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old bread >>6422058
>tfw someone asks you how the transition is going
>tfw you have to tell them that you haven't started it
why do people do this to me?
surely they will have got that it isn't going to happen by now
rrrrrrrepost
>walk into work break room
>cis girl friend watches me come in and sighs, and i ask her whats up
>"oh nothing just thinking about my inadequecies"
>i laugh and go "yeah i know how that goes, i have a ton of inadequecies"
>she looks at me deadpan and says "no you dont."
.........i think i made a cis girl jealous today guys
>>6423407
I hate mondays.
ok, I'm from /pol/ and I want to see if you can explain something to me
How is it not gay for a man to be with a tranny?
Take Mac from Always Sunny, for example. He is a gay character, and he has a relationship with a tranny. If it supposedly straight for a man to be with a tranny, why is a gay character having a relationship with a tranny?
>>6423490
Ah well, at least we can lay claim to the brains behind Wayne's World and an overrated edm act with a giant mouse head.
>>6423505
told you, you shouldn't let a few anons here get to you so much.
>>6423515
>why is a gay character having a relationship with a tranny?
its a tv show
>>6423505
YOU GO GURL FIGHT THE PATRIARCHY
>>6423515
>ok, I'm from /pol/
nope.
>>6423485
i have to say i am really proud of this post
>>6423464
same i make uavs as a hobby and am planning to get a degree as well. im stuck between engineering and engineering with product design
over 100 degrees in the kitchen rn JUST
>>6423505
i replied to this last thrad but idk if ii have the energy to do so again sry
>>6423515
He wasn't gay from the get go, it was written in later.
Also, what gay guy would go for a person that looks more like a girl than a guy.
>>6423542
Maybe (you)'re just not worth the bother.
>>6423542
He's most likely Bi.
Most gay guys are not attracted to trans girls.
>>6423542
its a tv show written by ppl who are usually not trans ( I mean, like 3% of the global pop. are trans)
It isn't because a trans woman who is trying to transition is, yes, a woman. Some gay guys may find that close enough to a guy that they'll fuck trans women but that is kinda sexist and technically makes them bi.
>>6423505
I'm jealous of the fact that you could make a cis girl jealous.
>>6423516
>when people compliment you on it when nothing has changed and you just look like you shaved.
Yeah, that's a lot of why I want to put off coming out to people until passing as a girl becomes easy and/or passing as a cis guy becomes hard.
>tfw u have gender dysphoria
: (
>>6423505
Girls just do this, im literally a man and they get super mad about my butt or my breasts or my legs, and it's like arguing with a beautiful perfect wall.
>>6423534
w a t?
>>6423534
i missed this post
>>6423563
it's an esports joke
>>6423505
>things that didn't happen
>>6423542
what's gay about wanting to be with a woman
>>6423549
I figured that for the gay men who like trannies, trannies are like the ultimate twinks
I've still yet to hear an argument as to
why it isn't gay
I'm partially asking this because a tranny keeps asking me out and keeps trying to tell me it's not gay, yet every time I press him for an argument he refuses to make one.
>>6423505
because you're a tranny, she feels she has to be nice to you
>>6423568
>tfw just reserved hour long facial and massage
Dis going to be good....
Also I want to go to a real salon... How do I like... Tell someone I want girl hair ;-;
I just want to like... See it before I cut it off to see if it changes my mind
>>6423515
Its primarily for comedy. Later on Mac was written as a closeted gay dude, and it's a nice meme with the whole, I'm not gay I just like dicks joke. Its TV fampai.
>>6423558
That's probs for the best. I needed parents sigs to start blockers. ;-;7
>>6423542
Do you want to know why IRL, or in the context of a TV show? You are asking about a show not real life.
woah
I am so tired
>>6423561
>>6423505
Some trip here cussed you out and said you're a tool of the patriarchy. You should dress more masculine. Wear GAP and Amercrombie until you're 40.
>>6423534
you can tell by where he puts his boots
>>6423587
Heyo!
How was university?
>>6423570
Because we're talking about sexuality.
Even if you separate gender and sex, we still say heterosexual and homosexual as interchangeable with straight and gay
A homosexual relationship is one where both partners are of the same sex. Even if one of them is a woman by gender, they are still biologically male, and that would be a same sex relationship. They might be different genders, but they are the same sex. That's gay.
>>6423578
I had a friend whine regularly that her legs were worse than a trans girl's in the year or so before transition. People are just prone to seeing their flaws more.
>>6423571
Depends on the person but trannies are far more feminine than twinks.
Your eyes don't see chromosomes, you see a person that looks female, if you're attracted to them you're straight.
The dick part I can give to you that can be considered gay if you're too into it. But a lot of guys just tolerate it because they like the rest of the person.
>>6423591
please shoot me kit
>>6423587
Hello ^^
>>6423578
I don't think that happened to her, but you have a point. Around me people will hugbox you forever.
ps4 or xb1? theres games i wanna play on both ;<
>>6423582
bring in pictures. just tell her you want something more feminine. make it clear to her that she is not to cut it too short.
>>6423599
Is it gay to date an XY woman with complete androgen insensitivity syndrome?
>>6423606
R9 470
>>6423571
Gay dudes mostly hate the makeup using super fem type trannies
But fucking go apeshit for femboy trannies. I literally had 1 guy out of 53 on Grindr go ew you have breasts no
So it's probably gay depending on your presentation
>>6423592
what? who? lmao
>>6423613
Is it a homosexual relationship?
>>6423606
wii u
Post a picture of yourself without make up and from a straight on angle, or even slightly angled down.
I think most trips abuse angles so this might be interesting.
>>6423602
i mean i'm not going to shoot you slug !!! but if you are feeling bad rn mb you should consider going back on hrt. i mean idk i dont want to be that person taht nags you about it and i respect your choice but idk you're really cool and i dont like seeing you sad when i think it would help you
>>6423571
>I'm partially asking this because a tranny keeps asking me out and keeps trying to tell me it's not gay, yet every time I press him for an argument he refuses to make one.
>things that aren't happening
>things that are most likely a lie if they are remotely happening
>>6423624
I posted one earlier, but that has foundation and concealer, sooo yeah.
>>6423624
>most trips abuse angles
>not most people
literally every person "abuses" angles, pictures are static and wont look good on literally every expression and angle
>>6423571
maybe she thinks ur gay
>>6423624
angled down is a) an angle and b) makes good looking women look manly
>>6423628
Ahhh, you mean the PS 3.5 right? :^) I don't think nVidiots like buying things with 4 in them.
>>6423616
Rrrite?
>>6423624
the world is 3d you have to accept it you anime weeb
>>6423629
Yeah it was fucking kek.
>>6423643
Lol anime sucks so much
>tfw you get the papers you needed to be able to go
yay
>>6423633
It's not the same if the person isn't trans!
Someone give me stuff to say while i practice my voice
>>6423599
thats super autistic thinking
>>6423596
It was okay, I nearly fell asleep tho
>>6423604
<3
>>6423599
what you have between your legs doesn't matter and has nothing to do with anything m8
who even cares tho just be with whoever you wanna be with
>>6423651
"Holy FUCK I love tracksuits!!!"
>>6423651
Let's go girls, come on
I'm going out tonight, I'm feelin' alright
Gonna let it all hang out
Want to make some noise, really raise my voice
Yeah, I want to scream and shout
No inhibitions, make no conditions
Get a little outta line
I ain't gonna act politically correct
I only want to have a good time
The best thing about being a woman
Is the prerogative to have a little fun and
Oh, oh, oh, go totally crazy, forget I'm a lady
Men's shirts, short skirts
Oh, oh, oh, really go wild yeah, doin' it in style
Oh, oh, oh, get in the action, feel the attraction
Color my hair, do what I dare
Oh, oh, oh, I want to be free yeah, to feel the way I feel
Man! I feel like a woman!
>>6423640
>tfw got trolled by nvidia
>>6423651
"hey Alex, I think you are amazing"
>>6423621
Technically, yes, but I actually don't think any sane person would call a guy gay for it. This is because these women look, sound, act, and (generally) identify as female. Passing trans women have all of these features as well. People are attracted to them based on them appearing female, not based on their chromosomes.
>>6423586
>I needed parents sigs to start blockers. ;-;7
That sucks. :c
I guess that's an advantage of not starting hrt until you self-med in your 20's: you don't have to rely on your parents' approval, and you can put off coming out to them for a fairly long time.
The disadvantage ofc, is that I started late enough that now I'm doomed to be a disgusting hon. ;~;
>>6423625
i am considering it e v e r y d a y
>>6423667
post pics proving you're a hon
>>6423656
birdy I wish everyone thought like you
>>6423648
>>6423655
I will fukin fite u.
>>6423667
My mom p much jumped at the chance tho lol. My dad still thinks I'm gonna be Tim Curry at 30 tho.
>>6423651
"Sure, I'll be your girlfriend, anon. I've always loved you."
>>6423670
This too. Nobody can out hon me. I am this general's hon.
>>6423676
Deal with it
Anime fucking sucks
Hey everyone, what does it make me if I'm not trans but also not a chaser, but still lurk on /mtfg/ every day?
>>6423432
> how'd they break?
Shoddy construction. The strap connected to the wedge by exactly one thin ribbon of fabric. It lasted for like, seventy meters, and that's pretty good all things considered.
>>6423666
Ok I guess that's a fair argument
>>6423687
Youre trans
>>6423490
>Yeah I reread and felt really dumb.
>>6423687
It means you are really lonely and use mtfg as a constant stream of interaction with """""""girls""""""", many of whom act really cutesy just like they do in your favorite animes
>>6423666
>>6423691
>People are attracted to them based on them appearing female
exactly, secondary sexual characteristics are what 'make' you attracted to someone physically
>>6423705
<3 u
time to jerk off to some bara
>>6423629
I doubt it, fufu is the only trip ive ever thought was devastatingly beautiful
>>6423624
Oh you want us to look like boys? Okie am I a good boy
>>6423712
yo why yo mouf be like dat
>>6423699
It's a rare anomalous thing where some people literally fail to see a whole human being, instead they see an assemblage of individual chromosomes literally piled together in a human shape. I hear it's quite gruesome for sufferers.
>>6423632
repost pic
>>6423705
which one is secondary :S
>>6423718
its never too late f a m
>>6423723
The penis
>>6423719
God made me a natural cock sucker
>>6423693
I'm not though, I don't identify as female
>>6423702
It can't be this either. I could get a girlfriend irl if I wanted to, and I like anime but I'm not that much of a weeb
>>6423718
Fak u
>>6423712
:(
new goals. get faye to call me devastatingly beautiful
>>6423718
Why did you fight with Korra?
How come you niggers always have to one up each other?
>>6423726
no it's all low and shit
>>6423723
voice, tits, narrow shoulders, feminine hair, soft skin, small hands and feet, fair face, decent lips, smell etc.
>>6423659
not doing this one, i couldn't stop laughing.
>>6423728
>I don't identify as female
Thats what we call repression
Someone stop me from touching my eyebrows. I can't freaking stand those fucking things why can't they look normal...
>>6423712
I fell hard for socks. After some encouragement, she's been modeling in the UK. I'm not sure how successful she's been, but she moved down to London for it.
>>6423749
never had an issue with overheating, been running an r9 290 since release
>>6423624
I mean I've done this before but I just did my hair and haven't put my makeup on yet so ok
>>6423735
Oh because men have a naturally long distance between their nose and mouths, it's a good way to clock trannies.
also a phone camera lengthens your face, and I'm angled slightly down to make it look even longer because that's how I take guy mode picks
>>6423712
>growl person asking for mtfg advice
Lmao
>>6423740
oh im attracted to female secondary but male penis (primary?)
what do
I feel really ugly right now
>>6423763
Yep
>>6423752
they look normal to me nikky
>>6423759
shill
>>6423770
Transition to make chasing trannies easier.
>>6423668
sluggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
;____; you should be a girl again if it would make you happy
>>6423755
heck
>>6423752
looks alright to me
>>6423770
date trannies
hey can you guys please stop making so many threads on /r9k/
you are completely sissifying my board and I really don't appreciate it
also I know for a fact you all wouldn't touch a robot with a 10 foot pole so it's not nice to tease them like this, you're just messing up their heads even more
I thinkkkkk I found my new haircut
>>6423785
Lmao. Thanks anon.
>>6423624
Can I still post a picture if I'm not trans?
>>6423752
Remove them completely and get one of those permanent tattoo eyebrows.
>>6423782
i don't like breasts tho or voice D: also am trans not chaser
i like femboys :3
>>6423752
They look good!!
If you wanna change them just fill them in with a pencil, lol
>>6423763
Nah
Fak u first senpai
No take backs
>>6423770
Date pre or non op transsexual females
Or quit having a futa fetish
>>6423766
Lol you look surprisingly good with no makeup
But you have no lips
Iktf
>>6423656
https://clyp.it/truqn2gc?token=3570c5739f4d29e468dc1c1ab62fd77e
>>6423664
https://clyp.it/kcqzh1kt?token=5bd5aec2217e608ad0940fc4e3a7d74d
>>6423684
https://clyp.it/ydt5ityi?token=3828af6b5f62fc123586ca70758ae03d
be nice to met pls, only 11 days of practice
>>6423785
Ive never met a real grill that was a weeb sperglord senpai but alright
>>6423770
good chance that hormones will make you straight :3
worked for me at least
>>6423798
It's a curse!!
>>6423789
MORE TRANS FOR THE TRANSGOD
>>6423789
This is kinda true, if you're trans you've basically got chads on speed dial
>>6423791
lol wat
>>6423789
I like the robutts...
They can be nice.
Some of the funniest pickup line's I've heard are from robutts and I kinda liked them too.
>>6423789
If you're beta you should transition
Easymode
>>6423784
i know that silly
the question is if it would actually make me happier
hrt will stop dysphoria but also make me look weird which sucks ass
I have to go to college soon so I need to be able to go outside desu
>>6423789
pls be my bf
>>6423799
https://clyp.it/0bkufqda
>>6423789
should i post butte on r9k
>>6423792
It's the least I could do. Feeling ugly is just part of your heritage and has nothing to do with you being trans.
>>6423803
That's my point. Girls don't act like weeb sperglords.
>>6423814
I got posted on /Pol/ and someone called my before a "9/10 Chad" lmao
>>6423768
wew lass
>>6423799
:3
>>6423766
Nice tits fag!
>>6423822
>That's my point. Girls don't act like weeb sperglords.
Ive never met anyone that wasnt a girl but looked like one and acted like a weeb sperglord
>>6423820
NERF THIS
>>6423794
Go for it
>>6423786
Fille me up with carbon monoxide
>tfw can't Sylvia Plath
>>6423789
Quit having a bored filled with horny little idiot men who have a transsexual fetish or want to be transsexuals
>>6423804
Yeah
I might get some lip plumper or something though
Tbh
>>6423817
Take low dose hormones and be a cute boy
That's what I would do
>>6423819
Nah
Because I'm a lady
And ladies first
So I won
Fak u
Me, 1995
(I win)
>>6423834
>>6423822
Being ugly also is I guess. How are you these days?
>>6423833
>>6423836
>Take low dose hormones and be a cute boy
>That's what I would do
you already do that
>>6423826
;~;
>>6423836
I just spend 15 minutes drawing mine on every day like a drag queen
>>6423846
maddie i rly like your hair color
>>6423791
Siouxsie style makeup with that and you're golden.
>>6423836
>Take low dose hormones and be a cute boy
the life
only downside is I can't wear skirts
>>6423846
I'd like my cock in that mouth, tbqh.
Have you ever thought about doing velma cosplay?
>>6423838
Oh I said the magic word, didn't I?
>>6423859
Oh also Uhm idk I think it's fine. You met edie irl didn't you? She draws hers more than me
>>6423836
HRT makes me have a chubby girly face but at the same time I have big male bomes and stuff
looks awful and not cute desu
>>6423515
Because Mac is gay and never really into her because no true gay male would be attractived enough to legitimately love a women.
>>6423873
kilts are antique
>cross dressing
I don't wanna present female, I'm a fem boy
>>6423858
I get that my personality is pretty shit, but I dont see how its weeb or sperglike.
thanks for the pics btw! I am really happy you showed me, I am pretty sure last time I was in greece myself I was like 8 or something :3
Okay sisters, I need advice
My ex keeps trying to contact me. He doesn't get it, either. He always waves and says hi like nothing ever happened. How do I get him to leave me alone without him bad mouthing me.
gn thread be safe nice girls please
Who /supportive parents/ here?
>told mum i want a sex change
>she said "it's a good idea"
>gave me her makeup kit
>dad moved to america a couple of years ago
>havent seen him since
>but he knew i was trans as well
>he thought it was a phase
>he called today
>i told him i have titties now
>he says "i still think it's just a phase but it's your decision and i support you"
>>6423858
how long does it take you to finish a marathon? and how long have you been training for?
>>6423896
Slap him with a dildo. He'll be too shocked by the experience to react.
Bonus points if it's been recently used.
>>6423899
>it's been two years and my mom continues to deadname me and make things about her.
I wish my mom was supportive
>>6423899
Supportive parents are p cool
I've been trying to show my appreciation to them a lot this year
>>6423899
wow thats pretty awesome!! congratz
are your parents muslim? I think you said you were, so I am interested
>>6423899
not me, must be nice
>>6423822
>Girls don't act like weeb sperglords.
Weeb sperglord girls are usually borderline hikis, you wouldn't meet them in the wild.
>>6423686
Rude.
>>6423718
lol, yes I am.
>>6423721
Here's my eldritch visage, once again.
>>6423934
a young fem jack black
>>6423822
d-do i act like a weeb sperglord marathon?
>>6423894
PC I wasn't talking about you. If anything your personality is feminine, it's that your craziness is holding you back.
If you want I can upload all of the pics, send you a link.
>>6423900
My pace is about 6 minutes per kilometer so 4 hours and 12 to 15 minutes for a marathon. I think I improved but I still haven't put that to a test.
>>6423899
that's awesome!!
my mom:
>"anything that makes you happy, I'll be willing to help"
>went with me to my ffs consult and although she misgendered me she was okay with it
>promised to go with me when I get ffs and srs
unfortunately she's not a super feminine acting lady herself so she couldn't help with lots of things but she's awesome
dad not so much tho but it's w/e
>>6423941
No of course not ufufu. You just act like a sperg.
>>6423919
>Ok take the hormones but b skelly
but then i'm wastin titty potential s m h
>>6423940
Yep, if jack black was a hon. Here's to my insurance saying "u look gr8, gon' and not giving me ffs
>>6423918
No they're Christian. They officially don't like the gays but whenever they come across someone gay or trans they are pretty tolerant after getting to know them.
>>6423948
shiiiiiiiiiiit ;_;
So how many of you fine young ladies is workin ladies? Im about to get a second job to pay for my tittie sprinkles and ball-wrangling pills. Shit suuuuuuucks, but at least I won't be broke anymore.
>>6423957
It's okay. You do it in this adorably annoying way.
>>6423943
wow that's awesome. I haven't been able to even finish a half yet while running the whole time but it's my goal by the end of the year. I keep adding a few minutes to my long run each week.
>>6423777
>shill
nope do u really want to see proof?
>>6423951
Lol men aren't cute. I'm rugged and filled with scars.
It depends, how feminine are you?
hello everyone
>>6423959
>tfw not a welfare queen anymore
>>6423951
Nah, its just sad hon. Those two look a lot better than me desu.
>>6423962
>Boys don't have boobs
stop gender policing me t b h
>>6423964
qt
>>6423971
Is it a good feel or bad feel? I havent really ever gotten welfare since I started working all the time to ignore my demons, so I honestly dont know.
>>6423624
I'll abuse ur angles bby
>>6423974
hi how are you?
finally off work im so hungry today. gogo gadget boobie fuel
>>6423974
At least itll be selling books instead of another food service job. Where does MtFg work if they do?
My roommate is so upset about his car that he just tried to kick me out. And i mean, he can't, but he can definitely move out and i won't be able to pay my rent. Which, he's already said he plans on leaving.
Guess who's gonna be homeless?
>>6423971
Well, honestly, I'm looking forward to being on disability. Not working and still earning a good living is perfect for a living incarnation of sloth like me, anyway. Yeah, I know, I'm wasting my potential. But I've been employed by the government since I was 19, based on that potential alone. That has to count for something, right?
>>6423978
it's a good feel, being on welfare is easy but you feel worthless because you're not doing anything
maybe i'm just a good person or something i dunno
>>6423979
You look so good with glasses! I always wanted to wear them, but you make it look natural.
>>6423483
Tfw you've had the time warp stuck in your head for the past fucking month
Also, how is everyone today ^-^
>>6423987
Farniente is the best way to live. But maybe that's just me... It definitely doesn't make me feel worthless.
>>6423988
>Asking a man to do anything.
You don't know how this works, right darling?
Post a picturae of you and I'll see for myself.
>>6423964
>I'm not a tranny
OK Hannah
>>6423988
What do you look like?
>>6423624
sure thing b0ss
Post rare trip pics. I know you have them.
>>6423943
oh, sorry Ive been jumping to conclusions when I didnt mean to ;~;
yes please send :3
its rainy and grey here, really unsummerly v_v
I want to go on vacation some time desu
>>6423952
that sounds pretty good, I am happy for you :3
as for the attractionthing: happened when I was like 3 moonths on hormones, but it took longer for me to be comfortable with dating men, simply cause I felt I was still to manly, while I dont have a problem with gays at all, the idea of me (as a man) sleeping with another man upsets my stomach, so maybe you need to be fulltime and at peace with yourself for that to settle?
>>6423984
Aww, damn, that is shit. I know that feel all too well. I could use help with rent myself. I really wish I could help you. Im stuck in a pretty similar situation myself, thus why i need two full-time jobs... Keep your head up. There are ways out and through this if you ask the right people the right questions. I have faith in you!
>>6423987
I get that. I feel horrible if I waste even a day doing nothing. It just makes me feel even more uncomfortable in my own skin that I normally do.
Am I a cute boy?
>>6423964
Hi Hannah.
>>6424018
No, you're a cute girl.
>>6424018
idk ive never seen u D:
Which trips are the cutest?
>>6424030
all of them
>>6424008
>>6423959
I've seen lots of silly nicknames for E, like "titty skittles" etc, but I think "ball-wrangling pills" is the first time I've seen an equivalent name for AAs.
I like it.
To answer your question, I'm a uni student, but currently working a part time summer job as a cashier.
I might try to find a second part time job soon, but I'm not sure if I want to.
>>6424008
I have rare Charlotte pics :^)
>>6423989
Thank you!
Natural tho? I mean I guess, ive been wearing them all my life so its natural for me
>>6424030
Phien, odd, grace
scientifically proven
>>6424038
gracie I heard u were planning on going full time at the end of this year c:
>>6424037
R A R E
A
R
E
>>6424030
Someone post the rare trips that actually never post pics.
>>6424039
>grace
Are you fucking kidding me? >>6423979
>>6424046
This is her left knee and thigh. Rare af
Why would trannies on here loathe themselves? Most of you look cute
>>6424050
girls
quick
what is the name of your bf/gf
>>6424054
Because lots of us have shit self esteem ._.
>>6424050
>Someone post the rare trips that actually never post pics.
But that would be doxxing them.
>>6424053
This'll go straight to my rare trip thigh collection.
>>6424030
tetra
>>6423998
Lodger? Im not really familiar with the term....
>>6424054
mental illness
society hates us and teaches us to hate ourselves and that's not something we can get over overnight. the neural pathways for self hate are too strong
>>6424058
omg we're both gunna try around the same time :D Nov 25 is gunna be my 1yr trannyversary
we can make it! ^_^b
>>6424028
But but but
>>6424029
Oh
>>6424007
>you are v. pretty and good and feminine
◉/////◉
>>6424053
Whoa, nice!
I'll put it next to my rare pic of Charlotte's right knee and thigh.
>>6424061
Yeah i get that but why? Are you all virgins?
>>6424050
I have very rare trip pics. Which trip do you want to see?
>>6424070
smile more! :3
>>6424056
bf is named jack
(mine is jill so we're automatically the cutest couple)
>>6424007
Same here. I don't have any friends
>>6424010
You know I think that's what is blocking me as well. I feel like I'm nearly at the point where I'm attracted to men but I have been subconsciously blocking it because I feel manly
> the idea of me (as a man) sleeping with another man upsets my stomach
yep this is exactly how I feel as well.
>>6424070
sadgirl/10
>>6424070
You should hit the gym to sort out that gyno.
Please text me I need help (904) 253-5702
>>6424076
Lol it isn't that. Idk... Hard to explain the feeling
>>6424081
oh that's cute anon :3
I hope you two are as cute together as your names are!
>>6424070
You spend too much time hating yourself. You look good.
>>6424072
>>6424063
I've got more.
>>6424085
help with what
>>6424085
What sort of help? I am not american
>>6424088
Reeeeeeeeeee normies gtfo with your pretending to be depressed.
>>6424070
Liz is a cute girl ! Cute!!
>>6424090
yea :3
he's a big guy and I'm a little girl. I think we look cute next to each other
>>6424023
It means I really empathise with your situation, as its similar to mine. Ive gotten through the rough part, so I know you can too. If you need help, I know how to find it, no matter where it is you may be. Just ask, and ye shall recieve.
>>6424035
Why thank you, Im flattered you liked that. Yeah, two jobs is pretty sucky, but I like keeping myself too busy to worry. It makes the dysphoria easier to manage.
>>6424038
I mean they suit your face, silly, and compliment your feminine features.
>>6424099
Not really
>>6424097
u would look so much cuter by smiling n.n
>>6424097
>Yes it sucked in high school.
iktf
>>6424097
>Intersex my man. I've always had tits. Yes it sucked in high school.
I am sorry to hear that. I was just joking.
>>6424098
I'm not depressed this very second. Just tired and can't find the words
>>6424100
Reeeeee post your lovely dovely shit on normiebook you trash
>>6424082
>yep this is exactly how I feel as well.
thats normal I think, give it some time, how long have you been on hrt?
>>6424103
Yes, you are.
>>6424110
s-sorry
we're not really normies tho...
>>6424082
Just go gay already. You're even British (sorta). All that lash and buggery.
>>6424120
Yes you are. You all get laid and date and then you whine about being insecure. I am going back to R9K i hate you all
>>6424100
Cute
I like big guys though
can I have your bf
>>6423483
Been trying to ween myself off antidepressants all week
>Woke up again today & got really sad about it. Like groundhog day.
>>6423988
i'm not tho.
>>6424054
some of us look ugly af. idgi when the qt ones do tho.
>>6424130
>Yes you are. You all get laid and date and then you whine about being insecure. I am going back to R9K i hate you all
>>6424130
i haven't been there much today, i might come w/ you anon.
it it an old person thing to take a nap after work?
>>6424131
I am a big guy too >.>
>>6424136
>'I don't get why people who only want to be one gender without 30 minutes of getting ready are sad & hate putting effort into looking human'
Sunglasses, hat, never leave the house, shitpost.
>>6424142
that's called a siesta but you can only do it if you're mexican
>FO4 DLC today
yaaaaaaaaaaaay
>>6424136
You're not that ugly pleby. It's all about a proportional response. Your looks warrant a bit of self-hate here and there, not what you are putting yourself through.
>>6424140
Tfw even trannies reject you.
Booohohoooo
Makeup is cool
>>6424151
>want to be at
>not settling for being just a cis tier plain looking girl
AGP as fuq, m8
>>6424156
Dieting is cool
>>6424150
i look Mexican does that count? D:
>>6424133
>Been trying to ween myself off antidepressants all week
cant recommend. running out was hell.
>>6424169
You have a loving bf you whore. Reeeee reeeeee stop whining and suck cock
>>6424102
>Yeah, two jobs is pretty sucky, but I like keeping myself too busy to worry. It makes the dysphoria easier to manage.
Hm, makes sense.
I dunno, part of me thinks I have nothing else I have to do this summer so I might as well look for a second job, but another part was hoping to use the extra time I have by not working full time to do other things I've been wanting to do, such as finally reading SICP, or starting to really double down on practicing my voice.
But I haven't done much of either of those things yet, so maybe I should just look for another job anyway.
idk, I guess I should try to be less lazy in general. (And I should probably start by not spending such vast amounts of time on this board.)
>>6424158
Nothing wrong with being beautiful. Feeling ugly wasn't exactly good for me.
>>6424102
Are you god?
I dont know if i need help now, but i might soon. Where can i find you? Local church?
>>6424174
You're the cancer that is killing this board.
>>6424174
Don't be a dick to Phienchen D:<
Ur a bully, like the bad kind not the nice kind
>>6424174
ouch
Am I the only one that can orgasm from nipple stimulation, though only if my gt has been played with? Also, dont kiss my neck if you dont want me to squirm and moan.
>>6424179
I wish i had cancer
>tfw 8 months hrt
:)
>>6424189
trip on tetra
>>6424183
Fuck her. She has everything but whines like a bitch.
>>6424195
Well, that's what I do on most days. Plus a few minutes doing makeup. And the added bonus of feeling comfortable in front of a mirror.
>>6424146
eh, i just try for like 15 min and realize that it won't happen then walk out the boor and stare at my shoes.
>>6424151
same. all day every day.
>>6424153
my response is proportionate to my looks tho. i'm like a 2-3/10 at best.
>>6424191
sorta same here. i just want a proper reason that my senpai can understand at this point. they hugbox me so the whole being a on thing won't work.
>>6424189
>tfw no one to kiss my neck and make me squirm and moan
>>6424174
holy shit i love this, /mtfg/ needs more /r9k/
>>6424184
Kill yourself..do it you pussy. For once be a man you crossdressing freak.
>>6424167
lmao no, not really
>>6424208
Fuck you you fucking SPOON. You don't know shit. Now LEAVE THIS GODDAMN BOARD.
>>6424154
Wasn'tsure how I was going to cuck Jill out of her bf but seeing as how
>I don't get laid I haven't had srs?
It'll be pretty easy
>>6424220
send me a gun
and I promise I will
>>6424220
Fucking go. You are fucking cancer you fucking sociopathic bugger.
>>6424208
>>6424220
PC worked hard to get where she is.
>>6424229
don't listen to the shitposters soph <3 ilu and ur wonderful *hugs*
>>6424230
i hope so. going to therapy counts too right? all i do is shitpost and talk about muh feels, so it's just what i do at home, but more sober.
>>6424234
you know whos paying for all new glass
>>6424230
I think most trans girls can ultimately get there. Sure, I had a serious headstart, but that isn't impossible to catch up with.
going to work see you all later
>>6424242
you're always going on about how good you think you have it while being condescending to others. seems like you're trying so hard to convince yourself
>>6424234
of course at crossfit...
>>6423483
>tfw male to freak
At least I'll be kind of feminine. Maybe someone will mistake me for a girl.
I hear boobs are pretty great to play with too.
>>6424254
Not really. After years of blinding myself, I just learned how to listen to and accept compliments. It has seriously dampened my self-hate. I haven't convinced myself. Friends and family have. Quite a few strangers too. It still feels a bit weird, but definitely not bad. And I'm not completely safe from self-hate intruding again, I think most people here know that, and I'm well aware of it.
>>6424241
The gurl?
>>6424262
Yeah. They are hilarious.
>>6424256
>im sure someone on here would.
Probably, but I'm not sure I'd wanna meetup with someone from 4chan at all, let alone for sexual reasons.
Am I a cute boy now?
>>6424217
I'm ticklish
>>6423979
I'm assuming your shirt says "Dairy Queen" but I read it as "Dairy Queer" and had a laugh.
Also: cutegirlboy/10
>>6424299
If you want to be :^)
>>6424299
worst meme of the day
>tfw shit hair
>tfw always need a weave
Anyone know this feel?
>>6424299
did you detransition or something?
>>6424287
ehh I feel you. Ive texted people from here who have seemed atypical of what youd expect, but usually dont follow through. It also doesnt help that Im shy and work constantly
>>6424282
Its a great business model. Franchise out, no need for employees to know good form or have qualifications that would make them desire better pay.
>>6423624
ok
>>6424322
Wow. You really improved. You look great.
>>6424311
Cool :)
>>6424316
The only meme is my Noodle bowl
>>6424321
No but I should.
>>6423624
Me, inside
>>6424322
You really don't pass at all. I can see why people call you a faggot now.
>>6424331
ok i can accept that meme on the grounds of deliciousness
>>6424322
Aw you're looking very cute! How's everything going I haven't seen you in a while?
>>6424331
sorry if thats offensive. why do you wanna be a boy?
I'M SCARED THAT I'M NOT JUST LOOKING AT THIS THREAD DUE TO A WEIRD CURIOSITY.
I'M SCARED THAT I'M STARTING TO FEEL THINGS BUBBLE TO THE SURFACE THAT I THOUGHT I HAD PUT ASIDE A LONG TIME AGO.
I'M SCARED THAT I THINK I JUST REALIZED THAT I'VE BEEN GROWING MY HAIR OUT TO LOOK MORE LIKE A GIRL.
I'M SCARED THAT I'LL ACTUALLY GO THROUGH WITH THIS AND END UP BEING ESTRANGED FROM MY FAMILY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
I'M SCARED THAT THE ONLY INFO I CAN FIND ON THE TRANSITION PROCESS IS SJW-TIER SHIT AND PASTEBIN DUMPS.
>>6424332
>4 beers or equivalent
God damn, that's a depressing fridge. You need at least like 8 more.
At least you got Mayo though. You can put that shit on anything. Even nothing if you're desperate: easy calories.
Does coming out get less scary after you've done it a couple times?
Is this pic also true for being trans?
its 110F here and i have no ac please end me i cant do anything. its too hot to even hate myself
>>6423624
butt im ugly :(
today is the anniversary of my dad dying and i wanna die too
>>6424344
Man up pussy.
>>6424348
>alcohol, emptiness, ketchup & mayo for feigning flavor
>>6424349
Then you're not a boy. You'd look qt as a femboy, if you wanted to be one.
>>6424350
Yes.
if you reply to this comment you'll wake up as a cutie tomorrow
GUARANTEED
>>6424350
yes. at some point youre not afraid of being dropped, cause you know you deserve it
>>6424350
Yes it does.
I told my last friend simply "hey, I am trans. are you ok with that?"
>>6424367
Kill yourself
>>6424360
But I already look like a boy
>>6424367
nah not gonna happen.
>>6424332
>me inside
Lots of party drinks, and sauces, but little substance.... And chocolate pudding Because sometimes I'm 5
>>6424369
>not burning bridges in advance
>>6424350
I used to be very scared of anyone finding out
now I don't give a fuck and i'll just be totally honest about whatever
>>6424352
Stop yanking the chains of hons here rawr. So how's life on the mean streets of Chicago? How are your studies going?
I heard the city is about to go bankrupt or something.
>>6424369
No one deserves that D:
>>6424354
holy shit why do people live in California?
>>6424367
replying in hopes that the ONE TIME magic ends up being real is in the form of a post on 4chan /lgbt/
>>6424380
I was too young to do that :<
>>6424387
I did, I made a lot of people miserable eventually v_v
>>6424378
Oooo trip drop
>>6424367
LIAR
J-just in case.
Please make sure I'm a grill cutie. I don't think it worked right last time.
>>6424385
oh studies are alright, still working on that bachelor's. it's taking a long time (i'm poor lol)
and the city was about to go bankrupt since the 90s lmao
>>6424396
youd be cuter if you didnt eat that crap.
>>6424375
you look like a girl who's trying to look like a boy
>>6424392
No, you didn't deserve it D: They are the ones in the wrong
feels really good, wind ruffling my crew cut. still getting called a girl tho. p gay. hows it going '''''girls'''''
>>6424388
cuz im gonna make it in hollywood!! XDDDD
you'll see dad
>>6424406
Please tell me you didn't :c
>>6424405
it wasnt cause of tranny issues, it was cause I became an addict and a horrible person.
>>6424404
Lies and libel.
>>6424406
Show crew cut. I don't believe you.
>>6424406
>crew cut
Wow. That is really gay.
You probably look like a druggy skinhead grill now.
Know where I can score some E?
>>6424415
You are not a horrible person and addiction wasn't your fault.
Hey gals. Just passing through.
Is anyone looking for a gal pal? My mom says I make great conversation XD
>>6424402
That's great to hear. There was a period where you got me worried. But look at you know. All grown up and normal.
>>6424406
whats up bro
>>6424406
come on now lad
>>6424425
>All grown up and normal.
>normal
>>6424413
It was 36 degrees in England once I nearly died of heatstroke, I dunno how anyone can survive 43.
>>6424418
i don't do things that put me under the eyes of the law
>>6424437
Suuuuure
>>6424430
Fair point. How about "more mature and more normal"? Compared to how you've been?
You still hatin' on cops, soldiers and everyone else in uniform?
>>6424433
It is that hot here daily. I drive in it every day with no A/C.
I wonder if any anon have a bunch of pictures of me in a folder.
I wonder if I have a creepy 4chan stalker.
I wonder if anyone has a crush on me.
>>6424443
mad
>>6424415
Would you forgive another person who was awful in the past, especially if you learned that they had a lot of issues? I think you would.
>>6424448
I wonder this as well.
>tfw all the cuties sparingly post photos
i guess you really are women if you've learned how to be a cocktease
>>6424448
I have a crush on you
>>6424406
>dyke phase
>implies it's detransing
is 5pm too early to start drinking?
>>6424367
this is my only hope
>>6424453
obviously, I dont hold grudges. I know they do tho, pretty intensely as well
>>6424457
chaser get out
>>6424448
>>6424455
I think the first one is a safe bet. Whingie, Yume the porky boy and some anon have an extensive database of everyone here.
As for the last two most likely not.
>>6424448
Not yet but not an awful idea.
Do you got any kind of progress pic I can save in my inspiration folder?
I have like... 3 pics of Grace. Because I haven't deleted the older ones.
That's about as creepy as it gets.
>>6424466
but im not a chaser
i just want to believe that id turn out qt
>tfw 6'1
not too tall to hang i guess
>>6424470
I know yume has some for sure
>>6424471
Sure thing.
>>6424448
i wonder this too. i wouldnt normally think so, but every time i post in the passgen theres always this one anon who's like "fuck i love you so much". every time.
its a little creepy but i wont lie, its flattering.
>>6424350
I don't really know. I can't say I ever was truly closeted, so coming out was just putting words on what everyone knew.
Outing myself to explain my official male identity really is mine gets more cringy everytime. And for the first time today, it completely failed. Call from my phone company, I get madam'ed as usual. The girl asks to speak with the contract holder (me, except under my birth name), tell her that's me, she asks to speak to my husband. Tell her there's no husband, I'm trans and I haven't had my ID change, she asks when she can call back to talk with (birth name), I explain the same again because I have no idea how I could be more explicit. And then she hangs up the phone.
I really need that ID change soon, but going to court will take months even if I manage to find a lawyer who's already worked on gender marker changes here, which won't be easy.
>>6424464
That's not on you, I am just saying that you wouldn't think someone should have a bad life because they were a bad person when they were having difficult times.
If you think that's true for other people it's only fair you should follow that logic for yourself as well.
>tfw you take a dump the size of ufufu's dong
>>6424478
>male to male who hides his face all time
>>6424463
>is 5pm too early to start drinking?
pls, I started drinking at 5 am during my worst days. Mostly because I had work at 5:30 AM
Plenty of other days I drank in the AM though. Day drinking > Night drinking
>>6424486
but some of the pics posted arent qt at all
at all!
>>6424500
That's what I said. Am I a cute boy at least?
>>6424500
i think you meant to quote me and not lizzzy on that post there, anon.
HOW DO I DEAL WITH ADHD
MY MEDICATION ISN'T WORKING
I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO FOCUS
PLEASE
>>6424477
Great Britain used to publish a table of the correct length of rope to use for people of different heights and weights. Have a read.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Official_Table_of_Drops
>>6424503
But you reach that "keep drinking and get wasted or fall asleep" stage too early. I mean, it would be nice to go to sleep at like 6 PM but still...
>>6424516
looks like it's 5'1 for me
>>6424514
talk with your doctor and change to another medication that deals with your particular chemistry, that's how you deal with that.
Also "taking a knee" is helpful sometimes.
>>6424478
Haha, that derp face in the top left.
Cute boyish girl/10
Too much girl to be boy though, sorry.
What the hell was going on in the third row pic with the red shirt? Your face looks different in that then the pics before or after. Weight difference?
>>6424495
I dunno. soft skin, nice hair colour, nice lips.
>>6424516
TFG I'm just a fleshy sack of muscle, ball bearings, & cake batter so I only need 5'3" of drop.
At least there's a triumph in death
>>6424524
Don't forget to knot the rope properly.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hangman%27s_knot
>>6424505
No you look like a beta nerd.
Kill yourself BTW you are a rapist and a despicable human being
>>6424522
You have to pace yourself. Or get so fucked you wake up still drunk and keep going. Don't pussy out, your liver needs this.
>>6424538
Damn
I'm not a rapist though.
>>6424175
I don't think you need to pick and choose. If you make a weekly schedule you can do all of those things.
>>6424178
No, I'm not god. Please don't accuse me of something so awful as being related to Christianity.
I'm in Madison WI, but my e-mail is [email protected] if you wanna shoot me some questions and tell me more about what you need.
>>6424492
yeah but normies are different
>>6424535
Learned that ages ago
>TFW been crying since an hour after waking up. Antidepressants have kicked in & now I'm just anxious AND crying.
I just want to eat my feelings, food spiked with datura...
So I can food coma & never wake up
>>6424551
Doesn't matter. It's odd for someone to like me.
>>6424538
Edgy as fuck brah
>>6424551
Nah, I'm just a sack of reclaimed garbage & my bones&back clack & crack every time I stand up.
It seemed an apt description
> tfw sudden bf
Okay so I set the AC to 20 Celsius so I can sleep in comfort. I have some time to kill until my flat cools.
Do you guys like vaginas?
>>6424560
D E T A I L S
>>6424564
triggered
>>6424543
You are though. That's enough autism for today, filtered.
>>6424564
no, girls are icky
>>6424564
I certainly like mine a lot more than I liked my dick...
>>6424569
Think what you want, my man.
>>6424533
>That's why my hair is always in the way.
Aaah. Gotcha, fempai.
One more question out of curiosity if you can answer it.
The difference between the pics of you wearing the CARIBBEAN shirts is interesting. Were you just scrawnier? You look really narrow in that pic. Waist and shoulders.
>>6424547
people are more similar than you'd imagine
>>6424564
i like my imaginary bagina
>>6424570
b-but we're all girls that would make us all icky :o
>>6424570
girls are the best actually
>>6424545
Hm, true.
I've never been good at budgeting my time, but it's a skill I really should work on.
And maybe having more obligations would give me a Parkinson's Law effect, and force me to manage my time better. I dunno. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6424577
Yeah I'm a lot smaller now. Shoulders aren't really broad or anything. With my clothes off my body is basically a girls body. The Caribbean shirt pics were exactly a year apart
>>6424583
Maybe someday. I don't really know you.
>>6424587
I'm generally nice in the thread. Irl I'm pretty mean. And increasingly so on discord
>>6423624
how much $ will i need to fix this jaw
>>6424583
Peeing, dilating, using it as a dilator launch platform. That's pretty much all for now. But at least, I can touch it and look at it without getting nauseous which used to be a problem when it was a dick.
>>6424583
>So you're icky?
yes
>>6424587
I-I dont know, I avoid girls
>>6424588
I just mean I wouldnt fuck anyone from here. I dont mind them if theyre at least wearing underwear
>>6424593
pic related
>>6424610
b-but no-one here is icky :o
>>6424615
...
>>6424595
>The Caribbean shirt pics were exactly a year apart
Okay, I got two more questions then! Sorry, I'm weird and like facts and info about what goes in my inspiration folder.
How old were you when you started hrt and how far along were you in the first Caribbean pic?
>>6424603
I thought you had a hot date with a train?
>>6424603
Shieeet nigga stop cranking the saturation to the max.
And to answer your question - how much ya got?
>>6424622
what :o
>>6424558
What's been getting you so down these last few days?
Is it because you lost your job? Are you just feeling more dysphoric than usual?
>>6424595
>And increasingly so on discord
Unless you're only nice to me, you're totally wrong.
>>6424610
I grew up with nothing but little sisters.
They ain't shit. Just well.....
Kinda like humans.
>>6424570
>no, girls are icky
>>6424615
Icky is just a matter of perspective
Now, if you'd rather get sticky, that's a matter of opportunity~
Mrs. Doubtfire passes better than I do
>tfw don't look male or female
Well fug
>>6424653
ay fucking lmao
>tfw you make $200 in tips
>>6424471
Uh hello inspiration anon
>>6424664
ur camwhoring now?
so who did archive-anon have images of anyway
>>6424648
...
I want boobs reee
>>6424670
When you get money from camwhoring, it's called a "donation"
>>6424673
>>6424648
thats pr hot
>>6424644
So self-sabotaging and secretly miserable while putting out an air of superiority to cover their feelings of vulnerability?
>>6424669
Hi, Gracie!
I'm feeling good so I'll attach my name.
It was me, Zoidberg, all along! - I mean Breana.
>>6424682
Something like that.
>>6424682
>/mtfg/
>>6424677
oh i wouldnt know
>tfw Carol ignores you
>>6424686
Sounds like my roommate/ex.
I can get along with her.
Sometimes. Not now though.
Do you like being ornery?
>>6424624
Yeah, for most of my life, it was basically more obligations = less ability to handle them well, but I think that was mostly because it's hard to care about anything when you're miserable and repressed and simmering in T.
But now that I'm on hrt and actually give half a shit about my life, I think (hope) that my response to being busy/stressed will start to be more like yours.
>>6424694
Like? I don't know. It's just kinda natural.
All I ever think whenever I lurk these threads is thank God I'm not of the deep end of the delusion pool like so many of you are. Sure I wish I was a girl and should have been born one but man some of you are just beyond lost.
Have a nice day.
>>6424683
Oh, hello! I remember we have spoken before havent we?
>>6424644
>I'm exactly like House from the TV show without the vicodin addiction and medical degree
Pretty hot. House was my repression role model. Substance abuse, bitterness, being an old man in pain all the time, throwing yourself into your work.
Then I realized maybe if I tried harder than I ever have before at everything, just maybe I could turn my life around.
>>6424711
It's not that hot. Oxycodone is my jam.
>>6424702
He couldn't tell just from looking at her face
>>6424716
you should set up a distribution network and let me have some as well
>>6424720
Alcohol blurs many lines. Its an unpassing trannys best friend.
>>6424720
Was probably drunk as fuck
>>6424721
I can just cone to you and we can watch dumb shows and shit while on it.
>>6424700
I'm hurt, Carol
>>6424723
this looooool
this fat goes away when you lose weight, right? i still have a little fat under my chin that makes my jaw look bigger too
>>6424727
;____;
s-sooooorrrrryyyyy
Why do people seek opinions from the worst places from most pathetic strangers possible? If someone told you to shove broken shards of glass up your ass and inject yourself with AIDS, would you do it? Some of you would, and that's why we have mtfg.
>>6424730
That just looks like skin not fat
>>6424707
We talk quite a bit, but I'm super infrequent about attaching the name. :^)
Um... we both have little sisters? Uh... I talked to you that one night and told you how much it meant to me when you were feeling good that you spread that to everyone who was feeling crummy? I don't remember the exact words, but your cheerfulness still means a lot to me.
My dad came up with Breana. Which was all I really wanted: my name to be given to me.
>>6424730
If you start doing a a daily cardio workout, like jogging or unning, the fat in the face and neck area are the first to go.
>>6424730
No you'll always have a bloatee.
>>6424695
Yeah, being true to yourself makes things easier for sure. But I think part of it is that, at least for me, it's easier and a lot more empowering knowing that anything that becomes part of my routine is ultimately something I chose to be part of it, ofr a reason.
>>6424698
I guess I don't get that. I can't stand being grumpy, I get really upset at myself for it.
I wish I had gotten back on before oddish left. I feel really bad about not responding to her in time....
>>6424736
i don't take much advice from here anymore
i've given up on socially transitioning and just hope i pass as androgynous
it makes it easier to accept getting gendered a girl one day and a guy the next
>>6424739
thanks for the actual advice
>>6424742
i dropped 43lbs since i started transitioning and i'm still working towards dropping another 20
pretty proud of my progress if anything, cause if i can't be a girl i might as well be a cute skinny andro
>>6424742
fuck i need to rewatch this show
>>6424754
True, but it's more noticeable on some areas
>>6424726
woah I wish
>tfw no friend in reach with hard drugs
hello
this place isnt good for me
you're all nice people
but some of you fall into the internet fuckwad trap
I need to go and work on my weight as much as possible
So all my roommates hate me and think i should go be homeless. I have no friends and i have no family. I have nowhere to go.
I went and hit ny head on a wooden desk a few times. Idk if I'm concussed or not. I found some acetaminophen and google says i definitely shouldn't take 14 of them.
I'm really trying hard to do this. I mean hard. I have nothing left and this is still the hardest thing I've ever done.
>>6424761
Hi Sheeen!
>>6424760
Ahh ;__; u don't want hard drugs, they're usually dangerous/ IIRC stuff like LSD can give u rlly bad trips
>>6424738
Awww, that makes me feel really nice, thank you
Breana is a pretty name, he made a good choice!
>>6424761
Buy a fucking treadmill and use it already. Dont act like Australia doesnt have amazon.
>>6424736
What advice are you comparing to shoving glass up your ass and injecting yourself with AIDS?
>>6424764
why do they hate you
>>6424777
>treadmill
what is the point? as soon as you lose weight you will stop using it because it's boring as fuck and get fat again
>>6424751
>i dropped 43lbs since i started transitioning and i'm still working towards dropping another 20
>pretty proud of my progress if anything, cause if i can't be a girl i might as well be a cute skinny andro
I'm proud of you too, Anon!
I weighed 180 in November (5'11"), was down to 163 by the time I started hrt in April. Made it to 154 30 days in. A little over 2 months in now and I'm right at the 150 mark.
Not amazing progress, but I've mostly been making lifestyle changes and I feel like I don't have much farther to go. When I was younger I liked 143. Might do that and see how the fat distribution pans out.
I was running today on a treadmill and realized my ass was jiggling a bit as I ran. It used to not do that. Toning is in my future.
>>6424764
What country are you in? We can be friends anon
>>6424789
All this weight loss talk is depressing me
>>6424760
Friend isn't the word to describe that people.
>>6424785
Because i get angry and i punched a hole in the wall. And because i yelled at my roommate in the middle of thenight. Amd i did other things, idk. I'm mean, i m not.nice to anyone. I try to be but it just comes out wrong and i dont know.
I took two.
>>6424764
ODDISH!!! You're back.
It's the anon from before. I seriously will help you in anyway I can, if you want it. Please don't take those. You wouldn't die. You'd just get liver failure, and that is a long and shitty, painful way to die.
Please, if you want help, I'm here. I left earlier cause I was starving and needed to eat so I could pills.
>>6424799
stop being autistic
>tfw last person in the thread
>>6424787
You're a fat fuck arent you? I get the feeling since you seem to be full of excuses so far when it comes to working out.
>>6424803
>>6424764
Is there someone closer you can reach out to? Anyone at all? 4chan's tranny support group is great, but we're a bit spread out.
>>6424768
once i get rid of my jaw fat i think i'll be okay and won't need ffs for the jaw at least
i've seen girls with worse jaws than mine, i just have to keep pushing that jaw fat back to see what the potential is underneath, it's also my motivation for losing weight
>>6424789
that's pretty dedicated, congrats
i still have cheat days here and there but most of my week is strict <1000 calories
it gets easier to diet the more you lose weight desu
>>6424799
don't take anymore and im sorry all of that happened to you
>>6424764
Paracetamol is literally the worst thing to overdose on. You will just die slowly from liver failure
>>6424806
iirc shakira has a condition that means she cant gain weight
>>6424799
Congrats on being autistic like so many have called you before but you claimed to not be.
Treat people better. There are 7 billion people on this planet. You're not special. Deal with it.
>>6424814
It's perfectly fine with me
>>6424826
Oddish, please don't do this
>>6424735
Thank you, I'm feeling a bit better now
>>6424770
pretty sure LSD isnt considered a hard drug tho, and I did opiates(opioids) and benzos.
>>6424798
it is ;~;
>>6424826
drink bleach to wash it down
>>6424826
Oddish stop being a fucking idiot.
>>6424814
A lot of things happened. I just don't like the way the world is. My dog died and i loved her and life.is really drab with her gone. I feel like I'm just wasting my time until the end of a meaningless life nyways.
How many do i have to take to fall asleep amd just sleep through the pain at least?
>>6424634
Dysphoria.
I'm happy I Dont work there anymore.. It was stalling transition..
Idk, I cant afford electro & haven't for months & starting a new job now that I'm passing, from what I can tell, 95% in public. It'll be really fucking terrible to have a beard at a new job where everyone sees me as a chick.
As such;
I'm apathetic about life & am pretty ready to give up... Not working towards anything anymore anyways
>>6424833
Isn't it? idk tbqh
still, be careful of what u take we'd be devastated if anything happened to u due to drugs ;__;
>>6424843
stop just stop
>>6424833
Enablers aren't friends, they just need you to feel okay with themselves. It's like considering your bus driver or your chair a friend.
>>6424826
So are they the good kind of pain relief pills with phenylephrine HCl? Because that shit is my jam when I'm sick. You'll be breathing easy all the way to the hospital.
Oh yeah, by the way: (877) 565-8860
Trans Lifeline.
>>6424806
>Saying some exercises are boring makes you a lazy shit
You wouldn't even be able to keep up with me. My problem isn't exercise it's comfort eating. Doing an exercise for the sake of weight loss like running on a treadmill is a waste of time for you will just go back to your old ways and regain the weight. better to find a sport you enjoy.
>>6424825
Good, cause you fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine, gurl.
;9
Shit, I dunno. I'm not good at funny, or grumpy. I'm just, like, this wierd ball of stupid.
>>6424826
oddish.
I've seen this before. I can't stop you from taking those, but I can warn you. That is going to make the next few months of yours living hell if you do.
Do you know how liver failure works? It is one of the most painful things in the world. I've seen a lot of people in my life die that way. i don't want someone i just met to willingly put themselves through that.
Would you be okay with me giving you my e-mail? i know everyone else will see it to, but I don't care. I want to help you, if I can. Even if it's just me listening to you.
>>6424861
Nah m8. I'm mediocre
>>6424826
omg live suicide
go to the hospital now
I know this is super gay and i suck but its a lot.nicer doing.this with everybody here, i dont think i could do it alone.
>>6424861
I dont.have anything to say
Its all waxing.poetic and.wankery. it.wont.solve.lr.change.anything.
I want to push oddish in front of a train
>>6424860
Yeah you're a fat fuck. As someone who lost over 100lbs using a treadmill and still uses it every day I can say you're just trying to make up excuses for being fat. Keep on enjoying your "comfort eating"
>>6424871
Don't kill yourself. Please Oddish
>>6424843
There is no sleeping through the pain. Acetomenophen doesn't work that way. It seriously will just kill your liver, and then you'll have months of painful, bloody piss and gallstones, while your blood literally burns in your veins. This is not a good idea, even by suicide standards.
And if you need a friend, i would be if you wanted one. I know I'm not as cool as a dog, but god is just dog backwards, and you called me that twice for some reason.
>>6424764
>taking 14 Tylenol to be edgy.
>a night of hard drinking is infinitely worse on your body
Children pls
>>6424843
you won't fall asleep
you will get liver failure and slowly and painfully die over like a week while bleeding out of all your orifices
or more likely you go to hospital soon and they stop that from happening and you end up looking like another dummy who tried to kill themselves with paracetomol and then have to pay for it
if you really want to kill yourself do something effective
dont take any more
source: personal experience
https://clyp.it/4agsslqx?token=92448adc9b040263afcfed01d5678e46
god im bored.
I had six but i cant hold the bottle anymore fuck
>>6424880
Seriously lets not do this. Lets just talk about things like we normally do. The world of the internet is so fast and temporary. You'll all forget in a month. Just chillll.
ITS SO FUCKING SUMMER IN HERE
>>6424885
>someone feels suicidal
>better be a complete cunt to them!
You are human garbage
>>6424871
Not "everybody" is here. You should call some people.
You might not believe it, but even if you're a bastard and all the people in your life hate you, there's still some lingering sense of respect for a fellow human being they have for you.
Also, what's the mg of the pills out of curiosity?
I'm now remembering why I dont come to mtfg during the day anymore. Or any time of the day really. You're all insane.
>>6424876
>eating disorders don't exist
Fuck off to /fit/ faggot
>>6424893
No, I really won't.
Seriously Oddish, not only will you be destroying the only you to every exist but it will be painful and awful... please...
>>6424893
dont do it you can live with me rent free
>>6424893
oddish please don't.
i love you.
>>6424897
The max safe dose of paracetamol is 8 tablets, she's taken 6 so far.
>>6424885
These are 500mg pills dude theyre big! And i have nothung else in the house. The knives are all rusted, we dont have bleach. The other stuff under the sink wint kill me. I was gonna just hit my head on the counter until it busted open but that started tobreally hurt, Idk what to do.
>>6424902
I'm not.
>>6424833
Are you clean?
>tfw I take 12 Tylenol at once for pain almost every day
>>6424916
>not insane
>committing suicide
you're a fucking idiot
>>6424922
cosindering I am high now, I guess no.
>>6424904
I'll take being /fit/ than /fat/ like you any day.
>>6424916
why not jump in front of a nearby train? It'll be quick and you''ll make the news.
>>6424871
There is no shame in being sad. Everyone does it. I did it earlier today.
If you don't let it out somehow it'll just eat away inside, like it has been.
It might not change your situation, but letting a willing ear listen might help put things into a perspective you can work from. Sometimes the difference between a mountain and a gentle hill is all in how you look at it.
People come and go throughout everyone's life, and I've seen many die in mine. It has become common, honestly, and there are a lot of reasons, good and bad, for why it happens.
i know I don't have the right to speak of your companion, but do you think your dog would want you to do this? If she were there, would she let you die? Would she want you to?
There will always be people in this world like
>>6424875 or >>6424835
who will seek to do nothing but drag others down when they themselves hurt, because it's validating to not be thoe only sinner in hell.
Be honest, are they the ones you want to listen to? Or would you rather believe that I am seriously, patiently spending my time here trying to help you because I know this pain myself?
Please think about this.
>>6424916
....Tylenol.
Step in-front of a car or hang yourself with bedsheets.
Everybody is losing their minds over a way less than lethal dose of OTC Tylenol.
And, you can still feel your hands.
I used to pop 8 ibuprofen at a time.
Better yet, 7 percocets at a time for fun.
You're attentioning.
I totally get the suicidal feels but let's not egg on the 14 year olds with this Tylenol bit.
Be safe sweetie
>>6424931
On what? ;____;
>tfw you go to the mall to buy makeup and come home with a copy of starfox instead
I'm bad at this girl thing
>tfw you never got to give yourself totally to the women you loved and respected
>the idea still makes you horny
I feel like it's going to never happen desu, I want to lose my virginity like that so badly that it makes my head go fuzzy every time I Think about it
>>6424939
I wanted to buy it so bad but I heard the motion controls were shit, so I'm waiting
>>6424944
oddish give skype
i will marry you
>>6424940
start dating boys
be a bigger slut than edie
>>6424933
>implying I'm not losing weight
I'm losing weight and I exercise in fact I'm a big fan of it, what the hell is your point exactly? Are you just butthurt that I said your method of exercise is shit? Treadmills are boring, more at 11.
>>6424891
https://clyp.it/wj1kjzd2
>>6424940
You're already over 30, which makes you a witch anyways.
/spoiler/
>you can't get laid with ldr
>>6424939
umaru
>>6424937
Remove yourself sir
>>6424924
That's probably not healthy either. Let's be honest here, the human body didn't evolve to deal with constant concentrated pharmecutecals.
>>6424951
>not understanding being an alpha lezzie
Men are lesser
>>6424963
It's not. I'm going to get it taken care of.
>>6424943
technically I am clean and just relapsing, I stopped using a lot in 2013 for the first time, and started again in 2014 and quit in early 2015, relapsed 3 times since then, but never more than like 3 weeks.
>>6424952
Good. It sounds like you need it. try to avoid opiates if you can...It always seems to end up causing more problems than it solves.
>>6424944
Are you going to kill yourself or what?
How big are all your dicks? I need to know for scientific purposes :^)
>>6424960
From...
"ayo fag"
"AYO FAGGIT"
"....fuck you then"
-chicago summer haiku
>come to mtfg to whine about how i want to kill myself
>there's already a suicide attempt in progress
s m h
>>6424960
the first edgar meme that actually made me laugh
>>6424971
pls at least be careful of how much i take at the very least ;______;
How many trips have actually confirmed killed themselves? The trans suicide rate is 40% right? You should be dropping like flies
>>6424973
I'm going to go for like hydrocodone or tramadol.
>>6424977
Life
>>6424981
There's always tomorrow slugu
>>6424982
How bout you just go outside, dig a hole & burn some shit.
...garunteed solution to these feels. Take it or leave it.
>>6424981
get back on your pills lass
>>6424957
>https://clyp.it/wj1kjzd2
i like your voice
>>6424994
I tried but fell asleep on my side & had to wash puke out of my sheets so I could detox In bed for 4 days
>>6424980
You get summers in the Windy City?
>>6424980
Sounds about right
>>6424975
Create a poll. Trannies love polls.
>>6424998
i don't want to be a tranny
i just want to give up
>>6425006
I will worry ;____;
that stuff is dangerous Phien
;___;
>>6424981
Sorry
Whats uo? Tell me your troubles
>>6425003
Keep trying and stop posting here in the meantime
>>6424991
Most people stick around on /mtfg/ for like a year at most, so assuming a 40% suicide rate with uniform probability over say the ages 15 to 35, the likelihood of a trip committing suicide before leaving would only be about 10%, right?
>>6424982
Why listen to them if it makes you more upset?
Valq is trying to help in their own way by pointing out the futility of this attempt.
I try to help my way because I'm a big sissy when it comes to suicidal ideation, and i've seen how a simple cry for help can turn into something more serious.
>>6424969
You're good. I have a feeling that you wouldn't jeprodize your health without knowing.
>>6425000
oh thanks
yours ain't bad either for a slav
>>6425019
its ok
i'm detransitioned and getting gender dysphoria real bad and i jhust wanna die t b h
http://www.strawpoll.me/10539587