/mtfg/ Transgirl General

Anyone here accepting applications for beta orbiters? I only ask that you are somewhat cute and throw me a figurative bone by reciprocating the attention every now and then, even if it is in a derisive/rude manner. Other than that I am a standard orbiter and will occasionally buy you Steam games.

memes

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Reminder you're all princesses

nim is a nimrod

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>>6546170

tru

>>6546112
Is $10 for three panties expensive or cheap? Is it a japanesse meme? It sounds like an okay price for everyday stuff to me...

>>6546178
that's pretty cheap

What's everyone up to ladies? I'm out with a friend at a concert and don't feel like living trash for the first time in awhile

>>6546170
As long as you're actually pretty if you put the effort.

>>6546181
a-are we judged by the underwear we were at home? is that a societal standard?

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>>6546188
Nothing really, my parents are here for the next couple of days so I can't do anything fun

>pic
That captcha was not fair

>>6546167
eww go away virgin >>r9k, we only bend over for chads

>>6546199
Nice CAPTCHA

>>6546167
fucki'd be down for an orbiter i'm a fucking tweeb tho and will feel ba if shit is expensive

>>6546167
If I might ask, why are you looking to become a "beta orbiter"? It seems like a strange sort of social position to pursue.

First for [random snarky comment about shit that sets off dysphoria]

>>6546218
I always like talking about ugly vaginas to get that
>tfw no vagina
feel going

>>6546217
it would be nice to be wanted in any capacity for once

>>6546224
But an orbiter is by definition not openly wanted. Why don't you try getting friends?

>>6546203
You clearly don't understand what an orbiter is.

>>6546212
What's your Steam ID?

>>6546217
I'm just really desperate for any minuscule amount of female attention.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U04TzSyxz4U

how does this video make you feel

>>6546229
http://steamcommunity.com/id/stacylightningtits

>>6546224
>to be wanted in any capacity for once
Join the army faggot and stop being a beta orbiter.

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>>6546223
;-;
>Tfw the only thing semi feminine about me is my hair and that doesn't even pass

Also on a happier note not important is a confirmed trans girl

>>6546238
>tfw you only have height going for you
JUST FUCKING KILL ME

>>6546236
>Says the chaser in a transgirl thread

>>6546238
who is not important? :O

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>tfw you relate to poetry

>>6546244
>Wanting to be a ghost tranny
Stop it!

Reminder you're all beautiful and I love you all.

>>6546256
pls dont go full stacy red

>>6546263
I'm so jealous of that lifestyle and the looks though! I want to be the popular girl!

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>tfw drunk cubby qt native girls comment on how thick you are and grab your boobs

>>6546211
We have the same name.

>>6546252
The main character from the "masterpiece" known as hatred

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qV3PhvCf_Jg&app=desktop

>>6546224
>>6546229
That sounds like you lead pretty lonely lives. I hope you'll work your way out of the rut that your upbringing has left you in. It can't be easy.

>>6546269
Nice :) that's pretty cool

>>6546266
but at what cost

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>>6546277
No its not, im going to kill you off.

>>6546267
can i beta orbit you and buy you steam games and diapers

who is the least insane trip

who is the most insane trip

who is the nicest trip

who is the cutest trip

who is the most literally who trip

>>6546234
Looks like you have pretty good taste, what are you looking for in an orbiter aside from free shit?

>>6546266
>tfw stacy red will never laugh in your face when you ask her out

>tfw you're losing your mind.
Scenarios in dreams are coming to the forefront while I'm awake.
I often forget those things didn't happen for a moment while recollecting.
I often zone out for a bit before realizing it was just a dream
>tfw I start yelling at a show I'm watching b/c I confused the characters with another series.
I was confused AF when none of the characters from 'Better Call Saul' weren't in 'Mr. Robot'
.....and, for a moment, I thought they had deviated from the main plot for way too long before I realized they were two separate series.


What's Happening To Me, /mtfg/?

>>6546271
>tfw this was my life plan during repression

>>6546286
This is a trap.

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>>6546284
I'm down with that desu

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>>6546285
No, that is a privilege

>>6546266

being popular sux

>>6546303
we're all traps here

>>6546300
Are you sleeping well?

>>6546305
dangit

>>6546300

wait are you on progesterone now?

>>6546300
pls go see a doctor

>>6546311
8-10 hours every night.
I'm still in a constant fog from my SSRI I can't quit...
Yet, I Dont suspect it has anything to do with this.
But its like my mind is unraveling.

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>>6546286
I probably should not answer this.

>>6546304
Then let my will be done.

>>6546309
What? I'm like a real transwoman! Not some skinny rainbow kneehigh stocking wearing cock showign degenerate

>>6546314
Mmhmm
My tots already gained a cup & fat is finally distributing proper.
>>6546315
I move to a city with shrinks in it, in about 2 months.
All that aside... I've always seen my body as a means of moving about & accomplishing tasks, rather than 'me'.
I know I'm detached in not so great ways.

>>6546256
Same desu

>>6546325

yeah, it's the progesterone.

>>6546326

why bother tho

>>6546286
grace is the cutest

>>6546326
When are you gonna write a book about all you sexual adventures Red?

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>tfw this book speaks for me
Flying to Portland. Anyone there wanna meet up?

>>6546280 #
I might have to give up my nice and giving personality....
Maybe I'll just be Red
>>6546291 #
I've gone on dates with some eccentrics though...
>>6546306 #
I can handle it

>>6546266
You tried that life red, you know what it did, stoppppp itttttttt :p

>>6546286
>who is the least insane trip
pleb
>who is the most insane trip
angie tbqhwy. still cool af tho.
>who is the nicest trip
SHEEN!
>who is the cutest trip
lauren, but i guess gfs don't count, but fuck it.
>who is the most literally who trip
sass :^)
>>6546288
uhh, a friend? agree with me about my appearance plox. send me recordings of things to fuck around with pls. i dunno. like talking about music? honestly i can't initiate a conversation to save my life tho.

>>6546273
>implying there was anything wrong with my upbringing

>>6546334
Faye is in love with red now.
>>6546329
Really?

>>6546333
>that poem
ode to the whore

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When you do tell a guy that you're trans?

>>6546333
im in portland

not sure what wed do though...

>>6546338

yeeeepppp. how high are your estrogen levels? you're taking 200mg of progesterone, right?

>>6546340
yo fampai, i got a dick.

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>>6546333
You're just kinda a whore.

>>6546340
First thing, you dumb faggot.

>>6546338
I do love red yes, in love is more for relationships

>>6546320
Oh! I forgot to buy rainbow over-knee socks. Thanks Sass.

And here I thought my wardrobe was nearly adequate!

>>6546340
As early in the week as possible so he has time to set up dates with ciswomen by the weekend.

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>tfw 1 month to go until university
I'm gonna get bullied for being a tranny

>I see the girls walk by, dressed in their Summer clothes
>I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

>>6546208
people think you're a psycho because you randomly lash out at people and say crazy shit

which is p much the colloquial definition of a psycho

>>6546338
Hiiii
>>6546334
Well...it would be nice to get even more male attention. I can handle the "damn"s and "mamacita" I hear on the street.
>>6546332
Soon. Already published my own poetry
>>6546329
Because...I just want to fulfill a role in my life!

>>6546343
100mg for the time being.... I had been for over a month before swapping to injections 2.5 weeks ago..
I'm going to get checked in a couple weeks.


Also, I'm craving men.
Like, being manhandled, fucked, & dominated by a stinky boy. Ha
... Even though they disgust me on every intellectual level.

>>6546350
just bully them back for not being a tranny

>>6546333
im reading about rupi kaur right now and my god she just seems unbearable to be around

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>>6546350
Conservative university? Or is it just full of cunts?

>>6546340
whoops, i thought that said how lol. just tell them if you are getting cool be like i got a dick onceyou reaize that it might work

>>6546354
H-hi

>>6546353
What's something crazy i said?

>>6546208
youre not a psycho

even if you did try to kill my bluebird

you are a cutie though

>>6546357
Yeah, but I gotta read this stuff.
I'm always reading

>>6546354

why not fulfill a diff one doe

>>6546355

last questions. what's your injectable estrogen dosage, and are you taking the progesterone at night?

>>6546336
Pleb! OMG! I literally can't even with you !

I mean I basically -b u i l t- this site from the ground up with Moot!

I give you guys daily fresh OC, funny cringe greentext, I dazzle you with dank memes and I always know when to use stale copypasta and somehow this is not enough for you.

The worst thing is like everybody is literally saying, who the fuck is Sass!

Please vote in muh strawpoll
http://www.strawpoll.me/10446676

>>6546337
If you're starved for female attention, your upbringing failed you in a fundamental way.

Don't take that as an indictment of your parents, teachers, friends, etc... It's a not at all uncommon issue boys face. And it's an ugly one.

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hi mtfg
how are you

>>6546346
Jeeze, what an astute observation
>>6546341
Whatever you like bby

>tfw you're gonna have to put effort into your appearance now in order to pass
i dont like this

>>6546347
Tbqh, idk if ive ever 'loved' rather than been in love.
Yet, I digress... I'm broken, friends, etc.
It's a lost emotion to me

>>6546371
nervous

>>6546365
I would still kill that fucking bird.

>>6546371
did you have a good nap? assuming thats what you were doing

>>6546373
uhhhh idk what that means, im not good at figuring out things to do

>>6546350
On the other hand I can't wait to go back to university so I don't have to deal with my parent's bullying me for being trans

>>6546371

I had a pretty good day except then I went outside and saw a bunch of good-looking girls and my mental state rapidly deteriorated. But now I'm home and about to dig into some cheesecake. Awwright.

>>6546370
I disagree. Not sure how else I'm supposed to take a criticism of my upbringing aside from a criticism of my parents, teachers, etc.

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>>6546367
Morning with my Cypro
1ml 10 mg

>>6546379
but he was innocent

>>6546373
вapвapcкий

>>6546300
>>6546300
>Scenarios in dreams are coming to the forefront while I'm awake.
are you taking prgesterone

>>6546369
i did that just for this pasta!

>>6546364
this >>6546284
it may be a joke but its not one most people would even consider making hence it comes off as crazy sounding

>>6546340
Take him to gay bar.
He's going to say:
Wtf?, I'm no faggot!
And then you say:
-You have a problems with gays
Then he says:
-what? No, but I don't like men.
So you end this with:
-Well, have I have something to tell you, faggot!

>>6546374
You have to put effort into your appearance all the time if you don't want to look like crap. I've been living full-time as female for like a year now and it's really second nature to me.

>>6546167
I don't feel right with the idea of coercing people into buying me stuff that I can afford for myself.

>>6546391
Well at least im cute at least.

>>6546366
im trying to teach myself to read recreationally but it's really hard

>>6546388
lmao i'm so slow

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>>6546384
>Injection

Jesus fucking Christ you are brave

(Needles make me nauseous)

>>6546375
Love is complete acceptance of someone, maybe you shared a moment with them that was special, maybe they changed you for the better, most of the time I love people in my life more then my own family.

>>6546388
Lol
>>6546314
I guess I got my answer.
Yay more crazy pills.

>>6546374
Same

i fucking hate being a chaser so much, i feel like i should just kill myself

can you girls please talk me out of it?

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>>6546377
what's wrong nim?
>>6546380
mostly crying but a little sleeping
it was okay
>>6546382
Cheesecake always makes the dysphoria go away

>>6546402
yeah ik, lol
see>>6546398

>>6546393
>You have to put effort into your appearance all the time
time to become a hikki!

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I love y'all that have survived rape
We can survive beyond it!

>ywn be a bargain bin Trish that has a band just because you look hot enough
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XksJcCy6ESA

>>6546384
>>6546402

>cypro
loool ok that all makes sense. progesterone induces an intense form of lucid dreams in a lot of women. cis women specifically. usually pregnant women. the reason it's getting to you more is cause you're taking it daily and cypro has a form of progestin in it. since it also tanks your testosterone and you're doing 10mg shots (i'm guessing every week?) your levels are EXTREMELY high from what i'm gathering, which you'll probably find out when you get your levels checked. i know the progesterone stuff is nice, but prog in particular will literally drive you crazy. i went through this EXACT same thing really badly myself and the walls between reality and my dreams completely shattered for awhile. everyone here basically told me to stop taking it and ya. i'm on injections weekly as well and i have naturally high estrogen and low T, so i only need to take 100mg of spiro and i'm where you're at. you have to ask yourself whether a boost to your tits and ass is worth your sanity before continuing tho.

Remember kiddos, if you're taking Internet progesterone, take it at night because it'll make you crazy, or just get a script for it, the real stuff doesn't do that to me

>>6546407
Do you keep your butt clean and like to bottom?

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>>6546390
U did it for me! :3

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>>6546399
Fuck needles nigga.

>>6546407
No fucking kill yourself faggot.
You degenerate.

>>6546409
Morning ^^

>>6546413
Everyone will end up killing themselves because of it. No reason to wait any longer.

>>6546413
thats a pretty dumb and simplistic poem for such a strong subject, and im saying that as a rape victim myself

>>6546396
If you're cute you can get away with pretty much anything. But doing so makes you sort of a psycho.

>>6546393
ive never put an effort into my appearance though

>>6546409
i made an appointment with a gender counselor so now someone will know im trans irl

its a scary feeling

>>6546394
Is it really coercion if I'm actively asking for openings?

>>6546416

i've taken both prescription progesterone pills in 200mg as well as susten, and they both do it. it just happens to some people.

>>6546286
idk about the rest but I'm defs least insane

>>6546407
>>6546407
Go get a cis gf or a cis bf.
Will change your life

>>6546413
Rape made me a better person

>>6546418
ya

>>6546422
Well only sorta.

>>6546421
That's exactly what I though, I felt nothing reading it

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>>6546407
become a girl instead

>>6546416
it just makes me nauseous

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>>6546411
see
>>6546075

>>6546415
>whether a boost to your tits and ass is worth your sanity
do you even have to ask? how much sanity do you think the regular poster here even has?

>>6546429
Nice. ASL?

>>6546383
It's an indictment of your culture. Which shouldn't come as any surprise. The way you give special importance to female attention tells a very common story of feeling that there is something lacking in you that they possess to give you.

Women do not possess a special power to complete you. It's something you have to explore in yourself before you'll get better than this.

>>6546430
It really depends on where you try it, I think.

>>6546426
im not insane though

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>>6546374
>getting ready to come out to family and friends
>talking with my dad about it who is having some trouble understanding the entirety of the issue even though he's clearly trying very hard
>"it would be weird to see you coming downstairs in the morning in a dress"
Well fuck wouldn't that be weird anyway
Mom only ever wears dresses to church and formal events
>still gonna have to worry about passing
>still on the masculine side of androgynous
>parents want me to come out because tiddies

>>6546394
>Not wanting free pizza.
I swear there are things I don't understand about you, Joanie!

>>6546436
21/Male with bitch hips/American South

>>6546419
4u
>>6546442
same desu

>>6546358
Nah I made extra sure to not choose a uppity university. Idk I get bullied a lot. My plan is to avoid my classmates as much as possible

>>6546423
it's gonna be okay nim, they're a gender counselor, they're there to help you
>>6546420
hi chara, sup?

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hi

>>6546449
Male with bitch hips is my favorite gender

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>Tfw your stats suck in Pokemon go

>>6546336
>angie
Thanks pleb <3

>>6546434

lmao tru
idk. all i'm going to say is that HRT outside of the "norm" talked about frequently (i.e. a standard AA like spiro or cypro, or reg forms of estrogen) are not something you should mess around with lightly...and the few times i've messed around with prog + dutasteride etc i've dumped people i cared about because i was going crazy and i just couldn't deal with anything anymore and i felt weird all the time. it's just not worth what little sanity anyone here even has in my opinion if you have negative side-effects like i've had.

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>>6546456
omg hi !! hello !! your run was cool !! I hope you're doing well

>>6546454
I have a fiending for beef jerky right now.

>>6546425
Which kind? I should say micronized progesterone fucks me up and it's a common side effect of it, and the one they sell on inhouse, a good doctor would hear these symptoms and switch you to medroxyprogesterone.

>>6546453
Well I hope it works out for you <3

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>tfw your lovers make you feel this way

>>6546454
Grace I'm going to find nice places to go in Portland for you

>>6546456
oh wow! hi

im proud of you!

>>6546449
Nowhere near me. Good luck on the chase.

>>6546075
>>6546433
hmmmm
not with makeup, not really, you can emphasize your other features with makeup, but to hide your chin really it'd be with a haircut i think, but that'd hide your jaw also this
https://youtu.be/wZiHDHHa3EU

>>6546462
Thanks, I was nervous and scared the entire run :(

>>6546449
I'm a GRITS.
Texas :3

>>6546443
>live on my own
>just told parents
>never gonna say anything to rest of family
>just gonna fail boymode at a family gathering one day
>>6546440
>Women do not possess a special power to complete you. It's something you have to explore in yourself before you'll get better than this.
This is massive bullshit. if someone is depressed because they have no gf then getting a gf will likely cure them, it's common sense. Telling them "love yourself first" is a useless platitude.

>>6546464

susten is micronized P and the script version i took was stronger/better for sure, but also micronized. and a lot of ppl i know hate medroxy as well. i'm js the most common form a lot of ppl take is micronized and it's what gets prescribed by a lot of docs, and that's the kind of prog you'll get on adc or inhouse etc as well.

>>6546464
I cycle susten from adc
ten days a month, if I take it in the morning I feel nausea
if I take it at night I'm fine

>>6546480
Yah that was what she was going to give me butttt I told her about the drunk feels, and she was like that's not good take this

Now it's better.

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>>6546467
You should come back when I come up ! It would be a lot of fun! I hope you have a good time
>>6546463
Jerky doesn't sound bad rn desu
>>6546476
we kinda expected that, someone found your twitter and then i legit started crying out of empathy/sympathy
i tried to donate to you so i could give you a message of support but i dont think they read mine lol
i couldnt stay up for the full thing, did it have a good finish?
we had a lot of respect for you tho, you were really brave!

>>6546478
I'm in Mississippi, so we're actually many hours away.

>>6546476
which run was yours?

>>6546075
oh>>6546433
i found this too

http://stylecaster.com/beauty/how-to-make-long-face-look-shorter/

>>6546487

yeeee i mean if you can get a script for the other kind of prog then by all means. ppl with high estrogen or prolactin levels tho are more likely to experience the drunken feels and the high that comes along with it, anddd i'm guessing that's the catalyst for the crazy fucking dreams some ppl have lmao

>>6546413
It did end me.
It ended my childhood
It made me detest who I was
It made me ashamed
It destroyed my faith
It made me feel unlovable
It made me unable to communicate with my parents.
And I could not speak
And I could not recall
And I was
Alone
A pariah

Some things are worse than death.

>>6546489
That was the worst speedrun I've done in months. I had to abandon the 8 day route and snitchbugs messed me up big time on distant spring.

I'm glad the response was so positive though.

>>6546500
My levels were like 2500 and I should just now getting to a normal level by this week

I was such an idiot not getting blood work done

am i the only tranny that's had an okay life so far

my only big trauma is that my dad died when i was young

>>6546496
I ran Pikmin

>>6546506
>tfw not intersex

>>6546507
I've never had any trauma desu
life's pretty gud

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>>6546505
Ah, I was hoping it would get better after the practice run that didn't go so well
and yeah there was no way it wouldn't be positive
regardless of how well you performed you were still being braver than most people would be, myself included, and going after something that was a dream of yours for a good cause
you gave it your best and i hope you feel good about that <3

>>6546413

i'm pretty sure the point of that poem was to highlight that you'll never be whole again for as long as you live tbqh. which is depressing af idk i don't see the joy there

>>6546506

WELL THAT'S WHAT U GET FOR INJECTING FUCKING 40MG A WEEK AND POPPING PILLS LEFT AND RIGHT LMAO

>>6546507
>Am I the only [insert anything here]
No, you're not.

Would you guys stop saying "desu" already! God dang!

>>6546517
NIGGA

>>6546517
desu senpai

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https://youtu.be/tR9vnrlsQ3c
http://xhamster.com/movies/3301663/a_time_to_screw_tokinero_episode_1_english_dub.html

If ya'll havent watched this shit you need to, the dub alone makes it gold.

>>6546517
im not saying desu im saying desu

>>6546517
4chan automatically turns phrases like desu and desu into desu. its just how it goes desu desu desu

>>6546517
desu baka senpai

>>6546525
>>6546523
>>6546522
>>6546519
HA HA HA VERY FUNNY
Seriously if you all don't stop I'm gonna LOSE IT!

>>6546415
>sanity.
I mean, I started this topic as a discussion point, not expecting answers. Lol.
I kinda already accepted I was losing my mind. Idk.

I stopped caring about my sanity & mental health a while ago, what with no means of repairing it or doctors nearby.

Idk. I'm still just existing rather than living.
I've kinda "broken" myself from yearning for something better. So, I guess its OK.
>>6546416
...... No docs here.
I'm 100% self med.
>>6546401
I think maybe I had someone like that. We were alcoholics together for 5 months until I came out. Then, poof.
Still seems very foreign to me.
The closest I could equate what you're trying to explain is the feelings towards my sister.
>>6546500
>tfw I'm always in a state of not being lucid, before the prog.
I'm on ihp micronized.

>>6546529
i can help you find it again senpai desu

>>6546456
ur a qt :3

>>6546531

well ok...

>>6546532

now that's what i call romance

>>6546507
I've had a good life. Don't pity me. I've had love, I've had tears, I have experienced cold darkness and warm light.

I'm living my life in my own terms. I've made good friends. No one I know hates me or wishes my death.

I still want to see what tommorrow holds.

>>6546472
fuuuck, i need to buy more make up to git gud asap.
>>6546507
i sorta had one, only things were everyone giving negative feedback most of the time and my mom leaving when i was 3. i guess being manipulated by my grandfather and his current wife fucked me up sorta. i've ha a p decend life i shink, i mean i'm not fucking frank mccourt, so i think it's good.
>>6546529
baka desu senpai

>>6546479
My brother, the one who bullied and beat and abused me, who I'm 90% certain is a sociopath or psychopath, who is as far right wing as one can be without being visibly off the rails, found out
I was helping him move apartments and he noticed my bra straps through my shirt, which he brought up to my mom
I'm told my mom had no answer and left it open ended
Ostensibly some time later, but still some time ago (he didn't move too long ago so I'm already feeling lied to), he has another conversation with my mom who (I'm told) repeatedly tells him to talk to me when he asks if I'm trans and says "I knew it"
Now, this story was relayed to me by my dad tonight, making it very clear that I was dramatically lied to at some point in the very recent past
Of course, it's too fucking late to confront him about it right goddamn now when I'm mad about it so it will have to wait until tomorrow when I probably care less
But I'm interested in knowing how long he's thought of me as more than just an effeminate faggot so there will be some coercion and insidious manipulation of the conversation if I can manage or just fucking starting the conversation with it because he's about as blunt as a mack truck when it comes to shit like this
FUCK

>>6546515
B.uttttt I mean... Boobies

>tfw you put everyone in your life through pregnancy with no baby afterward

>>6546514
Grace such a sweetie~

>>6546536
Yup.
Idk why I even come here anymore.
I Dont get anything from it but a means of passing time.
Every once in a while I learn something new.
Neat.

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>>6546472
>>6546499
Ok, thanks! I'll have to try those!

>Go shorter: Truly! If you have an oblong face, don’t be afraid to try out a shorter cut or a “lob.” Short cuts actually help create the illusion of a shorter and wider face.
Hmm, that would explain why putting my hair in a ponytail sometimes makes me feel like I'm a tiny bit closer to passing.
But idk if I want to cut it though. I don't wanna throw out all the progress I've made with growing it out, and I'm worried that my face wouldn't be feminine enough to pull off a shorter cut and I'd look like a boy.

>>6546507
Aside from nobody ever liking me my life was pretty normal. Generally got along with family, spent all day videogaming or cycling.

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There is no difference between being raped and being beaten in an alleyway, except no one will tell you that you might have wanted the beating because you are trans

>>6546535
Haha, sometimes I forget to think positively about myself. The camera setup for the stream made me look really bad.

>tfw no femdom gf with a dick bigger than mine to use and abuse me
I haven't masturbated for two entire hours, hopefully this makes my dick smaller.

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>tfw there's no livestreaming services for djs that are free and also don't suck

>>6546552
There's no difference between rape and actual sex except women reach climax more often during rape.

>>6546559
I'd build one for your love, bby.

>>6546553
we all forget sometimes, thats why we need others to remind us!

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>not trans
>not attracted to trans people
>not interested in the experiences of trans people
>lurk these threads anyway

>>6546553
Aww I just saw some of it, I mean your legs looked bomb, but the lighting was bad. Could still tell you're a qt tho

>>6546570
i once lied to myself too

>>6546560
There is a difference between rape and actual rape, if you're actually raped the female body can shut down the pregnancy!

The Republican Party told me so...

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>>6546521
Thank you so much for this, it's fucking gold.

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I BRING A RARE PEPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>6546538
P R A C T I C E
>>6546550
yw!
well, you can always trim it and just style it short
https://youtu.be/B347qKB9Kag
https://youtu.be/P12ztriVN_Y

>>6546570
Kayla 3.0

>>6546570
Ay that's pretty cool, tell me more about yourself though. What is so interesting here that keeps you?

>>6546560
I applaud your idiocy sir! You have bested /b/ .

I nominate you as moron of the day!

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>>6546564
W-would you?

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>>6546541
Kari <3

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>>6546579
That Einstein Vs Oppenheimer bitchfight in the start ruined my sides.

Daily reminder that I love you all <3

>>6546588
I'd just need a promise of love and cuddles in writing and I'd get to work on it tonight desu.

>>6546585
i dont know, it's like there's this faint bell ringing in the back of my mind, telling me to stay here

>>6546598
>faint bell ringing in the back of my mind
huh... O K

>>6546591
>tfw chasers talking about straight 2d porn in the transgirl thread

Okkkk I'm out

>>6546598
HAHAHAHAHHA ROFL

>>6546611
>Straight 2D porn
I dont even know why this is classified as hentai its clearly a fucking comedy.

>>6546611
The dub's genuinely hilarious, though.

>>6546539
Let me know what they say tomorrow, hopefully it's positive
I worry about being outed via bra straps as well.

>>6546552
ow..what did i walk into
>>6546354
>poetry
link?????
>>6546598
oh im laffin

>>6546592
Thanks, cool girl. That felt good to hear

>>6546598
>faint bell ringing in the back of my mind
Well meme'd sir

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>>6546596

>>6546619
hey beepbeep can i please beta orbit you

so like, from here all i can do is corset training right?

https://unsee.
cc/nezitago/

>>6546627
Okay what features do you want on the site

>>6546413
Sound about right
>>6546501
Now you're being dramatic
I had a very pleasurable rape experience and had to later learn what it was to be base, befouled, blasphemous, broken, defiled, damaged, desecrated, diminished, taboo, tarnished, trash, traumatized, unclean, unlovable, untouchable, used
And that's more than twice as many adjectives as unraped years of life I had

Does attractive male = attractive female?

>>6546631
suck in your tummy and hold it there. there are muscles you can build to shape ur little tummy
>>6546628
huh? why would you want to do that??

>>6546636
I've seen some ugly guys make beautiful women.

>>6546634
Icecast
Free
Up to 20 listeners at 320kbps
Optional video streaming

>>6546636
Ugly boys make pretty girls

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>>6546582
>well, you can always trim it and just style it short
True.
My hair actually isn't very long yet tbqh.
It's like, shoulder length, but idk, I've been trying to grow it and take care of it for a while now, so the idea of doing anything more than a small trim makes me afraid of losing the progress I've made.

But I have thick, curly hair, so maybe it would look better in more of a bob style anyway?
If I have it super long then the top part of it could sorta get crushed under its own weight, right?

>>6546636
I wasn't a good looking male.

>tfw your gf has all the time in the world to shitpost here but can never text you

>>6546635
:3
Wanting a cock inside you and not having it is better than not wanting it inside you and having it anyways, tbqh

So I guess that's a nice thing Ihave going for me when no bf.

>>6546617
I'm not good at problems

>>6546649
Who is your gf?

pls help. i don't know what to prioritize.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10726499

http://www.strawpoll.me/10726499
>>6546582
i'm doing that right now! how many times befor my eyeliner doesn't look like it was one by a drunken 5 year old? also, is gel the easiest? i picked it up cause everyone recc'd it and i was like ok i'll pick up this one.

>>6546649
If you want someone to give you flowers, plant yourself a garden, my friend

>>6546631
oops dropped trip
>>6546639
but my ribs are too far gone aren't they

>>6546651
I think it's better to understand the implications of getting dicks all up in oneself before making any kind of decision regarding having dicks all up in oneself
And of course I don't presume to speak for anyone other than myself because I recognize that my experience is not typical

>>6546655
you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uH0hikcwjIA

>>6546540

your boobs are great desu. just don't overdo it again!!

>>6546545

iktf

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>>6546640
>>6546644
>>6546648
What about the attractive ones? Despite me hating how I looked, before I got fat I generally got attention from women on the rare occasion that I went to a party or bar. And there were even a couple incidents of women on the street approaching and flirting with me. Curiously all the girls that I actually knew avoided me like the plague which is a testament to how much my personality sucks. The strangers who flirted with me also quickly lost interest once I open my mouth.

Anyway the whole thing far from boosting my confidence has long freaked me the fuck out. If women say I'm attractive I must look like pic related right? Some big masculine motherfucker? I want to be attractive to straight men not women.

>>6546649
maybe she is shit at starting conversations senpai. that's why most of my friendships fade away lol.
>tfw your irl friend count is down to three because you can't into starting conversation.
well at least not everyone has given up on me yet!

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NEW POKERMAN

jk
its fake

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>>6546666
no you silly girl
stop being silly or I'll beat u up
if you waist train though they will get smaller

>>6546655
hi joan

>>6546682
https://youtu.be/TdpRmrvim_E

>>6546521
Watched it all. That had some weird shit in it.

>>6546611
I like how you assume I'm a chaser based on absolutely nothing.

>>6546631
I'm sorry to say that you have a tumor in your stomach.

>>6546661
>50/50 split
fuarrrk.

>>6546679
But I don't have a gf/bf. ;_;

>>6546701
she is pregnant dummy

>>6546692
Hi Grace; did any of the robots end up contacting you?

>>6546708
lmao

tfw therapists and doctors think they can live my life better than i can

can someone explain this video to me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47cvM33Y0-8

>>6546711
If you feel the need to complain on 4chan they're probably right.

YOU BAKA BULLY MADE KIWI SAD ;~;

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>>6546649
what do you mean?
>>6546661
eyeliner is hard! i dont actually wear it much because of the shape of my eyes though., gel is more smooth, but is also easier to mess up.
imo, just pick one and get good with it, if you got a gel, just practice with that really.
>>6546647
hmmmmmmmmm okay, i see, i see
thick and curly??
you should look up like the typing for curly hair (2a, 2b, 2 c, 3a, 3b, 3c, etc etc etc) and and then find your type and find what hairstyles work best for your hairtype!
>If I have it super long then the top part of it could sorta get crushed under its own weight, right?
it does a little bit, but it kind of depends honestly
what is it like right now? and what is the difference in length between your hair just hanging, and when you like pull a strand?

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>>6546708
nobody took the boyfriend offer but i did make a friend!

>>6546708
everyone told me the truth that I was an ugly man and should detransition or kill myself

>>6546693
l-lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTfC3YpMDMw

....finishing learning python2, now... Then ruby... Then perl
...and then c & java

Because I finally have enough free time

Why hasn't everyone done this.
Its literally free online.
Only thing missing is strawberry cush and an Ecig

>>6546721
They were just telling you what you wanted to hear. Don't listen to their lies.

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i just watched this documentary on different vanity procedures (fraxel laser, botox, fillers etc) and it kind of like lowkey weirded me out. like the concept of the fraxel itself is actually amazing to a degree, but it's all so......artificial? and like ... weird. and it's noticeable. like everything people do with those kinds of procedures are so obvious. like you can tell someone's cheeks have filler in them, or that their lips were done or forehead was injected or whatever. i definitely still want my brow/nose/chin done, but otherwise i think i'd just get fraxel literally one time on areas where i have texture issues for hair growth stuff, and then i'd never touch that shit again. like you can accomplish everything else with skincare. idek. mtfg, would you get that kind of stuff done if you had the money? not so much FFS but like tons of fillers and botox etc

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Pokemon go shouldn't be addictive
It's 12:45am and I'm out side with 15 other people trying to catch Pokemon.

Just fuck me up

>>6546731
I'm not good enough for anyone
not even neckbeards

>>6546738
I even feel kind of bad about ffs. I feel it has a purpose beyond making you look better than what you got, and it would help a ton with becoming stealth, but I would feel ultra ashamed whenevr I saw people who knew me before that.
A friend had an aunt that got breats agumentation. Everyone was pretty okay with it, like they didn't even care, but I really saw her as a lesser person.

>>6546739
You made friends, congrats. Go eat some pizza with them afterwards.

>>6546739
I wonder how long until IRL pokemon gyms are setup with badges and everything

>>6546740
Have you lurked arcanine tho? No one is good enough for that people. Models are whoring their body, girls next door as easy girls that fuck anyone, fat women aren't women, and so on. It's like a board for gay people in denial.

>>6546717
is it a boy?

>>6546739
the cops around here play as well

this is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time, I literally did not even leave my house for months at a time and I'm out everyday now.

Why is Pokemon such a strong force in my life? Nostalgia is such a fucking fantastic feeling.

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>>6546742
It's nice to meet new people but I just feel weird running around in the middle of the night catching virtual creatures.

I should be asleep and cuddled next to my bf but I'm not....
:/

>>6546755
go home, bring him an icecream
give him ice cream
tell him you love him and eat ice cream together at midnight

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Anyone want to play chess against me?

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>>6546747
Who knows. The whole capture the flag gyms right now are meh to me. I just want to catch them all really.

>>6546752
It's amazing how this game is changing lives for both good and bad

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>>6546751
yus

>>6546757
I have no ice cream

>>6546763
purchase ice cream on the way to your premises
money can be exchanged for goods and services

>>6546722
>l-lol
Would it be too uncouth to make that song my ringtone?

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>>6546766
Everywhere is closed though and I'm on foot

>>6546761
why not get him to be your boyfriend then???

I just bought in n out for the first time and will eat when I get home.
What is your opinion on in n out?

>>6546771
even mcdonalds?
soft serve ice cream is still ice cream

>>6546768
Only if you don't want to trigger people

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>>6546644
How's this

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>>6546772
Too far away sadly

>>6546716
It's hard to tell, but I think I'm a 3a or 3b.

>what is the difference in length between your hair just hanging, and when you like pull a strand?
I just tried that now, and it was like, an inch, inch and a half longer, I think. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Maybe some time I can show you a pic of my hair, but I don't want to take one right now.

>>6546742

if i'm being 150% honest i kind of feel the same way? at least in the sense that i don't really entirely 100% want to get FFS myself either. it just feels weird. but then i know that i would be much happier with those three things done and i would feel more complete as a person, so. it's just hard cause my mind goes to places i don't want it to when it comes to that stuff and what i feel is expected of us as trans ppl.

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do I pass?

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>>6546778
What's that faggot in the top left doing there?

>>6546781
have you seen the d yet

>>6546775
I would have to drive to that McDonald's and I don't want to drive

>>6546794
You don't ask to see the d until the third date, dummy; do you want them thinking you're an easy woman?

>>6546793
you're the mascot

your username on the site is motorcycledjqueen69

>>6546797
well just go home and hug him anyway

>>6546799
I thought men just showed the D whenever?
I must be finding the wrong guys

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>come here just to see your reaction to the orlando shooting
>end up with an appointment with a gender counselor
how did i get on this ride

>>6546755
>tfw kinda sorta want to Pokemon Go but no smart phone and even if I had one I'm allergic to everything outside and allergies make my brain problems worse

>>6546793
>>6546801
Thats Elanna? What a beauty queen.

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> 0 effort full boymode
> buying shoes
> talk to teller about pokemon go for a few minutes
> ' yeah I want xxx in a size 9 '
> she pauses for a bit
> 'that's size 9 women's, right?'

... Yay?

>>6546806
It was inevitable.

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>>6546806

You were born on it!

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>>6546801
I'm simultaneously amused and horrified. What a terrible mascot ;-;

>>6546808
Pls no hugbox