/mtfg/ - Comfy Edition

>>6601273
>>6601279
anxiety is a terrible thing and i wish is was like a physical thing that would be easier to deal with lol

omg!!!!! see, you just gotta get your voice to a workable point, and then you'll be set!!
and yeah dude your face is really beautiful honestly
this mite be good idk
https://www.youtube.com/user/girloftomorrow/videos
>>6601277
lol yeah nick is a great singer regardless of is very cool tricks haha
yeah i mean basically if u laid out your voice like
[low pitch -> high pitch]
chest voice->blended voice->head voice->falsetto
and you mainly sang in your blended voice and head voice, i think you would sound pretty feminine
i mean, if you need to work on the break between notes, thats its own thing; i can sing soprano, although anything from G5-G6 is very pitchy unless i've been practicing alot so
but yeah anyone can sing imo, it just takes time/practice/effort/consistency, and i personally am terrible with consistency for a number of reasons, so my singing isn't very good but yeah lol

>>6601301
Lianne is my main musical boo thang, i love her so much i want to be her friend

>>6601301

Fuck you manface, go cake on some makeup to look fuckable.

1st for übermensch

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>>6601302
ty u da best

>>6601290
>>6601304
u-uhh
yeah here

>>6601303
yeah i can be here but i cant be those things

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>>6601301
>No Drama
>Edie

pls

>>6601309
2nd for slav untermensch

REPOST. EVERY TIME
>>6601225
I'M THE VERY BEST
>>6601222
That sounds awesome. The last time i went to the beach me and all my friends were immediately attacked by a shitload of baby crabs. They got all in our junk. Then on the way home we got in a car accident and had to pay for a hotel until someones mom would come pick us up.
It was fun tho. We got drunk and there was a hot tub. Drunk hot tub is the best.

Good morning

>>6601317
moorning carol ^^
how are u
everything ok?

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>>6601298
It's gonna take a lot more to transition. Remember that it's worth it at all times. I know how hard it is. If you can barely utter the words to yr therapist she will try to make sure you make it :)

>>6601312
I like to think of it as a kind of new year's resolution for her
wait fuck

>>6601312
>No drama
>Tina
Doesn't matter, I like you both. And drama.

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also if you can pls post comfy feels in this thread i would appreciate it, ty
current comfy feel: early morning coffee with relaxing music.

>>6601317
morning.
>>6601312
i was actually thinking this

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>>6601320
kek

>>6601321
Hi CFH.

>>6601324
I'm sure we all are.

>>6601322
Just... being in love. Nothing comfier than this.

>>6601318
Yesh :3
How are you?
>>6601324
<3
>>6601327
How are you Chara?

>>6601322
current comfy feel

brain was going a fucking billion miles an hour before so I slammed the breaks on with a beast of a cone smoke with the bong I made

>>6601307
We should sing a song together sometime :)
>>6601311
Well not if you don't believe it.
>>6601316
When I get upset I walk into the pitch black of the woods at night. Sometimes I stare at people walking on the street. :/

>>6601330
not so good
eh
ill live

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it didnt have to go this way faggots. if only one of you talked to me on kik, i wouldnt have downloaded tinder out of loneliness, and i wouldnt have accidently matched with a tranny, and i wouldnt be planning to fuck in a few days

tfw becoming gay because gays ignore you

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Doing the exact same as you lol

>>6601330
I'm the greatest ever.

>>6601283
Now I just have to actually start voice training

>>6601284
idek if I pass visually because permaboymode

>>6601307
>i wish is was like a physical thing that would be easier to deal with
yup

I definitely don't agree. I have a rule that people aren't allowed compliment me. Even my Fiancée lmao.
I get the theory and all that behind voice stuff. and because I'm a singer I can control well enough. Just to practice. But dysphoria.
I'll def check those out thank you!

>>6601331
>smoke
smoked*

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LETS BE COMFY GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>6601336
Whoops, meant for
>>6601322

>>6601334
*hugs*
>>6601335
Going with a trans woman doesn't make you gay anon.
>>6601337
Good <3

How do I learn with not being passable?

>tfw you make your pokemon roster each game based almost entirely on aesthetic but all of pokemon black and white pokemon look retarded. so far all I have is an evolved oshawott (starter) and a musharna (because it looks like an aborted fetus)

>>6601335
sounds like you were gay either way. That's the point huh? Whatever, gay is what gay does. Do less gay things if you don't want to be gay (Don't touch her cock n balls)

>>6601338
I can't even do boymode anymore fml.

>>6601346
>playing Pokemon
AUTISM

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>>6601344
None of us are going to pass 100% regardless. Someone will be able to smell the penis whether it's inside out or not. So just be COMFY with who you are and be womanly.

>>6601349
>calling someone autistic on a cantonese barrel tossing board.

>>6601348
Lucky you
I got ffs and my boy mode is still flawless

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>>6601310
stop lying kato >:C

>>6601332
That's spoopy gogurts.
I was having trouble with my anger recently. Anytime i had an outburst i had to go outside and punch the deck. But that was also leading to either sporadic side effects.
Since i did shrooms I've had no outbursts tho.

>>6601346
omg I loved black and white pokemon but the starters are the worst. Reuniclus, darmanitan, and some cool legendaries are in there. the fossils aren't too bad also.

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>>6601312
>>6601324
>>6601320
>>6601340

i just want a top comf thread where we all say nice things to each other and bake a cake filled with rainbows and eat it and be merry ;_;
it's a beautiful day comfy today. no need to be meanies i don't think.

>>6601336
>>6601331
>>6601328

all legit comfy feels. esp the being in love one. i need to do that sometime soon idk

>>6601344

wait, what?

>>6601354
lmfao
thats a pro photoshop gj anon

>>6601354
emily!

>>6601348
Nah. Even the most passing mtfs can do boymode. Just speak in your male voice and don't wear makeup

>>6601355
Since I've been on hormones I've been able to control my anger. I can't believe I used to be an angry dude with a beard lol

my liver hurts super bad right now and im worried about it
>>6601327
lol
>>6601330
whatsup?
>>6601332
i never can be
no matter how hard i try
jus the way things are
>>6601338
yeah
it isnt too hard
at least in my view

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>>6601347
i already fucked a girl and kissed another so it could be worse, but once i fucked a tranny i cant reverse it. what if i regret it?

this is a comfy song, albeit sad
https://youtu.be/gb6aIXBsGMQ

this one is comfier
https://youtu.be/XiUa-zBQFAs
its also sadder.......fuck
okay this one is comfy and not sad
https://youtu.be/9SGHPQ2FVm8

>>6601332
lol, we could do that yeah hahaha

>>6601338
>I get the theory and all that behind voice stuff. and because I'm a singer I can control well enough.
yah i figured u would! hahahahah its really not hard at all once u figure it out, it just takes some practice
>I have a rule that people aren't allowed compliment me.
that is v. rude, kek
but i sort of understand how u feel lol

yw! that program makes the most sense to a "lay person" imo, lol but ur a singer, so yeah
>>6601346
i thought the BW pokemon were pretty great the starters were the worst pokemon in the bunch

>>6601351
Just pointing it out my man

>>6601350
Not literally, though. The thing HRT changes the most radically is smell. I had noticed the difference but didn't realize how huge it was until I went off HRT for SRS. I mean, I couldn't stand my own body smell anymore and I kept showering two or three times a day. Now it's back to something more pleasant.

>tfw I get to hang out with my family today and then I'm gonna practice voice training with my new love. Hopefully I'll be able to plan out this break up with my old gf peacefully as well.
It's a 6/10 comfiness day I'll take it

>>6601368
Hrt didn't change me at all

>>6601357
Oh yes, you do, Miss... It makes everything in life so much more bearable.

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>>6601363
So don't fuck a tranny? Jesus man it doesn't matter anyway when you're dead.

>>6601362
>>6601363
WORK ON PERCEPTION. WHAT IS REAL TO YOU AND WHAT IS REAL TO OTHERS?! ONLY YOU ARE REAL AND ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO

>>6601352
I'll trade, hope you don't mind looking 12.

>>6601360
I don't speak in public.

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i'm being hacked :C

only trust this trip as the TRUE AND HONEST Smiles!

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>Thank you for purchasing from Quality Health, Inc.

tfw i fell for the tranny hrt meme

>>6601348
Ah :/
Boymode is safe. Boymode is cozy.

>>6601363
don't give in to the jewish agenda to emasculate western men anon
be strong.

>>6601361
lmao this was me. I broke my hand punching a wall once

>>6601364
>it just takes some practice
I did like two hours practice a few months ago and while it wasn't passing it was ok I think.

>that is v. rude, kek but i sort of understand how u feel lol
IT just makes me sad that people would lie to my face like that yknow

I think I'll actually start this weekend

>>6601370
http://youtu.be/83j0n-d-DgI

>>6601363
What if you catch a case of trannies? That's how it spreads you know. Just look at all the transbians here.

>>6601379
Holy shit i dont understand what day is it in Australia

>>6601379
REE the timestamp is outdated theres a time at the top barely visible >:C

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>>6601364

all good songs desu. although this yuna song is literally me/my life rn and it's her most comf song imho https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r58Pkrb0B0I

>>6601373

it's just hard to find the "one", yknow?

>>6601380
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rY0WxgSXdEE

>>6601386
stop using my name! >:cc

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>>6601368
G'mornin CFH! :)
hmmmm. that's a good point. I was thinking about those people that can smell if youre pregnant before you know. idk if they're real though

>>6601390
WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN

>>6601378
>I don't speak in public

How do you function in society lol?
>>6601379
Hey the time is similar here but I'm not in oz

>>6601378
I'll take it

>>6601382
I don't get it

>>6601375
but i kinda want to fuck that tranny, but im just worried about what if im not into it when it happens, or what if i regret it the next day

>>6601384
>transbians
>not straight men with autogynephilia

when will this meme die?

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>>6601380
HOW ABOUT A LITTLE CONGRATULATIONS YOU TRANNY FUCKS

>>6601388
Oh, yes, I know... And it hits hard when you thought you had and realize you were wrong. But it's worth trying and staying open to the possibility. I never expected it would happen here, though.

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are aquariums comfy?

>>6601402
>>6601380
ur the tranny tbqh

>>6601392
Not sure about pregnant but there are other... feminine things I can't help being aware of.

my liver really fucking hurts ahh
;-;
also trannies that hook up with other trannies are transbians.
trannies that hook up with cis girls are trans lesbians.
there is a difference.
probably
i have no fucking clue i gotta puke now bye
>>6601377
my perception is that im gross and a fuck up.
im a he trying to be a she and i will never succeed because not even my best is good enough.

>>6601405
ye

im probably going to one today!

>>6601402
one big congratulations

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>>6601402
>>6601380
Good Job <3

>>6601396
Oh, not Angie? Sorry about that. Ignore what I posted.

>>6601405
http://youtu.be/ujmtO4lVtBA

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>>6601405
The huge ones that are full of plants, yeah, one of the comfiest things.

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>>6601406
>>6601412
>>6601414
THANK YOU

[spoiler]:3[/spoiler]

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>>6601394
You dun goofed nigga, you dun goofed.

>>6601379
JULAY!!!

>>6601397
I was actually thinking of tranny on tranny relationships and trying to be polite.

>>6601397
>but i kinda want to fuck that tranny, but im just worried about what if im not into it when it happens, or what if i regret it the next day

Why would you regret it? It's your life so just do what you want. Just don't get AIDS
>>6601380
>tfw didn't fall for the become a tranny meme

Meh

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>>6601408
Well then change your perception because obvs yr suffering with this. It's easier to change how you look at yrself than it is to change who you are. sorry yr pukin :/ Try to not base your femininity on what you see in the mirror and yr past. Try to act more motherly :) thats what i do!
>>6601409
lucky ducky u. I love the aquarium. it's always beautiful and i can spend all the time just staring at it all.

>>6601418
this is a big moment in my life please dont make me want to flush it away because of chrischan

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>>6601418
not everybody is mentally ill, anon

>>6601419
where do i get condoms? im embarassed to buy that shit. i didnt use condoms when i lost my virginity either, just came in her

>>6601415
lol I wish I spoke french...
>>6601416
I agree. /an/ is pretty comfy mostly.

>>6601419
>tfw didn't fall for the become a tranny meme

Then what are you doing here?

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My mother just told me that I should kill myself

>>6601421
well i used to see a girl in the mirror
i used to think i looked cute
but its all gone downhill past fwe months.

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>wake up
>so anxious for no reason cant even talk to own bf

so its going to be one of those days, huh?

>>6601423
hey senpai, still having that problem?

>tfw 'Frowns' keeps coming up in the name box

>>6601415
It's ok. Just wish I could've not gone to speigal

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alright motherfuckers got one

>>6601428
;~; that sounds really stressful
*hugs*
I hope it goes away mummy

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>>6601431
little girls shouldnt swear

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>>6601423
Just go to the shop and ask. In the end, nobody really cares
>>6601425
Idk, this place is addictive.

>>6601431
don't swear
you are too young to swear
cunt

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>>6601422
If you decide to go down this dark and deep rabbit hole the best thing is to inform yourself about the best and worst possible incomes. In a few years you might end up as some "sex-positive" hon with rainbow colored hair who spends most of it's time on twitter. That could happen.

>>6601431
that was supposed to be a cute smile trip but apparently im a dumbass
so this is temporary until i figure it out >:c

>>6601427
I'd imagine that would be disturbing. Vanity will bring you down. It's just a distraction from you truly are and I find it hard to believe many would transition without firmly believing they are primarily feminine inside their soul.
>>6601426
should you? If you don't want to die then leave her and live a life she'd be proud of.

>>6601431
Smiles, you are too young to swear D:<

>>6601424
/an/ doesn't like me. Even though I always kept the recipes I posted strictly based on the animal the thread was about.

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;_; i just did my estrogen shot for the first time in 2 weeks. i'm scared that i'm going to go back to the way i used to be now desu.

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>>6601423
>not everybody is mentally ill, anon
Yeah but the chances of crazy are far higher with trannies.

>>6601439
Hypocrite

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>>6601440

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>>6601436
i'll just become a faggoty looking boy with a bound chest before i become a hon tbqhfam

>>6601438
its not just vanity its like
idk i just feel so
different
i cant even refer to myself as female

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>>6601444
I'm older :^)
>>6601442
Way you used to be?

>>6601442
Don't let your body control you. Yeah, I know it's probably not that easy for you since you're quite in tune with it. But a bit of detachment and self-control goes a long way.

>>6601381
>IT just makes me sad that people would lie to my face like that yknow
LMAO
no 1 is lying ur self-perception is just wrong, lol

but practice wise, i mean just think of it like an instrument, cause like 15 minutes on your guitar everyday is better than like an hour a week u know?
>>6601431
lmao you are just too cute
>>6601388
ahhh i love yuna gosh, also i forgot how goo that song is
>>6601442
what way is that?

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>>6601448

>>6601440
lol yeah they can be pretty lame sometimes. How do you feel about house-cats replacing the majority of fauna?
>>6601442
>used to be now
woah edie
How did you used to be? are you talking about cocklust some more? lol
>>6601447
iktf. gender doesn't matter too much in the end. Maybe you're obsessing over this little part of yr life too much right now? Do you have other hobbies, passions, or a job?

wait, i thought smiles went without a trip so she couldn't easily be banned
all it would take is one bitter hon to take her down completely now

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>>6601395
I just write that im a mute.

>>6601396

Deal.

>>6601446
STEALING MORE CHARA PICS I SEE

Someone give me more music to listen too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpOSxM0rNPM

Nobody actually ever "fails boymode" without makeup and long hair and with boobs hidden right?

>>6601456
;-;

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>>6601456
dynamic IPs are pretty rad fempai

>>6601460
oh
as long as they can't ban by trip

>>6601460
h-how do you get one? :0

>>6601455
well i cant go places because of my hip
ive been stuck in my house for around a month and a quarter now or so.
idk i cant remember th etime
nothing feels real right now

>>6601445
Before /lgbt/ became the sole point of coming on 4chan for me, /int/ was my home board and /k/, /an/, /ck/ I treated as interchangeable for funposting... I mean, animals + guns + cooking is a winning combo.

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>>6601446
Well that's what they all say but best of luck.

>>6601446
What I'm doing is taking AAs and just going on with life as normal
>>6601457
Fair enough
>>6601458
Sometimes I get gendered female or someone says I look like a girl while in normal boymode, but not that often. I imagine that once you're on e it would happen more often

>>6601463
I can really relate to that. I was in my house for a month recently due to injury. two days ago I called an accepting old friend up and he hung out with me. You can change if you try.

>>6601467
>What I'm doing is taking AAs and just going on with life as normal
Make sure you take either E or T as just AAs will kill you

>>6601455
Not really. Less hunting and trapping pressure means boars and foxes are encroaching more and more into anthropic areas and both kill and eat cats, so... But I like cats, so the more there are, the better.

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>>6601467
Whats AAs, i'm a dummy

>>6601466
What age do you think these people started at? surely not all of us will turn out like this r-right?

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>>6601448
>>6601450
>>6601455

whenever i do my estrogen shot i get this rush of happiness, and i'm just generally calm, understanding, empathetic, etc....... everything feels okay for once. which is good in a sense? but it's also awful for my personal life, and goals. i feel so happy and complete that i don't strive for anything, and i slack off, and get lazy. it takes me out of my depression, and makes me feel as if everything is great in my life when it isn't. i don't want to just feel blindly happy when i'm not who or where i want to be in my life. i don't want to be this person who is just happy for happiness sake. i want to be genuinely happy, and fulfilled and stuff. idk. does that make sense? idk if it does. it makes my life 5000x easier to deal with, but it also stunts my development and my ability to actively change my life.

>>6601449

i'm trying ;_;

>>6601466
Mtfg is 90% hons
Same goes for kegeshi

>>6601471
>tfw you live in a country that has had at least one active cat cull in recent history

>>6601457
http://youtu.be/qz2u4HvVkEM

>>6601475
Calling me a hon is flattery tbdesu

>>6601470
>make sure you take either E or T or just AAs will kill you

I know that, that's part of the reason why I'm doing it. But it would take a while anyway.
>>6601472
Anti androgens

Progynova (Estradiol Valerate)
Spironolactone (generic)

Is this all I need to become le tranny face or do I need something else

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Alright the caffeine is officially out of my system now. I think i can sleep again.
>>6601471 I think that cats are killing a lot of smaller animals and replacing their role in the food chain.
>>6601474
Idk, my dude. I think yr happy if you let yrself be happy and yr aware of this and yr very progressive. I bet you can do things to make it easier to deal with the mopey version of you. Try some herbal supplements for high energy and what not.

>>6601482
you need rainbow thigh highs, a thinkpad running gnu and shaved legs

>>6601482
Rainbow thighhighs

>>6601484
i can give u shaved legs and stripy socks, is that good enough

Good night and good morning, bitches :)
imma sleep

>>6601478

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emxM3RUbsAI

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>>6601472
I think those are actually just a bunch of crossdressers. Don't worry too much about it. The one thing that will clock you consistently after six months will probably be your voice.

>>6601490
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLmX7RGfGGo

>>6601482
>le tranny face
>le

9gag?

>>6601483
Except for small passerines and lizards, the animals cats kill are pests, though, so it's not really a bad thing.

>>6601495
i'll gag on ur le 9 baby

;)

>>6601472
>surely not all of us will turn out like this r-right?

No, those are people in their 50s-60s that haven't done hrt and just wear dresses and make up.

>>6601483

idk how to put it in a way that really makes sense ;_; like when i'm not on HRT i'm in this fog of depression, and i'm just fighting to get out of it, and moving forward trying to get out of it. when i'm on HRT i just sit in the fog happily, and for once it's okay that i can't see everything clearly. this same thing happens when i'm in a relationship with a man i love. i'm just happy, and i don't feel like i need anything else. i don't want to be that. i'm going to try as hard as i can to continue moving forward with my life while having the positive hormone feels, but it's definitely hard at times. it just sucks because HRT also zaps a ton of my energy, and it physically makes it harder for me to do what i want. altho tbhonest i've been clinically depressed for more than half of my life, and i probably just need meds, idk. sorry i wanted this thread to be comfy and not sad feels at all lol

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>>6601493
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8g_YnMVMOHE

>>6601490
I like the 1944 version better.

>>6601503
oh
i thought we were doing commie music
;_;7

>>6601507
No any music.

How about a comfy morning tine chat with some tunes.
>@$ !f
Tinchat/therapedungeon

>>6601508
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrJAwCBbnuc

>>6601474
hmmmm thats really really interesting. I wonder why doing your shot in related to that? thats really interesting, estrogen is a hell of a drug i guess.

i mean, i think if you just made alot of your plans/goals and put things in motion when you're in your motivated state; and planned well enough that it would carry you to your next motivated state, you'd be okay? [does that make sense even?]
you have the advantage of like....not being in control of it, persay, but knowing when it's gonna be triggered, so to speak; so you have that going for you, idk

also being happy is......honestly thats pretty nice, especially if its legit happiness [despite being temporary] dont take it for granted i guess? idk
>>6601502
if u have clinical depression u should not be an idiot and get on meds, lol
t. the girl who stopped taking her meds
lol
>>6601492
posting pics of her is creepy desu

>>6601508
NO
COMMIE MUSIC!

This is the a music programme featuring Rote-Elvis Dean Reed »Monologue«

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYKw8yp9iqQ
Best song at about 7min in.

>>6601502
Change is good, but seeking it when depressed can burn you out. Take it at a comfortable pace, farniente is legitimately enjoyable. And let serendipity do its magic. You can make things happen, but try to do that with too many things at once and you get nowhere. When I decided to transition again, I poured all of my energy, not much, admittedly, into it and I didn't really stop since.

>>6601503
this is a great song, although a little typical

do you like this song?
https://youtu.be/OylJq6L-Wd0

post your skype and I'll video call you baked as a cake

>>6601519
go to a telecom phonebooth and i'll ring that

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Emily want hugs

>>6601515
But commie music was horrible. You had to down half a bottle of vodka for something like that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIjVpRAXK18

>>6601514

;_;
i've never wanted to take meds for it because my mom has been on them my whole life, so i've been refusing them the last 12-13 years.
it might be time though, idk. estrogen just makes me feel complete, and i know deep down that i'm nowhere near complete rn yknow?
but it's hard to really feel it unless i'm legit in touch with my depression lol

>>6601516

i've been just pleasantly doing nothing for years now though. i just don't want to be who i am or where i am right now anymore. i dislike myself a lot lately. i just need to keep pushing on i guess.

>>6601529
KONTERREVOLUTIONÄR
RAUS

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>>6601512

>>6601515
Fine, ill use my Russian playlist.

>>6601517
I liked it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSja6bn326A

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>>6601527

So I woke back up and remembered that one of the symptoms of falling asleep while you're still aware is a crawling sensation on your skin
The other primary symptom is of falling
So I was just hallucinating because I was half asleep

>>6601534
H-hug me too mummy >.<

>>6601530
Maybe completely focusing on doing what it takes to switch to another steady source of income that would still fit your needs would be your best bet for now...

>>6601534
Thanks Phienchen bb

Also, shit wrong trip

>>6601533
>music made after gorbaschew fucked it up
>commie

top blyat

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXdXFJq1psE

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>>6601536

Meh. Concert I was planning to go to tonight is cancelled because of stormy weather.

>>6601532
Nothing worse than a Kraut commie.

>>6601533
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rgox84KE7iY

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>>6601545
>Nothing worse than a Kraut commie.
this.
traitors

>>6601535
>So I was just hallucinating because I was half asleep

This is the worst, the whole night goes by and you feel tired like you haven't slept at all.

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>>6601537

>tfw i'm literally going to be working on two sites again within the next week
i don't want to cam anymore, but if i can make 500~1000$ a day doing it for awhile longer i can get everything i want, and be done with it already.

>>6601543
<3 yay :3

>>6601546
NEVER FORGET
1945-04-30

will strip naked in a skype call

>>6601548
As long as it can fund what you need to move on, it's not necessarily a bad thing, yeah.

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>>6601529
haim are my waifus pls do not post my waifus without my permission ty

>>6601530
ohh i mean idk, like...........i can't speak to your moms experience, and if you can manage decently without them you should probably avoid them??
i absolutely abhor the idea of having to take medication to be a function person but such is life, lol
but i mean like you could always take them temporarily until you're in a better place i guess??, like idk regular therapy would probably also help? i mean idk, just like dont be completely turned off to taking them i guess, bc you can always stop taking them after awhile, especially if you get to a point where you're happier with urself and ur life
>>6601548
get the money, but yeah you should bail on that lol
>>6601554
would i have to come on cam??

>>6601554
Kate pls you're high

>>6601556
only if you want to bb

Now I'm envisioning a drawing of the Berlin Wall where Reagan is like "Mr Gorbachev turn down this wall" and it's a huge communist rave party on the east side
>>6601547
Yeah but I got some good shit written down in that delirious haze where I can't tell what I'm spelling and turn pages of my diary into ink mud

>>6601554
Why not just go the whole way and just start camming, make some dollarydoos out of it.

>>6601557
ikr

>>6601554
as much as i like the idea of talking to someone on skype
i'm not going to add you for your sake

you'll regret it

>>6601546
What if
communazis?

>>6601559
okay
yeah my skype is sailoressmercury

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>>6601554
No one wants to see your blubber flailing around.

>>6601561
nah it's just not the same all cold and corporate

>>6601564
I'LL regret it?
nigga
do you know who I am?

>>6601568
y-yes

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>>6601546

>>6601567
speak for yourself

>>6601567
>she falls over
see pic related

http://desu-usergeneratedcontent.xyz/gif/image/1457/80/1457804810437.webm

>>6601567
There's "body positivity" and then there's unhealthy delusions

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>>6601572
socialism is love
<3

>>6601577
holy shit how far did they fall

>>6601582
two stories iirc

shitty israeli building designed poorly (now illegal design)
apparently sagged in the centre of the floor after they removed the walls below (which were a stopgap from stopping the building from collapsing)
eventually the wedding took it down

LMAO
THE ABSOLUTE MADWOMAN

>>6601587
ikr she's nuts

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>>6601589
gotta b krossfaded

>>6601589
Kate, how would Puru feel about this???

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>>6601567
I want to throw up.

>>6601586
did they died

>>6601586
fucked up sempie

>>6601595
currently she feels
alseep

>>6601586
Ah... Bad architectural designs. In France, the worst story that comes to mind was what happened at the Pailleron middle high school in 73. Steel structure building. A pupil turned the whole thing to rubble in a few minutes with a single can of gasoline...

>>6601597
>>6601599
many did, but surprisingly few considering

i can't find out definitively, but i think that kid at the start of the video died
nothing worse than the death of a child ;_;

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>>6601586
>wedding

https://www.strawpoll.me/10807256
https://www.strawpoll.me/10807256
https://www.strawpoll.me/10807256

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good morning!

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>>6601596
You're just jealous you're half the women she is.

>>6601605
>tfw level 2

>>6601601
This isn't bad though. It makes bad look good.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Versailles_wedding_hall_disaster

>>6601605
I voted 9 as a joke but for real I'd draw the line at 5-6
basically anyone who asks

if I was a little more mentally stable right now then 2

>>6601605
proven level 5
>tfw the only one

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>>6601606
Morning Korra.

>>6601608
I'm not even a 1/16th the women she is.

>>6601615
I was gonna skype you naked before but you didn't answer ;~;

>>6601605
I'm basically a 5-6.
It depends if they are a nice person though.

Pretty much this: >>6601614

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>>6601616
I am sure we can pack you in one of her butt cheeks.
Have a video of Christine Weston Chandler twerking.

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>>6601605
degenerates

>>6601621
the funny thing is that cwc makes perfect tumblr material

>>6601608
Well how big is she
>>6601621
>chris-chan twerking
I knew there couldn't be a god

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>>6601621
Fuck, why does this exist.

>>6601623
b-b-but most people said partner/close friends only ;~;

a-am I a degenerate?

>>6601619
my skype didn't make any noise, sorry. i'll answer if you call again but be clothed dude.

>>6601605
I suppose stripping in front of a student crowd puts my all time high somewhere between 7 and 9. Watching a few hundred male jaws drop when they realized one of the pretty girls making out on stage wasn't anatomically correct was worth it, though. I think I left some with permanent mental scars that night.
These days, it would be 2 for full frontal nudity, though. I've posted pics of my vagina, just not with my face.

>>6601629
>be clothed
no dice

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>>6601628
anything higher than 2 should be institutionalized

>>6601633
seriously? why? I wanna hear your accent

>>6601636
oh :3
I'm not degenerate then :3

>>6601636
I already have. Not for that, though.

>>6601636
I'm not going to argue with this

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>>6601623
Do you know where you are?

>>6601625
I think that's the secret to his longevity as a lolcow.

>>6601627
CWC exists to reminds us that trannies are, and always will be, a laughing stock to the society at large.

>>6601633
>>6601629
LMAO

>>6601636
Isn't naturism a German national institution, though? Every time I saw ugly old naked hikers while working, they always were German. Easy to tell because only Germans would wear Birkenstocks with white socks. Even when otherwise naked.

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>>6601648
I wonder how much it would cost to have him Assassinated.

holy shit kato is so high

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>>6601650
nudity seems to be a predominantly eastern german thing.
Id institutionalize those too tho

>>6601648
I am painfully aware

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>>6601654

>>6601656
east germany > worst germany

>>6601650
they even have songs about it
https://vimeo.com/111195178

>>6601655
I told you it's just sleep deprivation :P

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>thinking about what will happen when i go to see my colorist who is also my friend this coming week
>hear "edie is beautiful, and whenever we're done with her color it looks great, but....
>she will NEVER be happy with her hair color. ever."
>hear "she will NEVER be happy with her hair color" echo softly in the corners of my mind
>mfw

should i just use a box color and get it over with? ;___;

>>6601664
you're a dork. you should get some sleep.

>>6601667
>should i just use a box color and get it over with? ;___;
no

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>>6601663
>>6601663
>east germany > worst germany

lmao
the west laugh about the eastern peasants.
and the eastern peasants come here to work cause its shit.

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>>6601654
You can't assassinate the creator of Sonichu!
And even if you did can you do the same with Bruce Jenner, Stephonknee (or how ever it's spelled) or the next crazy idiot who decides to jump on the tranny train?
This bearded beaner is the White House first "Trans White House LGBT Liaison". At this point it all turned into a big joke.

>>6601656
>I am painfully aware
I guess introspection is hard for others.

>>6601668
nah after the weed's worn off I'll be back awake again
sleep is for lesser beings

>>6601667
no :(

>>6601663
>>6601671
What about Bavaria and Bavarians?

>>6601671
i mean east germany pre-anschluß
the treuhand did a pretty good job selling literally anything that wasn't nailed down for well under value

>>6601671
Kaiserreich was best Germany obvs

im soooo
bored
who wanna do something
im up for a lot

>>6601667
If you can reasonably afford a colorist, no reason to switch to boxes.

brain's basically back at a billion miles an hour again
nice while it lasted

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>>6601681
overwatch

>>6601673
nooo sleep is the best

>>6601684
>vidya
t o p
c o p

>>6601605
/level 1/'s report in

>>6601669
>>6601674
>>6601682

;______________________; BUT SHE'S GONNA YELL AT ME

>>6601685
sleep is the worst
you can't get anything done when you're asleep
put it this way: if you didn't need to sleep, would you?

>>6601678
Ah yes, East Germany produced so many amazing, world class goods such as... the Trabant? Shitty Commie Blocks?

>>6601681
https://www.fsf.org/blogs/rms/20140407-geneva-tedx-talk-free-software-free-society/

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>>6601677
generally considered to be incest villages.
its still considered to be WAY better than the east though

>>6601678
>>6601680
I think it was pretty balanced around 1900. I prefer Prussia culturally tho

>>6601692
hey, the DDR built awesome walls
Trump could use a few pointers

>>6601667
for a second I thought you said box cutter and I was like JESUS that reaction is not proportionate

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>>6601689
suck it up u lil pussy u see meaner stuff here daily :(

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do u think pic related is true mtfg?? what r your opinions on this information i have posted to share with (you)

>>6601689
too bad desu
also, she's kind of right and you know it; lmao
and HONESTLY, there isn't really anything wrong with that, if u wanna dye your hair you can lol
she probably appreciates it more if u let her do it, than if you use a box dye

>>6601667
Colorist isn't even a real word. You're trying to pull a fast one at scrabble, I know your type.

>>6601667
Back to blue

>>6601691
maybe. idk. i have nightmares every time i sleep, without fail. but if i didn't have nightmares and it was just about wasting the time, then yea totally. it feels good. and that's all that matters.

>>6601689
Be gracious and laugh through it.

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>>6601694
phie <3 when I go on vacation to Germany I'm visiting (You) first

>>6601694
>Prussia
Press F to pay respects

>>6601692
they went from getting the bombed ruins of the 'shit bit' of germany post-war and the soviets taking everything they could carry back to sovietland to reasonably stable economic growth

then they decided to stop existing and now are a dumping ground for asylum seekers from america home made's wars

>>6601700
Sounds more like infatuation.

>>6601701
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/colorist
>>6601703
baka, dont tell her that

>>6601704
well I don't think sleep is worth it
I'm gonna clean my room

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Soo yeaaa this happend to my arm last night

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>>6601710
>mirriam webster

>>6601713
ahhh
howd that happen :c

>>6601708
...due to the Soviets wanting their little puppet state to be as economically strong as the West was.

And it didn't even work. East Germany was generally poorer than West Germany and still is.

>>6601713
rip

>>6601709
so then whats love??
look @ this
>http://psych2go.me/post/147689481702/49-random-psychology-facts
>You can only feel romantic love for about a year, after that it’s attachment love.

what do you make of that?
>>6601714
but on your goddamn trip homura
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colorist
http://www.dictionary.com/browse/colorist

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>>6601706
yay <3

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>>6601697
>>6601703

;-;

>>6601701

i-it is too a word!! i have a colorist, and a stylist. my colorist literally told our friend that i will never be happy with my hair color and the stuff i greentexted earlier and she's just gonna get mad at me again for coming in and aHhhHHH

>>6601698
>>6601700
>>6601705

;___________________________;
BUT IT'S DIFFERENT WHEN IT'S AN IRL FRIEND WHO HAS LITERALLY CHANGED MY HAIR COLOR 3 TIMES IN THE LAST 3 MONTHS YKNOW LOL

>>6601715
My bf likes to bite and gnaw hahah
My neck is worse

>>6601721
>BUT IT'S DIFFERENT WHEN IT'S AN IRL FRIEND WHO HAS LITERALLY CHANGED MY HAIR COLOR 3 TIMES IN THE LAST 3 MONTHS YKNOW LOL
lmao no its not
have the people i hang out with irl make fun of all of my eating and drinking habits; its just friendly playful talk lol

>>6601722
oh i thought it was bad :p
as long as u like it

>>6601721
I know your types, you just made that wikipedia page yourself.

>>6601716
the average wage (factored for purchasing power for consumer commodities) was consistently higher than that of the united kingdom, and a few other western countries

but soviet subsidies for eastern germany were gradually being wound back anyway (part of the reason they had large schemes to electrify their rail network, etc)

post-socialism conditions have not entirely recovered either (although it hasn't fared as badly as other former-socialist countries)
they still have a silly high unemployment rate, and many people (particularly the unskilled) have been left in a worse position

>middle of progesterone cycle
>tits are really tender
I feel like a real girl

>>6601724

;_____________________________;
i mean i guess i have been paying her like 300~400$ each time, so it's not like she totally hates it... bUT STILL. i'm gonna call today to make an appointment i guess. i just don't want her to yell at me!!!!

>>6601726

;____________________________________;

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>>6601725
Yea it feels good in the moment,
but then i regret it when i remember i need to walk around work with hickies like a highschooler

>>6601734
that's the hottest part bb

>>6601733
Look at it another way. She'll probably hate it more if you do it with boxed dye...

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>>6601738

oh i know, she's already yelled at me for using box dyes in the past ;_; in this pic on the left she did one session of color stripping, and on the right was the finished product when she took me from black hair to ginger. it took 7-8 hours. she's literally the most talented colorist within 200 miles of where i am and i'm lucky to know her and all that. i just know she's constantly side-eyeing me for changing my hair color and being so indecisive ;__;

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>>6601734
Maybe it's time to go even further.

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>>6601737
More like the most embarressing part senpai

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>tfw cuddle time with cutie in hospital bed is the best
what's the rest of you doing ?