no step on snek edition
▶ Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIoAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
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▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed) (embed) (embed)
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Cis women of all sizes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
▶ Discord: https://discord.gg/Xxy2E
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>>6704496
I love this new microsoft thingy
>hitler baby
second for I love my gf but I really need sex
would u step on this snek
>>6704504
>tfw you and your gf both hate yourself too much to have sex
>>6704504
>tfw only ever had sex once
>tfw cried after
>>6704504
take the purity test red
>>6704501
Sounds good, your pitch might actually be a little too high in that one though
i lov red
>>6704524
woah
someone is less pure than me
>>6704529
its ok i still lov
I like when threads start because they're focused
>>6704534
>red replying to me with my own meem
hugg
>>6704536
fugg
Who else here was born their parents only son?
>>6704524
yeah same alot of why I'm so apprehensive and withdrawn about sex is bc of my past but also im extremely afraid of getting stds to the point of paranoia it's an hiv epidemic where i live
>>6704538
im afraid of sex just hugg no fugg
>>6704540
My father's only son. He tried so hard when I was a kid to get me to be masc and athletic, and here I am taking hormones and trying to suck dick.
>>6704540
me i get alot of shit for it
>>6704364
>>6704516
You deserve one of these.
>>6704504
And you too.
>>6704541
my gf is on truvada, getting on that or PrEP would be a good idea
i should do that too...
>>6704540
moms only child
>"i always dreamed of having a son and im so happy i got one :)"
;-;
>>6704520
alright ill try to get a tad bit lower
messing with the pitch tends to throw everything else off though D:
>>6704540
Here, and the only son yo hold the last name on this side of the family
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>>6704502
That thing has potential.
>>6704560
w-would you hug me? :3
>>6704560
im hugg anon
hugg red
Please say nice things about me
>25yo guy
>Straight
>had 2 gf
78 for the test
>>6704572
i love u maddie
>>6704572
you seem nice
>>6704572
You're beautiful and kind and clever and sweet and I really love you a whole lot
maddie is my favorite mtfg poster
>>6704577
she became okay with it
>>6704567
Yup. Potential.
>>6704588
you are so nice <3
thank you red :3
>>6704574
stop trying to take credit for my meme
you dont get a hugg
>>6704578
>>6704579
>>6704582
>>6704587
>>6704588
O-oh.... <3
Thank >.<;;
>>6704599
hi maddie/mallory im nim
>>6704600
maddie/mallory/mabel/pizzaslut
>>6704602
Hello nim, how r u??
>>6704606
eh im okay
how's your day been :)
Please say terrible things about me
>>6704599
I'm glad mtfg was nice to you. You're so helpful and pretty and *cool*, it would be fucked up for them to do otherwise.
Is 2mg of estrogen a day enough for when you're starting HRT?
>>6704609
huggggg red
im hugg anon scum anon communist anon and a few other anons please don't steal my meems
>>6704615
Yes, it's a good starter dosage. Though at 2mg most people will not get results until 4-8mg.
There's a she wolf in the closet,
Let it out so it can breathe!!
>>6704621
What dose would you recommend? 4mg? And 200mg spiro?
>>6704574
this is me btw
>>6704626
It has limitations, though. Some questions obviously are still beyond AI capabilities...
my dog came on my bed
shed everywhere
then left
bitch.
>>6704633
rude.
>>6704633
im already a hon
existence is suffering
>>6704641
haha "came" lol
>>6704609
I am definitely down for lying you down with you head on my boobs and stroking your hair/rubbing your back until you relax into a drowsy nap instead.
I'm sure I'm not the only one.
>>6704588
I went to voice therapy and my voice is tired, and I'm getting sushi
>>6704628
I'm not bad.
Apparently I am not supposed to list complex social issues that I want to study and spend a lot of energy investigating independently in my OKC profile as "things I spend a lot of time thinking about". Dating profiles are hard.
>>6704654
hi there ~
>>6704540
This was my dad. Except only the asshole part, not the secretly wanting me to be a cute girl part.
>>6704648
To exist is also to enjoy and appreciate :)
There's two sides on that one.. The loss of what you love makes you suffer but there's always more to love!
>>6704663
how are you? am i really your favorite trip?
>>6704662
Hello my arboreal friend. Have you been nourishing your roots?
>>6704667
doing the same thing over and over gets old
it never seems worth it
>>6704671
You've got perky boobs and a sexy butte, nerd!
>>6704524
>14
My idol
say terrible mean bullying things to me
Who's ready for Pokemon SuMo?!
>>6704673
You gotta make it worth while. Either way, yr here rn. You can complain and sulk or try harder and maybe you won't fall so low the next time, you know?
Can you ever truly know the pleasure of being cummed inside if you don't have a cervix?
>>6704658
My okcupid profile is just a gif of me twirling my hair and giggling and putting on my high heels and stockings
>>6704674
Yeah
Also in a sexy way. But right now in a 'make me question why I'm still alive' kind of way
>>6704677
>:^[
This isn't what I was looking for
>>6704680
Im ready for pokemon BDSM.
>>6704691
Fat people are so much fun :D
>>6704690
I let my man do the thinking
>>6704540
The only kid overall and this >>6704557
Im going to get fat rn
>>6704699
Same teehee~
heather is precious
>>6704690
Right. Like, how was I supposed to figure that out?
>>6704711
you two are so cute
>>6704701
I'm sorry puru
Are you out to them?
>>6704710
I used to myself til I let my wife cuck me into becoming her sissy housewife
>>6704707
There is a fucking awesome place near me that does all you can eat sushi + other dishes for 20 bucks a person and one of their sushi guys is seriously talented. I eat about 10lbs of Takoyaki alone when I'm there.
did anyone else upload go on camsites because you hated yourself and wanted to at least be useful for someone even if it was a creepy old guy
>>6704725
I will succ 4 sushi.
>>6704680
The harambe meme was never funny imo
>>6704706
I just realized 90% of my friends are overweight
>>6704714
And fertilizer to maintain vivacity!
>>6704731
No, but life has no purpose. Enjoy just being alive, you are not obligated to save the world m8.
>>6704735
juniper i think you're my twin
>tfw your gf is hurting you by doing stupid shit and you just let her do it
>>6704725
That whole thing is $5, but sometimes they don't put the effort in (those are really clunky)
Takoyaki is my gfs favorite favorite, but I get a little tired of some places trying to hide frozen chewy octopus in a fried dough and sauce.
>>6704714
No, more like "Basic you're a disgusting man and you should kill yourself before you hurt even more people"
Its not really creative, but it's a classic
>>6704735
Juniper, you are awesome <3
>>6704722
> housewife
> cuck
I mean, if it's actually NOT what you want out of life, sure. But being able to spend your day caring for your home, your family, and your local community instead of a mcjob, if voluntary, sounds pretty nice.
Shame our culture doesn't value this at all, and so makes such activities resource-negative.
How about you shut up
God my Facebook feed needs a redpill
>>6704735
We are the kids in America...
I don't have many friends but a lot of them are skinny.
>>6704748
i think i hurt my gf alot.....
I don't deserve her.
>>6704761
What's Kat Von D done now? Because giving up my best lipstick is a hard sell.
>>6704731
am i the only one
>>6704760
It's actually my dream.
All I want out of life is to look after people. It's kind of pathetic.
tfw your mom always comes home while you're voice training
;-;
>>6704762
I used to be 250lbs in hs and my only friends were two boys who were also obese af :/
now I just hang out with funny nerdy nice folk but theyre all bigger unfortunately
>>6704749
>this
But yea, Takoyaki is probably my favorite finger food goat. $5 for two rolls is a pretty good deal though, wow. In the city you get like one basic for $5 as part of a $16 combo. Most special roles are 16 or 17 bucks by themselves.
>>6704731
i thought this was more common huh
>>6704772
I've thought about it (more for extra discretionary income and self-pleasure), but I'm not at all sure how I'd feel about myself afterward. It would be unreasonable to invest that much in equipment and then... not want to keep using it. I figure I'm better off testing something similar but less likely to hurt, first. Also less solitary.
>>6704731
everyone goes through that phase of getting sudden attention, just some people will lie about it
>>6704788
A lot of people cam for $$$$$
>>6704786
Yeah don't let her abuse you like that. You can't control her but you deserve respect and you must leave her if she can't give it to you.
>>6704793
i don't voice training when anyone is home because im not out to anyone!
>>6704783
The guy I've been hanging out with a lot now is actually really fit :>
I do know some pretty fat guys though. And they are nerds too
>>6704761
I just checked my feed and saw this ffs
:(
>>6704769
Is it the rose one from Sephora?
>>6704776
It's sort of tied for my top desires. I'm very jealous of your wonderful situation, Basic, and I'm happy your wife loves you for who you are and supports your dreams.
Guys, I've never kissed a guy. I wanna try it, but if I do it while I'm in boymode I'll be gay. What do I do?
>>6704811
Make out with an ice cream cone instead
>>6704774
Her brand is way bigger then makeup, her brand let her push her makeup products out, but literally it's no different then most small manufactured beauty brands if you take her Social media stuff away
>walk downstairs and my mom is watching TV >turns out the episode is about trannies
>she pauses show
>stares at me intensely
>I go upstairs and my dad comes through 10 mins later and lectures me about why testosterone is important
>pretend to agree with him, and smile
I think they are starting to get suspicious senpai
>>6704811
Find someone on grinder?
>>6704819
how has your day been faye
>>6704820
>why testosterone is important
literally fucking retarded rofl
there is no reason for testosterone to exist
literally poison
>>6704820
Think they know.
>>6704820
yo wtf
Did you ever manage to start HRT?
>>6704808
No, although I like that one too, and wish I were better-incomed already. It's the fucking comic book bright red. It completes some very dramatic looks, which I'm into from time to time.
Still torn on whether to go with something like that or a less stylized "me" for the Trans March next week.
lmao trans women who support 'redpill' shit. i guess you can never stop some little boys from wishing they were men, even while they wished they were women
>>6704823
Okay, a mean Chinese doctor made me use my figure voice a lot
And I'm trying super hard not to stare at this literal model tier girl who just walked in to this place in a black dress
>>6704820
They know
>>6704811
it's not gay if you're wearing a dress
>tfw living vicariously through your little sister
>>6704722
>Are you out to them?
Yeah out to basically everyone I know in finland, which is just a handful of people
>>6704828
I think testosterone is pretty good for trans dudes, but everyone else...
>>6704841
>tfw she gets fat
>>6704836
are you still going to those speech therapy lessons
i think im finally getting the hang of voice training :)
>>6704850
>tfw she goes to a lesbian summer camp
>>6704848
the main reason why im not attracted to trans guys is because of testosterone
i just cant imagine why someone would willingly subject themselves to that
when you gave up drinking alcohol when starting HRT a year ago, decide to treat yourself to a family sized Italian dessert to eat to yourself because its cheat day, and then feeling drunk afterwards
who says trans is suffering
>>6704851
>i think im finally getting the hang of voice training :)
Teach me your ways pls. I've spent countless hours on this and I can't get the pitch & resonance right.
>>6704828
He based his argument on how I need to be strong and fit, and how I had a gf when I used to go to gym. Basically things I don't give a shit about
>>6704830
>>6704838
If they do know, then this a suprisingly calm reaction
>>6704833
Been on AAs for 3 months, but I'm starting e soon because I finally have the money/time
>>6704859
I know
>>6704859
Hi nim! It's good to meet you. Sorry I haven't said hello before. I get caught up talking about other stuff and I'm on mobile and yeah.
How are you?
i'm going to take a nap
but i love you all and hope y'all have nice live
i admire a lot of you
i want to hug you
I hope I can be a better gf for kaylee im trying so hard
>>6704859
hi im lauren
>>6704865
>need testosterone to be fit
fucking puke lmao
>>6704865
Chances are they know and theyre like "We should steer her away before she becomes perverted and immoral!"
>>6704868
Dream of pleasant breezes
>>6704851
Yah my voice is up 100hz so far which isn't bad, it's good to have someone with an ear for it that can tell you the moment you fuck up and why
>>6704863
get some more tiramisus and zabaglione in you gal
>>6704875
vocaroo? :3
>>6704861
well today i learned that instead of pulling my larynx up and leaving it there i had to continuously pull it up while i talked
if you can keep your larynx up and back when you talk you'll be in girlmode resonance, i think
i tend to keep voice clips of every day i train and keep the most "informative" ones in their own folder
also listen to ASMR videos to hear girls talking and try to match it
this is what i sound like right now, it's not perfect but i think im improving
>>6704501
>>6704868
You'll be the best for her, in hindsight. Things don't always go perfectly, bb. But you're trying, and you care, and you listen. That matters a lot, and it means you'll be better for one another little by little, day by day, if you keep caring, and making care a priority.
Good night, Red.
>>6704871
He probably means well, but yeah.
>>6704872
That's probably right. Well either way I guess it doesn't matter, they can't stop me anymore
>>6704888
i didn't really do anything its ok i guess
>>6704891
yeah i haven't done anything today really either
i should really practice guitar and drawing but without my meds it's a little harder to concentrate
I should've known 2 trannies dating would never work out in the end
I need a boyfriend
>>6704899
sorry it didn't work out for you anon
>>6704899
R A R E
(not)
tfw told to stop singing
;v;
Typical FtM.
>>6704875
sometimes im boy range and sometimes im andro range
it's different every day ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>tfw 5'5" and 17" shoulder
lmao and retards say i pass lmfao
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>>6704880
Gay boy voice
https://clyp.it/4ceu0aw5
Faye's boy voice
https://clyp.it/xu3qggz3
>>6704917
>5'5"
unless you're at least 5'2" you might as well give up and detransition desu any over is instant clock
>>6704924
wait a second, you're a boy!?!?!?
>>6704924
omg can you be my boyfriend and fuck me in my bp
REMINDER THAT UNLESS YOU'RE SHORTER THAN 3'4 YOU WILL NEVER PASS
>>6704924
wew
>>6704933
Oh fuck
>>6704927
5'6. Type to kms.
Then again a lot of girls here are taller than me so.. :|
>>6704943
I'm still a virgin it's very tight
I've got 44 inch hips too apparently thats good
I love this projectmurphy bot.
>>6704924
Hawt
>>6704943
i thought we were all qt girls here
;^)
>>6704899
but you just had one :-)
>>6704943
Are u a gay boy or a sissy boy?
>>6704947
too bad faye likes being dommed ;^)
>>6704948
chin kardashian
>>6704955
don't steal my noseman red
>>6704955
darn! where can I get a bf who'll fuck me hard then Red
>>6704959
;^3
>>6704960
I can be your femboy bf
Or use tinder, okc, dating sites
sweaters are cute and comfy!
and they cover your disgusting arms and shoulders too!
>>6704962
ok you can have that one but just that one
>>6704948
Funny things to do with it, yeah...
>>6704964
red ur a girl not a boy
>>6704888
I'm pretty good. Not enough sex in my life, but everyone I love is safe and healthy, I just had an avocado/banana/sweet mango/mixed nut/yogurt smoothy that made leftovers for tomorrow, and I went cycling and had a nap earlier. Think I'll do some proper exercise in a wee bit too.
Thank you for asking!
>>6704881
>if you can keep your larynx up and back when you talk you'll be in girlmode resonance, i think
I don't know maybe I don't know how to pull it back enough but it still doesn't sound right at all.
>>6704910
>I thought you weren't full time
I've been for about a month and I haven't chatted much here because it's a young passer fest and I wasn't invited.
Girls my gf and i was wondering why cant i go deep in the ass of my tranny gf without her being hurt, my penis in 6'5 so its probably not because its too long, help me
Softcore curry
>>6704964
You know, now and again, that would be pretty sexy...
I'd just be scared of hurting your feelings in the long run.
>>6704995
It's because tranny butts have swollen prostates. You have to pinch her taint really hard to massage it into a more place
Lmao
>>6705006
>>6704998
juni is a curryslut :33
>>6705002
can you explain a little more please?
>>6704995
If your penis is 6'5", yeah, it's too big.
But more seriously, everyone is built differently. The position she's in will have a huge impact on the disposition and receptiveness of her body to penetration. Experiment, go slow, and don't feel you have to go all the way to be making your girl happy. Let HER know you don't need your balls inside her for you to be happy, and fill her insides with cum until her eyes glaze over.
>>6705002
o//////////o
>>6705010
Mfw eating a whole onion right now in this curry
>>6705009
I legit peed my panties with this one
>>6705009
Ok I'm sold
>>6705024
That's the only way i could vote for trump
I need help! I don't know what to do, i've been on HRT for a month now and I was gonna seriously start losing weight to atrophy my muscles faster. But then I started feeling soreness around my nipple a couple of days ago... If I start losing weight fast will it stunt the growth of my tiddies??? :(
>>6705030
that's not actually small
rejected for being insecure
So much fun.
>tfw you accidentally post in ftmgen and don't realize it until you get into a long conversation about being a lesbian
Fucking dyslexia always embarassing me here.
>>6705030
yes everyone here does desu
>>6705030
How tall
when i start growing tiddies will you guys like me then
>>6705026
It even gets /mtfg/ right... Ok, that one is a bit mean...
>>6705032
What about this?
>>6705041
Y...es
>>6705047
How fine are you with having a 5'11 gf
>>6705041
i'll like you if u can help me out:
do i
make a frozen pizza
order from a local place i have to pick it up from
order from a chain that will deliver it
???????
>>6705050
I like this better...
>>6705047
You know how to make curry? Can you do flips? Did you know I prefer my pizzas extra large and I don't share? Did you know dolphins are mammals?
>>6705048
I'm dying lol ;_; saved forever
>>6705055
can you get a pizza delivered then freeze the delivery person for next time you want pizza?
>>6705043
>Tfw carmen carrera was a man
>>6705055
order from a chain that will deliver it
and make sure to get the garlic crust
>>6705002
What do you mean by pinching ?
Food mashups done right
>>6705007
>put your hand on your larynx, swallow and learn to mimic it :)
Yeah I know that part but it doesn't have the intended effect on my voice :/
>>6705075
I like this one
>>6705072
Like Kingler. Then use crabhammer
>>6705069
I know how to lift... Do you like piggy back rides from tall thicc girls with dicc?
>>6705078
dominos dude
>>6705063
I totally should have seen this coming
>>6705078
papa johns, even though they don't have flavored crust
dominos tastes like cardboard
has Kayla become homeless yet?
>>6705088
Didn't see that one coming and cannot unsee...
>>6705096
Papas
>>6705081
here are some tricks for getting head resonance
put your hand on your chest and go OoOoOoOoOo like a ghost, if your chest doesn't vibrate it means you're doing that sound in head resonance
you can also go MMMMMMM while trying to feel the vibration of your voice on your lips
then transition to saying MOON, while trying to keep the inside of your mouth vibrating while saying the entire word
>>6705094
I saw this coming, but wish I hadn't done it
>>6705092
Can I force feminize you for just one weekend?
>>6705096
You know dominos is awesomer. It's cheap and is flavorful
>>6705096
papa johns
if there's a hungry howies near you they're the patrician choice, though
>>6705088
LMAO!
>>6705097
TRIP ON NIM
TIRP ON NIM!!
Not fair
I got these a week ago but saw a post saying injections are better if you want to be pretty. Is that true?
>>6705099
Yah the mmmmm thing is what we do, you're trying to get your voice so you feel it reverberating through all the air cavities
Going mmmmmmmm until you hit the right frequency and then into a sentence is a good way to hit the same pitcher th the right resonance
>>6705106
Literally
>>6705115
heretic
>>6705099
Ooh these are some good things to try out. Thank you!
>>6705106
Sass, we have to stop, it's going too far
>>6705114
Alright bb you can take me on a date and we can see where it goes :)
pic related it's me
>>6705119
>cuddleme26
every time I see this I'm just like YES I WILL CUDDLE YOU SO MUCH
reee stupid government give me a passport
>>6705101
Delete this!
>>6705119
no problem
post voice!
>>6705117
i just realized the gound beef i put in the fridge has defrosted so it looks like im makin tacos
we can still be friends tho
>>6705120
No such thing as too far...
I take a nap and come back to this shit. Carol what have you done? looooool
>>6705131
CATHY JENNER
DO IT
>>6705131
Oh really
>>6705120
I can't stop!
>>6705130
oh okay tacos are a healthier choice anyway
yay im buddies with anne! :D
>>6705137
you look great hon ;)
>>6705136
>>6705138
>>6705133
no
>>6705137
I'll see ypur Trump and raise you a Clinton
>>6705151
You win
>>6705147
Ok last one
>>6705152
Wtf those hips are fantastic
>>6705152
Gross
Gross
Kind weird....
I... Hi... O///o
>>6705147
NOW CATHLYN BRENNER
>>6705030
Yes. Obviously.
Other features to make a good impact: Long, well-kept hair.
Big hands.
Juicy lips.
Liking people.
>>6705123
:3 soon
>>6705127
https://clyp.it/ygcmzqfs?token=0400133bf1b254d9b9748f104e93b81b
>>6705161
>>6705166
Dear god why CFH
how do i stop being a whiny little cunt and enjoy life when i can't get hormones
i think my qhi order came today but my mom and i weren't home when we needed to sign for it. Hopefully they attempt delivery tomorrow, in which case i can have it signed for (required someone 21+ to sign it??)
but now that i'm finally getting them tomorrow I'm more nervous than excited. Like.. am I really a girl? is my dysphoria really that bad? Am I sure I can't make it through the remaining what, 3/4ths of my life as a man? What if i'm fucking my entire life up? But what if I don't start now and my dysphoria only gets worse and by the time I'm 23 and I'd've fucked my life up by NOT transitioning? Will being trans be destigmatized by the time I'm looking for a career? Would I even be having these doubts if just about the whole world /didn't/ hate trans women?
>>6705166
Tfw project murphy is racist
>>6705168
Because I have a twisted mind. And because I can...
>>6705169
I used to pretend other peoples' happiness was an acceptable substitute for my own. It worked most of the time. I only rarely wished to die.
But, uhhhh. Get mones as soon as is practical.
>>6705178
the issue...
everybody hates me because i feel like shit because nothing is perfect and fuck being only 18
>>6705171
should worry about passing than anything else, assuming you want to live your life as an actual woman that society sees rather than some hon like most of these trips who "pass" in pictures but not irl
>>6705163
great start!
just keep practicing through the voice cracks
no matter how annoying they become >.<
>>6705171
You are really a woman.. Transageism isn't real yet I think unless comatose is involved.
Dysphoria gets worse the harder you try but it can be coped with
It's worth it to try
You might be fucking up but it's not over yet
Don't repress who you are
Transgenders will always be the butt of jokes in half the population
idk dude go for it
>>6705108
Anyone?
>>6705171
if you're in america, and its usps, they will leave a note usually saying to go pick it up rather than resending it again usually iirc.
>>6705181
i kinda am but my face is probably unpassably manlike maybe even with ffs D:
>>6705158
Please don't stop
>>6705186
Eh no one knows, any evidence either way is anecdotal.
>>6705192
>>6705191
teach me the ways of being a woman sensei
>>6705157
She's fat
>>6705108
IM estrogen has been known to have increased feminized effects for some people, others it doesn't matter. Personally, I didn't see breast growth until 6mg sublingual, I eventually went up to 8mg. After that, I switched to 20mg weekly IM and saw an increase from 30A to 30B.
Again it's so YMMV that it's probably not going to matter in the long run IMO.
>>6705196
>Tfw I thought I was making a joke but turns out the transgender life is a joke.
>>6705198
be provacative and don't take shit from anyone ever while still being delicate as a flower or something
>>6705191
Tfw going nowhere
Rip
>>6705180
Hey, I don't know how to repress right. I'm on mones now and I literally cry sometimes because of how much less shit the world is, even if I won't pass well until FFS. I'm sometimes bitter and angry for all the years I spent not selling my body for mones cash because of that terrifying difference, even if I'm sure that path would have had its own consequences.
Why can't you get hormones, and what resources DO you have to suppress your own needs?
guys how do i know if being trans is real or if we've all been trick by jews im scared
>>6705214
Did you make the mtfg? discord that you linked a week or so ago?
>>6705188
it was fedex, i'd honestly beg my mom to drive me to pick it up and sign it rn but that might seem -sus- and i can wait one more day
>>6705185
thx juni :')
i think my face is pretty similar to yours actually, only narrower (therefore longer :p). Same eye/hair/skin color even. If i could even get in 6 months the results you got in three I'd be a happy camper
>>6705210
It's MAD, isn't it?
>>6705218
If any of your thoughts and feelings are competing against /pol/ memes, it is safe to assume /pol/ was wrong again.
>>6705205
Maybe, but it went to all the right places
>>6705232
But...
>>6705214
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
here have a spicy cajun meme to liven up ur spirits
I can't do it. As much as I hate the body I see in the mirror I can't transition. I'm certain doing so would make my life worse in almost every regard. Thanks for all of the good times, and best of luck to all of you out there still trying hard. I hope you all make it!
>>6705232
thats just what the jews want you to say
you've been indoctrinated into it
. it doesn't even have to ve hews it could be anything how do i know i actually want what I want.
>>6705218
I am jew, can confirm we are actually trying to get you to repress with pimozide since it funnels way more money into the jew machine
I have been disowned by family for trying to save poor trans girls
>>6705207
:D
I also agree with the pitch too high thing but you've definitely made a lot of strides in your vocal training since i've seen you start. it's really just a timbre thing at this point which is probably the hardest part (idk shit about voice training though i'm still taking babbysteps) but you're right you're so close and I BELIEVE IN YOU
>>6705239
>>6705242
>>6705239
>>6705232
>>6705218
lok at this
guys i waa jus about ti take my pills but thats what they want
um scared.
im
>>>/r9k/30548565
>>6705238
see you in another life
>>6705231
Injections are simply better, in addition to what I said they will make it so that you don't have to take it every day and mess yourself up if you forget
>>6705225
post face?
>>6705253
Lmao 6/10 because I replied.
Pls don't tell me you're seriously going to destroy your life over pol memes.
>>6705256
d-drinking it?
....what kind was it tho?
>>6705256
Well you need to either let us create discord invites again or create an actual permanent discord link that doesn't expire. Since there is no apparent mods, no other people can join now.
Also the discord link in OP is expired like days ago or something.
>tfw
>>6705262
wjat if ove already destroyed my life because of /lgbt/
>>6705253
stop posting this..
you're letting out information that isn't meant to be public..
>>6705267
same
thanks
Hardcore jewish nihilism
https://discord.gg/zQd8C
https://discord.gg/zQd8C
https://discord.gg/zQd8C
>>6705271
Just take the damn titty skittles.
I have a job interview on the morrow
>>6705271
Elaborate, cause I'm finding this pretty hard to imagine
>>6705253
I stand by my statement. It should be self-evident to anyone not looking for something to hate that /pol/ has nothing to offer.
>>6705239
You want every single thing you want. Outside influences have always shaped what you want. No agency on Earth, and outside of you intended to make you want to transition.
>>6705258
How do I get them and is there a specific brand?
>>6705284
what if they want me to be a tranny
what if ivr been indoctrinated and ive been on hormones for a year because of them
>>6705282
Nice what is it for? I'm starting my new job tomorrow :D
At 6 a.m....
>>6705291
I'm not sure if you can get them online. I've only ever used prescribed hrt. Sorry
>>6705259
i was.. going to wait until i got my mones to post first pic. that "last selfie before hrt" cheesy shit. but since I'm probs getting my stuff tomorrow I guess it doesn't make a difference? idk I'm thinking about it.
>>6705287
that's the point rg
theyced shaped me into a tranny
>>6705293
Nobody wants you to be a tranny, except that you are. We want you to transition now so you don't either become a hon at 40 or just kill yourself.
If you've actually been on it for a year, yay!
>>6705284
i like quid
>>6705297
basically stocking shelves but I am still nervous!
heather is cute
>>6705293
No agency on Earth, intended to make you want to be a tranny. Some people who like trannies might be happy about it, but it was no one's aim.
>>6705304
Not possible lol
You aren't being serious are you?
In the same way that trans people and gay people can't be converted into cis straight people, it can't go the other way either.
>>6705309
a cutest.
>>6705302
do ittt!
>>6705279
good girl :-}
>>6705306
I like nim ^^
I'm really glad I helped you realize you should transition
(With jew powers)
>>6705305
I know you're just egging on the troll, but I've met plenty of "transwomen" who literally transitioned not to become women but to become trannies. There's quite a few of them on this board and plenty on that cutetrans discord.
They also are ugly as shit and talk about their girlcocks and other nasty shit. They are also all transbians too, kinda makes me sick.
can i go back in time and stop myself from finding this thread
t-that'll cure me right?
>>6705313
what if thats what they want you to think
>>6705308
Do you have a job rn? Yr australian right?
>>6705310
That's what the Jews want you to think!
>>6705314
100% agreed.
>>6705320
Not all of them are.
Muffins, who was pretty cute until s/he got off hrt, and STEWIN AND BREWIN Samantha come to mind. Both hot but crazy AF and transitioned literally to attract chasers and fuck trans girls.
>>6705304
Yeah. But you are one. Outside forces have shaped you into almost every single thing you are, and directed almost every quality you express. As a person who exists in a non-solipsistic universe, it never could have been otherwise.
But you are a tranny. DWI, little girl.
>>6705321
I think all you can do if you wanna repress is start substituting /fit/ and /pol/ in for this shit hole
>>6705282
Holy shit, I missed this! Super congratulations, sheen. I hope your day goes really well, and that you get along well with your co-workers.
>>6705324
no I don't and yes, yes I am
>>6705337
smiles!!!
>>6705322
except that it's not
I came to the conclusion I was trans fully on my own. Literally the thing that pushed me over the edge was hearing about a friend transitioning, and even though they didn't pass yet and were having a hard time of it, I realized I had to transition.
That's literally all, we didnt talk about trans stuff until I messaged her like "I knew I was at least somewhere on the spectrum besides male but I think I have to transition"
I hadn't talked to anyone about trans matters before then.
The only reason you would be attracted to something as unfortunate as being trans is if you actually are.
>>6705340
i-its just an interview
butt thank
>>6705337
How do you not know how to do this? Just create a permanent invite link....if you really don't want to bother, make either Isla, Ling, Carol or ParrotHitler a mod. But I think making an invite link would be better....it's not hard.
>>6705332
I thought you just hated muffins because she was a neonazi. Shit.
>>6705343
I hope you get it :)
What kind of products do they sell?
>>6705349
theyre subtle about it
little things prime you so you believe you're reaching your own conclusions
like there are people who think they love Pepsi and hate coke but it just marketing
tge same thing could happen with ideas
>>6705321
Please don't follow that line, nim. You seem sweet, and I'd hate for you to go that route.
Not every trans girl winds up happy and well when they follow through with their wishes, but repression definitionally cannot help anyone forever. It's a short term answer.
>>6705368
memes are 100%
Don't meme about memes
>>6705315
..ok
tfw redhead tranny meme
>>6705372
Oh come on, I always want to help confused trans girls in case they aren't trolls but this is just painfully obvious. You can't do that with something as out of the norm as this. Just go kill yourself if you're trolling because this can implant thoughts in trans girls. Or on the very slim chance you're actually being sincere, fucking transition or it will be the worst mistake you've ever made in your life. I am not joking.
>>6705378
are you ready to go back to hogwartz this month weasly?
>>6705321
If you repress you're gonna either be dead, or giving up on repression within at least 5 years
>>6705378
you look like that solider chick from game of thrones
>>6705363
ty
>>6705364
me too, I really really need a job ._.
and its Coles, they sell groceries and the like
>>6705350
This is your job sheen <3
>>6705372
Red pillers and conspiracy theorists are so fucking asleep...
>>6705386
ive already been transition for a year
im scared
>>6705386
Stop replying to trolls, you fucking stupid trips keep them here longer and they keep coming back because of that. I can block you but I can't block them since they don't use most the filtered keywords.
Stop being a narcissist who has to reply to everyone who is obviously a troll, it's 2016 jesus christ.
>>6705362
Hahaha no.
I wouldn't hate anyone for being a neo-nazi, nor do I even hate her, just powerfully dislike.
She would constantly bully my girlfriend at the time, and constantly brings up the relationship like I even give a shit, which is kind of a shitty thing to do if I would still care at this point. Similarly she bullies so many trans girls, posts private pictures, and of course like I said, she's the worst kind of chaser, an undercover chaser.
>>6705394
Remember, both directors of the Matrix are trans women.
The truly red pilled are the SJWs.
>>6705402
>>6705395
proof im not a troll
>>6705378
You'll pass someday better than me :D
You do look like a weasly a bittle ;P
>>6705394
>This is your job sheen <3
uwu
>>6705395
Good, just stay the course. It'll be worth it.
>>6705400
If you've been aroumd for a while you know I can fall for trolls at first, but the only ones I keep talking to are those that might actually be sincere, confused trans girls.
>>6705407
yay :3
>>6705400
>>6705407
Which, apparently, is the case. gg
I wish Milo Stewart would sing me to sleep :/
>>6705400
>quid
>narcissist
newfag.
she was so much worse when she constantly shitposted about how worthless and terrible she was
>>6705414
but how do you know
:II
>>6705418
Yeah, I know. That's why I left until I had my shit more under control.
I still have pretty much the lowest self-esteem ever, but when I start getting like that I just stay away from mtfg and talk to friends or something.
I used to think of it like mtfg is already a cesspool and I don't want to annoy my friends, but I think I kind of half-believe my friends don't secretly hate me and actually care about me now.
>>6705425
nigga do you think a troll would buy estrogen just to troll
or have a trans friend to borrow estrogen from
come on
>>6705413
>that celebrity face thing said i looked like her too
she was a model before she became an actress, find out what aesthetics of hers work for you
>>6705417
Is this that attention whoring trender #31825? Pls dont post that shit here
>>6705433
im the one with estrogen
Alright, you guys are probably irritated with this by now, but I just need to try one more time. 1-3 move to another state and transition. 4-6 I just man up and deal with it. 7-9 I kill myself. This is the last time I swear.
>>6705407
crush them all up and snort em
>>6705447
ooh damn it is the last time
You swore
Jk reroll for 1-3
>>6705453
They're not a "chick" nim wtf that's rude
wow
>>6705447
if singles you transition and don't post this again
>>6705460
gimme ur lunch money twerp
>>6705453
they're nonbinary and use he/they pronouns you fucking bigot terf!!
>>6705464
>>6705447
Fuck it, I'm making my own decision.
>>6705426
"THERES NO SUCH THING AS FEMALE AND MALE THERES SO MANY OTHER THINGS YOURE NOT JUST ONE GENDER"
I wonder why i dislike... ...whatever they are
seriously like twh trenedwrs are even more prrof
see elike i was nwver suee 8 was trans bit i rwad all thia stif like hoe cis peopl dobt think about it but what if its just them WROTING OT
i use peepee poopoo pronouns tbf
>>6705409
in my dreams
but thank you :)
>>6705390
Thank you for doing that btw.
>>6705496
You are welcome
>>6705467
>tfw there are people wasting their girly qtness while you have a manface
>>6705504
I just accidentally posted in the ftmg. Fml
>>6705435
>short hair
>slightly more butch than femme clothing choices
as a trans woman this will work wonders for me I'm sure
i do like her classic red lips + winged eyeliner combo though. that's the kinda makeup i like to do.
>>6705516
>tfw no makeup
x-x
>>6705513
(EXACTLY WHAT I'M THINKING FFFFFFF)
>>6705513
>wasting
real nice. nice.
>tfw ur a boy
(:
>>6705529
its
: )
>>6705524
t-thank you?
>>6705439
Ohhh. Ok. I know because of experience. I know because of so many friends I have that thought like you and transitioned years later with bitter regret they didn't start sooner. I know so many detransitioners that ended up depressed shells of their former selves, some retransitioning, some killing themselves, some just turning into extremely depressed robots talking to me about how much they hate themselves but that they can't transition again. Hopeless messes. Don't do that to yourself.
>>6705447
You rolled transition the first two times, don't bullshit yourself. The numbers have spoken, transition.
>>6705476
Good. Make the right one.
>>6705520
get sommmeeeee
drugstore stuff can be surprisingly good. I've wasted too much at sephora and it for real isn't worth it since half of the things i use anymore are drug store
>decide to start washing hair once every week it keep it healthier
>hair loses all volume after a few days of no washing
why do you guys meme me like this :'<
>>6705536
i guessc you're right because otherwise people who detrans wouldn't be depressed it it was coercion
>>6705538
i wouldn't know what to get ;-;
i'd also have to hide from my mom
>>6705538
wtf post yrself in girlmode then ginny
>>6705540
Wash it every few days, every week is too infrequently
>>6705540
you may need to wash more than once a week. everyones hair is diferent.
i do mine every 4 days at most, sometimes sooner during the summer since i sweat more
>>6705548
so 3 days? :o
that's what i was doing before
>tell her i have to get into bed and we can still talk but I can't play video games and i'm sorry it took me so long to get back
"that's ok i rather just talk to you anyway"
>pic related
>>6705542
Yep. Hoping you'll make the right choice. <3
If you need anyone to talk to:
Skype is quidlet
Discord is quid#0613
>>6705548
also hi lani :3
how's your day been
>>6705553
Yeah, I do mine every 3 to 4 days or so and it seems to work fine.
>>6705557
Also my days been productive, I finally have a car with working A/C. Hbu?
>>6705563
completely unproductive!
all that happened today was me loaning my mom money so we wouldn't be evicted x{
>>6705548
i wash my hair everyday, is that bad
>>6705554
you two are so cute
>>6705540
Twice a week is optimal. You can wash it more often, just water and conditioner only. Shampoo is what you should keep well spaced.
>>6705569
Awe ;-;
Well at least you aren't getting evicted though
>>6705554
God, that is so adorable... both of you are soo cute <3
c-can I add you on skype too? :3
>>6705582
yeah
i was feeling a little down today because of all that but im gonna try to focus on the fact that my drawing class start in 5 days
plus more meds tomorrow so i'll be productive again! :D
>>6705594
its fine :D
<3 <3 <3
Sup nerds
>>6705599
double dubs chara back at it again
I barely remember what happened the past four days thanks to xanax. Wonderful.
>>6705599
Not much, wassup with you faggot?
>>6705599
Hi Chara <3 <3 <3
I'm in a good mood.
How are you?
>>6705606
it's mado!!
i like mado! <333333
>>6705599
Good morning
Haven't seen you post in a little while, how are you doing?
>>6705606
Hello Mado.
>>6705610
Hey nims, I like yous too
>>6705612
wassup
Haul from today's shopping. Leggings and shoes can go with my dress from yesterday, I just need panties for the leggings !
>>6705604
wubadubdub.
>>6705606
Chillin'.
>>6705607
I'm doing okay so far.
>>6705611
I'm doing okay, how are you?
>>6705599
ur the nerd...
>>6705599
Double dubs, nice.
>>6705625
>you didn't just get up right now did you
hhhehehe
>>6705620
N-no.
>>6705625
I may or may have just gotten up right now.
>>6705550
I wash mine every other day
I gotta straighten it tomorrow morning for the jorb interviews
>>6705346
isla
i''m sorry about what you're going throw at the moment
it's not really the same, but for most of my adolesence I had literally zero social life and especially during the summer holidays off school I'd literally be trapped for weeks and weeks on end in my family's house in the middle of the countryside, too far to walk to see anyone I knew or even to do my own shopping or go anywhere, nobody to talk to but my parents and sister and not even any weed. not only boring as hell but a mentally toxic environment too. I did creative writing for hours and hours each day, most of the time I was awake and not eating really, every day for weeks to escape from the stagnant reality around me and my growing dysphoria (remember I was going through puberty and turning into that thing I was when I first started posting here at the time, knowing full well I was trans but unable to self-med or do anything about it)
if you're not used to writing it might be difficult to get into at first or maybe frustrating but I think that practicing it and letting yourself become enveloped in the task and in the worlds and the characters you create could be vital to staving off depression and keeping yourself sane in this environment. hope this helps, it worked well for me and stopped me from being too suicidal in my teens, the only reason it ended up getting worse for me was I stopped writing while at uni to focus on my degree (and health stuff).
if isla doesn't come back before the end of the thread can someone link her to this when she does come back? I really want her to see this advice.
>>6705628
that's tru, hamsters can't be nerds
>>6705619
Sounds about right
>>6705622
Same old same old too sober
>>6705625
Aight I guess could be higher just playin games. What are you up too
>>6705619
I've been better
>>6705628
take some melatonin and sleep your sleep schedule back into place :33
>>6705631
Are you that shit eater with a retarded face from England? Just so I know if I should filter you or not.
>tfw blogspoting
>>6705633
Oh, I thought hamsters were the biggest nerds of all
>>6705618
that hoodie is exactly like mine
nice
>>6705645
their brains aren't big enough
>quid confirmed for bestiality
bestiality moar like BESTiality amirite
>>6705649
Sweet lets wear em together
>>6705638
lol I got better, you know
but yeah that was me
this is my usual tripcode, so you know what to filter
I tripped off so more people would see and hopefully expand chances of someone linking her to it when she does come online
I don't want to see any potential early-transitioners going crazy or not getting on hrt early enough etc. and going through the hondom people like me did when it's preventable.
a cute cis lesbian wants to date me
cons
>ldr
>poor, so won't be able to see each other that often
>cis and therefore culturally divergent to some extent
pros:
>cute
>nice
>share some common interest topics
>cis and therefore spontaneous agpenetration is possible
please help me decide mtfg
>Tfw Your body is a board
>A rusty bag of nails
>Lying by the sea
>>6705655
gee i dunno boss
>>6705654
The cutest <3
and i'm high :D
i am all out of energy credits in stellaris too and disbanding outposts and unnecessary factories and stuff ><
>>6705661
I will ask.
>>6705662
>tfw a civ gets pissed at you just because you think all xeno life is inferior and sends a 1k armada to attack your homeworld
>>6705661
i definitely am I'm playing right now singleplayer :3
and doing much better in multiplayer lol
i was clueless for the first ten years in singleplayer
>>6705667
LOL
>>6705669
alright when do you want me over?
this is where you say "oops nevermind"
>>6705616
Yo, Mado, give me yo number!
Or skype or something.
>>6705668
im still learning but at least ive figured out how to enslave people :3
I want to be thicc
>>6705651
kek aren't we call. Cursing at BF4
>>6705654
A lil bit ~
>>6705681
skype is Chijo steam is /Madotsukikilledme i'll give you my number on either of those
>>6705673
quid can you make sure Isla sees my advice when she next posts please? >>6705631
<3
my sister has gone through the same thing I did but without any source of creative escapism and as a result she's gone completely nuts and is an anxious mess who misses school half the time as a result, I don't want anything like that happening to Isla if her stay turns out to be for a long time
>>6705669
>put on a bra as a joke while hanging out with my friends in 9th grade
>feel bad taking it off once the joke was over
wew that just came back to me
>>6705689
Can I add you on steam? :3
>>6705700
Feel free
>>6705689
You're the best fag.
>>6705690
christ, they've got to at least try and give you something stronger then, surely? emphasise to the nurses or whoever that you think it's impacting on your emotional wellbeing, I've found with medical professional often getting what you want is a matter of emphasising how the problem is affecting you, more than what the problem is. if you make it understood that you believe this pain is going to cause you longer-term anguish and stress and will impact on your ability to re-assimilate when you're ready to be discharged then hopefully that might be a rhetoric that sways them. it's how it works when you're trying to persuade the NHS to do anything for you, I've found at least, idk about there.
>>6705689
on pc? aww i got it on ps4
>tfw she goes home
>>6705702
I added you <3
>>6705694
here she is
>>6705705
yeah
i will do that
if they dont give me more than norco im gonna flip
>>6705703
I live up too my name.
>tfw Chara calls you best fag
Best feel
>>6705707
Yep PC master race
>>6705713
accepted
>>6705711
yeah. sure.
>>6705703
s-so if i'm best person am i not a fag by logical deduction?
>tfw mentally ill
went from a 36A to a 34B and holy shit it fits so amazingly I never want to take it off
which is probably for the best because I can't
>>6705735
idktf :^)
>>6705718
they'd better
and please please try writing
if it's not something you've done before you'll be stuck at first, that's okay
but even thinking and planning stories and trying to get around the writer's block will take you away from your current headspace. I can't emphasise how valuable it was to me in my position when I felt trapped and isolated from the outside world. hopefully if you can get stronger pain meds you'll be able to take your mind off that more. I hope you get back on your feet quickly most of all, though. don't rush yourself into another injury but get well soon. x
>>6705737
stopp make fun of me
>>6705743
the joke was I actually do know that feel :P
>>6705735
iktf, last few months I've started hearing and seeing shit in the dark, idk if it's the weed or early adulthood but I'm definitely getting slowly crazier. I just hope the NHS Wellbeing Service pull their thumb out their arse quickly now I've seen them once and give me this fucking psych interview so I can get put on anti-psychs, put into therapy, whatever the fuck it is I need to treat whatever schizophrenic-spectrum condition I have (because it's clearly one of them).
I miss holding her hand so much. And she always wanted to hold each other. I didn't do what I was supposed to do. We're so different now. I wish something would last forever. We used to just sit parked in front of her place for hours with her head on my lap just talking. And she would sneak in and stay the night at my house later and we would just stay up all night talking. We loved and respected each other and only wanted the best for eachother and that's not true anymore. I can't stop wondering if she would've been satisfied with me if I never started transitioning. Maybe I could have done better and helped her more.
>go to close an old mtfg tab and notice replies
>quid you are the most annoying new trip
>new trip
>new
"new" trip
i love it when newfags get butthurt
i want to be able to sway my hips back and forth
>>6705741
Oh I do write.
Its just too edgy.
What I do for relief is I sing :3
I love to sing so much ><
>>6705757
you are new by mtfg standards.
why was i born everything is wrong
>>6705752
Yes, you should address it properly. Where are you located? I only know of the group in NY called OnTrack NY which specializes in schizophrenic testing etc. It will screen out based on some extremely cutting edge science (which is still primative and we all know it).
Weed IS a big factor, I speak here from being high almost 24/7 this year. I went from being able to function as a high caliber investigator, to a stay at home house cat. Not because of weed, but it makes it tough to work and get my thoughts straight and on really bad days, especially in the nights and mornings when the chemicals in my brain are functioning different, it can really twist reality.
>>6705758
I can kinda sway my hips back and forth!
I'm trying to train my core muscles to be able to do cis girl twerking kinda shit where they stick their asses out and stuff.
That shit gets tiring.
>>6705758
its ok hon, ur a real girl ;) you can do whatever you want ;)
>>6705756
it's not your fault
>>6705769
Hi /k/ordelia :3
How are you?
>>6705761
I scream and rap in an edgy boys voice.
It's like a cross between Eyedea, and Johnny Hobo that I do. I plan to progress once I get a band.
>>6705773
Look at steam you faggot.
Were waiting on you!
>Left all my girl clothes at my dad's place for the summer in a box
>been paranoid side I left his place that he might open the box
If he opens it I'm dead desu. Plus I was stupid and left an egg vibrator in the box too so he'll think I'm full degenerate if he opens it.
>>6705735
Aren't we all
>>6705766
Annnnnd another newfag identifies themselves accidentally.
You realize I've been posting in mtfg since shortly after /lgbt/ was created and lurking it since two days after it was created, right?
It's ok to have shown up while I was gone, that makes you new by mtfg standards but I won't judge. :^)
>>6705782
>hasn't been around since /cd/
roflm8
>>6705766
Quid is the oldest trip I know of that still posts here besides Phienchen...
>>6705747
kato are you thicc yet?
>>6705782
Wow this is so irrelevant to me giving a fuck about the current state of an anonymous board. Welcome to the filter list you annoying child.
hi bbys!! i just got home from watching bachelor in paradise with my girl friends and we were being shady as hell lmao. how r u all?
>>6705773
It is though. I love her so much nim.
>>6705782
ive been here for 6 months and you werent here when i started posting you must be new
I'm actually one of the oldest trips here and I have a lot more friends on my side.
>>6705775
I want to lick Kaylee's neck. But she's not here.
And I have munchies. But I don't have anything that I want to eat... so it'd a major problem.
But I also need to loose weight and stop being a chubby lardass.
I want to run but my ass cheek muscle hurts from bowling.
I want to have sex but things keep getting in the way so I haven't had a duck up my ass in like 2 weeks or something. And pretty soon I won't have any dicks up my ass for months.
So... I guess I'm fine.
>>6705778
I have a big ass and thighs... I pass 100% from behind because of it.
>>6705761
hey I'll read your stuff if you want someone to read it, my skype is biohacked_tomboy
I don't want you to get lonely senpai
>>6705767
dismiss your preconceptions of right and wrong, there is no such thing. only the void.
>>6705768
Norwich, in the UK. I've been pushing for a general mental health assessment for close to six months now but mental health care in this country is slow at best and lethal at worse. under Tory policy privately-run psych wards have no legal obligation to even record or report deaths in their care, so we literally don't have any statistics on it, we just know from anecdotes from disability charities etc. that it's a LOT. all to stimulate privatisation because the Tories think public healthcare and publicly-owned services are bad. it's pretty retarded over here atm.
rant aside what this means is I'm trying to get seen by a psych, but it's taken fucking months so far just to convince my GP to make the referral and now I'm just waiting in the system for an undetermined length of time, 2 months so far, to wait and see if I'm even psychotic and off-the-wall enough at the present time to qualify for an assessment. if you're not already crazy enough to the point your life is in tatters they're iffy about spending the tax money on you, they're all about the bare minimum approach on the NHS these days. no such thing to them as preventative help.
fun fact...
i only truely figured out i was trans when while i wanted to kill myself i was crying "i wish i was a girl" in my head
>>6705802
Please, muh poll!
http://www.strawpoll.me/10947860
>>6705781
>not stashing girlclothes etc. with an equally degenerate but older and therefore more independent friend
how the fuck do you people get caught so often, I have the most invasive parents ever and I never slipped up bad enough to get caught out in 3 years of secret genderfuckery so far
(apart from always forgetting people can see my tits if I wear t-shirts with nothing underneath)
>>6705801
less than 4 years on hrt for sure, but more than 4 years working towards transition, i mean i wasn't even 18 6 years ago and i was never going to come out to my parents
however, mtfg did convince me to come out to my mom which i will always be thankful for
>>6705806
Welcome to the club. Now get hormones and a dramatic annoying meme screen name and start measuring yourself against everyone here over who is more Trans and has more trips in their fantasy lunchroom table. You'll fit in by tomorrow.
We used to get high at this beach everyday.
>ITT lots of whiney trannies and shitty trips arguing over who's been here longer
>reality is that most if not all of you were are less than 6 years HRT
>most people who have been on HRT as long as me are already gone, save a few trips
>none of this even matters because it's retarded and arguing over it makes us all look stupid
Just go back to talking about chara or red or something jesus christ. Stop being whiney faggots, you don't see me whining about the baby trannies and I've been on HRT for almost 6 years...grow up please.
>>6705806
yeah, I used to do that for years before I realised I was trans (through other means)
I'm not a smart person
>>6705810
>tfw unable to get hormones
>Am I cool yet?
>>6705805
robin, east of england wellbeing services waits are usually around 8-12 weeks (west norfolk and waveney is 8-10, norwich area has higher demand) so you should get a letter or a call soon. since you moved out, have you updated your address with your surgery? you might have a letter waiting for you back home
your nearby friend
crotchslots
>>6705817
What's stopping you?
how do you stop being afraid of everything
>>6705804
oh... well at least you are feeling okay <3
seriously though, those of you with experience with mental illness or mentally ill people, if you were going to label me with one mental illness (aside from autism or gender dysphoria... or AGP) what do you think I most closely fit? or more than one, if needs be. I want to have some idea of what to ask the psych about when I do see them, if they're the sort that needs guiding down a particular path of action by asking questions rather than the proactive sort. I don't think it's BPD. is it schizotypal? schizoaffective? OCPD? PTSD? do I remind you of anyone with a specific problem(s)? just wanna know.
Your general slowed down. Is edie and the other prostitutes too busy pulling overtime to shitpost?
>>6705819
>have you updated your address?
yes, but they said they'd contact by email anyway
>>6705822
>18
>Still live with parents
>Fucked
Now it hurts to remember almost any moment of the past three years.
>>6705825
weed, ketamine and near-death experiences
HRT eventually making you start to look better helps the most though imo
>>6705831
Oh :(
I'm sorry...
*hugs*
Is there anyway we can help you to feel better?
hey guys
>>6705789
I still post here too! I've been here for over three years! May-ish of 2013
I came here a few months after mtfg was established
I namefagged as 29brisbane because my pretransition dysphoria riddled brain wouldn't let me think of anything creative.
... took me 10 months to get on hrt from the time I told my gp, to the psychiatrist to the endocrinologist and took my first progynova pill on march 2nd 2014 but people here think I wasn't gatekept.
also I would always find myself at trans communities when I was in repression and knew who kayla was when I arrived here and I could go on but eh I'd be rambling even more than I am
>>6705840
weed makes it worse
i don't want to try ket or almost dying desu
>>6705814
Sorry, me and my autism. Definitely shouldn't have brought up something from another thread, just thought it was funny and kind of wanted to point out I didn't just appear out of nowhere 3 months ago and magically be friends with a bunch of old trips instantly since that kind of makes me look douchey.
In response to another post I missed >>6702129 pls tell me when this happens
and when's the last time you talked to her?
>>6705815
Oh btw Chara definitely has ASPD/sociopathy, autism and sociopathy frequently seem similar but it's not. Maybe she has autism as well, I don't know, but she's definitely a sociopath.
>>6705838
well duh lol
I think a large part of my problems may be CPTSD from my dad's abuse and my isolated childhood, but it's not recognised by the DSM yet so idk how I'd get help for it or if NHS therapists would have even heard of something theoretical like that
>>6705825
Buy a gun! I'm from America.
>>6705827
Absolutely no one here is qualified to even pretend to tell you proper. There are a plethora of labels and shades in between. I think attaching a label to yourself is wasting time. It's not a clinical diagnosis, and telling a doctor what some tranny on 4chan told you isn't worth your time. And self medicating psychotropics ends poorly every time..
>>6705836
Do yourself the favor and get out or get on hormones anyway. They won't know. By the time they do you'll be out.
>>6705840
DMT and LSD I prefer over a dissociative class like ketamine. That stuff had a knack of getting addicting too.
>>6705842
Sup man
i just texted brain surgeon guy >_<;
>>6705790
nah and I reckon I'll hold off on getting thicc until the hormones have had more time, just to make sure it ends up in the right places
>>6705846
oh I wasn't questioning that, just though she may have autism TOO
>>6705843
Yep! I remember when you came in though I was still anon at that point :3
I had a feeling you could get somewhere if you tried.
And holy fuck, baldanon/Michelle/manface
That one picture she posted that everyone mocked except a couple people that said they saw a lot of potential in that face and then BAM (even tho she's a bitch)
so much nostalgia
>>6705814
Lmao.
>>6705842
Hi fag.
>>6705846
I'm not autistic lol...
>>6705849
im in new york so i don't think thats happening
so no one at works knows that i'm trans except my boss and the chief of staff (bc i told them in my interview) and none of our clients can tell either.
feelsgoodman
>>6705851
>this body is on another trans girl
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKK YOOOOUUU
>>6705842
Pls stop using my tripcode and text me back ty lol
>>6705849
yeah the dude I first tried ketamine with was an experienced druggie and he said I took to it my first time more enthusiastically than he does after 7 years of addiction, I get reeeeally into drugs reeeeally quickly it seems
>>6705849
fair, mostly I just want to see what specific traits people have picked up on I can then mention or idk maybe there's a couple of anons out there who actually study psychology
>>6705849
when i start to grow tits... it won't be easy
plus i am still in school (senior 18), so i would also have to explain this stuff when my school finds out in like 3 months
>>6705858
now you can invade women's only places
the master plan of the patriarchy will come to fruition
>>6705827
well most of my family work in mental health charities or are mentally ill, either depression/bipolar/anxiety/middle agedness/fat. you're not bipolar or borderline by any stretch, theres a slight histrionic, but that usually requires more insight into your actions whereas you are usually on automatic and just sort of 'are' so it suggests schizotypal or something along those lines, as it explains your world views, your actions and your belief systems and how you get locked into certain paths of behaviours which deviate from logic thinking, but to you have your own logic to them.
not meaning any offense, its just my two euro cents on the matter
so why aren't you watching the Olympics??
Seriously this shit is great. And how 'bout them women's volleyball players? god. damn. they are beautiful.
>tfw no 6'4" athlete cis gf
I always felt so comforted when I looked into her eyes. Like the world might be a righteous place. Like I could die.
>>6705870
it just kind of depresses me desu
>>6705844
ket is bullshit, i spazzed out, got in a fight with a guy that rolled in broken glass and got sent to hospital and i broke £200 worth of bongs when i tried that ket.
woke up in my own bed the next day covered in blood that wasn't mine with no memory of how i got there or what happened. all drugs are shit but ketamine is rowdy rural chav tier
>>6705865
i know its really funny. i don't even identify fully as a female.
>>6705846
Why does it matter? I could really care less what anyone here has to say about me, especially knowing what most of these people look like and knowing what I look like lol. I don't mind people venting on me or trying to be edgy.
Last time I talked to her was today/yesterday in discord. But if you really want to know, a couple of times I was talking about stuff, either past traumas or whatever, she just does her usual edgy comment and people kek at it. I mean if she wants to make fun of my rape or my ethnicity that's fine but I'm not gonna care or respond to it or make fun of her past.
>>6705873
Who is this
>>6705877
sounds like a fun time to me
how much does it go for?
>>6705853
>I was still anon at that point
yeah iirc you didn't put on a trip until you started dating peeps
>baldanon/Michelle/manface
I was one of the few who believed in her, I could see she would be cute eventually as long as she got on hrt and because she was young her hair would eventually be fine and it has regrown for the most part
she seems much happier now too even though she does have dysphoria from time to time
>>6705880
so you are a man then?
>>6705877
how much did you take
did you take anything else
>>6705876
oh well yeah, if you're brasilian i guess that's understandable since your country's going through it's worst economic recession in over a hundred years
>>6705870
too busy watching TI6
>>6705887
Nope, non-binary
>>6705885
guy gave it to me for free because he was a nutcase. he'd gather up homeless addicts and promise them drugs if they played tea party with him. ended in a stabbing. he also took some weird shit and thought he was in lord of the rings, wrapped himself in tinfoil armor and attacked his roomie with a sword. oh and he tried to brew up a fungal version of codeine in the fridge (idk) but it exploded and ruined the carpet and they lost the housing deposit
nutcase
>>6705889
not Brasilian but its still depressing
>>6705808
>having friends
Lel. I haven't talked to anyone even close to being a friend in like a month, and she was on the other side of the country.
I need some degenerate friends but I'm in my final year of college so everyone's long since formed their group of friends.
>>6705870
Men's Olympic soccer is fun but the U.S. Team didn't qualify so I don't care much about the rest of the sports. Pingpong looks fun though
>>brasilian
>not Brazilian
??
>>6705895
reminds me a bit of myself
>>6705868
this is interesting, schizotypal + ptsd is the conclusion I've come to from my own analysis, reading the diagnostic criteria for stuff
however could you give me specific examples of things I've done/said that you are referring to when you say
>theres a slight histrionic, but that usually requires more insight into your actions
>whereas you are usually on automatic and just sort of 'are'
>explains your world views
>your actions
>your belief systems
>locked into certain paths of behaviours which deviate from logic thinking, but to you have your own logic to them
don't want to give you too much work but this is exactly the sort of response I was looking for, I don't notice anything significant that I do or say that the above would describe but I clearly recognise that my viewpoint of the situation is not an objective one and that I probably seem batshit crazy to other people in ways even I'm not aware of yet. give like 1 example of each of the greentexted so I can see what you mean in context, would you? thanks already though
>>6705906
>self diagnosing self
Autismo confirmed.
>>6705886
>tfw ever dated peeps
rip
I started tripping a little bit before that though.
>>6705903
so what i made i tyoo
am i really high an not much sense
im sorry
>>6705899
>same thing
please stop
orange fanta a
hurts my boobs
>>6705911
i just took xanax for the first time in a few weeks sorry
>>6705895
sounds fucking awesome, that's my idea of a night out lol
when I did ket I went walking in the woods, or rather stumbling, and spent about an hour walking like 100m 'cause I was trying not to fall over in the mud in my goth gear
ended up stumbling around in very small-diameter circles unable to break out of the pattern and couldn't stop making wavy motions with my arms
I can't even remember what was going through my mind but I remember I fucking loved it and felt no anxiety or depression for 2.5 days after
Honestly, I like women's sports better than men's sports. My body-type is closer to a woman athlete's now and i relate with women better so its more fun watching them do sports??
>>6705903
it's the way they spell their country's name?
>>6705893
so do you use men or ladies rooms?
How can you even move on into another relationship? I can't even look at christmas lights or sleep with someone else ever again without being reminded of her.
>>6705900
just go to a fetish dungeon lol
woman who drives me to my laser appointments out of town? met her at the fetish dungeon
person I stashed my girlclothes with over the summer holidays etc.? met them at the fetish dungeon
the couple who linked me up with my current weed dealer up here? met 'em at the fetish dungeon
went to see Fury Road with some people I met there too. seriously, it's a great place for networking.
>>6704493
What is the official /MTGF/ Facebook group?
What are the recommended Pages to follow on facebook?
i follow "Gender Dysphoria Memes"
>>6705860
6 footer though
>>6705925
ladies rooms because i look like a girl?
>>6705909
it's worked multiple times in the past senpai
>tfw can jog for like 30 mins straight now without coughing blood afterwards because the inhaler I've now got is doing its thing
>>6705928
yo are you really posting someone elses pics? are you retarded?
also stop being a whiny bitch
>>6705932
Oh god I hope there isn't an actual MTFG fb group, that sounds pretty cringe.
>>6705932
pls no
>>6705932
the "Common Trans Girl" twitter account is pretty funny and in line with 4chan's level of humour i.e. not hugboxy or sjw-y, honestly seems like it was set up by a chan/kageshi tranny
>>6705932
Link me up senpai (⺣◡⺣)
>>6705935
A physical problem is much different than a mental one. You'd know if you were bipolar or schizo, but I don't know anything about you other than your meme face so I don't know what PTSD you might have. (No, don't tell me, don't care)
Also inhalers can do a lot for everyone, helps people breathe in general, that's what they are there for regardless of diagnosis or not of an aliment.
>>6705804
>I want to have sex but things keep getting in the way so I haven't had a duck up my ass in like 2 weeks or something.
what's keeping you?
>>6705906
the way you behave seems to be on a clearly set out path that goes in a different, but straight, direction so theres logic to it, but its usually a completely odd direction to what someone else in the same situation would take, so it suggests your world view is different from what is considered 'normal'.
histrionic is usually more creative and selective, like a histrionic person doesn't have choice over being histrionic but they have a selection of behaviours available to them to cause drama and gain attention, which isn't your goal, i think
you desperately want to be understood by others and you want to have your viewpoints backed up, approved and agreed on by others, but that hasn't happened so much until recently since you got your shit together and took advice from others, or did things to spite others to prove you could.
your bizarre logic and beliefs, such as a slight persecution complex, reliance on drugs, lazy nihilism, and distorted views of the motivations of others, your fears, your perception of people and your surroundings vs your actual surroundings and actual people, and you snowballing negative experiences with things so that, when remembered, they seem worse, and then when remembered again seem even worse, all that shows nonstandard thought processes, which are negative, distressed, abnormal yet accepted by your own mind as normal. so schizotypal. your avoidance and anxious fear of your family says clearly ptsd. but as a child you were isolated and sensitive. autistic children don't often outwardly express emotion well, or process it well, but they can be very sensitive. a minorly shit childhood and a weird (aka british) family done fucked you up with ptsd. sorry Robin. getting away from them nd into a setting more in your own control has done you some favors
>>6705952
>snowballing negative experiences with things so that, when remembered, they seem worse, and then when remembered again seem even worse, all that shows nonstandard thought processes, which are negative, distressed, abnormal yet accepted by your own mind as normal. so schizotypal. your avoidance and anxious fear of your family says clearly ptsd. but as a child you were isolated and sensitive. autistic children don't often outwardly express emotion well, or process it well, but they can be very sensitive
This is interesting to me
!!! Here is the Official /MTFG/ Facebook Group !!!
https://www.facebook
.com/groups/mtfgen/
If any of y'all are in Portland have Kari cook you lobster its p darn good
>>6705979
Lol
>>6705979
>https://www.facebook
>.com/groups/mtfgen/
Why would anyone want to be in a group with a bunch of hons from 4chan? Most people here already formed cliques and have hangouts and shit outside this site.
Honestly, do you people even think?
>>6705997
Pretty sure it was a joke, no?
>>6705997
i just wanna see who joins, make a troll post, and get kicked out. can you blame me
tomorrow after I embarrass myself at the job interview I am going to go get my eyes tested because I think I might be going myopic.
what glasses do you think would suit me? apart from a broken bottle?
>>6706015
the only thing myopic about you was your decision to transition
lol j/k hi sheen
tfw ur a girl
:)
>>6705949
"I don't know anything about your situation, but let me comment on it anyway"
this is literally what you are saying, read back what you've written and feel bad about it
>>6705952
okay so most of that made sense to me and thanks, that's gonna be helpful, some stuff to clarify though?
>the way you behave seems to be on a clearly set out path that goes in a different, but straight, direction so theres logic to it, but its usually a completely odd direction to what someone else in the same situation would take, so it suggests your world view is different from what is considered 'normal'.
can you give some examples of when I've done this?
>took advice from others
eh I think you were more correct with the spite thing, I actively seek to succeed to spite others, mainly my dad, a lot of the time. and also people here in the case of organising moving out myself.
>slight persecution complex
>distorted views of the motivations of others
>your fears
>your perception of people and your surroundings
can you give examples of these or elaborate? fair point with the drugs and nihilism though
>your snowballing negative experiences with things so that, when remembered, seem worse
idg how this is disordered thinking, surely this is just the natural consequence of lots of negative experiences happening in sequence?
but yeah cheers senpai, good responses