Sorry if theres a thread for this, i didnt see one.
Im ftm. Been on testosterone for a year. I pass. Transitioning has made me feel better, though i do feel crazy for being trans.
I dont regret transitioning. But im afraid in the future i will. I guess this fear is normal since transitioning is a huge change with permanent aspects.
I dont think ill stop hrt. But does anyone else have fears they will one day regret transitioning? Even if you pass?
Yes but i just think about how my life could have been a shit ton worse if i didn't transition. Just think about all the things about yourself that have changed so far and how you feel about those changes.
>>6532502
You're FtM so there's only like a less than 1% chance that you will so don't worry
>>6532542
How would it be worse?
>>6532502
>Transitioning has made me feel better, though i do feel crazy for being trans.
i feel exactly like this
i only feel like you will regret transition if you transition for the wrong reasons
i do think about it from time to time, but i did feel legit dysphoria and do feel dysphoria so i don't think i will regret it down the road
iktf. But the way I see it I got dealt a shit hand and I'm making the best of it. I'll probably never nix the dysphoria 100%, and I think the fact that I can't definitely "fix" it will be a long-term source of depression for me. If I can't do it in an ideal manner then why bother at all, right? But transition has indeed alleviated the worst of the pressure, so I don't think it's realistic that the ground will cave out from under me when I'm old. Growing into an old woman was just about my foremost nightmare.
>mfw the asshole shitting up the walls of /ftmgen/ is about to come in here
>>6532502
ftm ALWAYS back out because you don't want to turn hairy+bald+ugly like men are, lel. When all is said and done almost 0% of you can actually commit to giving up that female privilege and attention-getting beauty. Being a man sucks eggs and you know it, a man's life is about self-sacrifice. just go off T and get a faux-hawk and call yourself gender queer like all ftm eventually do.
>>6532876
>be me
>j00ish
>all cismen in family are 5'4" manlets at most, with large breasts
>ciswomen in family look hairy and masculine with big noses
>go on T
>look more masculine than my dad
can't wait to be the beta NEET i always dreamed of
>>6532876
I dont worry about that stuff at all