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Previous thread >>6693435
>>6694544
shit dubs its true
I wanna do salvia
i wish Amy still liked me
i get so caught up on stupid internet stuff
I would have liked to meet her
>>6694579
Yeah, its fun being raped amrite?
>>6694579
at least you arent 'fugly' ayyyyyy
i want everyone to say one nice thing about someone in the thread
hey mtfg
how are you
everthing ok?
Threadly reminder that Chara is a man
>>6694561
Not all of us are bad!
>>6694587
you are trying to get past all the mean shit and get people doing the nice shit.
That's nice. You are a nice anon.
>>6694582
thatsmyfetish.jpg
HAIII GURRRRLS
Nth for having anon parrot you when they talk about you
>>6694597
Ayyyyy that's me.
>>6694590
friendly reminder that every hon in this thread is a failed man
>tfw starting to obsessively measure myself every night
i always get 16-18 inch shoulders
im fugged ;-;
>>6694587
but who do i say it about without looking weird?
>>6694588
i bought a big bag of livesavers and now i'm minty fresh
how are you
>>6694491
Oh no hon you pass flawlessly.
For what it's worth after nearly a decade on hormones you do pass better than the other trips. Like the hon people are arguing about now that thinks she passes. You have to remember many more people more dude like than you think they're perfect.
>>6694593
I can never tell if you're being serious or not.
>>6694587
Sometimes anon doesnt post
firs tfor ribjnloves opiates
>>6694593
amy sexed isla and everyones going loopshit because americans cant into common sense around age of consent lol
>>6694500
>Wow you're right. This is how adult women act. By screaming at children on the internet.
Chara is 22 but you're right he is a manchild.
>>6694587
me!
everyone say nice things about nim!
>>6694624
and i should say
i dislike amy generally, im not sticking up for her
just jess calm down she's not 25 lol just ridiculously quick to attach onto people like vincent van gogh apparently was
that was a good documentary
amy
stop tryign to marry and fuck everyone immediatelty, you bitch about red being promiscuous but hoyl shit you seem to be way more unhealthy with ur relationships lol
Breadly domineder dat chata is a mann
>>6694611
>not mentos
You can fuck right off, Layhee. :3
>>6694622
boredom. Plus maybe I can make people feel better about their shit. Then we can be shit together. :)
>>6694626
Glad you felt the need to double post that.
>>6694587
Beep works hard and looks cute in a pizza delivery outfit
Chara is genuinely interested in opening up to people (i believe)
Smiles is so strong for having to deal with her problems while young
Isla is photogenic
quid is very nice to talk to and can understand my problems
Faye is caring and good to talk to when you're sad or freaking out
ufufu is effortlessly cool while enjoying top tier media/art
oddish has good taste in music
Carol seems to want to make everyone happy
>>6694634
Your Stellaris species has cute ears!
somebody call 911 i need an ambulance
oh god this is not good
>>6694634
i like nim
>Amy being defended by Edgar, the guy with the confirmed rape fetish
Ahahaha
sweet the douchey chasers left
>>6694593
wait why do you want to meet amy if you don't like being raped? :^)
>>6694612
never mind, i spoke too soon
who thinks she passes? cause i know you ain't talking about me or chara :P
>>6694624
That's not the issue. Anybody who knows their shit knows it was legal, it would be legal in almost any US state, possibly all of them. The issue is what a cunt she is, and how she used calling isla cute as an excuse to brag about "facefucking" her when she knows how insecure and shy isla is.
>>6694637
you know she doesn't even care about being misgendered right lol
>>6694587
pally is a very nice person
>>6694642
whats happening
where are you
im not american but i can get a friend to call for you
>>6694642
cut your dick off?
>>6694634
good taste in vidya
>>6694638
>mentos
DISGUSTING
>>6694639
>not on the list
>>6694638
Glad you felt the need to reply because you can't refute it and we all know that. Guys like chara are big whiny man babies that need constant hugboxing circle jerk.
>>6694647
>sweet the douchey chasers left
why do you have to be so disrespectful to chasers? i didnt choose to be a chaser, i was born this way, just like someone is born trans or cis, gay or straight.
>>6694587
Kari is really comfy and ez to fall asleep on
>>6694647
Chara has been insisting that she passes flawlessly for the entire last thread so I'm not sure what you're trying to pull here broseph.
>>6694634
who r u?
>>6694639
well, I'm rate the trips considering I've been in mtfg for about 4 days. I am biased and impartial.
RedTree - Gets more shit than she deserves. Tries to hard to be a meme, but cute anyway
Smiles - Wow this kid needs hugs
Isla - is photogenic
Faye - Wow. what a bro. Fellow military anon giving me good advice.
Ufufu - I hope one day to achieve the justice that is ufufus cuteness, but I have watched over 1000 animes so I have better taste in anime.
>>6694639
what about meeee
>>6694607
ikr
>>6694587
Red is a smart smart girl and v. good
Smiles is a good strong girl
pleb is doing good holding on despite her feels
kayla is making great progress and proving people wrong aout her in the past
oddish has interesting sexual tasts even if i dont share them
>>6694644
ikr it's like peotry it rhymes
>>6694647
ah yeah you're right aotut hat totally fair, it was just the 'rpae' part i thought was dumb but amy is pretty damn toxic lol
dw im not gonna stik around because im gonna pass the FUCJK out soon lol
i only took a Buit to much, i should be fine in the emoning
>>6694587
You're all mostly easy to fap to.
am i nice now?
I hope you all are doing well <3
>>6694644
Most trips joke about rape all the time and then try it on when they get the chance. The reaction to Amy is just because people hate her, just like people hate other trips.
I'm pretty sure Robin hasn't ever attacked anyone or tried to.
>>6694642
>possibly in a life threatening situation
>has time to post to 4chan
Hmmmm
>>6694654
Okay, but like. Let's say that's true hypothetically.
What's wrong with that? Should someone kill themselves just because they are immature?
>>6694634
The pics you post are qt.
>>6694587
smiles is a qt and tries hard despite everything being hard irl
red despite having tons of regrets and having to live as a guy for a while still stays positive and has a really strong character to withstand bullying
chara is my friend and her actual non mtfg personality is pleasant
Lauren is a girl :)
carol always tries to be positive and listen to ppl
oddish is pretty cool and has good taste in games
pally has good genes and is gonna do well on hrt
quid is my bae and shes really nice I idk why i flipped out on her im sry ;~;
nim works hard on her voice and puts in the effort
>>6694660
i post in almost every thread x(
but it's nice to meet you! :3
>>6694660
>still not on the list
>>6694622
>it's all about proportions
This is true.
>tfw your shoulders wouldn't even be that bad by themselves, but you still look like a manly inverted triangle because of your narrow 12 year old boy hips
>>6694587
red is one of the nicest people ever
elanna is very smart and mature
beepbeep has a cute butt
isla looks cute in her puppy jammies
>>6694665
<3 thn aks babe
>>6694588
Meh could be better
>>6694614
It's hard to distinguish that in text
I was just saying that my rape was something that affected me deeply, and I'd be tormented if it happened again
>>6694635
nahh...I'm unhealthy with my relationships too....
I hurt kaylee sometimes when I get massive dysphoria
I'm not sure about this whole rape thing
>>6694647
i think maybe amy is just dealing with a lot of mental issues but that does seem a bit standoffish
>>6694683
Good god am I ugly in that picture
>>6694683
oh i thought you were Natalie Lovescum
>>6694688
hi oddish
>>6694587
I like everyone here, even the silly anons that think im triggerable.
>>6694653
Shakira is pragmatic, and asserts her views and holds her ground, and is really making an effort in her appearance
Kayla has made some great improvements and has big boobs
elanna is super educated and precise
>>6694647
You love to use chaser as an insult but the fact is you really are a chaser. If you were trans maybe you wouldn't look like an ugly scruffy man that doesn't shower. Some of the people calling you chaser are probably people that you tried your moves on, that's how ironic you calling anyone jealous chaser is. Fucking disgusting.
>>6694683
>Motorola
>>6694694
You are pretty nice Chara : )
>>6694656
I'm gonna leave the whole chaser thing alone right now, I said douchey chasers as in all these anons posing as trans girls and talking shit. You're OK in my books as long as you aren't them.
>>6694658
literally completely false she said she does if she pretends she's a mute lol
try again, or don't since you apparently can't get any ground here or make sense
>>6694663
Yeah
I hope you're okay!
>>6694687
N-no lol
Also random picture of my doggo to cheer you all up
>tfw onl one naon posted somehtin nice about em
i gues i shouldn't be greedy
wat is ur favourite oppium mtfg?
>>6694679
Oh shit, yea mb. I have bad memory
Shakira - REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEjk you are pretty cool, you're an engineer and you were the first person to talk to me while everyone ignored me. Thank you for the (yous).
Oh uh Squeakz - If what you said happened to you really happened, I would literally commit acts of violence against whoever did it if I ever found them. This is the kind of shit I can't abide. I'll never accept it, ever. I got your back, and you tried to have mine too. +1
>>6694677
Nim - It was nice to meet.
harro
>>6694683
aww whats wrong :(
>>6694700
>quid has been transitioning for years and looks like this
LOL
O
L
>>6694710
Hello <3
>>6694703
i think im okay... i feel the best i have done in ages
like the suicidal ideation keeps coming thick and fast but i think ive made peace with it for now
i just fear existence more than i fear non-existence,y ou get me?
i hope if i do get killed its by someone who loves me
>>6694686
>in that picture
>>6694674
According to chara's logic yes, not even hypothetically but really.
You're really literally defending whiny angry man babies that tell trans girls to kill themselves every day.
>>6694688
I'm glad I know you!
>>6694701
D-Don't make fun of me :-:
>>6694587
Some anons are really nice
>>6694710
hello fraulein
feeling better? :)
oh shit im haring voices
i think its just from tiredness tho dw
i hope my drug use isnt triggering latent psychosis or anything lol thatd be a right cunt of a thuing
Fuckin compliment festival over here. I hate compliments they make me feel funny and weird inside. Like, i dont deserve compliments, shit. And I'm terrible at giving compliments. And at accepting them.
>>6694706
What is an opium precisely
Also hey anono. I dont know you well enough to have something nice to say about you per se, but you seem cool and even tho dyspraxia is p. Tragic the way you type makes me giggle sometimes. Which i should probably feel bad about.
>>6694719
Red is a good
>>6694644
rape fetishes can come as response to actual trauma and are kinda common.
>>6694700
This is the guy arguing all the time? STAHP you're killing me
>>6694720
>18" monitor
>>6694643
i like lauren :3
>>6694718
I'm so manly.
hey whatup mtfg, I didn't see a passing thread
Do you think I could pass as a lesbean, assuming my voice is good?
>>6694718
havent seen that for myself. So, w/e. We'll see. If I see that I'd call her out on it prolly for being a cunt.
>>6694729
when I start to hear voices I just turn my ipod up
>>6694708
how you been :)>
>>6694728
to you last question: of course Id hug (you)!!!
I dont really feel better. Ive to go to uni tomorrow. getting up early and trying to organize a few things. I wish I didnt have to go out v____v
Isn't it pathetic as fuck that anti-trans anons literally spend a ton of time in these threads and harass/bully?
How sad does your life have to be to where you spend time on a transgender thread on an LGBT board shouting at transpeople.
Best part is, I know a faggot like what I just described has to be lurking. Go ahead and say hi.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRXc_-c_9Xc
lol can u imagine if this video was about me
id get beaten up but then when i suddenyl started to dance triumphantly id just fall flat on my face and break my knose straigthhaway because dyspraxia kekek
also post more trannycore music deus
>>6694740
sup bro
you wanna pound some brewskis later?
>>6694745
just kill yourself next time
>>6694612
i dont know... i do think that generally speaking people do regard my flaws as flaws that a cis woman has, not as flaws that make me less passable... as evidenced by the numerous friends and acquaintances i have irl that still think im cis. but at the same time, i'll never know what the dudes i passed on the street actually said, so i dont even know.
>>6694729
Drugs sometimes do trigger latent psychosis. I've had times where even weeks after doing stuff I'll see weird things that don't exist.
What drug did you do?
Wow holy crap you're nice. I don't get why you're hated so much here. Sucks that no one has nice things to say about you even though I see you doing your best to help the people you talk to.
>Korra
You look pretty cute and passable with makeup and clothes, you have a really shining personality, and you're steadily making progress. Even if everyone else here doesn't like or notice you, I do Korra. Don't ever change and keep being a sweetheart. <3
look like a ghoul without makeup
>>6694742
iunno. I think you are a pretty cute person of either gender. Pretty andro, m8.
can i please be a white knight beta male for the thread
or at least the resident beta orbiter?
>>6694711
Just dysphoria running it's course like usual:( it's been quite bad the past few days
I just wish I was a girl
>>6694730
its robin lol
im tiyping liek this because im on codeine atm for a throat infection and it gets me so high i lose my learned behaviours i got so far to cope w/ dyspraxia a bit
>>6694729
Sometimes auditory hallucinations are not a bad thing. They can happen for natural, bodily functioning reasons. I wouldn't worry about it either way. In fact, I'd try to enjoy it if i were you.
>>6694747
Just about as usual. Desire drugs. Having weird fucking dreams. Family hates me. No one wants to help me and I'm stuck in a pit of my own making. Pretty fuckin neat.
>>6694732
Ugh
Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis
>>6694750
>fighting for aryan supremacy
>with asian weapons
>>6694649
rest in piece, pupper
>>6694750
awww
ill go for you so you can sleep in!
>>6694730
that anon is just robin high on something lol. she does look a million times better nowadays
>>6694735
REEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6694768
Ah, hello robin.
You, I dont like.
>>6694775
wat :| its almost hard to believe anyine has something nice to say to me is this an ironic troll post?
>>6694740
Since you're Russian, I guess it's unsurprising that your mother drank during her pregnancy
>>6694756
You look at the hons that post in this thread. They're desperate to try and prove they pass with weird as shit photos, it's obvious they don't pass at all. Now look at yourself, you're out there living full time and have real pictures of yourself. What are you still doing in this thread?
>>6694740
>Manly
You for got a "wo" in there
>>6694770
>Yeah you kinda do.
thats why I like dark lip colors but everyhon tells me to use a skin tone and that's bullshit because if I use skin tone it looks like I don't have lips at all.
Also btw when you doing your eye makeup tutorial?
>>6694790
I have a pretty positive opinion of you so far, faggot. There was that nice? >:^)
if I miss you just let me know and I'll give you a compliment. I'm really putting thought into these
>>6694587
Anon is really nice sometimes and affectionate
Kari is sweet and knows good pizza
Korra is resolved and knows a craft that I admire, cuisine
Rachel is intelligent and super cool
Amy Victoria has glamorous hair and is working hard to overcome stuff
Phienchen is intelligent and sounds like she really loves her bf
nim is friendly and just wants to be nice to people
>>6694787
kek thansk oddish
i think your p alright
>>6694782
Pathetic.
>>6694786
No just go back and ctrl+f that shit or keep sucking chara's cock like an angry hon.
>>6694793
Maybe she has friends here? Likes the attention? I'm glad she's here because at least there is one best case scenario in the thread. If she wasn't here we would all be hons. Shit. DONT LEAVE.
>>6694800
hey im just doing what im paid to do
>>6694797
not really :/
>>6694805
but it's bad for you!
oh i really don't like the summer
it's too freakin hot
>>6694782
get on hormones NOW
>>6694810
s-so you're all sweaty
>>6694813
oh u have a strange way of being nice thanks i guess :/
>>6694804
It's not a best case it's just a trans girl that gets on with it. She was over 5 years on hormones before this thread even existed. Other people got on with it too but they got chased out. Now it's hons obsessed with themselves and their circlejerking approval marathons.
Having one or two passing people doesn't change the majority are hons.
>>6694814
yea i need a shower
i took one earlier and now i need another one
>>6694810
I cant wait for fall so I have an excuse to wear beanies and hoodies again.
>>6694772
honorary aryans
>>6694774
SO NICE
I just need to get a book or something anyway but I AM SO ANXIOUS
Ill probably spend ages circling the building or something equally dumb v_v
>>6694813
>doritos
canned food would be a better idea for you.
>>6694815
i'll be at work monday :/
>>6694772
Japanese are technically "honorary aryans" as they sided with Germany
>>6694810
Let's trade please. I hate this cold so much
i blue myself tbqf
>>6694820
ikr i can't wait either
summer is too long
usually i don't like the winter because depression but these days i wouldn't mind it
>>6694827
Ah, even at night?
>>6694817
There are lots of people who pass that post here
>elanna
>korra
>edie
>maddie
>anna
>sheen
>red
>phienchen
>Kayla
>>6694819
oh wow
>>6694676
Aww ty when did you flip out on me? :0 you mean when you found out about me and chara? I don't think you flipped out I understand totally why you wanted to keep your distance
You're fine <3
>tfw no friends
>tfw alone
>tfw u hate everything+everyone
drugs are cool bc i made this in only a few hours.....
i just wanted to show another person ;---;
https://clyp.it/fay2xdzv
>>6694830
>not being depressed 365 24/7
Are you even trans?
>>6694822
don't be nervous :)
they're gonna be stopping in their tracks over how pretty you are!
some people that aren't here rn:
Edie is gorgeous and I can relate to the sort of work she does
Grace is super cute in milsurp and wise and really expresses her emotions
Melly is sweet and redpilled in a good way and has cool guns
Kaylee is the love of my life and gives me direction. God I love you babe
/k/ordelia is a wonderful girlfriend and trying her best even with super restrictive family
Nikki's ffs turned out very well
Angie has dank simpson memes and is genuinely trying to be nice, even tough a bit snarky
>>6694833
>korra
>sheen
>kayla
trip up so I can filter you.
>>6694844
red is nice and is a cutie
>>6694842
no i'm not trans
i just take hrt to make myself feel better
>>6694817
the word hon has become a meme now. i think that almost 100% of the ppl that use it have no idea what it actually means.
like the concept of someone not passing and starting of as a man and slowly but gradually TRANSITIONING to a woman is forigen..
so many factors play into pm how long or short it takes for a person to start passing. but lol nope if you DARE to post a picture here and not be cis tier regardless if ur a few months or a few weeks on hrt you get relentlessly bullied and told to quit transition and keys. the sad part is that it mostly comes from other transgirls. it's like, how does a person get to passing status if she's told every step of the way to quit and you'll never make it. a damned if I do damned if u don't situation that some ppl will defend to the death as being a good thing
but yeah I'll just get ignored again and only trolls will reply telling me to kill myself. why do I even come here anymore :/
>>6694833
>implying even half of them pass
Shit you have really drunk the kool-aid.
>>6694700
>post a picture taken less than a foot away from my face
>not the picture i took 5 minutes later properly that looks way better
cool story bro try insulting what i actually look like next time
>>6694712
I've been on HRT for just over a year, off and on. It's been a bit of a struggle as far as that goes, especially losing my megamilks, but everything else I'm pretty confident about.
*pats*
>>6694734
Don't die anon! D: Even if you're a worthless chaser you still deserve life!
>>6694716
aww
yeah I definitely get what you mean <3
i hope you feel better but I know that's easier said than done... *hugs*
>>6694844
>Grace is wise
She just repeats what everyone tells her. Shes like a parrot.
>>6694842
>tfw depressed for 6 years
this ride needs to end soon
>>6694841
>https://clyp.it/fay2xdzv
link is broken for me.
Also I'm watching a video of a humminbird that befriended a dog and I have nothing to say its just perfect.
>>6694815
ooooo that makeup tutorial will be helpful :D
>>6694587
I feel like I don't know enough people well enough to say much, but sure.
Red is driven - I am often surprised by the effort she puts into everything, and the attention it gives her to how she is relating to the people she cares about.
Kayla is shedding the detritus of her bad relationships and coming out a legitimately cool trans girl.
Quid actually seems to understand the relationships between people here.
Shakira is very invested and expressive; when she finds the right people in university, she'll befriend the shit out of them.
Grace is downright motivational. Her good days feel like they radiate.
Korra has a good attitude. She'll go far with it.
Phienchen is obviously a good friend, and invests a lot of care in the posters here.
Hannah came back (missed you)! She's beaten squandering her life, and it didn't take her very long.
>>6694858
Theres only one way off.
>>6694828
I'm stealing that Mado picture
>>6694852
>like the concept of someone not passing and starting of as a man and slowly but gradually TRANSITIONING to a woman is forigen..
Foreign for the people that think they pass. Make no effort or look like a man is one thing but to say you're passing and even cute makes you a hon.
>>6694811
but that would make me dysphoric
>>6694832
yeah, I am opening and closing for an art gallery, handling all the phones, sales paperwork, helping move statues, printing shipping labels, the works. Only reason I got the job is the boss is gay as fuck and liked my earrings and the fact im trans, he said I bring the right vibe in his gallery.
>>6694852
>why do I even come here anymore :/
because of pic related
>>6694833
>phienchen
will you pls come to germany and convince the people on the street that l pass? maybe that would make them stop staring v_v
>>6694843
youre SO NICE <3
I nearly choked on my food though cause thats super far from reality >-<
>>6694864
hey there!
thanks for the compliment <3
Seriously, how the fuck do I shave my pubic area without it breaking out in rash or small red bumps the next day? I never learned male or female hygiene.
>>6694872
soapie!
>tfw you just sit back and watch the massive hugbox going on right now.
I'm all for being nice but theres being nice and then theres just lying so you can pat yourself on the back.
https://youtu.be/tbWS0j2fulY
>>6694878
https://youtu.be/yjzDrM7wnhs
>>6694833
ehhh
it's debatable whether I pass or not
I don't feel like I do but that's because I'm not in girlmode
>>6694865
to become a girl that owns a shotgun?
>>6694886
ur close but not quite there
>>6694889
Yes.
>>6694878
exfoliate before, take a cold shower after, put lotion on after
>>6694852
You're not ignored.
>>6694855
thanks
>>6694798
robin????
>>6694788
thanks <3 i dont pass yet but I do think I look better and more fem at least which is moving forwards...
Wondering what mtfg trips timelines look like. Is that something people would post?
>>6694833
>>elanna
When she doesn't forget to shower and puts lots of effort in but still gives that tranny vibe.
>>korra
Hell no.
>>edie
Literally gets clocked by cis girls in bars.
>>maddie
Getting there but not yet.
>>anna
On good days but she barely posts.
>>sheen
Not a chance.
>>red
As a gay man.
>>phienchen
Sometimes if you ignore the attitude.
>>Kayla
Definitely not, is this a joke to you?
>>6694889
ur close but not quite there
>>6694876
This is pretty cool, but I can't here the lyrics were I am rn. Saving it to listen l8r, don't delete it.
>>6694892
mainly intersted stuff whats by or about trnanies
>>6694896
>mfw mtfg says edgar is making it
I laugh every time.
>>6694872
you're stunning though :33
my mom won't stop trying to get me to cut my hair
i think she's starting to get suspicious ;-;
>>6694881
kiwi <3 :3
>>6694899
>Sometimes if you ignore the attitude.
which attitude?
>>6694868
you sound like exactly those transgirls I mentioned in my post ur way of thinking is warped and way out of touch with reality i honestly don't think you can be convinced e otherwise regardless of what anyine else says
its one thing to be a bitter rude person but it's another thing else to actively go out of your way to be an asshole to someone else that hasn't done anything to you
tell me what in ur mind justifies being a complete douche to someone else unprovoked bc from the tone of ur post ur advocate that kind of behavior irl and online
>>6694872
not gonna like (You)'re a big reason why i come back <3
>>6694895
im filtered by most of the ppl i reply to but even still if they're feeling down i feel compelled to try and lend a hand
its falls on deaf ears but the thought that counts and all that
>>6694809
S C U M
https://youtu.be/Djnng-ejJW0
>>6694897
i post mine a lot when asked but people don't like me and i just anon post.
>>6694896
alssso i know my eyebrows looke drawn onhere but i honestly haven't touched them, they're just naturally really sharply pointed and stuff, desu i kinda like them but they do need thinning n shaping a bit
>>6694897
>>6694841
umm yeah no comment on the quality of that tune but if making it helps you deal with your problems then more power to you.
>>6694864
Hello, thanks I missed you too.
On the bright side though, I didn't completely waste my time while I was gone. I worked a lot and now I have some savings.
On the other hand, I landed up quitting because I couldn't take illegal working conditions. So I guess I'm a NEET now but who knows, maybe I'll go to college next year.
>>6694866
Go right ahead lol
>>6694906
(you)
>>6694897
There's some of old trips but they just trigger the current trips. They don't want to admit this is the average transition looks like of a real transgender. Pic related started in her middle twenties, I think she's 29 or 30 this year.
anyways I hope this edition has more posi vibes
I'm going to go do my cardio
see y'all,
love you qts
>>6694896
Shit, hormones really work. Hey what is your university's LGBT society like?
Red is what everyone should inspire to be. Not the having sex with multiple hundreds of strangers part but the realistic but still positive most of the time part.
Some of you should really take notes.
>>6694921
Hell yes! Money is a good friend to those that can get their hands on it.
Good luck with college plans.
>>6694897
>>6694864
Akaka always does her best to be a positive and helpful person, even when it goes against the current groupthink. She seems like a genuinely good person all around.
>>6694916
u were an ugly dude but a pretty qt grill.
>>6694932
>Started HRT in February
>Full-time by June
>>6694901
sorry i deleted it already bc i have intense paranoia and am very anxious rn
the lyrics were depressing shclock they dont matter
>>6694904
she looks pretty fine there to me, she has nice features
>>6694918
oh
>>6694916
cute
>>6694910
i dont think you're that heavily filtered, some people just dont get alot of replies, idk why
>>6694907
this is true mostly although >tfw everyone you like or care about goes awol and ditches you
im just going to tindr for sex only from now on
>>6694937
i agree, red is a pretty cool girl, and i admire that shes so postive
>>6694940
you look strangely asian in the top photo
>>6694937
i'd rather just be delusional and say I pass while talking in a deep voice thanks
>>6694910
No your thinking is warped. If you think you can bully and terrorize the thread with your friends and drown out everyone else. If you don't pass and you look like a man with zits and greasy hair then don't go around saying you're a cute anime girl. The amount of hugboxing that goes on provokes the backlash.
There's nothing nice and sweet about circle jerking with your friends all day and lying.
>>6694942
Thanks ^_^ I'm happy, generally, with how things have gone
>>6694901
It was about drinking household chemicals and wanting to die.
>>6694660
>tfw bro
>>6694897
only one I saved
>>6694958
would it be okay if i held your hand
>>6694896
>>6694903
grats on moving forward. you'll make more progress than i'll ever make desu.
ohh, ok. mom is trans. uhhh all we got it eachother is about a tranny..
>>6694938
oh, nononon! i mean like that's some shit that's like tranny feels, but not written about tranny feels? a lot of emo/skramz has that going for it. some of pat's stuff too.
>>6694897
just put two of myrandom pics together lmao. i haven't had any progress.
>>6694962
>tfw you spaced it out and still ended up a hon
FUCKING KILL ME.
ohh my god
i cant keep my eyes lined up in the same direction qutie rifht
hypotonia made worse by the high ness
so its liek cosntant swimmy double vision with my eyes moving slightly independent of one another this most look weird af
>>6694962
And here my fucking degenerate doctor did not do a single hormone or blood test or anything and just put me on 2mg estrodiol for 4 months.
What a fuck. I have to get on Spiro ASAP.
Any girls know if callen Lorde will give me Spiro or should I just go to my GP? (my GP is a bro)
so people will shut the fuck up
what happened was technically illegal.
With a certain blood alcohol percentage consent is legally not counted?
i suppose.
That doesn't matter.
Literally none of this shit matters.
What matters is how fucked up it was for amy to post what she did in the thread.
Saying it was gross and massively inappropriate but what the fuck ever
doesnt matter
so please never again in the future bring this up its personal info.
never.
ever.
bring it up again.
thank you.
>>6694967
>>tfw you spaced it out and still ended up a hon
>FUCKING KILL ME.
It's all in the mind, if you have it in you then you will end up passing. If you don't you will continue living the same and hope something changes but it wont.
>>6694963
Sure but that means you're going on rollercoasters rn
>tfw disney has boatloads of money and could be championing hand drawn animation
>instead they close their hand drawn department down
fuck you john lasseter!
>>6694844
Too bad I'm fugly :)
>>6694946
ikr?
>tfw I'm 4 months in and not even close to passing
>tfw she started a year older than me, but still passes way better at 4 months than I probably will at 14 months
>>6694968
>tried to metaphorically hug mercury
>metaphorically scratched in the face
i wouldnt advise it
>>6694939
Thank you! It sucks that money is so important, but what can you do I guess.
>>6694962
I was spacing mine out normally but things happened. Oh well
>>6694578
No you don't. I really like drugs, have never had a bad trip on any of the other many substances I've consumed, and salvia was too crazy for me to handle. I'd still do it once for the experience, but once you do it you'll understand what I mean when I say nobody wants what salvia gives.
>>6694975
Haha. How did you fall off my trip filter? Shut the fuck up with your clique drama. I'm sorry you had no friends in high school, please stop ruining these threads. Go on social media not a fucking anonymous chat forum. Back on the filter you go drama Chan.
>>6694882
Too bad that isn't you
>>6694927
<3
>>6694905
only with shittons of makeup in good lighting tho :c
>hair
oh? ;~;
maybe its time to tell them, if you think theyll be accepting at least...
goofnight !
>>6694910
awww <3
>>6694977
that's okay i bet you look pretty with your hair blowing all over the place
>>6694974
You need an anti-androgen for good results.
The real reason I come here is for simpsons memes.
>>6694968
i have this one
>>6694897
all you need to do is fix a bent broken nose got from roid rage fighting, stop injecting T, take your birth control pills and get laser senpai
>>6694974
callen lorde has a long w8ing list you. can go to downstate i think they have openings, that's where i'm going desu.
there's also dr. steever at mt sinai
>>6694976
uhh, i don't have the fucking face or shoulders for it. i was fucked. i can put all the effort in the world in, i'll still need ffs.
>>6694997
Okay mongoloid, you can follow the current wisdom like this time line. Just wait until boymode fails right, you'll end up fantastic.
I used to have a transition timeline but i dont even anymore.
>>6694990
They told me i would hate dph too
>>6695000
I feel like angles are really important for you. You have pretty good fashion sense though. The hair looks nice, I like the flip right near the part. :>
>>6695000
Your friend looks like a budget Jesse Cox lmao.
>>6694994
<3
>>6694994
no she won't :(
it makes me sad that I have to hide this from her
>>6695008
What a qt. I'd be perfectly fine with looking this good.
Goodnight everyone
>>6694973
I am doing better, yes; new medications seem to be helping with my brain problems. Hopefully I'll be able to start back with school somewhat this upcoming semester.
>>6695022
sweet dreams :)
>>6695003
it took me years to grow that and i'd color it in with mascara until it came through dark. you fags don't even drag king hard enough. you've not lived until you've suplexed a childhood bully off the roof of a car because he called you a weird looking fag every day for 5 years and broken everything you've owned with your fists from T rage
fucken amateurs
>>6695025
this fall? that's good.
what are you studying?
>>6694864
Awww ty ^^
I mean if I didn't understand relationships I wouldn't be a very good chaser ;333333333
>>6694999
trips have spoken
So as for self-medding. Should I get a blood test for or is there something I can start right away to try and stave off the horrible decline into manhood.
>>6695024
Yes spiro.
>>6694970
>how did they not notice?
pic related
>>6694971
link related:
https://vid.me/X5cq
hey everyone
i haven't been to this board before but everyone seems pretty nice here (much nicer than i expected, anyway), so i think i may visit it frequently.
how do tripcode?
>>6695003
>implying he's a neckbeard
>basing friendship solely off appearance alone
>not forming lasting friendship based on mutual respect and shared interests
>someone with no friends irl trying to judge one of my closest friends with no provocation or insight to his character at all
>being so shallow that you care about someone's looks when looking for friends
not gonna lie that post legit pissed me off pls dont talk shit when no one is messing with you even if it's in jest. I went out of my way to apologize to you in the past. . . . . and I'm trying to remain civil and polite but if you insist on being this way then I'll filter you and cut all ties
>>6695010
lighting plays more of a role than angles really i have to be in a well lot area or the shadows will really make my face look different x.x
>>6695011
he's super funny irl tho lol I <3 him
>tfw literally everyone forgets you it's okay I deserve it.
Read the rulez. And lurk a bit? Then post qt pics and get rated.
>>6695042
>nice
Its a ruse
>>6695042
Unfortunately the tripcode limit has been reached.
>>6695031
Computer Science. I'm at the "all but the dissertation" stage of trying to get a PhD, but I've had trouble making progress on that, so I'm not sure if I will finish or not. I'll get a better sense of if I can get back on track for that or not soonish, I hope.
>>6695008
Grace a cute
>>6695042
you really don't want to contract cancer, being trans is enough of a struggle anon
>>6694973
tfw had any support netwirj or coping mecnhaisms for any of my problems ever lol
>>6694975
fucking sucks isla, sorry amy seems to have loose lips about everything
i think she has relationship issues
issues with not making her relationships toxic as fuck
<3 just do some cool durgs like me and let go of the pain senpai
I think you're a good girl
>>6695042
Put a "#" in the name field, like "Name#Tripcode".
>>6694970
>Holy shit you look like Wayne Rooney
that was my timeline you fuck head
>>6695049
oh wow! im studying computer programming but only an associates :)
i hope you're able to get back to your studies, i had a lot of trouble concentrating without my meds and it set me back a lot
>>6695042
type a name in the name zone followed by a #putyourcodehere
>>6695029
YUP
that is why shit sucks
>>6694897
>>6695044
>if you insist on being this way then I'll filter you
Surprised you haven't already.
>and I'm trying to remain civil and polite
Wasn't I the one who explained that my only problem with you was butting into my arguments with others and I asked you nicely to stop doing this yet you just continued to rage at me? You're the one being intransigent.
I'll try one more time. I'm sorry for offending you, it was just a joke but if you could please stop butting into my arguments with others it's rude. Thanks.
Do my nipples pass? Like, do they look like normal and female
>>6695063
he's a real joker haha on my last birthday I was depressed bc my family forgot so he let me sleepover at his apartment for the weekend and threw a party for me with two bday cakes c:
>>6695071
thank you
>>6695070
Yeah, part of the problem was that until I started getting symptoms that I couldn't ignore I thought that I already was on the right meds and that my trouble focusing and feeling hopeless was just me being lazy. I guess the tics were helpful in a way.
>>6695073
omg you got so much cuter!!
>>6695083
np! and nice to meet you ^_^
>>6695086
i like quid
>>6694899
What's a tranny vibe? Is it like a dysphoric hitachi?
>>6695029
personally i thujk she should avoid relaatiosnuips until she has more of her own issues sorted out, its not fair to keep draggign people down with her emotionally like this, its not right
this isnt a fuck you to amy even though i find her iffy, i just think she should reconsider this engagement shit etc. when shes' clearly got a lot of psychatric issues that prevent her from tkaing an emotionally responsile role in a relationship
likr we all have issues sure but not all of us seem to hurt most people we do stuff with
>>6695063
Huh I've been here all day I said I was taking a break lol. I did say I'd go to fem Gen cause the bully anons were annoying as fuck and I don't like to see anyone bullied.
>>6695090
ahhhh!! it's elanna!
omg im your biggest fan!
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6695095
Gotcha.
>>6695087
KAYLA HAS THE PINKEST NIPPLES
>>6695071
>Not using a secure tripcode
>>6695103
eggy on the right seems chill
>>6695103
You can't search for a secure one that says what you want it to say though.
>>6695105
True lol :^)
also sla if u want to skype
biohacked_tomboy
same goes for anyone relaly
its easier to come here less when the people who do like to talk to me i can talk to offsite lol
also its 3am so i better be off soon
guh its so hot tho idk how im gonna sleep
>>6695109
pally get skype, it's what all the trannies use.
>>6695096
omg is this you?
>>6695108
>tfw still can't get !isanimrod
this hair for me yes/no?
>>6695114
Discord is more used.
>>6695114
Could we move to something better? Skype is terrible, like they're actively trying to make the user experience worse and worse.
>>6695115
im the one on the left
do i pass?
WHY CNA I TASTE CLOVES
WTF
>>6695109
2 l8 tbqh
>>6695122
Y-you're really cute and pass desu
C-could you blow me mb? o/////o
>>6695118
*is this hair for fu
>>6694916
Ugh you were a dyke before hormones. Is that just a good picture?
>>6695114
Skype is shit, is outdated and everyone needs to move to discord.
>>6695113
It's now chilly outside here in London, how is it still hot in Norfolk? it's only a hundred miles away...
>>6695109
I'm not sure
Hi everyone. I'm being sassy and learning how to say no at work. I heard the Mexican cooks today say tu eres maricon and they were probably talking about me but I'm going to ask him how to say very easy chemical castration in spanish if he keeps bothering me. Called everyone losers on the way out and they laughed about it. Anyway I'm rambling what's up with you?
>>6695121
If you have suggestions, I've been looking. Seriously, Skype also spies like crazy and sells your data. Not so fun when you're in the Trans boat and get tons of ads you don't want. And when the nazi regime rises they'll know. THEY'LL KNOW O.O
>>6695135
You missed a fucking shitstorm, m80. Count your blessings. I think Smiles is dedmode.
>>6695128
o///////o
you're gonna overrun my motor
how are you :3
>>6695131
OKAY miss technology!
>>6695130
Anon I was a lot of things but a dyke was not one of them
>>6695129
right
for me
y/n???
>>6695145
Isn't there a discord group for this group already?
>>6695135
>working with lower races
>>6694897
i made this to show you that you can become a hon, no matter what.
>>6695147
what kind of super hrt are you on? what are you doing different to transition so fast?
>>6695142
I'm really tired but otherwise good. How are you? How goes the PO box hunt?
anyway i love all of yas who arent pedos or catfuckers or rapists, or cunty two-faced doxxers, so good luck with your transitions and with the day ahead, remember that the struggle is worth as much as achieving the goal, we are defined by our efforts. at the end of the day all there is to life and why we carry on despite all that happens and how many times we say that's it and we're gonna end it, is the thrill of the chase, the bleak excitement that things could get better or worse tomorrow, and at worst to get to see how deep the rabbit hole goes, and at best it's another step along the endless trail to nervana. live for the struggle and the fight, embrace the thrill of the chase above all else and you will not be disappointed at how far you still have to go. we're alwasys travelling, all of us, whether we like to or not. all you choose is your next step along the way. god bless and godspeed.
peace xx
>>6695153
i think i saw an old pic of you with those bangs and i don't think they work on your face-type!
Is anything much happening here atm?
>>6695154
yeah, ask someone for the link.
>>6695161
effort.
>>6695147
>>6695090
Could you give me a tranny vibe? My next pay is a couple weeks off and I'm short for news toys. Current toys not quite enough. I'm fine with a dysphoric Hitachi.
>>6695156
Mallory wants dem curves.
>>6695168
Nope.
>>6695160
Url?
>>6695160
>>6695166
>>6695167
fuk
ARE U GUYS SURE BC I WANNA DO SOMETHING WITH MY HAIR REALLY BAD I FUCKING HATE IT RIGHT NOW
>>6695131
Do you really want to say that Skype is outdated but a chatroom isn't?
Ayylmao hunnies.
>>6695179
you remind me of carly chaikin
>>6695159
you look so different seriously
is that really you on left
>tfw your mom tells you you've been looking more feminine
>tfw she offers to help you with whatever you need
My mom is pretty swell.
>>6695176
Nice to know, thanks
>>6695165
Thanks love you too anon but I'm giving up seeing these timelines made me realize I'm a lost cause no one cares about me I haven't really made one real friend here by yeah it's 4chan I was crazy for trying sorry for everything.
>>6695164
i just found out im moving to a place next to a post office in a couple months so im thinking about just waiting until i move to get them
im still trying to find an informed consent clinic too
id really love to get hormones the legit way x_x
>>6695170
>effort
how can effort remove muscle or make the face more feminine?
>>6695178
here is the best trans discord
https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww4UBCv
While out today a fairly intimidating looking guy gave me a look of enough disgust that momentarily I snapped and looked at him with such pure and unbridled rage that he was momentarily scared for his life.
It felt
SO
GOOD
Has anything like this happened to anyone else?
Anyone have a link to the discord that isn't expired?
>>6695179
is that you right now?
you look pretty
>>6695203
https://discord.gg/xXnyQXm
>>6695200
No, sounds interesting O_o
>>6695141
what??? Someone tell me what happened.
>>6695171
Ikr
>look at old pics
>wanna suck that dude's dick
Uhhhh
>>6695161
I've gained a lot of weight and it's made my face look a lot different, plus I worked on my transition constantly for the past year
>>6695179
Hi ufufu
>>6695187
Skype used to be great. Now it has:
Ads
Data tracking, sells your info
Gay Porn ads appear on your facebook
8,000,000 trojans designed to infect a poorly optimized unsecured program
bots constantly trying to friend you
Discord has:
A chatroom/call interface with low data usage and nothing clogging the important core of the program which is Talk to People.
>>6695200
yeah
t raging on the general public is fun
Is transitioning on the NHS any good?
>>6695213
When you say work, what do you mean? Are you eating a special food or taking different estrogen then everyone else?
>>6695210
october
there was an informed consent clinic literally 5 MINUTES from my house and i find out that he stopped accepting new patients 3 months ago due to illness
i missed my window of opportunity by only 3 months ;~;
>>6695220
>Is transitioning on the NHS any good?
>>6695214
what is it like now
>>6695222
I have tried to learn how to do makeup, dress, and basically present and act like a woman. Also getting my voice to a place where it was passable was super super hard
>>6695220
NOPE
How does discord work
im old and new things confuse me
>>6695236
discord
noun
1. lack of concord or harmony between persons or things:
marital discord.
2. disagreement; difference of opinion.
3. strife; dispute; war.
4. Music. an inharmonious combination of musical tones sounded together.
5. any confused or harsh noise; dissonance.
>>6695228
;-;
>>6695197
Thanks <3
>>6695200
yesterday a guy said to me "you're so beautiful baby, where have you been all my life" and i told him that i hope he and his mom choke on dogshit and rot
but i said it with a smile, so he was just confused
>>6695213
looks good
>>6695214
i dont really have the mental fortitude to explain anything right now, but those super short bangs always look odd to me?
>>6695226
ok
>>6695223
The fat you lose will mostly be from masculine priority deposits, and any fat you gain will prioritise depositing in female priority areas.
Fat redistribution is not an easy part of the HRT benefits package to fuck up.
>>6695242
This is why I dont like you.
>>6695254
sorry anon..
>>6695244
>>6695250
Sorry m888 the NHS literally couldn't be any worse for trans helthcare. Self med ASAP. Where in the country are you? Because you will probably wanna see them anyway post-transition just to go official and some gender clinics are worse than others.
>>6695252
So if I spend the year losing it while on HRT then regain some of it while still on HRT everything will be peachy?
>>6695232
like some HOT NASTY TRASH just like the rest of me
>>6695251
ok das fair
i like them tho................
are u okay bb?
>>6695251
why are you such an asshole to those who are nice to you then go on to complain about having no friends?
>>6695258
i live in england, so what, I'm like, screwed?
>mom comes downstairs
>throws a glass in the sink so hard it breaks everywhere
>goes upstairs
>throws random things downstairs
>throwing a fit up there, stressing out
>Its all because of me
I dont know what to do. Should i just leave? I've already decided if they kick me out I'm going to go sleep in a field somewhere until i die of dehydration. I need help and i need support and i think my mom just thinks I'm lazy and just using her. She doesn't talk to me, she doesn't tell me whats upsettng her. She just goes to her room and broods, or throws random tantrums. I dont know how to respond to this.
>Join Discord
>Quickly reminded that I dont actually like talking to any of you or am interested in anything you have to say (which is usually nothing anyway)
>Leave Discord
>>6695264
well the first word is right :)
>>6695250
Its literally just shit. Pure shit. Self med ASAP unless you are a masochist.
>>6695258
P. Much. Best results go to skeletons who put on weight for the first time ever on hormones, to be sure, but that's just how it goes. It takes a special kind of genetic unluck to not be able to put fat on right.
I'm so out of touch with everyone feels really bad
>>6695268
yawn
>>6695281
That's not very nice
>>6695268
my mom does the same or hits me with stuff she finds around the house. my best advice is avoid as much as possible don't talk as much as possible leave your room as little as possible and move out as soon as you are able to safely do so
>>6695267
yeah where in england? if you're in the south it's probably charing cross GIC which is bad but if you live up north it's nottingham GIC which is medieval.
>>6695277
I wanted to start when thin so badly but i was too depressed to lose weight pre HRT. Now things are going fine but it has slowed progress because im not gaining fat deposits yet.
>>6695276
i don't really wanna come out to my mum, so should i just wait until uni or something?
is 19 too late an age?
>>6695280
Why not write them all letters?
>>6695287
i live in yorkshire
>>6695290
19 isn't too late but ideally you want to start ASAP really.
>>6695290
I've decided I'm waiting at least until I'm moved out
>>6695268
Oh... I'm sorry you have to live in this situation.
Are there any non-family resources you can get help from?
>>6695284
>room
Big lols. I have no room. I've been sleeping on the couch upstairs but its too hot up there and she hates it when i sleep on the couch downstairs so I'm sleeping on the floor.
I have 0 hopes of ever leaving. I have no job, no car, no friends and no help. I cant apply to a job, yet alone interview for one. I am just chocked full of problems at this stage that the likelihood i manage to pick myself up through this is infinitely non existent.
>>6695287
So if you don't go to either of those clinics, would it be alright to transition with the NHS?
I want to transition as young as possible, so I don't want to have to save for years just to pay for a private transition :/
>>6695268
>>6695280
This is really sad. I hope everything gets better.
>>6695265
put your trip back on you worthless misogynist piece of trash
>>6695264
>>6695264
you could do something like this?
you look fine, but i can understand that you want a change, it seems like youve had the style for a while?
>>6695315
Wrong image... Shit still sad. Feel better yo.
>>6695298
Not unless i want to sell my body. I have beta orbiters that "want to help me" but I've been through that situation and i know how fucking stupid and crazy it gets.
>>6695268
ITS NOT YOUR FAULT, MAN. JUST REALIZE SHES HUMAN, SHES HAVING A HARD TIME AND HAVE THE PATIENCE TO MANIPULATE AND FIND WORK AROUNDS FOR HER CRAZY.
>>6695292
Ok so probaly nottingham unless there's another one closer that i don't know about. R.I.P
>>6695308
How it works is you tell your GP you're trans, if he's a religious dipshit he may argue with you over it, if he's not he'll refer you to a gender clinic, the waiting time is like 8 months and there they will tell you that you have to live full time as a woman for 2 years before getting any hormones.
>>6695268
pls leave the house but dont kill yourself. we love each other here even if it doesnt seem like it. take care..be careful.
>>6695287
Yeah, I'm bummed that 160 wound up being too pudgy for my liking, and I had to keep losing weight.
But like I said, you'll mostly lose it from the places you don't want it, and that's a big part of getting a fem shape. Just remember to feed your boobs when you get to your happy weight.
>>6695334
i intend to go to university in Nottingham tho
are students generally understanding/accepting?
>>6695330
i hope you stay safe and find a solution eventually
you really don't deserve what you're going through, and i wish i could help you somehow
>>6695334
Leeds is the closest, I'm in West Yorkshire if that helps.
No idea what its like, I've been referred onto there recently but they said it has a waiting list of up to a year, so I'm considering self medding...
is it a normal thing to feel depressed after a date gets canceled or am i being a big baby?
>>6695334
wot
Me and superman, both have 42 inch chests
>>6695334
sorry that sounded rude
I just know fuck all about the process and it sounds a lot more completed and shit than I expected
Wtf, quid is chell? But quid is so happy and nice, and chell is so sad...
>>6695353
I can't do 4chan
>>6695334
Didn't read the second response before
>you have to live full time as a woman for 2 years before getting any hormones
What the fuck?
tfw you're just existing instead of living
>>6695330
Yuck...
Not being able to work is a terrible situation all its own. Good luck bearing with it, and hopefully your mother will work past her rage.
>>6695361
This was my reaction too
tfw lesbians rlly like me for some raisin
tfw u come homg get nude and eat hot wings
>>6695362
B-but nim chan, ur so beautiful, why u so sad?
>>6695337
Cool, thanks.
>>6695340
Lol I don't know, I'm not a student yet. I hope so.
>>6695346
Self med anyway a) that's a year of testosterone fucking your body b) they will require you to be fulltime as a female before giving you hormones anyway and you aren't gonna do that are you? Last time I went to Leeds it wasn't the most liberal of places. Kept getting stares from the local Asians for being with an Asian girl so god knows what they'd do to a man in a dress. If you want self med info I can give you websites and stuff.
>>6695361
>>6695366
Yep, that's the rules. It's called real life experience (RLE). I guess it's designed to put you off.
>>6695357
What sounded rude?
I need to go take my hormones. I need to get up and go upstairs And take them. I need to want to. I need to care. I need to care about anything.
>>6695372
I see why NHS is shit now.
>>6695372
self-med info would be nice
why do they require you to be female fulltime for that long? sounds dangerous..
>>6695316
yeah i kinda dig that
im not sure about short hair though, it did take me forever and a half to grow it out to this length and all that...
but... idk... i thought short bangs might be cute but yah. overall, just sick of it rn.
>>6695347
were they cute
>>6695376
Please DO care, oddish
>>6695371
im not ;_;
i don't know anon, maybe i have no meaning in my life
hey /mtfg/
how are yall
everything going ok?
>>6695396
you are pretty and Yes
today i learnt that the NHS is awful
>>6695387
>tfw you have a cute butchy but still femme girl you're going on a 3rd date with Tuesday
>>6695381
this dating thing had not been going well for me ever really i my starting to wonder if my mom is right and i really will end up alone and no one in their right mind would want to like me in a romantic way
it would be fine if it were just a few times but all these repeated failures are making hope hard to hold onto
ik i shouldn't but i cant really help how i feel am i the problem that needs fixing? i am the common factor in all those failures after all maybe im not meant to be with someone
>>6695385
Because their current system is designed to prevent trans people from existing (insofar as the cis public needs to care). It was designed to closet, drive from society, or kill anyone who might upset anyone who matters (cis folk) with their existence.
>>6695404
that sounds vry good and sweet
last date i went on went real bad and won't be doing any more for a while
>>6695395
>meaning
Pfft, you don't need meaning, all you need are people to talk to
>what people tho
Hello!
>>6695403
Same
what's everyones favorite snapple flavor
i like raspberry
>>6695396
Stuff is going well ^^
How are you?
>>6695408
how's your day been anon
>>6695405
The common factor of every phenomenon you ever experience will be you - don't trick yourself into ascribing blame to "that you are you".
Did you reschedule with your guy?
>>6695416
ive never had a snapple kiwi
Did it
Can i ask someone to euthanise me
How does euthanization work
>>6695416
Dick flavor
>>6695416
either peach or lemon
>>6695430
will u buy me one
>>6695434
u cant fool me LESBIAN
>>6695403
thanks ^^
its bad but its still like ok and manageable
>>6695414
u can do it korra youre really nice and pretty
im a bit better now probably in part due to u being so nice
>>6695418
glad things are ok
im getting better
>>6695416
tfs a snapple
>>6695434
i like everything about dick but i don't like the texture of cum
is that bad
>>6695440
bottled tea
>tfw looking at cocks with virtual reality goggles
If you use adblock you dont believe in free speech you goddamn communists.
>>6695447
free speech is bourgeois
>>6695440
ty smiles im glad it feeling better even if it's a little bit ur gun a make it one day and ur a very important lovely girl who has tons of friends that care about u ^^
>>6695440
Thats good c:
*huuugs*
>>6695463
ikr cum is gross
>>6695447
>tfw you're a commie
>>6695475
>>6693721
your eyes are nice and you have soft cheeks and plenty of fat in face
maybe the only thing that would be an issue would be chin BUT that remains to be seen and it could end up just fine
yeah you have a great chance
btw if you want to get some immediate results trimming eyebrows works wonders
>>6695480
>>6695385
This >>6695406 Taxpayer funded healthcare needs the continued support of the public. Unfortunately transsexualism isn't taken seriously by a significant sector of the public therefore any public healthcare system can't be seen to be splashing money on it or else the public will withdraw support. Pretty much all European healthcare systems are god-awful for trans people for this reason.
As for Self med info google "QHI Pharmacy", order the 84x2mg estradiol tablets along with 28x100mg spironolactone tablets and start with taking one of each a day. Increase it to two of each after a few months. Good luck.
>>6695442
>a chaser that loves dick
Fucking hell dude keep that to yourself.
>>6695358
>quid is nice
>a disgusting chaser that screams at everyone
>calls normal trannies chaser
>hugboxes and makes excuses for anyone he's chasing
>replies with the consistency of sperg raging autism
>anon thinks this is nice
Ya good maymay I would rate it 3/10
>>6695482
Thank you for the kinds words :)
Do you know of any resources on trimming eyebrows? I wouldn't really know how to do something like that.
Fuck I really want to get on hormones.
>>6695512
how are you shakira
>>6695522
Just chilling out listening to some music. I feel good.
>>6695509
follow this
you'll want to only shave under (? not sure the right term here) your eyebrow at the end so as to 'raise' the eyebrow and give it a kind of point at the end
you can shave above but its hard to do properly
im probably not the best person to ask though mind you :v
if you really want to get on mones immediately you can self med, add me on discord at Smiles#5392 or skype at milesthebestguy if you wanna know more about self medding i know a decent amount
>>6695512
>sjw
Excuse you? there is nothing feminist or sjw about that guy. He's a flaming raging chaser that lives as a full time guy chasing trannies and reaping white male privileges and nepotism. Think about it before you say it.
>>6695512
Just fine and dandy, bout to mecc another joint after typing this shit, we shoulda been born with 4 arms but if that was the case I think 80% of males would just constantly have one hand on their dick and never stop masturbating.
>>6695527
Why the fuck do my eyebrows already look like this?
>chara finds out I'm a jew
This might be the end...
>>6695526
nice ^^
>>6695358
chell?
>>6695533
>white male privilege
Yeah all that femboy faggot privilege from all the few people I'm not out to yet lol
and I'm probably the biggest sjw on here other than Oddish
>>6695559
Cause I believe in sexism and racism and all that stuff and I'm a feminist, I think that covers it
>mfw friends seriously try to deny misogyny exists
>>6695568
so do I but sjws take it too far, asking a girl on a date can be rape, affirmative action, hons in bathrooms, islam din du nuffin
I love the sopranos ending.
I want to die again.
Is it possible to be truly transgender, but also suffer from a personality disorder like BPD? I am infinitely happier as a woman, have a boyfriend I (usually) love very much who also supports me. However, I've been going through a really bad time recently and many people have suggested that I speak to a therapist about Borderline Personality Disorder, but I've read a lot about BPD combined with gender dysphoria and I'm worried that I won't be able to get the help I need because of those two things in conjunction.
Anyone have any info on this?
>>6695556
>and I'm probably the biggest sjw on here other than Oddish
not so fast
>>6695574
wow youre all different kinds of uncle tom
im the biggest sjw but i hide it from my gf so im not saying who i am
Butt exercises everyone. Let's do some hip abductors together since we talked about them last time.
wew I'm pooped
I ran 11.5 miles today
also I used to be a sjw but i think I'm slightly redpilled now
I hate modern feminism, support cops
>>6695606
arm women shoot cops desu
>>6694897
>timeline
Late on it but whatever
anyine wanna be online friends? i get lonely when i cant hang out with my irl ones :c
>>6695574
that's not really what it's about though that's an exaggeration based on a small set of people
Most of my real life friends are "sjws" who disapprove of the extremist true sjws and I've never heard anything like that from any of them, even genderqueers
>>6695599
>affirmative action is bad
>uncle tom
Nice ad hominem, do you have any actual arguments?
>>6695617
Well when i talk about sjws im talking about the extreme ones. you are what id call a liberal. I'm a liberal.
It goes
sjw - liberal - conservative - nazi
if you take this to be a circle, sjws are nazis.
i'm scared that I'm balding or something
I keep shedding hair. It just keeps dropping. Like...at least 50 hairs a day. I followed the livestrong website's guide to figuring if you have a receding hairline and think my hairline is looking more like an "U" shape, but I also have little strands that are growing that are outside that shape.
I took fina for the last 2 months, but I ran out, hopefully my next shipment comes in at least a week. I also take bica every 2 days, which I think blocks DHT
>>6695625
holy shit yes you are a liberal
>>6694897
can i post mine if i'm not a trip?
>>6695612
Holy hell you look like trash
>tfw ur a boy
: )
>>6695594
Anne :0 u are sjw?
double <3
>>6695630
How did you guess?
>>6695612
cute lil nose :3
>>6695643
sure i guess you could call me that yeah
>>6695625
>>6695630
>Not being a real liberal
>>6695642
: )
>>6695642
iktf
>>6695641
Why are you so bitter man?
You don't even know what trash looks like. Look at potc if you want trash bro
reminder that left communism, anarcho communism, and anarcho syndicalism are the only trutrans political ideologies
tankies liberals and fascists get out
>>6695645
And eyes and lips
The rest is meh
>>6695656
>tfw 5:03 AM
hitting too close to home
>>6695666
the last few days have not been too great for me
nice trips
>>6695670
now its 5:05 :(
>>6695649
yey
>>6695638
not all AAs block DHT, the androgen responsible for male baldness
I'm not posting my hairline because I'm super sweaty and gross rn
>>6695591
>have a boyfriend I (usually) love very much
can i ask what this means?
>>6695657
You looked like a fucking creep before and you look like a swollen melted bee sting victim now.
>>6695673
>My kill all men shit is complete memeing
d r o p p e d
>>6695685
TT_TT
tfw time doesn't stop so you can catch your breath and make an informed decision
>>6695662
No
Communism is awful nowadays and become entrenched in identity politics perpetuated on the campus and people trying to gain social capital by being loud and noisy
>>6695690
those are usually tankies anyway
>>6695682
The creep thing I give you that but the bee sting one, like lol that doesn't even make fucking sense.
>>6695694
i don't think spiro does
I think bica does and I know that Fina does
>>6695661
>transitioning
Everyone can transition if they want, but if you're asking if you can pass that's another story. There's never 100% certainty and there's no way of knowing how well things will go, but you don't appear to have strong features that would be problematic.
>>6695671
Awe, what's wrong?
>>6695697
well fuck, so you're saying im gonna go bald eventually just like my dad?
>>6695694
i mean u can go fulltime and not pass hell, i look like a gay boi without makeup when I'm in boy clothes and im part time. if it wasn't for my living situation id be full time now too the sooner u do it the better even if its cringe and uncomfortable at first. but a support group and friends is important in the early stages
>>6695693
no? I know plenty of commies who hate tankies and hoxahists but sprout off endlessly about safe spaces and allowing hons in women's restrooms and are "genderqueer"
>>6695700
I had surgery 2 days ago, so I'm still in quite a lot of pain from that. And I have to worry about a place to move to in 2 weeks when all of my options except a really crazy one is gone.
>>6695702
i mean, if you take fina and use hair growth stuff, you might have a chance
>>6695694
>either hon, azn ezy mde or underageb&
None of those.. I started at 19..
>>6695700
I appreciate the honesty :)
>>6695707
i want lizzy to feel better
>>6695711
I'm reading about it now and it says that DHT is converted from testosterone. But my T levels are ultra low thanks to spiro so how can I get DHT induced baldness?
>>6695707
;-;
What's the really crazy one? Is it the one you were talking about months ago?
>>6695719
Np anon
It probably wouldn't hurt to try experimenting with looks early on to see what works for you and what helps you pass, if you're still feeling nervous jumping into the deep end with HRT and the like.
>>6695745
wait so are you a lesbian now
>>6695747
What? No.
I'm (mostly) straight and that hasn't changed.
>Trans girl friend with benefits insists my skin is softer and keeps calling my buds 'boobs'
>She keeps insisting on telling me how jealous she is of my legs
>Keeps wanting to touch my butt and insist there's an actual butt there
>tfw being hugboxed by your most intimate friend
>sign up on grindr
>25 messages in a half hour
>>6694897
>>6695637
>>6695638
here is timeline desu
https://unsee
.cc/binematu/
i really cant wait for my new nose and jaw
>>6695751
oh i thought i heard you had a gf that gives you spankings
>>6695704
So you're saying you don't pass without makeup?
You're better than me, I'm in the boymode-till-you-fail chicken camp.
>>6695753
>beep will never grind on you
>>6695755
They're not my gf, the spankings are entirely platonic
>>6695741
hmmm...
I honestly don't know much about it tbdesu
plus my brain is kinda running on fumes from all the activity
>>6695754
why the fuck are you getting FFS after just 6 months? Even i plan to wait a few years before throwing in the towel. Nothing about your face screams "needs surgery" to me.
>>6695766
oh ok now i understand
>>6695766
>spankings are entirely platonic
so young, so naive.
>>6695769
you scared me red...
tfw felt kinda cute
>>6695774
I've been using my hand, not my penis. Totally platonic obviously. Her hand has barely spent any time on my crotch since moving in.
>>6695777
Holy shit a full body pic from smiles. Never thought id see the day.
>>6695777
R A R E
>>6695777
smiles is cis
smiles is cis
smies is cis
>>6695774
Have you never been spanked by a roommate that you have a tenuously platonic relationship with?
>>6695754
I don't like your hair.
You're at 7 months now and you're getting FFS in 3 months? Am I reading that right?
That seems really, really early. Shit will still happen to your chin and jawline. At least get to the 1 year mark.
Also this is the part where I say some therapist-sounding bullshit about how transitioning is about acceptance and how you need to wait to get to know what you'll look like a bit better before you go and change yourself more. But you don't want to hear that.
ahhh jeeze fucking tinder
>>6695775
i don't like scaring people...
>>6695777
you are super cute!
>>6695784
that bulge tho
>>6695794
do not sexualize the lolis
Why do guys always want me to fuck them in the ass? THATS NOT HOW ANY OF THIS WORKS.
you can't break my spirit
>>6695800
It's your fault for having a dick. Partners want to make use of your genitals. You'll just have to sit them down and explain your dick doesn't work that way.
>>6695777
You look like Max. Lucky.
>>6695777
This image is just so fucking
God dammit
Fuck
Fuck it
Fuck it dude
>>6695782
stick around on mtfg for more :v
>>6695783
not really desu
>>6695784
i w i s h
especially not with 6'1" measuments ;~; >>6695809
o shit
cosplay time when im out
>>6695789
^^ thanks red
>>6695812
wha ;~;
Anyone can tell me if it is my estrogen pills now after one week of them or if it is other problem making angry and sad and anxious and but also happy. Sorry for bad translator.
>>6695785
>platonic relationship
I'm all for this, but I don't believe there is a prude bone in your body
-virgin anon
>>6695760
not at all i look at best a slightly fem guy but definitely not female, i only ever pass with makeup + clothes. 5 months isn't long enough for hrt to do anything. really us blacks don't start looking female w/o makeup until the 1.5 - 2 year mark so you complaininf this early on is silly. I'm 7 months in and my face barely changed at all. compare pre hrt me to current it's like no change
>>6695815
wtf ur 6 1
thats so fucking
weird wtf
i cant imagine that
im just gonna go ahead, and keep imagining ur 5 4
Animal planet edition of Cops when
>>6695815
you're 6'1"? no way
>>6695787
oh yeah my hair is dead and gross at this point but i'm trying to grow it out even if its gonna be dead and gross just because i want it super long. when i get it to a length i'm confortable i will go back to my natural color and style it but at this point it doesnt particularly feel worth it.
i'm getting ffs because i actually believe that no amount of hormones are going to change my jaw at all, and my masculine nose is pretty gross. considering my current money situation, its not really a big deal to drop 30k or so on getting my face done. i'd rather get it done early so that the rare occasion i do get misgendered becomes even more rare.
>>6695772
i just think my jaw and nose are a disaster so i'm getting those things changed because i'm at the age where i don't think hrt is going to change any part of my bone structure at all.
>>6695824
kek
did you not see the full body pic my bodys a monstrosity
its disgusting desu
>>6695826
yeah :~:
>>6695824
nothing wrong with being tall :^)
>>6695815
TALL BUDDIES
>>6695815
I hate myself
Like its not your fault at all but shit i am upset
Mostly about unrelated things but like
This was the tipping point. You're too perf
>>6695836
im 5'3 can i be ur short buddy
>>6695818
Yeah, the lack of prude bone is part of why the operative word there was "tenuously"
>>6695835
*head pat* ur a good girl little one ^^
>>6695830
I'm not unhappy, but I am reminded how broke I am.
My favorite are all the MEN who try to guilt, shame, mock me because "I care about my looks too much". Like no fucking shit kike bag, you just have no standards and that's why girls fucking hate you. I'm only friends cuz I stopped getting to choose my friends years ago when they moved away.
Aaaaahhhhh!!!!!!
Where do I run that is far enough and how do I stay there to get the stench of suburb off me. I grave a gutter to die in :(
>>6695777
You're too cute to be here, you know that?
Also random question to the whole general, Is it uncommon for guys to hold their arm like that?
Because I do that all the fucking time. I used to be really self conscious and keep my arms as awkwardly down against my side as possible because I thought it'd make me look "gay" until I said "fuck it" a few years ago and let my natural body posture take over.
>>6695835
>>6695836
TALL PEEPS UNITE
What do Chinese Trans girls do?
>>6695830
>because i'm at the age where i don't think hrt is going to change any part of my bone structure at all.
Well, no, it's not. But there's quite a bit of flesh in the lower half of your face and hrt will affect that to a degree.
>>6695854
i like short boys :3
>>6695836
>>6695854
tall a best
btw thats a hella cute pic anon
whoah
hella qt
>>6695839
i get jealous of a lot of trips, but the thing is
we all have subjective ideas of beauty and what we want to be. When this is coupled with dysphoria and constantly worrying about your body, it becomes a vicious cycle of seeing the tiniest detail of someone and thinking "god i should just kms because I don't have freckles/big boobs/long hair" but it's all absurd. Our bodies are our own, and we have to respect and love them, find traits we love about ourselves and just go with it. Effort and hard work can correct some blemishes/fatness/short hair.
>>6695841
of course! i'll reach for things for you
>>6695853
>Is it uncommon for guys to hold their arm like that?
Yes
Iktf though, I used to hold my arms like that too and it made me feel awkward and self conscious as fuck
>>6695832
No no, I mean like the option you have to take in two weeks.
>>6695859
Work in factories for shit wages
>>6695859
win
>>6695835
nah ur beautiful
its just weird, ur 4 inches taller than me when ur that much younger than me so its just kind of strange to think about
I pee in sinks to avoid assimilating with my penis. You can't hear it or possibly miss and as clean as I am it's not like a man cock with yeast or whatever those people do. Honestly, men are degenerate. Someone cut this off me. The worst part is I hate most women.
>>6695866
Shut up, people have sex with you.
>>6695865
Id say you're cute Smiles but you're like 10 years younger than me and I dont want to get a visit from the FBI.
>>6695859
Whatever you want, baby
>>6695866
yeah this post is spot on its way too easy to self hate when we see something we like in another girl play up your good features and downplay the bad
>>6695869
Oh. yeah. Sell my car, buy a plane ticket, fly to arizona, ship my stuff there. All because nobody here gives a damn about my safety
>>6695866
>we have to respect and love them, find traits we love about ourselves and just go with it
That's not always doable
>>6695777
You pass. Nice hips.
>>6695877
yes...and....?
i want to hug smiles
>>6695879
OH shit hahaha ha
Where was that kid bugging us to listen to her music? I was going to post my autistic keyboard sessions but they sound awful because the velocity sensor works on my speakers, but not FL studios it doesn't have an auto adjuster either. So each key is like I'm fucking hammering the keyboard hahaha I tried to dull all of it but so much of the nuance is lost.
Anyone know where I can ask... Oh wait 4chan has a music section. Be back later. I'm..... On drugs.
How come no one here talks about drugs? Am I think only one with a drug pronlem? This is like fairy land of all things sad, but no reality on button. I don't like it. Reddit is worse it's like speaking in stone instead of ash.
>>6695878
It's ok im 26 and I'd totally do dirty nasty things to smiles.
>>6695866
I'm jealous of smiles, but I'm fine with my own appearance. I'm more jealous of how young she is, how much life she has ahead of herself, and how maby mistakes she has left to make.
I'm out of room, out of friends. I have basically nothing. The last little bits of joy in me left a couple months ago. I cant get a job or get out of my moms house because i have no desire to. I have no desire to do anything. Except drugs i guess.
>>6695887
I want smiles to hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok.
>>6695899
that too
>>6695891
>OH shit hahaha ha
lul
>>6695895
yeah....I'm jealous of her age and especially how she seems to have less regrets than me. But I'm certain she has her own problems. There has to be hope if we can all try to overcome those problems
>>6695904
Im US sorry... c-can we still pretend?
>>6695885
I get jealous and default to being a catty bitch and tell you I want to be beautiful because I could have sex and attract people that way, and finding self acceptance is lowering a bar that for me cannot afford to be lower. Or maybe I can. Who has higher standards for sleeping with Trans women? The women or the men? I don't wanna attract guys. It's frustrating. Lmao
I just shat a bunch of my intestinal lining.
No one said it would be a graceful fall.
>>6695891
>drugs
Sup.
>>6695883
Not with those huge shoulders
>>6695894
I mean I'm 26 too but its best to keep those thoughts to ourselves. Dirty depraved thoughts. About cuddling.
>>6695915
Are you not getting enough attention?
>>6695920
smiles gangbang soon.
>>6695895
>I'm more jealous of how young she is, how much life she has ahead of herself, and how maby mistakes she has left to make.
aren't you in your twenties?
im trying to become more handsome for my trip crush
>>6695907
When is your book coming out?
>>6695881
Do you have a place to live in arizona?
>>6695926
Iktf except I'm trying to be cuter ;-;
>>6695931
I'll take that as a yes. Your shtick is getting old.
>>6695931
self loathing gets you nowhere.
doesn't matter how many pills you take, how many boys pop boners, how many people you inspire if you never learn to love yourself.
>>6695926
im trying to be as cute as i can be an perfect my makeup + fashion before i meet him
i always get so nervous and think ppl are lying to me when they say they like me (and im usually right) so i feel worthless half the time :v
>>6695938
You're comically missing the point.
>>6695926
uwu
>>6695942
am i?
whatever, i'm outtie for another long ass period of time.
Gone but never forgotten
>>6694684
I know amy personally IRL and she does have a LOT of mental issues that effect her judgment including psychosis. That doesn't exuse her shitactions but at least she is getting help.
Does anyone know how to get on HRT IN OR?
>>6695912
hmmmm
I'm not sure
I've had a lot of guys and a lot of girls and never really noticed their standards. You'd think women, but one time at a bar some woman came up to me and said "You're trans I'm assuming" gave me this long spiel about accepting myself, then started making out with me.
>>6695927
After I make some money from writing jobs. What do you think I should write?
>>6695950
i just want her to think I'm cute....
I wanted to meet with her, but that all seems ruined until i get my shit together. She deserves to be stern with me. I don't deserve to be with her. and now she's found someone else...
>>6695943
h-hi beepbeep
>>6695958
walk into doctors
ask for hrt
get hrt
>>6695960
hello boyfriend anon i am very sad tonight and i wish i could fall in love again
https://youtu.be/-uJ61jgFCMM
>>6695961
I have but they always tell me that "they don't work with trans ppl" I've heard there are informed consent clinics here but a Google search turns up nothing.
>>6695959
Honey she is going thru so much shit that a relationship is the last thing she needs right now. But of course she is in one because she is bpd as fuck and borderlines cant stand being alone. But she needs to get her shit together and Thb you could probably do better