/mtfg/ Transgirl General

lol mtfg is all over the pIace

save this thread for later, we're in this thread rn
>>6838951

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so whats everyone up to

>>6838990
wrong thred

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Biggest shoulders on soc represent

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Play beer pong on my table shoulders

I had a very emotional night with my girlfriend. Lots of crying and all that because I hate myself and want to be a real girl for her so she doesn't have to deal with my tranny baggage. She told me she loves me and wants to help, and that she'd support me no matter what, even if I ended up looking like a Susan's hon. I love her.

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Barrel chested ftw

still in the other thread hons

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It all comes tumbling down tumbling down tumbling doooown
>>6838990
using videogames and comfort eating as escapism from my hideous existence.
>>6839950
That's nice. My girlfriend has started saying she doesn't want a relationship with a woman and keeps talking about when we first started going out and I was pre-transition. I'm also not too hot on a relationship with a woman though but it's so nice to just have someone I can rely on. I guess that's not really a thing any more and we should see other people but I'm ascared.

>>6840151
Is he interested in you?

How easily can I fuck up my voice trying to voice train? How slowly should I take it?

>>6840158
It depends on what your vocal range is like already. If you find it hard to speak in girlvoice it'll be pretty easy to strain at first, but so long as you practice as often as you can you'll be fine.

>>6840169
High for a male
I'm just worried about permanent damage or like knots on the vocal cords, is that a worry?

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>tfw never enough cuddles

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Any generally good tips for making my hair grow faster?
I'M TIRED OF WAITING REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>6839951
Alexa?

>>6840250
biotin

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Who here going to move to the Netherlands because you're a tall freak?

>>6839009
>>6839015
fuckin told you so

>>6839123
>>6839136
lol same

>>6839144
on google it says most cases clear up a few months after an attack

>>6839478
drugs are so good
my bubbler arrived today like a week early so now I can take massive draws on my vape

>>6840341
G-Good idea choosing the Netherlands, Belgium sucks >:u

Well fuck, I think my mom is gonna try to take me out of therapy or something

i have no fucking clue what to do

>>6840355
Belgians aren't as tall as Dutch, I'll be a freak in Belgium but if I go to the Netherlands I (might) be normal ;__;

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Hihi, whats everyone up to?

>>6840372
Saddenings

>>6840372
Listenin' to some tunes~
You?

>>6840374
Aw, still or again?

>>6840372
shaking like a leaf, no idea what to do, panicking, crying

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um... how do you use a bubbler? do you just inhale through the draw stem and the pressure creates the bubbles? pic related is the one I've just bought.

>>6840358
self-med

>>6840376
still

>>6840375
Thinking of what to do... friends for some reason dont answer. I wanted to visit them on the weekend but yeah.

Boring.

>>6840377
Whats wrong?! D:

>>6840378
the problem isn't with hrt
its that i need therapy, i need help
and i may not be able to get that help
and i'm fucking terrified
i almost killed myself a few days ago
i had everything set up and only didn't go through with it because someone threatened to kill themselves if i did
i need help
and i have no diea whtat ot do

>>6840382
iktf, I've been trying to even start therapy for months and months now and mental healthcare isn't much better for adults than it is for kids and teens here in this fucked up Tory wasteland of a country. did you know the Tories removed all legal and regulatory obligation for privatised psych wards to report or record deaths in their care? as a result we literally don't know how many minors have died in psych wards in the last few years except that it's a lot (from anecdotes). They'd rather people like us die than have us impact on the country's GDP by requiring specialist services.

>>6840387
Its not even the tories
i have regular appointments and have been seeing a therapist
my mom want to stop that because fro somoe fucking retarded reason she is blaming the therapy for how shitty i feel and shit

all of this over an argument over a fucking window

im panicking i really am

>>6840382
umm you can talk to people maybe? I'll try if you need on discord?

>>6840389
does she even have the power to do that? surely if CAMHS consider it detrimental for you to stop therapy they'd class your mother's intervention as a social services issue?

>>6840393
i dont even know what she can and cant do

>>6840395
try calling the NHS helpline (111) and asking what your powers are and what her powers are in this situation. emphasise the fact you've almost tried to kill yourself and stuff.

>>6840397
I'll have to wait until she goes to pick my brother up form work

this is honestly really fucking scary

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Hey, /mtfg/
How is everything?
Things going OK?

>>6840406
I'm kinda panicking, trying to calm down abit

hbu?
you okay?

>>6840406
That coffee nice?

>>6840406
I start counselling on Monday
it's only a charity thing so no diagnostic / prescription powers but we'll see what they can do for me

I got a new bubbler so I can take massive draws on my vape which is cool, just need to figure out how to use it lol

and I've got my disability welfare assessment coming up on the 12th which is scary

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>>6840408
Please stay safe Carol
I know your situation isn't great rn
I think I'm ok
>>6840409
Very
>>6840410
Oooh
Good luck with the appointment stuff Robin c:

>>6840418
I'm glad you're okay and stuff

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>>6840418
How's your day been today?

>>6840406
Doing well. Have to get up and make myself pretty(ish) soon.

>>6840398
I am horrified that your mother would even consider doing this to you. I hope that you can calm down at least a little to pursue protecting yourself. Be safe.

>>6840406
Fine here. I'm glad you've been able to stay with your friends.

>>6840410
The disability assessment sounds nerve-wracking. I do hope things go well there, and that your counselor can do you some good.

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God damn
I'm so sick
Me on the right

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Carol needs hugs asap

sellin frog legs
$3

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You are all awesome and I hope you have a nice day!

>>6840443
hanna needs love always

>>6840444
I heard they taste like chicken wings, is that true?

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hi

>>6840444
*yawn*
good mowning!

>>6840460
ye but lil different
try em
-tears off leg-

>>6840463
nimnim -hugs-

I hate being trans.
I hate being alive.
I hate being sick.
I hate being alone.

>>6840466
how is froggy

>>6840467
hugg anon

>>6840468
froggood how nimnim

>>6840459
No you!

>>6840470
happy!

>>6840473
doing well? ^^

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>>6840474
Im ok, just laying in bed pretending im being held

>>6840481
aww <3

hugg hanna

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TOUCH MY BUTT

>>6840483
Huggies~
So hows Nim?

>>6840486
*pats butt*
<3

>>6840488
Thank you,much better

Sup

>>6840487
im jealous of all of you on hrt :(

I cried myself to sleep last night. I wish I knew what it felt like for people to care about me.

>>6840491
Aw youll get on hrt soon
Then youll blow all of us out of the water

How much do erections on HRT hurt? It scares me.

>>6840494
o///o

pls hanna

>>6840495
Not at all yet, I'm 3 months in

>>6840495
never have for me ._.

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>>6840406
Pretty gud, I got the build a bear pokemon I wanted the other day, and the store lady called me miss.
Going into a build a bear as a lone adult is fucking scary though.

>>6840495
They hurt a bit, but it's not a lot really.

>>6840495
Only ever at all if I've gone too long without both getting fully erect and staying (roughly) that way for a while.

>>6840496
Search you feelings you know it to be true

>>6840504
Yay eevee

>>6840490
What's good?

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>>6840512
I couldn't justify spending 13 dollars on them on top of 60 for Eevee and Pikachu, but he has cute little pajamas too.

>>6840509
you're so sweet!

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I aint feeling so happy rn
I wish I could eat as much as I wanted and not gain weight like yuka, at least that way I could replace happiness with food but with already being the size of a house I just cant

I just want to sacrifice everything for my friend

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i missed my hormones last night

>>6840521
that's okay i still like you

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>>6840524
i'm sorry nim
i let you down
i let everyone down
i lost my right to call myself a tranny
;~;

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also having a penis sucks and I am an ugly old man who will never afford srs or find a boyfriend or even lose my virginity

>>6840526
no no sh sh that's okay

did you take them this morning

>>6840526
it happens
you get so focused on being a girl that you forget that you need to do upkeep that cis girls dont have to
one dose isnt the end of the world
just take it with your morning dose, thats what I've done the few times I forgot

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>>6840529
i have to wait like 4 more hours to take it on time
>>6840531
i know it just always feels bad whenever i do
i had really bad abdomen pain so i went to lie down and i fell asleep right through my hormone alarm

>>6840533
you're still a good girl

*patpat*

>>6840513
I was just testing my trip actually

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>>6840518
I too wish I could eat as much as I want. Food is an excellent substitute for happiness, and having limited access to it makes everything worse.

We just have to carry on, hoping that being anything like pretty will be a little closer to being happy.

>>6840521
I don't know if I can be friends with a detransitioner...

>>6840528
Most of that isn't true!

God I wish I didn't have genital-related dysphoria. Toppy trans girls are just so impressive.

>>6840504
Next time bring someone kid it can be your siblings or cousin. I could never go into those places without bringing one of them

>>6840545
Hi how are you?
Today marks six months on hormones

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>>6840518
if it's any consolation or motivation
when you get down to a lighter weight the size of your stomach is smaller so you'll become full faster and it'll be physically painful for you to overeat
and when you get down to like 140lbs you can still eat 1700-1800 cals a day without gaining any weight, the only hard part is cutting your calorie intake to get there faster
>>6840537
y-yay ty nim
>>6840545
i'm sorry i'm trying my best ;~;

>helium tank is diluted
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAGAHAHAHAGAHAGHAHAHAH

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dang it this cute nerdy boy im trying to flirt with is so difficult to catch up to he's so rarely at his second job >_<

>>6840566
:/

>>6840495
I had a period where erections were agonizingly painful
But then I stopped getting them/inducing them, and so now my ℗enis has shrunken noticeably and even if I get an "erection" it's not very hard and is sort of limp

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I had sex with my father in my dream

I feel so ashamed

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>>6840571

>>6840569
I'm really annoyed and I came here just to post that
Fuck
It was a nice nap though
Better luck with the next tank I guess ;-;

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>>6840533
>take it on time
It doesn't actually matter that much when you take your hormones so long as you take some "in the morning" and some "in the evening"
t. Lazy person that routinely misses doses and takes them all asap when she remembers

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>>6840571
lol

The fuck did Blair go

>>6840575
I hope there's not a next tank fwiw

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>>6840576
yeah but i have bad memory
so if i take them in the morning i might forget i already took them in the morning and take them again
idk i'm dumb

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Hey!

Guess who got new teeth!
>only 1200$

Ah so tired and lazy today~

>>6840576
Dont these kinds of hormonal fluctations make you really moody though?

I try to keep taking mine always at the same time so i dont bitch at everyone for everything. :S

>>6840572
I actually thought it was real for like a minute when I woke up
it felt weird talking to him this morning
>>6840578
please don't laugh at me

>>6840581
I have the same problem. I swear my brain is slowly deteriorating.

>>6840582
nice teeth

>>6840585
It's just funny but :p
and don't worry, I don't think that's too abnormal don't feel ashamed

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>>6840581
Get one of these. They help immensely.

>>6840583
Daily hormone fluctuations affecting mood is a meme. The placebo effect is strong on this, missing a dose or whatnot isn't actually going to make you moody, hormones are very slow acting and changes in their levels don't produce noticeable mental changes immediately. Miss a few days though then yeah, maybe.

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this is me.
I know my face is pretty HON, but are my hips at least semi-close to cis levels?

>>6840591
it's not?

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gib qt bf pls mtfg @_@;

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>>6840571
Gooooo ahead and tell me more
>>6840592
Dude if i miss even a single dose i feel like "oh I'm a man now"

>>6840596
Its just a dream, so long as you don't actually have sex with him/fap to it then its not really that abnormal.

>>6840596
idk dreams are weird and they do weird things, they are pretty much meaningless.
hell when I was younger I dreamt I was at a party and I had sex with a girl who turned out to be my brother in drag D:

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>>6840580
Meh
I bought two just in case, but I'm really frustrated that this process is so tedious
JUST
I feel like I get shit on no matter what I do
Anyway nice seeing you hopefully tomorrow I can fucking get it right
>>6840598
Ok

>>6840599
I-I don't remember what happened really
I don't even know why I thought it was real when I first woke up, the start of the dream was pretty jumpy with environments and situations

some how we ended up having sex tho
and then we heard someone coming up the stairs so we pulled up the covers and just pretended to be watching tv
...oh god what's wrong with me

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>>6840599
>miss dose
>become aware you missed dose
>feel manly because you are consciously aware of what hormones are doing
Placebo. Seriously, during an extremely busy period of uni I actually forgot to take hormones for a day or two at a time from time to time. It does actually become problematic how little indication there is that you've missed doses after you've settled into taking them for years and start to get lazier about them.

>>6840605
:<
hugg snickers

>>6840599
Ikr lol.

>>6840592
Eh dunno, i defs notice how i become more, hmm... down? As the day goes. Its become better now since i spread them around, but missing a dose just makes it worse. Never tried to "catch up" on a missed one, i learned that you shouldnt ever do tha.

>>6840582
B D D
D
D

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>>6840605
d-did he have a big penis
in the dream

>>6840610
>>6840605
fug I've got deja vu now

>>6840595
>>6840595
>>6840595
plz respond

Hi friends it's 930am on the east coast and I am ready to die

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http://www.telegraph.co.uk/travel/maps-and-graphics/the-tallest-and-shortest-countries-in-the-world/

Awesome, I found a list of countries I won't be a freak in and a list of countries I will be a freak in

>>6840613
I dunno
I never saw it
>>6840610
hug
>>6840614
why

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>>6840603
ty yes this will do nicely

>>6840618
idk probs something one of you said triggered it
either way this situation feels familiar and Idk why

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>didn't shower at all last after work
>slept on my mother fucking air mattress that now smells awful
>waits until thr next day to shower
>uses up 30 mins of my getting ready for work time

im going to fucking kill this autistic neckbeard retard. words can't really describe how fucking mad I am rn I seriously want to physically harm him

ihhh how do you clean an air mattress?

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>>6840617
Will make note of shortest countries. Crushing manlets under your heel is gr8

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>>6840628
Come to Australia then
there's plenty of manlets to be crushed

>>6840626
Why didnt you kick him out already? I couldnt handle a smelly slob as room mate...

>>6840606
>It does actually become problematic how little indication there is that you've missed doses after you've settled into taking them for years and start to get lazier about them.
:/
Missing doses hasn't been a problem for me yet, but I'm worried it might be when I get more used to being on hrt.
Even though I don't need one yet, I should probably get one of those weekly pill organizers, just to make sure I stay on track.

Also, a big part of why I love injections is that I only have to remember one dose per week. If only I could get AA's in injectable form too.

>>6840605
Did you feel the sex? Usually the coolest part of dreams is how convincing they are. Like, if i eat something in a dream i can taste it.

>>6840638
I guess I felt pressure
I don't really know what a penis feels like tho

>>6840606
that's not true i missed a dose and my dick grew back

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I'm past my e shot since 3 days ago.
I'm
Just so sick

>>6840631
but what if one of them turns out to be a brown recluse?

>>6840639
すごい

>>6840645
we don't have brown recluses, we have other horrible spiders

>>6840644
Inject your E then, silly.

>>6840645
We don't have them, we got funnel webs

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>>6840631
Australia looks pretty average, no more manlets than here ;-;

>>6840635
Yeah, I mean, it was never really a problem for the first couple years given it was fresh in mind, and I know I took my hormones religiously during this period because transition was so top of mind. It legit does become easy to forget once life settles down and you have more pressing stuff though. Life starts happening, you get busy, and before you know it you're forgetting your pills because you've been spending all day running errands.
A pill organiser is a great investment, and if you have a good one you'll never need to buy another one.

>>6840643
Same, I'm just trying to prank them

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>>6840651
I should but I feel so weak
I'll do it tomorrow.

>>6840656
the women here are taller on average, some of them would make passgen cry and question their "eye for passers"

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>>6840656
yeah but they are manlets compared to me
Let's kill everyone shorter than me in the country, and then finally I will feel normal

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post music you liked when you were younger but still listen to today
https://youtu.be/JwiG9CUDo-I

>>6840667
I'm listenig to slipknot right now

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>>6840669
Which album?

>>6840662
>passgen, online pic
pic are only 2d, and never tell the whole story
irl, you see lots of ugly women
but no matter how bad they look, they don't get misgendered

>>6840667
Himeringo - Idola no Circus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBHKm3I5lkU

Juli - Geile Zeit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyMT8MDaxqo

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>>6840662
For real, height is one of the worst gauges for passing. There's some tall-ass cis women everywhere, and they don't generally get "clocked" because of their height.

>>6840663
>5'11"
So, you want to kill slightly more than half the country then?
You're really not that tall.

>>6840674
Pics also fail to capture how a person looks in motion too. Mannerisms and the like can be super clocky but a picture will never show it.

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>>6840676
idk how else to fix my insanity

>>6840679
ez

cut the lower sections of your legs off

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>mfw yesterday i attended a festival and there were tons of tall women, some taller than i, and i couldnt look over everyones heads like usual.

Where'd they come from. Maybe im not that absurdly tall after all?

>>6840674
as in, they don't actually know
>>6840676
I should have make myself clearer, that they "do not pass" by passgen quality posting based on their appearance as they're not anime or the Americanized definition of Beauty

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>>6840679
Lots o therapy if therapy is something that helps you, it's not for everyone
Or just wait to grow out of it. It's not like fixating on something like height is going to change it, focus on the stuff that you can. With time sometimes you can even learn to own the stuff that you can't change, or turn them into assets.

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>>6840656
Yeah, I'm only 4.5 months in, and I've already had to switch my cypro dose from night to morning, because I had a few too many times where I fell asleep before taking it, then woke up and thought "Oh shit!"

Also, can hrt make you more tired at night?
Half a year ago I could lose track of time and be up until 2 or 3 am easily, but now if it's after like 10:30 then I have to be careful not to put my head down unless I want to fall asleep for the night.

>>6840676
And conversely, motion and voice can make it so one passes perfectly even when their looks are rather masculine.

>>6840691
Therapy is probs the best option considering I hate this feature more than any others, it's pretty much pathological hate

>>6840670
Vol .3
>dat three nil

>>6840676
b/c people can literally smell my fear, I get clocked in close interactions

so now I just avoid interactions, which is bad

>>6840692
same
can't tell if it's hormones or depression

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>>6840692
Fuck, yeah, I know what you mean. If there's a single dose that I miss most often it's my evening dose, for that reason.
Maybe you're less depressed? Insomnia is a symptom of depression.

>>6840694
True, but it does still depend. It's a ymmv scenario.

>>6840698
Probably worth looking into then, it's not healthy to be stuck in this kind of loop.

>>6840690
Sometimes it does legit feel like "passing" means "being attractive" on this board.

>>6840707
I wish you luck with this anon, I actually had the same problem for some time. Eventually it will go away if you force yourself to interact, but shutting yourself away is definitely bad yeah.

>>6840692
you have less test. tiredness is usual with low test.

>>6840711
>Sometimes it does legit feel like "passing" means "being attractive" on this board.
Because ultimately that's what people want.

>>6840711
yeah should probably do so soon

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>>6840712
>Tfw library is closed for labor day.

Please save me mtfg. I'm in withdrawal from WoW. Please send help. I need an edison outlet, wifi connection and 4 pack of red bull stat.

>>6840721
Didn't mean to quote.

But seriously why does labor day even exist??

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>>6840719
Well of course
Who doesn't want to be attractive?

>>6840725
Labor Day in the United States is a public holiday celebrated on the first Monday in September. It honors the American labor movement and the contributions that workers have made to the strength, prosperity, and well-being of the country. It is the Monday of the long weekend known as Labor Day Weekend and it is considered the unofficial end of summer.

Beginning in the late 19th century, as the trade union and labor movements grew, trade unionists proposed that a day be set aside to celebrate labor. "Labor Day" was promoted by the Central Labor Union and the Knights of Labor, which organized the first parade in New York City. In 1887, Oregon was the first state of the United States to make it an official public holiday. By the time it became an official federal holiday in 1894, thirty U.S. states officially celebrated Labor Day.[1]

Canada's Labour Day is also celebrated on the first Monday of September. More than 80 countries celebrate International Workers' Day on May 1 – the ancient European holiday of May Day – and several countries have chosen their own dates for Labour Day.

>>6840566
didn't you know that? they've been doing that for a while since the exit bag became popular
you're meant to use nitrogen now

>>6840725
Because some protest/riot or something and the passing of labor rights legislation
I don't remember

>>6840556
Congrats basic. Today I maybe make a new friend!

Hopefully a friend who will hit me.

>>6840732
pullman strike

>>6840721
>tfw you don't remember the last public holiday because you don't keep track of the date

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>>6840732
>>6840728
I know why it exists, I'm asking WHY it exists. It's suuuper inconvenient for me as a homeless transgender man.

>>6840735
Yeah dat

>>6840495
from like 4 to 9 months it was too painful for me to do anything sexual but in the last two months the pain seems to have receded quite a bit

>>6840738
I thought you were with your grandparents now

>>6840738
Aren't you a transgender woman?
I'm sorry about your living situation :c

>http://www.advocate.com/commentary/2016/9/01/primer-hollywood-transploitation

What do you guys think of this article. I pretty much agreed with this.

I hate myself

>>6840741
Was up north for just a few weeks. Got a decent job down in NYC again so I'm roughing it until I can save up for a place.
>>6840742
>misgendering myself
REEEEEEEEEE, Im closeted though.

>>6840745
Awooooooooo?

I hate myself too but you shouldn't because I like open hearted memers like yourself.

>>6840748
No, I really hate myself.
There is literally nothing good about me

/Femboy/ here

Ive been on hrt for some time now.. Like pretty damn long... I was fine with the boobs, i was fine with my waist/hip ratio going way more hourglass than i expected, i was fine with how it changed me mentally and sexually, anything else that coulda been an issue

I am not okay with how emotionally all over the place i am on cypro, but i dont want to go back to spiro.

Its like i'll get tired easily, so i just cant feel happy in that state, like constant "ugh fuck my life." for no reason. Then i might feel energetic and confident, and then if anything even slightly emotional happens i will bawl. Only shit i care about, my boyfriend or something stressing me out, or anxiety/panicking about my life and my future

I just swear i get tired and cry so much more on cypro. Crying all the goddamn time, have to make sure i get lots of sleep before work or i am capt. Killjoy snappy bitch king

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>>>/cgl/9169590
>situation report: I've received messages from 3 of my friends asking if I'd dress up for them, and have sex with them: 2 guys, 1 girl.
>5 people asking for lingerie, 2 girls, and 3 guys (for their girlfriends).
>2 messages telling me to just return the clothes I've stolen, which is none.
>And finally a guy asking if I was a sugar baby.
>And the last 2 of my friends are actually understanding.

this is probably the most disturbing "coming out" reaction I've seen

>>6840744
>If you’re going to insist on making movies about trans people using cisgender actors trying to portray what you think is the way trans people live, we can’t stop you, but for the love of all that is holy, quit being so bad at it.

Nailed it. Put some research into what you wanna present and less stereotypes. Honestly i dont mind at all if a cis actor plays a trans role, im just pissed at how we're portrayed in these.

Can we have a movie where a character just so happens to be trans without the character being complelty "oh god im trans!" and nothing else?

>>6840756
I want a movie about a young transitioner memeing on 4chan

>>6840750
get orchi?

>>6840749
I really doubt that. Just sounds line depression talking to me.

Also all humans have the potential to do good. If you really feel like your shit go do charity work. You can make a difference.

>>6840758
5/7

While we're at it we could show how reality removed most trannies on this board are. And the critics at pass gen even more so.

>>6840744
Yeah, she's got a point. But then I don't really see it changing until they stop making Oscar bait movies, or until Hollywood moves onto the next big thing.

>>6840756
>Can we have a movie where a character just so happens to be trans without the character being complelty "oh god im trans!" and nothing else?
If I was a film director (or worked in film), I'd subtly sneak boxes of like HRT pills onto like kitchen benches and the medicine cabinets of all of the main characters. It would literally never be mentioned or put into focus.
Personally I'd be curious to see how long it was until anyone noticed.

What a shame I lack the creativity required to work in film.

>>6840750
my doctor said that after i'm on cypro for a few months i can stop taking it. apparently taking only E after the test level has fallen significantly is sufficient to keep it low.

>>6840751
Welp... that's wierd. But at least you have like 29 friends so...

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>>6840758
They'd probably fuck it up and leave the pizza out or something.

>>6840758
>>6840763
>mtv did do jersey shore
so when are we going to get mtfg show?

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>>6840761
Anon im a boy...

I've thought about it before but... I dont know you cant have an orchi if you're a boy its not right yknow? I dont care about them too much, i wouldnt care if i lost them, might be a good thing, but i cant have them removed.

>>6840767
not me, its a crossplayer on /cgl/

>>6840406
>>6840418
I see smiles is putting on weight, getting nice and chubby to take q hammering from her bf.

>>6840778
Just get it done faggot :^3

>>6840758
How about a movie about my life?
It would be fifteen minutes of me posting on here with music and an opening credits sequence, and then it would cut to me hanging from a rope and "The End, filmed at Shepperton Studios, England".
It would have to be one of the cheapest films to make.

>>6840756
Yes! Exactly! Like, every transgender in cinema is a John Waters psychopath addicted to drugs who AGP sleeps in heels and wants to kill themselves.

Fuck. Like, the end goal of transitioning for most people is not to stand out but to CONFORM. The majority of trans people I've talked too crave 'normalcy', where being trans is as small a part of their life post transition as possible.

>>6840711
>Fuck, yeah, I know what you mean. If there's a single dose that I miss most often it's my evening dose, for that reason.
Yeah, it gets really annoying. I've had so many times lately where I wake up and feel gross because I forgot to brush my teeth and/or take out my contacts. Hopefully my teeth don't rot out because of this. :/

>Maybe you're less depressed? Insomnia is a symptom of depression.
Perhaps.
I mean, I was depressed a lot before hrt, and I can still feel depressed now that I'm on it, but for the first time I can remember, I also feel a genuine sense of hope for the future, like everything's gonna be ok eventually.

>Sometimes it does legit feel like "passing" means "being attractive" on this board.
yeah :/
Passing is ofc a high priority for me, and I'll be thrilled if/when I can pass, but still, I'd be disappointed if I don't end up at least a little attractive.

>>6840712
Yeah, that's probably it.

>>6840781
leave smiles out of your fantasies pls

>>6840782
No :/ and anyway its expensive and what if they ask why, and what will my bf think

>>6840783
>then it would cut to me hanging from a rope
;_;

>>6840787
because you want to put less strain on your liver and your wallet?

>>6840787
Maybe your bf would find it cute? :^3
Also, they probably wouldn't ask why

>>6840778
Just stay on cypro until your balls are dead. Then stop taking cypro or indeed any AAs cause your balls are dead.

Also it probably makes you more emotional because cypro is a much more efficent AA than spiro, im guessing you had somewhat elevated T levels left so E didnt get to make you as emotional.

>>6840750
What dose of cypro?
What's your T level?

>>6840778
Where I live they'll give free orhis to non-binaries. You'd qualify easily from what you've said.

Cypro can have some weird side effects. I was not a fan with the way it mess with my mood, I was always on edge and ready to break down at the slightest poke.

>>6840797
Wait really? That works? How long does it take? How would you know they were dead lel
>>6840796
I dunno :/ i cant, im a boy
>>6840795
I never really cared much about taking hrt and still drinking and smoking. Life is better now i guess, but if i destroy myself i wont be super upset, its probably for the best, long term

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This sickness makes me want to die but I can't because I have to go to work

Tfw hate appearance cuz homeless and can't exfoliate.

RIP ME.

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Good nightings

>>6840801
I don't see what gender has to do with it.
Besides, if your fine with boobs and stuff its not that big a stretch to say you'd still feel comfortable and stuff without balls.

:^3

>>6840786
Why? Chubby tgirls make me stiff.

>>6840799
>ready to break down at the slightest poke

This is me not on mones though. :(
>>6840804
Same. Start my new job today.

>>6840807
night

>>6840798
Month 1-12 = 200mg spiro + 4mg E
Last two months = 50mg cypro + 2mg E

I dont know my levels. Still too scared to tell a doctor...
>>6840799
I live in the UK, im not really sure..
>>6840808
I mean yeah i wouldnt care if i didnt have them except the occasional feelings i have of it just feeling 'wrong' even tho its what i want

I just maybe wouldnt go outta my way to get it done

>>6840809
pædo

>>6840813
Its not out of the way, it'd save your liver and your wallet.

:^3

>>6840809
Booposting needs to stop.

>>6840809
because she's not a chubby tgirl.
She's a child

>>6840801
Depends, but Cypro kills your balls permanently, eventually, unlike other AAs where you may regain fertility and T production after stopping them.
Cypro is basically the opposite of Bica :p

>>6840817
But what if i wanted to fap or do lewd stuff with my bf?

It still kinda works down there, but itd be weird if not

>>6840826
you can still get erection after orchi

>>6840816
How the fuck am I pedo?
Only people 18+ are posting in these threads, anyone underage suppose to be banned for how many years it takes them to reach 18.

What the fuck you on?

>>6840826
I was on 25mg cypro and 1mg finasteride when I got my orchi. I find erections now are much easier to achieve and hold. My libido in general increased too.

>>6840826
Meh, fapping is overrated :^3

>>6840828
well in this case the mods are failing to do their job

why do trans characters always die in films??? why all the fuckin conceited tragedy???

>>6840827
>>6840830
>>6840831
Idk i need to think about it for a while

Would... There just be nothing under ur benis?

>>6840813
>50mg cypro
that's a lot without blood tests and risky. the usual dose is 25mg.

>>6840828
smiles is known to be b&
she just hasn't been banned (and guessing from her circumstance, she's on mobile anyway, so banning her would likely be difficult)

but underage posters on mtfg is nothing new
there is at least one posting itt right now

>>6840828
Smiles is 15 and usually the janitors don't care that much so...
>>6840835
p. much, just a cute benis :^3

>>6840834
Not to be rude, but didn't you attempt suicide like a week ago? A lot of trannies do have it hard, but yea short answer is oscar bait.

>>6840835
It depends. Standard ochi leaves an empty sack. Prosthetic balls are also a fairly common option. Getting the whole sack removed is uncommon but possible still, usually only if you're getting a cosmetic's person to do the operation.

>>6840813
I've heard of some people being on cypro and feeling real depressed, then lowering their dose and being fine.
My first thought would be to lower your cypro dose to 25mg, as that's enough to keep most people's T suppressed.

If at all possible then you should try and figure out a way to get blood tests though.
I know the UK system is notoriously awful about prescribing people hrt, but maybe you could still get blood tests from them? idk

>>6840836
Idk i dont care about destroying myself. I was gonna decrease my dose after a couple months
>>6840838
Ehhh i dunno though
>>6840840
I see...

Idk if i'd just want it hanging tho. I dont like how they look, especially when they hang it's disgusting and weird

>>6840835
Well, if you want you can keep most of the scrotal tissue. But it'll probably look much cuter without.

>>6840839
couple of weeks ago I overdosed on paracetamol but it was a genuine accident, I have memory issues and forgot how many tablets I'd taken
I was actually trying to get high off the codeine in the tablets to snap OUT of a suicidal episode and ended up putting myself in hospital, lmao

>not having balls
This sounds amazing.

>>6840841
I'm just too embarrassed to tell anyone... I wish i wasnt but :/

The idea of doing it makes me feel sick and panicky, i physically cant. My bf is the only one who knows and i said it very very vaguely over text so he didnt really understand

>>6840835
with normal orchi there would be just the empty scrotal skin but after time it will contract a bit unless you are massaging/pulling it to prevent that.

It's funny coming onto here and seeing everyone having genuine problems.

To think, my suicide will be over considerably less.

Oh well. C'est la vie.

>>6840844
I agree with you on looks. I got all the scrotal skin removed so it's smooth between dick and ass.

>>6840844
>I dont like how they look, especially when they hang it's disgusting and weird
are you sure you're happy being a boy?

>>6840844
doooo eeeeet~

>>6840838
So she supposed to have a 3 year ban.....

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>excuse me miss is your boss here?
>smile on the inside

is getting gendered correctly supposed to feel this good? :3

>>6840848
Glad you made it out okay though, seriously.

Also the only people who hate Smiles are people jealous that she's an early transitioner with actual problems. She's not just blogging she actually needs advice and help unlike 90% of trips.

http://www.strawpoll.me/11077368

>>6840852
>having a passable and wet neo-vag
even better

>>6840865
Not as good as you riding a stiff dick.

>>6840845
I dont want any of it, it looks gross.

But i probably wont get them removed... I need to maintain some normality as a boy. Sometimes it feels a little embarrassing having boobs or my dick not working so well or not producing sperm, having really feminine ratios

Like i like it, but its embarrassing at the same time. I should be a normal boy

>>6840866
I dunno.
I stopped hating her after I realised she had real problems.

There is still a sack after orchi?
Can't they just like...cut it off?

>>6840873
Depends.
Some do, some don't.

>>6840864
I mean, I guess so but lets be honest, who really cares? She's nice and awesome so it harms no one.

Plus there are other underageb&s~

>>6840858
>Oh well. C'est la vie.

non, ce n'est pas

>>6840870
how does your bf feel about you transitioning?

>>6840860
Yeah that would be a lot better but idk
>>6840854
I see..
>>6840861
I dont know, my therapist said i seemed like a boy to him, and i think i feel like a boy you know?
>>6840862
No ;_;
>>6840878
Im not transitioning ;_;

>>6840865
Thats great :D
I'm happy for you ^^

>>6840874
I feel like it would look really weird if they didn't

>>6840868
Nah I'm fine with my D tho. I'll wait like 10 years until a bunch of new med tech gives me archer style robo vag.
>>6840865
Well I know I'm a preHRT boy with gross facial hair and everything, but on the occasions it happens to me it makes me feel pretty good. Even though I know it's just a mistake. You actually pass though.

>>6840880
You know you want to~
(transition soon :^3)

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>>6840865
It does at first until the novelty wears off and then it's just a common occurrence

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>>6840883
the tissue is useful for srs tho if you wanna get that eventually

>>6840887
I kinda do but no, i dont even know how to

>>6840880
boys don't feel like their genitals are disgusting and weird. maybe you should visit another therapist who is experienced with gender issues?
you are transitioning, just not socially. while that is perfectly fine if you are happy with it you don't seem happy about not staying a boy in the public eye?

>>6840893
Check OP for help~
:^3

>>6840853
You mean you have boobs, but your bf doesn't know what you're doing?

>>6840873
Depends on if you want to get full srs eventually.
If so, then you'd want to leave as much scrotal tissue as possible, so you have material to use for srs.
If not, then you can do either, but you'd probably want to remove it, because having an empty scrotum would look weird.

>>6840894
*about staying a boy in the public eye
i hope that sentence makes grammatically sense.

>tfw you missed the transition boat
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I should probably stop posting here. I decided to repress for like a few years to join the Navy and knowing I want to transition while being unable too is gonna make me kms I think.

Also a baby spider just landed on my phone from space and is weaving a web on my hand while it explores it. So cuuute.

>>6840898
>because having an empty scrotum would look weird.
that fucking tissue is the biggest problem with tucking for me. the balls are easily hidden and the penis isn't too bad if it weren't for the fucking scrotum skin which is like a huge pillow under it. orchi seems useless to me without removing the skin.

>>6840902
Okay I just watched a spider FLY AWAY. WHAT THE FUCK. IT LITERALLY FLEW AWAY LIKE A FLYING ANIMAL BUT ITS A SPIDER. What the fuck. IT WENT STRAIGHT UP INTO THE AIR AND FLEW INTO THE PARKING LOT.

Can anyone link or describe what a post-orchi scrotum looks like? I am curious but all the images I am finding are basically gore.

>>6840890
Nah

>>6840906
>tfw didn't get gore pictures of my own
missed opportunities

>>6840875
What's the harm if I joked about dog fucking in /an/? It hurts no one, yet I was banned for an entire month from all boards for it.

Didn't go back to /an/ for months and I was starting to be a regular poster too. Personally made a few memes.

It's nothing to do with "hurting no one" it's about rules.

If this underage b& goes and does something fucking stupid, and they trace it to this board telling them to do it.... there will be trouble.

>>6840894
I dont mind people thinking a boy, i used to want to be a girl and dress that way and stuff but that was when i was a kid. Im fine really, i dont want to transition
>>6840898
They're only little, he just knows i have really sensitive nipples
>>6840897
Nah its not right desu

my cuck step dad just took my car to replace tires battery and oil right after i smoked weed in it. oops..

>>6840904
i agree
>>6840900
it was last year wasnt it?

>>6840905
OH MY GOD; THEY'RE EVOLVING!!!! IT'S OVER FOR HUMANITY!!!!

>tfw the only reason you weren't going to kill yourself was so your parents didn't feel bad
>tfw you realize that they are a major contributor as to why you would kill yourself so you wouldn't nearly feel as guilty
that's that sorted then

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>>6840907
ye, but thats the reason people dont cut it off.

>>6840902
but what about, like, spiro at least?

>>6840911
>they will be trouble

Lol.

>>6840913
>it was last year wasnt it?
i'd say that, but by the time you get hormones locally (it takes literally years), it was actually something like three years ago

>>6840912
It is right.
You'll be a good girl~
Do itttt~
>>6840911
Oh Lord

>>6840916
*bows to the princess*

>>6840915
What do they do?

>>6840911
>consequences will never be the same

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>>6840922
OMG!!

hello :3
how are you today?

>>6840918
Tbh it's not like they'd kick me out for having tits right?

>>6840904
It wouldn't be entirely useless. Not having to be on AA's is always a plus.
But again, it depends on whether you wanna get srs.

>>6840907
Then go and get your scrotum removed. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>6840929
so you're going to take hrt in the navy?

>>6840920
i waited almost a year before starting hormones at my clinic..it was driving me crazy..sorry anon

>>6840902
>I decided to repress for like a few years
You made a terrible decision.
t. former repressor

>>6840934
After A school, that's my plan. I plan on coming out after they already invested in me and I got schooling out of it. They lifted the ban on trans people this year.

>>6840928
im good :)

getting stuff done for once!

more importantly, how are you?

All of you look like men

>>6840940
thanks, that's what i'm going for : )

>>6840919
>>6840927
>I remember this
I've been on this site for too long
I'm waiting for jessica slaughter to becomes 18 so she can do porn. Make anpussy slushie, they should call it that.

>>6840936
Tbh I'd love to not repress but I'm homeless with no money or career. The Navy is my last shot to make something of myself. If this doesn't work I'm giving up and punching my ticket 100% no irony. I have no hope, no one's going to save me. I have nothing.

>>6840925
pushed me to 'focus on my studies' instead of getting a job when i was sixteen
this means that i'm basically unemployable, because my studies have lead nowhere

this means that i'm basically 100% financially dependent on them (welfare isn't a thing because of my circumstances)

but when i wanted to speak to someone about my shit or do literally anything that isn't eat, they tell me to 'pay for it myself' which i can't do

i've literally had enough, and i feel that they can suffer in my place
i don't care