MTFG: Transgirl General

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1st for Ancapitalism

2nd for post qt's.

use this other thread until it's full. >>6759402

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>tfw you try to go >:3 but anon calls you a hon

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>>6759406
hiiiiiiiiii mtfg

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why the fuck did no one tell me sooner about how fucking soft everything is after you fully shave? I'm going to fall asleep I'm so comfy

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>bored
>post pic
>"bind, and cut your hair or at least stop dyeing it. honestly, i can't advise you that well until you put a little more effort into presenting as male."
>mfw

>>6760588
ok

>>6760600
gib advice pl0x oh dub haver

>>6759406
sup retards, what are the chances this is just a phase and it's gonna go over? i don't want to be a retarded man playing a woman.

>>6760764
I hate 99% of people, but probably most of you guys are in that 1% due to a multitude of factors/culmination of elements/I'm good with words/fuck you/actually I like you/you've shown me a different side of yourself and now I don't like you any more/I have the ability to shut down the internet like that.. (I clicked my fingers when I said that in my inner monologue)/I'm a fucking genius/I like animals/Harvey Milk is my roll model/I've considered moving to Russia/I hate spiders/I've killed before and I will kill again/I'm a criminal mastermind who has never been so much as searched by the police/you don't know when I'm lying/nobody is reading this but if they/you are then go study the ongoing conflicts between Israel and Palestine, its more important than you think/the NWO is real/I have more mental health problems than I can list/I'm fucked up, you're fucked up/Enjoy WWIII, shit gown be messy.. hehehehe, I've got a nuclear bunker bitches/die!, die!, die/perceptions are not reality/we're living in the matrix/can you trust a Mason ?/I have to say the stupid/irrelevant shit to occasionally hit on something mildly amusing or pertinent/I can save the world if you just listen/the human species is by its very nature parasitical/enjoy the last few weeks months, years of life resembling its current self, shit bout to get bad/you will be a scorch mark on the street/go watch TV/I'm Michael Jackson posing as the infamous hacker "Anonymous", I had to fake my death, the Illuminati wanted me to dance for them.... I wouldn't dance!.

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am i a smug anime girl yet

Guys I'm worried my straight wife won't like my boobies and soft feminine penis. Do you think this will be a problem? I'm probably just being insecure right?

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Have you ever just felt so punished? I mean triggered?

I MEAN JUST LOOK AT THIS FUCKING GIRL.

Praying to Azar/Osiris to make me a real girl.

>>6760826

I envy her hips, holy heck.

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>tfw

POST BODIES EVERYONE (face can be cropped out)

>>6760826
She's Purdy

half an hour of hysterical crying has given me the most brutal headache on god's green earth

I think I'm gonna pinch some pain meds from the medicine cabinet

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>>6760852

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>>6760852

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>>6760850

Wrong general, friend!

>>6760852
>tfw too skinny

>>6760857
>>6760858
too lewd

>>6760856
just drink water faggot

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>>6760860
nah

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http://vocaroo.com/i/s1V1olVicvTS

>>6760862
I'm on lithium
I spend roughly 70% of my time drinking water now

>>6760863

i just want to be chubby and short but i'm a 5'1" skellington

>>6760852
i already did >>6758799
>>6760871
i'm jelly of yr height desu......

>>6760875

5'1", rather

>>6760871
I just wanna be gendered male but tits hips and voice always give me away :(

>>6759406

What happens if I take estradiol, but not an antiandrogen or diuretic?

>>6760881

why are you in mtfg, exactly?

>>6760884
Nothing
Estrogen is overpowered by T
It's why FTMs don't need T blockers

>>6760884
Literally nothing. Pretty sure it just turns into more T

>>6760888
support

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>>6760852
friend dragged me into her picture at the Star Wars Bay

>>6760895

thanks!

>>6760826
I'm gonna tell myself that she's just wearing padding
I know some cosplayers use fake boobs and stuff...

how do I into soft feet? is that what pedicures do? I know shit all about feminine hygiene practices

>>6760858
fuck off circe

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sending happy vibes everyone's way <3

>>6760897
You aren't fat at all, guess vendetta anon just doesn't like you.

>>6760906
actually,

>>6760826
that snake has the most un-snakely eyebrows ever

>>6760905
Yes! They can remove the calluses

>>6760905

you've never had a pedicure? that's so sad, god get one asap

i love them but some surgeries to deal with ingrown nails have fucked my toes pretty bad

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>>6760904
You can have padding in the bra but you can't make cleavage out of the padding when it's visible like that.

>>6760911
oh christ god not you

lose some weight fatass
fuckin shitskins

>>6760850
are you a boy now?

>>6760878
? yr 5'1" right?
>>6760897
i'm absurdly jelly rn.

>>6760864
cis tier holy shit.

>>6760910
I just have a larger chest and wider hips, but my bmi is 21 so I am fine~

>>6760885
Keep telling yourself that if it helps you sleep at night.

>>6760889
>figuring out how to improve IS hard af though
Yup. I'm all alone with this issue with very limited resources and no support whatsoever. No fucking clue how to keep going on like this when it never seems to get better and I don't know any way to make it better.

>>6760919
not according to society
:(

>>6760770
what is this ???

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>>6760905
>is that what pedicures do?
Yes.
>>6760916
I mean like
Have you seen how they make entire fake tits for Kill la Kill cosplays?

>tfw 5'3"
>tfw not 3'5"

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>>6760913
>>6760915
really? that's how they do it? please tell me more senpai, I started on track towards mtf without knowing much about female practices on how they look soft and nice since isolated neet

>>6760920
I used to have barely any hips but then my trainer had me do squats and omg they grew by 4 inches!
>>6760925
.///. you are too kind

>>6760850
>mtftm
Didn't you get srs and everything?
How did you fuck up this badly.

>>6760930
so you're detransing?

>>6760935
reeee

>>6760900
johnny hobo

>>6760920

fucking

5'11"

>>6760935
>tfw 5'8"
>tfw not cis

>>6760937
>had me do squats and omg they grew by 4 inches!
you sound like your on track to forcing men to cum inside with your low body strength

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>>6760937
ahhh i wanna go back to the gym so bad, but im still waiting on hrt to soften me up some more D:

i miss the cardio bunny life ;<

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>>6760938
>>6760941
>actually believing me
just pulling your legs m8s

>>6760944
same

>>6760950
oh ok

>>6760936

i'd get one once a week if i had the money

>tfw huge manly feet further disfigured by surgeries

>>6760933
I assume you removed me because we haven't been chatting with each other for a while right? Not because it's uncomfortable to think that you're part of the pretty girls clique who get special treatment right~

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>>6760933
Yeah but those aren't the same. Like you can tell with the Kill la kill because they simply do not look real. Those look like some real tatas

>>6760918
;)

so does anyone here ever do tabletop stuff? it's my main hobby and i want to talk about some stuff this place might like

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>>6760949
I love lifting! my trainer used to train VS models so she knows how to achieve that feminine look without getting bulky. And yes I enjoy cardio in between to keep lean and not build too much muscle!

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>>6760955
I removed you because based on your recent posts I don't think you're someone I wish to associate with anymore. Being treated well because I'm pretty doesn't make me uncomfortable, you being so bitter and jaded towards people you perceive as having it better than you does.

>>6760962
Used too. But my family was to poor for that stuff so I got into drugs

>>6760965

but drugs are expensive and you can download pdfs of game books online!

why do drugs when you can be a queer frankenstein's monster or the daughter of a god

>>6760964
>not being jealous of all the cute girls while you are ugly man

Now I'm just jealous you aren't a piece of shit like me.

>>6760964
_b
goddess
_o
_b

>>6760955
>grace
>pretty

Pick none. She's a stuck up cunt that thrives off attention. Don't be down on yourself. Grace does not pass at all or even looks slightly female. You pass better than she will even at two years. Now that's sad. I wish she'd fuck off back to her skype circlejerk of hugboxers again. There's a reason she went from liked to hated here in a short time. Her personality as a "nice" girl is a complete lie.

>nb4 vendetta bitter hon

I'm being honest here.

>>6760968
True that i was thinking more like Warhammer and stuff. But still druggies can can money but they can't keep money so eh

>>6760971
Okay hon

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So whats everyone got planned for the weekend?? I am going to the gym tomorrow and the beach with one of my girl friends Sunday! Gotta get that last hurrah in before school starts next week~

>>6760952
how much do they cost? I can't really walk so once or twice a month would be enough

>tfw discussing future suicide plans with angie
she's actually nice to talk to desu, I feel we can relate to each other a lot

also it turns out it's super easy to extract the codeine out of my solpadol so one can avoid the nasty effects of the paracetamol when going above stated dose. is codeine as smooth and painless as ODing on other opiates? if so then that's my plan if I do fail this exam and therefore my degree. thank fuck for that throat infection lol.

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>>6760976
Just work, I do a few hours tomorrow and then spend basically all afternoon and evening at work on Sunday.

>>6760976
Sit at home and contemplate suicide because I'll never be cute enough.

>>6760980
Oh wow I could never work the weekend, I think i'd go crazy haha since I am a mon-fri work gal. But hopefully you enjoy your job?:3

>>6760974

roleplaying games are great and there's been a big push in the industry for queer inclusion recently! one of my favorite games, Promethean: the Created, is basically a metaphor for the whole trans narrative and is beautiful

>>6760976

i've got the weekend off but i'm probs gonna go to work with my bf, he's been having a tough time lately and could use the support

>>6760976
Mostly just crying.

>>6760984
Aww that's wonderful of you! It's always good to be supportive to have a functionally stable relationship!

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>>6760976
It all depends on the depression/dysphoria Jew
for example, if I feel ok I will enjoy the weekend
if I feel shit, I will be stuck in bed with no motivation

Going to my cousin's house for his b'day sunday tho

>>6760978
Angie is a fucking retard dude don't talk to her. I kind of like you even though you complain a lot and post weird shit sometimes. Honestly I think you are getting prettier, dunno if you will ever be 100% cis tier but don't give up so easy.

>>6760964
Ah it's alright. I've never really had enough friends to have one flee from me when I'm down but I guess this is how it feels like. Thanks for being a nice person to me however long it lasted.

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>>6760963
yeahhhhj that the problem I have now I was super bulky before as a guy so I have to wait for hrt to melt some of my muscle mass before I go back or ill ballon out again x(

so I'm having to wait like 6 more months l before I go to the gym again ahhhh it's killer but it'll be with it in the long run when I look similar to this <3

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i ate homemade pizza, kale salad and had a gin and tonic tonight and im still under 1100 calories fuk yeah

now im watching tamako market and enjoying the moeshit what up yalls

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>>6760991
I know that feel, I have anxiety and ADD so some days I just want to lay in bed with my cats and watch Hulu. :c but hopefully your weekend turns out nice!
And I am finally having pizza for dinner!

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Hi girls, am I passing today? pls be honest no hug box.

will I ever pass?

>>6760992
lol the tranny shit is only like 30% of why I'm suicidal, idk if you've noticed but I have a LOT of issues, some of which are getting worse
like for a start my motor neurone issues might be degenerative, idek yet

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Do I pass yet /mtg/??

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>>6760994
Look Puru
I got kinda filled in on what's going on
I'm sorry for going off on you
I just hate seeing people deal with their emotions or situations by harming others on mtfg
It's pretty common here and I hate it
I was too quick to bite at you, I should have spoken with you or something before blowing up.
I hope things get better for you and you can feel better soon.
I'm sorry.

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>>6760998
HELL YEAH! that's a great but not too excessive indulgence!

>>6760984
Promethean looks cool af, senpai. Gonna read some of the set up and rules tonight.

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>>6760999
my plan is to avoid mirrors and reflections as much as possible
if I can do that, I think I will be safe

Hello. Is anythng god happening tonight or what?

>>6761001
Yeah I know you have the other shit going on but still you got approved for housing didn't you? Things can still maybe get better if you die there is just nothing.

>>6761000

you pass! i'm jealous

>>6761007

https://www.sendspace.com/file/jwiihm

enjoy!

How do you feel about hons who keep their birth name? And I don't mean andro shit like Sam or Alex, I mean like Craig or Randall. Serious.

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>>6760995
YEAH GET IT GIRL! Fitness is all about patience and determination so stick to it and you will achieve your goals!

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>>6761017
I shouldn't have to present female in any way in order to be female.

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Will someone please give physical affection to get through this pain and sadness

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>>6761005
yeah just gotta lose those last 5-10 pounds yo

and also
who r u

What the hell happened to mtfg? There used to be like only a few trips and only a couple pretty girls, who always got picked on for being pretty. Now it's full of trips and pretty cis-tier girls and everyone is so much nicer than they used to be. I mean there's still drama but everyone used go be an assholes. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind these changes, but it's just crazy to me.

>>6761017
I have never heard of this. Do you have evidence?

Besides hons are always like Rogeria Christiana Suzette or names like dat.

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>>6761025
Same here, I have about 10-12 lbs to go D:
And I am new here, my name is Ash, nice to meet ya! :3

>>6761017
I might do this but I'm not sure if I'll ever present as female Tbh

>>6761023
How are you holding up? It must be so tough what you've gone through.

>>6761026
there's alot of hons around but anons are kinda rare I guess

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>>6761021
ty bb ill try to stick to it but I miss the gym so much. im already fit and in good shape but it still looks hard and masculine which kills me Dx

>>6761032
I didn't get to hear the last vocaroo, can you make another?

>>6761026
All the sex workers got bored and moved on, those girls weren't pretty for the most part just heavily made up and photoshopped to get clients, and they cycled off hrt to cum on cam (or like dollface was never on hrt at all)

Now we're getting actual kids that transition and lead semi normal lives as being trans grows more common.

>>6760998
Wow. You're killing it.

What's your weight now and your goal?

>>6761038
You have my support 100% And I know that feeling of waiting to get fit and feminine, I was 30 lbs heavier in Summer 2014 :c

>>6761014
>https://www.sendspace.com/file/jwiihm

That feel when you cant tell if the download button is an ad. lol. Thanks though!
>>6761023
Faye, ur a qt. would date/10.
>>6761032
that feel when will never be lucy

Anyone else feel bad when they masturbate?

>coworkers talking about my dick and knowing how to 'handle your man'.

>>6761041
Hm. Well that's nice, I like the atmosphere now. People seem more open and not afraid to talk about shit.

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>>6761032
woof
ur a bit effusive huh
im gonna head out bye

>>6761043
136.6 and 130-125~ish

>>6761049
yeah i think of the holocaust when i masturbate

>>6761026
There were always lots of trips and pretty girls, unless there was some period a year ago while I was gone that you're thinking of.

It's a LOT nicer here though now, this is very true.

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>>6761044
getting positive support is a rare thing here thanks c: glad to see u know the struggle. when Jan - Feb cone around they'll have to kick my butt out of the gym!

PLEASE

Laser hair removal tips

I want to remove my beard... just starting to transition..

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>>6761040
It says it's still there? but oh well here's one more http://vocaroo.com/i/s0MrLvBFLVlw
>>6761046
She's goal body~ <3

Oh yeah, and it turned out she was apologizing for not listening to me when I told her not to steal the coffee money, lol.

>>6761062
just go get it if you have the cash, if not electrosis is a cheaper, more painful alternative using needles and electric shocks

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>>6761053
Yeah haha I am very outgoing and nice, I don't get involved with drama and I enjoy seeing others happy~
>>6761059
Of course! I love to give my support, it makes me feel good. And yes they will have to remove you from the squat rack haha!

>>6761051
You don't need these people, baby. When I'm done with them, they'll wish they never messed with my child in the first place.

>>6761051
wtf
im so sorry sweetheart

do you ever stop for a moment and realise "jesus christ, I really, genuinely am a retard"?

>tfw can't remember whether I took 8 tablets or 18 earlier
might have breached the LD50 for paracetamol, I'm not sure, it's definitely hitting me now

this is really really not nice urrrrgh
definitely doing CWE next time and taking the codeine pure, fuck this shit

sorry for being a retard folks it's not intentional, I'm just born with it

>>6761070
Ash you're very cute, please stay around and bring me happiness with your smile.

>>6761028
When I get home I'll like get a screenshot of their Facebook or something. Might just be a dumb South thing.

>>6761070
Everyone starts that way. You'll crack after everyone you're nice too turns out to be a piece of shit.

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You ever want to just abandon your current life and go start anew?

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>>6761080
I will! It might not be every day since school is starting but I shall try my best to bring happiness and encouragement to any thread I can! :3

>>6761034
It's so rough, I can't handle the types of people my family are

Jim: only does stuff for himself, is a thief with a short temper, who gets away with it because no one cares enough to challenge him, ex weight lifter, crazy and super aggressive


My brother: quiet, on edge constantly, angry, tense, won't talk, might be going through drug problems, wants to push me around now that I'm trans and not his older brother

Mom: hard core machavelian nightmare, terrified of her hanging around 15 minutes from me, tries to cause as much tension as possible

Mark: smart and dangerous, tells you what you want to hear so you never know if what you're hearing is the truth or not half the time


It's so nuts like processing what to do socially with all of them, and like I'm planning everything and paying for everything and it's just tough right now, I want to be back around good easy going people

>>6761085
Hell yes, but you need something to build a new life on. Money or skill, I have neither. Right now I'm trying to build that.

Let's get rich or die trying and live like royalty either way. :>

>>6761085
Every minute of every day.

>>6761085
I used to, but now I don't, cause my current life has my gf in it ^_^

>>6761085
yeah i wish i could get a complete restart and undo the damage to my mind, personality and body

too bad thats impossible, instead im just dying

>>6761084
I've always been very cheerful and a positive person, it takes A LOT to get me down, and it wont be something on 4chan haha.

>>6761046
Aww ty, could we just hug instead for now tho?
>>6761049
I used to, now it's just guilty

>>6761049
i can hardly do it. i just feel disgusting and like i shouldnt be doing it..
>>6761076
>>6761078
everyone always treats me like shit. im too weak to fight back .. :/ between that and what my sister did earlier..im just having a bad day :/ i havent eaten either and its 11pm

>>6761099
i wish i could help i really do ugh im sorry
ily

i feel fucking awful
I should have stopped as soon as I realised I wasn't certain of how many I'd taken anymore
I almost didn't carry on but then I went 'fuck it' and did it anyway and took like 4 or 6 more
wait then it MUST have been more than 8
I took 8 just to start with
then I took more upstairs, at least 4-6 more
oh for fuck's sake, fuck my fucking memory
god fucking damn it

if any of you ever meet me IRL you have my express permission to slap me as hard as you fucking can across the face, I'm a twat

>>6761079
this is so sad. idc what any of you think about robin its disgusting how you all treat her.

>>6761102
why did you take so much

>>6761049

nah, I've got no beef with my dick

girls can have dicks

>>6761079
oh jesus

do the maths and figure out if it was over 10g
cause if it was you're liver will be fucked unless you make yourself throw up asap

>>6761104
Agreed

>>6761102
Do what Kato said regardless of what you remember.

INDUCE VOMITING NOW

is everyone having a good night

i want to have a good night

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Well I am going to bed soon, wanna get to the gym early tomorrow! Good night ladies and sweet dreams~

>>6761116
I wish I were so badly.. I just want to escape rn.

>>6761116
I like nim

>>6761107
I was about to go out, take all 50 that I had left and jump off the top of the multistorey carpark about 30-40 mins walk from my house
had to think fast of a way to stop myself doing it and the best I could come up with was to compromise and take a smaller recreational dose to get me high enough to not bother going out and just lie in bed

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>>6761117
gn sleep well!

>>6761116
Please get me out of here nim.

>>6761111
thankfully I think it was probably 9000mg max or 18 tablets
I think it was more likely to be 16 tablets but I can't be certain, I might have taken two more after that

>>6761115
I have no gag reflex but I might try if this nausea doesn't let up anyway, I can't sleep like this

we make better girls then they do

god that was a nice high though initially
it did everything I wanted it to and more

>>6761120
if those tablets had 500mg of paracetamol in them and it's possible you've taken 18 you should try and throw up and then get to A&E asap

>>6761125
9g is still seriously pushing your liver

poke the back of your throat with your finger and then take your hand out really quickly

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>>6761096
U-um. Okay! I won't make it weird!

>>6761128


please go to a doctor

this is a very painful way to die

>>6761059
getting positive support is not a rare thing here anymore because you and other hugboxers have flooded this place.

>>6761118
do you wanna go see kubo and the two swings with me

>>6761119
i like quid <3

are you having a good night

>>6761124
you can come to the movies too if you want

>>6761128
>>6761125
Go to the hospital.
Immediately.

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>>6761133
I shoulda became a fighter pilot

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>>6761135
comments like yours are actually far more common toward a me than anything else. most things I get are being called a hon a man told to fuck off and die and I'll never pass ect ect so small bouts of kindness genuinely put a smile on my face

>>6761138
Are you in Portland? I mean I'd be down to see a movie sure but I'm thrown off by how you mean.

>>6761125
just throwing it out there, the recommended maximum daily dose is 3g

you seriously, seriously need to get that shit out of you asap
make yourself throw up and then call the emergency number

>>6761146
no

i-i mean in spirit

i will never be a girl and therefore i desire death

>>6761149
Of course still ^^

>>6760512
wait until tomorrow when your hon stubble comes in all over.

you see people talk about suicide and how much they hate their life and shit, and then shit like this >>6761125 happens and you realize it's not all always just talk or people venting

hope you turn out alright robin

robins going to end up fucking killing herself you selfish dicks. this isnt funny anymore its getting sick. please get help.

>>6760950
you can pull on my dong, you stupid cunt

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I had a dream I was with a former friend of mine and their family
It was really weird

>>6761156
:)

ooooooohhhh! you're the kari who added me on battle.net right?

i was racking my brain for a kari and i couldn't place the name lol

>>6761165
Hi Nim, my internet went out, sorry

>>6761135
Don't be a dumbass, that's not what I meant by this place has become nicer. There's about as much hugboxing as there was in 2013.

>>6761138
A lot better now that I know chara is relatively safe ><

>>6761166
what robin did probably isn't going to kill her, just leave her with permanent liver damage unless she's called an ambulance

>>6761173
^^

Yarp thats mee

>>6761176
calm down

>>6761180
wrong reply number?

>>6761087
what kinda AGP bullshit is this

>>6761176
>Newfag talking about how this place was in 2013
Thats good

>>6761186
I just read what I sent you on skype last night
I am comically ridiculous sometimes
soz bb

>>6761189
Seeing as how she has already had SRS and started mones at 12, not at all.

>>6761166
and nothing of value was lost

>>6761175
don't worry about it!

i had fun for the time we got to play :)

>>6761176
why wouldn't chara be safe

jesus stop freaking me out
if I go to A&E or tell people what I did I'll be fucking psych-warded and have my self-med HRT taken away
I've already said before I'd rather fucking die than come off HRT for any reason

good news is I've just found the missing pallet that was making me doubt how many I'd taken by such a wide margin

I'm pretty sure I've only taken 12 now, hopefully max., that's 6000mg paracetamol max. I took these over 3 hours ago so there's fuck all the hospital could do by now and all I feel is nausea and some muscle shakiness. I should be okay.

>>6761084
I'm even nicer than I was when I was first here though!

>>6761087
Yay ^^ nice to meet you

>>6761192
Hehe, another newfag thinking I'm a newfag.

I laugh every time.

What does it mean to pass?

>>6761194
they're clearly a troll

>>6761205
Ah yes sorry it's almost midnight here and my brain is almost offline.

>>6761204
it means like you like the girls in my animes

>>6761204
Passing is having absolutely nothing masculine about you and being a super model under 5'6" of course

>>6761099
woah eat some food beep

also sorry you had a bad day

>>6761210
>super model under 5'6"
Lmao oxymoron here

>>6761210
we cant all be like you

>>6761201
tell them you read the label wrong and took more than you thought

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>>6761218
KEK
>>6761217
:^)
Oh and you must be 2d

ah thank fuck, scratch that, it was 10 tablets or 5000mg. I found a Facebook message I sent to a friend around the last time taking the pills where I said I'd taken 300mg codeine, which is 10 tablets worth. assuming I was telling the truth in that message it was only 5000mg. sorry for scaring people. next time I'll make sure to extract the codeine from the tablets and tell the paracetamol to go do one. sorry. I'm not clever. idk why they even let me into uni. I maintain that the high was worth it and taking the pills was necessary for me to not kill myself earlier in the night, I was literally getting out of bed ready to get dressed for the walk and shit when I decided to give doing this a try. I'm already trying to get mental health help and have been stuck on a waiting list of undisclosed length for months so please don't tell me to try and get help like it's some kind of cure-all to say so.

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>>6761209

>>6761164
I'm a femboi though, it sounds scary though

>>6761193
It's ok <3

>>6761198
Just ctrl f chara, but basically she took a little money from her boyfriend to get coffee and he found out, then later she messages me "I'm sorry" and logs off

turns out she was apologizing for doing it even though I told her not to and her boyfriend is taking away internet privileges for a day and beat her up, but at least nothing really serious happened. She's not gonna be around for a bit though.

>>6761204
it means that you get gendered female without being visibly trans.
like i get gendered female, but i don't pass.

>>6761225
you should have CWE'd that shit bb

>>6761226
is this fi?
since I'm on a roll I'll apologise for the ridiculous shit I've sent you on skype too

>>6761201
We aren't trying to freak you out. Paracetamol is extremely dangerous in overdose.

>>6761225
Absolutely no paracetamol or other drugs for a week. Period.
5000mg is more than enough for liver toxicity if you don't allow your liver to recover.

>>6761230
What's visibly trans mean then? Seems like such a loaded term.

>>6761237
>What's visibly trans mean then?
Insecure.

>>6761222
look, the truth is I could easily write off practically any overdose of this kind as a memory issue because really, it was, but the point is I can't let people know just how un-functioning in daily life I am or they're going to want to put me in some sort of assisted living deal where I may not be able to self-med and asking whether I can would by definition out me as doing so. When it comes to my disability welfare application being reviewed over the next several weeks or few months there is a sizable chance they're going to tell me I am literally gonna need a live-in helper like the nurses you see holding retarded peoples' hands walking them around the supermarket. I don't want to be one of those people, it would be humiliating. I want to be fucking normal, or live as normal as possible at least. in short I'm trying downplay my issues outside of here where I vent as it is.

>>6761225
I don't know you that well, buy I'm just glad you will be ok. I don't think you're stupid .

>>6761230
Samame

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>finally get a bf
>turns out she's pre everything transgirl repressing
>asks me to help her transition

JUST

>>6761228
that really sucks

he basically supports her right? seems like she's willing to put up with getting slapped around if it means he pays for her stuff

>>6761242
this is why you don't touch chasers with a ten foot pole

>>6761244
I mean, kind of, but he only pays for food and little things here and there, like a few hundred dollars a month. Afaik all her steam games are from 4chan and stuff like that.

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>>6761232
Ya idk who you are though, Kate? Lol. I just ignore messages when I assume you're drunk or high or not sober.

Also pic of the suporn magic for those curious

>>6761249
lol yeah

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>>6761242
tell them that you need an alpha male because hard dick > their personality

>>6761250
Kate with red hair who used to use the tinychat?

>>6761237
ilike this >>6758799
you can see that my face looks obviously male, yet it seem that i'm trying to present female.
>>6761238
not all the time
>>6761241
it suxxxxx

>>6761254
nope kate with brain problems who shitposts

>>6761234
I'm not gonna have anything else available to me but the rest of the solpadol anyway so you don't have to worry about that. Well, cypro aside. I don't have an impulsive personality believe it or not (suicidal urges aside), having to suppress violent intrusive thoughts my whole life has taken care of that. I won't take stuff just because it's lying around, it's just tonight was a really, really bad night and I needed to get into a different headspace to avoid doing something really, really bad and not reversible.

>>6761231
yeah my retarded brain just paid attention to the codeine dosage and it didn't register with me that I should also be paying attention to how the much bigger paracetamol dosage was adding up, sorry. I'm aware of cold water extraction, it's what I'm gonna do next time. next time probably being if I fail my degree if ever. In which case it'll be using all 30 or so of the tablets I have left because getting this degree is the only way I'll have even a slim chance of getting FFS eventually in my economic situation.

god I'm a retard

>>6761248
my point is that she's willing to put up with it and that really sucks

>>6761255
You do not look obviously male. I am not trying to hugbox, you simply do not look male.

Just out of curiosity, do pre-op mtf's wear panties besides boxers/briefs normally?

>>6761257
Oh. I've probably met you before under a different trip (used to go by Peach or Paige) but nice to meet you.

>>6761259
Oh fuck, you're on cypro? How much?

>>6761255
Pleb you -literally- look like a girl, the fuck is wrong with u

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>>6761249

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>>6761264
>wearing underwear
y?

>>6761255
oh my god, he's god

I'm sorry everyone

though also this is what happens when you have a failing mental health infrastructure that takes too long to find people help
I told my GP I'd attempted suicide, was scared about having a schizo-spectrum illness or a personality disorder and wanted to see a therapist a good 6 months ago and still don't even have a prospective date for when I may even *possibly* expect to hear back from the mental health services

>>6761264
Lots of us wear panties. It helps keep your junk in place and makes you feel more feminine.

>>6761247
hey we're not all bad

>>6761259
>all 30 or so of the tablets I have left
holy shit you can have some serious fun with that
just definitely make sure to do the cwe this time

>>6761268
50mg, but I've never drunk alcohol or done anything that would put other strain on my liver even before HRT
well, til now

>>6761264
I did
>>6761255
So do you pass of not, cause you look like a chick to me...
>>6761269
Lol

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>>6761264
I wear whatever is the most comfortable that I can pull off at the time
Sometimes it has to be panties, sometimes I can be a little looser

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>tfw you can't love

>>6761255
...that's the most passing picture of your face I've ever seen, and I had no idea how female your body looked.

Wtf are you on about girl, you aren't hot but nobody would look at that and think "that's a man"

>>6761284
course not cause she assumes it's impossible so she doesn't have voice or mannerisms (totally assuming here but she says she doesn't pass so I'm not sure what else itd be)

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>>6761255

is taking travel sickness / general nausea medication advisable so I can sleep? will it stop this kind of nausea? it's already been a few hours now so even if I could make myself puke it must be too absorbed into my system now to make a difference, right?

urgh it felt so good for the first few hours, too ;-;

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>No drama
I really like this kind of thread.
Reminder to take E sublingually.

>>6761293
Only a few hours? It could. I took 2 bottles of antidepressants once and a handful of sleeping meds. Spent like 6 to 8 hours in the hospital getting shit pumped out, so I imagine it stays in your system for longer than a few hours.

>>6761302
how are you isla

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>>6761302
>Reminder to take E sublingually.
More like REMINDER PLEASE FUCK MY FACE

>>6761302
Can I put it up my butt instead?

>>6761287
>you aren't hot
she is

>>6761302
fuck, I've been doing it wrong

>>6761305
what the hell grace

i thought you were better than this

OH JFC..theres an article in my paper about a pizza delivery driver in my town getting robbed at gunpoint and had their car stolen and crashed..the guys havent been found..and I SWEAR IVE SEEN THEM but can't remember where..
i have to get a new job, if that was me and they found out i was trans i'd be dead..

>>6761305
AGP

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>>6761309
ITS REALLY NOT LIKE THIS
I LIKE MESSAGED ISLA IMMEDIATELY SO IC OULD CLEAR THIS UP LOL

>>6761312
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PIZZA!?!?!?

>>6761249
>no girl sack
no thanks

>>6761315
I'm guessing that's the reason they robbed him in the first place.

>>6761262
but my face is male.......
>>6761268
i ean like my face isn't proportional my jaw is too big.
>>6761284
i don't. my jaw and chin fuck me over.
>>6761272
man, you can drop dead!
>>6761287
like sure my body does, but my face doesn't. that's what i'm getting at.
>>6761291
i mean i sound like a prepubescent boy desu. my voice is shit, but i'm talking about appearance.
>>6761292
>fishing for compliments when you look like a man
okkid.
>>6761307
i'm not.

>>6761312
oh dang that's scary beep, stay safe

maybe you should ccw

>>6761316
>faggot chaser
no thanks

>>6761318
>but my face is male.......
See: Insecurity.
You've got BDD or something, it is not male

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is this what bein emo is like
>>6761304
Doing better!!
Glad drama hast mostly calmed down
hate that stuff.
>>6761305
ayy lmao
>>6761309
She instantly apologized to me on discord.
Its fine^^
>>6761308
Sublingual has made my tits grow faster |^.^|b
>>6761306
I would in no way recommend this.

>>6761318
yes you are

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people are photoshopping me now
please do not do this

>>6761283
This isn't going to be a suggestion you'll want to hear, but consider stopping cypro for the next week. It will not be long enough for your T to ramp back up, but it will take some strain off your liver. The last thing it needs is to be kicked while it's down.

The next few days are not going to be fun regardless. Hydrate, eat well and rest.

>>6761328
L
EROTIC
W
D

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>>6761328
Oh boy

>>6761325
This is what being a qtp2t is like <:

>>6761328
youre super cute ily pupper

>>6761336
>boy

what the hell grace

i thought you were better than this

>>6761336
>>6761305
your mommys not gonna be prouuud

>>6761319
i had a knife but ive misplaced it but im always carrying pepper spray now while i'm out. 8 foot range..not great..but it'll have to do.

also can someone pls tell me what this person is trying to say? its a post i replied to
them: so what's the best part of you? favorite skill or quality?
me: im really good at pretending i dont exist
them: That's ridiculously true though

oh christ
I got nauseous hiccups and puke a tiny bit but not much
but I can't make myself puke voluntarily, as is the usual
I'm kind of scared now

>>6761325
im glad you're having a good night ^^

>>6761345
go to a fucking doctor

>>6761322
>BDD
no. i'm fucking sick of this meme. and fine maybe it's andro and i can't see it. i don't see how tho.
>>6761326
i'm rly not. my jaw and chin are massive,

>>6761328
yeah ur qt af tho and im not really into chicks so much anymore

>>6761334
I've got my last exam that my whole degree hinges on on the 22nd, that's kind of a big part of what this is about

hey maybe if I mention this I can get it delayed again

>>6761345
Paracetamol is absorbed in about two hours anyways.

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>>6761343
it was just a joke..

>>6761354
is it even worth going to the hospital then?

>>6761356
I thought it was funny

>>6761344
i guess they're either saying you are good at pretending you dont exist or maybe they're saying they are also good at that

but desu your best qualities are that you are a very talented artist with your music and paintings and you are cute as a button

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have a good night everyone!

>>6761364
Nope, you're fucked now

>>6761364
Monitoring and IV drip could help.

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Percocet is a miracle.
also someone told me to make a kissy face
>BIG MISTAKE
>>6761335
i KNOW IT IS :(((
>>6761337
im good at lighting :3
>>6761340
carol took my place as thread pupper!!
>>6761350
ay thanks tho beep!!
yer cute yourself
>>6761346
thanks nim!!
how are you??
>>6761369
oh nini nim!!

>>6761364
just do it bitch it's better than dying or fucking your liver

wait, what's the toxic level? kato says 10g, but I just saw a website that said 1.5g which I took way more than

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all those trans joke donations on reynads stream

>>6761380
go to a hospital

>>6761375
u wanna be the kitter then?

>>6761375
im doing well but I shouldn't have eaten that pizza x(

have a good night <3

>>6761379
I don't have a working phone though
I'd use skype but my laptop's internal mic doesn't work

>>6761380
I assume the website is right and go the hospital

>>6761391
ignore the late night typos

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looking and feeling like shit rn
wbu /mtfg/
how are you

>>6761383
Reynads stream has some dumbasses sometimes. I like the salty boy and his music taste is decent, but his chat sometimes...

>>6761364
Yes, go to the hospital.

>>6761380
1.5g is toxic to sensitive individuals or those with weakened livers. Toxicity increases as you increase the dose. 6g is enough to cause permanent damage. 10g is almost certain to cause liver failure.

>>6761380
stop doing dumb drugs. jesus christ.

>>6761388
ask your roomates or neighbour? dude this is some serious shit get to the hospital as soon as you can

>>6761398
fucking hell
I could wake up my housemates and ask to use their phone but it's 5 AM and I don't want to make them angry by being a retarded depressed tranny, they'll hate me

well now I remember why I left these threads

>>6761400
she did tylenol

>>6761407
thats fucking retarded

>>6761383
>not talking to chat
>ads everywhere
>playing hearthstone
? why r u watching this ?