Mtfg: Transgirl general

nim is the new grace

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Hi, will i pass after my nosejob girls? (got it in 5 days)

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>>6731611
:D
>ywn be wally's male gardevoir

FUUU

I WAS MAKING A THREAD

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Morning /mtfg/
how are you?
im wagging school because breakdowns are fun

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>>6731611
Have various Pokemans replaced pizza's and diapers as the most common tranny interest?

>>6731622
Not enough acne.

>>6731628
Probably not.

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>>6731611
Trannies, what are your strangest fetishes?
Don't lie

Watersports? Vomit? Nose hooks? Scat? Extreme insertions? Urethra penetration?

>>6731628
Yes

>>6731643
Diapers, Various humiliation stuffs

>>6731643
when I liked girls more I liked lolis

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>>6731628
You pass now, and you're kinda adorable. Which confuses my soul because I only like 'girls'. You'll look more adorable with a new nose I guess but subjectively I don't think it's thst bad now. I like the baggy style of shirt and your eyebrows :3 plus the little like tied off area where cleavage goes

>>6731632
Now I feel bad, I waited 2 full minutes :( :( :( and I did the last one too. Binge /mtfg /today.

What edition would you have done? I did pokemon cuz Juniper and me were posting a bunch earlier today.

Everyone make note I owe Shakira a shot of expensive alcohol when I get money.

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>>6731643
mexican sugar dancing

>>6731643
>Watersports? Vomit? Nose hooks? Scat?
I like all of those to some degree.
>Extreme insertions? Urethra penetration?
These two not so much.

>>6731643
love

>>6731643
Pajamas the soft girly pants type and no bra. I always wanted to have lesbian sleep overs and finger girls in a sleeping bag as a young BOY. fml is a disaster.

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>>6731657
It was going to be Raphael edition.

>>6731643
strangest? I don't do sexual stuffs anymore but idk maybe double dildo anal with a teacher, getting pegged by my ex on top of my immobilized grandma were some strange fantasies but definitely fucking and killing someone at the same time was a long time favorite. Or being choked to death while being fucked hard.

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>>6731643

>>6731676
How did grace's balls taste?

>>6731672
....sorry not sorry :l

I'm off for the night anyway.


>>6731674
I...don't think my brain is capable of this level of sexual fantasy. The most I've got is the fufujija 5000 as briefly mentioned last thread.

>>6731676
That is not a fetish. Grace pls.

>>6731622
i wish i was at cute as grace

>>6731642
>tfw you get a zit on your cheek a day before classes start
;-;

>>6731643
Tormenting people who ask to many questions.

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>>6731680
You'll have to ask momma when she gets back ~
This is Grace shitposting on her computer again
>>6731682
Okay fine
Y'all probably know what I'm into anyway since I'm p open about it
>>6731685
You're p cute nim

>>6731643
All brands of exhibitionism, public use, and total dependence are probably the most extreme ones I've got.

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>>6731674
>getting pegged by my ex on top of my immobilized grandma

Didn't you post something on /r9k/ about eating a bowl of poop from a certain porn star?

>>6731682
I hated my addiction to porn so much. I'm never going to masturbate again. It's been about 4 months. I stopped before hrt.. I never enjoyed real sex though after a few good times in the beginning of our relationship my ex and I

>>6731692
I thought you went back to chicago already

>>6731643
I don't know what my weirdest one is but I want my extremely dominating female boss to pee straight into my mouth in the middle of a meeting while the people she's dealing with watch in a mix of disgust, deep concern, and awe at the loyalty and respect she commands.

So I'm probably sort of messed up.

Also I want to be a centuries old loli vampire and suck both semen and blood, in that order, out of men's cocks.

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>>6731700
Flight was full and so was the next one
Took an Uber back to Kari's place and napped for a while
Should probably nap again, feeling p tired still
I have a ticket for a midnight flight so this is gonna be a fuuuuuuuun day/night.

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>>6731698
Oh yeah I have a sadistic side especially towards men. I'm not into scat at all. Not even anal a little bit. But I would still love to shit on a dudes face and maybe piss in his open wounds. And that's sarina valentina btw

>>6731712
At least you'll have a few more hours to enjoy with Kari than you planned!

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b o r e d

>>6731712
You mean to tell me you planned a trip to someones place and you didnt even buy round trip tickets so you could actually leave the day you planned to leave?

Does no one in your life advise you to do things in a semi smart way?

>>6731717
Why do you have pictures of her saved then?

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>>6731726
me too.

>>6731726
stacc some books on your head

>>6731730
>her

>>6731717
Is this just a bit you do or are you actually an autistic sociopath? Dont answer it was rhetorical and you're just another insane autismo to lump in with the rest of them here.

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>>6731719
Yeah. I was pretty much hoping I wouldn't get on those two so I could be with Kari more.
I wish I could just stay here and not go home, I really do. But that'll have to wait, I need to sort out things at home and use the next couple of months to make for a smooth move with a job transfer and everything.
>>6731728
Well, I was flying standby because most tickets to and from Portland/Chicago were like $500+ my dad was telling me
It's worked for me 3 times in the past, went to Boston and back doing it, and even got here, but because Delta is down United flights are full as fuck.

>>6731730
I still have a lot of porn saved on my computer.. That's not in my porn folder though

>>6731735
>>6731726
how do you two deal with being so cute?

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So I just realized that my mom's a TERF.

>>6731712
redeyes are the best :^)

You should get like a neck pillow

>>6731643
Lethal doses of morphine
>>6731659
Jesus Christ....

>>6731742
jajajajaja idk why you think i'm a sociopath I feel and express my emotions irl and here too through this hp pavilion

>>6731751
woah same

>>6731750
Cut contact with her.

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>>6731750
Eyes aren't red yet but this definitely does not help the sleep circles under my eyes
I got a 6ish hour nap and gonna sleep more so it's not too bad
I also have a window seat! I'll just lean against the wall so I dont sleep on other passengers
>>6731748
>tfw will never be cute like isla or smiles

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>>6731748
by deleting every image that is even SLIGHTLY imperfect

Sometimes I have dreams of raping satan and sometimes nightmares of being raped by him

>>6731750
my mom is an academic and was a TERF but through love, patience, understanding and reading beyond these little second wave circlejerks got her out of it. bringing in that second wave feminism failed many women and was really only for white women of certain economic backgrounds in certain countries, its kinda easy to deconstruct a lot of that wave of thinking. i really like talking to my mom about feminism, she's way smart

>>6731756
Most people don't fantasize about mounting their grandma and shitting in open wounds

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>>6731735
i wanna cuddle up next to u in rn its too colddd
>>6731736
ok
>>6731748
shes the cuter one desu
much cuter

>>6731756
Your brain cant even calculate what real emotions are. And you're a sociopath for saying and posting things like >>6731674 and >>6731777

I wont be surprised if you're dead within a year in all honesty.

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>>6731706
>
Also I want to be a centuries old loli vampire and suck both semen and blood, in that order, out of men's cocks.
S A M E

>>6731778
>smart
>feminist
>[the current year]
This ain't adding up nigga.

>>6731786
heather
why do you
why do you
do that
lol

>>6731785
I ain't most people. I'm honestly schizophrenic. Not sociopathic. I just fantasize about being free like you. Sometimes freedom from regret..
>>6731787
I wouldn't either people drop like flies in this world XP

having my third dinner at 2am. had a pizza at 7pm (tomato base, two types of spicy sausage, mushrooms, beuffalo mozzarella, cooked, then finished with rocket, pesto, raw buffalo mozzarella, parmesan on top), then a meal replacement milkshake at 9pm, now chorizo and spinach pasta with more buffalo mozz and balsamic syrup glaze.

i think im pregnant, my raw mozzarella cravings are nuts. its like eating a buttery stringy ball of joy you can carve like meat.

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I miss raifu and jormy and kira and kim/sam and E/Eri and everyone else who left :(

>>6731566
at least you get to be fem Isaac Clarke!

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>>6731643
I was into squirting for a while, followed by huge boobs.

I'm kinda curious about rope-play and cat-girls now.

>>6731767
No, that's what you call a flight that goes through the middle of the night.

>>6731766
Working on it. I went shopping for apartment essentials, and at the very end, she went to buy me a multivitamin. I saw her eyeing the "for women" ones.

>>6731778
I actually like first wave feminism a lot, and it makes me really sad to know that she prefers second wave stuff. Mary Wollstonecraft was an amazing writer. Yes, it's not current, but you can reapply the values wherever they still apply.

See above as well. She's reluctantly accepting, which gives me hope.

>>6731805
Are you on prog and high doses of estrogen?

>>6731803
Im betting the thing that makes your fly drop is you pulling the trigger of a gun pressed against your head.

>>6731786
is that the turtles girl from reddit

You gotta understand emotions, love, and various aspects of mentality are all spectrums. Society normalizes certain sections of the spectrums whilst they're all natural. Nothing is natural in nature.

>>6731817
Go take your meds.

>>6731812
Yeah I'm pretty spiritual I'm not gonna kill myself out of depression ever. There is a sacred neutrality and maturity I've got to reach before I'm ready to go happily.

>>6731814
its smiles from mtfg

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>>6731822
For what? I'm not diagnosed with anything other than estrogen deficiency..

>>6731811
i studied first wave at university, womens right to an education so they can use enlightenment principles to be better mothers, wives and above all, humans, was so revolutionary and awesome.

nah no prog, 2mg estrogen. been getting crazy mood swings yesterday, spent all evening crying, had 2 hours of cuddles and sex (amazing), went to sleep. it my period senpai

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>tfw your earliest class starts at 12:45
this is gonna be a good semester.
>>6731748
>ywn be cute
>>6731764
best fetish.
why can't they let shipman out so he can be my gp?

>>6731831
I'll just filter you then because mtfg is already filled with enough nonsensical bullshit from people who belong in a psych ward.

>>6731811
>she went to buy me a multivitamin. I saw her eyeing the "for women" ones.
Well, women ones usually have stuff to replenish after menstruation, so you you're actually better off with the mens ones.

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>>6731811
Roleplay? Cat girls a best tho nya.

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>>6731825
you remind me of my cousin, saying that
this is a good thing, I really miss her :3

>>6731834
I actually studied it along with William Blake, Mary Shelly, Oscar Wilde and a few others in a 17th century british literature class.
Lots of great poetry there.

>>6731839
you can't filter me though. Yr projecting yr anger of yr own confusion onto me. Can't you see that?

>>6731844
>Oscar Wilde
>died in the 20th century
>17th century British Literature

bloody yanks

>>6731839
Why are you being an asshole?

>>6731843
I told you how I actually figured out how to feminize my voice, right?... if not, I'll tell you on skype. It's a little embarrassing.

ROPE play

>>6731840
She ended up picking the "adult" multivitamins instead of men/women's. Women's also usually has a certain amount of calcium.

>>6731852
sorry, I'm retarded.
It was like 17th - 20th, I remember reading a few WWI poems.

>>6731844
Did she kill herself?

you ever just hate everything about yourself at once

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>>6731638
C U T E
U
T
E

I'm fine, having some beer, still sunday 7pm here.
what about you?

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>>6731851

>>6731853
Thats a lot coming from you. The biggest asshole of mtfg.

>>6731861
not only do I hate myself but others as well

should i eat

>>6731643
>tfw you're not really sure what you're into
>>6731861
Yup. It sucks.
Somehow other people tend to not hate me, so that's nice at least

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>>6731867
same

pic related, it's me

>>6731861
I've convinced myself I have before. When you do so you're ignoring the good parts of you. You need to realize your potential. You can make the world a better place for people and be vicariously happy just like how experiencing art can make you happy it's external transference.

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>>6731869
Hi Tetra <3

>>6731872
EDGY

>>6731814
w-who?
>>6731862
glad youre ok
idk im kind of unhappy but isla is helping me feel better

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>>6731880
damn

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>>6731874
Hi anon!
Do I know you?

Why would you tell someone they're a sociopath and that they're feelings aren't real? Has someone told you that before? Why would you make that choice to try to hurt someone like that?

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>>6731893
Of coursh

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>tfw get home from work and too tired to do the things i want to do
>tfw at this job i have less than 60 hours free time in a week's evenings and weekend days
>tfw i have so many things i want to do and so much media i want to consume but i'm usually too tired in evenings so i try to cram everything in on weekends and i just can't get around to everything
aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH WORK IS RUINING MY LIFE

>>6731853
She's not the one who dreams of pissing in gaping wounds and fucking their grandma

>>6731861
all of the time.

>>6731868
if you want you, yes

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>>6731880

>>6731887
>>6731905
stop the edgy posting before you cut yourselves

>>6731898
WAKE UP SHEEPLE

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>>6731839
The psych ward actually told me I don't belong there anymore.

>>6731905
edgy

Hey. I feel like I pass in person and I've had many definitive instances where I've passed and accidentally outed myself because I think I'm obvious as fuck.

My question, why do I feel like such an unpassing hon in pictures? I make it very clear to all of my close friends never to hug box me and to always let me know if I look like a gross hon. It seems in pictures my friends and I seem to mutually agree I look mannish AF but in person I seem to pass way better.

WHAT GIVES

>>6731914
You remember yourself not as you are. Others don't.

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>>6731881
That's great! you should keep glued to Isla, she's a good girl.

>>6731911
i wish i could be neet. i wish i wish i wish.

>>6731898
normie

>>6731898
I know this feeling so well. We need to break free...

>>6731914
Its like when you see a picture of yourself you didnt take. At least for me that always opens my eyes and hits me that im fucking ugly.

>>6731917
What does this mean, pleaes help.

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>>6731914
>why do I feel like such an unpassing hon in pictures
Because you don't like yourself and only see the imperfections

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>>6731907

>>6731923
No you don't. I'm a neet and I'm severely depressed and don't think anything will ever help me escape this life. Nothing makes me happy.
I'd switch lives with you in a heartbeat if I could.

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>>6731897
Ah, I had my suspicions but you've never dropped trip like that before, at least not involving me
How goes?

>>6731929
this is what I mean 100% I never like peoples photos of me. I swear in every one I look like a nasty fucking man but then I go out and seem to pass really well. And yes, I'm aware people "pity pass" but I don't think I get pity pass. I've talked to a lot of people for like 20-30 mins then if they bring up periods or something I out myself. About 80% of the time I get, "wow you are trans? I had no clue."

I get shitty with my friends about not fucking hug boxing me but I still feel like they are. Even when I know they aren't.

Why am I disgusting in photos but decent in person. WTF

>>6731898
Is this life?
>People with no job complain they have no money
>People with a job complain that they are being worked to death
Or is this just an American thing?

>>6731937
Same here. Year 7 as a NEET. I live at home with overly affectionate parents. I can't escape. Where would I go? I'm soft and small and I'd die.

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>>6731941
True, I usually start out with trip on.

I'm alright, Trashy's leaving in 1 day though which makes me a bit sad. I'm kind of burnt out on human interaction though, after more than 2 weeks of 24/7 being with someone.

How are you?

>>6731935
wow. Ur ded to me now new trip

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>>6731937
Being a NEET destroys the fun in things that should be fun. Everything becomes mundane and you feel you have no purpose. It's been like that for me since I was 13. Now I'm a child stuck in an adult's body with no idea what to do with their life.

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>>6731951
):

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>>6731958
:^]

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>>6731955
I thought I posted this for a second :,(

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>>6731937
>>6731955
classic 'grass is greener' etc.
and ive been neet and loved it. just fyi, you can be working full-time and still be depressed because of aimlessness in your life. (i am.) having a job and a modicum of a social life does not, in fact, guarantee one will feel one has a purpose or in life, or that one will feel fulfilled.

>>6731944
i dunno, but i also have no money

>>6731945
>>6731955
I remember watching Welcome to the NHK several years ago when I was like 20 or 21. The main character is like 22. Now I'm 4 years older than him and still stuck in this life.

No one will ever help me escape.. I just want to know what happiness is.

>>6731971
No one is saying a job will help. But objectively being a NEET puts you in the depressed despondent apathetic bitter category. I can't even do my own writing for like a year. I litterally care about nothing. I enjoy a few things but only as escapism.

>>6731975
I'm 24 and just started HRT.

>>6731944
Posts like this are why you're the biggest asshole on mtfg and why no one likes you.

Its like you spend more time thinking about America than anything else.

>>6731942
camera apertures warp pictures. how you look to the human eye or in a mirror is way different to various shitty cameras

>>6731971
What was the longest time you were a neet for? Its been years for me. This is no "grass is greener" effect trust me.
Theres nothing good about being a jobless loser whos good at nothing and a majority of people hate.

>>6731985
Put a trip on so I can filter it hahaha you are so autistic.

>>6731995
Idk maybe my entire life. I've worked shitty retail but nothing serious ever. Suicide was always a contingency. Now it's just transition and see what happens.

>>6731985
A lot of people love her. You just don't like her opinions and how she likes to poke at people lightly to start meaningful conversations.

>>6731995
>>6731955

Thing I don't understand about NEETism is why do you have to have money or a job to feel like you are moving forward in your life?

You have the single most valuable resource in existence: time. It's a resource the vast majority of people constantly sacrifice and trade for money. They don't trade it for money because they want to. They trade it for money because if they don't they will starve or be homeless.

Why are you not dedicating yourself to SOMETHING. Literally you could be doing anything you enjoy or are remotely interested in regularly and out practicing your competition because they are stuck being slaves and you are sitting with idle time.

tl;dr why not just improve yourself with all that fucking extra time. even if you aren't directly getting cash you gain new skills and grow yourself.

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>>6731950
>Liberate Hans
pic related
>tfw you're going to be 24/7 being with someone for the foreseeable future in a few weeks
I hope that time was good, despite the exhaustion
I'm kind of down at the moment but not crushingly so
Any progress on the reconstruction of /frz/?

>>6732002
Why the fuck did you answer for ufufu? Are you retarded?

>>6731995
Honestly, if I could get a basic income and have all my transition expenses covered, I'd definitely drop my job and focus on theater, writing, and helping care for friends' children.

Being a NEET would make it so much easier to really devote yourself to the shit that's too financially unprofitable to do while working every fucking day, but which matters a lot more.

That said, an unstructured existence makes motivation almost impossible to maintain for many people.

>>6732007
No one likes shakira. Hang around a bit more and maybe you'll learn a thing or two.

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>that feel when you like your swimsuit but am man

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>>6732019
It was comfy, but the lack of alone time was/is rough for me, although that may just be a personal thing.

Still downloading images, but some anon over on /frz/ is making a script for me that should automatize some stuff for me which (if it works) will save me loads of time later on.

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>>6731981
and i'm just saying that there's no reason at all to think that anything that brings you outside of neetdom - be it being in school, a job, having friends and a social network, or hell even having a girlfriend or boyfriend or romantic partner, will preclude you from being in a depressed, despondent, apathetic and bitter category. (i know this because i have been in this category while all of the above have applied to me.) and someone kind of did imply that having a job would help, given that they said they would switch lives with me in a heartbeat.

i only recently began having a more positive outlook because i (finally) decided on a few long-term goals that i will pursue, and my weight loss has been going relatively well.

tbqh i was thinking about it recently -- looking back on my adulthood so far, the times during which i was un- or under-employed were the times during which i did the most stuff i was interested in and, ultimately, were the best times of my life.

>>6731995
i guess probably a few months at a time? in the time that i've been working i've never been out of a job for longer than probably 2 or 3 months.

and i hate working.

>>6732014
You hit a wall of self improvement and then you stagnate. I don't ask to take a shot at you, but how old are you? Things change when your peers move away and such. If you're younger than like 21 or so it's a very different world. Adult life hits like bricks and breaks you. Self improvement doesn't exist when you literally don't give a fuck and your brain literally refuses to co-operate. What are we going to do.... Get good at drawing? Cool. Did that. Learn piano? Did it. Got me no where. Etc. Even moving forward, while alone and worthless with all the time in the world it's like... What is forward. What is improvement. The words lose meaning without context. Finding a new context is tough.

>>6732029
Stop posting. Untrue. Put a trip on so we can filter it.

>>6732023
That's not really how 4chan works, new friend.

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>>6731611
;_; it's 04:00 AM and i'm still awake, spent the last 4,5 hours in bed and couldn't sleep. Took some drugs, maybe they will help me sleep, even though i just get euphoria from them... help

>>6731995
technically i've never been a NEET but i will stop studying for half a year for spending it at the hospital (sorry for bragging)
>>6732032
longtallsally.com/de-en/swimwear/textured-twist-front-swimsuit-12L30/p i want this one

>>6732023
>>6732002
We're all retarded in some ways. All that matters is not being diagnosed by big pharma so you can become a more optimal economy slave. I fucking hate you anon you really got to me. I'm pretty superficial in all media so for someone to call me fake hurts really bad. Stop name calling. Stop being mean to people. Stop being so close-minded you fucking bitch. This is probably not smart to respond to you but I just want you to know you succeeded in making me feel badly.

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>>6732034
I've never spent more than a couple days with anyone I like so it's hard to tell how I am. Hopefully things work out on my end, and you get the time to recuperate that you need
Wait... what /frz/ are you on?

>>6732038
Thats exactly how it works you idiot. So you're trying to tell me that if someone else asks someone a question you'll just jump in and answer for them? Not surprising you're a loser neet since you dont understand basic conversation rules.

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>>6732043
>longtallsally.com/de-en/swimwear/textured-twist-front-swimsuit-12L30/p
When this exists?

>>6732029
I talk to shakira every day and I love her like a sister. She is very opinionated and can be very sensitive which has caused some bad relationships but she always has a unique and well educated perspective

>>6732037
Yeah, I know what you mean. All my long terms goals are unrealistic. Or I need to find help. I cant start a successful 1 person band. I can't produce my own album or anime or start a business or get a wife etc (mid transition).

I need a new friend circle, it's one reason I'm here just checking out the world and how Trans girls live. I remember being successful. I remember having a business writing erotica, but it swelled my dysphoria hard core.

>>6732029
I like Shakira.
>>6732014
NEETdom is shit for three reasons 1) you have no money to do anything beyond basic hobbies which get boring after a few years of doing it 24/7 2) you have no-one to talk to and feel isolated 3) you have no routine, yous tart sleeping bad, eating bad, looking bad.

>>6732054
Trip on shakira.

>>6732038
>but how old are you?

I'm 25. I NEET'd for 7 years straight and did nothing but practice music. Now I make a living through music full time and have a degree in it.

>Learn piano? Did it. Got me no where.

Heh, guess you didn't out NEET me enough. I have 4 gigs in the next 2 weeks at $300 per gig along with lessons and other entrepreneurial endeavors.

Literally every day I NEETed longer it pushed me further towards grinding for a higher goal. Maybe I'm a fucking autist though so its a lil diff.

>>6732053
wat

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yoooooo what's up ppl?

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how are u /mtfg/?
everything ok?

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>>6732049
The double chan board. I thought I'd announce my effort there, and someone offered to write a script to automate it.

Anyway, I hope you'll have fun! It's probably also different when the person you're with isn't scared to go downstairs alone, just to give an example.

>tfw all you've eaten today is two pieces of toast
8^]

>>6732050
That's not how it works. It's a general question left pointed to the board. Stop posting here.

>Korra starts posting just as theres a bitter anon attacking people
Well color me surprised!

How do I turn down a transgirl without hurting her feelings or making her think it's because shes trans or ugly?

>>6732029
Shakira is pretty nice

>>6732068
im okay ^^

how is smiles

>>6732076
Be honest. Don't sugarcoat it but don't diss her either.

>>6732073
I was asking ufufu a question as you can see since I replied to her directly. Kill yourself you autisitc idiot.

>>6732064
hiiii!!!
>>6732068
cutie <3
are you new?
>>6732071
don't do that please
>>6732076
yes, be honest. Just say it's not working out, just be nice and honest if thats possible

>>6732068
I'm doing good, how about you?

>>6732059
Nice. I'm sure in a month or two I'll be in a better place. I was chasing all the worst stuff as a NEET. Cyber crime and stuff. I got good at ripping apart hard drives, and doing MR ROBOT stuff but it's all worthless in the real world.

I wish id done music. I did writing, published 3 books, 1 traditionally so it gives me drug money when it sells etc but I really wish I'd done what you did.

I'm looking to start a band for fun if you're interested. I wanna make a wide variety of music. I rap :3

>>6732073
Gem! Long time no see. How are you and your gf doing?

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>>6732068
heya lil qt what's up

>>6732091
heyo anon-chan how goes it?

>>6732060
That's a swimsuit...

>>6732084
>>6732091
I dont really wanna be honest since its a touchy subject for me, its me not her but I dont know if shes gonna buy it and if I can avoid ruining her self confidence I'd like to try.

I dont wanna come off as giving a vague excuse, I'm gonna see her like every day I dont want things to be awkward.

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i just found my old hs id and realized i was fucked from 13. there was never any hope. i was born to be a hon. ;-;
>>6731991
what if you look shitty from all angles and cameras?

>>6732032
>you will never fuck pally

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>>6731975
The only thing that would make me happy were my pets. None of them live with me now for various reasons. I am so sad.

>>6732014
Because I'm a baby who can't do anything without someone holding my hand telling me what to do. Even the simplest things I'll get frustrated over. I can't do math. I have no qualifications and I don't even know what I want to aim for.

Wanting to be a women ruined my childhood. I didn't get to experience it because I was too busy being afraid to interact with others. I stayed inside. I have no friends now or connections.

I had been trying to get HRT since I was 13 and my doctor dragged me along for years (turning 20 soon) saying he would write me a referral letter so I could get meds. He would always forgot on the next visit and we'd start from step 1 again.

A few years ago my mom took me to a place 6 hours away to see if they would prescribe meds. They gave me 1 month's worth of hormone blockers and expected us to drive 6 hours every month for refills.


It's like being asked as a kid what you want to be when you grow up and having no clue. I still have no clue. Getting a computer and internet ruined everything.

I want someone to teach me while also fucking me.

>>6732097
not that good desusu, can't sleep, but thats okay :)
what are you doing?
>>6732100
Hmmm how about you're not ready for a relationship atm and just need time for yourself?
>>6732101
;_;

>>6732068
Is this trip a bot that just posts the same images and text every thread?

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>>6732102
i wanna hold hands with her ;~;

>>6732104
sux to hear :( im just watching a friend play dark souls

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>>6732081
glad youre welll
im kinda shitty but isla is helping me feel progressively betterr
>>6732091
hi anon
no ive been tripping regularly for a few months :v
>>6732092
glad things are well c:
>>6732097
hii
idk a little bored

>>6732101
>i was born to be a hon
i know this feel :(

>>6732103
Holy shit QHI!! Planned parenthood. Anything girl. Just get on HRT before puberty fucks your day up.

I'm in the same exact boat as you, with a different back story and a bit older. Unfortunately...

Ive had spurts of great success, built great Internet communities, etc but it all comes crashing down when I compare to real success. At 18 I was a prodigy. Now I'm a degenerate.


>>>>/out/

>>6732102
>>6732112
lewd (you)s are better than no (you)s...

>>6732113
why not play some video games c:

>>6732064
Being sorta sad, but enjoying a nice convo with Trashy's /frz/ bf
Why do you not use your trip anymore?
>>6732070
Ah, that's interesting, I have yet to ask my /frz/ people if anyone has any ideas, though it'd be tough to beat automation. Should I still mention it?
I hope so too. We have spent a couple days together and that was amazing, which is a good sign
She can be pretty anxious too, though sometimes I can help her through it (and sometimes she helps me the same way, though I think I'm a bit less anxious than her)

>>6732104
>Hmmm how about you're not ready for a relationship atm and just need time for yourself?
This sounds more like an excuse a woman makes, is she gonna believe it? I wish I could be honest with her but that would mean having to spill the beans about myself. Shes pretty cute so she'll probably get other guys attention and not feel bad, am I overthinking this?

>>6732112
I need friends to play vgs for me.

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>>6732116
h-holding hands isn't lewd!

>>6732120
its her bf for real? lol cool cool why sad tho? and ehh i pref anon posting to tripping it's really comfy

There are a lot of non-trans males here tonight. I'm reading up the thread and it's pretty obvious. What's with the roll playing and trolling? Is this something people do as a vectored attack, like a cohesive unit of shit posters and chasers? Some anons are so new they think they're fitting in by being mean :/ this isn't the way it works here MEN
Gay men please go.

What happened to Mercury?

>>6732120
I'd wait mentioning it at this point, let's see if the automated thing works first. If it doesn't all help would still be welcome, of course.

First time I saw Trashy it was also just a week, and we were just friends at that point. We both liked each other, but both didn't notice and were too beta to make a move. You being able to help sometimes should make it at least a bit better, and seeing a few days was great I wouldn't worry too much. It's probably that I'm just a sad autist druggie lmao

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>>6732115
I was homeless in 2015 so I couldn't do anything about it then. I bought meds online like half a month ago now. I am deeply sad I was fucked over and couldn't start earlier.

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>>6732126
but why play them for u? desu i should be playing some myself but I'm being a spoiled princess and hogging his bed and watching him play. it's too comfy to get up and do stuff

I'm up again from my nap ^^
Goooooooood Morning <3

>>6732138
The reason I'm NEET now is I did Johnny Hobo & the freight trains life for awhile until I almost got raped :/.. Now I hide like a house cat at mommy and daddy house. I hate life.


At 20, you might not be that fucked. Honestly that's not that old.

>>6732124
yeh, sorry, thats just how i would break up with someone. Not into women so i don't know what i would say.
You may be overthinking this, yes, so just chill and be honest. You don't want a relationship atm. period.

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>that feel when you run and your body is completely exhausted but hasn't caught up yet and you keep running until you almost collapse
Feels good. How is everyone?

>tfw this is on cassette now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Rnv-RXJHxE
reeeee. i wish i had more money.
>>6732104
hon life is worst life
>>6732114
fuggg. yung honhood is a shit.
>>6732134
>tfw just a sad gay man

>>6732152
>cassette
We /hipster/ now

>>6732140
Because I delight in watching other people do that, and it's always more enjoyable to get to watch the game instead of constantly processing the mechanics.

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>>6732147
>The reason I'm NEET now is I did Johnny Hobo & the freight trains life for awhile

>>6732128
Well that or she was part of /frz/
I prefer tripping in most ways, but being anon was kind of nice too
Sad because I don't like myself very much, I guess
>>6732136
Sounds good, I look forward to hearing of your progress
Bexe and I spent our first day together as friends too.
>tfw Bexe almost made a move and you caught it in time to reciprocate
I'm also a sad autist, but those are good signs, yeah

>>6732161
maybe. i like finding cassettes with my dad. it's just a nice way to collect music imo. i wish there were more cassette releases.

>>6732165
I fairness, I learned to rap really well. Never got the screaming down. :/

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>>6732147
:((

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>>6732172
You're going to be fine. Just go look at the time lines http://m.imgur.com/a/qWpxv

Me on the other hand... I couldn't be further from pictured. Lmao

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>>6732164
oh i can def relate im watching him die over and over again to the same thing and it's really entertaining :3

>>6732169
ya tripping is old news for me i much pref anon tripping has way too much stigma to it these days and why bother when ppl can tell when i post anyways

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>>6732147
>Honestly that's not that old.
Can't say honestly without hon

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>>6732177
Puru pls :)

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>>6732117
>>6732113
What games do you like Smiles?

>>6732152
I adore that song, honestly one of my favorite tracks of all time.
>Tfw Jordaan writes a note to you when you buy shit
That record isn't all that great though, in my opinion.

>>6732169
That's really cute, especially the "almost" made a move part. Trashy thought I was too much out of her league to even try.

>>6732128
I'm real, not posting pictures though, without consent.
I'll also stop using her trip when she's gone back home, as I can't check when she's on here anymore and I don't want to take the risk of being online at the same time as her.

>>6732180
where did you get this picture of me

And about you being almost raped, I sorta know the feel, I'm almost assaulted every time a black person is about to pass me on the street but I always cross the road to protect myself.
Stay safe Sarah.

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>>6732182
anything desu
rpgs are fun
but thanks to life being an ass the only things ive played recently are DaS2 and overwatch, sometimes 100% oj with friends
trash taste i know

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>tfw u try and find fast food options that are cheap, filling and won't break a diet
>tfw you can't find anything so just eat a can of tuna on a hot dog bun
Welp

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>>6732180
It's okay I'm a hon so I am allowed to say hon. It's like how fags are allowed to call people fags and niggers are allowed to call people niggers.

>>6732175
Thank you.

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>>6732188
>>6732171
Cyberjews stole my quote.

>>6732190
ramen with eggs

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>>6732161
that reminds me, i should sell my macintosh plus cassette for some $$$

it wont be worth this much for long

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>>6732185
mkay i was always more of a distant trashy fan i adore her height and how cute and dorky she is i dont like fighting hunk she even knows who i am haha

but regardless make each other happy c:

>>6732189
>mfw watching my friend play dark souls 2 right NOW

>>6732198
l-lewd...

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>>6732197
Too many calories, damn shame though because I love me some ramen

>>6732200
BACK
THE
FUCK
OFF

Just kidding lad, you do you. Trashy's just a meme desu

>>6732198
are they still being sold?

Guys, do I sound like a girl?

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1416nYYJ406

>>6732182
The look girls give me when I hit on them :)!

>>6732186
I'm a l337 hsx034 and I p2wn ur HDD

>>6732188
It was two white guys and a girl. They were junkies that got butthurt at some shit I was saying (smart edgy boy politics) and decided to teach me a lesson. I got away pretty easily after they locked me in a room. Idk if they really planned to rape me, but I wasn't gonna find out. I never learned self defense I still haven't I hate myself.

>>6732191
Jew!

>>6732196
It was that trip! Get her!
Where can I learn to cook---?

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>>6732206
LOL thanks for the laugh m8. but no worries i dont like her like that im str8 :p

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>>6732221
Where did you get your Kora pictures? I want a theme to my pictures, but they'd just be edgy crap.

>>6732201
pls that is a hamster.

>>6732207
no, there was a limited run of like 50 or 100 copies or something i dont remember

>>6732185
It was super cute!
We were about to part ways, and we both wanted to hug each other but we weren't sure, she ended up kind of lifting her arms halfway which I took as a sign so I kind of jumped on her and then we hugged and she kissed me lots and it was really fun
Perhaps you could use a trip of your own
Then again if you start /frz/posting I'll probably suspect you anyways

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>>6732223
Tumblr and Google mostly I do have two other characters I use from time to time

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Fuck
I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually trans or not
I just feel like I'm agp
like I'm not actually supposed to be a girl
like
the idea of being a girl is just something that makes me feel less dead inside
and I don't know if that's me being trutrans or if that's me chasing a fetish
maybe I'm just talking to my mom too much...

I also think I have marfan syndrome.
my femurs are pretty wide-set in my hips, my legs and arms are kinda long, and I have this weird bump at the base of my sternum that's supposed to be a dead tell.

I kinda just wish I could be a girl already and put all this shit behind me, but as my relationship with my mom gets better, my self-esteem tanks.

I hate everything.

I need advice.

>>6732176
Definitely the best part of Dark Souls! My ex-roommate used to rage so hard.

>>6732184
>>6732184
i mean i wish divorce lawyers or mantra songs had a cassette run, but i mean that's life. i wanna get form less too, but it's not the best desu. i do like his more lo-fi shit tho.
>>6732198
jelly af desu

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>>6732238
>going to tumblr

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>>6732228
>We were about to part ways, and we both wanted to hug each other but we weren't sure, she ended up kind of lifting her arms halfway which I took as a sign so I kind of jumped on her and then we hugged and she kissed me lots and it was really fun
Awoo I'm jealous. Even when we hugged to say goodbye we both held back because it was awkward lmao.
I could, as long as you never mention I'm trashy's bf, I don't want her knowing I post here :^)
How's this?

>>6732221
So am I ;)

How long does it take spira to melt under your tongue? I had one under my tongue for like 10 minutes and it still hadn't completely dissolved and my jaw started to hurt so i swallowed it.

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>>6731638
You promised me a look of longing into the camera a few threads ago smiles.
Time to fess up.

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>>6732243
im just here trash talking him and egging on the outbursts like a total bitch muhahaha >;3

>>6732246
>current year
>not going to Tumblr

>>6732247
oh i had no idea you were a girl too mb :c

>>6732249
you swallow Spiro with water m8. . . .

>>6732239

I can't tell you if you're Trans, no one can but I can tell you one thing. Agp isn't real and if you'd never read about it you'd never wonder.

It's like explaining the concept of heaven and hell to a child. It ruins them if they pick up on the propaganda. It's transphobic garbage.

My advice is if you want to be a female, aim for that.

If they told a midget they could grow but then tried to convince the midget not to it'd be similar to being Trans. It's a body problem first.


It is possible to have AGP and not be Trans, but not the same extent of wishing literally in all aspects you were female. Like sure anyone can have any fetish, giving it a name is great but don't confuse a fetish for a gender thing. It's not a well understood construct, so just do what makes you happy.

I'm finally mature enough to breakdown my own walls. I didn't put them up, others did, but in my head. Telling me that Trans was disgusting and shit. Don't let others meme you out of HEALTH CARE.

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>>6732239
>agp
In the form it's thrown about in trans spaces, it does not actually exist, so don't worry about it. What makes you think it's a fetish or that a fetish could actually run that deep?
>the idea of being a girl is just something that makes me feel less dead inside
Unless you're using it as an escape from something else, this is because you're trans

whatever happened to Rachel? has anyone heard from her? did she start that new job she was talking about?

>>6732190
Is there such a thing as fast food that doesn't break diet?

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>>6732262
Yeah, I really like extreme pita but they're not cheap.

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>>6732245
I already own Divorce Lawyers, but I think if there was a cassette run I'd have to get one.
I haven't gotten around to listening to Form Less yet.

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>>6732256
>being a special snowflake tumblrina

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>tfw u will never swallow qts with ur penis
y live

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>>6732266
I expected that gif to end a full 2 seconds before it did and burst out laughing like twice

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>>6732269
Tfw you'll never blow a skeleton

>>6732256
Someone said it works better if you let it dissolve under the tongue.

>>6731726
You getting a little chubby bby, that's good . I like my girls with meat on their thighs, ass, and hips.

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>>6732266
>not being a special snowflake

im a trigender pyrofox shitlord

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>>6732214
Bad crowd, glad you got out safe.
>>6732216
cuck pls go

>>6732274
What's stopping you

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What kind of diet should I am for now that people are talking about food?

I'm really picky and never eat vegies but I'm willing to try things like lettuce, carrots, and tomato. I pretty much only eat cheese pizza and chicken tendies.

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>>6732189
>trash taste i know
Nah, it's ok :v i'm a nintendron, don't feel bad.

>>6732239
I have no idea what your mom is like so that part's tough
It making you feel less dead seems like a sign that you're trans
If your mom is the one telling you that it's not real and you're just chasing a fetish that's not a good sign for that relationship. The other two replies have a lot of insight on the matter as well, the kind of agp you describe is scarcely able to generate such an intense issue
>>6732247
We were so, so close to doing that, and I'm really glad it didn't, because without that little motion from her there's no way I was going to initiate.
I was a bit scared too since I wasn't used to kissing but I eventually got over that
Works for me
Why fist, though?
>>6732256
>oh i had no idea you were a girl too mb :c
Wait... what?

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>>6732279
....

>>6732282
Too much work to dig up a grave or break into a mausoleum

>>6732286
What is the goal of your diet and what do you like?

>>6732256
>oh i had no idea you were a girl too mb :c
Rude. Trashy is a qt girl.

>>6732290
I initiated the hug perhaps a bit to casually because she hugged back with one arm and that really made me feel shit about myself/everything.
I'm still scared of kissing I always fear I'm shit at it. I have that with everything though, fuck.

I forgot how it came to be but bjorgfist is an old /frz/ meme. Shame I only have the thumbnail.

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>>6732280
>cuck pls go
I don't even like black dudes, I'm talking exclusively about you

>>6732292
>Goal
To not be fat? To have a nice body? I dunno.

I don't like much of anything other than chicken.

>>6732287
I need someone to draw my anime cyberpunk story like this. With less sex, but some tho :o
I need the fufujija comic to be real lmao my soul can't rest or die until that's a thing I can show people at this quality. Where do I find an artist?

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sorry for crying itt...

>>6732258
I think I'm just having a bit of a meltdown because my mom was like, "I don't know what you're taking, and I really don't want to know" while she was trying to fix our relationship

what you're saying makes sense
I guess I just always wished I could be accepted as a tomboy, and I don't feel like that's actually trans enough
I just want to be me, but still be a girl. I don't want to have to change who I am to be accepted as a girl.

>>6732259
>What makes you think it's a fetish or that a fetish could actually run that deep?
I don't know. I'm just tired and my head is spinning because I have to get ready to give up everything I've known all at once in the next week.
I don't want to go fulltime because I feel like if that falls flat while I'm unwelcome at home, I'll probably just end up killing myself
And I know I'm unwelcome, because my mom's having me take _everything_ I own with me so she can turn my room into a guest bedroom.

>>6732290
Let's just say my mom's a TERF, and she's trying to get close to me without accepting the fact that I'm a girl, like I want to be a girl for some material reason and I'll never actually be a girl.
I hate it and it hurts and she never fucking apologizes because she doesn't realize she's hurting me.

>>6731643
Cum. Cum and Cum. Anything to do with cum until i literally drown in it...

Cumming inside. Cuming on x. Excessive cumming. Cuminflation. Holding cum inside. Dripping cum. Cum.

Christ i have issues, why am i so cum obsessed. Also cocks because they're cute cum dispensers.

>>6732292
>be at calorie deficit every day for like 3 months
>only lose like 4 pounds
and yet i still don't want to exercise :^)

>>6732302
Most all our parents are the same person here. They're accepting by being non accepting if that makes sense. Like sure my son is a girl.....freak!!

They hate weed. They behave the same but claim to hate baby boomers. What is the Internet??


Don't give much thought to a breeders perspective. You came out of her, she loves you, but seriously they won't get it either until you're finished transitioning, OR they just never will.

You're going to have some fucking amazing go crazy years in your 30s where you take drugs and have brilliant sex. Your parents won't tell you that.

>>6732303
Idk but that's hot and I hate cum. I think most people with strong (healthy) fetishes are hot. I'm actually phobic of even my own cum

I love proxy Paige. She's the same.

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>>6732300
Idk it could have been something like reducing intake of sodium or something.

If you don't like veggies, incorporate them into other dishes so they add flavor and texture without simply being veggies. Get a crock pot and find some recipes for stews, soups, and other dishes that are lower calorie and loaded with flavour. Don't underseason, food tastes bland without salt and you're less likely to stick with a diet if you don't think anything tastes good. Cut out empty carbs, and in general increase your lean protein intake . Manage your portions and count calories so you know how much you're eating.

>>6732306
Hint: Exercise

>>6732249
you only dissolve E.

>>6731643
Chokeplay probs.

>>6732309
but last time i exercised i threw up

i dont like throwing up

>>6732302
Also the fear does go away. I just got through it finally and now I'm doing my eyebrows and makeup despite the HRT really not even having any notable effect yet. My skin MIGHT be softer a month in, so I tell myself... And I shave daily now. But I can't full time not even close I'm a fucking man by all measures but my own.

If things are even suicidal bad, and I know the feeling, you should Skype me (no video I'm hyper paranoid) i_dont_have_a_username and I will drive over and we can get ice cream and then be homeless together and start a band or something. Idk. I'm miserable and lonely too.

And in order to be accepted you'll need to change everything. THAT IS THE CORE OF THE FEAR.


Keep in mind, you're living as a lie right now.

Senses fail has some lyrics about that * though Buddy their lyrics dude is gay not Trans. I'm drunk

>>6732286
ill take you to flavor town..

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>>6732302
You're not going to kill yourself. It's going to be hard, and I know that everything coming up is very overwhelming, but you have a survival instinct, and you're going to see it through to the other side. Your mother may understand with time, but it is almost certainly going to take time. Mine didn't understand until after I was done transitioning, and a lot of parents don't.

>>6732313
What even were you doing that made you puke?

>>6732307
Oh well, im not fond of my own cum either. Like, its my cum. Im not supposed to dispense cum.

>ReporterStop.gif

>>6732320
stationary bike ;-;

yes im that much of a baby

>>6732313
GET A BIKE
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>>6732313
Throwing up will make you lose weight even faster so definitely go for it.

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kinda bored
and getting a little sadder

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>>6732325
You're not a baby, you're out of shape. You also overexerted yourself if you puked, that's not normal.

>>6732330
aww :c
can i help or no?

>>6732296
I'd have felt pretty bad about that too, given how rare one armed hugs have been in my experience I probably would've taken it as a sign that she didn't want to be hugged in the first place
I'm glad you two ended up together despite that
I was going to disengage since I didn't want to overdo it but she pulled me back in, which had the opposite effect
I know Bjorgman is canon, never heard Bjorgfist
>>6732302
It makes sense that you'd be upset, don't feel bad about that
Yeah, you shouldn't be pursuing a relationship with someone who adamantly refuses to accept you, even if it's your mother
I'm sorry that you're going through this

>>6732329
ye :>

>>6732327
>>6732332
maybe ill get a bike in a couple weeks ;-;

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>leave apartment to go to grocery store for a few things
>end up just driving around the city for 2 hours just thinkin about things and stuff
i could have driven all gosh darn night all the way to the middle of nowhere but imma be responsible and go to work tomorrow

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>>6732327
Ive been biking 10 miles a day everyday for almost 2 months. I get lost so easy. I've now hit almost every road for 5 miles and Bush whacked like the jungle (while high as a kite!) all the woods I find. Sometimes I get in swamps and get bit or stung. I love exploring my extremely boring suburban area. This route got me so fucking lost I was crying

>>6732330
:(
*huuuuuugs*

>>6732342
stuff and things are important to think about sometimes

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>>6732306
3500 calories = 1 lb
100 calorie deficit each day for 35 days = -1 lbs
100 calorie deficit daily for 3 months (90 days) = roughly -3.5 lbs

maybe you should check your resting metabolism numbers and adjust based on that

>>6732307
ok
that definitely makes sense
my mom actually used to smoke weed, but recently had a mental breakdown because she caught my sister smoking.
She's also an alcoholic.
I really appreciate the advice.

>>6732313
If you don't wanna throw up, don't go so hard. You can relax and exercise at the same time. When your body says to stop, just stop. You're not being a baby. I know a guy that ended up urinating out his own muscles because he went too hard when he first started working out. He said that if he had waited 48 hours, he probably would've died.

>>6732320
6 months ago, if you had asked me what I'm going to do in the future, I would've told you that I don't even think I have a future.
I was kinda at my breaking point.

Maybe I should just block her number for a while so I don't have to deal with her dissent.

>>6732338
it's not fun
but at least it reminds me why I'm moving in the first place

>>6732330
No
Not allowed

>>6732349
>maybe you should check your resting metabolism numbers
how

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>>6732338
Exactly. Felt pretty rejected. Anyway, at that point I only knew she'd had a "gf" so for all I knew she was a transbian anyway.
You two sound so cute together, you'll have to keep me somewhat updated when she's there about how it is.
Bjorgman is just Kristoff's last name, the guy with the futurama crab head is called Bjorgfist if I remember correctly. Might just be an error on my end though.

ily whats been happening recently to you all breaks my heart i want everyone to be okay

>>6732344
When i bike i just go wherever. I dont follow any route and getting lost is my plan. And the figuring how i get home.

Once i took a train to fuck if i knew where and biked back home based on infos strangers gave me and inution.
Gives me a certain thrill desu.

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>>6732309
That sounds like too much effort. ;_;

>>6732349
I'm anorexic. It's one reason I live at home. I would legit starve out if I lived on my own. Realistically, that's probably not true but idk... Risk.

>>6732358
So jealous I wish I had a train near me the closest is a freight line and it's not a line you can jump. And amtrak is like expensive as fuck.

>>6732353
well, if you think you're in a calorie deficit, but you're not losing much weight, then you probably think the deficit is bigger than it actually is.

>>6732360
I'm not sure if I'm subconsciously anorexic, or if my metabolism is dangerously fast.

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So guess who started playing Overwatch and doesn't want to kill herself as much?