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Old Thread >>6395008
>>6396434
>At least I know they feel in the mouth.
l-lewd
>>6396490
>>6396438
You're just now realizing this?
>>6396490
Chara rule edition.
>>6396391
>someone's using my meme
>>6396500
No it was totally platonic because we weren't dating the (last) time it happened.
Browsing through the archive... /MtFg/ Amanda Lear edition. Remind me to not make the new thread ever again...
>>6396490
I drugs
anyone have one of these?
>>6396515
Give more cute memes
>>6396515
it's a good meme
>>6396525
>all these people that complain about erp in the thread
>they've never seen what ERP is actually like
Who has over 2k views on their Flist profile here?
>>6396525
Probably when certain people started being flirty and started the whole snowball rolling.
>>6396517
>totally platonic
yeah you totally just platonicly sucked her nips
you platonicly had sex with her too, right?
>>6396525
wut?
I remember erping more than once last month
>>6396525
I made a thread for those who want to talk to other trans girls, and cis girls, without the erping/rp and trips.
>>6396524
no.
i just use urban decay naked for eyes and nars laguna + tart blush for contouring
Well, can't find my boobs in the archive, but here's a no bra pic from early in this transition...
what is ERPing?
>>6396529
what's a good meme for me to make
i feel like the double-entendre inherent in the usage of the word 'consent' applied to both medical treatments and extreme sexual practices creates a good duality and furthermore an exquisite implied lewdness ("by taking hormones, you're consenting to being used as a fucktoy") that is difficult to repeat
>>6396548
fun
>>6396548
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUo8LUxZ1NQ
>>6396543
pls stop posting pictures
also
>not resizing to 1000px on longest side
>>6396548
for lames
When is /pol/ going to leave? Whole board was peaceful until they came.
>>6396548
somebody in the previous thread says it stands for "erotic role-play"
>>6396538
It was totally platonic, I swear !
>>6396560
when fags stop getting shot up for all the gay hashtag kissing sexkcs! they have! XD
>>6396560
They've always been here
>>6396549
>i feel like the double-entendre inherent in the usage of the word 'consent' applied to both medical treatments and extreme sexual practices creates a good duality and furthermore an exquisite implied lewdness ("by taking hormones, you're consenting to being used as a fucktoy") that is difficult to repeat
ohmygodshutup
>>6396564
can you platonicly get married?
>>6396565
YOU DID THIS
*scold*
>>6396568
I think I remember a time when they weren't. There were different kinds of shitposters back then.
>>6396568
>tfw you'll never be an anime drawing of a trans girls
im going to try to squeeze into a maid outfit brb
>>6396556
There's an image size limit, if it's under, I can't be arsed to resize. This isn't W1k... also, not going to stop posting.
http://youtu.be/HgzGwKwLmgM
>>6396582
we were into purity and constantly shitting on AGPs back in my day
so is there any place not to get hugboxed? like, is there a place where i can get the brvtal trvth about my passability and shit?
>>6396573
Am I the only one who really hates this picture
>>6396458
LOL
>>6396444
Minds are the best thing to fall in love with.
>tfw all in all it was a good day. I was nervous about seeing the shrink before going. I also had enough time between appointments to relax and recover some so I wasn't totally exhausted. I have a GP doc tomorrow. T check, and possibly meds adjustment.
Interesting bit. I had a deja vu at the Shrink's office. I could swear I'd been there before. I've often had them at major turning points or changes in my life. I met every one of my mentors, and lovers in my morning wake up dreams long before I ever met them irl.
>>6396484
Keeping the good drugs in the system is good. I know the feel on addictive ones. I got very easily hooked on alcohol, then heroin. I had the force of will, and planning to break the addictions. It took restructuring my life, and unfortunately burning some bridges. I let some friendships with some interesting creative famous people go so I could stay away from drugs.
>>6396584
Why even live?
>>6396600
3 Lewd 5 Me
>>6396591
Do you want honesty or to have your self-hate confirmed regardless? Because the latter is a lot easier to find.
>>6396572
Yeah, definitely. When a lesbian and a gay guy get married but do it to remain in the closet, that's a platonic marriage.
>>6396600
>>6396584
i give up
>>6396608
either or.
>>6396591
i am honest with people when they ask me.
i can give you hugbox answer or how i would judge you if i saw you on the streets of san francisco answer
>>6396609
that was surprisingly legitimate.
fuck i just remembered :(
it was those piranha plant earrings i gave her, i kept the cupcake ones
this is not good at all i have to get those again or there's not really a point in getting my ears pierced ;_;
>>6396591
/b/
>>6396618
alright, shred me to fucking bits, fampai.
>>6396625
Or you can buy a new pair?
>>6396628
cute
>>6396632
that's what i meant lol
>>6396628
need a better lit picture, this tells me nothing
who /allchasersmustdiebymyhand/ in here
>>6396587
i thought my shoulders had gotten smaller from muscle loss at least :c
>>6396628
learn make up pleb
>>6396647
same
>>6396647
yep
i'm starting to get sleepy-beepy.
there's lots of stuff i wanna do tomorrow.
nini
>>6396597
I often experience déjà vu related to dreams. More about events than people. Also happens at catastrophic turns in my life. I have a hard time shaking off the feeling I've already been through this... Worst I remember was when Chiara was announced missing. It was midway between déjà vu and a vision. I saw her hanging from a beam in the attic, in chilling detail. Rushed there, and I have no idea what happened next. My next clear memories that I think are real memories are ten days after, when she was found dead.
>>6396658
nini!
>>6396660
this is me irl
If you are an anon, or a trip who want to revert back into anon, and you don't like the erping, (you) me!
I really want to see how many here want a different general, I sure want a different general, I want one where i can talk about whatever I'm feeling at the moment, or somewhere where i can just talk to people about whatever stuff.
Do you want that too? Then (you) me!
>>6396651
Math nerd?
GOINGTOBEDBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6396666
There's already cislesgen for that. Also, nice quads.
>>6396666
satanic quads for bad idea
is there really that much erp? i don't really notice it much
>>6396666
Sure ill join you satan
actually, one sec
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EBqE9vyxT8
frenchcore is good for the soul
>>6396666
It's fine if you want a new general for whatever reason, but do you actually have difficulty talking about whatever you're feeling at the moment or talking to people about whatever stuff just because a few people in the thread are being flirty? I mean, if so that's fine, I'm just curious.
>golden gate bridge walking path is closed until tomorrow morning
>>6396687
>Not New Beat
Get on my level.
http://youtu.be/Di-z4XSnus8
>>6396691
whoops
>ywn be a cute 14 year old trap self medding hrt
>>6396704
girl body. do something more with hair. fix your eyebrows.
>>6396706
>zero anxiety
put all of these people in an oven and never turn it down
>>6396691
ok?
>>6396666
its really calmed down lately. threads arent being spammed with harassment and stuff. erping is fine for me. i mostly scroll by it but it probably makes others feel nice and desired. i think we should just have more focus on helping each other out. lots of us lose family. im sure all of us together have the skills to navigate life.
>>6396674
>>6396692
No, this general has trips, and it's mostly just erping.
>>6396681
>is there really that much erp? i don't really notice it much
Take a look at what's being said right now.
I bet you that it's people trying to "connect" with others by saying they "love them" so much, and otherwise basically flirting with others.
>>6396690
>>6396691
I have tried to talk about things, but it always goes ignored, because people are busy erping.
You cannot talk about anything thing that isn't erping, at least not if you don't use a trip (even then, you probably have to be popular).
>>6396684
Good, I made a general for it! >>6396488
>>6396699
doesnt like everyone kill themselves on the golden gate bridge
try one of the tallest buildings or just climb over the closed part
>>6396706
why the fuck would you do this
>>6396716
lol i don't even notice it
it's hardly lewd, erp is erotic roleplay
as far as bad sides to mtfg i think that's pretty low on the list
>>6396730
>why the fuck would you do this
IF I HAVE TO SUFFER SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE
>>6396714
>tfw noone to gas me and put me in an oven
>>6396726
yeah, but you have to do it during the day because they close it at night and there's a security truck that drives back and forth to make sure people aren't jumping at night. during the day, you just blend in with the tourists until you poof gone
i could jump over the Richmond-San Rafael Bridge, they have a shoulder i can pull my car over. its an ugly bridge though
>>6396706
I kind of was. Well, 15, not 14. And I knew I was trans. No idea what a trap could be back then anyway. My memories from before 1999 were unreachable for so long... I understand better now why some people seriously missed the way I used to be before shit happened.
>>6396732
Would a dutch oven do?
>>6396732
If only he won
who here would fuck a rich nigga for the fame of it
>>6396704
fat
a
t
>>6396771
I don't want fame
then everyone will know I'm a tranny
>>6396776
fat
a
t
>>6396659
Yeah, I got 'em for the bad stuff too. I don't like to remember those bits.
>>6396771
fat
a
t
>>6396710
i have no idea what to do with my hari, and that shit is expensive for a cut tooooooo. eyebrows i haven't gotten done in a while. i should go do that 2mrrw.
>>6396715
i dunno, it's just hard to find the motivation to do anything to improve myself when i feel like it's all for naught.
>>6396716
i just cast my feels into the void and wait for replies.
>>6396734
idgi still.
>>6396775
duh. i'm wayyy too fucking fat. i'm losing weight rn, but like what's the point when everything is for naught? it will only end in hon territory, where i lie now.
>>6396785
fucking allies
I could've been gassed and had my life done with by now
>>6396772
Yeah, Diane-35 birth control pills I bought from friends. Cypro and ethinylestradiol, that is. I took three or four a day. It did have some effect. Small boobs, no acne at all, some hip growth that went wonky after I detransitioned in my early twenties...
>>6396785
fat
a
t
>>6396790
>i'm wayyy too fucking fat. i'm losing weight rn
you aren't even trying are you?
>when everything is for naught? it will only end in hon territory, where i lie now.
LOSER! You're a LOSER! Are you feeling sorry for yourself?! Well, you should be, because you are DIRT! You make me sick, you big baby! Baby want a bottle? A big, DIRT bottle?!
why are you such a big loser
>>6396796
Wanna fuck my rolls?
>>6396813
i wanna punch ur face desu
>>6396734
you don't need to get it just cute
>>6396818
calm the T rage
>>6396789
me?
>>6396818
stop
>>6396818
Grant me mercy and make sure that I don't wake up :(
>>6396706
>mfw was 14yo trap for this chick.
Life is a curse
>>6396809
eh, i just eat a small meal, but most of my caloris come from drinking. i don't know any liqour stores that'll sell me shit., so i'm stuck with overpriced bodega beer.
and yeah i'm just born to be a loser duh. some of us are unfortunate
>>6396835
yet you and CFH both became hons because you were too cowardly to continue transitioning
>>6396706
>>6396706
>you'll never molest or grope carol
this is the saddest day of my life ;_;
>>6396842
After 3y5m of hormones, I got committed against my will and subjected to conversion therapy. That fucked me up bad. I didn't know who I was before. I was mentally blocking things so hard. I couldn't even remember any conversations on transsexualism the next day. Also my memories was perforated with many holes and mistakes from the ECT.
>>6396706
>>6396842
Not even cowardly. Just fubar. I guess I still am even though I got better. Without Chiara's death, I probably wouldn't have detransitioned. I'm rather stubborn. But there's a level of broken that makes stubborn not quite enough to keep your life on tracks...
Does anyone else get looks(read stares) of envy from middle aged hons who clock us in public? I feel like Im on my way to mostly passing, and they know that.
>>6396704
wait how old are you?
>>6396866
come tomokomrad
let us do the deed
>>6396704
be my girlfriend
I have an appointment tomorrow morning for a consultation with a lady that does laser hair removal. How can I know if I've found the right place to do this? What questions do I ask? How much should I be paying per visit? I've already been told by others I'm a good candidate for laser.
>>6396885
i just want to believe it gets better
>>6396891
It does as long as we do our best when it's rough
>>6396891
maybe
but there are just days you just wanna give up entirely
red reciprocated my crush
feels good desu
>>6396902
she reciprocated my crush on her too, ha
>>6396895
why do japanese people sleep in sleeping bags inside paper houses?
>>6396905
i think she does for most crushes cause she's so loving
still feels good c:
/mtfg/ how do I molest a tranny?
>>6396909
u hold her hand and be her caring friend
>>6396863
Oh, for some reason I never made the connection before that Squeak is (?Sydney?, ?Syndie?, I'm not remembering the name exactly) from /tlg/.
It's really awful what happened to you but I'm really glad that you seem to do well and that you and CFH are together, the two of you always were talking so I guess it shouldn't be a surprise, heh.
>>6396908
she's a slut, a great slut, a good slut to practice on/with.
>girl asks for pic of my tummy
>send it
>no reply
>>6396909
The same way you'd molest a normal girl, you chaser scum.
tfw you're a chaser crushing really hard on quid ,_,
>>6396706
tfw i wont ever know this feel
feels bretty gud
>>6396919
she's taken ~
>>6396923
I got her lewds when she was my girlfriend
>>6396890
There's a "list of things to ask when you go for a consultation for laser" image that gets posted here a lot but I don't have it, maybe someone else can repost it.
>>6396914
i bet ur tummy is pretty
>>6396923
that's not really the issue i'm more concerned she would kill me
>>6396879
Not really. I guess I'm too old and used to living as a woman already to be clocked that easily. However, I'm not comfortable in trans groups for that reason. Envy so palpable you could cut through it with a knife. Doesn't help that most of them are stuck waiting through absurd gatekept protocols while I fast tracked my transition. But I guess all they can do is go all "don't do that" when young transitioners ask me for tips on self-medding and generally avoiding gatekeeping nonsense...
>>6396928
Please post it!
>>6396927
uh congrats?
>>6396930
well chasers are garbage so it would be deserved
>>6396933
>of things to ask when you go for a consultation for laser" image that gets posted here a lot but I don't have it, maybe some
>>6396934
want to see her stretched asshole?
>unschooled
no wonder mado is such an autistic t-rager.
>8 months in
>Can't pass yet
>Go to store wearing loose guy clothing, sunglasses, stubble
>Double-takes and wtf looks anyway
>>6396939
off work? <3
tfw gonna build credit until I can finance ffs and then declare bankruptcy.
>>6396938
post it
>>6396941
ah you're in that weird in-between stage.
where you don't look like a girl but you don't look like a man. it's only 8 months, give it some more time anon
What do you guys use to get rid of really bad dandruff?
What do you use to make your hair look more girly?
What do you use as a moisturizer for flaky skin?
>>6396942
yes <3 i can't be up for too much longer though :c
>>6396951
>What do you use to make your hair look more girly?
buy a round brush, a blowdryer, and learn how to blowdry it out to make it look soft, pretty, and full
>>6396950
Thanks for the encouragement. In some backwards way I guess I feel a bit happy that at least there's something. I know there's still 16 months to go before I even know where I stand but...
>>6396938
i dare you faggot post it
>>6396953
its kay i just wanted to see u one more time before i went to sleep. it's 2am here lol
nini<3 give me kisses!
>>6396937
Price stated here seems really high for just a face and neck session and unrealistically low for a 6-8 sessions package. $100 to $150 per session should be enough to get the real thing. Also, I wouldn't settle for a tech. Having it done by a dermatologist really is a basic thing someone should ask for. But, yeah, making sure you're getting laser and not IPL is a must, especially if getting it from a place that probably shouldn't be allowed to use laser in the first place, like salons.
>>6396955
pretty like you rachel
>>6396951
Let me share a trick with you my hairstylist taught me for dandruff.
Take a packet or two of Sugar in the Raw and pour it into your hand with your anti-dandruff shampoo (research this a little, not all are created equal) and scrub really vigorously before it all dissolves. I've used this trick three times now, always works.
>>6396941
are you me?
>>6396951
I like Cetaphil moisturizer.
>>6396916
every time I touch their penis they start to cry
>>6396963
IPL doesn't really do the job, right? I imagine it's super cheap for a reason.
>>6396937
Thank you!
>>6396963
yeah Im kinda confused about the prices. I do routinely see packages of 4-6 sessions on groupon in that price range.
>>6396961
I'm so jealous an ugly bitch like you gets to date quid. Fuck off and die.
>>6396966
No, but we can share suffering if you like.
>tfw a guy faps to you
Hey /mtfg/ wanna hear a joke?
Going to bed friends <3
super sleeeeeeeeeeepy
>>6396971
What are you, a faggot? The crying just makes it better.
>>6396955
i should learn how to dry my hair properly
i kinda just run a towel around my head a bunch and then let the air take care of it
>>6396979
you + red dating?
>>6396979
yes
>>6396985
hey, I liek red
>>6396989
hi red
>>6396951
You can avoid dandruff by spacing thorough washing with shampoo. It really does a number on your scalp which causes more dandruff, even if it's anti-dandruff shampoo. Twice a week is the upper limit. In between, use water and conditioner only. If you still get dandruff using less shampoo, consider trying a vegetable shampoo like shikakai.
Making hair look girly is essentially a matter of styling, so, yeah, as mentioned, blow drying is a basic skill to learn especially if your hair is straight. A good conditioner will give you a headstart, too.
If you're young, Nivea creme is all you really need for moisturizing, it's old-school but it's cheap and works great. Sure, it lacks fancy active chemicals, but those aren't really useful until you hit your mid-twenties.
>>6396951
tfw my hair is too short to be girly.
>tfw I should go to sleep.
>tfw I have new pills for tomorrow.
>>6396912
Yep, I am. I was Squeak Toy, and old nickname of mine, before I used Syndie. My trip for Syndie had Squeak in it. Syndie is a name I liked when young, and thought of using. It's also the name of the woman I married when I was 19. I knew a number of Cindys so I didn't use it for my chosen name. Squeak Toy came about because I made two ladies who were silent during sex moan and emit squeaks the first time I had sex with them. At the end of the summer they gave me a belt buckle that said "Squeak Toy" on it.
>>6396931
I don't know what the rules were back in '81. When I was 16y6m I went and saw a shrink in Nice, FR, and he prescribed me hormones. He also setup a battery of tests and a through checkup at a close by hospital to check my health before taking them. Of course I did have intervention on my behalf. I showed up to my appointment in a Bentley limo, but the groundwork had all been done by that point. He had the initial set of pills there at the appointment, and the tests lined up.
>>6396941
You're getting there.
>>6396972
IPL can be used later for touchups and it works great for body hair. It's just not enough for the initial removal of facial hair. Also, a Philips Lumea or any other home device is pretty much as good as what you will get in most salons, and a lot more convenient and cheaper in the long run.
>>6396975
4-6 sessions might be enough for cis women, but trans girls usually need more than that, so a small package deal may not necessarily be the best option.
>>6397008
>4-6 is not enough for your coarse man hair
Then what is. Really right now, I'd like to be able to shave every other day or not have a beard shadow after shaving.
>>6397003
and?
>>6397003
you are both insane.
>>6397015
nvm ;_;
>>6397021
So the setup is also the punchline. Interesting
>>6396984
BED RIGHT NOW
>>6397024
I just figured it would be funny, or I could elaborate by saying he took a few shots
>>6396525
>Where the fuck did all this erp come from it was never like this
Most of the straight trans girls left anf went on with their lives leaving the transbian hons behind to have a big hon orgy.
R.I.P /mtfg/
>>6397031
i giggled
>>6396895
I think my issue is that it only seems to go between "oh-shit-we're-sinking" and "dead-in-the-water". Things aren't moving in the directions I want them to and I don't know how to make them move.
>>6396900
I get those too.
>>6396914
Your tummy is great
>>6397004
Well, I guess you could go private in France back then already, yeah. But with mucho money and connections. I had neither when I was 18 and I started seeking proper treatment. Public trans care was dismal, and still is. Their shitty gatekeeping rules only apply to themselves, though, which is why I always put "official" in quotes when talking about those public hospital teams. They claim that status but never had it. However, they're the only ones covered by our public insurance system. My transition was paid out of my pocket this time, except for hormones since I managed to get them covered when they shouldn't have been.
>>6397031
>he took a few shots
Heh. I might have to try that one IRL.
>>6397038
bad days desu
but I can't give up, this is my only shot at happiness
>>6397046
Chiming in, just bad days.
You'll feel better tomorrow.
Say it with me, it's good to be alive.
>>6397028
No, girl finally responded so it's time
>tfw fooled her into thinking I have huge hips through use of angles and posing
muwahahaha...
i wish i had hips...
kill me
>>6397049
I can't say it anon
sorry
>>6397014
You'll be able to do that after a couple sessions. The real problem is how many it takes until you stop having serious regrowth. From my rl sample, I've heard from 6 to 12. I switched to touchups after six sessions but I have very dark hair on snow white skin and high pain tolerance so my sessions were done at maximum power.
>>6397025
Yeah, making sure you're getting the real deal is your first priority. Getting it from a dermatologist pretty much ensures it already, but it doesn't make asking pointless.
>>6397050
You can borrow mine
>>6397046
Ikr. There really is nothing to lose in exhausting this option fully. As tiresome as it is sometimes you'll never know if you woulda made it if you give up early.
>>6397050
Try to create artificial hips from thigh/butt muscles and a layer of fat like me. It's not really working yet but I hope adding some thicc will work.
I fell in love with a qt 16 year old trans girl but she lives on the other coast line; she loves me too. What to do?!
>>6397054
You're more alive now than you ever were and more than a lot ever will be. You'll pull through, hope you feel better.
>>6397056
Should I be more wary or distrustful of salons, then? It seems like going by Yelp reviews for Laser would be a good idea, but now I'm not so sure.
>>6397031
Kaylee...
>>6397050
>tfw fooled her into thinking I have huge hips through use of angles and posing
iktf
>>6397069
whoa, what're you doing on here lol
>>6397058
yeah, I will give myself about 5 years until giving up, if I try my hardest my make no progress then I'd probably end it. I doubt I will fail but I constantly feel like I will, really discouraging.
>>6397066
thanks, I should feel happier within at week. that's the longest it usually lasts, it has lasted a month tho
>>6397059
Drive there, faggoto
>>6397069
>>6397073
>>6397064
>I guess I could try that!
Sounds better than implants to me.
>>6397072
>tfw fooled myself into thinking i have wide hips through use of angles and lensing
kill me lol
>>6397074
Godspeed anon.
>I doubt I will fail but I constantly feel like I will, really discouraging.
I sorta know this feel. People say I'm going to make it but I still have doubts because of how little progress I've been making over the first year.
>>6397075
but what about her mom?
damn this might be the biggest plung i ever take in my life
im risking losing my family, my virility, maybe even just the ability to look normal because i want to look the way i feel
i don't know if i have the guts to take the first step let alone go in headfirst
>ywn hug kayla and gently rock her to sleep until she burps all her anger away
>>6397076
It's actually kinda funny how many of us know each other irl...
>>6397073
Oh, you know...
>>6397077
>People say I'm going to make it
Yeah I get that too, I sometimes hate it because on shit days I think "fuck you look at me, I'm never going to make it" and believe they are hugboxing me.
Mirrors are the worst
>>6397082
>>6397076
Hey there faggot.
>>6397068
The main problem with reviews is that most of them are written by cis women and IPL can be enough for their hair, so they could still be satisfied even after being basically lied to about the equipment and, let's be frank, swindled.
So, yeah, for laser, I would avoid salons altogether. Between false advertisement and techs that aren't up to the task, they're definitely a gamble. Getting it from a trained professional is worth the slight extra cost. Here, it's not even an option. Lasers are listed as medical devices, so salons are barred from owning and operating them. And since laser doesn't require a prescription, it's probably the best middle ground.
Something a serious professional would do, though, is to first have a proper consultation and test on a small area to check for adverse reactions. I'd be wary of any place that doesn't do that.
>>6397079
Well, that's like any pool. The water feels cold at first, but once you're swimming, it's fine.
>>6396490
Are there any real life gifs or webms of head pats or is it all animaymay?
>>6397090
Could you tell me the best ways to find a trained professional? I'd love to follow this advice but I don't even know where to start.
>>6397078
Fug her u shitlord
>>6397091
but what if i sink to the bottom
>>6397095
Just look up dermatology clinics in the yellow pages for your area, really. Most offer laser for hair, scar and tattoo removal.
Dermatologists working outside clinics may also own the basic equipment since it's such a routine treatment these days. They probably won't have the fancier lasers needed to work on dark skins, though. Which may or may not be an issue for you.
>>6397039
You did kinda jammed it up their ass.
I'm sure it was private. The tests & checkup were also at Monaco's hospital. The doctor knew about treating transgenders. So did the shrink. He told me of a few other early transitioners before me. @16 when I started I kinda had some money. I'd sold a few paintings, and had a reasonable stock commission income by then.
>tfw time for bed
http://www.scp-wiki.net/scp-113
Holy fuck. I'm legitimately upset this thing isn't real.
>>6397103
Don't.
>>6397103
Transitioning these days is pretty much like the Dead Sea in that regard. It's a safe bet that you won't.
>>6397094
it feels good but this is the only webm thats close
you can tell that the dude brushing his hair got a major boner
>>6397104
Considering how pale I am I doubt that will be an issue. Thanks for all the help!
*breaks the silence*
>>6397059
Oh have I got one up on you
>>6397140
Heeey sheen how was your day today?
>>6397145
went from bad to super dysphoric to bad
>>6397140
http://youtu.be/Kpa9LtunUcg
Is there a Discord for this thread?
>>6397146
Okay. What was good about your day? Anything at all :)
>>6397152
I made pancakes for breakfast, but that isn't a good thing because I've been off my diet for a few days since orlando
I shaved and had instant stubble
I look like a man in the mirror while I was getting ready to go see a therapist
I ended up cancelling my therapist appointment
then I got super dysphoric about my voice because I had to call them up and I sound like a man and then recorded this and posted it
https://clyp.it/z4harnbq
and since then I've been distracting myself with the internet
how about you, how was your day?
hi girls how is everyone rn??
>tfw got my hair done today
>>6397159
My day was slow and boring
A whole 8 hours of nothing happening
Thanks for asking :)
Quick question to those who have worn shapewear to give you a butt. I have none and it hurts when I sit on hard surfaces, currently working on one with exercise, but that takes a lot of time. What kind of shapewear do you think would give any extra comfort while sitting?
>tfw your life has devolved to communication through memes
>>6397170
Pretty good got my eyebrows cleaned up
>>6397170
Good. Relaxing day before another week of work. Got clothes washed. Ready for the week. I hope.
Spouse loved my cooking, always a plus.
>>6397175
I got like, some foils and stuff and it lighened my hair a bit, and i got it trimmed and curled a little at the bottom ! it is like shoulder length now. i really like it
>>6397176
i got mine done a bit as well by a friend !!! it feels really good
>>6397178
oh wow anon you sound like you have it all figured out !!
>>6397170
What style?
>>6397181
i used to have a bob kind of thing back in december when i got it cut last, and now its obv longer so i got it cut to just past my shoulders (didn't realize how long it had gotten)
>>6397180
Far from it! So much further to go, better living situation, trying to find a second job. But thank you, I'm trying hard.
Your hair sounds lovely, you must be pleased.
>>6397183
I just have really messy grown out hair
I need to get it done but I don't know what will work with me
>tfw no boypenis inside me
>>6397201
you can have mine
>>6397208
don't be silly, you have a girlpenis
>>6397170
I failed boymode with no makeup so I'm feeling pretty fucking good about myself.
>>6397209
well I don't but two of my friends do
>>6397216
a-am I one of them, anon-kun?
bartending is fun
why did i ever choose programming
>tfw know a hon
>tfw they make me ashamed of being trans
>tfw I feel like I should just not even try
>>6397219
I'm sorry but I don't know you very well, you could be though
hey muff
>why did i ever choose programming
idk, maybe because you're an extrovert but the dysphoria and anxiety of transitioning sent you clawing to be inside but now things are better for you you're less interested in it?
but what I really want to know is when are you going to marry kayla and take her away from all this?
>>6397236
wtf is up with that liner
>tfw you look back at old pics and realize you are becoming more fem
kind of wish i took more pics for a timeline now, at the time it didn't seem to be a point since i wasn't noticing any changes but after almost 6 months i feel like im getting somewhere
>>6397211
oh wow im happy for you anon that sounds so nice !!!
>>6397239
trying to mimic ufufufufu I guess
>>6397226
rip
>>6397236
i am marrying ufufufufu
kayla is susans_place.php
>tfw wrote ~60 pages in my notebook on the train about how I want to fuck her into a coma
manic horniness is one hell of a drug
>>6397252
60 pages?
how detailed?
>>6397224
Are you an early transitioner or something?
>>6397242
Getting more feminine is always awesome. Iv been seeing how long I can go without wearing pants. So far its been all dresses and skirts for a month and a half.
>>6397252
here I had you pegged as a cute girl who would grow up and get married to a handsome bogan and now you're like this gross lesbian
>>6397252
Can you give us an exert?
>>6397257
yea, they're weird as hell and honestly I tend to find myself becoming more ashamed of being trans when around them (internet chat group not irl).
>>6397262
except****
>>6397266
i literally cant spell
excerpt***************
pls review my motion to suppress pls
>>6397224
>Go to school with an FtM guy that goes around in skirts, makeup, and no binder, and rages at people who misgender them
>they follow me around and out me on a regular basis while I'm in public by calling me slurs "affectionately"
Honestly what did I do to deserve this.
fuck I screwed up mtfg
>>6397279
take pics of it pls
>>6397279
I hope that's just lots of scribbling and not finely written lines
>>6397278
nuh
>>6397279
wew that's lewd
are you gonna do everything you wrote in that book??
>>6397279
>bend her over a table and fuck her catatonic
so gross and manly
stop talking like it
>>6397264
I wanna say you shouldnt hate on hons, but at the same time I wont hang out with them either... Generally I try to avoid other trans people all together.
>>6397278
Red, you're pretty.
>>6397293
It's more the personality than the appearance
they're a self-righteous cunt and also a bit of a creep
does Sirona still come on here?
>>6397295
i think it'd made a good bucket list
>tfw you finally meet somebody who fully understands your BPD and is nice to you about it
>>6397252
>mfw
>>6397284
i doubt even she can read half of it desu
>>6397293
>I wanna say you shouldnt hate on hons, but at the same time I wont hang out with them either
I've ran into this same conflict. I don't really have anything against them and I feel bad and all but...
My hairline is quite high for someone my age, I think, I'm not balding or anything but it's really gross and ugly, is there a way to fix a high hairline or just go bangs forever
>I want to make her have an out of body experience
points for creativity, come on lol
>>6397302
half is like a massive overstatement
maybe 5%
>>6397242
Kit a cute :3
>>6397294
Being creepy and trans is a no go for me. It does make you look bad.
>>6397302
*shrug* The goal is to pass and be able to live a normal life. A normal life doesnt include hons. Maybe thats shallow.
>>6397310
i don't think i can read any of that
>>6397317
Yeah, I'd leave the chat but there are people in it I like
>>6397296
I'm here.
I'm just less active than I used to be.
>>6397331
how are things going for you at the moment?
>>6397335
Good and bad.
Good in that I'm alive and not currently trying to kill myself
Bad in that my life is in stasis while I'm waiting on a paycheck.
What was it like the first time you bought women's underwear in public? How do I do it?
>>6397307
pls respond ;-;
>>6397337
:/ sounds rough, anything long term brewing?
>wake up
>realize you have nothing to look forward to today, or at all in your life
: (
>>6397343
You in london? We can meet up and I will take you to a shop and buy them for you.
I just need an excuse to be in the womens lingerie area.
>>6397307
I have no idea anon, but I have the same issue, and mine's that ugly M shape. HRT has helped a lot but it's still really bad looking.
>>6397310
You seriously need to practice writing fast I want to read these :D
>>6397317
>Maybe thats shallow.
Sounds reasonable enough.
>>6397343
Huh, you just made me realize I've never bought underwear in person.
>>6397346
Not exactly...
I'm still looking for proper employment. Until then, I'm stuck for cash.
>>6397351
What did HRT do for it?
>>6397352
>practice writing fast
that's what I'm doing!
>>6397324
Understandable, sadly we cant be the moderators of every chatgroup. Id just try to ignore them
>>6397307
Finasteride can make entirely bald people get a full head of hair again, its your best bet.
>>6397343
I was already full time and passing, so it was easy. Just have confidence anon, act like theres no reason you shouldnt be buying womens underwear.
>>6397360
Problem is, I'm not balding or anything, I believe my hair has been like this since I was a kid
So I don't that will work ;_;
>>6397357
The M has filled out a lot and it's advanced a bit, which happened around the 8 month mark. It's still kind of M shaped and I have to have bangs but it's not bad enough to keep me from passing.
>>6397367
woah it can advance? pls happen to me
>>6397174
>tfw this post hits the feels so hard, everyone ignores it and pretends it never existed
>>6397370
Yeah, it's not super dramatic but you can definitely see the difference.
>>6397375
hurray, a less ugly forehead
hopefully it advances enough that I don't look like an ayy lmao
had fever dreams that passing was 3x harder for all trans people and there was a trans tax that made everything 3x more expensive for us and every day was an Orlando massacre. it was horrible
>>6397367
mine completely filled it, it is dark darks but thinner than regular hairs right now. only been takig fin 6 months, but hrt for 9 months so yeah i guess. happy
>>6397386
>mine completely filled in
yeah but you're intersex
>>6397393
don't mean much to a shitty hairline i deliberately cultivated to look masculine and distinguished m8
I love you all and I hope you do your best today!
>>6397422
I did better than my best!
I'm a worthless hon
>>6397437
and what are you gonna do about it
>>6397439
mention it an a Cambodian tapestry weaving site
>>6397437
Please kill yourself for your own good
Everything below this line is a bully free zone
-------------------------------------------------------------
>>6397447
Neck yourself cunt
>>6397447
this anon is the nastiest skank bitch I have ever met
do not trust her
she is a fugly slut
>>6397447
I wouldn't fucking piss on you if you were fucking allergic to piss
>>6397454
that's considerate
>>6397454
Would you let Edgar piss in your butt?
>>6397447
kill yourself worthless faggot bitch cunt whore nigger
>>6397456
nobody pisses in my butt except my wife
who is Edgar, do you mean Ambrose Cadwell?
>>6397444
I know I need to but I'm scared
I should shave my head
flush my pills
fucking
I dont know what to do anymore
talking to people doesnt help
my problems are real
>>6397464
You mean william hardy-tester
>>6397454
>>6397453
>>6397452
>>6397461
These posts made me smile, have a happy pizza
>>6397468
i think you'll have to do your thursday dance
>tfw trouble standing or walking in a straight line
>>6397476
jesus fucking christ. pretrans i had an angry dead eyed stare but those are the eyes of a true maniac
>>6397474
Are you sick or just recently received a a serious butt-pounding?
>>6397474
You said you would stop taking prog.
>>6397479
>the eyes of a true maniac
reporting in
>>6397474
>tfw kato described doing these things to me
i bet she's been reading your posts
How to not suffer boob envy?
A cross-dresser advised that I try balloons filled with warm water, but that seems fetishistic...
can someone please give me a real reason not to kill myself
>>6397486
is kato flannel????????
how come idk these things ._.;
>>6397488
Take mine, gyno is a bitch
>>6397479
They don't call him ol'rapeface for nothing
>>6397480
I think Ive a cold, my head really hurts and I dont feel good, but I was referring to the pounding which felt REALLY good
>>6397484
I didnt take any yesterday, and I dont feel as nauseous anymore. Ill probably take stuff later today again tho.
>>6397486
youre welcome bby <3
>>6397488
>water ballons
wat
just buy silicone inserts or something, I used them before I was allowed to take mones. didnt help with bewb envy tho, needed to actually grow boobs for that to get better
>>6397492
i-it's a secret
>>6397496
o-oh i guess i didn't need to know or something..
>>6397494
>looking like some kind of mid 30s uncle at 19
i feel bad for Robin
>>6397496
if peeps dont know it makes me seem like a slut swapping girls so fast
God I hate hospitals. Hi Mtfg.
>>6397488
>Balloons
It also seems like it would look terrible.
>>6397499
hehe I think it's funny lol
>>6397499
>it makes me seem like a slut
do you know where you are? :^)
>tfw sitting in doctors waiting room in full girlmode surrounded by Muslims
>>6397500
I mean, that's the other thing, innit?
didn't think so
>>6397506
this is the worst ;~;
>>6397506
LONDON
How do you tell people not to be sad when you die without sounding like you're about to commit suicide
>>6397506
Don't worry, its a religion of love. They will kill you gently.
>tfw boy
: |
>>6397505
i'm just a pure girl in an impure world
>>6397503
i dont wanna be a slut like this tho
>>6397506
i'd just leave desu
>>6397512
I want to know this as well
>>6397517
Slug I'll be your gf if you be my gf
>>6397506
'E WAAHNED OOZ
>>6397512
nobody will be sad when I kill myself tomorrow
>>6397512
There's no right way to say that, you just don't.
>>6397491
>>6397508
the same as anyone
to get to a life where you don't want to kill yourself
>>6397521
but i'm a boy, how can i be gf?
>>6397522
>>6397528
Retrans duh
>>6397528
>that pic
>>6397527
But I don't want people to be depressed when I get hit by a runaway train and die tragically young
>>6397525
your future pallbearers would be
>>6397533
Ayy lmao
>>6397530
thats gay bro
>>6397531
i made this
>>6397538
You're gay
zzz
>>6397543
WAKE UP UFUFUFUFUFUFUFU
>>6397543
lets go back to bed and cuddle
>>6397533
thats implying anyone would actually care I was dead and go to my funeral
they'll dump me into the funeral home and then I'll get cremated and they'll refuse to pick up the bill
>>6397543
>>6397528
slug since your county is a worthless drain of EU resources that will be left to starve after the referendum, and the county you live in being the only one that beats my shit county for inbreeding and being full of old people, will you be pushing for independence in the future or will the Cornish be the new Irish when it comes to being despised itinerant workers aka a social ill
ah just kidding ur alright son
>tfw wide feet
welp
>>6397532
They're going to either way, you can't tell people how to feel.
This very thing has prevented me from killing myself every time, I just can't handle bringing so much pain to people.
Maybe it's a blessing, maybe it's a curse.
>>6397547
easier to pick up the bill than pick up the coffin
>tfw going to my friends house soon and she is going to show me make up
im gonna be a girl
>>6397555
Do they make fat people coffins or do they fold the body up or something?
>>6397552
>ok <3 anything for u bbgirl
OMG!!
Ilu mum!! <3
>>6397556
That's cute, have fun
>>6397556
I want to come with you :^)
>>6397553
>friend died about a year ago
>constantly try to make myself feel better about it by thinking he wouldnt have wanted me to be sad
;_;
>>6397559
i can help here. the british queen Queen Anne was short and she was way fat due to having like 13 failed pregnancies and overeating. when she died, she had a coffin that was practically a cube in shape
Will boobs make my shoulders look smaller and will HRT do anything to make them smaller?
>>6397550
we need a second referendum for cornwall in/out of the UK
and then we'll break off from the mainland and float to the middle of the sea somewhere where the emmets can't find us
>>6397571
>Will boobs make my shoulders look smaller
yes
my sister has 18" shoulders, but you wouldn't notice them at all because she's an F cup :P
>will HRT do anything to make them smaller?
muscle shrinking
even if you didn't have much muscle there you'll probs lose a bit
>>6397571
unless you have a lot of muscles, no. boobs dont really help either, theyll just make you more top heavy, which is especially bad if youre a skelington and have no butt (like me).
that being said, trannies often obsess over shoulders, but cispeople dont really care about that
>>6397572
the pirates of Penzance sail again. best grow out the beard slug :p
>>6397565
That sucks, suicide is shitty for everyone. He probably wouldn't want you to be sad for him, but you can't really help it.
Hope you manage to get over it.
>>6397576
A cis girl with bigger shoulders than me? woah
>>6397577
Above is telling me opposite, who do I believe?
>>6397578
i'm working on that
;_;
>>6397559
yes
>>6397570
Sheen's would be the size of the borg cube.
>>6397580
the difference HRT makes is minimal. cisgirls may have broad shoulders, but what balances those is broad hips and an appropriate frame, which we dont have.
>>6397584
>goliath caskets
Fucking kek
>>6397589
Am I fucked then? I have decent enough starting hips I guess
>>6397581
get back on mones ya daft bastard
enough already
sheen isnt that big
>>6397594
He's over 200 pounds
>>6397589
speak for yourself
>>6397593
>>6397592
depends, you wont get the build of a topmodel, but Ive never met anyone that doesnt pass purely cause of shoulders, its honestly not that big of a deal
>>6397596
no.
>>6397602
of course, but theyre pretty rare and tend to look like men, pretty sure that isnt anons goal.
>>6397599
y tho
I'm guessing no one wants a thicc gf
Anyone tried this as an interim facial hair removal option?
https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/p-146-eflora-cream.aspx
>>6397610
i'm doing alright atm
also I want to look presentable (like, not a tranny) for when I go to college
I can always get back on hormones later
>>6397618
oh fair dos. i wish i was young
>>6397616
youre probably better off by keeping a certain weight and hoping youll get nice hips and thighs eventually, this tends to look way better than having a medium sized shoulder area and the hips of a 10 year old boy (which is the look I currently have)
Fuck. It's all over. I tried a new hyaluronic acid without patch testing and my face is fucked. I've been set back weeks at least ;~;
>>6397620
why
I thought you were young
>>6397620
*Fair dues
>>6397622
I'm defs over weight though, I actually need to lose it, if I lost enough maybe I can make myself look more normal shoulder wise?
>>6397625
im 27
>>6397628
yes, if youre overweight losing will probably help.
aim for a BMI of 20-22
>>6397630
wut
I thought you were 19
>>6397632
born '89. yeah
>>6397632
sounds good, idk how much fat is on my shoulders though, most seem to be on my upper arms/chest, I hope that somehow makes them look smaller
eurghh
who else feels
/supershitty/
>people being mean to sheen
:(
>>6397641
Here
>>6397641
meeeeeee
>>6397632
>aim for a BMI of 20-22
lies
pop skittles and fried chicken until you achieve this desu
>>6397641
Same
>>6397640
Try working out your lower body and ignore your upper body, you can't really control fat distribution and bone structure but you can control muscle development.
>>6397642
he deserves to be treated mean until he finally removes himself from our presence
>>6397651
squats sound good? will they help me lose weight too?
>>6397649
I am sick because it's way too cold here.
And I think I will never get my voice right ;~;
i need an exercise routine for people who are afraid of leaving the house
>>6397653
Yeah, weight lifting increases your metabolism which will help you lose weight. Squats are pretty good.
I finally found an MMO where I can look like myself!
>>6397656
http://schwarzenegger.com/fitness/post/your-body-is-all-you-need-the-worlds-oldest-training-method-and-a-1-workout
>>6397657
Lower weights maybe, not upper I don't want big strong arms
>>6397662
syndie?
>>6397664
Yeah that's what I said, just focus on your legs and core, it will make your bottom half look bigger.
>>6397667
yea, core sounds good
will do, thanks anon
>>6397649
I'm gross af ;_;
>>6397646
To be fair even the vast majority of cis girls wont look like that when they gain weight.
>>6397677
I'm am
I'm an ugly girl
>>6397632
I guess it's not safe to communicate for ger-pol match? :3
>tfw I'd have to gain 50lbs to have the same BMI as mal
hmmm
doable? doable
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCabT_O0YSM
>>6397680
ur a very pretty girl anon
>>6397689
nah I've got a big forehead and an ugly brow
plus a man bod
>>6397646
disgusting
>>6397681
poke me at 9, Ill be here.
taking buttloads of pills before tho!
>>6397708
>disgusting
wrong desu
>>6397681
You like watching Germans playing with balls?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_UkshdyxBA
>>6397685
fuck trump
You should all kys
>>6397730
Why would I kiss your sister? I like men.
>>6397730
considering it desu
>>6397727
I bet you're voting shillary
>>6397730
give me a few years
>>6397740
why would you vote for someone who hates women?
>>6397723
goals
>>6397742
I am pretty sure trump loves women.
Hillary only cares about money and power
>>6397742
>le trump is sexist maymay xD
The next person who says anything implying real womanhood stems from srs gets stabbed.
>implying real womanhood stems from srs
>>6397755
(j/k, I'd probably get overpowered anyway)
>>6397755
SRS is the first step on the scientific path towards being capable of being a mother. Science will find a way, and then we'll all be real women.
I couldn't resist.
>>6397595
Lol I'm 203.8 as of today. ;_;
>>6397755
you need to know that if you get srs you are a real wyoming now and should probably leaf
DONALD TRUMP KICKS PUPPIES AND TAKES BALLOONS FROM SMALL CHILDREN
>>6397776
WHAT?!
I'm now a #Hillbilly
>>6397776
IT MUST BE TRUE
>>6397755
Something wrong happening with yours?
>>6397768
How tall though? Sheen is like 280 at 5'8
>>6397783
Well, Trump's hair cut is slightly better than the one David Lynch sports. Slightly.
>>6397786
she sneezed immediately following the surgery and accidentally ended up with a 9 inch dick
>>6397783
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1w4IxCXIxU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ecEb4tEPic
>>6397784
i-is that a real tweet?
>>6397788
5'11" ;_; bmi 28
>>6397811
ayy lmao
me too
>>6397793
you'd be an expert on shitty hairstyles, right?
>>6397816
Yup. From your posting style, I can tell you have a mullet.
>>6397812
I like your spirit anon! Lol
>>6397823
nice try but no
>>6397825
Why would you like my style?
>>6397843
Dude, you are an old hon
I've been topping another trans girl and I really love it and my dick now. I like seeing her little sissy useless sissy clit hanging there while I fuck her. Im gonna get huge breast implants and fuck lots of handsome men and women
>>6397837
Prove it. Time-stamped picture with a fried egg sitting on your fivehead or everyone will know you indeed have a mullet.
>>6397846
you go gurl
>>6397843
I know. I'm a perpetual happening. But I have a feeling this is another kind of old hon...
>>6397846
>Livin the dream
I'm so jelly.
gross
>>6397851
ha
I really don't care if anyone believes I have a mullet, believe what you want
>>6397870
how could you not vote for someone with hair that fantastic?
new thread
>>6397863
>>6397863
>>6397863
>>6397845
Kayla, plz
>>6397846
You're not the real pizzaslut! >:(
>>6396548
Epic Rap Paddlesing