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Previous thread >>6915202
>>6915958
I mean they do some stuff
mine just look like puffy nips most of the time tho
if my nips are hard they look like actual boobs l-lol
agpenis
hey girls how we doin haha
I want to dye my hair. Should I? What color goes good with skin thats as pale as the moon?
>tfw the Jimmy Johns is flowing like melange and in 3 hours of delivery you make $52 in tips alone
http://www.strawpoll.me/11241146
>>6915976
what's ur natural color
im sure u have some idea of what color u want
>>6915976
neon pink
>>6915981
Dirty blonde is my natural.
Black or a solid dark brown is what I kinda want.
I think my family might figure out somethings up with me if I dye it but I dont really care about that.
>>6915987
Dye it chestnut
>>6915987
u could do dark brown p easily and see if you like that,
if you'd like to go darker after that it's not hard
mines brown rn and I like it
and if you're dyeing it a natural color like that I don't think they'll be too suspicious, if you dyed it like green or pink or blue then yea they prolly would
>>6915994
I'm not anime enough to dye it some stupid color like that unfortunately.
>>6915963
oh nvm we are close but not exactly
why is there not something in my butt RIGHT NOW
its funny how transitioning is the only things that given me motivation to lose weight in 5 years
almost as if im becoming a real person
>tfw will never get paid for making asmr audio
>>6915999
rly? you turned out so much better than me
i also started when i was older though so rip
>>6916001
idk same here
Can a tranny donate a kidney
>>6916007
can you lend a tranny a pencil
>>6916007
No, the recipient would get trannybetes
>>6916007
Your kidney is probably fucked up from years of tylenol abuse.
also tfw no boobs
i just have tranny boobs
they looked 100x better pre hrt
>>6916005
i think i look fucking horrible.
thats just a me thing.
do you ever feel like a giant man because of dysphoria and then take/look at pics of yourself and realize you're only kind of a man and mostly just mentally ill lol
>>6916015
usually for me it's the opposite
i look in the mirror and think i look ok and then try to get pictures and want to barf because iphone cameras have fisheye lenses
>>6916015
I feel like a giant man because I'm 6'2" with an upper body of a guy who is 6'2".
>that pic
>>6916018
yah i h8 pictures FK
>>6916003
can i be that something
>>6916015
Not really, no. There's nothing about myself that could make me feel like a real man, let alone a giant one. I just have a fucked up body, less and less so.
>>6916029
probably not
>>6916018
>>6916026
idk i have an iphone and i know it has the fisheye thing but i still feel better when i see myself. i'm like wow ur not nearly as ugly as u think u r. just a lil bit yknow
i'm ok with that
>>6916021
>upper body of a guy who is 6'2"
what does that even entail
>>6916033
That's normal for a woman
restarting computer brb
>>6916026
me too pooks :c
>>6916033
any time my pictures get reposted
>>6916035
i mean i feel way more comfortable than what it was like seeing myself before hrt and losing weight
>>6916037
ok tyt
>>6916038
that was quick
>>6916035
Huge shoulders and a huge ribcage ya bitch
>>6916040
it had to do a win update toowtf
okay ni ni /mtfg/
today was an emotional rollercoaster but kinda worth the ride
>>6916003
do you not have fingers
>>6916038
well gud
>>6916042
i have that too but i kinda like it cause lotsa models got it too
>>6916012
I haven't abused tylenol habitually.
Benadryl on the other hand
>>6916049
Those models have the advantage of having a vagina tho...
cant post cuz i gotta go on a proxie bbl
>>6916056
>advantage
vaginas are gross lol
>>6916003
We can arrange that
By which I mean I'll take you out to dinner, court you, hold doors open for you like a gentleman, walk on the beach, and snuggle up in bed watching anime
So believe me, I get it.
You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP.
Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross.
He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>>6916061
vaginas are pretty nice desu
dont get me wrong, boipussy is great, too
but vaginas are literally designed to make your penis feel good
So believe me, I get it.
You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP.
Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross.
He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>>6916073
but bro
>>6916061
Yeah but still
>>6916074
believe me
>>6916053
im a mommy butts are my stuff
>>6916079
wat stuff
ᴵ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ᵃ ᵛᵃᵍᶦᶰᵃ
>>6916079
uhh no one if you mean trips? or uhhh
a lesbian if you mean that
>_>
>>6916079
As someone with paranoid thoughts and self-hatred, I understand you.
I'm legit 5'4'' though, lmao
>>6916083
but what about your cute penis
isla is a pedophile
>>6916070
>>6916073
>>6916074
>>6916077
this cheered me up. i just got my diagnosis of GENDER DYSPHORIA from my doctor the other day. I'm currently looking into gender identity counseling, and I can't pay out of pocket so I have to find a place that takes my state's insurance plan. I live on my own with roommates, so costs are tight. This monday I'm having another electrolysis session done to remove what little facial hair came in during puberty. I still need to work on my vocal range to eliminate resonance, I guess I'm really hard on my voice and myself in general. this is my first time posting in a mtfg thread on lgbt, so i figured i'd start with this and see if anyone else feels the same way. I have an LGBT support system in my city, i just don't know very many people that are young and transgender like me (25)
>>6916091
So believe me, I get it.
You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP.
Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross.
He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
I'm sick of forgetting which song i want to listen to next:
1. El-P Works Every Time
2. Triple 6 Late Night Tip
3. The Toxic Avenger Toxic is Dead
4. Korn Got the Life
5. Sum good ass teddyloid shit
6. Sum good ass capsule shit
>>6916073
>i might end up fucking him someday and thats gay as fuck
Gets me every time
>>6916093
im a ghost woooo
>>6916093
>sleeping with more than one person under 20 ever
I'm afraid of you now
>>6916094
my long post >>6916091 wasn't pasta i just spilled my guts out!! believe me bro (no seriously though)
why tf do i wanna listen to this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qL1B_r9nC9k
>>6916100
lol
oldest person i slept with was 10 years older than me when i was 15
big mistake
>>6916099
but im ghostie
>>6916101
So believe me, I get it.
You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP.
Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross.
He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>>6916101
scooby doo is so great
and she knows
she is a memur xdD
>>6916102
i look like an edgy emo
>>6916104
but bro
>>6916094
https://clyp.it/czhtquqq
>>6916106
omg i like emos post pics :p
I feel really awful /mtfg/. I have the ribcage of a pro-wrestler and the shoulders of a footballer. I've been practicing my voice but it never gets any better, I just sound like a clown. I have no money, nowhere is hiring me after having applied to two hundred plus places probably because I look and sound like a freak. I hit a year on hrt on the 6th of next month and I feel like I've made no progress at all.
How is everyone else doing?
>>6916109
wtf
need advice pls
my friend came out as trans like two years ago, we've been really good friends since we were kids and we still hang out every weekend. she's completely transitioned now and ive kind of gotten a bit of crush on her. desu when i say a bit of a crush i mean im like head over heels in love with her. it just snuck up on me and came out of nowhere.
if you were in this situation as my friend, would you want me to say anything? or would it be too weird since i new you before you became a girl? i feel like i should just ignore these feelings and try and let the crush pass on its own. im one of her only friends and i wouldnt want to ruin that.
>posting pictures of yourself online.
why do people do this? what would ever come out of posting a picture of yourself but trouble
>>6916115
maybe feeling like i might possibly be cute.
>>6916114
Ask her how she feels about you.
Honestly what I do when I have a crush is fucking dumb
i just
say
hey listen i like you a lot and if you dont want to acknowledge this then its k
l8r
thats about it
>>6916110
do u have a place i can send it to ;p
>>6916115
attention
>>6916114
i actually dont know how a boy would approach a girl.
I guess tell her? Is there any possibility she's also into you or not?
>Had a pleasant and nice conversation with Smiles that made me happy afterwards
I'm glad.
I think its cuz I haven't had one of those since
well overdosing.
>>6916119
https://steamcommunity.com/id/FuckIsla
r u cute and femmy too??
>>6916118
lurk more
Is it safe to come back?
Is she gone?...
>>6916125
okay i'll try the "name" section for starters.
>>6916124
ooh oki
cute maybe, im from here so i dont think so but femmy yes
>>6916117
i appreciate the advice. i'd like to tell her, but if i do tell her and it ruins our friendship, it wouldn't be worth it imo. id much rather just try and bottle up the feelings so we can stay friends.
>>6916123
>Is there any possibility she's also into you or not?
i have no clue desu. i dont think so. we've snuggled together a few times but that's just because she was feeling really lonely and depressed and like i said im one of her only friends so she couldn't really ask anyone else.
>>6916133
just see if things develop on their own.. i don't know why people are so hasty to throw out labels or try to project claims. also, how do i set a password to my name? i won't keep the name "name"
>>6916134
Potsy I mean
Oh dang is yume back?
>>6916136
potsy is gone hopefully for a very long while
ye she is
she was gonna help me get some supplies but
she poofed
>>6916134
ya i guess
im tiny and girly
Please help me pick out cute pjs on amazon!!
>>6916134
asking her how she feels is scary though
i could try and be brave i guess
>>6916135
seeing if things develop on their own... i like the sound of that desu. you would think though if she was in to me that might have happened over the past two years she's been transitioning. so maybe she's not?
type name#yourpassword in the name field
>>6916143
>fair warning
well as long as u dont bully me or uhhh do shit with my pics whats the harm
>>6916130
Add me on steam if you wanna stay in touch, I don't have many games but I'm usually up 2 chat. Everyone else can add me if they want too, I have no friends.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/saltyolives
>>6916144
i won't do stuff with the pics
thats like my #1 rule
don't share that shit unless the person says its more than okay
expect disappointment in me lmao
>>6916142
thank you, i gave it a try
>>6916139
okay i will add you on steam. the only game i have on steam is, "double action:boogaloo" though, lol
>tfw playing a comp game with an enemy mei
>she just freezes me the entire game while people are killing mccree lucio zenyatta reinhardt
i forgot why i don't solo queue comp games at these hours
>>6916148
sorry, deleted my other post because I posted the wrong steamid.
>>6916146
im used to disappointing ppl its ok
I WANT TINKER BELL PJS
>>6916154
trust me im the disappointing one
redpill me on laser vs electrolysis please
>>6916156
woah youd probably look even cuter in those than you do in your puppy/kitty jammies
i didnt think that was possible desu
>>6916156
maybe santo claus will bring them for you if you write him a letter
>>6916160
laser's good for getting rid of dark/black hair on pale skin
electro's good for removing all hair on any kind of skin and generally costs more
>>6916160
laser is newer, and done more effectively on lighter skin/darker hair
electrolysis can be done on anyone regardless of pigment in the hair or skin
i've had both, electrolysis is a one-by-one hair removal process and the technician compared the pain to getting a tattoo.. i've never had a tattoo but it hurts like hell unless you get a numbing agent injected.
laser is far less painful, and covers more hairs per "shot fired"
any more questions?
>>6916164
>electro's good for removing all hair on any kind of skin and generally costs more
and hurts a lot more and takes forever and leaves scars and if you have red/blonde hair you have no other choice
me
>>6916167
is one or the other better at permanently removing the hairs and getting your skin to be smoother?
>>6916174
>i bought one pair >_<
w-well still write a letter to santa about what u would like for christmas
the less ppl do that the less he is real
>>6916172
honestly i still have facial hair even after more than 7 sessions of laser, and 2 sessions of electrolysis. hair grows in different cycles, so let me attach some faq pages for you for both. just go to a reputable laser spa in your area or call them on the phone. ask if they're familiar with serving the transgender community if you're uncomfortable about that sort of thing. the nicer places will be familiar, and have better technicians.
http://www.affordablepermanentelectrolysis.com/id16.html
http://www.westchesterlaserassociates.com/faq.html
>>6916180
well
idk santa
has never gotten me what i wanted before ;-;
my mental state has improved immeasurably since I started abusing codeine, 10/10 would recommend
also should I get a hairstyle like pic related? she has a similar convex jawline and broad face to me.
>>6916182
yeah well, I mean same
I guess he just doenst know how to handle the whole tran thing, I mean he must get a couple thousand requests a year to make us girls from us and other trans and all he knows how to does is make toys
>>6916187
No. It looks awful on her and would look even worse on you.
>>6916189
I need you to do me a favor
>>6916193
I can try
>>6916194
Don't autism about Christmas like last year. You honestly made me physically sick, I've had enough.
>>6916196
:(
https://youtu.be/ui_qDqVSAyk
wew
nini
>>6916189
maybe he doesn't >_<
>>6916187
Nah, the sides are too recessed. You need something that closely frames your lower face and hides your jaw corners.
>>6916198
Why does the thought and act of kissing make me feel certain things more than anything else?
>>6916201
she's still playing the same music she made yesterday
>>6916203
silly old saint nick
>>6916207
oh was that you?
someone was saying that stuff to me late last year and early this year and I love christmas because it was the only time of the year that the family was 'normal' or when we'd get clothes and the occasional toy because we were poor and dad was abusive so christmas was a treat, more than once did he tear the tree down a week out from christmas but he was generally okay on christmas day for once.
>>6916208
kissing is rly nice
it makes my heart sink and i get warm fuzzy feelings
>>6916215
Uh, no, I don't remember you posting about Christmas before, actually...
>>6916217
w-well I did last year for late november/all of december and an anon doesn't like me because of it
>>6916223
I don't go anon, you know. If I have something to say, even if it's not quite nice, I do it with my trip on. Besides, I was in a sorry state last winter, all my hate was self-hate.
>>6916216
w-wanna kiss
>>6916226
mwah
>>6916230
ONE NOTHING WRONG WITH ME
TWO NOTHING WRONG WITH ME
>>6916225
no, I meant I thought you were impersonating them just now to troller me which is why the trollface...
but I guess it was really them :/
sorry.
1. is there a discord
2. If not, why not?
3. Discord > irc imo
>>6916234
*drumbroll please...*
roflmafo
>>6916239
>>6916242
wew
am I a transgirl if I have little-to-no sex drive and no sexual desire to be female, but rather have for most of my life starting at a very very young age had a burning and passionate desire to be a girl that has never gone away but manages to be marginally sated by role playing and/or playing video games as female characters?
No desire for HRT or surgery or crossdressing by the way. Tried the latter (even went outside in full drag once) and felt nothing but empty sadness.
or am I not a transgirl and instead am just a regular ~man~ with deeply troubling issues that have no relevance here?
>>6916250
gender identity can be expressed in many different ways, you should seek out a gender identity counselor to go over these kinds of questions. some insurances will cover them, are you over 18?
>tfw my bf has small girly hands and im stuck with hands like the incredible hulk
Reeeeeee
it's cold
>>6916236
https://discord.gg/nwXth9Q
>>6916253
Over 18.
Been to a counselor, wasn't happy with what transpired. Dark time in my life, don't wanna repeat it.
Really don't need an echo chamber or positive reinforcement loop, just want to get to know some folks and maybe chime in from time to time.
>>6916250
>am I a transgirl if I have little-to-no sex drive and no sexual desire to be female
uh none of us fetishise being female, well not most of us
>rather have for most of my life starting at a very very young age had a burning and passionate desire to be a girl that has never gone away but manages to be marginally sated by role playing and/or playing video games as female characters?
sounds like gender dysphoria to me, but hammer... nail
>No desire for HRT or surgery
well I mean just dont throw it away as a never option, talk to a gender therapist
>crossdressing by the way. Tried the latter (even went outside in full drag once) and felt nothing but empty sadness
yeah I tried drag prehrt and it felt bad, becoming a girl with hrt feels a lot more happy
>>6916256
my boyfriend has moderately big hands and I have small hands
>>6916266
does he have a big penis
>>6916266
I-i just whant hands that dont look so male
You think i can get away wirh wearing mittens all year round?
isla more like i sleep with underage boys
>>6916271
i just wear fingerless gloves tbqh
>>6916278
>fingerless gloves
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
>>6916278
with cute nailpolish?
>>6916280
it's a meme
>>6916283
no it's not, it's a crime against fashion
>>6916283
Stop changing your trip. You make it harder for everyone to have you filtered.
>>6916285
It's just a part of tranny attire. Trannies and fashion don't mix.
>>6916285
it can be cute if you find the right fedora to match
>ywn kiss kiwi on her tiny girl fingers
>>6916290
can you stop
>>6916291
no because you didnt say can you knot
but really you are cute and I am jealous and kind of have a crush on you
not that I like girls or anything baka
that's my kiwi
>>6916287
>>6916288
pls
stop
you're hurting me
>>6916297
sorry pookie
you are an lucky girl
when you give her raspberries on her belly can you please take a video of it and upload it as a webm
Ill just keep my hands in my pockets then...
>>6916299
maybe
>>6916298
It's a simple fact of life. Trannies are doomed to wear rainbow colored thigh highs, cat ears and flower crowns.
It's just the way it is.
>>6916302
I can just imagine the cute tiny chubby belly that only best girls have and her cute girlish unbridled laugh trying to get you to stop but being too powerless to stop you from raspberrying more
are you an alpha?
pooki or wooki???
>>6916311
pooki wooki
yummy yume
>>6916310
that is the face of a very broken man
wooki pooki
>>6916315
On the left or on the right? Are there even any real girls in that pic?
>tfw wake up instead of dying quietly in my sleep
>>6916317
define "real girls" pls
today is a dysphoric day!
>tfw somehow got a big bara Greek bf
Life is amazing
>>6916322
You know, real girls? Boobs, hips, vaginas, the works.
>>6916322
Eyyy it's Polandball.
>>6916310
>>6916145
i can't because my account is limited, apparently you have to spend five dollars to be able to add friends lol wtf
>>6916270
idk, it's around 6-7 inches
>>6916271
maybe, is it cold where you live?
>>6916326
I once thought like this.
>>6916333
>>6916337
>>6916336
same but I always chickened out
>>6916235
Nah. There used to be really annoying Christmas related memes on the French side of the internet, that's all that's behind the trollface.
>>6916326
My mom accused me of this, so I went out and fucked some girl. I wouldn't recommend it, anonymous sex is depressing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVEcxGAZYNA
>>6916350
the fuck is this
>ywn eat stuffed crust pizza with Trump Senpai
>>6916350
advertising his youtube shit on /lgbt/
>>6916354
i haven't had stuffed crust in a while
maybe i should get a stuffed crust pizza because it's been impossible to gain weight lately
>>6916356
get a meatlovers with extra cheese on a cheesey crust
also breadsticks and wings
and a hfcs soda
>>6916356
I'll stuff your crust bb
woofer
Did potsy finally leave
yea I think so
>>6916359
maybe
high fucktose corn syrup
>>6916374
who are you
>>6916376
no i just wanna stop losing weight
kiss me
>>6916386
Thank god
>>6916383
yes
>>6916387
that pic is too cute pls
i wanna kiss
>>6916388
yeh
how r u angie ur up early
what can I take to reduce any and all sex drive I have to absolutely zero this is important
>>6916145
ever played sw: the old republic? it's free, I'm probably going to patch up tomorrow and start playing again. never got too good, but it's fun to party with someone and level every once and a while
>>6916393
stop masturbating
>>6916393
this is impossible to answer with no other context given. maybe ask your doctor?
>>6916391
I'm decent
You?
http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946 http://www.strawpoll.me/11241946
>>6916405
how about WITHOUT fucking with hormone balances?
>>6916403
http://www.strawpoll.me/11241959
>>6916402
am okay
still sick but a bit better
>>6916403
pooki wooki
>>6916406
just dont fap
>>6916408
cant decide
I am a sissy boy with pretty long hair
>>6916415
same
>>6916415
*headpat*
>>6916415
same lmao
>>6916415
same
>>6916415
bob cuts are cuter
>>6916418
trump likes headpats
he gets us i knew it he's a tranny
>>6916415
same rofl
>>6916423
i havent gottn a hair cut in year because im afrqid of people so i have long hair
>>6916406
meditation...
>>6916415
'tis what I was when young.
>>6916428
just go to the mirror, tie your hair up and cut it yourself
damn
*sniffs pook*
>>6916409
Good you're getting better
>>6916441
gross
>>6916445
pooki sniff
i stink lul
smelly pook :)
does anyone wanna be my gf? i'm an alright bf, moderately good. i can cook n shit.
>>6916459
I'll be your gf but I'm just a guy in a skirt desu
>>6916415
I get so embarrassed when guys stare at my cute boy boobs >.>
>Had blood test done yesterday.
>tell them I'm there for the second Testosterone tests
>confusion at counter about what tests to do
>they take two tubes only
>look at mychart records
>see results for thyroid tests done yesterday
ARG!!!!
I've already taken my shot so I'll have to wait another month to see if the shots are working. Plus I'm not in the position where I can afford extra medical tests.
>>6916468
do you blush and start playing with your hair nervously and wish they would look elsewhere or bend you over and I mean just look somewhere else jeeze!
does anyone else go to the beach without a shirt on?
but BRO
>>6916468
>cute boy boobs
>>6916476
My boobs are to big, and obviously boobs. Of course I haven't been to a beach in ages. No opportunities, nor desire.
>>6915961
>AGP edition
my kinda edition desu trutrans™ can get out
>>6916476
So believe me, I get it.
You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP.
Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross.
He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>>6916485
ty i was looking for this
>>6916485
ty i was looking for this
fucking brad is hella gay
>>6916476
whenever i go to my home country in the summer I sleep in the same room as my dad's girfriend's son, who's the same age as me.
I have a fantasy of sleeping without a shirt on and letting him touch my boobs when i get them
>>6916492
WEAR A NIGHTY AND SLEEP IN HIS BED WITH HIM
>tfw relatives don't recognize u anymore and ask "who's she?"
weird feel
>>6916492
WEAR A NIGHTY AND SLEEP IN HIS BED WITH HIM
>>6916492
WEAR A NIGHTY AND SLEEP IN HIS BED WITH HIM
>>6916483
Going to the beach is nice. It's something I had lost for so long... I hope you'll find that back.
>>6916492
WEARETH THINE NIGHTIE AND REST THINE HEAD UPON HIS BREAST
>>6916502
lol
>>6916472
N-no >\\\<
Well I mean I'm embarrassed and wish they wouldnt stare, and I do blush, and Im always playing with my hair
I'm a boy why are they looking at me?
>>6916477
Literally me irl
>>6916415
>I am a sissy boy with pretty long hair
Dont worry beeper. Daddy will turn you into a girl very quickly :P
>my store and another store are holding a meeting together
>every employee is here
>manager ive never met before from another store calls me a guy in front of everyone
>i just hang my head low when he asks me to introduce myself and my sister does it for me and calls me Grace
>literally a cis girl sitting a few feet from me named Grace
I want to die rn
I'm sorry birdy but I'm leaving you for Matt Corby [¢:
>>6916504
>I'm a boy why are they looking at me?
why are they buying me flowers and taking me out on dates and making me feel warm in a deep pit below my navel and letting me wrap my legs around their waists as they thrust deep and hard and...
wait no, b-boys dont do that thing with other boys!
>////>
>>6916512
hugg
>>6916513
oh well birdy will just have to become his own gf
>>6916504
I'll go and beat up those potatoes! no one looks at my handsome rugged bf like that and gets away with it! we'll except ur wife but that's the exception
>>6916520
tfw became my own gf almost a year ago
time flies
>>6916524
desu I think your prehrt self isnt good enough for you, you are too pretty for him
I wish i was born as sigourney weaver
fuck, i love having shaved hair
>>6916526
ik i cucked my pre hrt self for pooks
>>6916530
lul i cuckd u
>>6916532
wtf i hate cucking now
>>6916535
i only cuck for mommy
>>6916536
w-who even wants to be cuddled by a cute boy with strong arms who makes you feel like a tiny thing in his arms
and who would even want to be fucked so hard that your uterus gets bruised, n-not me!
t-thats gay as heck!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=peRS3KGNxoY
>>6916537
goodnight pookie <3
>>6916544
its 9:30 am
>tfw transitioned to be ur own gf
>tfw the gf needs a bf now
shit i didnt think this one thru
>>6916540
>tfw no uterus
Now I'm sad
pukiwuki
>>6916546
>tfw transitioned to be ur own gf
>tfw the gf needs a bf now
>tfw get a bf
>boys are shitty
>tfw transitioned because boys are shit
o right
>>6916513
brb killing matt corby
>>6916551
this is why if men were all dead everything would be so much better and simpler
>>6916552
Pls no he has the voice of an angel
>>6916554
but dont you want a boyfriend?
or are you okay with being a chaser?
>>6916556
well if you get to go after him then I get to go after
uh
well no one because I'm not attracted to or interested in anyone else anymore rip
>>6916552
>hubby
Adorable
>>6916554
shitty guys are shitty news at 11. duhhh. find non shitty guys that treat u right. contrary to popular belief they do exist and aren't chasers
>>6916561
>no ty
I really hate seeing so many pretty people here become transbians because they get afraid of cis boys and girls
>>6916559
why would I want a boyfriend and w-what does that have to do with chasers
ur weird
>>6916512
Lol
>>6916566
i need to go through therapy first
>>6916572
I wish I was pretty enough to get an abusive boyfriend
Chara is cute
kiwi is cute
both have had abusive boyfriends who beat them
>>6916574
yes I want dick
that doesn't mean I have to have a boyfriend to get it, I can just go and find a dick to sit on for a little bit
>>6916566
so much this. all of my friends except for one are cis normies. it's hella fun goin out to bars or parties with them. I do have one tranny friend but she's a shut in weed addict that watches anime all day and is afraid to leave her room idk whats so scary about having cis friends desu unless u have a massive inferiority complex
>>6916575
yay abuse is so nice
yay walking down the street clutching a pocket knife in fear for your life is so nice
yay trying to get job interviews but you're too terrified to talk to the manager is nice
what a nice life right
>>6916580
Are you really with a boyfriend that beats you? If so, why?
KILL ALL MEN
>>6916576
this
>>6916573
it's the same with a girl. they're shitty in other ways as guys (sometimes the same) but can still be shitty nonetheless. u roll the dice with anyone running choose to be with that's why u choose carefully and weight options and their potential consequences before making hasty decisions
>>6916583
no we broke up
that doesn't mean i wasn't left fucked up and paranoid because of it
>>6916586
korra if you choose things care why didn't you choose a non autistic name
>>6916584
Feminize all men desu
>>6916588
really makes you sink
>>6916580
beats being the hon who everyone laughs at or ignores and misgenders
>>6916575
but am I cute?
>>6916596
not anymore
you need to get back on hrt and go back to presenting fem
>>6916590
you know korra is an actual black woman's name right? alternative spelling, but a real life name that used to be common around the slavery days. it was as common as the last name freeman
>>6916536
You're a lucky woman.
>tfw no sweet, protective gf to support me throughout my transition
>>6916604
how about a sweet protective manly man instead anon? <3
>>6916598
I am on hrt :( I got back on like 5 months ago or something
I want to present fem again but I almost always have to be boymode so it makes it difficult to practice although there are friends to help with makeup now
I'm thinking about just jumping ship from my current obligations and getting some initial surgeries and trying to focus on transition
was I actually remotely cute though or are you just saying that so you can say I stopped :p I kind of thought I just looked even worse when I was presenting femme
anyway the point was you don't have to be cute for that ofc
>>6916600
Im betting your bell is going to ring sometime in the next ten years
and yeah y'all are super cute with accepting that likely possibility into your lives :3
very cute couple
>>6916604
I'm way too lucky. But we're just perfect together. Got engaged this year, and had our 8 year anniversary not too long ago
Why can't american preachy commics be nice? Why are we tuch with people liking AMAB instead of stuff like this?
>tfw getting my delivery of 6 more months of hormones on my birthday tomorrow
perfect timing
>>6916615
happi birthday keewee
>>6916615
this is a good pic
>>6916613
Also, this is the author, a late transitioner. You can't beat the asian easymode meme.
>>6916611
thanks anon
but go to h*ck still
>>6916616
ty it's 14 hours from now tho
i'm gonna be the big 25
honmode engage
>>6916617
once you pop you cant stop
>>6916615
happy birthday kiwi
you should celebrate by eating lots of snacks and mtn dew and doritos and get a happy meal (with a girls toy)
>tfw no cummies
>>6916546
you stole that one off me
Have you trained your ahegao face today? remember that it's an important part of your transition :^)
>>6916599
Any name has been common at a certain time, it doesn't change the context of your choice makes it sound shallow as all hell.
>>6916626
>calling btfo on your own post
>>6916619
o-oh
I'm sorry for challenging your repression
you will come out when you are ready
ugh...
i think I'm falling for my best friend...
i really don't want to ruin a 4 year friendship but it's getting really hard to act normal around him and I think I'm becoming too obvious.
i don't want to feel these feels...
sadface
ok. so how do I acquire skeleton physique?
I'm desperate pls
>>6916636
been there
it ruined my friendship and led to us seperating again
then she came back to me after 8 months and told me she needed me
were not dating but shes warmed up to me and we may as well be
except that im dead inside now
>>6916636
The more you focus on hiding it the harder it becomes, you start finding random things atractive just because you keep thinking about that. Either take some time away from him or relax and focus on other things.
>>6916607
Sweet protective bad-ass girls are like the best thing ever tho.
>>6916612
Aww :3
I hope I can find a love like that some day.
>>6916637
Dont eat
>>6916628
Train it every time I maysterbate
>guy comes over to fix furnace
>his sister comes over for coffee later
>asks me "he is a beautiful man isn't he?"
>she knows
>she knows about my growing insatiable cocklust
>she knows I was sneaking peeks at his well toned chest
>"oh I forgot you you were gay, you probably didn't even notice him huh"
>wew lass
>asks me to get my nails done with her later
>>6916655
Does your roommate ever help you practice?
>>6916631
>hurrr durrr don't pick a name you like that has a real life counterpart because a cartoon character has the same name
if anything I put more thought into it than some since alot of girls just pick the femme version of their old name. idk why autists sperg out about this so much on this board. it's almost like they don't go outside or interact with anyone.
irl I've gotten more compliments about my name than I can count but of course you'll just dismiss it as hugboxing or pity bc i t doesn't fit your narrative of its a bad name simply because you personally don't like it.
>>6916655
How's the new town treating you, Elanna?
Im so fucking sick of being a guy holy shit
>>6916664
People who name their kids after things they see in the tv aren't rare at all, and everyone cringes at that except other people who would do that.
In Venezuela, where you can use absolutely any name, there's a ton of Back Street Boys Rodrigues (three names) or Michael Jackson Perez (two names, Jackson being the middle one) or Usnavi Gomez (refering to the U.S. Navy ships that brought and took their parents). For people who know the show Korra sounds as bad as any of those.
>>6916638
That sounds awful I'm sorry :[
Those are thing im afraid of because I don't want to ruin our friendship and I also wouldn't want him like taking interest in me and ruining his current relationship with his gf and his standing with his parents for being a fag or whatever. He's happy where he's at and I'm probably just becoming a problem.
>>6916641
The weirdest thing is like we do a lot of that sexual joking bromance stuff which he's backed off from a bit since I started my transition but like when it still happens I do it jokingly but then feel kind of real about it too.
I'm at his place for the weekend again (been rather frequent recently) and he was on the couch reaching behind blindly to take something from my hand and idk accidentally grabbed my ass/hip and like I've been poking fun at him all night for it and so has his gf but it honestly gave me butterflies and that's when I knew I had to do something to stop the thoughts...
At the same time though I feel like I can't just not be around him because he says I'm like his only social contact besides his gf and he's going through a rough time as well right now.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ just kill me now
>>6916672
Do you have goals you're not meeting or just the general feeling of having been born male?
>>6916672
*hug* im sorry mommy
we all are
hang in there
>>6916675
>projecting your autism this hard
(You)
>>6916655
hugg elann
so this guy who i talked to for a bit like last winter messaged me this morning wanting to catch up and stuff and just asked me out.
the one thing i remember about this guy tho is that he's 6'4" and has a HUGE cock. should i risk my asshole for a big dick again, mtfg?
is dick worth my life?
>>6916679
Probably just the general feeling
>>6916678
>accidentally grabbed my ass/hip and like I've been poking fun at him all night for it and so has his gf but it honestly gave me butterflies
>>6916661
Weren't you getting maried to your gf?
>>6916679
I see a guy when I see myself and so does everyone else
I'm so tired of it
I'm so tired of being [deadname] and called a guy and stuff
Even though people try to keep calling me Grace and she they sometimes slip up and I have to wonder if it's out of habit or just because they see my old male self
>>6916680
hugg
Plaing with hair extansion for the first time i kind of like it.
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/japan-has-a-worrying-number-of-virgins-government-finds-a7312961.html
Fucking Kek
>>6916697
Nice
i asked my brother to rate my boob progress and he turned away and said that's weird
that's not weird is it? we're siblings
>>6916663
N-no, why would we do such a lewd thing?
We're platonic
>>6916666
Omg so gud! I really love it out here, it's beautiful and there's jobs everywhere :3
>>6916683
hugg korr
>>6916696
>if it's out of habit or just because they see my old male self
80% habit, everything is. You should worry more about what new people you meet say, and even then, it's a long way and you'll keep looking better with time.
>>6916664
>since alot of girls just pick the femme version of their old name
Idk why people do this it's strange to me.
I went with a name I've always loved as my first, and what my mom would have named a girl I'd she ever had one as my middle...
I can only go by what she told my brother once years ago as she's dead now.
>>6916701
you watch too much anime
>>6916705
Probably because it's easier.
I went with the name my mom would've given me if I was born female
>>6916707
he's ftm so i thought it'd be like twice as okay or something
>>6916709
I can see your reasoning there, but it could easily be twice as wrong.
>>6916713
i don't understand can you try to explain it
>>6916704
>You should worry more about what new people you meet say, and even then, it's a long way and you'll keep looking better with time.
I mean with customers I've passed likeeeeee
90+% of the time
Only failed to twice
I guess it's just like, I wish the people I see in my day to day life would see me as a girl and I feel like it's a failure on my part that they don't and don't immediately think "Girl named Grace".
>>6916716
Cuuuute ^^
>>6916715
‽‽‽
>>6916715
Siblings: It can feel okay because there's no sexual feeings attached, it can feel wrong because there should be no attempts to see each other as gendered people.
MtF: It can feel okay because they once had them, it can feel wrong becuase they see theirs in yours.
>>6916721
But that's on them, not you. You can't do anything if your parents or siblings feel that it doesn't matter.
>>6916725
ohhhhh i see now
that actually kinda makes sense
he saw them before at like 5 months hrt though idgi
w.e
>>6916727
What about my coworkers? Sometimes I feel like some of the newer ones still have me as a boy in their head as I'm in the system as my deadname and sometimes towards the end of my shift I drop my voice because I'm so tired
Idk
I need to do better and try harder
I just
idk
I have to make sense of it somehow and believe I can fix things
>>6916729
Do you look similar? Maybe you are trigerring him even if he doesn't trigger you.
Which one of you started transition first?
>>6916733
he started transitioning like a year ahead me and people have said we look like twins since way before either of us started hrt
>>6916732
Co-workers are weird. They might see you as a girl, but as soon as you turn your back, they say crap about you being a boy.
It's happened to me at my current job and I've had to talk to the store manager at times
>>6916733
>Maybe you are trigerring him even if he doesn't trigger you.
This is probably it
My sister triggers me often
>tfw you have a dream about having a gf and she just ditches you out of nowhere like your ex did
>tfw you wake up crying and feel like complete shit
why the fuck does my mind have to be so cruel? Can I ever just have happiness that doesn't get stolen away from me the second I start to be happy or am I just doomed to be eternally dead inside and never be able to just be happy? I fucking hate life and I don't deserve any of this shit.
>>6916734
What's it like being a tranny who also has a trans sibling?
>>6916691
It was wildly uncomfortable yet pleasing au the same time idk it hurts to think about
Ugh
He's sleeping on the other couch right now how do I suppress the urges to go touch him or or whatever idk! ;-; I should just go home and tell him I'm ill because I hate these feels
>>6916734
I can see him getting the same feel from looking at you you'd get from seeing an old picture. But maybe he was just having a bad day. People are complex, I guess.
>>6916732
They could be assholes, they could sincerely not care one way or the other, maybe they just aren't used to this kind of thing and don't think before acting.
It's still your first year, it's usually the hardest and you have to struggle through it and get a thicker skin.
>>6916737
Well there was some initial confusion about my name and stuff when I switched from my deadname to going full time
People would talk behind my back about which name they're supposed to use and stuff
I ended up getting basically forced into being Grace at work because of everyone trying to figure it out
Which is fine, I'm happy I got that push
Idk, I haven't heard about people talking behind my back about me beyond that
>tfw ultra strong migraine, dizziness, and vomiting for 2 days and missed work last night
fuck my life senpai
>>6916745
I just have my coworkers and some friends who still are coming to terms use a gender neutral shorthand of my name. It works out well and people can use that or my actual girl name whichever makes them comfortable. Can't do that with most names.
>>6916716
good girl I am pleased
>>6916744
>It's still your first year, it's usually the hardest and you have to struggle through it and get a thicker skin.
Yeah
And I still have a lot of improving to do
It's only been a month of full time
Ugh
Idk I knew it would be rough
and it's better than being boymode because I do have those moments where I pass and it feels like I'm really making it and it's wonderful
It's just gets harder and harder to deal with as I go on
>>6916752
Yeah my names are distinctly gendered
You'll never meet a guy named Grace and a girl named my deadname.
I full on suspect my sister is ftm.
>already knew she is lez
>gave herself a boys haircut
>wears little to no makeup
feel like I wanna ask but don't wanna pry
What is the tranniest initial for a name?
I think S.
>>6916745
I came to my job with my current name and people eventually found out because of my date for ffs.
I've had one employee harass me and told the store manger and hr that because I'm wasn't born female, that I must follow the short hair rule for all males. He didn't get far as the manager and hr were both on my side. The employee quit because of it and vowed to file a law suit towards the company.
>ywn force fem birdy
>>6916759
>short hair rule for all males
fucking nazis
>>6916759
>law suit towards the company.
can you just sue companies that don't respect their own rules on dumb things like ettiquete?
I mean, I think you can make a class act or whatever representing people you have no conection with, like several fired workers; but I really doubt it would fly with ettiquete...
>ywn be happy
>>6916759
Holy shit that's crazy
Thankfully my managers are on my side
And basically everyone is cool with it
Nobody's expressed any objection at least
Illinois law also protects me from discrimination over this
I just have to worry about passing and doing my thing
>>6916759
>that I must follow the short hair rule for all males.
That's a sexist policy.
>The employee quit because of it and vowed to file a law suit towards the company.
The fuck is her lawsuit??? Someone she saw as male had long hair against the short hair for males policy? Get fucked. Did he want to grow his hair out or something? Because the correct thing to do would have been to confront management that it's a stupid policy, not cry like a bitch about the transwoman with long hair.
>not good enough for a (you)
jesus i'm so lonely
>>6916756
>You'll never meet a guy named Grace and a girl named my deadname.
To be fair, I've met a surprising number of people with names that are opposite of the gender norm. 95% of the time is a girl with a boys name though.
>>6916776
post butt
>>6916760
>ywn abduct repressed trannies and force them to become the girls they secretly wish they could be.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH
nimmy's here!
>>6916778
Deadname would be a great name if you're a troll parent. You could make it like Dedneim so the kid also has to explain how to spell it all the time :^)
Oh no..when you all talk about milking each other ur not talking about breast milk are you??
isla-chan im back nyaa~! sorries !!! i fell asleep uwu
>>6916782
nimu nimu
n i m u
>>6916760
sry
>>6916779
I have a couple of butt pics of yours saved.
>>6916763
It's a strict Christian-based company
>>6916764
You can but this person won't get far because technically I was following all rules.
>>6916768
TN is backwards
>>6916770
It is a sexist policy but no one seems to say anything about it.
The girl who complained was a nutcase anyways. She was a former lesbian who turned protestant. She would wear
Skirts because her religion and if you
Cursed around her, she would tell you that you're a sinner and need to repent
>>6916779
not in a picture taking mood senpai
>>6916776
Sometimes I like to try to pronounce people's trips as words/names...
How are you kayla bang bang dewtoxilatesyp?
>>6916789
Oh neat
I should post butt updates as biking makes my butt nicer :3
>>6916782
Nimmuuuu
>>6916787
You can still fix this
>>6916793
wut
>>6916794
not actually sry tho
>>6916783
Djehdnæm ^-^
>>6916794
How often do you bike?
I need to bike again once the weather gets cooler
>tfw literally need half my jaw removed to ever pass
>>6916794
I actually don't have them because you look particularly hot, you just look so cis that it makes me feel like shit so I can self harm looking at them.
>now isla-chan is sleep
booo ;a;
>>6916803
How big is it?
Measure from the middle of your lips to your chin
>>6916760
maybe you won't :^)
>>6916807
2.4 inches roughly
though tbf it was more like 2.9 pretransition but fat redistribution + weight loss has shrunk it a bit
>picking up reservation for fiancee
>as I'm leaving they say thanks (fiancees name)
>tfw rosey cheeks
^^
>>6916796
>!!DWtoX1l8SyP
>bang bang dewtoxilatesyp
Idk I think it's funny...
I can take back the (you) if you want.
>>6916805
If you don't bike I'm going to shoot this kitten
>>6916804
Oh
Well uhh
Hmm, sorry ;-;
>>6916802
50km every other day
Probably going to have to change it up when I get work though
>>6916798
U shud be
>>6916811
:^)
>>6916809
who's this?
and yeah I moved out and came out to my parents, I live in Norwich now
hope my benefits assessments work out next week though or idk what I'm gonna do next year
>tfw you only get (you)'s when you're being a dick
I can't find my braaaaaaa
I need more than 1 bra ;_;
my paycheck better arrive today so I can get one
>>6916812
Damn :/
I'm sorry
>>6916819
sorry uh i don't know how it got in my room..
>>6916820
wow the unreal engine's looking pretty high definition lately
>>6916821
That might be still big. Mine is 1.4 I think.
I'll have to measure it but then againi've seen cis women with huge jaws
>>6916803
Explain those shoulders to me
>>6916819
Make sure you have at least one white one, one black one, and one nude one for maximum clothing options.
wowo this place is dead nowadays isnt it..
>>6916830
shoulders still look a little unnatural though
they're probably patch that
I'm a lesbian (coming out)
>>6916837
Just rn yummy
>>6916837
yup
>>6916836
>tfw no titties
>>6916839
Maddie.......pls
>>6916082
https://s15.postimg.io/9knfqojah/1453554757078.jpg
:^)
>>6916824
NIM
I didn't tell you to keep it, just take it off me!
>>6916836
I shallll
The one I have rn is like
tan/peach
works p well
>>6916839
but we already knew that~
>>6916840
deliver me something special....... bbq boneless wings!!! pizza is gross uwu
>>6916841
sad mew
>Clinic used a third-party lab to run blood tests, $215 to test estrogen, they didn't bother to test testosterone
>The transhon who was wanting to self-medicate against the support group's wishes was told on her Facebook wall that there's a place that tests hormones for $140 in the city
>Instead of asking the person who was telling her that, I decided to ask the transhon because we're "friends" now
>Ask her if she remembers the place
>She says she doesn't then begins to talk about how stressed out about everything she is
>Goes on a long story in Facebook chat, something about starting a fight with someone and her wife being seriously hurt and going to jail and police harassment and how she owes all kinds of money
>"i don't know how i'm going to pay for i support 2 adults and 4 kids on a ssi salary"
>Decide to just ask the woman who told her in the first place
>She corrects me, it's $170 per test, so I presume 1 for E and 1 for T
>I tell her that sounds better than what my clinic is charging me
>She agrees with that statement, it's like 10:30pm
>wait patiently ...never actually tells me the name of this place
... ????
Holy fuck. I just want to know how much T I have.
I'm in the US. How simple is it ordering those tests online? Where do I even start?
>>6916833
You've had ffs though
>>6916850
do u have insurance uwu~? what state do u live in nyaa~
>>6916862
Stop this right now
Ugh I'm just going to try and sleep, friendo is waking up like an hour or two, I don't want him finding out I spent all night watching him and feeling feels I don't want to feel :'<
>>6916863
what with with u nyaa? hiss
>>6916857
isn't that bad for your liver
i don't know if my insurance will cover HRT or not x-x
>>6916862
I have insurance through my company. And it is entirely worthless because they deny paying anything for every single doctor visit, blood test and prescription because "We don't cover Gender Identity Disorder". The only reason they partially covered by therapist visits was because she was clever enough to put down "Depression" as the reason she sees me, which wasn't wrong, just incomplete.
I am in Missouri, the state of misery.
>>6916843
>It just means I look like a tranny in boy mode
welcome to the club
Nyaa~ I love vaginas and women =uwu=
>>6916869
I've had enough
>>6916850
You can check out http://www.privatemdlabs.com/
There's also a similar site out there that I can't remember the name of atm.
But it's not available in certain states, so if you live in one of those states then rip you.
>>6916847
o-oh h-haha
I had to speak for 10 ro 20 minutes with some old lady that manages stuff in the building while mildy stoned in boymode. I wonder if she thinks I'm a raging fag now...
>>6916875
can you not be lewd kitty >w<
>>6916872
oh... uwu.. you can just get the slips i think nyaa and ask the hospital to test them trannies dont have to do it
get the stuff you need i think you can print them out online~ then you just go to a hospital and get your blood drawn! take it to tranny doctor and show them to skip the blood testing phase *hugs*
>>6916883
you're gonna have to TAKE it back
>>6916870
>isn't that bad for your liver
Sure, if you're taking assloads of cypro (which you can't get in the states anyway), but otherwise liver damage is p much a hon meme, and not much concern for healthy young adults
Also, your insurance should cover it if it covers medication
>tfw found out i was measuring shoulders the wrong way
>tfw 16.5 inch shoulders across
is this good or bad
>>6916892
*purrs at you*
>>6916893
Bad :/
>>6916896
dang am i a hon now that sucks
>>6916870
eating food is bad for your liver, alcohol is terrible for it. people still survive.
>>6916892
>healthy young adults
>got beetus
Life is hell
>>6916888
well I feel like for me looking like a visible tranny in guy mode sucks because either people stare at me and I mean stare or they talk shit on me
>>6916899
you were always one of us, don't feel bad about it.
>>6916908
;~;
>>6916843
>doesn't pass as a girl, but looks like a tranny in boymode
:c
I'm worried that I'm gonna reach that state soon.
I know I won't pass 100% the first time I present female, but I'm just hoping I can spend as little time as possible in that weird in between state.
>>6916907
yeah, but you have a persecution complex.
>>6916892
My insurance covered the anti-depressant pills when I was taking them; $3 a refill.
Meanwhile
When the pharmacy uses my insurance card they try to charge me $80 for the estrogen patches my clinic reassured and me were better than pills and didn't want to do pills. I found a goodrx code online and insist they use that instead at the pharmacy. That made them $23 instead.
>>6916918
People do drink untill they get drunk every weekend and life goes on. Hurting your liver isn't life threatening unless you have some particular condition.
>>6916907
True
At least when I was in girl mode and an obvious tranny people were trying to be nice
>>6916925
*paws at u*
>yume got even more annoying
Wow
>>6916878
This is exactly what I needed. There's a place that will do the "Gender Reassignment Test" that includes CBC, CMP, estrogen and testosterone for $99.99. My clinic's lab charged me $318 for that except they skipped out on testosterone. Thank you.
>>6916919
This shit is why I'm getting rid of my insurance. Besides being fucked in the head I am a healthy adult with one problem and they don't cover it.
I'll probably just start ordering the meds online considering the patches max out on 0.1mg and that's an equivalent to 2mg orally apparently.
This clinic is the second place I went to. I wasted so much money and time trying to do it the "right" way.
>>6916934
-picks you up-
>>6916926
in girl mode people are nice as FUCK to me but in guy mode I feel kinda on edge like in my head "everyone knows, face it kay you ain't hiding and they know your a faggot and you deserve to be mocked"
>>6916917
well how does that explain the dudes hassling me and calling me names, or all the evil or confused looks I get?
>>6916925
will i keep my rosy cheeks
that's a make it or break it for me
I will give a cutie 10 million dollars to let me poop on them.
>>6916944
I volunteer
>>6916946
-pats u-
pat pat pat
>>6916935
You're welcome!
>I wasted so much money and time trying to do it the "right" way.
Yeah, trans healthcare is pretty terrible in a lot of places. :/
im fine w not living past 60
>>6916952
i'm fine not living past 28
>ywn be happy without it being instantly crushed
life is shit. everything is shit. people are shit. I'm shit. fuck this shit.
>>6916946
will i keep my chinny chin chin
>>6916956
I'm not.
>>6916952
Same. Growing old is only worth it when you're growing old at the end of a good life. What are our odds, really? 60 is fine. We'll be old and worthless by then and ready to be hauled to the dump.
>>6916962
gonna cap myself far before then
>>6916963
i'm going to do something really really really dangerous when I get older so like I will pull the coolest trick and then die as a result
thinking jumping a motorcycle into the grand canyon sounds like an epic way to go
you will never live in the me(w)tanet and eat (cat) food for ad infinitum
mew ;A;
>>6916958
Stop asking meme questions and get on mones already
>>6916962
anti-aging drugs will help extend your life until they figure out how to make CRISPR edit your DNA so you can live forever
>>6916968
this should be the subtitle of the general.
>>6916975
>really? why?
because it confuses their penises
>>6916966
>Androgeny makes people angry
;~;
Androgyny can be beautiful if done right tho.
>>6916985
yeah, but guys want to know if they are "allowed" to be attracted to you or not.
I'm picking up some pizzas for dinner, what does everyone want?
>>6917002
Pepperoni and pinapple pls!
>>6917002
hawaiian plz
I'm not sure how to measure my body but I did this holding a tape in front of the mirror just looking.
Shoulders: 16 inches
Hips: 12 inches
It's noticeable and I always knew but still a bad feel..
>>6917002
pepperoni jalapeno pls
>>6916981
lol if a guy got angry at me for confusing his sexuality I would call that a win but I don't think thats why it happens
>>6916996
>Boys looking like girls, and girls looking like boys is alien to them
why are cis people so fucking focused on gender expression, jesus its like they care about it more then we do
"oh a man with long hair and boobs and earrings I wanna kill him because he upsets my values" ugh fuck earth
>>6916995
( ._.)
I wish people would stop trying to live up to sexuality labels, and just date whoever they think is cute.
>>6917002
Anchovies and garlic, thankuverymucho
>>6916984
>they still won't let me
Then self-med, silly.
>>6916984
I know, but like, just be aware that self medding is an option if they jerk you around for too long.