/mtfg/ - transgirl general

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Weighed in at 139 today, officially down 5 lbs from 3 weeks ago!

how to listen to jazz without heroin???

Reminder you're all beautiful and I love you all.

Is this fucking jazz?

>>6644816
Awesome, congratulation!

nth for soulful saxophone solos

>>6644825
if u find out, pls tell me.

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Mfw Shakira is crazy beautiful

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>>6644834
Did you make this?

>>6644824
Most annoyingly
>deletes pass threads

i play saxophone. i'm p good at it too, used to lead a jazz combo at my hometown jazz club

>tfw u haven't picked up your vintage dolnet in over a year

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>tfw you'll never fit in as a cis girl without ffs
>tfw you think of going back to escorting and being a whore to pay for ffs and srs
>tfw you have ptsd from selling your body
>tfw you want to FIT IN as a cis girl but you can never do that
>tfw you might lose a partner soon
>tfw you just want regular friends
>tfw you hurt kaylee sometimes because you're a worthless gf
I'm so scared scared scared!!!!

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Hey good edition:

Gretchen Parlato - Weak
https://youtu.be/VH1jGK8MkOs?t=18
>delicious rhythm section, beautiful voice, piano is meh hes bad

Bill Evans - Re:Person I Knew
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiRRfKoNl50
>One of Bill's own originals. First recorded on the album Moon Beams. Excellent harmony, love that intro.

Is jazz?
https://youtu.be/PHdU5sHigYQ

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Xth for I just took 3 xanax and 15 Thora zine

>>6644836
i like J. Cole tho

i mean, some of his songs are dumb tryhard bullshit but he's v sincere and i can appreciate that.

p sure i cried to Love Yourz when i was sad one night

>>6644844
>tfw you'll never fit in as a cis girl without ffs
>tfw you want to FIT IN as a cis girl but you can never do that
>tfw you just want regular friends

I know those feels. ;~;

>tfw clarinet will never have a place in jazz

>>6644844
Aw Red... :c
*hugs*
Gosh, I don't know what to say :c
I'm sorry that you having such a hard time

>"tfw you just want regular friends"

What do you mean by this? :S

>>6644843
I don't know any instruments

>>6644844
Don't sell yr body. You don't need to obsess over yr looks like this. You can't fit into anyone's ideals perfectly. You're beautiful.

>>6644848
why don't you talk to me
>>6644851
I hate them I hate them I hate them!!!!

>>6644846
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2v-Y7Ggb-g

>>6644844
Relax. Don't go back to doing something that gave you PTSD. You probably fit in as a cis girl better than you think already. Make friends, do your best with your relationships, don't judge yourself too harshly.

>>6644855
i don't want fucking sjw friends who hate my gf and have cult mentalities
>>6644857
How the HELL am I supposed to make the money to get ffs and SRS? I just have a BA in Literature. I'm useless.

>>6644845
Weak is amazing but she's making stank fart faces roflmao

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>>6644848
>being a bartard

>>6644850
>mean, some of his songs are dumb tryhard bullshit
Delete my number
Lose my address

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>>6644858
I'm not sure what I hate more, the feels or myself.

>>6644866
write smut

>>6644866
You can be patient and shift yr focus on what matters more. I'm sure you could right some cool stories about being poly. There's tons of jobs. Write for vice or some shit lol. You don't need ffs right now. Vanity doesn't matter in the end. You should focus on keeping the people that keep you happy imho.

>>6644870
Well I guess when your cis you get to make stank fart faces.

:^)

>>6644866
Aw :c
Gosh Red, I want you to hug you rn ;~; Why would anyone dislike Kaylee? She seems nice :c

>How the HELL am I supposed to make the money to get ffs and SRS?

I mean, come September if I do get into college I'll be getting £120 a month I think, self-medding and equipment and stuff will take up most of that but if I have any left over I'll try to send you it if you want. It won't be much but it might help a bit.

I do know that feel though :/ It feels like an impossible goal rn

>>6644866
>i don't want fucking sjw friends who hate my gf and have cult mentalities
And this is why I'm keeping my distance with the lgbt community. I've met some cool distant orbiters like myself through them. I keep in touch with them and come in ocassionally to check in on the FTMs and genderqueers at the support group.

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>>6644845
Oooh yeah Moon Beams was a recent purchase of mine
>>6644843
I want to learn an instrument, what do you suggest for a beginner?
>>6644835
Shh! I want them to think I'm a hon.
>>6644846
Yeah, that's a very popular tune

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>>6644829
Thank you! Hopefully I will look semi-decent at the beach tomorrow!

>>6644884
no
I want to be stealth, or else I'll feel like a gross monster
I'll always look like a male

>>6644863
>these lyrics
Babygirl..............

>>6644891
whatever instrument you care about the most.

>>6644891
Piano probably but as >>6644899
Implied whatever you are most passionate about that you an remain passionate about

>>6644891
>I want to learn an instrument, what do you suggest for a beginner?
Piano.

>>6644896
iktf. Don't you feel like more of a monster for how you act over how you look though? Maybe yr discomfort in yr looks is a projection of self hatred based on something else?

>>6644896
having cis friends wont make you stealth, people not knowing youre trans makes you stealth. as long as you hang around people who know you used to be a guy youll never manage because itll get around, move somewhere new and drop old people if you want to really go stealth, otherwise somehow theyll always find out youre trans. you dont look or sound like a woman

>>6644843
i play piano, though admittedly i can still play the tuba at a mediocre level since i kept in practice somewhat from school band

>>6644891
whatever you want. piano translates into most any form of music and every instrument has to learn it if you go to a musical college, even vocalists have to take some piano classes but really play what you want

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whats up mtfg
i feel kind of happy
wew
how are you?
everything ok?

>>6644816
congratulations ^^ thats huge

>>6644858
Toynwjoynk3u <)l)

>>6644912
I'm feeling good :3

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>>6644843
tfw i can play the flute
beminine instrument :^))
>>6644915
awwww c: im glad carol

Postmodernism has come close to completely ruining the culture of the state I live in and I want it to fucking end so I can transition, cuddle my fiancee, go camping, shoot guns, and read Virginia Woolf in peace.

>>6644910
i am moving to somewhere new
>you dont look or sound like a woman
i know...but i'm trying my hardest....
>>6644914
hi?

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>>6644912
Thank you cutie! I love your hair~

>>6644910
>>6644904
>>6644902
>>6644899
Thanks for the advice everyone. I'll choose piano.

As a thank you, here's some rare piano

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUGM9ikbBDw

>>6644916
Can you play the skin flute smiles? (^;
Lol

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Fucking old boss is saying my work wasn't credible or reliable wtf. First time I've failed to get a reference. Thanks bitch I was yr only fucking worker and I showed up early everyday and you were always late and you skimped my last paycheck I fucking hate you you fucking skankslut racist.

>10 customers in 3 hours
>I could be getting my 'mones Rx right now

Fuq

>>6644916
I'm glad you feel happy too c:

>>6644927
i'm sorry...

>>6644918
What state?

>>6644912
you have really nice hair
wew

>>6644927
What was your old job again?

>>6644921
wait, i messed that thought up. you do look and sound like a woman generally, bullying aside. good that youre moving somewhere new, i hope you two have a lot of sex and go stealth as a lesbian couple

i bowled a perfect 420 tonight

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>>6644899
yeah so im in the bay, and peeps u prolly talked to are Red and Kaylee(bestfriend)

>>6644934
I WAS A FUCKING LANDSCAPING TRANNY
I was sore every day. Got dirty af. It's cuz I lied to her about quitting my other job and that didn't affect her at fucking all.

>>6644937
HYPE

>>6644936
we will! thank you.
kaylee might as well be a cis girl

>>6644927
That sucks. Can you prove that they are misrepresenting you?

>http://employment.findlaw.com/hiring-process/is-a-former-employer-s-bad-reference-illegal-.html

>Generally, an employer is not prohibited by law from providing truthful information about a former employee to a prospective employer. The law has little reason to discourage employers from providing their honest assessments of an employee's performance, regardless of whether this assessment is good or bad. However, crossing the line into making misrepresentations or outright lies could make a bad reference illegal. Legal actions based on misstatements made in job references are typically based on defamation laws which prohibit anyone, including employers, from knowingly publishing or spreading false information about another.

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>>6644922
awww c: thanks ash
>>6644933
>< thank uu
one of the few things i like about myself

>>6644942
arm hurts tho

chicken and waffles is good

>>6644932
California. I'm from the more conservative inland part where people still haven't fallen for relativism and hippy dippy bullshit. I'm more liberal in my thinking than the average person here, but I want the LA and San Francisco people to stop making dumb laws and just leave me the fuck alone so I can do my own thing in peace.

>>6644944
hmmm. I could just list her as a reference anyways and tell her to just tell the truth. I just broke my arm before working fulltime with her so I had to stop. I also lied saying I hadn't quit my other job yet so I could have a vacation and she's bitter about that. But I could explain all that to future employers right? most don't call references anyhows.

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>>6644937

tfw u remember theres a tumor between ur legs

>>6644950
If you want to be a hick, why not move to Missouri?

I got my hair cut like Smiles today and it was a complete coincidence. I let my girlfriend choose my new haircut and she just happened to pick something very similar. I got to pick hers, too, and she is very happy now that she looks like Vasquez from Aliens.

>>6644940
>tfw you didn't have time to go cuddle Dana

Terrible feel

>>6644957
A very malignant one :c
I hope I can get rid of it soon v_v

Shakira come in discord how come you never hang out with us

>>6644958
Because I inherited a small home in rural California and even if I sold it would not have the money to move. Also, we have the freshest, best produce in the country here on account of all the agriculture.

Smiles should take the BDSM test and post her resluts

>>6644957
I'm not too concerned, it's in remission since starting HRT.

>>6644956
yeah

>>6644959
>now that she looks like Vasquez from Aliens.
nice.

>>6644957
I can't wait to cut my balls off as soon as I have someone chill to wait to take me to the hospital afterwards.

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>>6644966
I'm not Smiles, but this is me.

>>6644949
nobody makes good chicken and waffles and maine. or chicken fried steak. or gumbo. i cant even buy okra or filee powder at walmart here. least most everything else is nice

>>6644963
Ok, which one?

>>6644970
Don't do this, it makes SRS difficult. You want your vajayjay don't you?

>>6644940
I'm in Corte Madera and then Oakland starting on the first.

we should hang out sometime

>>6644972
I cropped the others out because they had negligible percentages, by the way.

>>6644976
hell no. I just want my balls gone and I'm never getting a neovago.

>>6644970
You can still be stuck with a bill from the emergency room, I don't think that approach ends up being cheaper than getting it done properly.

>>6644973
>i cant even buy okra or filee powder at walmart here
this is why i can never leave new orleans

>>6644966
She's done it before.

What is Discord and how can I access it? The link in the OP says it's an "invalid or expired invite."

>>6644962
>>6644967
not fast enough
>>6644970
i have 2k saved and ive thought about it a lot..how much does it cost?

>>6644984
god same

but wouldn't that be weird? like just a shaft and no balls and nothing else? i think the neovagoo might be the better option in that case? I hope the medical science advances enough within the next 7 or so years

>>6644992
You know it won't. It never advances for us. Nobody cares about us except our lovers.

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>>6644966
apparently they change alot :V

>>6644960
we should do this some time


>>6644979
kaylee wann hang out with you rn

>>6644996
Did you get more pure?

>>6644996
Weirdly me and you have the exact same things in the exact same order in the top 5 >.>

>>6644986
>>6644991
:/ maybe. Idk maybe I can practice and make sure I don't have to go. I'm doing it for Cybele.
>>6644992
I don't care what it looks like down there I just want my balls gone and I don't want to invest money in it. I don't need that except to pee out of.

tfw youll never know what others think of you

>>6644988
i just bought some online, was kind of a shock to not see it though.

>>6644976
this is a meme, i emailed a couple of surgeons about it and it really doesnt make a difference if you take care of it.

>>6644991
it cost me like 4k total to get it done with all the visits from a very nice hospital

>>6644996
rope bunny is always really cute to see

0-4 stay home and play melee by myself
5-9 go to bar by myself and play pinball/fail at making friends
dubs = sleep
trips = work
quads = cut my fucking balls off

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here mine

>>6644998
get my Info from kaylee ^_^

>>6645013
meh I kinda want to play pinball

>>6645013
:/ sounds fun

Is 24-years-old too late to start transitioning?

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i just want to be used and abused and spit on and hurt

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>>6644986
>Paying to use the emergency room
How can one country be this cucked?

>>6645009
oh yeah i forgot the internet is a thing

but yeah like
i wanna move away from here in the near future but like
there's so much im gonna miss
its not that i wanna move cos i dont like it, i just wanna see different parts of the world and shit
and then come back here when im ready to die or give up on life

>>6645026
>living in a country as cucked as [insert any country that is not America]

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>>6645021
no

>tfw no (you)s unless you're a trip

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>tfw watching a weeb cosplay burlesque show

this is a breddy gud feel desu

good edition

the beatles > all jazz music

>>6645036
>tfw no (you)s and a trip.

>>6645044
(you) are cute

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>>6645041

>>6645041
FUCKING LMAO
get out of here with that bullshit wankery
Nb4 muh Sgt. Peppers

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>>6645041
christ

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Hai

>>6645004
I want to get an orchiectomy but I can't decide if I should keep the sack or not. I'm not really interested in full SRS and I think I'd lean towards getting rid of it but it seems like such a waste to get rid of all of that healthy tissue that could be used for like a skin graft or something, I don't know.

some girls from myanmar are really fuggin cute

>>6645021
I started at 24 and a trip said I pass after 5 months on hormones so go for it.
>>6645041
Beatles suck but solo Lennon is God-tier.
My mum said she ran into McCartney on Hampstead Heath a while ago. Says he's a chill guy.

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Morning everyone!

>>6645051
arent u a beatles hater?

>>6645055
hello!!!
>>6645061
hiiiii

I'll leave this here.
https://youtu.be/1XhKw8UF9fY

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>>6645055
Hi Grace, how is your evening?

>>6644996
>tfw smiles will never dominate you

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>>6645063
How are you Red?

the beatles created a wider variety of music in a single decade than jazz did in its entire history

>>6645063
>>6645065
Hiii
I'm getting better, still feeling a bit off but improving
>>6645061
Morning Puru~

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hihi, how is everyone doing today?

>>6645074
this is a trick

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would anyone like to spit on me and call me names and bully me?
>>6645072
i feel sad

>>6645074
pls go and stay go

>>6645080
You don't have to take that kind of shit from a hobbit.

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>>6645078
not great

>>6645017
on wat?

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>>6645080
I'm sorry :<
Jealous people can be really bitter, don't listen to em

>>6645075
Hi Grace ^^
Hope you're doing good!

>>6645078
Hungry but I feel too ugly/dysphoric to go to the store. Trying to psych myself into it somehow...

>>6645062
I generally don't like them, but I can respect and appreciate their place in popular music canon

>>6645090
every now and then i get in a beatles mood and i'll be like YESS THIS IS THE BEST MUSIC EVARRRR for like 2 hours and then im good on the beatles for another couple of months

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>>6645084

what's up?

>>6645088

i mean........food is good, isn't it?

>>6645095
this is me every few years

I legit like revolver tho

>>6645100
just general late night bad feels, i guess
i dont really have anyone to talk to and i'm going crazy from lack of stimulus

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>>6645100
>i mean........food is good, isn't it?
Yeah it is I'm trying to gain weight too. I wish I was less of an uggo life would be so much easier

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>neurotic 1 AM questions
Does sleeping face-down affect breast shape?

i feel like something really bad is going to happen to me..ive been at my new job for too long for nothing bad to have happened..word has to have gone around theres a tranny at the restaurant.

there's something really comfy about 80+ degrees when it's dark out

>>6645115
Maybe you'll get called a worthless faggot like I did.

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>>6645110

welll, we can talk about stuff. what would you like to talk about?

>>6645112

you're not uggo as far as i know. you'll feel 5000x better once you get food anyways. it has a way of doing that.

>>6645115

or, you know, nothing could happen.

why hasn't balam acab released an album since 2011? He's really talented and he put out one EP one album and then just disappeared?

>>6645115
Just because something hasn't happened so far doesn't mean it's 'overdue'.

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>>6645075
Grace are you ok?

>>6645113
>>6645113
>>6645113
Someone please answer, it's urgent.

>>6645122
he probably puts out music under different titles cause he realized he no longer wanted to be tied to a meme genre

>>6645125
Who the fuck sleeps face-down?

>>6645127
I do...

>>6645113
No idea, probably not much unless you are sleeping on a doughnut so that they can hang freely.

Does sleeping on your side make your boobs lopsided?

>>6645125
yes

>>6645115
You're passable enough to work as a server? Q_Q

Sounds like anxiety is just getting to you. Everything will be fine. Do something nice and relax.

>>6645103
i always gravitate to their earlier shit. usually when im on a beatles kick its just me listening to help like 5 times in a row.

>>6645133
>Does sleeping on your side make your boobs lopsided?
Maybe??
Idk, I'm just thinking about how when ftms tape their boobs, they tend to get deformed and stuff...

>>6645127
I wish I could, I can't really sleep comfortably except on my left side, it feels like doing so is messing up my spine or back muscles or something but I have trouble sleeping otherwise.

>>6645118
i was told i had a pretty mouth and i feel guilty for liking the compliment..
>>6645120
>>6645123
idk today at work it seemed like every customer was weird with me..it hasnt been like that for a while.
>>6645127
>masterrace
>>6645113
youll be fine if its not every night and even then you probably move in ur sleep

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>>6645120
>you'll feel 5000x better once you get food anyways
Probably. It's a self feeding cycle I gotta break but I can assure I'm an uggo until I get ffs

>>6645135
What??????

Q____Q please tell me you're memeing. I've never slept on my back before.

>>6644998
literally right now?

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I feel like I'm not the norm...

>Side of my face passes better than the front
Is this normal?

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>>6645147
>i was told i had a pretty mouth
If they tell you to squeal like a pig, run.

>>6645157
angles

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>>6645088
I've been much better but thank you Puru,
>>6645125
I hope I am. Last time I took lexapro I didn't react this badly but I've been getting better. I just hope nothing serious came of this and I'll be back to normal soon.

come on, let's get WRECKED tonight
let's get WRECKED tonight

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My scores from last January.

>>6645037
Sounds cool.

>>6645057
Keep it, it's very sensitive.

>>6645060
Never met any of the other Beatles, but I did get to talk with Lennon about painting in '79. He joined a conversation I was having with a few others on painting styles. I felt so out of place at that party. I was the only non household name other than spouses and partners. A few months later I ran into him another time as he was exiting the Dakota apartment building where he lived.

>>6645078
Good. Not as depressed, but still not perfect.

>>6645095
It's about every 2 years for me.

>>6645136
oh no i dont serve..sorry.
>>6645153
>on back
>arms raised above your head holding forearms
best sleepy position

>>6645156
That just means you're limited supply, assuming equal demand that's good for you!

>>6645147
Oh....
I'm only a month on hrt, so that's probably why I don't get anything like that...
>masterrace
Fuck yeah!!!!
>Not every night
But I legitimately can't sleep on my side or back
AM I just going to have weird boobs????

>>6645163
You met Lennon! OMG!

How did you even get invited to these parties?

>>6645156
hey....
wanna beat me up and hurt me?

>>6645163
>Keep it, it's very sensitive.
? Is that a good thing? It doesn't seem that sensitive in my case, anyways. Is there some useful purpose it would serve?

>>6645126
nvm he released this last year https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_Jlf4KuD7w

...it's not nearly as good

>tfw hate ur self

>>6645165
But that's my "ponder my life and be depressed" position. How am I supposed do sleep like that?

>>6645161
Wait, did you take it again today? You really ought to find something else.

>>6645153
I don't fucking know
Ask google

>>6645170
I can't imagine many people being into a trans sadist that wants to cuck and degrade them.

>>6645165
Are you a line cook like me then? We can just be cook friends that's cool.

>>6645183
I want exactly this
Please cuck me and call me a diseased whore

>>6645183
There are people out there who are into Mexican sugar dancing...

tfw you don't deserve your gf

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>>6645187
kaylee doesn't deserve me...
i'm useless

>>6645187
>tfw no gf

>>6645174
>>6645185
I'm more into the psychological stuff, but if you put up a fight - I'll force you to do all kinds of naughty things. You need to earn your cuts bruises and scars.

>>6645183
I can definitely imagine it.

>>6645189
>tfw kaylee will never ram you with her nine inch cock

>>6645189
you two are qt

>>6645189
>>6645185
You have some serious self-esteem issues

>>6645189
>>6645187
No, stop thinking like that; if you don't feel worthy of her, improve yourself (or realize that you really are a lot better than you think from her perspective).

>>6645196
you're hanging out with her, right?
she has a huge cock
>>6645193
I'll kick and bite you and make all sorts of noises
>>6645198
thank you...
>>6645201
i want to be a perfect feminine girl but I hurt her instead

>>6645186
ok... I don't want to google that to find out.
>>6645195
I guess I'm underestimating the demand for someone like me.

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>>6645156
Seems normal to me, sempai

>>6645181
thats my secret. i'm always depressed *sunglasses*
>>6645178
same
>>6645172
oh..why though? comfort or?
>>6645196
>gt
eh...

>>6645187
TFW NO GF????????
Kill me??????
>>6645095
I mean I like sort of same?
I really like rocky raccoon

tfw useless piece of shit

>>6645203
How do you think you hurt her?

gonna get baked and watch koyaanisqatsi with some peeps tonight

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>>6645181
I did not, it's been almost 2 days now since I took it. There was no way I was gonna take another after how just one made me feel.

>>6645207
don't knock kaylee's cock till you try it
it feels so good inside me!
>>6645210
I yell at her when I'm anxious and dysphoric
I pushed her without her consent into a fence because I wanted her to hurt me and make me feel pain

>>6645212
wait, what happened with the lexapro?

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>>6645193
>cuts bruises and scars

>>6645211
Oh shit, that movie's trippy enough without drugs; have fun with that!

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>>6645187
>>6645209
>tfw yktf

>>6645203
I hope you're not attached to breathing properly. I don't like really loud noises so I'll probably restrict your diaphragm and hit your throat whenever you get too loud.
>>6645206
Yeah it's normal for the general pop, but not so much for this pop.

>>6645211
oh god that fucking movie

>>6645217
*identifies you*

>>6645211
if you like sqatsi, try baraka.

>>6645193
i'll spit on you and call you a sissy if you don't hurt me and make me cry
>>6645221
you better gag me. I want you to degrade me
>>6645226
nice!

>>6645220
:(
>>6645226
cool filename

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Tfw you contemplate your failed existence

>>6645215
You can work on those things. You recognize the problems, now figure out what you can do to make sure it doesn't happen again.

>>6645233
>tfw trying not to think about it but you fail at that too

>>6645209
Same Tbh
>>6645211
Hype????
>>6645215
>don't knock kaylee's cock till you try it
it feels so good inside me!
...............

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>>6645216
Side effects hit me p hard and made me sick. Stomach ache, nausea, bathroom related issues, anxiety increased, couldn't sleep well, fatigue, loss of appetite... I could keep going but point it it was really bad and clear it wasn't good for me. I was scared I might have to go to the ER or something. I still kinda am worried about that but hopefully everything just keeps improving like it has been.

>>6645199
Do you know where you are?

>>6645235
Kaylee is always right
never ever hurt kaylee
make sure kaylee feels good at all times!
>>6645238
what?

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>>6645237
>>6645233
SAME??
SÀMÊ
SÆM
SÅMĘ
SÃMÊ

>>6645199
i'm working on it

>>6645229
Thanks! How are you?

>>6645231
Didn't feel like getting any editing progams just for some overwatch clips.

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>>6645245
Mmmmmmm
Nothing
Idk
Maybe I'm jealous idk, reading that was just weird I think

>>6645239
Stay hydrated and sleep while you can; aside from that, hopefully it won't take long for you to be back to normal.

>>6645208
what's stopping you from getting a gf? My block is that I'm not girlmode yet. Once girlmode I plan to hit Tinder or whatever the kids are using in 2020
>>6645233
>tfw starting to succeed at everything
I know this feel though, I justed to feel like a huge fucking waste of oxygen, but then I found out about other trans people and the struggles they all face are common. Since then I changed my goals, went at it with a more positive attitude and things are going good.

>>6645254
what, jealous of big huge cock pumping inside of you as you're slapped and scratched? feels good.

>>6645245
Nobody is always right, sometimes you can't avoid hurting someone and it's not realistic to expect that you can make someone feel good at all times; but as long as you realize that you can't be perfect on those fronts and don't beat yourself up over not always being able to make things right, those seem like reasonable guiding principles.

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FUCK
it's taking too long aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

>>6645229
When I have dated people they usually develop some kind of distress. So I'm sure you'll cry or at least feel like crying. One of my ex's freaks out when she heads towards my old house. She starts screaming about not wanting to be put in the freezer any more and that she'll be a good girl. Another ex I forced into becoming a cumslut. He was 'straight' and I manipulated him into sucking cocks at meijers and gas stations. Now he's cringes when he goes into a public bathroom. I still hang out and keep in contact with them too.

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>>6645261
>inside of you as you're slapped and scratched? feels good.
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE STOP IT RED

>>6645173
At that time I was spending many weekends in NYC to learn painting, and photography. I had a couple patrons who picked up the expenses of the lessons, and my living and travel costs. One of them was Andy Worhol. Through him I met David Bowie and we became friends over our common interest in painting. After I started crossdressing when I was 14, David would invite me to any party he threw. It was at one of them that I met Lennon. It wasn't the only time I met him. I also ran into him a few times at other places.

>>6645175
High or low sensitivity could be individual differences. The other reason is some day later you may still wish for SRS. Some tucking techniques use the ball sack to help hold the gt.

>>6645264
>Living in Australia

>>6645264
>australian internet

>>6645264
This is why you download things before deciding to watch them with people.

>>6645264
Where the fuck do you live? Slovakia?

>>6645264
What is that

>>6645273
worse, australia

>>6645269
When you finish writing it I really, really want to read your book.

>>6645265
please, force me to suck cocks! I used to suck cocks in gay bar bathrooms!
or put me in the freezer!
I'll beg you to be mean to me...

>>6645270
>>6645271
b-but I'm getting almost 300kb/s on everything else

>>6645272
I did
just like, 2 and a half hours before

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>>6645156
You seem okay to me, I'm pretty much the same except even more of a slut :3

how to hate yourself less?

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>neurotic 2 AM questions
why am I itching to buy more and more girly clothing???

>>6645281
go bowling

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>>6645281
Lobotomy

>>6645282
bc ur a girl u tard

>>6645273
that's an oddly specific guess

where do you live? liechtenstein?

>>6645280
Ew wtf

Why is ageplay as high as 49%

I'm even worse than I thought

And sadist should really be above masochist

>>6645284
if i do that people might see me

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>>6645273
CHEKOSLOVAKIA BOOM SHE-BOOM
>>6645281
Lie to yourself?

>>6645282
I could makes guesses, but I can't answer that one for you; why ARE you itching to buy more and more girly clothing?

>>6645212
wait, so it's still this bad?
geez...
take it easy, ok?

>>6645269
Fucking hell, you've lived an amazing life
>>6645277
There's a book?

>>6645290
Where do I live?
7th and the traffic circle?
>>6645291
Gross

>>6645280
quid i really want you to dom me

>>6645293
You know that place doesn't exist anymore right?

>>6645280
please hurt me!!!

>>6645265
You're a bad person

>>6645292
but you will have loads of fun

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>>6645287
sooooooooooooo?????
I thought girls just bought this stuff to fit in
now I actually want it.
life pls.

>>6645294
I don't know, there's a reason I said it was a neurotic question...

>>6645301
she would too, the slut

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I feel like I'm boring

>>6645282
Because girl clothes are super comfy and look cute. I wish I had more tbqh

>people sending you snaps of their significant other rolling them joints, them smoking together, them fucking, and their post-coital glow
I'm about to kill myself no lie; Ama
Lmao

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>>6645311
>I feel like I'm boring
I'm basically not into anything.

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Crock pots are the single best invention in the history of ever

>>6645305
some people like being hurt and used
>>6645266
I like when kaylee starts rubbing my perineal area in public and makes me moan in front of other people and calls me a slut....

>>6645280
Shit. I want to do this but forgot the url.

>>6645317
aside from toaster ovens, estrodial and ben & jerry's, yes.

>>6645314
Not gonna lie you've become pretty /r9k/-tier recently.
>>6645317
The fuck is that?
>>6645311
>Girl clothes
>Comfy
Pick one

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>>6645319
I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

>>6645320
bdsmtest.net
bdsmtest.org
it's one of those

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I wish I had some form of human interaction in my life. Im so broken because the deepest conversation Ive ever had with someone is myself.

>>6645299
I'm pretty sure it's just saying that because I like calling girls that are good and shorter than 8 feet good little girls or something... :s I'm really not into ageplay at all, it's ew

>>6645301
That depends, are you a good girl?

>>6645304
no ERP in mtfg you fucking slut jesus haven't the anons talked about this enough already *slaps you for insubordinance*

>>6645310
of course i would

>>6645320
I just posted a screenie of when I already did it but I dug it up for you http://bdsmtest.org/

>>6645278
I want to make you fear what I'll do to you - as long as I can see that you're frightened and obedient we'll get along just fine.
>>6645280
>>6645291
I was hinting at the stereotype of trans girls trying to fill the super feminine submissive role. Where as I want to be a sadistic bitch that degrades men and women.
>>6645305
Yeah, I know.
>>6645319
I do it to people that didn't sign up for it so I'm kind of a bad person.

>tfw going back to college in San Francisco in the fall
>no friends except girlfriend
W-Who wants to hang out with me? I pass.

>>6645220
>tfw your gf can't see how amazing she is
>tfw she also has all the good reaction images

>>6645319
Yeah, I'm among those people, but you literally can not consent to serious long term psychological harm. It's just unethical and abusive for a top to knowingly cause that shit. That person does not operate in any kink community, he would be outcast.

>>6645325
>>Girl clothes
>>Comfy
>Pick one
tank tops and leggings are comfy af, dafaq you talkin about

>>6645311
>Because girl clothes are super comfy and look cute. I wish I had more tbqh
sorry, my (you)s aren't working on that one post

I wanted a teddy bear or something for a while recently.
something soft and squishy to hug and cuddle.

>>6645317
hugg elann

>>6645334
Faye lives there I think. And isn't half the point of college to make friends?
>>6645337
And that is all

>>6645333
Haha I know

I think that thing way overestimates how submissive you are if you're more or less up for anything, I have to retake it and be more selective about which ones I give the full "agree" rating to I think because I'm definitely more dominant than submissive even if not by too much

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>>6645321
I like to think that toaster ovens are just baby ovens and that someday they'll grow up and be able to make pizzas

>>6645325
This

>>6645339
hugg anon :3

>>6645329
i'm sorry....
I just really love kaylee
I didn't mean to be mean...I'm sure you can get a gf!!!!
Please forgive me!!!
>>6645332
please more
>>6645333
i like being scared and obedient. I'm worthless and I want to feel the torture

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this didn't teach me anything new.

...(someone of any gender pls dominate me)

>>6645346
That's a multi-cooker you American.
>>6645347
This is just getting sad now.

>>6645330
>I enjoy feeling like a prey hunted by a predator.
lewd

>>6645325
But I think they are comfy :(

>>6645331
Aww, why don't you try to get out and meet more people maybe join a club of some sort or a support group?

>>6645337
>I wanted a teddy bear or something for a while recently.
something soft and squishy to hug and cuddle.

Yes, idk plushies are pretty are very comforting to have imo I wish I could keep some around while I'm at my parents place but they judge the fuck out of me for it. :/

>>6645336
I don't operate in a kink community and I recognize I'm a horrible person. idk what it is but I like to manipulate and torture people. A coworker took me to one of his BDSM meet ups and I quickly got shunned. I told him it wasn't a good idea.
>>6645347
We'll get on just fine then.

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>>6645258
>positive attitude
Still fighting to get that back in my life. I'm doing better, but still have a ways to go.

>>6645277
I need to write more, but I have so many other things to do. it doesn't help that I struggle with writing.

>>6645296
It was nice while it lasted. I'm not sure I could handle that life again. I'm a different person now. I'm to scared of the world now. Also I tend to mentally lockup in crowds. I didn't used to do that.

>>6645343
I go to SF State. It's a total commuter college with very little socializing inside or outside of classes. I met my girlfriend online. Besides that, my first two years I was not passing and then half-passing. Now that I pass well, it might be different, but beyond that I find that I just don't fit in. Really, most of the socialization on campus is done in the designated smoking areas and over marijuana or booze, and I don't smoke because smoking is fucking retarded, and I don't do drugs anymore because I used to be an addict. I don't drink because it makes me feel very depressed and sleepy. So most of my socializing opportunities are cut out.

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>>6645349
The fuck kind of regional term is a multi cooker? At least correct people to slow cooker

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>>6645346
>I like to think that toaster ovens are just baby ovens and that someday they'll grow up and be able to make pizzas
As adorable as that image is, toaster ovens can already make pizzas, they're just baby pizzas. (I'm really glad to hear that you're doing well in your new home by the way.)

>>>/soc/24128344

So thats why she defends chasers so much.

>>6645365
Let her be.

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>>6645349
>foreigners thinking they know anything about language
Come back when you can buy one of these.

>>6645369
nah

>>6645365
Why do you care so much?

>>6645354
One of my favourite things to do is break someone down to their base. I especially love it when they're this emotionless shell of a human. Then I build them into what I want (usually it's something they are directly opposed to). Once I leave them - they don't have me to stabilize them. So they try and go back to being themselves, but they usually mess up and can't differentiate between what they were and what I made them. They then mix the identities and they end up being a shadow of what they were.

>>6645376
Because shes an asshole.

>>6645359
>tfw going to a commuter college
>tfw don't smoke drink or do drugs
Well I'm gonna be you in a month. R.I.P my chances of ever having IRL friends
>>6645361
>>6645370
What is the language called? English. Not American, English.

>>6645343
uggs.
sweatshirts.
bras.
panties.
leggings.
let's be real here.
girl clothes don't have the *blegh* inbetween feel that guy clothes have.
they're either uncomfortable and pretty af or comfy and kinda cute.

>>6645353
I'm gonna buy uggs and an adorable stuffed animal once I move into my new apartment.
and a snuggie.

>>6645269
>Some tucking techniques use the ball sack to help hold the gt.
this is what I do.

>>6645269
>I had a couple patrons who picked up the expenses of the lessons, and my living and travel costs. One of them was Andy Worhol.
shit
when I was 14, I was playing starcraft in my parents' living room.
how did you get into this life?

>>6645379
no she's not.

>>6645378
Would you still be interested in somebody that's already a shell of a human?

>>6645378
Please, I'll be a good girl if you break me!!!
I want to be broken!!!
>>6645354
i want you to hurt me. how would you hurt me?

>>6645378
that sounds the least fun of any of your posts