/mtfg/ transgirl general

>>6422055
how do you have a cameltoe?

>>6422063
>>6422066
>>6422067
NO I DONT WANNA CLEAN MY ROOM MOM LEAVE ME ALONE OMFG

>>6422068
ok only worn once topshop $90 obo pls

>>6422070
the magic of tucking

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>>6422055
clean u room

>>6422059
yes but i have been like that during transition too
it's not really trans related i don't think
i'm just really lonely and sad in general whatever the case

>>6422061
im doing better in a lot of ways since detransing
but yeah im not great at the moment

>>6422066
hi k i t t how are you

>>6422068
semd pic

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>>6422075
>NO I DONT WANNA CLEAN MY ROOM MOM LEAVE ME ALONE OMFG

MO-OM
what are you doing ;~;

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>>6422058
This is gonna be great!

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>>6422076
>Anorexic aesthetics

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>>6422078
im good slug how are you??

>>6422075
ummm sry

my room is rly messy as well i just wanted to sound like a person who had it together

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>>6422075
I'll give you $89.99
What size do u wear tho
>>6422078
Ok give me your Skype

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>>6422077
>their subconscious sex

>>6422075
Glad I didn't suggest it too. There are already enough moms here.

>>6422076
You complain about not having hips and at the same time you are losing weight. You are doing it wrong.

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>>6422083
>messy room
Kit, I thought better of you

>>6422075
Forever doomed to wear granny shoes. This is what happens when you go weak.

>>6422078
Slug I love you and you should be a girl or something

>>6422088
i mean its not horrible but it could use a clean i guess

also im sry anon

>>6422075
has your tuck turned into a pseudovag from constantly doing it?

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>>6422083
bad n sad t b h

>>6422092
why does everyone want me to be a girl
i dont even want to be a girl

>>6422084
jankinsmcjank

>>6422098
omgg slugg nooo

why are you sad????

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>>6422093
Cleaning your room is ez
can be quicker if you don't make your bed, why make it when you're just going to get into it later

>>6422098
So man up already.>>6422094

>>6422098
You can be a boy and still take female hormones, grow boobs, change your name, wear dresses and cut your balls off.

>>6422098
>i dont even want to be a girl
dont make me bring up the posts from the last few days when you have said you do?

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>>6422102
i don't even know
chronically lonely and a bit gender dysphoric I guess

>>6422104
i'm manly as FUCK

>>6422108
yeah I know
I might do that eventually

>>6422109
it's secret code for "i want to take hormones" t b h
I don't want to be a cis girl or anything
at most I want to be a tranny

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>>6422103
i guess im just rly lazy anon ;~~;

>>6422112
sluggggg .__.
mb you should start taking HRT again

Have you ever been in the middle of a really good dream and deep asleep when your dad came into your room and started shouting about how you didn't clean the frying pan that had no food in it over the weekend and you had to wake up quickly so you could tell him that you cleaned the entire rest of the kitchen including your piece of shit cousin's leftover and spilled smoothie from Friday?

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>>6422112
Just be a tranny then slugu, take your pills. You should be happy

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>>6422118
I dunno how people get it messy in the first place, unless they built a pile of clothes (which I did once)

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>>6422118
nah senpai
the option is always there if I need it
but I don't really need it

>>6422122
i'd rather be happy on testosterone
would be much better overall

>>6422123
>pile of clothes that moves from the bed to the office chair every day

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>>6422119
I can't remember my parents shouting at me ever. I am always a good girl.

What was your dream about?

>>6422123
My bedroom is a disaster
Stuff of varying temperaments scattered everywhere, useless crap spilling from my closet
My desk is entirely covered with magic cards, books, papers, a bottle of vodka, cards against humanity, and loose change
Everything else in the house is so pristine it pisses me off

>>6422123
>too depressed to fold things
>build pile on the floordrobe
>pile gets bigger than the dresser
Is the standard way to do it

>>6422125
What happened sluggy?
I thought you were one of the "girls", yet now you sound like maki/Spartan/repression-anon.

>>6422083
Kit, I'm finally free :D

>>6422125
>implying I won't drive down there and force pills down your throat

>>6422128
Some space thing that was like the Predator (invisibility, honorable battle) except instead of a vagina face monster it could possess giant animals was stirring up trouble and I was hanging out in a big comfy Villa with nothing to do when the thing came along and ruined everyone's day and turned into one of those extinct giant monster sharks and bullied an army into fighting for him and I had to stop it

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>>6422135
>now you sound like maki/Spartan/repression-anon.
i don't think so. repression a shit
i'm just trying to deal with things a different way than before since transition didn't help

>>6422137
you can try
but i am strog & powerful

>>6422125
you are trying to convince yourself of that
you sure aren't convincing any of us

>>6422141
On my way.

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>tfw slug is being dumb and not the bootiful girl u used to know

>>6422151
is that slug?
bonerific

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>>6422125
>I don't really need it

>>6422139
Oh thats really a really good dream. Maybe it continues next night.

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>>6422136
yesssssssssssssssssssssss !!!!!!

you DID IT :3

congratssssssssss !

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>>6422144
not really bothered if you don't believe me
i know i'm telling the truth

>>6422151
shit the heck off kid
im not a girl

>>6422156
yes
i'm getting dysphoria sometimes but it is manageable thus far and i'm trying other ways to help it. i'm not any worse off than I was before detransition. if I actually need to go on hormones then I will do it, i'm not opposed to that at all. nor am i repressing my feelings.

my tongue doesn't fit in my mouth and it's been both me for days i can't focus on anything help

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I really want a boyfriend ;_;

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>>6422172
me too

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>>6422087
I want to be tiny tho

>>6422170
chew some gum, you wont be aware of your tongue while doing so

>>6422158
I hope it has a sequel at some point, it was a very fun dream
Although it seemed more like a pilot episode so I probably won't see it again

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>>6422173
yeah, I'm getting lonely as of late ;~;
Especially because it's cold and there's no one to cuddle me

>>6422174
>ywn be tiny

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>>6422170
What?

>>6422172
We all will get one sooner or later. Have a cute pic in the meantime.

>>6422174
You are tiny in comparision to /mtfg/ tho.

>>6422176
If it was a good pilot it will get a full series!

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>>6422180
iktf anon, its rly cold here and i have no one to cuddle w/ ;~;

im going insane i can feel it

i don't want them to take my hormones help

>>6422186
:C whats happening anon
whats wrong :(

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>>6422181
I hope so, I don't know if anyone would like me tho

>>6422185
yeah, bf feels intensified as of late ;~;

>>6422168
Slugu be my genderless romantic partner

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>>6422193
its harder in the cold, for sure ;~~;
i hope you find someone really nice anon

>>6422194
im up for that

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>>6422193
> I don't know if anyone would like me tho
I thought the same but then some cute boy messaged me out of the blue. Not my bf yet but there is someone for everyone and especially for you :3

How does /mtfg/ feel about Chris(tine) Chandler and her cultural impact regarding the trans community?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkVtTB51z3A

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>>6422195
I hope you do too
Finding guys who'd like transgirls is hard though ;___;

>>6422203
I hope so

>>6422194
slip her hrt

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i don't think my insurance will cover my ffs. is there any reason to continue transitioning when you'll never pass, /mtfg/?
>>6422205
>tfw cwc passes better than you

>>6422205
begging for money. kek

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>>6422213
Pleb I have made a new pic that outhons you

>>6422214
He's been doing it for a while, claimed his mother was sick

>>6422218
why did you make those threads about sheen?

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>>6422209
>her
trigged

>>6422220
What threads?

>>6422181
The dream committee answers to no one

>>6422218
impossible.

>>6422222
nice get there maam

>>6422223
the previous two

>>6422228
Neither are my work. While me and sheen aren't getting along at the time, I wouldn't make threads to attack her

>>6422225
It's possible https://unsee.
cc/todigame/

>>6422228
thank u my good sir

>>6422233
>sir
how could you

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good morning girls!

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>>6422222
HAND OVER THE 2's !

>>6422235
fight me

>>6422238
sent ;)

>>6422231
you look like a woman

>>6422239
>fight me
like with pillows in skimpy underwear?

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>>6422239
Slug no hugbox pls

>>6422238
kittu
describe ur ideal bf

>>6422231
yeah, no.

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Anyone know of any long term consequences of being solely on antiandrogens for a few years/has anyone done this?

>>6422244
umm

idk really. nice, handsome, likes me a lot. kinda dominant guy but also not mean or anything. someone who i can take care of and cook for as well. like im not so picky if they are nice t b h

>>6422253
It will cause problems with your bones.

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>>6422237
morning!!!

>>6422242
yes and then we get out of breathe and cuddle and forget the conflict

>>6422243
IM NOT

>>6422253
Bone density decrease is a risk over the long term but I imagine that can be rectified by getting back on hormones after
maybe infertility but i'm not sure of that

>>6422253
You'll become sterile

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>>6422254
Same, also a guy to cuddle and play vidya/watch movies with too

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>>6422254
yeah omgg ofc that would be really nice as well !!

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>>6422254
>nice, handsome, likes me a lot. kinda dominant guy but also not mean or anything. someone who i can take care of and cook for as well.
dat me -_-

>>6422259
>>6422255
>>6422262
Frick, well I'm fine with infertility but my bone strength is kinda bad already. How long over the long term will that start to have an effect though? I'll be AAs only for 2 years, might that be fine?

>>6422269
maybe commit a crime so you can be banished to Australia and meet up

>>6422246
Yes

>>6422259
555-come-on-now

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>>6422269
oo you like me a lot slug???

>>6422274
If I am not mistaken kato was only on AA for 2 years before starting E, so ask her about it.

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>>6422268
Where do we find them?

>>6422276
srsly, you could probs take the shittiest picture, and compare it to my best pic, and i'd still out hon you. i could out hon poster here.
>>6422274
i didn't have a prob with if for 9 mo.

im back from buying cat food (and for some reason travel stuff)

>>6422253
I think it was roughly 5% bone density loss per annum (moderately mitigated by excellent diet), drastically reduced baseline calorie usage, infertility, fatigue (slightly mitigated by excellent diet), and increased risk of depression.

>>6422274
Why can't you take E and avoid the problem in the first place?

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>>6422274
you might be alright
speak to a doctor maybe
also lift some weights that's supposed to be good for keeping bone density

>>6422276
get-a-load-of-this-delusion-cam

>>6422277
uwu

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>>6422283
i mean idk
im too scare for internet dating sites and stuff, and too scare to talk to boys irl so...... i mean idk i need to overcome that kinda stuff i guess

>>6422291
>>uwu
idk what that MEANS sluggu ;~~;

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>>6422292
uwu

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>>6422299
o-oh

>>6422237
What's good senpai

>>6422276
fuck this i'm gonna make a poll.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10534496

>>6422253
oh hey
do not fucking do that
I mean it beats T, but if you can get estrogen, get it asap

>>6422274
>I'll be AAs only for 2 years
jesus no seriously
you'll be lethargic and depressed and horrible and gain a ridiculous amount of weight and if you're young enough that puberty isn't fully over yet you'll have another growth spurt and get like 2" taller like I did and my shoe size also got a bit bigger
and bones I guess too but I never had any problems with bones, just horrible lack of motivation to do anything but sit in bed all the time and now I'm covered in horrible stretch marks and scars

>>6422292
yeah I wouldn't use dating sites either
none of the guys I know irl interest me desu, maybe I'm too picky
Boys are stuck on my mind atm and it's driving me crazy ;_;

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anyone else in that weird sorta andro looking zone? im starting to notice the stares and double takes i get when i go places :s

>>6422326
You're certainly not

>>6422290
Socialised healthcare (NHS) being dumb.
>>6422284
Might not be too bad then, depending on if things hurry up.
>>6422289
Thank you for the very very very detailed answer, and looks like I'll have to actually do some exercise then to deal with the reduced calorie usage.
>>6422291
Lifting too? Ugh. Well, if it'll stop me getting crippled.
>>6422311
No way of getting estrogen sooner, so gotta stick with it. Can't get any more lethargic and depressed though than seeing the manliness come through though, right? I was checked out to have pretty much finished growing though, so that might not be a concern? I guess the only other thing is getting fat, but that'll prompt me into exercising so it might not be so bad. Although stretch marks and scars don't seem too comfy.

>>6422328
You could order some E online and take a small dosage. Don't know if its legal where you live tho.

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>>6422291
>delusion

>>6422308
Told ya bruh

pleb a cute

>>6422242
>skimpy underwear
>not pillowfighting in cotton panties and camisoles

>>6422299
>>6422301
You two should kiss.

>>6422311
but if I take E and AAs at the same time I'll be fine right?

>lost another pound by practically starving myself

Worried about the alleged dangers such as when these losses turn sour and start eating up muscle or I somehow balloon back up

>>6422328
literally no way of getting estrogen sooner? because like, I don't think you understand how important that is
like, self med if you need to
you don't want to have 2 years cut out of your life for no justifiable reason
how old are you? I was 16 when I started AAs and they told me I'd stopped growing too
turns out they were wrong
>that'll prompt me into exercising
nigga, I don't think you understand
zero motivation
_zero_
I used to wake up in the morning and the first thing I'd feel was being annoyed that I'd have to wait another 16 hours until I could go to sleep again
there was NOTHING
stretch marks were from both growth and getting fat
scars were from cutting because I was a retard

>>6422340
buy this now
http://www.unitedpharmacies-uk.md/product.php?productid=261&cat=&page=1

>>6422340
uhhhh
yeah
that's kind of the deal
that's kind of what everyone here's doing
that's hrt
like what would be different?

>>6422342
>lost 10lbs by forgetting to eat for a week or two
I was trying to be thicc ;_;

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Sorry pleb but I am king of the hons

>>6422326
Very much so. No one who did not know me before transition genders me male in work dress anymore, but the majority sidestep the issue by not making a guess. A bit of eye and face makeup usually clinches it.

I'll bet you're easily in the same boat by now.

>>6422347
Good, I don't wanna grow any taller

>>6422346
In the process of it

>>6422347
>forgetting to eat
wew glad I'm not the only one who this happens to

I feel like a complete retard when I wake up and think "huh did I even eat yesterday" and realize the answer is no

>>6422326
The confused/weird looks are ok. The hate stares are not nice though :(

>>6422332
disregard that poll.
>>6422336
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>6422348
false. i am.

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>>6422356
>people don't agree with me
>disregard that poll

>>6422326
I am there too. Makes me happy cause it means I am making progress.

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>>6422350
nah i still present 100% male it's too dangerous to wear girl clothes here esp since I don't have my gun or pepper spray yet.

the American deep south does not like trannies and black trannies makes racists foam at the mouth with hate

>>6422355
sux that u get those :( i mostly get the confusing looks till i talk

>>6422361
its a mixed feeling for me idk if its good or bad :s

>>6422326
sort of! I'm living the femboy life desu. basically copying red

>be oddish this morning
>you have no job and you're month to month on your rent
>if you want to work you must walk to somewhere nearby (most places are within a two hour distance)
>you have to depend on your roommates for rides often
>this morning your roommates battery is dead and he cant start his car
>he blames you because you drove it (to run an errand for someone else) days ago
>says you need to buy him a new battery because he is convinced CONVINCED his car cannot simply be jumped
>this roommate and another are dating and they own the only cars so they act like they own you
>your other roommate is a drunk and he gets obnoxious and argumentative and you don't like him at all but he lays on you and rubs his face on you and shit when he gets drunk and you hate it
>and everyone you live with does drugs and shit and none of them will help you discourage him from drinking and being gross
>so you're cursed to be the only sober person in a house full of druggies, drunks and brats
>You want die
/rant
>>6422347
Tfw ywn be thicc

>>6422373
b-but I thought you were already thicc

>>6422374
I am in some places but i want thicker hips and a slimmer belly. Yknow, like a female.

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>tfw you re super disgusting and just want to die but you have to go to uni and have people stare at you instead
I just want off the trannytrain..

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>>6422380
>tfw you re super disgusting and just want to die but you have to go to uni and have people stare at you instead

i k t f

>>6422380
*hugs* I wish I could wrap you in a blanket burrito and feed you ice cream <3

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>>6422331
Legal but living with parents who insist on "Doing things properly" and ordering in secrecy is not very easy, particularly with delivery.
>>6422343
As I said above, nigh on impossible to get.
I'll get my next injection in a few months so if I'm still growing or the depression and lack of motivation have really kicked in then I can probably raise that with them, but I fear that if I do they'll take me off the AAs and it'll be back to watching the facial hair come through and the shoulders get broader. Inb4 ban too but same age you started. Its starting to look like I'm fucked either way tbhon.

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>>6422380
but the ride never ends

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anyone else having fun with practicing their knots

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I also have to figure out within the next 2 weeks if I want to commit to living until the end of the year.
seems like a big committment though atm. pretty sure I dont want to

>>6422380
>I just want off the trannytrain..
tfw some days you can't even remember if you actually were any more miserable pre transition

>>6422380
iktf D:

Aww ;__; I wish I could hug u irl
>>6422388
>Legal but living with parents who insist on "Doing things properly"

Oh hey ur parents are like my mum

>>6422394
Please don't die Phienchen

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>>6422392
I have the guide

>>6422394
if you don't live through the end of the year then how will you yuri with elanna irl?

>>6422394
I <3 U. Always remember that :3

>>6422394
pls live ;<

>>6422367
Your America sounds like a terrible hellscape, and makes me wish adult adoption was more than just symbolic ;~;

>>6422388
ouch
well it's not the end of the world I guess. It's still a lot better than not being on AAs
and if you're on injections that'd be lupron right? pretty sure that blocks estrogen too
maybe you could talk to your parents and mention what I've said
like, the system is fucking retarded and there's no valid reason to have to spend 2 years of your life in limbo just because there haven't been some arbitrary number of orbits around the sun since you popped out of a vagina

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>>6422388
I ordered it so a friends house.

>>6422380
*hug*
>>6422394
Don't say things like that :/

>>6422416
fuck the legal route desu
too much time lost already, I need to get on hrt asap

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>>6422413
<3 u

>>6422420
this
fuck the police

>>6422425
Doubt they'd do much anyway
Just my parents are the issue

I've decided to come out as bigender. I'm half female and half tucute demigirl. Please respect my identity

>>6422427
talk to them
get them to do their research

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>>6422429
dank meme

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>tfw going to uni as a girl tomorrow

>>6422434
best of feels desu

>>6422394
Oh, you will. And not just until the end of the year. Until death comes on its own. Sorry, you don't have a choice in that. Giving up on life like this while you still have people who care about you is morally wrong. Plain and simple.

>>6422431
I was thinking of hiding them from my parents, dunno if it's a good idea

>>6422434
good luck

>>6422358
Hey its only true. I am top hon. I will str8 up post a pic of me rn to prove this.

>>6422434
!! yay kit!!

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>>6422396
pretty sure I was less miserable

>>6422397
>>6422402
<3

>>6422406
we havent yuri'd in weeks. I think that meme is dead

>>6422407
<3 :3

>>6422412
what if I dont want to

>>6422417
sorry, getting off drugs always fucks with my psyche, its like all the bad thoughts I dodged initially come crashing down all at once or something. friends that saw my last relapse said that its scary how much this changes my personality.

>>6422436
I dont care about morality at all. the only thing that matters in life is power to enforce your will. everything else has no meaning.

youre probably right though, theres like a 99% chance that Ill send the moneyand commit

I'm back everyone!

I managed to keep down a salad somehow, but I think I understand how phien-chan feels constantly.

Like it was tasty food but I felt wrong and bad eating it and I'm going to just stay hungry now...

I just want a gf, but nobody wants a morbidly obese MtF tranny like me. ;_....

>>6422388
get a po box. thats what I did for all my sex toys when I was like 16

>>6422449
>sure I was less miserable
That's the depression speaking. It's a liar.

>>6422449
Please tho ;___; like I really don't think I could take a death after the practical collapse of family relations and death of my Grandfather

I mean, ur a really good friend and I don't have many friends ;___;

>>6422434
is it like a new semester or something?

>>6422449
>pretty sure I was less miserable
the question is are we more miserable now because of transition or are there other causes :\

>>6422452
recommendations? my butt is too tight and srs is years away

>>6422454
could also be that at least other people thought we were normal pre hrt, even if we hated ourselves at least other people didn't hate us and we had a lot less stupid stuff to worry about

>>6422434
You are going to get laughed at Kit.

>>6422460
>recommendations? my butt is too tight and srs is years away
tapered butt plugs in multiple sizes, starting out with a pretty small one. stretch out your bp.

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>>6422458
no i have finished my exams but i still have some projects to do before the semester ends, but no official classes. also i have to go to an inquiry tomorrow about my tutor from last semester

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>>6422449
Your are at the darkest place right now. Don't give up. You can make it through.
Like CFH said. There are people who care about you as a person. Don't just leave them. You always say how bad selfishness is.
So don't be selfish. We'll help you if you allow us to.
<3<3<3

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>>6422462

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>went to get breakfast
>there's a long line
>two hot college guys in front of me talking between eachother all whispery
>hear "you should ask for her number, dude"
>the other guy hits him, they order and leave
>see him look directly at me through the window after he's outside
um, what?

>>6422469
Boymode has failed. Time to panic.

>>6422469
cute
I'm jealous desu

>>6422465
thanks

>>6422468
to be fair it's how life as a tranny works. tho eventually people stop laughing

>>6422469
cute, I'm jelly

>>6422473
I took the time to hunt down that pic, and name it appropriately anon. Please don't ruin this for me.

>>6422470
i had a bit of stubble too so i was surprised ;~;

>>6422478
IKTF


ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

I HATE IT.

STOP CALLING ME MISS!

>>6422449
Nietzsche is all fine and dandy on paper but at the end of the day, giving hickies to horsies shows how it failed in practice for him. Not that I really care. I've been told by a shrink my will was terrifying once I set my mind on something. I guess that between my transition, a suicide attempt by dehydration and quitting tobacco cold turkey, I gave her enough reason for that. So. Just, don't think I couldn't set my mind on keeping you alive if you won't do that for yourself. The latter is the better choice. I hate exerting myself.

>>6422477
sry

>>6422478
>tfw someone genders you female when you haven't fixed your eye brow caterpillars in months and you're getting a little regrowth despite 10 laser sessions
hugboxers...

>>6422484
>suicide attempt by dehydration
I've actually heard that's not a horrible way to go if you smoke weed to take your mind from the cramps and thirst

>>6422484
>don't make me be a mommy to you

You do know who you're talking to, right?

(that said, I approve. I'd do the same if it was within my power)

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Night mtfg
time to imagine that pillow is a boy again

Hey ya girls

>>6422494
>boy

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>>6422492
>hugboxers
The machines are the worst. I put a picture of me through Face++ and it said I was 99.99% female.

This was the picture.

>>6422494
night anon
>tfw have a special pillow that I use to imagine my long distance bf

>>6422495
hi beep
genki?

>>6422496
MAN

>>6422498
image recognition software is about as intelligent as a goldfish

>>6422495
heey~ how's life?

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>>6422496
>Being a meme lesbian.

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>>6422501
I'm aware.
(that's the wrong picture)
It's still funny to me.

>>6422501
>MAN
>not enjoying the soft sensual body of another female

>>6422494
>time to imagine that pillow is a boy again
Well you already imagine yourself as a girl

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>>6422498
They don't work desu.

>>6422450
Hi!
>>6422451
chubby trannies are qt, dunno about obese though
>>6422498
What? how? POS software always genders me male

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>>6422454
na, I feel worse now cause I am more insane, and I wasnt an addict before I transitioned and had no anxiety outside.

>>6422467
>Don't give up
but I have, I am living the epilogue to my life until my bf doesnt want me anymore, then Ill go anyway.
but Ill probably end up staying around for now, just add to the transscript that it makes me very sad

>>6422484
I am not going off of Nietzsche tho, its my own philosophy

>>6422511
It says I look 22. That's flattering. So it must be accurate.

>>6422515
273lbs, 5'4"

Kill me.

>>6422506
in reality it's just because some women are really really ugly looking so even pre hrt guys get gendered female if they have a couple triggers like long hair and no beard

>>6422507
ehh can't see myself with a girl desu. I wouldn't mind having a brief lesbian phase (meaning, kiss a girl once and maybe hold her hand) but other than that no way

>>6422525
H-H-H-HOLY SHIT

>>6422515
Here, take the pic from here:>>6422506
And put it through face++. See what happens.

>>6422526
I still don't like it. A lot of people look girly and don't even get 50-50s. Puru is amongst them and it annoys me.

>>6422525
you're almost 3 times my weight at the same height

anon... please pay attention to your health

>>6422527
I know, I hate my life.

>>6422516
U aren't living the epilogue of ur life ;___; U will live for years yet im sure of it

>>6422516
> the epilogue to my life
We can make it the beginning of your life if you finally start listening. We can make your life great again.

You can't just go. Marina wants to meet you, I want to meet you too!
And I don't want this meeting to happen at your funeral.

>>6422530
Food is the only source of happiness I have in my life. I can't find any motivation to lose the weight, it's a curse and I'm depressed as fuck + super lonely.

Just waiting for my heart to stop beating.

>>6422516
Everytime I've thought I was playing act V, I was proven wrong. You need a better writer.

have you soggy knees, mtfg?
http://www.pbs.org/newshour/rundown/are-you-sexist-take-this-quiz/

>>6422543
>knees
triggered
mine exploded when i started hrt

>>6422516
honestly your brain chemistry is a bit damaged from having been addicted. do they have rehabilitation stuff in germany? I'm not sure how much help it'll be but it might be worth something

>>6422529
>A lot of people look girly and don't even get 50-50s
I pass irl (or at least get hugboxed) and those websites always gender me male. they're just not accurate.

>>6422539
:( food addiction is serious. good luck anon, I hope you can not die and find some better source of happiness

>>6422543
>loaded questions: the quiz

>>6422525
Wow that's beachball-tier. What are your eating habits?
>>6422506
That software is bullshit
>>6422539
Oh I see
Honestly if you're depressed don't bother trying to lose weight, you'll never get anywhere. Get on some antidepressants first and then start a diet.

>>6422542
your sleeping pattern seems to match mine
>>6422543
I'm not sexist but I hate feminists so much.

When not trying I get 94% male on face++. B-bretty sad. When trying I get 62%.

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>>6422558
>94%
I gott ffs and got 100% male

>>6422558
fampai read the thread, the results everyone gets are backwards from reality

I pass better when not trying irl tho which is weird

>>6422501
Hi anon. Idk what genki is! I'm sorry. I Googled it and just got Japanese slang
>>6422502
Hey hey hye. Pretty ok. Woke up with a spiro hangover..have a few hours before work. Not sure what I'm doing today

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>tfw still not transitioned
can you guys look at this post at tell me what you think: >>6422557

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>>6422511
>tfw 37
Kill
Me

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There are no vowel sounds in the word "burn"

>>6422571
If you're already living the genderfucky life it will probably get easier when you settle into the binary. Just do it.

>>6422568
it is japanese, basically their equivalent of asking if you're well

>>6422571
take the pills girl. sounds like your gf loves you and sounds like your real life is already girl mode basically

>>6422574
Yeah, but it pegged you as female.

>>6422575
ehh kinda is tho. r is pronounced er

>>6422582
Which is weird

>>6422574
Who's that sick despicable degenerate hambeast next to you?

>>6422579
Oh I am ok! Idk what to do today tho :(

>>6422574
you are pretty tho

>>6422571
I would go for it. If you are already nonbinary it will be easy for you and make you a lot happier.

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>at work
>cleaning women's restroom
>owner's 6 yo daughter walks into one of the stalls to use it
>fucking panic.jpg
>ask her to wait a second and I exit
>crisis averted

holy shit my heart

>>6422588
Not really but thanks

>>6422589
I'm calling the police

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>>6422511
This. They don't work right.

>>6422589
Deep down you know you're a big man.

>>6422589
>still not transitioned (be>>6422571
)
>walking into male bathroom at mcdonalds
>cleaning lady yells at me "lady thats the male bathroom! you cant go in there!"
>ignores it bc i dont know what to tell the poor asian lady
>she comes after me, standing at the door calls out at me
>she goes get the manager
>mfw gf comes to my rescue and explains them i have a penis

oh also, is it expensive to transition?

>>6422587
that's good
do you have any ideas at least for stuff you can do and just need to decide or are you completely without a clue

>>6422589
happened to me once except it was my mom lol

>>6422595
holy cr*p you need a haircut more than I do

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>>6422589
be careful with your heart ;~;
its needed!!

>>6422589
Why panic? Isn't it normal for staff to clean the restrooms?

>>6422602
I got that once at a ski resort, this guy shouted about it and his gf was like "oh I've done that plenty of times before, she'll come right out" and apparently they waited outside for me and were really confused when I didn't

if you don't get a prescription it can be expensive. most would say it's well worth it tho. do you live in the us? informed consent makes for easy scripts if you can find a place that does it

>>6422568
SPRIO
thank you for reminding me to take my hrt 8 hours after I was supposed to

this place is the only reason I ever remember desu

>>6422612
Pill organisers are your friend.

My prozac has the days on it and I rarely forget it!

>>6422608
the worst is when i was in the bathroom and the sign outside the door had been taken down by someone, although i knew it was the male bathroom. a guy walks in while im washing my hands and asks me if he's in the right washroom awkwardly. his face made me die inside because i couldnt tell who was more embarrassed, me or him. ever since i only go to unisex bathrooms, thank god my school has a couple of them.

>>6422608
I haven't even tried using the guy's restrooms ever since I did in a hurry to skip the wait and an angry trucker shouted at me to wait in line on the other side. No need to raise awkward questions by forcing the issue.

>>6422574
whingie

>>6422608
i live in canada

>>6422603
Lolyeah, but I spent all my money on booze, vidya, and pizza, so I gotta beg my dad for one. I could just diy one desu. That'll probs work good enough.

Hey, CFH, do you have skype?

>>6422617
yea I have to awkwardly tell guys they're in the right place when they see me and walk out :\
so yea I always look for unisex bathrooms as well

I refuse to use women's restrooms until srs tho

>>6422621
meh I feel uncomfortable being in the women's room with a penis :\

>>6422623
there's some canadians here who might be able to give you advice on getting a prescription then

>>6422625
probably not tho.. you need layers ti thin it out and make it poof out less. not sure if that's easy to do on your own

I need one too tho and I'm just too socially awkward to use the phone :\

I only started using womens restrooms this month. Its really nerve wracking, especially when you're at work and all your co workers identify you as male.
I blame basically all my instances of not passing on my voice now.
>>6422574
That photo is priceless I'm gonna frame it

i just got hit by a car :{

>>6422622
But....

>>6422635
How is it priceless?
I don't get it

>>6422633
>tfw gf is a hairstyler
>tfw gf taught me all about makeup from her aesthetic course

any canadians have any tips on prescriptions? does healthcare cover me? pls halp

>>6422635
will you stop invading womens safe spaces?

>>6422633
It's not as if you were taking it out in front of everyone to use urinals. That always was utterly disgusting to me so I never did unless I was in a hurry and the only one in the room.
Nobody sees what's under your skirt when you use the women's restroom...

>>6422627
Yup, CFH1578

>>6422636
Are you okay?
I mean probably since you're telling us about it. Am i a bad person for laughing?
>>6422638
It's just a funny photo. The angie, the shirt, the guy looking at yall in the background like a clown
>>6422640
Never, it gets my rocks off.

>>6422639
im in toronto if that helps

>>6422645
Ok I don't see how I'm funny but what do you expect from pride

>>6422650
for once im agreeing with angie, oddish is just being an asshole about the pic

>>6422583
That's just the br sound
(Br)+(Rn) = (brrn) = burn

>>6422636
next time, just dive under the wheels

>>6422636
are you injured? I got hit by a car once, luckily wasn't hurt but god I was shaken up

>>6422639
that's really awesome desu. I'm jelly, I need a friend like that. I have one who is obsessed with makeup but to be perfectly honest she's not that great at it

>>6422644
true, but for me it's just a mental block. it doesn't bother me too much tho, I don't care which bathroom I use. that's not what I transitioned for

>>6422657
but if you say it with the right accent it sounds like baan

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>>6422633
Is it bad that I ask my mom to call everyone for me? I gotta get some Groupon, but like what if they give me a dude haircut since I don't pass? I dunno if I should get a haircut until I'm in like the tranny zone and not man with tits zone since the might give me something to make me more manly.

>>6422603
oh i really have nothing to do for 5 hours :/ im just gonna end up shitposting the whole time probably
>>6422612
np :)
>>6422636
:(
>>6422595
youd look fine if you just FUCKING SMILED PLEB. ur cute and its annoying you dont know it

>>6422662
lol I would not say it's that bad but I was always too proud to ask her to do stuff for me like that

you don't really look like a man so idk you just have to tell them what you want I think

>>6422668
same desu
I'm kinda hungry which is rare for me tho. don't feel like eating yet tho

>>6422645
im laughing too. my funny bones all fucked up

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hey mtfg,
s'up?

anyone do pride stuff over the weekend?
I met up with a friend,saw a bunch of trannies, and got some lobster poutine

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>>6422671
>That's why maki bullied you so hard back in the day

>caring about what any chaser says

>>6422633
>I refuse to use women's restrooms until srs tho
>meh I feel uncomfortable being in the women's room with a penis :\
it's not like the facilities are designed exclusively for use with a pussy
imo it's more awkward and potentially dangerous for you to use the men's room if you pass

>>6422654
Meh oddish has it bad enough with her life. I guess she has to use me as joke to mask the sadness inside.

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>>6422684
>mfw I have cis friend who uses the guys bathroom because it means she doesn't have to que

>>6422444
post

>>6422684
idk I """"pass"""" but I think once people look at me more closely they realize I'm a tranny. I don't present super feminine anyway so I have the "I'm just a faggy looking guy" fallback option.
I try to avoid public bathrooms in general tho

>>6422669
i could run to the grocery store to buy more peppers?? idk. i guess ill smoke weed and feed some birds or someting. im kinda dealing with an ant invasion rn. i hate these little guys.
>>6422684
this. its stupid to use the mens room. theyre going to be A LOT more uncomfortable than other women. and the women wont attack you.

>>6422649
>>6422639
sorry just one last question but is there any way to know if ill pass after hormones? if i pass now, could i fuck up my face doing it? its scary i guess

>>6422698
You can't really know how well you'll pass, but if you pass now there's no way you wont pass after hrt

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>>6422699
Meh despite not liking her, I'm not going misgender

define fucking up your face?? hair removal is pretty much permanent. no real way to know if youll pass just consider your facial structure and body

>>6422661
I'm not talking about your Japanese accent I'm talking about un-accented English

>>6422706
>>6422698

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>>6422668
I look worse when I smile in pics, trust me. It just looks really forced.
>>6422669
Oh, my mom knows that I just won't call ever unless like she does it for me. She'll ask sometimes if I need something done.
>>6422689
Here. Fresh outta the hospital mirror, ya dig senpaitachi
Srsly tho, I look like shit today. Like even worse than usual.
>>6422698
No way to know. HRT can change everything or do nothing like it did to me.

>>6422706
Not having to shave is great though. I had been considering laser long before even thinking about a new transition, and I was presenting as male at the time.

>>6422713
Stupid cute face and tiny shoulders. Do your eyebrows.

>>6422688
well yeah that's totally a thing especially at busy events but it's different when it's just you in a less busy area

>>6422697
well like a woman could attack you

>>6422715
I'm not fond of oddish either
Oddish is having a hard time with life and is just lashing out

>>6422713
These days, I have a hard time not smiling when in front of a camera. Which is a bit annoying during photoshoots because the photographers I've modeled for so far really didn't want smiles.

i feel like god gave me a second chance

>>6422723
I'd like a first chance, if it's not too much trouble.

>>6422717
Nah, my shoulders are fucking massive. It's just the angles and meme magicks
Also, I haven't done my eyebrows in months. Also I'm not cute desu. The only fem thing I have on my face is my nose, and that's debatable.
>>6422721
Wanna trade? I just sorta feel bad when I see what I look like most of the time.
>>6422723
How to get second chance?

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>mfw ppl think i pass

>>6422729
That picture in the background looks like an evil face.

>>6422729
>that image

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

>>6422729
How does she still not pass

>>6422737
Hands and a chin like mine.

>>6422713
it looks forced bc it is. find ur happiness pleb. :(
>>6422715
who cares.
>>6422716
right?? my friend that knew my prehrt is always talking about his beard around me trying to get me to miss mine. yeah right m8
>>6422719
well sure but you should also be carrying a concealed knife in case youre ever in danger. ur kinda grasping at straws though. go into the mens bathroom if you really think youre more safe there.

>>6422739
People have hands, I just ignore that
So I guess it's the manface

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>>6422739
>tfw blessed with tiny chin but ugly everything else

>>6422740
>well sure but you should also be carrying a concealed knife in case youre ever in danger
sure, self-defense is important
>ur kinda grasping at straws though
wut
go into the mens bathroom if you really think youre more safe there
sure

Hey mtfg,

There was a guide I saw a while ago with exercise and diet advice on it but everyone said it was outdated and didn't apply. Is there a newer version out there?