/mtfg/ - Transwoman General

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why can't i stop sounding like a boy

https://clyp.it/ke2hxyq4

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>>6759402
I was too late :(

p-please use >>6759406 for next thread ;~;

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nth for yuri

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>>6759413

>>6759418
tfw no one likes tall girls

>>6759416
>Post numbers
>406
vs.
>402
Sorry, this is the thread, it was made first

>>6759424
I'm tall though

>>6759416
I tested extremely vanilla and very slightly submissive.

>>6759424
Black men :|

>>6759413
she's very straight to the point

>>6759411
it's actually not too bad

>>6759402
>Nothing ever changes edition
more like nothing ever changes except if you have money thrown at you like all the passers. Notice none of the passers are in dire economic conditions, its rather telling

>>6759424
Other girls do, at least from my experience

>>6759429
i-i meant next thread :<
a-after this one :s

>>6759391
>I mean I talk about transition stuff often and get replies
What can I say? Congrats on being a young cute transitioner? Glad it's working out for ya.

>>6759424
Short guys tend to like tall girls.

>>6759424
You're kidding, right?

>>6759411
It's not perfect, but not bad by any means

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Who here think edgar passes?

>>6759429
how tall

>>6759430
even worse

>>6759435
ok thats good

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>tfw drove daddies modified camero 120 on the tollway where there's no traffic
>tfw boy mode because I'm in Texas

No bra is boy mode right.... Right

>>6759445
did you pass pre transition?

>>6759305
They do, but my school is tumblr af

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i love the desert

and also
HERE WE GOOOOOOO

>>6759449

Did daddy rekt ur butthole?

>>6759434
kayla please let me be your bf and i will love you forever and mellow you out

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>>6759449
How are you doing Faye?
<3
>>6759445
>using an old image
>being a meanie
Stop please :<

>>>/r9k/30813237

>>6759457
He's dead, we bury him Tuesday

>>6759449
Your father is turning in his freshly dug grave.

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i want a cyanide capsule
anyone else wanna check out of this nightmare?
i can't find one reason to live

>>6759431
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1WXfx1VLcpq

>>6759434
You will also notice many of them hustle their butts to get things done.

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>>6759446
5'10" and loving it

>>6759438
Oh ok ;-;

>>6759434
It's okay, i've never had a job either.

>>6759467
do it already you dumb obnoxious bitch

>>6759467
but that sounds painful

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>>6759473
6'2 and loathing it

We should have an /fa/ edition desu....
Also, how hon are docs? They're comfy af and I need new boots.....

>>6759473
I'm 5"7. I can never remember this fact. It is an omitted portion of my brain. I only know this as fact because they measured me today. I am 5"7 120 lbs. :)

I told her I thought I was 5"4 "but I also might be like 5"11 I actually really have no idea how it works..."

>>6759462
I'm ok less tense then I was before

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>>6759402
>Tfw Suzy announces she's back in the thread.

Hey girls! Anything fun hapoened while I was out and doing stuff

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I love eating big pickles!!!

>>6759472
that means nothing, every single passer here has got money from someone else and didn't work for it so its easy for them to voice train, get surgery, all without having to stress about money. But hey I am the only one brave enough to ever bring this up.

>>6759449
see, you only live off of free shit, god I wish you were dead

They better double my antidepressant dose or im going to do something stupid

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Does anyone wear heels? I tried some on but I felt too tall to pull them off.

>>6759489
Penises*

>>6759487
Its good that you are feeling a bit better
*hugs*
>>6759488
Hiya <3
>>6759489
Hi Red <3

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>>6759468
b-but you can't say that kind of thing!

>>6759493
>tfw you will never be an east asian cis girl

>>6759468
how long did it take you to get that voice kiwi-san

did you go to a slp

>>6759493
You already know I do

>>6759492
"something stupid"? :<

>>6759493
I love heels. I'm already too tall here, so I guess being amazon is awesome.

>>6759495
Heya! <3

Is this the "I hate my height" hour?

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>>6759496
wait why not
>>6759499
idk i just practiced a lot with other people
avery from the discord helped me a lot

>>6759489
Note to self: when cuddling with red in the future buy entire jar of giant pickles

>>6759499
yo yo speaking of voice stuff, how do I practice on my own? I asked last thread but i fell asleep before got answers. I can only ever find like 1 set of instructional videos on youtube and it's really just a sale's pitch. Everything is non-passing cross dressers and that's NOT the same as a "cis" voice.

>>6759490
Your mom paid for your orchi, what are you on about?

everyone is so much more girly then me fuck it makes me want to die
im going to rip my router out of the wall and end this, this doesn't mean you one, you just get one less soul to torture with your wicked bragging you fucking fucks

tfw no cute girl to cry on

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>>6759481
Ain't nothing wrong with being tall.

>>6759484
Wat

>>6759493
Relevant to height discussion, I occasionally wear heels at 5'10".

>>6759449
>daisy dukes
YESSSSSSSS

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>>6759494
no!!!! Pickles!!!!
Pickles for sissies!
>>6759495
heya pup what's good?

>>6759493
Often. I like towering...

>>6759509
not for all of us.

Just a tip: if you haven't been gendered female by 1 year of hormones just detrans and live as a man

>>6759524
Reminds me of that bowtie ftm

>>6759509
Tbqh, I wish I was shorter still....

>>6759510
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1KTSlP1lClf
Everyone knows girls can't say lewd things

I'm 5'6" and I know that's not so bad but I desperately want to be 5' or even a little shorter than that. I want to be so small.

>>6759509
Yeah, I'm one inch too short. Well, heels can fix that a bit.

>>6759524
I'm 38.

Today is hard ladies, it really is. But you're all beautiful and I adore you all.

>>6759519
>Ain't nothing wrong with being tall.
Aint nothing wrong being a man either but it's fucking horrible for MtF's, same with being over 6' tall

>>6759503
Something stupid. Not that anyone cares what some uggo does, gotta be young and pretty for anyone to give a shit.

>>6759522
Not much, mostly just posting around really.
My dad went back home today, which is kinda good really because I've been pretty down this week so haven't talked to him much :/

I feel good rn though ^^

Hbu?
>>6759506
<3 <3 <3

>>6759502
Yea
You look good in all your heels and boots
Idk about me tho I'm not confident enough yet I guess
>>6759506
Hah, I guess that works!
>>6759498
>tfw mostly polish american white girl
>>6759519
I guess I really am just too insecure, probably because of this place lol
>>6759534
I know the feeling. It's a dumb feeling but I feel it anyway.
>>6759537
I hope you're doing okay..

>>6759510
im surprised how i was able to get it sounding sort of girly kinda quickly but i get frustrated when i talk and it still doesn't sound right lol

you talking about isla's discord?

>>6759511
http://lena.kiev.ua/voice/

https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/

record your voice, mess around with it until something starts working, beg on /mtfg/ for advice, start from scratch when someone tells you why it sucks

>>6759524
51...................................................

>>6759526
bad rule....

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Nothing wrong with being tall

>tfw the good feels are going away
>>6759526
What if they were pity genders?
>>6759534
I know right? I'm average for a grill, but I wanna be 5'....

>>6759524
*Raises hand

>>6759536
I wish I was as young as you.

>>6759543
I am not at all, but please have a nice day.

>>6759548
>pity genders?
jesus christ

>>6759546
you tell em red

>>6759519
I can never remember my height. it has always been this way. I also have a very a difficult time with

>math -- even the extreme basics of algebra do not work in my brain
>navigation
>Spelling without spell checker (most is muscle memory on qwerty + spell check -- the irony being I'm an editor by trade)
>names
>getting things, anything at all right the first time

I have a very unique brain in some very colorfully broken ways.


>>6759524
Mallory isn't 30 yet, is she? doesn't look like it. I'm 24. I'll turn 19 emotionally when my body turns 30.

>>6759533
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0Tr39nK7RjP
honestly idk how to teach people, avery from the discord had a website on how to master it and i learned from that
i don't have it anymore

>>6759540
I care a lot about you Lily, if anything happened to you I don't know what I would do... please don't do anything stupid :(

>>6759543
Yeah! Own it Grace. be cnfident and give no fucks ;).

>>6759542
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
You'll never out<3 me!

STOP POSTING TRANNY PROPAGANDA THREADS ON /R9K/

>>6759548
what did you end up installing?

>>6759453
What school? I'm at SFSU and stealth. The people who know don't get why I'd want to be stealth. It's really fun getting accused of transphobia every time trans issues come up (and the trenders ALWAYS leap at a chance to bring it up).

You are all disgusting sick freaks

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>>6759524
you should let kayla come live with you

>>6759519
i guess not but it makes you stick out a bit as a girl wouldn't you say?

>>6759568
wut
>>6759567
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

>>6759568
Stop falling for tranny propaganda :^)

>>6759524
pretty sure im the oldest poster in this thread... turning 50 next year...

been on 4chan since 2003, im incredibly pathetic

>>6759561
this one?
http://lena.kiev.ua/voice/

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>>6759561
fuark. I got told my voice passed on that discord but I'm still not really happy with it
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0c1heI3ltHl

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>>6759524
me

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>>6759526
Yeah this is what I've been thinking. It's just not working out and I don't know what to do to fix it. Transitioning by myself with bad genes late was a mistake.

>>6759546
Tall is only good if you're pretty.

>>6759576
>>6759577
i was told to say that
>>>/r9k/30814021
what you guys are doing isnt cool

>>6759581
yes that's the one
basically i just learned from that
>>6759582
you do sound cute tho and it passes well enough
maybe just try speaking at a higher pitch and practicing higher ranges?

>>6759576
(<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3)^<3

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>>6759567
>Yeah! Own it Grace. be cnfident and give no fucks ;).
I'm tryinggggg
It's hard to go from self hate to confidence but I h ave a lot of people to help me thankfully
>>6759553
I'll try to, please cheer up soon
>>6759585
Haven't you been not presenting female?
>Tall is only good if you're pretty.
Didn't you just call this place bddgen?

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>>6759579
these are the people who are voting for hilary

>>6759582
You sound cute, but its a really dorky cute.

>>6759579
That's horrible :/

Thank goodness I deleted my Facebook

>>6759580
I turn 52 next year... ;)

What are you going to do for your 50th?

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>>6759587
>that entire post
Get a fucking job or something holy shit

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lmao I can't say ANYTHING on my facebook without people getting angry

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>>6759579
maybe you should stop being a transmisogynistic, fat-shaming shitlord :^)

>>6759589
I can do higher but it sounds fucking dumb. I sound really good when singing at a higher pitch I just can't talk there for some reason.

>>6759595
Well I'm a dork so I guess that's appropriate

>>6759601
you fucked up. get the fuck off of facebook, since you cant seem to stop posting peoples personal info

>>6759563
Mallory is 10/10 tho :p

>>6759601
those are some pretty annoyed people :c
*hugs*

>>6759568
my /b/.

I'll post to /k/ and /pol/ next time.

>>6759570
My friend is 100% stealth FTM (not a surprise) and started transition at 16 (born intersex -- gendered incorrectly by hospital --- thankfully progressive parents were against snipping the "long clit"). *HE*s 22 now and bigger than I am, but I remember being on campus and listening to him (then a her at age 17) just fucking destroy some transtrenders in "debate" (3 girls screaming at him). They called her a "fucking bigot" and she literally stood up and without warning punched a girl (more hilariously the wrong one) in the mouth. Shit was amazing. this was an art school too.

>>6759593
LMAO! I want to see how trump voters see themselves! Please!

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>>6759592
>Haven't you been not presenting female?
I've been fulltime for a bit now, not that anyone has been able to tell. Don't know how to pass before FFS and larynx surgery. Late transition with bad genes fucking sucks yo.
>Didn't you just call this place bddgen?
Yes? I don't see how this is related though, being tall is alright if you're pretty, not so much if you're not.

>>6759605
my voice sounded dumb when i started at a high range, it gets to sound more natural the more you use it imho
i mean it might be going back a step but if you practice it long enough it's worth it i think?

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>>6759575
Not really. Height is literally the least important thing people use when gendering someone.

>>6759543
This place breeds a certain kind of obsession over certain things. Try not to let it get to you. ;-;

>>6759556
Interdasting..

>>6759592
Im not going to cheer up anytime soon. Just do your best and have a good day though.

>>6759601
I haven't listened to revisionist history, is it good?
I've only read the tipping point and some of Blink, lol

how do you deal with a big forehead and high hairline ._.

>>6759587
if there is one thing mods don't tolerate it's containment breach. That person is getting IP permanently blocked.

>>6759638
just bee yourself

>>6759638
Bangs work for some, might wanna look into the surgery where they pull your hairline forward if it's really bad tho.

>>6759637
it's super good, I think you would like it
>>6759614
Gimme all your hugs bby
>>6759607
it was an accident
I cleared it up
>>6759602
How am I fat shaming anyone when I talk about a podcast that I enjoy?

>>6759637
hi mercury <3

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>>6759601
>Tfw people are mad at fat trump statue

>>6759648
>I cleared it up
no you didnt lmao anyone who paid attention saw it
thats not how this website works

>>6759648
My new endocrinologist was a fat fat. I found that hilariously ironic but also kinda sad.

>>6759648
*hugs*
*hugs*
*hugs*
*hugs*
<3 <3 <3 <3

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>>6759638
Bangs

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>>6759633
I've learned from this place recently that a woman's existence is invalid unless she's short, submissive and pretty
The natural progression for transgirls is pity gendering, pity passing, and then pity stealth

>>6759638
FFS

Or I guess bangs.

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>>6759624
>see themselves
its a matter of fact on how they look

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>>6759625
Does it even count as full time when you don't leave the house?

>>6759626
>practice it long enough it's worth it i think?
IDK my voice is decent enough to get by, I've never gotten clocked by it. It sucks not sounding like a qt tho

Where do I buy cute anime figurines? I never had a desire until now.

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>>6759654
le average democrat supporters

>>6759648
I don't know someone said it
but hating fat people shouldn't be considered "oppression" anyway
fat people are disgusting and should be ashamed of their bodies
its the same for anorexics
the human body is not supposed to look like that

>>6759605
>>6759626
probably speaking in falsetto right?

just raise it slowly

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>>6759670
Amiami, Jlist, HLJ, Mandarake

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>>6759651
Hi
>>6759648
Hmm
Yeah I probably would
I really liked The tipping Point I haven't read it since not long after it first was released, I need to reread it
I should just download his bibliography and read it on my phone maybe

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>>6759662
I love this
>Mfw I read this

anime is for the weak

>>6759673
christ
Why anyone would be proud to be autistic is BEYOND me
>>6759658
thank you bby!
what's shaking?
>>6759656
chubby is cute to cuddle
>>6759654
idk why tho

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i posted in the wrong thread ._.

>>6759673
mental illness isn't something you should be proud or ashamed of
what the fuck
shouldn't they want to fit in more, not stand out as being psychologically different?

>tfw no longer having soap chemical issues on my skin.
I can tell my clothes washer to do and extra rinse cycle on every load. I then run everything through a rinse only cycle too, and have it do an extra rinse on that cycle for a total of 4 rinse cycles. That gets rid of enough of the soap so my skin is OK. I used to wash with soap, then without soap to get similar.

>>6759668
yea i'm not saying it's not, it's definitely nerdy cute
i was just explaining how i got my voice more squeaky
>>6759677
yeah sort of
it's hard to explain idk

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>>6759667
....
>>6759668
You can still work on it and improve, people's voices change over time anyway

>>6759685
Some bad stuff and some good stuff :/
I'm pretty mixed atm desu :/
>>6759673
>proud autistic
what the fuck even

>>6759685
I'd rather my autistic cousin feel proud of who he is instead of ashamed and hate himself because autistic is the new retarded

>>6759675
They both have eating disorders. I actually feel really bad for anorexics. Fat people are just sloppy lazy creatures with indolent minds. If you could shame them into running and jogging, they'd probably eat you.

Instead, they clog and HOG like pigs the endocrinologist appointments that could otherwise be used to help the elderly, the diabetics, transgender MTF or FTM, and other people who ACTUALLY NEED THE MEDICAL HELP.


The worst part is that they expect health care coverage.

Why do fat people get health coverage? Why don't they just get prescribed a heavy dose of "HARDEN THE FUCK UP AND JOG YOU FUCKING WHALE"

>>6759685
im proud to be autistic

im one of those autistic savants, my specialty is 1950-1952 baseball statistics

>>6759694
haha everyone with a good voice doesn't know how to help

i guess it's the sort of thing you have to figure out yourself

>>6759554
Those exist! I swear!
>>6759569
Gonna install Debian desu
>>6759570
Hunter College. There's a seminar about how being white is bad there soon iirc.

>>6759673
I'm not even american, come on!

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>>6759667
I've been socializing a bit. Been to a few family occasions and went out with old high school friends and such, along with a bunch of doctor visits. Nobody so far has bought it and it's really awkward and makes me want to off myself.

I really don't know what to do anymore, I knew I took a risk going fulltime and coming out to everyone and looks like the risk didn't pay off and now I'm stuck living with the consequences. I'm really hoping to get some stronger meds today so I don't have to deal with this shitty reality.

>>6759685
>christ
>Why anyone would be proud to be autistic is BEYOND me
Well that's a thing that's essentially an innate part of oneself that can't change
Like being trans
It's better to be proud of being trans than be ashamed no?

>>6759699
you have to support their lifestyle decisions. Being fat is just like being gay or trans, it's not like they have a choice.

>>6759701
It really is a matter of practicing whatever works best for you. What it mainly comes down to is you've got a method that works and you're actively working at it every day and slowly using your male voice less so you stop undoing your progress.

>>6759671
>Tfw i'll always hate myself if I take off my underwear
>tfw I might as well just die

If I could get a redo button, it would be to fix the chromosome I got.

>>6759719
>tfw you will never fuck vaginaposter in the ass and tell her her pussy is gross and disgusting

>>6759719
that's a very cute butthole

>>6759719
ok
now sharpie in pooper

>>6759714
what if i want to be able to switch back and forth between boy and girl voice

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>>6759675
i just like to look fit and appreciate the work that people put in their bodies
>>6759682
I haven't read any of his stuff
>>6759698
New retarded? I don't understand that.
>>6759696
awww
well, I love you Carol!

>>6759685
>Why anyone would be proud to be autistic is BEYOND me
I feel the same way about being trans. Anyone who likes to publicize it is retarded.

>>6759735
You can't.
Unless you're like some voice acting god but still, you need to accept you're not gonna be able to do a guy voice anymore. It'll sound like a girl doing a guy voice eventually.
>>6759736
>New retarded? I don't understand that.
Everyone uses autistic as an insult.

>>6759719
Where's the cock?????????????????????????????????????????????????????

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Imma blog for minute

I really want to buy some pvc fetish gear. I've been feeling really domme lately
I'm gonna see one of my favorite bands next month and decided I'm gonna go girl mode to it
The post laser face is killing me. Those fucking black hairs under the skin are ten times worse after it til they fall out.
I really miss my best friend. I haven't seen him in over a month even though he lives in the same city. On the rare times I'm not hiding from people and making excuses, he's busy
I started voice practice and it was going OK, but then I stopped again. So it's hard to get back into.
I'm feeling like going full time might be farther off than I planned for reasons out of my control. It sucks.

>>6759741
she's one of those girls who was born without a cock

>>6759719
be my gf

>>6759736
I love you too Red! <3

>>6759740
Ahh, well.
Honestly I hate being autistic. It makes me so angry and ashamed
>>6759744
Girl.....without.......dink???????????

>>6759741
oh my god red you cant just ask someone why they dont have a penis

>>6759750
You're autistic?

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>>6759708
You have to keep powering through the shitty parts of starting full-time. Yes, not everyone is going to be accepting, and yes it's going to be a bit weird, but the longer you stick with it the easier it gets. The answer for what to do is to stick to your guns and keep going.

>>6759662
Lol

>>6759736
me too
but when people do nothing but eat and become bloated and disgusting and then expect people to be attracted to them
ew
>>6759744
uh wtf

>>6759736
Oh
Hmm
You should at least read the tipping point
That's his best known work I feel like
>>6759741
Kek
>>6759742
Nice blog
Hope you feel better
Maybe you have to just invite your friend over that way you don't have to go out and feel super uncomfortable

>>6759754
Yup
I don't tell people IRL, but I was diagnosed at 3. I'm so angry about it and I feel as if my brain is "wrong" compared to others

>>6759749
I'm literally crying because I don't have one, and it'll never be like my sister's

>>6759763
>>6759749
Ew.

>>6759712
This argument made unironically in the wild infuriates me.


>>6759742
If you wanna skype me to practice voice you'll always be able to +1 my talent with it. (My vocal chords are perma damaged from years of screaming in a punk band -- but mostly from acid reflux).

>>6759750
Are you self diagnosed like me? I don't really think I'm that autistic, I just have some wonky behavior like not being able to look anyone in the eye but I think that's because it's too scary cuz I'm trapped in this fucking body. Explaining that i have autism is a better blanket umbrella for people to understand me than the nuanced plethora of other symptoms that all would otherwise anyway fall under autism spectrum disorder (despite no clinical assessment being done since I was 9).

>>6759763
Delete this :|

>>6759761
He's asked to come over a few times but excuses and reasons come up.
Yeah I'm awful and don't deserve friends.

>>6759763
That's a pretty nice vagoo

>>6759763
Blue board.
>please stop making girls cry

>>6759764
You shouldn't hate yourself over it. You wouldn't with other diseases would you?

>>6759765
I said this to a cis friend of mine and she said "yeah! BUT i'll never have a penis...so..."

and I just look at her like :|

We have a 21-year-old son. He lives at home with us. We're from Leeds, UK.

Our son has Asperger's Syndrome, which is part of ASD (autism spectrum disorder).

Last night he told us he had something very important to tell us; he said he felt he'd never meet a woman who liked him and lived locally, and that he likes transgender women (but not in a fetishisstic way).

He told me that some of the women who he's liked (he said a rough estimate was about 50%) were trans women, but he did not find out until much later on down the line and that they looked and sounded feminine, but he didn't know, he said "it's not as if I seek out transwomen or have a fetish for them".

However, the thing that stopped him dating them was that they lived too far away (one woman, Nicole ; not her real name; lived in London) and he worried about being beaten up and transphobia.

He's admitted to liking Caitlyn Jenner, but not because she's transgender; he likes her for her "exotic looks and sunny personality" and a model he found out about in the news who he found out months later was actually a trans woman (he didn't know at the time... he thought she was a glamour model).

We don't have issues with transgender or LGBT, but we do know that our area is slightly homophobic/transphobic as it is.

Our son is quiet, softly-spoken and has very few friends.

He told us he wants help in meeting a girlfriend, and said he would date a transwoman, even a pre-op one provided they looked fairly feminine and had a good personality and would treat him nicely (he believes in the golden rule thing about treating others way you want to be treated).

He told us how he has difficulty meeting women, and says he feels sometimes embarassed that the women he likes turn out to be trans because he fears someone may ask about it. I am coming to this board to help our son by seeing if any of you would be interested in dating him.

>>6759764
That explains a lot.

>>6759769
>My vocal chords are perma damaged from years of screaming in a punk band
Lmao same. Kinda. But with lots of drinking and a decade of smoking too.

>>6759777
She does with other diseases though.
Love Red, Hug Red.

>>6759769
Nope, not self diagnosed. I have complex feelings about people who self diagnose

>>6759769
Well
some people are bulkier naturally
but nobody naturally weighs more than 200 lbs
if you're so heavy you cannot preform basic tasks
its you're fault

>>6759769

Screaming in a punk band you say?

>>6759778
Either Freud was right that all girls have p**** envy, or that's a closet FtM

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>>6759781
yep

>>6759779
This is not how you bait on 4chan. Go to reddit with this, its pretty high quality.

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>>6759784
It's very silly to hate yourself for illnesses, especially something you were born with. Everyone has something "wrong" with them. Everyone. They may not talk about it but I've found if you get to know people you'll learn everyone is human and has something off about their mind, body, or both.
It's human to be "wrong", it's normal to be "different".

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>>6759779
>liking caitlyn
>>/out/
>>6759777
I mean other diseases don't fuck with your brain and make you feel incomplete or like a blathering fool. I just want to hide that part of me

>>6759779
i have the same problem as your son

and i would also like a trans gf from here

>>6759794
yeah that one looks tasty

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>>6759800
Don't hide it. Being ashamed and hiding it only makes things more difficult doesn't it? Wouldn't life be easier if you were open about what afflicts you and some of the quirks or troubles you may face?

>>6759800
Not doing a very job hiding it lol

>>6759794
stop making me cry

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>>6759490
I was super worried about paying for ffs but my dad left me his entire estate so like I guess I don't have to work again or do anything ever and I might as well


Also why did you call me a boy last thread it's super mean meanie

>>6759756
>not everyone is going to be accepting
But that's the thing. People are accepting but I can clearly tell they're just being nice and I'm not actually passing at all. It's fucking killing me inside to put people through this just because I can't transition properly and be a passer like most of the people here.

Another big issue is that I don't know how to progress my transition. I've been voice training for over 6 months now and I haven't reached the female range yet despite trying every trick in the book. I can't afford larynx shave for many many years and there's no voice therapy available. Same with laser, beard shadow is obvious, can't makeup it away with my budget and knowhow and laser is many many years away due to it being so fucking expensive.

I'm really at a dead end here with no way out I don't know how I'm going to be able to keep going like this. I hate life so incredibly much and every morning I wake up to wanting to just end it all and those thoughts are all I can think of until I go to bed at night. I wish I was born cute and transitioned early like all the popular people here but no, I was blessed with hig test, being over 6' tall, wide, no hips and unattractive face and I transitioned way past the call-off point.

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>>6759698
Autists can be damn fucking smart. In fact there is a moderate IQ boost in them over normals. I think I got the insanely high boost to IQ.

>>6759700
>>6759690
LOL, one of mine is learning new knowledge. I did painting and photography for while. I rapidly got to beyond college levels of skills in both before I got to hs.

It really sucks not being able to read non verbal communication in group settings. I get massively overloaded. With one person I can read them very well.

>>6759750
I find it frustrating.

>>6759764
My diagnosis was less than a month ago... I knew I was before.

>>6759779
>attracted to Bruce
your son has a lot worse problems than being an autistic chaser

>>6759814
This post made me cry :(
I'm so sorry stuff is so hard for you rn
Fuck, I really wish I could help

>>6759785
I have complex feelings about getting reassessed at my age (24). There was talk of putting the ASD (before it was known as ASD) label on me throughout school, for fear of the stigma it would cause me and I think they made the right choice never really telling me what the results were. I very much suspect I'm on the spectrum. I got my funding through my IEP (learning disability) because of ADHD clinical diagnosis. I have a huge distaste for self diagnosis as well, but in my case it fits like a glove and I know at least from scattered memories it was brought up. It doesn't manifest like asbergers normally would, so it was written off as some other developmental disorder (aka I'm trans but they didn't know).

The online test I took recently (last month) showed that it's pretty fucking likely i am on the spectrum, I scored higher than 80% people who "Do not have autism" (it gives you 3 options: I have, I think I have, I do not have [which i chose]) so I don't know what to make of it anymore.


At my age, the government doesn't give a fuck to give me money for it, and it isn't really holding anything but a social life back.


I am terrified of never having a deep intimate relationship on an emotional level for sure. I have the capacity to feel things, it's just through this strange despondent lens of pseudo-reality.

How much is just a body to soul mismatch and how much is "asbergers" we'll never know.

But I do know I can hack computers and social engineer systems pretty well. But getting a job or being around crowds or having extended conversations? Breaks me.

truthfully, I hope I'm not autistic and I find out after my transition is more or less complete that ALL OF MY PROBLEMS WILL MAGICALLY BE GONE :D

... :(

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>>6759815
I understand they can be smart but what I'm saying is Autistic has replaced retarded as the insult people like to throw around a lot.

>>6759808
I mean when I socialize with people and end up being super close with them (I only tell people I'm super close with) that I'm autistic they ALWAYS are shocked to find out that I'm autistic
>>6759807
Yeah, but nowadays there's definitely a stigma against it, particularly outside of academic circles, which were the only people I felt safe telling people about my autism

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>tfw ASD under DSM-IV standards but SCD under DSM-V
>tfw you've nearly lost your special snowflake status

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>>6759835
red watch this

>>6759838
Please I'm begging you.

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>tfw eating pizza on a bagel

>>6759835
I guarantee you you mostly associate with weirdos and autists lmao.

>>6759846
>tfw ate a whole cheese pizza
now i can't eat for the rest of the day ;-;

i like red as a person

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>>6759835
i bet you got high functioning autism like my best friend except instead of being a nympho she smokes weed like a crackhead

>>6759850
dang that's like 1300~2000 calories depending on the pizza

>>6759844
its ok red dont cry

I like Red as a colour

>>6759835
You're really awesome and cool to hang out with. Don't worry Red ^^

>>6759851
I love Red.
She is awesome and one of the nicest people I've ever met.

>>6759851
this desu
I also wanna kiss her

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>>6759841
I want to work at an animal shelter and help puppy mommies!
I should apply to the one I volunteered at!
>>6759848
Sorority sisters, frat brothers, average college kids, sometimes a theater kid are not really weirdos.
>>6759851
i love you
>>6759856
> smokes weed like a crackhead
how do you smoke weed like that lmao

>>6759835
Do you think if you were to get reassed today at your age and not tell the person assessing you that the test would yield similar results?

I'm not really sure autism is well enough understood yet to really be able to slap a label and then add an astricks.

she's autistic*

* it is a spectrum lol we don't really know!


I think just given where you are, you feet a certain profile, but you don't seem emotionally stunted through your language.

>>6759838
delete this :|

>>6759835
The stigma is the reason I don't discuss that I'm probably autistic with anyone. It's better to just keep it in a cage in my mind. "nope. I was never formally diagnosed and therefor there is no problem or profile that I meet that I should bother to compare to" despite emotionally feeling like "yeah every cliche is pretty much me".

my friend was over yesterday and said "You know, you're like the autistic kid who got really really fucking good at one thing" and I said "what smash bros?" and he said "no. covering the fact you have autism" and I just was like ".....oh shit."


>>6759856
is it me :O? Am i the friend?

Can I meet your friend? is she cute?

>>6759866
I was online yesterday gushing about red's posts changing my life and convincing me more or less to stay alive and transition and not slit my wrists (a very real thought at the time in febuary when red was "boy")

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i want to hug red VERY TIGHT and I love the art she posts

>>6759859
1800 ;-;

it's the only thing i've eaten today though so technically i'm still under 2000 if i don't eat anything else :^)

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is it agp to actually like to wear black thigh highs when the weather permits? '~'

im not sure what to do for dinner tonight ut i do know that it feels good to have all of your bills paid with plenty of money to spare

>>6759877
korra and asami sure are good friends

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Someone come rail pills in the park with me

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well I fucking just did it, shaved myself today, took over a hour, impossible to hide, going to tell family on Sunday I guess, hope it's not going to be too bad since my mother reflectively says eww like a small child when she she's fags kiss on tv but other then that she is a saint. wish me luck faggots

>>6759735
Practice. I do it all the time.

>>6759872
Red is an amazing girl... I wish I was more like her

>>6759881
good luck buttmunch

>>6759877
Anything you do is agp because you are a disgusting man

>>6759881
Congrats! now wait a few days for the razor burns to show up and realize how bad you are shaving! Then go back to non-shave for a full month before getting the ovaries to try again!

(the worst!)

>>6759879
Kek its going to be canon that they got together once the manga comes out

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>>6759868
1g bowl every hour or if youre like me 2.5g joints throughout the day w/o keeping track
i go through an o in 2 weeks id be a good case for evidence of bad shit against weed bud i love De Herb
>>6759872
no i dont think so shes at work smoking weed and jacking off in the bathroom
maybe
and yes very

>>6759880
If I can somehow get to wherever the heck sure :P

Hi Mado <3

>>6759880
no mado you don't need to get high

let's go see movie or something

>>6759881
well i was with you until you decided to call us names.

>>6759880
come inside dear.
>>6759883
this

red is my friend

>>6759890
Oh that type of she :o? I don't have any she friends with penises I want some tho.

>>6759888
I know it's going to be bad since I've shaved my upper legs before, going to benadryl numb it away

>>6759897
these pussies are kinda meh first few were top tier

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>>6759885
you seem hostile for no reason anon :o

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>>6759865
hi kari!
you are a delight to be with
i want to buy you more fruit
>>6759867
lemme kiss you good!
>>6759872
probably not
I've actually learned to cover up autistic behaviors
>>6759883
carol is suppperrr sweet
>>6759880
i wanna!!!
>>6759875
lemme hold you
>>6759871
plz nooooooooo

>>6759889
>manga
but seriously i read the one where we found out what happened to zuko's mom and it was kinda underwhelming

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>>6759814
Yes, that's how it is in the start. You aren't going to pass. Nobody passes at the start. You have friends that are accepting and willing to stick by you during the portion of your transition where you don't pass. Your transition will progress through experience, it's a slow process and it doesn't happen overnight. I honestly hope that you can stick by it through this part and push things forward, because I can almost guarantee there is no future in going back.

Have you considered some form of schooling or something else to add some structure to your days? Going out every day to some form of other commitment is how progress is made.

>>6759899
but arent you a mtf that posts here lol
yes shes that kind of girl
sometimes i forget shes a human and i need to think of her as one rather than an appendage of mine or smth its weird when you finally get a best friend and time tempers it with breakups and reunions

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>>6759903
i wanna kiss you more!

>>6759907
whats your point i dont see any keanu reeve pussies
ive seen matrix vags that look better than cissy ones

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>>6759890
girl with dinks sometime have to resort to da herb to not feel dysphoric/have mental breakdowns cuz we're all flipping broken


o_o|||-_-

>>6759903
You are the sweetest Red :)
<3

>>6759811
>tfw my mom's estate, the farm, would do the same for me, but I expect her to live another 20+ years. The setup is I get the farm, and my brother gets the rest. It's wildly unbalance towards me, but then my brother doesn't need anymore money.

>>6759824
I scored to high on the tests they had back in the '70s. Back then they didn't think ASD people could be smart, let alone super smart in multiple areas. My social IQ and english IQ suck, but the rest is off the scales.
>and it isn't really holding anything but a social life back.
Mine interfered with work and social. I now have nasty anxiety problems about both.

>>6759830
Yeah, it sucks that it gets used that way.

>>6759835
It's possible to learn social skills. I had them, but then I was fucked over by the ECT during conversion therapy. Now I can't seam to learn them again. To much damage where it wants to store the info in my brain.

>>6759878
Nice feeling. I'd like to have it again. I'd like to scratch make a pizza, but by the time I finished the dough, and frying up the sausage, I'll be to tired to make the rest.

>>6759906
fucking terrifying

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>>6759891
Heyy just remember to bring some oxy
>>6759892
But I wannnnaa!... Can't we go to the movies after we snort something.
>>6759896
No I'm contemplating jumping into traffic
>>6759903
Then what are you waiting for!
>>6759905
I remember that. But koraxsama gonna be good

>>6759915
y u keep postin ayy lmao girl

>>6759923
Yeee <3

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I may or may not be dying ^=^

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>>6759915
meh my friend is one of the few trannys i know besides myself that doesnt uhhh put being a tranny and not being a cis girl at the center of our lives? and make it our identity?


because grass drugs and guns are that identity

its way fucking funner though than uhhhhh
what most of mtfg does

so yeah were broke but uhhh in way different ways than probably all of you

>>6759923
but i wanna see kubo and the two strings

you don't wanna be high around kids do you

>>6759929
:(
what happened?

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>>6759926
>not appreciating Yoshitomo Nara's vulnerable looking yet precocious girls
tsk tsk pleb

>>6759923
the cars arent going to kill you though

>>6759266
i think thasts exactly right and what ive been feearing

>>6759264
beent ring to hgt jep for monhts bbut nhs a shit at mental health
3 months just waiting for the saf apo

kf
jui was going to oversose on cocodomol tonnight because codiene is n opiate but i loooked it up and it contains paracemtol too whcih would make ovesoe painful so i guess i have to keep looking for somethin ior get exit bag,.... no suicide toniht

but i took 8 to get me high at leaast
would take 40 to kill (i had 50)

>>6759307
>>6759314
my skype is biohacked_tomboy if u wnant tocry wuth me
im sory life is hard for you kayla and puru
drgus i s all ive found that works so far
kayla tri opiates

>>6759929
same

>>6759923
nu
>>6759934
can confirm being high around kids is okay with mado and a pretty fun experience in general

>>6759903
Same here. The only one I cannot cover up is my ability to maintain eye contact. The speech pathology, the total confusion in many situations, the strange obsessive "disorder" with cyborgs I have, the impulsive depths my brain will shoot into (combine with ADHD and weed is a fucking thrill ride -- I don't even need to watch movies, I just write them in my head [my job is movie writing]). The number 1 reason I assume I have autism is actually just over the years how many people have told me this, especially online and not on 4chan; I mean people I've worked closely with building writing communities and stuff. I put them in charge because I know what type of social people need to be in charge, I just cannot fit those rolls myself.


>>6759908
I just wanna meet a real life tranny now that I know what one is. I literally didn't understand what being trans was until this year. I always just ate the propaganda. I'm a cis white male. Man-girls are just men with fake breasts sewed poorly on for porn money. Only degenerate fags take street hormones to make their skin soft.

I really believed this shit.

and now because of that fucking malware that was in my head, the whole system crashed and now my HARDWARE is broken as a result. Fuuuuuuu-


>>6759918
Same here. I was IQ tested a few times actually , both with identical (more or less -- the test wasn't the same) results between age 8 (before ADHD diagnosis) and age 15 (IEP renewal). I tested somewhere on the very high-end of gifted, but in some areas I tested literally so retarded they thought the test was just taken badly or some external factor made me fuck up.

nope. My brain is just broken in most ways. The ways it does work are bordering on savant but not that far down the rabbit hole. I wish I was sometimes, maybe I'd have produced my own manga and anime by now :( I have the writing talent just not the wherewithal to finish a cohesive MARKETABLE project.

thanks shit show brain.
/textwall

>>6759906
>You have friends that are accepting and willing to stick by you during the portion of your transition where you don't pass.
Online friends. I'm not going to see the high school friends for a long time again, they just wanted to catch up after years of not seeing each other.
>I can almost guarantee there is no future in going back.
Yeah I'm going out before I'm going back. I'm far too deep in this shit to ever go back.
>Have you considered some form of schooling or something else to add some structure to your days?
Right now I got barely enough energy to feed myself let alone try and torture myself by showing my ugly face to people. I'll try to apply into schools again next year if I make it that far but other than that I got no plans.

penis

>>6759929
How did you figure out how not to die? I need to know, I only got 50 years left to perfect it.

>high around kids
fuck kids i hate kids and when im high around them i hate feeling pressured to not swear and stuff

>>6759467
cynaide sound spainful
od on opaites!!Q! its what im gonna do if i cna gind somme

>>6759930
i'm not making it any part of my identity either that's for SJWs I'm just saying that sometimes weed is good for dysphoria/mental illness
>>6759929
what's wrong chara?
>>6759923
can I like...
kiss you maybe if we get high?
I get affectionate when high
>>6759934
I wanna watch Kubo with my gf

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>>6759934
>you don't wanna be high around kids
My mom raised me high. One time she had me watch my five year old brother when I was tripping in 25i and yes she knew. So I doubt any of them would notice
>>6759941
They will if they're going fast enough and if I jump head first

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>>6759920
It's not exactly easy to not give a fuck, but that's what you have to do.

>>6759950
>i write movies in my head
wait wtf i thought i was the only one that did that

is that just an ADHD thing, i have it too

>>6759944
Can you go private on the mental health? How about fake crazy to get in on an emergency basis?

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>>6759962
Will have to see in the moment but enough molly and I'm sure I'll be fine with it

>>6759750
>>6759764
iktf red... drugs helps
life isnt right really, im just trying to get what endophins i can until i cant bare it anymore and end it now

>>6759972
>>6759920
>>6759906
honestly the way you word "you wont pass at first" makes it sound like youre just passing delusion/denial off as long term progress and morphing into a normal girl somehow

>>6759967
>tfw now you really do wanna go to see kubo
but i have to get a large popcorn whenever i go to the movies and i already ate my share of calories for the day ;-;

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>>6759947
Same.

>>6759937
>>6759962
Boy friend.

>>6759956
Meme magic.

>>6759955
>deleted
that's technically not pornographic
it's just an open wound

WHO ELSE HERE KEEPING THEIR DICK? CAUSE FUCK THE MESS RESULT THAT IS SRS AMIRITE

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>>6759355
I cant get off anymore. It's always been hard for me but now its so exhausting i just can't do it. Probably because i have to hold my breathe the whole time. It takes like two hours. Nothing works anymore.
>>6759359
I did that once when i was much younger. I didn't like it.
>>6759364
Ok so you have to put the dildo in about 5 inches. And dont worry so much about taking it out and back in again. Make sure you're lubed and comfortable. And at 5 or maybe 6 inch depth, push it down towards your pelvis. Should feel kind of like pinching a sponge.

>>6759979
c-can i kiss you too
i dont have molly but i have weed

>>6759978
too por for private or id have dine it as soon as i statted uni

i dont need to "fake" crrazy but im selfmedding so if i checked into cysych ward id have my hrt taken awya

>>6759972
you ever run into someone that knew you when you were in-between transitioning and see how they react to you now

>>6759986
Is he going to stab you? I hope so.

>>6759962
Weed helped form the new me. Without weed, and a lot of it and some very introspective nights spent on it, I wouldn't have picked my new name or figured out what my problem was.

Same with LSD. Huge revelations on that.

I would smoke weed and eat pickles all day with you red :3 If I am ever in texas we should lay on a roof or in a field and listen to music and do that.

>>6759974
Wanna work together? I have the world of ghost in the shell more or less as a https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paracosm in my brain. I have like 15 different robust enough characters now to really make my days interesting. I also study screen writing and film and watch movies all the time, so the quality in my head is really awesome. The problem is HOW THE FUCKING FUCK DO I EXTERNALIZE?!

I think my biggest obsession is with sensory meshing or sharing. Like if i could share my thoughts perfectly through electric signal it would change the world. (well maybe not my thoguhts, but someone like einstien).

I wonder how many kids with IQ 200 are born in slums and die?


>>6759994
Ugh this is the worst.

>>6759982
It's not about delusion, it's about diving into the deep end and learning through immersion.

>>6759955
Trans "vaginas" are basically second butt holes lol

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>>6759988
>hate my penis
>not happy with a lot of results I see from SRS
>terrified of even the "easiest" surgeries like a tracheal shave
>can't afford them without years of living well below means regardless
I hate everything.

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>>6759995
That's not very nice now is it?

ihope people understand
i dont mean to be a bad perosn
it just works out thtat way
its the way im wired
im trtin g to get help and i keep trying
i havent given up on that but thr system isnt very good her ein UK for mental ehalth

>>6759990
idgi
i lik u red
pls dont hate me
im tring to make things work its just