/mtfg/ - trans woman general

>bloodwork done last week
>clinic appointment to see results and up hrt meds next week
>counting the hours until the next time to take meds
>counting the days until the appointment for them to get raised
>just waiting and living

In retrospect I feel like because she wanted to "start low and reach pre-puberty levels first" means I'm not at full dose. Which means my timeline is slow now. Which is kind of disappointing but also reassuring that shit is getting better. But now it just feel like a waiting game. Also the weird mix of hoping the hrt dosages werenn't uselessly low but also hoping things get better because the dosage will be higher.

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>tfw no cummies

>>6758189
okay fine you can have an apron

but that bacon better be good

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sup mtfg where do i buy a bra

>sister posts video on facebook of herself with bee filter on
>"i have to tell you all that i'm a bumblebee, but i really want to be a ladybug."
>"i really wanna have my surgery but im afraid i'm just having an identity crisis"
>mom shares it

>>6758226
>tfw developed a daddy kink

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>>6758227
[spoiler]I actually cook bacon like a fucking pro, just a hint of crispy and tender[/spoiler]

>>6758228
La senza
Aerie
Victoria's Secret
Wal Mart

>>6758235
Get shit on

>>6758223
Need more!! imo

>>6758197 #
A pretty dumb one.

I have a severe fear of being abusive or controlling, which is why ppl started the whole quid abused peeps meme

So when she was convinced I was her superior and was more important than her in every way, that was hot, but also very concerning

So we had a conversation about basic inalienable rights and healthy adult relationships and how her opinions and wants are important too.

Next day, this happens.

Now she's my "slave" in terms of RP faggotry again, partly because of that but mostly because if it was just going to make things worse anyway I'd much rather have a pet chara, all things being... equal (trolololo)

So yeah, basically I was an idiot and thought it would be a good idea to tell chara to stop self censoring based on other people (or at least thats how she interpreted it) and then this happened.

I'm gonna try to get her to just stop posting here, but she should play nice now, at least.

>>6758240
too many people think the crispier the better but that's not the case

it's gotta be tender enough that i don't feel like im eating glass and crispy enough that i don't feel like im eating raw meat

>>6758238
Wait ur into guys now?

>>6758209
1. Cis isn't a word.
2. Transgender was just labeled a mental illness boo yah!

>>6758254
Did you just imply women can't be daddies?

>>6758254
(psh i'm the daddy in the scenario lmao)

>>6758256
cis is latin

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>>6758256
3. trump is the worst thing to happen to this country since ronald reagan

>>6758213
They won't get better. This is why 40% of trans attempt or commit suicide

>dentist prescribed codeine instead of just ibuprofen

: )
>>6758256
>cis isn't a word
skipped chemistry?

Repostin cause I'm a tard..
I might have made the most tranny purchase on Amazon.......
Is a mechanical keyboard and $300 of clothes and makeup it?
Also, pls help. I can't stand windows anymore and can't decide what to install
http://www.strawpoll.me/11027922

>>6758263
Yes a dead language.
>>6758264
I'm not a trump supporter sweet heart :3

>>6758269
>meme oses

use debian, the gnu+linux distro for lesbians

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>>6758264
4. i want to do acid with mado

>>6758269
I use ubuntu because I am retarded and don't want to break stuff

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>>6758271
Sure talk like one
>>6758273
5. I wanna snort molly do acid and go to getter with nim

How come this community is so cancerous? I'm being 100% serious. You're on 4chan and this is the easiest board to troll.

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>>6758264
>>6758273
.5 i do too and also lewds

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>>6758154
>I cooked bacon naked once and that was a mistake.
ouch

>>6758169
Which one did you take? The one that's in question for me is Lupron

>>6758280
people here are really insecure I think

>>6758275
Hillary and trump are the exact same people

>>6758211
I'm not tryna judge but i meannnnnnm

>>6758235
wow that's really shitty. they know, right?

>>6758256
Lol

>>6758264
only if he wins ><

lets pray

>>6758273
omg

I did not know nim tripped and want to do acid with nim and mado

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>>6758272
You mean Arch?
>>6758274
Arch has always been easier for me, since and drivers hate me on Ubuntu...
>>6758284
Not me. :^)

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>>6758261
Yeah, they can't lol

>>6758262
Ohh ok sorry I'm dum

>>6758269
Debian

>>6758291
Amd not and......

>>6758280
omg what do you mean by what? ;-;

>>6758251
*hug*
Managing pets takes experience. Do let your hamster out of its cage, but remember to keep an eye on it and stop it from making too much of a mess.

>>6758273
>>6758275
I want to do acid with Nim and Mado.

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>>6758295
Choke yourself

>>6758291
use debian

>>6758275
>>6758281
>>6758290
>>6758302
i wanna go in the woods and have a tranny trip party

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>>6758281
who's you!
>>6758287
Pretty much
>>6758290
I condemn the actions of chara I just don't give a shit what I was going on about is how bed chan is a fucking hypocrite peice of fucking lying dog shit
>>6758302
Come here then senpai

>>6758313
same

>>6758291
>>6758297
oh I have nvidia and the proprietary driver was pretty simple to get working. I think amd's open drivers are getting good now but I don't really know about that.

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>>6758252
Yeah I agree.
Although I do like super crispy bacon sometimes desu

>>6758304
No.
Also pls don't post that disgusting shit

>>6758291
>Amd
>Linux
Found your problem

>>6758301
As long as Chara doesn't start chewing on power cables or pissing on the carpet like a real hamster, we should be alright...

>>6758314
>>6758313
<3 <3 <3

>>6758314
>bed chan is a fucking hypocrite peice of fucking lying dog shit
how

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>>6758313
Woods would be fun. Haven't had a trip like that in a while. I've been partying every time I do acid lately, I mean the last time wasn't much of a party but fun and crazy none the less. I really just can't wait for Getter.
>>6758318
>tfw hamster girl says she loves you

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>>6758317
Don't kink shame Olrapeyface you spigot

Straight guy here.

>>6758317
now i want bacon and i dont got no bacon :(

>>6758295
>>6758308
I'll try it...
Now jessie, stretch, or sid?
>>6758313
>ywn have chicken and winnigan with nim
>>6758316
The open drivers were a dream on arch and manjaro desu. Ubuntu always fucked me. I've gotten better, so that might be fixed now.
>>6758317
M-muh 3.5...

>>6758318
i want chara to piss on my carpet
>>6758322
i want carol to piss on my carpet
>>6758329
i want nim to piss on my carpet

>>6758333
なに

>>6758333
same

>>6758313
That sounds really fun...

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>>6758329
Near the end of last march when i was kicked out she deffened all the assholes who were shitting on me and joined in on all the bullshit saying I should kill myself and blah blah blah the same bull shit she was saying shouldn't fly. Like bitch please you're no better.

>>6758330
im looking to expand my consciousness brah

>>6758333
im a straight guy but i pretend to be a girl : )

>>6758333
Me too!

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>tfw gf telling me to stop losing weight
its like come on let me live my LIFEi just wanna be skinny is all sheesh

>captcha shows me ice cream
fuck u

>>6758349
That's my name tho....... My jaw chin and browbone gave me that name...

>>6758343
seems pretty mean desu

for what purpose do people start shit on here for

>>6758336
lol I got the 3.5 meme card but I don't really do anything hardcore so it hasn't really mattered

>>6758340
you are gay as hell

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>>6758346
Same here i've learned quite a bit from acid and still continue to learn things. I also love the hallationas i've been getting. But I still love to party and get ass blasted cause I still can't stand myself

>>6758338
wut

>>6758353
we're telling you that too :)

>>6758358
who's a good pup?

>>6758356
>you are gay as hell
nuh uh. I've had a qt girl under my arm all morning.

>>6758265
Fair enough. My back up plan is going full gay and alcoholism.

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>>6758359
no way dude im totally not thin enough yet
maybe at 130 or 125 ill be satisfied

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>>6758331
I wasn't kinkshaming, I would just rather you not post rapeyface at all.

>>6758336
Stretch.
Sid if you like to live dangerously
Jessie is old as fuck and should only be used on servers

>>6758334
Buy bacon.
Do it faggot.

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>>6758355
Drama bs. Started offline and worked itself to here cause that's how it works when you meet up with people from here and shit hits the fan. People love drama people love gossip people looovvee ittt. It makes them feel like something's actually happening in their boring lives.

>>6758265
Is there a point in transitioning at 5'11 and 16inch shoulders

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Fuck off power outages.

>>6758251
>tfw no pet Chara

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Someone said that my ffs turn me into nothing but a hot version of Robyn.
That was catalyst I needed for my suicide.
That was the straw that broke the camels back.

>>6758372
RIP
>>6758360
>///////<

>>6758377
please don't unless this is cfh

>>6758362
sounds pretty gay bro

>>6758372
can't get over that gif

>>6758374
at least you can pet chara!

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>>6758372
Right as we started overwatch. But we got btfo anyway.
>>6758374
At least I have her love

>>6758383
Not gay, balls aren't touching

>>6758365
What's your height don't stretch yourself too far.

>>6758368
depends on age

if you're under 25, you might shrink an inch or two within a year of hrt. no joke

>>6758381
I'm
Not cfh

>>6758368
Not that discourager, but those aren't as shit as they could be. The real problem will always be your face. There -are- cis girls who are 5'11". You won't look like them, but the height won't be your issue. The idea of being a tall girl shouldn't be awful to you, being tall has benefits. Accept you won't be a cute, tiny anime girl. Don't try to do cute, do graceful. Do cool. Do you but better. If you want impossible things from transitioning you shouldn't transition.

>>6758378
*strokes ur red rocket*

>>6758336
you sell fish

>>6758338
but why

>>6758357
im not really a partier :O

>>6758372
:(

Anti depressants are nice. Y'all should forget all the negative things i said about them and get yourself some.

>>6758392
Im 21 and two months hrt, and i thought shrinking was a hon meme?

hi

>>6758365
why are you pushing yourself so hard

>>6758333
Nice trips

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>>6758391
5'10.5 or thereabouts
i was 136.6 when i weighed myself this morning

i just wanna be skinny af tbqh

>>6758399
It is, there is no fucking reason why anyone should shrink on HRT

>>6758384
I would love to pet the hamster
>>6758386
That's pretty good too

>>6758388
I'm so sorry anon :s

>tfw woke up to a dream of Gala asking me to help take care of her husband after she dies.

>>6758353
I've mostly been getting food capchas lately when I wanting to loose weight. For a long period I was getting just store fronts, and my weight was slowly dropping.

>>6758365
Model thin is to thin. You need a bit of padding to look great.

>>6758394
Tall and elegant is my target, but who knows. I may just have a to big of rib cage.

>>6758407
really? i'm 5'2" now
i was 5'8" when i started
i thought this was normal?

>>6758406
i'm 5'11 at roughly 130 you need to be careful man its really not good at this weight.

>>6758408
O.O

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>>6758407
>>6758399
if you're still growing an inch every year or two without HRT, why would shrinking an inch in a year or two after drastically changing your hormone levels be a meme?

now that does not make sense

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>>6758396
I party hard its what I do. Love it, love everything about, I love doing as much drugs as people give you, I love dancing, blacking out, waking up disoriented.

Fuck you Cass, I'll mention you on here as much as I fucking want. You're a piece of shit and a bully for kicking me while I'm down and everyone deserves to know what a cunt you are. No fucking regrets.

>>6758416
*pets*

good morning

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>>6758400
hi

>>6758420
She sounds like a hero to me

>>6758406
>tfw around that height near 146 and target weight is 140

I feel like too much of mine is fat now instead of muscle. And not the good kind of fat. I need way more cardio but I'm fucking exhausted after work and just want to get drunk. Losing weight the easy way was a good and bad idea.

How is it being that weight? Do you feel you get cold easier now? Are you more tired?

>>6758394
Could you give me some examples of cis woman styles that fit into this category of gracefulness and not cute anime girl

>>6758400
Hey pickle

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>>6758424

>>6758368
Many people report transition making them feel better, even among those taller and broader-shouldered than the average cis girl.

You might be among them.

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>>6758407

>>6758400
Hi <3

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>>6758412
i dont mind the food captchas so much, it's just kind of a funny coincidence

>Model thin is to thin. You need a bit of padding to look great.
i don't necessarily disagree, what with how bony i am. but i want to get to that low and then decide if i like it or not.

>>6758414
but i didn't like myself at 140 or 145 or 150 or 155 or any other weight either
so

>>6758427
>>6758394

>see a qt in the mirror
good feel

>>6758431
How tall are you?

>>6758381
I don't drop trip. And I don't plan on dying soon. Sorry if I dashed your hopes.

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>>6758417
That's not how bones work. It's basic physiology. They grow until they stop, they don't shrink.

>>6758413
Maybe you should learn how to hold a tape measure.

>>6758427
Gisele Bundchen, pretty much all clothing models are tall af

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New endo is awesome :) she asked all the right questions as opposed to last time. "what age did you notice your attraction to men". Like wtf?? Lmao. I don't like getting naked tho :l

>>6758420

I love you, Robin.

Cry harder. I gave you an ultimatum, it's up to you. You're welcome there as long as you're not crying or complaining. Keep that shit in this thread and away from Kageshi.

>>6758435
Then you need to work on self image not your weight my dude.

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>>6758424
hi june
>>6758428
hi cease
>>6758432
hi carol
>>6758440
i can't helpit i'm epilepticxfyhghxhf

>>6758394
What if your face passes?

>>6758437
What cheat code did you use please

Need to know

>>6758427
There's that pic floating around about what clothes go good with body styles. It was like a 4 x 4 grid with cartoon pictures and descriptions. The far right column was most useful.

It was an OP image a few days ago.

The general emphasis was to wear long things that accentuate your height and how thin you are. Which explains why I think my XL fitted t-shirts that go down to my butt and skinny jeans make me feel prettier.

Crap, I thought I saved it. Someone knows what I'm talking about.

I had a dream last night that i was on a team that got second place at the international. Then i did...cocaine i guess? In the bathroom, but some girl that was jealous because she eanted to fuck me but i didn't want to, came and took photos of my cocaine (it was in a big ziplock baggy and i left it in the bathroom because I'm not a very good kuriminar) and then police were at the bathroom when i came back and i had to flush my bug of cocaine down the toilet and it took two flushes. And because of all the distractions, my dota team dropped me and were playing at a tourney without me. But i still went and cheered them on and they won.

>>6758447
up up down down left right left right b a start
that and starting at 17

>>6758442
you had to get naked?

hahah holy shit more and more i realize how fucking lucky i am in every aspect of my life

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>>6758426
i totes understand being too tired after work for exercise. luckily i run around all day at work so just by cutting my daily caloric intake under 1300 ive been dropping weight p steadily.

>How is it being that weight? Do you feel you get cold easier now? Are you more tired?
yes, i do get cold more easily
and i am more tired but that's a side effect of the sustained low caloric intake, i think, and not so much the weight itself

>>6758444
no i dont think so
i just wanna be thinner

this pic is me at about 143 or so

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Good afternoon everyone. How's everyone doing?

>>6758438
6'2 ;~;

>>6758450
>actually dreaming about video games
haha cmon dude

http://www.strawpoll.me/11028862/
http://www.strawpoll.me/11028862/
http://www.strawpoll.me/11028862/
http://www.strawpoll.me/11028862/

>>6758445
hi kiwi

>>6758445
I'm oddish! I just like changing my trip all the time.
>>6758454
Your tum seems fine. I would suggest weight training and a bit of cardio though. If you wanna be sexier that is.

>>6758456
That just makes the Nim huggs cuddlier!

>>6758455
hello :)

my day is going well ^^

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>>6758458
Where is the team who gives a shit?

>>6758454
You look healthy and fine :/. Please see someone abt this you're on a downward trend

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>tfw everyone leaves you out of the acid party
good thing imma be there anyway lmao

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>>6758449
This?

>>6758454
i wanna kiss ur tummi

im gay now

>tfw jeans start fitting you again but you're still losing weight
???
>>6758459
hi nim
>>6758460
i know who you are silly

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>>6758467
In reality you're like the only one
>>6758473
Sounds about right

>>6758457
Personally i thought the cocaine part was more pathetic. I've never even done cocaine.
But i mean yea dreaming about dota was weird. I'd trade for a forbidden love dream or something, easy.
>>6758474
O-ok :3

>>6758454
My nigga. My weight has been steadily declining for like 8 months because of my job. My job has me constantly running around, carrying heavy boxes and I don't take breaks or stop and eat. It's overnight so effectively: I have a small meal after I come home before I sleep, sleep through lunch, then have a normal size "dinner" with the folks. I don't know how many calories it's cut but I can't argue with my jean size going from a "32 sort of still fits... but it's uncomfortable" to a "I'm a 30 now but I have to wear the belt or else they sag". Plus the 30 or so pounds.

Honestly, I liked you at 143. That's a lot fucking better than what I look like, body-wise. Reminds me of what I looked like at 19 instead of years later. I have to get rid of this gut...

You find you and do you though. Fuck everyone discouraging your weight and make yourself happy. Just check your sanity occasionally to make sure you're doing the right thing.

>>6758406
>>6758426
I'm betting 145 is impossible for me to do safely due to the size of my rib cage and hips. The size of one's bones matters in what is a good safe weight, let alone a beautiful weight.

>>6758435
Yeah, self image...

>>6758441
5'8" to 6'0" or so it the ideal fashion range. Some are up to an inch or two taller or shorter.
>tfw I was 5'8" Size 2 with more hip than most boys my age when 14yo.

>>6758454
>this pic is me at about 143 or so
And you looked nice then. :)

>>6758473
trip on elanna

>>6758356
Ahhhh. Like, I can't meme on you with an r7 250....... I can't do anything lol.
>>6758366
I'll go stretch then. Gotta get used to apt and that jazz now...
>>6758396
I just thought we could have a leg in one hand and a bererb in the other.

>>6758468
Yeaah! That one! The top right is what I was thinking of. Looks like the rest of the column isn't nearly as useful.

>>6758443
No, fuck this, this is the same "I love you" as Titchbits and it's the same bullshit as my dad, it's bullshit I've learnt to recognise for what it is. My life situation is pretty fucking horrible and I've grown up with absolutely none of the support people are supposed to get normally for these problems. I'm trying desperately to improve things for myself but you only recognise the negative in me. Of course most of what I talk about will be depressing when most aspects of my life are depressing at the moment. I want it to change. I'm working to make it change. It's not my fucking fault if you refuse to see that and can't be bothered to hit the fucking ignore button if it personally affects you so badly. You're making things harder for me for no fucking reason except your own stubbornness and I'm not gonna concede to apologise to that.

>>6758461
man hugs :(

>>6758468
need me a hour glass pear bell or cello please.

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>>6758492
Get out sir

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>>6758468
Which of these is this body type?

>>6758474
how are you

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>>6758507
i'm okay just bored today
hbu little nim?

>>6758483
im gay

>tfw really want to die but tallest building in the city is only tall enough to grant ~50% chance of death (~15 floors), nowhere fucking near certain enough
would codeine be strong enough in a large enough dose to dull the pain if I did survive or do the effect plateau out above a certain dosage? I'm thinking it might be worth doing anyway 'cause even if I survive it might speed up the process of getting me a fucking therapist
I've been waiting for 3 months even after going to an optional appointment that was supposed to speed up the process

>>6758513
screencapped

>>6758504
cute

>>6758513
me too

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>>6758460
it's NOT fine that's why i wanna lose weight lmao

>>6758466
>people on here want to gain weight to be "thick"
>"yah go for it get dem hips and ass"
>someone wants to be thinner
>"there's something wrong with you it's not healthy ur gonna die"

pls go

>>6758469
no.

>>6758480
yeah, i've also lost about 30 pounds over the past ~year. it's gr8. i hate my job tho lmfao i get so exhausted from it...

>Honestly, I liked you at 143. That's a lot fucking better than what I look like, body-wise. Reminds me of what I looked like at 19 instead of years later. I have to get rid of this gut...
it's a lot better than what i looked like at 19 im pretty sure lole
im 26 now and i was probably around 150 back then and a babby tranny

>You find you and do you though. Fuck everyone discouraging your weight and make yourself happy. Just check your sanity occasionally to make sure you're doing the right thing.
THANK u
someone fuckin gets it cheezus!!
ive always wanted to be 'the skinny one', and 130~ has always been my dream/overall goal weight. i just think i should get there and see how i feel, since im so close now.

>>6758481
>Yeah, self image...
my self image is fine. i feel good about myself when i look and feel thinner. i feel worse when i don't. pretty fine & straightforward to me

>And you looked nice then. :)
too much meat
i feel better about myself now

>>6758512
im pretty bored too

i was gonna play overwatch with some trips but we were getting our asses kicked so everyone bailed lol

>>6758513
gayfer

>>6758517
You are !-!

>>6758514
to be specific I have 50 Solpadol (30mg codeine, 500mg paracetamol) available to me. if it's not enough to make jumping from a height painless, is it enough to make slitting my wrists bearable?

>>6758520
i don't encourage anyone going out of healthy weight ranges. You are going to be at an unhealthy weight soon baka

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>>6758524
yea overwatch sucks sometimes
i'm not even really playing until season 2 starts

also I'm not seeking attention, I just want this to fucking stop and I have nowhere else to ask these things, please just filter if it offends you

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>you will never have rawr's enviable feminine face, more feminine than anyone else's here
>you will never have rawr's petite small body
>you will never have rawr's handsome Asian bf with a 7" dick and have him plow you every night
>you will always be a 6 foot twink abomination

>>6758516
This was a mistake..

>>6758524
No u

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>>6758533
????? 130 isnt evne underweight lmao
i swear some of u people have the weirdest most warped ideas about weight

>>6758492

>>6758492

Good, this is what I want you to do. Whine here, enjoy your time there. We have an understanding. It's been six months since I met you and I really tried to help you but you're a fucking idiot who won't take advice. You pissed off two trans rooms on Kageshi as well as a TC room. We were all trying to help you but all you do is obsess with the members who pass better than you (IE: Slug, Opu, Bambi, Miwi, socks, etc), or whine about how shitty you have it and how mentally ill you are. A lot of us don't pass and started late. You bring everyone down with your horrible attitude. The whole room should not be forced to ignore you or pause your cam. That is what the kick button is for, it helps us ignore you for an hour till you cool off.

I even offered to get you on R3ddit's d!schord so they'd listen to you and hugbox you about your problems. This is my new rule for you, every time you complain you'll get an hour to complain on /mtfg/ about your problems. I'm going to do this until you learn like the dog you are to keep your l!vejournal posts here.

>>6758543
only sometimes

>>6758520
I'm telling you, dont lose weight, gain muscle.

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>>6758504
you are a brick, kid

>>6758546
oh my bad you're 5lbs away from being underweight go for it then hahaha

soup

>>6758547
Well can you blame Robyn or Angie who complain to them?
Both are hideous and if I was as ugly as them I'd complain too

>>6758560
hows ur face

>>6758560
can i kiss ur tummi

>>6758560
hi ducky

have you had the surgery already?

recovering well?

>>6758547
you're a condescending piece of shit and don't even know half of what you're talking about judging by that post, I don't obsess over anyone and my problem with Bambi isn't that she passes better than me, it's that she's an irritating, insufferable bitch who acts like a high-schooler still, and most people here think that too.

also, the reddit discord is shit and dead, you already linked me to it

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>>6758560
hugg phie
Also omg how is recovery going?

>>6758561
this, pretty much

>>6757978
>We could have helped each other out.
Why do you think I wanted to come up? I thought we could help eachother transition but no you fucked me over hard core. Who tells someone to come up and then tells them its off? I told you I was all packed and you said come up. Now I'm stuck back with my cis male roomies and I am out 100 dollars in moving supplies.

>>6758564
hurts a lot

>>6758565
only if youre a girl

>>6758569
I actually had 2. its going okay. cant wait to get home tho. my nose hurts

>>6758572
heyo <3 <3 <3

its okay. the staff is nice, theyre kinda stuck up on not giving a lot of painkillers. .
its not nearly as painful as srs tho. essentially a walk in the park in comparison

>>6758561

I don't mind Angie as much. But Angie is basically Robin tier when it comes to whining and complaining. Robin is /mtfg/'s problem, you all created her. We don't want her. I just remembered I even tried to get her into a mental health skype group a while back. She won't learn. All she does is whine.

>>6758547
also, go look at the poll, which wasn't mine by the way
more evenly split than you expected I bet, especially given how few people here like me normally as it is

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>>6758571

>>6758588
you mean Sal's? I talked to her on Skype, I still do. she says I'm too fucked-up for her to expose her mental health group to. can't blame her but you can ask her, I pursued it. stop saying I don't try and help myself, it's not fucking true.

>>6758586
Are there any hons there with you?

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>>6758556
id much rather be 125~130 than 140 or more

the thinner i am the better i feel, and i think that being thin sits better on me

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>>6758591
You can't ask me not post Edgars and then do it yourself

>>6758586
awwww

that sounds so scary but you seem to be taking it well!

could you describe the process leading up to the surgery? just for curiosities sake.

ill have some cookies and milk waiting for you when you get back if you do :3

>>6758547
Oh, before you vanish, is Slug doing alright? I was worried about that one.

>>6758588
Both are bad in terms of looks and complaining.
You should ban both for life and Kari as well

>>6758595
you mean apart from me?

>>6758600
like while here in the city or the preplanning?

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>tfw u wake up and ur still not rawr
It hurts to live

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>tfw friday and nothing to do but post on the net :(

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>>6758586
Thank fuck for that, I was hoping ffs wouldn't be as bad. You made it though, congrats !

>>6758598
Ok fine but pls no autoerotic asphyxiation gifs

>>6758607
Yes

>>6758571

See you in an hour, if someone kick's you again it's a 12 hour ban since you're already 3/4. We are not the Trans Support group on Kageshi. I'd tell you to go there but you were banned there for obsessing over Bambi.

Don't act like you're not obsessed over that girl, you literally posted like a schizophrenic about her for hours the other day while she was asleep and not even awake. She then came in here and told you off. Is this going to turn into another Edie situation where you stalk someone?

Just fuck off, I used to not mind you as much but these past few weeks I can't stand all of the complaints I get about you.

>>6758611
at least you didn't get raked over hot coals

>>6758607
i guess both x~x

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>>6758591
LOL
elanna you are in no position to make fun of others' faces when your own face looks like a rugged Slavman's

>>6758613
I'll try my best but no promises. Sometimes people need reminding what a disgusting piece of shit he is.

>>6758612
you need FFS for your nose, your chin and your brow ridge

otherwise you look decent

>>6758591
elanna, why do you always feel the need to be a true cunt? do you think it helps you pass?

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is this a bad time?

>>6758619
My memories are doing that well enough.

>>6758613
thank you

>>6758612
if youve started after 16 you need ffs. the exceptions are genetic miracles.

>>6758616
ok

>>6758620
I basically did the planning and stuff online cause I was lazy. then confirmed it via bank transfer, got an appointment, sent the paperwork (e.g. bloodtest etc) and stuff and eventually just arrived here. the rest works automatically, they take care of everything. and give you a sheet that basically tells you where to go when. the staff is really nice as well. I like it.

>>6758644
The fuck do you mean ok

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>>6758628
more like

<---

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>>6758425
>>6758443
You're one of those heroes, aren't you?...!

If the psychologist I'm going to next week doesn't say on their website that they specialise in /lgbt/ things, do you think that means that they wouldn't know anything about dysphoria or trans stuff at all?

>>6758617
I didn't fucking stalk edie
I get envious of early transitioners and shit but I never lash out at them in anger based on that like Kayla, for example, has done
I get angry when people like her treat me like shit for being worse off than them, that's when I have a problem. everyone here knows what Bambi can be like. Slug can be a pain too but sometimes we get on alright. you've got a shit attitude and will kick me for mentioning *anything* negative in my life at all even if it's in the context of me trying to fix it, just admit it.

>>6758602

Yeah, she is. You're welcome to drop by and say hello to her. She's really nice and hangs out there almost everyday. Ironically, she actually tried to help Robin for a very long time with makeup tips and outfit styles but Robin never took it. She ended up hating Robin because well, Robin is Robin.

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>>6758644
>the exceptions are genetic mistakes
fixed for scientific accuracy

Is it okay for me to come out to my mom over texts?

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>>6758624
Yeah I know. U shud see my bomb ass beard

>>6758637
>defending edgar

>>6758655
Slug is a cunt
lol ok

>>6758640
I don't get it

>>6758660
is it ok to break up with your bf over txt

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>>6758662
oh so poopfaced has wronged you before so its ok to be mean to him

im unironically on board w this

>>6758656
disgusting. look at that pedo molest that child. kissing it while grabbing its ass/genitals? this is the sort of stuff you'd expect on /b/

>>6758653
they probably won't. mine didn't but she was willing to research and learn so it worked out.

>>6758662
you're still a cunt.

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>>6758647
>>6758656
>>6758668

i mean they cute and all but don't act like it's all rainbows and smiles

>>6758665
then you're part of the problem

>>6758633
Not that person, but what really is a brow ridge? I see this really prominent neandrathal forehead that's made of bone that needs to be shaved off when I google it but everyone seems to just be complaining about a miniscule amount of muscle and tissue that disappears when you raise your eyebrows. How can you even tell from that picture about the brow ridge thing? Brow ridges seem to mostly pick up from an angle in good above lighting.

Or is it literally just the bone thing and I'm just crazy? Is it because you think you have to have that rounded forehead to be pretty?

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>>6758669
shut up anon you're all dumb in your face.

>>6758676
sorry

>>6758655
that's bullshit, she has done none of those things
you keep talking about "oh we've always tried to help you but provide a minima of examples and ignore my responses >>6758592

>>6758653
Call and ask...

>>6758666
>666
go for it...

>>6758555
How fucked am i?

>>6758673
How do I even start when I meet the therapist? Will they just ask me questions or what. I have no idea because I've never been to one

>>6758649
so true

>>6758611
I feel like doing nothing tonight, but I'm still going to watch a friend's play.

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>>6758675
Yes, and?

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tfw u go to pay all your bills early this month but you realize that you have a credit on all your accounts cos you paid them early last month

>>6758680
it's okay. we can still be friends but pls ask before touching me.

>>6758695
and that's okay :^)

>>6758687
Those lines were drawn on the outsides of the arms and mean nothing. Take a look at your actual lines.

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>>6758676
Tb even fairer it is all rainbows and smiles sm.h

>>6758702
We already seen enough pics of angie

>>6758702
No Whingie, you should leave.

>>6758688
They will probably start with questions. Tell them exactly why you are there and what you would like to work on. You have to remember therapists can't read your mind so you need to let them know what you need help with.

>>6758681

I don't have time to refresh every 5 seconds. I'm working, while also in that room. She did try to help you, I was there. I remember because it happened in the mtfg kageshi room. All you did was whine. Shit, I even tried to help you on rocking androgyny, which might I add would suit you well as we both look like hons and I can rock androgyny well.

Anyway, I need to get back to work. You can pm me later. I'm done here.

>>6758696
can I sit on your lap

>>6758688
Mine started with typical shit, asked me my name, ask me my age, asked me to explain in my own words why I wanted to see her, even though she had the forms right in front of her and knew all that shit. It opens up the conversation.

i want to be a mommy :(

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>>6758677
brow ridge is the most prominent part about one's forehead and in extreme cases it looks like this (on the right)

anon did a good job at concealing it with their hair but it's there nevertheless. it's this stubborn piece of bone that always prevents you from passing 100% but styling eyebrows helps a lot too

>>6758717
no i'm too bony

>>6758709
>>6758719
Okay I see..if she straight up asks me why I'm there I'll just say I'm Hella depressed because I hate my body and don't feel comfortable in it? Would she get the hint or do I actually have to say "I'm trans"

>>6758730
okay sorry

>>6758707
>>6758708
Angie is his sister and the doxxer?

>>6758699
those lines illustrate that anon's shoulders are wider than her hips

>>6758734
Just say you think you are trans

>>6758737
No but they look very much alike

>>6758735
no its okay. you can sit next to me tho. i have a very large, very comfortable and expensive couch.

>>6758741
Should I mention the depression, and that I've been self medding a bit? If she asks if I'm suicidal because of it do I say yes or no?

>>6758746
just tell her the truth nigga

>>6758724
I wasn't trying to hide anything, that's just how my hair was! My brow ridge isn't really the prominent I think, but what do I know. I'm hoping HRT at least does something for me. :(

>>6758734
No she won't. She'll ask what you dislike about your body. And she'll explore the possibility of BDD or bad self-image for a while instead of gender dysphoria. Which might not be an awful idea.

I'd worry if you start with "I think I'm trans, doc" they will want to ask why you think you're trans. Which, to me, feels weird because then I have to defend myself and I fall like a card house if they play the opposing viewpoint and make me justify everything.

Maybe that's the correct way though. I think that's more or less what I did, but she didn't do that like my first therapist when I was underage did.

>>6758745
thank you I am very grateful to sit on this couch

>>6758693
I wish I could sit through a play. Just having that many people around me jacks up my anxiety to much.

>>6758739
So... That means very little.

>>6758697
No it's not, I'm a honfaced megacunt :)

>>6758752
Yeah Okay will do
>>6758757
Wait so I'm confused. What do I start with then?

>>6758759
as you should be, friend.

wanna watch ben hur?

>>6758761
slavfaced*

>>6758761
oh shit if you're honfaced that'd make me an ogre

will you come visit me in my cave?

>>6758724
Oh so not having a smooth line your temple to the the space between your eyebrows would be a brow ridge? That makes sense now.

My female counsins all have the forehead on the right. They got it from their mom. It's kind of hilarious in that regard.

My little sister has something more like Anon, it's not shit in the middle but just an outer edge to the edge of her eye socket. Maybe not quite as prominent. Hard to tell from a front view. I don't think she looks manly at all. At her level and Anon's it seems only slightly masculine.

>>6758769
Nim a cute though

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This general ahs gone to shit. Even more than usual.

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>>6758699

>>6758768
Hey what's wrong with slavs? Well, their faces

>>6758777
spoiler narcissa pictures please

>>6758764
Nah, just state you think you're trans. I was a huge pussy. Ignore my ramblings.

>>6758778
Pull your trousers up

>>6758775
but im not, confused alternate nim

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>>6758778
You look like you were wearing diapers in that photo.

>>6758780
I think that anon is just jelly of superior slavs with regards to passing.

Oh ye I forgot to say, I seen the new Ghostbusters movie. It was pretty good :3

>>6758764
If you are going to her because you think you are trans then just say you think you are trans. She'll want you to expand and explain why you think that so just tell her the truth about what you feel.

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wow I look awful when you crop everything around.

I need my cheeks

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>>6758468
Pls help which one Am I?

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You guys used to be funny. I blame the influx of all these boring new trips.

>>6758766
sure I guess I wanted to watch that neo nazi movie though

>>6758799
cute

>>6758777
i would chase narcissa

ive always had a thing for uglygoofycute girls

>>6758801
on a scale of 1 to 10 how boring am i

>>6758798
Just be glad someone doesn't tell you that your ffs made you look like a hot version of Edgar

>>6758801
Please do not link this disgusting sick freak here. I literally watch his streams and he is nothing short of a liberal/numale piece of trash

>>6758799
The Bell of course.

>>6758798
You could loose weight. Make the cheek bones more prominent.

>>6758785
N̘̯͟͢͞i̴̢͕̣͎̗m̡҉͏͔̘͚̫͈̭͓̲ ̖̠͚̣̦̝̱̪̀͝a̤͍͈̮͓͖̕ ҉̞̭̤̺̥̹͔̝c͍̼̜͙̮̩͇̙͔͘͝u̧̲͙̮͞t̨͈͚̬é̴̬̼̥s͖͈̦̞̳͔̭͍t̢̫̖͈͕

>>6758812
Well, dose it?

>>6758799
You look kind of stout, no offense. It's cute. Are you short? Because you look it. Your hips are doing you good at least.

Not being helpful, just hugboxing.

>>6758812
shut whingie go cry somewhere else

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>>6758808
You know you actually might have a chance.

>>6758813
It's horrible when people fall for the tranny meme, isn't it?

>>6758819
I don't know but it's a huge insult

>>6758822
Fuck off cass and the rest of you kegeshi hons

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'Sup, MtFG?

>>6758826
post the one with her eyes bugged out
that one gave me nightmares once

>>6758826
i think she only likes girls

and even if she didnt most trans girls irrationally hate chasers for some reason

codeine feels weird
>>6758799
ur the qtest qt desu

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hmm i need a second fashion opinion

is wearing pic related with flats and a button up cardigan over it (im thinking grey tank with white cardigan) okay to wear to a first date or is that too casual?

>>6758826
cosmo why

>>6758826
duck feet

>>6758828
Hi