/mtfg/ trans girl general

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post ur timeline~

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>>6490984
So, I wore (pic) a few times with just my thong gaff under it. I loved hitting the used clothing stores in NYC.

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>tfw male with improperly differentiated brain

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>>6491197

Hi. I'm in Austin. It's pretty nice out. Tons of cute people come here to be cute.

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>>6491203
;~~~;

Threadly reminder that you're all beautiful and I love you all.

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>>6491203
pls, not now

I want to suck ufufu's baby estrogen filled nuts

https://unsee.

cc/tozarume/
Any hope of ever passing or should I just repress until the end of days like I have planed?

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>>6491205
also 2 year 5 months right here

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>tfw no qt bf

>>6491205
dang~

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how to get date on okcupid

>get messages from older "straight" or "bicurious" guys whose first or second message is "want to hook up"
>gay guys not interested in a tranny (apparently)
>cis lesbians converse and send a ton of messages, but no intention in dating
>other people tell me I'm fairly attractive and are surprised how I do not get dates

i don't think its my profile. is it just that I'm not "girl" enough, or not "guy" enough? it feels as if ambiguity confuses and i get treated like either a fetish or that "gay/queer friend" girls want

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>>6491221

>>6491228
>cis lesbians converse and send a ton of messages, but no intention in dating
What's up with this?

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>>6491213
>not now
But this is forever

>>6491232
Women love bonding, silly.
I do this too.

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>>6491231

>>6491197
>>6491205
Low test transitioners should be banned from making timelines.

>>6491234
I think you need electroshock hypnosis... So you forget about it forever.

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>>6491234
shut up shut up shut up ;~;
I don't want to feel these feels I don't want to feel like a freak again

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fucking makeup how dose it work?

>>6491215
Face is long but your jaw is small. You'll make it
>>6491237
Never wanting to meet is not bonding

>>6491248
1: Be beautiful and Polish
2: ????

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>>6491240
TECHNICALLY
super high test males make the best girls

>>6491249
It is for lonely chubby ace girls
>>6491251
THEN WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ME!?

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>>6491254
how high was your test?

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New clothes :3

>>6491254
masculine isn't necessarily high test

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>>6491245
You're not a freak. Nobody here is a freak. We're all just natural results of the imperfections of the human reproductive system. At least you were born with all your limbs and aren't mentally retarded.

>>6491244
If only

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>>6491197
December 2015: weak male
July 2016: femboy

>>6491255
Mummy, hi <3

>>6491248
DO you really not pass irl or are you fishing for compliments?

>>6491257
what is high test/low test?

>>6491260
i mean, same af

>>6491244
Hey! You're alive!
How about that electrocshock hypnosis that turns you into a cock hungry slut like in my japanese animated documentaries?

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morning ladies

tell me if I should turn down the guy who wants to bang me, for some reason I feel as though I made a mistake even making a dating profile

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>>6491255
Self medded at first b/c nobody actually qualified in the state :/
??
>>6491257
It is when youre trying to be fem and look like this

>>6491259
>At least you were born with all your limbs and aren't mentally retarded.
this actually gets me because there are people born in far worse situations starving or limbless or whatever and I'm just depressed because I'm not a girl, I feel selfish in a way

>>6491265
High or low testosterone levels

>>6491268
are you going to use enema or are you going to be shitty?

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>>6491259
>and aren't mentally retarded.

I am pretty sure I am on some level
actually had a conversation about that yesterday
in other news: I still want to eat pizza with you ._.

>>6491261
hey bby <3

>>6491269
PAIS tend to have incredibly high test and pass really easily

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>>6491228

okcupid dating tips:

1) download the okcupid app. it'll show you as logged in at all times which gets you more traffic.
2) if a guy mentions anything weird or you get any kind of funny feeling, stop responding immediately
3) make sure your profile is interesting enough to draw people in and has things that the guy can start a convo with
4) only talk to guys you have 75%+ match with, ignore anyone lower than that
5) don't reply if the message is only a few words
6) answer every question he asks you, and always ask your own (but don't be the only one pursuing the convo or asking questions)
7) have at least 5 pics, two of which are with friends, one that's you outside, and two selfies
8) make sure to answer 250~300 questions on okcupid as well, this will def help
9) if you get bored either answer more questions or change up your profile a bit. you'll show up in everyone's feed when you do that.
10) make sure to use quickmatch when you're bored as well. matching with a cute guy gives an opportunity for a conversation.
11) the most important is just be yourself, don't be desperate, and keep in mind that if they're not interested you don't need them. there's nothing less appealing than a girl who sexts a guy on okcupid the first night they're talking, or who just keeps talking even if he's being creepy or an asshole. unless you're making fun of him. in which case troll away.
12 (optional) put that you're trans on your profile. it helps filter out the cute guys who will drop you as soon as they find out.

>>6491268
Do it & regret later
>>6491267
Barely alive.
Police Dont like when you try erasing tax payers
And that's chaser shit, bro.

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>>6491263
joke aside, I struggle with passing.

>>6491269
hey kayla

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>>6491197

>>6491228
My OkC profile is geared towards not getting messages. And it works. It's a leftover from when the site was still mostly a tests and quizzes thing and not the impersonal online dating mess it's now.

Javs have the best porn titles ever
>[ELO341] I'm creepy and live alone. When I called up a cleaning service that only has young wives working for it, I showed her my hard cock and porn collection, and she must've been frustrated, cause she started playing with my cock and she was loving it!

>
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>[HNTV001] Does crampie Seme Freeze in Extreme Minus 40 Degree Weather?

>>6491275
Obv, b/c their body is over producing.
Free T is irrelevant in their stupid shitty bodies

>>6491272
enema of course, I just worry I won't be good enough for anyone to wanna fuck

>>6491278
>Do it & regret later
I'm worried about all of it though, its going to be so awkward

>>6491259
>Nobody here is a freak.
I am. Nothing to do with my being trans, though...

>>6491276
>methods of hunting random cock

>>6491275
You aren't retarded <3
They are checking me for autism so I probs am .____.

>>6491269
You have very small ribcage and shoulders I hope you know that.

>>6491283
STOP INSULTING KAYLA LIKE THAT. SHE DID NOTHING TO YOU.

>>6491280
Just do what I did. Make a lot of money and have a professional cut your face up and make you cute.

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>>6491270
It doesn't make you selfish, but hopefully it gives some perspective. On the list of birth defects that you could have wound up with, a female brain is honestly one of the more fixable ones, and matters less and less after you "fix" it.

>>6491275
I'm p sure if you were actually retarded you wouldn't have ever made it to a master's degree. Also: pizza party when ?

>>6491296
That makes sense

>>6491269
you always talk about being a big men but you're pretty tiny.

>>6491276
>Be yourself = don't be desperate
that's a pretty decent definiton.

I was struggling to put on some tights just now and it made me remember something

>in a dressing room with a girl friend
>I'm trying a skirt on, it's a lot tighter than I realized
>she turns around to get a look at the skirt
>we both notice my bulge at the same time
>awkward laughs and she quickly turns around as I take it off

man that was embarassing

>>6491300
I suppose so, still doesn't make this life any less depressing

>>6491297
Forced perspective
I had a 43" under bust starting out, now I'm a 38". Buying bras is a bitch
I should wear a 40b but 38c's, while cute AF, are painful.
>>6491290
Youre def good enough. I'd hook up w/you as a guy (nohomo)
Truth is, youre gonna be awkward and hate it b/c hookups with boys who haven't melted your heart yet suck.
Just get it over with and move on, never see him again.

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>>6491299
I want to go back to VanDeVen but someone died recently on his table. So I'm kind of scared. He also didn't do a great job with my forehead the first time.

>>6491297
>38"
>small
Are you for real, nigga?

>>6491297
She's also 6'3

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>>6491293

i wouldn't say that. random dick is more tinder.
i've met like........ 3 of my serious, long-term boyfriends through okcupid. with online dating you just want to cast a big net because 90% of the guys you're going to talk to aren't going to be worth your time because they're either just looking for sex, or they're going to fetishize you, or many even have girlfriends already who don't know they're on the site. it's just how it is.
plus like i've said before, i've only ever had sex with like 10 people in my life and i've dated a LOT of men and i've been having sex for almost half my life. dating is fun even if you don't get the dick or end up with them forever.

>>6491304

it only works if the girl in question isn't genuinely desperate tho so idk

>>6491311
Nice barrel chest

>>6491312
Then..... Dont?
All those are bad indicators of where to go

>>6491276
i appreciate the tips you gave me.

the biggest problem i have is that i live in a fairly remote part of my country, where there aren't all that many people to begin with. I'd have to travel at least 50 miles to even see a person I'm remotely interested in. And i've had my fair share of long distance relationships, and boy, those do NOT work. i do not have the funds to travel either. it's just a dead end every time and I end up deleting my profile as a result

>>6491249
>You'll make it
oh ok thanks, sure doesn't feel like it but ok.

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>>6491300
>I'm p sure if you were actually retarded

I feel a lot more dumb and foggy lately tho, also black spots in my memory, even before I went back to drugs. its awkward sometimes.

>>6491314
She could even be 6'5. As long as she's thin it's ok.

>>6491314
I'm 5' 10.5" :(
>>6491316
Edie... Dont make me say it
>"Ltr bf"
4 years is long, a year or less is just a bf... Anything else is a fuckbuddy.
>>6491317
My tots are getting huge & my muscle from work is disappearing... I'm still shrinking & proportions are coming together..
My hips are still aching & growing at night

>>6491311
>Truth is, youre gonna be awkward and hate it b/c hookups with boys who haven't melted your heart yet suck.
>Just get it over with and move on, never see him again.
I guess I should give it a shot. I don't know how to force myself to go through with it. I'm so anti social.

>>6491318
But where else I should go? Facialteam sucks at chin, Americans surgeons are stupid expensive. Thailand?

>>6491329
Get high/drunk... And just Dont think.. Get out the door and on your way before you think.

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>>6491319

do you have any local dating sites or anything? cause if not, then ya...unless tinder works where you are...even tho tinder blows...
i'm sorry. outside of america it can be really hard to use those methods of dating. :/

>>6491328

two LTR's then ;_;
i've met sooo many awesome guys on okcupid, idk. the site has seemed to go downhill lately tho because of the advent of tinder. like all the other sites tried following how the app was made with the swiping and all that other stuff so now a lot of guys use every dating site like they would tinder and it's a mess of "wanna hangout?" and "do you suck dick?" lmao

>>6491333
what if he just wants to hurt me, like preys on trannies online?

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>hrt is working on everyone but me
Cyanide pills when?

>>6491332
A good, non FFS plastic surgeon? Plenty of those who work on chins have serious reconstructive surgery backgrounds...

>>6491337
This image is the embodiment of my existence

>>6491337
I met my fiance on okc
We talked for 3 months before meeting tho.
Heart got melted.
However.
I've had tooons of hookups from okc&pof.
Those were my primary sources of dick

>>6491324
>tfw been feelin this too
and I've never done drugs

>>6491324
It might just be bad memory. You remember stuff better than me and are a lot smarter

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I want to go to facialteam, is everyone here saying they suck?

>>6491340
Conceal carry.

>>6491346
Why do you always complain about being lonely?

>>6491354
B/c my fiance works 13 hour shifts and I Dont have any IRL friends.
I get to see her for less than an hour a day and she's not very talkative after working a long shift.

>tfw down to 119
20 lbs to go :33

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jesus fuck thats a lot of people

>>6491361
Helps when youre cute...

>>6491337
there are some national dating websites, but they cost absurd amounts of money. I've tried one of them, and half were fakes and most of them were men who could've been my dad. The dating websites tend to also be strictly "heterosexual".

tinder is an option, and i've tried it a few times. But again, i get people who live too far away to go by bike, aside from the fact that there is no profile or personality I can view, and people here are quite conservative and homophobic, most likely transphobic too. and then theres the fact that tinder doesnt have the option to select "transgender". just male or female, although i did read that they were working on integrating that in the app.

at least with okcupid i'd have some sort of certainty viewing their profile.

>>6491343
Went there once. He literately told me he wont operate on transgender people.

Also I'm afraid that they don't know how to make male skull - female like.

>>6491361
If I put my profile as visible to straight people I'd probably have that many too

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>>6491276
>have at least 5 pics, two of which are with friends
>two of which are with friends
>friends

>>6491364
I'm probably just going to delete it. My mom fucked me up so bad by always telling me I'm worthless and should be alone.

>>6491351
Susna and reddit love facial team.

Is that you on the photo? See this /mtfg/? This is passing person. She looks like cis woman.

if elanna comes on, someone wish her a happy canada day for me

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>>6491344

kind of same since overwatch._. i'm goin on a trip tomorrow tho so that's somethin. how are you feelin today amy?

>>6491346

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee thoooo you met someone you loveeee
i just think there was more of a possibility of meeting the most qt guy ever before. maybe i just need to move already and use it there.
despite everyone thinking i'm the biggest slut in the world i don't like random hookups and i really prefer dating and getting to know guys/spending time with them and the whole tinder thing gets boring so fast.

>>6491351

they're not bad with everything, no

>>6491361

>tfw

>>6491365

what about meeting guys organically? is that an option at all or are you more of a homebody? cause i kind of am and ye

>>6491370

IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE WITH CLOSE FRIENDS OR ANYTHING, JUST OTHER PPL LOL

>>6491361
>if only

is kayla a 10/10 or smth aaa

though i hear that most cis girls and passing transgirls (focus is on "girls" here) get a ton of attention

>>6491357
Dump her then? She's clearly not fulfilling you emotionally. Really what is the point in dating someone you only see for an hour a day?

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>>6491197

>>6491324
Poor memory doesn't make you any less smart, and I'm going to hazard a guess that the drugs have made it worse.

>>6491374
Happy Canada day! ^^

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this asian whats me to be in a 3 way with her lesbian gf and her
wew lad

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>>6491372
Enough with your bdd

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>>6491374
Canada sucks

>>6491371
God fuckingdamnit
Look, even if youre that nervous;
Talking to the 1 in 100 guy who actually holds a conversation without being lewd can be really nice... Esp if it goes on for over a week.
Online dating apps are originally meany for garnering emotional connections.

Retarded men just see it as a fuckbook

But there are chivalrous ones, I promise.

>>6491311
>38c's, while cute AF, are painful.
How about using a bra strap extender? Or do you have my problem, to much space between the boobs?

>>6491369
Only 17 people dared to message me in 9 years. Can you beat that? And there's always been (normal, not intentionally repulsive) pictures on that profile...

>>6491276
so is it just confirmed that it's impossible to get girls on OKC?

>>6491377
Productive. I got an email back from the psychologist I was looking at, and sent my insurance information to her billing coordinator, and I've got all my information together for food stamps, and I'm about to do my interview as soon as my phone finishes updating.

>>6491372
yeah that's me. okay so no to facial team? shit

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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

>>6491385
So you are saying I'm not right? She looks stunning.

>>6491380
Its called, she's supporting me, I'm unemployed as of a few weeks ago and she's my fiance.
What the fuck is wrong with you.
I'm not in middle school.

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>>6491361
kil lme

>>6491395
Told you. ;)

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>>6491382
>I'm going to hazard a guess that the drugs have made it worse.

yep

>Poor memory doesn't make you any less smart

true but I dont forget like little things, I sometimes seem to not remember whole conversations, Ive no idea if thats normal.
someone I talked to yesterday said it was probably reduced brain function cause of starving, I dunno. its not too bad though, I just hope it doesnt get worse

>>6491389
the dude was lewd the entire conversation and is totally a chaser but at least that means he just wants to fuck so I might do it, I dunno. I feel yucky though. Maybe a nice dress for the date and some lingerie might boost my confidence

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>>6491397
I'm saying that you look a CIS girl too

>>6491377
I haven't been in a group photo since 1999

>>6491394
NO! What I'm trying to say is I don't want to go to facial team because they are do very subtle changes. My chin/jaw needs aggresive reduction.

You on the other hand look amazing so facial team for you is great choice.

>>6491391
I do have that problem... But they're getting huge as well.
Thing is, without a bra, they look perfectly proportional.
With a bra, they look like weird knobs.
I'm hoping they fill out closer as my pecs from working shrink
I've thought about an extender before... Just lazy I guess.

>>6491377
as of 4 months ago, I quit my current study in a bigger city (where I actually found someone to play around with for a time) and moved back in with my parents, in a small, backwards town.

as a result of that, i do not have any friends here and no job/study to meet new people. i went to a gay bar (kind of desperately) to find something to do, but most of them were just old and creepy

im more of a home bird, and im looking for events and such nearby where i /might/ meet new people and make friends, but still no luck. kind of in a depressing situation really

oh and i forgot to mention that the 3 people I /did/ date via okcupid (i've been using it for like, 5 years or something) were completely mental borderline narcissistic people who actually scarred me physically and mentally. which is why I'm cautious to begin with.

>tfw bad exam results incoming
>like future ending bad

What should i do

>>6491409
>I haven't been in a group photo since 1999
same

for the sickos out there.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QCxyns1lrg

>>6491413
im actually venting and showing parts of my personality here

isn't that dangerous to do here fuck

>>6491401
It feels amazing.
>>6491419
I met the boy that likes me on okc. If anyone has a the capacity to like me, you'll find someone. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you Kayla. You'll find a great guy. :)

>>6491422
That's why mtfg was invented.
You being trans isn't a thing.
Youre just a lunatic here.

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>>6491403
Simply not eating enough seems like a good idea explanation, the brain is extremely energy hungry and if you're constantly starving then it's not going to work properly. ;~;

Either way, gotta run, Canada Day plans.

>>6491387
>>6491382
What happened on Canada Day? Maple syrup first discovered?
>>6491399
It's even worse than I thought, not only is the relationship lacking in contact it's being kept alive by money. Look don't get mad at me, I'm just giving my opinion and advice. You are free to do what you want, I don't care of course.

Eaten more than 300g of ham. Lost weight. 74,2 almost 73! (lowest in my entire adult life!).

>>6491422
This is the only place where I really feel comfortable being an open wound, er... book...

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Good night /mtfg/
enjoy your day

>>6491430
Most diets fail paradoxically because the patient attempts to eat too little.

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>>6491393

you can meet women on okcupid, but i don't really know much about it so i didn't speak on it.
and woah that is really productive :3 how long do you think it will take to see the psych? it seems like things are on the upswing??

>>6491409

o-oh. well, it's not mandatory, it just helps!

>>6491413

well fuck. what exactly makes you want to date anyone right now? like it almost seems like this is more of a time to work on yourself and not on other people?

>dad texts asking ke to do something that honestly isn't that hard, but I was still in the middle big being actively sick
>say I'll get to it if I have a chance
>he really needs it done
>tell him I'm really sick and might not have a chance
>"it will only take 10 minutes"
Gotta love that care and concern

>>6491441
..
If she was my wife by now would it make a difference?
Jfc youre an idiot.
I used to work 12's and she was jobless for 3 months. We're co-dependant & very much in love.
I'm going to marry her this year & hopefully start a family in the future.

This is a 6figure, living, emotionally co-dependant family.
You've literally no fucking clue what youre talking about or the back story to any of it.

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>>6491430
have fun bby <3

>>6491447
I am anorexic, not dieting.

>>6491403
Oooh be careful mummy ;~;

>>6491451
Middle of

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So excited. 5 days till HRT!

>>6491403
Not enough ATP will cause reduced brain function. Thing is you should be converting fat to make up for the lack of food intake.

>>6491411
nah im pretty ugly, i think i need just about everything possible.

>>6491351
how old are you? not bad

>>6491467
Tbqfh, it only looks like you could do for an upper lift lip
From what I can see in your photo

>>6491478
>>6491467
Other than that, youre pretty pretty.
But that'd cis you out

if youre really close to passing and look really andro in real life at one year hormones is there still hope? i dont have anything definitively masculine about me and my body is good its just that my face looks like a completely andro femboy or maybe girl. i can look 100% like a girl in photos. people call me mam in real life but i still get some stares because people are trying to figure out what i am

i guess im nervous about it all... do you think another year or two will do me good?

>>6491467
Well I understand. You probably end up even more stunning after that.

But you are in my top tier list along with sophie and rawr.

>>6491430
don't forget to wear your axe body spray for the big day brolanna

>>6491483

makeup + more time on hormones, basically. bam done.

>>6491485
Post tier list?

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>>6491457
I wont die or anything
d/w bby

>>6491462
I dont understand this post anon...

>>6491488
Girls wearing light cologne mixed with a fruity body mist is hottttt

>>6491454
>"You are free to do what you want, I don't care"

>>6491449
No idea, she says she has limited availability so I hope it's within the next two weeks. I hope to be all ready to go and able to apply for disability by the end of July. but that's already a pretty tight time frame, I'd have to get diagnosed and talking to a lawyer in less than a month, and it might take me a few sessions to get a diagnosis.
lawyer should be quick though, applying couldn't take that long, and I have all my medical records in place. all I need the lawyer to get for me is the proof that I dropped out of high school. also might talk to the lawyer about getting public records for my dad's unpaid child support so I can make progress on that.

yeah, things are looking up, I just hope I don't die of boredom by then.

>>6491492
>more time on hormones
Great meme

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>>6491477
old

>>6491478
yeah that's pretty high on my priority list, septum ring/overdrawing my upper lip does a little. I'm just worried about having a permanent rabbit mouthed look or something (pic related)

>>6491500
......
Literally an AutismoIdioso

>>6491494
It's a mental list. I just wanted to let her know how pretty I think she is.

>>6491504
She had injections, tho...

>>6491510
Just make one up

>>6491505
Why is me telling you to do what you want because I don't care autistic? Would you rather I demanded that you dump your gf immediately and stalk you over it?

>>6491457
>tfw when Carol does not call you daddy

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>>6491504
Oh I want that too. My lips are so flat.

>>6491504
how old is old?

>>6491454
Cuck being milked for his money.

>>6491504
Got a lip lift along with SRS, makes a significant difference, but it doesn't look unnatural or weird.

>>6491462
oh shit son takin it back to AP Bio

>>6491521
You're a big girl

>>6491521
play a brass instrument

>>6491517
>"Its worse than I thought"
Is what pissed me off.
Following it up with a nonchelant phrase like that tends to add a tone of snarky, I know better attitude to any paragraph.

>Would you rather I demanded that you dump your gf immediately and stalk you over it?
This has literally happened twice already, I wouldn't put it past any anon.

For fucks sake. You asked why I was lonely, I told you, & you got judgey over it.

Shits done and over.
Let's drop this now, pls.

>>6491521
As an ex cis boy;
I'd not think anything of it & would make you my gf.
Nohomo

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ok now this is fun

>>6491534
Dose it really work? Damn! When I was young I wanted to play a sax.

>>6491531
Why are you doing everything in your power to lower my mood?

>>6491538
If you like Latinos... How bout just talk to him normally, non lewdly, like the sweet timid girl you are?

>>6491372
tf are you taking about. maybe its because of le shit camera in a dark room meme but she doesn't look cis at all

>>6491537
I never were a cis boy unless you are dirty AGP pervert.

Female brain and all...

>>6491538
Now this is pod racing XP

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>>6491545
Well I can't look this good with shit camera dark room and angels... Just look at her eyes - pure fem.

>>6491546
OK
"If I was still entombed in my adonis-esque cis boy body, tricking cis girls with my lesbianesque tactics and cuddly emotional wiles, I'd totally manipulate your emotions as well and make you my sweet gf, tricked into dating a dyke with a nice boys body"

>>6491504
HRT has done this to my lips
>>6491535
What do you want me to say?

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I have to go into the VA and officially tell them I want to be allowed back off the retired list today.

It's fucking scary, they don't have any rules about being trans yet, there's a story about them trying to fit a 6ft Conan the barbarian size ftm into a dress to meet a general recently, which didn't go well... But what about an mtf? We'd almost look better in the suit... And the hair... It's completely up to your boss right now... They could technically tell me a bra is out of uniform...

I feel like this could go really well or I could be completely crucified for this


Buttttttt, my girlfriend is getting off early to hug me and be there for meeee so it shouldn't be too bad >.>

Ok, video surfing. This one got me laughing hard.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImxFjjACOjY

>>6491412
>With a bra, they look like weird knobs.
Try other types and brands of bras.

forgot to trip >>6491462
>>6491495
ATP is the simple sugar your brain and muscles run on. The body is geared to keep enough of it on hand at all times. It will even convert muscle tissue into sugars so they can be turned into ATP to keep you going. If it isn't being produced in enough quantity, something is wrong. For me, it is because I have ME/CFS. The chemicals used to break down fat aren't being produced in enough quantity or properly. Yeah, this is cellular biochemistry.

>>6491521
i'm sorry you are cute and pretty but you also have a really big head?..

Hi everyone

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>>6491540
>>6491559
these is my lips pre hrt back when I used to practice trombone like 5 hours a day

>>6491538
One more day until Kayla is a woman desu

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JAHA4Jh5jkw

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>>6491558
I don't date trans. Only buff boys. :3 Or sharps buch girls

>>6491564
Extremely big yeah. Twice as big as typical cis woman.

>>6491559
Literally nothing.
Back on topic;
The previous text; That's why I'm lonely;
an unfortunate series of events and my inability to have IRL friends.

>>6491561
Dont go back until the active duty ppl hash it out.
Also, youre ACE as fuck, m8.

And, out of everyone, probably the #1 person here to need a nice cis femmy boy to dick you.

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>>6491568
These are still flat and manly. What I meant is this bumps on your upper and lower lips.

>>6491570
Like I said.....
When I was masquerading as a boy. Lol

>tfw I aspire to be a sharp Butch girl & cut my hair short after ffs & srs

Never say never
Not every tranny was a flaming narcissistic boy ;)
Also, nohomo

>>6491578
whelp i tried, brb while i go hang myself

>>6491587
Can I watch

>tfw bdd

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>tfw you mercy kill your male self

>>6491575
I'm not going to say I'm bi until someone throws me down and literally proves to me otherwise.

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>>6491197

>>6491240
sry

>>6491596
>tfw post-transition
>tfw it'd be a service to you

Boys who nibble necks, kiss really well, lick your breasts just right, and hold your wrists above your head is where the melting point is.

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>>6491599
Idk what it is about 6 months of hormones that's like the magic turning point

It's always like ew ew ew ew hmmm... oh hey qt

>>6491599
i want to be pretty like grace

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>>6491608
>tfw mones dont work on u

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I'm going to delete my profile and wait until i'm done with electrolysis to date. I can't wake up next to a man in bed with stubble on my face.

>>6491608
That's what it takes for skin to look less thick and gross...

>>6491616
wake up before him and go shave

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>>6491603
Literally my girlfriend does all of that, and she's quiet good at it being a cis girl.

I need someone who can throw me around and fuck me unconscious if it's going to be any different.

>>6491575
Very well.
Why not sign up for a course? Make friends at college? This will also go some way to alleviate your employment issues.
>>6491578
>>6491568
Is this the same person?
I'd show a pic of my lips but everyone will scream reeee nigger becos 12 years old
>>6491599
reeee

>>6491495
I know, we just want you to be healthy ;~; I wanna be able to meet mummy soon <3

Goodnight mummy <3

>>6491574
why is it so big?

>>6491616
Go get your face threaded (or waxed), it'll be a little expensive but like, you'll be ok for a little bit

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tfw rewatching steins;gate
tfw the episode where Rukka has to change back makes you cry for 4 hours straight

>>6491599
fucking nerd

>>6491621
I thought you two didn't fuck anymore?

At any rate,
Trans lesbros could do you right maybe.
Idk... Maybe you could ease into i.. Gender-wise.
Sorry, but cis girls don't know how to feign dommy rough boy
>>6491625
I move in a month & reboot my life then.
Back to school as well.

>fucked up the difference between medicaid and medicare
>therapist I wanted to go to is no longer an option
>look up therapists that take medicaid
>literally 0 in my county that work with the issues I have
welp, looks like I'm probably gonna have to go to an inpatient facility again.

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>>6491628
genetics more likely. Would mask it with tranny bangs but I don't have enough hairs.

>>6491251
is high test best a meme? cause my test was super high.

>>6491629
naw, it will also give me time to finish my name and id change so that when I would order drinks at a bar I wouldn't have my old id pic with a shaved head and a beard.

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>>6491608
Well the first 3 months are basically nothing and the other changes take time so I guess 6 months is when things have had enough time to finally be noticeable? Idk, 6 months is in a week for me so we'll see!
>>6491609
I'm sure you're a cutiepie
>>6491625
>reeee
>>6491635
no u dork

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>>6491530
Methylation cycle and it's products. They are so involved in basic cellular chemistry that keeps us going.

>>6491561
Good luck!

>>6491640
What goes up must come down

>>6491640
are you on finasteride?

>>6491646
>no u dork
dont fake it. we'd all have made fun of you in hs.

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>>6491626
We worry about you too, please listen to what we tell you on skype.

>>6491599
I think you made really good progress.

>>6491640
how do you get them to stay in place while hanging upside down like that?

>what if I am cute and its just mtfg and self hate sabotaging me

>>6491561 #
>>6491575
>Dont go back until the active duty ppl hash it out.

This. Give it a year. By then some of the kinks will be at least somewhat corrected.

>>6491659
post your cutest pic kayla.

>>6491649
I'm on cypro 50mg. It wont grow back because I started loosing hairs at 15-16.

>>6491616
god damnit kayla i have money on this dont fuck it up
>>6491599
youll be a qt. full dose?
>>6491646
dang wtf 251??
>>6491640
crikey what a qt

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>>6491654
I don't have much experience being bulled in school. A little bit in elementary but that was offset by having friends. When I got to highschool I moved after my first year and basically spent 2 years as a ghost. Worst that happened in my senior year when I finally hung around people was I had a guy that liked to punch me sometimes.

>>6491659
>literally everybody has been screaming this at you

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>>6491661
>Kayla
>Cute

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>>6491658
non rotated

>>6491638
Cool. What are you studying?
>>6491649
Does finasteride help hair grow longer?
>>6491659
You've been boymode while on HRT for 30 years right? Yep, probably self-sabotage.

>>6491667
this. kayla has had really good progress. not sure why she listens to trolls. she should post a timeline so we can validate her.

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>>6491664
>youll be a qt. full dose?
100 mg spiro, 8 mg E, 100 mg prog
>dang wtf 251??
Yea, I got pretty lucky I guess. I'm curious what the highest my test ever got was but I won't complain about 251. I wish my doc would upload my last lab results already tho.
>>6491655
Thank you <3

>>6491671
Much cuter right side up!

>>6491671
how can you say you dont pass?
can you post a zoomed out pic for reference?

>>6491671
You look like gay boi with dyed hairs.

>>6491673
Hr/PR... Communication studies.
Essentially people management. I have 1 year of electives left & then I'm done.

Imma use my oilfields experience + degree after I finish transition to get a cushy higher up oil job.

>>6491671
pass

>>6491673
>Does finasteride help hair grow longer?
no, try time and biotin

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>tfw your bfs dad gives u a half pound of a weed for free

Passing priveledge gents

>>6491689
Looks like shake...

>>6491599
can i kiss u...

>>6491671
Would bang

>>6491689
nice legs sissy

>>6491689
looks like lawn trimmings

>>6491689
that looks like literal grass

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>>6491638
I fuck her pretty regularly now, it's just not penetrative sex

I just taught her how to give a blow job like three weeks ago, and it was literally the mos adorable thing, little 5'2 Asian girl with anime tier voice on her knees clapping and saying "I did swirlies with my tongue!" ...and then sticking her tongue out and showing me... Nearly died from the cuteness

>>6491677
8mg e!?? only 100 spiro?? and 100mg prog??? be careful. i guess idk much about dosages but that looks very odd to me.
>>6491689
nice!

>>6491702
Lol kinda like your beard

kayla is kute

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tfw your dad takes you to double dab friday at the dispensary

>>6491704
Jfc...
Get her cosplay outfits.
She's more than tiny enough!
And I'm not even 'in' to animu but that's adorable.

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>>6491681

>>6491705
Extra e suppresses t, this is kind of like the old style way of prescribing hormones, but with prog for shape

>>6491711
>Tfw no dad ever

>>6491714
Definitely pass

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>>6491705
The E is a bit high but I'm doing this through informed consent and get labwork done every couple months so my liver should be safe. The progesterone is what worries me because taking it this early is kinda unusual but I remember someone else did the same thing as me and has gotten good results.
And yes only 100 spiro is needed to bring my T down to 14 ng/dL, thankfully.
>>6491692
Yes please <3

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>>6491714
side shot

http://imgur.com/Em2fd4k
so much cum. you can tell that dick def doesnt belong to a tranny.

>>6491714
Fff..
I wanna stick you in a forest green romper & put you in the corner of my shop as an accessory!
Omg cute.

>>6491714
i'll be honest, there is something slightly "off" about the way you look, but to say that everyone clocks you must be a lie.

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>>6491705
>i guess idk much about dosages but that looks very odd to me.

youre right, that IS an odd dosage
she isnt selfmedding though so I hope her doc knows what hes doing, its odd, but assuming her bloodtest result fit, this could possibly an appropriate dosage

>>6491715
do you know how fast prog gets dangerous if you overmed it? Ive been taking >2g pretty regularly, and Ive trouble quitting.

>>6491721
work on posture and you will pass better from side

>>6491681
bdd and her country has unrealistic views of women

>>6491721
Would smash

>>6491721
Horrible posture though

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>>6491722
why are you mean to red ;_;

>>6491721
are you pregnant?
where's your ass?

>>6491711
>double dab friday
damn that sounds fun

which I had a weed smoking mom

>>6491734
so she will pay attention to me.

>>6491725
Is it my hollow face? I already did filler twice :(

>>6491728
I'll lose weight first - I mean my neck is huge!

>>6491739
>I'll lose weight first - I mean my neck is huge!
do both at once. yoga bb

>>6491735
I'm a boy I have no ass.

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>>6491711
>tfw got high with bio dad two nights ago and talked about fighter planes (he was an engineer at Lockheed)

>gf decides to come out to be as ftm
>immediately dump her
Disgusting ftms

>>6491721
nobody looks good from the side desu

>>6491744
boys can have an ass though, but you gotta work on it

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As it would turn out, getting a fuck in the ass is not like pooping in reverse

>>6491540
What? I did not plan to ruin your mood i was just baneposting. :(

You're cute actually.

>>6491747
When did your dad get out of jail?

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>>6491726
T is 14 ng/dL, E is 155 pg/mL, I THINK it's an appropriate dosage. :s

>>6491749
i do

>>6491757
Show us

>>6491748
Wow you sound like a shitty partner

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I found out today i either have to go through a surgery to fix my hip, or i have arthritis.
One of the two is whats happening according to Kaiser.
Oh also I start FUCKING TESTOSTERONE SHOTS TO HELP MY HIP
I FUCKING HATE THIS SO MUCH
IN A WEEK I HAVE TO START INJECTING TESTOSTERONE INTO MY THIGHS TO MAKE IT SO MY HIP DOESNT DIE OR SOMETHING
I think I would rather die that have to do this shit desu

Anyways mtfg, whats up?

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>>6491733
Some woman have it...

>>6491755
4 years ago, though he is a dick, wouldn't call me kayla because I guess he picked my boy name and then when we went for shrimp tacos at 10 at night at the beach we walked up to the taco stand and he ordered and said and I quote "My shim uh she-he would like a quesadilla."
fucking jerk

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>>6491757
Where is the proofs

>>6491186
sup nerds

>>6491759
Sorry but I'm not going to date some disgusting ftm

>>6491765
oh shit waddup

>>6491735
This is pregnant, am I speaking with ass?

>>6491765
I am very stressed because I thought I'd be applied for disability by now, but I haven't even gotten a diagnosis since america's medical system is a clusterfuck.

at this point I'd be lucky to apply in the next month.

>>6491763
A rich dick.

>>6491759
Ftms are gross tho

>T-ravaged hulk pussy that smells like sweaty dude crotch

Not even 1nce

Bleh

>>6491774
Disability for what?

>>6491762
They do, it's still horrible, not even trying to be mean, it just doesn't look pretty

>>6491773
Hmm this is a very autistic post

Oh, also my FAVORITE holiday is coming up soon : ^)
post patriotic country music pls
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PXSK3iDeAI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sO6W9vZl5pM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2hLBUkcFJoY

>>6491778
I'm fucked in the head and neet neetbucks to survive on my own so I can start making real progress to becoming a better human

>>6491777
Pretty much this ..
I did it once & smoked 5 cigarettes after b/c being hammered wasn't enough to get me through it psychologically

>>6491780
This is a very autistic general

>>6491780
>autistic
>tranny
no correlation

>>6491763
Sounds like a good guy. Cut him some slack for christ sake. The concept of identifying as another gender is even weird today. Trannies are a tiny minority and he was taught to view them as faggot males from the early age.

estrogen is good i like it

>>6491779
Well it was never my goal too look pretty. I just want to look like my internal self (not destroyed my hormones).
My posture don't cause dysphoria for me.

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>went andro mode once
>ate a lot of bbq for lunch at Lucille's till my stomach was full
>had tall jack Daniels and lemonade to wash it down
>walked around mall for buzz to wear off
>opened door to macy's
>some woman runs over to me and says "can I get the door for you miss"
>she looks at my belly and then back at me and smiles
>rest of time in the mall people acted super nice for some reason
I guess having a full tummy makes trannys look preggers.