/mtfg/ transgirl general

fg

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first for never going to have a bf and dying alone

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hehe
birdeo is rly cute

xth for I hate my life and wish someone would just love me already

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>tfw you were temporarily apathetic to the world and didn't even feel dysphoria for the most part
>tfw it came back

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>if you search mtfg in catalog you will find 7 threads

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Sixth for sexuality is a meme and you should date whoever you think is cute.

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>tfw PotC's return was a one off and she won't be regposting anymore.
It's like when starting pokemon and you knocked out Snorlax by mistake. ;_;

>>6917046
>tfw you're not cute
>tfw no one would ever date you

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>>6917050
same

I'm considering just saying fuck it and eating clen and tren hard.
I'll never be what I want, but I could still be something that somebody else wants.

hi i made an important message concerning all of /mtfg/ so if you could take a moment out of your day to hear it i'd really appreciate it

https://clyp.it/ak1etcfx

>>6917046
>it's all okay as long as you're cute
what if you're not cute? what does that mean for me?

>>6917034
But we all die alone anon!

Even if we are lucky to experience love, the person leaves or dies, taking all that was beautiful about life with him.

And so death becomes a sweet rest from the sadness of the world.

Alone

:3

>>6917046
What if you find nim cute?

>>6917053
I'll give you my AAs and some E if you give me your gear.

>>6917059
then there's no hope

>>6917058
Sass, not now, okay, some of us are trying not to wallow in out misery.

>>6917056
if there is someone who find narcissa cute then there is someone who finds you cute!

>>6917050
iktf ;~;

>>6917056
I dunno, there's probably someone out there who would think you're cute.

>>6917059
Then date nim? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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>>6917054
oh my god...
soulmates
Pizza is supposed to have no toppings on it.

>>6917036
Im not sure if this is a complaint, a statement or a request.

>>6917066
I'm sorry. :(

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>talking to friend
>sperge out and repeat an alt-right talking point
>was already self conscious about saying it because it made me sound like someone from /pol/ or something
>"don't tell me you are one of those people now."
>it's amazing how some people's thoughts and opinions can make you feel utterly worthless
>if someone else had said it I'd just shake it off
>but now I feel as if I am intrinsically less in his eyes
someone kill me

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>>6917068
>>6917070
The person who did broke up with me

>>6917073
Probably didn't have to green text the bottom half
Oops

>>6917073
What was the quote?

>>6917079
Nothing, I'm dumb

>>6917052
I'm going to say it, because I'm thinking it:
Man, her chin could pierce the heavens.

>that message
Is it wrong it makes me feel better about my situation? I'm fucked but at least I'm insane enough not to give up.

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Gud edition

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>>6917050
There, there. I am sure you have other qualities as a person.

>>6917084
are you new here?

>>6917083
meanie edition ;-;

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>tfw me

>>6917071
>Pizza is supposed to have no toppings on it.
I thought you were cool in a crazy way. Now I see you're just mad and can't be trusted.

>>6917073
But just by being alt right makes you deplorable. This is how the vast majority of humans view alt right.

>>6917054
Give me anchovies and garlic or give me death!

fuck off amy no ones gonna give you (yous)
you got one in the last thread from yummy and she ignored your attention whoring depressing bs

i aint even gonna give you a you but stfu fag lol

>>6917052
>Long form!
patheticly evident scream for help

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>>6917083
I don't know about that. Look how taking mones turned out for you.
Have you snagged a job yet?

>>6917088
No, not really. But I am continually surprised by this place.

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>>6917094
>not being a purest
I also only eat my burgers with meat, cheese, and bun and ketchup. I never ate a burger with veggies on it because when I eat a burger I don't want to also eat a fucking salad.

>>6917073
maybe you should stop being alt-right.
maybe you should suck his cock while crying and asking for forgiveness.

>>6917095
I can't tell if you are condoning or condemning most humans or being sarcastic or...
and I mean...I'm not alt-right
I just said something that sounded really alt-righty
I don't even...like believe it that much
and now he probably hates me...well I doubt that
but...I dunno

>>6917053
>but I could still be something that somebody else wants.
You can try, but I don't think anyone wants a repressed tranny who pumps herself full of tren in an effort to convince herself she's a man.

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>tfw everyone hates you

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>>6917083
it's in your honor

>>6917100
I'm not alt-right though

I would if I could, I feel like a garbage human right now ;-;

>>6917036
N E V E R
E
V
E
R

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meow~!

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>not being alt-right and anti lgbt and anti feminist
its like you people don't even want borders or asset protection

>>6917099
>>6917099
"purest"
>Not enjoying any fucking variety

I bet you don't even like vegetables other than your salty tomato smoothies.

You probably think mustard is awful too.

What do you put on your hot dogs? Just ketchup as well?

>>6917105
>>6917083
good shape
looks like a cis girl

lil pudgy tho

>>6917105
I'm jealous of that shoulder-hip ratio.

>>6917105
Triggered

Bbl when

>>6917119
Me too. How the fuck.

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>>6917090
Sometimes a little bit of mean gets results

>>6917098
I feel like I'm close, I've got 2 interviews today
I'm not used to getting interviews for almost every resume I hand in.

>>6917105
Oh dear, I really was a lil pudgy back then

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>>6917105
Fml

>>6917122
Oh yea ^_^

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>>6917115
>You probably think mustard is awful too.
totally, its vomit inducing

>>6917115
>What do you put on your hot dogs? Just ketchup as well?
FUCKING DUH

>>6917124
I'm glad the pics I save to depress myself help depress others. I might post one of smiles later.

>>6917102
suppressing feelings is a skill
suppressing looks is nigh impossible

I'd rather look like a normie and feel shit, rather than look like a mutant and still feel shit.

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>>6917105
To even out let's insult Faye a little, so girls don't assume that looking good in pics matters all that much.

>>6917134
im gonna vomit

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>>6917130
Are there any pics of girls that don't get you depressed?

>>6917124
That's a good sign. I guess that the whole hipster girl schtick you got going on is fooling people.
I had a really exhausting week at job myself.

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>>6917113
but i am desu >w<

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jesus i think something is wrong with me

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>>6917139
come on, that's a bit much. it can always be worse.

>>6917142
but elanna started looking like a very manly masculine dude!

>>6917147
My mother chastises me for liberal use of ketchup
but Jesus that's a lot of ketchup

>>6917147
Ketchup is disgusting, especially at that amount, what's wrong with you?

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>>6917150
Anon it's not how you look on the outside that's important, it's how you feel on the inside. Or something along those lines.

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>>6917155
ketchup is the most tasty thing ever

>>6917154
yeah... It got out of hand but oh god i love it

>>6917158
is that the one saying she's a 6 year old girl?

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yay my brother's taking me out for ice cream today as an early birthday gift

>>6917161
mayonnaise is better

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>>6917164
No that's another freak.

>>6917147
How fat are you

>>6917101
I'm sorry, I read my post and cringed. I was just Hillary shit posting.

I'm really sorry about what happened with your friend.

Maybe let some time pass and then confront the discussion with your friend.

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>>6917123
>How the fuck.
Fucked up balls early puberty followed by mones at 19 apparently gives some interesting proportions.
There's a reason that I push hormones asap.

>>6917142
Idk, I apparently project a lot more confidence in real life than I do on the internet.
That said, sux, having a good weekend at least?

>>6917130
;-;

>>6917170
got to admire the 'go for broke' approach.

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>>6917147
why do you always include your painted toenails in sandals in almost all of your pictures

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>>6917172
i dunno

>>6917169
>mayonnaise is better
put a bullet in your grey matter
seriously

>>6917178
if it makes you happier...

>>6917180
sissy pride, Sass can help you understand it.

>>6917183
I would but I'm not American

>>6917175
Why Hillary shit posting when no one is talking about Hillary?

I dunno, I wish I didn't say it in the heat of the moment

>>6917180
I dunno, just looking for all the pics with heaps of ketchup in them
like who else eats an entire bowl with almost every meal?

>>6917183
Ketchup enema yourself.

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>>6917190
i prefer honey mustard or ranch dressing with my french fries tbqh

>>6917169
Hot sauce is best

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>>6917158
The fact that I might end up looking like this person terrifies me.

>>6917177
>tfw started hrt at 23
>tfw forever wide shoulders and narrow hips
Why do I even bother?

>>6917183
>not eating your chips with mayonaise

Pathetic, honestly.

Should I keep posting girls transitioning much better than you?

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>>6917194
eww

>>6917195
>ranch dressing
to the ovens with you Schweinhund!

>>6917200
You're supposed to eat BBQ chips with SOUR CREAM, and Doritos with garlic salsa

>>6917204
do it, I need encouraging to suicide

>>6917204
Stop being a dick dude, you used to be so much chiller

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Ranty-bloggy time?
pls?

I think I need this...

>>6917209
I don't know who you think I am, I'm just feeling bad and I would enjoy the company of people open to feel the same way.

>>6917189
Umm shit posting in the voice of Hillary, you know? Calling alt right deplorable?
I'm sorry, it sounded funnier in my head and the headspace I lve in, but sounds really shitty of me IRL, especially when it's affecting someone's emotions.

>Heat of the moment
I know. That's really hard, and things that are said can't be unsaid. Just give it time and maybe talk to your friend about how sometimes you get passionate about stuff and just say things for argument's sake and your friendship is more impirtant than any discussion. :)

>>6917211
I'm down.

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>>6917177
>I apparently project a lot more confidence in real life than I do on the internet
Keep on projecting derpanna, keep on projecting.
The work wasn't that bad, it was just exhausting. It takes time to get into the groove of things. I got to watch an engineer whose career started before I was born in action. It was a great leaning experience.
I went out with friends on Friday to decompress. Couldn't drink unfortunately, due to a physical checkup today.
You have job interviews on weekend in Canada?

>>6917178
Some men like to live on the edge.

>>6917198
>The fact that I might end up looking like this person terrifies me.
Constantly comparing yourself to others is not healthy.

>>6917211
>asking permission before posting in a 4chan thread
what did he mean by this

Voice trianing makes me cry lol

>>6917211
Di it! Was thus your week of dissapearance from 4chan?

>>6917219
sometimes I want to consider drinking acid and being a mute

>>6917214
Ooooh
That went completely over my head
to be fair she only called half his supporters deplorable

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idk if i wanna go out today
i feel so tired from pulling an all nighter
but i like never get to spend time with my brother cause he's always busy
my bed is right next to me i could just fall asleep

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So believe me, I get it.
You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP.
Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross.
He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I did end up fucking him and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late

>>6917219
get a bf and talk to him and you'll be able to practice but be too distracted

also making little squaky moany noises when he's fucking you is good

>>6917229
Get ice cream and then cuddle in bed with him until you fall asleep

>>6917219
>>6917221
I haven't even started doing it, just thinking about it is enough to get crippling anxiety for an hour

>>6917219
fucking same
I keep trying but hot damn listening to me is difficult

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>>6917219
Post voice sample so we can all have a laugh.

>>6917214
I miss Bernie :(

>>6917075
is that tarragon of a cat?

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>>6917219
iktf

I don't mind practicing voice when I sound androgynous, but sometimes I go to practice and I sound 100% male no matter what. ;~;

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>>6917232
no

>>6917219
http://vocaroo.com/i/s06eSN6fNGYA

>>6917238
ye

>>6917233
It doesn't sound that hard.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a02_j7PGTPI

>>6917244
Why not?
That sounds like a nice way to end birthday

>>6917229
push yourself a little more, it's not as if you'll be all alone if you fall asleep. the closer you get to the night the sooner you'll get back on a normal cycle.

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>>6917217
>he
asshat...

So I feel like shit right now. Various reasons really. I should probably organise them into a list.

1. I keep trying to help people and fucking it up. Either I make them angry, or I just make the whole situation worse

2. My bio-mom suggested to my adopto-mom that I "might be autistic" and she's now latched onto that, and uses it against me at every chance she gets, including for "ur not trans" arguments, of which we have had 2

3. I'm not making progress on transition. This is for 2 reasons, firstly because I'm a depressed sack of shit and can't be motivated to work on voice etc. I'm also unable to learn properly from online tutorials... So I think I need someone to "show me the ropes" The second part is that I have no income to move on with it, so I'm stuck in stasis in that way too.

4. I think I need a significant other... but being in Ireland, I'm finding it hard to find someone who I like, who might like me, and might even support me through transition. Part of this is my fault for being a complete wuss about socialising, but hey, I've been told for ages that I need to just shut up and let everyone else speak, because I have no experiencs, and because of that, nothing to contribute.

And finally, all this "you're not trans" and lack of any support is draining my confidence. Call me a convictionless coward, and a rat, but if people keep telling me things, I start to believe them

So yeah.

Life is hell.

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>>6917216
Sounds exhausting, at least you're getting into the swing of things though.
Idk, right now I'm basically taking entry level work so the interviews are whenever the manager is in. Pls don't laugh, I need whatever work I can get until I can start getting choosy.

>>6917230
https://clyp.it/vqnryibz

>official evaluation with therapist is still 2 weeks away
>closer that date gets the more I worry about my hairline and head shape
>took a pic and felt like I looked like Chris-Chan for a sec

I am hoping against hope my temples fill back in.

>>6917221
Your voice is good though iirc

>>6917231
Have a fiancee.
Don't want to subject her to that pathetic hon voice

>>6917233
It's awful but needs to be done

>>6917234
:(

>>6917236
Nah I'm OK thanks

>>6917240
The highest I can pitch up and speak is androgynous

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>>6917249
h-he has a gf and i have pooks
and he has a vagina ewies
>>6917251
mkay i'll try to push myself a little further

>>6917252
"what did he mean by this" is a meme...... didn't mean anything by it.....

>>6917237
me too.
remember when they said he was too old and wouldn't last the 4 years so you should vote for hillary?

>>6917124
oh

>>6917245
This made me smile <3

>>6917262
This is strictly platonic sibling cuddling

>>6917263
Sorry, I'm not the most... sane right now.

Doing my best not to do something suicidal, so I hope you can forgive me for being a bit intolerant.

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>>6917268
idk it seems like it would be weird

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good nigght

>>6917253
I don't like that your boyvoice sounds more normal than before, you should stop doing it for fun.

>>6917264
Lol, yeah. Remember when this election wasn't such a fucking joke? It's like we're living in a Southpark episode

>>6917271
It's only weird if you make it weird

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>>6917231
>Anon's facebook posts look like this

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>>6917253
I would never laugh at someone looking for work. There are so many other things about you for me to laugh at.
As always best of luck. Just don't be yourself at the interviews and someone will hire you sooner or later.

>>6917259
Oh come on. You're a tough Irish lad.

>>6917272
Good night Pyle.

>>6917275
maybe she's practicing again. maybe elanna is mtftm??

>>6917283
>nonwhite
ewwww

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>>6917275
Point taken
How am I supposed to quench my mild autoandrophilia though ;~;

>>6917248
freaky
do impressionists also spend years training their larynx?

>>6917290
Strapons and strangers.

>>6917290
kiss old pictures of you.

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>>6917289
The only black man that could poz in me is supa hot fire

>>6917290
I touched myself to your batman voice

>>6917042
<3 u

>>6917286
I'm not I'm a sensitive boy on hormones that would like to be a girl if that's OK?

>>6917290
can you do a bane voice

>>6917298
honestly I agree

>>6917253
the pasta has been updated since new experiences have occurred in my life with brad :/

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>>6917294
Dear lord I cannot think of anything I want to do less ;~;

>>6917293
This doesn't sound like my jam, I literally could not top someone, if there's a guy that I want to sound like it's a gay bottom ;~;

>>6917298
W-wao

>>6917302
Ask me at the end of the day, I don't want to fuck up my girlvoice before an interview

>>6917259
>Your voice is good though iirc
not good enough, I sound like a caricature of a valley girl and I can't help it
maybe because I say "like omg totally" too much, maybe because its the fact I grew up in so cal I sound like this

>>6917290
Damn. Your roommate's autoandrophilia must be contagious.

Everybody say hi to Narcissa

>>6917316
and her stream

>>6917316
hi to Narcissa

>>6917310
hmm

it would be extremely fortunate if your interview went well....
for you

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>>6917301
Of course it's OK. You know I got your back.

>>6917316
is she streaming mtfg?
that would be a funnier way to come out to your viewers, just start the stream chatting here.

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shit wtf we're actually on her stream lol STOP

>>6917129
>totally, its vomit inducing
At first I thought with this new revelation we couldn't ever be friends.
Now I know we're enemies

>>6917325
sure is

>>6917315
who told you i have aap? that's preposterous!

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>work texted me back
>everything is cool even though I missed and didn't call in yesterday
feels like a billion tons of weight of my shoulders, now I don't have to worry about losing my ability to get my fucking beard killed
phew

>>6917314
That's a good thing though to have the right inflections.

>>6917323
I just can't stop crying.
It's so stupid. This is why I avoid it.
Because I'm a little bitch and get really sad when it's not perfect right away.

>>6917252
Your adopted mom is full of shit, don't let other people tell you you're not trans. You know yourself better than anybody else.

They might be right about autistic, but who gives a fuck? Live your life for you, okay?

>>6917328
do we have an opinion on her? I saw a ton of hate, but it was mostly about her being creepy about it. which, I guess, she's being right now.

>>6917316
hi narcissia, shit name btw

>>6917326
whose?

>>6917328
She is?
I guess she streams everything now
I didn't know she came on here

>>6917341
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XgECNTDXoo

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>>6917316
whats happening here

>>6917340
really, you can't be douchier than that. worse than korra.

>>6917342
EVERY efamous tranny comes here

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>>6917315
I don't think so, I kinda clued in to thinking sounding like a boy was hot before I even moved in tbqh.

She just makes fun of me if I claim to be a boy though.

>>6917309
fucking kek

>>6917255
What are the odds of them filling back in? Mine thinned the year before I started.

Should someone worried just started taking finasteride as well?

>>6917346
PHIEN!
I was away for a month or a bit more and I really missed you!!
How are things going? Did you get ffs and become a godess? How are classes going?

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>>6917335
>Because I'm a little bitch and get really sad when it's not perfect right away.
Nothing is ever perfect right away. You have to endure.You have to fight through the pain.

>>6917346
Oh we're making fun of you on the stream Phatty.

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Hi youtube can I suck your penis?

>>6917350
you don't lose anything but money with fin. it doesn't have any contraindication with regular hrt and a lot of people take it.
in theory AAs should do the same work, but a lot of doctors suplement with fin so it has to do something, maybe.

>>6917255
my hair is the one thing I don't worry about
it falls out in clumps but it always grows back

little victories

Went on her stream

Narcissa is really bad at speed running this thread desu

>>6917335
>That's a good thing though to have the right inflections
you mean having the characteristic "highs and lows" that female speech has? Yeah I guess i'm lucky for that, too many trannies even though they might have the right pitch and resonance, they don't have any flow or rhythm to their speech and still are keeping everything flat like men do with their speech. In my first college course we actually covered how women speak as if every sentence is a song with highs and low throughout, not just monotone belting out words like males do. People who want a passing voice need to put FEELING in every word, give each word an emotional response and change the way you say it as it pertains to a chosen stream of dialogue. Wish I could explain it better.

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>>6917353
I am okay,
ffs went okay, I like the changes, but obviously it didnt fix my hulk-level shoulders/lack of hips/ generally dumb skin, so, still self concious
better than before tho

classes start in 4-5 weeks
I am currently writing a paper

how are you?

>>6917362
ot her transition :^))))))

Does mtfg here speed run any games for fun?
I speed run RE 2, Zelda 1 and a few other games

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narci a cute, CUTE

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>>6917346
https://my.mixtape.moe/jiydhm.webm
>Tfw your country sits on the 2nd largest deposit of uranium after Russia.
Sweden will one day have nukes under new radical new leadership and flatten mecca.
Congrats on voting in AFD btw Phiench, glorious times ahead for Deutschland.

>>6917366
I got a great job but then apparently lost it, waiting to see if they fix the pay but I sort of doubt it. I'd do it for the current sallary but it's not enough to live off that so I have to take in consideration the people working with me.

Did you post a pic? What did people say?
Have you stayed off P? Did they give you legal good stuff?

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>>6917366
I have to go sausage girl but I am glad you are well.
Answer your Skype for once. I want to make fun of you.

>>6917343
w-who?

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she left whew

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>ywn get comfy in bed and watch Kayla streams all day

>>6917343
cringe

>>6917368
Only mario 1 and 3 because they were my first games so I enjoy understanding the little details.

>>6917377
did she read something good? did she read my great anon posts?

>>6917376
she was good at speedrunning some games i think.

>>6917385
you missed it anon

>>6917377
I'm a slut for attention
I wanted to say something that got read on stream ;-;

>>6917389
>tfw will never put my fem penis in narcis boipussi

>>6917343
I thought that person killed herself?
Glad to see she's still around.

>>6917389
I really don't feel I missed anything, but I'm a bit curious about what was the point. Did she relate to stuff for her audience or she mocked us or what?

>speed running
god its like a nerd masturbation fest in here rn

am i the only one who doesn't give a shit how fast they play a game? hell I think playing a game slow give me the most enjoyment, that way I don't spoil it and make playing games like a chore

>>6917343
Her voice is awful.

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>>6917399
she just scrolled down really slowly reading the posts word for word
it was kinda scary desu

>>6917381
Still fun games

>>6917400
Speed running is fun though.

>>6917400
Would you jerk off a nerd?
What if later he got mad at losing his nerd game and took it out on your ass?

>>6917403
is she gonna kill us?

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>>6917373
but I thought the elections are tomorrow in Berlin, I am so confused

>>6917374
aww, I am sorry the job thing didnt work out.

I havent posted pictures, and I am considering never doing that, I kind of like being back being anonface

I have stayed off P. they gave me benzos and opis in hospital, but I didnt abuse them. gave everything I had left to my bf when I was back home. Am really proud of myself
I think I am clean now for good.

Ill look into therapy though, maybe they can give me something helpful for anxiety/sadness/lack of drive
I feel a bit better than I did a month ago overal tho

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ORDINARIES BEGONE

>>6917410
she'll destroy us all

>>6917400
speedrunning is niche as shit
I'd be surprised if you actually did find it entertaining

>>6917399
No not really, just left because she thought she was being intrusive.
I have a feeling she anon posts here a lot.

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>tfw ur a man
;_;

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>>6917413
I'm so proud of you, Phien! Stay strong, you're the best!

>>6917419
lol GDQ is getting more and more mainstream and they made over a million the last years.

>>6917421
well, she was being intrusive, people do a lot of things here like being pathetic and posting pics because they know they aren't being streamed to people they might or not know.

>>6917422
I'm wondering but do your students know?

>>6917432
there are more individual posters here than viewers on his stream

>>6917434
No, I'm not super stealth but at this point I prefer to keep it to close friends and partners

>>6917413
you're my favorite person in these threads and im glad that youre doing better

how's the ed btw? do you ever get weird heart palpitations from not eating enough? I've been getting those lately and idk why

>>6917436
Link?

>>6917419
I like watching retro play thoughs actually, I just watched a really funny one on twisted metal on ps1

>>6917422
every time you say this its just upsetting because you fucking look like a cis girl so it feels like you are passively aggressively shitting on everyone else when you call yourself manly when you look anything but
fucking cunt

>>6917436
but most of us are on the same boat.

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Who wants to give me attention?!

Emotional dependence and need for validation is probably my worst personality trait
but I have already accepted I am a garbage person so might as well embrace it.

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>>6917034
Ouch. I didn't want to wake up to this feel. I had no choice tho, did I?
>>6917050
Iktf. ;-;
>>6917142
>Are there any pics of girls that don't get you depressed?
>tfw even that pic made you memepressed.
>>6917198
>tfw 17 and the same shit with shr
>>6917348
That's p neat.
>>6917432
Hey, I'm pathetic everywhere I go..

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Today I just turned 20 and I'm still not on hormones yet, and it's entirely my own fault, because I keep questioning whether I'm trans and freaking out whenever I act too feminine.

Who else /pathetic/ here?

should i spend like 10 minutes getting a PO box so i can get mones or just skip the middleman and killu myself right now

you decide!

http://www.strawpoll.me/11244021

>>6917452
I am!
>>6917453
Get darkweb drugs shipped to your po box too.

>>6917453
>getting a PO box

Hey you are in the same situation as me. But I can't even get a po box because I can't drive to it

>>6917453
the whole edition of the thread is about what you should do, just do it.

>>6917452
Assuming you're not in some third-world hellhole or live in the smallest, southernest town in the US, acting "too feminine" won't get you into too much trouble nowadays. People care less than you think.

You should try to slowly let up on that so you can express yourself more. I'm still struggling with that myself but at work I'm mostly there. I'm the same with my siblings. I still freeze up a bit around my dad though.

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>>6917453
stop asking meme questions and get on mones already

>>6917438
Understandable
It's my biggest worry when I start teaching

>>6917453
Are you actually considering suicide, or are you just memeing?

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>>6917426
thank you anon <3
I am really trying this time!!

>>6917439
whats an ed?
and Ive never gad heart palpitations, that sounds really unpleasant D:

>>6917464
>assuming you're not in some third world hellhole

I actually am, but weirdly enough the trans laws here aren't too bad.

>people care less than you think.

I know but I'm still in some serious self doubt over being trans. One day I feel dysphoric as fuck and want to die, and the next I feel like I could live through being a guy.

>I still freeze ip around my dad

The thought of my dad knowing I'm trans terrifies tf out of me. He's not even transphobic or anything, but it just seems so wrong to tell your dad that you are trans.

>>6917478
eating disorder
aka anorexia

my boyfriend thinks my heart troubles are because i dont eat enough but idk :\

>>6917350

I dunno, honestly. I don't have a lot of pictures for reference. I swear it used to be fuller though and my temples weren't so far back.

;~;

>>6917255
>tfw you didn't even lose hair, but you look str8 outta cwc-ville

>>6916835
What is there to explain? They're 19.5 inches across. tbf I'm 6 ft tall so it's not particularly disproportionate, just BIG. I'm big in all dimensions. idk about proportions though.

>>6917491

I'm sure it's not that bad, anon. Balding is just a part of the cwc-look. You also need to do a poor job shaving and just generally be unkempt and kinda dirty.

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>>6917482
could be that you lack some specific nutrients? but Idk, Ive never had that problem

Ive been working on beating that. I eat at least twice per day now, and am 1kg up (to 52)
I miss starving, and drugs a lot but I might win this time, Idk.
my bf thinks Ive a tapeworm or some disorder tho, cause I really eat a lot rn, and only gain very slowly, if at all, Idk.

Time to get some more practice in and play the show tonight.
Have fun mtfg

>>6917043
iktf
codeine replicates it pretty well but you prolly don't wanna fuck with stuff like that

>>6917445
>>6917490
hello

>>6917496
ppp

>>6917105
>tfw okay hips, but gross love handles because of hypotonia

>>6917496
could be but i eat super healthy when I do eat, always cook my own food and have a variety of vegetables. I guess I don't eat much fruit so maybe that is why

and that's good! my bf has been trying to help me eat more since I moved in but I just stop being hungry after like 2 bites of anything and then i feel sick when i have half a plate of food :\ idk but good luck

also you might just not be gaining weight because your body isn't used to it yet, it might not be tapeworm

>>6917492
Proportions are the biggest thing though. When I say my shoulder size, everyone is just, lol they're small.
They look massive on me tho.
>>6917494
Trust me fampai. I shave untily face is bloody and just culover it up w/ concealer, but the beard shadow still shows through.
I look unkempt AF desu.

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>>6917496
Getting fat takes time, you didn't lose all your weight in a month or two either.
Is your bf happy that you're eating more? I sure am, I want to havemy dose of Phien every time I come here for as long as possible.

>>6917481
>I actually am, but weirdly enough the trans laws here aren't too bad.
Latin america?

I just got Narcissa to give a shout-out to /mtfg/ and she mentioned browsing here sometimes

C O N F I R M E D

how do you hide your boner when trying on panties?

>>6917501
your a good person, anon

>>6917519
you are such a retard

>>6917519
She was literally just streaming the thread an hour ago

>>6917519
im honored to have such a well known celebrity browse here

>>6917519
but we hate her.

>>6917520
wear them enough that it stops having any kind of impure thought attached to it.

>>6917526
Speak for yourself

>>6917522
not really

>>6917519
He's a good-for-nothing layabout with a god complex and he's going to go broke and die in the gutter thinking that he'll be rewarded for being so awesome in life.

>>6917530
I don't care one way or the other, but the name is always tied to insults here.

>>6917523
technically only borderline retarded

>>6917524
fair but I missed it
also this is the first time I've heard her confirm she browses here on multiple occasions lol

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>>6917506
>could be but i eat super healthy when I do eat

if it is based on some mineral deficiency or something, it would make sense that I never had that cause I never eat vegetables and not a lot of fruit either. meat all the time tho

> it might not be tapeworm

yeah, but like 2 years ago I was better for quite a while as well and nearly ate normally, I still couldnt even get close to normal weight over a timeframe of like 10 months. its really confusing

>>6917511
awww <3 :3
hes proud that I am trying, all at once as well, tho I know that might backfire (finish uni, kicking drugs, beating anorexia, depression and anxiety) I kinda think that maybe I can longterm beat some of these things

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Fuck, I think I might be getting even more bitter from hondom. I didn't think it was possible. Like, when does the bitterness get away from being directed inwards to vitriol spouted to anyone that will listen?
>>6917532
Shit, that's me too tho.

>>6917519
Who? I mean literally, who is she?

>>6917531
Well you indulged me, so thank you.

>>6917532
are you talking about the speedrunner or me?

>>6917470
not you too ;-;

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>>6917538
If it's too much stress it might backfire, but it could also become easier to just push it all together since different feelings and needs don't add up on top of each other.

If you had a tape worm you would feel a terribly need to eat all the time and not get fat. If you are eating more and gained any weight then you're fine.

>>6917538
ducky!

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>>6917551
okay, thank you :3

>>6917552
hey nim!
get a PO box, and on mones bby
I need my owner ;~;

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hey people please help me how do I get my hair to stop looking like this

>>6917538
oh hmmm
maybe i should eat more meat. i'm not fully vegetarian but i don't usually eat a lot of meat because it's more expensive

i didn't know that but still, i hope it's not a tapeworm. that would really suck :\

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Does a name change show up on a background check?

>>6917565
it shouldn't, it's a different database.

>>6917565
>yfw lani became a tranny to run from the law

Do I look androgynous or do I pull heavily masculine?

https://unsee.
cc/gosidate/

>>6917574
you look like a girl

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Trying to teach myself the starting melody of Bonetrousle

How much of cancer am I?

>>6917565
a legal name change won't, I don't think. Background checks are mostly for a criminal history

>>6917574
You look on the femme side of androgynous. Unless you have really bad angles or a huge body I would assume most people see you as a butch woman.
You could eat a bit more, tho.

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>don't go on 4chan in weeks
>lock myself indoors for weeks
>cover up all mirrors inside my house
>repressing as much as possible
>starting to slowly forget that I'm trans
>got bored today and had a few beers too many
>decided to go on 4chan
>clicked on /passgen/
>see a picture of a young passing transgirl
>mentalbreakdown.jpg
>repression mode crumbles to the floor faster than my hopes and dreams

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS!!!

>>6917557
cut it

>>6917584
what do I tell the hairdresser though, do I say I want it layer or something? thinned out?

>>6917557
pl stop posting me
reminder to never use purple eyeshadow!! it is very honnish. i almost went outside with it on today and phew thank god i didnt

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>>6917568
N-no

>>6917580
>>6917566
But the police department in edmonton has my fingerprints .-.

>>6917589
mentlize yourself that you want to get fucked by them as you know them and it won't be a threat anymore, you'll just feel horny all the time.

>>6917588
that guy looks almost exactly like me actually except I have a bigger nose and a longer face

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>>6917583
this is why I gave up repressing, against the better judgement of my parents :3

>>6917591
was it a felony or something?

>>6917578
Oh ok thanks >>6917582
I'm actually pretty fat. And my body is kind of cis looking.

>>6917598
elanna stole my heart desu

>>6917599
I'm happy that you're happy. Is this a new outlook in life or we're getting sad basic I wanna die and leave my gf posts soon?

Mtfg dose hrt really works? Like any real changes showed after I started doing all kinds of surgeries and procedures to my face. It seems at least for me that all hrt did for me was lighten my skin and gave me better attitude and some fat... Top picture was already two years on hormones.

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>>6917604
Elanna is the godess we don't deserve.

>>6917598
No, I had to be fingerprinted to have my name changed.

>>6917574
Still jelly AF senpai.
>>6917605
I want this to be the answer. Pls tell me happy basic is here to stay.
>>6917610
Hrt gave me gyno. That's it. Its a fucking meme.

>>6917611
the first thing i did when i woke up today is i grabbed it with both hands

>>6917605
I never wanna leave her anon.
I'm doing well lately. Just having a bad day is all.

>>6917616
Why do you want this?

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I got a manicure

Don't worry though, I got blue

Blue is for boys like me

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>>6917604
I guess organ theft is pretty bad...

>>6917613
I'm pretty sure you'll be ok then. Depends on the job ofc - they might not give you a super-high security clearance.

>>6917583
Youre me circa beginning of summer
Hello me

>>6917619
cute

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>>6917619

I'm here to be a miserable cunt again.

Come to me with your problems,I'll give my crappy answers!

>>6917627

Do I really need to keep my nails long cause I really don't like it.

>>6917627
how do I git gud

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>>6917627
do little kids accept trannies?

>>6917611
elanna should squat :/

>>6917618
I dunno. Yr nice and I like seeing nice ppl be happy.
>>6917627
How do I not look like a fucking man?

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>>6917626
looks like a girl desu ;-;

>>6917588
O.o