do that isn't at all like a date)" and you don't bring it up again.


Hahahhaha family Guy:

Oh hey it's Glen and his transgender father.... Which is noooww greeaaat

Hahah

>>7035257

It's been 3 months, and when you touch them they definitely feel like breastmeat and not pecs, lol. I play with them them absentmindedly throughout the day, every day. Just not super visible yet >.<
No worries :3

>>7035265
Oh, um, thank you?

somebody told me

>>7035267
>>7035272
ok cool
thank you for the advice i appreciate it

>>7035270
What's with the diaper thing srs
>>7035274
Your w-welcome.

>>7035276
the world is gonna roll me

>>7035276
it's somebody ONCE* told me

>>7035276
THAT YOU HAD A BOYFRIEND
THAT LOOKED LIKE A GIRLFRIEND
THAT I HAD hmmhm LAST YEAR
ITS NOT CONFIDENTIAL
I GOT POTENTIAL
RUSHIN AND RUSHIN AROUUUND

-gasp-
PACE YOURSELF FOR ME
I SAID MAAAAAYBE
BAAAABY
PLEAAAASE

This song is about writing songs

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>>7035269

Just let it go, leave her alone.

>>7035269
I mean.. I still lurk now and again Grace, I saw the posts about the boy you felt was gonna be great as well, etc. You know my default is worry, but again, you're you. You ultimately make those decisions.

I'm glad you have been improving some and I knew you'd get that promotion though.

Also that same thing happened with you and I, of intense spark, and look where we are. I'm glad that it's looking better for you and you're getting your anxiety together, and maybe one day, but today is not that day.

I'm not meaning to make this too long of a discussion here, I just was sick and hitting 2 year so figured I'd come post and the anon asked more on who I am.

>>7035291
Oh wow it is you, I totally didn't even recognize you from that pic, doing well. I will if I do, I'm just finally past here which is good.

>>7035299
:)
you make me smile so much :D

>>7035291
I wish I lived in a hippie town with hippie parents :(

I wish I lived in a hippie town with a girlfriend actually. Lol