/mtfg/ - trans girl general

meme

>>6695965
xth for i want to kill myself

I warned you about those stairs Elanna.

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gooooooooooodnight!!

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Remember to not fall for anti-trans trolls and ignore hateful remarks from /pol/ anons that jerk off while lurking here and repressing.

posting again sorry
>>6695960
hello boyfriend anon i am very sad tonight and i wish i could fall in love again
https://youtu.be/-uJ61jgFCMM

>>6695974
Nighty nim

>tfw adorable gf

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>>6695972

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first for:
If you're not trying to spread love and kindness or make someone's day just the slightest bit easier, then what are you doing with your life?


>>6695912
hmmmm
I'm not sure
I've had a lot of guys and a lot of girls and never really noticed their standards. You'd think women, but one time at a bar some woman came up to me and said "You're trans I'm assuming" gave me this long spiel about accepting myself, then started making out with me.
>>6695927
After I make some money from writing jobs. What do you think I should write?
>>6695950
i just want her to think I'm cute....
I wanted to meet with her, but that all seems ruined until i get my shit together. She deserves to be stern with me. I don't deserve to be with her. and now she's found someone else...

>tfw I just took a huge explosive poop
I feel like ive lost 12 pounds

>>6695974
sweet dreams
>>6695979
same tho

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>>6695965
im legitimately sad today even tho i keep trying to cheer myself up the urge to self harm has been getting more intense lately and im not sure how much longer i can hold it back

>>6695929
I have 3 friends in Arizona who I've known for years, so yeah.

>>6695975
Okay but that person looks weird.

>got sir'd twice today
The fuck is going on ?
imgur.com/3ToIPig

I mean I know im probably way to critical of myself but what transgirl isnt?

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https://clyp.it/cbmeb2y5

>>6695973
I WARNED U DAWG

>>6696004
Voice?

>>6696007
Was that you in the background?

>>6696004
I was about to ask the same thing >>6696009

>>6696007
Is that your boy voice? It's qt

>>6695998
yeah but i'm clingy and a little bit naive

>>6696007
>tfw you don't know what you suck dick like

>>6696007
SUCK HER DICK

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>>6695965
good thread OP

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Tfw Grandpa gives you this book
One of the chapters is called manliness..

>>6696024
Ask Edie

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>>6696013
No, that's my roommate that's being such a shitlord

>>6696014
T-thank
.///.

>>6696025
N-no that's lewd

>>6696024
A champ?

>>6696009
>>6696014
Before I even said a word.
Could it be how I walk with my backpack on?

Anxiety probably isnt going to let me use the womens bathroom for the rest of the day, id probably have a a panic attack if anyone loooked at me.

>>6696031
im glad theres no one in my family whos straight up crazy
i really am blessed

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whats a good board to make friends on?

Sometimes when I'm alone I try to convince myself that I'm 14 and cis so I can pretend that I got to have a normal childhood/adolescence for a little while. I'm 20 and this is shameful behavior. It's not even sexual or anything. I fucking ordered a prom dress online so I could look at myself in the mirror and pretend that I got to go to prom (I went to a funeral instead, whoops). I'm pathetic.

>>6696041
r9k

>>6696040
that feel when dad actually thinks obama is a muslim lizard antichrist

>>6696041
anywhere but 4chan

>>6696034
We never did anything because I had a gf
>>6696035
I can take one on the chin like the best of them

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>>6696041
/an/. They have lizard threads. I love /an/. Also, knife general on /k/.

>>6696041

Believe it or not I made a lot of good friends in a serial on /b/.

>>6696035
I'll be your roomate. I'll call you a manly man as we cuddle and kiss and other manly things

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>>6696046
really?

>>6696041
I heard this show had major LesYay. Is it worth watching?

>>6696031
>tfw you sometimes wish you had an extended family but then you remember they'd probably be nuts
Sorry you have to put up with that kind of thing Junie, hope it's not too frequent

>>6696061
Not at all.

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>>6696031
Lol, my parents got me to read this in high school

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>>6696061
unless you're a huge avatar fan no its not there is also no yuri the two main heroines start dating in the last episode and only hold hands

>>6696043
Damn, anon; those dresses are expensive aren't they? It's okay to mourn what you missed out on a bit, but don't let it consume you.

>>6696057
yeah
people are lonely and desperate, but its not like soc in that they only want to fuck you
you just have to look in the right places

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>>6696056
C-can we play gears of war when we cuddle and call each other bro and stuff?

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https://clyp.it/cmlgkae3
how's my voice?

>>6696007
https://clyp.it/j4evkv51

>>6696043
ill take you to a prom, we could just sneak into one

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I bought a new belt, I'm glad I'm transitioning my wardrobe from a bunch of old batman and superman shirts to batgirl and Wonder Woman tank tops

>>6696031
hi bby
you doing ok?
>>6696024
you could try mine....

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>>6696078
You know it bro! LETS DO IT

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>yesterday had to go buy a new car battery
>$180
>guy at the store called me dude
>then went home and spilled coffee on my keyboard

getting out of bed was a mistake

chara a cute

>>6696079
it's good although I feel like you're wavering a bit in your voice, try and make it a little stronger (not too strong just enough that it holds your voice)

>>6696079
It sounds like you're constantly reminding yourself to try and sound like a girl

>>6696085
You can wear superheroes that aren't the same gender as you. It's allowed

>>6696066
>>6696073
I don't even care about sexual stuff though, since my girlfriend is the only person I'm attracted to anymore. I like romance-y stuff, especially like the kind where one character goes through some shit with another and they end up cuddling and having tender, loving moments of kissing and cuddling. Like Mulder and Scully.
>>6696074
They are. I ate nothing but bulk bag rice and lentils for a week so I could afford it.

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>>6696082
https://clyp.it/2jtp3itr

>>6696088
YEAH BRO
WHOOOOO CUDDLES

>>6696091
Kit ;-;
I wanna hug you

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>>6696075
ill give it a try im p lonely myself not quite desperate tho. been thinking alot about suicide lately and stuff

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>>6696085
Stop limiting yourself.

>>6696084
>two 20+ transwomen sneaking into a high school sanctioned party
It's a nice sentiment but I don't want to see how the tabloids would spin it.

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>>6696102
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

how did the thing go elanna????

>>6696096
i really am trying....
i need to have more resonance
plus I was reading from something
>>6696094
i've always had a quiet and soft voice

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>>6696099
yeah there isn't much of that either its alot like a shounen anime

Where do I go to feel loved? I don't want endless dick I just want one nice dick that treats me well. I haven't made a single friend since being out of high school :(

>>6696103
youll find plenty of people to relate to on there then
the retards are fairly easy to avoid, a lot of people are pretty chill and down to just chat

>>6696117
ive never loved anyone who didnt post on 4chan

>>6696102
https://clyp.it/mzeomr43

>>6696117
hmmm...
going to bars might help. People always want a drinking buddy. Or you could get a dating profile that makes it clear that you're looking only for friends and maybe a sweet guy

>>6696120
People here don't love me like that though

>>6696103
What has gotten you thinking about suicide?

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>>6696107

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>>6696123
I love you.

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>>6696065
I don't. I actually feel more confident about being myself after dealing with him desu :3
>>6696086
eh
>>6696117
Please let me know if you find out

>>6696125
I'd tell myself that lie too if it would be at all believable.

>>6696128
i missed you and was concerned about what happened...

>>6696123
youll meet someone eventually

>>6696123
im down to being your friend

>>6696124
lots of irl stuff that keeps happening and this was a really bad week. suicide seems so much more enjoyable by comparison and not the fake im gonna do it for attention i mean like hunting knife on my arms vertically

>>6696133
but anon, we'd miss you if you killed yourself...

>>6696104
Poison ivy and Harley Quinn are a bit over done but wearable, but if feel uncomfortable putting An oracle tshirt on, her super power is she war raped and shot by joker

>>6696131
Thanks :/ I thought of you while I was gone.. My ex is moving out tomorrow. First time living alone my whole life. She took my cat and I'm kind of really sad but I'll get over it.

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>>6696111
Umm it went ok I think, I didn't act like an unmitigated disaster and embarrassment so that's a plus. Also I had a mutton burger :3

easy andro medium length haircut that can be made fem later? pls help me

>>6696107
oh im not a transwoman im a chaser. no worries though it's a common mistake here.

>>6696135
lol no u wouldnt

>>6696117
This place has always been pretty good to me, most of my friends I either met on here or were introduced to me by those people
>>6696128
That's a weird response, but a good one
>>6696137
Wait, what happened?

>>6696136
Shes also super smart and does a whole bunch of other stuff as Oracle but who cares about that

>>6696121
>guy voice
>sound like very effeminate andro gay man
fuck

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>>6696144
I say we end the meme and all kill ourselves!

>>6696144
it would be terribly sad to the people who care about you
>>6696137
that might get lonely...
do you have ways to make you feel less lonely?

>>6696152
there are still novel experiences to be had in this life, and hope for greater advances in technology that may lead to transcendance

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>>6696147
Not really into transwomen all that much
>>6696132
If I don't kms maybe

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>>6696133
I hope the upcoming week will be better for you, anon. It may have been a really bad week, but you're past it now.

>>6696152
i'd rather not get into suicidal thoughts rn...

>>6696158
Well shit
What are you into? That might give you anotherr board to visit, hopefully not a dead one

>>6696158
cool image

>>6696152
maybe if life continues like this for much longer then yeah im gonna use my savings to buy a shotgun

>>6696153
literally no one cares especially not my family im a mistake and a shameful disgrace said directly by them

>>6696160
time will tell but im very nearly on the edge it hasn't been as appealing as it is now in a while

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>>6696121
https://clyp.it/kcisfajc

>>6696151
iktf
Doesn't stop me from fucking around with it for shits and giggles, it's kind of a lot of fun.

>>6696147
First relationship is over. 3 years later. She's a leech and faked her love for me and I'm close to breaking>>6696153
but my mom is awesome and is helping me out a lot and i'm hanging out with people trying to make friends but idk if i can trust again for a while

>>6696167
https://clyp.it/2nhnxw5m

desu my old voice triggers me a bit ;-; it's just cause voice is prolly one of the most important things for me in transition and I'm always worried I sound like a guy (literally people say I sound like a cis female and to stfu)

>>6696165
but if you die, how will you ever feel any sort of positive feeling?

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>>6696157
Eh not many I could enjoy, and death is something i've wanted to experience. We'll get greater tech i'm sure but nothing really that will transcend us really. I mean we've already had many breakthroughs and people coming close to things like super fuel efficient engines but they're usually just die in some strange way.
>>6696161
They make up at least half of my thoughts. But in my dreams i'm dirty broke beautiful and free
>>6696165
Should just buy a bunch of drugs do them and kill yourself some free way. Or OD, i mean oding is pretty great, you feel like heaven then you actually go to heaven.

>>6696161
suicidal ideation shouldnt bother you
get over it, move on

>>6696117
if i lived near you and was handsome enough id be your one nice dick

>>6696177
merging conciousness, creating new bodies, passage to alternate dimensions, i believe its all possible

transhumanism is the future

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>>6696148
The last thing I saw her in was batgirl and she basically doxxed her and harassed her and tried to ruin her life because she was taking her old stihck >.>

>>6696178
those thoughts are so dark and terrible that it's hard to let them pass...but I try to just go run or talk with people instead of thinking
>>6696171
well, these are new people. you can build trust with them!

>>6696175
wont care ill be dead and not feel anything at all ever again dont worry yourself with garbage like me go and be happy

>>6696177
i hate drugs desu i want it to be as painful as i can make it

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>>6696182
yes

>>6696184
h-hi faye

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Anyone else feel super vulnerable in public revealing like, any skin? I feel kinda like a lone rabbit waiting for a pack of hungry wolves to just gobble me up, it's terrifying sometimes.

It took me months to get used to wearing V-necks. I tried a skirt, but I was too embarrassed to even go out the front door. It's a pleasant sort of embarrassment though.

Thing is, I've worn long-sleeved shirts and jeans my entire life because I hated my body hair, so I'm like, totally not used to having any skin showing. Heck, doing electro on my chest made me cry from embarrassment.

>>6696158
>not really into transwomen

Beep I'd destroy you faster then a 10kg bag of coke

>>6696171
That's awful...
I'm glad your mom is helping out
It's important to try to keep trusting people to build new relationships, but it'd make sense to not rush into anything now

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>>6696163
I guess I could tolerate artsy athletic dudes and musician types. Gay gen was kinda nice to me. Maybe I just need to find gay bears or something
>>6696164
Thank

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>>6696182
Sure but here's the thing, we're barley out of the age of steam powered engines we're not about too start jumping dimensions any time soon, we're closer to exction cause really at this rate we'll all be dead before any of that star trek stuff becomes anything but fantasy.
>>6696187
You sounds like someone who's never done drugs. Well you're doing it wrong. A shotgun is going to be instant. You want it to be painful cut your throat or your arms stab yourself or something.

>>6696188
yes

>>6696194
(puke)

>>6696192
Hi red <3

>>6696031
Niiiice photoshop skills

>>6696199
thanks ill stick to the hunting knife plan then

>>6696194
Fly out to Philadelphia and prove it you sissy bitch

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>>6696117
if i met you IRL i would deff want to be friends with you

>>6696185
Idk I was raised by a schizophrenic and probably have it too.. Trust isn't easy for me. How could someone love me and then treat me like I never mattered to them? I don't get it. How could someone want to ruin their relationship with their best friend for over 10 years just for an orgasm?
Sorry I hope I don't bring you down. Yr a good person for trying so hard to make us all happy but it can't work. I appreciate yr sweet soul though desu

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>>6696193
After I stopped being shy I started loving the positive and the negative attention. It's fun
>>6696205
Ayyy. But if you ever wanna try drugs come see me senpai Chijo gots what you need, can kill yourself mentally and go do something else. There's a lot to do in the world

>>6696193
Uhm yah my breasts embarrass me, my tummy embarrasses me

But for some reason I really like wearing super short shorts >.>

>>6696187
;_;
im not sure this is a healthy attitude
>>6696201
i miss you a lot
i wish I could meet up with trips

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>>6696200
>>6696201
?

>>6696193
Not so much now, but through my teens I was very, very uncomfortable with it; I never wore shorts or took of my shirt during P.E., refused to go swimming without a full wetsuit, never got physically intimate with anybody, etc.

I guess the main thing I'd say is that it will probably get easier with time, especially if you keep trying.

>>6696216
An... I just another trip for you to collect ;_;

(kidding)

I miss you too

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>>6696202
>>6696219
Here's the correct answer

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https://my.mixtape.moe/hhyjjg.webm
Do all transgirls have parents this supporttive?
NSFW warning

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What is the chance of losing the ability to orgasm after SRS with Suporn?

>>6696227
>https://my.mixtape.moe/hhyjjg.webm
that's her roommate not her mom

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Is it transhumanism or transhumanity?
Also are trannies responsible for relaying the message of Aquarius?

>>6696227
Uhh what?

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>>6696174
https://clyp.it/s3y31wzh

Idk I'm sort of past the point of it triggering me desu, although I sure as shit don't want to sound like that all the time.

>>6696232
They said "That's a fake mom"

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i miss my gf so much and feel lonely, yet I know stuff will get better
I miss her a lot.

>>6696232
man that roommate is probably unfazed by anything.

>>6696216

Red!
I ate tofu today! It was kinda weird!

>>6696233
transhumanism

>>6696237
no, they said "that was the fake one"

>>6696237
Oh yeah right, screw you anon for confusing me.

>>6696224
https://clyp.it/cmlgkae3 is my voice good, faye?
i really hope i can make it to SF again with kaylee!

>>6696243
how'd you season it? did you press it before?

Why did I have to be alive at the time smiles posted a body pic? Time to go die of jealousy and shame...

>>6696247
I think you're right.
>>6696248
Think they really did say one subs might be wrong

>>6696248
>>6696247

>>6696250

I got it at... a restaurant
it was some kinda red chili thing. I didn't look at the description for very long

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>>6696247
>>6696252
>>6696253

>>6696251

Glad I missed this one.

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>>6696227
:/
>>6696244
Thanks, Ms. Huxley

>>6696249
If I could ask one thing, it would be for people to not ask me to judge them

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>tfw you're never going to be what your gf deserves

>>6696263
How can you be a chaser if you don't chase?

>>6696261
What surgeon is that? I want my post op vag to look like that pic

>>6696256
was it a chinese restaurant? might have been mapo
>>6696263
hi bby I'll chase you
>>6696264
well....I just want to have a good girl voice!

>>6696269
lol

>>6696271

Yeah, that sounds right. I remember thinking the texture was surprisingly similar to meat. Which isn't a good thing.

>>6696272
>nobody mentions my name so far in this threa to hate on me or call me a fucking chaser
Good feel desu

>>6696212
oh.....That all sounds scary....
but sometimes people make dumb decisions about sex
i just want to try to make people happy

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>>6696267
most girls would be rly lucky to have a gf as nice as you bexe

>>6696278
hi kit
I like you but you always disappear quickly ;_;

>>6696267
>tfw you know this feel
>tfw your gf thinks you're amazing regardless of what you think
>tfw you know that feel too

>>6696275
don't quote me you fucking chaser

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>>6696279
sry !!! i have class a lot rn

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whats up /mtfg/
i just got back from subject selection
how are u?
everything ok?


>>6696267
iktf
iktf bad

>>6696278
yep ^^

>>6696282
wtf accidental quote

anyway fuk u

>>6696287
sorry

>>6696276
If you make yrself happy first it makes it easier to help those closest to you. I wish I could be poly like you tbqh. I don't even like sex much and in my mind it's an act of appeasement to express love.

>>6696274
sometimes mapo has pork in it
it's super good without it tho!

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>>6696285
I do the t. rex arms when I'm drunk too

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>>6696285
Sorry but you kinda look like Carl from the walking dead.

>>6696284
aww ok
what subjects?

>>6696285
what are you taking next year?

>>6696290

Theirs was on the vegetarian menu. Just broccoli and tofu. And some rice.

>>6696285
Ugh, the only reason you are not too good for this place is because you are a transbian... Question, seeing as you are still 15 are you likely to grow anymore?

>>6696278
>>6696287
I feel really lucky~
>>6696285
I'm okay but Bexe is pretty sad as noted
I wish she could see how amazing she is but she has a lot of trouble with that
I hope you got into what you wanted

>>6696296
Lmao!

>>6696295
the first time i was on molly around a lot of people(at a party) i had the trex arms pretty much the whole time and multiple people asked me why i was doing that and of course i didnt notice at all
i just hold my arms in close to me because when im on molly i become more feminine and i try to make myself smaller, and i guess its also kind of like hugging myself
basically i freaked a bunch of people out and the moral of the story is dont do molly around people you dont know

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>>6696298
You make me look like Earl.. I went to portland but didn't have any alone time.
:/

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>>6696291
awww
stay safe
>>6696295
m-my arms are long n-no bully :~:
>>6696296
lmao
thanks anon :v
>>6696297
English
Literature
Maths Methods
Chinese
Psychology
Legal Studies
>>6696300
im memesexuality desu
who knows
although my chest and hips have been growing which is nice :v
>>6696301
aww
you two are cute pls be happy

>>6696303

>dont do molly around people you dont know
I have a feeling that if I did that I would probably end up telling people I'm trans. Last time I took molly I opened up about my depression and looking back that was kinda weird.

>>6696303
Molly never works much on me..

>>6696296
carl is cute tho just like smiles
except apparently chandler riggs is 5 4 lmao

>>6696297
umm english lit !!!

I've gotta be the only trans woman under 25 who doesn't pass after a year on HRT desu, fml

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>>6696307

>>6696306
wtf...

>>6696308
oh yeah i did that
i was actually talking to people that time and i ended up telling one girl that "i wanted to be more feminine" didnt actually tell her i was trans or anything like that, i think the context was her saying my hair was too long
the only time other than that i was at a party i didnt talk to people because i was too busy dancing
that time didnt go too well either because i ended up laying down on the dancefloor

>>6696309
that sucks
maybe you didnt do enough of it :^)

>>6696308
Molly makes you comfy and when yr comfy you open up.. That's why you should do it around people who already understand you mostly

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nini mtfg
i'm super tired from working out
i hope y'all can all post nice things about one another and form positive relationships
sweet dreams i love y'all

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I just had a fight with my roomie

He asked me OUT OF THE FUCKING BLUE, "hey how do you tuck your cock?" and I just had enough of his mean questions about my transition so I screamed at him.

>>6696313
>I've gotta be the only trans woman under 25 who doesn't pass after a year on HRT
Lmao...oh honey do you know where you are?

>>6696323

Sleep tight.

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>>6696307
Legal is cool, I'm doing it this and next year

>>6696312
Nice, English is kinda dull for me though because I'm a shit analyser (but I'm doing history lmao)

>>6696328
no i am lol

>>6696325
Almost everyone here looks better than I do.

>>6696324
Why didn't you get a female roomie?

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>>6696317
but that kills people coralll
>>6696323
goodnight red!!
tty tomorrow ^^
>>6696327
mm it could be fun

>>6696318
>>6696320
I've never done enough molly I think..

>>6696323
sleep tight princess :)

>>6696319

I did. But looking back on that moment just makes me feel embarrassed.

>>6696318

Why'd you lay on the dance floor? Get tired?

>>6696307
I'm glad you think so
We try, but we both don't think much of ourselves so this happens sometimes
Also those are some diverse courses
>>6696313
I make two
Work on your voice though, that's an easy way to pass more than your looks should
>>6696324
Has there been a precedent on the subject?

>>6696332
it is for me
we talked about a court decision on the subject of trans people
funny we can marry guys but not girls due to laws

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>>6696337
>Has there been a precedent on the subject?
I was wearing only panties and went downstairs for milk and he and his pals saw me. Thing is, I didn't see them when I went to the kitchen so they saw all of me.

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i just slept for 18 hours. how was everyone else's day?

>>6696336
iktf
>>6696343
I've done 2 multiple times at high purities apparently

>>6696335
how much did you do before? you need more the bigger you are, and iirc ur pretty tall

>>6696336
i just wanted to
it felt right
i just lay sprawled out like a starfish and stared at the ceiling(there was some flashing led light strips so that was nice) so i kinda took up a lot of space and it was kind of awkward, someone ended up telling the homeowner then they told the one person who knew me then they came and told me to get off the floor
then we had to go
kinda sucked because that party was great, but all the memories are tainted with shame, just like all the other times i do drugs or anything

>>6696342
dont make fun of me ;~; i cant realy handle myself on molly

>>6696346
Well that's embarrassing and would kind of lead to that kind of questioning, ill-timed though it was
What I meant was how have you responded to such questions in the past?

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>>6696347
lonely

>>6696349

Aw. I know how that goes, I used to do shit like that when I was sober.

>>6696347

I talked to cool people and got 2 new LPs :>

jesus christ I just realize I let 3 dudes see me basically naked singing nicki minaj stuff and was totally oblivious to it. Whenever I go to the kitchen I catch myself singing and dancing for some reason, or when I do chores I sing and dance.

>>6696307
memesexuality? Pansexual?

>>6696346

Man, this story keeps getting worse.

>>6696356
I wish you were my roomate... I have a room for rent now..

>>6696363
yeah, men fucking suck to live with while being trans

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>>6696359
If you blacked out how do you know it was a good time?

>>6696288
it's ok i understand why ppl think i'm a chaser

i just honestly am really insecure and scared and i only feel ok being with a trans girl even though ive been in more relationships with cis girls, they're the only ones ive felt safe with really

>>6696359
I snorted ketamine on mushrooms once..

>>6696330
Then you straight up fugly anon, sorry.

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>>6696337
its understadnable i guess a lot of people feel that way :(
>>6696340
rip me
>>6696347
somewhat okay??? I think???
>>6696357
yea

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>>6696364
that is the grossest thing I have ever heard

who fucking uses the phrase "monkey fuzz?"

>>6696355
i dont do anything when im sober
just feel bad about myself unless im with people im totally comfortable with

>>6696359
no shit i did what else was i gonna do
i never stopped coming to this thread, except for a little bit when i was more involved with femgen

>>6696367
trust me it was a good time, i was there

>>6696372
if you moved to burgerland you could marry Isla tho

>>6696368
nobody actually thinks you're a chaser quid

>>6696352
>What I meant was how have you responded to such questions in the past?
Oh I never reacted on them ever, I was honest with all the other questions but when my dick is talked about I freak out. I wish I had srs.

>>6696346
>only panties
No bra or long tee-shirt? That's weird.

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>>6696366
PYB? I sure am lonely in this big apartment by myself...

>>6696369

Yo that sounds wild. How was it?

>>6696363
don't you take advantage of kaylas thoughtlessness.

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>>6696381
>No bra or long tee-shirt? That's weird.
wearing a bra is weird nerd

I never had tits before so sorry about not knowing tit etiquette

>>6696366
Juniper would try to hit on you all the time though like a man would.

>>6696367
you're name is aaaannal backwards
hehehehe anal :3

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>>6696384
>four hours I'm not conscious is always a win
But sleep does that and it doesn't cost money. Why even bother ingesting drugs when you won't remember it or be conscious?

>>6696386
Don't harsh my vibe plx
>>6696385
It was good.. That trip was an ego death one actually. Super euphoric.

>>6696387
>wearing a bra is weird nerd
wut? lol

You have big tits....wear a fucking bra or at least a tee shirt jesus Christ that's strange as hell. Your not man anymore where you can walk around shirtless you know.

>>6696388
so what?

>>6696397
>Your not man anymore where you can walk around shirtless you know.
bullshit
free the boobies!

>>6696380
That's probably a big part of it
Probably had him thinking you were okay with talking about tranny stuff, so he just asked like usual

>>6696391
Liked, commented, subscribed

>>6696392

This!

>>6696395

I've never experienced that.

>>6696388
Yeah I roomed with this one transbian and they would casually flirt with me all the time. I told them I'm not gay but they didn't listen.

Never room with a transbian unless you yourself are transbian.

>>6696407
upboated

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Are you masochistic? Suicidal?

>>6696400
>free the boobies!
Move to Europe then.

>>6696402
No, I realized I let him walk on me by asking trans questions in the first place. It was my first time realizing how disgusted I am with my transness. Like I guess "hey this tranny sure looks like he can answer my perverted questions ha ha."

>>6696409
It's hard to conceptualize desu. But meeting with god is kind of how I perceive it

>>6696414
Why don't you just throw yourself on him then you shameless whore.

>tfw you finally start realizing that your living more as a girl then a guy
this feels soo good realizing now my male self is shrinking and almost totally gone

>>6696418
I'm jelly..
Too jelly...
>:)

>>6696415
oh that was why you were cold to me for seemingly no reason the time i saw you after that happened
i never lied to him, that was before id heard both sides of the story, that was when i didnt know what yume had actually said

>>6696417
>shameless whore
jesus christ that's what I am now
just a totally shameless whore who is vulgar and loud

>>6696397
you realise this is all just imagination of k

>>6696414
Realization or no, if he asks you a bunch of questions and you answer them without complaint he's gonna think you're okay with it, so if you blow up at him it'll take him by surprise
I mean, it already happened but the thing to do was to tell him you'd rather not talk about trans stuff, save the blowing up for if he didn't take no for an answer
>>6696418
>tfw you don't know what this means

>>6696415
oh and also, as for coming back and apologizing, shame is the emotion i experience the strongest so im pretty much incapable of doing that

>>6696420
You will get to that point quick looking the way you do, I am the slowest transitioner ever desu, 1.5 years hrt and I am still not fulltime and I hate myself for it.

I GOT A MOSQUITO BITE ON MY DICK. HOW THE FUCK

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>>6696414
>It was my first time realising how disgusted I am with my transness
Maybe this is the more pressing problem that you need to come to terms with.

>>6696415
Yeah, I think I prefer sleep. The big difference is I can assume I didn't do something stupid or get raped while I was sleeping. Having hours missing from my memory at a party is really not something I miss.

>>6696424
>tfw you don't know what this means
Oh well I am doing a fail boymode type transition so I still have to present outside like a guy but in reality its a thin shell I shed whenever I don't have eyes on me.

>>6696429
>Maybe this is the more pressing problem that you need to come to terms with.
elaborate?

>>6696418
>my male self is shrinking
>testicles
hehe

>>6696432
I guess I kind of get it
Just... I don't really get what presentation is, outside of stuff like name and clothes
Sorry, I know I'm dense

>>6696426
:/ I want the next three years on fast forward.
So yr fulltime inside yr house? I'm not :(

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tfw isla's gift arrived
isnt she the cutest

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>tfw thinking about the future scares you
Why can't I just be a neet
>>6696428
Fuck mosquitos jfc.
I can't imagine how a mosquito bite on the dick feels
>>6696313
Tfw still got 8 months to go before a year on hrt but know there's 0 chance of passing by then

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>>6696434
Being trans is an immutable part of your existence, you can't change that. If you can't learn to not be disgusted by yourself or at the least accept yourself, it's going to haunt you for the rest of your life. Self hatred can and will prevent you from ever moving on.

red a hon and I'm counting down the days until she gives her gf herpes

>mado and Mika talking
Reeeee fuck off

how would you react if your bf/gf wanted to put your gt in a chastity cage

>>6696436
My male presentation is a button down shirt and 2 A shirts to hide my tits, skinny jeans, skate shoes, and my hair in a slick wave with gel, and then in a pony tail with small black earrings. That is my entire boymode. Physically I drop my voice but I can't go deep anymore so I sound gay as fuck, and I carry myself differently but usually go back to my feminine posture so its like a constant act to keep up.

>>6696446

Feels like a normal mosquito bite. I didn't even notice it until now.

>>6696453
>Self hatred can and will prevent you from ever moving on.
How can I love myself when I hate myself so much? I am the person I hate the most on the planet and its not healthy to feel this way.

>>6696442
omg cute

>>6696458
We're bfs..
>>6696456
not cozily at all

>>6696452
ye its whatever

this year has been the craziest year of my life

>>6696455
fag

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Okay /mtfgay I popped in yesterday during the rape-hour but had to go to sleep soon after. Can one of you guys give me a tl;dr of the whole drama?


>>6696446
>Why can't I just be a neet
Look at the human wrecks here for an answer.

>>6696465
Why dont u talk to me anymore senpai

>>6696464
>We're bfs..
what did I nail how it feels to pretend to be male?
This is the shit bigots don't get about us, being male is a fucking act and if my body matched my mind I would fucking be like the happiest person ever and be successful as shit.

>>6696478
>My own
>4 roommates who you treat like shit
I don't see what's changed

>>6696472
dude fart lmao

>>6696475
thats not much of a question

>>6696478
who do u live with other other than that one fag

>>6696479
I'd be the same weirdo but happier and less awkward.

>>6696458
So it feels like a chore to be in boymode?
I can see how that'd lead to you saying that
I never use my natural voice outside the house but other than that I've yet to really have distinct modes

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>>6696460
Loving yourself is step two, and I'm not even one to talk, I don't love myself. Step one is to find a way to not feel such deep seated shame and revulsion about being trans. How is one to stay sane when literally existing feels like something to be disgusted by?

I can't emphasize enough how important it is to be at peace with your own transness. Hating it won't make it disappear

>>6696462
Yeah idk I remember I used to feel that way too, just don't get hurt out there before the urge eventually wears off.

>>6696496
>Step one is to find a way to not feel such deep seated shame and revulsion about being trans
How does one do this?

>>6696471
I'm already a human wreck desu. But I guess I'll try to be a productive human wreck
>>6696456
Repressing me might've liked it. Me now I'd probably cry and tell them to fuck off. The less I have to think about my dick the better
>tfw no erection in months
>tfw feel amazing because of it

>>6696497
ok cool
what area of portland are you in

done some manual labour today

I feel so un-trutrans

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>>6696506
>I'll try to be a productive human wreck
It's all anyone can do.

>>6696512
I did that for the better part of my life. At least its money.

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>>6696502
Instead of ruminating, actively disagree with those kinds of thoughts. Instead of taking what your first thoughts about being trans are at face value, ask why you feel that way. Do you feel that being trans is disgusting and shameful because it's what you actually feel, or is it because that's what you've been told to feel for your entire life?

>>6696504
It generally does when you get bored of them or the side effects make maintaining that amount of drug use unpleasant.

>>6696517
you're damned fucking right it's money
$20/h to assemble shutters, and it took me literally 15 minutes to learn everything I needed

>>6696512
Maybe you could NEET and sperg here for a while to feel more trutrans?

>>6696518
hmm, I guess I feel shame for it because I consider myself really ugly and big and thus an embarrassment of a transgirl. At least I think that's where all my shame comes from, I feel as if I didn't view myself this way I wouldn't feel as much shame towards it

>>6696517
Eliot you "worked" for your mom aka you were useless.

>>6696520
btw that's 15 USD

>>6696522
I can do that while working
hammering pins into shutter slats is so mindless I can literally be on my phone while doing it

>>6696520
cool, be up beat about it, I start a job tomorrow and I am worried out of my brain and can't sleep

>>6696514
guess ill hit you up if i ever wanna hang out
or actually i should just leave it up to you

>>6696520
Where do you get a job like this? Seems easy and well paying

>>6696531
my dad owns the factory lmao

he pays that for everyone making shutters tho
needed some more people making them and I needed a job

>if I passed I would be a Ferrari but right now I am a beat up Honda with a broken window and a dead battery

>>6696536
trans is ferrari

>>6696534
ugh, I've been hunting for a job for ages and no one wants to hire me ;_;

....

>>6696545
........

>>6696545
>>6696548
................

>>6696542
Do you have a parent or a relative with their own business?

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>>6696524
But I think the fact of the matter is, no matter how big, or small, or what features you have, you're going to have a body that's a hybrid of male and female traits, and most trans girls will. There's no shame in that, even if we're told that its something to be ashamed of over and over and over.

I stopped feeling shame about my body because there's no reason for it. I get sad about certain features, but overall I'm just happy that it's at least closer to the body I should have had.

>>6696548
>>6696549
oh

>>6696550
nyet

>>6696549
>>6696548
>>6696545
!

what is everyone listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIDWgqDBNXA

>>6696544
yeah if the urge gets strong enough i will

>>6696555
https://youtube.com/watch?v=oUjUTG3hwyQ
Nice get

>>6696551
I mean, I'm told I don't look as bad as I think but really I don't see it and have a tendency to just go outright crazy from even glancing at myself in the mirror. I think as I transition this will go away, I just started a week ago, but for now this is a nuisance.

>>6696567
ok
wanna just do drugs desu
feels bad maybe
idk