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last one >>6491186
Cape is bad
>>6492622
>normal everyday outfit
>throw a cape on it
>FASHION
>>6492616
>my bf, his friend and his girlfriend
What's the best way to kill yourself??
>>6492627
I dunno anon, I would wear a cape like that any day.
>>6492631
Slowly with life
7th for grace a cutest
>>6492622
Fashion is so overrated. Just pick clothes at random.
>>6492630
i can't into grammar i'm retarded
>>6492632
Bullet, high places.
>>6492641
I have to stop and stare quizzically every time I see you post this outfit.
>>6492644
>tfw Mado subconsciously wants you to kys
also, good morning thred
>>6492641
but you look terrible
>>6492642
Oh I get it now, your friend's girlfriend.
>>6492631
Hanging.
>>6492655
I have a feeling she manages to pull it off IRL.
>>6492649
I was staying at a friend's castle, so I thought I'd cobble something together for fun pics. Definitely not what I'd wear to go shopping.
>>6492647
no, no, you answered the right post
>>6492657
my boyfriend's friend's girlfriend, yes
>>6492664
>I was staying at a friend's castle
You know a lot of castle owners, CFH?
>>6492664
>I was staying at a friend's castle
I like how you can write something like that and it doesn't even sound out of the ordinary.
Is Anna a hon name
So I've been on hormones for two years and something EXTREMELY strange has happened.
I hadn't been seeing the results I wanted with my regular estrogen dosage so I decided to triple the dosage.
When I injected the estrogen into my arm(my ass is sore from injecting there) it immediately fell off and turned into a pile of roses, glitter and tampons.
I don't know what to do, I've been staring at this pile for 20 minutes and it hasn't turned back into an arm.
Has anyone experienced something similar to this?
>>6492679
i like this meme
the fetus one was my favorite
do you have them all in a pastebin?
>>6492677
It sugests you eat very little. But it's right there with Alice and Sophie imo
>>6492679
if all of this posts are yours you're my favorite poster.
I've heard that crying over it will fix it back.
Hey, I'm very interactive and beta!
>>6492677
Yes.
>>6492674
A couple, yeah. One just happens to be one of my closest friends. I mean, they're not palaces, just old countryside castles. Most villages still have one of those, if not two...
>>6492646
>worrying about using their bathrooms
worry about it after you are offered the job. you are making too big of an issue out of literally nothing right now and that will make you employers look at you funny. just be cool
>>6492681
what fetus one
>>6492691
They have phone signals on planes now? A dark day for the world.
>>6492677
When were you born?
>>6492699
ehhhh... 1885?
>>6492631
shotgun to face
barbiturates first, bag over the head and maybe let a different gas in than regular air
also see: http://lostallhope.com
>>6492677
It's pretty conservative and timeless, so, not really. It's going to be my second name. Still haven't picked the third. Probably Sophie.
>>6492703
Is there anyone from the 19th century still alive?
"Your groin is alarming"
Fucking TSA. I was alarming the sensors, even in boymode...
>tfw tolerance too high
>>6492720
Was it the herpes or the penis that alarmed them?
I am.
Well, of you count prehistory.
First, officially in the 1400's
>everybody IRL jokes I'm a demon... Little do they know
>>6492720
Yeah, I had a super awkward thing last time I flew too.
>>6492717
Three of them, if I'm up to date...
>>6492720
Was that a TSA grunt or the scanner machine saying that?
>>6492720
Dude....
25$ gaff panties from amazon, they always scan me as a chick & never second guess.
Although, my backpack constantly gets swabbed for explosives what with the crude oil residue :/
>>6492723
Probably the penis. They scanned me as a female possibly?
Time to tell the army I want to be tested for readmitance
>>6492730
I don't think genital scanners are a thing red
>>6492737
full body scanners scan the full body ya dingus
>>6492735
Youre literally a fucking idiot trying to do this, esp within a year of SRS, before they have regs in place.
Why not get chopped first?
>>6492735
Do your best Faye!
>>6492731
>I've heard of the TSA doing terrible things to transgirls
I want to go to Florida in 2018 to watch a NASA rocket launch, how do I avoid being raped by the TSA?
>>6492731
You can't really sexually assault or rape a trans person so it's okay ;)
>>6492737
They pick male or female on a touch screen & if youre not tucked well enough, it'll go off as something in your panties that shouldn't belong
>>6492631
Having fun and living life like an endless party
>>6492744
You wish to get raped you whore.
>>6492720
>boymode
Fujoshi pls
>>6492744
Fly in to Canada then take trains the rest of the way.
>tfw closer and closer to brain death every day
>>6492761
What's killing your brain?
>>6492760
Why can't you just accept that cis people own you? You only live because we allow you to so you might aswell serve us well.
>>6492729
Well, I made the mistake of having one of pic related in my carry-on. It looked really nice on the scanner when they asked me to retrieve and show it. The same security girl was also dubitative about my dilators. She didn't seem to take "medical tools" as a proper description of what they were
>>6492751
How?
>>6492764
Not getting raped in more than a year. If a tranny goes without being raped for 5 years he/she dies.
>there are people in this thread who are wagecucks
ahahahahaha
>>6492774
why did HRT make me like sappy lovesongs
why do people make fun of me for that :c
do i have cone tits
>>6492760
No TSA at the border?
>>6492774
>>6492779
whoops, didnt mean to quote you
>>6492780
yes
>>6492770
That's even a proper description of regular sex toys though, that's what they sell them as at pharmacies in the US at least.
>>6492776
Sup. When was the last time you felt the rush of getting forcefully fucked?
>>6492779
>why did HRT make me like sappy lovesongs
jc I hope this doesn't happen to me
>>6492743
its best to give them the option to do it "right" and not end up disabled, or with permanent injury cus it went "wrong".
suicide is an impulsive thing to begin with and can be reduced by just telling urself: "well, if im going to kill myself, would it matter if i did it 3 days later?" i mean, death is the end. dont see a problem with waiting 3 measly days if you're going to kill yourself anyway right?
and perhaps then you realise, that as those days pass, it was based on impulse, not some sort of curse placed on u by a malevolent fiend that you'd constantly feel that way
the feelings come and go. its difficult. thats an understatement, it feels really fucking unfair and diabolic and horrendous to go through the hell of suicidal thoughts with all the apparatus completely prepared to be used to end it all.
keep postponing it. it comes in tides. just hang in there. no such thing as happiness, only happy days.
(this is probably really stupid and edgy or w/e. just trying to get ppl on different thoughts)
>tfw thundering and raining out
>wanted to walk to get iced coffee today
>>6492764
as I become more psychologically unhinged I get closer and closer to what I call brain death.
if I lose sense of who I am and my memory issues get to the point where I forget large portions of my life then I consider myself dead already.
I've already forgot pretty much all of my childhood
>>6492780
I seek to force fuck youranus
>>6492781
Pretty sure no, that would be ICE or something I think? Don't know, haven't crossed the border except by flying.
>tfw you've had about 200 calories today because you can only stomach tea and saltines and you're being yelled at because you're not actually sick
>>6492787
Prolly like a year and a half at this point. My asshole's been too irritated lately.
>>6492793
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2jRVKqYuVs
how to resist though
>>6492776
Oh, so that's why they had women do the pat-downs... I thought that was weird given I was travelling with male ID.
hello everyone
>>6492796
Perfect. You will forget it when i rape you.
>>6492807
hola
>>6492795
Pace around your house for a while then make some in your kitchen, same thing right?
>>6492809
whats is going on here
>>6492803
You're a trash that deserves to be raped.
>>6492795
>not having a french press
>>6492813
It's rapeidemic and your ass is about to get infected
>>6492664
>>6492694
Castles are interesting. I don't think I explored more than 20% of my ex's castle. That was about the limit for his wife too. She never ventured into the administrative areas. I did have to often because I was helping with investments.
>>6492699
LOL mine isn't even in the top 10,000 baby names for the USA.
>>6492717
My grandpa was born in the 19th, and died in the 21st. He managed 106 years.
>>6492781
I can't help you there either. Last couple flights I flew private so I only had customs when I went to France.
>>6492806
You looked female...
>tfw you play a game of Ous!mania and you vision is warped for a good 30 seconds after
>>6492820
>kitchen with an island
Richfags get out
>>6492786
Honestly, the security circus was a bit tedious for that Thai trip. Mostly because every automated system flagged me as not matching my ID pic and the security staff still needed an explanation after that. Which wasn't quite convincing because of my voice. Even had one ask me where I got voice surgery, that was really weird.
>>6492813
idk
wyd?
>>6492813
Anne how do you feel about the name Anna
>>6492826
Hey it's not like I have a castle or anything. It would be cool if my island had a moat though
>>6492823
The 80s seemed like such a fun time to be a girl. Lots of makeup, lots of hair, fashion was a bit weird though.
>>6492831
What town? I ll send a guy to your location.
>>6492842
oh
same
except for the waking up part and the selling shit part
did u eat today
>>6492842
I want to molest you.
>>6492842
>tfw have stuff to sell but can't be bothered to deal with Ebay
>>6492842
>hate it
y tho
>>6492852
1/3 women get sexually assaulted in their life. If you want the miss title you have to earn it.
>>6492843
>>6492807
HELLO
>>6492861
If that's true then that means the average woman never gets sexually assaulted, though; shouldn't be be striving to be normal women?
>>6492863
Is that short for Butte-Fuck-Nowhere?
>>6492868
tfw idk what im gonna do with all the disposable income im about to get
>>6492874
(It's not pronounced like that.)
>>6492652
No one dresses like that in france stop it
>>6492874
>Montana
It might as well be.
>>6492863
Alright. Expect him crashing through your window at around 3 am. Then he will take you on romantic trip to the desert or some other selcuded area where the main event will take place
>>6492876
buy candy!
give it to homeless ppls
>>6492871
Joooooan don't do this to me. I just wish to have non consensual sex with you.
Joooan pls be a sport. I love you xoxo
>>6492881
>No one
I do. And I'm definitely someone.
>>6492883
I've been trying to maintain a better sleep cycle, can we make it more like 6:30
>Too autistic to borrow phone to call phone company to have them transfer phone number to new phone (I hate calling customer service, )
>Their online customer support takes 10,000 years for one reply
>End up delaying requesting hrt refills because I don't want to borrow a phone and it's fine
>HRT is getting low
>Oh shit, right, I'm going to be out of town next week
>No refills left on E or AA
>6 days worth of AA still in possession but no E
>Call pharmacy, automated pharmacy robot will say it will put in a request for a refill... says perscription will be available for pick up Monday.. and the request may make that longer
>Call clinic... they closed early on Fridays, are closed all weekend, and will be closed Monday because the 4th of July
WELP, this whole transition thing was fun while it lasted.
I bet hot flashes are fucking awesome.
I just talked to a cis girl it was scary
>>6492887
You can always be the one not consenting~
>>6492897
you get used to it. you should had been doing that during HS.
>>6492894
Being off HRT isn't nice, yeah. Not getting my new script until next week...
>>6492892
I can rape you anytime i want to you whore. You don't even have to be awake for it
>>6492899
that's actually great advice for all aspects in life besides sex.
>>6492902
oh wait you're hungry?
shit
;--;
>>6492899
What the hell. You won't overpower me. I am not a twink and i am taller than you.
>>6492902
>then they gonna get the sugar shits tho
oh yeah
idk, maybe buy toilet paper too
>>6492911
Oh really? You think I'd need to be able to overpower you in order to violate you? How naïve.
>>6492841
It was fun. I had Way Bandy for a makeup teacher, and had a very good fashion sense. So i was well placed to show off.
>>6492876
Buy guitars, amps, pedals, makeup and dresses... is there anything else important?
(pic) Apollonia von Ravenstein is my first model crush.
>>6492903
During HS I was a sad faggot boy why would any girl want to talk to that
>>6492920
BTW ANNA THAT REMINDS ME I AM BUYING A VIOLIN IN LIKE TWO WEEKS SO WE CAN F INALLY JAM IN A FEW YEARS ONCE I DONT SUCK
>>6492914
I already feel violated. Pls stop
>>6492911
How tall are you, anon?
>>6492924
Haha, sorry, I was just joking, I really don't have any desire to do something like that again.
>>6492916
You play guitar?
>go to va
>my therapist used to be super stonefaced and inpersonal
>wear bra and shorts today
>she's super nice and smiling and laughing with me
>tell her I want back in the army
>she signs me up for a women's only sexual assault and abuse group
>I tell her I don't want to trigger anyone
>she tells me there's no way they're going to see you as a man
>convinces me to go
being trans is weird
>>6492946
You get used to it...
>>6492928
no, I wish....
>(pic) Apollonia von Ravenstein
She was a model in the '70 who was famous.
>>6492937
No, but I know what Anne. plays. ;) Years ago I used to play some.
>>6492924
the hunter becomes the prey.
>>6492923
As someone who played during HS... it's absurdely easier to lose weight than to play the violin. It's an instrument that takes at least a year of real work to make sound okay, and all through that time you are torturing everyon in a 50m radius because you can't lower the volume. It takes being unaware of your surroundings and willing to dedicate 2+ hours every single day.
>>6492946
Yes, THIS >>6492949
Remember, presentation is everything.
>>6492951
>You will never be a model
>>6492946
My dad sent me to join the army once (I didn't want to). Here's how it went:
>"Hi I'd like to join the army!"
>"Great, what branch?"
>"Umm maybe engineering?"
>"No problem! Just sign here."
>"Er just one more thing, do I have to do any fighting?"
>"Wrong question, You may be an engineer but you are a soldier first and foremost, the door is that way"
My dad then tried to get me into military school which also didn't happen and from then on he mostly gave up.
>>6492916
>pic
She looks like my mom o_O
>>6492966
They should make, like, exercise violins or something, two birds with one stone.
>>6492966
its all good because I'm a neet, so I've got hours a day to practice
I'm under no illusion of how long its going to take to be able to learn
I'm hoping that by the time I'm okay with the violin, which I've always wanted to learn, that I'll be thin too
>>6492968
>Presentation is everything
Until you you go for spraypainted fishing waders, no bra and a metal bolero. Then all bets are off.
>>6492897
>tfw you were just talking with a stripper and realized how similar you were
>>6492923
thats neat
its a tough instrument to get started on but keep at it and dont give up.
>>6492992
Is stripping a good job?
>>6492999
YEH I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO LEARN
its my favourite instrument to be desu
I will persevere, I have the stubbornness and its more productive to learn that than distract myself with vidya when I'm feeling blue
>>6493005
my roomate/best friend/platonic life partner does it
she makes a ton of money but it's not easy work by any means, tho she enjoys a lot of aspects of it. it took her a while to get as good at is as she is now tho.
it's not a steady paycheck, you have to work and make your own money but it also affords you a lot of freedom with your work/life balance. i'm real envious of her and if i could do what she does i would.
>>6493005
Eh, it's a living.
>>6492988
Are you gonna learn on your own? I don't even think that's possible, you need someone to guide you into the proper positions and sounds. Just thinking about tunning makes me feel anxious. Shit instrument all around unless you are absurdely dedicated.
>>6492985
You can buy an electric one and use headphones. But the difference in price is pretty big.
>>6492976
Pfft. That sounds like what would happen if I tried to join the army.
>>6493005
Depends on whether you like dancing naked in front of people or not.
>>6493012
music good, vidya bad.
hey transsexuals,
Serious question: I’ve been watching your conversations, and I’ve noticed 2 things. Many are of the opinion that if you are not attracted to trans people, you are transphobic. However, when people say they are attracted to trans people (esp. cis/het people), I see them immediately called fetishists, without any foundation for the accusation, other than an open admission to the attraction and openness in dating a transperson (which is what I thought meant inclusion/ive). I am not referring to someone who is clearly fetishizing… but someone who truly believes they are open to love and happiness with the right person, irrespective of a state-of-being (trans, and this can also apply to any other states of being).
All the listening and reading I’ve done on the topic really has not helped me learn about this, and if you are trans and don’t mind genuine questions, I would appreciate a rapport with you.
>>6492976
>>"Hi I'd like to join the army!"
>>"Great, what branch?"
>>"Umm maybe engineering?"
>>"No problem! Just sign here."
>>"Er just one more thing, how probable is it that I'll die?
>>Well, it's a possibility, of course
>>Yeah, yeah, but like 80% right? right?
>>I doubt...
>>What if I make myself blow up? That's like something I can surely do, right?
>>The door is that way
>>6493031
Fuck off chaser scum
>>6493031
as a chaser i'm really glad to see someone point out this hypocrisy
all i want is a sissy slut girlfriend to love and protect and yet i get called a fetishist every time i ask a nice tranny girl out
>>6493031
i kekd
>>6493012
you should take up a brass instrument, I would totally give you free lessons because you sound pretty chill
>>6492897
Cis girls are shit. Once they're out of school and being adults all they want to talk about is food, getting/being pregnant/their kids, and how much they hate their job. Obviously #NotAllCisWomen but you know the ones I'm talking about.
Sometimes I wonder what's stronger: my misogyny or my misandry.
>>6493031
Everyone here has low selfesteem, so they see any intention towards them as dubious and malign.
I personally think even chasers are okay if you're just gonna sleep with them. There are no general rules as to how a boyfriend or partner should be, so even though the chaser stereotype seems to be terribly bad I'm sure they are not all the same and blablabla.
>>6493042
>all i want is a sissy
D R O P P E D
R
O
P
P
E
D
>>6492976
I could easily have avoided the army since I was one of the very last to be drafted and they had little use for conscripts anymore, but I cheated on the medical tests, just not in the same direction everyone else did. I was detached to the ministry that I already had a job contract with as part of a post-disaster emergency plan so the adjutant waived most of what I should have been through. Including the shave. I think she liked my hair. And that's how I ended up being a longhaired infantry"man" for ten months...
>>6493049
Trip on quid you fucking retard
>>6493031
>you are transphobic
I am not attracted to women either
thats not transphobic, thats called preference
the rest of your post is accurate imo.
transbians be mad tho
hi hi
>>6493029
It's not for me then, I'm a very reserved person.
>>6493031
Because transsexuals believe they are less than cis-women therefore anyone preferring them over a cis-woman must be some kind of weirdo. It's a form of defeatism.
>>6493040
I never get why they don't like suicidal people. As a fan of strategy games I know that cannon fodder is actually quite useful
>>6493042
Terminology like "sissy" is not cool
>>6493050
>I'm going to use youtube to teach me
Horrible idea. Just to properly practice as long as you should every day you have to train your posture, otherwise you'll get cramped too fast and/or it will hurt the next day. Then you have that each note depends on you; so a tiny difference, and I'm talking literal milimeters, can make the difference between the note being right or wrong.
You could do it mostly with the Suzuki method, but you should have a teacher guide you, even more in the first steps.
>>6493061
hi hi
>>6493050
you gotta learn how to jerk your head around like that too.
>>6493031
I feel like I've read this copy-pasta before, where did you get it?
>>6493061
hiiiii
>>6493031
k e k
>>6493061
Hello my wife
>>6492976
I'm kinda more then ok with killing someone that's trying to kill me
>>6492968
It's so important, everyone being sad and dismissive and mean to me as a male, and then like everyone being so nice recently just because I'll wear different clothes is eye opening
>>6492949
Hopefully
>>6493061
heyo bby <3
>>6493053
this
on both counts
>>6493070
literally just got to my parent's house and i left at fucking 7am. LA traffic was nuts :( where in LB/OC do you live btw?
>>6493044
I played bass clarinet in primary school because it was the only instrument left after the schools administrative staff and teachers children got their picks
and I was bad too, because I'd lug the heavy thing home and then practice for five minutes before dad would scream about it
>>6493063
okay, I'll try and find a place for lessons
>>6493068
I can do that already tho
>>6493062
>cannon fodder is actually quite useful
not in modern warfare. you spend a tone of money to specialize your people, all that ammo to train, space, clothing, medical bills; it's all in favor of having better soldiers. Cannon fodder amde sense in the times of a bunch of people running towards another bunch of people, but that slowly went away in the 19th century.
Probably the last "all my men run to the middle and kill anything if they can" war was the american civil war, and even then proper strategy destroyed the supply lines and infraestrcuture of the south.
>>6493063
I like the Coluche method... http://youtu.be/2uMWq8BGkCk
>>6493081
I'm so fucking ecstatic youre finally embracing an identity for once!
Your tots & bum Dont help hiding... And your face and ribs...
Lol
But seriously, I'm proud and very happy for you!
>>6493087
call me
or text me
desu
bc u know
why would i post that info here
>>6493063
thank you for the guidance btw
>>6492923
Why not start with something more forgiving like an ukulele?
>>6493094
nah, nah, come on, post it. I'm not gonna look.
>>6493081
They are trying to kill you because you are trying to kill them. Swallowed the military Kool-Aid did you?
Western general to his troops
>"You're innocent! You're simply defending your country! The enemy soldier is always the aggressor and bad guy!"
Brown general to his troops
>"You're innocent! You're simply defending your country! The enemy soldier is always the aggressor and bad guy!"
>>6493096
Tiny Tim is so NOT a proper role model for trans girls... http://youtu.be/c71RCAyLS1M
>>>/r9k/29662122
someone here has a stalker
>>6493096
"Sound hole"
feel like everyone is discouraging me now
I should spend the money on something else
>>6493099
i live off La Brea in WeHo
>>6493107
Not me.
I even accidental'd my old address / dead name on here this morning and didn't really care.
>>6492976
Not at this point in my life. I did model some when models didn't show up for photo shoots. That started when I was 14 and went until I was 17. After then I wasn't doing assistant photography stuff. I was mainly just getting critiques for my own photographic works. I was also getting paid well for sales of the prints.
>>6492991
Depends on if you have the body to pull it off. Note, we take off for wrinkles and bulges.
>>6493005
I had fun doing burlesque when I was young. There was a shit ton of practice for getting ready for shows.
>>6493081
Yeah, I figured that out as a kid on the streets of NYC. I even noticed differences depending on what women's clothes I wore that day. Better take a taxi if I wore something nice, or at least be in an intimidating group while walking the sidewalks.
this seasons anime look so baaaaaad
help pls where did the good anime go
>>6493063
I did Suzuki method violin for several years but I never got over having a violin that close to my ear
I still know the proper position and stuff but no one I know has a violin I could remember to play on
I still prefer guitar
>>6493110
It's just me, sheen. but I still feel it's a bad idea, I'm sorry...
>>6493128
>watching seasonal anime
>>6493128
Crunchyroll
>>6493129
>u dont get any soup
>and ur banned
>from getting soup
lmao
>>6493128
was anime ever goood??????? was anything??????
>>6493107
>>>/r9k/29662122
i think its me, some anon is always talking about what i tweet and my facebook account
i walked in the rain to get my mocha iced coffee anyway
some guy in his 20s pulled over and asked if i needed a ride, i told him no
that was pretty scary desu
>>6493128
It's summer. I'm hyped for 91 days like everyone else tho. A couple of cute shows too.
>>6493085
Okay, first off, while it sucks when someone rejects you because you're trans, most of us would probably agree that that by itself isn't necessarily transphobic, some things just fundamentally don't work for people sexually.
Second, when people talk about chasers, either they are talking specifically about really creepy behavior, or making a joke.
There are plenty of people that will actually call people transphobic for not wanting to date them or go off on people for being chasers for liking them in a non-creepy way, but they are crazies.
Taking more P isn't a mood booster.
I wanna do my next injection a day early.
I want to drink after being on a long dry spell but it just depresses me to think about that as well.
..............I want some sort of forward motion in my life.
>>6493107
>she doesn't post there often
sounds like edie or ufufu or those two that fuck each other on cam
>>6493143
>walking in the rain to get iced coffee
>>6493053
>Everyone here has low selfesteem, so they see any intention towards them as dubious and malign.
this this this
Now that I have a job that benefits from some finesse and creativity (decorating baked goods) I've found out that I literally don't know how to take compliments that can't be misconstrued to be insults.
I know I'm supposed to say "thank you" but instead of taking any gratification when my boss says the weird experiments "look amazing" I just agree with them ("yeah they do!") instead like I'm a third party and I'm self-conscious that it comes off like I'm full of myself but I feel weird saying thank you/thanks because these are some of the first times in my life where after I received a compliment I wasn't trying to figure out if they had a malevolent intent and would laugh at me if I took it sincerely. Or be paranoid they're complimenting something because everything *else* looks bad ("You have pretty eyes.")
>>6493155
i didn't have any coffee today
i can't live without a cup of coffee every day
>>6492622
chara unbanned now?
>>6493031
>Many are of the opinion that if you are not attracted to trans people, you are transphobic.
Literally who here is saying this unironically? The chaser talk here from what I've understood more or less in jest and if it's serious it's only because this is just about the most chaser-ish place to look for trans women.
>>6493130
It wrecks your own ears too!
I never liked Suzuki, I sort of felt as if it was focusing on too much stuff I didn't care and I was learning for myself. Like going to boot camp to lose weight, at some point you're aiming a gun and wondering how you got there.
>>6493138
>not following to see what to dowload later
>>6493140
I prefer the subs I used for that particular cap.
>>6493152
>two that fuck each other on cam
sam?
moofy?
......there is another one in that trio but i forget her name
it could also be
sonic?
>>6493148
>There are plenty of people that will actually call people transphobic for not wanting to date them or go off on people for being chasers for liking them in a non-creepy way, but they are crazies.
those people are a very loud segment then....
>>6493163
what is chara?
>>6493053
>>6493156
what about people who have lives and are "regular" members of society?
>>6493124
He also ran for president. So don't take that skit too seriously.
is there going to be another season of umaru-chan
does anyone know?
>>6493085
>ally
Why not just be a nice person with reasonable opinions without falling down the rabbit hole of insanity that is trans activism?
What even defines a "good" ally? One that covers as many people as broadly as possible?
Depending on what you define as the best sort of ally, you might have to subject yourself to less and less reasonable bullshit, and label more and more people trans phobic without real cause.
Just try and observe, see things for yourself, try to acknowledge the first impressions your biases give you, and also to see it from other perspectives, or try to see around your own biases.
Simply being the "best" ally is a thought process that leads many well meaning people to turning around and just being hurtful to the type of tranny you see here on mtfg, either by hard pushing images of transness that overshadow and erase the milder types you find here, or by ideologically talking yourself into thinking we are really the bad guys.
one week left
hypetrain is real
>>6493162
But getting wet and cold to drink an iced drink, it's kind of weird.
It'd be like jogging in 100 degrees to go get some warm coffee.
ty for crushing my hopes and dreams
someone has to keep me in line
I guess
>>6493138
i havent been recently but i thought i might pick up a few shows
literally nothing good looking
i started watching heidi though...
>>6493139
is that a JOKE
>>6493140
once upon a time........ mayb
>>6493145
honestly who cares about some faux-mob show
everything looks baaaaaaaaad there isnt even any good moe stuff this season
>>6493151
woah there miyazaki
Grumps were funny. Someone brought the picture of arin crossdressing (printed it out and held a huge sign of it) and he mentioned that he did that for the contest at a rocky horror showing (which he won) and said it wasn't indicative of him being trans at all.
>>6493150
Some days the reality of not having a hope for the future catches up with me.
I get a little too lucid and it scares me. I'm scared of the very real prospect of any goals for the future I ever had; now gone by the wayside.
Like, I've given up for the future. I Dont enjoy hobbies anymore.
I Dont even want to try progressing in any aspect of life b/c I'm content with being terrified of the recurring failure I meet & all the bad karma that comes with it.
>>6493175
come to think of it i probably should have gotten a hot coffee
the walk home would have made it cold though anyway :c
>>6493129
Normally I wouldn't believe you because you told me you were trans however that extremely well passing yet allegedly pre-HRT Jupiter pic of you and your extensive hair knowledge makes it plausible.
>>6493142
>Using normiebook
Not even a neckbeard thing, it's a legit shitty website with a shitty userbase i.e every pleb and his dog. Twitter is alright, celebrities to follow and less stupid photos
>>6493151
i might start binge watching seinfeld. good idea? y/n?
>>6493166
i do too but it's not as funny
>>6493179
HMMMMMM
>>6493182
doubt itt
>>6493183
who and what
i got the new guitar in today and man it's rlly gorgeous even tho it's not really my style and if i didnt love $$$ i'd wanna keep it
>>6493107
That's pretty creepy..
>>6493166
Although I really like guitar
I wish I had the motivation to play more
>>6493115
>hi phien, are you doing better?
hey, depends how you define better, I tried to quit, and was incredibly miserable for a week, I am better now psychologically, but back on. not for long tho, I am out now. Ill probs be high until tomorrow night and then suffer until surgery I guess. If I have money Ill order new stuff next week though, but its probably not very healthy. I dont actually want to quit, which makes this so damn hard. I am just annoyed I cant access normal and less dangerous benzos without my SO noticing
>>6493178
If I was all it took to crush your dreams your brother would had been much harsher. Or your own selfesteem. Months of sounding like shit every single day isn't healthy for you if you can't stand a little heat.
>>6493187
I'm in austin at a con rn and i just saw the game grumps panel.
>selling a beautiful guitar
In what way is it not your style
>>6493191
How are you getting these benzos?
I was thinking more along the lines of Brother Iz, really.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z26BvHOD_sg
>>6493142
Dude fuck off I did that like once and I was joking about stalking you
>>6493171
>Why not just be a nice person with reasonable opinions without falling down the rabbit hole of insanity that is trans activism?
well, i think with anything, there is a difference in being a positive neautral, and actively fighting for change.
and just being nice and having nice opinions and beliefs doesn't make the world a better place or improve situations, actions and activities do.
that being said, i will take the rest of what you said to heart.
i think positive change and influence is good, but it's hard to tell what transpeople want when you decide Caitlyn Jenner is your representative now.
>>6493179
what is this
delete it
>>6493187
YES ES GOOD
>>6493182
anime is inferior to superior western cartoons.
Teen Titans Go is a fucking masterpiece.
>>6493186
https://clyp.it/5uzhgrpe
>>6493199
normal benzos? darknet. I am not using that tho, I am jewing my doctors out of stuff for now, cause I cant order drugs without my bf noticing
>>6493205
am not, easy to find out tho
>>6493189
Nah. Soup kitchen left. Died in a suspicious accident during the campaign.
>>6493182
>some faux-mob show
it has potential considering the team behind it. I know Joker Game was shit and japan rarely gets gangsters right, but it looks interesting and capable people are doing it.
Mob Psycho also seems really dope, I have some sincere hopes for it. Even the preview seems interesting, that's terribly rare.
After that my ptw is all stuff I'm not too interested. New Game! looks cute, Battery seems to have some potential, Kono Bijutsubu ni wa Mondai ga Aru! looks cute, Saiki Kusuo no Ψ-nan looks possibly maybe fun.
Hitori no Shita: The Outcast for trainwreck of the season.
>>6493167
I don't think anyone here would disagree that there are a lot of crazy trans* people out there.
>>6493101
Uhhhhh my experience was more like, all foreigners invading Iraq and trying to make bombs to kill people.
I think it's kinda racest to lump them all together, it'd be like if the Russian military were performing gorilla warfare in the middle of Paris, sure both groups are white, but you are morally justified to remove the Russians, why aren't you morally right to try to stop Pakistanis and Syrians from doing the same in Iraq and afganistan?
I literally just heard people on nor cheering Americans never leaving and being their allies after the retaking of fallujah from Isis today.
I think you just have no inkling what or who these terrorist are. 95% of people my group went after, stood trial, and if found guilty went to an Iraqi jail. They did stuff like bomb civilans, blow up white prosperous bombs (the chemical that never stops burning until it hits bone) in crowds, killed political candidates.
They were lead mostly by the person who is now the head of Isis.
Seriously, wtf do you think the war was?
>tfw no benzos
>tfw no weed
god save me if I become such a degenerate as to actually buy heroine from the spic dealer in my area.
>>6493190
>I wish I had the motivation to play more
SAME
>>6493194
ohhhhh
it's a les paul. i'm not to hip on les pauls. cept my old one. but that just cos it was my first bby
>>6493203
k i might do that
and also drugs
>>6493214
>darknet?
>will you tell me what that is?
no. as I said, its easy to find out. but I am an addict, its ruining my life, my liver and my relationship. I am not helping anyone to get into the same position.
i only like trannies when im on the internet. i dont understand why that is. i am content hooking up with and dating real girls and the thought of trannies doesn't even cross my mind. but somehow when im alone and browsing the web a tranny doesn't sound bad to me.
>>6493187
great pic, perfectly summs up the character. have another screen cap in return.
>>6493184
I've been so overly calm and accepting of death within the past 6 months.. Which is why I've had 3 attempts but thongs always go awry & the universe keeps pulling me to the forefront of continuing to exist, rather than live.
I'm so fucking tired. Its not that I'm scared or frustrated with life. I'm tired. Nothing excites me anymore. I'm perfectly content with just not 'being' anymore.
Its much more than depression... Just a constant apathy & finally a subsequent wave of depression b/c I've honestly forgotten what its like to feel that adrenaline when doing something fun and new. I've forgotten what its like to do something with another human as a friend. .. Who likes me & is interested in everything but the hormones I take.
They say reincarnation is just you finishing up & learning all the lessons your past lives failed to accomplish.
I feel like I'm pretty much there. My drive for the excitement, taste, yearning for life is dead... And has been for a while. Now I just exist and every time I try to stop that, some turn of events stops me halfway.
Not that anyone here is listening to me, or gives half a shit...
I guess I just got caught up in the typing & had to get this out.
You know what, I think I AM gonna go make a drink again. I've been dry for almost 2 weeks...
But all this ticks ticks reminds me why I booted it up in the first place.
Ttyl faggots
Anyone not a druggy ?
>>6493234
i was looking for that one actually.
i need to finish watching Z again. i always get bored halfway thru.
>>6493237
yes m'am. gotta get $$$ to travel.
>>6493239
Well, I'm off everything but tobacco. Even HRT, unfortunately.
>>6493239
>not being a druggy
are you even trutrans?
I do admire your mental fortitude a lot though. I wish I had that
>>6493192
I don't get optimistic about much of anything because nothing ever works out and I'm bad at everything
>>6493237
i don't know if it's stupid, but it's pretty weird and i don't understand that part about myself
>>6493233
I like cis girls, trans girls are definitely not cis women 99% of the time, but they are really really cute and fuckable even if you like women
>>6493239
Does Estrogen count as a drug?
>>6493167
'just paranoia people won't like me for who I am so they must have ill intent. On top of my other irrational reactions I think my therapist calls it social anxiety. I can recognize when I'm being irrational and work around it but my gut instinct is to get the fuck out.
I think the catch 21 of "people who don't like us are transphobic, people who do like us are chasers" isn't something to take totally seriously. It's a statement of irrational fear. Something to tell yourself while you drink.
If someone seemed genuine, gently persistent and not smelly I would engage. It's just the statement above is a state of mind. Once I can believe they're not in either group then the social engaging really begins.
>>6493250
It's like caffeine, over half the world does it, and no one objects
>>6493203
>but it's hard to tell what transpeople want when you decide Caitlyn Jenner is your representative now
Honestly, how fucking dare you blame us for Caitlyn. The media and more importantly the consumer latches onto SHOCKING stories. If it's not someone really really easy to notice as "different" who can be played for shock value, it's playing someone who transitions way too young for shock value.
There's little horrifying shock value in the story of a boy who in their late teens to early 20's transitions successfully to life as a plain if not slightly ugly girl. That's more or less who WE here are.
Honestly, I am inclined to think you're trolling by saying we picked Cait... If so well played, you got a reaction. It is more so people like you who chose Caitlin for us, because that's where your TV ratings go.
>>6493217
>why aren't you morally right to try to stop Pakistanis and Syrians from doing the same in Iraq and afganistan?
Beacause middle east borders are terribly new and no one there asked for them, and the problem is directly related to pushing saddam into power to push away the russians. And before that it was the british feeding the saudis to get the oil. And before that it was something else. The middle east never had clear borders, defending those is like defending coca-cola and hats with feathers.
Who are you gonna leave there? The Kurds? Everyone hates them and they couldn't even really keep Iraq, they only work in guerrillas. Iranians? Saudis? Not in the american interests. The muslim brotherhood are they still even a thing after the botch that was Egypt? Who?
>>6493254
>idk I mean my brother gave me 10g weed as anniversary srs present
ayyy
I want this.
only drug my bf allows but we have no access :c
>>6493254
Then I'm drug free I guess..
>>6493256
I love that image
>>6493239
i've been sober for over a year now. but i guess i was a druggie before that.
>>6493243
Z is decent towards the end, except for the very last two episodes that will make you hate it. I mean, everything makes you hate it, but the last two are the worse. Did you get to Reccoas twist? I didn't know if I wanted to punch a wall or laugh on the floor.
ZZ, on the other hand, avoid like a plague. All you need to know for CCA is that Haman was a thing and not anymore. Any resolution you can iomagine will be better.
>>6493239
I'm just a druggie that doesn't have drugs.
>tfw haven't even smoked week in 3 weeks
>tfw haven't had a benzo in 2 weeks
>>6493203
>there is a difference in being a positive neutral, and actively fighting for change.
Why are you choosing to be an active ally, though? I'm sorry if this comes off as unthankful but we can get kind of skeptical when cis allies start coming in and trying to speak for us, and often end up talking over us.
>when you decide Caitlyn Jenner is your representative now
I'm like 99% sure you're subtly trolling now. Trans people didn't choose her, the media did. She isn't considered particularly favorably by most trans women under the age of like 50.
>>6493256
Can I just have Jazz represent me, she's kinda depressed and chubby and just goes around and confronts haters by going "I'm 5'4 and adorable wtf is wrong with you"
While also doing more trans activism then almost every other trans person, as a freshman in highs school
>>6493254
The last script with HRT on it is outdated and my appointment is only next week...
>>6493259
really? you go to college and you can't get weed? how does that even work?
Am I really the only person that likes filthy frank here? :(
>>6493250
Oh shit, you gave me an idea.
>tfw you mention to your trans friend who sells drugs that you're going to run out of spiro next week while on vacation
>you hope she gets the idea
>you hope she'd be interested in selling
What's the street price for 100 mg? $1/pill?
>>6493276
I can still make it 4 and 3 weeks if I get heroine :^)
>>6493276
>come over
pretty far away tho
>>6493279
I dont talk to _anyone_ ever at college. I am too scared. pretty sure it has been months since I actually talked to someone irl thats not my bf, apart from my gp, like 3 weeks ago
>>6493256>>6493275
>I'm like 99% sure you're subtly trolling now. Trans people didn't choose her, the media did. She isn't considered particularly favorably by most trans women under the age of like 50.
>Honestly, how fucking dare you blame us for Caitlyn. The media and more importantly the consumer latches onto SHOCKING stories.
well i'm not trying to say that, but why doesn't the transcommunity reject her or make it clear she's not the best representative?
even if she wasn't chosen by most transpeople; 'everyone' seems to be just going along with it, whereas jazz jennings or laverne cox, or jamie clayton, or even janet mock dont get nearly as much play.
and as far as i can tell most "notable" trans people dont say much, if anything negative about Cait Jenner.
its just confusing I guess, the trans community just bends over and takes it even though they dislike it??
>Why are you choosing to be an active ally, though? I'm sorry if this comes off as unthankful but we can get kind of skeptical when cis allies start coming in and trying to speak for us, and often end up talking over us.
im not trying to do that, which is why i'm asking
but i do want to be an ally, so if a dissenter or another cis persons asks me, i do want to be able to give the appropriate response i dont want to shout over trans voices at all.
>>6493284
...baka
>>6493287
I'd make it worth the trip tho
>>6493278
:(
>>6493288
>its just confusing I guess, the trans community just bends over and takes it even though they dislike it??
Story of my life desu.
Metaphorically speaking, of course.
>>6493270
oh yeah im with you. i've seent it two times already so i know whats coming up so i've been kinda lazy about watching
i've seen a lot of ZZ before too. the first 15 oe so episodes were hard to get thru and then i just kinda lost interest, but i've been binge watching a lot of gundam real quick the last few weeks so i figure now is a good time to go back and watch.
i just started 00 again too. so far its a lot better than i remember it being.
>>6493258
The people being slaughtered in the streets by Syrians in fallujah and Mosul don't give a fuck about your historical perspective of boarders, they just know they were born there 20 years ago, and religious fanatics from around the globe came in and murdered them by the thousands to make a religious point.
I also don't give a fuck when I'm there, If you're blowing someone up with a bomb who is trying to go buy food for their kids, you're getting cuffs or a bullet, your choice
>>6493289
>I'd make it worth the trip tho
bring it to germany in düsseldorf, Ill take it then :P
unless you go by plane
>>6493281
>storm spirit gets a 12 minute bloodstone.gif
>>6493227
Best thing ever to come from Spain was a guitar
>>6493295
I always go by plane :(
(hint september hint)
how are you doing btw ?
I passed latin and only one latin oral exam left then done for this semester ^_^
>>6493297
nice
>>6493298
i dont know enough about spain to dispute this but i feel like it's probably correct
>>6493031
>someone who truly believes they are open to love and happiness with the right person, irrespective of a state-of-being
>tfw you're lucky enough to have a girlfriend who shares this exact feeling with you and doesn't believe in paranoid chaser bullshit
also I asked something similar a long time ago and didn't get a straight answer because I'm a man so thanks :^)
>>6493287
G R O W
I T
>>6493298
lmao
>>6493297
It was about oil, for the terrorists, who actively took over sites and sold it on the black market to fund destruction
No western country directly benefited from Iraqi oil production, it's a small amount compared to world wide oil production, the us is a net energy exporter and is the for in competition for oil sales from Iraq on the global market, most Western countries put tons of money into helping Iraq for no return.
>>6493297
https://clyp.it/cbrfeacb
>>6493304
>how are you doing btw ?
miserable, I take like >2g prog regularly. my body hates it, but quitting is hard
>september
maybe too close to my ffs, dont want to travel with a smashed face desu ;~~;
>>6493312
in a 34 sqm flat? where?
we want to when we move tho
>>6493293
Historical perspective is important as a basis for the real issue, what is the long term solution? Is there even one? Is Libia batter than before? Was Iraq stable at any point after Saddam?
Once you're there you're there, I don't have anything against soldiers in particular and probably if they weren't there they'd be somewhere else. The point is that when you're not there anymore you should have some perspective and consider what the point of it is.
I also think there can be military solutions to certain conflicts. But they requiere correct methods with real goals, long term stuff. Aren't there still american soldiers in Iraq protecting the poppy fields and whatnot? Isn't black water still protecting oilducts? Is the idea to make it a permanent occupation already? are you anexing all the middle east?
They wouldn't be in that situation if they still had any national armies. But america took care of that, so all the military personal turned into jihadist just because that's the thing they can do. If your position is
>I'm there to protect something that has real value, real life for people who don't want to be in that position.
They perfectly can be thinking
>I'm there to protect something that has real value, a real future for my children.
And I wouldn't be mad at any of them just for that, because they are soldiers soldiering. The issue is the methods and intentions behind them.
Why is two straight guys hooking up so hot to me? Is it because I'm a transbian?
I'm going to start stalking rachel again fuck you mercury
>>6493298
>>6493308
>"was brought to Iberia by the Moors in the 8th century"
>Spain's greatest invention came about when the country was ruled by pic related
Spain yes.
>>6493320
it's because you're fujoshi scum
>>6493320
iktf
i was never into yaoi until i started transitioning to become a gril
>>6493322
i belong to mercury im sorry
>>6493313
>to fund destruction
isn't that a bit simplistic for a grown up?
No western country benefited, just allies in the zone. And while oil wasn't really that big of an issue, most of the poppy seeds come from afghanistan so the big pharma really won a lot with that.
>>6493322
https://clyp.it/vu54cair
>>6493315
>miserable
:( gt better soon <3
>maybe too close to my ffs
well I'll probably be back for christmas anyway
>>6493320
http://myanimelist.net/anime/33222/Fudanshi_Koukou_Seikatsu
>>6493288
>well i'm not trying to say that, but why doesn't the transcommunity reject her or make it clear she's not the best representative?
How the hell are we supposed to do that? We have been bitching and moaning about Bruce/Caitlin since the dawn of fucking time, since it was just a rumor even.
There's enough cannibalism within the "trans* movement" that I can't blame other prominent trans people for not starting shit with a wealthy, self aggrandizing, goddam harpy of a celebrity, and instead just focusing on their own thing.
The type of person you find here in mtfg honestly isn't the "prominent" trans woman though. We just are not. Ideologically we are the type who is first thrown under the bus of trans* idealism that wants to act like a cis person wearing a funny fashion statement equals trans and ought to have full say on how we are handled. Our survival mechanism is to try our hardest to blend into normative society.
Camp "I want to be a normal girl, please just leave us alone," is probably a politically self defeating thing. We just want a sane pathway open so that we can access the kind of medical and legal treatment that lets us live happy and mostly normal lives. Transsexual people are an ever shrinking minority within the trans* umbrella, and activists and so called allies waste little time in enthusiastically marginalizing us at the first convenience. We are jaded to a point of relative silence, and greatly outnumbered by the larger entity you probably consider to be "teh trans community"
>>6493320
>>6493331
I never understood why girls found it hot to see two dudes getting together t b h
>>6493337
>well I'll probably be back for christmas anyway
thats doable, would need to meet around midday though, I dont wantto be on a train in NRW at night alone ;~~;
>>6493239
I'm on HRT but I haven't ever been drunk or anything like that so pretty non-druggy I'd say.
>>6493331
>tfw your boycraze flourished when you were finally able to just let go of any pretense and gravitate towards what you like without any guilt.
Worst case scenario I'm a fag now.
>>6493331
saved that picture to use on christmas eve
>>6493345
Do you not find it hot to see two girls getting together?
>>6493323
seems like a cool dude
>>6493357
birdy finds it hot to see two guys getting together
>>6493235
im where you are.
tired
apathy
wanting to drink again
lets cuddle yeah?
>>6493239
Only using HRT and anti-depressants. Next time I see my psychiatrist I'll be looking to get off of the latter.
can somebody please redpill me on diapers?
why do so many transgirls still need them?
>>6493362
Who doesn't though
>>6493368
because latex suits are super hard to take off
so if you have to go to the bathroom you don't have to take off your whole body suit
>>6493345
>>6493357
>that what-if scenario gets proposed in your horny group of guy friends in middle school "what if you became a girl"
>they all talk about being lesbians
>you say you would prefer straight sex regardless of what gender you were
>no one questioned me but the conversation would always die after that
>>6493298
guitar saved me life
ty spain
>>6493375
being trans is so hard! but at least now I can look like the doll I am.
>>6493314
https://clyp.it/jpw30ttf
And thanks, I've been dreading voice training
Don't take what I said too seriously, the authorities only care about the distributors I was just making you aware that they are actively trying to clamp down on this sort of thing so you should watch your back. I suggest asking /g/ for more information on how to stay safe on TOR.
>>6493359
Moorish Spain was a great place, lots of art, lots of science, lots of music. It's only because "hurr Africans ruling Europe" is why /pol/ hates it. It was worlds apart from modern Wahhabist Islam.
>>6493378
did it cushion your fall?
>tfw ur a girl
: )
>>6493368
excessive buttsex
>>6493389
me too!
>>6493368
I guess cause those who don't pass as either struggle to find a bathroom ?
How do I lose weight?
I calculated my Base Methabolical Rate, says it's 2000 calories/day, I dunno if I can live eating less than that QQ
>>6493394
Exercise and add 500 calories to that.
>>6493357
not at all
boy+girl, boy+boy or bust
>>6493362
this is true under specific conditions, I just never got why girls would find it arousing because they wouldn't be able to do anything with them
>>6493377
p much every other day what little guy friends I had in school would bring this up, but I was a confused, homophobic bully back then so I just called them faggots :^)
>>6493394
literally eat less than that, that's how simple it is.
>>6493394
It's pretty easy eating less than that, but if you want to eat more just exercise and adjust your calorific intake.
>>6493394
i eat about 1200 cals a day
i've been eating 1000-1500 cals every day since i was 210lbs back in september
you just have to be sick enough looking in the mirror to get depressed enough to not want to eat
>tfw no manhand tranny to give me a deep tissue massage
>>6493380
>>6493392
Why do you have presumably 59 more of these? Why are there even 59 more to have?
>>6493394
Learn to love the hunger. You'll start to enjoy it and hate bloated feeling after you eat.
Drink a lot of water. Particularly with your meals.
Most true "servings" are between 400 and 600 calories. Welcome to the world of learning how much a person is supposed to eat.
>>6493407
just eat more vegetables
>>6493386
nah i just went full autist learning guitar for 5 years. wanted to die, couldnt do that to family at the time (was still very closeted and eating disordered). i found it rewarding, and being able to produce sound that isnt gendered and shit, no lyrics etc. a true escape. sorry for le essay
yes it cushioned my fall.
>>6493404
how much do you weight now?
>>6493396
lets jam
>>6493416
164lbs as of this morning
>>6493422
wow nice work kiwi, very proud of you
Is anyone here a girl?
>>6493420
I belong in a straight jacked and a padded room. pretty sure thats a good excuse
>>6493423
its a question of discipline. I have never had problems eating less than 800kcal per day.
>>6493422
Wew, what did you stop eating? What did you start eating?
>>6493364
>>>>>anti-depressants
Anti-depressants are an EXCELLENT way of permanently fucking up your brain.
They are for weak people. Rather than taking pills, try not shitting your pants when things get hard.
>>6493432
And? I said I'm looking to get off of them.
>>6493435
My bad, get off from those ASAP. They are doing way more harm than temporary good.
>>6493428
tq!
>>6493431
well i used to just never care about what i was eating, i used to eat entire bags of chips, white cheddar popcorn, pringles, candy, you name it, it was a disgusting amount of junk food
plus i was eating a lot cause both of my ex's liked to eat too
now i'm obsessive about counting calories and it makes me physically ill if i go over 1500 cals in a day
>>6493432
xDDDDDDDDDDDD drugs are bad guys XDXD dunt use drugs XXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDD
why is my toe swollen?
>>6493423
Surely a correctly measured deficit of 500 calories won't kill you or cause stretch marks. You know all it did for me? It got me hungry an hour or so before a meal. So instead of just eating because it was "time to eat" I ate because I was hungry and stopped when I wasn't hungry anymore instead of "full". There was no post-meal bloat or tiredness either from the smaller portions.
>>6493438
>ITT: anorexics
>not being ano
its like you dont want to be spooky sempai
>>6493435
>>6493436
If you are going to, don't stop all at once, the withdrawl symptoms of anti-depressants can be really bad. It's better to slowly ramp down how much you take over several weeks. I'm sure your psychiatrist will tell you the same. You'll also want to be on the watch for getting more depressed or suicidal, obviously.
How do you calculate your BMR? I get it that there's a calculator but there's something about multiplying the value depending on how you live or something, does anyone know how this works?
>>6493432
Take your straight-edge faggot shit to >>/reddit/
>>6493448
>mfw sertraline withdrawal
>>6493446
EAT
>>6493408
nah, it's just automatic naming, I take a ton of partial screencaps and take too long to rename them.
>>6493456
but that wont make me lose weight :c
While slurping my massive vodka smoothie, I had a thought;
Being mtf; Society largely sees me as less than human... Or "advocates" see me as a person needing reparations and to be felt sorry for.
So, here's the 2nd thought;
Why the fuck am I trying to be an upstanding citizen? Why not go back on all the drugs I repressed with & make terrible illegal decisions since I'm not even human & have no rights to begin with.
I mean, if I die,so what, right?
One less genetic fuck up?
Why not be on a permanent bender?
>>6493430
>its a question of discipline. I have never had problems eating less than 800kcal per day.
no, your lack of discipline kept you at that range. if you did things because you had to them you'd eat more, talk to people and correct other aspects of your life.
>>6493455
sert withdrawal sucked
remeron was worse
AD free now though :) still just as depressed
>>6493460
Post skeleton
>>6493392
>>6493380
This is why no-one likes us
>>6493460
That's the point.
>>6493462
lets be friends
>>6493460
Come be my fat gf. Big girls are where its at, anyways.
>>6493462
Rather than making terrible illegal decisions, why not make good illegal decisions?
>>6493468
one day when I am not as fat
>>6493466
I am pretty disciplined I think, I am high functioning irl. granted, I need a lot of crutches, but its enough to get degrees in uni
>>6493471
but muh aesthetic
I encourage everyone to take a look at this article, there is some very interesting information, I feel like it has opened my eyes about how the world operates
http://www.renegadetribune.com/psychiatry-is-a-jewish-communist-weapon-against-white-people/
>>6493475
I want to go back to a BMI of like 16 tho, 17 is too much
>>6493478
So does your brain see your body as different from it really is, or does your brain have a different idea of what your body should be?
>>6493480
top kek
>>6493455
>>6493453
You literally belong in the >>>/trash/
If you're depressed chances are you're a complete failure and should kill yourself
>>6493460
are you saying you would rather be skin and bones than possibly looking like that delicious grill you just posted?
E A T
R I G H T
A N D
E X E R C I S E
>>6493482
tfw 6'3 and bmi 19
kill me
>>6493432
Scientologists? In my /mtfg/?
>>6493483
I want to be as fragile and tiny as possible, and I enjoy the pain. I do think my thighs and my tummy are too fat though
my bf wants me to gain 20 lbs, but I think he wont force me nefore next year
>>6493491
>Until then, youre not of use
I am not of use anyway
>>6493488
yes
>>6493492
I'm having a terrifically hard time getting off my ssri
>>6493494
You would be if you got >20
>>6493496
Those don't do a thing at all for me anyway. So there wasn't much of a withdrawal when switching to something else. Unlike benzos, nicotine and opiates. Quitting those is always a pain for me.
>>6493499
18 was the fattest I ever was.
>You would be if you got >20
na, my personality is shit tebh
>>6493492
Keep telling yourself that there are NO side effects at all, PERFECTLY harmless to your long-term mental health!
>>6493462
>"Everyone thinks I'm a god damn monster and treats me like one so I might as well just fucking act like one!"
I believe in these situations we have to be the better person. No matter how awful that is. When it wears us down we just have to learn to hide and vent so that we're strong enough for the next round.
So yeah, a vodka smoothie sounds amazing.
>>6493491
No, probably not. I wouldn't be happier doing a whole bunch of drugs, I think, just miserable in a slightly different way.
>>6493480
>"Joos!"
Hey I'm bored, wut do?
>>6493504
Nice strawman.
>>6493504
Sounds like you need neuroleptics, though, not antidepressants...
>>6493503
Who /yo-yo/ here? My fattest was 252 lb and my thinnest was 154 lb. Currently around 223 lb
>>6493516
praying for the flu for italian players
I dont want to go out tomorrow
REEEEEEEEEEE
>>6493500
Play?
Until I have another substance, I can't. I'm very dependent. I can't caffeine b/c P makes my nipples sore AF and it makes it worse
>>6493502
I can quit those cold turkey :(
Fuck.
I need tobacco as well :/
We should become dip enthusiasts
>>6493503
Disgusting
Peasant.
Royalty is notoriously chubby. Remember that.
>>6493505
2 cups mango vodka, 2 cups fruit, 1 cup juice
Tbqfh, IDC what people think anymore.
I'm preying on the "no high expectations" virtue if being mtf
>>6493507
Would you not run stop signs and go 200mph if it meant you won't die or get arrested?
I'm tired of existing. I want to live.
>>6493525
>Italy needs to take you back down to earth.
theyre just faking all the time tho, literal actresses
nearly impossible to not hate them
>>6493526
>Disgusting
>Peasant.
muh feelings bby... :c
I just want to be loved
>>6493522
i yo yo at times. never go overweight now though.
relationship with food is fucked
>>6493528
Get chubs & let me spoon you.
<3
>>6493530
only if I can be the little spoon though...
>>6493526
i understand your pain
let me play you some blues some time
>>6493526
I usually quit things cold turkey. Doing that with tobacco seriously alarmed the clinic shrink, though. The physical symptoms of withdrawal are still not a nice thing to go through.
>>6493526
Only in places where it wouldn't hurt anybody; even if I wouldn't be at risk or punished for it, I don't want to kill people with my recklessness.
>>6493517
>>6493521
Yeah, the meaning of life is to jack off, play video games, talk to strangers on internet message boards who wont remember you when you die, pop pills because a doctor said you have a brain chemical imbalance, and then pace around your room 3 in the morning wondering where it all went wrong.
Stop altering your brain with SSRIs and weed and grow the fuck up.
test
https://www.strawpoll.me/10643245
https://www.strawpoll.me/10643245
https://www.strawpoll.me/10643245
>>6493536
yes
not femme singing voice at all though.
im a fail
i play and sing
my only price is comforting cuddles.
>>6493529
This is how bad my binge eating got at one point.
>>6493548
>tfw never posted body pics
feels good to be pure
>>6493543
You're so off target about my life it's actually funny. I'm well past growing up. I'm close enough to retirement to make plans for it.
>>6493536
how'syour gf gonna feel about that?
>>6493536
OMG
will you place your warm hands on my kidney area? thats the best feeling in the world :3
>>6493559
/molests
>>6493551
ive been there
gained 10lbs in 24 hrs
i know the feels.
glad im out that hole.
i elieve in you
:3
*hugs*
>>6493563
how did you eat 35.000kcal?
>>6493559
will you mock me if we lose ;___;
>>6493552
fools who did must be punished
who wants okonomiyaki?
>>6493568
O RLY?
>>6493574
I've seen your butt somewhere before
>>6493552
that was me, until I got super drunk and lonely the other night...
>>6493569
I really want to learn but it takes too many japanese X. Like Japanese mayo, japanese lettuce, and so on. I'm not even sure what would be the local alternatives...
>>6493574
That's you!?
I come and go from the thread a lot, and like years ago I remember that pic being reposted all the time. I didn't remember it was you.
>>6493583
Have you tried American mayo, American lettuce, etc?
>>6493543
>SSRIs
Welp, my anti-d isn't an SSRI, so neat, I guess.
>>6493567
>will you mock me if we lose ;___;
Yes
hi it's time for my blog that you don't care about but that i'm going to type up anyways to make myself feel better about my thoughts!!!
i got this text from my blue angels pilot guy who is super nerdy earlier and idk. the texts themselves were kind of lame and funny in like a really sweet way? and i really miss him. this was right after i pushed him away after my recent breakup btw, so. i reallllly do miss him, but idk... he sent this to me before work and i haven't said anything yet. idk what to say. like work was really awesome tonight but it's been on my mind the whole time. should i just see him again at least? or message him back and tell him that i miss him? he's the lamest and cutest, nerdiest nerd that ever nerded, but i really like him a lot and idk. IDKKKK. maybe i should just tignore him? i need outside wisdom/guidance desu. ;_;
>>6493583
That's me. And years ago is an overstatement, it was taken last year in the bathroom of my room at the clinic.
>>6493593
probably means you're more fucked up because SSRIs are usually the first type they try
>finding more sex/cam videos of trips from /mtfg/
when did ya'll become huge sluts?!
>>6493599
can confirm
>>6493596
Why do you always have this permanent smug look on your face?
>>6493569
reminds me of the time when I made some with my host family. Its one of my fave japanese foods desu!
>>6493595
tell him to let you ride in his cockpit if you know what I mean
>>6493595
Do you think he'd take a friendzoning worse than being ignored?
>room mate fought with his gf
>he got onto me and said hes sick of women around
is this a win?
>>6493595
let him gape you already
>>6493576
>It's the weight of the food
does that count as weight gained?
>>6493580
water weight isnt weight gained. it goes away on its own
>>6493592
;~;
>>6493594
youre a britbong, you mocking me in football related things isnt going to bother me at all.
>>6493613
>he got onto me
He mounted you?!
>>6493599
Actually, it was the first one they tried. It's just that I have ADD as well and the pill in question can treat both.
>>6493613
did you get creampied?
>>6493607
It's just the way I look, I guess...
>>6493613
>problems with roomate
ah shit nigga, if you ad the option I'd say abort now, but you're kinda fucked.
Who the god damn everloving fuck invented sheet music
They need to be shot
>>6493616
my scale said 10lbs gained
im not a mong
but when i see 10lb
i acknowledge i am 10lb heavier
>>6493595
So... you like him, seems like there's no reason to not talk to him
>>6493621
when will be mine turn for cream :(
>>6493595
of my professional opinin, working with whordes of working boys, he looks like one of those smarmy "i have to be right" faggots i need to punch in the throat.
fuck him if you want
however
>ltr
>>6493616
we wuz kangs of football n shieeet
>>6493613
>>he got onto me
>and said hes sick of women around
so you're a boy now?
>>6493624
Would you rather be reading neumes?
>>6493631
1966 WILL RISE AGAIN
>>6493624
git gud
>>6493613
they know youre a tranny right?
>>6493624
Lmao
You can't sight read?
Are you a musician even?
Kek
>>6493624
sheet music is easy nigga lmao
>>6493631
>the only title you got, you got by a referee being an idiot
not sure if thats a good thing actualy.
I guess at least you made a final
>>6493611
>>6493614
l m a o WOW
>>6493612
>>6493615
>>6493628
the thing is like he has as many issues with commitment as i do, and a part of me has always been like 'this guy is never going to be my boyfriend, so why even bother?' even though he's literally the perfect guy in every other way. i feel like i'd want more with him or i'd get attached and then what would i do??
>>6493630
he's nott like that at alll. he's like uber nerd mode and super compassionate and friendly and sweet. he's basically retired and he plays D&D and vidya constantly and he's a teacher now. he just does jobs cause why not. i just don't think it would ever turn into a LTR. or a relationship in general. so...
i guess i could sleep with him? we've been on vacation together and like spent months dating at a time so i do have the familiarity. das it tho.
>>6493609
I've never made or had it before, its tasty
like a bubble n squeak pancake with tasty sauce and bacon and mayo
>>6493641
>Destroyed 4-2
>"Waah the referee wasn't looking!"
>>6493643
show butt btw
>>6493643
Would it be so wrong to get attached, even for a while?
Does anyone have that old trans girl diaries comic with the hon being jealous of the young transitioner?
>>6493595
Where are you standing with your other guys?
>>6493650
http://www.mediafire.com/download/7ywyk1tgo9mrc9x/transgirldiaries.tar
this has most of it I think
>>6493639
Did you find the drugs?
>>6493650
edieirl.jpg?
>>6493643
I Dont understand your question.
He's gonna be an eternal FWb from what youve said...
If youre this vexed about it, doesn't it essentially come down to "do I want to fuck this guy for a little while or find an Ltd... Or do I need time alone"
This is your delima to answer
>>6493658
*ltr
>>6493647
>destroyed
>it was 2-2
3-2 was cheated, after that, aggressiveness was needed and the 4-2 by counter was a logical consequence
have you even seen the match
>>6493648
n-no!!
>>6493649
of course it would ;___; why would i want to get attached to, or fall in love with someone who is just gonna leave?
>>6493652
ummm welll, i mean the guy i've been in love with since i was 17 is a super long work in progress. idk when that'll come to fruition.
the guy i'm hanging out wit for the sex and cuddles and everything is cool, he'll be there whenever i want for whatever.
that's it when it comes to the boys. i've settled down lots lately.
>>6493658
..............................................................hm
well i didn't think of it that way lmao. HMMM
i guess i'm just worried about the possibility of me getting too attached, but it could be nice to just have him around to do stuff with..........
HM. TY VALQ THIS REALLY HELPED LOL
>>6493663
muh football
>>6493646
it looks tasty sheen
mine never comes out solid like it's supposed to
>>6493666
BUTT!
>ywn go to a thrash metal show and eat ketchup with Kayla
>>6493666
'S why im real AF
IF you've done all that other stuff with him, do you really think you'll get attached?
If he has commitment issues, do you really think HE'LL LET YOU get attached?
But yeah... You're on an internal struggle here & it seems to me, if this guy is that manipulatable by womanly tran wiles...
You could totally pump & dump
But... What YOU currently desire is where the answer lies
>>6493676
too much shit too little batter
>>6493666
Few things last forever. Fear of loss is awful, I know it too well. But if you're depriving yourself because of it, though, you're going to miss out on a lot of what makes life bearable... Not going to quote Tennyson here for extra cheese...
>>6493663
Keep telling yourself that.
ENGLAND VICTORIOUS
>>6493663
Should we talk about stupid square goalposts instead?
>>6493676
it was nice, I think next time I'll only have one because I was struggling with the second one thanks to the fact it only had cabbage in it. it was getting a bit samey.
I might try one from a restaurant some time to see if I like theirs better.
as for yours, it needs more batter
>>6493634
>>6493637
>>6493639
>>6493640
In all my years of playing violin and guitar, I 100% cannot read sheet music for the life of me
I learn by muscle, not even ear
I haven't played in forever and I was just running through a practice piece because I had my guitar out anyway and realized I was doing something wrong because I had misread the music and my finger went to the proper place when I was focusing on my right hand instead of consciously commanding my fingers
>>6493686
dont me mean bby, I am helpless ntognight
>>6493692
m-maybe
idk what you mean by thsis
hey guys what torrent client should i use
ive been using transmission-qt but id like something with better sorting, with groups, etc. and a nicer gui
>>6493646
I just looked up bubble n squeek pancakes
Didn't know they could be pancakes
C-can you be my live in cook?
I trade group cuddles and friendship for foods
>>6493697
I'm talking about one of the most iconic games of soccer ever and you don't know what I mean? 76, never forget!
>>6493698
they all kinda suck, but qbittorrent is ok
>>6493679
N-NO!!! I REFUSE
>>6493683
i got attached before, that's the problem!! ;_;
and idk like he definitely lets me get attached real easily. but i do miss him, and hanging out with him again would be nice, and the dick is good. so i told him i missed him and ya we will see what happens. ty for the wisdom <3 i guess i just didn't think about it in the sense of like 'he will only be a FWB so just do what you want' lol
>>6493685
i guess that's true. i just tend to like...do the thing where i push people away a lot so i don't have to deal with missing them or losing them. idk. it's dumb.
>>6493702
I am high out of my mind bby, thinkicndg isnt my strgong suit atm
but no I havent seen that match ;-;
>>6493708
>drunk AF
>can't get druqs
>>6493699
okie
>>6493698
i use deluge
i don't think it matters that much desu
>>6493712
be careful bby ;-;
>>6493695
My first couple years of learning music were brutal but useful. No instruments but the teacher's piano, no actual music. Just solfege. And there was more of that after I was allowed to pick up a guitar. I can pretty much hear the music just looking at the sheet. And vice versa.
>>6493698
qBittorent
>>6493704
BUTT!!! I REJECT YOUR REFUSAL
>>6493704
Well, I do that too so I can't blame you. It's not really healthy, though. In the long run, you may gain strong friendships by keeping that tendency in check.
>>6493717
>yelling at the Nigerians on work visas next door to stop screaming when they make phone calls back home
>they tell me I'm an evil red headed white lady & demons roam around me.
See, getting beligerant isn't half horrible.
This is the first time in 2 weeks... I'll take it slow, I promise
<3
>penis is too small to tuck
what do I do
>>6493730
>French
disgusting
>>6493730
>fallout
Pain is learning.
>>6493729
Nigerians are weird. I'm constantly being mistaken for one.
>>6493708
Found it. http://playhd.pk/watch/x28y6vz
>>6493739
kaffir
>>6493729
>This is the first time in 2 weeks... I'll take it slow, I promise
><3
thank you <3
I may be a hypocrite
but I DO care
>>6493730
perfect :3
wamna life rail tomorrow if your internet works?
>>6493733
Rock the bulge.
>>6493739
>I'm constantly being mistaken for one.
oh god now there are 3 of them
>>6493740
>french
sorry, I cant do that bby ;-;
>>6493739
4 of them have stolen 2 propane tanks, 5 gal of gas, a car battery, a package of hot dogs, and an electric heater... In the past 2 years here
There's an influx & their whole "I can fuck 100 women but my wife can't do anything but make my babie" really irks me.
I despise the culture as of now.
>>6493719
I hate sheet music ;~;
I'd practice more if I could learn the songs on my own but I only learn music through doing
Little kid being carried by dad: Why is she [going about whatever it is I do]
Dad replies happily: Oh well she [basic explanation]
Hahaha! Even the two year olds are politely lying to spare my feelings. I know they all see the trembling scared little fuccboi that I really am... They are just humoring me.
>>6493750
yeah
FAGGOTS.
>>6493655
Oh god thanks!
I kind of realized today that I'm the hon.
:'(
>>6493754
Youre a fucking idiot
Little kids are more honest than I
If youre a she
You're a she.
>>6493750
im a transbian
>>6493756
well then stop that and don't be such a hon
>>6493761
>transbian
no such thing baby, all girls want a good dicking from an alpha chad
>>6493763
How do you stop being a hon though?
>>6493768
Only in robots' petty minds...
>>6493768
>>alpha
Alphas work by manipulation. Chads have no grounds if another alpha tranny manipulates them into blushing
>nobody acknowledged the sheriff being back
>>6493773
Pic
:(
>Tfw vodka drunk, shitposting to aphex twin
>>6493748
Between you and me Caribbeans and Africans don't really like each other.
>>6493769
Well if you are like the hon in the comic try not to be so jealous of girls who pass I guess. If it's something else I don't really know sorry.
>>6493695
>I learn by muscle, not even ear
so you learned half of it and thought that was enough? music sheets are the best way to pass around music and record it for others. it's just having an intelectual understanding of a physical action, it's not different at all.
>>6493769
Throw your blue eyeshadow into the trash. Burn the leopard printed rags you call clothes. And fucking stop patronizing early transitioners and parroting gatekeeper crap.
>>6493778
I've been in love before & know emotional torment from a very very in depth ltr is the best learning process.
I'm not actually mean.
I believe in tough love and growing from emotional mistakes.
I'm just verry accustomed to human emotional development.
Hell, Faye is finally accepting being female & re-enlisting after her hardship.
Emotions grow better people
Also, I'm jaded.
>>6493770
this is what biased transbian hons believe
>>6493754
if you have long hair you're a lady in the eyes of little kids.
>>6493790
Nope
"She's a man"
>>6493792
you don't have long enough hair.
>>6493797
she was probably chugging beer and trying to bro it up too
>>6493797
That's okayy, b/c my tits jiggle when I walk & my hips are almost wider than my shoulders.
Oh yeah, and my knees naturally bow & I sway when I walk.
But
W/e
>>6493801
I sip my ipa's, thank you.
>>6493807
I was using irony from other anons accounts
"She's a man" has literally never happened to me.
I have received a free cube of Coors from the beta liquor store boy, tho
>>6493814
>cis pass
Phew, I was scared somebody didn't hate me for once
>>6493814
Pass as common woman.
>>6493792
Never got that from a kid. Funnier stuff, though... there was that bookish kid who said to his grandfather "she's not a woman, she's a Sphinx." I wasn't mean enough to give him a riddle with no answer. So anyway, beware the Sphinx, devourer of men. And little kids, apparently.
>>6493813
I have to respect little kids who can handle cognitive ressonance enough to both say "she" and "is a man". That's some decent compartimentation.
>>6493814
How far hrt?
Nohomo, but I'd watch you moan and claw from a southerly perspective <3
Nohomo tho
>>6493814
You just look like a normal girl. Maybe you could get a rhino or something if you want but I don't think you NEED to.
>>6493814
Well, you're not a hon because you don't have your face caked, you don't have an old lady dress and you don't have a comb over. I wouldn't call you cute but just from the pics I'd assume you pass.
>tfw friday nights alone
>tfw no gf
>>6493814
Then you're not a hon. Just envious. Which is bad, but quite separate.
>>6493832
>>tfw I could be gay for you but, like every other lezzie trip, I'd rather have everyone be my fembro & get into shenanigans & paint the town red
& then have a big puppy cuddle pile at the end of each night
>>6493831
>ON THIS PLAAANE
But... I'm a Sphinx, not a snake...
>>6493835
Ugly women are women.
However
You look better than the cis girl marines I know.
So..
Stfu
Pls
Youre cute
>>6493835
>Common Woman = Ugly Woman = Hon
no, no, hons are freaks that aren't even on hrt. a common woman or an ugly woman are still women.
>>6493837
Oh yeah. I hear snakes Dont like vibrators anyways
>on this spectrumm?
>>6493836
tfw i never grew up in the city and will never learn how to have fun in public
tfw untouchable
>tfw working on figuring out what i'm going to have for my cheat day
>only came up with 1300 cal when i could have up to 1800 cal
fug
>getting sushi and bubble tea with my girlfriend, her treat
>I wonder if she knows I'm going to propose to her if I get back in
>>6493854
>1800 calories
>Cheat day
>>6493856
FAYE OMG
hii /mtfg/
how are u?
>>6493814
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPrpGCcFtt4
>>6493856
I'm glad you learned to enjoy the abuse ^__^
fxumyhj the police
>>6493858
1800 cal is the maximum i can eat without gaining any weight
>>6493856
THIS IS GREAT im so happy for you. this is exactly what you need, faye.
>>6493867
No, the abuse is still posting on the board though
>>6493861
Also I'm making origami things for when she gets back
>>6493869
nigga it's one day
>>6493856
>Bubble tea
>Proposals
Congratulations Faye! What flavor drinks did you get?
>tfw had a good nap.
I needed it. I was just feeling so worn down.
>>6493862
Pretty good!
>>6493882
Rose is my favorite, I'm not proposin mg until I get back in the army, buttttt every time I see her I think about it... Hopefully like 4-5 months
e-everything worked out ^________________________________^
>>6493892
just make sure you don't get too excited and let everything flop out of your bikini
>>6493835
half passing?
what doesn't pass?
hi mtf
if i wear size L briefs, what size panties would u recommend? also what style: bikini, hiphugger, or boyshorts?
>>6493757
>tricked a little kid
>"you pass flawless hon"
>>6493898
do you like taro?
>>6493856
>tfw faye will never be properly romanced & dommed by a person w/a penis
>tfw faye is settling for a cuck
>>6493893
well, obviously I wish I could be eating dick. that doesn't change my question.
>>6493900
Try them on at stores
What should my levels be before I start liking CLAMP?
>>6493856
Didn't you just get back with her? Isn't it a little soon?
>>6493908
I NEEDED TO POST TWICE
>>6493911
some time ago faye couldn't get enough of shitting on her now future fiance. but that's just faye, you can't trust her when she says she hates someone or that she loves someone.
>>6493912
"I don't understand what the big deal is. They let you try on pants."
"Not underpants."
>>6493911
>mixing flavors
do you make your own or do you ask them to do that? i almost never not get taro. i guess honeydew would be the second choice.
Everyone thinks I'm a normal girl at anime expo, feels good
>>6493921
pics or it didn't happen
>>6493921
>normal
>anime expo
>>6493921
go back to eight grade
>>6493919
If you go to plebby stores they won't let you.
Where do you shop? I tried on all my lingerie buying them
>>6493925
there was some stuff about emotional manipulation too
>>6493893
What kind are you having o.o I got my favorite sushi bowl on rice with egg butttt the place is so popular it's a 40 minute wait
>>6493921
they just think it's okay for you to be cosplaying there
>>6493638
yeah but surprisingly enough they are cool with it and treat me like a girl
>>6493926
I recall thinking about going out during halloween, but then I get a dress and I just walked out the door
>>6493930
NOT GOING THERE
clearly, you're more inclined to tell the tale.
>>6493927
I was planning on buying online from Uniqlo. there isn't a location anywhere near where i am :(
>>6493934
>FUKCING WOMEN, OMGS
Sincerely, your cisboy roommate you'll likely fuck before the year is through
>>6493936
okay, okay, no emotional bullying, we're better than that and all those lies.
>>6493938
Well dont they have a sizing chart? Im sure they do
>>6493915
>just get back
No we've been dating for 2 years o.o
>>6493911
She used to be less cool when I was repressing
>>6493904
I will never be a marine wife >.<
>>6493938
Get a good measurement of your hip, possibly waist too depending on what you buy, and check the sizing chart...
>>6493942
stick to the facts., as told by the anon.
no drama
no rumors
no lies
>>6493944
qt!
>>6493944
beep you're so qt
>>6493613
>hes sick of women around
he doesnt see you as one
>everyone talking about SSRI withdrawal
>have a prescription for 100mg of sertraline
>have gone straight from 0 to 100 and 100 to 0 multiple times
was not fun desu
>>6493945
>the face of a woman with free health and car insurance
I swear you military types are leeches
hello everyone
>>6493944
i love this early transition phase trap look
>>6493945
tbqfh, its what you need.
a nice strong man (or tran)
with the emotions to treat you right.
;-;
>>6493952
I'd literally molest you so you drop your sushi bowl.
>i've turned down sex w/ 10/10 bombshell girls as a boy for really good sushi
>i've feigned a date with stripper girls for sushi (i never gave them money at the club, but they insisted they take me out)
>...and sucked dick for a sub sammich
spectrumss...
>>6493957
Did you get dicked yet?
>>6493961
hey thats like a 30 min drive from me, is there a way I could attend still?
>>6493957
don't forget no copay!
They just said they're paying a large portion of my housing bill because I'm technically still 80% disabled, I didn't know about it, it's like a good 2,100 a month >.>
>>6493957
youre not a vet, sweetie
its earned
you can enlist now.
>>6493966
I put him on hold. I feel too ugly to be seen naked
>>6493967
Of course, I think a one day pass is around $20, I'd check their website and see if you can get one there
>tfw gained a crush on a trip
>tfw know crushes are stupid but can't get her out of my head
Help
>>6493972
get him to succ your cone tits bb
>>6493944
omg
i'd slip yo $100 for the night just to cuddle
>pulls you in the door upon delivery
you pass, bro.
srsly
but you already knew that
what with how boys treat you
>>6493918
>>6493925
>>6493945
Wait, is this your ex from long, long ago? If so, has she stopped being a jerk about your transition?
Sorry if I'm wrong, just, her and edie are the only two I know of who you have this much history with
>>6493920
The place I go to offers the service for 10 cents per extra flavor. They also like to remind me that there are no guarantees as to the quality of mixed drinks
Interesting, I think mango is my second
My most recent drinks have been trying to use ice cream as a thickener, though the most recent attempt sat in the sun for a good while before I got to it, so it was ruined.
I maintain that the idea is good though. I've been meaning to look into doing stuff with non-milk teas, but I can never think of anything
>>6493921
>Passing at anime cons
It's a great feel
>>6493975
>not shakira's crush
>>6493975
who, beepbeep? iktf
>>6493978
The more I actually just be a woman around her, the better she's gotten, she used to be completely disrespectful about it, but she's always stayed with me which is good y'know
>>6493990
>my tits look bigger than the girl on the right's
>same shape
i feel better
THANKS FAYE!
bling bling
>>6493993
your hair is blonder than mine
<3
>>6493975
it's me right?
>>6493990
With how she used to talk I was generally under the impression that she only did that because she thought she could turn you into the man she wanted... which makes staying less admirable
I'm glad things are working out now, anyways
>>6493985
>>6493988
All I will say is that she's in 'meh tier' and is not Valq or beepbeep
>>6494001
people change :^)
>>6494005
so kiwi since she's the only one lately posting.
>>6493975
Oh... When I had my huge crush on Kaylee, it took me a week to gather the courage to say something... and when I did, I started it off with the dumbest bullshit... and then I pulled some crazy 180 and just told her to go out with me.
And then it took 1 week before I figured out that she said yes and that we we're dating...
So, Shakira, here's what you do. I take a week or two to let the infatuation wear off. If you're still crushing, then get some courage and say something. And that's it! Easy.
>>6493993
bout god damn time
>>6494010
im going to cry :(
>>6494005
anna? grace? gem? lily? raifu?
>>6494017
>the same girl
don't call ftms girls
>>6494017
No no no, Red and I got plowed by the same girl.
We're both super subby and bottoms.
Also, Kaylee took my virginity.
>>6494021
There is an updated version but the image limit is reaches
Pupper tax
>>6494021
Grace was here when shakira left in a bout of rage, so she isn't. the other ones aren't postig lately so she couldn't had developed a crush on them.
it's you silly.
>>6494028
that's silly no one could have a crush on me
i'm as crazy as they get :v
>tfw not laying down listening to music and cuddling someone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h2A9Ej_OYTg
I'm so bored mtfggggg
>>6494029
Dude, we're still sharing the same.
Kaylee, Red, and I are partners.
It's like a love triangle, except we all actually love each other. It's nice and cozy.
Yo, wat up? ... Sorta new to these theads. Can I be part of the tranny collective?